Where the sylvan character of the scene changes; where fields
give place to hanging woods and they in their turn thin to
poverty and obliquity under eternal stress of western winds, a
gate, resting by its own weight against a granite post, indicates
the limits of agriculture and forestry upon the southern confines
of the Moor. Beneath this standpoint Devon’s
unnumbered breasts billow to the misty horizon, and dimpling
valleys, between the arable lands and higher wealds, are marked
by orchards, water meadows and the winding ways of rivers.
These, borne aloft, have come from far, and now, with slower
current and ampler volume, roam melodiously through pleasant
lees, through denes and dingles of sweet flowers, beneath the
music of birds and the shadows of great woodlands, to their
confluence with the sea. Here, too, lie hamlets and rise
crocketed church towers; peat reek sweetens the air; blue doves
croon through blue smoke on many a low thatched cot; and life
moves in simplicity and apparent peace. The habitations of
men glimmer with white-washed walls at fringes of forests, at
wind-blown crossways, about small village greens, on lonely
roads, by steep hillsides and among sunny combes.
Homesteads rise in isolation along the edges of the great central
loneliness; whole villages lie in the lap of the hills; and the
manifold planes of this spacious scene, whether under flying
cloud-shadows or grey rain, midday sunlight or the splendour of
summer moons, commingle in one vision, whose particulars only
vary to the play of the dawn and sunset lights, to the hands of
the roaming elements, to the seasons that bring in turn awakening
life and music, high colour-pageants and dying pomps, ultimate
sobrieties and snows.
Beyond the gate to the Moor rises a steep road of broken
granite and flint. It climbs upward, straight and dogged,
into the world of the heather and, pursued a little, reveals the
solemn sweep and dip of the circumambient waste. To the
skyline tumbles this billowy ocean, and the ripples upon the
crest of each mighty wave are granite. Here rise the tors,
adorned at this August season with purple ling to their
footstools of stone; here subtend wildernesses between the high
hills; and the sheep bells jangle upon them, and the red kine
bellow from the watercourses. A rook, his feathers blown awry,
hops thrice, then ascends heavily; but the kestrel, with greater
distinction of flight, glides away from his perch upon a stone,
ere he swoops aloft with long reaches, to hang motionless in the
air, like a brown star afar off. The moorland world extends
in vast, undulating mosaic of olive and dun, thinly veiled by the
bloom of the ling and splashed with golden furze and grey
granite. The expanse is touched to umber and velvet warmth
in sunshine; is enriched with the pure, cool purple of
cloud-shadows; is brightened into sheer emerald-green, where
springs burst from their peat-moss cradles amid seeding
cotton-grass; is lightened throughout its sombre heath tones with
glistening sheets of polished fern, where the tracts of the
bracken stand under direct sunlight. There is warmth of
colour in its breezy interspaces—warmth, won from the
ruddiness of ripe rush-heads and manifold grasses all bending and
swaying in waves under the wind.
At the junction of two roads, that cross at right angles
within a hundred yards of the moor-gate, there stands a
blackthorn of venerable shape. It is a deformed, grotesque
tree, much bent and shrivelled. Its boughs are coated with
close fabric of grey encrustations, but such clothing has failed
to protect its carcase against a century of winters and biting
winds. In autumn the scanty foliage is still brightened by a
meagre crop of fruit; but life crawls with difficulty up the
zigzag bones of this most ancient thorn, while each spring its
tardy sap awakes less of the tree, and leaves increasing
concourse of abrupt and withered twigs to rot above and below the
centre of vitality. Beneath this ruin you shall note a
slight hillock of green grass, where foxgloves shake aloft their
purple pyramids of blossom and a rabbit’s hole lies close
beside them. Of artificial barrow or modern burying-place
there is no suggestion here; and yet this mound by the highway
side conceals a grave; and the story of the human dust within it
is the truth concerning one who lived and smarted more than a
hundred years ago. Men were of the same pattern then as
now, but manners varied vastly; and the Moor-man, who farms upon
the grudging boundaries of that great central desert to-day, and
curses the winds that scatter his beggarly newtakes with
thistledown and fern seed, might wonder at the tales this same
wild wind could tell him of past times and of the customs of his
ancestors.
Human life on the Moor is still hard enough, but modern
methods of softening the rough edges of existence were even less
considered in the beginning of the century, when American and
French prisoners of war sorrowfully sighed at Prince Town.
In those days the natives of the Devonshire highlands
endured much hardship and laughed at the more delicate nurture of
the townfolk, as the wandering Tuaregs laugh when their softer
fellows exchange tent and desert for the green oases of many
palms and sweet waters. Then food was rough on Dartmoor and
drink was rougher. Cider colic all men knew as a common
ill; most beverages were brewed of native herbs and berries; only
upon some occasion of rare rejoicing would a lavish goodwife
commission “Johnny Fortnight,” the nomad packman, to
bring her two or three ounces of genuine Cathay as entertainment
for her cronies.
It was rather more than a century ago that one, John Aggett,
dwelt within two hundred yards of the thorn-bush already
described; and the remains of his cottage, of which the
foundation and a broken wall still exist, may yet be seen—a
grey ghost, all smothered with nettles, docks and trailing
briars. A cultivated patch of land formerly extended around
this dwelling, and in that old-world garden grew kale and
potatoes, with apple trees, an elder, whose fruit made harsh
wine, and sundry herbs, used for seasoning meat or ministering to
sickness. No evidence of this cultivation now survives,
save only the ruined wall and a patriarchal crab-apple
tree—the stock that once supported a choicer scion, long
since perished.
Here, a
mile or two distant from Postbridge in the vale of Eastern Dart,
resided John Aggett and his widowed mother. The cottage was
the woman’s property; and that no regular rent had to be
paid for it she held a lucky circumstance, for John by no means
walked in his laborious father’s footsteps. Work
indeed he could; and he performed prodigious feats of strength
when it pleased him; but it was not in the details of his prosaic
trade as a thatcher that he put forth his great powers.
Business by no means attracted him or filled his life. As a
matter of fact the man was extremely lazy and only when sports of
the field occupied his attention did he disdain trouble and
exertion. He would tramp for many miles to shoot plovers or
the great golden-eyed heath poults and bustards that then
frequented the Moor; he cared nothing for cold and hunger on
moonlight winter nights when wild ducks and geese were to be
slain; and trout-fishing in summer-time would brace him to days
of heroic toil on remote waters. But thatching or the
thought of it proved a sure narcotic to his energies; and it was
not until Sarah Belworthy came into his life as a serious factor
that the young giant began to take a more serious view of
existence and count the ultimate cost of wasted years.
Man and maid had known one another from early youth, and John
very well remembered the first meeting of all, when he was a
lanky youngster of eleven, she a little lass of eight. Like
the boy, Sarah was an only child, and her parents, migrating from
Chagford to Postbridge, within which moorland parish the Aggetts
dwelt, secured a cottage midway between the home of the thatcher
and the village in the valley below. Soon afterward the
children met upon one of the winding sheep tracks that traverse
the Moor on every hand. They were upon the same business,
and each, moving slowly along, sought for every tress, lock or
curl of sheeps’ wool that hung here and there in the thorny
clutch of furze and bramble.
The boy stopped, for Sarah’s great grey eyes and red
mouth awoke something in him. He felt angry because the
blood flowed to his freckled face; but she was cool as the little
spring that rose in their path—cool as the crystal water
that bubbled up and set a tiny column of silver sand shivering
among the red sundews and bog asphodels at their feet.
“Marnin’ to ’e,” said John, who
already knew the small stranger by sight.
“Marnin’, Jan Aggett.”
“An’ what might your name be, if I may
ax?”
“I be called Sarah, but Sally most times; an’ I be
wool-gatherin’ same as you.”
“Hast-a got gude store?”
“But little yet.”
“I’ll shaw ’e all the best plaaces, if you
mind to let me.”
“Thank ’e, Jan Aggett. My mother’s a
gert spinner.”
“An’ my mother’s a gert spinner
tu.”
“Not so gert as mine, I reckon.”
“Never was better’n my mother.”
“Mine be better, I tell ’e! Her spins black
wool an’ white together into butivul, braave grey yarn;
an’ auld Churdles Ash—him what’s got the loom
to Widecombe, do buy it for money, wi’ gladness.”
“Ban’t much black wool in these paarts; an’
my mother knits her worsted into clothes for me. But
I’ll share what I find with you now.”
“I lay I’ll find a plenty for myself.”
“I lay you will. An’ I’ll shaw
’e wheer the blackberries be in autumn time, an’
wheer the best hurts be got out Laughter Tor way; an’ wheer
the properest rexens for cannel-making[10] do graw.”
“Sure you’m a very kind-fashioned bwoy, Jan
Aggett.”
“You’d best to call me just ‘Jan,’
like other folks.”
“So I will; an’ you’d best to call me
‘Sally.’”
“Burned if I doan’t then! An’
us’ll be friends.”
From
that time forward the lonely children became close companions;
and when years passed and Sarah ripened to maidenhood, while John
brought forth a straw-coloured moustache and thick beard that
matched his sandy locks, the pair of them were already regarded
by their own generation as surely bound for marriage in due
season.
There came an afternoon when the girl had reached the age of
eighteen and John was just arrived at man’s estate.
They worked together during harvest time, and the thatcher,
standing on a stack ladder, watched the girl where she was
gleaning and likened her pink sunbonnet to some bright flower
nodding over the gold stubbles. Presently she came to him
with a bundle of good corn under her arm.
“’Tis long in the straw this year,” she
said. “You must thresh it for me when you can and
hand me the straw for plaiting. I can sell all the hats
an’ bonnets tu, as I’m like to weave. An’
parson do allus give me half a crown each year for a new straw
hat.”
John came down from his perch and picked up the little
sheaf. Then, the day’s work done, they dawdled up the
hill, and Sarah, hot and weary, after toil in great sunshine,
sometimes took John’s hand, like a little child, when the
road revealed no other person.
Up
through the lanes from the farm of Cator Court to the higher land
they made their way, crossed over the river nigh Dury and passed
beside a wall where scabious drew a sky-blue mantle over the
silver and ebony lichens of the granite. Pennyworts also
raised their little steeples from the interstices of the old
wall; briars broke its lines; red berries and black twinkled
among the grasses, and dainty cups and purses of ripe seeds
revealed their treasures; flowers not a few also blossomed there,
while butterflies gemmed the golden ragwort, and bees struggled
at many blossoms. A mellow murmur of life gladdened the
evening, and the sun, slow sinking behind distant Bellever,
warmed the world with rich horizontal light. At a break in
the stones dripped a stream in a little dark nest of ferns.
Here, too, stood a stile leading into heavy woods, and one
sentinel beech tree arose at the corner of a gamekeeper’s
path through the preserves. Hither, weary with her labours
and desiring a brief rest, Sarah turned, climbed the stile, and
sat down beneath the tree. John accompanied her and they
reclined in silence awhile where the ripe glory of September
sunshine sent a shimmer of ruddy and diaphanous light into the
heart of the wood and flamed upon the bole of the great
beech. A woodpecker suddenly departed from the foliage above the
silent pair. He made off with a dipping, undulatory motion
and cheerful laughter, as who should say, “two is company
and three none.”
John turned to Sarah and sighed and shook his head while he
tickled her hand with a straw from the sheaf. She did not
withdraw it, so he came a little nearer and put the straw up her
arm; then followed it with two of his own fingers and felt her
moist skin under them.
She laughed lazily, and the music fired his heart and sluggish
tongue.
“Oh, God, Sally, how long be I to dance upon your beck
and call for nought? How long be I to bide this way while
you hang back?”
“Us couldn’t be gerter friends.”
“Ess fay, but us could. Wheer do friendship lead
to ’twixt men an’ women? Dost hear? I
knaw you’m butivul to see, an’ purtiest gal in
Postbridge an’ such like; an’ I knaw a man o’
my fortune an’ poor brain power’s got no
right—an’ yet, though ’tis bowldacious so to
do, I ban’t built to keep away from ’e. I peek
an’ pine an’ dwindle for ’e, I do.”
“‘Dwindle,’ dear heart! Wheer’s
the signs of that? You’m stronger an’ taller
an’ better’n any man on East Dart.”
“Did ’e say ‘better,’ Sally? Did
’e mean it? ’Tis a year since I fust axed
’e, serious as a man, an’ a dozen times ’twixt
then an’ now I’ve axed again. I swear I thought
as I’d seen love light in them misty eyes of thine, else
I’d have troubled ’e less often.
But—but—”
“Wouldn’t I have sent ’e away wi’ a
flea to your ear when fust you axed, if I’d meant all I
said, you silly gawkim?”
Then he put his arm round her and hugged her very close.
No artifice restrained the plump natural curves of her waist; her
garments were thin and the soft body of her beneath them fired
him.
“Give awver! You’m squeezin’ me,
Jan!”
“Say it then—say it out—or I’ll hug
’e, an’ hug ’e, an’ hug ’e to death
for sheer love!”
“You gert thick-headed twoad! Caan’t
’e read awnly a woman’s words to ’e?
Haven’t ’e found out these long months?
Didn’t ’e even guess how ’twas when we went
christening Farmer Chave’s apple trees down-along by night,
an’ I slapped your face for comin’ to me arter
you’d been fooling with that slammocking maypole of a gal,
Tom Chubb’s darter? You’m blind for all your
eyes.”
He gave an inarticulate grunt and poured huge noisy kisses on
her hair and face and little ears.
“Christ A’mighty! Sweatin’ for joy I
be! To think it—to think you finds the likes o’
me gude enough for ’e! Theer—theer.
Hallelujah!”
He shouted and danced with the grace of a brown bear, while
she smoothed herself from his salutations and sat up panting
after such rough embrace. Then he took out his knife and
sought the beech tree behind them. Sunset fires were dying
away. Only a starry twinkling of auburn light still caught
the high tops of the tallest trees and marked them out against
the prevailing shadows of the woods.
“’Tis a deed should be cut on the first bark as
meets your eyes after the woman’s said ‘yes’ to
’e,” declared John.
Then, turning to the trunk where lichens painted pale silver
patterns on the grey, he set to work, at the height of a
man’s heart, and roughly fashioned the letters “S.
B.” and “ J. A.” with a scroll around them and
a knot beneath to indicate the nature of true love.
“Theer let it bide, sweetheart, for our childer’s
childer to see when we’m sleepin’
down-along.”
“Go away with ’e, Jan!”
Presently they moved onward to their homes.
“Braave news for my mother,” said the girl.
“Braaver news for mine,” declared John.
The sun had set and the twilight was in Sarah’s grey
eyes as she lifted them to him. Together they passed
upward, very slowly, with her head against his shoulder and his
arm round her.
“’Tis a pleasant thing seemin’ly to have a
huge gert man to love ’e.”
“Ess fay, my bird! You’ll live to knaw
it, please God.”
From their lofty standpoint spread a wide scene of waning
light on a fading world; and above the eastern horizon, through
the last roses of the afterglow, imperceptibly stole a round
shield of pale pearl. Aloft the sleeping wind-clouds lost
their light and turned slate-grey as the misty phantom of the
moon gathered brightness, and the western nimbus of sunset faded
away.
Then John took his lips from his love’s and gave her the
sheaf of gleaned corn and left her at her father’s door,
while he tramped on up the hill.
