“This is my idea of the work I’d like to do for
my living,” said Mrs. Harlan with a yawn,
as she tilted her sun-shade a little forward
and settled herself deeper in the soft sand. “All I
need now to be perfectly happy is to have one of you
read to me until I fall asleep.”
“Lola looks as though she could sleep without that,”
said Bob, glancing at her lazily. “You went to bed
early enough last night; couldn’t you get any rest?”
“I do feel a little tired,” answered Lola. “I slept
some, of course, but not for hours.”
“That’s queer,” exclaimed Dick. “I knocked on
your door when I went upstairs about eleven, and you
didn’t answer. If you were awake you must have
heard me. You didn’t leave your room again, did
you?”
“Why should I?” She sat up rather flushed, and
turned to him angrily. “Where would I have gone?
What are you talking about? Why do you always say
such absurd things?”
“Come now, Lola,” broke in Mrs. Harlan soothingly.
“Dick hasn’t said anything dreadful. Don’t
be cross, please, and spoil a day like this.”
“No, don’t, for pity sake don’t let’s have any rows,”
said Bob earnestly; “nothing in the world so bad for
my digestion.”
“Anyone would think you had something to hide,
by the way you are jumping on me,” complained Dick
resentfully. “I don’t see any crime in asking you if
you had stepped out of your room for a minute.”
“I have told you that I did not.”
“You might have run in to see Madge.”
“No! No! No!” She spoke almost in a scream.
“How many times do I have to repeat it? No! No!
No!”
“Come on, Madge; that’s the three-alarm signal,”
exclaimed Bob, as he got to his feet heavily. “Great
God, Lola,” he looked down at her, his fat, good-natured
face expressing his deep disgust, “why can’t
you learn to keep your disposition in the ice chest?
You’re all right when you are all right, but you’re a
wonder at kicking up a row.”
“I guess Bob’s playing safe,” agreed Mrs. Harlan,
as she took his proffered hand and got to her feet.
“We’ll leave you two alone, as usual, to fight it out.
Come on, Bob; I may not be as great a social light as
Lola is getting lately, but I’m perfectly willing to sit
in the sand and let you go to sleep.”
Lola made no effort to stop them, and they walked
on up the beach in search of peace and quiet, Mrs.
Harlan angry and disgusted, Bob deeply discouraged.
“There,” exclaimed Dick. “You’ve driven them
away again!”
“What of it?” Lola looked at him coldly. “Go
with them if you want to!”
“I don’t, but Bob’s getting tired of this sort of thing,
and he’s too good a fellow to be made uncomfortable
all the time.”
“He’s a fool—a perfect fool; you know he is, Dick
Fenway. The only thing in the world that would
really please him would be to eat a good dinner in a
deaf and dumb asylum. I’m tired to death of him and
of your Mrs. Harlan, too. She’s coarse, and low, and
vulgar, and if you had any respect for me at all you
wouldn’t force me to be with such a person!”
“But, my dear girl, you know I can’t help it!”
“Well, you ought to help it,” she replied cruelly.
“It puts me in a false position, to be seen with a woman
of that sort. Everyone notices it. Mr. Bradley practically
said as much to me this morning.”
“And took time enough saying it, too,” said Dick
resentfully. “I thought the old man had tied himself
to your skirts for the day. You kept me waiting a
good half hour. What are you trying to jolly him
for; we don’t want any of his money.”
She made no reply to this, but threw herself back
on the sand and, shading her face with her parasol,
deliberately closed her eyes.
“I say, Lola,” Dick remarked after a moment’s
pause; “if you don’t care to make any more of an effort
than this to be sociable, I think I’ll leave you here
while I go back to the hotel; the mail is in by now, and
I’m almost sure to get some news from Cleveland.”
“A very good idea,” she answered calmly. “I’ll wait
right here until you return. You are so cross to-day
that I don’t think you would be very good company.”
He made no reply. “What was the use of starting
another battle?” he said to himself bitterly; “all that
I can do is to go away and come back when she isn’t
so cranky.”
They parted like this, as men and women have
parted since first they came into the world. She, perfectly
serene, as sure of his return as she was of her
own unreasonableness. He, puzzled as to just what his
fault had been and not quite sure whether to be angry
with her or with himself. A man is always very sorry
for the thing he is quite innocent of having done; it
is only when he has really been at fault that he remains
calmly indifferent.
Lola was very comfortable; it was a warm day, but
there was a breeze from the water, and she lay there,
every muscle relaxed, shading her face with her parasol,
which she had dropped on the sand, looking dreamily
out to where a long line of black smoke on the
horizon marked the passing of some great steamer.
