Freda returned to her home in Lockwood, advising
Mauney to try for a position on the Lockwood
Collegiate staff. She told him that the town had its
faults, but her father, who was mayor, would be able
to help him get the situation. He wrote and applied,
and was informed by return mail that he would be considered
in due course. Meanwhile he waited in Merlton
for Convocation, to receive his academic degree.
Convocation was an impressive function—the great
assembly hall filled with begowned and mortar-boarded
seniors, and with their admiring relatives and friends;
the broad platform crowded with the professors wearing
their multi-colored gowns, while rich organ music
shook like a solemn presence through the huge auditorium.
After the presentation of the diplomas, Richard
Garnett, the President, made a short address.
“You are going forth,” he said, “to sow in other soils
the seeds you have gathered here.”
The majesty of a university president lends his
words an authoritative dignity suitable to such a
solemn occasion. The graduate, pausing on the threshold
of the world, finds a grandeur in this farewell address.
He becomes inspired to catch the ideal. It is
he who must carry forth the light. He, and his fellows
beside him in the hall, are to be the torch bearers. It is
an exquisite moment before the Chancellor’s “Convocatio
dimissa est” and the final thunder of the pipe organ
as they step forth, citizens of the world.
Mauney took heart again. Denied a position on the
university staff, he thought now of those “other soils”
where he was needed even more. It would have been
pleasant to remain in Merlton, adding his moiety of
effort to the distinguished total of a renowned
university. In time it might have brought fame. But the
ideals of Christianity had been rife during the past
four years. No man could go through Merlton
without learning that nobility of character lay in service to
humanity. The courageous, educational formula of
Garnett was responsible for this leaven. It deserved
as much praise and received as much as unspectacular
courage ever does. A thousand men scoffed at Garnett
as a visionary. A thousand fawned upon him for
personal reasons. A hundred knew him. There were
many thoughtless individuals ready to teach him his
function. But there were many also who left Merlton
each year inflamed by his idealism and determined to
serve humanity’s needs. Garnett might have considered
this a tribute much deeper than praise.
“It is impossible, in our condition of society, not
to be sometimes a snob.”—Thackeray’s Book of
Snobs.
Lockwood had been called “The Garden of Upper
Canada.” This designation, which scarcely
over-rated the beauty of the town, originated in the private
correspondence of some of its earliest inhabitants.
They were discerning people, mostly United Empire
Loyalists, who, more than a century since, had selected
it for its placid outlook. At Lockwood’s very feet
moved the majestic St. Lawrence, that river of rivers.
Behind it stood the thick forests of an unexplored hinterland
inhabited by deer, bear and cariboo. Through
the town, later on, trailed the long York Road with its
stage-coaches.
A political friend of John Beverley Robinson had
written in a letter: “I have built a home in Lockwood
and here with Bessie (his wife), I hope to remain. My
house stands on a cliff beside the river. We are almost
surrounded by a small forest of pines—cozy and
contented and away from the hot-heads.”
That Lockwood should have been chosen by aristocratic
members of the Family Compact was not strange,
for it furnished these worthy gentlemen with everything
they might desire—boating, hunting, and above all, release
from the trials of politics. “The Garden of Upper
Canada” became an almost exclusive colony for the
faithful adherents of Governors-General. They built
themselves substantial residences, and founded a picturesque
local society. They were the determined rulers
of the state, the ultra-Loyalists, the enemies of Mackenzie,
brothers in a just and elevated cause. Lockwood
in all its beauty was theirs. Lockwood, in spite
of its citizens of a different political faith, was solely
theirs. They were the suffering, but anointed minority,
and the democrats could like it or leave it.
The wealth and high influence of these early settlers
gave Lockwood an aristocratic flavor which never
quite left it. Their motto, “Keep down the underbrush,”
still persisted; although the underbrush, a century later,
constituted the prevailing vegetation. The original, exclusive
set had long since either sailed for England in
disgust at democracy’s progress, or died out. But scions
of that early patrician strain remained. Their homes
on Queen Street East were, in many cases, the very
houses in which the Loyalists had gathered about
friendly fireplaces to discuss death to the hot-heads,
and “jobbery and snobbery,” for themselves. And even
at the present time such fireside discussions were not
unknown.
Freda MacDowell’s mother had been a Smith, a name
adorned by aristocratic associations. Her great-grandfather
had been a full colonel in the British army,
active in the Rebellion of ’37, and one of the Family
Compact group, who had settled in Lockwood. Mrs.
MacDowell could never forget that she had been a
Smith, for there were several things to remind her.
The house on Queen Street East, where she lived with
her husband, George MacDowell, was a very tangible
token of her distinguished descent, and her excellent
social rating in Lockwood—in spite of present poverty—was
an equally pleasant reminder.
The large, square house finished in genuine stucco
had aged to as rich a brown as an old meerschaum pipe.
From the street only glimpses could be had through a
thick screen of pines that filled the grounds and above
a high stone wall that rose like the warding hand of
the very Smiths, saying to the modern hot-heads and
modern rabble: “Thus far, but no further may you
come.” At one corner a large gate opened through the
wall and a gravel road wound gracefully across the lawn
to the house. On closer inspection the building was
seen to be quite large, with its verandahed front facing
westward, and a deeper verandah on its south side
towards the river. As disdainfully as its original owners,
it turned its back on the town to look away upon
the river, where flowed that majestic peace and solace;
while it retained its servant quarters (a long, low wing
used now as a garage), next to the street. The southern
verandah commanded a remarkable vista of the St. Lawrence,
a cool, blue expanse, rimmed by the grey shore
of the United States in the distance, and accentuated
by a foreground of unhusbanded table-land, which
stopped abruptly fifty feet above the water. Wooden
steps had been engineered down the precipitous face
of the cliff to the boathouse, a white frame building
that rested on concrete walls.
The old Smith residence had nothing of the ostentatious
magnificence characterizing the homes on either
side of it. The latter belonged respectively to the Courtneys
and the Beechers. By their ponderous architecture,
their elaborate lawns, their marble statues, they stood
forth, self-conscious, but awe-inspiring, to emphasize the
plainness of their neighbor. But the older home was well-secluded
behind the stone wall and pine grove, caring
very little for opulent display. The Smith virtue had
been blood. The Beechers and Courtneys were new
people, who had arrived by wealth. The old aristocracy
was rapidly disappearing, and being replaced by a
cheap plutocracy—people unknown fifty years ago, who
now sought to appropriate and maintain the customs,
the very traditions and feelings of the older families.
At present the name “Courtney” and “Beecher”
headed Lockwood’s social list. Both families were tremendously
wealthy, and hated each other for that very
reason. Edward Courtney, senior, who now slept with
his fathers after a career doubtlessly tiring, had made
his millions in Western Canada at a time when property
was a golden investment. He had been a genial,
big fellow of simple tastes, but with a sworn fidelity
to the game of money-making. It was the game that
interested him. At the stage in his career at which
most men would have begun taking out life-insurance
to cover loss from succession-dues he had started investing
earnestly in steel, grain, and what not! Before
he died, almost every important industry in Canada
was, in some degree, dependent upon him.
Beecher, likewise, dead, had amassed his fortune by
a unique combination of common sense and economy.
On surveying fields of enterprise at the time of his
young manhood, he could see that perfumes constituted
not a luxury, but a basic necessity. North America
might eventually stop burning coal, but would never
demand less, but always more, of the toilet article in
question. He became personally an expert perfumer;
by the use of French names and phrases he cast over
his wares the glamor of a foreign atmosphere and gained
a wide market by attractive advertising. This we may
term common sense. But Beecher’s economy was parsimony;
it was insane fear of poverty. On his death-bed
the favorite emotion of his life surged uppermost,
and, (it was said), he ordered the light turned off to
save power!
Probably, if these two millionaires could have seen
the petty feud between their surviving families, Courtney
would have laughed at its foolishness and Beecher
have snarled at the expense. It cost money thus to vie
with each other. A new yacht or motor car for one
meant a new yacht or car for the other. If the social
columns issued bulletins regarding one family’s journeyings
in Europe the rival family were not going to
be quietly at home in Lockwood to discuss those glowing
items. It was funny. But Lockwood was too obsequious
to see the fun of it, too busy seeking favor
to dare laugh. Colonel Smith, could he have beheld it,
would have scorned it with real Family Compact scorn,
and perhaps Mrs. George MacDowell, scion of her departed
class, may have had promptings to contempt.
Unfortunately she could not afford to heed such promptings.
The new plutocracy had usurped the reins of
social power. Here she was, wedged in between the
Beechers and the Courtneys, accepted on good terms as
long as she maintained the old Smith house. But she
knew that, hard as it was to keep the place up, her
only safe course was to do so. The old aristocracy
now found it necessary to battle for position, and their
chief weapon was a home on Queen Street East. Those
who, by the reason of very limited means, had found
it needful to move from this exclusive residential section
had very gradually been forgotten.
Mrs. MacDowell resembled her daughter in appearance,
save in her coloring. She had the same incisive
features, arched nose and expressive lips, and the same
half-defiant tilt of the head. But she was a pronounced
blond, and her grey-blue eyes were coldly critical. Her
mouth had the suggestion of vast, but well-tempered
bitterness, so often seen in spirited women who know
the importance of continuing attractive under the cruellest
of circumstances. To her credit be it admitted that
she possessed the shrewd qualities necessary for victory
in her particular struggle. She dressed simply, but well.
She maintained her home in simple, but attractive good
taste. Unable to afford servants she managed capably
by herself, and yet her hands remained the envy of
her friends. There was not a wrinkle upon her face,
for she had commanded that aristocratic staidness of
expression that obscures age in those who possess it.
She had, to be sure, much to be thankful for. Her
husband was a special comfort. George MacDowell
was, in her opinion, an example of a type of man that
God no longer saw fit to make. Tall and strong, and
as youthful in spirit as the day she had met him, he
had never entertained an ambitious thought. He was
still the hypnotically attractive chap he had always been,
with his black eyes that could freeze or kindle with
pleasure at his will. He had swung through life indifferent
to everything but Gloria Smith, and his love for
her had been just simple, absolute idolatry. He was
pre-eminently clever and a born diplomat. His wife
accurately described this quality when she said, “George
could tell a person to go to hell, and he would do it
so smoothly that the person would feel flattered!”
If ever there was a case of a woman robbing the
State of a powerful asset this home illustrated it. MacDowell
could have made himself Premier of Canada.
Whatever he turned his hand to succeeded. But the
only thing he had ever seriously accomplished was to
love his wife; and even this, to all outward seeming,
had never been a very serious matter either. He was
always playfully chiding and teasing her. But she was
in command. He followed her wishes blindly, yet with
a dignity that proclaimed his motive. It was not the
thraldom of a weakling, but the conscious surrender
of a giant. This clever and able and imposing man
could have been anything he chose, but he chose to be
only a lover.
“Tea, thou soft, thou sober, sage and venerable
liquid!”—Colley Cibber’s, “The Ladies’ Last Stake.”
Freda, as may be surmised, had no sympathy with
her mother’s frantic social struggle. Her father,
who until five years ago, had been one of Lockwood’s
chief business men, was now idle, and, although he managed
his idleness with remarkable grace, his wealth
was meagre and insufficient to justify his wife’s social
ambitions.
He had been general manager of the Lockwood Carpet
Corporation until a disastrous fire not only robbed
him of the position, but robbed the town of its cardinal
industry as well. That big winter fire had blazed so
furiously that it melted the icicles on houses for blocks
around. It seemed, indeed, to have been the very work
of Lockwood’s pursuing Nemesis. MacDowell had stood
gaping from a water-drenched alley near by. Not until
the large buildings had tottered and collapsed into hopeless
ruin did he return to his home. His wife had
made him a tasty cup of coffee.
“Lockwood is ruined,” he prophesied, and then added
with a sparkling smile, “but this is good coffee.”
His prophesy was true. Hundreds of families left
town as soon as it was learned that the Carpet Works
would not be rebuilt. The weaving looms had been
operated by steam and now the directors planned to rebuild
in a place where electrical power was cheap. They
offered him his position again, but he refused to leave
Lockwood. They could not understand his stubbornness,
nor the loyalty that made him “stay with the old
town.” He at once blossomed out into the most ardent
of local “boosters.” He assured Lockwood of a speedy
return of local prosperity. “Gentlemen,” he had said to
the Board of Trade, “I could not leave the old town
which has had so pleasant a past, and which will have,
I am confident, so brilliant a future.” To the undiscerning
eye he gained, in his role of perpetual belief
in Lockwood, a heroic character. Each New Year’s
Day he published in the paper a long letter of cheer,
courage and optimism, begging the citizens to be hopeful.
It would not be long until some big industry would
see the advantages of locating in Lockwood. “We
have experienced the mercurial fluctuations of fortune,
but the dead past must bury its dead. Here beside us
is the great St. Lawrence with its unharnessed energy
and its facilities for transportation. Some big industry
is going to see the advantages. Here in our midst we
have the best schools that money can operate, the finest
churches that religion can claim, the highest degree of
municipal efficiency in the country, and, as for beauty,
have we not been called ‘The Garden of Upper Canada?’
Let us patiently wait, for prosperity will return. It
must return.”
Little wonder that George MacDowell was acclaimed
the first citizen. He was made mayor the very year of
the fire and had remained in that office ever since by
repeated acclamations. His tall, serious, reposeful
figure struck confidence into the public activities. Such
a strong, capable man would never have remained so
long in Lockwood unless he believed in Lockwood’s
future.
And yet the fact was that George MacDowell was
posing all the time. His bluff was such a complete
triumph that even Freda failed to see through it. It
was merely his way of being graceful. Gloria insisted
on remaining in the old Smith house. He would gladly
remain with her and, at the same time, make the
public think that he was inspired by municipal sentiment.
When Freda returned from Merlton he met her at
the train. There was a time when he drove a motor-car,
but of late years it was never taken out of the
garage except when Freda drove it. He carried her
valise across the platform, to be confronted by a mad
platoon of taxi-drivers eager for patronage. They
chose an old hack that had been on duty forty years.
Few other towns would have tolerated the old-fashioned
vehicle with its low, commodious seat, the extravagantly
graceful curves of its body, its weather-beaten varnish
and its quaint side-lamps of brass, designed like the
wall-torches of a baronial castle. In most neighboring
towns, more imbued with a spirit of progress, this picturesque
conveyance would have been relegated long
since to some backyard, or broken up for fuel. But
Lockwood possessed a conservative cult who admired
the symbols of leisure. This antiquated hack frequently
moved down Station Street filled with the town’s
elite, making no attempt to keep pace with the motors
that rushed madly ahead, angry at having to return
empty.
“I don’t see a single vacant house, Dad,” remarked
Freda, as they started along Station Street.
“Nor do I by gad,” replied her father. “Lockwood is
filling up, but with a rummy bunch of people. These
houses should be tenanted by industrious workmen. Instead
they are occupied by retired shopkeepers, farmers
and clergymen from the country districts.”
“Why do you call ’em rummy?” Freda inquired.
“Cause they are rummy, Freda. They’re no good to
the town. They retired before the war on enough to
keep ’em at six per cent. To-day, even at seven and a
half, they’re swamped by increasing taxation and the
H.C.L. They’re the growlers. Did you hear about the
school fracas?”
“Oh, dear; no!”
“Interested?”
“Terribly.”
“Good! The school was overcrowded; they were
holding classes in the basement. Henry Dover came
to me and asked if I thought the collegiate could be
enlarged. Said he had eleven teachers now and needed
room. Did I think it could be done? I said it was
as plain as the nose on his face. It had to be done
or we’d lose the pupils. But when the Board of Education
put it to a vote—wow! What a wail from the
retired element! Motion defeated, of course!”
“But you can’t blame them, Dad.”
“No. Admitted! I don’t blame them.”
Presently, as they turned upon Queen Street, MacDowell
made a gesture toward the spectacle of broad,
tarvia pavement, bulwarked on both sides with cluster
lamps and high brick shops.
“Where will you find a better looking main street?”
he asked, almost automatically. “And, do you know,
our population, by the latest census, shows an increase
of three?”
“Oh, surely, not just three!” exclaimed Freda.
“Why, that’s good,” said MacDowell, with a lurking
smile of cynicism that his daughter did not notice.
“We’re not growing very rapidly. But just you wait.
One of these days some big concern is going to see
the advantages of locating in Lockwood. As electric
power is developed we’re going to get the advantage.
Think of that river! Some day we’ll be a city. Just
you wait!”
Lockwood had already been waiting for half a century.
Freda had heard her father’s words so often
that she knew them by heart: “One of these days
some big concern—” And her heart that knew the
words so well caught her with needless pity for the
man she considered so incurably optimistic.
When the hack arrived at their home, Freda was not
in the least surprised to discover an afternoon tea in full
progress on the rear verandah. She knew just how essential
afternoon teas were in Queen Street East, but
she could not suppress a certain impatience.
“Heavens, mother is right at the post of duty!” she
exclaimed as they drove up near the verandah. “Apparently
the home-coming of the prodigal daughter
has caused a feast to be set!”
“Never mind,” chuckled MacDowell, good-naturedly.
“Your mother never liked your staying at that place
on Franklin Street and probably will never forgive you.
But she’s glad to see you just the same.”
