[Andrew Hunter,[27] Jr., to Philip Vickers Fithian]
Nassau-Hall June 26th 1773.
Sir.
I expected notwithstanding your small offence you would have let
me know before this time whether you had made any determination
different from what you designed when I left you. If you design
teaching before you get into business, there are now several considerable
offers made to young men who are willing to go to Virginia by
some of the first gentlemen in the colony; one particularly who will
give as good as 60£, the best accomodations, a room to study in
and the advantage of a library, a horse kept and a servant to wait
upon you.
Dr Witherspoon[28] is very fond of getting a person to send him. I
make no kind of doubt but if you were to write to the doctor but he
would engage it to you, the terms are exactly as I write you as I have
informed myself that I might let you know—
There are a number of our friends and class-mates getting into
business as fast as possible, whether they are called or not I cannot
pretend to judge, this much I would say that I think it is not any
ones duty to run too fast. No less than four Debow, Reese, McCorkle,
Allen, under trials by a presbytery, and Bryan[29] trying to get
license to plead law in some of the best courts on the continent, if infamy
were law or lies were Gospel he might get license either to
plead or preach.
We have had the pleasure of Laura's[30] company here for some
weeks past, I hope you will not envy us considering that continual
pleasure is too much for such mortals as we to bear.
I beg that you may no longer refrain from writing, as I should
be very glad to hear many things from you and other of my friends
in Cohansie which you can relate with little trouble. If you have
been trying with me who could keep from writing longest, I own
fairly beat. The number of our students are considerably increased,
and our school consists of thirty-nine—I have heard there are some
disagreeable stories going through your country I wish you would
let me know something about them. Doctr Ward spent part of
yesterday with me in his return.
My love to Mr and Mrs Green.
I am, Sir,
Your very friend,
Andw Hunter.
[JOURNAL]
July 1. [1773]
Rose at five. Read in the greek Testament, the third Chapter of the
Acts. Breakfasted at seven. Busy the greater part of this Day in
coppying off some loose miscellanous Pieces. P. M. Read the Spectator
in my Course. Received in the Evening, by the Stage, a Letter from
Mr and: Hunter jur In which he invites me to remove, & accept a
School, of very considerable Consequence, in Virginia. He also informs
me that four of our Class-Mates, are on Trial, under a Presbytery,
for Preachers; & one has applied for Licence to plead Law in
Maryland; Poor Boys! hard they push to be in the midst of Tumult,
& Labour.
[Philip V. Fithian To Andrew Hunter, Jr.]
Deerfield July 3. 1773.
Sir
I am sorry you impute neglect of writing in me to so wrong a
cause, as an old trivial offense, I confess that I am to blame, and am
willing to stand reproved by you, for having been so long silent. If
I should offer any thing in excuse it would be great hurry arising
from the duty of my station, on which account I have wrote only two
or three letters since you left us. The school in town, which I had
in view, as I make no doubt you know, is now occupied by Mr
Lynn. And the terms of the school at Blandensburg are I think too
low, to divert me from the course of my business. I would not however
forego a good offer in a school abroad, for some short time.
What you write concerning the offer of a Gentleman in Virginia, is,
I think of considerable consequence, provided the conditions of
teaching are not over burdensome; I should speedily agree to go and
apply for the place, were I made satisfied as to this.
I shall however, beg the assistance of your friendship, to enquire
in what county the school is; what number and degrees of scholars
there are; and if you think the place suitable, and if the Docter shall
think proper to appoint me to it, I am not unwilling to remove and
accept it. Please to mention this to the Docter; and if he has not engaged
a teacher, and is pleased to accept me, I hope you will acquaint
me as speedily as may be, with what you can learn as to the time
of beginning, the custom of the school, &c. You mentioned four in
your last, who have applied to Presbytery, and are on tryal, I can
tell you another, Mr Heith; he applied to the Philadelphia Presbytery;
but came to town, I understood so late, that before he made application
the Presbytery was dissolved, some of the Members however,
being still in town, at his request, gave him sundry pieces of
exercise, which it is expected the Presbytery will acknowledge, so
that he is the fifth out of our class who is designing soon to appear in
public!
I am Sir yours, &c.
Philip. V. Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Fryday july 30.
Rose pretty early. Breakfasted with Mrs Buck. Wrote a Note, after
Breakfast to Holinshead. Soon after which, I set out for Home, & by
the favour of a young man who lodges at Mr Bucks I rode to the
Ferry, & was home by eleven.
Received several Letters by the Stage to Day; One especially from
Mr Hunter, in which I am pressed to accept the proposal by the
Gentleman in Virginia. The Offer is very proffitable; Colonel Carter
has four Sons. To a private Tutor for which he proposes to give
sixty-five Pounds pr Year; find him all Accomodations; Allow him
a Room for his own Study; And the Use of an eligant Library of
Books; A Horse to ride; & a Servant to Wait. I am inclined to go,
but dont meet with much Encouragement from those who have the
Direction of my Studies.
We had Company in the Afternoon; & expected Miss Grimes, &
Miss Ewing, til Evening, but they never came.
Saturday july 31.
Rose early. After Breakfast rode to Deerfield, & consulted with
Mr Green[31] but he gives only his usual Indifference; Dined at Mr
Nathan Leeks, the Day excessive hot; Drank Tea at Mrs Pecks.[32] &
returned in the Evening to Greenwich.
Sunday. August 1:
Rose pretty early. Attended the Funeral of Mr Hugh Stethern.
who died yesterday morning. Many are now ill of what is called the
Fall Fever.
Mr Hunter[33] preached both Parts of the Day.
Monday August 2.
Concluded, this Day, with the Concurrence of Mr Hunter, to set
of for Princeton, & know of Dr Witherspoon something more particular
concerning the Proposal for my going to Virginia. Busy all
the Afternoon in preparing to go.—Evening very hot. Went on foot
to the Stage.—Drank a Bowl of Punch with Mr Richard Howel, & to
bed by ten.
Monday August 9
Waited on Dr Witherspoon, about nine o Clock, to hear his Proposal
for my going to Virginia—He read me a Letter which he
receivd from Col: Carter, & proposed the following Terms—To
teach his Children, five Daughters, & three Sons, who are from five
to seventeen years Old—The young Ladies are to be taught the English
Language. And the Boys are to study the English Language carefully;
& to be instructed in the Latin, & Greek—And he proposes to
give thirty five Pounds Sterling, which is about Sixty Pounds currency;
Provide all Accommodations; Allow him the undisturbed Use
of a Room; And the Use of his own Library; find Provender for a
Horse; & a Servant to Wait—
—By the Advice of the Dr & his Recommendation of the Gentleman,
& the Place, I accepted the Offer, & agreed to go in the Fall into
Virginia—
I took this morning, from Dr Wiggins, a Balsam that has removed
the Pain wholly from my Breast; he called it the Balsam of Cappewee.
Probably I spell it Wrong.
Teusday August 17.
Rose at seven—Very much fatigued with yesterdays Ride—Found
the Students well; & the Seniors in particular In high Spirits on their
Expectation of speedy Liberty—I begin to grow sick of my Virginia
Voyage; But sick or sorry I must away—I waited on the Dr,
But he has yet received no Intelligence.
After Evening-Prayrs, by particular Requests, I attended in the
respectful Whigg-Society[34]—The Members are Orderly—Their Exercises
are well chosen—And generally well-conducted; & as to
speaking, & Composition well-performed—
They conferrd Degrees formally on Six who are to be graduated in
the College the ensuing Commencement. The Moderator for the
Time being confers the Degree; The Formula is short & eligant, &
pronounced in latin—They give also Diploma's, in Latin likewise,
which are plain & full.
Expence of this Day.
For the Hire of our Carriage 10s.
For a Bowl of Punch 1s/6d
For a Glass of Bitters 4d Sum 11s 10d.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Prince-ton. August 17th: 1773.
To Laura.
If I could only tell you the Incidents of Yesterday, you would
laugh as loud & as cordially as ever—Smith did all the Oddities of
Miss Cateness.
I was, & for my Life, could not avoid, being dumpish & melancholy,
in the midst of Humour & Pleasantry—Smith[35] was in great Distress
on Account of his approaching Examination; He is in the Senior-Class,
& that Class is to be examined for their Degree tomorrow, so
that he too was sour all Day.—Directly opposite to both was your
Brother; he was noisy, & troublesome; We dined at Mr Irwin's. Your
Brother kindly rode with us to the Ferry, where we parted; he for
Mr McConkey's; We for Princeton. I am to day happy as Amusements
& good-Company, in this lovely Habitation of the Muses, can
render me.
There is yet, among my Acquaintances, a young Lady; & She is
also, I firmly believe, one of your most agreeable Intimates, whose
Friendship I think so valuable, & whose Manner every Way, is so
peculiarly engaging, that if you should soon see her, whom you have
sometimes heard me call Laura, give my Duty, my Love to her, &
acquaint her with what I have often told you of her, that She is, in
my undisguised Oppinion, "A Pattern for Female Excellence."
Tell her also, that a singular, & very important Occurrence, which
has lately presented itself to me, seems to make it necessary, if it be
any how agreeable to her, She should in some Way, chosen by Herself,
signify to you that I may thereby know, whether She favours
or dislikes what I have told her.
I assure you, Madam, so strong is the Esteem I have for that dear
Girl, which certainly I shall ever retain, that neither, Place, nor Time,
nor any Alteration in my Condition of Life, will blot it out.
This, however, I intrust only to you, & put so great Confidence in
the many Expressions of your Friendship for me, that I hope you
will use your Influence to persuade her that what I write is Truth.
I expect to leave Deerfield[36] & go Home next Week; But I am not
determined yet upon going to Virginia. Dr Witherspoon desires &
advises me to go—My Directors here seem backward, & rather unwilling.—I
myself Am yet in doubt—But, on the Whole, it is probable
I shall go down in October. But whether I do the one or the
other I am always
Yours,
Philip. V Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Monday August 30.
Rose by half after six—Wrote a Letter to Dr Witherspoon concerning
my going to Virginia—I hear that many of my Friends in this
Place are unwilling I should go—I am indeed in a Dilimma—But I
have agreed—Well, I must away—And I hope in the Kindness of him
who was my Fathers God, & has been the Guide of my Youth, that
he will save me from being corrupted, or carried away with the Vices
which prevail in that Country—Wrote a Letter to And: Hunter—In
the Evening, rode with my Letters, to the Stage—Saw there by
Chance, the famous Miss Betsy Elmore: famous for Wit, Extensive
Knowledge, but especially for Volubility of Tongue—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Dr. Witherspoon]
Greenwich august 30th 1773.
Revd Sir.
I am sorry that I may inform you of the dissattisfaction which my
friends in general since my return home seem to discover, with my
intention of going this fall to Virginia. However willing I am myself
to accept the proposal and go, it will not be easy to break through
the entreaties of those who are my neares[t] relations, and who have
all along, with the warmest friendship interested themselves to procure
my welfare. I do not intend by any means, abruptly to decline
the fulfilling my agreement, but only desire to know, if there are not
some to be found among the late Seniors who would willingly discharge
me by accepting the offer themselves. If not I have only
further to beg, that you would be pleased, Revd Sir, to favour me
with the proposal of the gentleman; and so soon as there is a return
from him, I shall be glad to know the time when I must leave home;
I am Revd Sir,
with great respect
your humble Servt
Philip V. Fithian
P. S. Letters come safe sent by the princeton stage, and directed to
me at Greenwich.
[Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Princeton. August 31. 1773.
To Laura.
As an old Sinner, who has been long accustomed to Mishief, cannot
bear to think of quitting his much-loved Practice; so I, from Time
to Time, with few Returns, am intruding my Epistles upon you.
I have just been reading Yorrick's celebrated Letters to Eliza:
They are familiar—They are plain—They are beautiful. I love Eliza,
from the admirable Description he has given of her: But possibly he
has been wholly romantic; & only painted the Woman he could love;
or, if has given his own candid Sentiments, & described that Woman
in Truth; There is in America an Eliza I would venture, from Yorricks
own Picture, to set against it; & let Yorrick himself be Judge,
should I venture never so largely, I am sure I should succeed—
I was, yesterday, at Deerfield, & heard News enough—I was told
that a civil, good looking Gentleman; who had been lately from
N—n, told them he saw me there with you—That I was wild, & noisy—He
thinks I shall make a damn'd droll Figure in a Pulpit, with
Powdered-Hair; a long Cue; & deep Ruffles!—I fancy myself it would
appear odd!—I was told there also every Circumstance of our Ride
from Princeton to N—n. Of my being with your Brother in Philadelphia
as I went up, & returned—Of almost the whole of my Company
& Conduct while in Town.
It is something curious, tho' by no Means troublesome, that every
part of my Behaviour, is in whatever Place I go, so circumstantially
inspected.—I shall suppress all I heard of you, only that you are soon
to be married, & I should not have mentioned this, but that I might
let you know it was told in Triumph to dash me!—Yet if it had
wounded my Soul I would have sustained & concealed the Pain, to
outbrave such Insolence! I cannot help, however, when I am alone in
my Chamber, reflecting on the Danger of the Impropriety I may
possibly be guilty of in thus continuing my Intimacy with you.
But I turn it all off with a Smile, &, if the Report be true, with a
Wish, in the Language of the Poet Walter to a Lady of his Acquaintance
"That you may possess all your Wishes, as to earthly Happiness
& Comfort, in the Society of him whom you have preferr'd to the
rest of Men; & that you may feel as much for him, of that Anxiety
which arises from Esteem, as others have felt for you"—I am going,
next Month to Virginia, unless the Remonstrances of my Relations
prevail with me to decline it.
But on I go little thinking how much I may incur your Censure by
writing so freely, & so long—O Laura, I wish most ardently, that I
could with Propriety, from the present Moment, spend all my hours
near your Person.—They would then, with their purple Wings, fly
along through the Sorrows, & Tumults of Life, wholly unnoticed.
Laura, yours
Philip. V. Fithian.
[Andrew Hunter To Philip Fithian]
Nassau Hall Septr 6th 1773
Dr Sir.
I am very sorry that I cannot answer your letter so much to your
satisfaction as I could desire. Doctor Witherspoon is gone to New-England
to the convention and is not expected home 'till the latter
end of this week—he received no account from Virginia before he
went from home. You may trust that I will let you know when ever
I can hear any thing related to your prospect of going to the southward.
Mr Imlay[37] is gone from College and is not expected back 'till near
commencement, however I have talked with some of his acquaintances,
and they say he expects to go.
I would have the spelling of your name corrected, but the catalogue
is sent off, and I suppose by this time is in the press. I must thank you
for the good news you give me concerning the young lady's health.
I was very uneasy about the account we heard before you left
princeton.
We go on pretty well in College, but I hope we shall have two or
three of the possessed swine turned off when the Doctor comes home.
Do write me every week and give what news you can.
I am, Sir,
Your friend.
Andw Hunter.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday Sept: 8.
Received a Letter from Mr Hunter—No News from Princeton—Nor
Virginia—Evening Mr Paterson came home with Uncle.[38]
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Greenwich. Sept: 10th: 1773.
To Laura.
I hope the World is using you very well, & that you enjoy yourself
in Contentment; & the Society of your Friends with Pleasure. The
Reason of my saying this, is, because many People here are often
enquiring about you; Where you live? How you do? When you
will return? The Cause of your Absence?—And forty other things
that none knows, or ought to speak of, but yourself.
You inform me that you propose to be at the approaching Commencement:
It will not be in my Power, with any Convenience, to
go—I can, however, give you a Caution; Let not Pity so much affect
you, nor Fear so much alarm you, as again, (you remember last Fall)
to excite Tears in your Eyes, or one sorrowful Ake in your Breast,
if any of Nassau's bold Sons shall attempt once more, to support their
Right by suppressing Impertinence & Violence.
There are many going from Philada &, I am told, some Ladies of
Note & Eminence—There are many expected from the Southern
Colonies—And, because of the Connexions, many from York, & the
New-England Goverments. The Assembly, no Doubt, will be large,
& splendid—And I hope the Exercises may be worthy their Attention
& Approbation. Nothing hinders my being there but only my Purpose
of going soon to the Southward.
I may not omitt telling you that—Smith as we were returning Home,
pitied you from his Heart; An agreeable, & sensible young Lady,
separated from genteel Society, & prisoned in a Room in the Woods,
in the Midst of an unpleasant Country, like a penitent Virgin conscious
of her Sins, voluntarily retiring to a lonely Monastary!—But
he forgot, Laura, that infelt Peace, makes us always happy, even tho'
our Circumstances be apparently distressful.
I am, Eliza,
yours
Philip. V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday. Sept: 15.
Rose at seven; slept but little for I was affraid—Breakfasted on
Oysters, at the Ferry-Mans, with John Holmes, Esq:—Had an Hours
Conversation with him, on Lotteries—Whether they are just & lawful—He
thinks not—At ten we came up to his Brother Benjamin
Holmes's Esq:—They mentioned to me an Intention they have to
erect, & establish a School, among them, that their Children may be
taught, Latin, Greek, & the Practical Branches in Mathematicks—They
desired to know if it would be convenient, & agreeable for me
to undertake with them, to prosecute their Plan. But I must, with
Doubt, away to Virginia—It would be a laudable undertaking if
such a School could be founded in this Part of our Province; & I
think ought to be duely encouraged—
I left Mr Holmes's about twelve, & came to Mr Hunters about
four, seventeen Miles—Evening walked Home. Expence 2s/0.
Sunday. Sept: 19.
Rose half after six—Read some in Pictete—Walked to Sermon by
ten; Smith Rode in order to go home with Mr Hunter after Sermon—Dr
Ward seems very low, confined commonly to his Bed; the
Disorder it is to be feared is a Consumption, & increases in malignity
almost daily—How much will Cohansie feel his Death if by this
Illness he is soon taken of, or by the Violence of it wholly disabled
to practice among us, who has been so long successful in his Work!
Received a Letter late last Night from Mr Hunter at College, and
He informs me that the Dr insists on my Going to Virginia—
[William R. Smith To Philip Fithian]
Philadelphia Octr 3d 1773.
Futurus Pedegog'issimus.
Fe-O-whiraw, whiraw, hi, fal, lal fal, lal de lal dal a fine song—commencement
is over whiraw I say again whiraw, whiraw.
And what is more never was there such a commencement at
princeton before and most likely never will be again. The galeries
were cracking every now and then all day—every mouse hole in
the church was cram'd full—The stage covered with Gentlemen and
ladies amongst whom was the Governor and his lady; and that he
might not appear singular Lee[39] was stiff with lace, gold-lace—
A band of music from Philadelphia assisted to make all agreeable
and to crown the whole the eloquence of Demosthenes was heared
in almost every mans mouth, so that the person who spoke last was
always the hero of the tale—O murder! what shall I do I want to
say a great deal to you but cannot for the girls who are almost distracting
my heart—O murder! murder, murder I say what will become
of me, murder, murder—I shall go distracted—I saw Dr Beaty[40] and
Betsy—I gave your love to them—and indeed to tell you the truth
I could not for my life help leaving my own heart, and love, and
all with Besy—she is realy a sweet soul. I wish ten millions and she
were mine, I should be a happy creature, happy indeed to the last degree—.
I got cleverly up from cohansie early in the evening—My
love ten thousand times and ten thousand kisses to all the girls of my
acquaintance.
I cannot quit but must
Willm R. Smith.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday. Octob. 6.
Walked with Paterson, after Breakfast to Mr Hunters, where we
met with Mr Smith, & Mr Irwin two young Clergimen, & Mr Hunter
Junr. They came down yesterday, & inform that the Commencement
was the most splendid, & honoured with the greatest Number
of Strangers of any one, perhaps, since it was founded, May it still
increase, & long flourish!—Immediately after Dinner Smith & Irwin
set off for Cape-May—Andrew brings me Word that I must by the
twentieth of this Month meet Mr Imlay in New-Castle, who is going
down into Virginia. And I must at last, away—The thought is indeed
hard!
Thursday Octob: 7.
Slept but little last Night; my Mind seems troubled and involuntarily
disturbs me! Rose early—After Breakfast rode to Deerfield. Settled
all my Affairs, & took a formal, final Leave of my Friends, & Relations
there! Rode home in the Evening. By the State I received a
Letter from Mr McCalla,[41] with a Suit of Cloths. Cost £6/16/6.
Expence in the Evening for a Bowl of Punch 1/6—
Fryday Octob: 8.
To Day is the Fast before our Sacrament—O that the mighty God
would teach me true Humiliation for my many Sin's, & give me Grace
that shall enable me to hate & forsake them!—Grace to keep me right
in the Path of Life, & to guide me to his heavenly Kingdom.—Mr
Hunter preached two useful Sermons, describing worthy, & unworthy
Communicants—
Saturday October 9.
Rode to the Bridge, & bought a Saddle, Bridle, Spurrs, &c. for my
intended Journey—Returned before Evening, & of Saml Dennis
bought a Pr of Sadle-Bags.—
Monday Octob: 11.
By Six up—Busy in Preparing for my Journey—Agreed with Uncle
for his Horse; I am to give him 25£.—The Money to be paid in
May next.
Teusday October 12.
Rose early; very busy—Had my Boots altered & mended—Was
measured for a Surtout-Coat—Drew up a Form to settle my Affairs
before I leave Home—Afternoon Mrs Peck, Mrs Hoshel, Johnny
Peck, Stephen Ranney, Miss Abby Peck call to see me & take a final
Adieu for the present—The Thought of Leaving Home haunts me
at Times!
Wednesday Octob: 13.
Dismissed Study, & begin to take Leave of Relations & Friends!—
Dined at Mrs Brewsters, and at two went to Mr Danl Mashells; &
from thence to Mr John Gibbon's, At all which Places I gave them
my last Farewel—
Thursday Octob: 14.
Rose early—Busy in making Preparations—Had my Horse shod, Did
sundry Pieces of Writing—This Eveng Mr Irwin, & Smith returned
from Cape-May.
Friday Octob: 15.
Rose early—Did sundry Pieces of Writing—At twelve Mr Irwin
gave us a Sermon, on Felix's trembling before Paul preaching—He
preached without Notes; His Sermon was easy, well-digested, plain,
yet pathetic, short, and in general much admired—
Mr Smith & Mr Hunter junr dined with me—In the Evening of
this Day I had a severe Fit of the Fever & Ague—Violent Pains in
my Head, & Back!
Saturday. Octob: 16.
Rose at seven; feel bewildered, & unesy—Finished some necessary
Writings, & begin before noon to grow better.
Sunday Octob: 17.
Rose early—Not well—Attended Sermon; Mr Smith preached—Before
the last Sermon was done I was obliged to come Home with
my second fit of the Fever & Ague. It kept on me violently while
about seven in the Evening; then went off in a gentle Sweat!—
Monday Octob: 18.
My Fit is well gone off, & I feel bravely—Finished & executed some
Writings to Joel Fithian[42] for the Securing the Several Porttions to
the Children—Took my Leave of Mr Wallings, & Mr Ewings Families.
Mr Paterson in to see me in the Evening—In the Night we had
a fine Shower—I have through this Day taken the Peruvian Bark, to
try if by any Means I can break my Fits.
Teusday Octob: 19
Early went to Mr Hunters; took my Leave & left them by eleven—Rode
& took Leave of all my Relations—How hard is it at last? My
Heart misgives, is reluctant, in spite of me; But I must away!
Protect me, merciful Heaven, & keep me under the Wing of thy
over-ruling Providence—Make me know myself, & my constant, &
necessary Dependance on thee!
The Continuation of my Journal, &c.
Wednesday October 20th 1773.
Left Greenwich by six in the Morning. Rode to Michael Hoshels
8 Miles. Thence Mr Hoshel, & John Peck along, rode to Quintons-Bridge
8 Miles. Expence there is 1s/: Rode thence to Penn's-Neck
Ferry by two oClock 10 Miles. Expence at Toll-Bridge /2. Ferriage
over Delaware 4s/6d. Oats & Cordial in New-Castle 1s/2d. Rode
thence to Mr Achans Tavern 12 Miles. Whole Distance 38 Miles.
Whole Expence 6/10.
Octob: 21.
Expence at Mr Achans 3s/4d. Rode thence to North-East 12 Miles.
Breakfast 1s/6d. Thence to Sesquehannah 10 Miles. Ferriage 1s/:
Oats /9d. At Bush-Town by 4 o Clock 12 Miles. Whole Distance 34
Miles. Whole Expence 6s/7d.
Fryday 22d
Expence at Bush-Town 4/2. Rode thence to a small, mean Tavern
to Breakfast, 13 Miles—Expence 1/6. Thence to Baltimore by one
O-Clock 13 Miles. Whole distance 26 Miles—Whole Expence 5/8.
Saturday 23d
Expence at Baltimore 15/3. Rode and forded Petapsko[43] to a small
Tavern 15 Miles. Expence 1/11. Rode thence to Blandensburg 23
Miles. Whole distance 38 Miles. Whole Expence 17/2.
Sunday 24.
Expence at Blandensburg 5/7.[44] Rode thence to Georgetown[45] 8
Miles. Expence 1/6. Ferriage /6.—From thence we rode by Alexandria,[46]
9 Miles—Thence to Colchester[47] 18 Miles—Dined—Expence
3/9. Ferriage /6. Rode thence to Dumfries 10 Miles.[48] Whole distance
45 Miles. Whole Expence 11/4.
Monday 25.
Expence at Dumfries 4/5. Rode thence to Aquia 10 Miles.[49] Expence
2/4—Rode thence to Stafford-Court-House 12 Miles.[50] Whole
Distance 22 Miles. Whole Expence 6/6.
Teusday 26.
Expence at Stafford 5/. Stopped at Colonel Thomas Lees,[51] only a
few Rods from Stafford Tavern. Continued there all day, and the
following Night. Expence to Day 5/.
Wednesday 27.
Expence to boy 1/. Rode from Mr Lees to a small poor Ordinary 13
Miles—Expence /8 for Oats—Rode thence, without feeding to
Captain Cheltons.[52] on the Potowmack 32 Miles—Whole Distance
45 Miles. Whole Expence 1/9.
Thursday 28.
Rode after Breakfast to the Honorable Rob: Carters the End of my
Journey; 12 Miles, by two o-Clock in the Afternoon. Both Myself,
and my Horse seem neither tired nor Dispirited—Occasional Expences
on the Road. In Baltimore for some Buff-Ball, 1/6. In Blandensburg
for having straps put to my Saddle-Bags 3/. In Colchester
for Shaving and Dressing 1/3. The whole 5/9. So that my whole
Distance appears to be 260 Miles, perform'd in seven Days. And my
whole Expence appears to be 3£ 6s 6d.
Fryday 29.
Settled myself in the Room appointed me—and adjusted my Affairs
after my Ride.
Saturday 30.
Rode with Mr Carters eldest Son[53] to a Store, about seven Miles—Bought
half a Box of Wafers for 1/—And a quire of paper for 1/6.
Dined at three—And rode into Richmond Parish 15 Miles to Mr
Fantleroys[54]—Was introduced to Mr Fantleroy—two of his Sons—Mr
Christian[55] a dancing a dancing-Master—
Sunday 31.
Rode to Church six Miles[56]—Heard Mr Gibbern[57] preach on Felixes
trembling at Pauls Sermon.
Monday Novemr 1st
We began School—The School consists of eight—Two of Mr
Carters Sons—One Nephew—And five Daughters—The endest Son[58]
is reading Salust; Gramatical Exercises, and latin Grammer—The second
Son[59] is reading english Grammar Reading English: Writing,
and Cyphering in Subtraction—The Nephew[60] is Reading and
Writing as above; and Cyphering in Reduction—The eldest daughter[61]
is Reading the Spectator; Writing; & beginning to Cypher—The
second[62] is reading next out of the Spelling-Book, and begining
to write—The next[63] is reading in the Spelling-Book—The fourth[64]
is Spelling in the beginning of the Spelling-Book—And the last[65] is
beginning her letters—
Teusday 2.
Busy in School—begun to read Pictete—[66]
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To the Reverend
Enoch Green]
Westmoreland. Novr 2d 1773.
Revd Sir.
