LETTERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME COMPILED BY JASPER NIEMAND Reprinted from "The Path" SEVENTH EDITION THE UNITED LODGE OF THEOSOPHISTS Los Angeles, California 1920
To
Z. L. Z.
the Greatest of
the Exiles, and Friend
of all Creatures, from his
Younger Brother, the Compiler.
JASPER NIEMAND
1891
PREFACE
"Seeking for freedom I go to that God
who is the light of his own thoughts. A
man who knows him truly passes over
death; there is no other path to go"—Upanishads.
In the Path for May, 1887, we find these words:
"We need a literature, not solely for highly intellectual
persons, but of a more simple character, which attempts
to appeal to ordinary common-sense minds who are
really fainting for such moral and mental assistance as
is not reached by the more pretentious works."
The experience of one student is, on the whole, the
experience of all. Details differ, however. Some are
made more instantly rich than others: they are those
who put forth more vigorous and generous effort; or
they have a Karmic store which brings aid. What
Theosophists know as Karma, or the law of spiritual
action and reaction, decides this, as it works on all the
planes, physical, moral, mental, psychical, and spiritual
alike. Our Karma may be worked out on any one of
these planes when our life is chiefly concentrated upon
it, no matter upon what other plane any special initiative
impulse or branch of it originated.
The writer, when first he became a Theosophical student,
had the aid of an advanced occultist in his studies.
This friend sent him, among others, the letters which,
in the hope that they may assist others as they have the
original recipient, are here published. They are not
exhaustive treatises; they are hints given by one who
knew that the first need of a student is to learn how to
think. The true direction is pointed out, and the student
is left to clarify his own perceptions, to draw
upon and enlarge his own intuitions, and to develop, as
every created thing must at last develop, by his own
inward exertions. Such students have passed the point
where their external environment can affect their
growth favorably. They may learn from it, but the
time has also come to resist it and turn to the internal
adjustment to higher relations only.
The brevity of these letters should not mislead the
reader. Every statement in them is a statement of law.
They point to causes of which life is an effect; that
life arising from the action of Spirit in Nature, and
which we must understand as it is manifested within
us before we can advance on the Path. There is a scientific
meaning within all these devotional or ethical
injunctions, for the Wisdom-Religion never relaxes
her hold upon Science or attempts to dissever an effect
from its cause. Most of these admonitions have their
base in the constitution of the Archæus, or World-Soul,
and the correlation of its energies; others, still,
adhere in the Eternal.
No less should the reader guard himself against a
slight estimate arising from the exquisite modesty of
Z. An occultist is never so truly a man of power as
when he has wholly learned and exhibits this truth:
"And the power the disciple shall desire is that which
shall make him appear as nothing in the eyes of men."
The inner eye, the power of seeing, looks deeper into
the source of a man's knowledge and takes it at its
true value. Those men who are sharers in the Divine,
whose first office is to give, are often protected from
the demands and curiosity of the careless by a simple
exterior which deceives the worldly sense. Some men
are great because of the Power which stands behind
them, the divine energies which flow through them;
they are great through having learned how to receive
this celestial influx from higher spheres of Being; they
are the appointed ministrants, the true servitors of the
Law and pupils of Masters whose office is humanitarian
and universal.
Such aid is never volunteered; it follows the Karmic
behest, and, when given, leaves the student free to follow
it or not, as his intuitions may direct. There is not
a shadow or vestige of authority in the matter, as the
world understands the word authority. Those who
travel the unknown way send messages back, and he
who can receives them. Only a few of the first steps
are here recorded and the first impediments surmounted.
No hints of magic lore are to be found; no
formulas of creed or occult powers; the questions of an
awakening soul are answered, and the pilgrim is shown
where lies the entrance to the Path. The world at large
seeks the facts of occult science, but the student who has
resolved to attain desires to find the true road. What
may seem to others as mere ethics is to him practical
instruction, for as he follows it he soon perceives its
relation to facts and laws which he is enabled to verify,
and what seemed to him the language of devotion
merely, is found to be that of science; but the science
is spiritual, for the Great Cause is pure Spirit.
Many students must at some time stand where the
writer then stood, at the beginning of the way. For all
these this correspondence is made public, and they are
urged to look within the printed words for their imperishable
meaning. They may be cheered to find the footprints
of a comrade upon the rugged Path, above which
the light of Truth ever shines. Yet even this light is
not always a clear splendor. It may seem "in the daytime
a cloud, and by night a pillar of fire." We must
question every external aspect, even that of Faith
itself, for the secret and germ of things lies at their
core. Let us purify even our Faith; let us seek Truth
herself, and not our preconceptions of Truth. In her
mirror we shall never see our own familiar face: that
which we see is still ourselves, because our real self is
truth.
As the Theosophical movement gathers new momentum,
fresh recruits may be aided by those letters which
so greatly sustained me, or encouraged by some copartnership
of thought, and that, too, in the real issue
confronting them. We first take this issue to be the
acquirement of occult knowledge. Soon we find that
the meaning of all really informed occult writers eludes
us. We find that books only serve to remind us of
what we knew in the long past, perhaps when "journeying
with Deity", and the echoes awakened within
us are so faint that they are rarely to be caught.
Whether we study philosophies, metaphysics, physics,
ethics, harmony, astrology, natural sciences, astralism,
magnetism or what not, we meet with endless contradiction
and differentiation; we forever require to strike
the balance of our own intuition. We discover that
the final word has not yet been written down upon any
of the higher subjects (unless it be on mathematics, and
scarcely on that), and that all our learning is but a finger-post
to that supreme knowledge of Truth which is
only found and closely guarded within the human
heart. Thrown back upon our inner perceptions for
continual readjustment, on every side of experience
this warning confronts us: Stand ready to abandon all
thou hast learned! Not knowing the one center, we
cannot thoroughly know any sub-center. The cause
unknown, effects mislead us. Then we turn to that
mysterious center whereby the One is manifest in man,
and we begin the study of the heart, both in itself and
in the life it has instituted about us.
To be put into more direct communication with
the world of cause is now the student's most pressing
need. One thing alone prevents this,—himself. He
is of such gross fibre that he cannot be "porous to
thought, bibulous of the sea of light". To the refinement
and dispersal of this lower self—of the man he
now takes himself to be—he then directs his will. Each
man has a different mode of doing this, but each who
advances at all finds that with every new period of his
inner life a new self rises before him. Looking back
over a group of weeks or months, he is amazed to see
what manner of man he was then, and smiles that pitying
smile which we bestow upon the faded letters of
our youth.
Yet some there be who ossify there in their rut; let
them struggle mightily to break up the mass which has
resisted all environment, all change, all the conditions
of progressive life. They have done for themselves
what the enemy strives to do for others; they are the
rock in their own path.
What our Eastern brothers call "the sheaths of the
heart" fall away one by one; when the last bursts open
there is a silence, the silence of the mystic death. But
"the dead shall arise," and from that death springs up
the first tender growth of eternal life.
Up to this point we shall not travel in the ensuing
pages. Yet having realized the real issue so forcibly
that his whole strength was at the start directed towards
self-knowledge and the right use of Thought, the
writer offers a part of his first instructions to those of
his comrades who, single-hearted and of royal Faith,
hold Truth to be dearer than all material life and seek
it on the hidden way. There is no tie in the universe
equal to that which binds such comrades together. It
has been forged in the fires of unspeakable anguish; it
has been rivetted by a dauntless purpose and a unique,
because Divine, Love. The fierce hatred of seen and
unseen worlds cannot tamper with it so long as a man
remains true to himself, for this larger life is himself,
and as he grows towards it his self-imposed fetters fall
away and he stands, at last, a free soul, in the celestial
Light which is Freedom itself, obedient only to the
Law of its own divine Being. To reach it, let us obey the
law of our own Being, for, truly, Being is One.
My comrades, wherever you are, I salute you.
Jasper Niemand, F. T. S.
LETTERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME
I.
My Dear Jasper:
Now let me elevate a signal. Do not think much of
me, please. Think kindly of me; but oh, my friend,
direct your thoughts to the Eternal Truth. I am, like
you, struggling on the road. Perhaps a veil might in
an instant fall down from your spirit, and you would
be long ahead of us all. The reason you have had help
is that in other lives you gave it to others. In every
effort you made to lighten another mind and open it to
Truth, you were helped yourself. Those pearls you
found for another and gave to him, you really retained
for yourself in the act of benevolence. For when one
lives thus to help others, he is thereby putting in practice
the rule to try and "kill out all sense of separateness,"
and thus gets little by little in possession of the
true light.
Never lose, then, that attitude of mind. Hold fast
in silence to all that is your own, for you will need it in
the fight; but never, never desire to get knowledge or
power for any other purpose than to give it on the
altar, for thus alone can it be saved to you.
So many are there around me who are ardent desirers
and seekers, devotees; but they are doing it because
the possession seems valuable. Perhaps I see in you—I
hope I mistake not—a pure desire to seek Knowledge
for its own sake, and that all others may be benefitted.
So I would point out to you the only royal road, the one
vehicle. Do all those acts, physical, mental, moral, for
the reason that they must be done, instantly resigning
all interest in them, offering them up upon the altar.
What altar? Why, the great spiritual altar, which is,
if one desires it, in the heart. Yet still use earthly discrimination,
prudence, and wisdom.
It is not that you must rush madly or boldly out to do,
to do. Do what you find to do. Desire ardently to do
it, and even when you shall not have succeeded in carrying
anything out but some small duties, some words
of warning, your strong desire will strike like Vulcan
upon other hearts in the world, and suddenly you will
find that done which you had longed to be the doer of.
Then rejoice that another had been so fortunate as to
make such a meritorious Karma. Thus, like the rivers
running into the unswelling, passive ocean, will your
desires enter into your heart.
I find all your remarks just; and besides, there seems
to be a real spirit behind them. Do not fear nor fail
because you feel dark and heavy. The very rage you
feel will break the shrine that covers the mystery after
a while. No one can really help you. No one can open
your doors. You locked them up, and only you can
open them. When you open any door, beyond it you
find others standing there who had passed you long
ago, but now, unable to proceed, they are there waiting;
others are there waiting for you. Then you come, and,
opening a door, those waiting disciples perhaps may
pass on; thus on and on. What a privilege this, to reflect
that we may perhaps be able to help those who
seemed greater than ourselves!
O, what a groan Nature gives to see the heavy
Karma which man has piled upon himself and all the
creatures of the three worlds! That deep sigh pierces
through my heart. How can the load be lifted? Am I
to stand for myself, while the few strong hands of
Blessed Masters and Their friends hold back the awful
cloud? Such a vow I registered ages ago to help them,
and I must. Would to great Karma I could do more!
And you! do what you can.
Place your only faith, reliance, and trust on Karma.
Z.
II.
My Dear Brother:
Your last long letter came duly to hand and has been
read with much pleasure. It is quite rare to find one
willing to enter this movement on the basis you have
laid down for yourself, and my previous letter was
written in order to see what your attitude really was,
and also because I then felt from your writing that you
were really in earnest. And before yours of to-day, I
fell to thinking about you and wondering whether a
future of power, a brilliancy of knowledge, was not
your aspiration, and what effect certain occurrences
would have upon that.
Judge, then, my pleasure in reading your words
exactly answering my mental inquiries of yesterday
and placing you in the right position.
It is true, we must aspire ardently, and blessed is
the one who, after the first aspiration, is wise enough
to see the Truth.
Three qualities forever encompass us: Satwa (truth
and stability), Rajas (action, war, aspiration, ambition),
Tamas (indifference, ignorance, darkness).
None may be ignored. So the path lies from Tamas,
up through war, ambition, and aspiration, to Satwa, or
truth and stability. We are now in Rajasika regions,
sometimes lifting our fingers up to the hem of the
garment of Satwa, ever aspiring, ever trying to purify
our thoughts and free ourselves from the attachment
to actions and objects. So, of course, the ardent student
naturally aspires for power. This is wise. But
he must soon begin to see what he must do for real
progress. For continual aspiration for power merely
is sure to sow for us the giant weed of self, which is
the giant spoken of in Light on the Path.
As to the Theosophical Society, all should be admitted,
for we can refuse no one. If this is a Universal
Brotherhood, we can make no distinctions; but we can
put ourselves right in the beginning by seeing that people
do not enter with mistaken notions of what we
have. And yet with all our precautions, how often we
find persons who are not really sincere themselves judging
us by their standard, unbelieving in our sincerity.
They enter; they find that each must study for himself
and that no guides are told off to each one; then they
are disgusted. They forget that "the kingdom of
heaven must be taken by violence." We have also had
to suffer from our friends. People who have joined
us in secret like Nicodemus; they have stood idly by,
waiting for the Cause to get strong or to get fashionable,
and leaving all the hard fighting to be done by a
few earnest men who defied the hosts of Materialism
and of Conventionality. Had they spoken for their
Cause, more earnest people would long ago have heard
of the movement, instead of being kept away until now,
like yourself, for want of knowledge that it existed.
You will find that other members care for nothing
but Theosophy, and are yet forced by circumstances to
work in other fields as well. What moments they have
left are devoted to the Cause, and in consequence they
have no unoccupied hours; each moment, day and evening,
is filled up, and therefore they are happy. Yet
they are unhappy that they cannot give their entire
working time to the Cause in which some have been
from the beginning. They feel, like Claude St. Martin,
a burning desire within them to get these truths to the
ears of all men. They are truths, and you are in the
right path. In America it is as easy to find the Light of
Lights as in India, but all around you are those who do
not know these things, who never heard of them, and
yet many of our fellow members are only anxious to
study for their own benefit. Sometimes, if it were not
for my reliance on those Great Beings who beckon me
ever on, I would faint, and, leaving these people to
themselves, rush off into the forest. So many people
like Theosophy, and yet they at once wish to make it
select and of high tone. It is for all men. It is for the
common people, who are ever with us. Others, again,
come in and wait like young birds for food to be put
into them: they will not think, and ages must pass before
they will progress.
You misunderstood a little the words "Do not think
much of me." Underline "much," but not "think."
You will please think all the thoughts you will of me,
but do not place me on any pinnacle: that's all I meant.
A constant endeavor towards perfecting the mere
mortal machine is folly. Thereby we sometimes fail
to live up to our own intuitions. This habit goes on for
some time, but will get weaker as other senses (inner
ones) begin to appear. Yet know the new fully before
being off with the old.
Inasmuch as we learn almost solely from each other—as
we are all here for each other—the question of the
effect of affinities upon our acts and thoughts is enormous
and wide. It anon saves us, and anon damns.
For we may meet in our lives a person who has a remarkable
effect, either for good or ill, because of the
affinities engendered in past lives. And now our eyes
are open, we act to-day for the future.
That you may pass beyond the sea of darkness, I offer
you my life and help.
Z.
III.
Say, Brother Jasper, are you tired? I am. Not
tired of fate or of the great "Leaders of the World,"
but with all these people who gape and gape and are
(excuse me) so Americanly "independent," as if men
were ever independent of each other.
You ask about the "moment of choice." It is made
up of all moments. It is not in space or time, but is the
aggregation of those moments flying by us each instant.
It is referred to in Esoteric Buddhism as a period not
yet arrived for the race, when it will as a whole be
compelled to make choice for good or evil. But any
single individual can bring on the period for himself.
When it will or has come, the uninstructed cannot tell.
For the student of occultism it may come in the next
instant, or it may come one hundred lives after. But it
cannot come this instant unless all the previous lives
have led up to it. Yet as regards the student, even if
it be presented to him and he refuse, he will be brought
to the choice in future existences, with the whole body
of his race. Race influences are insidious and powerful.
For instance, my race has its peculiarities deeply
seated and inherited from an extraordinary past. I
must be under their influence in this body as a necessary
part of my experience. In another life I might have
been a prosaic Hottentot, or an Englishman, and in a
succeeding one I might be under the influence of other
race peculiarities. Those influences are, then, guiding
me every moment, and each thought I have adds to
them now, for either my own future use or for some
other person who will come under the power of part
of the force generated now by me.
As to the sub-conscious mind. It is difficult to explain.
I find constantly that I have ideas that internally
I thoroughly understand, and yet can find no language
for them. Call it sub-conscious if you like. It is there
and can be affected; indeed, it is affected every moment.
It is a nearness to the universal mind. So if I
desire to influence—say your mind—I do not formulate
your sub-conscious plane, but firmly and kindly think
of you and think of the subject I wish you to think of.
This must reach you. If I am selfish, then it has more
difficulty to get there; but if it be brotherly, then it gets
there more easily, being in harmony with the universal
mind and the Law. The Psychical Society speaks of it,
and says that the influence "emerges into the lower
mind" by one or more of the channels. But they do
not know what those "channels" are, or even if they do
exist. In fact, the whole subject of mind is only faintly
understood in the West. They say "mind," meaning
the vast range and departments of that which they call
mind, whereas there must be a need for the names of
those departments. When the true ideas are grasped,
the names will follow. Meanwhile we must be satisfied
with "mind" as including the whole thing. But it does
not. Certainly it is not ordinary mental motion—ratiocination—to
grasp in an instant a whole subject, premises
and conclusions, without stopping to reason. It
cannot be called a picture, for with some it comes as an
idea, and not as a picture. Memory. What is that? Is
it brain-impression; or similarity of vibration, recognized
upon being repeated and then producing a picture?
If so, then the power to recognize the vibration
as the same as before is separate from the matter which
vibrates. And if the power inhere in the brain cells,
how is it possible, when we know they are constantly
being changed? Yet memory is perfect, no matter what
happens. That it is above brain is clear, because a
man may be killed by having his brain blown to atoms,
and yet his "shell" can give all the incidents of his life,
and they are not taken from the brain, for that is dead.
Where, then, is the sub-conscious mind? And where
are the channels, and how are they connected? I think
through the heart, and that the heart is the key to it
all, and that the brain is only the servant of the heart,A
for remember that there is in it the "small dwarf who
sits at the centre." Think it out on that line now for
yourself—or any other line that you may choose, but
think.
As ever,
Z.
A Not the physical heart, but the real centre of life in
man.—J. N.
IV.
Dear Sir and Brother:
In cogitating lately I thought of you in respect to
some of my own thoughts. I was reading a book and
looking around within myself to see how I could enlarge
my idea of brotherhood. Practice in benevolence will
not give it its full growth. I had to find some means of
reaching further, and struck on this, which is as old
as old age.
I am not separate from anything. "I am that which
is." That is, I am Brahma, and Brahma is everything.
But being in an illusionary world, I am surrounded by
certain appearances that seem to make me separate. So
I will proceed to mentally state and accept that I am all
these illusions. I am my friends,—and then I went to
them in general and in particular. I am my enemies;
then I felt them all. I am the poor and the wicked; I
am the ignorant. Those moments of intellectual gloom
are the moments when I am influenced by those ignorant
ones who are myself. All this in my nation. But
there are many nations, and to those I go in mind; I
feel and I am them all, with what they hold of superstition
or of wisdom or evil. All, all is myself. Unwisely,
I was then about to stop, but the whole is
Brahma, so I went to the Devas and Asuras;B the elemental
world, that too is myself. After pursuing this
course awhile I found it easier to return to a contemplation
of all men as myself. It is a good method and
ought to be pursued, for it is a step toward getting into
contemplation of the All. I tried last night to reach up
to Brahma, but darkness is about his pavilion.
Now what does all this insanity sound like? I'll tell
you what: if it were not for this insanity I would go
insane. But shall I not take heart, even when a dear
friend deserts me and stabs me deep, when I know
that he is myself?
namastae!
Z.
I found the above letter still more valuable when I
remembered that Brahma is "the universal expansive
force of Nature"—from Brih, to expand; and so stated
in an article by H. P. Blavatsky in Five Years of Theosophy.
In the Dhammapada we are told to think ourselves
to be the sun and stars, the wet and dry, heat and
cold; in short, to feel all experience, for we can live all
out in the mind.
I wish I could answer your letter as you ought to
have it done. But I feel my inability. However, our
duty is to never consider our ability, but to do what
comes to be done in whatever way we can, no matter
how inadequate the work appears to others. When we
stop to consider our weakness, we think, by comparison,
of how another would do it. Our only right is in the
act itself. The consequences are in the great Brahm.
So I will just say what comes.
I feel the sadness in your letter, but know that you
will rebound from that. Do not let the sadness of
knowledge create despair; that sadness is less than the
joy of Truth. Abstract Truth, even, has necessarily in
it all the mercy there is in the whole. Its sternness is only
a reflection from our own imperfections, which make
us recognize the stern aspect alone. We are not the
only ones to suffer upon the Path. Like ourselves, Masters
have wept, though They do not now weep. One
of them wrote some years ago: "Do you suppose we
have not passed through many times worse trials than
you now think you are in?" The Master often seems
to reject and to hide his (spiritual) face, in order that
the disciple may try. On the doors and walls of the
temple the word "Try" is written. ("The Brothers"
is a better designation than Mahâtmas or Masters.)
Along the path of the true student is sadness, but
also there is great joy and hope. Sadness comes from
a more just appreciation of the difficulties in one's way,
and of the great wickedness of the individual and collective
heart of man. But look at the great fountain of
hope and of joy in the consideration that the Brothers
exist, that They were men too; They had to fight the
fight; They triumphed, and They work for those left
after Them. Then beyond Them are "the Fathers,"
that is, the spirits of "just men made perfect," those
Who lived and worked for humanity ages ago and Who
are now out of our sphere, but Who nevertheless still
influence us in that Their spiritual forces flow down
upon this earth for all pure souls. Their immediate influence
is felt by Masters, and by us through the latter.
Now, as you say, it is all Faith; but what is Faith?
It is the intuitional feeling—"that is true." So formulate
to yourself certain things as true that you feel to
be true, and then increase your faith in them.
Don't be anxious. Don't get "maddened." Because
in the fact that you are "maddened" (of course in the
metaphorical sense) is found the proof that you are
anxious. In a worldly sense it is perhaps well to be
anxious about a highly important matter, but in occultism
it is different, for the Law takes no account of our
projects and objects, or our desire to be ahead or behind.
So, if we are anxious, we raise a barrier against
progress, by perturbation and straining harshly. You
wrote to B. that what is his, is his. Then the converse
is true; what is not, is not. Why don't you take your
own medicine?
Yours,
Z.
VI.
Dear Jasper:
It is a great advance that you hear the bells, which
few hear, and evidence that you are where you can hear
them; that is a great deal indeed. Do not look for the
voice of the bells, but regard the ideas which thereupon
come into the head, and apply to them the touchstone
of your own Soul, just as you advised B. The fact that
you feel "dead" is something you should not worry
about. It is likely that you are under the operation of a
law which prevails in nature, that you will find referred
to in an article in Path Magazine for April, '86, page 14.
It is that the soul goes to a new place or new surroundings
and becomes silent there awhile—what you call
"dead"—and draws strength there, begins to get accustomed
to its new surroundings, after which it begins to
move about. This is seen in ordinary life in the bashfulness
of a boy. That is, the bashfulness is the shyness
felt in new surroundings, and is just what happens
when the soul goes to a new place or into new surroundings.
There can be no loss or detriment to our efforts.
Every aspiration higher brightens up the road connecting
the higher and lower self. No doubt of that. It
is not what is done, but the spirit in which the least
thing is done that is counted. Hear the word of the
Master.
"He who does the best he knows how and that he
can do, does enough for us."
The mere fact that a man appreciates these truths
and feels these aspirations is proof that he is on the
right road. It is well to tread it now. We will not
always live. Death must come. How much better,
then, to embrace death while thus at work than to
swerve off only to be brought up with suddenness in
after lives. Immediate rebirth is for those who are
always working with their hearts on Master's work
and free from self interest.
The one Spirit is in all, is the property of each,
therefore It is always there, always with us, and, by
reflecting on that, little room is left for sorrow or delusion.
If we believe that the soul of all is measured by
the whole of Time and not by a part, then we care not
for these moments which relate alone to our body. If
we live in our hearts we soon prove that space and time
exist not. Nothing foreign to Master enters there; our
faults are not there. The heart reaches Him always,
and no doubt He replies. He does I know. He helps
us while He leaves us to ourselves. He needs not to
stoop to see our devotion, for that is of a supernal quality
and reaches anywhere.
No, I do not say nor have I said that you ought to
do something other than you do. We each do what
we can. None of us can be the judge of any creature
existing; so I do not judge you in the least respect.
Your life may in the great sum total be greater than
any life I ever led or that any one has led. Whether
you are in America, Europe, or India makes no difference.
This is seeking conditions. I have come to
understand that Masters themselves must have worked
themselves up out of much worse conditions than we
are in. No matter where we are, the same spirit pervades
all and is accessible. What need, then, to change
places? We do not change ourselves by moving the
body to another locus. We only put it under a different
influence. And in order to change we must have
got to dislike the place we moved from. That is attachment
by opposites, and that will produce detriment,
as does all that disturbs the equilibrium of the soul.
You know the same result is produced by two exact
opposites, and thus extremes meet.
That hot flame you speak of is one of the experiences,
as are also the sounds. There are so many, many of
these things. Often they result from extreme tension
or vibration in the aura of an aspirant of pure
devotion. They are himself, and he should be on his
guard against taking them for wonders. Often they
are "apparitions in Brahm." They are like new lights
and sights to a mariner on an unfamiliar coast. They
will go on, or alter, or stop. You are only to carefully
note them, and "do not exhibit wonder nor form association."
I cannot say more. All help you extend to any other
soul is help to yourself. It is our duty to help all, and
we must begin on those nearest to us, for to run abroad
to souls we might possibly help we again forsake our
present duty. It is better to die in our own duty, however
mean, than to try another one. So lift your head
and look around upon the hulks of past imagined faults.
They were means and teachers. Cast all doubt, all fear,
all regret aside, and freely take of truth what you
may contain right on every step. It will thus be well.
Eternal Truth is one and indivisible, and we may get
from the Fathers (Pitris) flashes now and then of
what is true.
Words are things. With me and in fact. Upon the
lower plane of social intercourse they are things, but
soulless and dead because that convention in which
they have their birth has made abortions of them.
But when we step away from that conventionality they
become alive in proportion to the reality of the thought—and
its purity—that is behind them. So in communication
between two students they are things, and
those students must be careful that the ground of intercourse
is fully understood. Let us use with care those
living messengers called words.
Where I see you mistaken I will speak, to warn my
Brother who temporarily knows not. For did I not
call on the bugle, perhaps other things might switch
him off to where perhaps for the time he would be
pleased, but would again be sorry, and then when his
mistake was plain he would justly sigh to me across
dark centuries of separation that I had been false to
my duty of warning.
As ever,
Z.
The new plane to which the soul may go, referred
to in this letter, is the astral plane. It is the plane next
above the material one, and consists of a subtile order
of matter. When a student turns his attention to the
higher life and desires intensely to find the way, his
soul has begun to awaken and to speak. It has heard
the voice of the spirit. Then the inner senses begin to
unfold, at first ever so gently, so tenderly, we scarce
hear their report. But the soul has then turned its
attention to the astral plane, that being the next one
to be learned on the way upward; its energy is transferred
from the material plane to this one, and we have
an influx of many confused dreams and strange experiences,
awake and asleep. These may or may not continue;
all depends upon the individual soul and upon
Karma. It is a most confusing plane, and, generally
speaking, we may say that those students are more
fortunate who make a marked degree of progress in
spiritual things without having any conscious experience
of the astral plane. For then they can later on
learn it from above, instead of from below, and with
far less danger to themselves. The whole must be
known, but we may progress in various ways, even by
discontinuous degrees, only then we must go back
later on, to what we passed by. Such a going back
does not imply detriment or loss of degree, for such
cannot be lost when once gained in reality.
With regard to the astral plane being a more subtile
order of matter, this truth is often denied by clairvoyants
and untrained seers. They do not distinguish
between the psychic senses and the spiritual. They
can see through gross matter, such as a wall, the human
body, and so forth, as if it were glass, but they cannot
see through astral substance, and hence they believe its
forms and all the pictures and shapes in the astral
light to be real. Only the adept sees through these illusions,
which are far more powerful because composed
of a subtile order of matter: subtile energies, fine
forces have a highly increased rate of power over
grosser ones. The adept has at his command the rate
of vibration which dispels them or drives them asunder.
In speaking of the astral plane, I mean the lower soul
plane, and not that higher and purified quality which
the author of Light on the Path calls the "divine astral."
By anxiety we exert the constrictive power of egoism,
which densifies and perturbs our magnetic sphere,
rendering us less permeable to the efflux from above.
J. N.
VII.
Dear Jasper:
I have your letter, Comrade, in which you say how
much you wish there were some Adepts sent to the
United States to help all true students. Yet you know
well They do not need to come here in person, in order
to help. By going carefully over your letter there
appears to be the possibility of the seed of doubt in
your heart as to the wise ordering of all things, for all
are under the Law, and Masters first of all. Mind,
I only say the "possibility of the seed of doubt." For I
judge from my own experience. Well do I remember
when I thought as you say, how much better 'twould
be if some one were there.
If that is allowed to remain it will metamorphose
itself into a seed and afterward a plant of doubt. Cast
it right out! It does not now show as seed of doubt,
but it will be a case of metamorphosis, and the change
would be so great as to deceive you into thinking it
were never from the same root. The best stand to
take is that it is all right as it is now, and when the time
comes for it to be better it will be so. Meanwhile we
have a duty to see that we do all we can in our own
place as we see best, undisturbed and undismayed by
aught.
How much I have in years gone away said and
thought those very words of yours and to no profit!
Why do you care what becomes of a million human
beings? Are not millions going to death daily with
no one to tell them of all this? But did you suppose
that all this was not provided for? "And heavenly
death itself is also well provided for." Now, then, you
and I must learn to look on the deaths or the famishing
of millions of beings with unfaltering heart. Else
we had better give it all up now. Consider that at
this moment are so many persons in various far distant
places who cannot ever hear these truths. Do
you grieve for them? Do you realize their state?
No; you realize only partially the same thing among
those with whom it was your present lot to be born—I
mean the nation. Do you want to do more than
your best? Do you covet the work of another? No;
you do not. You will sit calmly where you are, then,
and, with an unaffected heart, picture to yourself the
moral and physical deaths and famines which are now
without the possibility of prevention or amelioration.
Your faith will know that all is provided for.
I do not say that you must attain to that calm now
or give up seeking the Way; but I do say that you
must admit that such an attainment must be absolutely
tried for. For of such is the trial, and why
should we care? We must some day be able to stand
any shock, and to get ready for that time we must be
now triumphant over some smaller things. Among
others is the very position you and I are now in; that
is, standing our ground and feeling ourselves so much
and so awfully alone. But we know that They have
left us a commandment. That we keep, although
now and then objects, senses, men, and time conspire
to show us that Masters laugh at us. It is all a delusion.
It is only one consequence of our past Karma
now burning itself out before our eyes. The whole
phantasmagoria is only a picture thrown up against
the Screen of Time by the mighty magic of Prakriti
(Nature). But you and I are superior to Nature. Why,
then, mind these pictures? Part of that very screen,
however, being our own mortal bodies, we can't help
the sensation derived therefrom through our connection
with the body. It is only another form of cold or
heat; and what are they? They are vibrations; they
are felt; they do not really exist in themselves. So
we can calmly look on the picture as it passes fragmentarily
through those few square feet contained
within the superficial boundaries of our elementary
frame. We must do so, for it is a copy of the greater,
of the universal form. For we otherwise will never
be able to understand the greater picture. Now,
then, is there not many a cubic inch of your own body
which is entitled to know and to be the Truth in
greater measure than now? And yet you grieve
for the ignorance of so many other human beings!
Grieve on; and I grieve too. Do not imagine that I
am what is there written. Not so. I am grieving
just the same outwardly, but inwardly trying what I
have just told you. And what a dream all this is.
Here I am writing you so seriously, and now I see that
you know it all quite well and much better than I do.
Yet, my dear Jasper, now and then I feel—not
Doubt of Masters who hear any heartbeat in the right
direction, but—a terrible Despair of these people.
Oh, my God! The age is black as hell, hard as iron.
It is iron, it is Kali Yuga. Kali is always painted
black. Yet Kali Yuga by its very nature, and terrible,
swift momentum, permits one to do more with
his energies in a shorter time than in any other Yuga.
But heavens, what a combat! Demons from all the
spheres; waving clouds of smoky Karma; dreadful
shapes; stupefying exhalations from every side. Exposed
at each turn to new dangers. Imagine a friend
walking with you who you see is in the same road,
but all at once he is permeated by these things of
death and shows a disposition to obstruct your path,
the path of himself. Yes; the gods are asleep for
awhile. But noble hearts still walk here, fighting
over again the ancient fight. They seek each other,
so as to be of mutual help. We will not fail them.
To fail would be nothing, but to stop working for
Humanity and Brotherhood would be awful. We
cannot: we will not. Yet we have not a clear road.
No, it is not clear. I am content if I can see the next
step in advance only. You seek The Warrior. He
is here, somewhere. No one can find him for you.
You must do that. Still He fights on. No doubt He
sees you and tries to make you see Him. Still He
fights on and on.
How plainly the lines are drawn, how easily the
bands are seen. Some want a certificate, or an uttered
pledge, or a secret meeting, or a declaration,
but without any of that I see those who—up to this
hour—I find are my "companions." They need no
such folly. They are there; they hear and understand
the battle-cry, they recognize the sign. Now
where are the rest? Many have I halted, and spoken
the exact words to them, have exposed to them my
real heart, and they heard nothing: they thought
that heart was something else. I sigh to think how
many. Perhaps I overlooked some; perhaps some
did not belong to me. There are some who partly
understood the words and the sign, but they are not
sure of themselves; they know that they partake of
the nature, but are still held back.
Do you not see, Jasper, that your place in the ranks
is well known? You need no assurances because they
are within you. Now what a dreadful letter; but it
is all true.
A student of occultism after a while gets into what
we may call a psychic whirl, or a vortex of occultism.
At first he is affected by the feelings and influences
of those about him. That begins to be pushed off
and he passes into the whirl caused by the mighty
effort of his Higher Self to make him remember his
past lives. Then those past lives affect him. They
become like clouds throwing shadows on his path.
Now they seem tangible and then fade away, only a
cloud. Then they begin to affect his impulse to action
in many various ways. To-day he has vague calling
longings to do something, and, critically regarding
himself, he cannot see in this life any cause. It is
the bugle note of a past life blown almost in his face.
It startles him; it may throw him down. Then it
starts before him, a phantom, or, like a person behind
you as you look at a mirror, it looks over his shoulder.
