In the Hartman house on Christmas Day there was
feasting, but no rejoicing. Cassie Hartman was fully
as able a cook as Grandmother Gaumer, and she
roasted as large a turkey and prepared almost as
many delicacies as Grandmother Gaumer and Bevy
Schnepp prepared for their great party. On the
kitchen settle were gifts, a gold breastpin set with a
handsome diamond, a heavy gold watch-chain, a
boy's suit, a gun, and a five-dollar gold-piece. There
were on them no affectionate inscriptions, no good
wishes. The breastpin was for Cassie, the watch-chain
for John Hartman, the other articles for David.
There were no gifts from outsiders—few Millerstonians
would have ventured to offer gifts to the
rich Hartmans. In the parlor windows hung holly
wreaths, the only bought wreaths in Millerstown.
The Hartmans had asked no guests to their feast.
John had long since separated himself from the
friends of his youth; as for Cassie, the thought of the
footprints of Christmas guests on her flag walk and
her carefully scrubbed porches would have made the
day even more uncomfortable than it was. Moreover,
one could not entertain Christmas company in
the kitchen, however fine that kitchen might be, and
in this wintry weather fires would have to be made
in the parlor and the dining-room.
"Company would track dust so for me," Cassie
would have said if any one had suggested that some
companions of his own age might do David good
and might not be a bad thing for his elders. "When
you have fires, you have ashes, and I would then
have to clean my house in the middle of winter when
you cannot clean the carpets right."
Cassie Hartman was a beautiful woman, how
beautiful Millerstown, which set a higher value upon
mere prettiness than upon beauty, did not know.
Her figure was tall and full and she bore herself with
grace and dignity. Her face with its even features
and its full gray eyes was the face of an austere
saint, although her eyes, lifting when you addressed
her, seemed rather to hide her real character than
reveal it. But her character was austere and reserved,
of that you were sure.
If Cassie's soul was a consecrated one, the gods to
whom one would have assigned her worship were
Cleanliness and Order. The very progress of her
husband and son about the house annoyed her because
it was masculine and untidy. David knew
better than to enter the kitchen with muddy shoes,
but his father was not so careful; therefore both
trod upon an upper layer of slightly worn rag carpet,
superimposed upon the bright and immaculate
lower layer. In all other details but one of the
management of her house Cassie had her way. Her
husband refused stubbornly to leave the great walnut
bed and the large room in which he slept for
a smaller room at the back of the house, as Cassie
wished, so that the great best bedrooms might be
garnished day and night with their proper spreads
and counterpanes and shams.
Each of Cassie's days and hours had its appointed
task. She could have told how her time would be
spent from now on until the last hour before her passing,
when the preacher would come in the proper
Lutheran fashion to give her the communion. The
Church required no such ceremony, but Cassie was
a formalist in religion and required it for herself.
So the three Hartmans ate alone in their broad
kitchen, John Hartman at one end of the table,
Cassie far away at the other, and David midway between
them. John Hartman's eyes were hardly
lifted above his food; he was an intolerably silent
person. Cassie's eyes roved everywhere, from her
stove, which she could scarcely wait to blacken,
toward her husband who ate carelessly, and toward
her son, who devoured his drumstick with due regard
for the clean cloth. The cloth was spotless and would
probably remain spotless, for an extra white cover
had been laid beneath the plates of John and David.
But to-morrow it would go into the tub, none the
less. It was too good to be used every day, and
it could not be put away bearing even the slight
wrinkles produced by unfolding. Cassie had no
more to say than her husband. There was really
nothing for Cassie to say. Her mental processes
involved herself and her house, they responded to no
inspiration from without.
As for little David, he said nothing either. Katy
Gaumer had been right when she said that David was
a cross boy. David was cross and sullen. To-day,
however, he was only solemn. David was deeply
concerned about his sins. He was not only a sinner
in general, but he had sinned in a very particular
way, and he was unhappy. The turkey did not taste
as a Christmas turkey should, and his second slice of
mince-pie was bitter.
When John Hartman had eaten all he could, he
rose and put on his coat and went out to his great
barn to feed his stock. He went silently, as was his
wont.
