“Did you order the coal for the furnace
yesterday?”
“No, by George! I forgot it.”
Mr. Laurence half paused, his tall figure
arrested in the act of putting on his overcoat
in the front hall, to which his wife had followed
him, napkin in hand, from the breakfast
table.
“Oh, Will! and I told you the day before,
so that you’d have plenty of time.” Mrs.
Laurence’s brows expressed tragic disappointment,
her tone, if affectionate, was despairing.
“I never saw any one like you,
you never remember a thing I ask you
to, any more. You don’t seem to have a
mind for anything but that old law business.
You’ll have to order the coal this morning.”
“But, Nan”—Mr. Laurence, with his overcoat
on and hat in hand, bent his fine, thin
face over his watch. “I don’t see how I
can, possibly; I’ve an appointment in town,
and I must go around by Herkimer Street
on my way to the station to see if Lalor’s got
the papers he promised me.”
“I thought you were going there to-night.”
Mrs. Laurence held the door-knob
fast.
“I am, but I want the papers first.
Couldn’t you send one of the maids to
order the coal?”
“Yes, I could, but I won’t,” said his wife.
Her dark eyes flashed, her tone had the conscious
defiance of the loved woman, who can
trade on her charm enough to be belligerent
if she feels like it. “It’s got to the place
where I see to every single article we eat or
wear or use in this house but the coal! And
I just won’t order that. I told you about it
three days ago and we must have it this
morning, with all this snow on the ground,
whether it makes you late for your appointment
or not.”
“Then let me go now,” said Mr. Laurence
tersely, putting aside the arms with which
she sought to encircle him as he swooped
hastily over to kiss her on his way out. The
open door let in a rush of cold air, as almost
visibly keen and sparkling as a scimitar, that
clove the lungs for a moment, before it
was closed behind him, and his wife went
back to the breakfast table where her ten-year-old
son awaited her to glean the information
about his history lesson which he
should have looked up for himself the day
before. It was, perhaps, the trouble with
Mrs. Laurence that her brightness and her
intelligence served to help only by taking
the whole burden of a thing upon herself; it
might be indeed the reason why Mr. Laurence’s
official duties in the household had
dwindled down to the ordering of coal, and
the minor courtesy of getting a glass of
water for her himself before she went to bed;
it might be because she had never been able
to see him do anything without doing it too.
In the days when he had ostensibly locked up
for the night she always followed around
after him to see that the windows and doors
were really bolted, so that gradually he left it
all to her; if he poked the fire she snatched
up the poker from where he had laid it to do
the work over again. If he were sitting
down she carried her own chair near the lamp
rather than draw his attention to her need.
Yet, sometimes, she had begun to have a little
hurt feeling that he let her do so much. As
to this matter of the coal—she could have
sent Teresa to Harner’s, of course—it was
before that revelling era of house-to-house
telephoning on the Ridge—yet even at the
thought she stiffened a little. There are
certain unnoticed beams and girders that
hold up an edifice; if one of these is out of
plumb the whole building sags.
If Will really refused to order the coal he
couldn’t be quite her Will any more.
Mr. Laurence, leaving the house, had debated
momently in which of two opposite
directions he should proceed, then he turned
up Herkimer Street; to get the papers from
Lalor was part of that “business” which, to
a man, comes first. The air did not mellow
after that initial plunge into it, it became almost
unbearably keen not only in the blue
shadows that lay along the freezing snow,
but even where the sunshine set it glittering.
Half of the walks were shovelled to make a
narrow, icy pathway, but where there were
unoccupied lots the drifts lay white and
high, broken only by the deep leg-prints of
commuters. As he strode swiftly on men
shot from several houses; a very fat man, a
tall one, a short one, their black figures
sprinting madly in line across the white expanse
towards the sound of a train slowing
into the station.
Mr. Laurence’s brows contracted unconsciously—he
ought to be on that train himself.