Somehow the thought of a ship at sea brought Dr.
Crossett to her mind. She often thought of him,
more often than of her father or of John. The Doctor
had loved her; she knew that; not as a father loves,
through instinct, or as a lover, from desire, but because
he had put her in the place of the one woman who had
represented the idea of love in his life. He was a rich
man, Dr. Crossett; what fun they could have together
in Paris! If anything ever went wrong with her, she
was going to him; she had quite made up her mind to
that, but, after all, what could go wrong? Dick would
always give her what she wanted, and if not Dick,
there were plenty of others. The only trouble was
that if they had money they were either stupid, like
poor Dick or old, like Mr. Bradley; if they were strong
and handsome, like that splendid young life-guard,
they were hopelessly poor. On the whole, however,
she was satisfied with life. She had done well enough
so far, and she very strongly intended to do better.
She was very tired, very sleepy; the little waves breaking
over the smooth sand soothed her; the wind swept
softly over her like a caress; she laughed happily to
herself as she thought of Dick’s anger. How silly he
was. What would he do if he knew where she had
really been, as he stood outside her door, the night
before. How had she dared to do it? She blushed
red at the thoughts that came crowding into her head,
and thrilling, trembling with a new knowledge of life,
she fell asleep.
She stirred uneasily after a time, and sitting up suddenly,
conscious as one sometimes is of being the object
of another’s thoughts, she met the eyes of Mr.
Miller, the old gentleman of the night before, fixed
earnestly upon her. “How long had he stood there,
looking at her?” she thought angrily to herself. “How
dared he smile at her like that, as though his wise old
eyes could read her mind.”
“I beg your pardon, Miss Barnhelm.” He spoke in
the gentle, kindly voice she had so resented the night
before. “I am afraid that I have disturbed you.”
“Why were you looking at me?” she demanded
bluntly.
“It was very rude, very unfair,” he admitted, “but
you looked so comfortable and, if I may say so, so
absurdly young, that it did not at the time seem a serious
offence.”
“You were studying me,” she exclaimed hotly, “trying
to read my mind, as I lay here asleep. Using me
for a subject to dissect for one of your stupid books.
Well—what have you discovered?”
“Nothing! You are so frank with me that I will be
honest in my turn. It is my habit to study those about
me. I am sorry; I hope you are fully aware that in
my interest there was nothing that could in any way
offend you.”
“You mean, I suppose, that you would have looked
just as closely at a toad or a potato-bug! I am quite
aware of that. I am not even angry any more, only
curious. What can you tell me about myself?”
“Nothing, my dear young lady, only that you have,
in common with the rest of the world, two natures,
warring against one another, in your heart. I will
confess that in your case I thought I saw a flash of
something deeper, more tragic, than one usually finds
in the face of a young girl, just a bad dream perhaps,
or perhaps a real trouble. If the last, I would gladly
do my best to help you.”
“Why?”
“Because I have worked very hard for fifty years,
and sometimes I am discouraged at the little real good
my knowledge has ever done. I have more than my
share of money, and time, and influence; any or all
of these are at your disposal.”
“You were a Professor, they told me, and a writer
of books?”
“Yes. I am, if I am anything, a Psychologist.”
“My father was that,” remarked Lola a trifle bitterly,
“although to me it was never anything but a
name.”
“It is merely a name for a very simple thing: the
art of keeping one’s eyes open. Psychology is the
study of mental phenomena; I believe that is as good
a definition as it is possible to give, and it means only
the study of our fellow creatures, in the hope that in
the end the psychologist may do for the mind what
the physician now does for the body.”
“And to do this, to learn this new trade of yours,
you hesitate no more about robbing me of my mind
and dissecting it than a country medical student would
hesitate to rob a grave.”
“Not any more certainly,” he replied, evidently still
much amused at her indignation, “but as I have perceived
nothing but a well-deserved rebuke, perhaps
you will forgive me. I am on duty to-day, as you see;
after many years of careful study I am considered
worthy of a very sacred trust. I am granted the privilege
of playing nurse to a child and a dog.”
He pointed along the beach to where his granddaughter
was playing with her absurd little poodle,
and as his eyes rested upon them his smile lost its
queer, impersonal look and became very commonplace
indeed, just the smile of a good man, whose heart
goes out in thankfulness to God for the joy of seeing a
little child of his own blood safe and well.
“You are,” said Lola gravely, “the very queerest
person I have ever met. If you are anxious to study
mental phenomena you might buy yourself a looking-glass.
