"True faith and reason are the soul's two eyes,
Faith evermore looks upward and descries
Objects remote."
Quarles.
Mr. Keith and Wallace Ormsby were busy,
each at his own desk; unbroken silence had
reigned in the office for the last half hour,
when suddenly dropping his pen and wheeling
about in his chair, the elder gentleman
addressed the younger:
"Why, how's this, Wallace? I haven't seen
you in my house or heard of your being there
for weeks; what's wrong?"
Wallace, taken by surprise, could only stammer
out rather incoherently something about
having had a good deal to do—"correspondence
and other writing, studying up that case,
you know, sir."
"Come, come, now, you're not so hard
pushed with work that you can't take a little
recreation now and then," returned his interrogator
kindly; "and really I don't think you
can find a much better place for that than my
house; especially since Mildred's at home
again."
"That is very true, sir," said Wallace, "but—I'd
be extremely sorry to wear out my welcome,"
he added, with a laugh that seemed a
trifle forced.
"No fear of that, Wallace; not the slightest,"
Mr. Keith answered heartily: "why, we
consider you quite one of the family; we can
never forget how kindly you nursed us in that
sickly season. And we've a new attraction."
"Yes, sir, so I heard. A very fine instrument,
isn't it?"
"Yes; if we are judges. Come up this
evening and hear Mildred play. I think she
has really a genius for music; but that may be
a fond father's partiality."
The invitation was too tempting to be declined:
it had taken a very strong effort of will
to enable the love-sick swain to stay so long
away from his heart's idol, and now under her
father's hospitable urgency his resolution gave
way.
"Thank you, sir; I shall be delighted to
come: and I have no doubt Miss Mildred is
quite as fine a performer as you think her," he
said; and each resumed his pen.
Mrs. Keith, with strong faith in the wisdom
of the old adage, "All work and no play
makes Jack a dull boy," always insisted upon
each member of her household taking a due
amount of recreation. The older girls would
sometimes, in their eagerness to finish a piece
of work or learn a lesson for the morrow, be
ready to take up book or sewing immediately
on leaving the tea-table; but their mother put
a veto upon that, and by precept and example
encouraged a half hour of social chat, romping
with the little ones, or gathering about the
piano to listen to Mildred's playing: and often
a little time before tea was given to music both
vocal and instrumental, every one, even down
to little Annis, frequently taking part in the
latter.
This season of mirth and jollity was over for
the evening, Mrs. Keith had taken the younger
children away to put them to bed, Zillah and
Ada were at their tasks in the sitting-room;
but Mildred still lingered at the piano, feeling
that she had need of practice to recover lost
ground.
Mr. Keith listened a little longer, then remarking
that he must see Squire Chetwood
about a business matter, donned hat and overcoat
and went out.
Rupert stood beside his sister, turning the
pages of her music and praising her execution.
"I'd like all the town to hear you," he said.
"I should prefer a much smaller audience,"
she returned, laughingly. "Ru, did you remember
to mail that letter?"
"No, I didn't!" he cried, in some consternation.
She drew out her pretty watch.
"There's time yet," he said, glancing at its
face; "so I'm off."
Hurrying out of the front door, he encountered
Ormsby in the porch.
"Hollo! is that you, Wallace?" he cried.
"A little more and there'd have been a collision.
Haven't seen you here for an age! been
wondering what had become of you. Well,
walk right in. You'll find Milly in the parlor.
But you must excuse me for awhile as I've a
letter to mail."
He held the door open as he spoke, and having
seen the caller inside, hastily shut it without
waiting for a reply to his remarks, and
rushed away.
The parlor door stood ajar. Wallace tapped
lightly; but Mildred, intent upon her music,
did not hear, and he stole quietly in. He stood
for a moment almost entranced by the low
sweet tones of voice and instrument.
Mildred was thinking of Charlie, and her
voice was full of pathos as she sang—
"'When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years.'"
A deep sigh startled her and she turned
hastily to find—not Charlie, but Wallace regarding
her with eyes full of despairing love
mingled with tender compassion.
He saw that her eyes were full of tears, and
coming quickly to her side took her hand in
his.
"Dear Mildred, I can't bear to see you unhappy,"
he said, in low, tremulous tones.
"Don't grieve, it will all come right some day.