If it were not for getting that paper
from Lalor—the case was an important one,
a good deal of Mr. Laurence’s future depended
on it; he had taken it up rather
against the advice of his closest friends, they
thought it would be impossible to win it, but
he had that little inner conviction, that intangible
sense of mastery that often spells
success. It gave him a nervous power that
on occasion seemed to have no end, but just
because it was a matter of highly strung
nerves a tiny obstruction jarred them out of
use; the tension was gone beyond immediate
recall—it might take hours or days even to
get the instrument back to that pitch—it
might never get there. It was sometimes
almost in the nature of self-preservation
when he shut himself off from the minor
pressure, the minor affairs. In this present
instance, as he strode along his mind was
bent on Lalor, whose former subordinate
connection with the incriminated corporation
seemed to have been forgotten by every one
but himself. Lalor was a shifty, uncertain
genius, not to be depended on, yet from
whom some central facts would have to be
wrested; the trouble was to keep hold of
him; he required constant bolstering up.
“Why, Mrs. Lalor!”
Laurence stopped short as he nearly
collided with a very slight woman, blown at
him at the turn of the corner by a sweeping
gale that devastated the sunshine. “Here,
turn around for a moment until that blast is
over.”
He steadied her where she stood panting
and breathless, looking down at the top of
her light-blue chiffon hat, which had rather a
pale and chilly early-morning effect in connection
with a tight-fitting tan jacket. In
lieu of furs she wore a white, pink-flowered
silk scarf tied around her throat, the long
fringed ends depending below her waist.
Her figure was that of a young girl, but
when she raised her small, long-chinned face
you saw that she was considerably older;
there were innumerable fine wrinkles around
her pretty eyes—which had a soft haze over
them, as if she had cried a great deal—and
her abundant fair hair seemed a shade or two
lighter than any nature could have intended
it. She had an indescribable effect of artificiality
counteracted rather appealingly by
something bright and courageous in her
gaze. Opinion halted about Mrs. Lalor,
who, as a Southern woman was not only
alien in habit to the Northern community to
which she had lately come, but was also
looked upon debatingly by the small society
of Southerners in the place, usually hospitably
ready to welcome any one from home.
It was unquestionable that she came of a
good family, which counted for very much,
but it was rumoured that she had married
against the family wishes. No one knew
anything of Mr. Lalor—who, in appearance,
was a tall, handsome man with a drooping,
reddish-brown mustache—except that he
was unpleasingly dissipated and always in
difficulties; it seemed to discredit his wife in
some way that she lived with him. She had,
besides a little flirting, attractive manner to
men, a sort of an echo of past belleship, which
might have been all right if she had a nice
husband, but was felt to be a little stepping
over the line when she hadn’t. A few women
averred that there was something in her that
they really liked, of whom tender-hearted
little Mrs. Ramsey was one, and her neighbour,
Mrs. Laurence another. The latter was
by nature both generous and romantic, and
with an unselfish, intelligent insight into lives
that were different from her own.
There was a trustfulness in Mrs. Lalor’s
attitude now which appealed to Laurence.
He let go his hold of her as the wind subsided,
to say:
“What are you out so early for this bitter
morning? I’m just on my way to your house.
Is Lalor in?”
“If you were going for those papers”—Mrs.
Lalor began tugging at the breast of her
jacket for a visible package—“My husband
meant to bring them around last night, but
he’s in bed—with a cold.” Every one knew
what Mr. Lalor’s “colds” implied. “I thought
you might need them to-day; I was so afraid
I wouldn’t catch you in time.” She drew a
sharp breath that showed how she had been
hurrying.
“It was awfully good of you,” said Mr.
Laurence warmly, as they turned down another
street together. “Lalor will be well
enough to be seen this evening, I hope?”
“Yes, I’m sure he will,” said Mrs. Lalor,
in a tone that guaranteed it. “But I want to
ask you, Mr. Laurence”—her face became
suddenly fixed and expressionless—“in seeing
that you get the evidence you want,
my husband will not be—prominent in any
way?”
“His name need not appear at all,” said
Laurence promptly. His arm hovered spasmodically
near her as she went slipping and
lurching alternately beside him—“Take care!
You’d better not walk any farther.”
“Oh, I have to go as far as Harner’s to
order a ton of furnace coal.”
“I’ll stop and order it for you, if that’s
all,” said Mr. Laurence. His eyes, lightly
comprehensive, took note of the clock in the
church tower. “I’ve got a good five minutes
before my train. You go straight home,
Mrs. Lalor.”
He looked down protectingly to meet her
upward gaze, which was relieved and coquettish
and yet, somehow, a little sad, as
she answered:
“Well, if you will——! I never do anything
for myself if there’s a gentleman to do
it for me.”