According as I appointed I take this early oppertunity of acquainting
you that I am arrived safe; and I am to assure you that I find the
place fully equal to my highest expectations—I am situated in the
Northern-Neck, in a most delightful Country; in a civil, polite
neighbourhood; and in a family remarkable for regularity, and oeconomy,
tho' confessedly of the highest quality and greatest worth of
any in Virginia. I teach only Mr Carters children, and only one of
them is to learn Languages, and he is reading Salust and the Greek
grammer, is seventeen years old, and seems to be a Boy of Genius—the
other two learn writing and Arithmetic—But he has four Daughters,
young Misses that are at times to be taught writing and English—I
have the terms as I expected, and find the place wholly agreeable—and
am strongly solicited to stay many years—But money nor conveniency
shall detain me long from my most important connections
at home—You may expect me in may at the Synod. Please to have
my compliments to Mrs Green, to Miss Betsy if at Deerfield, and to
my acquaintances that shall enquire and accept to yourself the
Respect of your humble Servt
Philip V Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday 3.
Busy in School—
Thursday 4.
Busy in School—To day the two eldest Daughters, and second Son
attended the Dancing School.[67]
Fryday 5.
Busy in School—
Saturday 6.
Catechised in School til twelve—the Children. And dismiss'd them.
Afternoon rode with Ben Carter to the Bank of Potowmack[68]—8
Miles—Returned in the evening—Expence Ferriage 1/.
Sunday 7.
Rode to Ucomico Church[69]—8 Miles—Heard Parson Smith.[70] He
shewed to us the uncertainty of Riches, and their Insufficiency to
make us happy—Dined at Captain Walkers;[71] With Parson Smith,
his Wife; her Sister, a young Lady; &c—Returned in the Evening.
Monday 8.
Busy in School—Finished reading the first, and begun to read the
Second Book of Pictetes Theology. Expence to Boy /4.
Teusday 9.
Busy in School—
Wednesday 10.
Busy in School—The eldest Daughter taken off by her Teacher in
Music; Mr Stadley[72] who is learning her to play the Forte-piano—
Thursday 11.
Rose by seven—Busy in School—Miss Carter still absent—
Fryday 12.
Rose by Seven—Ben begun his Greek Grammer—Three in the Afternoon
Mr Carter returned from Williamsburg.[73] He seems to be
agreeable, discreet, and sensible—He informed me more particularly
concerning his desire as to the Instruction of his Children—
Saturday 13.
Catechised the Children and dismissed them about Eleven—Read
in Pictete—and proceeded in writing my Sermon for the Presbytery[74]—Expence
for my Horse 1/3.
Sunday 14.
Rode to Nominy Church about six Miles—the day Cold—Parson
Smith preached—"What shall a man be profited" &c. Rode home
after Sermon—Dined at Mr Carters to day Mrs Turbuville,[75] Miss
Jenny Corbin,[76] and Mr Cunningham[77] a young Merchant.
Monday 15.
Busy in School—Wrote in the Evening at my Sermon.
Teusday 16.
In School—Writing at my Sermon.
Wednesday 17.
Busy in School—
Thursday 18.
Busy in School—
Fryday 19.
Busy in School—
Saturday 20.
Rode to Mr Fishers[78] dined with Mr Cunningham at 3 o-Clock—Rode
in the evening to Mr Lancelot Lees,[79] a young Gentleman, who
has lately come from England; sup'd on Oysters—Rode home about
nine o-Clock he along—
Sunday 21.
Rode to Church—Mr Smith preached on the Parable of the rich
Man. Dined at home—Mr Lee dined with us—Reading in Pictete—Feel
very home-Sick—Saw two Brothers quarrel—Doleful Sight.—
Monday 22.
Busy in School—Mr Lee gave us his Company in the morning in
School, and was very chearful—he left us about twelve o-Clock—
Teusday 23.
Busy in School—Miss Carter rode out with her Dady and Mama
to the County Court[80]—Writing at my Sermons.
[Poem Inserted in Journal]
Who knows what heaven may have in view?
What yet remains for me to do?
But knowlege here might give me grief.
Instead of pleasure and relief;
I therefore yield and peaceful wait
On Providence to rule my fate;
Nor if it long 'til' I must fly
Unbodied to my judge on high
Why need I then disturb my mind?
Why not lye humble and resign'd?—
Yet tho' 'tis wrong for me to try
Into these mysteries to pry
Sure I may sit and simply sing
(I dare not strike a lofty string)
The various scenes through which I've past
I may be now acting my last;
Here in Virginia, far from friends
Except those Heaven in pity sends!
Novr 23d 1773.
Wednesday 24.
Busy in School.
Thursday 25.
Rode this morning to Richmond Court-house,[81] where two Horses
run for a purse of 500 Pounds; besides small Betts almost enumerable.
One of the Horses belonged to Colonel John Taylor,[82] and is
called Yorick—The other to Dr. Flood,[83] and is called Gift—The
Assembly was remarkably numerous; beyond my expectation and
exceeding polite in general.
The Horses started precisely at five minutes after three; the Course
was one Mile in Circumference, they performed the first Round in
two minutes, third in two minutes & a-half, Yorick came out the
fifth time round about 40 Rod before Gift they were both, when the
Riders dismounted very lame; they run five Miles, and Carried 180
lb—Rode home in the Evening—Expence to the Boy 7½d—
Fryday 26.
Busy in School—Robin, & Nancy at dancing-School.
Saturday 27.
Robin and Nancy yet at Dancing-School—Mr Harry Fantleroy
call'd after dinner to see us. In the Evening Ben & I rode with him to
his fathers; I was introduced to one Mr Walker a Scotch Gentleman,
lately a School-master but has quit, and is going in the Spring for
the Gown to England.[84]
Sunday 28.
Rode to Church—the Parson was absent; it is indeed a little cold!
The Clerk read prayers for us—We rode home—Found at Home
two young Ladies, Miss Corbin, and Miss Turburville and Mr George
Lee, brother to the Gentleman here last Sunday, & has lately returned
from England—I was introduced by Mr Carter to the two latter—
Monday 29.
All our Scholars present—Mr Carter has put into my hands; Tyre's
Dictionary, & the pronouncing Dictionary, to improve his Sons in
Grammar classically, both Latin and English, and he has given me
Fenning in Arrithmetic.
Teusday 30.
Busy in School—I was solicited the other Day at the Race by one
Mr Gordon,[85] to take and instruct two of his Sons, Saturday also I
was again solicited by Mr Fantleroy to take two of his Sons—But
I must decline it—
Wednesday Decemr 1st 1773.
Busy in School—Wrote home by the Post, to Mr Green & Johnny
Peck. Afternoon Vacant.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to the Reverend Enoch Green]
Decemr 1st 1773.
Revd Sir.
As you desired I may not omit to inform you, so far as I can by a
letter, of the business in which I am now engaged, it would indeed
be vastly agreeable to me if it was in my power to give you particular
intelligence concerning the state and plan of my employment here.
I set out from home the 20th of Octr and arrived at the Hon:
Robert Carters, of Nominy, in Westmorland County, the 28th I
began to teach his children the first of November. He has two sons,
and one Nephew; the oldest Son is turned of seventeen, and is reading
Salust and the greek grammer; the others are about fourteen, and
in english grammer, and Arithmetic. He has besides five daughters
which I am to teach english, the eldest is turned of fifteen, and is
reading the spectator; she is employed two days in every week in
learning to play the Forte-Piana, and Harpsicord—The others are
smaller, and learning to read and spell. Mr Carter is one of the Councellors
in the general court at Williamsburg, and possest of as great,
perhaps the clearest fortune according to the estimation of people
here, of any man in Virginia: He seems to be a good scholar, even in
classical learning, and is remarkable one in english grammar; and
notwithstanding his rank, which in general seems to countenance indulgence
to children, both himself and Mrs Carter have a manner
of instructing and dealing with children far superior, I may say it
with confidence, to any I have ever seen, in any place, or in any
family. They keep them in perfect subjection to themselves, and
never pass over an occasion of reproof; and I blush for many of my
acquaintances when I say that the children are more kind and complaisant
to the servants who constantly attend them than we are to
our superiors in age and condition. Mr Carter has an over-grown
library of Books of which he allows me the free use. It consists of a
general collection of law books, all the Latin and Greek Classicks,
vast number of Books on Divinity chiefly by writers who are of the
established Religion; he has the works of almost all the late famous
writers, as Locke, Addison, Young, Pope, Swift, Dryden, &c. in
Short, Sir, to speak moderately, he has more than eight times your
number[86]—His eldest Son, who seems to be a Boy of Genius and application
is to be sent to Cambridge University, but I believe will go
through a course either in Philadelphia or Princeton College first. As
to what is commonly said concerning Virginia that it is difficult to
avoid being corrupted with the manners of the people, I believe it is
founded wholly in a mistaken notion that persons must, when here
frequent all promiscuous assemblies; but this is so far from truth that
any one who does practise it, tho' he is accused of no crime, loses at
once his character; so that either the manners have been lately
changed, or the report is false, for he seems now to be best esteemed
and most applauded who attends to his business, whatever it be, with
the greatest diligence. I believe the virginians have of late altered their
manner very much, for they begin to find that their estates by even
small extravagance, decline, and grow involved with debt, this seems
to be the spring which induces the People of fortune who are the
pattern of all behaviour here, to be frugal, and moderate. You may
expect me at home by the permission of Providence the latter end of
april next, or the beginning of May; and as I proposed I shall present
my exercises for the examination of the Presbytery; and if they think
proper I shall gladly accept of a licence in the fall: I must beg your
favour to mention me to such of my acquaintances in Deerfield as
you think proper, but especially to Mrs Green, Miss Betsy, your family,
and Mrs Pecks—I must also beg you to transmit so much of this
intelligence to Mr Hunter as that my relations in Greenwich may
know that I am through the mercy of heaven in good health. I beg,
Sir, you will not fail to write, and let it be known to Mr Hunter, that
a letter will come as secure by the Post as from Cohansie to Philadelphia;
the Letters are to be directed to me thus, To Mr Philip V.
Fithian at Mr Carters of Nominy, to be left at Hobes Hole[87]
I am, Sir, yours
Philip V Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Thursday 2.
Busy in School.
Fryday 3.
Busy in School. Expence to Boy for trimming my Horse half a
Bit. Evening after School walked in the fields with Mrs Carter, Miss
Carter, and Miss Nancy.
Saturday 4.
About Eleven Ben and I rode to Mr Lees walked over a Part of his
Farm; from his House we see the Potowmack, and a fine River putting
from it. We returned in the Evening, found Mr Fantleroy, and
Mr Walker at Home; at Supper I had the pleasure to toast in my turn
Miss Corbin—But I meant the absent Laura!
Sunday 5.
Rode to Richmond upper Church, a Polite Assembly; Mr Gibbern
gave us a Sermon on, O Death I will be thy Plague &c., a warm
discourse Dined at Home.
Monday 6.
Mr Walker left us after Breakfast. Busy in School.
Teusday 7.
Mr Stadley Miss Priscilla's Music Master arrived this morning—He
performed several peices on the Violin.
Expence for an Orange half a Bit.
Wednesday 8.
Miss Priscilla with her Music Master, they performed together to
day—
Thursday 9.
Mr Stadley left us. Busy in School.
Fryday 10.
Miss Nancy is beginning on the Guitar. Ben finished reading Salusts
Cataline Conspiracy.
Saturday 11.
Rode and Dined with Captain Walker—Saw and dined with Miss
Simpson & Mr Warden.[88]
Sunday 12.
Rode to Nominy-Church, parson Smith preached 15 minutes—Advertisement
at the Church door dated Sunday Decemr 12th Pork
to be sold to-morrow at 20/. per Hundred—dined with us to day
Captain Walker. Colonel Richd Lee,[89] & Mr Lanclot Lee. sat after
Dinner till Sunset, drank three Bottles of Medaira, two Bowls of
Toddy!—
Monday 13.
Mr Carter is preparing for a Voyage in his Schooner, the Hariot,[90]
to the Eastern Shore in Maryland, for Oysters: there are of the party,
Mr Carter, Captain Walker, Colonel Richd Lee, & Mr Lancelot Lee.
With Sailors to work the vessel—I observe it is a general custom on
Sundays here, with Gentlemen to invite one another home to dine,
after Church; and to consult about, determine their common business,
either before or after Service—It is not the Custom for Gentlemen
to go into Church til Service is beginning, when they enter in a Body,
in the same manner as they come out; I have known the Clerk to
come out and call them in to prayers.—They stay also after the Service
is over, usually as long, sometimes longer, than the Parson was
preaching—Almost every Lady wears a red Cloak; and when they
ride out they tye a white handkerchief over their Head and face, so
that when I first came into Virginia, I was distress'd whenever I saw
a Lady, for I thought She had the Tooth-Ach!—The People are extremely
hospitable, and very polite both of which are most certainly
universal Characteristics of the Gentlemen in Virginia—some swear
bitterly, but the practise seems to be generally disapproved—I have
heard that this Country is notorious for Gaming, however this be, I
have not seen a Pack of Cards, nor a Die, since I left home, nor gaming
nor Betting of any kind except at the Richmond-Race. Almost every
Gentleman of Condition, keeps a Chariot and Four; many drive with
six Horses—I observe that all the Merchants & shopkeepers in the
Sphere of my acquaintance and I am told it is the case through the
Province, are young Scotch-Men; Several of whom I know, as Cunningham,
Jennings, Hamilton, Blain;—And it has been the custom
heretofore to have all their Tutors, and Schoolmasters from Scotland,
tho' they begin to be willing to employ their own Countrymen—Evening
Ben Carter and myself had a long dispute on the practice of
fighting—He thinks it best for two persons who have any dispute to
go out in good-humour & fight manfully, & says they will be sooner
and longer friends than to brood and harbour malice—Mr Carter is
practising this Evening on the Guittar He begins with the Trumpet
Minuet. He has a good Ear for Music; a vastly delicate Taste; and
keeps good Instruments, he has here at Home a Harpsichord, Forte-Piano,
Harmonica,[91] Guittar, Violin, & German Flutes, & at Williamsburg,
has a good Organ, he himself also is indefatigable in the
Practice.
Teusday 14.
Busy in School—The Weather vastly fine! There has been no Rain
of consequence, nor any stormy or disagreeable Weather, since about
the 10th of last Month! From the Window, by which I write, I have
a broad, a diversified, and an exceedingly beautiful Prospect of the
high craggy Banks of the River Nominy! Some of those huge Hills
are cover'd thick with Cedar, & Pine Shrubs; A vast quantity of
which seems to be in almost every part of this Province—Others are
naked, & when the Sun Shines look beautiful! At the Distance of
about 5 Miles is the River Potowmack over which I can see the
smoky Woods of Maryland; At this window I often stand, and
cast my Eyes homeward with peculiar pleasure! Between my window
and the potowmack, is Nominy Church, it stands close on the Bank
of the River Nominy, in a pleasant agreeable place, Mr Carters family
go down often, so many as can with convenience in a Boat rowed by
four Men, and generally arrive as soon as those who ride.
The mouth of Nominy River where it falls into Potowmack is
about 25 miles above the mouth of Potowmack or where it falls into
the Chessapeak-Bay. And about 12 Miles below the mouth of Nominy
the River Ucomico[92] puts up into the country, near which River,
and about three miles from the mouth stands the lower parish Church
of Westmorland County call'd Ucomic Church.[93] The River Potowmack
opposite to us the People say is 18 miles over, but I think it is
not more than 8. Afternoon Captain Grigg,[94] who arrived last Sunday
moning into the River Ucomico from London visited Mr Carter.
Evening reading Picteete.
Wednesday 15.
Busy in School—To day Dined with us Mrs Turburville, & her
Daughter Miss Letty[95] Miss Jenny Corbin, & Mr Blain. We dined at
three. The manner here is different from our way of living in Cohansie—In
the morning so soon as it is light a Boy knocks at my
Door to make a fire; after the Fire is kindled, I rise which now in the
winter is commonly by Seven, or a little after, By the time I am drest
the Children commonly enter the School-Room, which is under the
Room I sleep in; I hear them round one lesson, when the Bell rings
for eight o-Clock (for Mr Carter has a large good Bell of upwards of
60 Lb. which may be heard some miles, & this is always rung at meal
Times;) the Children then go out; and at half after eight the Bell rings
for Breakfast, we then repair to the Dining-Room; after Breakfast,
which is generally about half after nine, we go into School, and sit
til twelve, when the Bell rings, & they go out for noon; the dinner-Bell
rings commonly about half after two, often at three, but never
before two.—After dinner is over, which in common, when we have
no Company, is about half after three we go into School, & sit til the
Bell rings at five, when they separate til the next morning; I have to
myself in the Evening, a neat Chamber, a large Fire, Books, & Candle
& my Liberty, either to continue in the school room, in my own
Room or to sit over at the great House with Mr & Mrs Carter—We
go into Supper commonly about half after eight or at nine & I
usually go to Bed between ten and Eleven. Altho the family in which
I live, is certainly under as good political Regulations, and every way
as suitable & agreeable as I can expect, or even could desire; & though
the Neighbourhood is polite, & the Country pleasant, yet I cannot
help reflecting on my situation last winter, which was near the lovely
Laura for whom I cannot but have the truest, and the warmest Esteem!
possibly, If Heaven shall preserve my life, in some future time,
I may again enjoy her good society.
Mr Carter heard this Evening that Captain Walker cannot go to
Maryland, he is thus stop'd.
Thursday 16.
I can only to day write down my Misfortune; my poor Horse as he
was feeding in a miry Bottom, walked upon a sharp Stick, which
stuck into his Thigh on the under Side about four Inches below his
Flank!—The stick went in more than three Inches!—He is very lame,
but they tell me will recover, The Hostler, when we had lead him
to the Stable, applied Spirits of Turpentine to the part, and in the
Evening is to fill it with Comfrey Roots pounded Soft.
I had the pleasure of walking to Day at twelve o-Clock with Mrs
Carter; She shewed me her stock of Fowls & Mutton for the winter;
She observed, with great truth, that to live in the Country, and take
no pleasure at all in Groves, Fields, or Meadows; nor in Cattle,
Horses, & domestic Poultry, would be a manner of life too tedious to
endure; Dined at three.
Fryday 17.
I dismissed the children this morning til' monday on account of
Mr Christian's Dance, which, as it goes through his Scholars in Rotation,
happens to be here to Day—and I myself also am unwell, so as
not to go out;—Mrs Carter sent me over Coffee for Breakfast; & soon
after some Spirits of Hartshorn for my Head—At twelve she sent the
waiting Man to know if I was better, & what I would choose for
Dinner. I thank'd her, & desired that She would give herself no trouble;
She was careful, however, from her undistinguished kindness, to
send me before Dinner some hot Barley Broth,—Ben Carter before
Noon introduced into my Room, Mr Billy Booth,[96] a young Gentleman
of Fortune, who is one of Mr Christians pupils—The two Master
Fantleroys came in also to see me—There came to the dance
three Chariots, two Chairs, & a number of Horses. Towards Evening
I grew Better, & walked down, with a number of young Fellows
to the River; after our return I was strongly solicited by the
young Gentlemen to go in and dance I declined it, however, and
went to my Room not without Wishes that it had been a part of my
Education to learn what I think is an innocent and an ornamental,
and most certainly, in this province is a necessary qualification for a
person to appear even decent in Company!—
Mrs Carter in the Evening, sent me for Supper, a Bowl of hot
Green Tea, & several Tarts. I expected that they would have danced
til late in the Night, but intirely contrary to my Expectation, the
Company were separated to their respective apartments before half
after nine oClock.
Saturday 18.
Rose by Seven, Sent for Mr Carters Barber and was drest for
Breakfast—We went in to Breakfast at ten;—I confess I have been
seldom more dash'd than when I entered the dining-Room, for I
must of necessity be interrogated by Mr Carter before them all,
about my indisposition, and if I was better.—I went through the
several Ceremonies with as much resolution, and speed as possible,
and soon mixed with the Company in promiscuous conversation.
There were present of Grown persons Mr & Mrs. Carter, Mrs Lee,
& Miss Jenny Corbin; young Misses about Eleven: & Seven young
Fellows, including myself;—After Breakfast, we all retired into the
Dancing-Room, & after the Scholars had their Lesson singly round
Mr Christian, very politely, requested me to step a Minuet; I excused
myself however, but signified my peculiar pleasure in the Accuracy
of their performance—There were several Minuets danced with
great ease and propriety; after which the whole company Joined in
country-dances,[97] and it was indeed beautiful to admiration, to see
such a number of young persons, set off by dress to the best Advantage,
moving easily, to the sound of well performed Music, and
with perfect regularity, tho' apparently in the utmost Disorder—The
Dance continued til two, we dined at half after three—soon after
Dinner we repaired to the Dancing-Room again; I observe in the
course of the lessons, that Mr Christian is punctual, and rigid in his
discipline, so strict indeed that he struck two of the young Misses for
a fault in the course of their performance, even in the presence of the
Mother of one of them! And he rebuked one of the young Fellows
so highly as to tell him he must alter his manner, which he had observed
through the Course of the Dance, to be insolent, and wanton,
or absent himself from the School—I thought this a sharp reproof,
to a young Gentleman of seventeen, before a large number of Ladies!—When
it grew too dark to dance, the young Gentlemen walked
over to my Room, we conversed til half after six; Nothing is now to
be heard of in conversation, but the Balls, the Fox-hunts, the fine
entertainments, and the good fellowship, which are to be exhibited
at the approaching Christmas.—I almost think myself happy that
my Horses lameness will be sufficient Excuse for my keeping at
home on these Holidays.—Mr Goodlet[98] was barr'd out of his School
last Monday by his Scholars, for the Christmas Holidays, which are
to continue til twelfth-day; But my Scholars are of a more quiet
nature, and have consented to have four or five Days now, and to
have their full Holiday in May next, when I propose by the permission
of Providence to go Home, where I hope to see the good and
benevolent Laura.
When the candles were lighted we all repaired, for the last time,
into the dancing Room; first each couple danced a Minuet; then all
joined as before in the country Dances, these continued till half after
Seven when Mr Christian retired; and at the proposal of several,
(with Mr Carters approbation) we played Button, to get Pauns for
Redemption; here I could join with them, and indeed it was carried
on with sprightliness, and Decency; in the course of redeeming my
Pauns, I had several Kisses of the Ladies!—Early in the Evening cam
colonel Philip Lee,[99] in a travelling Chariot from Williamsburg—Half
after eight we were rung in to Supper; The room looked luminous
and splendid; four very large candles burning on the table where
we supp'd, three others in different parts of the Room; a gay, sociable
Assembly, & four well instructed waiters!—So soon as we rose from
supper, the Company form'd into a semicircle round the fire, & Mr
Lee, by the voice of the Company was chosen Pope, and Mr Carter,
Mr Christian, Mrs Carter, Mrs Lee, and the rest of the company were
appointed Friars, in the play call'd "break the Popes neck"—Here
we had great Diversion in the respective Judgments upon offenders,
but we were all dismiss'd by ten, and retired to our several Rooms.
Sunday 19.
Early this morning, I was awaked out of sleep by two youngsters,
(for we are thronged with company, so that two slept in my Room)
who were agreeing upon a Ride the Day after Christmas, (which will
be Sunday) up to Fredricksburg, which lies upon the Rapahannock,
fifty Miles higher up the country than where we live;—Breakfasted
at nine, soon after which all our company dispersed; I had the offer
of a Horse, & was strongly solicited to go to Church, but I declined
it—My Horse is very lame, his Thigh, from the sore down to his knee
is much swell'd!—It runs however, and the Hostler tells me it is
mending. Dined at three; Miss Betsy Lee[100] dined with us—Writing
to day my Sermon for the Presbitery. Sup'd on Oysters.
This is the first day I have missed Church.
Monday 20.
Rose at half after Seven; the Morning extremely cold—We had in
School to Day as visitors Miss Betsy, and Miss Matilda Lee[101] Mr Carter
gave me for his Daughter Nancy to Read, the "Compleat Letter-writer"—Also
he put into my hands for the use of the School, "the
British-Grammar."
Teusday 21.
Rose by Half after seven—the weather serene but sharp and cold.—To
day, before Dinner called in and stayed a short time Mr Blain
and Mr Lee who were going to one Mr Lanes[102] to a Christning, which
I understand is one of the chief times for Diversion here—Miss Carter,
this afternoon told me that her Mama thought of giving a small
Ball at the approaching Christmas for select friends.
[Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Nominy-Hall Virginia. Decem: 21. 1773.
To Laura.
If these shall be so fortunate, as to come to your Hands, I beg leave
to acquaint you that I am as agreeably settled as I can possibly be
when so remote from the chief object of my Esteem on Earth—And,
that I am, & have been, since I left Home, through the Kindness
of Heaven, in good Health.
You will be surprized if I tell you that I should have been now in
Cohansie, had I never seen you, or had you been less uncertain of
your future Purpose! That you may not be wholly without a Reason
for what I say, I must tell you, that in your Absence last Summer I
found it difficult to restrain myself from Writing frequently to you;
And after I was compell'd, tho' unwilling, to believe that you would
grant me no Return; lest I should be troublesome or impertinent,
when I had an advantageous Offer from the Gentleman with whom
I now reside, I determined to leave Home a few Months. So far I
have jested—But to be serious, Laura, I hope to see you in the Spring
as I propose to be at Home by the Beginning of May—Perhaps the
fine Air; the sprightly Conversation; the sociable Balls; & various
Pleasures so common here, will have made so very a "Coxcomb" of
musty Philander, that you will blush to confess you ever knew him!
Be not hasty to judge—Possibly, on the other Hand, Laura; even
Laura, may appear so dull & unfashionable that Philander tho' a
Coxcomb will look down & despise her—No Laura, for tho, we have
fine Ladies; Gay Fellows, charming Music; rich & I may say luxurious
Entertainment; to all which I am almost every Week strongly invited;
Yet I find greater Pleasure at Home, where I have every
genteel Accomodation I could wish, and a Family of lovely Children
to instruct—You would envy me if I was able to tell you how kind,
obedient, & beautiful the Children are which I teach!—I have three
Boys the youngest of which is about the Age & Size of your Brother
R—Also five Girls between five & fourteen years Old. The Girls all
dress in White, & are remarkably genteel. They have been educated
in the City Williamsburg in this Colony—The two eldest are now
learning Music, one to play the Harpsichord; the other the Guittar,
in the practice of which they spend three Days in the Week—I have
only further to acquaint you that every one is now speaking of the
approaching Christmas.—The young Ladies tell me we are to have a
Ball, of selected Friends in this Family—But I, hard Lot, I have never
learn'd to dance!
I am, however,
my dear Eliza, thine
Phi: V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday 22.
Mr Cunningham came last Evening and staid the Night.—There is
a Report that he is making suit to Miss Jenny Corbin.
To day I finished my Sermon for the Presbitery—I read Pictete, The
Spectator, Salust, History of England, English Grammar, Arithmetic,
and the Magazines by turns. Miss Priscilla, and Miss Nancy rode this
morning in the Chariot over to Mr Turburvills—Bob, every day at
twelve o-Clock, is down by the River Side with his Gun after Ducks,
Gulls &c.—Ben is on his Horse a Riding, Harry, is either in the
Kitchen, or at the Blacksmiths, or Carpenters Shop. They all find
places of Rendesvous so soon as the Beell rings, and all seem to choose
different Sports!—To day dined with us Mr Cox the Gentleman at
whose House I breakfasted the Day after I came first.—Evening Mr
Carter spent in playing on the Harmonica; It is the first time I have
heard the Instrument. The music is charming! He play'd, Water
parted from the Sea.[103]—The Notes are clear and inexpressibly
Soft, they swell, and are inexpressibly grand; & either it is because
the sounds are new, and therefore please me, or it is the most captivating
Instrument I have Ever heard. The sounds very much resemble
the human voice, and in my opinion they far exceed even the swelling
Organ.
Thursday 23.
Rose at eight—Rains this morning, the weather is also warmer.