His mother trembled before the long-anticipated truth and knew
the first place in his heart was gone at last.
“As purty as a pictur in truth,” she said,
“but something too taffety [16] for the wife of a
day labourer.”
“Not so,” answered the man.
“She’m an angel out o’ heaven, an’
she’ll come to be the awnly wife worth namin’ on
Dartymoor. For that matter she ban’t feared of a
day’s work herself, an’ have awftentimes earned a
fourpenny piece ’pon the land.”
Throughout the week Samson Belworthy, the father of Sarah,
swung a sledge and followed a blacksmith’s calling at
Postbridge; upon the day of rest his labours were of a more
delicate sort, for he played the bass viol and pulled as good a
bow as any musician around about the Moor. This man
accepted John as a suitor to his daughter with certain
reservations. He had no mind to dismiss Sally into poverty,
and bargained for delay until Aggett had saved money, obtained
regular occupation, instead of his present casual trade, and
arrived at a worldly position in which he could command a cottage
and thus offer his wife a home worthy of her.
From desultory application to the business of his dead
father—a sort of work in which he had never much
distinguished himself—John now turned his face upon the
problems of life in earnest, and sought employment under a
responsible master. His ambition was to win a place as
gamekeeper or assistant keeper on the estates of the manor lord;
but he lacked the necessary qualifications in the opinion of
those who knew him; being indeed strong enough, courageous
enough, and familiar enough with the duties of such a calling,
but having an uncertain temper, by nature fiery as his own
freckled skin in summer-time. Finally, his physical
strength obtained for him daily work and weekly wage at Farmer
Chave’s. Into the establishment of Believer Barton he
entered, and, as cowman, began a new chapter of his life.
All proceeded prosperously during the autumnal progress of his
romance. John gave every satisfaction, was said to have
forgotten his way to the sign of the “Green Man” at
Postbridge, and certainly developed unsuspected capabilities in
the direction of patience and self-control. He toiled
amain, attracted his master’s regard and won the red-hot
friendship of his master’s son.
This youth, by name Timothy, returning from his apprenticeship
to a brewer at Plymouth after futile endeavours to master that
profitable business, decided to follow in his father’s
footsteps, much to the elder’s disappointment.
Timothy Chave elected to be a farmer, however, and coming home a
fortnight before Christmas, he devoted his days and nights to the
pleasure of sport as a preliminary to the tremendous application
he promised when the new year should come. He was two years
younger than John Aggett and a youth of higher intelligence and
finer clay; but he found in John an ideal follower by flood and
field. There came a day, one week before the Christmas
festival, when for particular reasons Tim desired a heavy
bag. John was therefore begged off his farm duties, and the
young men, rising by starlight, trod the high land and pressed
forward before dawn toward Aggett’s familiar haunts.
Young Chave, a lad of good repute and handsome exterior, had
learned his lessons at Blundell’s School, was accounted a
very clever youth, and held in much esteem as a traveller and a
scholar amidst the natives of Postbridge. His mother
spoiled him and fooled him to the top of his bent; his father had
been proud of him until the lad’s recent determination to
soar no higher than the life of a countryman.
This present excursion bore reference to a special event, as
has been said. There were coming from North Devon to
Believer Barton, for the holiday season, sundry poor cousins of
the Chaves. On Christmas Eve they would arrive, and, as a
certain pretty damsel of seventeen was to accompany her elders,
Timothy’s generous heart determined that moorland
delicacies must await her, if his right arm, long fowling-piece
and liver-coloured spaniel could secure them. With this
excuse he had won John Aggett away from the cow-byres, and
together, as day broke, they passed southward to Dartmeet,
held on by Combestone Tor and presently tramped into the lonely
and desolate fastnesses of Holne Moor. Here, with cautious
passage across half-frozen swamps, the sportsmen sought their
game.
To the progress of that day no part of this narrative need be
devoted; suffice it that we meet the men again coming homeward
under an early, universal twilight and a cold northern
wind. In certain marshes, rumoured to send forth warm
springs even at dead of frosty nights, John Aggett had found good
sport, and now from the servant’s waist-girdle a big bag
bulged with two brace of teal, three snipe, two woodcock and a
hare. Through the grey promise of coming snow they pushed
homeward where the wind wailed a sad harmony in the dead heath,
and all the ground was very hard save upon the black bogs that
froze not. John was clad as the Kurds and Mountain Syrians
to this day; he wore a sheep’s pelt with the hair toward
his body, the skin turned out. Arms of like material fitted
into this snug vest, and his breeches were similarly
fashioned. Timothy, as he faced the north wind booming over
a heather ridge, envied Aggett, for his own garments, albeit
stout enough, lacked the warmth of the natural skin.
“Colder and colder,” he said, “and the last
drop of sloe gin drunk and five good miles before us
yet.”
“’Tis so; but theer’s Gammer
Gurney’s cot down along in a lew place under Yar Tor.
If you mind to turn out of the way a bit, ’tis certain
she’ll have gude, heartening liquors hid away, though how
she comes by the fiery stuff, an’ the tobacco her sells in
secret, an’ the frill-de-dills o’ precious silks
an’ foreign lace-work ban’t my business to
knaw.”
“Good! We’ll pay Gammer a visit. My
father gets many a gill of brandy from the old rascal.”
“In league wi’ the Dowl, I doubt.”
“More likely with the smugglers. Plenty of cargoes
are run down Teignmouth way, and when they’ve dodged the
gaugers and made a good haul, the farther they take their wares
inland the better. She pays them well, be sure.”
“She do awften talk ’bout a sailor son, come to
think on’t.”
“Ay, many and many a sailor son, I warrant you! My
father says her cognac is drink for the gods; yet if they are
pleased to make him a Justice of the Peace, then he will adopt
different measures with Mother Gurney, for a man’s
conscience must be set above his stomach.”
“Her be a baggarin’ auld sarpent for sartain,
an’ goeth through the air on a birch broom or awver the sea
in a eggshell, an’ many such-like devilries. In times
past I judge the likes o’ she would burn for such dark
wickednesses; though her did me a gude turn once, I’ll
allow.”
While speaking, they had rounded the ragged side of Yar Tor,
and then proceeding, passed to the north by some ancient hut
circles of the old stone men. Following a wall, where the
hill sloped, they found themselves confronted with the
bird’s-eye view of a lonely, thatched cottage. Below
it the land sank with abruptness; before the entrance extended a
square patch of garden. No sign of life marked the spot;
but as the men climbed down a pathway through withered fern, they
aroused a bob-tailed, blue-eyed sheep-dog which leapt, gaunt and
apelike, to the limit of its tether and barked wildly at the
intruders. A naked austerity, a transparent innocence and
poverty, marked the spot to casual eyes.
“Down these winding ways, or else out of the woods
below, come Mother Gurney’s ‘sailor sons’ with
their packs and barrels hid under innocent peat and rushes, no
doubt,” commented Timothy.
Then John Aggett knocked at the door with a modest tap and
young Chave noted that he spat over his left shoulder before
doing so.
“’Tis plaguey hard to be upsides wi’ a
witch, I do assure ’e; but she’m a wonnerful clever
woman, as all in these paarts do very well knaw,” confessed
John.
Gammer Gurney dwelt quite alone and none had seen the alleged
mariner her son, for the occasions of his visits were hidden in
nocturnal mystery. Upon one point at least no doubt
existed: the dame could vend choicest cognac to a favoured few at
a shilling a pint; and those whom it concerned also knew that no
such tobacco as that she sold, whether for smoking or chewing,
might be otherwise procured nearer than Exeter. There was a
whisper, too, of French silks and laces, concerning which the
wives of the quality could have told a tale; and gossips of that
district were prepared to swear upon the Book how more than once
in moments of high excitement Gammer Gurney had uttered words and
whole sentences of words in a heathen tongue. Yet, despite
her powers and accomplishments, she always went her humble rounds
with an old donkey in an older cart. Ostensibly she
purchased rags and bones and other waste from farm kitchens; and
those who knew not her peculiarities and pitied her lean
apparition in its iron pattens, old sunbonnet and
“dandy-gorisset” gown, would give her cast-off
garments and orts from the table to keep life in her.
Others, better informed, well understood what was hidden in the
donkey cart, and Gammer came as an honoured if a secret guest to
many a great house on the countryside. Indeed half a
hundred sea-dogs were her sons, and the smugglers thought a
ten-mile tramp over Dartmoor no hardship when the Gammer’s
great discretion and the liberality of her prices for matters
contraband came to be considered. In addition to these dark
practices Mother Gurney was reputed a witch in her own right, but
a witch of the better sort—a white wonder-worker, whose
marvellous knowledge enabled her to combat the black necromancers
that haunted Devon in those days to the detriment of honest
folk. Their power of the evil eye; their unpleasant habit
of overlooking innocent men and women, was quelled and crushed by
Gammer’s stronger if less sinister charms. To gain
private ends, she fostered this vulgar opinion concerning her
accomplishments; was much rapt in secret studies and claimed wide
skill in medicaments and cures by drug and amulet for beast and
man. Recoveries, indeed, were laid at her door with frank
thankfulness; though whether the moorland herbs and rare simples,
ostentatiously plucked at times of old moons and eclipses, were
to be thanked so much as that ingredient of strong French brandy
which entered into her prescriptions, may be left a matter of
conjecture.
Upon
the door of Gammer Gurney’s mysterious home John Aggett
knocked, then a little nut-brown woman opened to him, nodded
without affectation of superior parts, and even curtseyed in
old-fashioned style at sight of Timothy.
“Your sarvant, young maister,” she said.
“Be pleased to step in, an’ you’m welcome,
I’m sure, though ’tis the home of poverty. Rest
free, if that’s your errand—rest; an’
theer’s a gude cushioned chair to hold ’e tu, though
you mightn’t count to find such here.”
The white witch had no peculiarities. She merely
suggested a venerable and time-worn body whose life had not
lacked tribulations and whose tether must be near at hand.
But her dark eyes were very bright and her activity of body was
still apparent.
Timothy lolled in the great “grandfather” chair
and a red peat glow flamed on his leather gaiters from the fire;
John sat near the door with a wandering and uneasy eye, ready to
discover mystery and read secrets at every turn. He knew
that to ask openly for the cordial he desired had been to make a
hole in his manners. He therefore waited for his master to
speak.
Gammer Gurney mended the fire and chattered briskly.
“Theer’ll be little more huntin’ ’pon
the high Moor ’fore the snaw come. An’
’tis near now. It be given me to knaw ’bout
what fashion weather us may look for by the birds an’
berries, by the autumn colour of leaves, by tokens hid in still
waters an’ the callin’ of the cleeves.”
“The reds was in the sky this marnin’,” said
John, “a savage, sulky sunrise, I warn ’e.”
“I seed un; an’ a terrible braave sight of snaw
unshed in the elements; an’ the airth ripe for it.
Gert snaw an’ ice be comin’, wi’ sorrowful deep
drifts an’ death to man an’ beast, an’
awfullest floods to follow arter. I’ve knawn this
many days an’ laid in store against it.”
Timothy now saw his opportunity.
“And I’m going to add to that store if
you’ll let me. There’s a fine hare in the
bag.”
“A hare, did ’e say? They’m dark,
fanciful beasts, an’ if I was anything but a honest woman,
I’d not touch no such thing. But I knaw what I
knaw. Wheer did ’e find un?”
“I shot un,” said John, dragging the animal
forth. “Her was sittin’ aquott under a tussock
nigh Horn’s Cross on Holne Moor.”
“Then ’tis a pure, natural beast wi’ no dark
tricks to un, if ’twas theer. A witch hare
wouldn’t go in them plaaces. A right hare—sure
enough, an’ heavy tu. Thank ’e kindly;
an’ if you comes round arter Christmas I’ll cure the
skin for ’e, Jan Aggett. ’Twill make a
proper cap against the hard weather.”
John scraped and offered respectful thanks; then refreshments
became the subject of Timothy Chave’s speech.
“You haven’t a cup of milk by you, mother?
I’m thirsty as a fish.”
“Milk—ess fay; but none for you. Ban’t
drink for grawed men, if you ax me. But
I’ve—well, no call to name it. Yet ’tis a
wholesome sort o’ tipple took in reason an’ took
hot. You bide here. I’ll be back direckly
minute.”
She disappeared through a low door at the side of the kitchen
and locked it behind her. In five minutes she returned with
the promised refreshment and poured it from a square earthenware
crock into two large cups. These she half filled with
brandy, then added hot water from a kettle, and finally dropped a
lump of yellow candy into each, with mingled spices from a
shining black box.
“’Twill do ’e a power o’ gude
an’ keep away evil an’ make heroes of
’e,” declared the woman. Then she watched the
drinking men, with pleasure in her bright eyes, and shewed that
she appreciated their grunts and gurgles of satisfaction.
“Better’n milk?” she said.
“A godlike brew!” declared Timothy; and John, who
had waited to see his master drink first before
venturing upon the witch’s gift, now gave Gammer Gurney the
compliments of the blessed season with all respect, then drained
the last drop of his refreshment and scraped out the remaining
spice and sugar with his fingers.
“Sure I feels like a mighty man o’ Scripture
compared to what I was a bit ago,” he declared, as the
spirit moved him.
“You’d make your fortune if you set up a sign in a
city and sold that stuff to all buyers,” prophesied
Timothy.
“I wants no fortune, Maister Chave. I be here, an
auld sawl well thought ’pon an’ wi’in call
o’ friends. I tell no tales an’ breed no
troubles, an’ what goes in my ear doan’t come out at
my mouth wi’ a new shape to it, I assure ’e. No
tale-bearer me. Tongue an’ ear
strangers—that’s the wise way.”
“You’m wise enough, ma’am; everybody knaws
that.”
“Not that I set up for anything above my neighbours,
though I may have done ’em a gude service here an’
theer.”
“A many of ’em—Lard, He knaws how
many,” declared John, eagerly. “Taake my awn
case. Didn’t ’e tell me how to win my maid for
a silver sixpence, an’ didn’t I do as you bid
an’ worrit her marnin’, noon an’ night till she
said the word? An’ didn’t Digory
Crampiron, the shepherd, come to ’e ’pon the same
cause an’ ax what fashion woman ’twas as he’d
best pay court to? An’ didn’t you say
her’d be a dark maid? An’ sure enough dark her
was; an’ a gude wife an’ mother these many days
now.”
“That’s the thing I’d like to hear!”
cried Timothy. “Read me riddles, Gammer. Tell
me my fate in marriage, and when the girl is coming, and what
she’ll be like. Tell me, and I’ll give thee a
golden guinea!”
Now it fell out, strangely enough, that the white witch knew
certain facts hidden from her questioner—facts that none
the less concerned him in some measure. She had that
forenoon visited Bellever Barton to find the household of the
farm in some confusion. The Christmas guests had arrived
three days earlier than they were expected; that circumstance
being explained by an opportunity to travel cheaply to
Moretonhampstead on a stage-coach, some of whose passengers had
failed it. From Moreton to Postbridge was no great matter,
and the male travellers had ridden that distance, bringing their
luggage on a packhorse and their ladies upon pillions behind
them. In the bustle and confusion caused by this premature
advent, Gammer Gurney was kept waiting in the
buttery—treatment very rarely extended to her dignity. But this delay had not been wasted.