“Mother is a woman of one idea,” sighed Freda.
“Course she is,” he laughed. “She had planned this
tea before she knew when you were coming.”
Mrs. MacDowell gracefully left the verandah to greet
Freda with a kiss, and then led her straight back to
her guests. Most of them had a word of welcome,
with the exception of Mrs. Courtney, who contributed
merely a stiff, little nod of her silver-grey head. It
was just like Freda to accept this as a challenge. She
paused and directed her most obsequious attentions
upon the wealthy widow who had long been a thorn in
her flesh.
“Oh, Mrs. Courtney,” she said, extending her hand
with feigned good-will and adopting at once a Lockwood
type of afternoon-tea formality, “How awfully
well you look! Are you playing much golf this summer?”
“Child, you know I never play golf,” responded Mrs.
Courtney, with evident ill-relish.
“Oh, of course, not. How stupid of me! You must
forgive me! I was thinking of Mrs. Beecher.”
Mrs. Courtney flushed and glanced sharply at Freda
who, wreathed in smiles, bowed to the others and went
into the house. The arrow had found its mark. In
the first place, the huge figure of Mrs. Courtney playing
golf would have made a screamingly funny and grotesque
cartoon. But to be confused in any way whatsoever
with her social enemy, Mrs. Beecher, was an
unforgivable mistake.
“I do wish,” remarked Mrs. MacDowell, caustically,
while she and Freda were later engaged with washing
the dinner dishes, “that you would try to use a slight
degree of sense. Your faux pas this afternoon offended
Mrs. Courtney, visibly.”
“Dear heavens,” laughed Freda, so heartily that she
had to drop into a chair; “I’m glad if it did, Mother.
She’s one of the most exalted persons I ever heard of.”
“And you, my girl, are one of the most reckless,”
quickly rejoined her mother.
“Do you remember,” asked Freda, “how miserable
she made things for me about six years ago when she
was afraid that I was going to get her darling young
Teddie?”
“I do, indeed, Freda.”
“How she cut me, more than once?”
“I remember it, quite,” nodded Mrs. MacDowell.
“But such revenge as yours is merely senseless.”
“You think I ought to be more thorough-going, do
you?” asked Freda. “Perhaps you think a better revenge
would be to marry Ted Courtney, even yet—”
Mrs. MacDowell cast a long, steady look at Freda,
a look full of her grey-eyed criticism, full of her tranquil-faced
reserve, full of her Family-Compact self-sufficiency;
but she said not a word more.
“He is a father to the town.”—Latin Proverb.
After dinner, Freda was left suddenly alone. Her
mother was up the river at a bridge party on
Courtney’s elegant yacht, the Cinderella. Her father
was at home, but she felt that after her year’s absence
it would be necessary to become acquainted with him
again. When he finished his paper, he strolled with
her about the wide lawn, asking many questions about
her work in Merlton. He was very impersonal and
almost polite and, although Freda was sure he was not
much interested in her work, she admired his consummate
smoothness. During all the years of her grown-up
life he had been just as impervious and just as
winningly polished as to-night. She felt the same attraction
as if she were talking with any cultivated and
gentlemanly stranger.
“It must be nice, Dad, to be the whole cheese in this
town,” she said, teasingly.
“If you’re referring to me,” he replied, “I’ll enquire—before
thanking you for the compliment—whether or
not you’re seeking municipal favor?”
“Not for myself, but for somebody else,” she answered
quickly.
“Who on earth?”
“Will you promise to do something for me?” she
asked, taking his arm prettily.
“Yes, I guess so,” he smiled.
“No matter what I ask?”
“Yes, I promise.”
“Listen, Dad, to me,” she said, stopping and looking
up into his big, curious, black eyes. “If a young gentleman
named Mauney Bard tries to get on the collegiate
staff will you tell Henry Dover that he’s one of
the brightest boys in Canada, and will you put in a
good word with the Board of Education?”
“What’s his name?”
“Mauney Bard.”
“All right. I’ll do it,” agreed MacDowell. “Hum!
Brightest boy in Canada, is he? That’s going some.
Who is this Mauney Bard?”
“Oh, just a nice chap who boarded at Franklin Street
with me.”
“You’re always given to exaggeration, if I may so
express myself,” he smiled. “I suppose when you get
it all boiled down, Mauney Bard is just a man after
a job.”
“No, no, you’re all wrong, Dad. He’s more than
that—I’m in love with him.”
“Who? Mauney Bard?”
“Yes.”
“All right,” said MacDowell, complacently. “You’ve
been in love before now.”
“You’re wrong again, Dad,” she replied. She wanted
to tell her father—or somebody—how she felt about
Mauney, but her father’s interest seemed only casual.
Freda consequently remained silent and became very
unhappy. That silence and unhappiness of Lockwood
would always arrive sooner or later. To-night was
typical of her home—her mother off to a game of cards
and her father chatting just as any interesting, but
total, stranger might do.
Lockwood always caused a little flutter in her heart
and then a depression. Her mother’s social ambition
had constituted a problem which she had solved only
by leaving home. Fawning upon the plutocracy was,
without exception, the most disgusting practice of which
Freda could conceive.
“Are we always going to go on living in this hide-bound
community, Dad?” she asked, as they strolled
together. “I hate it just like snakes. I could murder
that Mrs. Courtney and the whole raft of them.”
“Oh, they’ re all right as far as they go,” he replied
lightly, “The Courtneys, Turnbulls, Beechers, Squires
and that ilk don’t help Lockwood much. They don’t
spend their money here. This is only a pivot for
them. They’re off to California, Honolulu or Europe
half the time. And they don’t want industries here—they’re
afraid of the coal smoke. But, never mind!
They won’t always run the town. Some day some
big concern is going to see the—”
“Some day,” Freda said, seriously, “you and I, Dad,
are both going to be dead. Why can’t we leave Lockwood
and live in Merlton?”
“Simply because,” he replied firmly, “we’re not going
to forsake the old town. That would be unfaithful.”
His black eyes flashed with concealed amusement.
“Lockwood will be a city some day. It’s bound
to be. Just you wait!”
Freda was deliciously impatient and vexed and sad
when she retired that night. From her bed, she gazed at
the grey St. Lawrence out under the cliff, and realized
at length that she was already lonesome for Mauney.
When Mauney arrived in Lockwood, on his way
home, he completed certain reflections which
had occupied him most of the day by deciding not to
call upon Freda. But he found that his brother William,
who had driven in for him from Lantern Marsh,
had still some shopping to do before returning, and
he made up his mind to stroll down Queen Street
East, past her home. This little walk had the effect
of making him quite unhappy. First of all he passed
the Armouries, which recalled his unsuccessful attempt
to enlist, eight years ago. In the associations of
that memory there was bitterness which still troubled
him. In the second place, although he had Freda’s
street number, he could not find her house until he
made the enquiry of an officious nurse-maid who pushed
her baby-carriage no less haughtily than she pointed
out the MacDowell residence. He stood still and gazed
confusedly at the high stone wall and the forbidding
gateway. Was there not some mistake? He had not
thought of Freda as belonging to so grand a home.
His perplexity, combined with a self-conscious sense
of his own ill-groomed appearance after the train
journey, strengthened his determination not to call.
It was hard to forego seeing her. Her house and
his clothes, however, had little to do with it. The real
obstacle was Lee. Why must he consider his old
friend so much? Why should Lee’s attachment to
Freda, unreciprocated and hopeless, have any influence?
Mauney had labored these questions all day, and he
had discovered the only possible answer. It was because
he himself was constituted as he was.
On his way back to meet his brother in the centre
of the town, he kept rehearsing his argument. He
wished that he possessed enough indifference to Lee to
disregard him. The present situation was characteristic
of life as he had learned to know it. Never yet
had he longed greatly for anything, but he must face
obstacles apparently insuperable. Just now it was his
respect for Maxwell Lee that held him back. Lee had
not mentioned Freda during the trip to Rockland, but
then, Max never mentioned anything that he felt keenly.
He even omitted to thank Mauney for his kindness
in providing help at a crucial moment.
The only course that Mauney could consider was
to wait for events. If Lee recovered, there would no
longer be any obstacle in the path that led him to Freda.
If he died, the way was even clearer. But it might be
months before either fate, and, in the meantime,
Mauney determined to be towards Freda friendly at
most.
He had not been home many days when a letter of
acceptance came from the Lockwood Board of Education,
and another letter from the collegiate principal,
Henry Dover, requesting an early interview. He drove
to town in William’s motor-car and spent an hour with
Dover at the school, gaining some idea of his work,
which was to begin in September.
Then he paid a call at MacDowell’s, which he was
not soon to forget. Freda’s mother answered the door
and, as she heard his name, favored him with a long,
rude, critical stare that gradually shaded into a supercilious
smile as she turned away without a word, leaving
him standing in the doorway. Freda chanced to
be in the library, close enough apparently to grasp the
situation, for she came out at once, speaking calmly,
to be sure, but with cheeks a flaming crimson. Mauney,
to whom such an encounter was a new experience, was,
for a time, too stunned to talk much.
“I’ve been expecting you for days,” Freda said, leading
him to the farther verandah and arranging chairs.
“Sit down and rest your weary bones, won’t you? Tell
me all about what you’ve been doing. Aren’t you going
to talk?”
“Yes,” he replied slowly, “I expect to say a few
words; but may I enquire if it was your mother who
came to the door?”
“Oh, please don’t mind her, Mauney,” said Freda,
awkwardly. “You see, mother is quite unreasonable
about some things. I’ll explain that all, some day. Tell
me—any word about the school?”
While he was talking she sat wondering what difference
she noticed in him. He had altered somehow. The
smile of his eyes was gone. There was something stubbornly
immovable about his big body as he sat with legs
crossed and arms folded on his chest, and his eyes
only glanced at her before they turned away sadly,
as she thought.
“Freda,” he said after a pause. “I can’t place you
in this house. There’s some mistake.”
“How do you mean?” she asked with an expression
of great interest.
“You won’t mind me being frank?”
“Not one particle, Mauney.”
He unfolded his arms and leaned slowly forward,
rubbing his cheek with his hand.
“I never knew I could get so darned worked up over
a little thing,” he said, testily. “Your mother froze
me in there. I’m beginning to think, Freda, that I
can feel just about as snobbish as she does.”
“You said it, Mauney,” she whispered. “I’ve no
sympathy at all for her. Please try to grasp that point
right now. I told her about you, and she’s just been
waiting to make you feel unwelcome.”
“She’s succeeded, too.”
“She succeeds in everything, but managing me,”
Freda went on warmly. “Oh, I can’t, simply can’t
tell you what I’ve had to put up with, Mauney. I don’t
feel one-half as much at home here as I did at Gertrude’s.
Listen. My mother—and I’m sorry I have to
say it—is an inexcusable snob from the word go. Her
ideas aren’t any more like mine than day is like night.
So you can understand why I don’t spend much time in
Lockwood.”
“Are you going back to Merlton this fall?”
“I don’t know.”
Mauney regarded her in silence for a moment, as
their eyes met and did not waver.
“My God, Freda, you’re a comfort,” he said suddenly.
With a little laugh he rose and picked up his
hat from the table. “I’ve got to be going.”
“And don’t forget,” she said, as she walked beside
him to the car, “that there will be somebody here waiting
to see you again, soon.”
“I’m not likely to forget it,” he said, giving her arm
a gentle pinch. “The fact is, nothing else much suits
me, but being around where you are.”
That evening, after Freda had washed the dinner
dishes, she remained thoughtfully busy in the kitchen.
Presently her mother, as she had been expecting, came
out to prepare some grape-fruit for the breakfast, and
incidentally, to pass a few remarks about Mauney. She
had sunk the blade of her knife into the green fruit
before she glanced up to behold Freda, who, in accordance
with old custom, was sitting perched on the back
of a kitchen chair with her feet resting on its seat.
With a thin sigh that expressed her disapproval of the
posture, Mrs. MacDowell took up a pair of scissors
and proceeded with her work.
“Has it ever occurred to you,” she commenced, in
a delicately scornful tone, “that this Bard person is a
rather stiffish youth?”
“He’s stiffish all right enough, Mother,” said Freda
with an amused chuckle. “I used to always fall for
the foppish variety, didn’t I? But I’m getting old,
and my taste in men is changing.”
“I’m not so sure, but that he’s related to the Bards
of Beulah, who bring turnips to the market,” submitted
her mother, calmly, as she snipped away with her scissors.
“I imagine you’re quite right,” Freda said. “Mauney
has hoed ’em himself lots of times, and is proud of it.”
“He seems to have practically no social address, no
ease of manner.”
“I fancy he’ll carry away an equal contempt for
yours. Was that your highest code of manners you
were practising on him? As for social address—you’re
right. He wasn’t around when they were handing
that stuff out. He has never had his spine manicured!”
“Spine!” Mrs. MacDowell scoffed very gently.
“What a delightful Franklin Street vocabulary you
have acquired! As long as I care to remember, you
have never been willing to listen to a word from me.”
“Well, Mother, you never said a word that appealed
to me. That’s why.”
Freda rapped with her toes in an aggravating tattoo
on the chair seat, and then began teetering back and
forth in such a way that the front legs kept dropping
noisily against the floor. Mrs. MacDowell worked on
quietly for a few moments.
“Freda,” she said at length, without looking up, “I
sincerely wish that you, some time or other, will gratify
a long-cherished desire of mine by falling flat off
that confounded chair.”
“And cracking my skull, I suppose,” added Freda,
the meanwhile balancing skilfully on the two back legs.
“Well, this is my favorite sport, and it’s worth a skull
any time. Do you know, Mother, I’ve a good notion
not to go back to Merlton this fall.”
Mrs. MacDowell did not at once reply.
“That is almost the brightest idea that has emerged
from your skull since you came home,” she said presently,
in a tone of sarcasm. “How would you propose
to amuse yourself in Lockwood?”
“I could get a job as private secretary to Ted Courtney.
Ted needs somebody to help him look after his
money. I was talking to him on the street last night,
and asked him if he could give me a job. He jumped
right at the idea like a bulldog. Says he’s needed some
one for a long time, and, I may say, he offers me a
splendid proposition. I said I’d have to take a few
days to consider it.”
Mrs. MacDowell gazed on Freda with the expression
of one who has learned by experience to credit
even the most preposterous of her daughter’s statements.
“I trust,” she interrupted seriously, “that there
is no truth in what you are saying.”
“Get me a Bible, then,” replied Freda. “I suppose
the idea of me working for a Courtney is about the
same to you, Mother, as a long drink of twenty percent.
Paris Green.”
“Why, it’s so absurd!” mused Mrs. MacDowell, “so
utterly absurd!”
“You mean humiliating, don’t you?” asked Freda,
tapping thoughtfully now with her toes. “There used
to be a time when social position depended on brains,
ability, blood, and such personal things. That’s so
long ago that Herodotus would have to scratch his
dome to remember it. Right now, it depends on how
one’s daughter spends her time. If I could float around
in a new Packard roadster with a Pekinese pup sitting
on a blue cushion beside me, why your dear, old prestige
would be as safe as the Bank of England. But
I’ve got imbued, Mother, with the thoroughly low-brow
idea that a woman of my age—of any age for that matter—is
better when she’s at work.”
“And I’m quite sure,” said Mrs. MacDowell, with
considerable emphasis, “that your reason for wishing
to stay in Lockwood is merely to be near our young
turnip-digger.”
Freda’s face flushed, but she disregarded the reference.
“I shouldn’t be at all surprised, Mother,” she
replied with a growing warmth, “if that had something
to do with it. But there is also another reason. I’ve
just simply ached, these last six years, to enjoy a little
home life, undisturbed, and you’ve given me no chance.
I come home and all the time either you are away off
somewhere, or else so surrounded by a bunch of
darned fools that I never see you.”
“That’s quite enough!” commanded Mrs. MacDowell.
“Surely you’re growing irresponsible.”
Freda’s face was crimson and her eyes flashing with
a dangerous light. She tried to swallow something
that stuck in her throat. Her mother knew these symptoms
well enough. They meant rage. They meant
that Freda must be left alone for the balance of the
evening.
Several minutes after Mrs. MacDowell had gone her
husband sauntered into the kitchen, to find his daughter
sitting in the same position, but with her face in her
hands.
“You women folk astonish me,” he laughed. “There’s
nothing in it, Freda; nothing in it. Your mother is a
Smith, remember. Enough said. She’s different.
There’s nothing in it at all, by gad!”
Until the present summer Mauney had never gone
back to the farm at Lantern Marsh, so that now,
with his new mental outlook, he was for the first time
enjoying it. William was living on his father’s place
and renting the old McBratney property to an Englishman.
Time had brought about changes. William was
no longer the insupportable person he had once been.
His wife Evelyn had adapted herself, cheerfully, to her
circumstances. She found no time now to indulge her
former love of gramophones and motoring. The two
were living happily together, while the wonted sombreness
of the old home was gratefully relieved by the
shrill voices of two healthy children. William, once
the scoffer, was now proud of his brother, while
Mauney had learned a tolerance that made William’s
bad English even lovably picturesque.
“Well, Maun,” William would say, “you’ve got the
book learning fer the hull crowd. But while you’ve
been a-studyin’ I’ve been raisin’ a family, an’ there ain’t
no good o’ us two tryin’ to argue which is the best. But
I’ll take the family every time!”