Although dead and past they yet have a power. He
gets too a power and a choice. If all his previous
past lives were full of good, then irresistible is the
force for his benefit. But all alike marshal up in
front, and he hastens their coming by his effort. Into
this vortex about him others are drawn, and their
germs for good or ill ripen with activity. This is
a phase of the operation of Karmic stamina. The
choice is this. These events arrive one after the
other and, as it were, offer themselves. If he chooses
wrong, then hard is the fight. The one chosen attracts
old ones like itself perhaps, for all have a life
of their own. Do you wonder that sometimes in the
case of those who rush unprepared into the "circle
of ascetics" and before the ripe moment, insanity
sometimes results? But then that insanity is their
safety for the next life, or for their return to sanity.
Receive my brotherly assurances, my constant desire
to help you.
In respect to Karmic action it is well to recall the
statement of Patanjali that "works exist only in the
shape of mental deposits." (Book 2, Aph. 12, A.)
By "works" is here meant Karma, the stock of
works, or Action. Its results remain as mental deposits
or potential energies in the higher part of the
fifth principle, and when it reïncarnates those seeds
are there to "ripen on the tablets of the mind" whenever
they are exposed to favoring circumstances.
Sometimes they remain dormant for want of something
to arouse them, as in the case of children.
"The mental deposits of works, collected from time
without beginning in the ground of the mind, as they
by degrees arrive at maturation, so do they, existing
in lesser or greater measure (the sum of merit being
less than that of demerit, or conversely) lead to their
effects in the shape of rank, raised or lowered, ...
or experience of good or ill." (Book 2, Aph. 13, B.)
The mind energizes and impels us to fresh action.
The impulse lies within, in germ, and may be ripened
by interior or exterior suggestion. Can we, then, be
too careful to guard the ground of the mind, to keep
close watch over our thoughts? These thoughts are
dynamic. Each one as it leaves the mind has a vis
viva of its own, proportionate to the intensity with
which it was propelled. As the force or work done,
of a moving body, is proportionate to the square of
its velocity, so we may say that the force of thoughts
is to be measured by the square or quadrupled power
of their spirituality, so greatly do these finer forces
increase by activity. The spiritual force, being impersonal,
fluidic, not bound to any constricting center,
acts with unimaginable swiftness. A thought, on its
departure from the mind, is said to associate itself
with an elemental; it is attracted wherever there is a
similar vibration, or, let us say, a suitable soil, just
as the winged thistle-seed floats off and sows itself in
this spot and not in that, in the soil of its natural
selection. Thus the man of virtue, by admitting a
material or sensual thought into his mind, even
though he expel it, sends it forth to swell the evil
impulses of the man of vice from whom he imagines
himself separated by a wide gulf, and to whom he
may have just given a fresh impulse to sin. Many
men are like sponges, porous and bibulous, ready to
suck up every element of the order preferred by their
nature. We all have more or less of this quality: we
attract what we love, and we may derive a greater
strength from the vitality of thoughts infused from
without than from those self-reproduced within us at
a time when our nervous vitality is exhausted. It is
a solemn thought, this, of our responsibility for the
impulse of another. We live in one another, and our
widely different deeds have often a common source.
The occultist cannot go far upon his way without realizing
to what a great extent he is "his brother's keeper."
Our affinities are ourselves, in whatever ground they
may live and ripen.
J. N.
VIII.
Dear Jasper:
I seize a few moments to acknowledge your letter.
This is a period of waiting, of silence. Nothing seems
alive. All oracles are silent. But the great clock of
the Universe still goes on, unheeding. On Sunday I
engaged in Meditation and received some benefit. I
wished I could see you to speak of it. Yet these things
are too high for words, and when we approach the subjects
we are not able to give expression to our thoughts.
We do not live up to our highest soul possibilities. All
that prevents our reaching up to the high thoughts of
the far past is our own weakness, and not the work of
any other. How petty seem the cares of this earth
when we indulge in deep reflection; they are then seen
for what they are, and later on they are obliterated. It
is true that the road to the gods is dark and difficult,
and, as you say, we get nothing from them at first call;
we have to call often. But we can on the way stop to
look ahead, for no matter how sombre or howsoever
weak ourselves, the Spectator sees it all and beckons to
us, and whispers, "Be of good courage, for I have prepared
a place for you where you will be with me forever."
He is the Great Self; He is ourselves.
The Leaders of the world are always trying to aid
us. May we pass the clouds and see them ever. All
our obstructions are of our own making. All our
power is the storage of the past. That store we all
must have; who in this life feels it near is he who
has in this life directed his thoughts to the proper
channel. That others do not feel it is because they
have lived but blindly. That you do not feel it and
see it more is because you have not yet directed all
your mental energies to it. This great root of Karmic
energy can be drawn upon by directing the fire of our
minds in that direction. Towards Love of course is
the right way; the Love of the Divine and of all
beings. If we feel that after all we are not yet "Great
Souls" who participate in the totality of those "Souls
who wait upon the gods," it need not cast us down: we
are waiting our hour in hope. Let us wait patiently, in
the silence which follows all effort, knowing that thus
Nature works, for in her periods of obscuration she
does naught where that obscuration lies, while doubtless
she and we too are then at work on other spheres.
That described by you is not the soul; it is only a partial
experience. Did you know the Soul, then could you
yourself reply to all those questions, for all knowledge
is there. In the soul is every creature and every
thought alike. That sinking down of your thoughts
to the center is practice. It can be done and we cannot
explain it; we can only say "do it." Still do not
hunger to do these things. The first step in becoming
is Resignation. Resignation is the sure, true, and royal
road. Our subtle motives, ever changing, elude us
when we seek it. You are near to it; it needs a great
care. But while the body may be requiring time to
feel its full results, we can instantly change the attitude
of the mind. After Resignation, follow (in their own
order) Satisfaction, Contentment, Knowledge. Anxiety
to do these things is an obscurant and deterrent.
So try to acquire patient Resignation. The lesson intended
by the Karma of your present life is the higher
patience. I can tell you nothing on this head; it is a
matter for self and practice. Throw away every wish
to get the power, and seek only for understanding of
thyself. Insist on carelessness. Assert to yourself that
it is not of the slightest consequence what you were
yesterday, but in every moment strive for that moment;
the results will follow of themselves.
The Past! What is it? Nothing. Gone! Dismiss
it. You are the past of yourself. Therefore it concerns
you not as such. It only concerns you as you now
are. In you, as now you exist, lies all the past. So
follow the Hindu maxim: "Regret nothing; never be
sorry; and cut all doubts with the sword of spiritual
knowledge." Regret is productive only of error. I
care not what I was, or what any one was. I only
look for what I am each moment. For as each moment
is and at once is not, it must follow that if we
think of the past we forget the present, and while we
forget, the moments fly by us, making more past. Then
regret nothing, not even the greatest follies of your
life, for they are gone, and you are to work in the
present which is both past and future at once. So then,
with that absolute knowledge that all your limitations
are due to Karma, past or in this life, and with a firm
reliance ever now upon Karma as the only judge, who
will be good or bad as you make it yourself, you can
stand anything that may happen and feel serene despite
the occasional despondencies which all feel, but
which the light of Truth always dispels. This verse
always settles everything:
"In him who knows that all spiritual beings are
the same in kind with the Supreme Being, what room
can there be for delusion and what room for sorrow
when he reflects upon the unity of spirit?"
In all these inner experiences there are tides as
well as in the ocean. We rise and fall. Anon the
gods descend, and then they return to heaven. Do
not think of getting them to descend, but strive to raise
yourself higher on the road down which they periodically
return, and thus get nearer to them, so that you shall
in fact receive their influences sooner than before.
Adios. May you ever feel the surge of the vast deeps
that lie beyond the heart's small ebb. Perhaps our
comrades are coming nearer. Who knows? But even
if not, then we will wait; the sun must burst some day
from the clouds. This will keep us strong while, in the
company of the Dweller of the Threshold, we have
perforce to stare and sham awhile.
Z.
The "higher patience" alluded to also requires a
care. It is the fine line between pride and humility.
Both are extremes and mistakes; oscillations from
one to the other are only a trifle better. How shall
we be proud when we are so small? How dare we
be humble when we are so great? In both we blaspheme.
But there is that firm spot between the two
which is the place "neither too high nor too low" on
which Krishna told Arjuna to sit; a spot of his own. It
is the firm place which our faith has won from the
world. On it we are always to stand calmly, not overshadowed
by any man however great, because each of
us contains the potentialities of every other. "Not
overshadowed" does not mean that we are not to show
reverence to those through whom the soul speaks. It
is the great soul we reverence, and not the mortal clay.
We are to examine thoughtfully all that comes to us
from such persons, and all that comes to us from any
source wearing the aspect of truth, and try faithfully
to see wherein it may be true, laying it aside, if we
fail, as fruit not ripe for us yet. We are not to yield
up our intuitions to any being, while we may largely
doubt our judgment at all times. We are not to act
without the inner asseveration, but we must not remain
ignorant of the serious difficulty of separating
this intuitive voice from the babble and prattle of
fancy, desire, or pride. If we are just to ourselves we
shall hold the balance evenly. How can we be just to
any other who are not just to ourselves? In the Law
a man suffers as much from injustice to himself as to
another; it matters not in whose interests he has opposed
the universal currents; the Law only knows
that he has tried to deflect them by an injustice. It
takes no account of persons nor even of ignorance of
the Law. It is an impartial, impersonal force, only
to be understood by the aid of the higher patience,
which at once dares all and endures all.
"Never regret anything." Regret is a thought, hence
an energy. If we turn its tide upon the past, it plays
upon the seeds of that past and vivifies them; it causes
them to sprout and grow in the ground of the mind:
from thence to expression in action is but a step. A
child once said to me when I used the word "Ghosts,"
"Hush! Don't think of them. What we think of always
happens." There are no impartial observers like
children when they think away from themselves.
J. N.
IX.
Dear Sir and Brother:
Tell your friend and inquirer this: No one was
ever converted into Theosophy. Each one who really
comes into it does so because it is only "an extension
of previous beliefs." This will show you that Karma
is a true thing. For no idea we get is any more than an
extension of previous ones. That is, they are cause
and effect in endless succession. Each one is the producer
of the next and inheres in that successor. Thus
we are all different and some similar. My ideas of to-day
and yours are tinged with those of youth, and we
will thus forever proceed on the inevitable line we have
marked out in the beginning. We of course alter a
little always, but never until our old ideas are extended.
Those false ideas now and then discarded are not to be
counted; yet they give a shadow here and there. But
through Brotherhood we receive the knowledge of
others, which we consider until (if it fits us) it is ours.
As far as your private conclusions are concerned, use
your discrimination always. Do not adopt any conclusions
merely because they are uttered by one in whom
you have confidence, but adopt them when they coincide
with your intuition. To be even unconsciously
deluded by the influence of another is to have a counterfeit
faith.
Spiritual knowledge includes every action. Inquirers
ought to read the Bhagavad-Gîtâ. It will give them
food for centuries if they read with spiritual eyes at
all. Underneath its shell is the living spirit that will
light us all. I read it ten times before I saw things
that I did not see at first. In the night the ideas contained
in it are digested and returned partly next day
to the mind. It is the study of adepts.
Let no man be unaware that while there is a great
joy in this belief there is also a great sorrow. Being
true, being the Law, all the great forces are set in
motion by the student. He now thinks he has given up
ambition and comfort. The ambition and comfort he
has given up are those of the lower plane, the mere
reflections of the great ambitions and comforts of a
larger life. The rays of truth burn up the covers time
has placed upon those seeds, and then the seeds begin
to sprout and cause new struggles. Do not leave any
earnest inquirer in ignorance of this. It has cost others
many years and tears of blood to self-learn it.
How difficult the path of action is! I see the future
dimly, and unconsciously in such case one makes efforts
either for or against it. Then Karma results. I could
almost wish I did not hear these whispers. But he
who conquers himself is greater than the conquerors
of worlds.
Perhaps you see more clearly now how Karma operates.
If one directs himself to eliminating all old
Karma, the struggle very often becomes tremendous,
for the whole load of ancient sin rushes to the front on
a man and the events succeed each other rapidly; the
strain is terrific, and the whole life fabric groans and
rocks. As is said in the East, you may go through the
appointed course in 700 births, in seven years, or in
seven minutes.
The sentence in Light on the Path referred to by so
many students is not so difficult as some others. One
answer will do for all. The book is written on the basis
of Reïncarnation, and when it says the soiled garment
will fall again on you, it means that this will happen in
some other life, not necessarily in this, though that may
be too. To "turn away in horror" is not detachment.
Before we can hope to prevent any particular state of
mind or events reaching us in this or in another life,
we must in fact be detached from these things. Now
we are not our bodies or mere minds, but the real part
of us in which Karma inheres. Karma brings everything
about. It attaches to our real inner selves by
attachment and repulsion. That is, if we love vice or
anything, it seizes on us by attachment thereto; if we
hate anything, it seizes on our inner selves by reason
of the strong horror we feel for it. In order to prevent
a thing we must understand it; we cannot understand
while we fear or hate it. We are not to love vice,
but are to recognize that it is a part of the whole,
and, trying to understand it, we thus get above it.
This is the "doctrine of opposites" spoken of in
Bhagavad-Gîtâ. So if we turn in horror now (we may
feel sad and charitable, though) from the bad, the future
life will feel that horror and develop it by reaction
into a reïncarnation in a body and place where we must
in material life go through the very thing we hate now.
As we are striving to reach God, we must learn to be
as near like Him as possible. He loves and hates not;
so we must strive to regard the greatest vice as being
something we must not hate while we will not engage
in it, and then we may approach that state where we
will know the greater love that takes in good and evil
men and things alike.
Good and Evil are only the two poles of the one
thing. In the Absolute, Evil is the same thing in this
way. One with absolute knowledge can see both Good
and Evil, but he does not feel Evil to be a thing to flee
from, and thus he has to call it merely the other pole.
We say Good or Evil as certain events seem pleasant or
unpleasant to us or our present civilization. And so we
have coined those two words. They are bad words to
use. For in the Absolute one is just as necessary as
the other, and often what seem evil and "pain" are not
absolutely so, but only necessary adjustments in the
progress of the soul. Read Bhagavad-Gîtâ as to how
the self seems to suffer pain. What is Evil now? Loss
of friends? No; if you are self-centered. Slander?
Not if you rely on Karma. There is only evil when
you rebel against immutable decrees that must be
worked out. You know that there must be these balancings
which we call Good and Evil. Just imagine
one man who really was a high soul, now living as a
miser and enjoying it. You call it an evil; he a good.
Who is right? You say "Evil" because you are speaking
out of the True; but the True did know that he
could never have passed some one certain point unless
he had that experience, and so we see him now in an
evil state. Experience we must have, and if we accept
it at our own hands we are wise. That is, while striving
to do our whole duty to the world and ourselves, we
will not live the past over again by vain and hurtful
regrets, nor condemn any man, whatever his deeds,
since we cannot know their true cause. We are not
Karma, we are not the Law, and it is a species of that
hypocrisy so deeply condemned by It for us to condemn
any man. That the Law lets a man live is proof that
he is not yet judged by that higher power. Still we must
and will keep our discriminating power at all times.
As to rising above Good and Evil, that does not mean
to do evil, of course. But, in fact, there can be no real
Evil or Good; if our aim is right our acts cannot be
evil. Now all acts are dead when done; it is in the
heart that they are conceived and are already there
done; the mere bodily carrying out of them is a dead
thing in itself. So we may do a supposed good act and
that shall outwardly appear good, and yet as our motive
perhaps is wrong the act is naught, but the motive
counts.
The great God did all, good and bad alike. Among
the rest are what appear Evil things, yet he must be unaffected.
So if we follow Bhagavad-Gîtâ, second chapter,
we must do only those acts we believe right for the
sake of God and not for ourselves, and if we are regardless
of the consequences we are not concerned if they
appear to be Good or Evil. As the heart and mind are
the real planes of error, it follows that we must look
to it that we do all acts merely because they are there
to be done. It then becomes difficult only to separate
ourselves from the act.
We can never as human beings rise above being the
instruments through which that which is called Good
and Evil comes to pass, but as that Good and Evil are
the result of comparison and are not in themselves absolute,
it must follow that we (the real "we") must learn
to rise internally to a place where these occurrences
appear to us merely as changes in a life of change.
Even in the worldly man this sometimes happens.
As, say Bismarck, used to moving large bodies of
men and perhaps for a good end, can easily rise above
the transient Evil, looking to a greater result. Or the
physician is able to rise above pain to a patient, and
only consider the good, or rather the result, that is to
follow from a painful operation. The patient himself
does the same.
So the student comes to see that he is not to do either
"Good" or "Evil," but to do any certain number of
acts set before him, and meanwhile not ever to regard
much his line of conduct, but rather his line of motive,
for his conduct follows necessarily from his motive.
Take the soldier. For him there is nothing better than
lawful war. Query. Does he do wrong in warring or
not, even if war is unlawful? He does not unless he
mixes his motive. They who go into war for gain or
revenge do wrong, but not he who goes at his superior's
order, because it is his present duty.
Let us, then, extend help to all who come our way.
This will be true progress; the veils that come over
our souls fall away when we work for others. Let
that be the real motive, and the quality of work done
makes no difference.
Z.
It would seem that Good and Evil are not inherent
in things themselves, but in the uses to which those
things are put by us. They are conditions of manifestation.
Many things commonly called immoral
are consequences of the unjust laws of man, of egotistic
social institutions: such things are not immoral
per se, but relatively so. They are only immoral in
point of time. There are others whose evil consists
in the base use to which higher forces are put, or to
which Life—which is sacred—is put, so that here
also evil does not inhere in them, but in ourselves;
in our misuse of noble instruments in lower work.
Nor does evil inhere in us, but in our ignorance; it
is one of the great illusions of Nature. All these
illusions cause the soul to experience in matter until
it has consciously learned every part: then it must
learn to know the whole and all at once, which it can
only do by and through reunion with Spirit; or with
the Supreme, with the Deity.
If we take, with all due reverence, so much of the
standpoint of the Supreme as our finite minds or our
dawning intuition may permit, we feel that he stands
above unmoved by either Good or Evil. Our
good is relative, and evil is only the limitation of
the soul by matter. From the material essence of
the Deity all the myriad differentiations of Nature
(Prakriti, cosmic substance), all the worlds and their
correlations are evolved. They assist the cyclic experience
of the soul as it passes from state to state.
How, then, shall we say that any state is evil in an absolute
sense? Take murder. It seems an evil. True,
we cannot really take life, but we can destroy a vehicle
of the divine Principle of Life and impede the course
of a soul using that vehicle. But we are more injured
by the deed than any other. It is the fruit of a
certain unhealthy state of the soul. The deed sends
us to hell, as it were, for one or more incarnations;
to a condition of misery. The shock, the natural
retribution, our own resultant Karma, both the penalties
imposed by man and that exacted by occult law,
chasten and soften the soul. It is passed through a
most solemn experience which had become necessary
to its growth and which in the end is the cause of its
additional purification. In view of this result, was
the deed evil? It was a necessary consequence of
the limitations of matter; for had the soul remained
celestial and in free Being, it could not have committed
murder. Nor has the immortal soul, the spectator,
any share in the wrong; it is only the personality,
the elementary part of the soul, which has
sinned. All that keeps the soul confined to material
existence is evil, and so we cannot discriminate
either. The only ultimate good is Unity, and in
reality nothing but that exists. Hence our judgments
are in time only. Nor have we the right to
exact a life for a life. "Vengeance is mine, saith
the Lord (Law); I will repay." We become abetters
of murder in making such human laws. I do not say
that every experience must be gone through bodily,
because some are lived out in the mind. Nor do I
seek to justify any. The only justification is in the
Law.
The innocent man unjustly murdered is rewarded
by Karma in a future life. Indeed, any man murdered
is reimbursed, so to say; for while that misfortune
sprang from his Karma, occult law does not admit
of the taking of life. Some men are the weapons
of Karma in their wrong-doing, but they themselves
have appointed this place to themselves in their past.
The Great Soul needed just that body, whatever
the errors of its nature, or its physical environment,
and to disappoint the soul is a fearful deed for a man.
For it is only man, only the lower nature under the
influence of Tamas (the quality of darkness), which
feels the impulse to take life, whether in human justice,
for revenge, for protection, or so on. "The
soul neither kills nor is killed." What we know as
ourselves is only the natural man, the lower principles
and mind, presided over by the false consciousness.
Of the soul we have but brief and partial
glimpses—in conscience or intuition—in our ordinary
state. There are, of course, psychic and spiritual
states in which more is known. Thus nature wars
against nature, always for the purpose of bringing
about the purification and evolution of the soul.
Nature exists only for the purpose of the soul. If
we think out the subject upon these lines, we can at
least see how rash we should be to conclude that any
deed was unmixed evil, or that these distinctions exist
in the Absolute. It alone is; all else is phenomenal
and transitory; these differences disappear as we proceed
upward. Meanwhile we are to avoid all these
immoral things and many others not so regarded by
the crowd at all, but which are just as much so because
we know to what increased ignorance and darkness
they give rise through the ferment which they cause
in the nature, and that this impedes the entrance of
the clear rays of Truth.
I doubt that the soul knows the moral or immoral.
For just consider for a moment the case of a disembodied
soul. What is sin to it when freed from that
shell—the body? What does it know then of human
laws or moralities, or the rules and forms of matter?
Does it even see them? What lewdness can it commit?
So I say that these moralities are of this plane
only, to be heeded and obeyed there, but not to be
postulated as final or used as a balance to weigh the
soul which has other laws. The free soul has to do
with essences and powers all impersonal; the strife
of matter is left behind. Still higher and above as
within all, the passionless, deathless spirit looks down,
knowing well that, when the natural has once again
subsided into its spiritual source, all this struggle
and play of force and will, this waxing and waning of
forms, this progression of consciousness which throw
up coming clouds and fumes of illusion before the
eye of the soul, will have come to an end. Even now,
while we cannot master these high themes, we can
have a patient trust in the processes of evolution
and the Law, blaming and judging no man, but living
up to our highest intuitions ourselves. The real
test of a man is his motive, which we do not see, nor do
his acts always represent it.
X.
Dear Jasper:
You ask me about the "three qualities sprung from
Nature," mentioned in the Bhagavad-Gîtâ. They
exist potentially (latent) in Purush (Spirit), and
during that time spoken of in the Bhagavad-Gîtâ as
the time when He produces all things after having
devoured them (which is the same thing as Saturn
devouring his children), they come forth into activity,
and therefore are found implicating all beings, who
are said not to be free from their influence.
"Being" here must refer to formed beings in all
worlds. Therefore in these forms the qualities exist
[for form is derived from Nature=Prakriti=Cosmic
Substance.—J. N.], and at the same time implicate the
spectator (soul) who is in the form. The Devas are
gods—that is, a sort of spiritual power who are lower
than the Ishwara in man. They are influenced by
the quality of Satwa, or Truth. They enjoy a period
of immense felicity of enormous duration, but which
having duration is not an eternity.
It is written: "Goodness, badness, and indifference—the
qualities thus called—sprung from Nature,
influence the imperishable soul within the body."
This imperishable soul is thus separated from the
body in which the qualities influence it, and also from
the qualities which are not it. It is Ishwara. The
Ishwara is thus implicated by the qualities.
The first or highest quality is Satwa, which is in
its nature pure and pleasant, and implicates Ishwara
by connection with pleasant things and with knowledge.
Thus even by dwelling in Satwa the soul is implicated.
The second quality is Raja and causes action; it
implicates the soul because it partakes of avidity and
propensity, and causing actions thus implicates the
soul.
The third, Tamo quality, is of the nature of indifference
and is the deluder of all mortals. It is fed
by ignorance.
Here, then, are two great opposers to the soul,
ignorance and action. For action proceeding from
Raja assisted by Satwa does not lead to the highest
place; while ignorance causes destruction. Yet when
one knows that he is ignorant, he has to perform actions
in order to destroy that ignorance. How to do
that without always revolving in the whirl of action
[Karma, causing rebirths.—J. N.] is the question.
He must first get rid of the idea that he himself
really does anything, knowing that the actions all take
place in these three natural qualities, and not in
the soul at all. The word "qualities" must be considered
in a larger sense than that word is generally
given.
Then he must place all his actions on devotion.
That is, sacrifice all his actions to the Supreme and
not to himself. He must either (leaving out indifference)
set himself up as the God to whom he sacrifices,
or the other real God—Krishna, and all his
acts and aspirations are done either for himself or
for the All. Here comes in the importance of motive.
For if he performs great deeds of valor, or of
benefit to man, or acquires knowledge so as to assist
man, and is moved to that merely because he thinks
he will attain salvation, he is only acting for his own
benefit and is therefore sacrificing to himself. Therefore
he must be devoted inwardly to the All; that is,
he places all his actions on the Supreme, knowing that
he is not the doer of the actions, but is the mere witness
of them.
As he is in a mortal body, he is affected by doubts
which will spring up. When they do arise, it is because
he is ignorant about something. He should
therefore be able to disperse doubt "by the sword of
knowledge." For if he has a ready answer to some
doubt, he disperses that much. All doubts come
from the lower nature, and never in any case from
higher nature. Therefore as he becomes more and
more devoted he is able to know more and more
clearly the knowledge residing in his Satwa part.
For it says:
"A man who, perfected in devotion (or who persists
in its cultivation) finds spiritual knowledge
spontaneously in himself in progress of time." Also:
"The man of doubtful mind enjoys neither this world
nor the other (the Deva world), nor final beatitude."
The last sentence is to destroy the idea that if there
is in us this higher self it will, even if we are indolent
and doubtful, triumph over the necessity for
knowledge, and lead us to final beatitude in common
with the whole stream of man.
The three qualities are lower than a state called
Turya, which is a high state capable of being enjoyed
even while in this body. Therefore in that state,
there exists none of the three qualities, but there the
soul sees the three qualities moving in the ocean of
Being beneath. This experience is not only met with
after death, but, as I said, it may be enjoyed in the
present life, though of course consciously very seldom.
But even consciously there are those high
Yogees who can and do rise up to Nirvana, or Spirit,
while on the earth. This state is the fourth state,
called Turya. There is no word in English which
will express it. In that state the body is alive though
in deep catalepsy. [Self-induced by the Adept.—J.
N.] When the Adept returns from it he brings
back whatever he can of the vast experiences of that
Turya state. Of course they are far beyond any expression,
and their possibilities can be only dimly perceived
by us. I cannot give any description thereof
because I have not known it, but I perceive the possibilities,
and you probably can do the same.
It is well to pursue some kind of practice, and pursue
it either in a fixed place, or in a mental place
which cannot be seen, or at night. The fact that
what is called Dharana, Dhyana, and Samádhi may
be performed should be known. (See Patanjali's
yoga system.)
Dharana is selecting a thing, a spot, or an idea, to
fix the mind on.
Dhyana is contemplation of it.
Samâdhi is meditating on it.
When attempted, they of course are all one act.
Now, then, take what is called the well of the throat
or pit of the throat.
1st. Select it.—Dharana.
2d. Hold the mind on it.—Dhyana.
3d. Meditate on it.—Samádhi.
This gives firmness of mind.
Then select the spot in the head where the Shushumna
nerve goes. Never mind the location; call
it the top of the head. Then pursue the same course.
This will give some insight into spiritual minds. At
first it is difficult, but it will grow easy by practice.
If done at all, the same hour of each day should be
selected, as creating a habit, not only in the body,
but also in the mind. Always keep the direction of
Krishna in mind: namely, that it is done for the whole
body corporate of humanity, and not for one's self.
As regards the passions: Anger seems to be the
force of Nature; there is more in it, though.
Lust (so-called) is the gross symbol of love and
desire to create. It is the perversion of the True in
love and desire.
Vanity, I think, represents in one aspect the illusion—power
of Nature; Maya, that which we mistake
for the reality. It is nearest always to us and
most insidious, just as Nature's illusion is ever present
and difficult to overcome.
Anger and Lust have some of the Rajasika quality;
but it seems to me that Vanity is almost wholly
of the Tamogunam.
May you cross over to the fearless shore.
Z.
As regards the practices of concentration suggested
in this letter, they are only stages in a life-long contemplation;
they are means to an end, means of a
certain order among means of other orders, all necessary,
the highest path being that of constant devotion
and entire resignation to the Law. The above
means have a physiological value because the spots
suggested for contemplation are, like others, vital
centers. Excitation of these centers, and of the magnetic
residue of breath always found in them, strengthens
and arouses the faculties of the inner man, the
magnetic vehicle of the soul and the link between matter
and spirit. This is a form of words necessary
for clearness, because in reality matter and spirit are
one. We may better imagine an infinite series of
force correlations which extend from pure Spirit to
its grossest vehicle, and we may say that the magnetic
inner vehicle, or astral man, stands at the halfway
point of the scale. The secret of the circulation
of the nervous fluid is hidden in these vital centers,
and he who discovers it can use the body at will.
Moreover, this practice trains the mind to remain in
its own principle, without energizing, and without
exercising its tangential force, which is so hard to
overcome. Thought has a self-reproductive power,
and when the mind is held steadily to one idea it becomes
colored by it, and, as we may say, all the correlates
of that thought arise within the mind. Hence
the mystic obtains knowledge about any object of
which he thinks constantly in fixed contemplation.
Here is the rationale of Krishna's words: "Think
constantly of me; depend on me alone; and thou
shalt surely come unto me."
The pure instincts of children often reveal occult
truths. I heard a girl of fifteen say recently: "When
I was a small child I was always supposin'. I used
to sit on the window seat and stare, stare, at the
moon, and I was supposin' that, if I only stared long
enough, I'd get there and know all about it."
Spiritual culture is attained through concentration.
It must be continued daily and every moment to be
of use. The "Elixir of Life" (Five Years of Theosophy)
gives us some of the reasons for this truth.
Meditation has been defined as "the cessation of active,
external thought." Concentration is the entire
life-tendency to a given end. For example, a devoted
mother is one who consults the interests of her
children and all branches of their interests in and
before all things; not one who sits down to think fixedly
about one branch of their interests all the day.
Life is the great teacher; it is the great manifestation
of Soul, and Soul manifests the Supreme. Hence
all methods are good, and all are but parts of the
great aim, which is Devotion. "Devotion is success
in actions," says the Bhagavad-Gîtâ. We must use
higher and lower faculties alike, and beyond those of
mind are those of the Spirit, unknown but discoverable.
The psychic powers, as they come, must also
be used, for they reveal laws. But their value must
not be exaggerated, nor must their danger be ignored.
They are more subtle intoxicants than the
gross physical energies. He who relies upon them
is like a man who gives way to pride and triumph
because he has reached the first wayside station on
the peaks he has set out to climb. Like despondency,
like doubt, like fear, like vanity, pride, and self-satisfaction,
these powers too are used by Nature as
traps to detain us. Every occurrence, every object,
every energy may be used for or against the great
end: in each Nature strives to contain Spirit, and
Spirit strives to be free. Shall the substance paralyze
the motion, or shall the motion control the substance?
The interrelation of these two is manifestation.
The ratio of activity governs spiritual development;
when the great Force has gained its full
momentum, It carries us to the borders of the Unknown.
It is a Force intelligent, self-conscious, and
spiritual: its lower forms, or vehicles, or correlates
may be evoked by us, but Itself comes only of Its
own volition. We can only prepare a vehicle for It,
in which, as Behmen says, "the Holy Ghost may
ride in Its own chariot."
"The Self cannot be known by the Vedas, nor by
the understanding, nor by much learning. He whom
the Self chooses, by him alone the Self can be
gained."
"The Self chooses him as his own. But the man
who has not first turned aside from his wickedness,
who is not calm and subdued, or whose mind is not at
rest, he can never obtain the Self, even by knowledge."
The italics are mine; they indicate the value of that
stage of contemplation hitherto referred to as that
in which the mind has ceased to energize, and when
the pure energies of Nature go to swell the fountain
of Spirit.
In regard to the phrase in the above letter that the
Adept "brings back what he can" from Turya, it is to
be understood as referring to the fact that all depends
upon the coördination of the various principles in
man. He who has attained perfection or Mahâtmaship
has assumed complete control of the body and
informs it at will. But, of course, while in the body
he is still, to some extent, as a soul of power, limited
by that body or vehicle. That is to say, there are
experiences not to be shared by that organ of the soul
called by us "the body," and beyond a certain point
its brain cannot reflect or recall them. This point
varies according to the degree of attainment of individual
souls, and while in some it may be a high
point of great knowledge and power, still it must be
considered as limited compared with those spiritual
experiences of the freed soul.
The work upon which all disciples are employed
is that of rendering the body more porous, more fluidic,
more responsive to all spiritual influences which
arise in the inner center, in the soul which is an
undivided part of the great Soul of all, and less receptive
of the outside material influences which are
generated by the unthinking world and by those qualities
which are in nature. Abstract thought is said
to be "the power of thinking of a thing apart from
its qualities;" but these qualities are the phenomenal,
the evident, and they make the most impression
upon our senses. They bewilder us, and they
form a part of that trap which Nature sets for us
lest we discover her inmost secret and rule her.
More than this: our detention as individual components
of a race provides time for that and other races
to go through evolutionary experience slowly, provides
long and repeated chances for every soul to
amend, to return, to round the curve of evolution.
In this Nature is most merciful, and even in the
darkness of the eighth sphere to which souls of spiritual
wickedness descend, her impulses provide opportunities
of return if a single responsive energy is
left in the self-condemned soul.
Many persons insist upon a perfect moral code
tempered by social amenities, forgetting that these
vary with climate, nationalities, and dates. Virtue
is a noble offering to the Lord. But insomuch as it is
mere bodily uprightness and mere mental uprightness,
it is insufficient and stands apart from uprightness of
the psychic nature or the virtue of soul. The virtue
of the soul is true Being; its virtue is, to be free. The
body and the mind are not sharers in such experiences,
though they may afterward reflect them, and this
reflection may inform them with light and power of
their own kind. Spirituality is not virtue. It is impersonality,
in one aspect. It is as possible to be spiritually
"wicked" as to be spiritually "good." These
attributes are only conferred upon spirituality by
reason of its use for or against the great evolutionary
Law, which must finally prevail because it is the Law
of the Deity, an expression of the nature and Being of
the Unknown, which nature is towards manifestation,
self-realization, and reäbsorption. All that clashes
with this Law by striving for separate existence must
in the long run fail, and any differentiation which is in
itself incapable of reäbsorption is reduced to its original
elements, in which shape, so to say, it can be reabsorbed.