When David had finished the last morsel of pie
which he was able to swallow, he, too, put on his hat
and went toward the door, moving silently and
slouchingly. There he stood and nervously kicked the
sill. His eyes, gray like his mother's, looked out from
under frowning, knitted brows; he thrust his hands
deep into his pockets and looked down at the floor.
This was Christmas Day; his parents had treated
him generously; he was convinced that he ought to
confess to them his great wickedness. He felt as
though he might cry, and as though crying, if he
had a shoulder to lean on, would be a soothing and
healing operation. The assault of Katy Gaumer had
sunk deep into his heart, as was natural since he
thought of Katy night and day, since he saw her
wherever she went in her red dress, now scolding,
now laughing, and perpetually in motion. He had
fled to the attic of the schoolroom yesterday because
she had not spoken to him or looked at him, had even
passed him with her weight planted for an instant
heavily on his foot without even acknowledging his
presence. And to the attic she had followed him and
had there taunted and insulted him! She had no
business to say that he was cross and ugly; he would
be nice enough to her if she would return the compliment.
As for Grandmother Gaumer's cakes, he
had better cakes at home than Grandmother Gaumer
could bake!
David's heart was sore, and David was inexpressibly
lonely and miserable. He was now certain that
he would be happy if he could confess his sins to his
mother.
He forgot the last occasion of his appeal to her.
Then his finger had been cut, and he had been dizzy
and had seized hold of her, and the blood had fallen
down on her new silk dress. He forgot her reproof;
he remembered only that he needed some sort of
human tenderness. His father did not often speak
to him, but women were made, or should be made,
of different stuff from men. He had seen Susannah
Kuhns sit with her great Ollie upon her lap, and
Ollie was older than he was by a year. He had
heard Katy Gaumer, who had been so outrageously
cruel to him, cry over a sick kitten, and Katy was
herself often rocked like a baby on Grandmother
Gaumer's knee.
David forgot now not only the cut finger, but
other repulses. He had no claim on Grandmother
Gaumer's embrace, and he would have hated to
have to sit on Susannah Kuhns's knee, but upon
this tall, beautiful person sitting by the table, he
had a claim. Moreover, her embraces would have
been pleasant.
"Mom!" said David.
Cassie's eyes were now on the dishes before her.
She liked to plan her mode of attack upon a piece of
work, and then proceed swiftly, keeping her mind
a blank to everything but the pleasure of seeing
order grow where disorder had been. Thus she liked
to go through her fine house, sweeping the rich
carpets, polishing the carved furniture, letting the
sunlight in only long enough to show each infamous
dust mote. Cassie was in the midst of such planning
now; she saw the dishes neatly piled, the hot suds
in the pan, her sleeves rolled above her elbows. She
did not answer David, did not even hear him.
"Mom!" said David again. He did not know now
exactly what he had meant to say. The necessity
for confession had dwindled to a necessity for the
sound of his mother's voice. It was dismal to live
in a house with companions who seemed deaf and
blind to one's existence. She must speak to him!
At the second call, Cassie looked at her son.
Cassie recognized dirt and disorder, but she did
not recognize any need of the human soul. The needs
of her own soul had been, Cassie thought, cruelly
denied. At any rate, its power of perception had
failed.
"You stamp on that sill again and I'll have to
scrub it, David! To spoil things on Christmas!"
Cassie's voice contained no threat of punishment;
it was merely mildly exclamatory. The tone of it
was not vibrant but wooden. It might have been
rich and beautiful in youth; now it expressed no
emotion; it was flat, empty. She did not ask David
what he wanted, or why he addressed her; she did
not even wonder why he stopped in the doorway and
stared at her. She only frowned at him, until he
closed the door, himself outside. David had all the
clothes he could wear, all the food he could eat; he
had the finest house, the richest father and the most
capable mother in Millerstown; what more could he
wish to make him happy? His mother did not
speculate as to whether he was happy or not.
David crossed the yard in the freshly fallen snow
and slammed the gate behind him. Then he went
toward the mountain road, and started to climb,
passing the house of the Koehlers, where William sat
on one side of the stove and Alvin on the other, the
one muttering to himself, the other half asleep.