A garrulous housekeeper explained circumstances to the old woman
and added that one of the newcomers, a girl of a fair face,
reserved manners and great good sense, had won Farmer
Chave’s heart, and was by him secretly destined for Timothy
without that young man’s knowledge. This maiden the
Gammer had seen and spoken with before she departed homeward; but
as for Tim, he knew nothing of the business. Thus it may be
guessed what excellent matter for a prophecy was now at the hand
of the white witch. Indeed, she had oftentimes done
miracles in the public esteem with less promising material.
Nevertheless, this circumspect woman shewed no eagerness to take
young Chave at his word.
“Best to think twice ’fore you ax me that,”
she answered. “’Tis a serious deed, boy, and
not to be undertaken in a light spirit. Mind this tu: the
truth ban’t always sweet or what our ears are best tuned
for hearin’.”
Her respectful manner vanished upon the introduction of this
theme. She now spoke as the young man’s
superior. Timothy was not frightened from his purpose,
however, and screwed his face into solemnity. Then he
winked behind Gammer Gurney’s back at John Aggett, who,
knowing well how witches have eyes behind and before, doubted not
that the
action had been observed and was much discomfited in
consequence.
“Here’s your guinea, mother; that’ll shew
you I’m in solemn earnest upon this matter.”
The wise woman instantly swept up the coin. “If
you will, you will,” she said.
As a preliminary to the fortune reading, two rush candles were
lighted and the table cleared. Then upon it the sibyl drew
a half circle with black charcoal and spread ancient cards round
the circumference. Next she set up in the midst a lump of
shining quartz, of the sort known as Cornish crystal, and into a
natural cup within this stone she poured the black contents of a
small, strangely shaped bottle. Now, bidding them be silent
and motionless, with impenetrable gravity she went upon her knees
beside the table and so remained for a long five minutes.
Sometimes she gabbled to herself, sometimes she set her hands
upon a conjunction of the outspread cards; but her eyes, as it
appeared, never closed for a moment and never for a moment
wandered from the little black lake in the quartz
discerning-glass.
John, deeply impressed, sat with his mouth open; and even the
scholar felt his scepticism waning a trifle.
Presently Gammer Gurney began to talk, and after much
moonshine and a whole rigmarole of promises, predictions and cautions,
the witch broke off and scanned the crystal with increased
intensity.
“Terrible coorious!” she murmured in an audible
aside. “No such thing as this ever happened afore, I
should judge. What’s the day of the month?”
“Eighteen of December,” said John.
“Exacally so! An’ if—theer! Of
all straange fallings-out!”
She gazed blankly at her guest until Timothy, despite his
education at Blundell’s, grew a little uncomfortable.
“Well, well, what’s amiss, mother? Out with
it for good or ill. What pitfall is waiting for me—an
early marriage?”
“A maiden be waitin’ for ’e, Timothy Chave;
an’ this very day—a grey-eyed young girl wi’
bright hair an’ cherry lips—this day—by picture
an’ by crystal! She’m nearer than the coming
snow—she’m at your elbow, man! Ess fay, first
young woman as you see an’ speak with come the
owl-light—her an’ none other will be your lifelong
mate!”
“Merciful to me! ’Tis ’most owl-light
now!” gasped John Aggett.
“By St. George, and the dragon too, I’m near my
fate then! Up and off, John! I’ll see my bride
before nightfall. Come on.”
The woman huddled up her cards, cleaned the table and
poured the black liquid into the fire. Timothy was eager to
be gone, and now took an abrupt leave of his soothsayer; while as
for Gammer Gurney, she stood like one in a dream and regarded Tim
with vacant eyes. It was her custom thus to appear elevated
in the spirit after exercise of her remarkable gifts. So
they left her at her cottage door and started for home at a good
pace. The fresh air contributed much to blow superstition
out of Timothy’s mind; but his companion continued taciturn
and was evidently impressed by what he had seen and heard.
“She gave I goose-flesh down the spine, for all her
outlandish fiery drink,” he said.
“You’re a fool, John; an’ I’m a
greater. A good guinea wasted.”
Nearing home, they turned off the Moor, passed the cottage of
Aggett’s mother, and proceeded along the hill. Then
it was that John, desiring to shift the game-bag from his girdle
to his shoulder, hung back some forty paces. His fingers
were cold and the buckle was stiff; his master therefore gained
upon him and, passing the corner of a plantation, went out of
sight. Mending his pace to overtake the other, John heard
hidden voices, the hour then being dusk; and, a moment later,
coming round the corner of the woodlands, he saw Timothy Chave in
conversation with a woman. She was clad in scarlet
flannel even to the snug hood round her ears, and her figure
shone brightly through the gloaming.
He heard words half laughing, half annoyed, in the
girl’s uplifted voice.
“Who be glazin’ at then? Make way,
caan’t ’e? Do ’e think I be a ghost out
the wood?”
“Not a bit of it! A good fairy, more likely.
And forgive me; I wanted so much to hear you speak.”
“You’m a very impident chap then, for all your
gert gashly gun awver your shoulder!”
The woman passed Timothy light footed, then, turning quickly
down a lane, she disappeared, just as John joined his
master. The young man was in an extremity of
excitement.
“Good God! Did you see her—that red
girl? An’ after what the hag said! Her eyes,
man! Eyes like stars in the dark and a voice like the wood
doves! I came straight upon her peeping out of her red
hood, like the queen of pixies! Who is she, John?
Who’s her father? And where has she vanished
to? Speak if you know. ’Tis a marvellous
miracle of a thing that I should meet her in this way. I
could swear I was dreaming; yet I’m as much awake as she
was alive. Who in the name of wonder is she? Speak if
you know.”
“She’m a maiden by the name of Sarah Belworthy,
darter o’ Smith Belworthy; an’ she’m tokened to
me,” said Aggett, stolidly.
John’s announcement awoke a laugh in the younger man,
and Timothy dismissed the subject with a sort of lame apology;
but the other remained dumb after his assertion, and few more
words passed between them. Aggett, however, burnt within,
for the recent incident had caused him infinite uneasiness and
alarm. To allay these emotions he hastened to the home of
Sarah as soon as his duties at the farm were ended, and there,
before her parents, rated her in round terms for speaking to a
strange man under the darkness. The girl’s mother
heard of what had happened with secret interest; Sarah herself
laughed, then cried, and finally made her peace with many
promises that no light action in this sort should ever again be
brought against her. Of the white witch and the prediction
John did not speak; and though he returned to his loft above the
cows a comforted man, yet, in the hours of night, fear and
foreboding gripped his heart again and frank terror at the shadow
of an awful catastrophe made him toss and sweat in the
darkness. Twice he rose and prayed childish prayers that
his mother had taught him. They were nothing to
the purpose, yet he trusted that they might call the
Almighty’s attention to him and his difficulties. So
he lay awake and scratched his head and puzzled his scanty brains
with what the future held hidden.
As for Timothy, the splendid twilight vision of Sarah in her
red array was by no means dimmed by the subsequent appearance of
his own fair kinswoman. A first fiery love had dawned in
him, and the romantic circumstances attending its awakening added
glamour to the charm of mystery. Already he almost granted
Gammer Gurney a measure of the powers she pretended to.
Aggett’s statement had iced his ardour for a while; but a
bitter-sweet yearning and unrest grew again after the cowman was
gone—grew gigantic to the shutting out of all other things
feminine; and Sarah’s grey eyes, not his little
cousin’s, were the lamps that lighted Timothy’s
midnight pillow.
In the morning he gave himself great store of practical and
sensible advice. He told himself that he was too good a
sportsman to interfere with another’s game and poach on
another’s preserve; and he assured himself that he was too
excellent a son to fall in love with a blacksmith’s
daughter and sadden his mother’s declining days. He
laughed at himself, and, when he met John after breakfast, spoke
no more of the incident. He grew self-righteous toward noon and was
secretly proud of himself for having withstood the fascination of
Sarah Belworthy’s face and voice with such conspicuous
ease. He told his conscience that the fancy was already
dead; he felt that it would be interesting to meet the girl
again; and he assured himself that her image in full, garish
daylight must doubtless fall far below the perfection that it
suggested half veiled under coming darkness. During that
afternoon he marvelled a little at his own restlessness, then
sought occupation and decided that it would be well to have his
horse’s shoes roughed. He knew under this explicit
determination lurked implicit desire to see the father of Sarah
Belworthy, but he did not give his mind time to accuse him.
He looked to his horse himself; he was very busy and whistled and
addressed those he knew about him, as he trotted down to the
smithy, feebly trying to deceive himself.
A black cavern gaped out on the grey day, and from within came
chime of anvil and hoarse breath of bellows. But it was not
the spluttering soft red-hot iron that caught Tim’s
eye. A lurid figure appeared and disappeared like magic as
each pulse of the bellows woke a flame that lighted up the
forge. This vision now gleamed in the blaze, then faded as
the fire faded, and Timothy knew it for his pixie queen of the
preceding night. Such an unexpected incident unnerved him; for
a brief moment he thought of riding on; but he had already drawn
rein and now dismounted, his heart throbbing like the fire.
Sarah had brought her father some refreshments from home, and
was amusing herself, as she had often done before, with the great
leathern bellows, while a lad worked at the anvil and the smith
rested from his labour and ate and drank.
Smith Belworthy gloried more than common in two possessions;
his daughter and his bass viol. Sometimes he mentioned one
first, sometimes the other. To-day, having greeted Tim with
great friendship and not forgetting the incident of the previous
night, he bid Sarah step forward, much to her mortification, and
drew young Chave’s attention to her as though she had been
some item in an exhibition.
“My darter, young sir, Sally by name.
Theer’s a bowerly maid for ’e! An’ so
gude as she’m purty; an’ so wise as she’m gude
most times. Awnly eighteen year auld, though all woman, I
assure ’e. But tokened, maister—tokened to a
sandy-headed giant by name of Jan Aggett—her awnly silly
deed, I reckon.”
“The best fellow in the world,” said Timothy.
“Maybe, but who be gude enough for the likes o’
she? My li’l rose of Sharon her be; an’ the husband as
I’d have chose should have been somebody, ’stead of
nobody. But theer she is, an’ I lay you’ve
never seed a purtier piece in all your travels, have ’e
now?”
The blacksmith grinned affectionately, held Sarah’s arm
in his grimy grip and surveyed his daughter as he had gazed upon
some prize beast or a triumph of the anvil.
“Doan’t heed un,” burst out Sally, her grey
eyes clouded, and her face as red as her gown. “Never
did no girl have such a gert gaby of a faither as me. His
wan goose be a royal swan, an’ he do reckon all the
countryside must see wi’ his silly eyne an’ think
same as him—fond auld man!”
The cold light of day and the forge-glow struck her face
alternately as she moved. Young Chave was a man and not a
stock or a stone. Therefore he seized the hour and answered
her remark.
“You shouldn’t blame your father for telling the
truth, young mistress,” he said. “Even though
it suit you not to hear it. Yet when ’tis so pleasant
and so generally accepted, it might well be agreeable to
you.”
“Theer’s butivul scholar’s English,”
chuckled Mr. Belworthy; “theer’s high
gen’leman’s language, an’ the case in a
nutshell!”
Sarah grew shy and uncomfortable. Angry she could not be
before Tim’s compliments, and how to answer him
without contradicting him she did not know. So she turned
to her father instead.
“Be gwaine to eat an’ drink up your food or
ban’t ’e, faither?”
“All in gude time. I’ve got to rough the
young gen’leman’s horse’s shoes
fust.”
“Be in no hurry,” said Tim. “I can
wait awhile.”
“I can’t then,” declared Sarah,
ungraciously, and so marched off in a fine flutter of mingled
emotions.
Mr. Belworthy looked up from the hoof between his knees and
winked with great significance at Timothy.
“Kittle cattle—eh? Look at the walk of
her! Theer ban’t another girl this side Dartymoor as
travels like that. ’Tis light as a bird, an’
you’d doubt if her’d leave a footprint ’pon
new-fallen snow.”
“So Diana walked,” declared Tim.
“Did her? A Plymouth maiden, I
s’pose?” asked Mr. Belworthy, with simulated
indifference.
“No—a goddess of ancient times—just a
moonbeam shadow, you know. Not a splendid flesh and blood
beauty like your daughter.”
There was no sound but the rasping of the file; then Belworthy
spoke again.
“Tokened to a man as’ll never rise much beyond
Bellever Barton cow yard—that’s the mischief of it.
Her, as might have looked so high, seein’ as the body of
her an’ the faace of her be what they be. Not a word
’gainst the chap, mind. Brains is the gift of God, to
be given or held back according to His gude pleasure.”
“Such a clever girl, too, I’ll warrant. What
did she see in John Aggett, I wonder?”
“Clever in a way, though not so full of wit as my cheel
might have been prophesied. Me bein’ generally
reckoned a man of might on the bass viol Sundays. But
Sally’s just Sally, an’ I wouldn’t change an
eyelash of her. Power over musical instruments ban’t
given to women-kind, I reckon; though for plain singin’
wi’ other maidens in a plaace o’ worship, she’m
a tower o’ strength. An’ she be just a polished
corner o’ the temple prayer-times, no matter what
gentlefolks comes theer. As to why she took on wi’
Jan, I lay her couldn’t give ’e reasons any
more’n me. But so ’tis, an’ though it
mayn’t never come to axing out in church, yet lovers be
stubborn in their awn conceits. An’ so—you
being Farmer Chave’s awn son an’ heir—might, if
you was that way minded, up an’ say a word for
Jan.”
“So I will then. He’s a right good
fellow.”
“’Tis the season o’ herald angels, when
hearts are warm, you see. An’ six shillin’ a
week do taake a terrible long time to goody. Of course, Jan
gets cider, an’ corn at market price tu; yet
wi’out offence ’tis tail corn most times an’
not stomachable—stuff as doan’t harden
muscle.”
“My father would never give his men tail corn,”
cried Timothy, indignantly.
“Wouldn’t he? Then I was wrong. I
wouldn’t go against un for all the tin hid on
Dartymoor. But theer ’tis. I doan’t see
how the man’s gwaine to save against a wife an’
fam’ly unless his wage be bettered. An’ I
don’t want to see my darter grow into an auld virgin
mumphead while he’s tryin’ to scrape brass enough to
give her a home. ’Tis wisht work such
waitin’.”
“I’ll not forget John Aggett. He’s a
very well-meaning man, and honest, and a splendid
shot.”
“So he is then, an’ a gude shot as you say, though
I’ll allus be sorry as he brought down my li’l
bird.”
“If she loves him, ’twill fall out all right, you
know, Belworthy.”
“If love could taake the place o’ victuals
an’ a stone cottage an’ a snug peat hearth, it might
fall out right; but I’m sorry for the maiden’s love
as have got to burn at full pitch o’ heat year arter year
wi’ marriage no nearer. ’Tis a withering thing
for a girl to love on, knawin’ in her secret heart as each
winter doan’t pass awver her for nought but leaves its awn
touch o’ coldness an’ greyness. She hides it
from the man, o’ course—from everyone else
tu, for that matter,—but ’tis with her all the
seasons through an’ dims her eye, an’ furrows her
smooth young forehead at night-times unbeknawnst to them that
love her best.”