I must confess that I can’t understand you at
all.”
“Since we seem to have met upon a rather unusual
attitude of frankness,” he responded mildly, “I am
going to return the compliment. Our impressions
seem to have been identical.” He turned as if to
leave, but after a slight hesitation he faced her, and
said in a more serious tone, “My offer of assistance
was sincere; should you be in need of anything that
is in my power to grant you, surely my age should
make it easy for you to come to me.” He bowed
rather stiffly, like a man to whom social conventions
are a habit rather than a pleasure, and left her there,
sitting on the sand, looking after him a little anxiously.
“He was a queer old man,” she thought;
“there could be no doubt of that,” and she wondered
just what he had meant when he confessed that he
could not understand her. She watched him as he
joined the child, and until they and the little dog disappeared
together around a rocky point she sat there,
thinking of the strange look of speculation she had
seen on his face.
“Miss Barnhelm!” She looked up quickly at the
sound of the voice and saw the young life-guard
standing beside her.
“Why did you follow me?” she demanded angrily.
“I might have known I couldn’t trust you.”
“I saw that you were alone,” he stammered, very
much upset by her tone. “I—I had to see you.”
“Why?”
“Why!” He looked at her amazed. “Why? Do
you think a man can forget—just in a few hours—forget
you? I never knew that there were women like
you in the world. I—I wouldn’t have dared to raise
my eyes to you—but—but you came to me—yourself!”
“The woman tempted me, and I did fall,” she
sneered. “I suppose that is what you mean?”
“I mean, Miss Barnhelm, that I love you! I am
not fool enough to dream that you could care enough
for a man like me to let me make any difference in
your life, but I can’t let you go away from me like
this!”
“My poor boy,” she spoke kindly, and looked at him
with something very like sadness in her eyes, “you are
making a mistake. We met yesterday in your boat.
We walked together for a moment in the evening;
that is all.”
“And—and last night?”
“Was a dream.”
“No!”
“Just a dream, and dreams don’t last. You must
go now, quickly, please, because I see Mr. Fenway
coming.”
“Go and leave you to him!”
“Yes.”
He did not answer, but he had not the least idea of
going; she saw that in the same glance that showed
her that Dick had seen them together and had quickened
his pace. She must not let these two men meet;
there was danger in that; this young man must be
made to go, and in less than a minute. She looked
up at him, flashing one look straight into his eyes.
“Go now,” she said, almost in a whisper, “and wait
for me—to-night.”
“I will.” As he spoke he turned and walked on up
the beach. She sighed as her eyes followed his free,
powerful movements and noticed his easy, graceful
figure and broad shoulders; then she turned to meet
Dick.
“That was that Blake, the life-guard,” Dick spluttered,
his sallow face whiter than ever now with anger.
“You must think I’m a damned fool to stand for a
thing like this!”
“I think that you are forgetting, Dick, that you are
not speaking to one of your chorus-girl friends.”
“Do you? Well, let me tell you something; even
one of what you are pleased to call my chorus-girl
friends would have the decency to play the game
straight while she played it at all. There’s another
name for a woman who takes one man’s money and
when his back is turned lets another fellow——”
“You would be wise to stop right there!” She
sprang up and faced him, white with rage, and with
a look that, angry as he was, he dared not face. “I
have taken your money; yes, this is not the first time
you have chosen to remind me of it, but it is the very
last. You won’t have another chance! I won’t take
another dollar from you until we are married; after
that, if you ever dare to repeat a thing like that, I will
leave you! Now you go, get that divorce you talk so
much about before you let me see your face again, and
get it soon, if you expect me to wait for you!”
“Lola, forgive me. I—I was wrong, but I am worried
sick, or I wouldn’t have made such a fool of myself!
Don’t be hard, Lola; I’ve troubles enough
without that. I—I’m in a devil of a mess.”
“What mess?” she questioned quickly. “More
trouble with your father?”
“Yes, another letter. He’s sore because I’ve been
away from New York so long, neglecting my business,
he says, and spending too much money. He will come
around all right; he always does, but to tell you the
truth he refused to send me the check I asked for.”
“He never did that before, did he?”
“No, but it’s sure to be all right. I sent him a ‘day
letter,’ and he’ll come around, but it rattled me, and my
lawyers wrote that my confounded wife sticks out for
fifty thousand!”
“Well?”
“I wired them to offer forty cash. I know the old
man will pay that. He’s tired of having her around
Cleveland, calling herself Mrs. Fenway. Forty thousand
is an awful hold-up, but I can’t wait. The whole
thing may be settled to-day.”