Spirituality is, then, a condition of Being which is
beyond expression in language. Call it a rate of vibration,
far beyond our cognizance. Its language is the
language of motion, in its incipiency, and its perfection
is beyond words and even thought.
"The knowledge of the Supreme Principle is a
divine silence, and the quiescence of all the senses."—(Clavis
of Hermes.)
"Likes and dislikes, good and evil, do not in the
least affect the knower of Brahm, who is bodiless and
always existing."—(Crest Jewel of Wisdom.)
"Of that nature which is beyond intellect many
things are asserted according to intellection, but it is
contemplated by a cessation of intellectual energy better
than with it."—(Porphyrios.)
Thought is bounded, and we seek to enter the
boundless. The intellect is the first production of
Nature which energizes for the experience of the soul,
as I said. When we recognize this truth we make use
of that natural energy called Thought for comparison,
instruction, and the removal of doubt, and so reach
a point where we restrain the outward tendencies of
Nature, for, when these are resolved into their cause
and Nature is wholly conquered and restrained, that
cause manifests itself both in and beyond Nature.
"The incorporeal substances in descending are divided
and multiplied about individuals with a diminution
of power; but when they ascend by their energies
beyond bodies, they become united and exist
as a whole by and through exuberance of power."—(Porphyrios.)
These hints may suffice for such minds as are already
upon the way. Others will be closed to them.
Language only expresses the experiences of a race,
and since ours has not reached the upper levels of Being
we have as yet no words for these things. The
East has ever been the home of spiritual research;
she has given all the great religions to the world. The
Sanscrit has thus terms for some of these states and
conditions, but even in the East it is well understood
that the formless cannot be expressed by form, or the
Illimitable by the limits of words or signs. The only
way to know these states is to be them: we never can
really know anything which we are not.
J. N.
XI.
It has been with regret that I hear of your serious
illness, Jasper. While life hangs in the balance, as it
would seem yours does and for some time will, you
will feel much depression.
Now it is not usual to thus calmly talk to a person
of his death, but you do not mind, so I talk. I do not
agree with you that death is well. Yours is not a case
like that of —— who was to die and decided to accept
life from Great Powers and work on for Humanity
amid all the throes and anguish of that body. Why
should you not live now as long as you can in the
present body, so that in it you may make all the advance
possible and by your life do as much good as
you can to the Cause and man? For you have not yet
as Jasper Niemand had a chance to entitle you to
extraordinary help after death in getting back again
soon, so that you would die and run the chance of a
long Devachan and miss much that you might do for
Them. Such are my views. Life is better than death,
for death again disappoints the Self. Death is not the
great informer or producer of knowledge. It is only
the great curtain on the stage to be rung up next instant.
Complete knowledge must be attained in the
triune man: body, soul, and spirit. When that is
obtained, then he passes on to other spheres, which to
us are unknown and are endless. By living as long
as one can, one gives the Self that longer chance.
"Atmanam atmana pashya" (Raise the Self by the
self—Gîtâ) does not seem to be effective after the
threshold of death is passed. The union of the trinity
is only to be accomplished on earth in a body, and
then release is desirable.
It is not for myself that I speak, Brother, but for
thee, because in death I can lose no one. The living
have a greater part in the dead than the dead have
in the living.
The doubt which you now feel as to success is
morbid. Please destroy it. Better a false hope with
no doubt, than much knowledge with doubts of your
own chances. "He that doubteth is like the waves of
the sea, driven by the wind and tossed." Doubt is not
to be solely guarded against when applied to Masters
(whom I know you doubt not). It is most to be
guarded and repelled in relation to oneself. Any idea
that one cannot succeed, or had better die than live
because an injured body seems to make success unattainable,
is doubt.
We dare not hope, but we dare try to live on and
on that we may serve Them as They serve the Law.
We are not to try to be chelas or to do any one thing
in this incarnation, but only to know and to be just
as much as we can, and the possibility is not measured.
Reflect, then, that it is only a question of being
overcome—by what? By something outside. But if
you accuse or doubt yourself, you then give the enemy
a rest; he has nothing to do, for you do it all yourself
for him, and, leaving you to your fate, he seeks other
victims. Rise, then, from this despondency and seize
the sword of knowledge. With it, and with Love, the
universe is conquerable. Not that I see thee too
despondent, Jasper, but I fain would give thee my
ideas, even did something kill thee against our will
next day.
Am glad that although the body is painful, you yourself
are all right. We have in various ways to suffer,
and I do not doubt it is a great advance if we can in
the midst of physical suffering grasp and hold ourselves
calm and away from it. Yet also the body must
be rested. Rest, and let the anxieties to do lie still
and dormant. By that they are not killed, and when
the body gets stronger more is known.
You have been in storms enough. A few moments'
reflection will show you that we make our own storms.
The power of any and all circumstances is a fixed,
unvarying quality, but as we vary in our reception of
these, it appears to us that our difficulties vary in intensity.
They do not at all. We are the variants.
If we admit that we are in the stream of evolution,
then each circumstance must be to us quite right. And
in our failures to perform set acts should be our
greatest helps, for we can in no other way learn that
calmness which Krishna insists upon. If all our plans
succeeded, then no contrasts would appear to us. Also
those plans we make may all be made ignorantly and
thus wrongly, and kind Nature will not permit us to
carry them out. We get no blame for the plan, but
we may acquire Karmic demerit by not accepting the
impossibility of achieving. Ignorance of the law
cannot be pleaded among men, but ignorance of fact
may. In occultism, even if you are ignorant of some
facts of importance you are not passed over by The
Law, for It has regard for no man, and pursues Its
adjustments without regard to what we know or are
ignorant of.
If you are at all cast down, or if any of us is, then
by just that much are our thoughts lessened in power.
One could be confined in a prison and yet be a worker
for the Cause. So I pray you to remove from your
mind any distaste for present circumstances. If you
can succeed in looking at it all as just what you in fact
desired, then it will act not only as a strengthener of
your good thoughts, but will reflexly act on your body
and make it stronger.
All this reminds me of H., of whose failure you
now know. And in this be not disappointed. It could
hardly be otherwise. Unwisely he made his demands
upon the Law before being quite ready. That is, unwisely
in certain senses, for in the greater view naught
can be unwise. His apparent defeat, at the very beginning
of the battle, is for him quite of course. He
went where the fire is hottest and made it hotter by his
aspirations. All others have and all will suffer the
same. For it makes no difference that his is a bodily
affection; as all these things proceed from mental disturbances,
we can easily see the same cause under a
physical ailment as under a mental divagation.
Strangely, too, I wrote you of the few who really do
stay, and soon after this news came and threw a light—a
red one, so to say—upon the information of H's
retreat. See how thought interlinks with thought on
all planes when the True is the aim.
We ourselves are not wholly exempt, inasmuch as
we daily and hourly feel the strain. Accept the words
of a fellow traveller; these: Keep up the aspiration
and the search, but do not maintain the attitude of
despair or the slightest repining. Not that you do.
I cannot find the right words; but surely you would
know all, were it not that some defects hold you back.
The darkness and the desolation are sure to be ours,
but it is only illusionary. Is not the Self pure, bright,
bodiless, and free,—and art thou not that? The daily
waking life is but a penance and the trial of the body,
so that it too may thereby acquire the right condition.
In dreams we see the truth and taste the joys of
heaven. In waking life it is ours to gradually distill
that dew into our normal consciousness.
Then, too, remember that the influences of this
present age are powerful for producing these feelings.
What despair and agony of doubt exist to-day in all
places. In this time of upturning, the wise man waits.
He bends himself, like the reed, to the blast, so that
it may blow over his head. Rising, as you do, into
the plane where these currents are rushing while you
try to travel higher still, you feel these inimical influences,
although unknown to you. It is an age of
iron. A forest of iron trees, black and forbidding,
with branches of iron and brilliant leaves of steel.
The winds blow through its arches and we hear a
dreadful grinding and crashing sound that silences the
still small voice of Love. And its inhabitants mistake
this for the voice of God; they imitate it and add to its
terrors. Faint not, be not self-condemned. We both
are that soundless OM; we rest together upon the
bosom of Master. You are not tired; it is that body,
now weak, and not only weak but shaken by the force
of your own powers, physical and psychical. But the
wise man learns to assume in the body an attitude of
carelessness that is more careful really than any other.
Let that be yours. You are judge. Who accepts you,
who dares judge but yourself? Let us wait, then, for
natural changes, knowing that if the eye is fixed where
the light shines, we shall presently know what to do.
This hour is not ripe. But unripe fruit gets ripe, and
falls or is plucked. The day must surely strike when
you will pluck it down. You are no longer troubled
by vain fears or compromises. When the great thought
comes near enough, you will go. We must all be
servants before we can hope to be masters in the least.
I have been re-reading the life of Buddha, and it
fills me with a longing desire to give myself for humanity,
to devote myself to a fierce, determined effort
to plant myself nearer the altar of sacrifice. As I do
not always know just what ought to be done, I must
stand on what Master says: "Do what you can, if
you ever expect to see Them." This being true, and
another Adept saying, "Follow the Path They and I
show, but do not follow my path," why then, all we
can do, whether great or small, is to do just what we
can, each in his proper place. It is sure that if we
have an immense devotion and do our best, the result
will be right for Them and us, even though we would
have done otherwise had we known more when we
were standing on a course of action. A devoted Chela
once said: "I do not mind all these efforts at explanation
and all this trouble, for I always have found that
that which was done in Master's name was right and
came out right." What is done in those names is done
without thought of self, and motive is the essential
test.
So I am sad and not sad. Not sad when I reflect
on the great Ishwar, the Lord, permitting all these
antics and shows before our eyes. Sad when I see
our weakness and disabilities. We must be serene
and do what we can. Ramaswamier rushed off into
Sikkhim to try and find Master, and met someone who
told him to go back and do his duty. That is all any
of us can do; often we do not know our duty, but that
too is our own fault; it is a Karmic disability.
You ask me how you shall advise your fellow student.
The best advice is found in your own letter to
me in which you say that the true monitor is within.
That is so. Ten thousand Adepts can do one no great
good unless we ourselves are ready, and They only
act as suggestors to us of what possibilities there are
in every human heart. If we dwell within ourselves,
and must live and die by ourselves, it must follow that
running here and there to see any thing or person does
not in itself give progress. Mind, I do not oppose
consorting with those who read holy books and are
engaged in dwelling on high themes. I am only trying
to illustrate my idea that this should not be dwelt on
as an end; it is only a means and one of many. There
is no help like association with those who think as we
do, or like the reading of good books. The best advice
I ever saw was to read holy books or whatever books
tend to elevate yourself, as you have found by
experience. There must be some. Once I found some
abstruse theological writings of Plotinus to have that
effect on me—very ennobling, and also an explanation
of the wanderings of Ulysses. Then there is the Gîtâ.
All these are instinct with a life of their own which
changes the vibrations. Vibration is the key to it all.
The different states are only differences of vibration,
and we do not recognize the astral or other planes because
we are out of tune with their vibrations. This
is why we now and then dimly feel that others are
peering at us, or as if a host of people rushed by us
with great things on hand, not seeing us and we not
seeing them. It was an instant of synchronous vibration.
But the important thing is to develop the Self
in the self, and then the possessions of wisdom belonging
to all wise men at once belong to us.
Each one would see the Self differently and would
yet never see it, for to see it is to be it. But for making
words we say, "See it." It might be a flash, a blazing
wheel, or what not. Then there is the lower self,
great in its way, and which must first be known. When
first we see it, it is like looking into a glove, and for
how many incarnations may it not be so? We look
inside the glove and there is darkness; then we have
to go inside and see that, and so on and on.
The mystery of the ages is man; each one of us.
Patience is needed in order that the passage of time
required for the bodily instrument to be altered or
controlled is complete. Violent control is not as good
as gentle control continuous and firmly unrelaxed.
The Seeress of Prevorst found that a gentle current
did her more good than a violent one would. Gentleness
is better because an opposition current is always
provoked, and of course if that which produces it is
gentle, it will also be the same. This gives the unaccustomed
student more time and gradual strength.
I think your fellow-student will be a good instrument,
but we must not break the silence of the future
lest we raise up unknown and difficult tribes who will
not be easy to deal with.
Every situation ought to be used as a means. This
is better than philosophy, for it enables us to know
philosophy. You do not progress by studying other
people's philosophies, for then you do but get their
crude ideas. Do not crowd yourself, nor ache to
puzzle your brains with another's notions. You have
the key to self and that is all; take it and drag out
the lurker inside. You are great in generosity and
love, strong in faith, and straight in perception. Generosity
and love are the abandonment of self. That
is your staff. Increase your confidence, not in your
abilities, but in the great All being thyself.
I would to God you and all the rest might find
peace.
Z.
XII.
Dear Jasper:
There are so many questioners who ask about
ChelashipC that your letter comes quite apropos to
experiences of my own. You say that these applicants
must have some answer, and in that I agree with you.
And whether they are ready or unready, we must be
able to tell them something. But generally they are
not ready, nor, indeed, are they willing to take the
first simple step which is demanded. I will talk the
matter over with you for your future guidance in
replying to such questions; perhaps also to clear up
my own mind.
The first question a man should ask himself (and
by "man" we mean postulants of either sex) is:
"When and how did I get a desire to know about
chelaship and to become a chela?"; and secondly,
"What is a chela, and what chelaship?"
There are many sorts of chelas. There are lay
chelas and probationary ones; accepted chelas and
those who are trying to fit themselves to be even lay
chelas. Any person can constitute himself a lay chela,
feeling sure that he may never in this life consciously
hear from his guide. Then as to probationary chelas,
there is an invariable rule that they go upon seven
years' trial. These "trials" do not refer to fixed and
stated tests, but to all the events of life and the bearing
of the probationer in them. There is no place to
which applicants can be referred where their request
could be made, because these matters do not relate to
places and to officials: this is an affair of the inner
nature. We become chelas; we obtain that position in
reality because our inner nature is to that extent
opened that it can and will take knowledge: we receive
the guerdon at the hands of the Law.
In a certain sense every sincere member of the
Theosophical Society is in the way of becoming a
chela, because the Masters do some of Their work
with and for humanity through this Society, selected
by Them as Their agent. And as all Their work and
aspiration are to the end of helping the race, no one
of Their chelas can hope to remain (or become) such,
if any selfish desire for personal possessions of spiritual
wealth constitutes the motive for trying to be a
chela. Such a motive, in the case of one already a
chela, acts instantly to throw him out of the ranks,
whether he be aware of his loss or not, and in the
case of one trying to become a chela it acts as a bar.
Nor does a real chela spread the fact that he is such.
For this Lodge is not like exoteric societies which
depend upon favor or mere outward appearances. It
is a real thing with living Spirit-men at its head, governed
by laws that contain within themselves their
own executioners, and that do not require a tribunal,
nor accusations, nor verdicts, nor any notice whatever.
As a general thing a person of European or American
birth has extreme difficulty to contend with. He
has no heredity of psychical development to call
upon; no known assembly of Masters or Their chelas
within reach. His racial difficulties prevent him from
easily seeing within himself; he is not introspective
by nature. But even he can do much if he purifies his
motive, and either naturally possesses or cultivates an
ardent and unshakeable faith and devotion. A faith
that keeps him a firm believer in the existence of Masters
even through years of non-intercourse. They are
generous and honest debtors and always repay. How
They repay, and when, is not for us to ask. Men may
say that this requires as blind devotion as was ever
asked by any Church. It does, but it is a blind devotion
to Masters who are Truth itself; to Humanity
and to yourself, to your own intuitions and ideals.
This devotion to an ideal is also founded upon another
thing, and that is that a man is hardly ready to be a
chela unless he is able to stand alone and uninfluenced
by other men or events, for he must stand alone, and
he might as well know this at the beginning as at the
end.
There are also certain qualifications which he must
possess. These are to be found in Man, a Fragment
of Forgotten History towards the close of the book,
so we will not dwell upon them here.
The question of the general fitness of applicants
being disposed of, we come to the still more serious
point of the relations of Guru and Chela, or Master
and Disciple. We want to know what it really is to
be a pupil of such a Teacher.
The relation of Guru and Chela is nothing if it is
not a spiritual one. Whatever is merely outward, or
formal, as the relation established by mere asking and
acceptance, is not spiritual, but formal, and is that
which arises between teacher and pupil. Yet even this
latter is not in any way despicable, because the teacher
stands to his pupil, in so far forth as the relation permits,
in the same way as the Guru to his Chela. It is a
difference of degree; but this difference of degree is
what constitutes the distinction between the spiritual
and the material, for, passing along the different shadings
from the grossest materiality to as far as we can
go, we find at last that matter merges into spirit. (We
are now speaking, of course, about what is commonly
called matter, while we well know that in truth the
thing thus designated is not really matter, but an
enormous illusion which in itself has no existence.
The real matter, called mulaprakriti by the Hindus, is
an invisible thing or substance of which our matter
is a representation. The real matter is what the
Hermetists called primordial earth; a, for us, intangible
phase of matter. We can easily come to believe that
what is really called matter is not really such, inasmuch
as we find clairvoyants and nervous people seeing
through thick walls and closed doors. Were this
matter, then they could not see through it. But when
an ordinary clairvoyant comes face to face with primordial
matter, he or she cannot see beyond, but is
met by a dead wall more dense than any wall ever
built by human hands.)
So from earliest times, among all but the modern
western people, the teacher was given great reverence
by the pupil, and the latter was taught from youth to
look upon his preceptor as only second to his father
and mother in dignity. It was among these people a
great sin, a thing that did one actual harm in his
moral being, to be disrespectful to his teacher even
in thought. The reason for this lay then, and no less
to-day does also lie, in the fact that a long chain of influence
extends from the highest spiritual guide who
may belong to any man, down through vast numbers
of spiritual chiefs, ending at last even in the mere
teacher of our youth. Or, to restate it in modern reversion
of thought, a chain extends up from our
teacher or preceptors to the highest spiritual chief in
whose ray or descending line one may happen to be.
And it makes no difference whatever, in this occult
relation, that neither pupil nor final guide may be
aware, or admit, that this is the case.
Thus it happens that the child who holds his teacher
in reverence and diligently applies himself accordingly
with faith, does no violence to this intangible but
mighty chain, and is benefited accordingly, whether
he knows it or not. Nor again does it matter that a
child has a teacher who evidently gives him a bad
system. This is his Karma, and by his reverent and
diligent attitude he works it out, and transcends erstwhile
that teacher.
This chain of influence is called the Guruparampara
chain.
The Guru is the guide or readjuster, and may not
always combine the function of teacher with it.
Z.
C Chela means disciple. It is a Sanscrit word.—J. N.
XIII.
Dear Jasper:
We now have passed from the mere usual and
worldly relations of teacher and pupil to that which
we will call the Lodge for the nonce.
This Lodge is not to be taken up in the pincers of
criticism and analyzed or fixed. It is at once everywhere
and nowhere. It contains within its boundaries
all real Masters, students, guides, and Gurus, of whatever
race or creed or no creed. Of it has been said:
"Beyond the Hall of Learning is the Lodge. It is
the whole body of Sages in all the world. It cannot be
described even by those who are in it, but the student
is not prohibited from imagining what it is like."
So therefore at any time any one of its real teachers
or disciples will gladly help any other teacher or disciple.
But we are not to conclude that, because all
are trying to spread truth and to teach the world, we,
who call ourselves chela-aspirants or known chelas of
any certain person whom we call Guru, can place ourselves
at the same moment under the direct tutelage
of more than one Guru.
Each man who determines in himself that he will
enter the Path, has a Guru. But the time between
that determination and the hour when he will really
know The Master may be long indeed; in some cases
it is very short.
We must now occupy a moment in some consideration
of divisions.
Just as the merest private in the army has a general
who guides the whole but whom he cannot reach
except through the others who are officers, so in this
order we find divisions of Gurus as well as divisions
of disciples.
There is the Great Guru, who is such to many who
never know Him or see Him. Then there are others
who know Him, and who are Gurus to a number of
chelas, and so on until we may imagine a chela who
may be a known Guru to another chela below him.
Then, again, there may be chelas who are acting as
Guru—unacknowledged, because pro tempore in function—to
one or more other chelas.
Now he who makes the resolution above-mentioned,
does thereby make a bond that rests in the highest
Law. It is not a thing to be lightly done, because its
consequences are of a serious nature. Not serious in
the way of disasters or awful torments or such, but
serious in respect to the clearness and brilliancy of
those rays of Truth which we wish to reach us.
We have thereby in a sense—its degree determined
by the sincerity and power of our motive—taken ourselves
out of the common, vast, moving herd of men
who are living—as to this—like dumb animals, and
have knocked at a door. If we have reverenced our
teacher we will now revere our unknown Guru. We
must stand interiorly in a faithful attitude. We must
have an abiding, settled faith that nothing may shake.
For it is to mighty Karma we have appealed, and as
the Guru is Karma in the sense that He never acts
against Karma, we must not lose faith for an instant.
For it is this faith that clears up the air there, and
that enables us to get help from all quarters.
Then perhaps this determinant or postulant or neophyte
decides for himself that he will for the time
take as teacher or guide some other chela whose teachings
commend themselves. It is not necessary that
any out-spoken words should pass between these two.
But having done this, even in thought, he should
then apply himself diligently to the doctrine of that
teacher, not changing until he really finds he has another
teacher or has gone to another class. For if he
takes up one merely to dispute and disagree—whether
outwardly or mentally, he is thereby in danger of
totally obscuring his own mind.
If he finds himself not clearly understanding, then
he should with faith try to understand, for if he by
love and faith vibrates into the higher meaning of his
teacher, his mind is thereby raised, and thus greater
progress is gained.
We now come to the possible case of an aspirant
of that royal and kingly faith who in some way has
really found a person who has advanced far upon the
Path. To this person he has applied and said: "May
I be accepted, and may I be a chela of either thee or
some other?"
That person applied to then perhaps says: "Not
to me; but I refer you to some other of the same class
as yourself, and give you to him to be his chela: serve
him." With this the aspirant goes, say to the one
designated, and deliberately both agree to it.
Here is a case where the real Master has recommended
the aspirant to a co-worker who perchance
is some grade higher than our neophyte, and the latter
is now in a different position from the many others
who are silently striving and working, and learning
from any and all teachers, but having no specialized
Guru for themselves. This neophyte and his "little
guru" are connected by a clear and sacred bond, or
else both are mere lying children, playing and unworthy
of attention. If the "little guru" is true to
his trust, he occupies his mind and heart with it, and
is to consider that the chela represents Humanity to
him for the time.
We postulated that this "little guru" was in advance
of the chela. It must then happen that he says that
which is sometimes not clear to his chela. This will
all the more be so if his chela is new to the matter.
But the chela has deliberately taken that guru, and
must try to understand the doctrine of that teacher.
The proper function of the Guru is to readjust, and
not to pour in vast masses of knowledge expressed in
clear and easily comprehended terms. The latter
would be a piece of nonsense, however agreeable, and
not any whit above what any well-written book would
do for its reader.
The faith and love which exist between them act
as a stimulus to both, and as a purifier to the mind of
the chela.
But if the chela, after a while, meets another person
who seems to know as much as his "little guru,"
and to express it in very easy terms, and the chela
determines to take him as a teacher, he commits an
error. He may listen to his teaching and admire and
profit by it, but the moment he mentally determines
and then in words asks the other to be his teacher, he
begins to rupture the bond that was just established,
and possibly may lose altogether the benefit of both.
Not necessarily, however; but certainly, if he acquaints
not his "little guru" with the fact of the new adoption
of teacher, there will be much confusion in that realm
of being wherein both do their real "work"; and when
he does acquaint his "little guru" with the fact of the
newly-acquired teacher, that older guru will retire.
None of this is meant for those minds which do not
regard these matters as sacred. A Guru is a sacred
being in that sense. Not, of course, in a general sense—yet
even if so regarded when worthy it is better for
the chela,—but in all that pertains to the spiritual and
real life. To the high-strung soul this is a matter of
adoption; a most sacred and valuable thing, not lightly
taken up or lightly dropped. For the Guru becomes
for the time the spiritual Father of the chela; that one
who is destined to bring him into life or to pass him
on to Him who will do so.
So as the Guru is the adjuster in reality, the chela
does not—except where the Guru is known to be a
great Sage or where the chela does it by nature—give
slavish attention to every word. He hears the word
and endeavors to assimilate the meaning underneath;
and if he cannot understand he lays it aside for a better
time, while he presently endeavors to understand what
he can. And if even—as is often so in India—he
cannot understand at all, he is satisfied to be near the
Guru and do what may properly be done for him;
for even then his abiding faith will eventually clear his
mind, of which there are many examples, and regarding
which how appropriate is the line:
"They also serve who only stand and wait."
Z.
XIV.
Dear Jasper:
What I wrote in my last is what may be properly
said to earnest inquirers who show by their perseverance
that they are not mere idle curiosity-seekers, desirous
of beguiling the tedium of life with new experiments
and sensations. It is not what is done, but the
spirit in which the least thing is done for Them who
are all, that is counted.
You ask the names of the seven rays or lodges. The
names could not be given if known to me. In these
matters names are always realities, and consequently
to give the name would be to reveal the thing itself.
Besides, if the names were given, the ordinary person
hearing them would not understand them. Just
as if I should say that the name of the first is X, which
expresses nothing at all to the mind of the hearing person.
All that can be said is that there exist those
seven rays, districts, or divisions, just as we say that
in a town there are legislators, merchants, teachers,
and servants. The difference is that in this case we
know all about the town, and know just what those
names mean. The name only directs the mind to the
idea or essential quality.
Again I must go. But Brothers are never parted
while they live for the True alone.
Z.
The foregoing letters point clearly to one conclusion
concerning that great Theosophist, Madame Blavatsky,
though she is unnamed and perhaps unthought
of there. Since she sacrificed—not so calling it herself—all
that mankind holds dear to bring the glad tidings
of Theosophy to the West, that West, and especially
the Theosophical Society, thereby stands to her as a
chela to his Guru, in so far as it accepts Theosophy.
Her relation to these Theosophists has its being in the
highest Law, and cannot be expunged or ignored. So
those who regard her personality, and, finding it discordant
from theirs, try to reach The Masters by other
means while disregarding or underrating scornfully
her high services, violate a rule which, because it is not
made of man, cannot be broken with impunity. Gratitude
and the common sentiment of man for man
should have taught them this, without occult teaching
at all. Such persons have not reached that stage of
evolution where they can learn the higher truths. She
who accepts the pains of the rack in the torments of a
body sapped of its life force by superb torrents of
energy lavished on her high Cause; she who has braved
the laughter and anger of two continents, and all the
hosts of darkness seen and unseen; she who now lives
on, only that she may take to herself the Karma of the
Society and so ensure its well being, has no need of
any man's praise; but even she has need of justice,
because, without that impulse in our hearts and souls
toward her, she knows that we must fail for this incarnation.
As the babe to the mother, as harvest to
the earth, so are all those bound to her who enjoy the
fruit of her life. May we try, then, to understand
these occult connections brought about by the workings
of Karma, and bring them to bear upon our diurnal,
as well as our theosophical, life. Madame Blavatsky
is for us the next higher link in that great chain, of
which no link can be passed over or missed.
In further illustration of this letter, I might cite
the case of a friend of mine who was at once fired
with Theosophy on first hearing of it and ardently
desired to become a chela. Certainly he had known
these truths in other lives, for all seemed familiar to
him, and, though he was what is called "a man of the
world," he accepted the philosophy, measured some of
its possibilities intuitively, and while careful to do his
duty and cause no jars, he ranged his life, especially
his inner life, to suit these views. The question of
chelaship assumed great prominence in his mind. He
knew of no chelas; knew not where to knock or whom
to ask. Reflection convinced him that real chelaship
consisted in the inner attitude of the postulant; he
remembered magnetic and energetic laws, and he said
to himself that he could at will constitute himself a
chela to the Law, at least so far as his own attitude
went, and if this did not satisfy him, it was a proof
that he desired some personal reward, satisfaction, or
powers in the matter, and that his motive was not
pure. He was slow to formulate his desires, even to
his own mind, for he would not lightly make demands
upon the Law; but he at last determined to put his
own motives to the test; to try himself and see if he
could stand in the attitude of a faithful chela, unrecognized
and apparently unheard. He then recorded in
his own mind an obligation to serve Truth and the
Law as a chela should, always seeking for light and
for further aid if possible, recognizing meanwhile that
the obligation was on his side only, and that he had
no claims on Masters, and only such as he himself
could by the strength of his own purpose institute upon
the Law. Wherever he could hear of chelas and their
duties he listened or read; he tried to imagine himself
in the position of an accepted chela, and to fill, so far
as in him lay, the duties of that place, living up to all
the light he had. For he held that a disciple should
always think and act towards the highest possibilities,
whether or not he had yet attained these, and not
merely confine himself to that course of action which
might be considered suited to his lower class or spiritual
estate. He believed that the heart is the creator
of all real ties, and it alone. To raise himself by himself
was then his task. This attitude he resolved to
maintain life after life, if needs were, until at last
his birthright should be assured, his claim recognized
by the Law.
He met with trials, with coldness from those who felt
rather than saw his changed attitude; he met with all
the nameless shocks that others meet when they turn
against the whirlpool of existence and try to find their
way back into the true currents of life. Great sorrows
and loneliness were not slow to challenge his indomitable
will. But he found work to do; and in this he
was most fortunate, for to work for others is the disciple's
joy, his share in the Divine life, his first accolade
by which he may know that his service is accepted.
This man had called upon the Law in faith supreme,
and he was answered. Karma sent him a friend, and
soon he began to get new knowledge, and after a time
information reached him of a place or person where
he might apply to become a chela on probation. It was
not given him as information usually is; nothing of the
sort was told him; but with his extending knowledge
and opening faculties a conviction dawned upon him
that he might pursue such and such a course. He did
so, and his prayer was heard. He said to me afterwards
that he never knew whether he would not have
shown greater strength of mind by relying wholly upon
the reality of his unseen, unacknowledged claim, until
the moment should come when Masters should accept
and call him. For of course he held the ideal of Masters
clearly before his mind all this while. Perhaps
his application showed him to be weaker than he supposed,
in so far as it might evidence a need on his part
for tangible proof of a fact in which his higher nature
prompted him to believe without such proof. Perhaps
it was but natural and right, on the other hand,
that after silent service for some time he should put
himself on record at the first opportunity granted him
by Karma.
He applied, then. I am permitted to give a portion
of the answer he received, and which made clear to
him the fact that he was already accepted in some
measure before his application, as his intuition had
told him. The answer may be of untold value to
others, both as clearly setting forth the dangers of
forcing one's way ahead of one's race, and also by its
advice, admonitions, and evidence that the Great Beings
of the Orient deal most frankly and gently with
applicants. Also it may mark out a course for those
who take the wise plan of testing themselves in silence
before pushing their demands upon the Law.
For this at once heightens their magnetic vibrations,
their evolutionary ratio; their flame burns more brilliantly
and attracts all kinds of shapes and influences
within its radius, so that the fire is hot about him. And
not for him alone: other lives coming in contact with
his feel this fierce energy; they develop more rapidly,
and, if they have a false or weak place in their nature,
it is soon discovered and overthrows them for a time.
This is the danger of coming into "the circle of
ascetics"; a man must be strong indeed who thus
thrusts himself in; it is better as a rule to place oneself
in the attitude of a disciple and impose the tests
oneself: less opposition is provoked. For forces that
are foiled by the Adept may hurl themselves on the
neophyte who cannot be protected unless his Karma
permits it, and there are always those opposing forces
of darkness waiting to thin the ranks of the servitors
of the Good Law.
Up to this point, then, we may follow this student,
and then we lose sight of him; not knowing whether
he progressed or failed, or still serves and waits, because
such things are not made known. To tell so
much as this is rare, and, since it is permitted, it must
be because there are many earnest students in this
country who need some such support and information.
To these I can say that, if they constitute themselves
faithful, unselfish disciples, they are such in the knowledge
of the Great Law, so long as they are true, in
inmost thought and smallest deed, to the pledges of
their heart.
Answer to Y. Says Master:
"Is Y. fully prepared for the uphill work? The way
to the goal he strives to reach is full of thorns and
leads through miry quagmires. Many are the sufferings
the chela has to encounter; still more numerous
the dangers to face and conquer.
"May he think over it and choose only after due reflection.
No Master appealed to by a sincere soul who
thirsts for light and knowledge, has ever turned his
face away from the supplicant. But it is the duty of
those who call for laborers and need them in their
fields, to point out to those who offer themselves in
truth and trust for the arduous work, the pitfalls in the
soil as the hardship of the task.
"If undaunted by this warning Y. persists in his determination,
he may regard himself as accepted as——.
Let him place himself in such case under the guidance
of an older chela. By helping him sincerely and devotedly
to carry on his heavy burden, he shall prepare
the way for being helped in his turn."
(Here follow private instructions.)
"Verily if the candidate relies upon the Law, if he
has patience, trust, and intuition, he will not have to
wait too long. Through the great shadow of bitterness
and sorrow that the opposing powers delight in
throwing over the pilgrim on his way to the Gates of
Light, the candidate perceives that shining Light very
soon in his own soul, and he has but to follow it. Let
him beware, however, lest he mistake the occasional
will-o'-the-wisp of the psychic senses for the reflex
of the great spiritual Light; that Light which dieth not,
yet never lives, nor can it shine elsewhere than on the
pure mirror of Spirit....
"But Y. has to use his own intuitions. One has to
dissipate and conquer the inner darkness before attempting
to see into the darkness without; to know
one's self before knowing things extraneous to one's
senses."
And now, may the Powers to which my friend Y.
has appealed be permitted by still greater and much
higher Powers to help him. This is the sincere and
earnest wish of his truly and fraternally,
△
This letter also shows incidentally how one Adept
may serve another still higher by reporting or conveying
His reply.
TO ASPIRANTS FOR CHELASHIP
Sincere interest in Theosophic truth is often followed
by sincere aspiration after Theosophic life, and
the question continually recurs, What are the conditions
and the steps to chelaship; to whom should applications
be made; how is the aspirant to know that
it has been granted?
As to the conditions and the discipline of chelaship,
not a little has been disclosed in The Theosophist, Man,
Esoteric Buddhism, and other works upon Theosophy;
and some of the qualifications, difficulties, and dangers
have been very explicitly set forth by Madame
Blavatsky in her article upon "Theosophical Mahatmas"
in the Path of December, 1886. To everyone
cherishing even a vague desire for closer relations to
the system of development through which Masters
are produced, the thoughtful study of this article is
earnestly commended. It will clear the ground of
several misconceptions, deepen the sense of the seriousness
of such an effort, and excite a healthy self-distrust
which is better before than after the gate has
been passed.
