As Golden had feared, little Ruby's day and night of excitement
proved too much for her. She was unable to rise from her
bed the next morning, being prostrated by one of her nervous
headaches.
To add to her ill-feeling, damp, rainy weather set in during the
night, spoiling all the pleasant plans of the newly-arrived party
for the day.
Golden darkened the room, lighted a fire on the hearth, and
carefully tended the little patient who dozed fitfully until mid-day,
when she awakened and declared herself better.
"Has no one been in to see me, Mary?" she inquired, and Golden
answered:
"Yes, your mamma came to the door while you were sleeping,
but went away again, saying that she would not disturb your
rest."
"You may go and tell her to come now, Mary."
"I think she is with your uncle just now, dear. Cannot you
wait a little while?" said Golden. "She said she would go to
him a little while, as you were asleep.
"No, I cannot wait," replied Ruby fretfully. "Tell mamma
to bring Uncle Bert with her."
"If you have too much company your head will ache again,
Ruby."
"No, it will not. It is ever so much better. Why don't you
do as I ask you, Mary?" cried the spoiled child.
Golden went out without any further objection. She asked
Celine, whom she met in the hall, to deliver Ruby's message to
her mother and her uncle.
Celine looked into the sick-room a minute later to say that
they were engaged just at present, but would come in about
fifteen minutes.
"Oh, dear," fretted the ailing little one, "that is a long time
to wait. Give me my dolls, Mary. I'll try to amuse myself with
them."
Golden brought the miscellaneous family of dolls and ranged
them around Ruby on the bed, chatting pleasantly to her the
while in the hope of lessening the weariness of waiting.
"You must keep your promise and let me go out when they
come," she said, presently, feeling that she was growing so nervous
she could not possibly remain in the same room with Bertram Chesleigh.
"Very well; you may go into the next room," replied the child.
"You may leave the door just a little ajar that I may call you
when I want you."
"I hope you will not want me until they are gone out again,"
replied Golden.
When the expected rap came on the door, the girl opened it
with a trembling hand. She did not look up as Mrs. Desmond
and her brother entered, but softly closing the door after them,
glided precipitately from the room.
Bertram Chesleigh saw the little, retreating figure in the huge
cap and gray gown, and laughed as he kissed his little niece.
"I suppose that was Mary Smith, the prodigy?" he said.
"Yes, and you must not laugh at her," said Ruby, a little resentfully.
"She is very good and sweet, and I love her dearly."
There was an element of teasing in Bertram Chesleigh's nature,
and Ruby's words roused it into activity.
"She looked very prim and starched," he observed. "She must
be an old maid—is she not, Ruby?"
He expected that the little girl would grow indignant at this
comment on her favorite, but instead of this she puckered her
little brows thoughtfully.
"I don't quite know what you mean by an old maid," she replied.
"You are caught in the trap, Bert. You will have to define
yourself," said Mrs. Desmond, laughingly.
"I don't know whether I can," he replied as gayly. "But I
think, Ruby, that an old maid is a person who—who doesn't like
men, and grows old and never marries."
"Then my nurse is an old maid. You guessed right, Uncle
Bert," said the child, with perfect soberness.
"Why do you think so, my dear?" inquired her mother, very
much amused at the child's notion.
"Because I know it, mamma. Mary Smith hates men. She
told me she did. She does not like to be where men are. That
is why she went out just now. She says she will always stay out
of the room when Uncle Bert is with me."
"That is very sensible indeed in Mary," said Mrs. Desmond,
with decided approval, while Bertram Chesleigh only laughed and
said that men were not ogres, and he would not have eaten Miss
Smith even if she had remained in the room.
Meanwhile Golden had retreated to the sitting-room, leaving
the door ajar as Ruby had bidden her.
Every word of the conversation which had so strangely turned
upon herself was distinctly audible.