Mr Carter has sent his son Ben to his head Overseer, to take notice
and account of the measuring the Crop of Corn—For the Planters
now have just gathered in their Summers Crop!—To Day I write a
letter to Laura: Waft it, kind Oppertunity, soon to the dear Maid,
and Make it easy, & desirable for her to make me a Return!—
At Dinner Mr & Mrs Carter gave their opinion concerning what
they thought pleasing and agreeable in a person; Mrs Carter said she
loved a sociable open, chatty person; that She could not bear Sullenness,
and stupidity—Mr Carter, on the other-hand, observed that it
is just which Solomon says, that there is a "time for all things under
the Sun"; that it discovers great Judgment to laugh in Season, and
that, on the whole, he is pleased with Taciturnity—pray which of
the two should I suit?—It is a custom with our Bob whenever he
can coax his Dog up stairs, to take him into his Bed, and make him a
companion; I was much pleased this morning while he and Harry
were reading in Course a Chapter in the Bible, that they read in the
27th Chapter of Deuteronomy the Curses threatened there for
Crimes; Bob seldom, perhaps never before, read the verse, at last read
that "Cursed be he that lyeth with any manner of Beast, and all the
People shall say Amen." I was exceedingly Pleased, yet astonished at
the Boy on two accounts.—1st At the end of every verse, befor he
came to this, he would pronounce aloud, "Amen." But on Reading
this verse he not only omitted the "Amen," but seem'd visibly struck
with confusion!—2d And so soon as the Verse was read, to excuse
himself, he said at once, Brother Ben slept all last winter with his
Dog, and learn'd me!—Thus ready are Mankind always to evade
Correction!—This Evening, after I had dismiss'd the Children, &
was sitting in the School-Room cracking Nuts, none present but Mr
Carters Clerk, a civil, inoffensive, agreeable young Man, who acts
both in the character of a Clerk and Steward, when the Woman who
makes my Bed, asked me for the key of my Room, and on seeing the
young Man sitting with me, she told him that her Mistress had this
afternoon given orders that their Allowance of Meat should be given
out to them to-morrow.—She left us; I then asked the young man
what their allowance is? He told me that excepting some favourites
about the table, their weekly allowance is a peck of Corn, & a pound
of Meat a Head!—And Mr Carter is allow'd by all, & from what I
have already seen of others, I make no Doubt at all but he is, by far
the most humane to his Slaves of any in these parts! Good God! are
these Christians?—When I am on the Subject, I will relate further,
what I heard Mr George Lees Overseer, one Morgan, say the other
day that he himself had often done to Negroes, and found it useful;
He said that whipping of any kind does them no good, for they will
laugh at your greatest Severity; But he told us he had invented two
things, and by several experiments had proved their success.—For
Sulleness, Obstinacy, or Idleness, says he, Take a Negro, strip him,
tie him fast to a post; take then a sharp Curry-Comb, & curry him
severely til he is well scrap'd; & call a Boy with some dry Hay, and
make the Boy rub him down for several Minutes, then salt him, &
unlose him. He will attend to his Business, (said the inhuman Infidel)
afterwards!—But savage Cruelty does not exceed His next diabolical
Invention—To get a Secret from a Negro, says he, take the following
Method—Lay upon your Floor a large thick plank, having a peg
about eighteen Inches long, of hard wood, & very Sharp, on the
upper end, fixed fast in the plank—then strip the Negro, tie the Cord
to a staple in the Ceiling, so as that his foot may just rest on the
sharpened Peg, then turn him briskly round, and you would laugh
(said our informer) at the Dexterity of the Negro, while he was releiving
his Feet on the sharpen'd Peg!—I need say nothing of these
seeing there is a righteous God, who will take vengeance on such Inventions!—Miss
Priscilla and Nancy returned in the evening.
Fryday 24.
Ben Rode off this morning before day to Mr Fantleroys, for Christmas
I dismiss'd the children while next Wednesday. I was introduced
by Mr Carter at Dinner, to Dr Jones[104] a practitioner in Richmond. I
spent my Day in my Room alone as agreeably as I have done any
since I have been in virginia coppying off my Sermon, & correcting
it. Retirement is as pleasing, & desirable to me here as at princeton, or
Cohansie! & by Gods blessing I hope to make it as profitable. In the
Evening I read the two first Books of popes Homer. Dr Jones supped
with us, & is to stay the Night. The conversation at supper was on
Nursing Children; I find it is common here for people of Fortune to
have their young Children suckled by the Negroes! Dr Jones told us
his first and only Child is now with such a Nurse; & Mrs Carter said
that Wenches have suckled several of hers—Mrs Carter has had
thirteen Children She told us to night and she has nine now living; of
which seven are with me. Guns are fired this Evening in the Neighbourhood,
and the Negroes seem to be inspired with new Life.[105]
The Day has been serene and mild, but the Evening is hazy.
Supp'd on Oysters.
Saturday 25.
I was waked this morning by Guns fired all round the House. The
morning is stormy, the wind at South East rains hard Nelson the Boy
who makes my Fire, blacks my shoes, does errands &c. was early in
my Room, drest only in his shirt and Breeches! He made me a vast
fire, blacked my Shoes, set my Room in order, and wish'd me a joyful
Christmas, for which I gave him half a Bit.—Soon after he left the
Room, and before I was Drest, the Fellow who makes the Fire in our
School Room, drest very neatly in green, but almost drunk, entered
my chamber with three or four profound Bows, & made me the same
salutation; I gave him a Bit, and dismissed him as soon as possible.—Soon
after my Cloths and Linen were sent in with a message for a
Christmas Box, as they call it; I sent the poor Slave a Bit, & my thanks.—I
was obliged for want of small change, to put off for some days
the Barber who shaves & dresses me.—I gave Tom the Coachman,
who Doctors my Horse, for his care two Bits, & am to give more
when the Horse is well.—I gave to Dennis the Boy who waits at Table
half a Bit—So that the sum of my Donations to the Servants, for this
Christmas appears to be five Bits, a Bit is a pisterene bisected; or an
English sixpence, & passes here for seven pence Halfpenny, the whole
is 3s 1½d.—
At Breakfast, when Mr Carter entered the Room, he gave us the
compliments of the Season. He told me, very civily, that as my Horse
was Lame, his own riding Horse is at my Service to ride when &
where I Choose.
Mrs Carter was, as always, cheerful, chatty, & agreeable; She told
me after Breakfast several droll, merry Occurrences that happened
while she was in the City Williamsburg.—
This morning came from the Post-office at Hobbes-Hole, on the
Rappahannock, our News-papers. Mr Carter takes the Pennsylvania
Gazette, which seems vastly agreeable to me, for it is like having
something from home—But I have yet no answer to my Letter. We
dined at four o-Clock—Mr Carter kept in his Room, because he
breakfasted late, and on Oysters—There were at Table Mrs Carter
& her five Daughters that are at School with me—Miss Priscilla,
Nancy, Fanny, Betsy, and Harriot, five as beautiful delicate, well-instructed
Children as I have ever known!—Ben is abroad; Bob &
Harry are out; so there was no Man at Table but myself.—I must
carve—Drink the Health—and talk if I can! Our Dinner was no
otherwise than common, yet as elegant a Christmas Dinner as I ever
sat Down to—The table Discourse was Marriage; Mrs Carter observ'd
that was she a Widow, she should scruple to marry any man alive;
She gave a reason, that She did not think it probable a man could love
her grown old when the world is thronged with blooming, ripening
Virgins; but in fact Mrs Carter looks & would pass for a younger
Woman than some unmarried Ladies of my acquaintance, who
would willingly enough make us place them below twenty!—We
dined at four; when we rose from table it was growing dark—The
wind continues at South East & is stormy and muddy.
Mr Randolph the Clerk told me this Evening a Circumstance concerning
Bob which tho it discovered stupidity, yet at the same time
discovered great thoughtfulness.—It was about his sleeping with the
Dog; Mr Randolph told me Bob asked him with great solemnity if
he thought God Almighty knew it!—While we supped Mr Carter
as he often does played on the Forte-Piano. He almost never sups.
Last Night and to night I had large clear, & very elegant Spermaceti
Candles sent into my Room;
Sunday 26.
I rose at eight—The morning is fair; all seem quiet—I went to the
window before I was drest, having only a Gown thrown about me
& enjoy'd a beautiful Prospect of the high Banks of the River Nomini
gilded by the morning Sun—I could not help casting my Eyes with
eagerness over the blue Potowmack and look homewards.—After
having paid my morning secret Devotion to the King of Kings, I sat
myself to the correcting and transcribing my Sermon—I had the
pleasure to wait on Mrs Carter to Church She rode in the Chariot, &
Miss Prissy and Nancy; Mr Carter chose to stay at Home—The
Sacrament was to have been administred but there was so few people
that he thought it improper, and put of til Sunday fortnight. He
preach'd from Isaiah 9.6. For unto us a child is Born &c. his Sermon
was fifteen Minutes long! very fashionable—He invited me very
civilly to Dine & spend the Evening with him, but I could not leave
the Ladies! He made me almost promise, however to call some Day
this Week.
At the Church to day I heard an impious Expression from a young
Scotch-Man,[106] Tutor in Mr Washingtons Family; he meant it for a
Satire upon the neglect of the people in suffering their Grave Yard to
lie common—He saw some Cattle & Hogs feeding & rooting in the
yard; "Why, says he, if I was buried here it would grieve me to look
up and see Swine feeding over me"!—But I understand only the
lower sort of People are buried at the Church; for the Gentleman
have private burying-Yards.
Monday 27.
At Breakfast Mrs Carter gave me an Invitation to wait on her to
Parson Smiths Mr Carter offered Me his riding Horse, A beautiful
grey, young, lively Colt; We sat out about ten, Mrs Carter, Miss
Prissy, Miss Fanny, & Miss Betsy, in the Chariot; Bob and I were on
Horse back; Mrs Carter had three waiting Men; a Coachman. Driver
& Postillion. We found the way muddy; got there a little after twelve;
Mr Smith was out; I was introduced by Mrs Carter to Mrs Smith,
and a young Lady her Sister who lives with them; At Dinner I was
at Mr Smiths request to "say Grace" as they call it; which is always
express'd by the People in the following words, "God bless us in
what we are to receive"—& after Dinner, "God make us thankful for
his mercies"—As we were sitting down to Table Ben Carter rode up;
when we had dined, the Ladies retired, leaving us a Bottle of Wine,
& a Bowl of Toddy for companions—Ben came with a Message for
me to go to a Ball, but poor fellow, I cant dance!—He prest me very
much, but I was forced to decline it—We returned in the Evening; &
found Mr Carter & Miss Nancy practising Music, one on the Forte-Piano,
and the other on the Guitar. Mr Carter is Learning Bedford,
Coles hill, and several other Church Tunes.
Teusday 28.
Last Night there fell a Snow, which is about half Shoe deep, the
Air is sharp, the wind at North, & Snows yet by turns. I finished and
laid by my Sermon for the Presbytery this morning—Breakfasted at
ten: Ben staid last Night at Mr Turbuville's & got Home to day about
twelve from his Christmas Jaunt.
Spent most of the Day at the great House hearing the various Instruments
of Music. Evening, at Miss Prissy's Request I drew for her
some Flowers on Linen which she is going to imbroider, for a various
Counterpane.
Wednesday 29.
This Morning our School begins after the Holidays. Bob seems
sorry that he must forsake the Marsh & River when he is daily
fowling, & never kills any Game. At Dinner we had the Company of
Dr Franks[107] who has been all along Mr Carters Clerk; but is now
leaving Him. We had a large Pye cut to Day to signify the Conclusion
of the Holidays. I drew, this afternoon more Flowers for Miss
Prissy.
Thursday 30.
Dr Franks is moving, he has lived in the House adjoining our School.
The morning is fine, I rose by eight, breakfasted at ten, Miss Prissy
& Nancy are to-Day Practising Music one on the Forte Piano, the
other on the Guitar, their Papa allows them for that purpose every
Teusday, & Thursday. Ben is gone to the Quarter to see to the measuring
the crop of Corn. On his return in the Evening, when we were
sitting & chatting, among other things he told me that we must have
a House-warming, seeing we have now got possession of the whole
House—It is a custom here whenever any person or Family move into
a House, or repair a house they have been living in before, they make
a Ball & give a Supper—So we because we have gotten Possession of
the whole House, are in compliance with Custom, to invite our
Neighbours, and dance, and be merry—But poor me! I must hobble,
or set quiet in the Corner!
Fryday 31.
I rose at eight. Ben gone again to the quarter—Harriot to Day for
the first time said all her letters—
The Colonel shewed me after Dinner a new invention, which is to
be sure his own, for tuning his Harpischord & Forte-Piano: it is a
number of Whistles, of various Sizes so as to sound all the Notes in
one Octave. At twelve o-Clock Mr Carter ordered his Boy to bring
two Horses, and himself & Miss Prissy rode out for an airing as the
Day is vastly fine—Assoon as the Bell rang & I had dismissed the Children
I took a walk in the Garden; When I had gone round two or
three Platts Mrs Carter entered and walked towards me, I then immediately
turn'd and met Her; I bowed—Remarked on the pleasantness
of the Day—And began to ask her some questions upon a
Row of small slips—To all which she made polite and full answers;
As we walked along she would move the Ground at the Root of some
plant; or prop up with small sticks the bended scions—We took two
whole turns through all the several Walks, & had such conversation
as the Place and Objects naturally excited—And after Mrs Carter had
given some orders to the Gardiners (for there are two Negroes
Gardiners by Trade, who are constantly when the Weather will any
how permit working in it) we walked out into the Area viewed some
Plumb-Trees, when we saw Mr Carter and Miss Prissy returning—We
then repaired to the Slope before the front-Door where they dismounted—and
we all went into the Dining Room. I shall in a proper
time describe the great-House, & the several smaller ones in its neighbourhood;
the Area, Poplar-Walk, Garden, & Pasture: In the mean
time I shall only say, they discover a delicate and Just Tast, and are
the effect of great Invention & Industry, & Expence. At Dinner we
were conversing on the seasons of the Year, & giving our different
opinions of which of the Seasons we each thought most agreeable:
Mrs Carter chose the Months of October, November & December,
her reasons were, that we are always most sensible of pleasure when
it succeeds Axiety & Pain; therefore because these months immediately
follow those in which there is usually Thunder & Lightning &
intense Heat, She thinks them most pleasant: The Colonel agreed
with her as to the Months but gave a different Reason; He supposes
that in these Months the Air is more uniform and settled than at any
other so long time in the year. I preferr'd May, June, and July, because
our Bodies at that Season are generally sprightly, vigorous and
healthy, and the world around us is beautiful & growing to necessary
perfection. Miss Prissy & Miss Nancy were on my side.
Mrs Carter told the Colonel that he must not think her setled (for
they have been for a long time from this place in the City Williamsburg,
and only left it about a year and a half ago) till he made her a
park and stock'd it; while these and many other things were saying,
I was surprized at a Remark which Miss Prissy made, "Why Mama
says she, you plan and talk of these things as tho' you should never
die"!
Saturday January 1. 1774.
Another Year is gone! Last New years Day I had not the most
remote expectation of being now here in Virginia! Perhaps by the
next I shall have made a longer and more important Remove, from
this to the World of Spirits!
It is well worth the while, for the better improving of our time to
come to recollect and reflect upon the Time which we have spent;
The Season seems to require it; it will give entertainment at least,
perhaps much substantial pleasure too, to be able to make with a considerable
degree of certainty a review of the general course of our
Actions in the course of a year. This shall be my employment, so far
as I am able to recollect, when I shall have suitable time for the fixing
& laying my thoughts together—
In the mean time I observe that the Day is most pleasant, the wind
is West, not fresh; the air is void of clouds, but near the Earth is
smoky; the Ground is clear of Frost and setled, what can be finer?
Mr Carter Miss Prissy and myself were to have rode out for an Exercise
at twelve, but we were prevented by the coming of a Gentleman,
Dr Fantleroy,[108] to whom Mr Carter introduced me—
After Dinner was finished which was about four o-Clock, Miss
Prissy & Myself, together with a Servant (for Mr Carter would not
trust us alone he said) rode on Horse-Back to Mr Turbuvilles, about
three quarters of a Mile distance; It is the first time I have been there,
the House is near, & in Sight, and the families intimate. I rode my
Horse for the first time since his misfortune. When we returned
about Candlelight, we found Mrs Carter in the yard seeing to the
Roosting of her Poultry; and the Colonel in the Parlour tuning his
Guitar.
Sunday 2.
The weather warm and Damp—The Family rode to Church to-day
and are to dine out. Mr Carter at my request, gave me the Keys
of his Book-Cases and allowed me to spend the Day alone in his
Library.
The place seems suitable for Study, & the Day ought to be spent
in serious contemplation; therefore, as I proposed Yesterday, I shall
collect together and write down what I have been doing in the last
Year. But will my Life bear the review? Can I look upon my Actions
and not Blush! And shall I be no less careful, or have no better Success,
in the prosecution of my Duty the Year to come, if I shall be
kept alive to the Close of it?—
In the Beginning of the last year I was in Deerfield, in Cumberland
County New-Jersey, with the Rev'd Mr Green; Under him I studied
the Hebrew-Language and Divinity. I left the college the last of September
1772. After having setled my business at Home, I entered
upon the Study of Divinity with the Rev'd Andrew Hunter; I was
with him about a Month, and on the first of December I went to Mr
Green with a design to acquaint myself with the Hebrew Tongue;
he put me to the Grammar, which I learn'd through, and read some
Chapters in the Psalter in the Course of the Winter: In Divinity, he
advised me to read Ridgeleys body of Divinity for a System: And
he gave me several separate treatisses on Repentance, Regeneration,
Faith, &c., & towards spring gave me subjects to consider in the Sermon-Way.
Yet how barren am I still? It is an arduous task to bring
the Mind to close application; & still greater to lay up and retain useful
Knowledge. I continued with Mr Green & pursued my studies, I
hope with some Success till August 1773. when I was solicited by Dr
Witherspoon to go into Virginia & teach in a Gentlemans Family—The
Offer seem'd profitable; I was encouraged by the Dr and was to
have his Recommendation—I had likewise myself a strong inclination
to go—Yet I was in great Doubt, & Wholly undetermined for some
Weeks, because many of my friends, and some of my near Relations
opposed my leaving Home, and all seem'd utterly unwilling to advise
to go—It is time, according to the Course of my Life they said that
I was settling to some constant Employment, and they told me I
ought especially to enter with as great speed as convenient into that
plan of Life for which I have in particular had my Education—That
Virginia is sickly—That the People there are profane, and exceeding
wicked—That I shall read there no Calvinistic Books, nor hear any
Presbyterian Sermons—That I must keep much Company, and therefore
spend as much, very probably much more Money than my
Salary—These considerations unsettled for a while my mind—On
the other hand I proposed to myself the following advantages by
going—A longer opportunity for Study than my friends would willingly
allow me If I should remain at home—A more general acquaintance
with the manners of Mankind; and a better Knowledge of the
Soil, & Commerce of these neighbouring Provinces—And a more
perfect acquaintance with the Doctrines, & method of Worship in
the established Church in these Colonies, & especially with the Conduct
of the Clergy of which there have been so many bad reports—All
these however when I had laid them together, seem'd to overbear
the others, so that I determined at last to break through and go!—Here
now I am in a strange Province; But I am under no more nor
stronger temptations to any kind of vice, perhaps not so great as at
Cohansie,—unless sometimes when I am solicited to dance I am forc'd
to blush, for my Inability—I have the opportunity of living with
Credit perfectly retired—in a well regulated family—With a man
of Sense—May God help me to walk in his fear & Gloryfy his
Name!—
Monday 3d.
Last Evening, by Miss Prissy, I was complimented with an Invitation
from Mr Turburville to Dine with Him tomorrow—Squire Lee[109] is
as Miss Prissy told me, preparing to make a splendid Ball, which is to
last four or five Days; we are to be invited!—But I must stay at Home
and read Salust—Mr Carter is at Richmond-Court, which is held
monthly here in every County. In the Evening Mr Warden, a young
Scotch Lawyer came home with him. I spent the Evening in the
Parlour—After Supper when I was call'd upon for my Tost I mentioned
with Pleasure Miss Betsy Beaty.
Teusday 4.
Rose by eight—Mr Warden breakfasted with us. Miss Prissy befor
Breakfast, as it is her practising Day, gave us sundry Tunes on the
Forte Piano. I kept the children while twelve then as we were to dine
out, I dismiss'd them till morning, and prepar'd to ride—Mrs Carter,
Miss Sylla, and Miss Betsy rode in the Chariot, and set off about half
after twelve with three waiting men—Mr Carter, Ben, and myself,
waited, & left Home by half after one, we rode on Horse back, and
waited on ourselves—It was two o-Clock when we got to Mr Turburvilles
where we were to dine—We found there two Gentlemen, with
their Wives, and one of them had also a Son & Daughter Mr Booth
also came in a short time after us; So that there dined to day with
Mr Turburville to day besides his usual Family thirteen Persons.—And
if I mention the Waiting Men With the Carriages they were
twenty. We had an Elegant Dinner, but it did not in any thing
exceed what is every day at Mr Carters Table.
—We all returned Home before Dark—In the Evening the Colonel is
busy in transposing Music, I have not been at any house since I left
Home, which, from the appearance of its Situation, and the Economy
of the Family, or any other apparent Convenience, I would so soon
choose to reside in as a tutor, as the one in which it is my lot to be
placed—The Family is most agreeable! Mr Carter is sensible judicious,
much given to retirement & Study; his Company, & conversation
are always profitable—His main Studies are Law & Music, the
latter of which seems to be his darling Amusement—It seems to
nourish, as well as entertain his mind! And to be sure he has a nice
well judging Ear, and has made great advances in the Theory and
Practice of music—
Mrs Carter is prudent, always cheerful, never without Something
pleasant, a remarkable Economist, perfectly acquainted (in my Opinion)
with the good-management of Children, intirely free from all
foolish and unnecessary fondness, and is also well acquainted (for
She has always been used) with the formality and Ceremony which
we find commonly in high Life—Ben, the eldest, is a youth of genius:
of a warm impetuous Disposition; desirous of acquiring Knowledge,
docile, vastly inquisitive & curious in mercantile, and mechanical
Matters, is very fond of Horsses, and takes great pleasure in exercising
them—Bob, the other Brother, is By no means destitute of capacity,
As Mr Marshal who was his last Tutor has asserted, & as many now
suppose: He is extremely volatile & unsettled in his temper, which
makes it almost wholly impossible to fix him for any time to the same
thing—On which account he has made but very little advancement
in any one Branch of Study, and this is attributed to Barrenness of
Genius—He is slovenly, clumsy, very fond of Shooting, of Dogs, of
Horses, But a very stiff untoward Rider, good natur'd, pleased with
the Society of persons much below his Family, and Estate, and tho'
quick and wrathful in his temper, yet he is soon moderated, & easily
subdued—Harry the Nephew, is rather stoical, sullen, or saturnine in
his make. He is obstinate, tho' Steady, and makes a slow uniform advance
in his Learning, he is vastly kind to me, but in particular to my
Horse, of his health or Indisposition—Miss Priscilla, the eldest Daughter
about 16, is steady, studious, docile, quick of apprehension, and
makes good progress in what She undertakes; If I could with propriety
continue in the Family, I should require no stronger Inducement
than the Satisfaction I should receive by seeing this young Lady
become perfectly acquainted with any thing I propose so soon as I
communicate it to her, but the situation of my affairs makes it out of
my power to stay longer than a year; She is small of her age, has a
mild winning Presence, a sweet obliging Temper, never swears, which
is here a distinguished virtue, dances finely, plays well on key'd Instruments,
and is upon the whole in the first Class of the female Sex.
Nancy the Second, is not without some few of those qualities which
are by some (I think with great ill nature, and with little or no truth)
said to belong intirely to the fair Sex. I mean great curiosity, Eagerness
for superiority, Ardor in friend ship, But bitterness and rage
where there is enmity—She is not constant in her disposition, nor
diligent nor attentive to her business—But She has her excellencies,
She is cheerful, tender in her Temper, easily managed by perswasion
& is never without what seems to have been a common Gift of
Heaven, to the fair-Sex, the "Copia Verborum," or readiness of Expression!—She
is only beginning to play the Guitar, She understands
the Notes well, & is a graceful Dancer.
Fanny next, is in her Person, according to my Judgment, the
Flower in the Family—She has a strong resemblance of her Mama
who is an elegant, beautiful Woman—Miss Fanny seems to have a
remarkable Sedateness, & simplicity in her countenance, which is
always rather chearful than melancholy; She has nothing with which
we can find Fault in her Person, but has something in the Features
of her Face which insensibly pleases us, & always when She is in Sight
draws our Attention, & much the more because there seems to be for
every agreeable Feature a correspondent Action which improves &
adorns it. Betsy next is young, quiet, and obedient—Harriot is bold,
fearless, noisy and lawless; always merry, almost never displeased;
She seems to have a Heart easily moved by the force of Music; She
has learned many Tunes & can strike any Note, or Succession of
Notes perfectly with the Flute or Harpsichord, and is never wearied
with the sound of Music either vocal or Instrumental.
These are the Persons who are at present under my direction, &
whose general Character I have very imperfectly attempted to describe.
Wednesday 5.
Rose at Seven. The morning very stormy. Bob & Nancy before
Breakfast had a quarrel—Bob called Nancy a Lyar; Nancy upbraided
Bob, on the other Hand, with being often flog'd by their Pappa;
often by the Masters in College; that he had stol'n Rum, & had got
drunk; & that he used to run away &c—These Reproaches when they
were set off with Miss Nancys truely feminine address, so violently
exasperated Bob that he struck her in his Rage—I was at the time in
my Chamber; when I enter'd the Room each began with loud and
heavy complaints, I put them off however with sharp admonitions
for better Behaviour.
The morning was so extremely stormy that I declin'd going to
Breakfast—All the others went my Breakfast was sent over—Immediately
after Breakfast Ben came over with a Message from Mr
Carter, that he desired me to correct Bob severely immediately—Bob
when I went into School sat quiet in the corner, & looked sullen, and
penitent; I gave some orders to the Children, and went to my Room.—I
sent for Bob—He came crying—I told him his Fathers Message;
he confess'd himself guilty—I sent him to call up Harry—He came—I
talked with them both a long Time recommended Diligence, &
good Behaviour, but concluded by observing that I was obliged to
comply with Mr Carter's request; I sent Harry therefore for some
Whips.—Bob and poor I remained trembling in the chamber (for
Bob was not more uneasy than I it being the first attempt of the kind
I have ever made)—The Whips came!—I ordered Bob to strip!—He
desired me to whip Him in his hand in Tears—I told him no—He
then patiently, & with great deliberation took of his Coat and laid it
by—I took him by the hand and gave him four or five smart twigs;
he cring'd, & bawld & promis'd—I repeated then about eight more, &
demanded and got immediately his solemn promise for peace among
the children, & Good Behaviour in general—I then sent him down—He
conducts himself through this day with great Humility, & unusual
diligence, it will be fine if it continues. At noon I went over to Dinner,
but it was storming, & continues so bad that I choose rather to go
without Supper than venture out in the Storm.
Thursday 6.
To Day about twelve Bob & Prissy & Nancy went in the Chariot to
Stratford, to attend the Dancing-School—Mr Taylor,[110] the Colonels
principal Overseer dined with us—After School in the Evening, I sat
with Betsy & Fanny while they sung me many songs, When they had
done I waited on them Home, & spent the Evening with Mr & Mrs
Carter.
Fryday 7.
The morning cold, muddy and drisly—Our School seems still, and
vacant. Betsy & Fanny at their Leisure are constantly knitting with
small smoth stiff straws, in imitation of their Sister Sylla, who knits
sometimes. The Colonel told me last Evening that he proposes to
make the vacant End of our School-Room, Where Dr Frank lived a
Concert-Room, to hold all his instruments of Music—As he proposes
to bring up from Williamsburg his Organ, & to remove the Harpsichord,
Harmonica, Forte-piano, Guittar, Violin, & German-Flutes,
& make it a place for Practice, as well as Entertainment.
This afternoon Dennis, a Boy of about twelve Years old, one of
the Waiters at Table, as he was standing in the front Door which is
vastly huge & heavy; the Door flew up, and drew off the Skin &
Flesh from his middle Finger caught between, took off the first Joint,
and left the Bone of the greater part of the Rest of the Finger naked.
Saturday 8.