Ah, if only I could have won your heart!" and
again he sighed deeply.
"It's the old story, 'the course of true love
never will run smooth,' and we can only be
sorry for each other," she returned with forced
gayety, and hastily wiping away her tears.
"Take a seat, won't you, and I'll give you
something more cheerful than that sickly sentimental
stuff you caught me singing. That
is, of course, if you wish to hear it;" and she
looked up into his face with an arch smile.
A tete-a-tete with him at that time was not
desirable—would be rather embarrassing; she
wanted to avoid it, and heartily wished some
one of the family would come in immediately;
therefore was not seriously displeased at the
sudden and unexpected entrance of Celestia
Ann.
This very independent maid-of-all-work
came bustling in, dressed in her "Sunday
best" and with a bit of sewing in her hand.
"Good-evenin', Mr. Ormsby," she said, nodding
to him; then turning to Mildred: "I
declare, Miss Mildred, your playin' is so powerful
fine I couldn't noways stand it to set out
there in the kitchen while the pianner was a
goin' in here and nobody to listen to it. You
see I thought you were alone; but I reckon
Mr. Ormsby won't mind me."
Wallace was too well aware of the value of
the woman's services and the difficulty of retaining
them to make any objection. He merely nodded
and smiled in reply to her salutation; then
turning to Mildred answered her with, "Indeed
I should be delighted. In fact your father invited
me to call this evening for the express
purpose of listening to your music, and," he
added in a whisper, "though I feared my visit
might not be altogether welcome to you, I had
not the courage to deny myself so great a
pleasure."
"There was no occasion," Mildred said, in
the same low tone: "we all want you to feel
yourself quite at home here. You'll excuse the
intrusion of—"
"Oh, certainly: I understand it."
Celestia Ann had seated herself beside a
lamp burning on a distant table, and was industriously
plying her needle.
"Come, give us a lively toon, Miss Milly,
won't ye?" she said. "'Yankee Doodle,' or
'Hail Colomby,' or some o' them toons folks
dances to."
"Which or what will you have, Mr. Ormsby?"
asked Mildred.
"I?" he said, with a smile; "oh, I own to
sharing Miss Hunsinger's partiality for our national
airs, and am well satisfied with the selections
already made."
Mildred gave them in succession.
A tall man with a book under his arm stood
in a listening attitude at the gate. Mrs. Keith,
seeing him from an upper window, came down
and opened the front door.
"Good evening, Mr. Lightcap," she said in
her pleasant voice, "won't you come in out of
the cold?"
"I come to fetch back your book, Mrs.
Keith," he said, moving toward her with long
strides, "and I thought I'd not disturb the
folks in your parlor by knockin' whilst that
music was agoin'. I'm a thousand times
obleeged fer the loan o' the book, ma'am;" and
he handed it to her, then lifted his cap as if in
adieu.
"No, no; don't go yet," she said. "I have
another book for you, and you must have some
more of the music, if you care to hear it,
without standing in the cold to listen."
Her pleasant cordiality put him at his ease,
and he followed her into the parlor.
Mildred was playing and singing "Star Spangled
Banner," Wallace accompanying her with
his voice, both so taken up with the business in
hand that they did not perceive the entrance
of Mrs. Keith and Gotobed until they joined
in on the chorus; when Mildred looked up in
surprise and nodded a smiling welcome to the
latter.
"Tell you, that's grand!" he exclaimed at
the close, his face lighting up with patriotic enthusiasm;
"there's somethin' mighty inspirin'
about them national airs o' ourn. Don't ye
think so, Mrs. Keith?"
"Yes," she said, "they always stir my blood
with love for my dear native land, and awaken
emotions of gratitude to God and those gallant
forefathers who fought and bled to secure her
liberties."
"Ah!" he sighed with a downward glance
at his mutilated arm, "I can never lift sword
or gun for her if occasion should come again!"
"But you may do as much, or even more, in
other ways," she responded cheerily.
"I can't see how, ma'am," he returned, with
a rueful shake of the head.
"'Knowledge is power;' intellect can often
accomplish more than brute force: go on cultivating
your mind and storing up information,
and opportunities for usefulness will be given
you in due time," she answered with her bright,
sweet smile; then turned with a cordial greeting
to Lu Grange and Claudina and Will Chetwood,
ushered in at that moment by Celestia
Ann, who now took her departure to the kitchen—probably
thinking Miss Mildred had
listeners enough to be able to spare her.