It is entirely possible, however, that the searching
of desire and strength incited by that article may only
convince more strongly of sincerity, and that not a
few readers may emerge from it with a richer purpose
and a deeper resolve. Even where there is not a distinct
intention to reach chelaship, there may be an
eager yearning for greater nearness to the Masters,
for some definite assurance of guidance and of help.
In either of these cases the question at once arises
before the aspirant, Who is to receive the application,
and how is its acceptance to be signified?
The very natural, indeed the instinctive, step of
such an aspirant is to write to an officer of a Theosophical
Society. None the less is this a mistake.
For a Theosophical Society is an exoteric body, the
Lodge of Masters wholly esoteric. The former is a
voluntary group of inquirers and philanthropists, with
avowed aims, a printed Constitution, and published
officers, and, moreover, expressly disavowing any
power, as a Society, to communicate with Masters;
the latter is an Occult Lodge, of whose address, members,
processes, functions, nothing is known. It follows,
therefore, that there is no person, no place, no
address to which an aspirant may appeal.
Let it be supposed, however, that such an inquiry
is preferred to a person advanced in Occult study,
versed in its methods and tests and qualifications.
Assuredly his reply would be directly to this effect:—
"If you were now fitted to be an accepted chela,
you would of yourself know how, where, and to whom
to apply. For the becoming a chela in reality consists
in the evolution or development of certain spiritual
principles latent in every man, and in great measure
unknown to your present consciousness. Until these
principles are to some degree consciously evolved by
you, you are not in practical possession of the means
of acquiring the first rudiments of that knowledge
which now seems to you so desirable. Whether it is
desired by your mind or by your heart is still another
important question, not to be solved by any one who
has not yet the clew to Self.
"It is true that these qualities can be developed (or
forced) by the aid of an Adept. And most applicants
for chelaship are actuated by a desire to receive instructions
directly from the Masters. They do not
ask themselves what they have done to merit a privilege
so rare. Nor do they consider that, all Adepts
being servants of the Law of Karma, it must follow
that, did the applicant now merit Their visible aid, he
would already possess it and could not be in search of
it. The indications of the fulfilment of the Law are,
in fact, the partial unfolding of those faculties above
referred to.
"You must, then, reach a point other than that
where you now stand, before you can even ask to be
taken as a chela on probation. All candidates enter
the unseen Lodge in this manner, and it is governed
by Laws containing within themselves their own fulfilment
and not requiring any officers whatever. Nor
must you imagine that such a probationer is one who
works under constant and known direction of either
an Adept or another chela. On the contrary, he is
tried and tested for at least seven years, and perhaps
many more, before the point is reached when he is
either accepted (and prepared for the first of a series
of initiations often covering several incarnations), or
rejected. And this rejection is not by any body of
men just as they incline, but is the natural rejection
by Nature. The probationer may or may not hear
from his Teacher during this preliminary period;
more often he does not hear. He may be finally rejected
and not know it, just as some men have been
on probation and have not known it until they suddenly
found themselves accepted. Such men are
those self-developed persons who have reached that
point in the natural order after many incarnations,
where their expanded faculties have entitled them to
an entrance into the Hall of Learning or the spiritual
Lodge beyond. And all I say of men applies equally
to women.
"When anyone is regularly accepted as a chela on
probation, the first and only order he receives (for the
present) is to work unselfishly for humanity—sometimes
aiding and aided by some older chela—while
striving to get rid of the strength of the personal idea.
The ways of doing this are left to his own intuition entirely,
inasmuch as the object is to develop that intuition
and to bring him to self-knowledge. It is his having
these powers in some degree that leads to his
acceptance as a probationer, so that it is more than
probable that you have them not yet save as latent
possibilities. In order to have in his turn any title
to help, he must work for others, but that must not
be his motive for working. He who does not feel
irresistibly impelled to serve the Race, whether he
himself fails or not, is bound fast by his own personality
and cannot progress until he has learned that the
race is himself and not that body which he now occupies.
The ground of this necessity for a pure motive
was recently stated in Lucifer to be that 'unless the
intention is entirely unalloyed, the spiritual will transform
itself into the psychic, act on the astral plane,
and dire results may be produced by it. The powers
and forces of animal nature can be equally used by
the selfish and revengeful as by the unselfish and all-forgiving;
forgiving; the powers and forces of spirit lend themselves
only to the perfectly pure in heart.'
"It may be stated, however, that even those natural
forces cannot be discovered by any man who has not
obtained the power of getting rid of his personality
in some degree. That an emotional desire to help
others does not imply this freedom from personality
may be seen by the fact that, if you were now perfected
in unselfishness in the real sense, you would
have a conscious existence separate from that of the
body and would be able to quit the body at will: in
other words, to be free from all sense of self is to be
an Adept, for the limitations of self inhibit progress.
"Hear also the words of the Master, taken from
Sinnett's The Occult World. 'Perhaps you will better
appreciate our meaning when told that in our view
the highest aspirations for the welfare of humanity
become tainted with selfishness if, in the mind of
the philanthropist, there lurks the shadow of a desire
for self-benefit or a tendency to do injustice, even
when these exist unconsciously to himself.'
"While setting forth these facts, as well as the dangers
and difficulties—both those set ones appointed
by the laws of the Lodge and the more innumerable
ones adjudged by Karma and hastened by the efforts
of the neophyte, it should also be stated that the
Masters desire to deter no man from entering the
path. They are well aware, however, from the repeated
trials and records of centuries, and from their
knowledge of our racial difficulties, how few are the
persons who have any clew to their own real nature,
which is the foe they attempt to conquer the moment
they become pupils of the occult. Hence They endeavor,
so far as Karma permits, to hold unfit individuals
back from rash ventures, the results of which
would recoil upon their unbalanced lives and drive
them to despair. The powers of evil, inadequately
defied by the ignorant man, revenge themselves
upon him as well as upon his friends, and not upon
those who are above their reach. Although these
powers are not hideous objective shapes coming in
tangible ways, they are none the less real and dangerous.
Their descent in such instances cannot be
prevented; it is Karma.
"To lose all sense of self, then, implies the loss of
all that ordinary men must value in themselves. It
therefore behooves you to seriously consider these
points:
"1st. What is your motive in desiring to be a chela?
You think that motive is well known to you, whereas
it is hidden deep within you, and by that hidden
motive you will be judged. It has flared up from unseen
regions upon men sure of themselves, has belched
out in some lurid thought or deed of which they
esteemed themselves incapable, and has overthrown
their life or reason. Therefore test yourself ere
Karma tests you.
"2d. What the place and duties of a true neophyte
are.
"When you have seriously considered both for
twenty-one days, you may, if your desire remains
firm, take a certain course open to you. It is this.
"Although you do not now know where you can offer
yourself to Masters themselves as a chela on probation,
yet, in forming that desire in your heart and
in re-affirming it (if you do) after due consideration
of these points, you have then to some extent called
upon the Law, and it is within your power to constitute
yourself a disciple, so far as in you lies, through
the purity of your motive and effort if both are sufficiently
sustained. No one can fix a period when this
effort will bear fruit, and, if your patience and faith
are not strong enough to bear you through an unlimited
(so far as you know) period of unselfish work for
humanity, you had better resign your present fancy,
for it is then no more than that. But if otherwise,
you are to work for the spiritual enlightenment of
Humanity in and through the Theosophical Society
(which much needs such laborers), and in all other
modes and planes as you best can, remembering the
word of Masters: 'He who does what he can and all
that he can, and all that he knows how to do, does
enough for us.' This task includes that of divesting
yourself of all personality through interior effort, because
that work, if done in the right spirit, is even
more important to the race than any outward work
we can do. Living as you now are, on the outward
plane chiefly, your work is due there and is to be
done there until your growth shall fit you to pass
away from it altogether.
"In following this course you work towards a fixed
point under observation,—as is, indeed, the whole
Theosophic body, which is now, as a body, a chela of
Masters, but specialized from other members in the
sense that your definite aim and trust are understood
and taken into consideration by the unseen Founders
and the Law. The Theosophical Society then stands
to you, for the time being, as any older chela might
who was appointed for you to aid and to work under.
You are not, understand, a chela on probation, since
no one without authority can confer or announce such
a privilege. But if you succeed in lifting yourself
and others spiritually, it will be known, no matter what
the external silence may seem to be, and you will receive
your full dues from Those who are honest
debtors and ministers of the Just and Perfect Law.
You must be ready to work, to wait, and to aspire in
silence, just as all do who have fixed their eyes on this
goal. Remember that your truest adviser is to be found,
and constantly sought, within yourself. Only by experience
can you learn to know its voice from that of
natural instinct or mere logic, and strengthen this
power, by virtue of which the Masters have become
what They are.
"Your choice or rejection of this course is the first
test of yourself. Others will follow, whether you are
aware of them or not, for the first and only right of
the neophyte is—to be tried. Hence silence and sorrow
follow his acceptance instead of the offer of prompt
aid for which he looks. Yet even that shall not be
wanting; those trials and reverses will come only from
the Law to which you have appealed."
J. N.
XV.
Dear Jasper:
I gave your letter to a distressed soul: she returned
thanks, saying it was a cooling draught to one athirst.
The thanks of course are yours. Now this lady says
it was refreshment to the weary, that letter. True, or
she would not say it. But it was not so to me nor
to you.
We needed it not. But she illustrates a certain
state of progress. She is not yet where we are; but
which is happier? She is happier, but poorer in hope.
We are not all too happy, but are rich in hope, knowing
the prize at the end of time, and not deterred by
the clouds, the storms, the miasms and dreadful beasts
of prey that line the road. Let us, then, at the very
outset wash out of our souls all desire for reward,
all hope that we may attain. For so long as we thus
hope and desire, we shall be separated from the Self.
If in the Self all things are, then we cannot wish to be
something which we can only compass by excluding
something else.
So being beyond this lady so grateful, we find that
everything we meet on this illusory plane of existence
is a lure that in one way or another has power
to draw us out of our path. That is the point we
are at, and we may call it the point where lures of
Maya have omnipresent power. Therefore we must
beware of the illusions of matter.
Before we got to this stage we knew well the fateful
lure, the dazzling mirror of the elemental Self,
here and there in well-defined places, and intrenched
as it was, so to say, in strongly-marked defenses.
Those we assaulted; and that was what it desired, for
it did think that it then had no need to exercise the
enchantment which is hard because so subtle, and so
distributed here and there that we find no citadels to
take, no battalions in array. But now our dearest
friends are unconsciously in league with the deceptive
in nature. How strongly do I realize the dejection
of Arjuna as he let his bow drop from his hand and
sat down on his chariot in despair. But he had a sure
spot to rest upon. He used his own. He had Krishna
near, and he might fight on.
So in passing along those stages where the grateful
lady and others are, we may perhaps have found
one spot we may call our own and possess no other
qualification for the task. That spot is enough. It
is our belief in the Self, in Masters: it is the little
flame of intuition we have allowed to burn, that we
have fostered with care.
Then come these dreadful lures. They are, in
fact, but mere carcasses, shells of monsters from past
existences, offering themselves that we may give
them life to terrify us as soon as we have entered
them either by fear or love. No matter which way
we enter, whether by attachment or by repugnant
horror, it is all one: they are in one case vivified by
a lover; in the other by a slave who would be free
but cannot.
Here it is the lure of enjoyment of natural pleasures,
growing out of life's physical basis; there it is
self-praise, anger, vanity, what not? Even these
beautiful hills and river, they mock one, for they live
on untrammelled. Perhaps they do not speak to us
because they know the superiority of silence. They
laugh with each other at us in the night, amused at
the wild struggle of this petty man who would pull
the sky down. Ach! God of Heaven! And all the
sucklings of Theosophy wish that some great, well-diplomæd
Adept would come and open the secret box;
but they do not imagine that other students have
stepped on the spikes that defend the entrance to the
way that leads to the gate of the Path. But we will
not blame them, nor yet wish for the things—the
special lots—that some of them have abstracted, because
now that we know the dreadful power that
despair and doubt and violated conscience have, we
prefer to prepare wisely and carefully, and not rush
in like fools where angels do not pass uninvited.
But, Companion, I remind you of the power of the
lure. This Path passes along under a sky and in a
clime where every weed grows a yard in the night.
It has no discrimination. Thus even after weeks or
months of devotion, or years of work, we are surprised
at small seeds of vanity or any other thing
which would be easily conquered in other years of
inattentive life, but which seem now to arise as if
helped by some damnable intelligence. This great
power of self-illusion is strong enough to create a
roaring torrent or a mountain of ice between us and
our Masters.
In respect to the question of sex. It is, as you
know, given much prominence by both women and
men to the detriment of the one sex or the other, or
of any supposed sex. There are those who say that
the female sex is not to be thought of in the spirit;
that all is male. Others say the same for the female.
Now both are wrong. In the True there is no sex,
and when I said "There all men are women and all
women are men," I was only using rhetoric to accentuate
the idea that neither one nor the other was predominant,
but that the two were coalesced, so to say,
into one. In the same way you might say, "men are
animals there and vice versa." Mind, this is in regard
to Spirit, and not in regard to the psychical states.
For in the psychical states there are still distinctions,
as the psychical, though higher than the material, is
not as high as Spirit, for it still partakes of matter.
For in the Spirit or Atma all experiences of all forms
of life and death are found at once, and he who is
one with the Atma knows the whole manifested Universe
at once. I have spoken of this condition before
as the Turya or fourth state.
When I say that the female principle represents matter,
I do not mean women, for they in any one or more
cases may be full of the masculine principle, and vice
versa.
Matter is illusionary and vain, and so the female
element is illusionary and vain, as well as tending to
the established order.D So in the Kaballa it is said
that the woman is a wall about the man. A balance
is necessary, and that balance is found in women, or
the woman element. You can easily see that the
general tendency of women is to keep things as they
are and not to have change. Woman—not here and
there women—has never been the pioneer in great
reforms. Of course many single individual women
have been, but the tendency of the great mass of the
women has always been to keep things as they are
until the men have brought about the great change.
This is why women always support any established
religion, no matter what,—Christian, Jewish, Buddhist,
or Brahmin. The Buddhist women are as much
believers in their religion and averse from changing
it as are their Christian sisters opposed in the mass
to changing theirs.
Now as to telling which element predominates in
any single person, it is hard to give a general test
rule. But perhaps it might be found in whether a
person is given to abstract or concrete thought, and
similarly whether given to mere superficial things or
to deep fundamental matters. But you must work
that out, I think, for yourself.
Of course in the spiritual life no organ disappears,
but we must find out what would be the mode of operation
of any organ in its spiritual counterpart. As
I understand, the spiritual counterparts of the organs
are powers, and not organs, as the eye is the power
to see, the ear the power to hear, and so on. The
generative organs would then become the creative
power and perhaps the Will. You must not suppose
that in the spirit life the organs are reproduced as
we see them.
One instance will suffice. One may see pictures
in the astral light through the back of the head or
the stomach. In neither place is there any eye, yet
we see. It must be by the power of seeing, which
in the material body needs the specialized place or
specializing organ known as the eye. We hear often
through the head without the aid of the auricular
apparatus, which shows us that there is the power
of hearing and of transmitting and receiving sounds
without the aid of an external ear or its inside cerebral
apparatus. So of course all these things survive
in that way. Any other view is grossly material,
leading to a deification of this unreal body, which is
only an image of the reality, and a poor one at that.
In thinking over these matters you ought always
to keep in mind the three plain distinctions of physical,
psychical, and spiritual, always remembering that
the last includes the other two. All the astral things
are of the psychical nature, which is partly material
and therefore very deceptive. But all are necessary,
for they are, they exist.
The Deity is subject to this law, or rather it is the
law of the Deity. The Deity desires experience or
self-knowledge, which is only to be attained by stepping,
so to say, aside from self. So the Deity produces
the manifested universes consisting of matter,
psychical nature, and spirit. In the Spirit alone resides
the great consciousness of the whole; and so it
goes on ever producing and drawing into Itself, accumulating
such vast and enormous experiences that
the pen falls down at the thought. How can that be
put into language? It is impossible, for we at once
are met with the thought that the Deity must know
all at all times. Yet there is a vastness and an awe-inspiring
influence in this thought of the Day and
Night of Brahman. It is a thing to be thought over
in the secret recesses of the heart, and not for discussion.
It is the All.
And now, my Brother, for the present I leave you.
May your restored health enable you to do more work
for the world.
I salute you, my Brother, and wish you to reach
the terrace of enlightenment.
LETTERS
THAT HAVE HELPED ME
VOL. II COMPILED BY THOMAS GREEN and JASPER NIEMAND
THIRD EDITION
THE
UNITED LODGE OF THEOSOPHISTS Los Angeles, California
1920
In Devotion
TO THE IMMORTALS
and in
The Service of Humanity
This little book
is laid
Upon the Altar
June, 1905
The Master's love is bountiful; its light
shines upon thy face and shall make all the
crooked ways straight for thee.
Farewell Book.
Hitherto I have been an exile from my
true country; now I return thither. Do
not weep for me; I return to that celestial
land where each goes in his turn.
One marked difference will be noticed between this,
the second volume of Letters That Have Helped
Me, and the earlier volume. That first volume had a
unity of purpose and development, setting forth, as it
did, in due sequence, the salient points of the eastern
teaching. This unity palpably arose from the fact
that the series of letters was written to one individual,
and thus followed along a line suited to the unfolding
needs and the studies of that individual, as to those
of all fellow students pursuing an identical line of
thought.
The present volume, on the contrary, consists of
letters, and extracts from letters, written to a number
of people in different parts of the world. In many
instances, an extract only was sent to the compilers
by individuals appealed to, that of their store something
might be given to their fellow-men. In other
instances, the entire letter was sent, but contained
personal or other matter, which could not be published.
In still other instances, the entire letter is
given. It has been thought best to omit all headings
and endings to these letters, in order that no discrimination
shall be made in respect of the recipients, thus
leaving the truths which the letters embody to stand
out in their own relief, unmarred by a label and a
name. Many of the extracts were published in The
Irish Theosophist, and others still in the "Tea-Table"
of The Path, where "Quickly" stood for Mr. Judge.
It was the wish of Mr. Judge, expressed in writing to
one of the compilers, that the series should be republished
(with the addition of other matter) as a
second volume of the earlier work. The compilers are
thus carrying out the direct wishes of Mr. Judge.
During the lifetime of Mr. Judge, it was possible to
rearrange, to suggest excision or amplification, or the
grouping of various extracts as one letter; and it was
possible as well to annotate, since Mr. Judge read all
proof, and was always ready to consider any suggestions,
while he was also pleased to see that his
annotator had grasped his meaning, or to correct
errors in this respect. It is evident that such rearrangement,
adding as it would to the completeness
and the unity of a series, is much to be desired. It
was hoped to continue this method with the present
volume; but the death of the writer has made it impossible.
We can only publish some letters completely,
as they stand, and group together such extracts as
remain.
One point more. A great number of letters have
thus come up. One compiler alone has many score,
all written since the publication of the first volume,
and ranging over that period of years in which the
trials of Mr. Judge became increasingly heavy, a
period to which his unexpected death set a term.
How great were these trials, none well knew except the
Master Whom he so devotedly served. The last letter
of all was written but a very short while before his
death. In no single letter out of all these numbers—in
no letter that the compilers have seen—is there a
harsh or condemnatory word said of the authors of
his trials. He accepts the bitter, the profound injustice
done him without one word which could
impugn the faith he held, the teachings he gave out.
Surprise there is; annoyance once or twice at the
waste of time, the irrational deeds and words. And
then he turns him to that wise compassion which
knows that it is not he who is wronged who is in truth
the sufferer, but he who inflicts a wrong.
Mr. Judge always taught the truest Occultism, the
highest path. When his hour of trial struck, step by
step he followed along that path. In the destiny of
the crucified, whether Christs, or Christ-disciples, it
is always seen that the loudest denial comes from
those most helped, most served. It is he who sits
"at meat" with them who betrays them. And of all
the long time of martyrs, never one has been
exonerated to his era, justified to his age. This fact
alone should make thinking men pause, remembering
further that the crowd always prefers that Barabbas
should be released unto them.
The great drama ever follows the same lines. The
initiate, be he disciple or be he adept, cannot defend
himself; this is the inexorable law. But he has all
the tenderest support that his great predecessors along
the path of thorns can bestow; all the joy of a battle
nobly fought; all the gratitude of those among his
fellows whose intuition can follow him behind the veil
which screens the initiate from our sight.
So it comes about that these letters breathe the
compassion, the patience, the brotherliness their
author lived to inculcate. Sorrow, indeed, he felt;
but he put it bravely by. His great and kind heart
remained sound to the core. He sweetened the hours
of bitterness by profound resignation to The Law.
He was one of those of whom it is written: "He
that loseth his life for My sake shall find it."
For the helping of mankind we publish these
letters. To the judgment of posterity we commit
them, knowing well that in the eternal spaces the
Truth alone prevails. He who is here seen sustaining
and consoling his fellows during the saddest hours of
his life and down to the doors of the tomb, was in his
turn upheld—not alone by a great faith and by an All-Compassionate
Hand—but also by the Love enshrined
in his own quiet heart. To The Master he left the
rest.
The Compilers.
LETTERS
I.
Dear Brothers and Sisters:
I do not think that you will take it amiss that I
again intrude myself before you. I am so far off,
and the place where my old friend and teacher—the
one who pointed out to me the way that must
bring us, if followed, to the light and peace and power
of truth—is so dear to me, I would fain speak with
those, my fellow-workers, who now live where she
worked, and where her mighty soul left the body she
used for our advantage. This is surely sufficient
reason.
Refer to the Master's letter in The Occult World
and you will find him saying that the Masters are
philanthropists and care only for that. Hence, the
very oldest F.T.S. who has been selfish, and not
philanthropic, has never come under the notice of the
Masters, has never done anything, in fact, toward the
development of the soul in his possession, nothing
for the race of man. It is not membership in the
T.S., or any other mystical body, that brings us near
the Masters, but just such philanthropic work with
just the pure motive.
Then I know, and say plainly—for as so close to
each other we should plainly speak—that some of us,
maybe all, have waited and wondered, and wished and
hoped, for what? Variously expressed thus: one
wants to go to the Master, not knowing even if it be
fitting; another wants to know what is the vague longing
inside; another says that if the inner senses were
but developed and hopes the Master would develop
them, and so on; all, however, expressed by what the
Master has himself written, "You want to find out
about us, of our methods of work, and for that you
seek along the line of occultism." Well, it is right
for us to seek and to try and to want to reach to Them,
for otherwise we never will in any age get where such
Beings are. But as wise thinkers we should act and
think wisely. I know many of you and what I am
saying should help some as it does me also.
You are all on the road to Masters, but as we are
now, with the weak and hereditarily diseased bodies
we have, we could not live an hour with Masters did
we jump suddenly past space to Them. Some too have
doubt and darkness, the doubt mostly as to themselves.
This should not be harboured, for it is a wile
of the lower man striving to keep you back among
the mediocre of the race. When you have lifted
yourself up over that level of the race, the enemy of
man strikes and strives at all times to bring clouds of
doubt and despair. You should know that all, everyone,
down to the most obscure, who are working
steadily, are as steadily creeping on to a change, and
yet on and on to other changes, and all steps to the
Master. Do not allow discouragement to come in.
Time is needed for all growth, and all change, and all
development. Let time have her perfect work and do
not stop it.
How may it be stopped? How many have thought
of this I do not know, but here is a fact. As a sincere
student works on, his work makes him come every day
nearer to a step, and if it be an advance then it is certain
there is a sort of silence or loneliness all around in the
forest of his nature. Then he may stop all by allowing
despair to come in with various reasons and pretexts;
he may thus throw himself to where he began. This
is not arbitrary law but Nature's. It is a law of mind,
and the enemies of man take advantage of it for the
undoing of the unwary disciple. I would never let
the least fear or despair come before me, but if I cannot
see the road, nor the goal for the fog, I would
simply sit down and wait; I would not allow the fog
to make me think no road was there, and that I was
not to pass it. The fogs must lift.
What then is the panacea finally, the royal talisman?
It is Duty, Selflessness. Duty persistently followed
is the highest yoga, and is better than mantrams
or any posture, or any other thing. If you can do no
more than duty it will bring you to the goal. And,
my dear friends, I can swear it, the Masters are watching
us all, and that without fail when we come to the
right point and really deserve They manifest to us.
At all times I know They help and try to aid us as
far as we will let Them.
Why, the Masters are anxious (to use a word of
our own) that as many as possible may reach to the
state of power and love They are in. Why, then, suppose
they help not? As they are Atman and therefore
the very law of Karma itself, They are in everything
in life, and every phase of our changing days and
years. If you will arouse your faith on this line you
come nearer to help from Them than you will recognise.
I send you my love and hope, and best thoughts
that you may all find the great light shining around
you every day. It is there.
Your brother, William Q. Judge.
II.
Once more in the absence of —— I send you a
word of brotherly greeting. I would ask you to read
it impersonally in every part, as I have no reserved
thoughts and no ulterior aim in it, and have not had
any letters or news from anyone to lead me to write.
We are so far away from each other that now and
then such a greeting is well, and should be taken in
the spirit it is sent. It is not possible to send to any
other household as none other exists in the Society,
you being unique in this, that you are the only one.
Here we have no such thing, all nearly living at other
places, and this being merely a centre for work.
Many times have co-operative households been tried
and failed. One was tried here and is famous. It was
called the Brook Farm, but it had no such high aim
and philosophy behind it as you have, and thus the
personal frictions developed at any place of close intimacy
broke it up. That should be a guide to you to
enable you to watch and avoid. Yours may alter in
number and in personnel, but can never really be broken
up if the aim is high and the self-judgment is strict
and not self-righteous. I am not accusing you of this,
but only stating a common human danger, from which
the Theosophist is not at any time exempt. Indeed, he
is in danger in your centre from the fact that strong
force revolves around it. Hence all must be ever careful,
for the personal element is one that ever has a
tendency to delude us as it hides behind various walls
and clothes itself in the faults, real or imaginary, of
others.
Your centre being the only one as yet of such size,
it is useful to think how you may best all act as to make
it truly international. Each one has a right to his or
her particular "crank," of course, but no one ought to
think that anyone else is to be judged from not being
of the same stripe of "crank." One eats meat, another
does not. Neither is universally right, for the kingdom
of heaven does not come from meat, or from its
absence. Another smokes and another does not; these
are neither universally right nor wrong, as smoke for
one is good and for another is bad; the true cosmopolitan
allows each to do in such matters as he likes. Essentials
are the only things on which true occultism and
Theosophy require an agreement, and such temporary
matters as food and other habitual daily things are not
essentials. One may make a mistake, too, of parading
too much his or her particular line of life or act. When
this is done the whole world is bored, and nothing effective
or lasting is gained except a cranky impression.
In a place like yours, where so many of all sorts of
nature are together, there is a unique opportunity for
gain and good in the chance it gives one for self-discipline.
There friction of personality is inevitable, and
if each one learns the great "give and take," and looks
not for the faults of the others but for the faults he
sees in himself, because of the friction, then great
progress can be made. The Masters have said that the
great step is to learn how to get out of the rut each
one has by nature and by training, and to fill up the
old grooves. This has been misconstrued by some who
have applied it to mere outer habits of life, and forgotten
that its real application is to the mental grooves and
the astral ones also. Each mind has a groove, and is
not naturally willing to run in the natural groove of
another mind. Hence comes often friction and wrangle.
Illustrate it by the flanged wheel of the steam-engine
running on a track. It cannot run off nor on a track
of broader or narrower gauge, and so is confined to
one. Take off the flange and make the face of the
wheel broader, and then it can run on any road that is
at all possible. General human nature is like the
engine, it is flanged and run for a certain size of track,
but the occultist or the would-be one should take off
the flange and have a broad-faced wheel that will accommodate
itself to the other mind and nature. Thus
in one life even we might have the benefit of many,
for the lives of other men are lived beside us unnoticed
and unused because we are too broad and flanged in
wheel, or too narrow and flanged also. This is not
easy, it is true, to change, but there is no better opportunity
than is hourly presented to you in the whole
world, to make the alteration. I would gladly have
such a chance, which Karma has denied me, and I see
the loss I incur each day by not having it there or here.
You have it, and from there should go out to all the
earth soon or late, men and women who are broad and
free and strong for the work of helping the world. My
reminding you of all this is not a criticism, but is due
to my own want of such an opportunity, and being at a
distance I can get a clearer view of the case, and what
you have for your own benefit and also for all others.
It is natural for one to ask: "What of the future,
and what of the defined object, if any, for our work?"
That can be answered in many ways.
There is, first, our own work, in and on ourselves,
each one. That has for its object the enlightenment of
oneself for the good of others. If that is pursued
selfishly some enlightenment comes, but not the amount
needed for the whole work. We have to watch ourselves
so as to make of each a centre from which, in our
measure, may flow out the potentialities for good that
from the adept come in large and affluent streams.
The future then, for each, will come from each present
moment. As we use the moment so we shift the
future up or down for good or ill; for the future being
only a word for the present—not yet come—we
have to see to the present more than all. If the present
is full of doubt or vacillation, so will be the future; if
full of confidence, calmness, hope, courage and intelligence,
thus also will be the future.
As to the broader scope of the work, that comes
from united effort of the whole mass of units. It embraces
the race, and as we cannot escape from the destiny
of the race we have to dismiss doubt and continue
at work. The race is, as a whole, in a transition state,
and many of its units are kept back by the condition of
the whole. We find the path difficult because, being
of the race, the general race tendencies very strongly
affect us. This we cannot do away with in a moment.
It is useless to groan over it; it is also selfish, since we,
in the distant past, had a hand in making it what it
now is. The only way we can alter it is by such action
now as makes of each one a centre for good, a force
that makes "for righteousness," and that is guided by
wisdom. From the great power of the general badness
we each one have a greater fight to wage the moment
we force our inner nature up beyond the dead level of
the world. So before we attempt that forcing we
should, on the lower plane, accumulate all that we can
of merit by unselfish acts, by kind thoughts, by detaching
our minds from the allurements of the world. This
will not throw us out of the world, but will make us
free from the great force which is called by Bœhme
the "Turba," by which he meant the immense power of
the unconscious and material basis of our nature. That
material base being devoid of soul is more inclined on
this plane to the lower things of life than to the higher.
Hence, until we have in some degree conquered that,
it is useless for us to be wishing, as so many of us do,
to see the Masters and to be with Them. They could
not help us unless we furnish the conditions, and a
mere desire is not the needed condition. The new condition
calls for a change in thought and nature.
So the Masters have said this is a transition age, and
he who has ears to hear will hear what has thus been
said. We are working for the new cycles and centuries.
What we do now in this transition age will be like what
the great Dhyan Chohans did in the transition point—the
midway point—in evolution at the time when all
matter and all types were in a transition and fluid state.
They then gave the new impulse for the new types,
which resulted later in the vast varieties of nature. In
the mental development we are now at the same point
and what we now do in faith and hope for others and
for ourselves will result similarly on the plane to which
it is all directed. Thus in other centuries we will come
out again and go on with it. If we neglect it now, so
much the worse for us then. Hence we are not working
for some definite organisation of the new years to
come, but for a change in the Manas and Buddhi of the
Race. That is why it may seem indefinite, but it is,
nevertheless, very defined and very great in scope. Let
me refer you to that part of The Secret Doctrine,
penned by Master Himself, where the midway point of
evolution is explained in reference to the ungulate
mammals. It should give you a glimpse of what we
have to do, and remove all vain longings for a present
sojourn with our unseen guides and brothers. The
world is not free from superstition, and we, a part of
it, must have some traces left of the same thing. They
have said that a great shadow follows all innovations
in the life of humanity; the wise one will not bring on
that shadow too soon and not until some light is ready
to fall at the same time for breaking up the darkness.
Masters could give now all the light and knowledge
needed, but there is too much darkness that would
swallow up all the light, except for a few bright souls,
and then a greater darkness would come on. Many of
us could not grasp nor understand all that might be
given, and to us would result a danger and new difficulty
for other lives, to be worked out in pain and sorrow.
It is from kindness and love that Masters do not
blind us with the electric flash of truth complete.
But concretely there is a certain object for our general
work. It is to start up a new force, a new current
in the world, whereby great and long-gone Gnanis, or
wise ones, will be attracted back to incarnate among
men here and there, and thus bring back the true life
and the true practices. Just now a pall of darkness is
over all that no Gnani will be attracted by. Here and
there a few beams strike through this. Even in India
it is dark, for there, where the truth is hid, the thick
veil of theological dogma hides all; and though there
is a great hope in it the Masters cannot pierce through
to minds below. We have to educate the West so
that it may appreciate the possibilities of the East, and
thus on the waiting structure in the East may be built
up a new order of things for the benefit of the whole.
We have, each one of us, to make ourselves a centre of
light; a picture gallery from which shall be projected
on the astral light such scenes, such influences, such
thoughts, as may influence many for good, shall thus
arouse a new current, and then finally result in drawing
back the great and the good from other spheres
from beyond the earth. This is not spiritualism at all,
for it has no reference to the denizens of spook-land in
any way.
Let us then have great faith and confidence. See
how many have gone out from time to time from your
centre to many and distant parts of the world, and
how many will continue to go for the good and the
gain of man of all places. They have gone to all parts,
and it must be that even if the centre should be disrupted
from causes outside of you, its power and reality
will not be destroyed at all, but will ever remain,
even after all of it may have gone as far as bricks and
mortar are concerned.
I give you my best wishes and brotherly greeting
for the new year and for every year that is to come.
Affectionately yours, William Q. Judge.
III.
I send you this, and you will keep it, using it later on
when I give the word. It is to be headed by me later.
The Theosophical movement was begun as a work
of the Brotherhood of which H. P. B. is a member,
and in which the great Initiate, who was by her called
Master, is one of the Chiefs.
It was started among Western people by Western
people, the two chief agents being H. P. B., a Russian,
and H. S. Olcott, an American. The place where it
was started was also Western—the City of New York.
But notwithstanding that the Brotherhood thus had
it begun, it must, as a Society, be kept with a free
platform, while, at the same time, its members are individually
free to take and hold what belief they find
approved by conscience, provided that belief does not
militate against Universal Brotherhood. Hence they
are at perfect liberty to believe in the Lodge of that
Brotherhood and in its messengers, and also to accept
their doctrines as to man, his nature, powers and
destiny as given out by the messengers on behalf of the
Lodge.