“If your father, who has refused you ten thousand,
agrees to give you fifty, and if this woman, who has
stood out for fifty thousand, agrees to take forty, if
all this happens you will be a free man, but these
things have not happened yet, and if they do you will
have to prove to me that there will be no more of this
talk about the money you have spent on me, and the
obligation I am supposed to be under to you, before
I will agree to tie myself to you. Favors! Look at
me! If I am not worth the few thousand I have cost
you, go back to Broadway; you can buy more for your
money there!”
“Don’t, Lola. Don’t talk that way! I never thought
a thing like that. I don’t deserve to have to hear you
say it. When have I denied you anything, when have
I asked anything in return, but just that you would
care for me? I was wrong to lose my head, of course;
you can’t help it if that cad of a life-guard has the
nerve to hang around you. Can’t you let it go at
that? Can’t you see that I am worried enough, without
your turning against me?”
“I see,” she answered coldly, “that Bob and Mrs.
Harlan are coming, and it is hardly necessary to take
them into our confidence. Mrs. Harlan has quite
enough knowledge of our affairs; I think it is about
time we saw the last of her. If you had less to do with
women of that class, you might be able to remember
that you can’t talk to me as though I were one of
them.”
Mrs. Harlan, as they all walked back to the hotel
together, could not make up her mind as to just how
matters stood. Dick was nervous, that was plain
enough, but Lola’s mood puzzled her; she was very
quiet, very thoughtful, and from time to time, when
she looked at Dick, she seemed to be trying to make
up her mind.
“I don’t like it,” Mrs. Harlan confided to Bob as
they followed the others up the beach. “She’s up to
something, or I miss my guess. She’s dangerous
enough when she’s in one of her tantrums, but when
she’s quiet, like she is now—look out. What do you
suppose is the matter with her now?”
“I don’t know,” replied Bob thoughtfully, “unless
she’s hungry.”
This could hardly have been the explanation, however,
for she refused to go in to lunch with the others,
and sat at the far end of the veranda, still seemingly
in deep thought, until, hearing some one approaching,
she looked up and saw Mr. Bradley.
Her smile, as she welcomed him, however, had no
trace of anything but girlish pleasure, and shrewd as
he was, he could not but be flattered by the soft blush
on her cheek, and the gladness in her eyes, as she rose
to meet him.
“Miss Barnhelm,” he began quickly, “I am anxious
to speak with you, in confidence, before your
friends or my daughter come from the dining-room.”
“Yes, Mr. Bradley.”
“I have a letter here.” As he spoke he drew the letter
from his pocket. “I have decided to let you read
it, although, as you will see, it is a breach of confidence
on my part to do so. It is from Cleveland, from Dick
Fenway’s father; it may perhaps offend you, but it
may be a big help for you to know just how things
stand. Here it is.”
Lola took the letter calmly enough, and read it
through without a word. It was dated from Cleveland
two days before, and read as follows:
“My Dear Bradley:
“My son Dick has wired me to address him at the
Hotel where you and Alice are staying. I am worried
about the boy and want you to do me a favor. He
has always been a great trouble to me, as you know,
but he is all I have, and I am fool enough to love him.
Will you have a talk with him, and tell him for me
that he has come to the end of his rope. He has a wife
whom I am willing to buy off on one condition. He
is to return to New York at once and go to work, and
he is to convince you, as my agent, that from now on
he gives up, absolutely and forever, any connection
or acquaintance with a girl by the name of Lola Barnhelm,
with whom he has been travelling for the last
six weeks. Tell him that my information as to this
young woman is complete. I have had them followed,
and am in receipt of a daily report as to their
movements. The efforts he has been making to secure
a speedy divorce seem to point to an intention on
his part to marry this person. If he does, please make
it plain to him that he will support her himself, without
help from me. Try to make him understand that
I am not quite the fool he thinks me. I don’t like
what I have heard about this Barnhelm girl, and I am
serious when I say that if he marries her he will not
support her on the money I have earned by hard work.
You may be able to make him see his real position.
Thank you in advance, old friend, for the help I know
you will not refuse me. Give my love to your daughter.
What a happy man I would be if my boy had
brains enough to love a girl like her, and character
enough to be worthy of her love.
“Yours always,
“Richard Fenway.”
Lola finished the letter and, folding it carefully,
handed it back to him.
“Well?” she inquired calmly.
“I—I thought,” he answered, very much embarrassed,
“that you would want to know how you
stood.”
“Yes, I am very much obliged, but I am afraid I
don’t. Are you acting now as Mr. Fenway’s agent,
or as my friend?”