The piano was a new and powerful attraction
to the good people of Pleasant Plains,
and all the friends and acquaintance of the
Keiths, as well as some whose title to either
appellation was doubtful, flocked to hear it in
such numbers that for two or three weeks after
its arrival Mildred seemed to be holding a levee
almost every evening.
"How my time is being wasted!" she sighed
one evening as the door closed upon the last
departing guest.
"No, dear, I think not," responded her
mother, with an affectionate look and a kindly
reassuring smile; "you are recovering lost
ground—perfecting yourself in facility of execution,
and giving a great deal of pleasure;
and it is no small privilege to be permitted to
do that last—to cheer heavy hearts, to lift burdens,
to make life even a little brighter to some
of our fellow creatures. Is not that so?"
"Yes, mother, it is, and yet I find it very
trying to have my plans so often interfered
with."
"Ah! my child, we must not allow ourselves
to become too much attached to our plans,"
returned Mrs. Keith, with a slightly humorous
look and tone, and passing her hand caressingly
over Mildred's hair; "for all through life
we shall be very frequently compelled by circumstances
to set them aside."
"Is there any use in making plans, then?" the
girl asked half impatiently.
"Surely there is. If we would accomplish anything
worth while, we must lay our plans carefully,
thoughtfully, wisely; then carry them
out with all energy and perseverance: yet not
allow ourselves to be impatient and unhappy
when providentially called upon to set them
aside. 'It is not in man that walketh to direct
his steps;' and we ought to be not only willing
to bend to God's providence, but glad to have
him choose for us."
"Ah, yes, mother—yes indeed!" Mildred
murmured, a dewy light coming into her eyes;
"if one could only always realize that he sends
or permits these little trials they wouldn't be
hard to bear; for it is sweet to have him choose
for us."
It so happened that this was the last of that
trial of Mildred's patience. A storm set in
that night which lasted for several days, keeping
almost everybody at home; then came
weeks of ice and snow, making fine sleighing,
skating, and sliding; thus furnishing other and
more exciting amusement to the residents of
the town, both old and young.
The Keiths took their share in these winter
pastimes—Mildred as well as the rest: often
doing so to please her mother rather than herself,
yet always finding enjoyment in them.
'Twas a busy life she led that winter, and by
no means an unhappy one, spite of the obstinate
refusal of the course of true love to run smooth.
It came to a rougher place, to deeper, swifter
rapids, in the ensuing spring.
Through all these months of separation she
and Charlie had kept up a correspondence,
though at somewhat irregular and infrequent
intervals. A much longer time than usual had
now passed, and yet her last letter to him remained
unanswered. She was secretly very
much disturbed in mind, sorely troubled lest
some evil had befallen him, though not permitting
herself to doubt for a moment that his
love for her remained as strong and fervent as
ever.
At last a letter came. Rupert brought it
from the office at noon, and handed it to her
with a meaning smile, a twinkle of fun in his
eyes.
"Something to brighten this dull, rainy day
for you, sis," he said gayly.
"Thank you," she returned, flushing rosy
red, and her heart giving a joyous bound as she
slipped the missive into her pocket.
"What! not going to read it after the long
journey it has taken to reach you?" he asked,
lifting his eyebrows in mock astonishment.
"Not now, it will keep; and I must get
mother's toast and tea ready for her—there'll
be barely time before father comes in to dinner."
"How is she?"
"Better, but not able to be up yet. These
bad headaches always leave her weak, and I
shall try to persuade her to lie still all the
afternoon."
With the last word Mildred hurried away
to the kitchen.
The morning had been a very trying one:
it was Monday, the day of the week on which
Celestia Ann always insisted upon doing the
family washing without regard to the state of
the weather. She prided herself on getting
her clothes out early and having them white
as the driven snow, and her temper was never
proof against the trial of a Monday-morning
storm.
There had been a steady pour of rain since
before daybreak, and the queen of the kitchen
consequently in anything but an amiable mood.
A severe headache had kept Mrs. Keith in bed,
and to Mildred had fallen the task of guiding
and controlling the domestic machinery and
seeing that its wheels ran smoothly.