The fact is significant that the Theosophical movement
was thus, as said, begun in the Western world,
in the country where the preparations for the new root
race are going on, and where that new root is to
appear. This was not to give precedence to any one
race or country over another, or to reduce any race or
country, but was and is according to the law of cycles,
which is a part of evolution. In the eye of that great
Law no country is first or last, new or old, high or
low, but each at the right time is appropriate for whatever
the work is that must be performed. Each country
is bound up with all the others and must assist
them.
This movement has, among others, an object which
should be borne in mind. It is the union of the West
with the East, the revival in the East of those greatnesses
which once were hers, the development in the
West of that Occultism which is appropriate for it, so
that it may, in its turn, hold out a helping hand to
those of older blood who may have become fixed in
one idea, or degraded in spirituality.
For many centuries this union has been worked towards
and workers have been sent out through the
West to lay the foundations. But not until 1875 could
a wide public effort be made, and then the Theosophical
Society came into existence because the times were
ripe and the workers ready.
Organisations, like men, may fall into ruts or
grooves of mental and psychic action, which, once
established, are difficult to obliterate. To prevent
those ruts or grooves in the Theosophical movement,
its guardians provided that necessary shocks should
now and then interpose so as to conduce to solidarity,
to give strength such as the oak obtains from buffetting
the storm, and in order that all grooves of mind,
act, or thought, might be filled up.
It is not the desire of the Brotherhood that those
members of the Theosophical movement who have,
under their rights, taken up a belief in the messengers
and the message should become pilgrims to India.
To arouse that thought was not the work nor the wish
of H. P. B. Nor is it the desire of the Lodge to have
members think that Eastern methods are to be followed,
Eastern habits adopted, or the present East
made the model or the goal. The West has its own
work and its duty, its own life and development. Those
it should perform, aspire to and follow, and not try to
run to other fields where the duties of other men are to
be performed. If the task of raising the spirituality of
India, now degraded and almost suffocated, were easy,
and if thus easily raised could it shine into and enlighten
the whole world of the West, then, indeed, were
the time wasted in beginning in the West, when a
shorter and quicker way existed in the older land. But
in fact it is more difficult to make an entry into the
hearts and minds of people who, through much lapse
of time in fixed metaphysical dogmatism, have built,
in the psychic and psycho-mental planes, a hard impervious
shell around themselves, than it is to make
that entry with Westerners who, although they may
be meat eaters, yet have no fixed opinions deep laid in
a foundation of mysticism and buttressed with a pride
inherited from the past.
The new era of Western Occultism definitely began
in 1875 with the efforts of that noble woman who
abandoned the body of that day not long ago. This
does not mean that the Western Occultism is to be
something wholly different from and opposed to what
so many know, or think they know, as Eastern Occultism.
It is to be the Western side of the one great
whole of which the true Eastern is the other half. It
has, as its mission, largely entrusted to the hands of
the Theosophical Society, to furnish to the West that
which it can never get from the East; to push forward
and raise high on the circular path of evolution now
rolling West, the light that lighteth every man who
cometh into the world—the light of the true self, who
is the one true Master for every human being; all
other Masters are but servants of that true One; in it
all real Lodges have their union.
Woe is set apart—not by Masters but by Nature's
laws—for those who, having started in the path with
the aid of H. P. B. shall in any way try to belittle her
and her work, still, as yet not understood and by many
misunderstood. This does not mean that a mere person
is to be slavishly followed. But to explain her
away, to belittle her, to imagine vain explanations with
which to do away with what is not liked in that which
she said, is to violate the ideal, is to spit back in the face
of the teacher through whom the knowledge and the
opportunity came, to befoul the river which brought
you sweet waters. She was and is one of those servants
of the universal Lodge sent to the West to take up
the work, well knowing of the pain and obloquy and
the insult to the very soul—worst of all insults—which
were certain from the first to be hers. "Those who
cannot understand her had best not try to explain her:
those who do not find themselves strong enough for the
task she plainly outlined from the beginning had best
not attempt it." She knew, and you have been told before,
that high and wise servants of the Lodge have
remained with the West since many centuries for the
purpose of helping it on to its mission and destiny.
That work it would be well for the members of the
Theosophical movement to continue without deviating,
without excitement, without running to extremes, without
imagining that Truth is a matter of either longitude
or latitude: the truth of the soul's life is in no
special quarter of the compass, it is everywhere round
the whole circle, and those who look in one quarter
will not find it.
(This letter is marked in red pencil, by the hand of
Mr. Judge, "unfinished." In fact, it ends with the
word "will," as above, but in publishing earlier some
extracts from this letter, the owner had the permission
of the writer to supply the last three words, which he
had intended to place there when called away, and in
his haste for the post, in returning, had omitted to
add.)
IV. To The Theosophical Publication Society:
It is with great regret that I learn from recent London
advices that the Managers of the Society there
think that the Tract, "Epitome of Theosophy," which
appeared in The Path, is "too advanced to be reprinted
now, and that what is needed is 'a stepping-stone from
fiction to philosophy.'"
Permit me to say that I cannot agree with this opinion,
nor with the policy which is outlined by it. The
opinion is erroneous, and the policy is weak as well as
being out of accord with that of the Masters. Those
Masters have approved the project of the new Society
and are watching the unfolding of its policy.
If I had made up that Epitome wholly myself I
might have some hesitation in speaking in this way,
but I did not. The general idea of such a series of
tracts was given to me some two years ago, and this
one was prepared by several students who know what
the people need. It is at once comprehensive and fundamental.
It covers most of the ground, and if any
sincere reader grasps it he will have food for his reflection
of the sort needed.
If, however, we are to proceed by a mollified passage
from folly (which is fiction) to philosophy, then we at
once diverge from the path marked out for us by the
Masters; and for this statement I can refer to letters
from Them in my hands. I need only draw your attention
to the fact that when those Masters began to
cause Their servants to give out matter in India, They
did not begin with fiction, but with stern facts such as
are to be found in the Fragments of Occult Truth,
which afterwards became Mr. Sinnett's Esoteric
Buddhism. We are not seeking to cater to a lot of
fiction readers and curiosity hunters, but to the pressing
needs of earnest minds. Fiction readers never influenced
a nation's progress. And these earnest minds
do not desire, and ought not to be treated to a gruel
which the sentence just quoted would seem to indicate
as their fate.
Then again, I beg to remind my English brothers
in this enterprise that they should remember that the
United States contain more theosophists and possible
subscribers and readers than the whole of Europe.
They do not want fiction. They want no padding in
their search for truth. They are perfectly able to
grasp that which you call "too advanced." The Master
some years ago said that the U. S. needed the help
of the English body of theosophists. That they did
not get, and now do not require it so much, and their
ideas and needs must be considered by us. We have
twenty-one Branches to your three in Great Britain,
and each month, nearly, sees a new Branch. Several
have written me that they understand the T.P.S. is to
give them good and valuable reprints and not weak
matters of fiction.
I therefore respectfully urge upon you that the weak
and erroneous policy to which I have referred shall
not be followed, but that strong lines of action be
taken, and that we leave fiction to the writers who
profit by it or who think that thus people's minds can
be turned to the Truth. If a contrary line be adopted
then we will not only disappoint the Master (if that be
possible) but we will in a very large sense be guilty of
making false representations to a growing body of subscribers
here as well as elsewhere.
I am, Fraternally Yours, William Q. Judge.
V.
It is a relief to turn from these eternal legal quibbles
(of my business) to say a word or two on eternal matters.
Now and then there are underlined sentences occurring
in The Path. These ought to be studied. One
about one yogee not doing anything not seen in another
yogee's mind will open up a subject. Reticence does
not always mean ignorance: if we dig out the knowledge
we drag down at the same time rocks and debris
of other sorts, whereas, if a miner hands us the nugget,
that is all we get at the time. So a slight reticence
often results in our going at the digging ourselves.
In September Path is another. Getting back the
memory of other lives is really the whole of the process,
and if some people don't understand certain things it
is either because they have not got to that point in their
other lives or because no glimmer of memory has yet
come.
The communion of saints is a reality, and it often
happens that those brought up in the same school speak
the same language. While not being one, such are
very like co-scholars no matter when or where. Furthermore,
there are some peculiar natures in this world
who, while they are like mirrors or sponges that reflect
and absorb from others certain information, still
retain a very strong individuality of their own. So it
is with this gentleman whose letter you enclose. There
is scarcely any doubt that he, if he tells true tales, sees
in the astral light. The description of things "moving
about like fishes in the sea" is a real description of
one of the manners in which many of these elemental
forms are seen. So it may, as premised above, be
settled that he sees in the astral light.
He should know that that astral light exists in all
places and interpenetrates everything, and is not simply
in the free air alone. Further should he know that to
be able to see as he sees in the light is not all of the
seeing thus. That is, there are many sorts of such sight,
e.g., he may see now certain airy shapes and yet not
see many others which at the same time are as really
present there as those he now sees. So it would seem
that there are "layers" or differences of states in the
astral light. Another way to state it is that elementals
are constantly moving in the astral light—that is,
everywhere. They, so to say, show pictures to him
who looks, and the pictures they show will depend in
great part upon the seer's thoughts, motives and development.
These differences are very numerous. It
therefore follows that in this study pride must be eliminated.
That pride has disappeared from ordinary
life does not prove that it has done any more than retreat
a little further within. So one must be careful of
becoming even inwardly vain of being able to see any
such things; for if that happens it will follow that the
one limited plane in which one may be a seer will be
accepted as the whole. That, then, will be falsity. But
if recognized as delusive because partial, then it remains
true—so far as it goes. All true things must be
total, and all totalities exist at once, each in all, while
these partial forms exist partially in those that are
total. So it follows that only those that are total reveal
entire truth, and those that partake of lower nature—or
are partial—receive but a limited view of truth.
The elementals are partial forms, while the man's individual
soul is total, and according to the power and
purity of that form which it inhabits "waits upon the
Gods."
Now our bodies, and all "false I" powers up to the
individual soul, are "partial forms" in common with
the energic centres in astral light. So that it must
follow that no matter how much we and they participate
in each other the resulting view of the one Truth
is partial in its nature because the two partial forms
mingling together do not produce totality. But it intoxicates.
And herein lies the danger of the teaching
of such men as P. B. Randolph, who advocates participation
with these partial beings by means of sensual
excesses glorified with a name and gilded with the pretence
of a high purpose—viz., knowledge: Knowledge
must be carefully obtained with a pure Motive.
This motive is the point for this gentleman to study.
He says that he "will know," and that he "desires to
escape from present limitations of this personality,
which is all loneliness."
As he did go forward on the path of knowledge, he
would find that this imaginary loneliness of which he
speaks is by comparison with the utter loneliness of
that path, a howling mob, a tramping regiment.
As he is fighting alone his own fight let him carefully
note his motive in seeking to know more, and in seeking
to escape from his present "loneliness." Must it
not be true that loneliness cannot be escaped from by
abhorrence of it or even by its acceptance, but by its
recognition? What next? Well, this; and perhaps it
is too simple. He ought to assure himself that his
motive in knowing and being is that he may help all
creatures. I do not say that this is not now his motive,
but for fear it should not be I refer to it. For as he
appears to be on the borderland of fearful sights and
sounds he ought to know the magic amulet which alone
can protect him while he is ignorant. It is that boundless
charity of love which led Buddha to say: "Let
the sins of this dark age fall on me that the world
may be saved," and not a desire for escape or for
knowledge. It is expressed in the words: "The first
step in true magic is devotion to the interests of
others." It was expressed by Krishna when he said:
"Near to Renunciation is salvation" (or the state of a
Jivanmukta).
But he naturally will ask if he should cultivate his
powers. Well, of course he should at some time or
other; but he ought to begin at motives and purification
of thought. He may, if he chooses, abandon the
ideas of this large-hearted charity and yet make great
progress in "powers," but surely then death and ashes
will be the result. That does not concern me.
Why did he have a "horror" when he merely succeeded
in going away from his body; in being for a
moment free? That is an important question. Its
solution may be found in many ways. I will mention
one. If the place, or person he wished to go to was
one to which he then ought not to have gone—or if his
motive in desiring to go there was not pure—then a
horror might result that drove him back. But if even
with a bad motive he had attempted to go to a place
where a similar motive existed, then no horror would
have come. If he will tell himself, or me, just where
he was wanting to go, I may say why he had a horror.
But I do not want to know.
For it is not necessarily a horror-producing thing to
leave the body. Only lately I know of a friend of mine
who went out of his body a distance of 10,000 miles
and had no horror. In that case he desired to see a
friend on a common purpose which had in view the
amelioration of this dark age; and again, who left his
body in the country and saw the surrounding sweeps
of wood and vale and had no horror whatever in
either case.
If one is sure of motive, and that is pure, then going
out of the body is not detrimental.
An illustration will show the dangers. Take the
case of one who is able to leave the body and who determines
to go to one who is sympathetic. The second
one, however, is protected by high motive and great
purity: the first is mixed in motive in waking life,
which, as soon as the other disengaged state comes on,
changes into a mere curiosity to see the second, and
perhaps with more or less sensuality, e.g., a desire to
see a woman much admired and to pour into her unwilling
ear pretended or real human love. The elementals
(and so on) of the second protect that soul
and hurl vague horrors at the first who, if he is not a
skilled black magician is:
1. Either merely pushed back into the body: Or
2. Is assailed with fears that prevent him finding
his body, and that may be occupied by an elementary,
good, bad or indifferent—and his friends may say that
he waked up insane!
Well; enough!
VI.
The letters proposed by your friend are a device of
the enemy, as you may have supposed, and which you
were warned to expect in unexpected quarters and
ways. Therefore they should not be written. It is the
small rift in the lute that destroys it; in human history
small and unexpected events alter the destiny of
nations.
On this plane the dark powers rely upon their ability
to create a maya. They have seen that you are not to
be trapped in the prominent lines of work and so try
their hands where your currents exist in a prominent
place but with a very small matter. Let me point out.
If you issue these letters they would be an endorsement
of all that your friend might think to do, and
neither you nor Y. are free from mistakes yet. They
would amount to a declaration, to the perception of
others, that you were guiding Y. in everything and were
at all times conscious of it. Do you or Y. know where
this would end? Do you see the possibilities flowing
from the acceptance in full of those letters by the
others? And what would their action be? Are they
free from the curse of superstition; are they clear in
the co-ordination of psychic with brain thought? No.
The result would not only be different from what you
and Y. can see, but worse. Now further.
It is true—and humanly natural—that the others
(like you and your friends) indulged in some slight
critiques on your friend, but they were small and
coupled with sincere and kind thoughts up to their
lights, no matter how large and bitter all this was made
by maya to appear. The dark powers seized on them,
enlarged them, dressed them up, assumed the images
of the thinkers, enlivened the thoughts with elementals,
all with an object, viz., to make your friend think it all
came from the others. Why, if that were so then those
others (poor weak mortals) are friends. But are
they? No. It was wished by the dark ones to irritate
your friend, and you, so as, by the irritation, to split a
breach forever unhealable. In Y.'s very weak state
they found it easy, and hoped by distance to make you
blind.
Tell your friend to remember what was long ago
said; that the Master would manage results. You
must not manage, precipitate, nor force. Beware.
Let Y. assume that the others do not think harshly nor
critically, but put it all against the dark powers, and the
results will be managed by Master. As chelâs and students
conceal rather than give out your inner psychic
life, for by telling of it your proper progress is hindered.
There must be silence in heaven for a time or
the dark ones rejoice to so easily get good, malleable
images for annoying you. It will be tried again either
that way or some other. By gentleness, detachment,
strict attention to duty, and retiring now and then to
the quiet place bring up good currents and keep back all
evil ones. Remember it is the little things the work is
done through, for they are not noticed, while the larger
ones draw the eyes and minds of all.
I think of you always as the brave soldier, made not
of mud and soft things, but made of long pieces of
steel and strips of diamond and flashes of long light
that has no harshness, and a big, big spring all the way
through. That is you. And your eyes laugh now and
then, even if you do have a pain in your head. Inside
you are all right, as you know very well, don't you?
Then if you are that soldier, it means that he will
spring back as soon as the body has had time to get
some better. The body is like the heart; it has to have
time to get to some other condition. But you will get
there. A steady mind and heart stands still and quiet
until the muddy stream rolls clear. Now sleep, I say;
I command you to sleep. I have tried to help you to
sleep, and I wish you to sleep, for sleep will do you good
as nothing else can. I hope to see you drop all when
---- comes, and go to sleep for awhile, and far enough
from the row to be quiet. It is sleep your tired nature
on the outside wants, for sleep knits up the ravelled
thread of life and makes us young again. You have
been so awake, that the power of equilibrium between
life and the body is disturbed and needs a chance. This
is fact. One can get wrought up, and then Prana is
too strong; so little children sleep much. Be a child
once.
Well, I'm near home, or rather the centre spot, for
pilgrims like you and I have no real house and don't
want it; it's too dull and usual for such to want a
home. And perhaps the little brother is good and
well? He shall be ever present, as he always has been,
in those little songs and tales told to oneself in the
dark, and is, too, the lone warrior seen on the plain of
stupid infantry, and he rides a horse whose blood is
electricity. Au revoir. Tell —— I can stand alone;
it is the best way to stand, and what I always was and
shall be. Let the ripples and the foam go on coming
and going; the old river and the bed of the river do not
move for all that is on the top. Is it not so? Well,
good-bye, and good luck, and may the devas help you
and also karma. Love to all, as usual.
As forevermore,
VII.
I was very glad indeed to get your letter, but sorry
to read of your troubles. Strangely, too, a similar
trouble with a very dear friend of mine is now uppermost
in my mind, and I would like to crave the favour
from you that you would tell me what kind of place
the asylum is you speak of. The only accessible one
here is a mere prison, where men do nothing, and
where I do not think the influence would be other than
depressing. Do you think at the one you have in mind
a man of active mind, who merely wishes to get rid of
his present trouble, would be able to occupy himself?
I am indeed sorry that you have to tell me such matters,
but they will rest in my confidence; and I thank
you and —— for your renewed invitation.
It is best not to inquire into some of the mysteries of
life, but surely a full reliance upon the Spirit within
and upon the law that the hands that smite us are our
own, will relieve the pressure of some events that seem
mysteries. I find the greatest consolation in these reflections,
and then I see that each moment is mine, and
that when gone it is passed and merged into the sum
of my being: and so I must strive to Be. Thus I may
hope to become in time the conscious possessor of the
whole of Being. So I do not strive after mystery. The
great struggle must be to open up my outer self, that
my higher being may shine through, for I know that in
my heart the God sits patient, and that his pure rays
are merely veiled from me by the many strivings and
illusions that I bring on outwardly. This being so, I
can only look at the Society and its work (under my
lights) as the best available channel for my actions in
the effort to help others. Its methods, then, as far as
I am concerned, will be only mine, and thus I cannot
attach to it the methods of any other person.
Believe me sincerely yours.
VIII.
As for me, all that is the matter is my health, not yet
full and good. If that were all right, I would have
nothing. What do I care for all the row? It will soon
be over; some will be dead; the sooner the better, and
then we shall have other fun. I look at it all as so
much fun and variety, sure; I am not joking. It is
variety, and without that what would life be? As all
these asses bray we learn new notes of the scale not
known before. A heap of letters I got; but I am O.K.,
fragile, perhaps, but not brittle. I would like to be
with you both and have some sweet fun without tears
or spite, but we have to be apart, to meet now and then.
Poor ——! Don't be hard on him. He had to be
silent, you know. A small matter, but more important
than he knew for him. Let up on him, and don't jeer.
He has a hard time enough with himself, to have any
added by massage from others.
C——'s illusion to "suffering" opens up a vein of
thought which I have had. I have examined myself
for the "uses" of this rumpus, to see if I am properly
"suffering." Well, I can't find it. Down in the deeps I
may be; but I find myself cheerful, happy, and anything
but morose or sad. Ergo: can I be suffering?
Do you know? Positively, I do not know. Ought I?
Am I a wretch because I do not suffer, or because,
being in actual suffering, I am insensate and do not
perceive it? But, on the other hand, I feel no anger
and no resentment. Really, it puzzleth me. Many
nights I do not sleep, and have used the hours (as I
now do), when all is still, in looking over all, and yet
I feel all right—everywhere. Of course, I have committed
my human faults and sins, but I mean, on the
Grand Round-Up, I find nothing to "suffer me";
nothing that I shall rush out to amend by taking the
ridiculous and nasty world to my bosom in confidence
upon.
As for myself. Well. What? Nothing. I know
not and care not. I am joyful and glorious that the
work thus goes. My desires are not here, and all the
racket sounds to me far off, as if miles from my ear.
I am acting as a pump-engine, and trying to force a lot
on. This is not for myself. I must find myself alone,
as we all are, and then the Law will say: "Next!" But
what next I do not care and don't want to know, for
when "Next" is said I will see what it is to do. Just
now the best and biggest work by us poor children is
on this plane with the great aid of Master, Whose
simple single will keeps the whole organisation, and
acts as its support and shield. We are not big enough
yet to handle the Akasa, but we may help Them to, and
that is all I want to do. I have used the present affairs
to be as a lesson to me, for it may be used as a
test to me as to pride and ambition; and I find that, no
matter how I turn it, the same result comes. I am
seeking other things while working in this. Try as I
may to raise an ambition for power, and to raise a
desire to change a supposed case (non-existent in
fact), I can't do it. So you see, my dear Comrade, I
am all right.
These questions you ask me:
When the Self is first seen it is like looking into a
glove; and for how many incarnations may it not be
so? The material envelope throws up before the eye
of the Soul waving fumes and clouds of illusion.
The brain is only the focus through which the forces
and thoughts are centralised that are continually coming
in through the solar plexus of the heart. Many
such thoughts, therefore, are lost, just as millions of
seeds in nature are lost. It behoves to study them and
to guard them when there; but can we call them our
own? Or weep over them? Let us be as wide as great
Nature concerning them, and let each go on to its own
place without colouring them with our own colour and
acceptance or adhesion.
The spiral movement is the double movement of the
astral light, one spiral inside the other. The diastole
and systole of the heart are caused by that double
movement of the Akasa. But do not presumptuously
grasp the movement too soon, for often even the heart
moving too rapidly destroys the life.
The brutes unconsciously are aware of the general
human opposition, which in each human being they
see focalised.
It is easier to sink back into the Eternal than to dive.
The diver must needs have the power to retain breath
against the rush caused by diving, while to sink gives
time to get and keep the breath.
Nothing else greatly new. Am waiting to hear of
your completer health. Sustained on the wave you will
come in with the tide in time. Best love to —— and to
---- and to thee. May you all be well sustained. I
think I have now given you all there is. Salute most
noble, brave, and diamond-hearted! May we meet
after the dust settles, and we will meet forever in the
long, long manvantaras before us all. Peace! Peace!
the path of peace and not of war: such are the words.
As forevermore.
IX.
I do not know what to write, for I've been so occupied
with people. I am anxious about my lectures;
still unprepared. I cannot naturally reply to many of
your points, because I have a retiring feeling, and so
shall not reply. Indeed, I often think how nice it
would be not to speak or write. I am no hand at those
nice phrases that people like. Of course, that does not
alter my real feelings, but chickens are chickens and
often think nonsense. I want to forget and forgive
all those children and childish acts. Let us do it, and
try as much as possible to be real brothers, and thus
get nearer the truth. And by work we will defeat the
enemy of Master: by still silently working.
I hope still you will emerge sooner or later all the
better and the stronger. I know you will and I do not
see you dead by any means. You are less hopeful for
yourself than for others. But you have the will and
the fire to fight on to the last bone and the last moment.
I only wish I could see you all to hearten you up a
little more: that is, to talk with you, for you do not
need much of the grit....
I often hear from Him now. That terrible racket
cleared me up. He says that much haste must be
avoided. And that I must not let the flood carry me
off. He asks me to say to you that you have a natural
rapidity that must be guided by yourself and the best
way is to wait after a letter and to sleep on a plan. He
also says that ... (I am not aware of this, but He
must be right), that you have a subtle desire to be the
first to make or propose a good plan or act. Do not
let this carry you off, but be slower as to that. It is
good advice, I think, for the additional reason that
one can now and then take a plan from the head of
another.
I see the clans have been gathering. Keep it up and
see to it as far as possible that partisanship is at a low
ebb and that only good, steady loyalty and work are the
main motive. And cast no one out of your heart.
I must ask for a calmer motion at this time. It is
absolutely necessary.
A word of love to ——? I sent it. I sent many. I
not only sent it visible but also the other way. What
could I say? I do not know. In what I sent my
whole heart was put. Does not —— forever stand for
me and with me? How can I use words when the
fibres of my heart are involved? And what good is
my philosophy if, when the actual taking of —— off
seemed so near, I indulged in mere words? I cannot
do it. If I try, then the words are mere rubbish, lies
and unreal, as I am not able to do this, no matter how
much others can. Our real life is not in words of love
or hate or coldness but in the fiery depths of the heart.
And in those depths —— is and was. Could I say
more? No; impossible. And even that is small and
badly said.
It is true that day by day the effect of my philosophy
is more apparent on me, as yours is and will be on you,
and so with us all. I see it myself, let alone all I hear
of it from others. What a world and what a life! Yet
we are born alone and must die alone, except that in
the Eternal Space all are one, and the One Reality
never dies.
If ambition creeps up slowly higher and higher it
will destroy all things, for the foundations will be
weak. In the end, the Master will win, so let us breathe
deep and hold fast there, as we are. And let us hurry
nothing. Eternity is here all the time. I cannot tell
you how my heart turns to you all. You know this,
but a single word will do it. Trust! That was what
H. P. B. said. Did she not know? Who is greater
than our old and valiant "old Lady"? Ah, were she
here, what a carnage! Wonder, anyhow, how she, or
he, or it, looks at the matter? Smiling, I suppose, at
all our struggles.
Again, in storm and shine, in heat and cold, near or
afar, among friends or foes, the same in One Work.
X.
My Dear Companion (Campanero),
Your long letter and message received. All I can
say is that it is gigantically splendid, marvelously accurate.
And let me then return to you this message
... that this must prove to you that you are not
standing still.... It's all well enough to be out
in the rapids as you say I am, but what of it when I
don't hear such a message as yours myself? Thank you.
It is a bugle blast from the past. Perhaps in some
other age I taught you that and now you give it to me
again. When I said in mine that in Kali Yuga more
could be done than in any other age in the same period,
I stated all you say but I didn't know it. Now your
clear light falls upon it and I see it well. But fear not.
You got so familiar to me that I permitted myself to
let out some of the things that I now and then feel.
But I swear to you that I do not let them always so
rush before me. Truly you have proved that your
place is "where the long roll finds you standing."
Now don't you begin to see more and more things?
Don't you feel things that you know without anyone
to tell you?
My friend Urban has shown me a letter from ——
in which the latter, feeling dark in consequence of
various causes, sees no light. This is merely the slough
of despond, I tell him. We know the light is ahead,
and the experience of others shows that the darkest
hour is just before the dawn. I tell him also that
strong souls are thus tried inevitably because they rush
ahead along the road to the light. In the Finnish Epic
it is said that guarding a certain place are hideous
serpents and glittering spears. And so it really is.
But although such is the truth, I have also to tell
him that he ought, as far as possible, to try to ameliorate
the circumstances. I will make my meaning clear.
He is living now, as you know, among people of an opposite
faith. Around them are elementals who would,
if they could, implant suspicion and distrust about
those whom he reveres, or, if they fail there, will try
to cause physical ills or aggravate present ones. In his
case these have succeeded in part in causing darkness....
Now ——, while not just in that case, is surrounded,
while not strong, by those who inwardly deplore
his beliefs ... and hence the elementals
are there and they quarrel with those of —— and
bring on despair, reduce strength, and so on. I tell
---- those circumstances ought to be ameliorated
every now and then: for I know he would at once, if
changed to a better place, get better. And so I have
written to him to make a change as soon as he can.
It is highly important that no replies should be made
to attacks. Get the people to devote themselves to work
and to ignoring attacks. The opposing forces strain
every nerve to irritate some or all of us so that we may
reply in irritation and precipitate more follies. Consider
solely how to improve old work, get up new
work and infuse energy into work. Otherwise the
beneficent influences intended for all F.T.S. will be
nullified.
Cheer up ——, and from your standpoint tell him
how to know the distinction between the intellect and
spiritual mind. Tell him how to find out his spirit-will
and to ignore a little the mental attitude he takes.
Do not point to particular instances of his own failure
but detail your own inner experience. It will do him
good.
Upanishads. "Subsisting" here means, not that the
self exists by reason of food, but that as a manifestation,
as one causing the body to be visible and to act,
the self subsists in that state by means of the food
which is used. It is really a reversed translation, and
ought to read—as I think—"The self exists in close
proximity to the heart and causes the body to exist by
reason of the food which it takes in for its subsistence."
That is, continual reference is had to the doctrine
that if the self were not there the body would not
exist. Yes: it also means that the self procures vital
airs from the food which the one life causes to be digested.
For note that which you know, that did we not
take food the material unit of the trinity would die and
the self be disappointed, and then would get another
body to try in again. For is it not permitted to each one
to try and set up a habit in that material unit whereby
we may as incarnated beings know the self? Then
when that is done we do not live as others; but all the
same, even then, the self must subsist, so to say, while
in manifestation, by means of food, no matter if that
food be of a different character, corresponding to the
new state. Even the Devas subsist by food. You
know "they enter into that colour, or sound, or savour,
at the sacrifice, they rise in that colour, etc., and by it
they live." Watch words, —— dear; they are traps.
Catch ideas and I will understand you by the context
that you are not confined to the ordinary meanings.
I am swamped in work, but my courage is up, and
I feel the help sent from the right place.
Let us go on from place to place and from year to
year; no matter who or what claims us outwardly, we
are each the property of the self.
As forevermore and after.
XI.
To ——.
There is a sentence in your letter not explained by
J. Niemand, which, however, needs explaining, for it
is the outgrowth of an erroneous idea in you. You say:
"Can I help these ignorant elementals with mental instruction?
I tried it, but not successfully."
In all those cases where it is caused by the elementals
you cannot. Elementals are not ignorant.
They know just as little and just as much as you do.
Most generally more. Do you not know that they are
reflectors? They merely mirror to you either your
own mind, or that mental strata caused by the age,
the race, and the nation you may be in. Their action
is invariably automatic and unconscious. They care
not for what is called by you "mental instruction."
They hear you not.
Do you know how they hear, or what language they
understand? Not human speech; nor ordinary human
thought clothed in mental speech. That is a dead
letter to them altogether.
They can only be communicated with through correlations
of colours and sounds. But while you address
yourself to them, those thoughts assume life from elementals
rushing in and attaching themselves to those
thoughts.
Do not, then, try to speak to them too much, because
did you make them know they might demand of you
some boon or privilege, or become attached to you,
since in order to make them understand they must
know you, and a photographic plate forgets not.
Fear them not, nor recoil in horror nor repulsion.
The time of trial must be fulfilled. Job had to wait
his period until all his troubles and diseases passed
away. Before that time he could do naught.
But we are not to idly sit and repine; we are to bear
these trials, meanwhile drawing new and good elementals
so as to have—in western phrase—a capital on
which to draw when the time of trial has fully passed
away.
On all other points Niemand has well explained.
Read both together.
Lastly; know this law, written on the walls of the
temple of learning.
"Having received, freely give; having once devoted
your life in thought, to the great stream of energy in
which elementals and souls alike are carried—and
which causes the pulse beat of our hearts—you can
never claim it back again. Seek, then, that mental devotion
which strains to give. For in the law it is
written that we must give away all or we lose it: as
you need mental help, so do others who are wandering
in darkness seeking for light."
XII.
To-day I got your wire, "—— very low." This is
a shock to me. I hardly believe it is the end at all.
I cannot believe it, there is so much fire there. But I
wired you to ask if I was to tell ——. Also to read
2nd ch. Bhag. Gîtâ. That, my dear fellow, solves all
these troubles for me though it don't kill out immediate
pain. Besides, it is Karma just and wise. Defects
are in us all, and if this is the taking off why it means
that a lot of obstructive Karma is thus at once and
forever worked off, and has left —— free for greater
work in better places. I would I were there with
you. Tell him how much I love him and that in this
era of Kali Yuga no sincere one, such as he, remains
long away from the work there is to do. Words are
of no use. I have sent thoughts, and those are useful,
whether we are in the body or out of it. I sent every
night lately all the help I could and continued through
the day, not only to ——, but also you. It reached
there, I know, but I can't overcome Karma if it is too
strong.
Tell —— if it should come to the worst, that no
regrets about the work are needed. What has already
been accomplished there will last, and seethe and do its
work for several years to come. So in that direction
there could be nothing to regret. I cannot write ——
directly: but if able to hear this—or maybe when it
arrives—then head it as if it were to him, and not to
you.
So, dear ——, in the presence of your wire this is
all I can write. You know my feelings, and I need
not say any more
As Ever.
XIII.
You did right to send me that letter. Of course, I
am sorry to hear from you in that way, but am glad
that you wrote. Let me tell you something—will you
believe it? You are not in nearly such a bad way as
you think, and your letter, which you sent me unreservedly,
shews it. Can you not, from the ordinary
standpoint of worldly wisdom, see it so? For your
letter shews this; a mind and lower nature in a whirl,
not in the ordinary sense, but as though, figuratively
speaking, it were whirling in a narrow circle, seemingly
dead, kept alive by its own motion. And above
it a human soul, not in any hurry, but waiting for its
hour to strike. And I tell you that I know it will strike.
If so far as your personal consciousness goes you
have lost all desire for progress, for service, for the
inner life—what has that to do with it? Do you not
think that others have had to go through with all of
that and worse; a positive aversion, may be, with
everything connected with Theosophy? Do you not
know that it takes a nature with some strength in it to
sink very low, and that the mere fact of having the
power to sink low may mean that the same person in
time may rise to a proportionately greater height?
That is not the highest path to go but it is one that
many have to tread. The highest is that which goes
with little variation, but few are strong enough to keep
up the never ceasing strain. Time alone can give them
that strength and many ages of service. But meanwhile
there is that other to be travelled. Travel it
bravely.