David kicked the snow as he walked, his head bent
lower and lower on his breast. He could see Katy
Gaumer like a sprite in her red dress with her flashing
eyes and her pointing finger; he could see her
smiling at Alvin Koehler, whom he hated without
dreaming that in that son of a demented and dishonest
father Katy Gaumer could have any possible
interest.
As he started up the steepest part of the hill, he
began to talk aloud.
"I want her!" said poor little David. "I want
Katy! I want Katy!"
Presently David left the road, and climbing over
the worm fence into the woodland, struck off diagonally
among the trees. Still far above him, at the
summit of the little mountain, there was a rough
pile of rocks which formed a tiny cairn or cave. Before
it was a small platform, parapeted by a great
boulder. Generations past had named the spot, without
any apparent reason, the "Sheep Stable." It was
a favorite resort of David Hartman. Here, in secret,
far above Millerstown, he carried on the wicked
practices which he had meant to confess to his
mother. From the little plateau one could look for
miles and miles over a wide, rich, beautiful plain,
could see the church spires of a dozen villages, the
smoke curling upward from three or four great blast
furnaces, set in the midst of wide fields, and could
look far beyond the range of hills which bounded
the view of William Koehler on his lower level, to
another range. The Pennsylvania German made his
home only in fertile spots. When other settlers
passed the thickly forested lands because of the
great labor of felling the trees and preparing the
soil, he selected the sections bearing the tallest trees
and had as his own the fertile land forever.
David did not look out over the wide, pure expanse
upon which a few flakes were still falling and
beyond which the sun would soon sink gorgeously,
nor did he see the purple shadows under the pine
trees, nor observe the glancing motions of a squirrel,
watching him from a bough near by. He determined,
desperately, firmly, that he would repent no more;
he would now return to his evil ways and get from
them what satisfaction he could.
He crept on hands and knees into the little cave
and felt round under a mass of dried leaves until his
hands encountered the instruments of his evil practices.
Then David drew them forth, a stubby pipe,
which he had smoked once and which had made him
deathly ill, and a pack of cards, about whose mysterious
and delightful use he knew nothing. He sat
with them in his hands on the sloping rock, wishing,
poor little David, that he knew how to be wickeder
than he was!
Having fed his stock, John Hartman tramped for
a little while round his fields in the snow, then he
returned to the kitchen and sat down by the window
with a newspaper. Cassie lay asleep on the settle.
Custom forbade her working on Christmas Day, and
she never read, even the almanac. At her, her husband
looked once or twice inscrutably, then he laid
his head on the back of his tall chair and slept also.
It was a scene at which Katy Gaumer would have
pointed as proof of the unutterable stupidity of
Millerstown.
When her husband slept, Cassie opened her eyes
and looked at him with as steady a gaze as that which
he had bent upon her. Her mouth set itself in a firm,
straight line, her eyes deepened and darkened, her
hands, folded upon her breast, grasped her flesh.
Surely between these two was some great barrier of
offense, given or suffered, of strange, wounded pride,
or insufferable humiliation! Presently Cassie's lids
fell; she turned her cheek against the hard back of
the old settle and so fell asleep also.
John Hartman owned four farms and a great
stretch of woodland and a granite quarry on the far
side of the mountain and two farms and two peach
orchards and an apple orchard on this. A generation
ago a large deposit of fine iron ore had been discovered
upon a tract of land owned by his father.
The deposit was not confined to his fields, but extended
to the lands of his neighbors. But while they
sold ore and spent their money, John Hartman's
father, as shrewd a business man as his son, sold and
saved, and laid the foundation of his fortune. In a
few years the discovery of richer, more easily mined
deposits in the West and the cheap importation of
foreign ores made the Millerstown ore for the time
not worth the mining. Hartman the elder then covered
his mine breaches and planted timber, and the
growth set above the treasure underground was now
thick and valuable. John Hartman was also a director
in a county bank; he owned the finest, largest
house in Millerstown; he had a handsome and a
capable wife, and a son who was strong in body
and who had a good mind. Apparently his position
in life was secure, his comfort certain.
John Hartman, however, was neither comfortable
nor secure. The long-past accusations of a poor,
half-crazed workingman filled his waking hours
with apprehension and his nights with remorse.
Of William Koehler and his accusation John Hartman
was afraid, for William's accusation was, at
least in part, true.