He raised his hat before starting on, and
when he looked back she waved her hand to
him. The large advancing figure of Mrs.
Stone—on her way home from wresting the
early chop from the butcher—amply furred
and heavily goloshed, her beaver hat as well
as her face swathed in a thick, brown veil,
threw into high relief the tawdry lightness of
Mrs. Lalor’s attire.
He recollected that if he ever objected to a
thin jacket on his wife she invariably professed
to be “warm underneath.” Mrs. Lalor
might also be warm underneath, but he had
a masculine preference for having people look
warm in winter-time.
Poor little woman! He shook his head as
he thought of Lalor, with a quick compression
of his lips. Then a long whistle from up
the track sent him tearing ahead in the teeth
of the wind, to thrust his head at last inside
of Harner’s office and call out:
“Send a ton of furnace coal to Mrs. Lalor,
36 Herkimer Street, and be quick about it,”
before settling down into that swift run back
that carried him swinging up by the guard
rail onto the slippery steps of the last car, and
out into that region where women and household
matters are not.
The first thing Mrs. Laurence said when
she came in at lunch time, after a morning
spent abroad, was:
“How freezing cold this house is! Hasn’t
the coal come yet, Teresa?”
“No, ma’am.”
“How provoking!” Mrs. Laurence stopped
short in disgust. “I never saw such a place;
it’s as much as your life’s worth to get anything
delivered when you want it. Is that
Timothy I hear in the cellar now?” Timothy
was the furnace man of the Ridge. “Tell
him not to let the fire go entirely out; we’ll
have to manage it some way. If he comes
back between two and three the coal will certainly
be here then.”
But two o’clock, three o’clock, four o’clock
passed, and no coal wagon backed up to the
sidewalk in front, of the Laurences, though a
succession of them passed funereally through
the white street, en route for more fortunate
householders. At a quarter after four she
gave a joyful exclamation—one had stopped,
at last, opposite her door; but the joy was
short-lived—the wagon honked further along,
tentatively, until it stopped at Mrs. Spicer’s
half-way down the block.
In a minute more Mrs. Laurence could see
the dark legs of alternate men outlined against
the drifts, as they carried buckets of the precious
fuel to the opening in the cellar at the
side of the Spicer villa. Something seemed
to shatter through her—an iconoclastic blast,
that she had been striving to shut out. Could
Will have possibly forgotten between the house
and the station? But no, that could not be!
She dressed hastily, in the later stages of
her toilet vibrating between the silver-decked
dressing-table, and the window, from behind
the curtains of which she took recurrent peeps.
At her last look she ran hastily down the stairs
and opened the front door for Mrs. Stone, who
was temporarily garbed in a polo cap and her
husband’s spring overcoat, into the pockets
of which she had thrust her hands.
“I saw you coming along! It’s too cold
to be kept waiting on anybody’s door-step.
Walk right in, tea will be ready in a moment.”
“I thought I’d be sure to find you in now,”
said Mrs. Stone comfortably, shedding her
masculine apparel in the hall on her way to
the drawing-room where she established herself
with the ease of custom in a Turkish
chair by the gas logs. The Ridge was apt
to assemble informally at Mrs. Laurence’s for
five o’clock tea; it was known that she really
had it whether there was any one there or
not; there was always something pleasantly
cosy about the little function.
Mrs. Stone watched her hostess lazily as
she drew the low, china-laden table nearer
the fire, and lighted the lamp under the brass
kettle just brought in, her dark, graceful
head bent over to watch it, and her hands
showing very white against the dull red of
her gown.
“It’s such a relief to get in here,” said the
visitor, breaking the silence as she took the
steaming cup of fragrant tea offered her, and
helped herself to a tiny hot buttered scone,
from a blue Canton dish. “They are getting
in coal at the Budds’ this morning, and now
they’re at it at the Spicers’—the noise nearly
sets me crazy, the houses are so near together.
O Mrs. Spicer, I didn’t hear you come in!”
Mrs. Stone looked up with a start to see
another visitor walking, unannounced, into
the room, a little woman in a long fur wrap
with a lace scarf thrown over her head. “I
was just saying—perhaps you heard me—what
a noise your coal makes when it’s being
put in.”