You have got the ——, which of the hells do you
think you are in? Try to find out and look at the corresponding
heaven. It is very near. And I do not
say this to bolster you up artificially, for that would be
of no use and would not last, even if I were to succeed
in doing it. I write of facts and I think that somewhere
in your nature you are quite well aware that I
do so.
Now what is to be done: * * * * In
my opinion you should deliberately give yourself a
year's trial. Write and tell me at the end of that year
(and meantime as often as you feel called upon to do
so, which will not be very often) how you then feel,
and if you do not feel inclined to go on and stick to it
I will help you all I can. But you must do it yourself,
in spite of not wanting to do it. You can.
Make up your mind that in some part of your nature
somewhere there is that which desires to be of use
to the world. Intellectually realise that that world is
not too well off and probably wants a helping hand.
Recognise mentally that you should try to work for it
sooner or later. Admit to yourself that another part
of your nature—and if possible see that it is the lower
part—does not care in the least about the world or its
future, but that such care and interest should be cultivated.
This cultivation will of course take time: all
cultivation does. Begin by degrees. Assert constantly
to yourself that you intend to work and that you will
do so. Keep that up all the time. Do not put any time
limit to it, but take up the attitude that you are working
towards that end. Begin by doing ten minutes' work
every day of any sort, study, or the addressing of envelopes,
or anything, so long as it be done deliberately
and with that object in view. If a day comes when this
is too irksome, knock it off for that day. Give yourself
three or four days' rest and do it deliberately. Then
go back to your ten minutes' work. At the end of six
or seven weeks you will know what to add to that
practice: but go slowly, do nothing in a hurry, be deliberate.
Don't try to feel more friendly to this or that person—more
actively friendly I should have said. Such
things must spring up of their own accord and will do
so in time. But do not feel surprised that you feel all
compassion die out of you in some ways. That too is
an old story. It is all right because it does not last.
Do not be too anxious to get results from the practice
I have outlined above. Do not look for any: you have
no concern with them if you do all that as a duty.
And finally, do not forget, my dear fellow, that the
dead do come to life and that the coldest thing in the
world may be made hot by gentle friction. So I wish
you luck, and wish I could do more for you. But I
will do what I can.
XIV.
Now this is, as I said, an era. I called it that of
Western Occultism, but you may give it any name you
like. But it is western. The symbol is the well-intended
American Republic, which was seen by Tom
Paine beforehand "as a new era in the affairs of the
world." It was meant as near as possible to be a
brotherhood of nations, and that is the drift of its declaration
and constitution. The T.S. is meant to be
the same, but has for many years been in a state of
friction. It has now, if possible, to come out of that.
It cannot be a brotherhood unless each, or some, of
its units becomes a brother in truth. And brother was
the noble name given in 1875 to the Masters. Hence
you and I and all of us must cultivate that. We must
forgive our enemies and those who assail us, for only
thus can the great brothers properly help by working
through us. There seems to be a good deal to forgive,
but it is easily done inasmuch as in fifty years we'll
all be gone and forgot.
Cut off, then, thoughts about those "foolish children"
until harmonious vibrations ensue to some extent.
That absurdity ... let go. I have deliberately
refrained from jumping at such a grand chance.
So you see forgive, forgive and largely forget. Come
along, then, and with me get up as fast as possible the
feeling of brotherhood.
Now then, you want more light, and this is what you
must do. You will have to "give up" something. To
wit: have yourself called half an hour earlier than is
usual and devote it before breakfast to silent meditation,
in which brood upon all great and high ideas.
Half an hour! Surely that you can spare. And don't
eat first. If you can take another half before you go
to bed and without any preliminaries of undressing
and making things agreeable or more comfortable,
meditate again. Now don't fail me in this. This is much
to give up, but give it up, recollecting that you are not
to make all those preparations indulged in by people....
"The best and most important teacher is one's
seventh principle centered in the sixth. The more
you divest yourself of the illusionary sense of personal
isolation, and the more you are devoted to the service
of others, the more Maya disappears and the nearer
you approach to Divinity." Good-bye, then, and may
you find that peace that comes from the self.
XV.
In answer to your questions:
(1) Clothes and astral form.
Answer.—You are incorrect in assuming that
clothes have no astral form. Everything in nature
has its double on other planes, the facts being that
nothing visible in matter or space could be produced
without such a basis. The clothes are seen as well as
the person because they exist on the astral plane as
well as he. Besides this, the reason why people are
seen on the astral plane with clothes of various cut and
colour, is because of the thought and desire of the person,
which clothes him thus. Hence a person may be
seen in the astral light wearing there a suit of clothes
utterly unlike what he has on, because his thought and
desire were on another suit, more comfortable, more
appropriate, or what not.
(2) What can true and earnest Theosophists do
against the Black Age or Kali Yuga?
Answer.—Nothing against it but a great deal in it;
for it is to be remembered that the very fact of its
being the iron or foundation age gives opportunities
obtained in no other. It is only a quarter as long as
the longest of the other ages, and it is therefore
crammed four times as full of life and activity. Hence
the rapidity with which all things come to pass in it.
A very slight cause produces gigantic effects. To
aspire ever so little now will bring about greater and
more lasting effects for good than at any other time.
And similarly evil intent has greater powers for evil.
These great forces are visibly increased at the close of
certain cycles in the Kali Yuga. The present cycle,
which closes Nov. 17th, 1897-Feb. 18th, 1898, is one
of the most important of any that have been. Opportunities
for producing permanent effects for good in
themselves and in the world as a whole, are given to
Theosophists at the present time, which they may
never have again if these are scattered.
XVI.
The Masters have written that we are all bound together
in one living whole. Hence the thoughts and
acts of one react upon all.
Experience has shewn that it is true, as said by
Masters, that any sincere member in any town can
help the T.S. and benefit his fellow townsmen. It is
not high learning that is needed, but solely devotion to
humanity, faith in Masters, in the Higher Self, a comprehension
of the fundamental truths of Theosophy
and a little, only a little, sincere attempt to present
those fundamental truths to a people who are in desperate
need of them. That attempt should be continuous.
No vain striving to preach or prove phenomena
will be of any value, for, as again Masters
have written, one phenomenon demands another and
another.
What the people want is a practical solution of the
troubles besetting us, and that solution you have in
Theosophy. Will you not try to give it to them more
and more and save —— from the slough it is in?
I would distinctly draw your attention to Brother
----. There is not that complete sympathy and toleration
between him and you there ought to be, and for
the sake of the work it should be otherwise. You
may say that it is his fault. It is not wholly, for you
must also be somewhat to blame, if not in this life
then from another past one. Can you deny that for a
long period he has held up the Branch there? for if
he had not it would have died out, even though you
also were necessary agents.
Have any of you had unkind or revengeful feelings
to him? If so, ought you not to at once drive them out
of your hearts. For I swear to you on my life that if
you have been troubled or unfortunate it is by the reaction
from such or similar thoughts about him or
others. Drive them all out of your hearts, and present
such kindliness and brotherliness to him that he shall,
by the force of your living kindness, be drawn into full
unity and co-operation with you.
Discussion or proofs to shew that you are all right
and he wrong avail nothing. We are none of us ever
in the right, there is always that in us that causes another
to offend. The only discussion should be to the
end that you may find out how to present to the world
in your district, one simple, solid, united front.
As to the expression "seeing sounds," this you
understand, of course, so far as the statement goes. It
records the fact that at one time the vibrations which
cause a sound now were then capable of making a picture,
and this they do yet on the astral plane.
XVII.
In reply to your question:
Neither the general law nor the Lodge interferes to
neutralise the effect of strain upon the disciple's physical
energies when caused by undue exertion or want of
regularity, except in certain cases. Hence the Theosophist
is bound to see that his arrangement of hours
for sleep, work and recreation are properly arranged
and adjusted, as he has no right to so live as to break
himself down, and thus deprive the cause he works for
of a useful and necessary instrument.
Your friend's energies have been disarranged and
somewhat exhausted by irregularities as to rest and
recreation, since work has been hard and required rest—whether
asleep or awake—has not been had. This
causes excitement, which will (or has) react in many
different ways in the system and upon the organs. It
causes mental excitement which again raises other disturbance.
He, like anyone else, should take measures
so as to insure regularity as to rest, so that what work
he does shall be better and the present excitement subside
in the system. It is not wise to remain up late
unless for good purposes, and it is not that to merely
remain with others to late hours when nothing good or
necessary can be accomplished. Besides other reasons,
that is a good one.
Excitement is heat; if heat be applied to heat, more
is produced. Coolness must be applied so as to create
an equilibrium. This applies in that case, and the establishment
of regularity in the matter of rest is the
application of coolness. Second, the various exciting
and "wrongful" acts or thoughts of others are heat;
coolness is to be produced by discharging the mind of
those and ceasing to refer to them in words, otherwise
the engendered heat will continue. It is needless
to refer to reasons resting on the points of conduct and
example, for those anyone is capable of finding and
applying.
As there is no hurry, it is easy to divest the mind
of anxiety and the irritation arising from hurry.
Again, comparison of one's own work or ways of doing
things better than others is wrong and also productive
of the heat above spoken of.
XVIII.
You are right in thinking that the essential principles
of Theosophy are often stated without the use of that
name, for it is the only universal fundamental system
which underlies the religions of every age. The New
Testament, rightly understood, teaches Theosophy, and
we know that both Jesus and St. Paul were initiates.
Of course, in Theosophy, as in any other Science, one
understands more as one reads more, and I recommend
you to read and digest such of our books as you can
conveniently procure.
Now in respect to the questions you ask, let me say
that Theosophy requires no man to abandon a mode
of life which is not in itself wrong. The use of meat
diet is not a sin; it is not even an offence; it is a habit
which the race has now largely conformed to, and is
not a question of morals or right. At a certain stage of
advance as a chela or disciple, the use of meat food has
to be abandoned because of its psychical and physiological
effects. But you have not reached that stage,
nor is it likely that you will for a long time. As the use
of meat is not an offence, so neither can be the supply
of it to others, so that your assisting in killing hogs for
market is in no way opposed to your duty as a man or
as a Theosophist. That being your duty in present
circumstances, I should recommend you to perform it
without hesitation.
Men and women are complementary in character,
and therefore adapted to each other. It is natural that
each sex should enjoy the company of the other, and
what is natural cannot be wrong. Moreover, it is perfectly
proper that when a suitable mate is found a man
should marry and settle down as a householder, bringing
up a family with right views and high purposes.
He contributes a service to humanity, who puts to take
his place after his death, children who reproduce his
true and altruistic life. Consequently, if you find a
suitable match and desire matrimony, there can be no
possible reason why you should not carry out such a
purpose. Like the abstention from meat, celibacy is
essential to advance after a certain stage, but that stage
has not yet been reached by you, and you cannot, therefore,
be subjected to its conditions. There can be no
one rule laid down for all human beings, inasmuch as
the temperaments and desires are so different. Each
must work out the problem of life in his own way. If
your aspirations are so set on higher things that you
find the lower a hindrance, it is evident that you should
not indulge in the latter; but if you are not so hindered,
then no less a duty is yours. You are right in thinking
that the essential to all true progress is a wish to conform
utterly to the Divine Will, we being certain that
we shall be helped in proportion, as is our need.
XIX.
Yes, you are right. I am in danger, but that danger
is not on the outside, although it is on the outside that
attempts are brought forward. And in some sense all
those with me are in danger too. It is a danger from
---- which ever tries to forestall the steps of those
who travel forward. So too, my Dear, you are in the
same sort of danger. But while the danger is there,
yet there is encouragement in the fact itself. For we
would not be so placed if we had not been so fortunate
as to have progressed through work and patience to
the point where —— sees enough in us to try and stop
progress and hinder our work. Hence, if they see they
cannot stop us, they try all plans to get up strife, so as
to nullify our work. But we will win, for knowing the
danger we take measures against it. I am determined
not to fail. Others may; but —— and I will not. Let
us then await all suffering with confidence and hope.
The very fact that you suffer so much is objective
evidence of progress, even though so painful, not only
to you but to those who love you. So while I do not
say "suffer on," I am comforted by the knowledge that
it will be for great good in the future. So I am writing
this, instead of machining it, in order that you may
feel the force of my love and comradeship.
Let us all draw closer together in mind and heart,
soul and act, and try thus to make that true brotherhood
through which alone our universal and particular
progress can come.
To thee, oh holder of the flame, my love I send.
Well, I go again, but never do I forget. My best love
and blessing to thee. I cannot speak of these things,
but thou knowest.
And now, as formerly, and as now, and as forever
and forevermore.
XX.
Doubts and questions have arisen as to some things
since the present cloud gathered. Among others it
has been said that it were better that —— had left the
chair: it would be well for him to go, and so on. These
views should not be held. If held, they should be dismissed.
There are two forces at work in the T.S., as
well as in the world and in man. These are the good
and the bad. We cannot help this: it is the Law. But
we have rules, and we have preached of love and truth
and kindness; and above all, we have spoken of gratitude,
not only of Masters, but among us. Now this
applies to this question of ——. Again, he may be incompetent
... and yet be competent for the little
he has to do.... Now let me tell you: the work
must not fail because here and there personalities fall,
and sin, and are unwise. Truth remains, and it is,
whoever falls: but the multitude look to the visible
leader. If he falls apart like an unjointed puzzle, at
once they say, "there is no truth there, nothing which
is": and the work of a century is ruined and must be
rebuilt again from its foundations, and years of backward
tendency must come between the wreck of one
undertaking and the beginning of another. Let me
say one thing I know: only the feeling of true brotherhood,
of true love towards humanity aroused in the
soul of someone strong enough to stem this tide, can
carry us through. For love and trust are the only
weapons that can overcome the real enemies against
which the true theosophist must fight. If I, or you, go
into this battle from pride, from self-will, from desire
to hold our position in the face of the world, from anything
but the purest motives, we shall fail. Let us
search ourselves well and look at it as we never looked
before: see if there is in us the reality of the brotherhood
which we preach and which we are supposed to
represent.
Let us remember those famous words: "Be ye wise
as serpents and harmless as doves." Let us remember
the teaching of the Sages that death in the performance
of our duty is preferable to the doing by us of
the duty of another, however well we may do the
latter: the duty of another is full of danger. Let us be
of and for peace, and not for war alone.
XXI.
It is true —— suffered through my cold and hard
feelings. But it was her fault, for I say now as then
to —— that she, absorbed in ——, neglected my members,
who are my children, and for whom I wanted
her best and got her worst. That made me cold, of
course, and I had to fight it, and didn't care if ——
did not like it: I have no time to care. I am glad she
has gone to ——. It is her trial and her chance and
when she sets back she can see for herself if she is
able to prevent the "big head" from coming on as has
happened with others. If she does, then she will have
stood the reaction and I have faith she will stand; but
still it has to be met. Time comes on sure, and with
it trial. H. P. B. was her preparer and comfort, but
men are not made into steel by comfort, and note that
H. P. B. then died off.
My trip all over this country shows me that it is of
more consequence that I should now work up the U. S.,
where the Masters first worked in this century. It
needs all I can do.... So when I have
fulfilled my engagement on the English stage I shall
skip back here quickly and do this work. The field is
even greater than I thought, although I had a big idea
of it. From the United States we can affect the world
and they will come to us from all places either for solid
work or for help in their need....
Well now, of you: I feel it all. It is up, and
down. It is well you are courageous, and to endure
you are able. Indeed endure is the best word, for
that is what the oak does when the storms rage, for
it is better to endure when we can do nothing than to
faint and fall. The facts are to be faced. I hope they
may turn out otherwise, but if not, it is Karma. Aside
from pain, it is the same as anything else. If it comes,
it will not last long. Still, I hope it cometh not. I
think much of it, but know the bravery of you and the
high soul that dwells there. All the time of pain and
dogged fighting I know your real self sits up above it
all unaffected, and so does mine, and from that let us
take comfort. All things in this age move like lightning
and so with all our Karma, though mine has so
often seemed slow, so far as concerns me. Well, I cannot
go on with this: I feel as you do: I stand by you
in heart and have often of late sent you messages of
hope and power to help you.
I advised —— to do her part to lessening the constant
bringing forward of the name of H. P. B., instead
of independent thought on Theosophy. We have
too much of it and it is no proof of loyalty, and it gives
rise to much of the foolish talk of our dogmatism. You
will understand, and may be able to influence some to
a more moderate though firm attitude that will not
lessen their loyalty and devotion. One good point is
that the true chêla does not talk much of his Master
and often does not refer to that Master's existence. It
has almost become the same as unnecessarily waving
the red flag to a bull. Those of us who have experience
do not do it; but the younger ones do. X —— does it
here in his speeches and I am going to speak to him of
it. If it be not avoided the first thing we know there
will be a split between the H. P. B.'ers and the theosophists
pur sang, the latter claiming to be the real thing
because devoid of any personal element. You and I
and —— do not find it necessary all the time to be
flinging her (H. P. B.) in the faces of others, and it is
well now to take the warning offered from the outside.
Besides, I have had a very strong inside warning on it.
My best love now that we are near Christmas and
New Year, and may there be some sunshine to light
the path. I send you my love unsullied by a mere gift.
I hope —— will be firm and proceed as indicated,
but she, like us all, must meet her own old enemies in
herself.
Again I go, as for evermore.
XXII.
Great excitement last night. It was the regular
night of —— T.S. and —— was to speak. We got
there at 8:15, and it was full. He began and had just
been fifteen minutes when it was discovered that the
building was on fire. We stopped and let 1,000 people
in the various halls get out, then quietly went and none
were hurt, only two, —— and ——, getting a few
quarts of water from a burst hose.
It was a queer exit, for we went downstairs beside
the elevator, and glass, bricks and water were falling
down the light well, while the fire on the top stories of
it roared and made a fine light, and streams of fire ran
down the oily elevator pipes on the other side; and
firemen pulled up hose neck or nothing as we got away.
It was ——'s own meeting, and it ended in fire! None
of the great psychics present had had the remotest
premonition, but one invented afterwards an ex post
facto sense of terror.
Tell —— the time has passed for him to vacillate;
he knows his guru: she was and is H. P. B.; let him
reflect ere he does that which, in wrecking her life and
fame, will wreck his own life by leaving him where
nothing that is true may be seen.... Silence is
useful now and then, but silence sometimes is a thing
that speaks too loud. I am his friend and will help.
No one can hurt him but himself; his work and sacrifice
were noble and none can point at him.
See what I said in the opening vol. of The Path: that
the study of what is now called "practical occultism"
was not the object of that journal. "We regard it as
incidental to the journey along the path. The traveller,
in going from one city to another, has perhaps to cross
several rivers; maybe his conveyance fails him and he
is obliged to swim, or he must, in order to pass a
great mountain, know engineering in order to tunnel
through it, or is compelled to exercise the art of locating
his exact position by observation of the sun: but
all that is only incidental to his main object of reaching
his destination. We admit the existence of hidden,
powerful forces in nature, and believe that every day
greater progress is made towards an understanding of
them. Astral body formation, clairvoyance, looking
into the astral light, and controlling elementals is all
possible, but not all profitable. The electrical current,
which when resisted in the carbon produces intense
light, may be brought into existence by any ignoramus
who has the key to the engine-room and can turn the
crank that starts the dynamo, but is unable to prevent
his fellow man or himself from being instantly killed,
should that current accidentally be diverted through his
body. The control of these hidden forces is not easily
obtained, nor can phenomena be produced without
danger, and in our view the attainment of true wisdom
is not by means of phenomena, but through the development
which begins within. True occultism is clearly
set forth in the Bhagavat Gita and Light on the Path,
where sufficient stress is laid upon practical occultism,
but after all, Krishna says, the kingly science and the
kingly mystery is devotion to and study of the light
which comes from within. The very first step in true
mysticism and true occultism is to try and apprehend
the meaning of Universal Brotherhood, without which
the very highest progress in the practise of magic
turns to ashes in the mouth.
"We appeal, therefore, to all who wish to raise
themselves and their fellow creatures—man and beast—out
of the thoughtless jog-trot of selfish everyday
life. It is not thought that Utopia can be established
in a day: but through the spreading of the idea of
Universal Brotherhood, the truth in all things may be
discovered. What is wanted is true knowledge of the
spiritual condition of man, his aim and destiny. Such
a study leads us to accept the utterance of Prajapati to
his sons: 'Be restrained, be liberal, be merciful,' it is
the death of selfishness."
This is the line for us to take and to persevere in,
that all may in time obtain the true light.
The light of the eye fadeth, the hearing
leaveth the ear, but the power to see and to
hear never deserteth the immortal being, which
liveth forever untouched and undiminished.—Book of Items.
EXTRACTS
XXIII. On Theosophy and the T.S.
All the work that any of us do anywhere redounds
to the interest and benefit of the whole T.S., and for
that reason we know that we are united.
The Self is one and all-powerful, but it must happen
to the seeker from time to time that he or she shall
feel the strangeness of new conditions; this is not a
cause for fear. If the mind is kept intent on the Self
and not diverted from it, and comes to see the Self in
all things, no matter what, then fear should pass away
in time. I would therefore advise you to study and
meditate over the Bhagavat Gita, which is a book that
has done me more good than all others in the whole
range of books, and is the one that can be studied all
the time.
This will do more good than anything, if the great
teachings are silently assimilated and put into action,
for it goes to the very root of things and gives the true
philosophy of life.
If you try to put into practice what in your inner
life you hold to be right, you will be more ready to receive
helpful thoughts and the inner life will grow
more real. I hope with you that your home may become
a strong centre of work for Theosophy.
You want to know the inner situation of the T.S.,
well, it is just this: we have all worked along for
eighteen years, and the T.S. as a body has its karma
as well as each one in it. Those in it who have worked
hard, of course, have their own karma, and have
brought themselves to a point ahead of the T.S. Now,
if the branches are weak in their knowledge of Theosophy,
and in their practise of its precepts and their
understanding of the whole thing, the body is in the
situation of the child who has been growing too fast
for its strength, and if that be the case it is bound to
have a check. For my part I do not want any great
rush, since I too well know how weak even those long
in it are. As to individuals, say you, ... and
so on. By reason of hard and independent work you
have got yourselves in the inner realm just where you
may soon begin to get the attention of the Black
Magicians, who then begin to try to knock you out, so
beware. Attempts will be silently made to arouse irritation,
and to increase it where it now exists. So the
only thing to do is to live as much as possible in the
higher nature, and each one to crush out the small and
trifling ebullitions of the lower nature which ordinarily
are overlooked, and thus strength is gained in the
whole nature, and the efforts of the enemy made nil.
This is of the highest importance, and if not attended
to it will be sad. This is what I had in view in all the
letters I have sent to you and others. I hope you will
be able to catch hold of men, here and there, who will
take the right, true, solid view, and be left thus behind
you as good men and good agents.
When I was in —— I broached to you and others
the plan of getting Theosophy to the working people.
Has anything been done? It must be simply put. It
can be understood. It is important. Let us see if this
thing cannot be done; you all promised to go to work
at it. Why not turn, like the Bible man, to the byways
and hedges from all these people who will not come?
Then I feel sure that, if managed right, a lot of people
who believe in Theosophy but don't want to come out
for it, would help such a movement, seeing that it
would involve talking to the poor and giving them sensible
stuff. If need be, I'd hold a meeting every night,
and not give them abstractions. Add music, if possible,
etc. Now let me hear your ideas. Time rolls on and
many queer social changes are on the way.
I have your long letter from —— and you are right
as to conduct of Branches. No Branch should depend
on one person, for, if so, it will slump, sure; nor on
two or three either. Here they depended on me for a
long time, and my bad health in voice for a year was a
good thing as it made the others come forward. ——
is right enough in his way, but certainly he ought to
be fitting himself for something in addition to speaking,
as the T.S. has to have a head as well as a tongue; and
if a man knows he is bad at business, he should mortify
himself by making himself learn it, and thus get good
discipline. We sadly need at all places some true enthusiasts.
But all that will come in time. The main
thing is for the members to study and know Theosophy,
for if they do not know it how can they give any
of it to others? Of course, at all times most of the
work falls upon the few, as is always the case, but
effort should be made, as you say, to bring out other
material.
... I am abundantly sure that you are quite
correct in saying that it is the Branches which work
that flourish, and that those addicted to "Parlour
Talks" soon squabble and dwindle. You have gone
right to the root of the matter. So, also, I agree with
you, heart and soul, in what you say as to the policy
of a timid holding and setting forth of Theosophy.
Nothing can be gained by such a policy, and all experience
points to energy and decision as essential to
any real advance.
You are, I think, quite right to attempt to get all
members to work for their individual advance, by
working for their Branches. By doing things in this
way, they provide an additional safeguard for themselves,
while forming a centre from which Theosophical
thought can radiate out to help and encourage
others who are only beginning their upward way.
I find that you state my view exactly. That view
is that the A B C of Theosophy should be taught all
the time, and this not only for the sake of outsiders,
but also for the sake of the members who are, I very
well know, not so far along as to need the elaborate
work all the time. And it is just because the members
are not well grounded that they are not able themselves
to get in more inquirers. Just as you say, if the
simple truths practically applied as found in Theosophy
are presented, you will catch at last some of the
best people, real workers and valuable members. And
Theosophy can best be presented in a simple form by
one who has mastered the elements as well as "the
nature of the Absolute." It is just this floating in the
clouds which sometimes prevents a Branch from getting
on. And I fully agree, also, that if the policy I
have referred to should result temporarily in throwing
off some few persons it would be a benefit, for you
would find others coming to take their places. And I
can agree with you, furthermore, out of actual experience.
You by no means need to apologise for asking my attention
to the matter of your joining the Theosophical
Society. It is my great desire and privilege to give
to all sincere enquirers whatever information I may
possess, and certainly there can be no greater pleasure
than to further the internal progress of any real student
and aspirant. I think you quite right in wishing
to identify yourself with the Theosophical Society, not
only because that is the natural and obvious step for
anyone sincerely interested; but also because each additional
member with right spirit strengthens the body
for its career and work.
In taking advantage of an opportunity to introduce
Theosophy into the secular press you are doing exactly
the work which is so invaluable to the Society, and
which I so constantly urge upon our members. It is
in this way that so very many persons are reached who
would otherwise be quite inaccessible, and the amount
of good which seed thus sown can accomplish is beyond
our comprehension. You have my very hearty
approval of and encouragement in your work and I am
very sure that that work will not be without fruit.
New York, October 11th, 1892.—This is the era of
Western Occultism. We are now to stand shoulder to
shoulder in the U.S. to present it and enlarge it in
view of coming cussedness, attacks which will be in
the line of trying to impose solely Eastern disciples on
us. The Masters are not Eastern or Western, but
universal.
I shall be glad to give you any information possible
respecting Theosophy and the Theosophical Society,
but I think you err in supposing that the purpose of
either is to encourage the study of what is known as
the Occult Arts. Knowledge concerning, and control
of, the finer forces of nature are not things which
should be sought after at our elementary stage of progress,
nor would such attainment be appropriate, even
if possible, to anyone who had not thoroughly mastered
the principles of Theosophy itself.
Mere desire for powers is a form of selfishness, and
receives no encouragement from our Teachers. Mme.
Blavatsky stated this matter very clearly indeed in an
article published in Lucifer, entitled "Occultism versus
the Occult Arts." When persons without a large preliminary
training in the real Wisdom-Religion seek
knowledge on the Occult plane they are very apt, from
inexperience and inadequate culture, to drift into black
magic. I have no power to put you into communication
with any adept to guide you in a course of Occult
study, nor would it be of service to you if the thing
was possible. The Theosophical Society was not established
for any such purpose, nor could anyone receive
instructions from an adept until he was ripe for it. In
other words, he must undergo a long preliminary training
in knowledge, self-control, and the subjugation of
the lower nature before he would be in any way fit for
instruction on the higher planes. What I recommend
you to do is to study the elementary principles of
Theosophy and gain some idea of your own nature as
a human being and as an individual, but drop entirely
all ambition for knowledge or power which would be
inappropriate to your present stage, and to correct
your whole conception of Theosophy and Occultism.
XXIV. On Masters.
I think the way for all western theosophists is
through H. P. B. I mean that as she is the T.S. incarnate,
its mother and guardian, its creator, the
Karmic laws would naturally provide that all who
drew this life through her belonged to her, and if they
denied her, they need not hope to reach ...: for
how can they deny her who gave this doctrine to the
western world? They share her Karma to little purpose,
if they think they can get round this identification
and benefit, and ... want no better proof that
a man does not comprehend their philosophy. This
would, of course, bar him from ... by natural
laws (of growth). I do not mean that in the ordinary
business sense she must forward their applications or
their merits; I mean that they who do not understand
the basic mutual relation, who under value her gift and
her creation, have not imbibed the teaching and cannot
assimilate its benefits.
She must be understood as being what she is to the
T.S., or Karma (the law of compensation, or of cause
and effect) is not understood, or the first laws of
occultism. People ought to think of this: we are too
much given to supposing that events are chances, or
have no connection with ourselves: each event is an
effect of the Law.
What should be done is to realise that "the Master-Soul
is one" with all that that implies; to know the
meaning of the old teaching, "Thou art That." When
this is done we may with impunity identify our consciousness
with that of anything in nature; not before.
But to do this is a lifetime's work, and beforehand we
have to exhaust all Karma, which means duty; we
must live for others and then we will find out all we
should know, not what we would like to know.
Devotion and aspiration will, and do, help to bring
about a proper attitude of mind, and to raise the
student to a higher plane, and also they secure for the
student help which is unseen by him, for devotion and
aspiration put the student into a condition in which aid
can be given to him, though he may, as yet, be unconscious
of it. But conscious communication with one's
Master can only be accomplished after long training
and study. What a student has to do, and is able to
do, is to fit himself to receive this training.
The recognition from a Guru will come when you
are ready, and my advice to you is that, if possible,
you put away from yourself the desire for such recognition;
for such desire will hinder you. If you will
read the Bhagavat Gîtâ, especially chapters ii. and iii.,
I think you will find much to help you. There it says:
"Let, then, the motive for action be in the action itself,
not in the event. Do not be incited to actions by the
hope of their reward ... perform thy duty
... and laying aside all desire for any benefit to
thyself from action, make the event equal to thee,
whether it be success or failure." It is but natural that
a student should hope for recognition from a Master,
but this desire is to be put aside, and that work is to
be done which lies before each. At the same time
each one knows that the effect follows the cause, hence
whatever our due, we shall receive it at the right time.
Every Chêla (and we are all that once we determine
to be) has these same difficulties. Patience and fortitude!
For an easy birth is not always a good one. The
kingdom of heaven is only taken by violence, and not
by weakness of attack. Your constant aspiration persevered
in secret has led you to that point where just
these troubles come to all. Console yourself with the
thought that others have been in the same place and
have lived through it by patience and fortitude....
Fix your thoughts again on Those Elder Brothers,
work for Them, serve Them, and They will help
through the right appropriate means and no other. To
meditate on the Higher Self is difficult. Seek then, the
bridge, the Masters. "Seek the truth by strong search,"
by doing service, and by enquiry, and Those who know
the Truth will teach it. Give up doubt, and arise in
your place with patience and fortitude. Let the warrior
fight, the gentle yet fierce Krishna, who, when he
finds thee as his disciple and his friend, will tell thee
the truth and lighten up the darkness with the lamp of
spiritual knowledge.
Attacks cannot hurt, they must needs come, but all
we have to do is to keep right on, working steadily,
and Masters will see after the rest. For, that which is
done in Their name will come right; and this whole
thing has arisen because I have chosen to proclaim my
personal belief in the existence of these beings of
grandeur. So, let us shake again with the confidence
born from the knowledge of the wisdom of the Unseen
Leaders, and we go forth separately once more,
again to the work, if even not to meet until another
incarnation is ours. But meeting then, we shall be all
the stronger for having kept faith now.
I am glad that you have such a faith in the Great
Workers who are behind us. They are behind us, to
my personal knowledge, and not behind me only, but
behind all sincere workers. I know that their desire
is that each should listen to the voice of his inner self
and not depend too much on outside people, whether
they be Masters, Eastern disciples or what not. By a
dependence of that kind you become at last thoroughly
independent, and then the unseen helpers are able to
help all the more.
We are all human and thus weak and sinful. In that
respect in which we are better than others, they are
better than we are in some other way. We would be
self-righteous to judge others by our own standard....
Are we so wise as never to act foolishly? Not
at all.... Indeed I have come to the conclusion
that in this nineteenth century a pledge is no good,
because everyone reserves to himself the right to break
it if he finds after a while that it is galling, or that it
puts him in some inconsistent attitude with something
he may have said or done at some other time....
In ——'s case, ... everyone should never think
but the very best, no matter what the evidences are.
Why, if the Masters were to judge us exactly as They
must know we are, then good-bye at once. We would
all be sent packing. But Masters deal kindly with us
in the face of greater knowledge of our thoughts and
evil thoughts from which none are yet exempt. This is
my view, and you will please me much if you will be
able to turn into the same, and to spread it among those
on the inside who have it not. It is easy to do well by
those we like, it is our duty to make ourselves do and
think well by those we do not like. Masters say we
think in grooves, and but few have the courage to fill
those up and go on other lines. Let us who are willing
to make the attempt try to fill up these grooves, and
make new and better ones.
... Keep up your courage, faith and charity.
Those who can to any extent assimilate the Master, to
that extent they are the representatives of the Master,
and have the help of the Lodge in its work....
Bear up, firm heart, be strong, be bold and kind, and
spread your strength and boldness.
H. P. B. then said that it is by falling and by failing
that we learn, and we cannot hope at once to be
great and wise and wholly strong. She and the
Masters behind expected this from all of us; she and
They never desired any of us to work blindly, but
only desired that we work unitedly.
H. P. B. wrote me in 1890: "Be more charitable for
others than for yourself, and more severe on yourself
than on others." This is good advice. A strain always
weakens the fibres and produces friction. I hope all
misunderstandings will fly away.
XXV. On Occult Philosophy.
Begin by trying to conquer the habit, almost universal,
of pushing yourself forward. This arises from
personality. Do not monopolise the conversation.
Keep in the background. If someone begins to tell you
about himself and his doings, do not take first chance
to tell him about yourself, but listen to him and talk
solely to bring him out. And when he has finished
suppress in yourself the desire to tell about yourself,
your opinions and experiences. Do not ask a question
unless you intend to listen to the answer and inquire
into its value. Try to recollect that you are a very
small affair in the world, and that the people around
do not value you at all and grieve not when you are
absent. Your only true greatness lies in your inner
true self and it is not desirous of obtaining the applause
of others. If you will follow these directions for one
week you will find they will take considerable effort,
and you will begin to discover a part of the meaning
of the saying, "Man, know thyself."