John Hartman had been walking away from the
church on that bright November day years ago, when
his own David and Alvin Koehler were little children
and Katy Gaumer not much more than a baby.
He had upon him, as William had said, an air of
guilt; he had refused to reply to William's shouted
greeting; he was at that moment rapidly becoming,
if he was not already, what William called him, a
thief.
On that November day, a little while before William
had shouted at him, he had come down the
pike and had seen William leave the church to get
the boards for his platform, and had thereupon entered
the church with no other impulse than the
vague motions of a man sick at heart. A sin of his
earlier youth had risen suddenly from the grave
where he thought it buried, and now confronted him.
In his pocket lay an accusing, threatening letter,
written with pale ink upon poor paper in an ignorant
way. The amount of money which it demanded,
large as it was, did not trouble him, since he was already
possessor of his inheritance and growing daily
richer; it was the horror of the discovery of his sin.
Once cured of his obsession he had become a devout
man, had taken pleasure in the services of the church
of his fathers, attending all her meetings and contributing
to all her causes. He had married a good
woman from a neighboring village, who knew nothing
of the year he had spent away from Millerstown;
he had had a son; he was wholly happy.
He had gone during the latter part of the year
which he spent away from home, as a way of escaping
from himself, to Europe. He had been only a few
weeks ashore, but he had seen during that time civilizations
different from anything he had dreamed of.
He was most moved by great churches—he saw
Notre Dame of Amiens and Notre Dame of Paris—and
by the few great English estates of which he
caught glimpses in his rapid journey to Liverpool.
That was the way a man should live, planted in one
place, like a great oak tree, the center of a wide group—a
wife, children, dependents. He should have his
garden, his woodland, his great house, his stables,
his beautiful horses; he should pass the home place
on to a son who would perpetuate his name. With
such a home and with a worthy church to worship in,
a man could ask for nothing else in the world.
Repentant, healed, John Hartman had returned to
Millerstown. There he had married and had built
his house, with great rooms at the front and smaller
rooms at the back for the servants who should make
his wife's life easy and dignified and should help to
care for the little brothers and sisters whom David
was to have. Cassie had had a hard youth; her
father had been a disgrace to his children; she was
quiet and stern and not hopeful, even though John
Hartman had lifted her to so high a place, of very
great happiness in this life. But Cassie's nature had
seemed to change in the glow of John Hartman's
affection and in the enjoyment of the luxuries with
which he surrounded her. She became less silent; she
met her husband at times with a voluntary caress,
which opened in his heart new springs of happiness.
But here, into this blessed peace and security, into
this great planning, fell, like a dangerous explosive,
the threatening letter. Almost beside himself with
fright, worn with three nights' sleepless vigil, confused
with the numerous plans for ridding himself
of his persecutor which he made only to reject, and
aware that an immediate answer must be sent, John
Hartman approached the church where William
Koehler had been working.
The open door seemed to invite him to take refuge
within. He kept constantly touching the letter in his
pocket. He meant to destroy it, but it bore an address
which he dared not lose. He had been sitting
by the roadside on a fallen log, holding the letter
in his hand and writing absent-mindedly upon it.
In the church he saw William's half-finished work
and the curious key in the little cupboard. As an
elder, he had a right to open the door and to take
out the beautiful silver vessels, the extravagance of
one generation which had become the pride of the
next. It seemed for an instant as though a touch
of the holy things might give him peace. Untying
the cord of the heavy bag as he laid it on top of
William's half-finished wall, he lifted out the silver
chalice.
But the sight of the beautiful vessel gave him no
relief, and the cool, smooth surface made him shiver.
He grasped it suddenly and involuntarily cried out,
"Oh, what shall I do! What shall I do!"
The grip of his hand was so strong that the cup
slipped from his fingers and striking the top of William's
wall, bounded into the dark aperture which
the building of the wall had made. He reached frantically
after it, and the gray bag, containing the
pitcher and paten, struck by his elbow, followed the
silver cup.
For an instant the accident drove the more serious
trouble from John Hartman's mind. He had great
reverence for the sacred vessels and he was afraid
that the fall had bruised their beautiful surfaces. He
tried to reach the bag, which lay uppermost, but it was
just beyond the tips of his fingers at the longest reach
of his arm. He would have to get William Koehler to
help him, much as he disliked to confess to such carelessness.