“Oh, don’t speak of it!” said Mrs. Spicer.
She seemed to greet her hostess, shed her
outer garments, perch herself on a little,
straight-backed sofa, and take her cup of tea
at one and the same moment with a swiftness
of movement accelerated in her further
speech, which tumbled forth like a small cataract.
“Don’t speak of it, no one knows what
I went through last summer, when you were
at the seashore and your coal was laid in. I
couldn’t sit on the piazza at all, and the thermometer
was in the nineties. At the end of
the third day I nearly had nervous prostration.
Ernest Spicer was really worried about
me. I never find it any economy to lay in a
stock of coal; you use it up so much faster;
it seems as if you were paying out for enough
to last you until you died, and then, just at
the time you didn’t count on taking the
money for it you have to buy more. If we
laid in a mine full in July we’d have to order
coal in February.”
“Well, I wish I were laying it in now,” interposed
Mrs. Laurence deftly, with a sigh.
“Mr. Laurence ordered some this morning,
and it hasn’t come yet. I would have sent a
message to Harner’s, but I have been expecting
the coal wagon every moment.”
“I saw your husband speaking to Mrs.
Lalor as I came back from the butcher’s,”
said Mrs. Stone. She paused significantly.
“Isn’t she the most noticeable thing you
ever saw! She never seems to have any
morning clothes.”
“I don’t believe she has any money for
new ones,” suggested Mrs. Laurence gently.
“No, I don’t suppose she has, but even
then—— Of course, I’m sorry for her, we
all are; every one knows what Mr. Lalor is, but
do you know, the other day when I attempted
to allude to all that she must have to bear up
under—I felt so sympathetic towards her,
after what the Bents told us—she stiffened
up at once; she acted as if she hadn’t the
slightest idea of what I was driving at.
Now that’s absurd. To hear Mrs. Lalor talk
about ‘Bennie’ you’d think he was the king-pin,
as Mr. Stone expresses it.”
“Oh, but I think that’s really fine of her,”
said Mrs. Laurence, with proselyting zeal.
“There’s a courage, a devotion about her
that always appeals to me; you can’t help
seeing that she’s had such a hard time.
I’m sure if you knew her better you’d like
her.”
“She may be devoted to her husband,”
said Mrs. Spicer very fast, “but if you’d see
her going in on the train—Ernest Spicer says
he always avoids her when he can; he does
hate to be made conspicuous. I don’t care
whether she comes of a good family or not;
I think she’s common.”
Mrs. Laurence shook her head wisely.
“I’m sure that you’re mistaken, not that
I’m so well acquainted with her myself, but
still——”
She took occasion later on to detain Mrs.
Stone whisperingly a moment by the front
door as both visitors were making their exit.
“I thought I wouldn’t say it before her—but
why don’t you and Mr. Stone make a
call at the Lalors to-night? Will has a little
business with Mr. Lalor, and I’ll go with him.
Do come.”
“Well, I’ll see,” temporized Mrs. Stone
with a softening inflection.
Mrs. Stone was, as her hostess well knew,
the kind of a person who, after disapproving
publicly of a neighbour, privately sends her
pickles. She hastened down the steps now
to join her friend, her large, mannish figure
in the overcoat and cap wobbling ludicrously
on the narrow, slippery length of drift-bordered
sidewalk under the gas-lamps that
were already lighted.
The wind had gone down, but so had the
mercury; the air was “bitter chill.” As Mrs.
Laurence turned back into her hall the atmosphere
there seemed only a few degrees
warmer. Gas logs made but slight impression
on the general temperature of a house
in this weather; the hand that she held over
the register received but the faintest, scarce-warm
breath upon it. Mrs. Laurence still
looked for a belated rattling coal-wagon, but
the hour seemed long until her husband’s
return; her heart bounded romantically at
the sound of his footsteps now, just as it had
done when she was a girl. His face was
ruefully smiling as he said after the kiss of
greeting:
“You don’t know what you’ve missed—all
my fault, too! I bought you a two-dollar
bunch of violets—— Now wait till I get
through—and left them in the train.”
“Oh, Will!” His wife’s brows drooped
tragically. “That’s so like you! You’re getting
too absent-minded to live. My lovely
violets!” she mourned tenderly.
“Isn’t the house very cold to-night?”