Then Mauney would laugh and reply, “There’s nothing
like being happy, Bill, whatever you have to do to
get there.”
He felt that he himself was very gradually arriving.
Ahead lay the treasures of history to be expounded to
a new generation. With his own hands he was to lift
before their eyes the ideals which he had won. It
took no more than this glorious prospect to make him
very content.
There was sadness, though, in every memory of Lantern
Marsh. Time after time during the summer
months, thoughts rushed unbidden upon him to shake
his being—those family sentiments of past scenes,
pathetic differences of opinion, once so important, but
now so irrevocable and small. The eye of retrospect
sees with a tender sight. Mauney kept fancying that
his father’s big form must soon appear at the lane entrance
carrying a whiffletree, or his harsh voice be
heard swearing at his horses. The man had lived up
to his light. Experience forgave him his faults. But
now Seth Bard, with all his gruffness and strength,
was silent and vanished. Once he had seemed the most
immovable body on earth, the one great, availing magnitude.
But even the winds that blew from unseen
quarters across the desolate marsh were more enduring
than he.
And Mauney’s sadness found a strange kind of comfort
as he gazed upon that never-ending swamp. It
had been there always. Since he had known anything
he had known that swamp—bleak and horrid and fascinating,
as changing as the phases of his own life;
never the same for two days in succession, and yet
always the same. On sunny afternoons, great, white
clouds hung over it and the blue of the sky lay mirrored
in the long, narrow strips of water far out. Then
would come the disturbing breezes, growing into winds
that moved the trees and reed banks, then into the hurricane
that transformed it all, till it vibrated like a living
and suffering being, its green acres of sedge whipped
to a surface like shot silk, its channels churned to a
muddy red, the moving sky glaring with storm, and the
stunted hemlocks, huddling frantically together along its
edges. This old swamp, hated and loved, defeated, but
eternal, was relic of all that Mauney regretted in those
sad hours that came upon him during the summer
months.
But these remembrances were being pushed back
farther and farther out of sense, while the vital events
of life occupied him more and more. Coming into the
house, tired, but satisfied, after the day’s work in the
hayfield, he would sit quietly on the kitchen verandah,
watching the sun sink beyond the corner of the big,
dark barn. The sound of crickets filled the air with
a metallic vibration. His contentment was as deep as
the gulf of crimson sky above him, and his happiness
as much a-quiver as the air. As he sat here, lulled into
grateful meditation, perhaps Evelyn would interrupt
him.
“I’ll bet a dollar, Maun, you’re in love!” she would
venture.
And he would wonder if it was possible that any
love was ever quite as wonderful as his for Freda.
Never since human life began had any woman been as
dear as she was to him. She was so real. There was
not an atom of dissimulation about her. Freda—who
had flashed upon him like a blinding light, who had believed
in him—had become constant in his thoughts.
Freda was the great reality. Nothing could daunt him,
nothing could make him one little bit unhappy, so long
as he knew that ultimately he would possess her.
But he purposely refrained from seeing her much.
The few calls that he made at her home were in response
to her invitations, and he fancied that she understood
well enough the reasons for his restraint.
The hot harvest season passed very tardily. The
August sun grew more intense as the long, sultry days
drew out. There was never even a cloudy day to remove
the accumulating tension of the heat. The grey,
baked earth cracked into deep fissures. The wells
dried up, and even the waters of the marsh sank, day
by day, until at the end of the month they were entirely
gone. There was no greenness anywhere; the rushes
and sedges were burnt into amber shades, with yellow
fuzz that blended dully with the parched meadows.
And the creatures of the swamp were either silent or
departed. Mauney missed them.
The farmers began to talk ruin. William Henry
McBratney, passing the lane on a visit from Beulah,
pulled up his horse to discuss the weather with Mauney.
His evil face, the more evil because of its senile wasting,
was painfully worried, and his mad, dim eyes
sparkled in accord with his feelings.
“Well, sir, Maun,” he said, striking his knee with his
sprawling, bony palm, “I’ve seed a good many dry spells,
but nothing like this. It’s nigh onto fifty years since
me and my first missus settled here. But, sir, I tell you
what! This here harvest has been the driest ever.”
“But I think we’ll get rain, don’t you?” asked
Mauney.
“No, sir, I don’t,” affirmed the old man, with an expression
of settled gloom. “Every mornin’ I’ve been a-looking
for a cloud or two, but that sky, sir, I tell yuh,
couldn’t hold a cloud. It’s too damned hot fer to hold
a single cloud! An’, if we don’t get rain the cattle’s
goin’ to die.”
“But, my dear sir,” persisted Mauney, “rain is bound
to come. Did you ever see it fail?”
“All I’m sayin’ is, that since I come here—me an’ the
missus—that there marsh hain’t never onct dried up
that way. Yer father, Seth, never seed it like that,
I tell yuh. No, sir. An’ if it’s me ye’r askin’ I’d deny
that there’ll be any rain. Leastways, I’d hev to see it
to believe it!”
Such logic was more depressing than convincing.
On the first of September, when Mauney came to
Lockwood to find a boarding-place and to buy
a few articles of clothing before the school term began,
he found everybody in ill humor. Along Queen Street
West, in the shop district, men were sweltering, with
handkerchiefs tucked about their collars, carrying their
coats and fanning themselves with their hats. In a
shoe store the air was humid and suffocating, and the
patience of the young clerk seemed dangerously exhausted.
“I don’t know why you don’t like those oxfords,” he
said, gruffly, as he unlaced the third shoe he had tried
to sell his customer.
“And we’re not going into the reasons for our dislike,”
Mauney replied. “I don’t like them, and that’s
all there is to it.”
“Well,” sighed the clerk, “we’ve got better shoes in
the store; but you’d have to pay twelve-fifty.”
“Have you any objection to me paying twelve-fifty?”
The shoes were fitted.
“You won’t make any mistake if you get those, sir,”
affirmed the salesman, more affably. “I just sold a
pair of those very shoes to Ted Courtney, not more
than an hour ago.”
“And who the devil is Ted Courtney?” asked Mauney.
The clerk surveyed his customer blankly for a moment.
“If you don’t know who the Courtneys are,” he
mumbled, at length, “you don’t know much about Lockwood.”
“I’ll have to confess that I don’t,” admitted Mauney,
with a chuckle to himself, “but these shoes suit me all
right.”
He next entered a haberdashery shop and asked for
shirts. The clerk was a smartly-dressed man of middle
age.
“You don’t care for those,” he commented, as
Mauney finished surveying some that were on display.
“Well, we haven’t much choice left in the cheaper
lines, but I can show you some in a very excellent
material. This particular shirt,” he continued, as he
selected an example, “is being worn by the best dressers
this season. We have had difficulty keeping stocked
in it. I may say that I sold a half-dozen of this line
to Mr. Ted Courtney, only yesterday.”
Mauney’s hand fell limply on the counter as he began
to laugh for no reason apparent to the serious-faced
salesman.
“I wish you’d tell me who Ted Courtney is. I haven’t
been able to decide as yet whether he is the Beau Nash
of Lockwood or a cousin of the Prince of Wales.”
“You’re a stranger in town? Indeed. The Courtneys,
of course, are among our wealthiest residents—awfully
nice people, with whom it is always a pleasure
to deal.”
“In that case,” said Mauney, with an amused expression,
“I suppose I had better fall in line.”
Next he proceeded to a tobacconist’s to buy a newspaper
and cigarettes. While he was talking to the clerk
he realized that he was being gently, but effectively,
elbowed sidewise by a stranger, who, in his impatience
to capture a newspaper from a pile nearby, reached
directly in front of Mauney’s face. In drawing out
his copy of the journal he not only upset the pile, but
knocked the silver out of Mauney’s hand. Turning in
expectation of adjusting what was evidently an unavoidable
situation, Mauney was surprised to behold the
young man walking quickly away through the door and
entering a sumptuous motor-car at the curb. He watched
him drive away, then turned to the clerk.
“Did you notice who that fellow was?” he asked.
“You bet I did,” the other snarled, as he brought
order once more to the untidy counter, “and I’ve got
his number, too. That bird is getting just a wee bit
too fresh. Just because his old man happened to make
a few dishonest millions out West, he’s got the idea
that the rest of us bums just live to wait on him. But
I’ll tell you one thing,” he added with a curse, “the
next time he tries any rough-house he’s going to get
a heavy lid.”
“I wouldn’t blame you much,” said Mauney, picking
up his change. “Who is he?”
“Don’t you know him? Why that’s Mister Edward
Courtney. Lives in that house down Queen East that
looks like a bloody prison. Got about twenty motor-cars,
but don’t know when he’s well off. Just let him
try that trick again and, so help me Kate, I don’t care
if it takes me to the police court, he’s goin’ to get a
rocker right on that damned dimple!”
That evening, when talking to Freda, Mauney related
the incident and was surprised when she defended
Courtney.
“I haven’t any use for the family taken collectively,”
she admitted, “but you’d have to know Ted to understand
that incident. He’s really not such a bad lot—a
most terrible enthusiast over trifles and frightfully
absent-minded at times. Probably when he bunted into
you he was in a hurry to get to the ball game and didn’t
realize what he was doing. I’ve known Ted just about
all my life, and I’d put it down to pure thoughtlessness
and animal pep. Of course, he’s spoiled and needs a
lesson, I know that!”
“You’ll get accustomed to Lockwood ways, perhaps,”
she said a little later, as she took Mauney for a spin
up the river road, out of town. “And perhaps you
won’t. I hate to discourage you, but I’m a little afraid
you never will tune up to Lockwood. I never have,
and we’re something alike, are we not?”
As they sped along the winding tarvia road, under
arching elms, past clusters of willows in the hollows,
and groves of pine, with numerous summer residences
facing the river, Freda kept nodding to acquaintances
in other cars.
“Isn’t that Courtney’s roadster?” asked Mauney, turning
to see it disappear behind them.
“Yes, and Ted saw me,” laughed Freda, “and, what’s
more exciting, he saw you. I’ll bet anything he’ll turn
around and overtake us before we’ve gone much
farther. I’ll tell you what, Mauney! We’ll stop at the
Country Club. I’m not a member any more, but a lot
of the real Lockwood swells hang out there. Of course,
I just want to show you off. Mrs. Beecher will see
you and then to-morrow at some tea or other she’ll
let out the big item of the season. I can just hear her
as she makes her announcement: ‘What do you suppose!
Freda MacDowell breezed into the club last
night with a Mr. Bard, who, I understand, is the new
member of the collegiate staff. Hum, hum, now what
do you think of that?’”
“And what will they think of it, Freda?” asked
Mauney seriously.
“They can’t think. They haven’t got the equipment.
It’s just the news they’re after, nothing more. They
can’t think anything, anyway. But I want them to know
that you were riding in my car. Of course,” chuckled
Freda, “if you were a married man, then they’d be
happier. They’d have a scandal, then.”
“Is there much scandal in Lockwood?” Mauney
asked, carelessly.
“Scandal!” she exclaimed. “Why, these people live
on it. I just wish I could smuggle you into a real bona
fide afternoon tea. It’s a very tame tea that doesn’t
succeed in executing at least one hitherto unblemished
reputation. It’s love affairs they prefer, of course. But—am
I boring you?”
“On the contrary I’m quite interested, Freda. Most
towns are the same.”
“But Lockwood has developed it to something like a
fine art,” she replied, with the certainty of tone of an
expert who has studied the matter in hand. Then she
proceeded to give a characteristically accurate summary
of the entire subject.
“There were afternoon teas in Lockwood before there
were churches, and even to-day they are better attended.
Church, with these people, is an occasional business,
but teas are a constant necessity. Some of these fat
society dames have reached the sublime stage of existence
where their enfeebled brains can deal with only
the simplest data. They can’t read books that require
any thought. They don’t have to read, so for that very
reason they don’t read. But they do have to go to
afternoon teas, because it’s there they find the exact
food they’re in need of. I don’t mean cookies and
cakes, either, because most of them have been requested
by their M.D.’s to cut down on carbo-hydrates. What
they need, Mauney, is scandal. If the scandal deals with
a love affair, why then it’s an A1 scandal. Anything
racy and illicit holds them like nothing else. Now, just
why these bloated excuses for womanhood—and many
of them have had turbulent enough youths themselves—should
get to the stage where only vicarious experiences
can stir their vanishing passions, is a question
that revolts me. I leave that for the morbid psychologists
to settle.”
“I’ll tell you something, Mauney,” she went on, as
she looked before her along the road. “These afternoon
teas are no joke with me. I hate them as I hate
anything that’s noisy and empty. They had a lot to do
with my leaving home.”
“But did you ever think, Freda,” asked Mauney,
“that gossip unconsciously cleanses society? People,
fearing scandal, are more likely to be careful how they
act.”
“Ah, yes,” she replied. “There’s something in that
argument, too. If these old gossipers in Lockwood
were conscientiously trying to reform society by means
of publicity campaigns I’d give them credit. In the
first place, however, they don’t give a continental about
morals, public or private, and in the second place,
they’re very corruptible.”
“Corruptible?”
“Yes; they grant exemptions. There are people in
Lockwood who can get away with murder just because
they’ve got money. There are people who are never
discussed because the scandal-mongers fear to lose their
favor. No; I put no stock in that cleansing business
at all. I’ve told you exactly what I think of the whole
bunch.”
“But why take them so seriously, Freda?” asked
Mauney. “It’s almost an adage that women will gossip
just as men will smoke.”
“I suppose it’s because of the way I’m constituted,”
she replied. “We had a wash-woman who used to say
to me, ‘Freda, everything all depends on just how it is
with you.’ And I’ll tell you just how it is with me,
Mauney. I’ve got a serious streak somewhere in my
system.”
“I think you’re the most serious girl I know,” interrupted
Mauney.
“Thanks. I admire your insight, young man. I
really do want to thank you for just that, Mauney. But
I was going to tell you that I went through hell, almost
literally, six years ago, just before I went to college.
The real hard-boiled fact of the case was that I lost
my respect for my own mother, and the main reason I
lost it was because, apparently, she could live and thrive
and be entirely satisfied on the mental diet of afternoon-tea
scandals. So, although, as you say, gossiping may
be considered as part of the day’s work, it sometimes
has unforeseen results. And once or twice I’ve seen
people rendered extremely unhappy, by scandals they
didn’t deserve. The ladies aren’t a bit accurate.”
“I think,” said Mauney, “you ought to write a book
on scandal-mongery as well as one on a university.”
“Oh, but I was going to tell you the hidden irony
of this scandal-mongery in Lockwood. It will show
you just how insincere they are. The persons scandalized
become popular, provided their misdeeds are not
merely stupid. They become actually heroes. They
are admired secretly all the time. They gain an importance
never before enjoyed. But they don’t know
this, and they suffer needlessly under the lash of
women’s tongues. I tell you, Mauney, these women will
excuse a person for anything. All they ask is the vicarious
fun of it for themselves. I knew a merchant in
town who never had much of a business until after it
was reported that he had for years been running
another home up in Merlton. Apparently they admired,
not only his personal cleverness, but his business ability
to be able to afford it. He became popular at once
and has had a good trade ever since.”
Freda was now turning down a side road to the
river, where on the level bank stood the Country Club
House, a long, low bungalow finished in shingles of British
Columbia cedar. On the wide verandahs which
surrounded it many young and middle-aged people were
sitting at tables, drinking or standing in groups engaged
in conversation.
They left the car at the end of a long line on the
side of the road and walked towards the verandah. They
could hear the tones of the piano within the pavilion,
and as they came nearer could see the moving figures
of people dancing. As Freda guided Mauney about
the verandah, nodding to several of the guests, he
noticed that the constant buzz of conversation was concerned
chiefly with golf. Mauney was introduced to
some of the members, and as he talked with them found
himself slightly ill at ease, because he had never learned
to play golf. After a few minutes he began to be conscious
of many curious eyes turned in his direction,
some of them friendly enough, others merely curious,
and a few intensely critical. The conversation was
growing less. He felt awkward until he suddenly realized
that all these people had been waiting for something,
when at last a roadster, which had now become
familiar to Mauney, glided quickly up to the verandah,
uncomfortably filled with men. As they alighted, carrying
musical instruments, it became clear that Courtney
had motored to town after an orchestra. An impromptu
dance immediately followed.
It had no sooner begun than Courtney, finding Freda
at a table with Mauney, came up to speak to her. Gracefully
tall, wearing flannels, bare-headed and completely
at ease, he appeared to be not older than twenty-five.
His black hair was scrupulously barbered and glossy.
His flashing, black eyes seemed to know the world, and
there was an air of mild superiority, not only in his
confident carriage, but in the exclusive smile of black
moustachios, red lips, and very white, perfect teeth,
with which he greeted Freda.
“Hello, Fly-away,” he said in a deep, musical voice.
“I swear you were doing fifty when I passed you.”
“Mr. Courtney,” said Freda, turning towards
Mauney, who had risen, “meet Mr. Bard, my friend.”
“How do you do?” said Courtney, with a stiff nod;
then devoted himself quickly to Freda once more.
“Awful night for a dance,” he admitted. “But everybody
wanted it, so I blew down for Pinkerton’s Harmony
Hounds. Lockwood must be agreeing with you,
Freda. I never saw you look more captivating.”