William would be shocked and horrified.
Then, suddenly, John Hartman gave a sharp cry.
In his struggle to reach the gray bag, the letter had
dropped from his pocket. He had not put it back
into its envelope after his last anguished reading; he
could see it now as it lay spread out below him in the
darkness. His frantic eyes seemed to read each word
on the dim page. "Your wife will know about it, and
your little boy and all the country." If he called
William to help him, William might read the letter.
Even if William made no actual effort to decipher
it, a single glance might reveal that some one was
threatening John Hartman.
He thought that he heard William coming through
the new Sunday School room and in panic, and without
stopping to reason beyond the swift conclusion
that if William's attention were not called to them,
he would not see the bag and the letter far down in
the narrow pit, he turned and locked the cupboard
door and went out the door of the church and down
the road. He did not reflect that William might
easily discover that the communion set was gone,
that he might accidentally drop his trowel into the
deep hole and in reaching it find the dreadful letter,
and that he might give an alarm, and all be lost; his
only thought was to get away.
He remembered dimly that he had brushed aside
a little child in his rush to the church door. When
he reached the door, he held himself back from running
by a mighty effort and walked slowly down the
pike, little Katy Gaumer toddling fearfully behind
him. It was easy to pretend that he did not hear
William call. Already he had planned how he would
restore the silver to its place. He knew that William
was engaged that afternoon to work at Zion Church;
therefore the wall would not be closed that day.
At night he would go to the church with a hoe or
rake and lift out the sacred vessels and the dreadful
letter, whose very proximity to them was sacrilege.
If the pitcher and the chalice and the plate had
suffered harm, he would explain that he had taken
them to the jeweler to be polished, and he would then
have them repaired.
But William postponed his work at Zion Church,
and that night, when John Hartman stole back to
replace the silver, the wall was finished and the
mortar set.
That night, also, John Hartman learned with absolute
certainty that his persecutor was dead, and
his persecution at an end.
"They do not know that the communion set is
gone," thought he. "To-morrow I will find a way."
But in a sort of stupor, from which he roused himself
now and then to make wild and fruitless plans,
John Hartman let the days go by. The blow he had
received had affected him not only mentally, but
physically, and he was slow to recover from it, past
though the danger was. He went about his farms,
he looked earnestly upon his wife, he clasped his
little boy in his arms to assure himself that his two
treasures were real.
But the more certain he became that the ghost of
the past was laid, the more terribly did the present
specter rise to harass him. Communion Sunday was
approaching, the loss of the communion service
would be discovered. There were moments when
the distracted man prayed for a miracle. He had
been delivered from that other terror by an act of
Providence which was almost a miracle; would he
not be similarly saved in a situation in which he was
innocent?
He thought of going at night and tearing the wall
down and restoring the service to its place, leaving
the strange vandalism a mystery to horrified Millerstown.
How happy he should be to pay for the rebuilding
of the wall! But the task was too difficult,
discovery too probable.
As the days passed, another way out of his trouble
occurred to him. He would go to William Koehler
and tell him all his misery. William was a good-natured,
quiet soul, who could be persuaded to silence,
or who might set a price upon silence, if silence
were a salable commodity. William could easily find
an excuse for doing his work over; it was well known
that he was foolishly particular. It never occurred
to John that suspicion of theft would probably fall
upon honest, simple William, who had had the key
of the cupboard and who had been the whole day
alone in the church. He got no farther than his own
terrible problem. He had dropped the silver into
the wall; both letter and silver were there convicting
him; he must find a way to get them both out
and to put the silver in its place.
But he allowed day after day to pass and did not
visit William. William was, after all, only a day
laborer of the stupid family of Koehlers and John
was a property owner and an elder in the church; it
would be intolerably humiliating to make such a confession.
Communion Sunday was still two weeks
away; there would be time for him to make some
other plan.
When Communion Sunday morning came, John
had still no plan. Moving as in a trance, he went
with his wife to church, to find the congregation
gathered into wondering, distressed groups. The
door of the little cupboard was open, and beside it was
the smooth, newly painted wall. It was too late for
John to ask William Koehler for help in his difficulty.