It is not necessary to be conscious of the progress
one has made. Nor is the date in any sense an extinguisher,
as some have styled it. In these days we
are too prone to wish to know everything all at once,
especially in relation to ourselves. It may be desirable
and encouraging to be thus conscious, but it is not
necessary. We make a good deal of progress in our
inner, hidden life of which we are not at all conscious.
We do not know of it until some later life. So in this
case many may be quite beyond the obstacles and not
be conscious of it. It is best to go on with duty, and to
refrain from this trying to take stock and measuring of
progress. All of our progress is in the inner nature,
and not in the physical where lives the brain, and from
which the present question comes. The apparent
physical progress is evanescent. It is ended when the
body dies, at which time, if the inner man has not been
allowed to guide us, the natural record against us will
be a cipher, or "failure." Now, as the great Adepts
live in the plane of our inner nature, it must follow
that they might be actively helping every one of us
after the date referred to, and we, as physical brain
men, not be conscious of it on this plane.
... I strongly advise you to give up all yoga
practices, which in almost all cases have disastrous
results unless guided by a competent teacher. The
concussions and explosions in your head are evidences
that you are in no fit condition to try yoga practices,
for they result from lesions of the brain, i.e., from the
bursting of the very minute brain cells. I am glad you
have written to me upon this matter, that I may have
an opportunity of warning you. Also I advise you to
discontinue concentration on the vital centres, which
again may prove dangerous unless under the guidance
of a teacher. You have learnt, to a certain degree,
the power of concentration, and the greatest help will
now come to you from concentration upon the Higher
Self, and aspiration toward the Higher Self. Also if
you will take some subject or sentence from the
Bhagavat Gîtâ, and concentrate your mind upon that
and meditate upon it, you will find much good result
from it, and there is no danger in such concentration.
As to the question about the disintegration of the
astral body and the length of time beforehand when
it could be seen. My answer was not meant to be
definite as to years, except that I gave a period of two
years as a long one before the death of the physical
body. There are cases—perhaps rare—in which five
years before the death of the physical, a clairvoyant
has seen the disintegration of the astral beginning. The
idea intended to be conveyed is, that regardless of
periods of time, if the man is going to die naturally
(and that includes by disease), the corruption, disintegrating
or breaking up of the astral body may be
perceived by those who can see that way. Hence the
question of years is not involved. Violent deaths are
not included in this, because the astral in such cases
does not disintegrate beforehand. And the way of seeing
such a death in advance is by another method altogether.
Death from old age—which is the natural
close of a cycle—is included in the answer as to death
by disease, which might be called the disease of inability
to fight off the ordinary breaking up of the
cohesive forces.
You cannot develop the third eye. It is too difficult,
and until you have cleared up a good deal more on
philosophy it would be useless, and a useless sacrifice is
a crime of folly. But here is advice given by many
Adepts: every day and as often as you can, and on
going to sleep and as you wake, think, think, think,
on the truth that you are not body, brain, or astral man,
but that you are that, and "that" is the Supreme
Soul. For by this practice you will gradually kill the
false notion which lurks inside that the false is the
true, and the true is the false. By persistence in this,
by submitting your daily thoughts each night to the
judgment of your Higher Self, you will at last gain
light.
Now as to The Voice of the Silence and the cycles
of woe (undergone by the Arhan who remains to help
mankind) it is easy to understand. You must always
remember when reading such things, that terms must
be used that the reader will understand. Hence speaking
thus, it must be said that there are such cycles of
woe—from our standpoint—just as the fact that I
have no amusements but nothing but work in the T.S.
seems a great penance to those who like their pleasures.
I, on the contrary, take pleasure and peace in the
"self-denial" as they call it. Therefore it must follow
that he who enters the secret Path finds his peace and
pleasure in endless work for ages for Humanity. But,
of course, with his added sight and knowledge, he must
always be seeing the miseries of men self-inflicted.
The mistake you make is to give the person thus
"sacrificed" the same small qualities and longings as
we now have, whereas the wider sweep and power
of soul make what we call sacrifice and woe seem
something different. Is not this clear, then? If it were
stated otherwise than as the Voice has it, you would
find many making the vow and then breaking it; but
he who makes the vow with the full idea of its misery
will keep it.
... If we can all accumulate a fund of good
for all the others we will thus dissipate many clouds.
The follies and the so-called sins of people are really
things that are sure to come to nothing if we treat
them right. We must not be so prone as the people
of the day are, of whom we are some, to criticise others
and forget the beam in our own eye. The Bhagavad
Gîtâ and Jesus are right in that they both shew us how
to do our own duty and not go into that of others.
Every time we think that someone else has done
wrong we should ask ourselves two questions:
(1) Am I the judge in this matter who is entitled
to try this person?
(2) Am I any better in my way, do I or do I not
offend in some other way just as much as they do in
this?
This will settle the matter I think. And in ...
there ought to be no judgments and no criticism. If
some offend then let us ask what is to be done, but
only when the offence is against the whole. When an
offence is against us, then let it go. This is thought by
some to be "goody-goody," but I tell you the heart, the
soul, and the bowels of compassion are of more consequence
than intellectuality. The latter will take us all
sure to hell if we let it govern only. Be sure of this
and try as much as you can to spread the true spirit
in all directions, or else not only will there be individual
failure, but also the circle H. P. B. made as a nucleus
for possible growth will die, rot, fail, and come to
nothing.
It is not possible to evade the law of evolution, but
that law need not always be carried out in one way.
If the same result is produced it is enough. Hence in
any one hour or minute the being attaining adeptship
could pass through countless experiences in effect.
But, as a fact, no one becomes an adept until he has in
some previous time gone through the exact steps
needed. If you and I, for instance, miss adeptship in
this Manvantara, we will emerge again to take up the
work at a corresponding point in the much higher development
of the next, although then we may seem
low down in the scale, viewing us from the standard
then to prevail.
The law is this. No man can rush on and fail to
escape the counter current, and in proportion as he
rushes so will be the force of the current. All members
who work hard come at last to the notice of the
Lodge, and the moment they do so, the Black Lodge
also takes notice, and hence questions arise, and we are
tried in subtle ways that surpass sight, but are strong
for the undoing of him who is not prepared by right
thought and sacrifice to the higher nature for the
fight. I tell you this. It may sound mysterious, but it
is the truth, and at this time we are all bound to feel
the forces at work, for as we grow, so the other side
gets ready to oppose.
... Be sure that you understand me right about
the Black side. I mean this: that when men work
along a good while, and really raise themselves up by
that, they get the attention of the Black if they are of
sufficient importance for it. I have their attention,
and it makes a trouble now and then. What we all
want to have, then, is the best armour for such a fight,
and that is patience. Patience is a great thing, and
will work in more ways than one, not only in personal
life, but in wider concerns.
The difficulty of remembering the things you read,
and the like, may be due to one or many causes.
First, it indicates the need of mental discipline in the
way of compelling yourself to serious reading and
thinking, even though for a short time each day. If
persisted in, this will gradually change the mental action,
just as one can alter the taste for different sorts
of food taken into the body. Again, if you have been
dealing in what is known as Mind Cure or Metaphysical
Healing, you should avoid it, because it will increase
the difficulty you mention. It is different from
good, ordinary, mental discipline. And also if you
have been in any way following Spiritualism or indulging
in psychic thoughts or visions or experiences, these
would be a cause for the trouble, and should be
abandoned.
There is no need for you to be a despairer. Reflect
on that old verse, "What room is there for sorrow and
what room for doubt in him who knows that the Self
is one, and that all things are the Self, only differing
in degree." This is a free rendering but is what it
means. Now, it is true that a man cannot force himself
at once into a new will and into a new belief but
by thinking much on the same thing—such as this—he
soon gets a new will and a new belief, and from it
will come strength and also light. Try this plan. It
is purely occult, simple, and powerful. I hope all
will be well, and that as we are shaken up from time
to time we shall grow strong.
----'s article strove to show that H. P. B. did not
teach the doctrine of reincarnation in '77 as she did
later, which is quite true so far as the public was then
concerned, but she did to me and others teach it then
as now, and further it seems clear what she meant, to
wit, that there is no reincarnation for the astral monad,
which is the astral man; and it being a theosophical
doctrine that the astral man does not reincarnate save
in exceptional cases, she taught then the same thing as
she did later. Personally H. P. B. told me many times
of the real doctrine of reincarnation, enforced by the
case of the death of my own child, so I know what she
thought and believed.
I am not able to give you the definition which you
ask for, as it seems to me spirit cannot be defined
except in this way, that the whole universe is made of
spirit and matter, both constituting together the Absolute.
What is not in matter is spirit, and what is not
in spirit is matter; but there is no particle of matter
without spirit, and no particle of spirit without matter.
If this attempted definition is correct, you will see that
it is impossible to define the things of the spirit, and
that has always been said by the great teachers of the
past.
What a petty lot of matter we spend time on, when
so much is transitory. After a hundred years what
will be the use of all this? Better that a hundred
years hence a principle of freedom and an impulse of
work should have been established. The small errors
of a life are nothing, but the general sum of thought
is much.... I care everything for the unsectarianism
that H. P. B. died to start, and now threatened
in its own house. Is it not true that Masters have forbidden
Their chelâs to tell under what orders they act
for fear of the black shadow that follows innovations?
Yes....
Am very sorry to hear that your health is not good.
In reply to your question: A sound body is not expected,
because our race is unsound everywhere. It is
Karma. Of course a correct mental and moral position
will at last bring a sound body, but the process may,
and often does, involve sickness. Hence sickness may
be a blessing on two planes: (1) the mental and moral
by opening the nature, and (2) on the physical as being
the discharge into this plane of an inner sickness of
the inner being.
The question of sex is not the most difficult. The
personal one is still harder. I mean the purely personal,
that relating to "me." The sexual relates
really only to a low plane gratification. If Nature
can beat you there, then she need not try the other,
and vice versa; if she fails on the personal she may attempt
the other, but then with small chance of success.
We all differ and must agree to disagree, for it is only
by balancing contrary things that equilibrium (harmony)
is obtained. Harmony does not come through
likeness. If people will only let each other alone and
go about their own business quietly all will be well....
It is one's duty to try and find one's own duty
and not to get into the duty of another. And in this
it is of the highest importance that we should detach
our minds (as well as our tongues) from the duties and
acts of others whenever those are outside of our own.
If you can find this fine line of action and inaction you
will have made great progress.
Do not stop to consider your progress at all, because
that is the way to stop it; but take your mind off the
question of your progress and do the best you can.
I hope you will be able to acquire in no long time that
frame of mind which you so much desire. I think you
will acquire that if you will take your mind off yourself
as much as possible, and throw it into something
for someone else, which would, in course of time,
destroy the self impression.
I regret exceedingly all your troubles and difficulties.
They are all, it goes without saying, matters of Karma,
and must right themselves in process of time. Meantime,
your work and duty lie in continuing patient and
persevering throughout. The troubles of your friends
and relatives are not your Karma, though intimately
associated with it by reason of the very friendship and
relation. In the lives of all who aspire to higher things
there is a more or less rapid precipitation of old Karma,
and it is this which is affecting you. It will go off
shortly, and you will have gained greatly in having
gotten rid of a troublesome piece of business.
As it will take many a life for one to overcome the
personal nature, there is no good in imagining what
things and thoughts would then be like. It is certain
that, in that long journey, the whole nature changing,
it is adjusted to all conditions. Many of those matters
which we call the woes of others are really nothing at
all, and only "skin deep"; the real woe of the race
is not that.
By setting apart a particular time for meditation a
habit is formed, and as the time comes round the mind
will, after a while, become trained, so that meditation
at the particular time will become natural. Hence, as
far as possible, it will be well for you to keep to the
same hour.
You ask if I was at —— where you saw me. Let
me tell you something in confidence. I am around at
all places, but, of course, most at such as where you
... and others like that are, but it is not necessary
for me to remember it at all, as it is done without
that since this brain has enough to do here. To remember
I should have to retire and devote myself to
that, and it would make things no better.
A college course is not necessary for occultism. One
of the best occultists I know was never in college. But
if a man adds good learning to intuition and high aspiration
he is naturally better off than another. I am
constantly in the habit of consulting the dictionary and
of thinking out the meanings and the correlations of
words. Do the same. It is good.
The old mission of the Rosicrucians, though dead
on the outside, is not dead, for the Masters were in
that as They are in this, and it may be possible to
usher in a new era of western occultism devoid of
folly. We should all be ready for that if it be possible.
In regard to the pictures which you see, observe
them with indifference, relying always on the Higher
Self, and looking to it for knowledge and light, pictures
or no pictures.
XXVI. On Work.
Yes, that business is already a "back number,"
stale and unprofitable. I have found that work tells.
While others fume and fret and sleep, and now and
then start up to criticise, if you go right on and work,
and let time, the great devourer, do the other work,
you will see that in a little while that others will
wake up once more to find themselves "left," as they
say in the land of slang. Do, then, that way. Your
own duty is hard enough to find out, and by attending
to that you gain, no matter how small the duty may be.
The duty of another is full of danger. May you have
the light to see and to do! Tell —— to work to the
end to make himself an instrument for good work.
Times change, men go here and there, and places need
to be filled by those who can do the best sort of work
and who are full of the fire of devotion and who have
the right basis and a sure and solid one for themselves.
My love to all.
I am very sorry that so many efforts on your part
to influence the public press have been unsuccessful,
but I feel sure that you will ultimately be successful.
I am inclined to think that you will almost certainly
find that articles written by Theosophists on the spot
will obtain more ready admission than if you send
them articles which have already been printed.
They have a more local colouring, and therefore a
greater local interest.... I feel sure that by persistent
and steady work, such as you are doing, you
will win your way, and that even the most conservative
papers will find it to their interest to insert articles.
Both —— and —— are two weak, half-corroded
spots. It is due to (a) gossip about others, including
me and others in the three lands; (b) to the personal
element; (c) most of all to the absence of real faith
in the Masters, for wherever that is not strong the
work goes down; (d) to a sort of fear of public
opinion; (e) to incomplete grasp of the elementary
truths; and so on.
Stick to it that the way is to do all you can and let
the results go. You have nothing to do with results;
the other side will look out for that. This is really
the culmination of the work of ages, and it would be
a poor thing, indeed, if the Lodge had to depend
alone on our puny efforts. Hence, go on and keep
the spirit that you have only to proceed, and leave the
rest to time and the Lodge. If all the other members
had the same idea, it would be better for the old T.S.
But let us hope on, for we have some any way, and
that is more than none.
You are right, too, about The Secret Doctrine, it is
a mine, and is the magazine for the warrior Theosophists,
which is the description of you and me and
some others.
Let us all be as silent as we may be, and work,
work; for as the enemy rages, they waste time, while
work shines forth after all is over, and we will see
that as they fought we were building. Let that be our
watchword.... I hope no weak souls will be
shaken off their base. If they get on their own base
they will not be shaken off.
XXVII. On Wisdom in Action.
This is the right conclusion, to let all talk and other
people's concerns slip by and not meddle. No one
should be taking information to another, for it fans a
flame, and now we have to ignore everything and just
work on, be good and kind and, like St. Paul's charity,
overlook all things. Retire into your own silence and
let all others be in the hands of Karma, as we all are.
"Karma takes care of its own." It is better to have no
side, for it is all for the Master and He will look out
for all if each does just right, even if, to their view,
another seems not to do so. By our not looking at
their errors too closely the Master will be able to clear
it all off and make it work well. The plan of quiet
passive resistance, or rather, laying under the wind, is
good and ought to work in all attacks. Retreat within
your own heart and there keep firmly still. Resist
without resisting. It is possible and should be attained.
Once more, au revoir only, no matter what may happen,
even irresistible Death itself. Earthquakes here
yesterday: these signify some souls of use have come
into the world somewhere; but where?
Well, now, just at this minute I do not know exactly
what to say. Why not take up an easy and fluidic
position in the matter? An occultist is never fixed to
any particular mortal plan. Wait. All things come to
him who waits in the right way. Make yourself in
every way as good an instrument for any sort of work
as you can. Every little thing I ever learned I have
now found out to be of use to me in this work of ours.
Ease of manner and of speech are of the best to have.
Ease of mind and confidence are better than all in this
work of dealing with other men—that is, with the
human heart. The more wise one is the better he can
help his fellows, and the more cosmopolitan he is the
better, too.... When the hour strikes it will
then find you ready; no man knows when the hour will
strike. But he has to be ready. You see Jesus was in
fact an occultist, and in the parable of the foolish
virgins gave a real occult ordinance. It is a good one
to follow. Nothing is gained, but a good deal is lost by
impatience—not only strength, but also sight and intuition.
So decide nothing hastily. Wait; make no
set plan. Wait for the hour to make the decision, for
if you decide in advance of the time you tend to raise
a confusion. So have courage, patience, hope, faith,
and cheerfulness.
The very first step towards being positive and self-centered
is in the cheerful performance of duty. Try
to take pleasure in doing what is your duty, and especially
in the little duties of life. When doing any duty
put your whole heart into it. There is much in this
life that is bright if we would open our eyes to it. If
we recognize this then we can bear the troubles that
come to us calmly and patiently, for we know that they
will pass away.
... You can solidify your character by attending
to small things. By attacking small faults, and on
every small occasion, one by one. This will arouse
the inner attitude of attention and caution. The small
faults and small occasions being conquered, the character
grows strong. Feelings and desires are not
wholly of the body. If the mind is deliberately taken
off such subjects and placed on other and better ones,
then the whole body will follow the mind and grow
tractable. This struggle must be kept up, and after
awhile it will be easier. Old age only makes this difference—the
machine of body is less strong; for in old
age the thoughts are the same if we let them grow
without pruning.
There is never any need to worry. The good law
looks out for all things, and all we have to do is our
duty as it comes along from day to day. Nothing is
gained by worrying about matters and about the way
people do not respond. In the first place you do not
alter people, and in the second, by being anxious as
to things, you put an occult obstacle in the way of what
you want done. It is better to acquire a lot of what is
called carelessness by the world, but is in reality a calm
reliance on the law, and a doing of one's own duty, satisfied
that the results must be right, no matter what
they may be. Think that over, and try to make it a
part of your inner mind that it is no use to worry; that
things will be all right, no matter what comes, and
that you are resolved to do what you see before you,
and trust to Karma for all the rest.
I am sorry to hear that you are passing through
what you mention. Yet you knew it would have to
come, and one learns, and the purpose of life is to
learn. It is all made up of learning. So though it is
hard it is well to accept it as you say.
Do you know what it is to resist without resistance?
That means, among other things, that too great an
expenditure of strength, of "fortitude," is not wise.
If one fights one is drawn into the swirl of events and
thoughts instead of leaning back on the great ocean
of the Self which is never moved. Now you see that,
so lean back and look on at the ebb and flow of life
that washes to our feet and away again many things
that are not easy to lose or pleasant to welcome. Yet
they all belong to Life, to the Self. The wise man has
no personal possessions.
Anyway you are right that struggling is wrong.
Do it quietly, that is the way the Masters do it. The
reaction the other way is just as you say, but the
Master has so much wisdom He is seldom if ever, the
prey of reactions. That is why He goes slowly. But it
is sure.... I know how the cloud comes and
goes. That is all right; just wait, as the song says, till
they roll by.
Arouse, arouse in you the meaning of "Thou art
That." Thou art the Self. This is the thing to think
of in meditation, and if you believe it then tell others
the same. You have read it before, but now try to
realise it more and more each day and you will have
the light you want.... If you will look for wisdom
you will get it sure, and that is all you want or
need. Am glad all looks well. It would always look
well if each and all minded their own things and kept
the mind free from all else.
Patience is really the best and most important thing,
for it includes many. You cannot have it if you are
not calm and ready for the emergency, and as calmness
is the one thing necessary for the spirit to be
heard, it is evident how important patience is. It also
prevents one from precipitating a thing, for by precipitation
we may smash a good egg or a good plan,
and throw the Karma, for the time, off and prevent
certain good effects flowing. So, keep right on and try
for patience in all the very smallest things of life every
day, and you will find it growing very soon, and with
it will come greater strength and influence on and for
others, as well as greater and clearer help from the
inner side of things.
For the love of heaven do not take any tales or informations
from any person to any other. The man
who brought news to the king was sometimes killed.
The surest way to make trouble out of nothing is to
tell about it from one to another. Construe the words
of the Gîtâ about one's own duty to mean that you
have nothing to do in the smallest particular with other
people's fancies, tales, facts, or other matters, as you
will have enough to do to look out for your own duty....
Too much, too much, trying to force harmony.
Harmony comes from a balancing of diversities, and
discord from any effort to make harmony by force....
In all such things I never meddle, but say to myself
it is none of my affair at all, and wait till it comes
to me—and thank God if it never arrives! And that is
a good rule for you.
Think of these points:
(a) Criticism should be abandoned. It is no good.
Co-operation is better than criticism. The duty of
another is dangerous for one whose duty it is not. The
insidious coming of unbrotherly criticism should be
warned against, prevented, stopped. By example you
can do much, as also by word in due season.
(b) Calmness is now a thing to be had, to be preserved.
No irritation should be let dwell inside. It is
a deadly foe. Sit on all the small occasions that evoke
it and the greater ones will never arise to trouble you.
(c) Solidarity.
(d) Acceptation of others.
It is not wise to be always analysing our faults and
failures; to regret is waste of energy: if we endeavour
to use all our energy in the service of the Cause, we
shall find ourselves rising above our faults and failures,
and though these must perhaps occur, they will
lose their power to drag us down. Of course we do
have to face our faults and fight them, but our strength
for such a struggle will increase with our devotion and
unselfishness. This does not mean that vigilance over
one's thoughts and acts is ever to be relaxed.
If you will rely upon the truth that your inner self
is a part of the great Spirit, you will be able to conquer
these things that annoy, and if you will add to that a
proper care of your bodily health, you will get strength
in every department. Do not look at things as failures,
but regard every apparent failure after real effort
as a success, for the real test is in the effort and motive,
and not in the result. If you will think over this idea
on the lines of The Bhagavat Gîtâ you will gain
strength from it.
As before so now I will do all I can for you, which
is not much, as each must do for himself. Just stay
loyal and true, and look for the indications of your
own duty from day to day, not meddling with others,
and you will find the road easier. It is better to die in
one's own duty than to do that of another, no matter
how well you do it. Look for peace that comes from
a realisation of the true unity of all and the littleness of
oneself. Give up in mind and heart all to the Self and
you will find peace.
The deadening dullness you speak of is one of the
trials of the age, but we have some good and earnest
people, and they may act as the righteous men in the
cities of old, for our ideas are more mighty than all
the materialism of the age, which is sure to die out
and be replaced by the truth. You will have to take
care that the spirit of the time, and the wickedness
and apathy of the people, do not engender in you a
bitter spirit. This is always to be found in the beginning,
but now, being forewarned, you are forearmed.
Do not allow bitterness to come up; keep off all personalities
all the time; let the fight be for a cause and
not against anyone. Let no stones be thrown. Be
charitable. Do not let people be asked to step out, no
matter what they do; when they want to go they may
go, but don't have threats nor discipline, it does no
good but a lot of harm.
Say, look here, never growl at anything you have to
do. If you have to go, just take it as a good thing you
have to do, and then it will redound to the good of
them and yourself, but if it is a constant cross then it
does no good and you get nothing. Apply your theories
thus.... It is a contest of smiles if we really
know our business.... Never be afraid, never
be sorry, and cut all doubts with the sword of
knowledge.
I think that you will be helped if you will try to aid
some poor, distressed person by merely talking and
expressing your sympathy if you are not able to help
in money, though the very fact of giving five cents to
someone who needs it is an act which, if done in the
right spirit, that of true brotherliness, will help the one
who gives. I suggest this because you will, by doing
so, set up fresh bonds of sympathy between you and
others, and by trying to alleviate the sorrows or sufferings
of others, you will find strength come to you
when you most need it.
Let them croak, and if we keep silent it will have no
effect and as there has been trouble enough it is better
not to make it any worse by referring to it. The only
strength it has is when we take notice. It is better
policy for all of us who are in earnest and united to
keep still in any matter that has any personal bearing.
Silentio, my dear, is almost as good as patience. He
laughs best who does it last, and time is a devil for
grinding things.... Use the time in getting
calmness and solid strength, for a deep river is not so
because it has a deep bed, but because it has volume.
Rely within yourself on your Higher Self always,
and that gives strength, as the Self uses whom it will.
Persevere, and little by little new ideals and thought-forms
will drive out of you the old ones. This is the
eternal process.
Troubles are ahead, of course, but I rather think
that the old war-horse of the past will not be easily
frightened or prevented from the road. Do your best
to make and keep good thought and feeling of solidarity....
Our old lion of the Punjab is not so far
off, but all the same is not in the place some think, or
in the condition either.
The way gets clearer as we go on, but as we get
clearer we get less anxious as to the way ahead.
There is service objective and its counterpart within,
which being stronger will at last manifest without.
Do not judge in anger, for though the anger passes
the judgment remains.
The promises I made to myself are just as binding as
any others.
Be true lovers, but of God, and not of each other.
Love each the other in that to one another ye mirror
God, for that God is in you each.
We all are; I too. We never were anything, but
only continually are. What we are now determines
what we will be.
In order to off-set the terribly cold effect of perceiving
the littleness of human affairs, one must inculcate
in oneself a great compassion which will include oneself
also. If this is not done, contempt comes on, and
the result is dry, cold, hard, repellent and obstructive
to all good work.
I know that his absence is a loss to you, but I think
if you will regard all things and events as being in the
Self and It in them, making yourself a part of the
whole, you will see there is no real cause for sorrow
or fear. Try to realise this and thus go in confidence
and even joy.
There are valleys in which the greatest shadows
are due to old lives in other bodies, and yet the intensity
of universal love and of aspiration will dissipate
those in an instant of time.
AN OCCULT NOVEL
A tireless worker, Mr. Judge, was always proposing
new modes of activity. One never knew what fresh
idea would not emanate from his indefatigable mind.
One idea with which he occupied some of his lighter
moments, was that of an occult novel. It was his idea
that a friend of his should write this, from incidents
and material to be furnished by himself, and to this
idea he adhered, even having the title copyrighted, with
the name of his author, despite the laughing protests
of this friend, to whose outcries and statements that
she never could, and never should, write a novel, Mr.
Judge would smilingly reply: "Oh, yes! You will do
it when the time comes." From time to time he sent
to this friend suggestions, incidents and other material
for this novel, the same being on odds and ends of
paper, often rough wrapping paper, and being jotted
down under a lamp-post at night while he waited for
his tram, or in court while he waited for the case in
which he was engaged to come up. On these scraps are
also marginal notes, as he accepted or rejected the
ideas of his own prolific mind. These notes are given
here as such. It has been suggested that the recipient
of these materials should still write the novel as proposed,
but setting aside the fact that she could not be
sure of properly rendering the real ideas of Mr. Judge,
it is also thought that readers will much prefer to have
the notes precisely as Mr. Judge set them down.
The printed title-page runs as follows:
IN A BORROWED BODY. The Journey of a Soul.
BY J. Campbell Ver-Planck, F.T.S.
1891.
The name is filled in in the writing of Mr. Judge,
and there is this marginal note. "Copyright gone to
Washngn."
(All "Notes" are to be understood as being marginal
ones made by Mr. Judge unless otherwise stated.)
Memo. aboutBorrowed Body.
The point on which it should all turn is not so much
reincarnation as the use of a borrowed body, which is
a different kind of reincarnation from that of Arnold's
Phra the Phœnician.
This will also give chance to show the other two
sorts of reincarnation, e.g.:—
(a) Ordinary reincarnation in which there is no
memory of the old personality, as the astral body is
new; and:
(b) Exception as to astral body; but similarity of
conception to that of ordinary cases, where the child
retains the old astral body and hence memory of old
personality and acquaintance with old knowledge and
dexterity.
A Chapter.
The Assembling of the Skandhas.
On the death of body the Kama principle collects
the Skandhas in space, or at the rebirth of the Ego the
Skandhas rush together and assemble about it to go
with it in the new life.
Another.
The Unveiling of the Sun.
There is the real and unreal sun. The real one is
hidden by a golden vase, and the devotee prays:
"Unveil, O Pushan, the true Sun's face," etc. A
voice (or other) says "thou art that vase" and then he
knows that he alone hides the true Sun from himself.
Pushan is the guide and watches on the path to the
Sun.
The eulogy of the Sun and the Soul are enshrined
in a golden rose or lotus in the heart which is impregnable.
The theme of the book is not always teacher and
pupil.
He first strives for some lives ordinarily and then
in one he grows old and wise, and sitting before a
temple one day in Madura he dies slowly, and like a
dissolving view he sees the adepts round him aiding
him; also a small child which seems to be himself, and
then thick darkness. He is born then in the usual way.
Twice this is repeated, each time going through the
womb but with the same astral body.
Then he lives the third life to forty-nine, and comes
again to die and with same aid he selects a foreign
child who is dying.
Child dying. Skandhas collecting, child's Ego going—left,
spark of life low: relatives about bed.
He enters by the way the mind went out and revivifies
the body. Recovery, youth, etc., etc.
This is his borrowed body.
Memo. No. 2
A couple of Incidents for the Book.
A round tower used by the fire worshippers in Ireland
and other isles in early ages. A temple is attached
to it; quaint structure—one priest and one
neophyte.
People below the tower coming into the temple
grounds as the religion is in its decadence.
On the top of the tower is the neophyte, who in the
face of the prevailing scepticism clings to the dead
faith and to the great priest. His duty is to keep a fire
on the tower burning with aromatic woods. He leans
over the fire; it burns badly; the wood seems green;
he blows it up; it burns slightly; he hears the voices
of the disputers and sellers below; goes to the tower
and gazes over while the fire goes slowly out. He is a
young man of singular expression, not beautiful but
powerful face; intense eyes, long dark hair, and far
gazing eyes of a greyish colour unusual for such hair.
Skin clear with a shifting light flowing from it. Sensitive
face; blushes easily but now and then stern. As
he still gazes the fire goes out. Just then a tall old man
comes up the stairs and stands upon the tower top at
opposite side, looking at the fire and then at the
young man and withdraws not his gaze for an instant.
It is a sternly powerful drawing look. He is very tall,
dark brown eyes, grey hair, long beard. The young
man feels his look and turns about and sees the fire
out completely, while its last small cloud of smoke is
floating off beyond the tower. They look at each other.
In the young man's face you see the desperate first
impulse to excuse, and then the sudden thought that
excuses are useless because childish, for he knew his
duty—to keep the small spiral of smoke ever connecting
heaven with earth, in the hope, however vain, that
thus the old age might be charmed to return. The old
man raises his hand, points away from the tower and
says "go." Young man descends.
II. A battle.—In the hottest a young soldier armed
to the teeth, fighting as if it made no matter whether
he win or lose, die or live. Strange weapons, sounds
and clouds.
Wounded, blood flowing. It is the young man of
the tower. He sinks down taken prisoner. In a cell
condemned, for they fear his spiritual power. Conflict
between the last remnant of the old religion and
the new, selfish faith.
Taken to his execution. Two executioners. They
bind him standing and stand behind and at side; each
holds a long straight weapon with a curved blunt
blade, curved to (fit?) about the neck. They stand at
opposite sides, place those curved blunt blades holding
his neck like two crooks. They pull—a sickening
sound: his head violently pulled out close to the
shoulder leaves a jagged edge. The body sways and
falls. It was the way they made such a violent exit for
a noble soul as they thought would keep it bound in
the astral earth sphere for ages.
III. That young man again. He approaches an old
man (of the tower). Young one holds parchments
and flowers in his hand, points to parchments and asks
explanation. Old one says, "Not now; when I come
again I will tell you."
Note.—Keep this, Julius.
W. Q. J.
Z. L. Z.
The next batch of notes is headed by the single
word: "Book." Then follow four lines of shorthand.
After these the words:
"Incidents showing by picture his life in other ages;
the towers; the battle; the death; the search for knowledge
and the sentiment expressed in the flowers."
Eusebio Rodigues de Undiano was a notary in Spain
who found among the effects of his father many old
parchments written in a language which was unknown
to him. He discovered it was Arabic, and in order to
decipher them learned that tongue. They contained
the story.
Note.—No initiates; Lytton only.
Eusebio de Undiano is only one of the old comrades
reborn in Spain who searches like Nicodemus for the
light.
Note.—Yes.
Eusebio de Undiano finds in his father's parchments
confirmation of what the possession of the body has
often told him.
Note.—Yes.
This person in the body never gave his name to
anyone and has no name.
An autobiographical story? No? Yes! Related
by one who was struck; by an admirer who suspected
something? No; because that is hearsay evidence;
the proof is incomplete, whereas he relating it himself
is either true, or a mere insane fancy. It is better
to be insane than be another's tool.
Stick to the tower and the head-chopping business.
Let him be that young man and after the head loss
he wanders in Kama Loca and there he sees the old
man who was killed on the tower soon after the fire
went out. The old man tells him that he will tell all
when they return to earth.
He wanders about the tower vicinity seeking a birth,
until one day he sees vague shapes suddenly appearing
and disappearing. They are not dressed like his
countrymen down below on the earth. This goes on.
They seem friendly and familiar, the one requesting
him to go with them, he refuses. They are more powerful
than he is yet they do not compel him but show
him their power. One day one was talking to him; he
again refuses unless something might show him that
he ought to go. Just then he hears a bell sound, such
as he never heard before. It vibrates through him and
seems to open up vistas of a strange past and in a
moment he consents to go.
They reach Southern India and there he sees the old
man of the tower, whom he addresses, and again asks
the burning question about the parchment. The old
man says again the same as before and adds that he had
better come again into the world in that place.
The darkness and silence. The clear, hot day. The
absence of rain. After listening to the old man he
consents inwardly to assume life there and soon a
heavy storm arises, the rain beats, he feels himself
carried to the earth and in deep darkness. A resounding
noise about him. It is the noise of the growing
plants. This is a rice field with some sesamum in it.
The moisture descends and causes the expanding; sees
around, all is motion and life. Inclosed in the sphere
of some rice, he bemoans his fate. He is born in a
Brahmin's house.
Note.—Shall the question of reincarnation through
cloud and rain and seed and thus from the seed of the
man, be gone into?
He is the young man. He knows much. He dies at
nineteen. Strange forms around his bed who hold
him. They carry him back to the land of the towers.