Timothy doubted not that the blacksmith spoke truth, then he
trotted off up the hill, and without set purpose overtook Sarah
on her way home. Her voice and the frankness of her face
thrilled him as she smiled shyly, her temper gone. Again
she chid him for listening to her parent’s nonsense, and he
tried to assume a friendly, fatherly manner toward her, and
failed. The girl made his blood burn and his hand shake on
his horse’s mane. His breath came short, his eyes
grew bright, and only with difficulty did he arrest a frantic,
reckless petition for a kiss at any cost. Perhaps such an
abrupt and volcanic climax had been best; but he restrained
himself, swallowed his ardour and became humble before her.
Seeing that she preferred this attitude, he sank to servility;
then, rating him for wasting his time and her own, she turned
away hard by her cottage door, and he, without formal farewell,
walked his horse onward all a-dreaming. Sarah, too, was not
unmoved, but she hid her emotion and was glad that neither her
mother’s nor any other pair of eyes had seen her with young
Chave.
Timothy met the third party to that unfolding drama as he
proceeded on to the Moor. Then came John Aggett
with an anxious face looking out upon the world above his pale
beard. The labourer stopped Tim, and in broken
sentences—like a child that wrestles to describe new things
within his experience but beyond his vocabulary—strove
clumsily to express a mental upheaval which he lacked words to
display. He made it clear, however, that he was in a great
turmoil of mind and much driven by fear of appearances in
connection with Gammer Gurney’s predictions of the previous
night.
“I be just come from speech with the old woman, and
can’t say as ’twas sense or yet nonsense I got out of
her. She kept a close watch on her lips, ’peared to
me; but her eyes threatened bad things an’ her
weern’t at ease. ‘What will happen, will
happen,’ she sez to me; an’ at the fust utterance it
seemed a deep sayin’, yet, come to think on’t,
’twas a thing known so well to me as she.”
“Why did you go to her?” enquired Timothy, knowing
without need of answer.
“’Bout last night. Couldn’t banish it
from my head what her said as to your sweetheart. So I went
an’ telled her how you met my Sarah an’ axed if that
comed in the spell, seein’ the girl were tokened to another
man. An’ she said as it might be or might not be,
because the spoken word remained an’ was no more to be
called back again than last year’s primrosen. Then I
axed her what her view of it might be, an’ she up an’ said
what I told ’e; ‘What will happen, will
happen.’ Arter that I grew hot an’ said any
fule knowed so much, an’ she turned round ’pon me
like a dog you’ve trod on by mistake, an’ her eyes
glinted like shinin’ steel, an’ I reckoned she was
gwaine to awverlook me theer an’ then. So I cleared
out of it.”
“What happens, happens, because it must.
That’s all right enough, John. And things won’t
fall out differently because we take thought and pine about
’em.”
“I be keepin’ comp’ny, an’ it may be a
sort o’ state as blinds the eyes,” said Aggett,
humbly. “I trust ’e in this
thing—you’m a gen’leman, an’
wiser’n me, as be a mere zawk for brains alongside
you. But theer ’tis, she’m my awn maid,
an’ if the ’mazin’ butivul looks of her have
fired ’e, then, as you’m a gude man, so I pray
you’ll be at trouble not to see her no more.
’Tis very well to say what must fall, must; but the future
did ought to be a man’s sarvant, I reckon, not his
master.”
“That’s not philosophic, John.”
“Anyway, if theer’s danger in my maid to you, then
turn your back upon her. I sez it wi’ all respects as
man to master; an’ as man to man, I’ll say more,
an’ bid you be a man an’ look any way but that.
Ess fay, I sez it, though not worthy to hold a cannel to
’e. An’ what’s more, I trust
’e.”
To
Timothy’s relief John did not delay for an answer to his
exhortation, but proceeded upon his way. So they parted, by
curious chance, at that spot where to-day there rise the mound
and aged thorn. The Moor was of a uniform and sullen iron
colour under a sky of like hue but paler shade. The north
wind still blew, but the clouds were lower, denser and heavy with
snow. Even as Aggett went down the hill and his rival
proceeded upward, there came fluttering out of the grey the first
scattered flakes of a long-delayed downfall. They floated
singly, wide-scattered on the wind; others followed; here a
monstrous fragment, undulating like a feather, capsized in the
invisible currents of the air. Then the swarm thickened and
hurried horizontally in puffs and handfuls. The clean black
edges of the distant Moor were now swept and softened with a mist
of falling snow; aloft, thicker and faster, came the flakes,
huddling and leaping out of nothingness and appearing as dark
grey specks against the lighter sky. Presently indication
of change marked the world, and a glimmer of virgin white under
on-coming gloom outlined sheep tracks and made ghostly the grey
boulders of the Moor. By nightfall the great snow had
fairly begun, and blinding blizzards were screaming over the Moor
on the wings of a gale of wind.
Before the snows melted and the first month of the new year
had passed by, John Aggett and his master’s son were
friends no more.
Of Timothy it may be recorded that he fought fiercely, then
with waning strength, and finally succumbed and lost his
battle. By slow degrees his intimacy with Sarah grew.
Neither sought the other; but love dragged them together.
The man hid it from his small world, or fancied that he did so;
the girl blushed in secret and knew that what she had mistaken
for love was mere attachment—an emotion as far removed from
her affection for Timothy as the bloodless moonbeams from the
flush of a rosy sunrise. A time came, and that quickly,
when she could deceive herself no longer, and she knew that her
life hung on her lover, while the other man was no more than a
sad cloud upon the horizon of the future.
Frosts temporarily retarded the thaw, and Timothy and Sarah
walked together at evening time in a great pine wood. A
footpath, ribbed and fretted with snakelike roots, extended here,
and moving along it they sighed, while the breath of the great trees bore
their suspirations aloft into the scented silence. One band
of orange light hung across the west and the evening star
twinkled diamond-bright upon it, while perpendicularly against
the splendour sprang the lines of pine trunks, dimmed aloft with
network of broken and naked boughs, merging above into a sombre
crown of accumulated foliage. Cushions of dead needles were
crisp under foot and the whisper of growing ice tinkled on the
ear.
“’Tis vain to lie—at least to you an’
to myself. I love ’e, Tim; I love ’e wi’
all my poor heart—all—all of it.”
Her breath left her red lips in a little cloud and she hung
her head hopelessly down.
“God can tell why such cruel things happen,
dearest. Yet you loved him too—poor chap.”
“Never. ’Tis the difference ’tween
thinkin’ an’ knowin’—a difference wide as
the Moor. I never knowed love; I never knowed as theer was
such a—but this be wicked talk. You’ve winned
the solemn truth out o’ me; an’ that must content
’e. I never could ax un to give me up—him so
gude an’ workin’ that terrible hard to make a home
for me.”
“What will the home be when you’ve got it?
Some might think it was better that one should suffer instead of
two.”
“I couldn’t leave him, out of pity.”
“You must think of yourself, too, Sarah—if
not of me. I hate saying so, but when your life’s
salvation hangs on it, who can be dumb? John Aggett’s
a big-hearted, honest man; yet he hasn’t our deep feelings;
it isn’t in him to tear his heart to tatters over one woman
as I should.”
“Us can’t say what deeps a man may have got hid in
him.”
“Yes, but we can—in a great measure.
John’s not subtle. He’s made of hard stuff and
sensible stuff. I’ll fathom him at any rate. It
must be done. He shall know. God forgive me—and
yet I don’t blame myself very much. I was not
free—never since you came into my life and filled it up to
the brim. He saw the danger. I confess that. He
warned me, an’ I bade him fear nothing. I was strong
in my own conceit. Then this happened. The thing is
meant to be; I know it at the bottom of my being. It was
planned at creation and we cannot alter it if we
would.”
“’Tis well to say that; but I reckon poor Jan
thought the same?”
“I’ll see him; I’ll speak with him man to
man. He must give you up. Oh, if I could change
places with him and find myself a labourer just toiling to make a
home for you, I’d thank the Lord on my knees!”
“I wish I’d never seen either of ’e, for
I’ve awnly made the both of ’e wretched men. Better
I’d never drawed breath than bring this gert load of sorrow
upon you an’ him.”
“You can’t help it; you’re innocent, and the
punishment must not fall upon your shoulders. You love me
better than Aggett; and that he must know in justice to
himself—and us.”
“Then his life be ruined an’ his cup bitter for
all time.”
“I don’t think so, Sarah. You misjudge
him. And even if this must be so, it is only Fate. I
will speak to him to-night.”
“Leave it a little while. I’m fearful to
trembling when I think of it. ’Tis I must tell him,
not you. ’Tis I must tell him I’m not faithful
an’ beg for forgiveness from him. An’ if he
struck me down an’ hurted me—if he killed
me—I’d say ’twas awnly fair
punishment.”
“He never would lift a finger, even in his
rage.”
“Jan? Never—never. A fiery soul, but
so soft-hearted as a li’l cheel. Ess fay, ’tis
from me he should hear it, if he must.”
“It would be better that I should do this.”
Before they reached the stile, that stood under the great
beech tree, each loving coward had prayed the other to leave the
task alone; and finally both promised to do nothing for a short
space. Then into the light they came, and Sarah, glancing
upward, saw dim letters and a lovers’ knot like sad eyes
staring from the tree trunk.
As a matter of fact, there existed no great need to impress
the situation upon John Aggett. The man, if slow-witted,
was not blind, and, indeed, agile enough of intellect where Sarah
was concerned. For many days he had hesitated to read the
change in her. His visits to her had been marked by gloomy
fits of taciturnity, by short speeches, abrupt leave-takings, by
distrust in his eyes, by rough mumbled sentences she could not
catch, by outbursts of affection, by sudden hugs to his heart, by
searching, silent scrutiny of her features and numberless
reiterations of one question. He never wearied to hear her
declare that she loved him; his only peace of mind was in the
moments of that assurance daily repeated; and he approached to
absolute subtlety in appraisement of Sarah’s voice and
vocal inflection as she made answer. Until the present, her
affirmation of love had rung truly upon his ear; now he felt a
shadow behind the words and steeled himself to the change.
Her lips said one thing; her voice and eyes another. He
grew slowly to believe the signs and to realise that she loved
him no more, or if a little, so little that she did not mind
lying to him.
Over this earthquake in his life he brooded bitterly enough,
yet the stroke of it, upon first falling, was in some measure
broken by his knowledge of Timothy’s interview with Gammer
Gurney. A fatalistic resignation arose from this
recollection and manifested itself, for the brief space of a
week, in John’s attitude to his fate. But as the
nature of all he had lost and how he had lost it beat upon his
brain, a great agony of reality soon caused him to brush the
white witch and her predictions out of the argument; they were
factors too trivial to determine the careers of men and women;
and thus, from beneath the smoke of his brief apathy appeared a
consuming fire, and the man’s passionate nature cried for a
speedy and definite end to his torments.
Work upon the land was suspended under frost; but from the
great barn in Bellever Barton came daily a hurtling of flails
where threshing of barley kept the hands busy for many hours in
each brief day. The flails gleamed like shooting stars
across the dusty atmosphere of the barn, and when the sunlight
entered, a sort of delicate golden cloud hung in the air, only to
sink slowly away upon cessation of labour. Timothy Chave,
too, laboured here. For something to occupy him he swung a
flail with the rest, and made the old hands think better of
themselves and their skill within sight of his clumsy
efforts. Then it happened that Aggett, awake to an
opportunity, suddenly desisted from work, pulled on his coat and
accosted his rival. But he spoke for Tim’s ear alone
and challenged no general attention.
“Set down your drashel an’ come an’
speak wi’ me a minute t’other side the
yard.”
“Certainly, John, if you wish it.”
A moment later the meeting that Sarah had dreaded came about;
but the results of it were of a sort not to have been
anticipated. Aggett went straight to the point of attack
and his temper suffered from the outset before the more cultured
man’s attitude and command of words.
“You knaw full well what I’ve got to say before I
sez it, I judge. I see in your face you know, Timothy
Chave.”
“Yes, I do. It’s about Sarah. Things
that must happen, must happen. I’m glad you’ve
broached this subject, Aggett. Well, it stands thus; we are
not our own masters always, unfortunately.”
“You can say that an’ look me in the face calm as
a stone, arter what passed between us six weeks ago?”
“Six weeks—is that all?”
“Ess fay, though more like six years to me—six
years o’ raging, roasting hell. Why do ’e bide
here? Why do ’e take walks along wi’
she—skulking in the woods away from honest eyes like a
fox? You’ve lied to me—”
“Don’t speak quite so loud, John. I cannot
help the past. It was not my doing. I never sought
out Sarah. We are all tools in the hand of Fate or
Providence, or whatever you like to call it; we are puppets and must
dance to the tune God is pleased to play. We’re not
free, any of us—not free to make promises or give
undertakings. Doesn’t this prove that we’re
slaves to a man? I love Sarah Belworthy with all my heart
and soul. That is not a sin. There is nothing in the
world for me but her. I’m frank enough to you now;
and if I lied before, it was because I thought I could control
what was to come. I tried to keep my word. I turned
from her path many times. I begged to be allowed to go away
from the Moor, but my father would not suffer me to change my
mind again. I swear I did my best; but loving is another
matter. I might as easily have promised not to breathe as
not to love her.”
“Words! An’ her—an’
me—?”
“It’s cursedly hard. God knows I don’t
find it easy to answer you. But think: picture yourself in
her place. Imagine that you found a woman you loved better
than Sarah.”
“’Tis allus lifting of the burden on to other
folks’ shoulders wi’ you. I ban’t agwaine
to imagine vain things at your bidding. Dost hear me?
I want the plain truth in plain speech. But that’s
more’n you could give me, I reckon. The question
I’ve got to ax, my girl’s got to answer.
An’ I call her ‘my girl,’ yet, until I hear
from her awn lips she ban’t my girl no more.
Then—then—Christ knaws what—”
“If there’s any sort of satisfaction on earth,
I’d give it to you. I know better than you can tell me
that I’m a weak man. And I’ve hated myself for
many days when I thought of you; but there it is—a fact
beyond any mending.”
“Get out of her life, if you’re honest, an’
doan’t whine to me ’bout things being beyond
mendin’! Go! Turn your back on her an’
let the dazzle of ’e fade out of her eyes an’ out of
her mind. You knaw so well as me, that it ban’t
beyond mendin’. She promised to marry me ’fore
ever she seed the shadow of you; an’ you knawed it from the
fust moment you set eyes on her; an’ yet you went on
an’ sinked from manhood into this. You’m a
whole cowardice o’ curs in the skin o’ one man, damn
you!”
“You do right to curse. You will never feel
greater contempt for me than I do for myself. I cannot go
away. It is impossible—wholly above my
strength. And the position is beyond mending, despite what
you say—both for Sarah and for me. It is no crime in
her to love me; the fault is mine, and if I had sworn on my hope
of salvation to you, I should have broken my oath as I did my
promise. Measure my punishment—that is all you can
do; and I won’t flinch from it.”
“She loves you—better’n what she do
me? It’s come to that; an’ you ax me to measure
your punishment! You pitiful wretch! You know
you’m safe enough now. She loves you better’n
me. Theer’s your safety.