He did not realize that all about him his fellow
church members were whispering about William;
he did not hear that William was accused, he was so
dazed by the fortunate complications of his own
situation. They did not dream of his agency! He
would replace the set with a much more beautiful
one. This generation would pass away long before
the wall would be taken down and then the letter
would be utterly destroyed by age or dampness. He
said to himself that God had been very good to him;
he even dared to thank Him during the confused,
uneasy service which the pastor conducted upon his
return from the house of William Koehler.
And if William were accused, William had only
to deny that he had seen the communion service or
that he had even opened the door! He might, if
worse came to worst, let them search his house.
John wished patronizingly that he could give William
a little advice. He pitied William.
By night this pity had changed to hate. For like
the wildcats, whose leap from above he had feared
as a child when he walked the mountain road,
so William leaped upon him with his charge.
"You took it!" insisted William. "You stole the
communion set!"
Here was ruin, indeed! But Cassie thought the
man mad; she paid no attention to his frantic words;
she was concerned only about the state of her snow-tracked
floor. Hope leaped in the breast of John
Hartman. No living soul would believe such an
accusation against him!
When William had gone, John put on his coat
and went to the house of the preacher. He even
forced himself to use one of Millerstown's interesting
idioms, one of the last humorous expressions
of John Hartman's life.
"William Koehler came to me and accused me
of stealing the communion service," said he. "There
is one rafter too few or too many in his little house."
The preacher shook his head.
"There is something very wrong with poor William,"
said he sorrowfully.
With a firm step John Hartman returned to his
house. When it was time for the evening service he
went to church as was his custom.
John Hartman's bank account increased steadily;
he added field to field and orchard to orchard. His
great safe in the dining-room held papers of greater
and greater value; his great Swiss barns with their
deep forebays and their mammoth haylofts were
enlarged; his orchards bent under their weight of
fruit. But John Hartman did not say to his soul,
"Take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry." With
his soul poor John held a different sort of converse.
Desperately he tried to fix his mind upon his
many affairs, so that he might shut out the recollection
of William Koehler and the sound of his mad
voice. He was afraid for a long time that he, John
Hartman, might rise suddenly in church and make
rash confession, or that he might point out to his
fellow directors in the bank the black-bearded,
sharp-eyed face, which he saw looking at him over
their shoulders, or that he might shout out upon
the street his secret.
Gradually he succeeded in thinking only of his
work. The sudden appearance of William Koehler
gave him a strange trembling of the limbs and an
oppression about the heart, that was all. William
made no further accusation for a long time, and
encounters could be avoided. Long before William
had begun to pray aloud, dropping down in front
of the post-office or at a street corner, Millerstown
had become certain that he was crazy. His unintelligible
prayers betrayed nothing.
But, slowly, as his mind turned itself a little from
its own wretchedness, poor Hartman became aware
of an enemy in his own household. To his caresses
his wife ceased to respond; she had become once
more the silent, cold woman of their earliest married
life, whom he had chosen because she and the
woman who had victimized him were as far apart
as the poles in character and disposition. At first
poor Hartman thought that she felt his neglect of
her during the weeks of his misery; he tried now to
be all the more tender and affectionate. If he could
only find here a refuge, if he could only lay before
her his wretched state! But confession to Cassie
was impossible; one had only to look upon her to
see that!
Presently Hartman decided that she believed
William's accusation, and he became enraged with
her because she would believe that to which no one
else in Millerstown would give an instant's credence.
"Let her believe!" said he then in his despair.
She became in his mind a partner of William against
him. Let each do his worst; they could convict him
of nothing.
In reality it was Hartman's earlier sin which was
no more his secret. He had delayed too long in
answering the demand for money and a letter had
been written to Cassie also, and Cassie had hardened
her heart against him, hardened her heart even
against her child. Cassie had had a sad life; her
heart was only a little softened as yet by her happiness.
"I will not care," cried poor Cassie. "I will henceforth
set my heart on nothing!"