He recognizes it again and sees that ages have passed
since the fire went out, and in the air he perceives
strange shapes and sees incessantly a hand as of Fate,
pointing to that Island. The towers are gone, the
temples and the monuments. All is altered. They take
him to a populous city and as he approaches he sees
over one house a great commotion in the air. Shapes
moving. Bright flashes, and puffs as of smoke. They
enter the room, and on the bed is the form of a young
boy given up to die, with relatives weeping. His
guides ask him if he will borrow that body about to be
deserted and use it for the good of their Lodge. He
consents. They warn him of the risks and dangers.
The boy's breathing ceases and his eyes close, and
a bright flash is seen to go off from it (the body). He
sees the blood slowing down. They push him, and
he feels dark again. Boy revives. Physician takes
hope. "Yes; he will recover, with care." He recovers
easily. Change in his character. Feels strange in his
surroundings, etc.
The place in India where he went after death which
was again sudden (how?). A large white building.
Gleaming marble. Steps. Pillars. A hole that has
yellowish glow that looks like water. Instruction as to
the work to be done, and the journey to the land of the
tower, in search of a body to borrow. As to bodies
being deserted by the tenant that might live if well
understood and well connected with a new soul. The
difference between such a birth and an ordinary birth
where the soul really owns the body, and between those
bodies of insane people which are not deserted, but
where the owner really lives outside. Bodies of insane
are not used because the machine itself is out of order,
and would be useless to the soul of a sane person.
Note.—Julius; keep these. I will send them now
and then. But before you go away, return to me so I
can keep the run of it. May change the scheme. The
motive is in the title I gave you.
Note.—No one who has not consciously lived the
double life of a man who is in the use and possession
of a body not his own can know the agony that so
often falls to one in such a case. I am not the original
owner of this body that I now use. It was made for
another, and for some little time used by him, but
in the storm of sickness he left it here to be buried,
and it would have been laid away in the earth if I had
not taken it up, vivified its failing energies and carried
it through some years of trial by sickness and accident.
But the first owner had not been in it long
enough to sow any troublesome seeds of disease; he
left a heritage of good family blood and wonderful
endurance. That he should have left this form so well
adapted for living, at least seems inconceivable, unless
it was that he could not use it, sick or well, for any of
his own purposes. At any rate it is mine now, but
while at first I thought it quite an acquisition there are
often times when I wish I had not thus taken another
man's frame, but had come into life in the ordinary
way.
A Couple of Incidents for The Book.
Incident of the letter and picture.
There was a very curious old man (sufficient
description to add).
Sent a small cardboard in which was a picture, a
head, and over it appeared to be placed a thin sheet of
paper, gummed over the sides to the back. He asked
if I could tell him anything of the picture which was
visible through the thin paper. Having great curiosity,
I lifted up the thin paper, and at once there
seemed to be printed off from its underside a red circle
surrounding the head on the board. In one instance
this circle turned black and so did the entire inside
space including the head which was then obliterated.
In the other the red circle seemed to get on fire inward,
and then the whole included portion burned up. On
examining the thin paper on underside there were
traces of a circle, as if with paste.
He laughed and said that curiosity was not always
rewarded.
Took it to several chemists in Paris, who said that
they knew of no substance that would do this. The
old chemist in Ireland said a very destructive thing
called Flourine might be liberated thus and do it, but
that it was only a thing with chemists and analysts.
(Note by the compiler.—In his travels Mr. Judge
met many strange people and saw some extraordinary
sights. Now and again he would tell one of these to
be included in the novel, but just in this unfinished and
vague way. When asked to tell more, he would smile
and shake his head, saying: "No, No; little brothers
must finish it.")
Another Incident.
The temple on the site of the present city of Conjeveram
was about to be consecrated and the regular
priests were all ready for the ceremony. Minor ceremonies
had taken place at the laying of the cornerstone,
but this was to exceed that occasion in importance.
A large body of worshippers were gathered
not for the gratification of curiosity, but in order to
receive the spiritual benefits of the occasion and they
filled the edifice so that I could not get inside. I was
thus compelled to stand just at the edge of the door,
and that was, as I afterwards found out, the best place
I could have selected if I had known in advance what
was to take place. A few days before a large number
of wandering ascetics had arrived and camped on a
spot near the temple, but no one thought much of it
because used to seeing such people. There was nothing
unnatural about these men, and all that could be said
was that a sort of mysterious air hung about them, and
one or two children declared that on one evening none
of the visitors could be found at their camp nor any
evidence that men had been there, but they were not
believed, because the ascetics were there as usual the
next morning. Two old men in the city said that the
visitors were Devas in their "illusionary form," but
there was too much excitement about the dedication
to allow of much thought on the subject. The event,
however, proved the old men right.
At the moment when the people in the temple were
expecting the priests to arrive, the entire body of
ascetics appeared at the door with a wonderful looking
sage-like man at their head, and they entered the
edifice in the usual formal way of the priests and the
latter on arriving made no disturbance, but took what
places they could, simply saying: "they are the Devas."
The strangers went on with the ceremonies, and all
the while a light filled the building and music from the
air floated over the awestruck worshippers.
When the time came for them to go they all followed
the leader in silence to the door. I could see inside,
and as I was at the door could also see outside. All
the ascetics came to the entrance but not one was seen
to go beyond it, and none were ever perceived by any
man in the city again. They melted away at the threshold.
It was their last appearance, for the shadow of
the dark age was upon the people, preventing such
sights for the future. The occurrence was the topic
of conversation for years, and it was all recorded in
the archives of the city.
In a Borrowed Body.
I must tell you first what happened to me in this
present life since it is in this one that I am relating
to you about many other lives of mine.
I was a simple student of our high Philosophy for
many lives on earth in various countries, and then at
last developed in myself a desire for action. So I died
once more as so often before and was again reborn in
the family of a Rajah, and in time came to sit on his
throne after his death.
Two years after that sad event one day an old wandering
Brahmin came to me and asked if I was ready
to follow my vows of long lives before, and go to do
some work for my old master in a foreign land. Thinking
this meant a journey only I said I was.
"Yes," said he, "but it is not only a journey. It will
cause you to be here and there all days and years. To-day
here, to-night there."
"Well," I replied, "I will do even that, for my
vows had no conditions and master orders."
I knew of the order, for the old Brahmin gave me
the sign marked on my forehead. He had taken my
hand, and covering it with his waist-cloth, traced the
sign in my palm under the cloth so that it stood out
in lines of light before my eyes.
He went away with no other word, as you know
they so often do, leaving me in my palace. I fell
asleep in the heat, with only faithful Gopal beside me.
I dreamed and thought I was at the bedside of a mere
child, a boy, in a foreign land unfamiliar to me only
that the people looked like what I knew of the Europeans.
The boy was lying as if dying, and relatives
were all about the bed.
A strange and irresistible feeling drew me nearer to
the child, and for a moment I felt in this dream as if
I were about to lose consciousness. With a start I
awoke in my own palace—on the mat where I had
fallen asleep, with no one but Gopal near and no noise
but the howling of jackals near the edge of the compound.
"Gopal," I said, "how long have I slept?'
"Five hours, master, since an Old Brahmin went
away, and the night is nearly gone, master."
I was about to ask him something else when again
sleepiness fell upon my senses, and once more I
dreamed of the small dying foreign child.
The scene had changed a little, other people had
come in, there was a doctor there, and the boy looked
to me, dreaming so vividly, as if dead. The people
were weeping, and his mother knelt by the bedside.
The doctor laid his head on the child's breast a moment.
As for myself I was drawn again nearer to the
body and thought surely the people were strange not to
notice me at all. They acted as if no stranger were
there, and I looked at my clothes and saw they were
eastern and bizarre to them. A magnetic line seemed
to pull me to the form of the child.
And now beside me I saw the old Brahmin standing.
He smiled.
"This is the child," he said, "and here must you
fulfil a part of your vows. Quick now! There is no
time to lose, the child is almost dead. These people
think him already a corpse. You see the doctor has
told them the fatal words, 'he is dead!'"
Yes, they were weeping. But the old Brahmin put
his hands on my head, and submitting to his touch, I
felt myself in my dream falling asleep. A dream in a
dream. But I woke in my dream, but not on my mat
with Gopal near me. I was that boy I thought. I
looked out through his eyes, and near me I heard, as if
his soul had slipped off to the ether with a sigh of
relief. The doctor turned once more and I opened
my eyes—his eyes—on him.
The physician started and turned pale. To another
I heard him whisper "automatic nerve action." He
drew near, and the intelligence in that eye startled
him to paleness. He did not see the old Brahmin making
passes over this body I was in and from which I
felt great waves of heat and life rolling over me—or
the boy.
And yet this all now seemed real as if my identity
was merged in the boy.
I was that boy and still confused, vague dreams
seemed to flit through my brain of some other plane
where I thought I was again, and had a faithful servant
named Gopal; but that must be dream, this the
reality. For did I not see my mother and father, the
old doctor and the nurse so long in our house with the
children. Yes; of course this is the reality.
And then I feebly smiled, whereon the doctor said:
"Most marvellous. He has revived. He may live."
He was feeling the slow moving pulse and noting
that breathing began and that vitality seemed once
more to return to the child, but he did not see the old
Brahmin in his illusionary body sending air currents
of life over the body of this boy, who
dreamed he had been a Rajah with a faithful servant
named Gopal. Then in the dream sleep seemed to
fall upon me. A sensation of falling; falling came to
my brain, and with a start I awoke in my palace on
my own mat. Turning to see if my servant was there
I saw him standing as if full of sorrow or fear for me.
"Gopal, how long have I slept again?"
"It is just morning, master, and I feared you had
gone to Yamâ's dominions and left your own Gopal
behind."
No, I was not sleeping. This was reality, these my
own dominions. So this day passed as all days had
except that the dream of the small boy in a foreign
land came to my mind all day until the night when I
felt more drowsy than usual. Once more I slept and
dreamed.
The same place and the same house, only now it
was morning there. What a strange dream I thought
I had had; as the doctor came in with my mother and
bent over me, I heard him say softly:
"Yes, he will recover. The night sleep has done
good. Take him, when he can go, to the country,
where he may see and walk on the grass."
As he spoke behind him I saw the form of a foreign
looking man with a turban on. He looked like the
pictures of Brahmins I saw in the books before I fell
sick. Then I grew very vague and told my mother:
"I had had two dreams for two nights, the same in
each. I dreamed I was a king and had one faithful
servant for whom I was sorry as I liked him very
much, and it was only a dream, and both were gone."
My mother soothed me, and said: "Yes, yes, my
dear."
And so that day went as days go with sick boys,
and early in the evening I fell fast asleep as a boy in
a foreign land, in my dream, but did no more dream
of being a king, and as before I seemed to fall until I
woke again on my mat in my own palace with Gopal
sitting near. Before I could rise the old Brahmin,
who had gone away, came in and I sent Gopal off.
"Rama," said he, "as boy you will not dream of
being Rajah but now you must know that every night
as sleeping king you are waking boy in foreign land.
Do well your duty and fail not. It will be some years,
but Time's never-stopping car rolls on. Remember
my words," and then he passed through the open door.
So I knew those dreams about a sick foreign boy
were not mere dreams but that they were recollections,
and I condemned each night to animate that
small child just risen from the grave, as his relations
thought, but I knew that his mind for many years
would not know itself, but would ever feel strange in
its surroundings, for, indeed, that boy would be myself
inside and him without, his friends not seeing that
he had fled away and another taken his place. Each
night I, as sleeping Rajah who had listened to the
words of sages, would be an ignorant foreign boy,
until through lapse of years and effort unremittingly
continued I learned how to live two lives at once. Yet
horrible at first seemed the thought that although my
life in that foreign land as a growing youth would be
undisturbed by vague dreams of independent power
as Rajah, I would always, when I woke on my mat,
have a clear remembrance of what at first seemed
only dreams of being a king, with vivid knowledge that
while my faithful servant watched my sleeping form
I would be masquerading in a borrowed body, unruly
as the wind. Thus as a boy I might be happy, but as
a king miserable maybe. And then after I should become
accustomed to this double life, perhaps my foreign
mind and habits would so dominate the body of
the boy that existence there would grow full of pain
from the struggle with an environment wholly at war
with the thinker within.
But a vow once made is to be fulfilled, and Father
Time eats up all things and ever the centuries.
WILLIAM QUAN JUDGE
William Quan Judge, son of Alice Mary Quan
and Frederick H. Judge, was born at Dublin, Ireland,
on April 13th, 1851. His mother died in early life
at the birth of her seventh child. The lad was
brought up in Dublin until his thirteenth year, when
the father removed to the United States with his
motherless children, taking passage on the Inman
Liner, "City of Limerick," which arrived in New
York harbour on July 14th, 1864. Of the years of his
childhood there is little to be said, though we hear of
a memorable illness of his seventh year; an illness
supposed to be mortal. The physician declared the
small sufferer to be dying, then dead; but in the outburst
of grief which followed the announcement, it
was discovered that the child had revived, and that all
was well with him. During convalescence the boy
shewed aptitudes and knowledge never before displayed,
exciting wonderment and questioning among
his elders as to when and how he had learned all
these new things. He seemed the same, and yet not the
same; had to be studied anew by his family, and while
no one knew that he had ever learned to read, from
his recovery in his eighth year we find him devouring
the contents of all the books he could obtain, relating
to Mesmerism, Phrenology, Character-Reading, Religion,
Magic, Rosicrucianism, and deeply absorbed in
the Book of Revelation, trying to discover its real
meaning. The elder Judge, with his children, lived for
a brief period at the old Merchants' Hotel, in Cortland
Street, New York: then in Tenth Street, and
afterward settled in Brooklyn. William began work
in New York as a clerk, afterwards entering the Law
Office of George P. Andrews, who afterwards became
Judge of the Supreme Court of New York. There
the lad studied law, living with his father, who died
soon after. On coming of age, William Q. Judge
was naturalised a citizen of the United States, in April,
1872. In May of that year he was admitted to the
Bar of New York. His conspicuous traits as a lawyer,
in the practice of Commercial Law, which became his
specialty, were his thoroughness, his inflexible persistence,
and his industry, which won the respect of
employers and clients alike. As was said of him, then
and later: "Judge would walk over hot ploughshares
from here to India to do his duty." In 1874 he married
Ella M. Smith, of Brooklyn, by whom he had one
child, a daughter, whose death in early childhood was
long a source of deep, though quiet, sorrow to both.
Mr. Judge in especial was a great lover of children,
and had the gift of attracting them around him,
whether in public—as on the steamer deck—or in private,
and this without any apparent notice or effort on
his part. Wherever he went, one would see the children
begin to sidle up to him, soon absorbed in the new
friend.
Living in Brooklyn until 1893, Mr. and Mrs. Judge
then removed to New York in order to be nearer to
the Theosophical Headquarters, Mr. Judge at that
date, and for the first time, giving up his arduous
labours at the law, in order to devote himself wholly
to Theosophical work.
Soon after his marriage Mr. Judge heard of Madame
Blavatsky in this wise. He came across a book which
greatly interested him. This was People from the
Other World, by H. S. Olcott. Mr. Judge wrote to
Colonel Olcott, asking for the address of a good
medium, for at this time the tide of occult inquiry
and speculation had just set in, and the experiences
of numbers of people, including those of Madame
Blavatsky, at the "Eddy Homestead," were the talk
of all the world. Mr. Judge was invited to call upon
H. P. B. while no medium was forthcoming, and
thus the conjunction was formed, in this incarnation,
which H. P. B. later on declared to have existed "for
æons past." Henceforward, Mr. Judge spent much of
his time with H. P. B. at Irving Place, New York:
he was one of a number of people present at her
rooms one evening when she turned to him, saying:
"Ask Col. Olcott to form a Society." This was done
at once. Mr. Judge was called to the Chair, nominating
Col. Olcott as permanent Chairman, and was
himself nominated as Secretary. This was the beginning
of the Theosophical Society, on the date of
7th September, 1875.
When Madame Blavatsky went to India, Mr.
Judge was left to carry on the T.S. in New York
as best he could; a difficult task indeed when she who
was then the one great exponent had left the field,
and the curiosity and interest excited by her original
and striking mission had died down. The T.S. was
henceforth to subsist on its philosophical basis, and
this, after long years of toil and unyielding persistence,
was the point attained by Mr. Judge. From his twenty-third
year until his death, his best efforts and all the
fiery energies of his undaunted soul were given to this
Work. We have a word picture of him, opening meetings,
reading a chapter of the Bhagavat Gîtâ, entering
the Minutes, and carrying on all the details of the
same, as if he were not the only person present; and
this he did time after time, determined to have a Society.
Little by little he gathered about him a number
of earnest seekers, some of whom still work in the
New York and other Branches, and through his unremitting
labour he built up the T.S. in America, aiding
the Movement as well in all parts of the world, and
winning from The Master the name of "Resuscitator
of Theosophy in America." His motto in those days
was, "Promulgation, not Speculation." "Theosophy,"
said he, "is a cry of the Soul."
The Work went slowly at first, and the eager
disciple passed through even more than the usual
suffering, sense of loneliness and desolation, as we see
H. P. B. pointing out in regard to him that "he of all
chelas, suffers most, and asks, or even expects, the
least." But the shadow lifted, and in 1888 we find
H. P. B. writing of him as being then "a chela of
thirteen years' standing," with "trust reposed in him";
and as "the chief and sole Agent of The Dzyan in
America." (This is the Thibetan name of what we
call The Lodge.)
Mr. Judge also went to South America, where he
saw many strange things, and contracted Chagres
fever, that terrible scourge whose effects dog the victim
through a lifetime. To India as well, where he
was for some time with H. P. B. Later on he was
with her in France and in England, always intent on
the Work of the T.S. He lectured in both countries;
instituted The Path magazine, meeting all its deficits
and carrying on its various activities, as well as those
of the T.S. He wrote incessantly; opened the doors
of the Press at length to a serious consideration of
Theosophy; he lectured all over the States and did the
work of several men. His health was frail; a day free
from pain was a very rare thing with him. He had
his sorrows too, of which the death of his only child
was the deepest. But the cheerfulness of his aspect,
his undaunted energy, never failed him, and he was
the cause of activity among all his fellow members.
To those who would ask his advice in the crises which
were wont to shake the tree of the T.S. he would make
answer: "Work! Work! Work for Theosophy!" And
when at last the Great Betrayal came to him, and some
of those whom he had lifted and served and taught
how to work, strove to cast him down and out of the
Society, in their ignorance of their own limitations, he
kept the due silence of the Initiate; he bowed his defenceless
head to The Will and The Law, and passing
with sweet and serene heart through the waters of bitterness,
consoled by the respect and trust of the Community
in which his life had been spent, and by the
thousands of students who knew and loved him: he
exhorted all to forgiveness and renewed effort: he reminded
us that there were many committed by the unbrotherliness
of his opponents who would in time come
themselves to see and comprehend the wrong done to
the Work by action taken which they did not at the
time understand in all its bearings; he begged us to
be ready to meet that day and to take the extended
hands which would then be held out to us by those
who ignorantly shared the wrong done to him, and
through him, to us all. In this trust he passed behind
the veil. On the 21st of March, 1896, he encountered
"Eloquent, Just and Mighty Death."
* * * * *
So much for the open and material facts of his life.
There is much more that must be left unsaid. His
claim upon us was that of The Work. The Work
was his Ideal. He valued men and women only by
their theosophical Work, and the right spirit in which
that Work was done. He held Right Thought to be
of the best Work. He worked with anyone who was
willing to do Work in the real sense, careless whether
such were personal friends, strangers, or active or
secret foes. Many a time he was known to be energetically
working with those who were attacking him, or
planning attack in supposed concealment, and his smile,
as this was commented upon, was a thing to be always
remembered; that whimsical and quaint smile, followed
by some Irish drollery. But in order to leave
behind us some adequate idea of the broadness and the
catholicity of his nature, it seems best to append to
this brief and unworthy sketch, some few of the
thoughts of his life-long friends, nearly all published
soon after he had left us.
* * * * *
On page 75 of the first volume of Letters is a letter
from an Adept, from which a certain portion ("private
instruction") is omitted. That omitted portion runs
as follows:
"Is the choice made? Then Y. will do well to see
W. Q. J. and to acquaint him with this letter. For the
first year or two no better guide can be had. For when
the 'presence' is upon him, he knows well that which
others only suspect and 'divine.' ... is useful
to 'Path,' but greater services may be rendered to him,
who, of all chêlas, suffers most and demands, or even
expects the least."
(If this extract be fitted into the original letter its
immense importance in respect to Mr. Judge may be
realised by the intuitive student.)
"In answer to your letter I can only say as follows:
If W. Q. Judge, the man who has done most for
Theosophy in America, who has worked most unselfishly
in your country, and has ever done the biddings
of Master, the best he knew how, is left alone in ...
and if the ... Society in general and its Esotericists
especially leave him alone, without their unanimous
moral support, which is much more than their money—then
I say—let them go! They are no theosophists;—and
if such a thing should happen, and Judge
be left to fight his battles alone, then shall I bid all of
them an eternal good-bye. I swear on Master's holy
name to shake off the dust of my feet from everyone
of them.... I am unable to realise that at the
hour of trouble and supreme fight ... any true
theosophist should hesitate for one moment to back W.
Q. J. publicly and lodge in his or her protest. Let them
read Master's letter in the preliminary——. All that
which I said about W. Q. J. was from His words in
His letter to me.... Do with this letter what
you like. Show it to anyone you please as my firm
determination...."—H. P. B.
"It is necessary that just those souls in whom we
have felt most of reality should disappear from us into
the darkness, in order that we may learn that not
seeing, but inwardly touching, is the true proof that
our friend is there; in order that we may learn that
the vanishing and dissipation of the outward, visible
part, is no impairing or detriment to the real part,
which is invisible. This knowledge, and the realising
of it in our wills, are gained with the utmost difficulty,
at a cost not less than the loss of the best of our
friends; yet if the cost be great, the gain is great and
beyond estimating, for it is nothing less than a first
victory over the whole universe, wherein we come to
know that there is that in us which can face and
conquer and outlast anything in the universe, and come
forth radiant and triumphant from the contest. Yet
neither the universe nor death are real antagonists,
for they are but only Life everywhere, and we are
Life."—C. J.
"He was never narrow, never selfish, never conceited.
He would drop his own plan in a moment if
a better were suggested, and was delighted if someone
would carry on the work he had devised, and immediately
inaugurate other lines of work. To get on
with the work and forward the movement seemed to
be his only aim in life.... For myself, knowing
Mr. Judge as I did, and associating with him day after
day, at home, in the rush of work, in long days of
travel over desert wastes or over the trackless ocean,
having travelled with him a distance equal to twice
around the globe, ... there is not the slightest
doubt of his connection with and service of the Great
Lodge. He did the Master's work to the best of his
ability, and thus carried out the injunction of H. P. B.
to "keep the link unbroken."—J. D. Buck.
"There is not one act in the life of William Q.
Judge that has come under my observation, that
savours of selfishness or of a desire to further any
personal end.... Perhaps I am not qualified to
pass on the merits as an occultist, of the man whose
memory I hold in such grateful esteem; but I can, at
least, speak of what passed before my eyes in the
ordinary affairs of life, and in these affairs I have
invariably found him to be the soul of unselfishness,
honour, generosity, and all the other virtues that men
hold so dear in other men."—E. B. Page.
"In the summer of 1894 we were privileged to have
him stay at our house for several weeks, and since
then he spent at least one evening a week with us
until his illness forced him to leave New York....
Day after day he would come back from the office
utterly exhausted in mind and body, and night after
night he would lie awake fighting the arrows of
suspicion and doubt that would come at him from all
over the world. He said they were like shafts of fire
piercing him, and in the morning he would come down
stairs wan and pale and unrested, and one step nearer
the limit of his strength, but still with the same gentle
and forgiving spirit.... Perhaps the most striking
evidence of his greatness was the wisdom with
which he treated different people, and the infinite
knowledge of character shown by him in his guidance
of his pupils. I do not believe he was the same to any
two people.... His most lovable trait was his
exquisite sympathy and gentleness. It has been said
of him that no one ever touched a sore spot with such
infinite tenderness, and I know many that would
rather have been scolded and corrected by Mr. Judge
than praised by anyone else. It was the good fortune
of a few of us to know something of the real Ego
who used the body known as Wm. Q. Judge. He once
spent some hours describing to my wife and me the
experience the Ego had in assuming control of the
instrument it was to use for so many years. The process
was not a quick nor an easy one and indeed was
never absolutely perfected, for to Mr. Judge's dying
day, the physical tendencies and heredity of the body
he used would crop up and interfere with the full expression
of the inner man's thoughts and feelings. An
occasional abruptness and coldness of manner was attributable
to this lack of co-ordination. Of course Mr.
Judge was perfectly aware of this and it would trouble
him for fear his real friends would be deceived as to
his real feeling. He was always in absolute control of
his thoughts and actions, but his body would sometimes
slightly modify their expression.... Mr.
Judge told me in December, 1894, that the Judge body
was due by its Karma to die the next year and that it
would have to be tided over this period by extraordinary
means. He then expected this process to be entirely
successful, and that he would be able to use that
body for many years, but he did not count upon the
assaults from without, and the strain and exhaustion....
This, and the body's heredity, proved too
much for even his will and power. Two months before
his death he knew he was to die, but even then the
indomitable will was hard to conquer and the poor
exhausted, pain-racked body was dragged through a
miserable two months in one final and supreme effort
to stay with his friends. And when he did decide to
go, those who loved him most were the most willing
for the parting. I thank the Gods that I was privileged
to know him. It was a benediction to call him
friend."—G. Hijo.
"To a greater extent than I have ever realised I
know he entered into my life and I am equally sure
into the lives of thousands, and this fact I see we are
to acknowledge as time passes more and more....
He swore no one to allegiance, he asked for no one's
love or loyalty; but his disciples came to him of their
own free will and accord, and then he never deserted
them, but gave more freely than they asked and often
in greater measure than they could or would use.
He was always a little ahead of the occasion, and so
was truly a leader."—E. B. Rambo.
"Judge was the best and truest friend a man ever
had. H. P. B. told me I should find this to be so, and
so it was of him whom she, too, trusted and loved as
she did no other. And as I think of what those missed
who persecuted him, of the loss in their lives, of the
great jewel so near to them which they passed by, I
turn sick with a sense of their loss: the immense
mystery that Life is, presses home to me. In him his
foes lost their truest friend out of this life of ours in
the body, and though it was their limitations which hid
him from them, as our limitations do hide from us so
much Spiritual Good, yet we must remember, too, that
these limitations have afforded to us and to the world
this wonderful example of unselfishness and forgiveness.
Judge made the life portrayed by Jesus
realisable to me."—A. Keightley.
"William Q. Judge was the nearest approach to my
ideal of a Man that I have known. He was what I
want to be. H. P. B. was something more than human:
She was a cosmic power. W. Q. J. was splendidly
human: and he manifested in a way delightfully
refreshing and all his own that most rare of human
characteristics—genuineness. His influence is continuingly
present and powerful, an influence tending
steadily, as ever, in one direction—work for the
Masters' Cause."—Thos. Green.
"His last message to us was this 'There should be
calmness. Hold fast. Go slow.' And if you take
down those words and remember them, you will find
that they contain an epitome of his whole life struggle.
He believed in Theosophy and lived it. He believed
because he knew that the great Self of which he so
often spoke was the eternal Self, was himself. Therefore
he was always calm. He held fast with unwavering
tenacity to his purpose and to his ideal. He went
slow, and never allowed himself to act hastily. He
made time his own, and he was justice itself on that
account. And he had the power to act with the
rapidity of lightning when the time for action came.
We can now afford to console ourselves because of the
life he lived, and should also remember that this man,
William Quan Judge, had more devoted friends, I
believe, than any other living man; more friends who
would literally have died for him at a moment's notice;
would have gone to any part of the world on the
strength of a hint from him. And never once did he
use that power and influence for his own personal
ends;—never once did he use that power, great as it
was, not only in America, but in Europe, Australasia
and elsewhere as well, for anything but the good of the
Theosophical movement.
"Poor Judge. It was not the charges that stung
him, they were too untrue to hurt. It was the fact that
those who had once most loudly proclaimed themselves
his debtors and his friends were among the
first to turn against him. He had the heart of a little
child and his tenderness was only equalled by his
strength.... He never cared what people thought
of him or his work so long as they would work for
brotherhood.... His wife has said that she never
knew him to tell a lie, and those most closely connected
with him theosophically agree that he was the
most truthful man they ever knew."—E. T. H.
"I knew him with some degree of intimacy for the
past eight years, meeting him often and under varied
conditions, and never for one moment did he fail to
command my respect and affection, and that I should
have had the privilege of his acquaintance I hold a
debt to Karma. A good homely face and unpretentious
manner, a loving disposition, full of kindliness
and honest friendship, went with such strong common
sense and knowledge of affairs that his coming was
always a pleasure and his stay a delight. The children
hung about him fondly as he would sit after dinner
and draw them pictures."—A. H. Spencer.
"His life was an example of the possibility of presenting
new ideas with emphasis, persistence and effect,
without becoming eccentric or one-sided, without
losing touch with our fellows, in short, without
becoming a 'crank.'... The quality of 'common
sense' was Mr. Judge's. Those who have heard him
speak, know the singular directness with which his
mind went to the marrow of a subject, the unaffected
selflessness that radiated from the man. The quality
of 'common sense' was Mr. Judge's pre-eminent characteristic."—William
Main.
"For to the mystical element in the personality of
Mr. Judge was united the shrewdness of the practised
lawyer, the organising faculty of a great leader, and
that admirable common sense, which is so uncommon
a thing with enthusiasts.... In his teaching was
embodied most emphatically that received by the
prophet Ezekiel when the Voice said to him: 'Stand
upon thy feet and I will speak to thee.' He was the
best of friends, for he held you firmly, yet apart. He
realised the beautiful description Emerson gives of the
ideal friend, in whom meet the two most essential elements
of friendship, tenderness and truth. 'I am
arrived at last,' says Emerson, 'in the presence of a
man so real and equal ... that I may deal with
him with the simplicity and wholeness with which one
chemical atom meets another.... To a great
heart he will still be a stranger in a thousand particulars,
that he may come near in the holiest ground.'
And upon that 'holiest ground' of devotion to the highest
aim, of desire alone for the welfare of others, the
Chief was always to be approached. And blended with
the undaunted courage, the keen insight, the swift
judgment, the endless patience, that made his personality
so powerful, were the warm affections, the ready
wit, the almost boyish gaiety that made it so lovable....
One of the Chief's last messages to us said:
'They must aim to develop themselves in daily life in
small duties.'... There was a beautiful story
of Rhoecus, who could not recognise in the bee that
buzzed about his head the messenger of the Dryad,
and so lost her love."
Katherine Hillard.
"If my memory serves me rightly, we met first upon
an occasion when H. P. Blavatsky was induced to try,
in the presence of some reporters, if she could open up
communication with the diaphanous remainder of a
night watchman who had been drowned in an East
River dock. Olcott was present, in command, prominent
and authoritative, and Judge, in attendance, reserved
and quiet. The spook was shy and the reporters
sarcastic. The only one apparently annoyed
by their humour was the Colonel. Mr. Judge's placidity
and good nature commended him to the liking of
the reporters, and made a particularly favourable
impression upon me, which was deepened by the
experiences of an acquaintance that continued while
he lived. In all that time, though I have seen him upon
a good many occasions when he would have had excellent
excuse for wrath, his demeanour was uniformly
the same—kindly, considerate and self-restrained, not
merely in such measure of self-control as might be
expected of a gentleman, but as if inspired by much
higher regards than mere respect for the convenances
of good society. He always seemed to look for mitigating
circumstances in even the pure cussedness of
others, seeking to credit them with, at least, honesty
of purpose and good intentions, however treacherous
and malicious their acts toward him might have been.
He did not appear willing to believe that people did
evil through preference for it, but only because they
were ignorant of the good, and its superior advantages;
consequently he was very tolerant."—J. H. Connelly.
"What he was to one of his pupils, I believe he
was to all, ... so wide reaching was his sympathy,
so deep his understanding of each heart; ...
and I but voice the feeling of hundreds all over the
world when I say that we mourn the tenderest of
friends, the wisest of counsellors, the bravest and
noblest of leaders. What a man was this, to have
been such, to people of so widely varying nationalities,
opinions and beliefs ... to have drawn them
all to him by the power of his love, ... and in
so doing, to have brought them closer to each other.
There was no difficulty he would not take infinite pains
to unravel, no sore spot in the heart he did not sense
and strive to heal."—G. L. G.
In truth, we might pile up these evidences from
the hearts of those who knew him best and longest,
and who were well fitted to judge of the solidity and
the truth of any character. But of this there is no
need. It is for those to say who were influenced by
their bugbear of "authority" whether they have not exchanged
the substance for the shadow; have not retained
the dogmatism and lost the free and noble
spirit which W. Q. Judge ever exercised, and which
he strove to retain in the T.S. Summing up his life,
one must still say what was written soon after his departure:
"In thinking of this helper and teacher of
ours, I find myself thinking almost wholly of the
future. He was one who never looked back; he looked
forward always.... We think of him not as of
a man departed from our midst, but as a soul set free
to work its mighty mission, rejoicing in that freedom,
resplendent in compassion and power. His was a
nature that knew no trammels, but acknowledged the
divine laws in all things. He was, as he himself said,
'rich in hope.'... That future as he saw and
sees it is majestic in its harmonious proportions. It
presaged the liberation of the race. It struck the
shackles from the self-imprisoned and bade the souls
of men be free. It evokes now, to-day, the powers of
the inner man.... Death, the magician, opened
a door to show us these things. If we are faithful,
that door shall never close. If we are faithful; only
that proviso. Close up the ranks, and let Fidelity be
the agent of heavenly powers. To see America, the
cradle of the new race, fit herself to help and uplift
that race and to prepare here a haven and a home for
Egos yet to appear ... for this he worked; for
this will work those who came after him. And he
works with them."
Julia W. L. Keightley.
"A strong light surrounded by darkness;
though reaching far and making clear the
night, will attract the things that dwell in
darkness. A pure soul brought to the notice
of men will illumine the hearts of thousands;
but will also call forth from the corners of
the earth the hostility of those who love
evil." (Book of Items.)
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Transcriber's Note
This is a "2-volume-in-1" ebook. Each volume has been paginated separately.
Footnotes have been placed at end of their respective chapter.
Obvious punctuation and spelling errors have been repaired.
Pg. 76: Removed extraneous word "relates" from "The sexual relates
relates really only...."