She listened in fear and trembling to Ruby's disclosures regarding
her antipathy to men, dreading to hear some further revelation
that would draw suspicion upon her, but the child had no
idea of imparting anything she had promised to keep a secret, and
the conversation gradually turned upon indifferent subjects, so
that Golden, whose heart was beating wildly at the sound of her
lover's voice, ventured at last on a sly peep at him through the
open door.
The breath came thick and fast over the sweet parted lips as
she gazed—hardly as he had used her, the ineffable love and pity
of a woman's heart came up to the beautiful blue eyes, and shone
out upon the unconscious ingrate who dreamed not whose eyes
were yearning over him with all the pain and pathos of a loving,
yet outraged heart.
"Oh, how pale and ill he looks," cried the poor child to herself.
"He looks sad and altered, too. He has suffered almost as much
as I have. Was it that which made him ill, I wonder? After all, he
loved me dearly. But if he had overlooked the shame of my birth
and brought me here, his sister would have scorned me. Ought
I to blame him so very, very much?"
As she asked herself the piteous question, the memory of some
words rose into her mind—solemn words not to be lightly forgotten.
"Will you, forsaking all others, cleave only unto her, so long
as ye both shall live?"
By the light of those words, Golden answered her own question.
With a tearless sob she turned her eyes away from the too dear
face of the false one.
But though she would not look at him, she could not help
hearing his voice as he answered little Ruby's voluble chatter.
Presently the child showed him her great, wax doll, and when
he had admired it sufficiently to please her, she said with an air
of mystery:
"You could not guess dollie's name if you tried all day, Uncle
Bertie."
"It is something high-flown, no doubt," he laughed.
"It is Queen Victoria, or Princess Louise, or something like
that."
"You are quite wrong," she replied, with sparkling eyes.
"Am I? Well, I have it now. You have called her Mary Smith,
after your old-maid nurse."
"No, I have not," said the little one, merrily. "I have called
her Golden—Golden Chesleigh."
In the next breath she added, quickly:
"Oh, Uncle Bert, what made you start just as if someone had
shot you?"
"Did I start?" he inquired. "It must have been because I am
very nervous since my illness. Well, and what did you say your
elegant doll was named?"
"Did you not understand me before? It is Golden Chesleigh—Chesleigh
after you, Uncle Bert. Is it not a pretty name?"
"Very!" he rejoined, pale to the lips. "Did you think of it
yourself, Ruby?"
"Not at all; I asked Mary for a name, and she said Golden. Then
I added Chesleigh."
Some curiosity came over him to see the good nurse who loved
Ruby and was kind to her, but who hated men, and who had
chosen for the pretty wax doll, the sweet and unusual name of
Golden.
There came a light tap on the outer door. Mrs. Desmond rose
to open it. Golden peeped again and saw her cousin Elinor coming
in.
"May I come in and see the invalid?" she asked, brightly, and
Bertram Chesleigh answered:
"Yes, do, Miss Glenalvan. Ruby is better and is holding a
levee of her humble subjects."
Elinor kissed the child and sat down as near as she dared to
Mr. Chesleigh.
She looked very bright and blooming, and her dress was as
usual fashionable and becoming.
Golden could see that Mrs. Desmond regarded her with a real
fondness. Elinor had found out the lady's weakness and played
upon it skillfully.
She saw that she was jealous of her husband, and immediately
affected an indifference to, and an utter obliviousness of the fascinations
of the handsome Mr. Desmond, that delighted his wife
and drew her heart to Elinor.
Clare, on the contrary, had an uncontrollable propensity for
flirting, and took a malicious pleasure in witnessing the grand
lady's silent rage at her walks and talks, and careless enjoyment
of her flippant husband's society.
The result was that Elinor received a charmingly worded invitation
to return to the north with Mrs. Desmond, while Clare
was silently and chillingly ignored.
She was bitterly angry at missing the trip, and sorely repented
her weakness, but too late for the repentance to avail, while Elinor
was transported with delight.