Cassie was a woman of mighty will; her youth had
trained her to strength. When her child climbed her
knee, she put him away from her; when she remembered
John Hartman's hopes for the occupation of
the many rooms he had built in his house, she shook
her head with a deep, choking, indrawn breath. It
could never, never be!
But the human heart must have some object for
its care or it will cease to beat. Upon her possessions,
her house, her carpets, her furniture, Cassie
set now her affection. These inanimate things had
no power to deceive, to betray, to torture. Gradually
they became so precious that her great rooms
were like shrines, into which she went but seldom,
but to which her heart turned as she sat alone by
her kitchen window with her sewing or lay awake
by her husband's side in the great wonderfully bedecked
walnut bed which, to her thinking, human
use profaned.
Thus, in the same house, eating at the same table,
sitting side by side in church, watching their son
grow into a young manhood which was as silent as
their middle age, the guilty man and the unforgiving
woman had lived side by side for almost fifteen
years this Christmas Day. John Hartman had built
no great church, rising like a cathedral on the hillside.
He had not even presented the church with a
communion service, being afraid of rousing suspicion.
He had gathered great store for himself—an
object in life toward which he had never aimed.
Millerstown suspected nothing, neither of the sin
of John Hartman's youth, nor of his strange connection
with the disappearance of the communion
service, nor of poor Cassie's aching, hardening heart.
Millerstown, like the rest of the world, accepted
people as they were; it did not seek for excuses or
explanations or springs of action. John Hartman
was a silent and taciturn man—few persons remembered
that he had been otherwise. Cassie was
so unpleasantly particular about her belongings that
she would not invite her neighbors to quiltings and
apple-butter boilings, and so inhumanly unsocial
that she would not attend those functions at other
houses. There was an end of the Hartmans.
Gradually a second change came over John Hartman.
His horror of discovery became a horror of
his sin; he was bowed with grief and remorse.
"He has gone crazy over it!" he lamented. "William
Koehler has gone crazy over it. I wish"—poor
Hartman spoke with agony—"I wish he had proved
it against me. Then it would all have been over
long ago!"
When William Koehler's wife died, John Hartman
struggled terribly with himself, but could not bring
himself to make confession. From an upper window
he watched the little cortège leave the house on the
hill; he saw William lift his little boy into the carriage;
he saw the cortège disappear in the whirling
snow. But still he was silent.
When William in his insanity mortgaged his little
house in order to pay dishonest and thieving men
to watch John Hartman, John Hartman secured the
mortgage and treasured it against the time when he
would prove to William that he had tried to do well
by him. John Hartman also bought other mortgages.
When Oliver Kuhns, the elder, squandered
his little inheritance in the only spree of his life,
John Hartman helped him to keep the whole matter
from Millerstown and restored to him his house.
When one of the Fackenthals, yielding to a mad impulse
to speculate, used the money of the school
board and lost it, John Hartman gave him the
money in secret. Proud Emma Loos never knew that
her husband had wasted her little patrimony before
he died. Sarah Benner never discovered that for
days threat of prison hung over her son and that
John Hartman helped him to make good what he
had stolen.
But John Hartman's benefactions did not ease his
soul. He came to see clearly that he must have
peace of mind or he would die. He no longer thought
of the disgrace to his wife and son; his thoughts
had been for so long fixed upon himself that he could
put himself in the place of no one else.
"To-morrow I will make this right," he would
say, and forever, "To-morrow, to-morrow!"
But the years passed and William Koehler grew
more mad and John Hartman more rich and more
silent, and the silver service lay deep in the pit
between the church and the Sunday School. The
little building was solid, it was amply large, it would
serve many generations. Katy Gaumer, brushed
out of his path by John Hartman as he sought the
door that November day, recalled nothing of the
incident except that her childish dignity had been
wounded. It was Katy herself who said that nothing
ever happened in Millerstown!
Presently the beating of John Hartman's pulse
quickened; it became difficult for him to draw a
long, free, comfortable breath. Dr. Benner, whom
he consulted, said that he must eat less and must
walk more. John Hartman said to himself that now,
before another day passed, he would go to the little
house on the mountain-side and begin to set right
the awful wrong of his youth. But still he planned
to go to-morrow instead of to-day. Finally, one
afternoon in May, he had his horse put into the
buggy and drove slowly up the mountain road.