Catechised the Children, and dismiss'd them about ten. The morning
pleasant—Rode before Dinner to Mr Blains Store—Was introduced
to Dr Thompson,[111] Mr Balantine,[112] Mr Carr a young Scotch-Man
Clerk, to Mr Blain; dined with Mr Blain. Parson Smith, his Wife, &
her Sister were there—Colonel Washington, his Wife, & their Daughter
Miss Jenny a young Lady of few words, a sanguine Countenance,
and as to her Size, something below what Ladies call elegant; neat but
not flashy in her Dress; Some of her Dress I admired because I have
seen Laura in the like, yit strongly shewed me that it is not Dress
alone I admire in Her. All these had been at a Widding in the country
and were returning—In Dr Thomsons Room there was hanging
against the Wall a Skeleton!—Balantine, either to shew himself a true
full-blooded Buck, or out of mere wantonness & pastime turned the
Bones (as they were fixed together with Wires) into many improper
and indecent postures; but this officious industry met with such reception
from the company as it Justly merited, and as I wish'd might
happen; for they gave visible signs of their contempt of his Behaviour—About
Six in the Evening the Chariot returned with Bob, Miss
Prissy & Nancy from the Dance at Stratford—They brought News
as follows: Miss Prissy told us, that they had an elegant Dance on the
Whole; that Colonel Philip Lee, where they met to Dance, was on
Fryday, at the Wedding of which I made mention Just now; that Mr
Christian the Master danced several Minuets, prodigiously beautiful;
that Captain Grigg (Captain of an English Ship) danced a Minuet
with her; that he hobled most dolefully, & that the whole Assembly
laughed!—Bob told us that there was a Race between Mr —— And
Colonels Horses—that they run a Mile, & that Dottrell[113] belonging
to Mr —— won the Race;—Bob told me in private, after we were
alone in my Room, that Colonel Lee took an Opportunity, & asked
him in the Hearing of a large company at Supper, what sort of Fellow
he is whom your Papa had provided for your Tutor—Bob told me
that for answer he Informed him I was good and agreeable—That
Miss Jenny Corbin, (a young Lady with whom I have had the greatest
Opportunity of being acquainted, of any young Lady in Virginia)
gave him so favourable an Account of my Behaviour, that he was
pleased to say He should be glad to see me at his House, & of my company—But
after having heard this much, I shall esteem myself
pardonable, & shall always think it proper to refuse without thanks
his warmest Invitations; & will plead for my excuse nothing else than
mere inclination.
In the Evening about seven o-Clock it snowed exceeding fast til
Eight when it ceased, it being the second Snow we had this winter
here, At Supper we had much conversation about the Dance.
Mrs Carter & myself, sat while ten and the Colonel read philosophy.
Sunday 9.
The Morning very cold—None from our Family went to church;
Bob beg'd of me to let him go, I refused him; he then asked to go and
dine with Mr Turburville, I gave him no liberty.—I wrote to-Day a
letter to Laura, I wish it speed & Success—I wrote also a letter to Mr
Bryan in Baltimore; Another to the Gentleman who keeps the "Fountain
Inn" in Baltimore; & one to Dr John Beaty—Bob returned in the
Evening after having stole away and spent the day at Mr Turburvill's
with a Note to his Papa from Squire Lee, in which Mr Carter & his
Family are invited to the Ball at his House on Monday the 17th Instant
But I must stay alone.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Nominy-Hall. Virginia. Jan: 9th: 1774
To Laura.
The long Distance there is between us, & Uncertainty of the Conveyance,
makes it improper for me to write what I wish to tell you.
I may not, however, neglect to acquaint you that you still possess the
largest earthly Share of my Regard; & that my Fidelity towards you
is unshaken & inviolable.
I continue this Winter, by the Kindness of Heaven, in perfect
Health; & expect to return by the last of April next, if no Accident
comes between, when I promise myself Madam, much Pleasure, much
Peace in your Company.
The Family in which I live, is so kind, & suitable to my Wish, that
I would gladly continue in it—Or, at least, provide some well-qualified
Person to succeed me since I must by previous Agreement,
shortly leave it, as I do not propose to let my coming here put off my
entering on the Great-World.
If I shall be so happy as to meet with you in the Spring, I will tell
you many curious Occurrences of this Winter; but none with greater
Truth than that I have been your constant Admirer.
Philip. V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Monday 10th
The Morning very cold—Dined with us to-day Mr Sanford a Captain
of a Sloop which trades out of Potowmack to Norfolk—I wrote
out some Exercises for Bob & Harry—In the Evening the Colonel
began with a small Still to distill some Brandy from a Liquor made of
Pisimmonds. I set Ben this Evening to writing. I likewise gave
Catalines Speech in Salust to commit to memory in Latin, which he
is to pronounce Extempore. In the Evening I borrowed of Ben Carter
15s.—I have plenty of Money with me, but it is in Bills of Philadelphia
currency & will not pass at all here.
Teusday 11.
The morning very cold—As cold I think, and the Frost seems to
be as intense & powerful as I have ever known it either at Cohansie or
at Princeton. This morning I put Ben to construe some Greek, he
has yet no Testament, I gave him therefore Esops Fables in Greek,
and Latin. I also took out of the Library, and gave him to read Gordon,
upon Geography. Ben seem'd scared with his Greek Lesson, he
swore, & wished for Homer that he might kick Him, as he had been
told Homer invented Greek.
Wednesday 12.
I gave Sam Mr Carters Barber, for shaving & dressing me, & for
mending my Shoes, two pisterenes, which pass here for half a Crown—The
morning is serene, pleasant, but cold yet. Miss Hariot this
morning being over curious tasted some Mercury Mixture in Mr
Randolph's Room, it made her very sick; I was frighted, the family
was frighted! she puked, & threw it off her Stomach, & was soon
relieved—
I gave Martha who makes my Bed, for a Christmas Box, a Bit, which
is a pisterene cut into two equal parts—I gave to John also, who waits
at Table & calls me to Supper a Bit. So that My whole Expence to-Day
has been 3/9. Mrs Carter invited me to Day to go to the Ball, I
excused myself, & declined it.
Thursday 13.
Mr Cunningham came before Noon to skait—At twelve we all
went down to Mr Carters Millpond—none had skaits but Mr Cunningham—we
diverted ourselves on the Ice til two, when we went up
to dinner—Immediately after Dinner Mr Carter Miss Prissy & Nancy
rode out to Mr Lanes.—Mr Cunningham staid the Night, Prissy
play'd for us—She has since I came made great advances—
Fryday 14.
The morning very foggy, & warmer—I gave to Tom the Coach-man
who cured my Horse two pisterenes & half a Bit, which is two &
ninepence 2/9. Mr Cunningham breakfasted with us—When I went
into School there came a complaint from Miss Sally Stanhope[114] of
Bob that he was rude, swore, & quarrell'd at Breakfast, poor untoward,
unfortunate Boy he gives me great Trouble—
Saturday 15.
I rose at seven—The morning fair the ground muddy—Ben asked
me to ride with him to Mr Blains Store I chose rather to stay at Home—Ben
is preparing for the approaching Ball—Bob urged me to let
him go to Mr Lees, but he is so unruly & mischeivous when abroad
that I was obliged to refuse him the liberty of going. I spent some
hours to Day with the Girls when they were practising Music on the
Guitar, & Forte-piano, Priscilla plays her tunes true and exceeding
finely—In the Evening Ben returned from Mr Blains—He told me the
Store was thronged with company—Sup'd on chocolate, & hoe-Cake,
so called because baked on a Hoe before the fire—The Colonel and
his Daughter busy at Music.
Sunday 16.
The morning frosty & cold—Ben, Bob, Harry, & Mr Randolph went
to Church—I stay at Home; Read Pictete—I feel very desirous of
seeing Home: of hearing good Mr Hunter Preach; of seeing my dear
Brothers & Sister; Indeed the very soil itself would be precious to me!—I
am shut up in my chamber; I read a while, then walk to the North
window, & look over Potowmack through Maryland towards Home;
then throw myself down into my Chair again & console myself that
I have every necessary, & convenient Accommodation here, which I
should have; nay much more than I should allow myself were I at
Home. I am contented—This whole world is only a Point almost unnoticeable,
when compared with the numerous Systems which compose
the universe, & yet they all are under the particular Direction
& Government of Almighty God; How insignificant therefore is it
for me and how foolish to be uneasy, & solicitous whether I live in
Cohansie, in Princeton, or in Virgininia; Or in America, or in Europe,
so long as I am still supported, & upheld by the Divine Agency!—I
am fully satisfied—Guide me, propitious Heaven! Help me to Glorify
my God; To honour the holy Religion which I profess; & If I shall
be fitted, & introduced to the Ministry, may I still go on and be of
advantage to my fellow Mortals!—
Evening, The Boys are returned; Bob brings me the parsons Compliments;
Mr Cunninghams; & that Miss Corbin enquired If I was
well!—Bob [also] informed me that the Parson, Mr Blain, Cunningham,
Balantine, & others are to come to Captain Turburvilles Mill-Pond
to Skate before they go to the Ball—
Monday 17.
At Breakfast the Colonel gave orders to the Boys concerning their
conduct this Day, & through the course of the Ball—He allows them
to go; to stay all this Night; to bring him an Account of all the company
at the Ball; & to return tomorrow Evening—All the morning is
spent in Dressing.—Mr Carter & Mrs Carter pressed me to go; But,
mindful of my Promise when I left Home, I stay and enjoy myself in
quiet.—I give the Children a Holiday to Day—I gave Dennis the
Waiter half a Bit a Present—Mrs Carter, Miss Prissy, & Nancy dressed
splendidly set away from Home at two.
Teusday 18.
Mrs Carter, & the young Ladies came Home last Night from the
Ball, & brought with them Mrs Lane, they tell us there were upwards
of Seventy at the Ball; forty one Ladies; that the company was
genteel; & that Colonel Harry Lee,[115] from Dumfries, & his Son
Harrey who was with me at College, were also there; Mrs Carter
made this an argument, and it was a strong one indeed, that to-day I
must dress & go with her to the Ball—She added also that She Desired
my Company in the Evening when she should come Home as it would
be late—After considering a while I consented to go, & was dressed—we
set away from Mr Carters at two; Mrs Carter & the young
Ladies in the Chariot, Mrs Lane in a Chair, & myself on Horseback—As
soon as I had handed the Ladies out, I was saluted by Parson
Smith; I was introduced into a small Room where a number of
Gentlemen were playing Cards, (the first game I have seen since I
left Home) to lay off my Boots Riding-Coat &c—Next I was directed
into the Dining-Room to see Young Mr Lee; He introduced me to
his Father—With them I conversed til Dinner, which came in at half
after four. The Ladies dined first, when some Good order was preserved;
when they rose, each nimblest Fellow dined first—The Dinner
was as elegant as could be well expected when so great an Assembly
were to be kept for so long a time.—For Drink, there was several
sorts of Wine, good Lemon Punch, Toddy, Cyder, Porter &c.—About
Seven the Ladies & Gentlemen begun to dance in the Ball-Room—first
Minuets one Round; Second Giggs; third Reels; And
last of All Country-Dances; tho' they struck several Marches occasionally—The
Music was a French-Horn and two Violins—The
Ladies were Dressed Gay, and splendid, & when dancing, their Silks
& Brocades rustled and trailed behind them!—But all did not join in
the Dance for there were parties in Rooms made up, some at Cards;
some drinking for Pleasure; some toasting the Sons of america; some
singing "Liberty Songs" as they call'd them, in which six, eight, ten
or more would put their Heads near together and roar, & for the most
part as unharmonious as an affronted—Among the first of these
Vociferators was a young Scotch-Man, Mr Jack Cunningham; he was
nimis bibendo appotus; noisy, droll, waggish, yet civil in his way &
wholly inoffensive—I was solicited to dance by several, Captain
Chelton, Colonel Lee, Harry Lee, and others; But George Lee,[116] with
great Rudeness as tho' half drunk, asked me why I would come to the
Ball & neither dance nor play Cards? I answered him shortly, (for
his Impudence moved my resentment) that my Invitation to the Ball
would Justify my Presence; & that he was ill qualified to direct my
Behaviour who made so indifferent a Figure himself—Parson Smiths,
& Parson Gibberns Wives danced, but I saw neither of the Clergymen
either dance or game[117]—At Eleven Mrs Carter call'd upon me
to go, I listned with gladness to the summons & with Mrs Lane in the
Chariot we rode Home, the Evening sharp and cold!—I handed the
Ladies out, waited on them to a warm Fire, then ran over to my own
Room, which was warm and had a good Fire; oh how welcome! Better
this than to be at the Ball in some corner nodding, and awaked
now & then with a midnight Yell!—In my Room by half after twelve;
& exceeding happy that I could break away with Reputation.—
Wednesday 19.
Rose at Nine while the Bell was ringing—Breakfasted at ten, Mr
Carter and I alone, the Ladies yet in Bed—I gave the Children the
third Holiday; Bob Ben & Harry are yet at the Dance—Mrs Carter
declines going to Day, I took a Walk out before Dinner, & with my
Pen-knife carved Laura's much admired Name, upon a smooth beautiful
Beech-Tree—Towards Evening Mrs Lane left us & rode home—Bob
came Home about six, but so sleepy that he is actually stupified!—
Thursday 20.
Ben came Home late in the Night—This morning he looks fatigued
out. We began to study to Day but all seem sleepy and dull. Dined
with us to-day Mr Lee a Gentleman from Augusta County, who has
lately been to the Settlements on Ohio.
Evening I began some Verses on Miss Carter for a present at the
approaching Valantine[118]—But I drew the Picture from Laura.
Fryday 21.
All seem tolerably recruited this morning; we hear, the company left
the Ball last Evening, quite wearied out; tho' the Colonel intreated
them to stay the proposed Time.
To Day about twelve came to Mr Carters Captain John Lee, a Gentleman
who seems to copy the Character of Addisons Will Wimble.
When I was on my way to this place I saw him up in the country at
Stafford; he was then just sallying out on his Winters Visit, & has
got now so far as here, he stays, as I am told about eight, or ten
Weeks in the year at his own House, the remaining part he lives with
his waiting Man on his Friends.—
Saturday 22.
Captain Lee with us to Day—The Weather cold; I set in my Room
all Day working at my Verses for Miss Carter.
Sunday 23.
None went to Church on account of the Cold—Afternoon the Sun
shone fair—I took my Horse & rode about a Mile & returned—Captain
Lee left us this Day.
Monday 24.
Still very cold snows some—Dined with us Colonel Frank L. Lee,[119]
& Colonel Harrison of Maryland—Miss Nancy unwel of a cold.—There
are great Professions of Liberty here expressed in Songs
Toasts, &c. Yesterday News came of the Arrival of Ships with Tea;
into Boston, New-york, Philadelphia. & of the New-Yorkers burning
the House of his Excellency Governor Tryon. for having said that, if
orders concerning the Tea had been transmitted to him he would
have landed it tho' under the mouths of the Cannon!—Gentlemen
here in general applaud & honour our Northern Colonies for so
manly, & patriotic Resistance!—
Teusday 25.
Still sharp & cold—Miss Nancy much indisposed with a sore throat—Dined
with us Mr Cunningham. Toasts the King, Queen, Governor &
Colonel, of Virginia. Northern Sons of Liberty. & a good price for
our comodities.—This Day the Person who carried my Letters to
Baltimore returned without any Letters or Intelligence.
Wednesday 26.
The weather this morning seems to have moderated—Miss Nancy is
poorly but better—In the Evening I ran a Foot Race with Ben &
Harry fo exercise, & a prize of ten Apples to the winner. We ran
from the School-House round the stable, & Kitchen & Great-House
which Distance is about 70 Rod—I came out first about One Rod;
but almost wholly spent; I went to my Chamber and lay down, sick,
fainty, & quite distressed. I puked several times; after having rested
a while, however, I revived & went well to Supper, & Spend the
Evening in Writing. At Supper from the conversation I learned that
the slaves in this Colony never are married, their Lords thinking them
improper Subjects for so valuable an Institution!—
Thursday 27.
The morning mild Serene and moderate—The Colonel is making
preparations for a Journey to Anapolis, where he Designs next
Month. In the Evening, (for here they call the time between Dinner
and day-light-End Evening,) He & Mrs Carter shewed me their
House; the original Design, the present form; & what is yet to be
Done—Miss Nancy came down stairs to Day—
Fryday 28.
Snows this morning Briskly—Ben in a great Fever lest the Weather
shall stop him from a Ride he has alloted for tomorrow—At twelve
the Snow ceased, Depth about five Inches—I corrected Harry for the
first time to-day for expressing himself indecently to Prissy.
Saturday 29.
Ben is preparing himself to go out—while we were dining about three
it began to Snow briskly—After Dinner when I went over to my
Room I was very much surprised to find my Room full of Smoke &
Flame!—A kind Providence only prevented the total Loss of our
School-House & all its Furniture, & our own Clothes Books &c!—A
Coal of Fire had by accident (as the Hearth is very narrow) fall'n
on the floor, it took fire, & when I entered it was burning rapidly—It
had burnt three Boards about eight Inches from the Hearth, &
most certainly in a short time would have been inextinguishable—I
put it out however speedily, & had all the fire removed—
The Weather is as wintry here in every Respect as I have ever
known it in New-Jersey—Mr Carter has a Cart & three pair of Oxen
which every Day bring in four Loads of Wood, Sundays excepted,
& yet these very severe Days we have none to spare; And indeed I do
not wonder, for in the Great House, School House, Kitchen, &c.
there are twenty Eight steady fires! & most of these are very Large!—After
Supper, when all had retired but Mrs Carter, Mr Carter &
Myself, the Conversation being on serious Matters, Mr Carter observed
that he much dislikes the common method of making Burying
Yards round Churches, & having them almost open to every Beast—He
would have them at some small distance from the Church, neatly
& strongly inclosed, and the Graves kept up decent, & plain, but
would have no splendid, nor magnificent Monument, nor even Stone
to say "Hic jacet."—He told us he proposes to make his own Coffin
& use it for a Chest til its proper use shall be required—That no
Stone, nor Inscription to be put over him—And that he would choose
to be laid under a shady Tree where he might be undisturbed, & sleep
in peace & obscurity—He told us, that with his own hands he planted,
& is with great diligence raising a Catalpa-Tree at the Head of his
Father who lies in his Garden—Mrs Carter beg'd that She might have
a Stone, with this only for a Monument, "Here lies Ann Tasker
Carter."[120] with these things for my consideration I left them about
ten and went to my cold Room, & was hurried soon to Bed; Not
however without reflecting on the importance of our preparation for
this great Change!
Sunday 30.
Very stormy this morning with Rain and Hail which instantly
freezes; the trees hang bending with Ice, & the ways are all glassy &
slippery—None think of going to Church this day—Mrs Carter &
I after Breakfast had a long conversation on religious affairs—Particularly
on differing Denominations of Protestants—She thinks the
Religion of the established Church without Exception the best of any
invented or practised in the world. & indeed she converses with great
propriety on these things, & discovers her very extensive Knowledge;
She allows the Difference between the Church, & Presbyterianism to
be only exceeding small, & wishes they were both intirely united!
Through this whole Day it storms but the Evening is terrible! almost
an Inundation of Rain; The wind violent at North-East; The Snow,
Hail, and Rain freezing together on the Ground! This Evening the
Negroes collected themselves into the School-Room, & began to play
the Fiddle, & dance—I was in Mr Randolphs Room;—I went among
them, Ben, & Harry were of the company—Harry was dancing with
his Coat off—I dispersed them however immediately.
Monday 31.
Excessive sloppy—Miss Nancy came to School to Day—I finished
my verses which are to be presented as a Valantine to Miss Prissy
Carter.
Teusday February 1st 1774.
Fair & mild but vastly muddy—About twelve Squire Lee & young
Harry Lee, who was a College-Fellow, came to see us. They staid
while about five. The Toasts at Dinner were as usual—The Colonel
& Mrs Carter seem Much pleased with Harry, & with his manner.
Wednesday 2.
The weather vastly fine. At twelve o-Clock the Colonel & Miss Prissy
rode out for an airing—Prissy This day began Multiplication. We
had also a large elegant Writing Table brought to us, so high that
the Writers must stand.
Thursday 3.
Prissy, & Nancy practising music—We had last night Thunder,
Lightning, & a very great shower.
Fryday 4.
I put Ben this day into virgil—We had our Room mended & came
into it—at twelve I rode out to Mr Taylors about two Miles, in
again by Dinner-Time—Dined with us one Mrs Hut—This Evening,
in the School-Room, which is below my Chamber, several Negroes
& Ben, & Harry are playing on a Banjo & dancing!—
Saturday 5:
I spent the morning in my Room, Ben, & Bob are gone out. About
twelve came on a visit Mr Goodlett, & Saml Fantleroy;[121] I spent the
remainder of the day with them.—At Dinner when call'd upon for
a Toast I gave Miss Sally Hollinshead.
Mr Goodlett told me he has had an Invitation, to accept a School in
Leeds,[122] a town on the River Rapahannock, about 25 Miles from
this up & across the Country.
Sunday 6.
I rode to Church; Mrs Carter & Miss Prissy & Nancy were out—Mr
Smith gave us a Sermon 14 Minutes long on Charite—But poor Fellow
he seem'd Cold as his Subject! Mr Fantleroy; & Mr Goodlett
dined with us and set off for Home as soon as we rose from Dinner—This
day two Negro Fellows the Gardiner & cooper, wrangled; &
at last fought; It happened hard however for the Cooper, who is
likely to lose one of his Eyes by that Diabolical Custom of gouging
which is in common practise among those who fight here—Evening
Ben returned; he has been into Northumland to see one Mr Jones.
Mr Goodlett, to Day, shewed me a piece of his own performance, a
paraphrase on part of the Book of Job, done in Lattin-Verse.
Monday 7.
The Day pleasant, & seems to have some appearance of Spring—Mr
Blain call'd this Affternoon, & told us that by a Letter he hears
Lady Dunmore is arrived from New-York[123]—and that many good &
wealthy Families arrived in the same Ship—It is indeed amazing, & it
will soon astonish the whole World, to consider the Rapidity of the
growth of these Colonies—
At Supper, Mr Carter informed me it is his purpose to manifacture
30.000 Bushels of wheat in his New-Mill which is yet scarcely
finished.
Teusday 8.
Before Breakfast Nancy & Fanny had a Fight about a Shoe Brush
which they both wanted—Fanny pull'd off her Shoe & threw at
Nancy, which missed her and broke a pane of glass of our School
Room. they then enter'd upon close scratching &c. which methods
seem instinctive in Women. Harry happen'd to be present & affraid
lest he should be brought in, ran and informed me—I made peace,
but with many threats—
Mrs Carter has ordered the Gardener to sew Lettice, & plant Peas
this Day in the Garden.—
Wednesday 9.
This day very blustry & cold—I gave Prissy a Coppy of Secretary-Hand,
at her particular Request—
Thursday 10.
We had the Virginia Gazette[124] to day in which the accounts concerning
the destroying the Tea at Boston are confirm'd—& also an
account of the Burning of the House of Governor Tryon. Dined
with us Colonel Frank Lee; his Wife & Captain John Lee. Toasts after
Dinner, the King. Queen. Absent Friends, Governor of Virginia, &
his Lady just arrived, & Success to American Trade & Commerce
Fryday 11.
The Company staid all Night—at Breakfast the conversation was
on a terrible Distemper which is in this County at present; & which
in Maryland last year about this time carried off hundreds, and is
call'd the "putrid Quinsy." Mr Carter has a Man lying now dangerously
ill of it!
What they do in the Disorder is, when the Inflamation is first observ'd,
bleeding; then give the Bark & Salt-petre, or Nitre, and Gargles
to cleanse the mouth—
Our company left us before dinner—Last night I took Bob to my
Room, after having in the course of the Day corrected him thrice,
& reasoned with him concerning the impropriety of his Behaviour;
at the same time I acquainted him with my final resolution to send
him over for correction every Day to his Papa's Study, which had
so strong an Effect on him (as all the Children are in remarkable
Subjection to their Parents) that he firmly pomised to attend to my
advice, & thro' this Day has been punctual to his word.
I spent the evening with the Family to hear the music. For every
evening Prissy & Nancy play the whole Evening for practice & besides
every Week half of Teusday, Thursday, & Saturday. We were
informed that the Carter who goes with the Team is ill of the sore
Throat!—
Saturday 12.
After having dismised the School I went over to Mr Carters Study—We
conversed on many things, & at length on the College of William
& Mary at Williamsburg. He informed me that it is in such confusion
at present, & so badly directed, that he cannot send his Children
with propriety there for Improvement & useful Education—That he
has known the Professors to play all Night at Cards in publick
Houses in the City, and has often seen them drunken in the Street!—That
the Charter of the College is vastly Extensive, & the yearly income
sufficient to support a University being about 4.000£. Sterling.—That
the Necessary Expence for each Scholar yearly is only 15£
Currency.
Two of the officers of the Institution, Mr Bracker, & Mr Henly[125]
Clergymen are at present engaged in a paper War published weekly
in the Williamsburg Gazette's.
Miss Fanny quite unwell of a Cold with a pain in her Breast.
Evening Mrs Carter complain'd of a sore throat; and Ben also, complains
that his Throat is quite troublesome—Mr Randolph too is confin'd
in his Room all day! We seem to be all sickning!—
Sunday 13.
Things look better this morning Mrs Carter, & Ben seem relieved,
Mr Randolph, & Fanny are better. The morning very blustry with
wind & Snow—None go to Church from here to day—In my Room
I read Pictete.
Monday 14.
Mr Randolph this Morning happens to be Miss Nancy's Valentine;
& Miss Prissy mine,—The morning sharp & very cold—
Teusday 15.
I have a call this morning from Bob & Harry for a Holiday, for
Shrove Teusday; I shall dismiss them at twelve o-Clock. I gave Miss
Carter my Verses for her Valentine, Dined with us Mrs Ford. I
finished reading the first, & began the Second Volume of Pictete.
Wednesday 16.
I happened last monday to offend Prissy, She retains her anger &
seems peculiarly resentful!—Ben agreed for half a Bit a Week to play
the Flute every Night, or read, for me, twenty Minutes after I am in
Bed.
Thursday 17.
Prissy seems much affronted; The Cause was as follows Monday afternoon,
by Chance I tapp'd her on the Head, & wholly in Jest; She
seem'd vex'd, but Teusday morning which is her day for practice on
the Forte-Piano, after Breakfast, I desir'd her to walk over to the
School, she refused, & gave for an Excuse that She must begin to
play—Both these things laid together were the cause of her resentment.
Fryday 18.
The Weather pleasant and moderate—Bob, Nancy, & Prissy, are
setting off this morning to the Dance, which is at Mr Washingtons[126]—
Saturday 19.
at Dinner we were conversing on Reading, among many remarks the
Colonel observed that, He would bet a Guinea that Mrs Carter reads
more than the Parson of the parish! No panegyrick on the Gentleman?
Mr Christian the Dancing Master, Came home with the young
Ladies.
Sunday 20.
Last Evening the virginia News-papers came; but nothing from the
Northward.
Rode to Nomini Church; Parson Smith read Prayers, but it was too
Cold a Day to give us a Sermon; After Service Mr & Mrs Carter, the
Parson, his wife & Sister; Mr Camel the Comptroler; Ben, Bob, Miss
Pierce, Miss Sanford, and My self were invited to Colonel Washingtons
to Dinner. His House has the most agreeable Situation, of any
I have yet seen in Maryland or Virginia; the broad Potowmack,
which they account between 7 and 8 Miles over, washes his Garden
on the North. the River Nomini is within a stones throw on the West,
a levil open Country on the East; a Lane of a mile & three quarters
accurately measur'd. lies from the House South-East it has from the
House the whole distance a uniform Descent, & at the Gate at the
End of this Lane the Situation is just six feet lower than at the House—There
are no Marshes near, which altogether make the place exceeding
Description. The Roads are now miry & disagreeable.
Monday 21.
Prissy seems again reconciled—Miss Stanhope the Housekeeper
is ill of a Rheumatism—They are begining to work in the Garden
with vigor. Dined with us Docter Franks.
Teusday 22.
Mr Carter rode to the County-Court. I read to day several chapters
in the Greek testament. Mr Carter has given orders to his Hands to
rigg, & fit his Schooner a Vessel of about 40 Tons for Business. Docter
Franks with us yet. Mrs Carter was taken ill last Evening & has
not been out of her chamber to Day. Miss Stanhope the Housekeeper
is also confin'd to her Room with Rheumatic Pains.
Wednesday. 23.