“As your friend,” he replied earnestly.
“Do you believe the insinuations this man has dared
to make? That I am not a proper wife for his son?”
“Well, I—I—only want you to know that if you
marry the boy, his father will not give him another
dollar.”
“Do you believe what he believes of me?”
“I think that you are too pretty to——”
“Do you believe these things?”
“What were you doing out of the hotel until three
o’clock this morning?”
“I—I——”
“I could not sleep, because I was thinking of you!
I was at my window, and I saw you when you returned,
and I saw the young fellow who left you at
the steps.”
“Oh!” She looked at him for a moment; then a
slow smile formed itself on her lips. “Then you, I
suppose, do not care to count yourself any longer as
my friend?”
“Why not?” He looked at her with a new boldness.
“I am a man of the world. Dick can’t do anything
more for you, but is there any reason why you and I
should not be good friends?”
“I think you are making a mistake,” she answered
quietly. “Dick fully intends to marry me. I am not
the sort of girl you seem to think.”
“And last night?”
“Was my own affair.”
“Very well,” he rose reluctantly, “I suppose there
isn’t anything more to say. So you will marry Dick?”
“Yes.”
“And starve with him?”
“Perhaps.”
“I can’t figure this out.” He looked at her, doing
his best to read her real intentions in her face. “You
can’t love him, or why this other fellow? I suppose
you count on his father’s forgiveness, but that, if it
comes at all, won’t come for years. You can’t wait
years; don’t you see that? Your youth is your capital;
you would be a fool to squander it, and you don’t look
to me like a fool.”
“No, I am not a fool,” she said quietly. “I have
certain plans, certain intentions, that mean everything
to me. Dick, nor his father, nor you can’t come between
me and the life I want. You might help me,
any one of you, but you can’t hold me back. I should
like to tell you just what it is I do want, but not here,
not now. Are you afraid to trust yourself alone with
me?”
“Are you laughing at me?”
“Perhaps.”
“What is it that you want me to do?”
“Meet me in half an hour on the shore road, just
above the place where we met yesterday; do you remember?”
“Yes.”
“Get out of your head, before you meet me, the
thought that I am the sort of woman who can be
bought by any man. Until last night no man, in all
my life, ever had the right to say that he had been
anything to me. Do you believe that?”
“Yes. I can’t doubt it, when you look at me as you
look now.”
“And you will be there, in half an hour?”
“Yes. Your friends are coming. I will go now; I
will be waiting for you.”
He passed Dick, and Bob, and Mrs. Harlan, and as
he was about to descend the steps to the road, his
daughter’s voice stopped him.
“Father.” Alice stepped out of the house with a
letter in her hand. “Look! Here is a letter from
Aunt Helen; she is coming on the late train to-night.”
“That’s fine,” he answered heartily. “I am delighted!
Good-bye, dear; I’m off for a little walk. I
won’t be long.”
“Take care of yourself,” she called after him gayly,
“and don’t be late.” She turned away, joining Mr.
Miller and Molly, and they all walked along the
veranda, followed by the little dog, until they stopped
at the group that now were gathered about Lola. Mr.
Miller noticed, as he took the chair one of the young
men offered him, that Lola was not making more than
a half-hearted effort to join in the general conversation,
and he was watching the unmistakable signs of
repressed emotion on her sensitive face, when she
looked up and saw him. He expected to see a blaze of
anger in her eyes, but for some reason she seemed
anxious to avoid his scrutiny, and bent over, rather
obviously to escape his glance, and patted the little
dog, who was sitting sedately beside his mistress, only
a foot or two away. At the first touch of her hand
the tiny creature gave a snarl and, turning, buried his
little teeth in her wrist. Molly cried out and sprang
forward, but Lola threw her aside and, catching up a
tennis racquet from the arm of one of the chairs,
struck the dog with all her strength. Molly screamed
as she saw the little figure fall back motionless, and
all the others rose quickly and stepped forward with
cries of indignation, but Lola did not hear them;
again and again she struck, although her first blow had
done its work; and as she struck she screamed, like
the snarling scream of an angry wolf; for a moment
no one moved, but at last Bob threw her aside as he
would have thrown a man, and Molly dropped down,
sobbing bitterly by the side of her little friend. No
one spoke; Lola shuddered and, turning her head,
looked about her from one to another. No eyes met
hers; they all stood there, sick with horror. After a
moment of silence, broken only by the sobbing of the
child, she gave a short, contemptuous laugh and, dropping
the blood-stained racquet, walked down the
veranda to the door.