“Thanks for those few kind words, Ted,” she replied
dryly, although she blushed and wished in a queer flash
that Mauney could occasionally say such flattering
things.
“Are you dancing?” Courtney inquired.
“Really, Ted, it’s too warm, thank you; and Mr.
Bard and I will be leaving soon, anyhow.”
“Indeed!” he said, with a quick side-glance in
Mauney’s direction. Then he turned towards him.
“Staying in town long, Mr. Bard, may I ask?”
“Quite a little while,” said Mauney. “I’m billed to
appear every morning at nine—at the collegiate, in the
role of plain teacher.”
“Oh!” exclaimed Courtney with evident surprise.
“Teacher! Oh, indeed! I don’t envy you the job of
trying to pound knowledge into some of the local skulls,
but I hope you like the town.”
“So far I’ve found it unusually interesting,” replied
Mauney, with a twinkle of mischievous light in his
eyes. “I think the word ‘variegated’ would describe my
first impressions—some skulls much thicker than others,
as you can readily imagine.”
“Oh, yes, yes, of course,” said Courtney, a trifle puzzled
at Mauney’s apparent innuendo. “I’m damned if
I quite grasp what you mean, though.”
“Well, you see, it’s like this,” smiled Mauney, with
sudden decision to soften his own manner to the meaningless
vapidity of Courtney’s, “I’ve really been here
only one day as yet and, no matter how shrewd an observer
I was, one could hardly expect me to know the
place, could one?”
“Of course not,” readily admitted Courtney, with a
glance toward Freda, who was quite preoccupied.
“Well, Freda,” he said, turning to leave, “I trust you
will be more careful about speeding in future. I hear
Pinkerton’s outfit getting into their stride; so, cheerio!”
With a little wave of his hand he left, without again
looking at Mauney.
Mauney found a boarding-house on Church Street,
directly opposite the collegiate institute, a plain
unit, in a plain brick terrace set close to the sidewalk.
He engaged the down-stairs front room, which looked
directly upon the thoroughfare by a wide window. He
liked the room chiefly because of this window, for it
afforded a generous view of the street and promised
an excellent point of vantage. The landlady was a
gigantic Irish woman whose husband worked in a
foundry. It seemed to Mauney that their occupations
ought to have been interchanged, for the husband was
a puny, sickly fellow, thoroughly subdued by his wife’s
temper. He had a way of moving quietly and guiltily
through the house, as if expecting her to pounce on
his back at any moment.
The first morning of Mauney’s occupancy, Mrs. Hudson
came into his room, gowned in her collarless, blue,
print dress, broom in hand. As school would not open
for a day or two, Mauney was engaged in arranging
his books.
“Oh! and it’s a scholar ye are, is it?” she asked.
“Teacher, Mrs. Hudson,” he explained.
“Indade, an’ sure I t’ought, all the time, ye were a
commarcial trovler,” she said, surveying the volumes
he was taking from his trunk. “I knew ye were a
sangle mon. But I t’ought ye were a commarcial trovler.
An’ which schule, might I be asking, are ye goin’
to be teaching at?”
“That one,” he said, pointing through the window at
the grey stone mass across the street.
“Poor mon,” she sighed, as books still continued to
come forth from the trunk. “It must keep ye busy.
I’m glad ye’re a quiet mon.”
“Do I look quiet?” laughed Mauney.
“Ay, ye do thot, an’ imogine me thinkin’ ye were a
commarcial trovler, now. Well, the saints rest ye, when
are ye ging to rade all thim books?”
“In the evenings, I suppose.”
“Imogine, now. Poor mon! Have ye no friends in
town?”
“Oh, yes, a few.”
“That’s a good thing,” she said, starting towards the
hall, “and ye’ll not be throubled with noise, onyway.
’Tis a very, very quiet house. An’ I’m afther thinking
ye’ll need plenty o’ quietness for to read so mony
books. Poor mon, an’ me thinkin’ ye were a commarcial
trovler. Imagine, now!”
After she had gone, Mauney stood, idly watching an
old man in a faded navy-blue suit, as he made his way
slowly up the street. The senile curve of his figure
was accentuated by a long, white beard, that flopped
in front of his body as he jogged along. With each
determined, but feeble, step he struck the pavement a
sharp rap with his thick, metal-tipped cane. At regular
intervals of about ten paces he invariably paused and
turned slowly about to gaze backward, as though he
were proudly calculating the extent of his efforts.
Mauney hardly saw the old fellow. His thoughts
were running busily along with plans for his work
soon to begin. Then he suddenly thought of Freda
and his bosom burned, while the day seemed to expand
and brighten. He had dreamed of her in the
night, and she came upon his consciousness now with
that unspeakable dearness, which dreams, though half-forgotten,
lend to our waking thoughts. Her dark eyes
were before him like infinite comfort; the sound of her
voice formed a music in his mind. He wanted nothing
more than Freda. He prayed that heaven would
refuse him all other gifts, but her. When he opened
his eyes slowly, there was the old man just in the act
of turning to gaze back along the sultry street.
From the other edge of the window he espied the
quicker figure of Henry Dover, the collegiate principal,
on his way to his office. Although dressed in a
grey, flannel suit, and a straw hat, his appearance was
not lightsome. Of medium height, he walked with a
pensive inclination of his head, but with an energetic
and measured stride, while his arms, curved at the
elbows, swung rhythmically beside him. Here was a
careful, strong, man, thoroughly accustomed to the
harness of office. Henry Dover, dressed in a Prussian
general’s uniform, and following in the cortege of a
field-marshal’s funeral, would perform the part with
great credit.
Later in the morning, as Mauney sat idly by the
window, he was conscious that the room was all at once
illuminated by reflected sunlight. He looked up quickly
at the figure who was passing and saw, under the
shadow of her hat, and at a very near view, the face
of Jean Byrne. With an instinctive turn of her head
she at once recognized him, hesitated and then stopped.
“Mauney Bard! Where did you come from?”
“Wait till I get my hat,” replied Mauney.
“Well, Mrs. Poynton,” he said as he joined her on the
street and shook hands with her. “It’s a great pleasure
to see such an old friend, again.”
“The same to you,” she said, as they walked along,
and favored him with the close scrutiny permitted to
old friends on meeting. “You’ve changed some way or
other, Mauney, but I’d know you anywhere. Your hair
has lost its brilliance, and you look like a man of affairs.
After reading your book I didn’t know what
you’d be like. I heard a few days ago that you were
going to teach here; so you see you’ve taken my advice
after all.”
Her voice and manner were the same, although
Mauney fancied she was more animated, an impression
possibly due to her extravagant, but tasteful, costume.
“I’ve nearly lost track of you,” he admitted. “I’d
like to talk over old times. Are you on your way down
town?”
“Just to the post office. Will you come along?”
“Thank you,” he nodded. “Where do you live, may
I ask?”
“Just a little way up Church Street, the second house
past the Baptist Church. We used to live on Queen
Street East, but when Charles went out West this spring—by
the way, did you know that the doctor had left
Lockwood?”
“No, I hadn’t heard that.”
“He found the town so conservative and stodgy that
he thought he’d prefer things out there, and I felt that
until he got settled I’d better stay here with mother.
She’s getting old, you know, and is practically an invalid
with rheumatism.”
As they were coming out of the post office, Mauney
noticed one of the middle-aged women whom he had
met the previous evening at the club, sitting in a motor
car at the curb. She bowed affably, then glanced
quickly at Mrs. Poynton.
“Do you know Mrs. Squires?” Jean asked as they
walked along.
“Yes, met her only last night.”
Before leaving Jean at her home he accepted her
invitation to come up for dinner that evening. Her
mother was then discovered to be a woman prematurely
aged by a morose and taciturn disposition, which seemed
to account for her daughter’s surprising animation.
Jean made good to Mauney what her mother’s manner
lacked in friendliness. And, indeed, the home was all
in distinct contrast with the impression of affluence
which Jean’s street appearance had so unquestionably
made.
Dinner finished, Mrs. Byrne at once settled herself
in a chair by a western window, and, adjusting a second
pair of glasses, reached a Bible from the window-sill.
Mauney thought this might herald a session of family
worship, and was relieved when his hostess led him to
the parlor. With a Bohemian grace that was foreign
to his conception of his former country-school teacher,
Jean opened for him a silver box of cigarettes, and
selecting one for herself pressed it neatly into a pearl
holder.
“Times have changed, since Lantern Marsh days,”
she said, smiling gently, “and I hope you have learned
by this time to excuse women for their little follies.”
“I am free and easy,” laughed Mauney. “I’ve been
living for the last few years in a house where cigarette-smoke
was the prevailing perfume.”
“And about five years on Queen Street East,” Jean
said, “have made these things almost essential to me. I
started smoking at bridges in self-defence, and now my
meals don’t digest without them. Charles always hated
me to smoke. But I presume he realized the environment
was to blame.”
For perhaps an hour they talked of Beulah and its
inhabitants, of deaths and marriages, of careers which
had justified their early promise, and of others which
had not. Mauney briefly outlined his college experiences,
but noticed that she said almost nothing about
her own married life. All girlishness had departed
from her face, and gone, too, was a certain carelessness
of appearance which had formerly been quite refreshing.
She was now, as nearly as he could judge, possessed
of a dormant bitterness, never expressed, but as
ugly as she was attractive. He found himself not a little
curious to learn her philosophy, but even now he
felt the same unexplainable distaste in her presence as
he had felt during a certain evening drive, seven years
ago. To be sure Jean had lost the directness which had
then displeased him. She had become more subtle,
more complex. But in this quiet parlor a mental hand
was reaching towards him with the same emotional
intent.
“Well,” she said at length, “you’re a sly fox. You’ve
told me all about your life just as if there hadn’t been
a single woman in it. Now, please confess, as I am
desperately curious.”
For some reason Mauney preserved a guarded attitude.
The last thing he could have discussed, or even
mentioned, was his love for Freda MacDowell.
“I am not much of a ladies’ man,” he smiled. “I’ve
been told that I was a woman-hater. I guess my early
upbringing was against me that way.”
He soon left the house, feeling that old friendships did
not necessarily improve with years, and that he himself,
free and easy as he might be, was not attracted by a
home where Bible-reading and cigarette-smoking were
indulged by different members at the same time. It
was not artistic. As for Jean, she was not an admirable
person, nor even winning. He felt that he did
not care if they should never meet again.
During the first week of September Freda saw
nothing of Mauney. Each day she kept expecting
that he would either call or telephone. She tried
to explain his delinquency by the excuse of work; but
no excuse could justify it, especially when she might
be returning to Merlton at the end of the month. Her
impatience increased daily. She was remaining quietly
at home, assisting in the house work, and systematically
declining invitations. She was prompted on Saturday
morning to telephone him and find out what was the
matter. On second thought she decided not to make
any overtures whatever. She had planned going to the
market.
That was one thing about Lockwood that Freda
loved. Saturday morning, she insisted on going to
market for her mother. Long before sunrise the quietness
of Queen Street was disturbed by the creaking
wheels of farmers’ wagons coming into town, and by
eight o’clock River Street Square presented a varied assembly
of picturesque conveyances, each backed accurately
to the cement walk that surrounded the enclosure.
In the centre of the square stood a fountain,
well covered by a generous canopy of faded maroon
canvas, under which the farmers’ horses were allowed
to stand while their owners presided, for three busy
hours, beside their wagon-loads of produce.
It was a turbulent market, invaded with throngs of
bargain-seeking citizens, and defended by shrewd, rustic
salesmen, who withheld all bargains until the last possible
moment. On certain days—no one knew why—a
spirit of great conservatism reigned, when the farmers
ill-temperedly refused to lower prices, and the customers
with equal stubbornness, refused to buy. At other
times a happier contact prevailed, and citizens captured
what seemed stupendous bargains until, on walking
further along the rows of wagons, they discovered, too
late, the advantages of caution.
On this Saturday, early in September, Freda set out
for River Street Square to indulge her great Lockwood
affection. A woman could wear any kind of clothes at
market, and Freda accordingly donned a yellow silk
sweater, and set forth bareheaded. Carrying a large
market basket, she walked leisurely along Queen Street,
enjoying the spectacle of other folk arriving, similarly
equipped.
On reaching the edge of the square, she almost collided
with one, Fenton Bramley, a tall, ill-groomed, but
strong-featured man of possibly sixty. Although
slightly stooped, his carriage suggested the British army
as unerringly as his polite manner betrayed the fundamental
gentleman that he was. Bramley’s lines had
fallen in barren places, but he was in direct descent
from English nobility and could have been a knight
even now, if he had possessed the necessary funds to
clarify his title. Every one liked and tolerated “Fen.”
He was a Lockwood fixture. In conversation he maintained
the off-handed ease and abruptness of introduction
characteristic of his thorough self-possession. He
spoke to every one and every one spoke to him.
“Freda,” he commenced in a quiet, conversational
tone, as if he had been talking with her continually
for the past hour, “I see where that cove that murdered
the bank teller’s got his sentence. Did ye see
that?”
“Why, no, Fen,” she laughed; “I’m afraid I missed
the item.”
“It was an item all right,” he continued. “And I
had a letter yesterday from Frank Booth. He’s away
up in the Yukon an’ says things are boomin’.”
“Frank Booth,” repeated Freda, trying to place the
name.
“Maybe you don’t remember him,” admitted Bramley,
scowling down attentively into her face. “You’re lookin’
the picture of health, Freda. And I’m not so bad
myself. It’s a big market to-day. Some time when
you’re passing the house, slip in tu see my furnitoor.
Yer feyther was lookin’ it over and said he liked it.
Did ye see where they arrested the head of the drug
ring in Merlton?”
She nodded.
“I had a letter last week from Mac Tupper,” continued
Bramley in his discursive way. “He’s down in
New York, an’ says since prohibition came in they—”
“Tupper?” interrupted Freda.
“Maybe he was before your time. A great man wi’
the billiard cue was Mac! How’s yer feyther?”
“Oh, he’s fine.”
“An’ yer mother?”
“She’s well too.”
“And yerself?”
“Dandy.”
“Good-bye.” Bramley plucked off his cap, bowed
and walked quickly away.
“How, much are your eggs?” Freda asked a farmer.
“The cheapest they’ll be this here autumn, lady,” he
answered indifferently, with scarcely a look at his intending
customer.
“But that gives me very little idea of the price,” she
replied.
“Strictly fresh, them eggs is, too,” he said. “Picked
right out o’ the hay last night. It’s one thing to get
fresh eggs, but it’s a different thing to get strictly
fresh!”
He picked up one of the eggs and balanced it on the
points of his fingers.
“Look at that!” he invited. “Nice, clean, white egg.
D’ye notice the shape of that egg?”
“Yes.”
“Then notice them in the basket,” he said, pointing
to the wagon. “They’s all the same shape. You can
depend on ’em lady.”
“Suppose I put it this way,” smiled Freda. “What
are they worth a dozen?”
“I’m not saying what they’re worth, lady, but—”
At this juncture the dialogue was interrupted by a
short, florid-faced woman, with big, wide, blue eyes,
who recognized Freda and came waddling toward her.
“Well, well, Freda,” she began, putting down her
basket. “I don’t know when I’ve seen you. I always
like to see you. It always makes me think of poor
Jennie. Poor Jennie always liked you, poor child!
Even when she could hardly sit up she’d always talk
about you. Poor Jennie! She always sat next to you
in school, didn’t she? She liked you because you said
she was so pretty; and she was a pretty child, too. Just
think of her and you sitting there together. Ain’t it
strange how as it’s always the beautiful are taken?”
Freeing herself as soon as possible from the garrulous
mother of the departed Jennie, Freda began to
market in earnest. A wagon-load of meat attracted her
attention first. When the farmer had finished with a
group of customers, she pointed to some choice-looking
mutton.
“How much is the lamb?” she enquired.
“Gawd knows ’tis little enough,” he replied in a rasping,
sorrowful tone, while he made gestures of innocence
“Gawd knows I’m not tryin’ to flace dacent
people like yourself. Gawd bless ye. And when ye see
the rubbitch as yon jackeen does be haulin’ t’ town”—he
nodded towards his nearest opposition—“and see the
rediculeus price he does be afther askin’ fer it, Gawd
knows, woman, ’tis little enough that I shud ask ony
twinty-foive cints.”
“Still,” objected Freda, “it seems a little high, doesn’t
it?”
“High!” he exclaimed. “Wirra, woman, ye misjidge
me! Gawd knows ye’d pay nigh double the price at
the butcher’s shop. An’ I’m afther thinkin’ that it’s dodderin’
little that a pretty, young lady ass yerself does be
knowin’ o’ the price o’ butcher’s mate, so it is. Gawd
bless ye!”
“Gawd know’s that’s done it,” laughed Freda, placing
her order. “I’d buy it now even if I didn’t want
it.”
While the farmer was carefully weighing the meat,
Freda was surprised by the sudden appearance of Edward
Courtney, walking through the crowd toward her.
“Girl,” he said, in his deep voice, “how much more
do you intend to buy?”
“Not much, Ted,” she replied. “Why?”
“Nothing. I was waiting to spin you home and maybe
play you a game of cribbage before lunch. Like it?”
“Um-hum,” she nodded.