‘Struth! I could smash your bones like rotten wood,
an’ you know it; but she loves you better’n me;
an’ who be I to crack her painted china wi’ my rough
cloam? I doan’t love her no less—anyways not so
little as to bruise you, an’ that you knowed afore you
spoke. Get out o’ my sight an’ may worse fall
on you than ever I would bring. May the thing you’ve
done breed an’ bite an’ sap the heart out of ’e
like a canker worm; may it bring thorns to your roses, an’
death to your hopes, an’ storms to your skies; may it fill
your cup wi’ gall an’ bend your back afore your time
an’ sting you on your death-bed. May it do all that,
an’ more, so as you’ll mind this hour an’ know
if I’d scatted your lying brains abroad an’ killed
’e, ’twould have been kinder than to let you
live!”
“I have deserved your hardest words; but forgive
her—now that you yield her up; forgive her if ever you
loved her, for the fault was none of hers.”
“You can think for her, can ’e? You can
stand between me an’ her to shield her against the man as
would have faced fire an’ water an’ all hell’s
delights for her ever since she was a li’l dinky
maid! You ax me to forgive her—you? Christ
A’mighty! she’m a lucky woman to have a man of your
metal to stand up for her against me!”
“I didn’t mean that, Aggett; only I
feared—”
“Doan’t I love her tu, you smooth-faced
fule? Do ’e think one hair of her ban’t so
precious to me as to you? Do ’e think because
she’ve took your poison I’m mazed tu?
I’ve got to live my life wi’out her; I’ve got
to bide all my days wi’out her—that’s
enough. But she’d have loved me still if she
could. Ban’t her sin that you poured magic in her
cup; ban’t her sin that she won’t wear glass beads no
more now she thinks she’ve found a strong o’
di’monds.”
“You’re a better man than I am, John; you make me
see what I’ve done; you make me wish I was dead.”
“Liar! Don’t prate no more to me. I
hate the filthy sight of ’e, an’ the sound of thy
oily tongue. I’d swing for ’e to-morrow,
an’ keep my last breath to laugh with; but for she.
Tell her—no, that I’ll do myself. I’ll
tell her; an’ no call for you to fear as your fine name
will get any hard knocks. I’ll never soil my mouth
with it more arter to-day.”
He departed, and the other, in misery and shame, stood and
watched him return to the threshing-floor. Yet, as the
unhappy spirit who has sacrificed his life to a drug and creeps
through shame and contumely back and back to the poison, counting
nothing as vital that does not separate him therefrom, so now the
man felt that Sarah Belworthy was his own and told himself that
his honour, his self-respect, his fair repute were well lost in
exchange for this unexampled pearl.
At nightfall John Aggett visited the cottage of the
Belworthys, but Sarah was from home for the day and he had a few
words with her mother instead. That astute woman was well
informed of affairs, and the romance now proceeding had long been
the salt of her life, though she pretended no knowledge of
it. In common with her husband, she hoped for glory from a
possible union between the cot of Belworthy and the homestead of
the Chaves. But these ambitions were carefully hidden from
sight. All the smith said, when the matter was whispered,
amounted to a pious hope that the Lord would look after his
own—meaning Sarah; but presently it behooved both parents
to stir in the matter, when they learned of the subsequent
meeting between their daughter and John Aggett. A very
unexpected determination on the girl’s part resulted from
that occasion, and the matter fell out in this way.
Before seeing John again, Sally had lengthy speech with her
new sweetheart, and he, a little dead to the danger of so doing,
detailed at length his conversation with the cowman and explained
the complete nature of his rival’s renunciation. This
narrative set Timothy in a somewhat sorry light, and the fact that he
unconsciously bore himself as a victor added to the unpleasant
impression conveyed. Had Tim declared his own sorrow and
shame, blamed himself and acknowledged John’s greatness
with wholehearted or even simulated praise, the girl had accepted
the position more readily; but as it was, young Chave, whose fear
of rousing her pity for John rendered him less eloquent upon that
theme than he felt disposed to be, by this very reticence and
oblivion touching the other’s profound sorrow, awoke that
pity he desired to stifle. Indeed, his story moved Sarah
unutterably. While her love for Tim was the light of her
life, yet at this juncture her nature forced her to turn to the
first man, and now she held herself guilty of wickedness in her
treatment of him. An instinct toward abstract justice, rare
in women, uplifted her in this strait; the stricken man clung to
her mind and would not be banished. Even before
Timothy’s subsequent abasement and self-accusations, she
could not forget the past or live even for an hour in the joy of
the present. The very note of triumph in her loved
one’s voice jarred upon her. It was, therefore, with
feelings painfully mingled and heart distracted by many doubts
that Sarah met John Aggett at last.
He was harsh enough—harsh to brutality—and for
some subtle reason this attitude moved her to the step he least
expected. Softness and kind speech might have sent Sarah
weeping to Timothy after all; but the ferocity, despair and
distraction of the big flaxen man confirmed her in a contrary
course of action. She put her hands into his, cried out
that, before God, she was his woman for all time, and that his
woman she would remain until the end. John Aggett strangled
his reason upon this loving declaration—as many a stronger
spirit would have done. He told himself that his gigantic
love might well serve for them both; he caressed the wanderer in
love and called upon Heaven to hear his thanksgivings. New
rosy-fledged hope sprang and soared in his heart at this unhoped
blessing, and for a few blissful days light returned to his face,
elasticity to his step. He had steeled his soul to part
with her; he had told himself the worst of the agony was over,
but in reality the girl had come back into his life again before
the real grief of his loss had bitten itself into his mind.
Now, despite the inner whisper that told him his joy rested on
the most futile foundations possible, he took her back as he had
resigned her—in a whirlwind of emotion. And he
assured himself that, having once yielded her up, neither men nor
God could reasonably ask him to do so again.
Mrs. Belworthy it was who first penetrated the false pretence
and mockery of the new understanding. Upon the strength of
that discovery she communicated in secret with Timothy Chave, and bade him
cultivate patience and be of good cheer despite the darkness of
appearances. Sarah, indeed, shewed by no sign that she
desired to turn from her bargain again; but the emptiness and
aridity of these renewed relations could not be hidden.
Even John grasped the truth after a fortnight of hollow
lovemaking. He tried to reawaken the old romance, to
galvanise a new interest into the old hopes and plans; but
Sarah’s simulation too often broke down despite her best
endeavours. Tears filled her eyes even while she clung most
fiercely to him; her parents murmured their regrets that John
should persist in ruining her life. Indeed, Mrs. Belworthy
did more than murmur; she took an occasion to speak strongly to
the cowman; yet he shut his eyes to the truth and blundered
blindly on, straining every nerve and racking his brain to
discover means whereby Sarah might be won back to the old simple
ways, to her former humility of ambition and simplicity of
thought. But any restoration of the past conditions was
impossible, for her mind had much expanded in Timothy’s
keeping; and this fact did Aggett, by slow and bitter stages, at
length receive and accept. With heart the sorer for his
temporary flicker of renewed happiness, he tore himself from out
a fool’s paradise and abandoned hope and Sarah once for
all.
“’Tis vain to make believe any more,” he
said to her. “God knows you’ve tried your
hardest, but you ban’t built to throw dust in a
body’s eyes. Your bread’s a-been leavened
wi’ tears these many days, an’ your heart’s in
arms against the falling out of things. ’Tis natural
as it should be so. We’ve tried to come together
again an’ failed. Us can do no more now.”
“Leave ’e I won’t; if you beat me away from
’e like a dog, like a dog I’ll come back
again.”
“Leave me you must, Sally. I ban’t gwaine to
spoil your butivul life for all time wi’ my love, though
you come wi’ open arms an’ ax me to. Go to un
free, an’ take my solemn word as I’ll rage against
him no more. I’ll know you’m happy then;
an’ that must be my happiness. I’ll never
forget you comed twice to me o’ your own free
will.”
“You’m a gude man—a gert saintly
man—an’ God knows why I be so pitiful weak that
anything born should have come between us, once I’d
promised.”
“Many things comes between the bee an’ the butt,
the cup an’ the lip, men an’ women folks an’
their hopes o’ happiness. Please God you’ll
fare happy wi’ him.”
“I don’t deserve it, if theer’s any justice
in the sky.”
“Theer ban’t to my knowledge. Pray God
He’ll be gude to ’e—then I’ll forgive the
man. An’ the world won’t come to me for his
character whether or no.”
She protested and wept; he was firm. For a little hour
his lofty mood held and he completed the final act of
renunciation before he slept. Knowing full well that Chave
would never hear the truth from Sarah, he laid wait for him that
night and met him in Postbridge at a late hour.
The men stood side by side in the empty, naked road that here
crossed Dart by a pack-saddle bridge. The night was rough
and cold but dry, and the wind wailing through naked beeches, the
river rattling harshly over its granite bed, chimed in unison
with the recent sorrow of Timothy’s heart. When Sarah
announced her determination, the youth had threatened
self-destruction and foretold madness. Neither one thing
nor the other happened, but he was sufficiently miserable and his
sufferings had by no means grown blunted on this night as he
plodded wearily through the village.
Aggett, moving out of the darkness, recognised his man and
spoke.
“Come you here—on to the bridge,” he said
abruptly. “Theer us’ll be out o’ the way
o’ the world, an’ can sit ’pon the stones
an’ I can say what’s to say.”
“There is nothing to talk about between us. If you
knew how much I have suffered and am still suffering, you’d
spare me more words.”
“Aw jimmery! You’m a poor
whinin’ twoad—too slack-twisted for any full-grown
woman, I should have reckoned. But your luck be in.
She comed back to me for duty; now she’m gwaine back to you
for love.”
“Does she know her own mind, John?”
“Ess fay, an’ allus did arter you come.”
Now Aggett briefly explained the events of the past fortnight
and his own determination concerning Sarah, while the younger man
felt his blood wake from its sleep and race again through his
veins. His treasure had not been lost and life was worth
living yet. He had tact sufficient to make no comments upon
the story. He spared John Aggett many words. But he
gazed once or twice at the other’s heaving breast and wild
eyes and told himself that the cowman was a being altogether
beyond his power to understand. Then he crept away as
quickly as he could and did not sleep until he had spoken with
Sarah. On this occasion his account of events was framed in
words of most meek and humble sort. He awarded Aggett full
measure of praise, while upon himself he heaped sufficient
obloquy, feeling that he could very well afford to do so as a
price for this return to paradise.
Now thundered upon John Aggett the full flood of his griefs at
highest water-mark. Until this time hopes had alternated
with fears, possibilities of recovered joy with the thought of
utter loss. Then he had possessed Sarah’s promises
and the consciousness that in his hands, not another’s, lay
the future. But now John had departed out of her life for
good and all, and the great act of self-renunciation was
complete. To the highest-minded and noblest soul something
in the nature of anti-climax must have followed upon this
action. That one capable of so great a deed and such
unselfish love possessed ample reserves of self-command and
self-control to live his life henceforward on the same high plane
by no means followed. Having by his own act insured the
highest good for the woman he loved, John Aggett’s
subsequent display sank far below that standard and indeed
embraced a rule of life inferior to his usual conduct. A
supreme unconcern as to what might now await him characterised
his actions. As a lighthouse lamp illuminates some horror
of sea and stone, so his notable deed shone in a sorry setting, for
John Aggett’s existence now sank as much below its usual
level of indifferent goodness as his relinquishment of Sarah
Belworthy, for love of her, had risen above it. Until the
present his attachment to the girl and hope of happiness had made
him a hard-working man, and since his engagement he had laboured
with the patience of a beast and counted weariness a delight as
the shillings in his savings-box increased. Now incentive
to further work was withdrawn, he abated his energies, lacking
wit to realise that upon sustained toil and ceaseless mental
occupation his salvation might depend. His final departure
from Bellever Barton was brought about as the result of a curious
interview with his master.
To Farmer Chave, young Timothy, now reestablished with Sarah,
had come to break the news of his betrothal. But no
parental congratulation rewarded the announcement. Mr.
Chave knew every man and woman in Postbridge, and was familiar
with the fact that the blacksmith’s daughter had long been
engaged to his cowman. That his son and heir should favour
a labourer’s sweetheart was a galling discovery and
provoked language of a sort seldom heard even in those
plain-speaking times. Finally the father dismissed his son,
bade him get out of sight and conquer his calf-love once and for
all or hold himself disinherited. A little later he acted
on his own
shrewd judgement and held converse with Sarah’s original
suitor.
John was milking as the farmer entered his cow-yard, and a
flood of sunlight slanted over the low byre roofs and made the
coats of the cattle shine ripe chestnut red.
“Evenin’ to ’e, Aggett. Leave that job
an’ come an’ have a tell wi’ me. I wants
to speak to ’e.”
“Evenin’, maister. I’ll milk
`Prim’ dry, ’cause she do awnly give down to
me. Milly can do t’others.”
Farmer Chave waited until the cow “Prim” had
yielded her store, then he led the way to an empty
cow-stall—dark, cool and scented by its inhabitants.
Across the threshold fell a bar of light; without, a vast heap of
rich ordure sent forth delicate sun-tinted vapour; close at hand
the cows stood waiting each her turn, and one with greatly
distended udder lowed to the milkmaid.
“Look you here, Jan Aggett, you’m for
marryin’, ban’t ’e? Didn’t you tell
me when I took you on as a you was keepin’ company
wi’ blacksmith’s purty darter?”
“’Twas so, then.”
“Well, I’m one as likes to see my hands married
an’ settled an’ getting childer ’cordin’
to Bible command. What’s your wages this
minute?”
“You’m on a wrong tack, maister. Sarah Belworthy
an’ me be out. Theer’s nought betwixt us
more.”
Mr. Chave affected great indignation at this statement.
“’Struth! Be you that sort?”
John reflected a moment before answering. He suspected
his master must know the truth, but could not feel certain, for
Mr. Chave’s manner suggested absolute ignorance.
“Us changed our minds—that’s all.”
“You say so! When a girl changes her mind
theer’s generally another string to her bow. Either
that, or she’s tired of waiting for the fust.”
“It might be ’twas so,” said John, falling
into the trap laid for him. “A maid like her
can’t be expected in reason to bide till such as me can
make a home for her. I doan’t blame her.”
“Well, if that’s the trouble, you can go right
along to her this night an’ tell her theer’s no cause
to keep single after Eastertide. Yeo and his wife do leave
my cottage in Longley Bottom come then, an’ instead of
raisin’ your wages as I meant to do bimebye, I’ll
give ’e the cot rent free. A tidy li’l place
tu, I warn ’e, wi’ best part of an acre o’
ground, an’ only half a mile from the village. Now be
off with ’e an’ tell the girl.”
Aggett gasped and his eyes dimmed a moment before the splendid
vision of what might have been. It took him long to find words and
breath to utter them. Then he endeavoured to explain.
“You’m a kind maister, God knows, an’
I’d thank ’e year in an’ year out wi’ the
sweat o’ my body for such gudeness. But the thing
can’t be, worse luck. Best I tell ’e
straight. ’Tis like this: Sally have met another
chap—a chap built o’ softer mud than what I be.
An’ he’m more to her than me,
an’—”
“God A’mighty! An’ you stand theer
whining wi’ no more spirit than a auld woman what’s
lost her shoe-string! A chap hath kindiddled the maid from
’e? Another man hath stole her? Is that what
you mean?”
John grew fiery red, breathed hard and rubbed his chin with a
huge fist.