“Well, I should think it might be! It’s
freezing.” Mrs. Laurence’s accumulated
wrath poured forth. “There hasn’t been a
sign of the coal you ordered this morning,
and I’ve been waiting for it all day. It’s a
perfect outrage, and I want you to tell
Harner so, Will. You did order it, didn’t
you?”
“Why, ye——” An extraordinary expression
stole over Mr. Laurence’s thin face, it was
as if his consciousness had been suddenly
arrested in mid-air. Well as his wife knew
his expressions and what they covered, this
surprisingly baffled her. He drummed with
his finger-tips on the edge of the dressing-table
before relaxing enough to say guardedly,
after a moment:
“By George! I don’t believe I did. I
knew there was something—I’m awfully
sorry, Anna, indeed I am.”
“You didn’t order it!—Will, please don’t
drum on things that way, you know it drives
me wild. Well, if you can’t remember one
thing I ask you to do—if you can’t keep a
single promise that you make me—— It
isn’t the coal I care about—though my feet have
been like stones all day—but it’s the fact that
I can’t depend on you for anything. Please
don’t whistle. You can attend to business
matters well enough, but when it comes to
the comfort of your wife and child——” an
unforeseen sob broke across the words. “Of
course, it’s been warm enough in your
steam-heated office to-day. I’m glad it
has been, I wouldn’t have had you cold for
anything.” In spite of her tears she was
following after him as he searched in his
chiffonier drawer for a clean collar. “You’ve
done it all so many times! You carried that
important letter to Hetty in your pocket for
six weeks before you told me.”
“Yes, and if you’re going on like this
every time I tell you anything, I’ll stop it,”
said Mr. Laurence doggedly. “You don’t
give me any credit for owning up, Nan. You
wouldn’t know half the time when I make
mistakes, if I didn’t tell you.”
“I don’t see what else you could have said
when I asked you if you had ordered the coal.”
“I could have lied about it, I suppose,”
said Mr. Laurence impatiently.
“O Will!” she gasped with horror. Her
white chin went up, her dark eyes looked at
him full of agitation. She put her hands on
his shoulders and shook him ineffectively.
“You wouldn’t—you couldn’t do that! You
always tell me the truth, don’t you—all
of it?”
“Usually,” assented her husband. He had
finished settling his tie and now put his arms
around her. “But if it’s going to make you
any happier if I don’t——”
“No, no, no! You know I never could
mean that—never! I could forgive you anything
as long as you told me the truth.”
She clung to him as they went down to
dinner together, and she forbore to allude to
the state of the atmosphere, except by shivering
once or twice—the gas logs sent forth a
chill, blue flare. There was an odd return
to that arrested, baffling expression on
Mr. Laurence’s face, however, when his wife
announced her intention of going around to
the Lalors’ with him afterwards.
“Don’t you think it is too cold for you to
go out to-night?” he asked, and she answered
with a playful gleam of the sarcasm
she couldn’t keep from using. “No, I think
it’s too cold for me to stay in.”
It was a matter for ejaculating surprise on
arriving at the Lalors’ to find the unexpected
Spicers instead of the Stones, who, however,
appeared in a few minutes. Mr. Spicer had a
slender, correct elegance of aspect, while Mr.
Stone was large, grayish, and rather portly.
Beside the Spicers, a Mrs. Frere and her
son, a dumb, immature youth, were already
in possession of the field. Mrs. Frere’s position
as a church worker carried her into connection
with people whom she might not
otherwise have met; the chief effect that she
produced on every one now was an ardent
desire that she should go. She sat in utter
silence with folded hands, but her dumbness
differed from that of her son in a patently
avid appreciation of everything that was said
or done.
Mrs. Lalor, in a low-throated, faded light
green gown covered with beautiful old lace,
was loud in expression of her surprise and
delight at this haphazard gathering. Mr.
Lalor, tall, handsome and with wandering
dissipated eyes and the same droop alike to
his reddish mustache and to his figure,
came forward also with hospitable welcome,
while his wife volubly ordered not only him
but the other men in behalf of her guests:
“Bennie, get that armchair out of the
corner for Mrs. Laurence; be careful the top
doesn’t fall off of it—we break all our
things moving so often! Mr. Stone, won’t
you put that footstool under Mrs. Spicer’s
feet, I’m sure she’s not comfortable. Mr.