“But don’t hurry,” he said. “I’m idle to-day as usual,
and totally at your service.”
“Aren’t you an obliging person! Do you want to
take my basket?”
“Pardon, how stupid of me!”
Marketing eventually finished, although not nearly so
well finished as might have been, they wound their circuitous
way to Queen Street, and, depositing the basket
in the back of Courtney’s car, climbed quickly in and
motored home.
Courtney had a way of making himself swiftly at
home with people he wished to befriend. He carried
Freda’s purchases boldly into her house, through the
dining room and into the kitchen, where Mrs. MacDowell
was peeling potatoes.
“I rescued your daughter just as she was finishing,”
he announced. He was pressing her wet hand, obdurate
to her excuses, and bowing as punctiliously as at a
drawing-room reception. “I hope you’re quite well,
Mrs. MacDowell. Freda and I are going to have a
game of cribbage before lunch.”
On the verandah they arranged chairs by the small
table and began playing.
“The old town does bear down pretty heavily, Freda—what?”
he enquired as he dealt the cards. “The
mater is slipping down to New York and Phily for a
short duty call, and I’m wondering what wild schemes
I can perpetrate during her regretted absence. I had
thought of a foursome up the river in the big boat to-morrow
night, but unfortunately the skipper has been
graciously granted a week’s shore-leave. Damn! The
mater takes this generous tack merely as a curb on my
propensities.”
“Hard luck, Edward.”
“But mark my vow, Freda—some time before I’m
eighty, I’m going to stage a buster aboard the gentle
Cinderella. However, I’ve got the launch in shape and
all I need now is a personnel for this proposed voyage.
What say?”
“Ted, I simply couldn’t go.”
He smiled while his eyes wandered over her fingers.
“I don’t notice either a diamond or a frat-pin,” he
replied, teasingly.
“No; but, nevertheless, Ted, I’m practically engaged.”
“What, ho!” he exclaimed, in a low tone of surprise.
“Freda, girl, are you genuine?”
“I really mean it, Ted.”
“Dear heavens!” he mused. “Incidentally, though,
my congratulations! Is it a secret?”
“Yes, just at present.”
“Then, I’ll regard it so. But to think of the partner
of my youthful adventures being no longer available.
Well,” he added in a voice unusually serious for him,
“Somebody’s lucky.”
“Why! You know you don’t care,” she rejoined offhandedly.
Courtney’s face was sufficiently mask-like to hide
whatever feelings he experienced, and accustomed
enough to all contingencies to smile with its usual ease.
“Tell me, then,” he presently inquired, “aren’t you
going to come dancing with me any more?”
“Possibly.”
“There’s going to be a bon affair at the Country Club
in the shape of an informal free-for-all for clubbers
and guests. It’s on Wednesday. You’d better come.”
“Well, Ted,” she sighed, after a moment’s hesitation,
“I’m on. What time?”
“Expect me at nine—and thanks awfully.”
The cribbage game was soon finished and Courtney,
with a final bon mot, was striding towards his car, while
Freda in an idle mood was thinking that, for all his
shallow opulence and apparent emptiness, he possessed
a social grace that was admittedly worth while.
Next day, Freda was agreeably surprised to be
called on the telephone, about ten in the morning.
“Are you going to church?” asked Mauney.
“No, are you?” she asked.
“I’m too fed up, Freda, to bother. It’s going to be a
warm day and I think we ought to get out in the country,
up the river some place. I’ve got a lot to talk about.”
They motored to Shadow Bay, a dozen miles west
of Lockwood, and had dinner together at the Chalet,
a summer place, which, owing to the auspicious weather,
was still open.
“I’m beginning to understand Lockwood better,”
Mauney said, as they sat on a shaded cliff after dinner.
“I don’t remember ever having put in a more disagreeable
week in my life.”
“What’s wrong?” she enquired, with no suggestion
in her voice that her own past week had been the most
unpleasant she could recall.
“Just everything,” he said. “I’m foolish to mind it
at all. But the staff of the collegiate are the hardest
people to get acquainted with. They’re all capable,
unusually so, but terribly stand-offish.”
“That, my dear boy, is the key-note of Lockwood,”
she interrupted. “They’ve just naturally acquired that
manner.”
“I don’t doubt it,” he nodded. “But I wish they’d
get over it. They seem to think I’m a high-brow, or
something just as bad. Inadvertently I heard a couple
of the men discussing my book, knocking it to beat
the deuce.”
“And do you actually care, Mauney Bard?” she asked
in a surprised tone.
“Yes, I do,” he replied. “I’ve always been damnably
lonesome for pals, for good fellows, who, like Max
Lee, could see the motive behind the act. Freda, you
know the motive behind my book. You know it was
merely a wish of mine to warm up the subject of history
a little bit. Well, these chaps agreed that it was
mere nonsense.”
“That,” sneered Freda, “was mere jealousy. They
haven’t tried to write a book. If they had they’d be
more lenient. But really,” she added, looking Mauney
seriously in the eye, “I think you must be tired, for I
never saw you so down in the mouth, before.”
She wanted to pillow his head in her lap, and tell
him that his book was the best one ever written. She
longed to comfort him and change his loneliness. There
were great allowances, after all, which she would gladly
make for him. She knew all about his life now. She
knew him, too—just how stimulating a little praise was
to him, just how diffident he was about himself, and
how hard it was for anyone to reach his real open self.
As she sat there beside him and watched his strong,
splendid profile, while he gazed at the river, she knew
that she could never pity him. He was too big and
strong. To-day was but a passing mood in his strong
life. Rather than comfort him she would prefer to cast
her inmost self upon his support and be comforted.
But he was too immovable either to come to her or to
receive her.
“I’ve got a bone to pick, Mauney,” she said.
“All right. What is it?” he asked pleasantly.
“Can’t you imagine?”
“Possibly, but I’d prefer that you present the bone.”
“Why didn’t you call me up all week?”
“My easiest excuse would be that I did not think you
cared.”
“But,” she answered, “as we happen to be sensible
people of the twentieth century, and as you know I
cared, tell me your real reason.”
“Would work be a decent excuse?” he laughed.
“With anyone else but you, Mauney, it would do
fine. But you must remember that I’ve only got three
more weeks, perhaps, to stay in Lockwood.”
“But three weeks is a long time, too, Freda,” he said,
seriously. “Just think how terribly much can happen
in three weeks.”
“I suppose you’re thinking of history, are you?” she
asked in a delicate tone of mockery.
“No, Freda,” he replied, quickly. “I’m thinking of
you. I’m thinking of you all the time, all this week.
Please do me the honor to believe me.”
“Sorry,” she said, dropping her hand suddenly on
his.
Her week of impatience quickly melted from her
thoughts, and in the silence, as they sat so close together,
she could have wept. Why had she used that little,
mocking tone? If he could realize how she felt he
would take her hand in his and not leave it just where
she had dropped it. But there he sat looking away toward
the river, so very self-contained.
“And I was going to tell you,” he said presently,
“about the young people I’m teaching. I like them all
right and I think they have unusual ability. But they
have no enthusiasm, except a very few of them. I decided
that I’d like to start a seminary for one of the
classes where we could get right down to business and
have open discussions. Don’t you think that’s a good
idea?”
“Yes, Mauney, splendid,” she replied, lifting her hat
carefully from her head, and tossing it on the grass.
“Why don’t you do it?”
“Just one reason. Dover, when I put it up to him,
didn’t think it could be done. I talked it over with him
in his office, Friday night. He’s a good fellow and
capable and has got a line on Lockwood that I wish
you’d heard. He impressed on me that his words were
confidential, but I’m going to tell you. He approved
of the round-table idea immediately, but said it had
once been tried out, and failed. They had to be held
after regular classes, you see, and a lot of the wealthy
people objected to their children being kept in. They
sent doctor’s certificates and raised the devil. Of course,
once robbed of its spontaneity, the seminaries proved a
failure.”
“Enthusiasm,” said Freda, “is one word that dear old
Lockwood will never learn. They hate enthusiasm.”
“You should have seen Dover,” laughed Mauney.
“When he grows warm under the collar he always gets
on those two feet of his and hikes all over the room,
like a madman looking for a hole by which to escape
from his cell.”
“He was just the same when I went,” she nodded.
“I had touched a tender spot when I mentioned seminaries,”
Mauney continued. “It got him off on a general
criticism of Lockwood. After he had paced the
floor for a moment or two he stopped and said in his
slow, nasal, sarcastic way: ‘Mr. Bard, I’ve lived here
for twenty-five years. That’s exactly a quarter of a
century, and I’m going to tell you that it’s been exactly
a quarter of a century too long. I don’t know what’s
wrong with Lockwood, because I’ve been much too busy
to try to find out.’”
“That sounds just like him!” laughed Freda.
“‘But, there’s something wrong, I can assure you. A
teacher who teaches in this town, is just a paid servant
of the community. He has no social status, whatever.
His wife has none either. His planetary orbit reaches
as far as school at nine in the morning, and as far as
bed at nine in the evening. If he tries to do more than
he’s paid for he becomes unpopular. They want uniformity,
here in Lockwood and, by George, they’re going
to get it. That’s why seminaries won’t work, Mister
Bard.’”
“Oh, well,” Freda said, “you mustn’t be discouraged,
boy.”
Mauney shook his head slowly while the muscles of
his jaw hardened. “I’m far from being discouraged,”
he said quietly. “I’ve started in on this work, and I’m
going to stay with it.”
There, in that simple statement of his, Freda felt
that his whole reliable character showed itself. Born
of parents who had dug their living out of the ground,
Mauney would persist in whatever task he undertook—obdurate,
stubborn, steadfast and gloriously reliable.
They had supper at the Chalet and then returned to
their nook under the trees. Freda had, by this time, attuned
herself to the quiet and dispirited mood which
seemed to possess Mauney. It would pass, she felt,
but it was lasting unusually long.
“I couldn’t come to see you this week,” he said awkwardly.
“I got a letter from the nurse at Rockland,
and Max is dying.”
“Dying!” she exclaimed.
He nodded his head slowly several times. That was
all the explanation he could give for his conduct during
the past week, and it had taken him all day to give
it. They drove home in the twilight and later, on the
verandah at MacDowell’s, as he was bidding her good-night,
the illumination of a red moon shining through
a hot, smoky, sky showed him her face. Never would
he forget the quietness of that moment, disturbed only
by the wind in the pines, as he looked down upon her
features, and suffered to clasp the vision in his arms.
But he did not.
And when he had gone, Freda, unable to understand
his restraint, suffered, too. Idealization was a bogey
cast out of heaven years ago. She coveted actuality and
the simple, sweet rewards of affection, and, in a pang
of loneliness, she wished that Mauney was less immovable
and self-contained and reliable.
There was a depth in Freda’s nature which she was
sure no one would ever discover. A delicate
fear occasionally separated her from people for an hour
of tranquil meditation, in which she reached back
through time and down through obstructions to regain
touch with it herself. Sometimes she would paddle
slowly along the shore near her home, or, beaching
the canoe on the meagre shelf by the cliff’s feet, sit
in passive enjoyment of the simple natural objects
about her. She never took a book on these solitary
excursions, because of a characteristic impulse toward
actuality. The flat, round stones and pebbles, rendered
smooth by years of the river’s polishing, may have been
very uninteresting and inanimate things, indeed, but
she loved the amazing variation in their color, all dim,
composite shades of purples, greens and nameless greys.
There was a silence, not encroached upon by the monotonous
murmur of the persistent shore waters, and a
solitude unaffected by distant freighters moving slowly
in the midstream. She would stretch supinely to gaze
at the nervous phantoms of reflected light that pendulated
upon the cavernous, stratified face of the cliffs,
or to watch a fisher-bird perched attentively on a bare,
protruding root, far up at the grassy edge above.
Her ears, attuned to disregard the soft sounds that
formed about her an atmospheric velvet, began at length
to hear that wondrous roaring silence that ever widened
and thrilled with the very mystery of all mysteries.
And she knew, but could never have explained, what
else she found then. It was strength and rare forgetfulness
of self, and belief in a vast Something that
could never henceforth be doubted.
This, however, constituted for Freda merely that ultimate
spiritual experience, painfully unapproachable by
friends, which it is the strange lot of all mortals to
know less or more. Men and women cling to it, hunger
for it, recover it or lose it, but for ever treasure it.
The gratifications of a hundred vaunted pursuits dissipate
into shadow-play before it. And yet it is what?
So elusive, so stupendous, so readily forgotten. The
trammelling events of a world constantly with us, march
upon us, swoop us into their caravanserie, and we are
no longer the living strength of that incomparable hour.
We are but the dutiful perpetuators of age-old customs
and follies.
Back to life, as it was, and with an impetuous relish,
went Freda, on the night of the dance.
It was no disloyalty to Mauney. Her nature surged
energetically on both sides of the line of average experience.
If there were moments of spiritual joy, there
were also moments of blinder joy, when music inspired
the sinews and the blood warmed. Life was so large
that it could not remember from hour to hour its past
occupations. Eyes that loved soft, verdant light at the
river’s edge, must love, too, the carnival display of garish
crimsons and yellows; ears that had listened into
the silence heard now the barbaric tune of drum and
trumpet with enhanced sensation. This gaiety was not
disloyalty to Mauney. It was merely life—her life—that
craved the thrills. She thought, as she pirouetted
with Courtney, that the delectable exercise was indeed
a necessary training. It made her love Mauney more.
Taught by its care-free spirit, she would be better able
to cheer that dependable man, who lived a life curbed
constantly to the line of average emotions. With a
fresher attraction she would decoy him from the inevitable,
but wearing, sombreness of his lonely existence.
And then, too, as she half-meditated, the while her
feet were gliding in accurate rhythm with her partner,
Mauney could not really blame her. He had stubbornly
withheld the final declarations and demands that would
have made her his fiancée. And he had left her alone
for a whole week. Reason, noble reason he had, no
doubt. But she would value love that broke past all
reasons; and now, if he learned that she had gone dancing
with Courtney, the discovery might rouse him, by
jealousy or caution, to that pitch of emotion where
she longed to behold him. And, if he disapproved, he
had only to discipline, to satisfy her.
Many of Lockwood’s elite thought that Freda and
Courtney made a striking pair, and said so. He was
well known to have many attractions, some of them
popular, some not. As a matrimonial prize he had been
variously encouraged by several ambitious mothers;
then given up, but never scorned. He enjoyed that kind
of popularity which is inspired by wealth and ease, enhanced
by a pleasant enough personality, but which is
restrained by an envious bitterness seldom expressed.
The wealthy are aware of such bitterness, but have
learned to disregard it.
As for Freda, she was now practically a visitor in
Lockwood society. A few years before she had been
a beautiful and popular debutante, with an influential
father. She was now a university woman, and her
people, though not so influential as before, were still
definitely well considered. To-night she was merely
an admittedly beautiful and acceptable young lady.
Society was not keenly interested in her.
“I think,” said Mrs. Turnbull to Mrs. Squires, as they
watched the dancing from the verandah, “that Miss
MacDowell looks so graceful with Ted.”
“He knows a good dancer,” replied Mrs. Squires
with a supercilious expression. “But you know, of
course, that his mother, who is in New York, would
scarcely approve if she were here.”
“Why not?” enquired Mrs. Turnbull, with the seriousness
due to a most important issue.
“No reason, except that the MacDowell’s are scarcely—ah—what
they were once, you know. And besides,
I presume that Ted is expected to aim higher.”
“Is he serious about Freda MacDowell?” Mrs. Turnbull
asked in surprise.
“He was once, my dear, and Mrs. Courtney is known
to have cut Freda rather cruelly on several occasions.”
Freda, had she heard such remarks, would have been
quite indifferent. The dance was the thing. It was the
glory of movement and sound and color that charmed
her. Courtney was but a means to an end—an impersonal
partner who lived up to the character with his
customary gentility. But Courtney was not quite impregnable.
The intoxication of Freda’s proximity had
been making inroads on his polite reserve, and gradually
culminated in a little outburst as they stood alone on a
deserted part of the verandah during a number.
“Girl, I love you!” he whispered passionately and
tried to embrace her. But she pushed him back steadily.
“Ted, you do not,” she replied angrily. “You just
imagine it, and I don’t like your arms on me, either!
You may take me home, please!”
He bowed and went so directly for his car that Freda
half forgave him. He told her on the way home that
his only regret over the incident was her displeasure.
He hoped that she might soon give him some slight
reason to be less unhappy than he was just then. If
she could not in any case entertain his serious bid for
love, he would gladly content himself with the consolation
of her friendship. Would she not, at least, forgive
him for to-night?
“I don’t know, Ted,” she replied, as he was about
to leave her. “I didn’t like it one little bit.”
Nor did she.
In her room she engaged in an intense mood of
self-despising, and anger and regret. Ah! She wanted
Mauney’s arms just then. Her sense of guilt melted
into one of weakness and dependence. In his strong,
clean arms she would be at last peaceful and safe. She
ought not to have gone with Courtney. That was
plain. But she had promised. Now she would confess
to Mauney and accept his chastisement with delicious
satisfaction.
The next evening Mauney called at MacDowell’s
and had his first encounter with Freda’s father.
He found him comfortably seated with a newspaper on
the verandah. As Mauney approached, MacDowell’s
sharp, black eye surveyed him over the corner of his
journal. Then he removed his feet from the low wicker
table.