“Ban’t the man I cares a curse for.
’Tis the girl.”
“Rubbishy auld nonsense! ’Tis woman’s
play to show ’e the worth of her. They’m built
that way an’ think no man can value ’em right unless
he sees they’m for other markets so well as his. Do
’e know what that vixen wants ’e to do? Why,
she’s awnly waiting for ’e to give t’other chap
a damn gude hiding! Then she’ll cuddle round
again—like a cat arter fish. I know
’em!”
John’s jaw dropped before this sensational advice.
Now he was more than ever convinced that his master knew nothing
of the truth. It appeared to him the most fantastic irony that a
father should thus in ignorance condemn his son to such a
sentence. Then Aggett put a question that shewed quickening
of perception.
“If ’twas your own flesh an’ blood, what
would ’e say?”
“Same as I be sayin’ now. Burned if
I’d blame any man for sticking to his own.”
“It be your son,” declared John, shortly.
“I know it,” answered the other.
“That’s why I’m here. You’m not the
fule you look, Jan, an’ you know so well as I can tell
’e this match ban’t seemly nohow. I ban’t
agwaine to have it—not if the Lard Bishop axed me.
An’ I tell you plain an’ plump—me being your
master—that you must stop it. The girl’s your
girl, an’ you must keep her to her bargain. An’
you won’t repent it neither. Marry her out of hand
an’ look to me for the rest. An’ if a
word’s said, send him as sez it to me. I’ll
soon shut their mouths.”
“Ban’t the folks—’tis her. She
do love your son wi’ all her heart an’
soul—an’ he loves her—onless he’s a
liar.”
“Drivel! What does he know about love—a
moon-blind calf like him? I won’t have it, I tell
’e. He’s gone his awn way to long!
Spoiled by his fule of a mother from the church-vamp[70] onward till he’ve come to this
bit of folly. It’s not to be—dost hear what I
say?”
“I hear. Go your ways, maister, an’ prevent
it if you can. I’ll not meddle or make in the
matter. Sally Belworthy have chosen, an’ ban’t
me as can force her to change her mind.”
“More fule her. An’ between the pair of
’e, she’ll find herself in the dirt. ’Tis
in a nutshell. Will ’e take the cottage an’
make her marry you? I lay you could if you was
masterful.”
“Never—ban’t a fair thing to ax a
man.”
“Best hear me through ’fore you sez it. If
you’m against me in this, you can go to hell for all I
care. If you won’t help me to keep my son from
disgracing me an’ mine, you’m no true man, an’
I doan’t want ’e any more to Bellever Farm.
’Tis a wife an’ a home rent free ’pon wan side,
an’ the sack on the other. So you’d best to
make choice.”
“I’ll go Saturday.”
“Of all the ninnyhammers ever I saw! You gert
yellow-headed cake, can’t you see you’m
spoilin’ your awn life? Or was it that t’other
side offered ’e better terms? If that’s so, you
won’t get ’em, because Tim Chave’ll be a pauper
man the day he marries wi’out my leave.”
The farmer stormed awhile longer, but presently he stamped off
and Aggett returned to his mother. Then, as he had angered
Mr. Chave, so did his own parent enrage him. She
protested at his folly, and implored him to carry out his
master’s wish while opportunity remained to do so. He
was strong against it until the old woman went on her knees to
him and wept. Then he lost his temper and cursed the whole
earth and all thereon for a cruel tangle that passed the
understanding of man to unravel.
Later in the evening he revisited the village and before ten
o’clock returned intoxicated to his home.
From that day forward John Aggett exhibited a spectacle of
reckless indifference to circumstances and a manner of life
lightened only by occasional returns to sobriety and
self-command. As to how it fared with Timothy and Sarah he
cared not. Others ceased to speak of the matter in his
presence, and thus it happened that he went in ignorance of
events for the space of five weeks. During that period he
loafed at the “Green Man” Inn until his money was
spent, then returned to dwell with his mother.
Meantime Timothy Chave’s romance was prospering ill,
despite his rival’s endeavour to make the way easy.
Other obstacles now confronted him, and though Sarah was happy
and well content to live in the delight of each hour with her
lover, Tim found delay less easily borne and struggled to change
Mr. Chave’s attitude toward his desires. But it
proved useless, and the young man chafed in vain. He
assured Sarah that his father was merely an obstinate elder and
would surely be won to reason in good time; but the full
significance of her engagement with Timothy, as his father viewed
it, she did not know and never would have heard from Tim’s
lips. There happened, however, an accidental meeting
between Sarah and Farmer Chave himself, and this brushed all
mystery or doubt from the girl’s mind, opened her eyes to
the gravity of Tim’s actions and left her face to face with
the truth.
One day Sarah, on foot, with her face set homeward, observed
Farmer Chave riding back from Widecombe to Postbridge on a big
bay horse. He saw her, too, eyed her narrowly and slackened
speed, while she wished the road might open and swallow her from
his sight. But there was no escape, so she curtseyed and
wished Mr. Chave a very good evening. He returned the
salute and seeing, as he believed, a possibility of setting all
right on the spot by one great master-stroke, attempted the
same.
“Ah, my girl, Belworthy’s darter, ban’t
’e? A peart maid an’ well thought on, I doubt
not. Be you gwaine home-along?”
Sarah’s heart fluttered at this genial salutation.
“Ess, maister,” she said.
“Then I’ll lighten your journey. I
haven’t got the double saddle, but you’m awnly a
featherweight an’ can ride pillion behind me an’ save
your shoes.”
The mode of travel he suggested was common enough in those
days, but such a proposal from Tim’s father frightened
Sarah not a little. Her first thought was for herself, her
second for her sweetheart, and she nerved herself to refuse the
farmer’s offer.
“I’m sure you’m very kind, sir,
but—”
“No ‘buts.’ Here’s a stone will
make a splendid upping stock, an’ `Sharky’ can carry
the pair of us without knowing his load be increased. Up
you get! Theer’s plenty of room for my fardels in
front o’ the pommel. Us won’t bate our pace for
you, I promise. Now jump! Whoa, bwoy! Theer we
are. Just put your arms around my flannel waistcoat
an’ doan’t be shy. ’Tis well I met
’e, come to think on’t, for I wanted a matter
o’ few words.”
Soon they jogged forward, the big horse taking little account
of Sarah’s extra weight. At length they crossed
Riddon Ridge and passed Dart at a ford, where Sarah had to hold
up her toes out of the reach of the river. Then, as they
rode along the foothills of Bellever, the farmer spoke
suddenly.
“My life’s been wisht of late days along wi’
taking thought for my son Tim. You’ve heard tell of
un? You see, ’tis my wish to have un mated wi’
his cousin. But I’m led to onderstand as
theer’s a maiden up-long he thinks he likes better;
an’ her name’s same as yours, Sarah
Belworthy.”
“Oh, Maister Chave, I do love un very dear, I
do.”
“So you done to that yellow man, Jan Aggett.”
“’Tweern’t the same. When Maister
Timothy comed, I seed differ’nt.”
“Doan’t shake an’ tremble.
You’ll never have no reason to fear me. Tell me how
’twas. Jan gived ’e up—eh?”
“Ess, he did.”
“Why for?”
“For love of me.”
“Ah! Now that was a brave fashion deed. I
allus thought a lot of the man, an’ I’m sorry
you’ve sent un to the Devil, wheer they tell me he’s
bound of late days.”
“He’m a gude man, an’ I wish to God as
something could be done to bring him back in the right
road.”
“Ess fay! An’ you’m the one as would
have to look the shortest distance to find a way to do it,
Sarah. A gude example that man, for all his foolishness
since. Loved ’e well enough to leave
’e—for your own gude, he did—eh?”
“God bless him for doin’ it.”
“Why doan’t ’e go back to him?”
“I cannot, I cannot now.”
“Well, man’s love be greater than woman’s by
the look of it. What girl would have done same as that man
done? What girl would give up a man for love of him,
an’ even leave un for his gude? Not one as ever I
heard tell of.”
“Many an’ many would for that matter.
What’s a sacrifice if your love be big enough?”
“Be yours? That’s the question
I’d ax ’e.”
Sarah’s heart sank low; Mr. Chave felt her shiver and
the hands clasped over his thick waistcoat tremble. Looking
down, he saw her fingers peeping out of woollen mittens; and upon
one, sacred to the ring, a small gold hoop appeared with a coral
bead set therein.
Sarah did not answer the last pointed question, and Farmer
Chave continued:—
“I know you’ve promised to be wife to my son some
day, an’ I know he’ve taken partickler gude care to
hide from you my view of the question. But you must hear
it, for your awn sake as well as his an’ mine.
I’ve nothin’ against you, Sarah, nothin’,
an’ less than nothin’, for I like you well an’
wish to see you so gude as you’m purty an’ so happy
as you’m gude; but I know my son for a lad of light
purposes an’ weak will an’ wrong ambitions.
Ban’t enough iron in un; an’ the maid I’m set
on for un have got a plenty backbone to make up for his
lack. Her he’s to wed in fulness o’ time, if
I’ve any voice left in affairs; an’ if he
doan’t, ’tis gude-bye to Bellever for him, an’
gude-bye to more’n that. So theer he stands, Sarah,
an’ you’d best to hear what it means. Maybe you
thought you was makin’ choice between a labourin’ man
an’ a gentleman, between a pauper an’ a young chap
wi’ his pockets full o’ money. But ban’t
so, I assure ’e. ’Tis the gentleman’ll be
the pauper
if he marries you; but John Aggett—why, I offered un my
cottage in Longley Bottom free o’ rent from the day as your
banns was axed in marriage wi’ un to Widecombe
Church! That’s the man as gived ’e up for love
of ’e. An’ ban’t you so strong as
him?”
“Tu gude he was—tu gude for the likes o’
me.”
“Well, as to t’other, though he’s my son,
blamed if I think he’s gude enough. But that’s
neither here nor theer. The question ban’t what sort
of love he’s got for you; but what sort you’ve got
for him. Do ’e follow my meanin’? I
doan’t storm or rave, you see—tu wise for that.
I only bid you think serious whether your feeling for
Timothy’s the sort to ruin him, or to save him from
ruin. ’Tis a hard choice for ’e, but we’m
all faaced wi’ ugly puzzles ’pon the crossways
o’ life. Now you know my ’pinions, you’ll
do what’s right, or you’m not the girl I think
’e.”
“I must give un up for all time?”
“Best not put it that way. Doan’t drag my
rascal of a bwoy in the argeyment. Say to yourself,
‘I must mate him as I promised to mate—him
that’s wastin’ his life an’ gwaine all wrong
for love o’ me.’ ’Tis plain duty, woman,
looked at right. Not that I’d rob ’e of the
pleasure of knowin’ you’d done a gert deed if you
gived Tim up; but t’other’s the man as you’ve
got to think of; an’, if you do this gude thing, ’tis just
similar as he done for you. Wi’ Jan Aggett be your
happiness wrapped up, if you could see it. An’
Jan’s much more like to go well in marriage harness than my
son be, or I doan’t know carater.”
“I’ll try, I’ll try. It’s more
than I’ve heart or strength for, but I’ll try,
Maister Chave. I’ll try to do right by both of
them.”
“Who could say fairer? An’ here’s the
lane to blacksmith’s, so I’ll drop ’e.
An’ give your faither my respects an’ tell un I want
un to-morrow to the farm.”
After Sarah had dismounted the farmer spoke again.
“Take to heart what I’ve said to ’e,
an’ remember that to please me won’t be a bad action
from a worldly side. Go back to Jan Aggett, Sarah
Belworthy; that’s my advice to you, an’ angels from
heaven couldn’t give ’e no better, ’cause theer
ban’t room for two ’pinions. Now let me hear
what metal you’m made of, an’ that afore the week be
out. So gude night.”
The man trotted off with knees stiff and elbows at right
angles to his body; the girl entered her home; and that night,
tossing and turning wearily, thrice she decided to give up her
lover and thrice determined to take no definite step until she
had again seen and spoken with Timothy. But her heart told
her that such a course was of all the weakest. Presently she assured
herself that many plans might be pursued and that wide choice of
action lay before her. Then John Aggett chiefly occupied
her thoughts. To go back to him now appeared absolutely
impossible. He had given her up, at a cost even she but
dimly guessed, and to return into his troubled life again struck
her as a deed beyond measure difficult and dangerous.
Long she reflected miserably on the sorrow of her lot; then,
in the small hours of morning and upon the threshold of sleep,
Sarah determined to let another judge of her right course of
conduct and dictate it to her.
“’Twas the white witch, Gammer Gurney, as foretold
Tim would marry me that terrible night,” she thought.
“Then ’tis for she to say what I should do an’
what I shouldn’t do. If ’tis ordained by higher
things than men-folk as I’m to have Tim, what’s the
use o’ weeping ’cause Farmer Chave wishes
differ’nt?”
There was a sort of comfort in this philosophy; but her grey
eyes closed upon a wet pillow as she slept, to wake with sudden
starts and twitches from visions in great aisles of gloom, from
dim knowledge of horrors hidden behind storm-clouds, from the
murmur of remote callings and threatenings and cries of woe, from
all-embracing dread begotten of a heavy heart, and an outlook
wholly dreary and desolate.
With morning light Sarah’s decision to visit Gammer
Gurney was still strong in her, and she determined to call upon
the white witch before another nightfall. It was this
enterprise that precipitated affairs and brought their end within
sight.
Upon the evening that saw Sarah riding pillion with Farmer
Chave, John Aggett had met the curate of Postbridge—one
Reverend Cosmo Hawkes. The parson, who was a keen
sportsman, came across John upon the Moor and improved his
occasion to such good purpose that Aggett’s ears tingled
before the man of God had done with him. They returned
together, and on the way home Mr. Hawkes, with admirable
pertinacity, so hammered and pounded the erring labourer, that he
alarmed him into frank regret for his evil ways. The
reckless and unhappy young man was steadied by his
minister’s forcible description of what most surely awaits
all evil livers; and when Mr. Hawkes, striking while the iron was
hot, undertook to get Aggett good and enduring work at Ashburton,
John promised to comply and to reform his bad courses from that
day forth. The decision come to, he spent his last hours of
freedom in
folly. That night he drank hard, and when deep measures had
loosened his tongue, explained to numerous “Green
Man” gossips the thing he proposed to do. Afterward,
when the overdose of drink in him had turned to poison, hope died
again and his mother, listening fearfully at his door, heard him
muttering and cursing and growling of death as the only friend
left to him. In the morning he was oppressed by the
immediate prospect of breathing the same air with Sarah Belworthy
no more. He alternated between savage indifference and
stubborn fatalism. In the first mood he was minded to
depart at once; in the second he felt disposed to seek out Tim
Chave and let the brute in him have its fling. He itched
for batterings in the flesh. But he visited Postbridge,
obtained the letter of introduction from Mr. Hawkes, and then
seriously set himself to the task of preparing for
departure. He told his mother that he would return within a
fortnight, and she rejoiced, feeling his temporary absence a
light evil as compared with his present life. But the
truth, that he was leaving home not to return, she never
suspected. All preliminary matters arranged, John Aggett
bade farewell, lifted his bundle and set out, after an early
dinner, for Ashburton, and as he passed Sarah Belworthy’s
home and saw the straggling village of Postbridge sink into the
naked web of the woods, a dark inclination mastered him again
and passions that craved outlet in violence clouded down stormily
upon his soul. But resolutely he carried his turmoil of
thoughts along at the rate of four miles an hour, and quickly
passing beside the river southward, approached Yar Tor and the
road to Ashburton. Then, as there appeared the spectacle of
Gammer Gurney’s cottage, standing in its innocent humility
and forlorn loneliness upon the Moor edge, John observed a woman
ahead of him and realised that the last familiar face his eyes
would rest upon must be Sarah Belworthy’s. Guessing
her errand, he slackened his pace that she might reach the
cottage and disappear without knowledge of his presence; but as
he walked more slowly, so did Sarah, though quite unconscious of
the fact her old lover was at hand; and presently, to his
astonishment, the girl stopped altogether, hesitated, and sat
down by the wayside on a boulder. A determination not to
avoid her now influenced Aggett. He approached, and, as he
reached her and stood still, Sarah grew very pale and shewed some
fear.