Spicer, if you’ll kindly move the table near
me to make more room—Bennie, run up-stairs
and get the little feather hand-screen
for Mrs. Stone—I know that lamp’s shining
in your eyes.” She pronounced it “Shinin’
in yo’ eyes,” with a caressing, indolent
inflection to her soft voice. “It’s not the
least trouble for him, Mrs. Stone—Bennie always
waits on me.”
There was a seductive air of luxury about
Mrs. Lalor in spite of the fact that the cheap,
shabby upholstered chairs and sofa were profusely
covered with cheaper “drapings” on
such portions as were most subject to wear,
and that the mantelpiece, also draped, was
simply decorated with a single pink-mouthed
grinning conch shell—yet the latter was indeed
under an old, old painting of a low-browed
woman whose white throat and
rounded cheek gleamed out from rich brown
shadows—a woman who, even thus dimly
seen, seemed to match the lace on Mrs. Lalor’s
gown.
“I only came because I thought you’d like
me to,” whispered Mrs. Spicer to Mrs. Laurence
in a pause of the later conversation.
Mrs. Stone gave an affectionate little squeeze
to her neighbour’s hand. “I thought Ernest
would object, but he seemed quite willing. I
wish that Mrs. Frere wasn’t here, you have
to be so careful what you say before her.”
“We won’t stay very long,” murmured
Mrs. Laurence assentingly. Mr. Lalor and
her husband had apologetically disappeared
behind closed doors to transact their business
together, the latter with that last look at her
over the heads of the others that meant their
own special farewell. Mrs. Lalor had insisted
on supplying every one with hot lemonade,
on account of the coldness of the weather,
calling the three men back and forth in her
services and holding a little couet with them
afterwards as she sat reclined in a rocking-chair.
“I reckon Mr. Eddie was right bored with
only me to talk to before you all came in,”
she announced with a smile directed at young
Mr. Frere. “You don’t know how glad I am
to see you gentlemen here. I enjoy gentlemen’s
society so much. Of course, I’ve always
had it till I came up No’th, and I miss it so
much. I wish you could have seen our po’ch
at home in the old times on a Sunday evenin’,
with my sister Mollie’s friends, and Emma
Lily’s, and mine, all lined up waiting for us
to come down.”
“Indeed!” said Mrs. Stone.
“I told Bennie when I married him I never
could settle down to just one.” Mrs. Lalor
paused lightly. “I was engaged to six before
that. But he always said—‘George’
my name is George—‘I want you should enjoy
gentleman’s society just the same as you
always did.’ I was engaged first when I
was fourteen.”
“Oh, Southern engagements!” said Mrs.
Laurence indulgently, with a gesture that disclaimed
their seriousness of intent to Mrs.
Stone’s startled gaze. There seemed to be
an unforeseen electrical quality in the air;
she had felt it even when she first came in,
but every lightest speech was oddly charged
with it, you couldn’t tell what was coming.
Instead of vindicating her confidence in Mrs.
Lalor, the latter seemed bent on a self destruction
that might drag any one else down with
her. She went on now happily.
“Of course, though I always cared most
for Bennie—he was such a beautiful waltzer.
Sometimes even now, after breakfast, if I’m a
little blue, he says, ‘Come, George, let’s have
a waltz,’ and he just spins me around the
room while he whistles the tune. I don’t
think there’s anything like dancing for keeping
up the spirits. I don’t know what I’d do
without Bennie up No’th here, he’s so thoughtful
of me!”
“How extraordinary!” breathed little Mrs.
Spicer to Mrs. Stone, athwart the rapt gaze
of the silent Mrs. Frere. It was evident that
neither Mr. Stone nor Mr. Spicer felt appalled,
both men seemed to be impalpably walled
off from the jurisdiction of their wives, as
they sat smiling with interested indulgence at
their hostess, with young Mr. Frere, open-mouthed,
behind them.
In spite of the semi-artificiality of her aspect,
Mrs. Lalor had an undoubted charm;
her face looked younger and less drawn by
lamplight, and her pretty, tear-soft eyes had
their coquettish gleam in them, her careless
attitude was full of lazy grace. She thrust
out a slippered foot with its hanging length
of ribbon, and gave an appealing glance at
the man nearest her.