“Good evening, sir,” he said politely, rising and extending
his hand. “Come right up. I ought to have
met you before, Mr. Bard,” he continued with a mischievous
smile, “but better late than not at all. It’s
warm, isn’t it? There’s a chair. I don’t know what’s
going to happen if it doesn’t soon rain. We usually
have a breath of air from the river here, but this
last week, I’ve been sweltering.”
“And what has surprised me, Mr. MacDowell,” said
Mauney, “is the general impression that Lockwood is
such ‘a cool, breezy, summer resort.’”
“So it is,” MacDowell affirmed. “This is exceptional
heat. You can go a long piece before you’ll find a town
whose situation, general lay-out, and climate can even
compare with this wonderful little town.”
“It’s funny, though,” rejoined Mauney, “how many
knockers are to be found among its citizens. I’ve been
here only a couple of weeks, and I’ve noticed that the
lower and middle classes—for I think the divisions are
pretty distinct—are constantly fault-finding and grouching.”
“No doubt, no doubt,” MacDowell nodded, while his
face reassumed the special enthusiastic expression which
he always wore when praising his town. “Let them
talk! But I’m going to tell you, Mr. Bard, that this
town, out of the whole province, has, without exception,
the most brilliant future before it. Some day
you’re going to see that river alive with commerce and
our harbor crowded with freighters. The population
is going to jump up, internal trade will flourish, the
community will become permanently prosperous. And
all this, once some big industry sees the advantage of
locating here. It’s no myth. It’s bound to come.”
Mauney liked the big man for his enthusiasm. He
was inspired, as most people were who talked with
MacDowell, by a new belief in Lockwood. After all,
why should it not grow and prosper and become a city?
There was the river, indeed; that great, potential artery
of commerce, with its undeveloped water-power. And
here was Lockwood, sure enough, strategically situated,
and upon the very brink of an undeniably great future.
Some personal magnetism of his host had conjured up
the vision before him and taught him faith. He felt
all at once a deep respect for the masterly man who,
at this moment, although unnoticed, was smiling slyly
at Mauney’s serious face. MacDowell was at last clear
to him: he was remaining in Lockwood because of his
faith. He was tied to the old town by invisible bonds
of strong affection and belief. Let them talk! Here
was an heroic figure, a man of brave judgment and
great dreams. Mauney could not have been persuaded,
just then, that his hero’s dream was simply a lifelong
adoration of Gloria Smith, and that his skilful role
was but the disguise of a private loyalty. Later he
would learn, perhaps, that MacDowell was, of all municipal
students, the most confirmed pessimist, but that
would never hinder him from liking the genial man
and feeling that in some degree he redeemed Freda’s
home from hopeless frigidity.
At last Freda came out of the house, and seemed surprised
to see Mauney. While they were talking her
father interrupted good-naturedly.
“Look here, you folks, why don’t you take out the
canoe for a paddle along the shore?”
“You have a very fertile imagination, Dad,” said
Freda.
“Yes,” he agreed dryly, “and a desperate determination
not to be ousted from this verandah.”
His suggestion was adopted, and together they
crossed the rough tableland to the steps leading down
to the boat-house, exchanging not a word as they went.
“I telephoned last night, Freda,” Mauney said as he
began to follow her down the steps.
“What time did you ’phone?” she asked, pausing as
she reached the first landing.
“I think it was about nine, and your mother said
you had gone to a dance.”
Freda stood by the railing, looking away to the river
as he reached the landing. She said nothing, but displeasure
was written openly on her face. She had been
looking forward to making her own confession of the
gentle guilt. She had imagined herself saying: “I was
a very wayward girl last night, Mauney,” and him listening,
thoroughly vexed. But he had spoiled that anticipation
by knowing all about it.
“Well,” she said, with a haughty elevation of her
brows, “wasn’t that all right?”
“Of course, it was all right, Freda,” he replied.
“But I had heard nothing about the dance, you see.”
“Hadn’t you really!” she exclaimed with more sarcasm
than she felt.
“No,” he replied quietly, but with a puzzled glance
at her cheek which, though turned away, was suddenly
very red. “I have no authority over what you do,
Freda, and even if I had, I wouldn’t use it.”
“I don’t suppose you would, Mauney. I suppose you’d
always just let me do as I wanted to.”
“You’re quite right. But I was surprised last night,
and a little bit hurt.”
“Well, I knew you would be,” she admitted, turning
slightly towards him.
“And I just want to know,” he continued, “if you’re
always going to do things that hurt.”
“How do I know?” she retorted, facing him. “If
you don’t like things I do, why then, you’ve got to discipline
me.”
“Discipline you!” he exclaimed. “Why I hadn’t even
thought of disciplining you.”
“Because,” she interrupted without heeding his words,
“I don’t know what it is that sometimes plays the devil
with me, and I’ve got to be disciplined. I’ve been like
a boat without a rudder. My greatest need has been
for some one to steer me.”
“Tell me, Freda, who were you with at the dance?”
“Ted Courtney,” she quickly answered.
His eyes opened wide, then grew thoughtful. “Do
you mean that he—that Courtney took you to the
dance?”
“Yes.”
He was silent a moment, studying the palm of his
hand. “But I never dreamed that you even liked him,”
he said at length.
“I don’t either, Mauney.”
“I suppose,” he said in a lower tone, as he leaned his
hips against the railing and folded his arms on his
breast, “I suppose it’s really your business and not
mine. Don’t imagine that I’m trying to interfere in
your affairs.”
“Oh, goodness, no,” she almost jeered. “I’m afraid
there’s not much danger of your ever interfering the
least bit! Why, Mauney, I don’t mind if you give me
the very devil for going to that dance!”
“Only tell me. Why did you go with Courtney?” he
asked with a deliberation that provoked her.
“There are just about forty-seven reasons,” she stated
with thin grace. “First, because I knew I shouldn’t,
second, because at the time he asked me I was furious
with you for not calling me up for a whole week, third
because I wanted to do something to relieve my fury.”
“But, I told you,” he interrupted in a quiet, polite
tone, “I told you why I didn’t call you up.”
“You told me after I had promised to go to the
dance.”
“Yes, but you don’t understand,” he said, gently, taking
off his straw hat and turning the rim slowly around
between his hands. “It was not the dance. Can’t you
understand my feelings?”
“I understand them only too well.” Her dark eyes
were now burning almost savagely, and her hands
tightly gripping the balustrade. She spoke in an unnaturally
restrained tone. “It’s Max Lee, of course,
I’ve tried to feel sorry about him being ill. Perhaps I
ought to be trying to comfort you. If so—too bad. I’m
just being true to my feelings, that’s all. You had to
be so thoughtful of that man, didn’t you, Mauney? Had
to let him down so very, very easily. You couldn’t let
him die like a man, unhappy and miserable, but like a
man you had to smooth out his path for him. Even if
he did love me, which I doubt, he knew I didn’t love
him. What difference did he make anyway? Why
allow your care for him to make you slight me? Even
if Lee is dying,” she concluded emphatically, “that’s
not half as dramatic as it looks. There are other people
who are living—or trying to!”
“But he’s been my pal, my friend, Freda,” he
answered very calmly, “and I’m afraid that you’d have
to be a man to quite appreciate my feelings.”
It was nothing apparently. Mauney seemed quite unperturbed.
As Freda stood regarding his reposeful
figure she wondered what she could possibly do to stir
him up. Even rudeness to a dying man—for it was
that—had not brought the storm she expected. Even
scorn of his solicitude for a dying friend—for her words
had been that, too—had failed to budge him an inch.
And now he was there before her, leaning against the
railing, reflectively flipping his finger at the lining of
his hat, as if she had merely remarked upon the brilliance
of the sinking sun, or the character of the
weather.
“Why don’t you curse me?” she asked presently. “I
doubt if you have any feelings. Why don’t you simply
kill me for what I said?”
“In the first place,” he smiled, “I don’t think you
quite meant it.”
“Oh, but I did,” she affirmed. “I really did.”
“Come on,” he said in a lighter tone, catching her
hand and starting down the second flight of steps. “If
I were to kill you, Freda MacDowell, it would be a
tough little world for me to go on living in.”
“Anyway,” he added, drawing her gently along as she
made to grasp the railing. “I certainly did use you rottenly
last week. I can see now how you felt, and as
for that dance and our friend, Courtney, well—I’m not
going to be so miserably jealous any more.”
The edge of Freda’s knife-like mood was dulled a
little by his words, and she followed him with a sense
of defeat. It was becoming her ambition to see this
big fellow angry. Why a woman should desire such a
sight, and desire it like a fetish, is one of the obscure
phenomena of feminine psychology. To say that anger
reveals new qualities of the man is to give but a paltry
explanation. During the little canoe journey along under
the eastern shore of Lockwood, Freda kept thinking
of Gertrude Manton’s apothegm: “We don’t
know why our love makes us hurt them. They are
only men, but we are women.” But had Gertrude
really managed to hurt them? That was the question.
If so, unbounded praise! As for herself, Freda
was ignobly defeated. The man at whose sure stroke
her canoe glided so sleekly under the shadowy cliffs
was surely incapable of anger.
It would always require a longer time for Mauney
to become roused than for most people, in any vital
matter. He would be sure to react very slowly to the
irritating stimuli. He would gain cognizance of issues
very tardily, and keep on half-doubting things that he
hated to believe.
Friday, at noon, he crossed Church Street, from the
collegiate to his boarding house, conscious of only one
thing, that the morning’s work had been utterly unsatisfactory.
Just why his discipline over his classes had
weakened he was not ready even now to enquire. The
faces of half a hundred students can be very unfriendly
at times. They can act as a unified mirror to throw
back at a teacher the gloom, the uncertainty, the desperate
undercurrent of his own mood. There had been
slight lapses of memory when those inquisitive faces
had roused him to complete the phrases almost escaped.
No doubt he had appeared to them stupidly absent-minded.
In the principal’s office there had been a queer
conversation, too. Dover had only been explaining
some detail of routine, but he had worn an expression
of impatient emphasis, as though he were trying to impress
an idiot. That, too, had been due, no doubt, to
Mauney’s own preoccupation.
Noon recess on this Friday marked the end of the
week’s work. A half-holiday had been granted for
some reason or other—preparation for field-day, now
that he thought of it. He entered his room with a
grateful sense of finding at last shelter and opportunity
to think.
He knew that these bright days, with streets flooded
by dry, hard sunlight were important and sombre days.
Other people seemed to be free of care. Field sports
and picnics up the river, and long, refreshing drives
along the river road—these enjoyments were not, and
could not be, for him. Nor was this September so
much different from all his past autumns. Each fall
had found him enmeshed in difficulties. He was beginning
to perceive that his life lay just outside the
border of the sunlight. And that, unprofitable though
all his problems might be, they were, nevertheless, undeniably
with him. He could not shirk them. Perhaps
some strength might be gained in the effort to
solve them. At any rate he realized quite clearly, as
he removed his coat and tossed it on the bed, that the
problem to-day was Freda MacDowell.
First of all he would shave. He had no sooner
poured a little water into the basin on the washstand
than the landlady knocked on his door.
“Come in, Mrs. Hudson,” he said wearily.
As she entered, clothed as usual in her plain, print
gown, his eyes focused on a yellow envelope in her hand.
“It’s a telegraph,” she announced officiously, but without
proffering it. “And it’s afther coming while ye
were at the schule, Mister Bard. Poor mon! I due
hope as it is nothin’ alarming. It’s the sight of a telegraph
that I due dhread, Mister Bard. For wanse, several
years ago, I did receive wan meself.”
“But it may be nothing,” said Mauney cheerfully, as
he reached for it.
“Ah, but it’s a telegraph, mind!” she insisted, while
her eyes keenly studied her boarder’s face as he tore
it open and began reading. She preserved silence until
he had finished, but her curiosity kept her standing,
huge and peering, by the open door. She noticed his
blue eyes scan the message hurriedly, then again several
times more slowly. Finally he looked up over the edge
of the paper with wide, blank eyes. He was conscious
of her enormous body beside him and was irked by it.
“It’s nothing much, after all, Mrs. Hudson,” he said
in a low tone, starting once more to read it.
“Imogine, now!” she replied, “Indade, but sure, I
t’ought it would be afther bein’ a—”
Mauney, ignoring her presence, went to the window
and stood looking out on the street. Mrs. Hudson,
after a final assertion that “a telegraph” was never a
very welcome kind of missive, left and closed the door
angrily.
“Patient failed to regain consciousness; died quietly
six this morning.” That, with the nurse’s signature,
was the whole message. Mauney stood pensively by
the window wondering why he received the news so
apathetically. It was unreal. It was unquestionably
true. But the external objects of this bright, Friday
noon wore a casual appearance that denied the occurrence
of death. Church Street was just the same innocent,
familiar thoroughfare. There were the groups
of collegiate students hurrying along with books in
their arms, laughing and talking. There was the doubled
old man, white-bearded and feeble, plodding down the
walk, rapping the cement sharply with his metal-headed
stick, and nearby, in the shade of a maple, lay the neighbor’s
familiar Airedale, mouth open and tongue protruding,
as he panted in the heat.
Turning back into the room he slowly walked to his
trunk and opened it. Then he folded the telegram
quickly and put it in one of the compartments of the
tray. As he closed the lid slowly he cleared his throat,
and then set to work shaving. He tried, as faithfully
as possible, to take an interest in his personal toilet,
but found it quite a boring procedure. There was a
new grey suit, hanging on the back of the door, to be
worn for the first time to-day, and although it was
very becoming, he took no pleasure in it. He was going
down to the MacDowell’s this afternoon to hear
some expert piano music. Freda had telephoned him
before school that Betty Doran, home from New York,
was going to give a private recital to a few friends.
Just who Betty Doran was he neither knew nor cared.
What she was going to play he had not heard, nor was
he in the least curious.
In fact, only one thing mattered—to-day, to-morrow
or at any time—that he could conceive. That particular,
important thing was a long talk with Freda, a talk
which would have consequences. It would definitely
end all misunderstandings, and rob her, once and for
all, of any doubt about his love.
When he arrived at the MacDowell’s he found himself
a neglected member of a gathering of thirty. Betty
Doran, a spoiled young person of eighteen with Dutch-cut
hair, sat at the piano rendering Chopin brilliantly
and smiling affectedly at the frequent applause of the
audience who filled the drawing-room. There was cake
and coffee to be served afterwards, but Freda, who had
taken a vow never to assist her mother with afternoon
refreshments, stubbornly refused now, much to the
remarked surprise of guests who saw her talking quietly
with Mauney just outside in the hallway.
“This is about the last place I should have wished
to come to-day,” he was saying to her in a low tone.
“Get me out of it, Freda. And, if you can get away
this evening, I’m crazy to take you for a long drive out
in the country. Are you free?”
She gladly agreed.
After the recital was finished and the last loquacious
woman had finally bade the hostess good-bye, she turned
quickly from the door and sought her daughter.
“It’s simply terrible,” she said with evident feeling,
“that this Bard person should have been asked to our
home to-day, and I must and do insist that in future,
if you are so foolish as to see him at all—”
“Now, Mother,” said Freda with some curiosity,
“what on earth have the dear ladies been telling you?”
“Everybody knows it!” exclaimed Mrs. MacDowell.
“He has been seen on the street with Mrs. Poynton
and was also noticed coming out of her house.”
“Well, anything else?” Freda coolly enquired.
“I think that’s almost enough,” smiled her mother.
“No one is laboring under any delusions about Mrs.
Poynton, surely.”
“Perhaps not, Mother,” Freda almost hissed, as,
blushing red, she drew quickly back with hatred in her
eyes. “Perhaps Mrs. Poynton was guilty of a sin you
and Mrs. Beecher will not forgive her for. Perhaps
it was a sin her husband will not forgive. I know nothing
about her. I want to know nothing. But of one
thing I am absolutely certain!”
“And of what, my girl, are you so certain?” asked
her mother.
“That if Mauney Bard called at her home he did it
in innocence,” replied Freda, defiantly.
“Ha,” gently laughed the proud scion of Family-Compact
glory, “Your credulity is quite amazing. If you
care to believe what you say, you are, of course, at
liberty to do so. You have always been full of strange
and reckless impulses.”
“I believe in him so much,” said Freda, with emphasis
that caused her voice to break, “that I’d stake everything—yes,
my life, on him. And you, Mother, without
even inquiring into it, are ready, just like the rest
of these fools, to throw your harpoon into an innocent
man.
“All I say,” replied her mother, haughtily, and with
an aggravating smile, “is that this home—my home—is
now closed to your glorious hero. I trust that is quite
plain?”
Freda could not speak. Her face suddenly grew
white as she stood in the middle of the dining-room
floor fastening vengeful eyes upon her mother.
“It was even reported,” continued Mrs. MacDowell,
turning to arrange some flowers in a vase on the buffet,
“that Mr. Bard spent the night at Mrs. Poynton’s.”
“It’s a lie—a damned lie!” burst forth Freda. “Oh,
tell me who said that!”
“No, I shall do nothing of the sort. Possibly you
can imagine that it was told me in a kindly spirit.”
“When—did they say he—did that?”
“Last week, of course,” she replied. “When you were
wondering what had become of him.”