“You, Jan! An’ settin’ forth
’pon a journey by the look of it. Wheer be
gwaine?”
“Out of this, anyway.”
“For long?”
“Can’t say as to that. I ban’t myself
of late days—not my own man as I used to be. God knows wheer
my changed temper’s like to drive me in the end.”
“’Tis the same with me, Jan. I doan’t
know my duty no clearer now than afore. I’m torn to
pieces one way an’ another, an’ theer won’t be
much left o’ me worth any man’s love come
bimebye. Sometimes I think I’ll run right away next
giglet-market[84] to Okehampton, come Our Lady’s
Day, an’ hire myself out to the fust as axes, an’
never set eyes on this place more.”
“Ban’t ’e happy yet, then? What more
do ’e want?”
“My love’s a curse wheer it falls. I loved
’e an’ brought ’e to bad ways; an’
Tim—I’ve set his nearest an’ dearest against
un. I seed Farmer Chave essterday, an’ he urged me by
the Book to give un up.”
“’Struth! He said that, did he? But
you didn’t fall in wi’ it, I reckon, else you
wouldn’t be here now?”
“’Tis all to difficult for the likes o’
me. What’s a poor maiden to do? If I takes Tim,
he’ll be a ruined man, ’cordin’ to his
father.”
“’Twas a mean, cowardly trick to threaten
’e.”
“But plain truth—I could see that. A
terrible tantara theer’ll be in Bellever if he braves the
anger of
Farmer. I’ve prayed an’ prayed—Lard He
knows how I’ve prayed—‘pon it,
but—”
“Prayers won’t help ’e; leastways, they
didn’t me. I’ve lifted up far-reachin’
prayers in my time, I promise you, Sarah,—the best I could;
but never no answer,—never so much as a Voice in the night
to help a chap.”
“You done right to pray an’ you was led right,
though you didn’t know it. An’ you’m well
thought of for what you’ve done still, despite your
fallin’ away arterward.”
“Never mind ’bout me. I be gwaine far ways
off, an’ so like’s not us’ll never set eyes
’pon each other more. For me, I’d so soon end
all as not. But for mother I should have got out of it
afore now, for I ban’t feared o’ dyin’,
an’ would go out o’ hand this minute. But
you? Can’t the man help ’e? Do he know
your fix? What the devil be he made of?
Sugar?”
“He doan’t know yet that I’ve spoken
wi’ his faither. An’ he’ve been careful
to hide that his folks was against me. I s’pose
’tis natural they should be so.”
“Ess—not knowin’ you.”
“An’ in my gert quandary I was gwaine in to Mother
Gurney here. She’s juggled wi’ my life afore,
seemin’ly, an’ if any knows what’s to be the
end of it, ’tis her, I should think. I want to hear
what’s right an’ proper. I’m so
weary of my days as you. Life an’ love be gall-bitter
this way. Oh, Jan, can’t ’e say nought to
comfort me? ’Tis more’n I can bear.”
She was hysterical, and he flung down his bundle and sat
beside her and tried to bring some peace to her spirit. His
heart was full for her and he spoke eagerly. Then he saw
the gold and coral on her finger and stopped talking and put his
elbows on his knees and his big sandy head down on his hands.
“’Twas what you done, ’twas same as what you
done,” she said. “You left me for love of me;
why can’t I leave Tim for love of him?”
“’Tis axin’ a woman to much.”
A long silence reigned. Wind-blown ponies stamped and
snorted close at hand, and from a window in the neighbouring
cottage a sharp eye watched the man and woman. Gammer was
counting the chances of a customer, possibly two.
Fired with a glimmer of the hope that can never perish while
the maid is free, John Aggett argued the advantages of obedience
to Farmer Chave. He felt himself base in this, but Sarah
was under his eyes, within reach of his arm. Her hot tears
were on his hand.
“’Tis for you I be thinkin’, though you
might say ’twas two words for myself an’ but one for
you. I wants your sorrow turned into joy, Sally, if
it’s a thing can be done. Leave me
out—theer—now I’m not thinkin’ for myself
at all. Leave me out, an’ leave him out, an’
bide a maid till the right man finds ’e. I lay he
haven’t crossed your path yet. Give young Chave up
for your own sake, if not his, an’ look life in the face
again free.”
He continued fitfully in this strain, quenching his own dim
hope remorselessly as he spoke, and she, hearing little save the
drone of his voice, occupied herself with her own thoughts.
Her emotions toward John Aggett had never much changed. Her
love for Tim, being a feeling of different quality, had left her
temperate if sincere regard for John unmoved. Possibly his
own action in the past had rendered her more kindly disposed to
him than before. There certainly existed in her mind a
homespun, drab regard for him, and circumstances had not changed
it.
Now as he strengthened her determination to give up her lover
for her lover’s good, and despite the bitterness of her
spirit before the sacrifice, she could find some room in her mind
for the man before her. To-day the presence of Sarah awoke
the finest note in John. His first dim hope was
extinguished; he soared above it, resolutely banished any
personal interest in the problem now to be solved, and assumed
that Sarah had similarly obliterated him from all
considerations of the future. But it was not so.
Presently the girl declared her mind to be made up and
promised that she would break off her engagement. For a
moment the other showed hearty satisfaction, then his forehead
grew wrinkled.
“One thing mind,” he said. “My name
must not crop up no more in this. Ban’t that I fear
anything man can do, but theer’ll be no weight to what you
sez onless you make it clear ’tis your own thought.
’Tis you I care about—an’ ’tis him you
care about. I be gude as gone a’ready.
’Twas mere chance throwed us together, an’ none need
know ’bout it.”
She was silent awhile, then put her hand out to him.
“I do owe you more’n ever a maid owed a man, I
reckon.”
He took and held the hand extended.
“You cannot help what’s past and gone. Just
call me home to your mind now an’ again—that’s
all I ax ’e. Now I must be movin’, for
I’ve got long ways to go to-day.”
Even in her misery she took a mournful pleasure in her power
to command.
“Sit down an’ bide till I bid you go,” she
said.
He obeyed, resumed the seat from which he had risen and tied
and untied his bundle, but did not speak.
“If us could call back a year an’ begin
livin’ all over again, Jan.”
He looked down at her, puzzled.
“A man would give his soul to go back a bit sometimes;
but that’s about the awnly thing God A’mighty’s
self can’t do, I reckon. ’Tis more’n His
power to give back essterday.”
“He can do it His own way. He can help us poor
unhappy creatures to forget.”
“So can a pint of old ale; not but them around about a
man mostly looks to it that the raw of sorrow shan’t heal
tu quick for want of callin’ to mind.”
“Jan, I’m gwaine to give him up. I have
given him up for all time. I shall allus love him, Jan,
because I must. But that is all. An’
you—you mustn’t go out into the world an’
wander ’pon the airth an’ maybe never come home no
more through fault of mine. Ban’t fair as two men
should break theer hearts an’ have theer days ruined for
one worthless woman. What I am, I am; what I felt for you,
Jan, I feel—no more, no less. ’Tisn’t I
loved you less than I always did, but him more. If
’tis unmaidenly so to say, rebuke me, Jan.”
Thus she deliberately came into his life again for the third
time, and he was overwhelmed. And yet his answer was one of
almost savage fierceness. Joy shook him, too,—a sort
of incredulous joy, as when one dreams rare things, yet knows
that one dreams. The mingled emotions of the time
upset his self-control, induced a sort of tense excitation and
rendered his voice indistinct, hollow, mumbling as that of a man
drunken or cleft in palate.
“That! That! You say that to me—arter
all these long, long days! To come back now! God in
Heaven, what a puppet dance ’tis! Now here, now
theer—be your heart so light as thistledown? I
doan’t know wheer I stand; I’m mazed as a sheep this
minute. An’ you’d come back to me
now?”
“I would, Jan. I will.”
“An’ live man an’ wife to the li’l lew
cot offered us by the gudeness of Farmer?”
“No, not that. I couldn’t do that.
You’ve a heart soft enough to understand. I’ll
go with ’e, wheer you be gwaine—ay, this very day I
will. But I can’t bide here. I must get away
from—from mother, an’ faither, an’ all.
Then us can send a packet to ’em from far off.
Anywheer but Postbridge, Jan.”
“You’m in honest, sober, Bible earnest,
Sarah?”
“God’s my witness, I be.”
“Then He’s my witness, tu, that I stand here a new
man—an’ not shamed o’ the crumbs from
t’other’s table. You to come back!
’Tis more’n my deserts—such a drunken swine as
I’ve been since—”
He paused a moment, then his manner changed suddenly and
he gripped the girl’s arm so hard and glared so wildly that
Gammer Gurney from her window feared a serious quarrel and nearly
rushed out to separate them.
“Mind this, then,” he said, with harsh
intensity. “Mind this, now; you’m my whole life
again,—body, an’ bones, an’ blood, an’
soul,—from this moment onwards. Theer’s gwaine
to be no more changing now—no more altering your
mind—or, by Christ, I won’t answer for myself.
I ban’t so strong o’ will as I was, an’ since
you’ve comed to me of your own free will, mine you’ll
be till death ends it; an’ Lard help them as try to keep us
apart now. Lard help ’em an’ deliver ’em
from me. You’ve come, an’ I trust
’e—trust ’e same as I trust the sun to
rise. But if you throw me over again,
I’ll— No matter to speak on that. Awnly
I’ll be true as steel to ’e; an’ you must play
your part an’ look over your shoulder no more.
You’ve spoke out o’ your heart, me out o’ mine;
so let it be.”
She was alarmed at this outburst, uttered with almost brutal
energy and in loud accents. But it served its purpose and
impressed her vacillating spirit with the impossibility of any
further changes.
“We’ve been up an’ down, him an’ me,
full long enough,” continued Aggett. “Now,
thanks be to a just God as I’d nearly forgot, you’ve
come back to me an’ I could crow like a marnin’ cock
to think it. An’ now what’ll please ’e to
do? Will ’e come along o’ me this
minute?”
“Ess—no—not now; but to-night I might.
I must go home an’ put together a few things an’ pack
up others. I can send along to home for my li’l box
later.”
“To-night, then. An’, come next Sunday,
us’ll be axed out in church at Ashburton straightway.
Come to think, ’twould be better for you to bide along
wi’ your folk until I be ready for ’e a week or two
hence.”
“No—I—” She was going to confess
that she could not trust herself, but feared his eyes.
“Why for not?”
“I won’t stop here without you. I’ll
come. They can hear the truth after I have gone.”
“To-night, then,” he said.
“Wheer shall I meet ’e to?”
“By the beech—you know. Through the woods be
the nearest road for us. To the gert beech, wheer I set our
letters in a love knot. No better place. Theer
I’ll come, an’ theer I’ll count to see ’e
when the moon rises over the hill. An’ doan’t
’e keep me waitin’—not a moment, not the atom
of a moment! I’ve gone through enough, an’ my
brain spins yet to think o’ the past. Suffer more I
can’t—no more at all. You’ll be sorry to
your dying day if you’m late. Better never come than
that. My head be full o’ strange things at this
wonnerful happy happening,—strange things,—but
I’ll say no more than bid you be to the beech by moon-rise,
if ’tis true that you love me an’ not false. Be
theer—or you’ll awnly repent it once, Sarah,
an’ that’s so long as you do live arter.”
He exhibited little love now and less tenderness. It
almost appeared that a mind long familiar with darkness was
unable to accept and understand the light suddenly shed upon
it. A note of impending catastrophe sounded in his words,
seemed shadowed in his wild eyes.
“You fright me,” said Sarah. “You
doan’t take me as I hoped you would. You ban’t
your old self, yet. How should you be for that
matter? ’Tis only poor second-hand goods I’m
bringing to ’e.”
“Not so. ’Tis what I had first promise
of. I’ll be all a man can be to ’e—all I
should be. Forgive me for harsh words; but I be dazed
wi’ this gert come-along-o’-it. I’ve been
sore let for many days, an’ ’twill take time to make
me see wi’ the old eyes when the brains in my head grow
sweet an’ cool again, an’ the poison works out of
’em.”
They talked a little while longer, then the white witch from
her chamber window saw them turn and together retrace their
steps.
That highest hope, long abandoned, should thus suddenly return
within his reach, staggered John Aggett, and went far to upset
the man’s mental equilibrium. Indeed, it had been but
a little exaggeration to describe his mind as, for the time,
unhinged. The splendour of his changed position dazed
him. Joy and bewilderment strove for mastery, and from a
medley of poignant sensations was bred the passionate desire of
possession, and a wild hunger to secure for his own what had been
withheld so long.
Sarah Belworthy, for her part, experienced great turbulence of
conflicting fears. Her mind was fixed, yet had something in
it of absolute terror, as she reflected upon the recent
interview. She had offered herself to him as a sudden
inspiration; and now, retracing that fevered scene, John
Aggett’s frenzy of demeanour alarmed her much, for it was a
revelation of the man she had not encountered until then.
Presently an answer came to her puzzled mind—a solution of
a sort that made the blood surge hotly to Sarah’s
face. Could it be that she had offered herself where she
was wanted no more? Had John’s chivalry alone been
responsible for his ready undertaking to receive her back?
She nearly screamed in the silence of her little chamber at this
thought; she desisted from her labour of preparation and flung
herself upon her bed in secret shame. But reason quickly
banished the fear. She remembered the man’s
intoxication of joy, his delirious thanksgiving. She felt
her bosom sore where he had hugged her to himself and praised the
God of Justice. Next she retraced his subsequent display of
passion, his extravagant utterances and threats. She
realized very fully that he held the pending crisis as one of
vital magnitude and knew that he was strung to a pitch far beyond
any that previous experience of him had exhibited or revealed to
her. She determined to give him no cause for further
excitement and so returned to her work, wondering the while what
this ingredient of fear might be that had entered into her
emotions concerning him.
Anon her thoughts passed to the other man, and the last
struggle began. For his own salvation she was leaving him,
but with natural human weakness she much desired that he should
know of her great sacrifice in the time to come. That
Timothy should pursue his life in ignorance of the truth after
she had departed was a terrible thought to Sarah; but, since to
see him again appeared out of the question, there remained a
possibility that he would deem her faithless and worthless to the
end. She knelt and prayed that the nature of the thing she
had done might be revealed to him in fulness of time; and then
her mind grew active in another direction and she marvelled why
she had thrown herself back into her first lover’s arms and
not taken his advice to remain free of both. Her feelings
toward Aggett eluded all possibility of analysis or
understanding. She fled from them to the task of setting
her small possessions in order and packing her basket for the
forthcoming departure.