Surely, she thought, a whole winter in New York, with beautiful
Golden out of the way, would be sufficient for the accomplishment
of her designs upon Bertram Chesleigh's heart.
Sweet Golden read her cousin's purpose plainly in the tender
glances she gave Mr. Chesleigh now and then, from beneath her
black-fringed lashes, and the heart of the innocent girl sank
heavily.
"She will win him from me," she said, drearily to herself.
"Elinor is so beautiful, and graceful, and brilliant, it is a wonder
that he ever liked me better than he did her. It was but a light
fancy after all, perhaps. He will forget it and turn to her."
The thought gave her inexpressible pain.
She sank upon the floor and hid her face in her hands, weeping
silent and bitter tears while the hum of gay talk and laughter
flowed on unheeded in the next room.
So it is ever in the busy, jostling world. Sorrow and joy go
side by side.
The bridal train meets the funeral procession. Life is mingled
sunshine and shadow.
Ah, if Bertram Chesleigh could only have known what true
and faithful little heart was breaking so near him.
After awhile the brightness died from Ruby's eyes, the little
face looked tired and wan. She said, almost petulantly:
"Now I shall send you all away. Miss Glenalvan laughs so
much she makes my head ache."
"Fie, my darling," cried her mother.
"It is the truth, mamma," cried the willful little girl. "I
want you all to go now and Mary shall bathe my head until I get
better."
"Who is Mary? I feel quite jealous of her," said Elinor,
sweetly, but inwardly raging at the spoiled child's "whims" as
she termed them to herself.
"Mary is my nurse," said the child, and her uncle laughingly
added:
"A person with antipathy to me, Miss Glenalvan. You should
cultivate her. She must be a rara avis."
"Do you suppose that all women admire your sex, sir?"
retorted the young lady, spiritedly, and they left the room exchanging
lively badinage, while Mrs. Desmond looked inside the
other door for Golden.
She saw her sitting quietly, her sweet face bent over some sewing,
no trace apparent of the heartache she was silently enduring.
"Mary, you may come to your charge now," she said with so
much more than her usual kindness of tone that Golden's delicate
lip quivered. Mrs. Desmond had been pleased to hear that Ruby's
beautiful nurse disliked men and was not willing to remain
in the room with one.
She laid aside her sewing and went in to Ruby. Mrs. Desmond
bent to kiss her pet, and said, fondly:
"Shall I stay and bathe your head, love?"
"No, mamma, I would rather have Mary," she replied.
"I shall be jealous of Mary. You are so fond of her," the
mother rejoined as she left the room.
Golden put the dolls away and bathed the brow of the little
sufferer until she fell into a deep and quiet sleep.
Then she sat near the window and watched the gloomy
September rain pattering drearily down, and the white mist rising
from the sea.
The door opened and Celine came in softly, and sat down.
"I want to talk to you a little, Mary," she said, in her low
voice. "Shall I disturb the child?"
"Not if you talk softly," replied Golden, hoping that Celine
would tell her something about Glenalvan Hall.
She was not disappointed, for the maid said at once:
"I want to tell you about a queer old black woman I saw at
that place where Mr. Chesleigh was ill—Glenalvan Hall," watching
her narrowly.
Golden started and looked up eagerly.
"Yes, tell me about her, Celine," she said, with repressed excitement.
"Well, to begin with," said Celine, "she was a most ridiculous-looking
old creature, full of grumblings and complaints.
This old creature when she found I was from New York, came
to me secretly, and asked me the oddest question."
Golden, chancing to look up at that moment, met Celine's
eyes fixed upon her with such a strange expression that her heart
gave a frightened bound. It was evident that the maid had some
suspicions of her.
She forced a calmness she did not feel, and replied carelessly:
"The blacks, you know, Celine, are very ignorant. Their
questions appear quite ridiculous sometimes to intelligent and
well-informed people."