Mr Carter has an invitation to dine at Lee-Hall to Day, which he
accepts—before Dinner came in Miss Corbin, & Miss Booth; two
young Ladies pretty well gone in what we call the Bloom of Life;
Mr Carter was out, Mrs Carter is ill, & Ben was not Drest; Bob & I
therefore at Dinner must be Directors of the ceremonies at Table!
But happily for me I have them at last all by heart—At five Bob & I
had the Pleasure to walk home with them, (for they were on foot)
to Assist them in Crossing the River Nomini which lies between us
& Mr Turburville's. Evening Mrs Carter seems no better—Miss Sally
came out of her Room—
Thursday 24.
Frogs croaked last Evening. This morning the Birds of several kinds
are singing; and some presages of Spring seem visible. Mrs Carter
continues no better, A messenger is sent for Docter Jones, with
orders, that if he is from Home to pursue him.—
Mr Gregory,[127] the Colonels Gardiner came this morning & began
with Mr Carters two Fellows who have been in the Garden all winter—They
planted this day the common garden Peas.
The Colonel at Dinner gave Ben & I a Piece of Music to prepare on
our Flutes, in which he is to perform the thorough Bass—Evening
Mrs Carter Some Better.
Fryday 25.
Mrs Carter better—The Day pleasant—There is a report that the
Jail-Fever, or Yellow or putrid Fever, is at one Mr Atwel's on potowmack,
in this County; that it was brought in a Ship which came lately
with convict Servants; that two have already died, one this morning:
& that many of Mr Atwells Slaves are infected!—
Docter Jones spent the Evening with us; He complimented Ben
Bob, & myself with an invitation to dine with him next Sunday.
Saturday 26.
Mr Carter's Merchant Mill begins to run to-day—She is calculated to
manufacture 25.000 Bushels of Wheat a Year—I walked at twelve
with the Colonel to view her; it is amazing to consider the work and
Ingenuity—He told me his Bill for the materials and work was
1450£.!—
Ben to day Rode to Mr Fantleroys. Evening the Colonel & I performed
the Sonata. I had the Pleasure to hear the Colonel say that I
have my part perfect.
Sunday 27.
I rode to day to Richmond Church, Parson Gibbern preached about
20 Minutes on the Text "he that walketh uprightly walketh wisely"—this
seems to be a polite part of the parish.—After Sermon Ben &
I rode to Docter Jones's; he was from home. Mrs Jones a young,
Handsome, polite Lady, received & entertained us exceeding civilly.—On
our return home, we called to see Mr Hamilton, who by a
accident was thrown from a Horse, & received a sad cut in his Face!
he lies at Mr Lanes.
Monday 28.
Mrs Carter confined yet to her Room, but much better—Prissy &
I on good terms once more—Breakfasted with us Mr Taylor.[128] Ben
determines to ask his Papa to-morrow for Liberty to go home with
me in April. Evening we performed the Sonata I the first; Ben the
second; & Mr Carter the thorough Bass on the Forte Piano.
Teusday March 1st 1774.
By one of Mr Carters Sailors we heard this morning that the Fever
mentioned some Days ago continues. Afternoon Mr Lane[129] a young
Gentleman, formerly my acquaintance at Princeton came to see me;
with one Mr Harison—He stays all night.
Wednesday 2.
I gave my little family a Holiday, with an intention to ride with Mr
Lane after Dinner—We walked to the Mill, & about the works, but
before twelve it began to rain, & prevented our going out—Mrs
Carter came out of her chamber & dined with us, & seems to be well
over Illness.
Mr Lane lives in Louden County 20 Miles from Dumfries; & is to return
to Princeton towards the close of this month.
Thursday 3.
Late last Evening the Packets came in: In the Pennsylvania Gazette
I saw that Docter Elmer of my acquaintance in Jersey; & Docter
Jones at whose House I dined Last Sunday are created members of
the American Philosophical Society.—In the virginia Papers there is
an Account of an Earthquake felt on monday the 21 ult. at Williamsburg,
Richmond, & Fredericksburg—After Breakfast Mr Lane left
us, He was drest in black superfine Broadcloth; Gold-Laced hat;
laced Ruffles; black Silk Stockings; & to his Broach on his Bosom he
wore a Masons Badge inscrib'd "Virtute and Silentio" cut in a
Golden Medal! Certainly he was fine!—Mrs Carter continues better.
Evening we performed again in the several parts our Sonata—Ben
mentioned to his Mama, as Mr Lane's coming hindred his asking
his Papa for his Consent to go to Philadelphia.
She seems to be not unwilling.
Expence to Day for Paper a Bitt, or 7½d.
Fryday 4.
I gave the Hostler directions for preparing my Horse for the approaching
expedition. In a Ship arrived last week in Potowmack Mr
Carter received half a Dozen of the latest Gent. Magazines with several
other new Books,
This day I wrote two Letters to be forwarded by Mr Lane, one to
a young Lady in Philadelphia the other to my Sister.
No news of beautiful Laura; perhaps I may say of her, to myself:
Quid insanis, Philippe, tua lura Laura,—Alium—secuta est! Keep
her, kind Heaven, & in her Friendship make me happy! After School
at Evening, on account of some difference about the Key of the
School-Room Ben gave Harry a smart, but just correction; I kept in
my Room that I might be wholly unconcerned in the matter.
There came in about eight o-Clock a man very drunk, & grew exceeding
noisy & troublesome, & as the Evening was cold & stormy
Mr Carter thought it improper to send him away; he was therefore
ordered into the Kitchen, to stay the Night: Him Bob soon after persuaded
to the School-house; I soon heard from my Room the noise
& guesed immediately the Cause. I waited however 'til half after ten,
when all seemed silent; I then took a candle & went into the School-Room,
And before the Fire Bob had brought a matt, & Several Blankets,
& was himself in a sound sleep covered with the Blankets on the
same Matt between the drunken Man, & a Negro Fellow, his Papas
Postilion! I mention this as one Example among a thousand to shew
the very particular Taste of this Boy!—I could mention another
which would illustrate what I have said of this passion for Horses
when I gave a Scetch of his character, Ben has a very sightly young
mare which he has in keeping for our intended Journey; this morning
Bob agreed to give his Brother a Pisterene, & a rich Tortoise-Shell
Handled Knife bound elegantly with Silver, only for Liberty to ride
this Mare every day to Water, until his Brother sets away, & would
consent to be limited as to the Gait he should use in Riding—I
borrowed the late Magazines & read them in my Leisure. I am
daily more charmed & astonished with Mrs Carter. I think indeed
she is to be placed in the place with Ladies of the first Degree.
Saturday 5.
Very stormy this morning, no going out: I spend the day very agreeably
at Home. Mr Carter appointed to Ben, & I another Sonata to
practise. He wrote for Miss Nancy also "Infancy" to get by Heart &
sing it with the Guitar. The day continues stormy; Bob, however,
has ventured out; for neither Heat, nor Cold, nor Storm can stay
him!—
We dined at three—The Colonel at Dinner observed that many of
the most just, & nervous sentiments are contain'd in Songs & small
Sketches of Poetry; but being attended with Frippery Folly or Indecency
they are many times look'd over. I am remarkably pleased
with the Monument erected to the memory of General Wolfe in the
universal Magazine for September 1773. The General is there represented
in an expiring Posture, supported by an English Soldier, who
seems to comfort him in his last moments, by directing his closing
Eyes to a Figure representing Victory, holding in one hand a palm-Branch,
the emblem of peace; & a Crown or Wreath of immortality
in the other, which she offers the dying commander; while he himself
seems to make a final effort to express his Sattisfaction at her Appearance.
On the corners of the Base are two Lions couchant, the Emblems
of the british Nation, supporting the Sarcophagus or marble
Urn, & intended to express the gratitude of his native country for his
eminent Services. On the first pannel of the Base is an elegant alto
Relievo, representing the debarkation of the Troops at the Foot of
the Heights of Abraham.
The Writer says that the Height of the Monument from the
Ground-Line to the top of the Tent, is nearly twenty-seven feet;
that the figures are considerably larger than the Life, & beautifully
executed.
On an oval Tablet on the front of the Urn are inscribed the underwritten
Lines.
To the Memory
of
James Wolfe Esqr
Major-General, & Commander in Chief of the British Land Forces on
an Expedition against Quebeck. Who, surmounting by Ability &
valour All Obstacles of Art & Nature,
Was slain,
In the moment of Victory.
At the head
of his conquering Troops, on the 13th of September 1759;
The King,
and the Parliament of Great Britain
Dedicate this Monument.
Honour is here indeed done to merit, and Valour is justly
eternized!—
I was reading in the Evening to Bob in the Monthly Review the
remarks on the Poetry and writings of Phillis Wheatly[130] of Boston;
at which he seem'd in astonishment; sometimes wanting to see her,
then to know if She knew grammer, Latin, &c. at last he expressed
himself in a manner very unusual for a Boy of his turn. & suddenly
exclaimed, Good God! I wish I was in Heaven!—The Weather is so
stormy I chose to forego my Supper, rather than venture into the
dark, & Water. In bed a little after ten which is our usual time.
Sunday 6.
I rose at eight—The morning cold & stormy—Ben is distressed that he
cannot go to Church; I cannot say but I enjoy myself with great
Satisfaction tho' I stay most of my time in my Chamber; & often have
to withstand the solicitations of Gentlemen to visit them.
Breakfasted at half after nine. Mr Lane the other Day informed me
that the Anabaptists in Louden County are growing very numerous;
& seem to be increasing in afluence; and as he thinks quite destroying
pleasure in the Country; for they encourage ardent Pray'r; strong &
constant faith, & an intire Banishment of Gaming, Dancing, & Sabbath-Day
Diversions. I have also before understood that they are
numerous in many County's in this Province & are Generally accounted
troublesome—Parson Gibbern has preached several Sermons
in opposition to them, in which he has labour'd to convince his People
that what they say are only whimsical Fancies or at most Religion
grown to Wildness & Enthusiasm!—There is also in these counties
one Mr Woddel,[131] a presbiterian Clergyman, of an irreproachable
Character, who preaches to the people under Trees in summer, & in
private Houses in Winter, Him, however, the people in general dont
more esteem than the Anabaptists Preachers; but the People of Fashion
in general countenance, & commend him. I have never had an
opportunity of seeing Mr Woddel, as he is this Winter up in the
Country, but Mr & Mrs Carter speak well of him, Mr & Mrs Fantleroy
also, & all who I have ever heard mention his Name. Like Bob I am
at once fill'd with pleasure & surprise, when I see the remarks of the
Reviewers confirmed as to the Writings of that ingenious African
Phillis Wheatly of Boston; her verses seem to discover that She is
tolerably well acquainted with Poetry, Learning, & Religion. In the
universal Magazine for September 1773 are the following Lines on
her being brought from Africa to America by herself.
"Twas mercy brought me from my Pagan Land,
Taught my benighted Soul to understand,
That there's a God; that there's a Saviour too;
Once I Redemption neither sought nor knew,
Some view our sable Race with scornful Eye,
"Their Colour is a diabolic Dye."
Remember, christians, Negroes, black as Cain,
May be refin'd, & join the Angelic Train.
—The people Went to day as usual into the Woods with the Cart &
Oxen for Wood, as the cold and stormy Weather the several days
past has occasioned large, & steady fires—It seems however to be a
Breach of the Law of the Sabbath. Ben impatient of staying at home
rode out about Eleven, when the weather is more moderate; Bob,
Harry & Mr Randolph also are all going out; I seem happy when
intirely alone, & have undisturbed liberty to spend in Devotion God's
holy Sabbath of Rest.
Before Night it grew fair when on a Sudden all are out, so that we
seem like a Town; but most of the Inhabitants are black—We dined
at three, no company. Evening Bob returned & brought Mr Turburville's
Compliments, with a strong invitation for me to visit him—A
little before the Sun went down I took a walk down the Poplar
Avenue; which must certainly be vastly pleasant in Summer—At the
farthest end of this Walk I gathered & eat some Pisimmonds from a
large Tree which were exceeding sweet, & agreeable. Supped at nine,
At Supper The Colonel informed me that he has invented this Day a
method for finding the difference of the value of money in this
Province and in Maryland. We do not spend Sundays thus in Jersey.
In Bed by ten. Ben at home.
Monday 7.
The morning vastly clear & cool—The Colonel rode to Richmond
court at twelve, with Mr Randolph, I walked to see the Negroes
make a fence; they drive into the Ground Chesnut stakes about two
feet apart in a strait Row, & then twist in the Boughs of Savin[132]
which grows in great plenty here—Ben, to Day, began Virgils
Georgics—And Prissy began Division—By accident to day in the
Garden I took up Mr Gegory the Gardiners Spade, for which he
instantly called on me for my forfeit—This Gardiner through the
Summer from this Time has half a Crown daily Wages—Dined at
half after two.
Teusday 8.
I rose by six—the morning fine. Breakfasted at nine. At twelve I
walked, to the mill together with Mr & Mrs Carter; Miss Prissy &
Nancy, to see them bake Biscuit, & pack flour; here too I had a Forfeit
for kneeding biscuit. The Colonel shewed me and explain'd the Pan
of his Mill; his Canals; Waste-gates; Toll Mill, Merchant Mill: &c.
The tide flows quite to the Mill & is navigable with Canoes & Flats—He
told me that his Wastgate as it stands alone cost him 95£.—And
that nothing less than 5000£ Capital can continue the works & keep
them supplied. The Ovens bake 100lb of Flour at a Heating; there
are in the Bake-house two Ovens. Dined half after two.
The Colonel formed last Sunday, & is yet compleating Tables for
finding the Difference between Virginia, & Maryland Currency, as
he is entering largely into Trade he finds it necessary to be better
acquainted with the Exchange. Ben agreed to ask his Papa at Supper
for Leave to go with me to Philadelphia but poor Boy his resolution
fail'd him!
Wednesday 9.
Up by seven, very Windy—Evening I rode with Ben to Mr Lanes to
see young Lane; he was out however, & we soon returned—Mr
Warden was at Mr Lanes. Evening we played in our small Concert
our old Sonata; & besides Feltons Gavott,[133] supp'd at nine.
Thursday 10.
Mrs Carter informed me last Evening that this Family one year with
another consumes 27000 Lb of Pork; & twenty Beeves. 550 Bushels of
Wheat. besides corn—4 Hogsheads of Rum, & 150 Gallons of Brandy.
Breakfasted with us Mr Warden, at twelve, with Mr Randolph, I
went a fishing, but we had only the luck to catch one apiece. Dined
with us Mr Cunningham, he has lately had a severe turn of the
Pleurisy—I supped with Mr Randolph on Fish—
Fryday 11.
The finest morning we have yet had: the Robbins, & blue Birds singing
all around us. Prissy, Nancy, & Bob go this day to the Dance
which is at Mr Turburville's—It come here next—I wrote a Letter
to Mr Rees[134] at Trenton—At twelve with Ben I rode to Mr Lanes
to see young Mr Lane, he happened to be at Home, & introduced to
me Mr Middleton an old facetious but pofane Gentleman. We dined
with Mr Lane. When call'd on for my Toast I gave Miss Sally Hollinshead,
of Philadelphia Dined at three—
I heard a mocking Bird sing this Day. supped at eight & in Bed early
for I am much fatigued with riding.
Saturday 12.
I rose by six—Breakfasted with us Captain Blackwel; master of a Ship
lying in Ucomico—I heard Harry, Miss Fanny, & Besy repeat their
catechism—At ten Mr Lane called on us to go on Board Captain
Blackwels Ship to Dine—We consented and set off by Eleven; We
rode to a place called Horn-Point, which is about a Mile up the River
Ucomico, & in sight of the wide Potowmac, off this point at about a
Quarter of a miles Distance lay Captain Griggs, & Captain Blackwels
Ships, they sent immediately a Boat to carry us on board, but on telling
us that neither of the Captains were at Home, we chose rather
to turn Back—The distance from Mr Carters to this Point, is called
twelve miles; the Land seems to be exceeding poor, as it is covered
for most of the way with Large Pines, & shrubby Savins, & destitute
almost intirely of Cultivation—From Horn-Point we agreed to ride
to one Mr Camels, who is Controller of the customs &c. here; cheifly
to see a Daughter of his to whom we were equally strangers, we
arrived at Mr Camels about two o-Clock, & were severally introduced
to Miss Pinkstone Camel, a young woman of about sixteen,
neat, handsome, genteel, & sociable; & in my opinion she possesses as
much of these as any young Lady in Virginia whom I have yet seen—It
has been Mr Camels misfortune, in the course of trade, to be
reduced to low circumstances, on which account his Family does
not now meet with so great respect, as I am told they formerly did—
From Horn Point to the Comptrolers, the distance is call'd four
miles. Before Dinner we Borrowed the Comptrolers Barge, which is
an over grown Canoe, & diverted ourselves in the River which lies
full fronting the House; & we were the better pleased with the sport
as all our motions were in the sight of Miss Camel—We dined at half
after three on Fish, & wild Duck—our drink Grogg, & Water. From
the Comptrolers at 5 o-Clock we set of Homewards; we call'd on
our way at Captain Meddletons,[135] whom I take to be exceedingly
Profane in his Language; we were introduced to his two Daughters;
they seemed however aukward in their Behaviour, & dull, & saturnine
in their Disposition—The distance from the Comptrolers to Captain
seven Miles—We left there at eight in the evening, & rode to Mr
Joseph Lanes Esqr which distance is called five miles, & arrive at 9
o-Clock—here we had an elegant Supper—with good Porter & Madeira—after
Supper, when call'd on for my Toast, I gave Miss Betsy
Beaty of Newington, Pennsylvania—At half after ten we set off and
rode home; Distance three miles, Our poor Horses went the distances
which I have laid down and were not fed in the course of the day;
as they have no taverns in these parts—Our whole Distance 31 Miles
Expence to the Sailors for their trouble is 1s 10d. Exceedingly fatigued
with Riding.
Sunday 13.
Soon after Breakfast Captain Scott (master of a Schooner laden with
Wheat, & bound from Alexandria for Philadelphia, which about ten
days past in a gale of wind run aground and is like to lose her Cargo)
come to hire Mr Carters Schooner to assist in unloading her that the
vessel may be saved; the vessel run aground, & now lies nearly opposite
the mouth of the River Nomini in Potowmack!—The Colonel is
engaged in taking off a Description of the River Ucomico; the Road
from hence to Horn-Point; & Mondays-Point[136] with the Houses on
the several ways—This day I declin'd going to Church, chiefly on
account of my Horse, who went so far yesterday—It is however the
first time that I have kept myself at home in good weather—Evening
Mr Carter received a Packet of Letters from Anopolis by the Post,
but none comes to me this long Winter—Bob to-day rode to Richmond
Church, & in the Evening brought from Counsellor Taylor[137]
a strong invitation to come and see him.
Monday 14.
Bob this morning begg'd me to learn him lattin; his Reason he tells
me is that yesterday Mrs Taylor[138] told him he must not have either
of her Daughters unless he learn'd Latin he urged me so strong that
I put him some Lessons for leasure hours. Rainy most of this day, &
in the afternoon from the West arose a black cloud which was
attended with several pretty hard Claps of Thunder—We had with
us one Mr Neal a good Sort of self sufficient Gentleman—
Teusday 15.
This morning, as Ben & Bob were agreeing on the price of a Rudiman
Grammar, which Bob wanted to purchase of Ben; after some
time when Bob would not give 2/10. Bens great demand for a Book
almost worn out, which when new, may, by thousands be had in
Philadelphia for 2/. that Currency—He threw his Book into the fire,
& destroy'd it at once!—An Instance of two ruling Foibles which I
discover in Ben viz. obstinacy, & avarice. And another I mentioned
the other day, of his agreeing, for half a Bit, or 3½d a week, to play
the flute for a limited time, every night after I am in Bed; of this
however he has grown tired, & given up his wages on account of the
Labour, or Confinement of the Task—And I should be deceived, if
a very little money would not excite him to submit to almost any
menial service—Bob however; for the present is frustrated in his purpose
of learning Grammer, & it seems to chagrin him as much, as
tho' he actually believed in what Mrs Taylor[139] told him last Sunday,
that without he understands Latin, he will never be able to win a
young Lady of Family & fashion for his Wife.—At the Noon play-Hours
Bob & Nelson the Boy who waits on the School had a fight,
I know not on what account; it was Bobs misfortune in the course
of the Battle to receive a blow on his cheek near his Eye, which is
visible, & brought the intelligence of the Quarrel to me, for all were
wholly silent till I made inquiry, when all in a moment seem'd to
turn & try to convict him—In the Evening, after School, I took
them both to my Room and examined them of the reason, Place, and
manner of their fighting; from themselves it seem'd plain that they
fought for mere Diversion I therefore dismiss'd Nelson, & kept Bob
til near Supper & then gave him a smart correction & dismiss'd him.
Wednesday 16.
The morning cloudy & windy, Breakfasted at nine—Mr Randolph
hurt himself by a Fall from a fence to day badly—Dined at half after
two—Towards Evening the clouds all scattered, the wind fell, & left
the air pleasant: The Birds also seemed glad and merry—The whole
reminded me of a beautiful, & memorable passage in Milton. "If
Chance the Radiant Sun with farewel-Sweet, Extend his Evening
Beam the fields revive, The Birds their notes renew, the bleating
Herds Attest their joy that Hill & valley rings."
After school, I had the honour of taking a walk with Mrs Carter
through the Garden—It is beautiful, & I think uncommon to see at
this Season peas all up two & three Inches—We gathered two or
three Cowslips in full-Bloom; & as many violets—The English Honey
Suckle is all out in green & tender Leaves—Mr Gregory is grafting
some figs—Mrs Carter shewed me her Apricot-Grafts; Asparagus
Beds &c. Before Supper a Black cloud appeared in the West, at which
Mrs Carter discovered much concern as She is uncommonly affraid
both of wind and Thunder.
Thursday 17.
This morning Mr Carter put Miss Fanny to learning the Notes—While
we were breakfasting Mr Stadley the musician came; Miss
Prissy is with him; Nancy learns the Guitar, under the direction of
her Papa, as Mr Stadley does not understand playing on the Guitar—Dined
with us a young Gentleman Mr Fantleroy from Hobbes-Hole—He
seems to be a modest sensible, genteel young Fellow—I had the
pleasure of taking a walk in the Garden at five with Mr Stadley; Bob
along—He is a man of Sense, & has great Skill in music. I spent the
Evening in the Room in the midst of music.
Fryday 18.
The morning damp & disagreeable—Mr Stadley continues to Day
with Miss Prissy. We received this morning the Williamsburg
Gazette's—Several Addresses appear, and poetical Encomiums on the
Countess of Dunmore lately arrived there.
Mr. Bracken. & Mr. Henley, are still contending in furious Combat,
but poor Henley seems to be on the verge of a Defeat—I have all
along intended, & shall now attempt to give a short discription of
Nomini-Hall, & the several Buildings, & improvements adjoining it;
as well for my own amusement, as also to be able with certainty to
inform others of a Seat as magnificent in itself & with as many surrounding
Conveniences, as any I have ever seen, & perhaps equal to
any in this Colony—
Mr Carter now possesses 60000 Acres of Land; & about 600 Negroes—But
his Estate is much divided, & lies in almost every county in
this Colony; He has Lands in the neighbourhood of Williamsburg,
& an elegant & Spacious House in that City—He owns a great part
of the well known Iron-Works near Baltimore in Maryland—And
he has one or more considerable Farms not far from Anopolis. He
has some large tracts of Land far to the West, at a place call'd "Bull
Run," & the "Great Meadows" among the mountains. He owns Lands
near Dumfries on the Potowmack; & large Tracts in this & the neighbouring
Counties.—Out of these Lands, which are situated so remote
from each other in various parts of these two large Provinces, Virginia,
& Maryland, Mr Carter has chosen for the place of his habitation a
high spot of Ground in Westmoreland County at the Head of the
Navigation of the River Nomini, where he has erected a large Elegant
House, at a vast expence, which commonly goes by the name
of Nomini-Hall. This House is built with Brick, but the bricks have
been covered with strong lime Mortar; so that the building is now
perfectly white; It is seventy-six Feet long from East to west; &
forty-four wide from North to South, two Stories high; the Pitch
of the lower story seventeen Feet, & the upper Story twelve—
It has five Stacks of Chimneys, tho two of these serve only for
ornament. There is a beautiful Jutt, on the South side, eighteen feet
long, & eight Feet deep from the wall which is supported by three
tall pillars—On the South side, or front, in the upper story are four
Windows each having twenty-four Lights of Glass. In the lower
story are two Windows each having forty-two Lights of Glass, &
two Doors each having Sixteen Lights—At the East end the upper
story has three Windows each with eighteen Lights; & below two
Windows both with eighteen Lights & a Door with nine—
The North side I think is most beautiful of all; In the upper Story
is a Row of seven Windows with eighteen Lights a piece; and below
six windows, with the like number of lights; besides a large Portico
in the middle, at the sides of which are two Windows each with
eighteen Lights.—At the West end are no Windows—The Number
of Lights in all is five hundred, & forty nine—There are four Rooms
on a Floor, disposed of in the following manner. Below is a dining
Room where we usually sit; the second is a dining-Room for the
Children; the third is Mr Carters study; & the fourth is a Ball-Room
thirty Feet long—Above stairs, one Room is for Mr & Mrs Carter;
the second for the young Ladies; & the other two for occasional
Company—As this House is large, & stands on a high piece of Land
it may be seen a considerable distance; I have seen it at the Distance
of six Miles—At equal Distances from each corner of this Building
stand four other considerable Houses, which I shall next a little describe.
First, at the North East corner, & at 100 yards Distance stands
the School-House; At the North-West Corner, & at the same Distance
stands the stable; At the South-West Corner, & at the same
Distance, stands the Coach-House; And lastly, at the South-East
corner, & at an equal distance stands the Work-House. These four
Houses are the corner of a Square of which the Great-House is the
Center—First the School-House is forty five feet long, from East to
West, & twenty-seven from North to South; It has five well-finished,
convenient Rooms, three below stairs, & two above; It is built with
Brick a Story & a half high with Dormant Windows; In each Room
is a fire; In the large Room below-Stairs we keep our School; the
other two Rooms below which are smaller are allowed to Mr Randolph
the Clerk; The Room above the School-Room Ben and I live
in; & the other Room above Stairs belongs to Harry & Bob. Five of us
live in this House with great Neatness, & convenience; each one has
a Bed to himself—And we are call'd by the Bell to the Great-House
to Breakfast &c—The Wash-House is built in the same form, & is of
the same Size of the School-House—From the front yard of the
Great House, to the Wash-House is a curious Terrace, covered finely
with Green turf, & about five foot high with a slope of eight feet,
which appears exceeding well to persons coming to the front of the
House—This Terrace is produced along the Front of the House,
and ends by the Kitchen; but before the Front-Doors is a broad flight
of steps of the same Height, & slope of the Terrace.
The Stable & coach-House are of the same Length & Breadth as
the School- and Wash-House, only they are higher pitched to be convenient
for holding Hay & Fodder.[140]
Due East of the Great House are two Rows of tall, flourishing,
beautiful, Poplars, beginning on a Line drawn from the School to the
Wash-House; these Rows are something wider than the House, &
are about 300 yards Long, at the Eastermost end of which is the great
Road leading through Westmorland to Richmond. These Rows of
Poplars form an extreemely pleasant avenue, & at the Road, through
them, the House appears most romantic, at the same time that it does
truly elegant—The Area of the Triangle made by the Wash-House,
Stable, & School-House is perfectly levil, & designed for a bowling-Green,
laid out in rectangular Walks which are paved with Brick, &
covered over with burnt Oyster-Shells—In the other Triangle, made
by the Wash-House, Stable, & Coach House is the Kitchen, a well-built
House, as large as the School-House, Bake-House; Dairy; Store-House
& several other small Houses; all which stand due West, & at a
small distance from the great House, & form a little handsome Street.