She had had several disputes to settle between
Ada and Zillah on the one side, and the
irate maid-of-all-work on the other; also much
ado to induce the younger children to attend to
their lessons, and then to keep them amused
and quiet that her mother might not be disturbed
by their noise, and through it all her
heart was heavy with its own peculiar burden;
besides, atmospheric influences had their depressing
effect upon her spirits, as upon those
of the others, and more than once a sharp or
impatient word, repented of as soon as uttered,
had escaped her lips.
"An undeserved blessing," was her remorseful
thought at sight of the letter. "It may be
ill news to be sure—oh if it should!—yet anything
is better than this terrible suspense."
But that must be borne until she could
snatch a moment of solitude in which to end
it.
Zillah, stooping over the kitchen fire, looked
up hastily as her sister entered. "You've
come to get mother's dinner, Milly? Well,
here it is all ready," pointing to the teapot
steaming on the hearth, beside it a plate of
nicely browned and buttered toast.
"O you dear good girls!" was Mildred's
response as she glanced from the stove to the
table, upon which Ada was in the act of placing
a neatly arranged tea tray.
"As if it wasn't the greatest pleasure in the
world to do a little for mother!" exclaimed
the latter half indignantly. "You needn't
think, Milly, that the rest of us don't love her
just as well as you do."
"I meant no such insinuation," Mildred said,
half laughing. "I'm sure our mother deserves
the greatest possible amount of love and devotion
from all her children. But may I claim
the privilege of carrying up the dinner you
two have prepared?"
"Yes: I suppose it's no more than fair to let
you do that much; but you needn't expect me
to think it's any great goodness," Ada answered,
putting the finishing touches to her work, and
stepping aside to let Mildred take possession
of the tray.
"Certainly nothing is farther from my
thoughts than claiming credit for any service
done to mother," Mildred answered good-humoredly
as she took up the tray and walked
away with it.
With quick light step she passed up the
stairs, and entering her mother's room with almost
noiseless tread, was greeted with a smile.
"I am not asleep, dear; and the pain is
nearly gone," Mrs. Keith said, speaking from
the bed in low, quiet tones.
"I am so glad, mother, and I hope a cup of
tea will complete the cure," Mildred answered
softly, setting down her burden on a little
stand by the bedside and gently assisting her
mother to a sitting posture.
"A dainty little meal! My dear child, you
are the greatest possible comfort to me!" Mrs.
Keith remarked presently, as she handed back
the empty cup.
"But it was Zillah and Ada who prepared
it to-day, mother," Mildred returned, ever careful
to give others their just due, though her
eyes shone.
"Yes, they are dear girls too," the mother
said; "I am greatly blessed in my children:
but I was thinking more of the freedom from
care given me by having you here to take the
head of affairs. The others, though doubtless
equally willing, are still too young for that.
So I could never give myself up to the full
enjoyment of a headache while you were away,"
she added in her own peculiarly pleasant, sportive
tone and manner.
"I cannot half fill your place, mother dear;
I have not half your wisdom or patience," Mildred
said with a blush and sigh.
"You exaggerate my virtues, Milly; I can
imagine from past experience how your
patience may have been tried to-day. Well,
dear, if there has been a partial failure, do not
let that rob you of your peace. 'Like as a
father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth
them that fear him;' and though he cannot look
upon sin with any degree of allowance, yet
when we turn from it with true repentance
and desire after holiness, pleading the merits
of his dear Son as our only ground of acceptance,
we find him ever ready to forgive.
What a blessing, what a glorious privilege it
is that we have, in that we may turn in heart
to him for pardon and cleansing the moment
we are conscious of sin in thought, word, or
deed!"
"Yes, mother; I do feel it so. And how
strangely kind he often is in sending joys and
comforts when we feel that we deserve punishments
rather," Mildred said with tears
springing to her eyes, as she drew out her letter
and held it up.
"From Charlie!" Mrs. Keith exclaimed,
with a pleased smile. "My darling, I am very
glad for you. I hope it brings good news."
Mildred turned it in a way to show that the
seal was not yet broken, answering in low,
tremulous tones, and between a smile and a
sigh, "I have not found out yet. It must
wait for a quiet after-dinner half-hour."
"My brave, patient girl!" Mrs. Keith said
tenderly, passing a hand caressingly over Mildred's
hair and cheek. "Let mother share the
joy or sorrow, whichever it brings."