“I know you want to tie my shoe for me,
Mr. Stone—no, Mr. Spicer, I didn’t say you.”
She laughed gleefully as they both jumped
for position, Mr. Stone’s large bulk going
down heavily on one knee with exaggerated
gallantry.
“Let me fan you while he’s doing it,” cried
Mr. Spicer eagerly, seizing the required implement
from the table.
“You’d better fan Mrs. Stone, she looks so
warm,” suggested Mrs. Lalor. “The house
is so heated, it makes one’s face burn after
the cold air. Wouldn’t you like a little powder
to cool it?” She jumped up hospitably,
leaving Mr. Stone still upon the floor. “It
isn’t the slightest trouble to get it, I always
keep it in this little cupboard, with a puff and
a handglass—and some rouge,” she explained
in a confidential tone. “Not that I care for
rouge myself, Bennie doesn’t like it, but some
people always use it for the evenin’.”
Mrs. Stone gasped.
“Thank you, I need nothing of the kind,”
she said hastily. She, the mother of four, a
member of the Guild and the Vittoria Colonna
Club to be spoken to in connection with
rouge! Even Mrs. Laurence’s white chin
went up—this did seem “common.”
“And I really think we’ll have to be going,”
added Mrs. Stone with decision, rising as she
spoke, a signal imitated by Mrs. Spicer,
though Mrs. Frere sat fast.
“Oh, do wait for us,” pleaded Mrs. Laurence
eagerly. “Here is my husband now.
You’re ready to go now, aren’t you, Will?”
“Yes, as soon as I wrap up those documents,”
he assented, with an unconscious exhilaration
of tone that caught her ear. He
disappeared into the opposite room once
more. Mr. Lalor had just walked out of it,
and down the length of the bare hall, with
echoing steps.
“Oh, you must stay and have some more
hot lemonade,” Mrs. Lalor begged warmly,
and stopped suddenly short; a faint colour
came into her cheek; it was as if she listened,
not to the chorus, “No, not to-night——”
“Thank you just the same——” “We really
must go——” but to something impalpable,
unguessed.
“Excuse me for just one moment,” she
said and vanished swiftly into the narrow
passage, leaving behind her a surprised, disapproving
silence—even Mrs. Frere stood up;
there was a queer, unexpected sensation that
something was happening. Mrs. Laurence
went out nervously to get her cloak. In that
oblique glimpse down the hall to the dining-room
she saw—or didn’t she really see anything?—a
man’s arm stretched wildly out as
if to reach something—a woman’s hand
grasping it—the wavering shadow as of a
struggle—and the faintest sound as of a key
turning as it might be in a sideboard lock.
Something must be happening——! Though
only, indeed, one unimportant scene of a
tragedy such as these happy, protected
women had no knowledge of, that long, exquisitely
heart-racking, unmentionable strain
of living that companies the degradation of
one who is loved.
“Did your coal come to-day, Mrs. Laurence?”
asked Mrs. Stone in a chill, unnatural
voice. They were all getting on their
wraps now.
“No, it didn’t,” answered Mrs. Laurence.
Justice compelled her to add, with an effort:
“It wasn’t Harner’s fault, after all. Will forgot
to order it on his way to the station; he
felt so badly about it, but he’s had so
much business on his mind lately that I
really think I mustn’t ask him to do anything
more.”
“You’re more lenient than my wife would
have been,” said Mr. Stone jovially. “I’d
have gotten it in the neck.”
“You’d have deserved it,” agreed Mr.
Spicer.
“I feel dreadfully because you’re all going
so soon,” said Mrs. Lalor appearing once
more, clinging with both little hands to the
arm of her husband, who, sullen and dejected,
towered above her. She looked wan and
thin, as if some ageing mist had settled over
her, but the wrinkles that had deepened
around her pretty eyes did not keep them
from being indomitably flirtatious as she
glanced back to the man who had followed
them in.
“Mr. Laurence and I haven’t had a
chance to tell any secrets at all!—What did
you say, Mrs. Spicer? Yes, the house is
warm, thanks to Mr. Laurence,” she assented
gayly. “He insisted on orderin’ my coal for
me this mornin’.”
There was a dead silence. To her dying
day Mrs. Laurence could see that whole
scene definitely before her—the embarrassed
attitudes of the men; the arrested, guilty
expression on her husband’s face that all
might read; Mrs. Frere’s greedy joy; the
compassionate gaze of Mrs. Stone and Mrs.