“Mother,” Freda said more calmly, “Mauney will
deny this for me. I know it’s all a hopeless lie, one of
the big, black lies that they love so much. You don’t
know him, Mother. You don’t even want to know him.
But let me tell you one thing, that you are as bad as
the rest of them!”
“Indeed,” smiled Mrs. MacDowell, turning from the
vase of flowers.
“You are worse than a murderer,” suddenly said
Freda, while her face quivered with new rage.
Mrs. MacDowell’s composure suffered a noticeable
weakening. “My girl, I shall not tolerate such language!”
she warned. “Be very careful.”
“You are capable of a crime more dastardly than
murder, because it requires no courage—”
“Enough!”
“No,” fumed Freda. “It’s not enough. You’re going
to hear it all for once. You have made me hate you.”
Something of latent power in her daughter’s manner
put Mrs. MacDowell on guard.
“Why, Freda,” she exclaimed. “What on earth. I
only meant to—”
“It’s what you’ve done that counts, Mother. I know
he’s innocent. My God, he must be innocent!”
Just a moment later George MacDowell came into the
room and found Freda in a chair with her head clasped
in her hands, weeping, and his wife standing, evidently
distressed. He looked from one to the other regretfully.
Sadness was in his black eyes as he looked accusingly
at his wife.
“Gloria,” he said. “I’m surprised. I’ve heard both
sides of this case. I couldn’t miss it, by Gad. Look
what you’ve done. You’ve broken her heart. Are you
proud of your job? You women aren’t sports, I tell
you. Give her a fighting chance. Don’t stand there
gloating over it. This business of afternoon-tea scandals
has gone too far.”
“Why, George,” she said nervously, “I only meant to
warn her of—”
“But you’ve broken her up, completely. Now, look
here,” he said more seriously than she had ever heard
him speak. “This is no small matter. Let’s get a little
British fair play into this business. Do you know what
I’m going to do?”
He brought his fist sharply into his opened palm.
“I’m going to get Mauney Bard. If he’s a man he’ll
stand his trial and either deny it or not.” He started
for the door, picking up his hat from a table nearby.
Then before leaving he turned. “Ladies,” he said. “I
will request you both to wait my return.”
“But, George,” said Mrs. MacDowell, “I think such
a thing is absurd.”
“And I don’t want it either,” said Freda.
“Well, you’re both a fine lot, by Gad,” said MacDowell,
impatiently tossing his hat to the table. “All
right. But one thing I insist on, Gloria, and that is
that you immediately govern your tongue. This is your
house, but it is my home and this is my daughter.”
MacDowell sauntered slowly back to the library, while
his wife somewhat informed as to new qualities in her
married partner, departed quickly for the kitchen and began
making unnecessary noise with the dishes. Freda proceeded
to her room and was not seen again until eight
in the evening, when she came down and passed through,
without speaking, on her way to the garage. They
heard the rumble of the motor-car and both watched,
from different vantage points, as it sped quickly between
the pine trees on its way to Queen Street. During the
evening, while MacDowell in the library, as Mayor of
Lockwood, gave audience to some business men from
Merlton, his wife sat playing solitaire on the southern
verandah.
Freda was so quiet as she and Mauney drove along
the river road and so unusually unresponsive to
his remarks, that he began to wonder if he had discovered
her in another of her unpredictable moods. For
some time he, too, was silent.
“Well, Freda,” he said at length, with forced cheerfulness,
“suppose we both loosen up for a change. That
musicale was pretty nearly too much for me, and I
suppose it affected you in the same way. These last
two weeks have been about the least satisfactory passage
in my life, so far, and if I were to give in to my
feelings I would be a rare study in despondency.”
“Lockwood blues!” said Freda, dismally, as she slowly
stopped the car by the side of the road. “It’s bound to
get you. However, we’ve got to go on living, and I
hear that you’ve been showing some attentions to a
married woman.”
“Indeed,” laughed Mauney, good-naturedly, “and who
is the favored lady?”
“This isn’t such a laughing matter as it looks,
Mauney,” she replied with some severity. “My mother’s
wild about it.”
“About what?”
For an instant she tugged at her gloves and removed
them. “I wish,” she said, “that I were feeling a little
happier than I am. I’ll tell you what it’s all about.
You were said to have been seen on the street with
Mrs. Poynton, and also leaving her house one evening.”
“Well, that’s true enough,” admitted Mauney as he
waited for her to continue.
“Then you were with her?” asked Freda quickly.
“Yes, why not?” he asked with a puzzled frown.
“Isn’t she all right?”
“God knows whether she’s all right or not, but she’s
got a horrible reputation.”
“Jean Byrne!” exclaimed Mauney, incredulously.
“Yes,” she nodded impatiently. “Mrs. Poynton has
been very injudicious. I have never really interested myself
in the details and I hate saying such things about anyone,
but I simply couldn’t believe that you had associated
yourself with her in any way. But now that you admit
it I suppose I am obliged to tell you more. It’s
all over town that you stayed at her house all night.”
Mauney’s mouth opened to speak. Then his face
suddenly grew pale and he gazed in silence past her
head into the woods that rose at the side of the road.
“Well, aren’t you going to deny it?” she asked in
a tone of surprise.
“Surely I don’t need to?” he said a little angrily.
“Surely you don’t believe them?”
“If I were eighteen I’d say no. But I’m twenty-six,
unfortunately. And still more unfortunately, some
things are true no matter how much we don’t believe
them. I think,” she added precisely, “it’s only a fair
proposition that you should either deny it or make some
intelligent explanation.”
Mauney’s face, as it lowered slightly towards his
breast, was that of a man for whom the light of the
world had suddenly gone out.
“And I’m afraid,” he said calmly, but with clear
decision, “that I will never do either.”
“But, don’t you see,” she asked with perceptible concern,
“that I would not demand it, except that it has
been put up to me strongly?”
“I can see nothing,” he replied slowly, “but an unbeautiful
lack of faith.”
Freda had turned her head away, so that Mauney
did not see the dawning light of wide-eyed fear, nor
the quiver of infinite regret.
For a moment she remained thus, and when roused
by the shuffling of his feet she turned again, he was
stepping from the car.
“I know you will pardon me,” he said. “But under
the circumstances, and with this scandal over my head,
I cannot allow you to be seen with me in public.”
“Oh, don’t!” She tried to speak, but further words
would not come. She saw him lift his hat and, turning
away, walk slowly down the road. It had all happened
so quickly that she could scarcely believe her eyes. What
had she done?
For a moment she watched his retreating figure.
Then, with decision to turn the car after him, she settled
behind the wheel and adjusted the spark lever preparatory
to starting the engine. But her hands, obeying
some vague instinct, dropped to her lap. His leave-taking
had been so final—and she was a woman! She
turned again in the seat and watched him as he went.
How could he leave her so abruptly. Surely the trouble
between them had been entirely upon the surface. Surely
he misunderstood her. This superficial mood of hers,
that demanded explanations, was but a vexatious billow.
Underneath lay the sea of her love. She did not believe
a word of the wretched scandal. Neither now, nor before.
He was innocent, of course. What had she
done?
A car was approaching and Freda automatically
started her engine and turned her motor to the road.
Slowly she moved along the smooth tarvia surface,
crawling like a guilty thing farther away from Lockwood.
She wanted to turn about, drive quickly back,
and, drawing up beside him, make amends. But her car
seemed to be possessed of a will of its own. It kept
straight on into the country, while Freda put forth a
futile effort to wring decision from the jumbled
thoughts in her mind. Above all considerations, a new
fear was possessing her.
“I know; I know it,” something said within her. He
had turned away from her with an air of finality—that
man who was so hard to move. During the past
week he had stubbornly resisted her whimsical tantalizations.
Facing her conscious weapons of provocation,
he had remained self-contained. But to-night, almost
without knowing it, she had moved him, indeed.
And Mauney, with his great inertia, once moved, would
maintain an irrevocable motion. It was thus, she felt.
Her knowledge of his personal difficulties had taught
her a glorious admiration that now changed to a quite
tender pity; and the thought of having added to them
brought up self-hate that tortured her almost intolerably.
Yet, although it would be seemingly simple enough
now to double back on her course and assure him of
her trust, she realized how strangely paralyzed her will
power had become. One emotion will lead to definite
action. But she was now possessed of a dozen sharp
emotions that baffled her and rendered her uniquely
powerless to act. As she drove on very slowly, unconscious
of time, there occurred a gradual balancing and
checking off of these various feelings, until, at length,
she knew only that, by her own words and attitude,
she had killed love in the man she reverenced, and that
he was now suffering. Finally, when she turned about
and drove homeward, her mind had clarified her feelings
until nothing remained but a wild regret. Half
stupefied she entered her father’s gateway and ran the
car into the garage.
When she walked into the house, she found her father
sitting in the library, reading.
“Where’s Mother?” she asked.
“She’s over at Beecher’s,” he replied. “Why?”
“Oh, nothing.”
She stood in the library door, stupidly looking at
him huddled behind his newspaper. The house was very
quiet. He was engrossed with the journal. She heard
the ticking of a clock in a bedroom upstairs. Her
father sat with one foot crossed over the other in such
a way that his trouser leg was pulled to reveal his grey
sock. She noticed that the design on the sock, woven
there with black thread, was broken and that some of
the threads were standing at loose ends.
Suddenly the rattle of the newspaper startled her.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, glancing up.
“Nothing, Dad,” she said, turning towards the hallway.
“Did you want your mother?”
“No.”
She walked quickly to the telephone, raised her hand
to take down the receiver, then hesitated. She knew
that it would be a simple matter to telephone to Mauney.
It was only ten o’clock. And so much depended, it
seemed, on her telephoning to him just now. Dropping
upon the telephone stool she placed her hand again
on the receiver and kept it there. She was quite unconscious
of her father’s presence nearby. The only
thought in her mind was that Mauney was suffering.
It would be so easy to say: “Please come down; I
want to see you.” But her hand slowly relaxed and fell
into her lap. Her will power had strangely left her.
“I’m going to bed,” announced her father, coming
out into the hallway, yawning. As he reached the foot
of the staircase he paused. “By the way,” he said.
“There were a couple of important people down from
Merlton this evening, Freda!”
“Anything promising?” she asked vacantly.
“Nothing to the public, mind!” he smiled, raising
his hand in a gesture of caution. “But, between friends,
I’ll drop a word of cheer. These gentlemen are looking
for a site for a really big concern. They’ve got a
factory in their minds that covers ten acres and I let
’em know that Lockwood had that much ground for
them, too. Aren’t you tickled?”
“Oh, yes,” nodded Freda automatically, although she
did not know what he had said. When he had gone
to his bedroom, she rose from the stool knowing that
she was quite incapable of telephoning to Mauney.
The house seemed quieter than it had ever been before.
Removing her sweater-coat, she literally pitched
it into a corner and went out on the verandah. Careless
of all but the wild regret that was torturing her
she dropped into a hammock and clasped her head
with her hands. Whenever she glanced between her
fingers she saw the lawn with its dismal pines and a
faint mist that curled up over the edge of the cliff
nearby. The lights of the United States shore, usually
so bright, were shut out by a fog.
Presently, from the gateway next the street, two pencils
of brilliant light quivered against the pine trunks,
and, slowly swerving, illuminated the house, as a motor
car softly approached. The man who drove it saw the
verandah clearly and the form of a woman reclining in
the hammock. She had evidently thrown herself down
very carelessly, for her black stocking stood out in bold
contrasts with the yellow hammock. Edward Courtney
followed down the graceful lines to her ankle and to
the neat patent-leather Oxford, whose tip barely rested
on the floor. Having finished his admiring inspection
he sounded his horn blatantly and touched into silence
the soft purr of the motor as he drew near and stopped.
Freda sat quickly up.
“Want a spin?” he asked, turning toward her over
the side of the car.
“No, Ted,” she replied, “I don’t feel like it, thanks.”
“What’s the matter?”
“Nothing.”
Courtney got out and came up on the verandah.
“I suppose,” he remarked, helping himself to a chair,
“a person has to speak ahead these days, eh?”
“Oh, I’m not in such demand as all that, Ted,” she
replied. “But I’m blue to-night.”
“Blue! Good Lord, girl, that’s tough. You need
cheering. And I’m an awfully good cheerer, too.”
As he spoke he leaned back in his chair so that the
light from the dining-room window struck fair upon
his long, pleasant face. Freda, whose first wish had
been that Courtney might just now find himself in hell
or any other place, but her verandah, suddenly felt
that, even in her present mood, human company was a
relief.
“Ted,” she said. “I wonder if you ever have a serious
thought in that head of yours.”
“Very seldom, Freda. This head has never ached
with an idea. Why should it? I’d rather have it ache
with sloe gin or curaçoa. An idea is so liable to turn
out to be weak-kneed, or revolutionary, or expensive,
and sloe gin is so simple and reliable.”
“I believe you’ve had some to-night,” she remarked
dryly. “Something has made you unusually bright.”
“I’ve had a thimbleful, I confess.”
“And you have the nerve to come over here to a
perfectly dry house without bringing some with you!”
“How stupid of me,” he smiled, slyly. “I thought
drinking was one of your pet aversions—”
“So it is; but I—”
“I almost hesitated to come on that account,” he
interrupted. “Bill Squires told me I was ‘canned,’ and
Betty Doran told me I was disqualified for polite society.
They’re over home, there, now, discussing the New York
theatre season with the mater. She landed in to-day
with a raft of new jazz stuff and a confounded jumping-jack
that won’t jump. Some beggar on Bryant
Square stuck her a quarter for it. Did I understand
you to say, Freda, that you would like a drink?”
Courtney produced a bottle from his coat pocket
and set it on the table near him.
“I didn’t bring any glasses,” he ventured.
“Never mind,” she said, rising. “That part is easy.
I think a drink will do me good this evening. I’ve
been half sick all day.”
The comfort that Freda derived from both Courtney
and the spirits was very meagre. He rambled on lightly
for a time, glass in hand, explaining how bored he
had become with Lockwood, and what a necessity existed
for some excitement or other.
Freda found that his essential vapidity was no solace,
but an irritant, and that her few draughts of sloe gin,
so far from wooing her away from the present woe,
seemed to clarify and emphasize it. While he talked,
she constantly reviewed her recent episode with Mauney,
and the flush of her cheeks, so vivid in the glare of
Courtney’s matches, depended less on gin than on a
growing mood of expostulation against the nature of
things. He, of course, would have been incapable, even
in his soberest moments, to divine or even recognize
her spiritual state, and could, therefore, be excused, at
present, for failing. When she began talking in a happier-sounding
tone, he did not know that a veritable
blaze of irresponsible temper had kindled. Thick of
ear, he missed the irony of her voice. Thicker of brain,
he took her words at their face value, unconscious of
the tremendous discount that existed.
“You’re a regular old dear, Ted,” she said. “What
would I ever do without you? You and your sloe gin!
You and your nice cars, Ted, and your yachts. Aren’t
you a darling old thing!”
“Glad to get a little appreciation,” he laughed. “Ever
since the dance I’ve been waiting to see you.” He
paused a moment. “Have you forgiven me yet, girl?”
he asked more seriously.
“You stupid boy! A woman always forgives a man
for falling in love with her. In fact,” she added
thoughtfully, “a woman will forgive anything in the
world, but suppression.”
“I couldn’t suppress it, Freda!” he replied, leaning
toward her and resting his hand on hers. “I had to tell
you I loved you.”
“Really, Ted!” she answered flippantly. “Please go
on.”
“But you’re such a firebrand I never know how to
take you,” he confessed, “I never know what will please.
If I don’t warm up I think your eyes are despising me,
and if I do you suddenly teach me my place. And then
you tell me you’re practically engaged. Ah, well!” he
sighed, dropping his hand reluctantly to his side. “I’ll
try to be a platonic friend, though it’s a damned hopeless
business. What do you say to a moonlight trip
among the islands?”
“There’s no moon, Edward.”
“But we have strong imaginations.”
“Yes, too strong, I’m afraid. How would we go?”
“On the launch.”
For an instant Freda sipped from her glass, reflectively.
“You probably think I’m afraid to take you up on
that, Ted,” she said very calmly. “But you’re wrong
Go and get your launch and I’ll be waiting for you on
the steps of our boathouse.”
Courtney smoked quietly a moment without speaking.
As he rose, stretched himself, and walked toward
his roadster, Freda sat watching him. Not until he had
driven to the gate did she move a muscle. Then, with
a short, spasmodic sigh, she rose from the hammock
and entered the house. She had donned a sweater and
a coat and was just coming out again to the verandah,
when her mother’s step was heard crunching the pebble
path.
“Where are you going?” she asked, as she came up.
“For a breeze up the river,” Freda said, ill-temperedly.
“With whom?”
“Ted Courtney.”
“Well, are you aware of the time?”
“No, not very much.”
“And it’s a dark, foggy night,” continued Mrs. MacDowell,
with a glance towards the river. “It’s much
too late to—”
“Why, Mother,” laughed Freda, “it’s never late.
That’s just a conventional idea. Maybe the fog will
blow away in an hour or so, and the stars come out
and even the moon, too, for all we know.”
“But I don’t want you to go, my girl,” she continued,
stepping nearer Freda, and peering critically into her
face.