These Building stand about a quarter of a Mile from a Fork of the
River Nomini, one Branch of which runs on the East of us, on which
are two Mills; one of them belongs to Mr Turburville, the other to
Mr Washington, both within a mile—another branch of the River
runs on the West of us, on which and at a small distance above the
House stands Mr Carters Merchant Mill,[141] which I have in other
places described; to go to the mill from the House we descend I
imagine above an 100 Feet; the Dam is so broad that two carriages
may pass conveniently on it; & the Pond from twelve to Eighteen
Foot water—at the fork Mr Carter has a Granary, where he lands his
Wheat, for the mill Iron from the Works &c—
In the Evening Mr Carter sent for Ben & I to play over the Sonata
which we have lately learn'd; we performed it, & had not only Mr
Stadleys Approbation, but his praise; he did me the honour to say
that "I play a good Flute." He took a Flute also and play'd; which
put me in mind, at once, of the speech of the Shepherd in virgil.—Non
tu in Triviis, indocte, solebas Stridenti miserum Stipula disperdere
cament [carmen]. For when compared to him, the best that
Ben or I can do, is like Crows among Nightingales—We play'd till
ten, and separated, I gave to Miss Harriot, for saying a good lesson,
half a Bit—
Saturday 19.
The morning still wet & disagreeable—Last night I dreamed much of
the Girl, which, I most of all others, esteem, & admire; of Laura; But
oh! I dreamed She was treacherous!—If it be true, I must suppress
the Greatness of my Disappointment by reflecting that I had not
well enough considered this Sentiment of the poet, That,—Varium
et mutabile Femina—I discover weakness when I am writing in this
manner; but Anxiety, and mighty-Love carry me over the bounds
which I set for the regulation of my conduct—Dreams indeed are
vain & false; But perhaps Laura may think that Lovers vows are
vain & trifling as they!—I spend the day in my Room looking over
the Catalogue of the Reviewers for August, September, October &
November 1773.—Ben, & Bob, & Harry, out tho the Day is bad—Mr
Stadley is yet busy with the young Ladies—
Sunday 20.
The weather still cloudy, damp, and disagreeable, but it is perfectly
calm; people here attribute this so long dullness to the Sun crossing
the Line which is to happen to-morrow—After Breakfast Mr Stadley
left us, The day is so bad none of us go to Church—Before Dinner
I received from Mr Lane, by his Servant a Note, informing me that
he is to set out tomorrow for home—In return, by the Same bearer,
I wrote him my Compliments in a letter; desiring him to remember
me to my Acquaintances in Pennsylvania, & New Jersey, as he will
probably soon see many of them—I spent much of this Day in Mr
Carters Library among the works of mighty-Men; I turned over
Calmets, Scripture prints, they are beautiful, & vastly entertaining—At
Dinner by some means, I know not how a conversation was introduced
concerning the Souls of Women; Mrs Carter observed that
She has heard they have no Souls—Says Miss Priscilla in a moment if
I thought so I would not have spent all this morning in Reading; nor
would Women, (Said the well discerning Miss) be careful to avoid
any Shameful, or Sinful Action—It is not unlikly but those are the
private Sentiments of many among the Fair; & no doubt they would
be generally and publickly practised if it should be universally admitted
that the Soul of a Woman is not to exist after the present Life.
Monday 21.
This day the days and nights are equal—The Sun enters Aries—Aries
[Libra] dies Somniq: pares ubi fecerit Horas, Et medium suis atq:
Umbris jam dividet Orbem. Virgil. Georgic I.
At Breakfast Mrs Carter asked me who is foremost in Arithmetic;
whether Bob, or Prissy? At which Mr Carter observed, that him of
his Sons whom he finds most capable of doing Business when he
leaves the World, & his Estate, Shall have the management of the
whole, & support the Rest. It seemed to me to be not an ill-chosen
Incentive to Diligence among the Boys—
This morning still cloudy, the wind at South—about ten a black-gloomy
cloud appeared in the west; it came over like Virgils—Omnia
Ventorum concurrere proelia [vidi]—The wind changed with the
cloud to the westward—Dined with us Mr Washington & Mr Philip
Smith, Brother to the Parson of this parish, to whom I was formally
introduced—Toasts as usual—Towards Evening it grows more pleasant
& after School, I had the pleasure of a walk in the Garden with
Mrs Carter, Miss Stanhope, & Miss Harriot—The peas have grown
admirably since my last Walk; & indeed all the Herbs seem sprouting—Harry
this Day finished vulgar Fractions, & began Practice.
Expence to day as Pin-Money a Bit or 7½ d
Teusday 22.
Once more the weather fine—Last night by some accident, the Main
Spring of my Watch either unhook'd or broke, for when I thought
She had run down, & trying to wind her, I found the Chain made no
Resistance As there is no oppertunity here of having her refitted, I
seem in considerable difficulty—In Spite of all my strongest opposing
efforts, my thoughts dwell on that Vixen Laura. I strive to refuse
them admission, or harbour them in my heart, yet like hidden fire
they introduce themselves, & seize; & overcome me when perhaps I
am pursuing some amuseing or useful Study; on giving precepts &
Directions to my little fair Seminary—At ten Mr Lane & Mr John
Simpson call'd to see us—At twelve we had a pleasant walk in the
Garden—Mr Carter, & Mrs Carter along—Mr Lane informs that he
has by particular Request, in the Absence of the Parson, Read the
funeral Service twice since he has been in the county, which is only
a few Weeks—He sets off for home soon; Mr Carter says he is in
Love, & I think it is with Miss Camel. I was introduced to Mr Simpson:
He talks much; & often mentions his having been to England—They
Dined with us; Toasts as usual. Evening I have the Tooth Ach.
Wednesday 23.
I was almost wholly deprived of Sleep last night with a pain in my
Jaw & Teeth; which conti[n]ues this morning so bad I scarce know
what, or how to do—Frail, & weak nature; how we are forever teas'd,
& vexed with Anciety in our minds, or Pains & other distresses in our
Bodies!—We dined at half after two—It is now seven in the Evening
& I am about entering into bed, as the pain has entirely left me, that
I may satisfy my Body for last nights loss of my usual rest, I leave
Ben by the Fire, poring over a History of England, nodding Sometimes,
however, & impatient of the distance of nine o-Clock.—
Thursday 24.
At Breakfast Mr Carter entertained us with an account of what he
himself saw the other Day, which is a strong Representation of the
cruelty & distress which many among the Negroes suffer in Virginia!
Mr Carter dined at Squire Lees some few Weeks ago; at the same
place, that day, dined also Mr George Turburville & his Wife—As
Mr Carter rode up he observed Mr Turburvilles Coach-Man sitting
on the Chariot-Box, the Horses off—After he had made his compliments
in the House, He had Occasion soon after to go to the Door,
when he saw the Coachman still sitting, & on examination found that
he was there fast chained! The Fellow is inclined to run away, &
this is the method which This Tyrant makes use of to keep him when
abroad; & so soon as he goes home he is delivered into the pityless
Hands of a bloody Overseer!—In the Language of a Heathen I
query whether cunning old Charon will not refuse to transport this
imperious, haughty Virginian Lord When he shall happen to die
over the Styx to the Elysian Gardens; lest his Lordship in the passage
should take affront at the treatment, & attempt to chain him also
to the Stygean Galley for Life!—
Or, In the language of a Christian, I query whether he may be admitted
into the peaceful Kingdom of Heaven where meekness, Holiness,
& Brotherly-Love, are distinguishing Characteristicks?—
Tho the Pain in my Teeth has entirely left me, I am not therefore
free from distress; for to day I am attacked with a pain in my Head,
& Fever; which hinders me from Walking out at twelve as is my
Custom!—
Fryday 25.
I rose by seven—& through Gods mercy I feel myself much relieved
of yesterdays complaints—The weather cloudy, cold, rainy at
times, & unpleasant—Evening Ben took courage & asked his Papa for
his consent to allow him to go with me to Philadelphia—The Colonel
very kindly, & at the same time very Politely consented—For he
would not agree till he knew of me whether it is agreeable to me, & at
my Request that he is to go—
Saturday 26.
Ben & Bob are soon after Breakfast on Horseback; Breakfasted with
us one Lee, a Gentleman of what they call here the back Woods—He
seems indeed a little stiff in his manner; but he has had a long
Ride—I spend the Day close in my Room Reading Writing &c—
Sunday 27.
An odd Jumble of affairs happened this morning—Bob drest himself
& came into our Room & in his usual way began to be pretty free in
telling us News. Amongst a vast quantity of other stuff he informed
Ben & I that he heard Mr Randolph has the P... we both join'd in
severely reprimanding for attempting to propogate so unlikely a
Tale—Why, Brother Ben, said the mischeivous Wretch I heard in
this Neighbourhood, yesterday a Report concerning you not much
to your—but I will conceal it—This inraged Ben he at first however
persuaded him but soon began to threaten loudly unless he told the
whole—why then, Brother said Bob, it is reported that two Sundays
ago you took Sukey (a young likely Negro Girl maid to Mrs Carters
youngest Son) into your stable, & there for a considerable time
lock'd yourselves together!—Before Bob had done, the Bell rung
for Breakfast & we parted—All went to Church to-day but Miss
Nancy, Harry, & Myself—I spend the day agreeably in Mr Carters
Library—Evening when the Colonel returned, (for he dined at
Squire Lee's) he informed me of an affair which happened yesterday
in this County, One Smith, a Man of a Middle age who lives with his
aged Father, & his Father too is old & declining fast with disease—This
youth has lately made a will for his Father which he yesterday
compell'd him to sign; & after the Good old Man had obliged him,
he beat and abused him (tho his father) in desperate manner it is
thought with a design to destroy him! Soon after this he discharged a
musket at his own Brother who was at some distance from him &
lodged in his body eighteen large Shott!—Docters were immediately
call'd—& officers directed to take the villian but he, with his Wife
have hid themselves in a Thicket & have as yet evaded the search of
the Sheriff—
Sup'd with us one Mr Mathews a Steward for Mr Carter in Louden.
[Monday 28]
Breakfasted with us Mr Mathews; he seems to be a man of great
Gravity, says little, & Sighs often—The day is warm & vastly mild; it
is the first Day we have in all our Rooms been without any Fire—At
twelve I rode to Mr Taylors two miles; he was out, I sat half an
hour with Miss Taylor & returned to Dinner, the Ride exceeding
pleasant, and my Horse seems (as jockeys say) in good Flesh & well
prepar'd for our approaching & much wished for Journey—Evening
Mr Simpson came in, sup'd & stays the Night. He has last Week,
been destilling Mr Carter's Liquor made of Pisimonds—it is soft,
mild, of a fair pure Colour, burns clear, but does not answer the
Colonels Expectations; so that he does not propose to recommend it
to his Neighbours in this or the Neighbouring Counties as a useful
experiment. When call'd on for my Toast, at Supper I gave Miss
Jenny Corbin; Mrs Carter gave Captain Lee; & Mr Simpson gave
Miss Jones.
Teusday 29.
To warm to day for fire, but we have the wind very strong from the
West—Mr Carter rode to Court—Soon after Breakfast I receiv'd a
Letter from Mr Andrew Bryan of Baltimore, Maryland formerly at
College my Class-Mate—the Letter bears Date January 21st 1774
Dated at Baltimore. He informs me of his good Health, & that, he
shall soon forward my Letters inclosed to him; perhaps kind oppertunity
shall have before this hour favoured my wish, & brought
to Laura advices of my State—At twelve I rode out, with Ben, an
hour & better, the Day vastly windy. About four Colonel Philip Lee's
Chariot arrived, in which came four young Misses to be ready for
the Dance which happens here tomorrow—I am informed this Evening
that Smith the Villian mentioned last Sunday was to day apprehended,
& committed to the prison in this County
Wednesday 30.
Rainy & cold—The Colonel informed me this morning that the
general Opinion of the Gentlemen at Court yesterday seem'd to be
that the County would be free'd of three Villians if the old abused
Father, the wounded Son & Brother, & the offending guilty Son were
to be all hanged—The Day so bad Mr Christian does not attend—Mrs
Washington came however, with Miss Jenny her Daughter; the
two Fantleroys came also, & Miss Corbin, & Miss Turburville, &
one Miss Hale[142] a new Scholar—Mr Carters Man play'd & the
Dance goes on with great Spirit & neatness. Evening there is as common
a good play. Separated all for Bed by half after nine.
Thursday 31.
All our company continue. The morning fair & cool—Yesterday &
to-day I am strongly solicited to dance—I decline however & must
persevere.—Mr & Mrs Turburville came in before Dinner—With
the two Fantleroys, Ben, Bob, & Harry, I had a pleasant walk
through the Fields, to the Mill &c. I paid my forfeit to the Baker
7½d—The Plumb-Trees are beginning to blossom—Towards Evening
our company all left us.
Fryday April 1st 1774.
Good Fryday—A general Holiday here—Wednesday & thursday I
gave up my School on account of the Dance, and they must have
this Day for Devotion!—The Colonel, Ben Harry, & myself all go to
Ucomico Church—Parson Smith gave the usual Prayers for the Day
and a long Sermon very suitable & well chosen.
After Service we were invited and went Home with Captain
Walker to dine; I was here introduced to Dr Steptoe[143] & a young
Gentleman Brother to the Parson Both seem agreeable, & appear to
be men of Sense Dined here also the Parson, his Wife, Sister, Mr
Warder the Lawyer
Towards Evening we rode home I observed as I rode along People
are universally plowing up their Land for planting Corn & for Tobacco
And in one field I saw several Women planting Corn I think
however, it is early even here—They raise no Flax, their Land in general
being so poor that it will not produce it—And their Method of
farming is slovenly, without any regard to continue their Land in
heart, for future Crops—They plant large Quantities of Land, without
any Manure, & work it very hard to make the best of the Crop,
and when the Crop comes off they take away the Fences to inclose
another Piece of Land for the next years tillage, and leave this a common
to be destroyed by Winter & Beasts till they stand in need of it
again to plough—The Land most commonly too is of a light sandy
soil, & produces in very great quantities shrubby Savins & Pines, unless
in the Vallies (for it is very hilly) & near the Potowmack where
it is often vastly rich—Mr Carter has been lately solicited & was to
have gone this Day with a number of Gentlemen to Horn-Point on
the River Ucomico, with an intention, if they think the Situation will
be proper, to establish Ware-Houses, & form a small Town—It is
however, in my opinion, a fruitless Scheme—
Saturday 2.
The morning stormy. I kept the children in til twelve o-Clock then
dismissed them—I spent the greater part of this Day in reading Miscellaneous
Pieces out of Magazines—The weather cleared before
Evening—At five with Ben, I rode over to Mr Turburville's, chiefly
to see a young Lady[144] lately from London; who has come over at
Mr Turburville's Invitation in the character of Governess to Miss
Turburville She seems to be young, genteel, & is not without personal
excellence—I received together with Mr Carters Family an Invitation
from Mr Turburville to dine with him to morrow; which I
propose to accept.—
Sunday 3.
The Day pleasant; I rode to church—after the Service proper for
the Day, Mr Smith entertained us with a Sermon from Pauls Defence
before King Agrippa "How is it thought a thing impossible with you
that God should raise the dead," He in this gave us a very plain &
just Discourse on the doctrine of the resurection—This being Easter-Sunday,
all the Parish seem'd to meet together High, Low, black,
White all come out—After Sermon the Sacrament was administered,
but none are admited except communicants to see how the matter
is conducted—
After Sermon I rode to Mr Turburville's (for I found to day the
true spelling of his name) There dined with him, Ladies Mrs Carter,
& Mrs George Turburville: Gentlemen, Colonel Carter, Squire-Lee,
Mr Cunningham, & Mr Jennings, Merchants; Mr George Lee, & Ben
Carter & Myself—We had an elegant dinner; Beef & Greens; roast-Pig;
fine boil'd Rock-Fish, Pudding, Cheese &c—Drink: good Porter-Beer,
Cyder, Rum, & Brandy Toddy. The Virginians are so kind
one can scarce know how to dispense with, or indeed accept their
kindness shown in such a variety of instances.—I had again an oppertunity
of seeing Miss Sally Panton which is the name of Mrs Turburville's
English Governess—But the common voice seems to be
against me as to her being Handsome—But her huge Stays low Head
dress; enormous long Waist, a Dress entirely contrary to the liking
of Virginia Ladies, these I apprehend make her in their Eyes less personable,
than to any one wholly unprejudiced—Her Stays are suited
to come up to the upper part of her shoulders, almost to her chin;
and are swaithed round her as low as they can possibly be, allowing
Her the liberty to walk at all: To be sure this is a vastly modest
Dress!—She speaks French & is to teach the Language to Miss Turburville,
& also Writing, & reading English—Upon the whole, if her
Principles of Religion, & her moral behaviour, be as unexceptionable
as her person, & her Manner, let Mr and Mrs Carters opinions go
again me I shall think her agreeable—Miss Prissy Miss Nancy; &
Miss Fanny all stay the night at Captain Turburville's—At Church,
Mr Low, a young Scotch Gentleman, tutor in Colonel Washingtons
Family, solicited me to carry his Recommendations from Scotland,
to Dr Witherspoon as he is desirous to be licensed in one of our
northern Presbyteries—I shall do him the Favour.[145]—The country
begins to put on her Fowery Garment, & appear in gaity—The Apricots
are in their fulles Bloom; Peaches also, & Plumbs, & several sorts
of Cheries are blossoming; as I look from my Window & see Groves
of Peach Trees on the Banks of Nomini; (for the orchards here are
very Large) and other Fruit Trees in Blossom; and amongst them
interspers'd the gloomy Savin; beyond all these at a great Distance the
blue Potowmack; & over this great River, just discern the Woods
of Maryland & conceive that beyond them all lies Cohansie my native
pleasant Residence; & when I think with myself that by Gods permission,
in a very few days more I shall be in the midst of Society,
quite remote from formality, and from the least fear of giving offence
by being familiar, or of being aw'd to silence by ostentatious
vanity: how the thought fires me! Direct my Way, merciful God,
and keep my Feet from falling, & my Heart from disobeying thy
pure & perfect commandments—And make my Way prosperous
that I may go and return again, still doing thy Pleasure, & honouring
thy great Name!—
Monday 4.
Easter Monday; a general holiday; Negroes now are all disbanded
till Wednesday morning & are at Cock Fights through the County;
This morning I make a general payment First to Sam the Barber
8/2. Second to Tom the Hostler 7/6. third to Nelson who waits on
me /3½. Sum 15/11½—
Mr & Mrs Carter, with Mr Cunningham & Ben (as Mr Cunningham
came home with us last Night) all rode to Day to Richmond
Court—I was in the morning strongly solicited to go, but chose to
decline it—After Breakfast, came home from Mr Turburville's our
young Ladies, they inform me that Miss Panton discovered a strong
inclination to be better acquainted with me; which indeed is a
Curiosity that I cannot say I am altogether destitute of. I shall therefore,
when I find it convenient make Miss Panton a visit—
I was before Dinner very strongly urged, by Mr Taylor, Mr
Randolph, & some others to attend a Cock-Fight, where 25 Cocks are
to fight, & large Sums are betted, so large at one as twenty five
Pounds, but I choose rather to stay at Home. I read to day, & am
much charmed with a Speech of Plato's over Alexander the Great
lying dead before him—"O thou, who deceived by vain-Glory didst
think of grasping at every thing, others are now going to gather the
fruits of thy labours & thy Fatigues. Of so many conquests, there remains
of thee but the terrible account, which thou art obliged to
render unto the sovereign Judge"!—
I have also to Day with considerable attention been looking over
Junius's Letters. His sentiments are strong, & bold. His language is
chaste, & concise. & his Genius seems free and vast—I cannot easily
omit transcribing a short passage from his Letter to the Revd Mr
Horne in which he is speaking of Lord Chatham. as it pleases me
vastly. "As for the common, sordid views of avarice, or any purpose
of vulgar Ambition, I question whether the applause of Junius, would
be of service to Lord Chatham. My vote will hardly recommend him
to an increase of his pension, or to a Seat in the Cabinet. But if his
Ambition be upon a levil with his understanding—If he judges of
what is truely honourable for himself with the same superior Genius
which animates & directs him to Eloquence in Debates, to Wisdom
in Decision, even the Pen of Junius shall contribute to reward him.
Recorded Honour shall gather round his Monument, & thicken over
him. It is a solid Fabric, & will support the Lawrels that adorn it—I
am not conversant in the language of panegyric—These praises are
extorted from me; but they will wear well, for they have been dearly
earned."—
Junius, however, does not seem to have been at all ignorant of his
own merit; for in the close of the same letter he says "Such Artifices
cannot long delude the understanding of the People; &, without
meaning an indecent Comparison I may venture to foretell, that
the Bible & Junius will be read when the Commentaries of the Jesuits
are forgotten. We supped at nine—Mr Carter tired and early in Bed.
After Supper I had a long conversation with Mrs Carter concerning
Negroes in Virginia, & find that She esteems their value at no
higher rate than I do. We both concluded, (& I am pretty certain
that the conclusion is just) that if in Mr Carters, or in any Gentlemans
Estate, all the Negroes should be sold, & the Money put to Interest
in safe hands, & let the Lands which these Negroes now work
lie wholly uncultivated, the bare Interest of the Price of the Negroes
would be a much greater yearly income than what is now received
from their working the Lands, making no allowance at all for the
trouble & Risk of the Masters as to the Crops, & Negroes.—How
much greater then must be the value of an Estate here if these poor
enslaved Africans were all in their native desired Country, & in their
Room industrious Tenants, who being born in freedom, by a laudable
care, would not only inrich their Landlords, but would raise a
hardy Offspring to be the Strength & the honour of the Colony.
Teusday 5.
It is with difficulty I am able to collect the members of our School
together for Business. Holidays have become habitual, & they seem
unwilling to give them over. As the Negroes have this Day for a
Holiday our Schollars thinks it hard that they should be compell'd
to attend to Business. I summon them together however, and shall
keep them to constant Study until the time of my setting away. Miss
Priscilla this morning told me, of Miss Panton, a moving story: Last
Sunday Evening after we left there She took a lonely Walk, & being
asked why She chose to walk without a companion, she answered
that she was thinking of Home & of her Friends, & indulging her fond
Grief on account of their absence!—Such a feeling as this I have
not been a stranger to, I therefore Sympathize with the poor young
Girl. The Day agreeably pleasant—Towards Evening Miss Corbin
came over to pay us a visit After School I waited on the Ladies in the
Dining-Room the conversation was on Fashions, which instantly introduced
the oddity of Miss Panton. But Miss Corbin with a Sneer,
& with ill-nature enough, swore She would not think of imitating
such a thing as her!—O!—Tantam Animis cælestibus Iræ?—I spent
the Evening in cheerful chat with the Ladies. I think I have not had
a more sociable & unconstrained feeling since I left Home, & my
forgiving Friends.
Wednesday 6.
Ben is making a great Bustle about going to Philadelphia—He almost
counts the Hours—We propose to go next Wednesday. But with
composure, & Patience, yet with great Satisfaction I anticipate the
near approaching Day. Ben begs me to acquaint him with the manners
of the People in regard to Religion, and he swears he can suit
himself to any serious, or formal Visage—
Mrs Carter, & Miss Corbin, after Breakfast rode to Colonel Frank-Lee's—We
dine alone. I informed the Colonel that I do not think it
will be convenient for me to continue with him longer than one
year—He discovered some dissattisfaction; I told him my reason & he
assented—he honours me, by putting in me so much confidence as to
commission me to find out and recommend to Him some young
Gentleman to succeed me in the instruction of his Children—He
flattered my vanity also by reading a Letter to me which I am to
bear to Dr Witherspoon, the contents of it as follows—
"Robert Carters compliments to Dr Witherspoon: He has the
pleasure to acquaint Him that Mr Fithians Method of teaching, & his
conduct are highly approved here; He is about to visit his friends
in New-Jersey, & will bring these from Sir,
Your humble Servt"—
He informed me that he does indeed prefer a Tutor for his Children
who has been educated upon the Continent, not on a supposition that
such are better Schollars, or that they are of better principles, or of
more agreeable Tempers; but only on account of pronunciation in
the English Language, (as most of his Children are to be taught
chiefly in this) in which he allows young Gentlemen educated in
good Schools on the Continent, to excel the Scotch young Gentlemen,
& indeed most of the English.—Evening came in & staid the
Night Captain Blackwell.
Thursday 7.
Breakfasted with us Miss Corbin. The Day pleasant—Mr Carter proposes
to set away soon after Dinner—He seems, however, to prepare
himself for his Journey with all the sedateness of a philosopher—Besides
the Commands he gave me yesterday, he desires me to wait
on Mr Willing[146] Merchant in Philadelphia & know if he will trade
here for either Flour or Bread in any Quantity.—He has given Ben
& me an Invitation to ride & spend this Evening with him at Colonel
Tayloe's—We set out about three; Mr Carter travels in a small, neat
Chair, with two waiting Men—We rode across the Country which
is now in full Bloom; in every field we saw Negroes planting Corn,
or plowing, or hoeing; we arrived at the Colonels about five, Distance
twelve miles. Here is an elegant Seat!—The House is about the Size
of Mr. Carters, built with Stone, & finished curiously, & ornamented
with various paintings, & rich Pictures. This Gentleman owns Yorick,
who won the prize of 500£ last November, from Dr Floods Horse
Gift—In the Dining-Room, besides many other fine Pieces, are
twenty four of the most celebrated among the English Race-Horses,
Drawn masterly, & set in elegant gilt Frames.—He has near the great
House, two fine two story stone Houses, the one is used as a Kitchen,
& the other, for a nursery, & Lodging Rooms—He has also a large
well formed, beautiful Garden, as fine in every Respect as any I have
seen in Virginia. In it stand four large beautiful Marble Statues—From
this House there is a good prospect of the River Rapahannock,
which opposite here is about two miles across; We can also from the
chambers easily see the Town Hobbes-Hole & the Ships which lie
there. I was introduced by Mr Carter to the Colonel, to Miss Polly,
& to Miss Kitty his Daughters—& to a Lady (Mrs Thornton,)[147] that
happened there, & to a young Gentleman, Mr Corvin[148]—The young
Ladies played several tunes for us, & in good Taste on the Harpsichord;
We supp'd at nine; & had the usual Toasts.
Fryday 8.
The Ladies before breakfast gave us several tunes on the Harpsichord—About
ten Mr Carter set out for Williamsburg, to the general
Court, which sits twice a year, each Time twenty four Days Sundays
excluded—We had some agreeable Conversation this morning;
Horses seem to be the Colonels favourite topic—He inquired of me
however, where I was born; where educated; & if I am pleased with
Virginia—He told me he saw Dr Witherspoon, & conversed with
him an Evening last Fall, & is much pleased with his manner, & Qualities—He
informed me that Dr Morgan[149] of Philadelphia breakfasted
with him a few Days ago; he calls the Docter facetious, sensible, &
prudent. The Colonel desired me to enquire for some Gentleman of
undoubted ability to teach in a Family—I shall apply to Mr Saml
Leek junr[150] & if he declines I will look no further—Ben & I took our
Leave about Eleven, and returned Home—The Day is cloudy and
cold, the wind hard at North, & threatens Snow—This evening Ben
met with a sad repulse; Mrs Carter proposes going to Williamsburg
soon, & says She must have his company! Poor Boy, he feels the Force
of Disappointment! And I confess I am a little vexed—
Saturday 9.
Mrs Carter gave Ben liberty to go with me as far as Anopolis, provided
we set out soon, & accordingly we propose to set off to-morrow
or Monday morning, I begin therefore to prepare for the Ride.
The Day is rainy & cold, & I am in a vastly disagreeable Humour—
Sunday 10.
Mrs Carter yesterday, in the Character of a truely fond Mother, altered
her mind concerning Ben many Times and in several different
manners: At first she agreed for him to go with me as far as Anopolis
without a waiting Man; then She concluded he was not well and had
better decline going entirely; towards Evening She gave him full liberty
if he will take a Waiting-Man; & will not set away till Monday
morning; This I urged not being pleased from the Begining with
going on the Sabbath—I gave yesterday to the Shoemaker a Bit—&
a Bit to the Wash woman; half a Bit to her little Girl; & half a Bit to
Nelson the Boy who waits on our School; the whole is 11½. This
morning is extremely pleasant the Country full of Flowers, & the
branches full of lovely singing Birds.—Before Breakfast, I saw a Ring
of Negroes at the Stable, fighting Cocks, and in several parts of the
plantation they are digging up their small Lots of ground allow'd by
their Master for Potatoes, peas &c; All such work for themselves they
constantly do on Sundays, as they are otherwise employed on every
other Day. Sermon to Day, is at Ucomico, too far for my Horse immediately
before his Journey—Neither Mrs Carter nor any of the
Family go—At Dinner I received a Letter from Mr Lowe, with his
Testimonials from the College in Edinburg which I am to present to
the Presbytery of Philadelphia and if it shall be accepted, I am to
bring such Exercises as they may appoint—
Monday 11.