Spicer after their swift flash of comprehension.—Yet
after that one paralyzing moment
she rose staunchly superior to the
petty, yet excruciating entanglement of the
situation. She stepped forward and kissed
Mrs. Lalor good-bye in the face of her little
world, with a hand-pressure that emphasized
the words:
“I’m so glad Mr. Laurence could be of
service to you,” before she made her exit
with him. Yet there were those who felt
that they were not deceived and the eyes of
Mr. Stone and Mr. Spicer met as the door
closed behind the husband and wife—and it
was a glance that confided a sinister and
mutual thankfulness of escape.
The two in question walked swiftly away
in silence on the starlit, drift-bordered path;
the wind had gone down but it was infinitely
cold. They went, part of the time, in single
file, but she ignored his tentative pressure on
her arm; there seemed to be an icy chasm
between them. The distance to the house
was short, and it was not until they were inside
it that she broke forth hotly, as if they
had been talking together all the way, her
crimson cheeks and blazing eyes facing his
tall, reluctant figure as she threw off her
wraps.
“It wasn’t as if I could ever say anything
to those people to explain! Oh, it’s so perfectly
horrid, so maddening, so utterly ridiculous
on the face of it!—They’ll think I’m
jealous of her—they’ll be sorry for me.
Sorry! As if I could possibly be jealous of
her. They’ll think you keep everything from
me, and that they know more about you than
I do. How could you have put me in such
a position when just a word——” She made
a little sound that was half a moan. “Why
you didn’t have the decency to tell me before
we went there I can’t see.” Her voice rose
higher. “Yes I can—you were afraid;
afraid of your wife! It does seem pretty
bad to have you remember to do things for
other people, when you can’t remember
them for me, but that isn’t the point I mind
most, it’s not the real thing—what I can’t
stand is you not having the courage to own
up, to tell me the truth. Why don’t you say
something?”
“Because you’re saying it all.”
“O Will!” She gazed at him hopelessly
as he stood in front of her, her hand laid detainingly
on his arm. He looked very high-bred,
very much a gentleman, with that air
of aloof hauteur; there were circles under his
dark eyes, and his lips had a compression
that she well knew. If there was anything
that Mr. Laurence hated temperamentally it
was a shrewish woman; the ice of the
winter’s night couldn’t freeze harder than he
when she stormed, even though he allowed
that she had righteous reason for her wrath.
He spoke now, in answer to her appeal, with
stiff, prideful humility:
“You know very well that I’m extremely
sorry about the whole matter. As for ordering
that coal for Mrs. Lalor, I meant to have
told you about it when we got back, you
know I never can keep anything from you;
I don’t want to. I forgot it when I first
came home—and then you took me by surprise,
someway. And now don’t you think
we’ve perhaps had enough of this? I’m
tired.”
“No, no; don’t go yet!” Mrs. Laurence’s
hand pinioned him fast. She had known all
along that she would forgive him when she
had spoken her mind—what else can one do
but forgive when one loves? Oh, that was
but a little part of it—the forgiveness! The
real need all the time was that he should be
reinstated on the pedestal from which his
own act had driven him. He must be, not
the Will whom she forgave, but the
Will whom she adored. Her certainty
dropped from her; she began reasonably,
to grow more and more tremulously beseeching.
“Will, please listen! I can’t bear it when
you look at me as if you didn’t like me. Of
course, I knew all the time that you were
sorry—I knew you meant to tell me the
truth! Of course, you can’t always think of
it at the moment when I take you by surprise
and fly at you and scold you—nobody
could! I don’t wonder that you hate to tell
me things, when I make it so hard for you.
I ought to be a hundred times nicer than I
am. When I saw her husband standing there
to-night you looked so fine and beautiful and
good—and truthful”—a sob, not tears, but
just a sob broke athwart the words—“I
thank God every day on my knees that I’m
married to you!”
Her arms dropped from their hold, but his
were around her now, pressing her closer,
and still closer; the eyes he bent upon the
upturned face were smiling, yet a little
moist, too—his tender voice had in it every
admission that she longed for as he whispered:
“Oh, Nan—foolish, foolish Nan! Such a
sweet woman——!”