“I haven’t worried much about your consent, Mother,
during the past few years, have I?” she asked crisply.
“Do you think I would begin to do so now—to-night?”
There was almost studied scorn in Freda’s carriage
as she stepped widely past her mother and left the verandah,
while Mrs. MacDowell stood watching her disappear
in the direction of the river.
Down at the boathouse, under the high cliff, she presently
awaited Ted’s coming. There were sights and
sounds here to beguile her impetuous thoughts. The
night was warm and her prophecy of moonlight came
true. From above the opposite shore the great, yellow
orb lifted with delicate tremblings, as if its sphere were
made of elastic substance. Its golden light caressed
the whimsical clouds of mist that scurried like steam
above the dull, green water. The waves lifted and fell,
but never broke, as if, on such a night, they were
anxious to be so gentle.
She sat perfectly still, knowing it was all madness,
but as determined as she ever had been about anything.
Then she turned her head thinking she heard the sound
of his launch. But she had not heard it. It came with
silent engines, like a sleek, white ghost, long and graceful,
emerging from the fog and slowing down as it
bent its course to sidle noiselessly closer and closer.
She stood up, shrinking back, half afraid, as if this
trim craft were not guided by human hands, but was
approaching like an event, exquisite, but inevitable.
She sprang then to the landing to clasp his hands as
he drew her aboard. “Freda, you’re wonderful,” she
heard him say, as the boathouse grew smaller, and the
nose of the launch bore out into the broad, grey, depths
of river and moon and mist.
No one knows how beautiful Lockwood is until he
sees it from a boat on a bright night. There are broad,
grey buildings whose massive stone faces shine like
frost. Lines of glimmering lamps stretch far along the
level thoroughfares and mark the streets that climb
steeply upward from the water. In the midst, clusters
of generous trees, motionless and black, send up, somewhere
from their indefinite mass, dark spires into the
soft, grey sky, while a tall clock-tower gazes with its
yellow eyes east and south and west. At midnight,
town and river are silent, save for the mournful chime
of the clock marking a new day. And one who hears
the message from the river finds a wistful, unspeakable
sadness in its tone.
The mists cleared to reveal a white craft floating
aimlessly in mid-stream. The moon threw into bold
sculpture a man and a woman who lounged in silence
there. Both were as still as the becalmed night, their
restlessness appeased as by a magic from the golden
moon. There were no words. In the woman’s heart
there was no happiness. It had not been love. It had
been wild regret and mad despair.
By the window of her room, opened to the river,
Freda remained all the rest of the night. There
was no soul near her. She watched the grey river until
the moon sank, and until the sun rose slowly from
behind the opposite shore. No one would ever understand
it. It was not the kind of sorrow that could be
confessed and forgotten. Something irrevocable had
controlled her fate. Now, so long as the world stood,
her heart would find no friend to learn its bitterness.
Deep in its inscrutable recesses suffering would call to
suffering and receive no answer. Alone, desperately
alone, she must stumble bravely before the inevitable
current that bears towards to-morrow.
But these night thoughts gradually surrendered their
poignancy to the bald light of growing day.
In the middle of the forenoon Mauney came to the
house.
She took him into the library, and pointed to a chair
beside the large French window that let in a blinding
shaft of sunshine.
“I hope I’ll be pardoned,” he said, “for coming down
so early.”
She made no reply, but watched him as he leaned forward
to gaze at the sunlight on the rug.
“I still can’t think that you were honest last night,
Freda,” he continued. “I can’t think that you believe
this confounded scandal.”
“No, Mauney,” she answered sadly. “I never believed
it.”
“I can understand how you felt,” he admitted, “And
I ought not to have been so precipitate. I ought to have
denied it for you. I deny it now thoroughly and completely.
Jean Byrne was an old school teacher of mine.”
“Oh, Mauney, you don’t need to explain. My faith
in you never faltered a minute at any time. I was only
afraid that I had hurt you.”
“You did, too,” he said, “But being hurt didn’t alter
the fact that I loved you, and that I love you right now
more than any thing on earth.”
He rose and walked to her chair.
“Freda,” he said tenderly, “I can’t go on living without
you. You are necessary to me. Tell me that you
care as little as I do about this scandal!”
“It’s nothing—just nothing,” she replied, rising and
walking to the window.
He followed her, and as he saw her white gown
rimmed with the strong sunshine, and her black hair
caught in a fringe of golden light his heart bounded.
Here before him was the living woman he loved. She
was his treasure.
“I have waited long enough,” he said, taking her hand.
“I have been a fool long enough, Freda. Our love is
deeper than such a petty misunderstanding.”
“Yes,” she said very softly, without turning from the
window, “It is deeper.”
With his hand on her shoulder he turned her face to
him, but as he was about to draw her close he noticed
a sadness in her eyes that puzzled him.
“What’s wrong?” he asked gently.
“Tell me what’s right!” she replied, as she bit the
tip of her handkerchief. “I’m sure I’ll kill you when I
confess—and yet, I must tell you, so you can know what
I’m like.”
“What do you mean?”
“Last night I promised to marry Ted Courtney.”
Mauney stared incredulously.
“Courtney!” he stammered. “But—Freda—why?”
Her eyes, as they turned toward the window, were
dry and possessed of a bitter calmness.
“I don’t understand,” Mauney said, and paused.
“You promised to marry Courtney. Do you mean that?”
“Yes—unfortunately.”
“But surely—” he began. “You’re not going to—to
do it.”
“Yes, Mauney,” she said, “I’m going to be his wife.
Will you let me explain?”
He stared at her mystified.
“Remember me for one virtue, will you?” she asked,
as she turned to fondle his coat lapels.
“Remember that I never deceived you. How can I tell
you? Last night,” she continued in a lower tone, as
her eyes shifted to the pine branches beyond the window,
“I couldn’t have been quite myself. I tried to fight
against my feelings, but I was crazy with regret, and
weak.”
“But, Freda.”
“Sometime,” she interrupted. “You may be able to
understand. I’m afraid you couldn’t now.”
“But think,” he said. “You can break your promise.
You must!” He drew her impetuously to him.
“Don’t, please don’t,” she implored. “I can’t let you.”
His arms were trembling and on his face she read
dismay. “But have you never loved me?” he demanded,
“all these months?”
“I am an impatient person, Mauney,” she replied,
freeing herself from his arms. “With me love must be
romance or nothing. I must be taken when the fire
burns in my heart. I can’t control it. All I know is
that somehow you missed it. And now I cannot—come
to you.”
Mauney, plunging his hands into his pockets, wheeled
suddenly towards the window and stood for a long
moment in puzzled meditation.
“Do you love Courtney?” he asked suddenly, glancing
towards her.
“That question,” she replied, “seems somehow to be
outside the rights of our present conversation.”
Her face, which had been pale, flushed a little. “If
you are going to demand too many explanations, then
I’ll ask you how it was possible for you to put Max
Lee between us?”
“Why, Freda,” he began.
“And don’t you think,” she interrupted, “that, if you
are quite frank with yourself, you’ll admit that you
played with me a little longer than I could be expected
to stand?”
He did not reply.
“Mauney,” she said, seating herself with all appearance
of complacency in a deep chair. “Let’s not insist
on rebelling against what is inevitable.”
“But why should it be inevitable?” he asked. “I
think I am sufficiently intelligent to grasp any reasonable
explanation.”
He walked quickly towards her. “Look here,” he
said, folding his arms on his chest and fastening her
gaze, “if you don’t love Courtney, why the devil will
you marry him?”
For a moment her dark eyes seemed to expand with
her effort to capture a fit reply. Then she said, slowly
and softly, as if, in any event, her realistic nature could
find some solace in things as they are: “I am going to
marry him because he loves me, and because I was weak
enough to give myself to him.”
Like a flash the situation dawned on Mauney. It
dawned so flashingly that he tried to hide from it
all afternoon. Her impetuous nature! His own tardiness
and his own misinterpreted duty to Maxwell Lee.
While he had maintained loyalty to Lee, this woman,
this Freda, whose very likeness had been burned into
his soul, had been slipping from his fingers. And now,
torn between self-blame and an effort to excuse her most
recent fault, he began to recognize just how ultimate
and hopeless the whole matter was.
He met Mr. Fitch, of Lantern Marsh, on the street
and accepted a ride to the farm with him. Perhaps
he would never have thought of going home had Fitch
not suggested it. There was nothing at Lantern Marsh
to go for, either. But he craved solitude, and at least
his old home would afford him that. The old swamp
would somehow understand him, he felt. There would
be a queer kind of sympathy in that old swamp.
When he reached home he found a visitor, one he
had almost forgotten and one whom he was not overjoyed
at meeting in his present chaotic mood. David
McBratney had been in Merlton for eight years and was
only now, after so long an absence, refreshing his acquaintance
with the people of his youth. It was fortunate,
according to Dave, that Mauney had just happened
in when he was there. But Mauney felt that the
most unfortunate fact in the world was that he should
have to converse politely with any one to-night. They
were all just ready to sit down at the supper table—William
with his shirt sleeves rolled up on his sun-burned
arms, Evelyn placing her two red-faced little
boys on stools, and McBratney being shown a place beside
Mauney on the opposite side. When they were
seated, William, carving knife in one hand and a long,
serving fork in the other, looked up lazily from the
crisply-browned roast on the platter toward his wife and
made an awkward, snuffling sound. Mrs. Bard caught
the hint.
“Mr. McBratney,” she announced, “will ask the blessing.
Bow your heads, you kids!”
“Bless, O Lord, we beseech Thee, this food, forgive
our sins, and guide us ever in the light of thy countenance.
This we ask in the name of Jesus Christ our
Lord. Amen.”
An amused smile flickered over William’s face as he
winked unnoticed to Evelyn, his wife. Then, plunging
his fork into the juicy meat, he proceeded to slice
it.
“Dave,” he asked. “How’s your appetite?”
“Pretty good, Bill,” responded McBratney. “It’s a
long time since I had a meal off o’ this old table, isn’t
it?”
Evelyn Bard, opposite her husband, was busy spreading
butter on thick slices of bread for her boys. They
stared in silence at the visitor, interrupting their occupation
only long enough to accept the buttered bread
and to begin chewing it.
McBratney had lost nothing of his swarthy complexion.
His dark eyes were just as sharp, but more
serious, than formerly. He wore a threadbare, yet neat,
grey suit and a plain, blue four-in-hand necktie. Broad
of shoulder, he lounged against the edge of the table,
gazing half-meditatively at the children.
“Well, Dave,” remarked William, as they all fell to
eating, “you hain’t never been back since you went away
have you?”
“This is the first time, Bill. I got kind of lonesome
to see the old folks; so I thought I’d come down for
a few days. My mother tells me that dad has never
been satisfied since he sold the farm. She says he drives
down here about once a week, just to see how things
are going.”
“Yep,” nodded William, “at least once a week, don’t
he, Evelyn?”
She nodded. “The poor old chap can’t stay away,”
she explained. “He never should have sold out, I always
think. When a man gets attached to a place it’s
foolish to leave, at his age, anyway.”
William was chewing his food thoughtfully, with an
expression of narrow-eyed meditation.
“Dave,” he ventured, at length. “I always thought
your old man never forgave you for leavin’ home.
Course, I never said a word to him, understand. It
takes all kinds of people to make up the world, and I’m
not sayin’ you didn’t do the right thing, neither. Maybe
some people might say you was wrong, but I got enough
to do without tendin’ to other people’s business.” William’s
eye quickly took in McBratney’s business suit,
while a look of curiosity came over his face. “Of
course,” he said, in a tone that challenged explanation,
“I always had an idea as you had gone into preachin’.”
“I studied at it awhile,” McBratney admitted, good-naturedly,
“and then I suddenly quit it.”
“What made you quit it, Dave?” persisted William.
“Was it costin’ too much?”
“No, it don’t cost too much, but I couldn’t see much
head nor tail to it,” confessed McBratney. “I went on
with it till they started talking about the Trinity, and—”
“Trinity, eh, Dave?”
“Yes, and a lot of other theories that don’t count.
When they began splitting hairs about baptism and
sacraments, I said to myself, ‘This isn’t pitching hay!’”
“That’s a fact, too, Dave,” nodded William, sagely.
“’Twasn’t what I was cut out for anyway,” said
McBratney. “I couldn’t see how baptism nor sacraments,
nor any such like, was going to save the world.
I saw people every day in Merlton, who were so deep
in sin that they were pretty near hopeless, and, although
I don’t know much, I reckoned that these fine points
of doctrine were all twaddle.”
“That’s what I always thought, Dave. You didn’t
make no mistake there, I tell yuh.”
“No, Bill,” he replied. “All I knew was that something
big and strong had taken hold of me. I knew
that I had the love of God in my heart and that every
ounce of muscle in my body was going to be used up
helping some of these poor beggars on to their feet.”
“That’s right, Dave—that’s the only religion there is,”
commented William. “You didn’t make no mistake
there.”
“And so I just pitched those Hebrew books about
as far as I could heave, and settled down into steady
work at the settlement.”
“Good for you, Dave. What kind of settlement do
you mean?”
“A settlement, Bill, is a kind of organization supported
by various people for reclaiming bums and no-goods,”
said McBratney. “We take in the riff-raff,
without a word, give ’em clothes and grub, and get ’em
work to do. We start them off in life again and give
them a second chance to go straight. Our idea is to
reclaim damaged goods, Bill, we try to—”
“Um-hum!” interjected William, “I can see the sense
in that, Dave. What’s your work?”
“I’m on the employment department. I keep a list
of jobs, and fit these bums into them. After they get
started I go around and see how they’re doing. If
they’re falling down on the job I brace them up a little
or change their job for them.”
“Do you get much salary, Dave?”
“No. It isn’t the money I’m after, Bill. What I
like about it is the game. Some of these bums have to
be handled pretty carefully, and that’s my work. I
never was afraid of anybody, and I’ve got to meet the
man yet that can handle me.”
McBratney’s eyes sparkled with keen pleasure, and
he squared his shoulders unconsciously as he spoke.
Fighting the worst in men was his occupation. It was
an energetic business of consecrated brawn. It was muscular
Christianity of the most earnest and pugnacious
type. Mauney felt that here beside him at the table
sat a kind of modern crusader. One had to be good
if McBratney was about, or otherwise be able to defeat
him in a pugilistic contest.
For two or three hours Mauney found no alternative,
but to sit and talk with him. At any other time the occupation
would have been bearable or even pleasant,
for he discovered many admirable, and almost lovable,
qualities—if one could dare to feel so tenderly toward
a modern Sir Galahad. But Mauney was too full of his
own troubles to-night to be otherwise than indifferent to
McBratney. His heart seemed to be breaking beneath
these troubles. He wanted to leave his brother and
the others, and walk alone by himself by that old swamp
in front of the house. McBratney had changed, William
and Evelyn had changed, he himself was changing
in some indefinite way, while all the universe seemed in
flux. What existed without change?
Some one came walking up the lane and opened the
kitchen door. It was the Englishman who rented the
old McBratney farm. His face was mildly excited.
“Did you see the fire?” he asked.
“Where, Joe?” asked William, uneasily.
He stepped back on the verandah and looked towards
the road, and Mauney saw a dull, red reflection on his
face. In a moment they were all walking toward the
road. By some means a fire had started among the
dried grasses of the swamp, and was spreading rapidly,
with nervous little flashes of flame shooting up through
heavy, grey clouds of smoke. There was no wind to
fan the fire, but the light grass carried it swiftly along
in a curve like an enlarging wave.
“It’s going to get into them cedars, too,” said William.
“Well, let ’em go,” said McBratney. “The barn’s
safe as long as there’s no wind. There’s nothing you
can do, anyway.”
“I wonder how it got started?” queried William. “I
seen some gypsies in that end o’ the field over there
last night. Maybe they left some live coals.”
“That may be,” admitted Joe, the Englishman. “But
I’ve heard as how a bog like this here sometimes generates
its own fire by spontaneous combustion, I have.”
Their faces were all well lit up now by the reflection.
Mauney glanced at the house. Its red bricks were illuminated
by a ghastly, unnatural glow, while the window-panes
began flashing spasmodically, one after the
other, as if some one inside the house were going with
a light from room to room. The fire ran swiftly toward
the edge of the swamp, and the cedar boughs burst
quickly into flame as if they were composed of explosive
substance. Among a dozen trees the flame
spread savagely until the appearance was that of huge,
black torches, perched together to give a warning to
the sky.
Held by the fascination which fire always possesses,
they stood for two hours watching its ravages. From
shore to shore the crimson, liquid wave crossed and rebounded
until at last the cedars and hemlocks were all
ablaze, forming a wide and brilliant fringe for a central,
smoke-obscured space. It was not like the same place.
It was not like the Lantern Marsh. Later, when the
yellow flames had all gone out and the rising moon
showed only the constant clouds of smudgy smoke rising
and disappearing, Mauney sat alone on the front
steps of the farmhouse, watching it with mute fascination.
At last his marsh was completely defeated, ruined
and blotted out. But a whimsical comfort possessed
him. It was not defeated. Winter and then spring—and
the unfailing reservoirs of the deep earth would
pour water into the scorched basin again. Grass and
trees would eventually grow up where now there was
only ashes, to proclaim that life had gained the victory
over death—that there was no death, but only life.
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