Sarah could not write, and she was unable therefore to leave
any message for her parents. Their anxiety must endure for
the space of a day and night, but might then be allayed.
She pictured herself dictating a letter to the scrivener at
Ashburton, and wondered what she should put in it.
As the time approached and the day died, the vision of Timothy
grew clearer and more clear. She saw his grief and
indignation, his sorrow and dismay; she knew every line in his
face which would contract, every furrow that would be deepened,
at this event; and she speculated drearily upon his course of
action and shivered at the possibility of a meeting between the
men. Her distraction did not obscure the drift of
John’s last words, or blind her to the importance of
keeping tryst at the beech, for he had made it clear that some
disaster must overtake them if she delayed her coming beyond the
rising of the moon. It wanted twenty minutes to eight when
Sarah started to meet the partner of her future life; and as her
destination was only a short half-mile distant, she allowed ample
time to reach it.
Meantime Aggett had passed down the hill five minutes
sooner. It was a night of broken clouds. Rapid motion
in the direction of the zenith seemed imparted to the stars, as
scattered vapour, driven before a light northwesterly breeze,
passed across them. With ascending movement, the moon would
presently mount a silvery stairway of clouds and pass swimming
upward across one scattered tract of darkness to the next.
The nocturnal world beneath was full of soft light and sweet
spring scent. Nature’s busy fingers moved about those
duties men see not in the act. From umbels of infant
chestnut leaves she drew the sheaths, loosed the folds of
primroses and wood anemones, opened the little olive-coloured
buds of the woodbine’s foliage, liberated the chrysoprase
spears of the wild arums from the dry earth. A fern owl
whirred and wheeled about a blackthorn tree that stood alone near
Aggett’s cottage door. Green leaves now clothed it,
where a few weeks earlier blossoms had made the tree snow
white. The spring green of field and forest and hedgerow
looked wan under the increasing light of the eastern horizon;
valleyward a mist, born of recent rain, wound sinuously and shimmered
opalescent, while above all loomed a background of night-hidden
Moor. Viewed at this distance the waste returned no spark
or twinkle from the sky, but extended, darkly and gigantically,
along the horizon and made the upper chambers of the air shine
out the brighter for its own dimensionless obscurity.
John Aggett passed from the embrace of the night wind into the
denser atmosphere of the woods beneath. A stream brawled
beside him and ran before the cottage of the Belworthys.
Here he dawdled a moment, half in hope to meet Sarah; but he felt
confident that she was in reality before him and would be waiting
ere now at the beech. Proceeding downward, he passed a
young man leaning against a gate. The youth stood quite
motionless, and over his shoulder Aggett observed widespreading
grass-lands. Upon the expanse of dim green, parallel bars
of faint light between equal tracts of gloom indicated that a
roller had been passed regularly over the field to better its
promise of future hay.
The man turned, and John, knowing the other for Timothy Chave,
guessed that he awaited a companion. Instant rage set his
blood racing; the veins in his neck and forehead bulged; the
muscles of hand and arm hardened, but he kept in shadow and
passed upon the farther side of the road where the stream
ran. Timothy said “good night” in the voice of
one who does not recognise him to whom he speaks; but Aggett
returned no answer and, satisfied that he had not been
recognised, soon passed out of earshot. His mind was now
darker than the shadows of the pine trees, fuller of brooding
whispers than their inky tops; but he fought against foreboding
with the full strength of his will, set presentiment of evil
behind him, and lifted his voice and spoke aloud to cheer
himself.
“Her’ll be down-along; her’ll surely be
down-along, dear heart, waitin’ for me. She knows
nought about the chap standin’ theer. It can’t
be. She’m strong set to follow, for ’tis the
road of her own choosin’.”
He proceeded to the spot where Sarah had first promised
herself to him. The beech bole shone ghost grey; as yet no
copper-coloured bud-spike had opened and aloft the thickening
traceries, still spotted by a few seed-cases of last year’s
mast, shewed in wonderful black lace-work against the silver
sky. Sarah Belworthy was not visible, and Aggett felt a
mighty dread tightening at his stomach, like hands. He
threw down his bundle and stick. Then he listened awhile,
only to hear the jolt and grind of a wood-sledge proceeding down
the hill. He looked about him, calculated that it yet wanted ten
minutes to moon-rise, then struck a light with a flint, puffed it
into flame and sought idly for the initials and lover’s
knot that he had set upon the beech. His work had suffered
little since its first completion; but now it vanished, for, upon
some sudden whim, the man fetched out his knife, obliterated the
inscription with a few heavy gashes, pared all away, and left
nothing but a raw white blaze upon the bark. His own
downcast condition puzzled him. Now, albeit within five
minutes of his triumph, now, while each moment was surely
bringing Sarah to him on tripping feet, he grew more morose and
ill at ease. It was the thought of the other standing at
the gate. Once more John talked to himself aloud to cheer
his spirit. “Curse the fule—standin’ so
stark as a mommet[100] to fright pixies. Her
won’t stop for him—never. Her’ll come;
her’s promised.”
He repeated the words over and over again like a parrot; but a
voice, loud as his own, answered him and mocked him out of the
darkness. His life and its futility reeled before him, like
phantasmagoria upon the night. He stamped and swore to
disturb the visions; but as he waited and listened for
Sarah’s coming, the past took visible shape again and
summoned pictures of days gone by, when he went wool-gathering with little Sally on the Moor. No
sound broke the silence, no footfall gladdened his heart.
And then there floated out the moon over the black billows of the
horizon. Very slowly its silver ascended into the sky and
rained splendour upon the nocturnal earth. The hour of
moon-rise was numbered with time past and the world rolled
on.
Great floods of passion drowned the man. He flung
himself upon the earth and beat the young green things with his
clenched hands. The smell of bruised primroses touched his
nostrils and in the spirit he saw Sarah Belworthy again bearing a
great nosegay of them. She moved beside him through a
bygone April; her laugh made music through the spring woods; her
lips were very red; and round her girl’s throat hung a
little necklace of hedge-sparrow’s eggs, blue as the vernal
sky.
Aggett arose, rubbed the earth from his knuckles and began to
tighten the thong he wore about his waist. But the leather
under his hands suddenly challenged his mind, and he took off the
belt and examined it.
“Her never loved me—never—never,” he
said to the night. “To leave me arter what I
said—to leave me now knowin’—’Tis
enough. I be tired—I be weary of the whole
earth. Her lied to me through it all; but I won’t lie
to she.”
He flung down the belt, then picked it up again and removed
a little bag that was fastened to it and contained a few
shillings in silver. This he placed beside his
bundle. Then he flung the long snaky coil of the girdle
upon the ground and stood staring at it.
Elsewhere, Sarah, hastening down the hill five minutes after
John had noted Timothy at the gate of the hayfield, similarly saw
and recognised him. His presence reminded her of a fact
entirely forgotten during the recent storm and stress. He
was there by appointment and eager to hear the first rustle of
his sweetheart’s approach. Now her heart flogged at
her breast and she felt her knees weaken. But she kept
steadily on with averted face and instinct quick to find
concealment in every shadow. She drew her hood about her
and walked upon the grass by the wayside.
The man heard and turned, waking from a reverie. He saw
his sweetheart even as she passed him by.
“Sally! It is Sally!” he cried.
She did not answer, though his voice shook her to the
well-springs of her life; and he, supposing that she was about
some lover’s pretty folly, laughed joyously and came after
her. Then she hastened the more, and he did likewise.
“A starlight chase! So be it, sweetheart; but
you’ll have to pay a heavy penalty when I catch
you!”
Still
she could not speak; then, perceiving that he must speedily
overtake her, she found her tongue.
“For Christ’s sake, doan’t ’e follow
me! ’Tis life—life an’ death.
Ban’t no time for play. Turn back, Tim, turn back if
you ever loved me.”
Her tone alarmed him and he hesitated a moment, then came
steadily on again, calling to Sarah to stop.
“Tell me what’s amiss—quick—quick,
dear one! Who should help you in the whole world but your
Tim?”
Now her quick brains had devised a means of possible
escape. The stream that ran by the road here passed
immediately under a high hazel hedge, and the bank had been torn
down by cattle at one point. Upon the other side of this
gap extended a narrow meadow at the fringe of young coppice
woods. Once within this shelter Sarah felt she might be
safe. But there was not a moment to lose, for Tim had now
approached within fifteen yards of her. A thousand thoughts
hastened through the girl’s mind in those fleeting moments,
and not the least was one of indignation against her
pursuer. She had bid him stay in the name of Christ, yet he
paid no heed, but blundered on, dead to consequences, ignorant of
the awful evil for which he might be responsible if he restrained
her. To leap the stream was Sarah’s first
task—a feat trifling by day, but not so easy now that night had
sucked detail from the scene and banished every particular of the
brook’s rough course. Here its waters chattered
invisible; here they dipped under young grasses and
forget-me-nots; here twinkled out only to vanish again, engulfed
by great shadows. The girl sped upon her uneven way, marked
the gap ahead and in her haste, mistaking for light a grey stone
immediately before her at a little bend in the stream, leapt
forward, struck her feet against granite, and, falling, spread
her hands to save herself. But, despite this action, her
forehead came violently against the stone and her left foot
suffered still more severely. She struggled to recover and
rise, while her basket tumbled into the stream, scattering small,
precious possessions on the water. With a desperate effort
Sarah actually regained her feet, but only to lose consciousness
and be caught up in Tim Chave’s arms as she fell again.
Then it was her pursuer’s turn to suffer; though rapid
action relieved him of some anxiety and occupied his mind.
The place was very lonely, the girl apparently dead. For
half an hour he sought to revive her; then she opened her eyes
and lifted them to the moon; and by slow stages of broken
thoughts took up the thread of her life again.
“Thank God—thank God, my darling! If you
only knew what I have endured! I thought you had killed
yourself and the terror of it has made me grow old. What,
in Heaven’s name, were you doing to run from me like
that?”
She put up one hand to her head and uttered a shivering sigh,
but as yet lacked the power to speak. Beneath her hair was
a terrible bruise, and she felt that something stabbed her eyes
and made them flash red fiery rings into the cold silver of the
moonlight.
“Speak,” he said, “just one little word, my
treasure—just one word, so that I may know my life has come
back to me.”
Then she spoke, slowly at first, with increased speed as her
memory regained clearness.
“No—no—no. Not to Tim—not back
to Tim. I remember. I fell running away from
’e. You sinned a gert sin to come arter me when I
bade ’e in Christ’s name to let me abide. Help
me now—now ’fore ’tis to late. ’Tis
the least you can do an’ theer’s a man’s life
hanging to it for all I know. Say nothin’; ax
nothin’; help me—help me quick to go to
un.”
“To whom, Sarah? You’re dreaming,
lovey. Who should I take you to—your father?
But I’m here—Timothy—an’ thank God I
was. What frightened you so? Like a moonbeam you went
and nearly broke your neck and my heart together—‘pon
my honour you did.”
“Help me,” she said. “Give over
talkin’, for it ban’t the time. You’ll
know how ’twas some day. I’ve prayed solemn as
you should know. Let me go down-along
quick—quicker’n lightning—or it may be too
late. Wheer’s my basket gone? I had a
li’l basket. An’ allus b’lieve I loved
’e—b’lieve it to the end of the
world.”
“As if I ever doubted it! Now let me carry you
right home, my little wounded bird. The sooner the
better.”
“No, I tell ’e. Help me to my feet—now
this instant minute, if you doan’t want me to go mad!
Theer’s things hid—terrible things! I must
go. He won’t wait for me; he swore it. Down to
the gert beech he bides—Jan—Jan Aggett! Oh,
help me, my own love; help me, Tim, for my body’s weak
an’ I can’t rise up without ’e.”
“To him—help you to him!”
“I mean it. I can’t tell you
nothin’. For the love of the Lard, doan’t talk
no more. Oh, if I thwart un!”
She struggled desperately, like a trapped animal that sees dog
or man approaching; and he helped her to stand, though now he
scarcely knew what he did. Then the pang of a dislocated
bone in her foot pierced the girl and she cried aloud and sank
back breathless and faint with pain.
“I can’t go to un, so you must. Hasten,
hasten, if ever you loved me, an’ mend the gert wrong
you’ve done by bringing me to this. Speed down to the
beech at the corner o’ the woods an’ tell Jan Aggett
what have fallen out. Never mind me; my foot ban’t no
account; but Jan—him—tell un I’m here against
my will. Shout aloud through the peace o’ the night
as you’m coming to un from me.”
Still he hesitated until her voice rose in a high-pitched
shriek of impatience and she tore her hair and beat her
breast. Then he departed and even ran as she screamed to
him to go faster.
Once fairly started, Timothy made the best of his way to
Postbridge for a doctor and man’s aid to carry Sarah to her
home. At the dripping well beside the stile he stopped a
moment and shouted his rival’s name till the woods echoed;
but no answer came and he ran on, gasping, to the village.
Fifteen minutes later Timothy returned to the hill with a
medical man and two labourers. Investigation proved that
Sarah Belworthy had not been very gravely injured, though her
mind was evidently suffering from some serious shock. She
asked for Aggett on Tim’s return and, being assured that he
had left the beech tree before her messenger reached it, she
relapsed into silence. Soon the slight dislocation in her
foot was reduced and she lay in comfort on the pallet that she
had thought to press no more.
A small boy, playing truant from his dame’s school,
discovered the nature of John Aggett’s final action.
The lad, seeking for those elements of mystery and adventure
never absent from a wood, found both readily enough, where a
great beech stood at the precincts of the pine forest.
First a bundle in a red handkerchief with a stout stick lying
beside it made the explorer peep fearfully about for the
owner. Then he found him; and the small boy’s eyes
grew round, his hair rose under his cap and his jaw fell.
Lifted but a few inches above his head, and hanging by the neck
from a great limb of the beech, was a man weary of waiting for a
woman who could not keep her word.
In the earth they laid John Aggett, at the junction of
cross-roads not far from his mother’s home; and they
handled his clay roughly and, cutting a blackthorn stake from the
tree by his cottage door, buried the man with old-time
indignities and set no mark upon his grave.
For two years Sarah and Timothy were strangers after that
night; then Farmer Chave passed to his ancestors and Tim found
himself lord of Bellever Barton and a free man. In
course of time he won the girl back—indeed little effort
was needed to do so. Their wedded life is not recorded and
may be supposed to have passed peacefully away. A
son’s son now reigns in the place of his yeoman fathers;
and his grandparents lie together under the grass of Widecombe
churchyard. There, for fifty years an antique monument has
risen above them, and a fat cherub puffed at a posthorn; but
to-day gold lichens threaten to obliterate the manifold virtues
of Timothy Chave and his lady as set forth on slanting stone.
And the other man rests lonely under the sloe tree; for its
green wood grew and flourished to the amazement of those who set
it there. Yet the purple harvest of that haggard and
time-fretted thorn men still bid their children leave upon the
bough; for the roots of it wind in the dust of the unholy dead,
and to gather the flower or pluck the fruit would be to beckon
sorrow.