Bens Mare lame; Nat must stay, Ben & I set out at eight Rode by Westmoreland
Court-House, Mattox Church; fed at Mattox-Bridge,[151]
Rode by round-hill Church,[152] to Tylors Ferry[153] by three o-Clock
36 Miles—passed over the Ferry 7 Miles Ferriage 6/2—At a small
House in Virginia for a gallon of Corn 1/4.—At a small Tavern at
the Ferry on the Maryland side Expence 9d rode from thence three
Miles to Squire Lees who has the Naval office here—Spent the Evening
with young Mr Lee, Miss Lee, Miss Booth, & Miss Washington—Toasts—I
gave Miss Nancy Galloway—Between the Ferry & Mr
Lees we passed through four gates.
Teusday 12.
Up soon, expence to Boy 3d. Rode to Port Tobacco[154] 13 Miles
good Road—Fine Hill near the town; betwen Mr Lees & Port Tobacco
13 Gates—This is a small Town of not more than twenty or
twenty Houses mostly of one story—Expence for a gallon of Oats ... 8d,
for bitters 4d, the Day fine—Rode thence to Piscataway;[155]
the road good 15 Gates—ma[n]y fine streams of pure water—and
many beautiful hills—This is a small Town of low Houses not more
than two in it two Stories High; It lies however in a fine rich valey—Expence
for Dinner, Wine & Oats 5/ ... from Piscataway we rode to
upper Marlboroug[156] the road something hilly, we passed through
15 Gates, two elegant Seats Mr Wests, & Mr Diggs[157]—arrived at
Marlborough[158] by six it is a pleasant levil spot, 16 Miles from Alexandria[159]—they
have a Presbyterian Meeting House which Mr Hunt
supplies—They have a latin School also here; & an elegant Ball-Room—Piscataway
is seven miles from Alexandria. In bed by nine—
Wednesday 13.
Up early, the morning fine. Expence here 4/11 Rode thence through
a pleasant country four miles to a small Ferry over Patuxen,[160] Ferriage
/6. then 12 Miles to South River three quarters of a Mile over
Ferriage 6d then we rode thro a piny sandy road four miles to
Anopolis 32 Gates—This is a pleasant situated Town: the Inhabitants
appear gay & cheerful—I put up at the Coffee-House—An agreeable
Woman keeps it Expence to a Barber for shaving & dressing 1/6—For
oats Coffee &c. 3/1—To Boy /10. I roved through the Town
til five then I entered into a Boat the wind South West & Sailed over
the Bay for Rock-Hall[161] distance 25 miles—the Boats are extremely
good, well built, & strongly manned, & indeed there is need, for the
Bay is broad, & often boistrous; we arrived at Rock Hall by half after
nine; I was very sick on the passage, & I never was sick before on the
water—The ferriage here for a Man & Horse is 15/.—To the Ferry
Men for a Quart of Rum 1/3. And for my footing never having
crossed the ferry before I paid 1/. The whole expence of this Day
is 1£ 8s 7d.
Thursday 14.
The morning fine. I have from this place a view of the broad Chesapeek—Expence
here for Tea in the Evening, Oats Cordial &c. 4/10,
set away half after Six—To Boy /3d. Rode from Rock Hall over a
delightful part of the country to Chester-Town 13 Miles[162]—this is
a beautiful small Town on a River out of the Bay navigable for Ships.
The Situation is low & I apprehend it is subject to summer Fevers—It
has an elegant I may say grand Court-House, in which is the town
Clock—Mr Wall[163] the Commedian, has been for several Evenings
past exhibiting Lectures in Electricity, & I understand with some
considerable applause. They have a lottery here on foot & to be
drawn in May next for to assist them in building a market-House
Town-Wharf &c.—I breakfast here, & feed, Expence 2/3. to Boy 2d—In
this Town & the neighbouring Country rages at present a malignant,
putrid Fever, & what is generally called the spotted Fever!—From
chester Town I rode to George-Town, 16 miles—The Land
levil, fertile, & vastly pleasant—In this Town I visited Mr Voorhees,
an eminent Merchant here, & he seems to be a Gentleman of peculiar
smartness Industry & Oconomy—The Fever I now mentioned, is also
here, & the whooping-Cough is very general & malignant—I lodged
with this Gentleman—We had Evening prayers—Since I left Cohansie
I have not heard the like—This is a small Town, & lies on a
fine River, which divides it from another small Town directly opposite
call'd Frederick.[164]
Fryday 15.
I rose early—After Breakfast I rode to see Miss Rachel Stocktin,[165]
now Mrs Ryley; She lives on this River, about a mile higher up, in a
large very elegant brick House; in considerable grandeur—Poor Girl
She herself is much indisposed either of a bad Cold, (as She thinks)
or of this epidemical Fever; Mrs Ryley introduced me ceremoniously
to Miss Ryley her Husbands Sister, She has a small handsome Fortune,
& is perhaps agreeable—I returned to Town, & dined with Mr
Voorhees, & immediately after crossed over the Ferry for Port-Penn.[166]
Expence at George-Town for my Horse 2/3 to Boy 4d. I
rode next to small village called Warwick,[167] a pitful place indeed—Expence
here 1/11 Boy /2. then I rode on to Port-Penn, the
Country beautiful, the Land apparently very rich, the Timber strait,
& large; I entered Port-Penn just as the Sun went down, but could
not prevail with the Ferry-Man to carry me over before the morning—In
George-Town I was told the following distressing News:
that Dr Ward, & my Aunt Fithian of Cohansie are both Dead; that
my Aunt died in a very sudden unusual manner!—That Miss Polly
Bullock of Philadelphia is dying in a Consumption!—In the Evening
I called in to see Mr Steward an ancient, gray headed, wealthy
Gentleman in Port-Penn, who, by some Weakness in his Back, has
been unable to walk at all for four years, he is hearty, religious, cheerful,
seemed much pleased, & thanked me often for calling to see him,
& desired by me his kindest Compliments to Mr Hunters Family—I
spend the Evening alone with quiet & content.—In Bed by nine—
Saturday 16.
I rose early, & expected to pass soon over the Ferry—The wind
moderate at North West but the boat is aground, & I must wait until
eleven, when She is expected to float—I was much alarmed in the
night, thinking I had in Maryland taken the putrid Fever; I lay sleepless,
felt feverish, had pains in my Head—But I feel wholly relieved
this morning. At twelve the Boat came—We run over—Expence at
Port-Penn 4/8. Ferriage 5/-. Once more through Gods Mercy in
New-Jersey. The Favours of God our common Parent are innumerable,
& great beyond our merit—I rod with Pleasure from Elsenborough
to Greenwich; I stopt to see the forsaken Mrs Ward; She
seems to be truely distress'd! I arrived by Sunset at my Uncles he
also seems much afflicted, with his Loss—He informed me that many
have Died in the Neighbourhood of Greenwich this winter. Dr
Ward, Squire Millar, Mr Boy'd Merchant—Aunt Fithian, aunt
Ware, Rachel Peck, Rachel Ware, David Mills, Mrs Mills &c. a very
Mortal Winter!
Sunday 17.
The morning vastly pleasant & Cohansie looks a delightsome as ever
it used I went to meeting. How unlike Virginia, no rings of Beaux
chatting before & after Sermon on Gallantry; no assembling in
crowds after Service to dine & bargain; no cool, spiritless harangue
from the Pulpit; Minister & people here seem in some small measure
to reverence the Day, there neither do the one or the other—I spent
the day at Home.
Monday 18.
I took a tour over to Town before dinner to see old acquaintances
The Neighbourhood looks in nothing altered Mr Potter took home
my Brother Amos with an intention if it shall suit to learn him the
Shopkeeping business—Afternoon I rode to Mr Hunters—And in
the Evening with Andrew to Deerfield, spent the Evening til ten at
Mr Greens in company with the amiable Miss Beatty—Mrs Green is
much indisposed, has lately had a daughter—The School here is at
the present time larger than it has ever been; there are now seven viz.
John Leek, Reading-Beatty,[168] James & John Ramsey, Stephen Ranney,
Seeley Fithian, & Thomas Greenman—We rode to Mrs Pecks.
Joseph since I left home, has married Mrs Hannah.
Teusday 19.
Rose by six. Breakfasted with Mrs Peck. Soon after we again visited
Mr Green—I spent the Day most agreeably. Kind Heaven has indulg'd
my wish;—In the Evening I went up & staid the Night at
Mrs Pecks.
Wednesday 20.
Soon after breakfast I rode home and visited several of my acquaintances—I
had my Hair cut short—Feel myself much indisposed.
Looked over, sorted & adjusted my Books.—
Thursday 21
Spent all this day in preparing for my approaching examination before
the Revd Presbytery—I am to review Greek Testament—Moral
& Natural Philosophy—Logic—Geography And if I have time I
must look over the Lattin Classics.
Fryday 22.
Rode to the Stage early for the Papers thence I went Mr Hunters
where I met with that great master of music, Mr Lyon[169]—He sung
at my request, & sing with his usual softness & accuracy—He is about
publishing a new Book of Tunes which are to be cheifly of his own
Composition—He has removed out of Halifax into the Northern
part of New-England, but poor Man, since he left Cohansie he has
felt the hardy arm of want!—
I returned towards Evening but promised first to visit him again tomorrow
afternoon—
Saturday 23.
At home drawing off some of Mr Lyons Tunes, & revising my own
Exercises—The morning pleasant but the weather dry. Afternoon
according to appointment I visited Mr Lyon at Mr Hunters. He
sings with great accuracy I sung with him many of his Tunes & had
much Conversation on music, he is vastly fond of music & musical
genius's We spent the Evening with great sattisfaction to me
Sunday 24.
I left Mr Hunters Early I wrote a line to Miss Beatty, for a excuse
for not seeing her yesterday Attended Sermon at Greenwich. I rode
in the Evening to the Bridge to hear Mr Green, my old, much respected
Tutor preach, he came & delivered himself admirably without
making Use of Notes at all I staid the Night at Mr Seeleys, visited
Mrs Ramsey, & Dr Elmer & spoke with many of my acquaintances—
Monday 25.
I breakfasted with Mrs Ramsey, then rode to Mrs Boyds, & by Mr
Ewing I was introduced to herself & her two Daughters Miss Matty
& Miss Sally—I had heard that this family is genteel, industrious &
religious. I saw now & beleived it—Lately, by a sore stroke of providence
Mr Boyd the Head has been remov'd by Death!—
Left Mrs Boyds & rode to Ephraim Seeleys junr—then about
Eleven rode to Deerfield; dined with Mr Green. I had the pleasure
to spend the afternoon and evening with Miss Beatty.
Teusday 26.
Visited Mr Nathan Leek, he seems to be still loquacious, & historical—He
gave me a long and full account of the present difference between
Messrs Hunter, Greenman, & Brown,—He told me likewise
the Beginning & continuation of the quarrel of the Magistrates-freeholders,
& other officers about raising money by taxation for repairing
Cohansie-Bridge—After Dinner, with Miss Beatty I rode and
visited Mrs Boyd—
Wednesday 27.
John Peck agreed to succeed me at Mr Carters in Virginia I spoke
to Mr Samuel Leek junr concerning Mr Taylors proposal;[170] he is
doubtful about an answer
Paid John Peck for postage of my Letter to him last Winter 4/.
Bought a watch-seal 1/. Rode to Greenwich after Dinner.
Thursday 28.
I waited on the Miss Boyds to day to Mr Hollinsheads, New England-Town.
His Family are in good health; there I saw the amiable
Miss Debby Pratt.—Mr Hollinshead informed me that the Presbytery
have been only a little pleased with the Examination of Messrs
—— probably mine will be worse! Returned to Mrs Boyds in the
Evening
Fryday 29.
I rode to Mr Green's after breakfast—Mr. Dicky Howel came in;
we spent the afternoon & Evening with Mr Green & Miss Beatty;
Mr Green is, to be sure, vastly sensible, very intelligible, dry, witty,
satirical, yet good and exceeding agreeable.
Saturday 30.
Breakfasted with the parson—Rode home soon after breakfast—proceeded
in preparing for the near approaching examination—The
latter part of this Day very stormy.
Sunday May 1st 1774.
Very cool the wind violent at North West—I spent the morning in
looking over the Greek-Testament—To day preached for us Mr
Aiken. He seems to be much applauded by the People.
Monday 2.
Very early I rode over to Mr Holinshead's at Miss Pratts request
to carry her to Mr Hoshels to be ready to-morrow morning for the
Stage—We rode to the Bridge & dined at Mrs Boyds—After dinner
we rode to Mr Hoshels—Miss Debby Pratt according to her general
character, is in every measure what I have said somewhere before,
Genteel, modest, Religious & cheerful—
Teusday 3.
I conducted Miss Pratt to the Stage this morning by five & took my
leave—I immediately after returned to the Bridge, thence to Mr
Holinsheads by eight o Clock—Returned home by twelve.
Wednesday 4.
Last night & this morning fell a very considerable Snow, so much
that I imagine had it not melted after it fell it would have been six
inches deep! Afternoon I walked to Deerfield—Miss Beatty a little—thoughtful.
Thursday 5.
At the Bridge before noon to agree with Mr Potter about taking my
Brother Amos prentice—We put it off some Days—Expence for a
Watch Key 9d. Last Night was very cold; I shall scarce be beleived
if I say that I saw, handled, & measured Ice this morning two Inches
thick!
Fryday 6.
Still very cold. To Day is the fast before Sacrament. Mr Hunter gave
us two Sermons. The leaves on the Trees are grown black, the Fruit
must be past recovery, probably. the Flax too.
Saturday 7.
I did several errands for myself in Greenwich—Before Noon Mr
Patterson call'd to see me; He is shortly to be married to Miss Amy
Ewing—She is a Girl of Reading, Taste, & Delicacy; has a good
share of personal Beauty, open, sociable, & kind in her manner, & on
the whole agreeable—Mr Paterson seemed always to me formal, has
a peculiar, universal Fondness for the Fair is a great mathematician,
a good English Scholar & Philosopher, & is frugal & industrious. I
rode with Mr Patterson to Mr Hunters, he informed me many
things concerning the new School or small Acadamy lately instituted
at Wilmington, in which he is second Master. Evening I wrote
a sentimental Letter to Miss Beatty.
Sunday 8.
To day at Greenwich was administred, & I received the holy Sacrament—Grant,
great God, that I may have been a worthy communicant!
I dined with Mrs Ward. She speaks with great Respect,
Affection, and Sincerity of her late worthy Partner.
Monday 9.
Til Eleven I am busy in looking over Exercises for the approaching
Presbytery. After Dinner I made Mrs Brewster a Visit. Mr Ben Peck
in my opinion is rashly entering on an important matter; he is going
to begin in a few Days the Study of Phisic under the direction of
Dr Bowen; whose kowledge & Practice, by those who are in fact
Judges in the Art seems to be wholly exploded. There is a Report
that Mrs Brewster is in prospect of being married to a Gentleman
from Maryland; She talks freely of it, says She can fancy him; that
he is a man of Fortune, of character & to her agreeable—But there
is one She regards more who has left her, however, without hope!—
Teusday 10.
Yesterday, in a private lonely manner, at nine in the morning, were
married Mr Patterson & Miss Amy Ewing. I wish them from my
heart a long, unbroken, & strong friendship for each other, & mutual,
unmixed happiness. After breakfast according to a previous appointment,
I rode to Deerfield Dine at Mrs Pecks. I am ashamed that I may
record here what does no honour to my old Aunt, I saw her with
three Partners round a Table playing Cards at that vulgar game fit
only for the meanest gamblers "all Fours"[171]—At three I visited
Miss Beatty that amiable Girl, I always see with pleasure, am happy
where She is & feel uneasy & disturbed always when I must leave her.
Since June in the year 1770 I have had an acquaintance with her—&
since May in the year 1771 I have happily had an Intimacy. Her
Goodness has at length indulged my importunate Solicitations & in
her Society I hope to be happy—I spent the Evening til eleven with
her, & in the most entertaining manner, Mr Howel & Mr John Peck
call'd in a small Time.
Wednesday 11.
I rose a little after seven. It is not my custom to lie in bed so long,
but I was with Lazy Boys, Reading Beatty, and Stephen Ranney.
Mrs Green is better, but Miss Beatty says she has the Hipp—Soon
after breakfast I returned Home—Mrs Pecks Family Mr Howel, &
Miss Beatty at the same time set out on a visit to Mr Hoshels. There
came a report to Day that Mr Stephen Reeve Silver Smith of Philadelphia
is broken up, & has left the City; disagreeable News this to
his Relations here—There was an Ox killed this Day at Bridge-Town
which weighed upwards of a thousand weight, supposed to be the
largest ever kill'd in the County.
Thursday 12.
I wrote a chronological Letter to Miss Beatty. Spent the Day at
home. Feel pensive on leaving Cohansie.
Fryday 13.
I rode before Dinner to Mr Hunters. Andrew is finishing his Exercises
for the Presbytery—Mrs Hunter advised me to shew my Pieces
to Mr Hunter for correction I agreed—Four o Clock I rode to the
Bridge, drank Tea with Mrs Boyd. They are Girls of Great prudence,
& good breeding—
Saturday 14.
After breakfast I wrote a private Letter to Laura, befor Dinner rode
to Mr Hunters gave him my Pieces; he examined them, made some
small alterations, & advised me to present them to the Presbytery—Took
my Leave of several Friends in Greenwich—
Sunday 15.
I wrote a Letter to Dr Beatty, & a Letter to Charles Beatty[172] of the
Junior Class at Nassau Hall—To Day is the yearly Meeting with the
Baptists—Last Evening was the first thunder Gust we have had this
Season, it was not however Severe.
Mr James Ward was excommunicated this Day from our Church—
Monday 16.
We set out for Philadelphia from Mr Hunters by five Expence by
the way 3/6. In Town by five.
Teusday 17.
Took lodgings at Mrs Cheesmans—Expence for a Register 3/9.—Spoke
for a mourning Ring. Motto I. & H. ob: Feb: 1772.—
Met in Presbytery at eleven A. M.—Business of last Session looked
over, at one adjourn'd til three—at three met. Mr Evans[173] pronounced
his first exercise a Sermon length an hour—After him Mr
Keith produced his length 44 Minutes. Afternoon I spent several
hours with the Miss Sprouts
Wednesday 18.
I passed my first examination before the Presbytery; after which I
read my thesis & Sermon both which were accepted—In this examination
I was questioned on my personal Religion, & on the Latin, &
Greek Languages. I spent the evening at Mr Armitages.
Thursday 19.
Waited on the Synod—Preparing to set out to-morrow. Visited
several Ladies—Spent the afternoon agreeably with the Miss Holinsheads—Evening
I visit Miss Bedford—Waited on Dr Witherspoon
on Colonel Carters & on Mr Lowes account.
Fryday 20.
Before noon I waited on the agreeable Miss Debby Pratt. I spoke
with Miss Sally Boyd. Afternoon I took my Leave at Mr McCalla's,
& Mrs Cheesemans where I lodge—At six with Miss Ruth Webster,
her Sister Alhe [Althea], & Betsy, & Polly Armitage I walked to a
lovely Garden near the Hospital call'd Lebanon, drank some Mead,
& had a most agreeable Ramble—At ten the same Evening I entered
on Board the Swallow Captain Balinger for Cohansie—
Saturday 21.
I waked & found myself only a little below the Fort—The morning
pleasant—the Wind a head—I wrote a Letter on Board to Johnny
Peck to acquaint him with Dr Withespoons Opinion—I wrote also
to Miss Webster. About five in the evening we anchored off Marcus
Hook, we went on Shore; Drank a bowl of punch with Mr Andrew
Ferguson who has lately moved here—He informed me that two
young Gentlemen of Fashion & Substance in Town are making their
addresses to Laura—She is worthy the Regard of the most worthy
on Earth.
Sunday 22.
I found myself this morning a few miles above Port Penn. Perfectly
calm—I wrote a Letter this morning to Miss Beatty—The Sea Nymph
Captain Blewer came in Sight, Mr Cook & Mr Howel are passengers—About
twelve a Breese sprung up at South—& with the Tide we
entered our Creek by four, & I was at Home by five—Spent the evening
in writing—
Monday 23.
Busy in getting ready to set away. Wrote a Letter to Dr Beatty—&
one to Miss Pratt. The morning warm. I took my leave of the People
in town of my acquaintance & set out for Virginia a little after noon—Mr
Donaldson is very ill—There are strange & rediculous reports
concerning him—That he has sent since his illness to Mr Ewing to
be married to Tempy Fithian—Left Home about two o Clock—at
the Ferry by five. The Boat is on the other side—Half after five she
set off, the wind fair over by half after six—We left the shore at
Seven. The wind light at West North West before we were over the
wind fell—I was obliged to take to the Oar—& pull like a Turk—The
flood strong against us—I rowed thus a full hour—My poor
hands, when I got ashore were sore enough—I was set ashore more
than a mile above Port Penn—Had to ride down on high rotten
Bank through the dark—Once I got mired—On the whole it has
been the worst adventure I have had in my travels.—I reached the
Tavern in Port Penn by half after Nine. Call'd for half a Gill of
bitters to qualify my humours; & a dish of Tea to cheer me, & soon to
Bed. Ferriage 5/.
Teusday 24.
The morning pleasant & cool. Expence at Port Penn, 3/—Rode
thence by the Trap five miles thence to middleton[174] five miles.
Thence to Warwick four miles. Here I breakfasted. Expence for
myself & Horse 1/7.—Thence I rode to George Town. Expence for
oats 6d—Thence I rode to New-Town[175] fifteen Miles expence for—2/—For
having my Coat altered in the Sleeves and Shoulders 2/.
Expence for a pair of black worsted Stockings 6/.—Mr Stephen
Reeve[176] is in George Town Working for Money Money to Gamble—This
evening I feel more fatigued & dispirited than since I first
went to Virginia—
Wednesday 25.
Expence at Newtown 4/9. Rode befor Breakfast to Rock-Hall the
morning rainy—The Day calm & (hard Disappointment) I must
stay til to-morrow!—My Land-Lord invited me to a race about four
miles off, & as the day grew better I went; the Purse was fifty Dollars.
I was surprised to see that almost, I think quite one third of the of the
People were in mourning—A discouraging aspect for one who has
any intention to settle in this part of Maryland, but none to leave
the World—Many who wore black & Scarfs I took notice swore
most desperately!—Not Death the formidable King of terrors can
frighten men from provoking God by Sin!—Afternoon I was
troubled with a Tooth Ach—I returned about two—Laid down til
six—Slept but little—A thousand things perplex me. I am unwilling
to leave Home.—I have already overstaid my Time—I am vexed at
having to continue here—I have left the Girl I love—I am keeping
myself out of publick business—O ten thousand difficulties embarrass
me!—Heavenly Father, to thee in trouble I fly, comfort,
sustain, guide & uphold me—Evening Seven Gentlemen came in—They
went to Cards—I to Bed—Troubled much with a Tooth
Ach—
Thursday 26.
Slept but little—Breakfasted—Set off at seven—four in company
expence 26s/6. Arrived at Annopolis—Bought at Annopolis a pair
of buckles 2/9. Expence ... 10d—Left Annapolis at five for Marlborough—Ferriage
6d—Rode to a point of Patuxen 22 Miles—Tooth-Ach
still troubles me—In Bed by eleven, tired & discouraged!
Fryday 27.
Expence at this little Town 2/9—Ferriage a full mile up the River
Patuxen 1/. Rode from the River to upper Marlborough three miles
thence without stoping to Piscataway 15 miles—Here I dined—My
pain has wholly left me—Two young Ladies Daughters of the Landlady,
rather gay & noisy than discreet, very forward in discourse,
both in Love with Scotch Merchants & both willing to be talked to,
gave me much Diversion—Expence here 3/4—Rode thence in the
Evening to Port Tobacco 15 miles. staid here the night—For company
all the night in my Room I had Bugs in every part of my Bed—&
in the next Room several noisy Fellows playing at Billiards.
Saturday 28.
Left Port Tobacco by six, rode to Mrs Laidlers Ferry. At Port Tobacco
expence 3/10. 12 Miles Breakfasted with Mrs. Laidler Breakfast
& Oats 1/7 Ferriage 6/. The broad beautiful Potowmack looks
smooth & unbroken as tho' it was fettered in Ice: it is to where we
land on the other Side eight miles a little down the River the passage
over, in the best time of this loveliest month was vastly agreeable—From
Tylers[177] in Virginia where I landed about twelve o-Clock I
rode to Mattox Bridge eight miles; thence to Mattox Church six
miles—Here I bought some Ears of corn for my Horse—Thence to
Westmorland Court House 16 miles—Here is a Tavern I got a Bowl
of Punch & fed 2/6—Thence I rode to Nomini Hall about Eeight
in the Evening 10 miles—I found Mr & Mrs Carter at home sitting
together—They received me with great welcome—Ben, Bob, Miss
Fanny & Betsy came in to see me—The others in bed—sup'd on
Crabs & an elegant dish of Strawberries & cream—How natural, how
agreeable, how majestic this place seems!
Sunday 29.
I rose by half after six—Ben informed me that Bob has behaved
vastly ill since I left him—He has reported several mischievous &
false stories of his brother; That has been intimate in some bad
families—That he has injured his own fathers Servants &c—The
morning pleasant—I did not attend Church, Ben out of kindness kept
me company at Home—I had however chosen to stay alone—The
family is invited to dine with Mr Turburville—Mr & Mrs Carter,
Miss Priscilla & Nancy with three Servants went from Church—Ben,
Bob, Miss Fanny, Betsy & Harriot with two Servants cross'd
the River—Miss Sally with Tasker & one Servant rode in a Chair—Dined
with us Captain Dennis, of the Ship Peggy; Dr Steptoe; & Mr
Cunningham. Politicks were the topic—and indeed the Gentlemen
seemed warm—The Governor of this province dissolved the Assembly
last week after they had made a resolve that a general & solemn
fast be observed thro' this whole Colony, on Account of the melancholy
aspect of American Affairs at present, to be kept the first day
of June, which is next Wednesday, when the alarming Act of
Parliament which has lately come over is to take place at Boston—Parson
Smith accordingly gave it out at the Church to Day & it is to
be observed—I only saw Miss Sally Panton, she did not dine with
us—I am told She has an Estate in England of 50£ Sterling pr
Annum, but for some unknown cause came over, probably the same
as drew me from home—After dinner we had a Grand & agreeable
Walk in & through the Gardens—There is great plenty of Strawberries,
some Cherries, Goose berries &c—Drank Coffee at four, they
are now too patriotic to use tea—Soon after we set out for Home—The
young Ladies chose to walk and Cross the water with us—I am
much more pleas'd with the Face of the Country since my return
than I have ever been before—It is indeed delightsome!—
Monday 30.
Our little beautiful Seminary collected They seem all glad to see
me, & willing to enter on business—I am truely fond of the young
growing beauties—Soon they will be the admiration of the world, &
ornaments in their family—This morning I asked & received four
Guineas of Mr Carter to satisfy Mr Taylor of whom I had a small
Sum. Mr Randolph is yet here, & is recovered of the hurt I formerly
mentioned—After Dinner my Toast was the amiable Laura—Evening
called in & staid only a few minutes Captain Dennis, & Parson
Gibbern—At Supper I had an agreeable conversation with Mr &
Mrs Carter on the Times manners, &c.
Teusday 31.
Very warm—I feel well reliev'd of the Fatigues of my ride—The
lower Class of People here are in a tumult on the account of Reports
from Boston, many of them expect to be press'd & compell'd to go
and fight the Britains!—Evening I asked the Colonel if he proposes to
observe the fast, & attend Sermon tomorrow; he answered that "No
one must go from hence to Church, or observe the Fast at all"—By
this, (for it is hard to know his opinion from any thing he declares)
I conclude he is a courtier.—Last Night, & this evening the Colonel
sup'd with us, which is more than he has done before since I have
been in the Family—
Wednesday June 1st 1774.
Cool & pleasant—I began my English Exegesis—or Thesis.