Mildred brought but scant appetite to the
meal, which seemed to her an unusually long
and tedious one; but she was able to control
her impatience and give due attention to the
comfort of father, brothers and sisters, until at
length she found herself at liberty to retire for
a season to the privacy of her own room.
Her hand trembled and her heart beat fast
between hope and fear as she drew the letter
from her pocket and broke the seal. What if
it brought ill news—that Charlie was in trouble,
or that his love had grown cold! Had she
strength to bear it?
Oh, not of herself! But there was One who
had said, "In me is thine help." "Fear thou
not, for I am with thee; be not dismayed; for
I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I
will help thee."
One moment's silent pleading of His gracious
promises, and she had grown calm and
strong to endure whatever His providence had
sent. Tears dropped upon the paper as she
read, for Charlie was indeed in sore trouble.
The first few sentences read as though the
writer were half frenzied with distress.
"He had lost everything," so he wrote;
"both his own and his uncle's property had
been suddenly and completely swept away, and
the shock had killed the old gentleman—his
only near relative—leaving him friendless and
alone in the world; utterly alone, utterly
friendless; for he could not hope that she who
had refused him in prosperity would be willing
to share his poverty. Nor could he ask it.
But never, never could he forget her, never
love another."
Then under a later date, and in apparently
calmer mood, he continued:
"I am about to leave the home of my childhood
and youth; it passes to-day into the hands
of strangers, and I go out into the wide world
to seek some way of retrieving my broken fortunes.
With youth, health and strength, and
a liberal education, surely I need not despair
of finally attaining that end, though it will
doubtless take years of toil and struggle; but
when it is accomplished you shall hear from
me again: nay, you shall find me at your feet,
suing for the priceless boon I have hitherto
sought in vain. I will not despair, for my
heart tells me you will be true to me even
through many long years of separation—if such
fate has decreed us—and that in answer to your
prayers the barrier between us will one day be
swept away."
"Share his poverty! Ah, would I not if I
might!" Mildred cried half aloud and with a
burst of tears. "What greater boon could I
ask than the privilege of comforting him in his
sorrows! O Charlie, Charlie, you have given
no address, and so put it out of my power to
offer even the poor consolation of written
words of sympathy, of hope and cheer!"
No one came to disturb Mildred in her
solitude; she had time for thought and for the
casting of her care upon Him who was her
strong refuge, whereunto she might continually
resort.
Mrs. Keith had not left her own room, and
downstairs the two elder girls were busied
with their needles, while Rupert kept the
younger children quiet with kite-making and
a story, moved thereto partly by a good-natured
desire for their amusement, but principally
through affectionate concern for mother
and elder sister.
Mrs. Keith lay on her couch, thinking, a
little anxiously, of Mildred, when the door
opened and the young girl stole softly to her
side.
"Is it ill news, my darling?" the mother
asked in tender, pitying accents, glancing up
compassionately at the dewy eyes and tear
stained cheeks.
"I will read you his letter, mother. You
know I have no secrets from you, my loved
and only confidante," Mildred answered a little
tremulously, and stooping to press a kiss on
her mother's lips.
Then seating herself, she unfolded the sheet
and read in low tones, which she vainly tried
to make calm and even.
"Ah, mother, if only he were a Christian!"
she exclaimed with a burst of uncontrollable
weeping.
"Do not despair of seeing him such one
day," her mother returned, laying a gentle,
quieting hand on that of the weeper. "God
is the hearer and answerer of prayer; the answer
may be long delayed, for the trial of your
faith, but it will come at last."
"What is Charlie waiting for?" sighed Mildred.
"How strange that he cannot see that
God's time for the sinner to come and be reconciled
to him is always now! Ah, I do so
want him to know the comfort of casting all his
care on the Lord—the blessedness of the man
who trusts in him!"
"Yes, it is a strange delusion! It is one of
Satan's devices to persuade men to put off this
most important of all transactions to a more
convenient season, which he knows will never
come. But, dear child, we will unite our
prayers on Charlie's behalf to Him who has all
power in heaven and in earth, and who has
graciously promised, 'If two of you shall agree
on earth as touching anything that they shall
ask, it shall be done for them of my Father
which is in heaven.'"