Thursday 2.
I took out of the Colonels Library for Assistance in making my
pieces Biblia-Sacra, & Mr Hammonds Exposition of the New Testament.
I toasted Miss Beatty to day in a Bumpper of old Medaira—Evening
Mr Carter at the Harpsichord.
Fryday 3.
The dancing School happens in course to day at Mr Washingtons—Mrs
Carter takes Bob & Nancy with her—Our School seems silent—Writing
at my English Thesis—I put Harry & Bob this week to
read Popes Homer but Homers inimitable fire cannot charm or
move them!—Evening Ben rode to the Dance—We were informed
that in Queen-Anns in Maryland many die at present, of a Fever that
follows a slight Ague!—I took a Ramble, in the evening, as usual,
through the Garden.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To John Peck]
Nomini Hall June 3d. 1774.
Virginia.
Sir.
I have the pleasure to inform you I arriv'd safe and had a pleasant
ride; I expect to hear from you by every post but have received no
letter yet—If you did not receive my letter dated "Delaware-River,
on board the Swallow," this is to request you to apply immediately
to Dr Witherspoon who promised me in Philadelphia that he would
recommend you here; the reason of my demanding dispatch is, that
Mr Carter proposes to write to England for a Tutor if he cannot
be speedily satisfied of having one from the Northward—If I attempt
to write news I must inform you that the Assembly of this
province is dissolved on passing a resolve to keep the first day of
June through the whole province a solemn fast, the resolve past however,
and the day was kept—The frost of the 4th. of May was much
more fatal here than to the Northward, for not only Garden produce,
but Wheat and Rye in the upper parts of the province are
blasted and the owners mow them down for fodder; and here the
Woods look like winter!—I expect to hear from you several times
this summer, I beg you will not disappoint me.
My compliments to acquaintances—
From, Sir,
yours
Philip V. Fithian
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to the Reverend
Andrew Hunter]
Nomini-Hall, Virginia. June 3d. 1774.
Revd: & Dear Sir.
It will not be wonderful if I inform you that this Colony is in
great tumult and confusion. The general Voice is Boston. You will
have heard before the reception of this, that the Governor dissolved
the Assembly in this province on their making a resolve to keep
the first day of June on which the Act of Parliament is to take place
at Boston, (excepting the days of grace) a solemn fast. The people
agree however in general to unite with the people of Boston and the
other northern trading Cities, and by their example to influence all
the Colonies, not to make any resistance to the Britains, but to keep
themselves independant, and refuse to receive their comodities, and
keep within themselves, their own more valuable comodities, because
they are for the support of life—So stedfast are the people here that
the Captain of a Ship belonging to an eminent house in London was
yesterday refused any more Tobacco til' there is intelligence from
the Northward—
The frost which happened the 4th. of May, was by far more severe
and fatal here than either in Maryland, New-Jersey, or Pennsylvania—The
expected produce of Gardens and Peaches, (which were
some planters chief dependance) are not only almost wholly destroy'd,
but in the upper parts of the province Wheat and Rye are
so much cut off that the owners think it best to mow it down for
fodder!—
I have the pleasure to inform you that I had a speedy and pleasant
ride; found the family in good health; that it is a time of general
health in the County—and that I am again agreeably settled to business—
Please to make my compliments to Mrs Hunter, Miss Nancy,
Andrew, and to Uncles family—I am, sir
Your most obedient
Most humble Servt:
Philip V. Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Saturday 4.
The day cool & agreeable—I kept the children in til twelve tho'
with great difficulty; they were for asserting their liberty. & pleaded
the custom of las winter—I finished a rough incorrect plan of my
English Thesis, & laid it by for future examination—
After dinner I begun the Lecture, wrote an introduction—Towards
evening I took my hat & a Sermon, & retired to a Shady Green
where I rambled about til dusk committing my Sermon to memory—We
have omitted Supper, & in its place substituted Coffee which
we commonly take about seven in the evening—Ben, this Afternoon
rode to Colonel Frank Lee's. The ground is very dry; The Frost of
the fourth of May has been much more severe and fatal here than in
the northern colonies—The peaches here, except on Farms lying
near the Potowmack are wholly destroy'd, & these were the choisest
expectation of some, who think Brandy their most valuable comodity!—And
I am told that in Louden, & the other upper counties,
(which indeed are the best for grain) Wheat & Rie are cut off, so
intirely that the owners mow it down for fodder!—And in these
lower Counties in many places the Woods appear like November, &
the Leaves are actually dropping!—To be sure it is unusual & melancholy!—
Sunday 5.
The weather cool & agreeable—Sermon is to Day at Ucomico, at
the lower church, I choose therefore to stay in my Room—How
pleasant is retirement! And how easy is it to enjoy it—This may
seem strange, but it is true—I have but very few acquaintances, &
they easily dispense with my Absence—I have an elegant inviting
apartment for Study—I have plenty of valuable & entertaining
Books—And I hav business of my own that requires my attention—At
Home my Relations call me proud and morose if I do not visit
them—My own private business often calls me off & unsettles my
mind—There too lives the Girl who has subdued my heart!—All
these put together, when they operate at once, are a strong incitement
to divert me from Study. Yet I love Cohansie! And in spite
of my resolution, when I am convinced that my situation is more advantageous
here, yet I wish to be there—How exceedingly capricious
is fancy! When I am Home I then seem willing to remove, for
other places seem to be full as desirable—It is then Society which
makes places seem agreeable or the Contrary—It can be nothing else—Adam
when he had no troublesome painful thoughts within him;
and had a flowery Paradise for his habitation & enjoyment, was not
yet fully happy while he possessed it alone; much less can we his
offspring, frail, & variable, enjoy much sattisfaction without intercourse
with one another—I have just spoken in praise of Society &
retirement; And I now observe we are of such a make that, if we be
happy, these must alternately succeed each other—It is something
like the opinion of Socrates concerning pleasure & pain, that if we
possess the one, we may expect it will not be long before we shall
meet with the other—Towards evening At Mrs Carters request I
waited on Miss Priscilla, Nancy, & Fanny who rode on Horse-back
for an airing—Wrote a Letter to the Revd Mr Andrew Hunter,
Cohansie New Jersey—In the evening Ben returned full of news of
Boston, that we must fight that the troops are arrived & impudent
&c., &c.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Elizabeth Beatty]
Nominy-Hall Virginia June 5: 1774.
To Laura.
I have the Pleasure, since you allow me the Honour of corresponding
with you, to acquaint you that I had a speedy & delightsome
Passage from Home to this Place: It was you know, in the best Time
of the lovliest of Months.
The Delaware, the broad Chesapeak, & the beautiful Potowmack
were mild & lovely as a handsome, Woman's Presence when her
Mind is at Rest—But are fine Women, Laura, as easily thrown into
Confusion & Tumult as they—?
I expect these, if you receive them at all, will find you at N—n.
If they should, please to make my kind Respects to your Brother—&
compliment him on his new Alliance.
I shall wish, very much, to see you at C—e in the Fall, but if it be
inconvenient I do not ask you to pay any Manner of Regard, in this
Case, to my Inclination. The Face of this Part of Virginia is now indeed
beautiful. I wish often that you was here for a While to see, because
I am unable to describe, the charming Landskips, & long delightsome
Prospects of our winding River which we have from the
high Hills! But especially in the Evening when I commonly (as it
is the Custom of the Family) walk for half an hour through the
Garden in Company generally with three brisk mischievous Girls
you would I am certain, for you delight in Gardens, & love the
Company of noisy, gay, & agreeable young Girls, be highly entertain'd.—And
as for myself, if you was here, I should take these Walks
& Arbours to be a verdant flowery Elysium!—I must not omit to
thank you for your Letter of Feb: last; because a Line from you is
rare & valuable as the Phenix of Arabia.
Write to me, best of Girls, the Moment you receive this, that I may
know how, & where you be; & let me hear often from you this
Summer.
You may rest assured of my Constancy in continuing a free & full
Correspondence.
Philip V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Monday 6.
Mr Carter rode to richmond court—At Dinner I had a long and useful
conversation with Mrs Carter She told me openly & candidly
the Several failings of her children, & indeed She knows them perfectly—In
particular she knows not what to do with her perverse
Son Bob—He abuses his Mama, Miss Sally, the children, Family,
and is much given to slander. Poor unhappy youth, I fear he will
come to an unhappy end! This afternoon I found it necessary to
correct Bob severely for impertinence in School—Mr Carter at
Court received his Invoice from London for this Spring, in which
was a gold Seal for Ben with a Coat of Arms price five Guineas!—
Teusday 7.
The morning pleasant, cool & agreeable—I corrected Harry this
morning for telling me a Lie—Stomachful & sullen as any youth—The
day warm but very bearable—Breakfasted with us Mr Blain &
Mr Warden, all the conversation is Politicks; But People seem
moderate & yet settled in their determinations to stand out
Wednesday 8.
The morning pleasant—Mr Carter rode to the Ucomiko Ware-houses
to examine in the Shipping some of his Tobacco—We have
no Company. The day is very warm—A flaming sultry Sun, a dusty
scorched Ground, Mr Carter returned, the day being smoky introduced,
at Coffee, a conversation on Philosophy, on Eclipses; the manner
of viewing them; Thence to Telescopes, & the information which
they afforded us of the Solar System; Whether the planets be actually
inhabited &c.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Samuel Fithian]
Nomini Hall Virginia June 8th. 1774.
Sir.
After I acquaint you that, by the kindness of providence I arrived
safe and am in good health, I shall not neglect to inform you that the
Virginians are warm and active in supporting the liberties of America;
the first day of June throughout this Colony, by a resolve of the
House of Burgesses, or Assembly of Representatives for the province
was kept a solemn Fast, and kept religiously too, to invoke almighty
God to assist our falling country, and save us from oppression and
Tyranny—The ware-Houses are already hindring the Shipping Tobacco,
and it is expected there will shortly be a general embargo
laid on all exportable commodities—The people here wish for the
union of all the Colonies, and for firm perseverance in what shall
seem most conducive to the good of America, notwithstanding this
Colony and Maryland will suffer vastly, because Tobacco is a comodity
less saleable among ourselves than most of the produce of the
Northern Colonies, and it is in these the staple—
I am seated once more to great sattisfaction in my business, the
family and neighbourhood are well, but I propose and expect by the
permission of providence to return home the latter end of October;
in the mean time, I am,
Dear Unkle
Your most obliged Nephew
Philip V Fithian
P. S. Please to remember me to the family, &c.
[JOURNAL]
Thursday 9.
The morning haizy, no Wind, & very warm—I wrote a Letter to
Uncle Samuel Fithian—After Dinner Mr Carter set out for Williamsburg—by
him I sent to the Post-office at Hobbes-Hole, My
Letters to Mr Hunter, Uncle Fithian, Miss Beatty. & Mr Peck—After
School in the evening I had an agreeable walk with Mrs Carter
in the Garden—
Fryday 10.
Cool but exceeding dry—Writing at my Lecture. Mrs Carter was to
day sadly frighted with a Lizard, that lives under the House—After
School, with Ben I wakked over to Mr Turburville's to gather
Cheries, which are there in great plenty—Mrs Carter in the evening
after our return, gave me a Lecture for taking Ben to Annapolis when
I went last Home without a waiting-Man—Wrote at my Lecture
til eleven. Ben sleeps at the Great-House in the absence of his Papa.
Saturday 11.
I was sitting in the Colonels Library I took a Catalogue of the whole
of His Books—& he tells me he has left behind him at Williamsburg,
with many other things 458 volumes besides Music & Pamphlets.[178]
It is with considerable Difficulty that I keep the Children in School
til twelve o Clock as they used to go out all the last winter at Breakfast—Bob
especially is vastly vociferous on the Occasion—Our Bells
for School & play-Hours are at present under good Regulations. The
Children come in as soon as they rise and are Drest which is usually
about seven—The Bell rings at eight for Breakfast—At nine it Rings
for two purposes; for the Children to enter School, & for the Gardiners,
Carpenters, & other workmen to come into Breakfast—At ten it
Rings them to work. At twelve it rings for the School play hours—At
two it rings for us to Dine, & the workmen—And the las[t] bell
is at three for School & for the workmen to go to Labour—I dismiss
them by my watch at half after Five.—After Dinner I rode alone to
Mr Blains Store; bought a pen-knife, nine Jacket-Buttons, & a primmer
for Miss Harriot 3/. It is alarming to observe how hard, & dusty
the Country is; towards evening some clouds arose & looked promising
in the West, but they bring no rain—No rain has fell here since
the 24th of May, & then but a Scanty Shower, & most of the time
since windy.
Sunday 12.
Ben & Mr Randolph had a small wrangle about Horses: The Day is
vastly hot, the wind small at West, clear & very Dry I choose therefore
to stay at Home—I lent my Horse to Ben, & staid myself at
Home to write my Lecture, Mrs Carter the two Misses, & Ben went
to Church, Mr Randolph went on Board Captain Blackwells Ship to
dine—Bob pleaded hard with me for Leave to go on Board the Ship,
but I kept him at home with me—Evening I finished my Lecture &
laid it by for future examination. Some Clouds & Lightning in the
west but no rain.
Monday 13.
Ben gave Bob, for some imprudent Language a drubbing this morning—About
nine we had a Shower but soon over & of little use; be
to God, however, that we have any—I begun, to day my Sermon
for the Presbytery—The change in the weather since yesterday is
remarkable. This afternoon is so cool that I should be glad of a
winter suit—yesterday afternoon was so hot I could not be comfortably
cool in a thin gown, with all the windows of my chamber
up. Evening, John the waiting Man play'd, & the young Ladies spent
the evening merrily in dancing—I staid til ten, saw them & Conversed
with Mrs Carter.
Teusday 14.
I added last night to my Bed-Clothes a Quilt, Blanket, & my own
Clothes & lay under them all, none too warm—The children call'd
for a Fire in the school-Room, & were so cold I was obliged to dismiss
them before the Bell—I believe there is no Frost—Befor Breakfast,
Mr Stadley the musician came from Colonel Taylors at mount
Airy.
Miss Priscilla & Nancy attend his instructions. Mr Stadley shewed me
some Verses he is carrying from Mr Washingtons to His Daughter
they seem good and are as follow.
A Hymn for a dying Believer.
1st Happy Soul thy Days are ended,
All thy mourning Days below,
Go by Angel-Guards attended
To the Sight of Jesus, go.
2d Waiting to recieve my Spirit,
Lo thy Saviour stands above,
Shews the purchase of his merit
Reaches out the Crown of Love.
3d For the Joy he Sets before thee
Bear a momentary pain,
Die to live the Life of Glory
Suffer, with thy Lord to reign.
Spent the evening very agreeably with Mrs Carter & Mr Stadley, we
sat about a good Fire in the Dining-Room, and it seems as necessary
& agreeable as in November or December.—
Wednesday 15.
So cold that I ordered a Fire in the School-Room—Mr Stadley with
us yet—I took out of the Library to read for entertainment the
"Amusement of the German Spa; it is a well written piece—Designed
entirely for Amusement Before dinner Mrs Taylor,[179] with
her two Daughters Miss Polly, & Kitty came in a Chariot—Bob was
in a moment on Fire; He is deeply Smitten with Polly's Charms—beg'd
me for Leave to go out of School & dress—I allow'd him, The
Day was vastly windy & the drouth is alarming!—Close Attention
for two weeks past has fatigued me so much, that yesterday, & to
Day I have laid aside Study, & read only for Relaxation—I took a
whim in my head & would not go to Dinner, my Head was not
dress'd, & I was too lazy to change my clothes—Mrs Carter, however,
in the evening lash'd me severely. I told her I was engaged in reading
a pleasant Novel.—That I was not perfectly well—But She would
not hear none, & said I was rude, & censurable—Mr Stadley spent the
evening in playing several songs & Sonata's on the Harpsichord & violin—
Thursday 16.
Mr Stadley left us before Breakfast—Reading at the Amusement of
Spa—Drew off some Tunes—
Fryday 17.
Bob was missing last night I was at his Room at twelve o Clock he
was absent—This morning I examined him, he told me he was at
Mr Turburville's, but told me several palpable Lies—I gave him however
severe correction—We had this morning about 5 o Clock a
smart Gust of wind, Rain & Thunder, but soon over.
Saturday 18.
Ben not very well—At twelve Bob teaz'd me for leave to go to a
Cock-Fight & Horse-Race about two Miles off, I gave him Leave
with his promising to be home by Sun Set.—Spent the Afternoon in
my room writing—Towards evening 'Squire Lee call'd in, & brought
a late London News-Paper in which we are informed that another
Act of Parliament has pass'd taking from the People of Boston all
power of trying any Soldier, or Person whether for commiting any
Crime; & obliging all such offenders to be sent home for legal Tryal—Heaven
only knows where these tumults will End!—He informed
us likewise that last Saturday in Richmond (our neighbour County)
the people drest & burnt with great marks of Destestation the infamous
Lord North—Mrs Carter, after the 'Squire left us quite
astonished me in the Course of the evening. with her perfect acquaintance
with the American Constitution—
Sunday 19.
The day cool—Sermon is at Ucomico, so that we all stay at Home
Mrs Carter was in the morning frightned thinking that several of the
Negro-Girls in the Family are unwell with the Measles, but I believe
it to be only a Frett of the Heat Ben is unwel; He has a sick
Stomach; at Times aguish; complains of Pains in his Breast & Side;
& in the morning Spits Blood. He keeps about however, but his fond
Mama discovers great anxiety.—I spend the Day in my Room writing
at my Sermon, & reading the plain & useful Pictete.
Monday 20.
So cool that I sit with my Cloths buttoned, & am chilly. the children
also complain of the cold; this must certainly be unwholesome
weather—Breakfasted with us Mr Cox—Ben continues no better,
he lays by Study to day & keeps in—I myself either conceit or in
reality have a Fever & head-Ach to Day—Before twelve we had a
moderate Shower no wind nor Thunder—Mrs Carter wrote a note
to Dr Jones & Desired him to call & See Ben, towards evening he
came; He thinks Ben has only Symptoms of an Agu approaching—He
prescribed some Physick—Drank Coffee with us, & went home
about six—I lightens in the North.
Teusday 21.
Harry is unwel, takes this morning Physick, and keeps his Room—Ben
is in the same way—Priscilla & Nancy are practising Musick, so
that to Day we have only four in School—At five in the Evening,
Ben, Prissy & I rode out on Horse back for exercise; before we returned
Captain Dobby, of the Ship Susannah an agreeable, sensible,
polite Gentleman came, & 'Squire Lee—The conversation, at Coffee
was on American affairs, the 'Squire shew'd us one of Mr Dunlaps
papers,[180] in which are accounts that the Northern Colonies are
zealous & stedfast in resolutions to maintain their Liberties—We sat
til eleven—
Wednesday 22.
Breakfasted with us Captain Dobby, & Mr Taylor, their conversation
promiscuous—Clear & warm, not sultry, Harry better & in School,
but Ben continues indisposed. I wrote to Day some at my Sermon—After
School, with Mrs Carter & the young Ladies & Bob, I walked
through the Garden—But I seem not suited in being confin'd wholly
at Home, yet my stay is quite voluntary—
Thursday 23.
Very warm all the morning—From twelve to two I was writing at
my Sermon—While we were at dinner a very black cloud rose in
the West: Mrs Carter, is fearful when it thunders, so that I did not
leave the Room till it was over, about four, there was a strong Gale
of wind, some thunder, & a refreshing Shower. At five with Mrs
Carter & the young Ladies I took a walk; She shewed me from a
high Hill several beautiful Prospects—I was diverted tho it was a little
cruel, to see the Girls gather the Blossoms of some Prickly-Pears.
Fryday 24.
Lat night we had a Gust of Rain & Thunder; very acceptable—To
Day in course Mr Christians Dance happens here—He came before
Breakfast—Miss Jenny Washington came also, & Miss Priscilla Hale
while we were at Breakfast—Miss Washington is about seventeen;
She has not a handsome Face, but is neat in her Dress, of an agreeable
Size, & well proportioned, & has an easy winning Behaviour;
She is not forward to begin a conversation, yet when spoken to She
is extremely affable, without assuming any Girlish affectation, or pretending
to be overcharg'd with Wit; She has but lately had oppertunity
of Instruction in Dancing, yet She moves with propriety
when she dances a Minuet & without any Flirts or vulgar Capers,
when She dances a Reel or Country-Dance: She plays well on the
Harpsichord, & Spinet; understands the principles of Musick, & therefore
performs her Tunes in perfect time, a Neglect of which always
makes music intolerable, but it is a fault almost universal among
young Ladies in the practice; She sings likewise to her instrument,
has a strong, full voice, & a well-judging Ear; but most of the Virginia-Girls
think it labour quite sufficient to thump the Keys of a
Harpsichord into the air of a tune mechanically, & think it would be
Slavery to submit to the Drudgery of acquiring Vocal Music; Her
Dress is rich & well-chosen, but not tawdry, nor yet too plain; She
appears to Day in a Chintz cotton Gown with an elegant blue Stamp,
a Sky-Blue silk Quilt, spotted apron; Her Hair is a light Brown, it
was crap'd up, with two Rolls at each Side, & on the top a small cap
of beautiful Gawze and rich Lace, with an artificial Flower interwoven—Her
person & carriage at a small distance resembles not a
little my much respected Laura. But on close examination her Features
are something masculine, those of Laura are mild and delicate:
Mr Christien very politely requested me to open the Dance by stepping
a Minuet with this amiable Girl, but I excused myself by assuring
Him that I never was taught to Dance.—Miss Hale is about fourteen;
a slim, puny silent Virgin; She has black Eyes, & black Hair, a
good sett of Eye-Brows, which are esteem'd in Virginia essential to
Beauty; She looks innocent of every human Failing, does not speak
five Words in a Week, & I dare say from her Carriage that her
Modesty is invincible; She is drest in a white Holland Gown, cotton
Diaper quilt very fine, a Lawn apron, has her Hair crap'd up, & on
it a small Tuft of Ribbon for a Cap She is but just innitiated into the
School, and only hobbles yet Once I saw her standing; I rose immediately
and begg'd her to accept my Chair; She answered most
kindly, "Sir I thank you." that was all I could extract from this
Wonder of the Sex for the two Days she stay'd, & I seemed to have
an equal Share too in the Favours of her Conversation; so that I cannot
be any way particular in describing the mental faculties of Miss
Hale. it is sufficient to say that I think She is far removed from most
of the foibles of Women—Some time after these came Colonel
Lee's[181] Chariot with five young Misses—These five, with Miss
Washington & Miss Hale & Miss Nancy Carter, & Bob are Mr Christiens
Compliment of Scholars in this School except Miss Turburville
who is just now up the country with an Uncle, where She is to Stay
some time together with Miss Corbin. Miss Betsy Lee[182] is about
thirteen; a tall slim genteel Girl; She is very far from Miss Hale's
taciturnity, yet is by no means disagreeably forward; She dances extremely
well, & is just begining to play the Spinet—She is drest in a
neat shell Callico Gown, has very light Hair done up with a Feather,
& her whole carriage is easy inoffensive, & graceful—The other Miss
Lee's are small Towards evening came in George Lee, & Mr Grubb,
an English Gentleman; the Company danced after candle-light a
Minuet round, three Country Dances, several Reels, when we were
Rung to Supper after Supper we sit til twelve drinking loyal
Toasts—
Saturday 25.
Ben & I slept til eight—we breakfasted at nine, soon after Christien
collected his School and gave them a Lesson round—About ten the
two Gentlemen left us. They quit Dancing about two—After Dinner
Mrs Carter & the young Ladies, with Mr Christien Ben & Myself
walked in the garden, & through the Pasture, There are several
beautiful prospects of the green Bottoms, & of the River Nominy
from the High hills—By Miss Washington I wrote a letter to Mr
Lowe, acquainting him with what was done for him in the business
he sent by me to Philadelphia. The Day is cool, & intirely agreeable
& the Ground has been refreshed by a Shower or two lately—I am
told that the people are already reaping not only Rye but Wheat in
the Neighbourhood; certainly it is earlier than we reap to the Northward.—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to John Lowe]
Nomini Hall June 25th 1774.
To Mr John Lowe. Bushfield.
Sir.
I should have waited on you immediately after my return from
Philadelphia, to acquaint you with what was done in regard to the
business you intrusted me with, and to return the certificate which
I now send inclosed; but necessary business detain'd me for a few
days at home, and when Bob was at the Dance at Mr Washingtons
he informed me you proposed shortly to be here. As I expect to see
you shortly I shall write nothing particular, but only inform you that
your intention was considered and approved:
I am, Sir,
Your humble Servt:
Philip V Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Sunday 26.
Mr Smith to Day is out of the Parish so that we have no sermon—I shut
up myself therefore in my chamber to reading—Eleven I am sent for
to see Mr Lowe who is come—I invite him to my Room, where we
sit til Dinner—He informed me of the Manner of Trials in Scotland,
which Candidates undergo. It is similar & indeed almost the same as
with our Presbytery Evening Mr Carter returned about seven
o-Clock from Williamsburg; He has been unwell himself while
there, & he informs us that many are indisposed in that City While
we were at Coffee I was taken with a Sudden & unusual pain in my
Breast, a sickness at my stomach, attended with a trembling and
dizzy faintness; I retired to my Room immediately, laid myself down
in bed but had a Fever most of the Night—
Monday 27.
I feel myself perfectly reliev'd blessed be God who upholds my Life
Mr Carter says the people are reaping on the Road as he came. He
opened & shewed me a curious Case of mathematical Instruments
price ten Guineas; He shewed me Bens Seal five Guineas—We have
to day several plentiful Showers—Evening at Coffee the Colonel
shew'd me a book of vocal Musick which he has just imported, it is
a collection of psalm-Tunes, Hymns, & Anthems set in four parts for
the Voice; He seems much taken with it & says we must learn &
perform some of them in their several parts with our voices & with
instruments.—Lightning in several parts of the Heaven Mrs Carter
is much afraid, & can never eat if a cloud is rising nor lie down to
sleep.
Teusday 28.
Warm this morning. Mr Carter rode to Court. I wrote some at
my sermon but it goes on slowly—Ben is not perfectly well, he studies,
however, at times a little, to day he makes Doctr Jones a visit—The
Day very hot; people I understand are reaping in this County—Evening
we have in the West & North-West amazing Lightning—Mrs
Carter retired to her Chamber, where She always chooses to sit
quite alone in bad Weather—
Wednesday 29.
Writing at my Sermon—The day cool & agreeable. I was never so
much confined as now, not even when I was at College, for I used to
go with my sweet mates, as Virgil calls them, about the Fields, or to
the Brooks to wash, & often ride to Trenton for exercise & pleasure—&
sometimes to Newington & spend an Afternoon with that dear
girl Laura—Here in Virginia I have no Call out, people seem sociable
& kind but I want Spirit to improve & relish Society Soon, however,
soon, if I keep my Health, I shall be again at Liberty.
Thursday 30.
The morning pleasant none too hot to be agreeable—My Charge
seem rising slowly, & uniformly in their several Parts—Harry begun
at Reduction & is now working Fellowship; he improves too in
Writing. Bob began at Addition and is working Compound Division:
he is the best writer in the School—Ben begun with reading Salust
he is now reading Virgil & the Greek-Testament. He writes extremely
bad—Priscilla began Addition & is working Division; She improves
in writing, & reads tolerably—Nancy mends fast in writing,
but reads carelessly thick & inaccurately.
—I mentioned to Day Mr Peck to Mr Carter He objected at first to
his Age as rather too young for the Duty of a Tutor, he assented
however & requested me to write him word that he is desired to come
by the Time I shall leave Virginia—
Fryday July 1. 1774.
I rose at six. The morning bearable Breakfasted with us 'Squire Lee.—About
one came in Captain Blackwell, Mr Grubb, & Lancelot Lee.
the two youngsters came suddenly into our Room, bold gay & noisy.
We conversed with them till the Bell rung for Dinner, when we all
repair'd to the dining-Room: Captain Blackwel is to sail in about
ten Days for London. I gave the Children the afternoon for Recreation.
Saturday 2.
Mr Grubb called again about twelve with an intention to ride out to
the Potowmack but there came on a Rain & kept us at Home—We
spent the afternoon sociably in our Room. Miss Nancy Carter last
Night or this morning, in some whimsical freak, clipt off her Eye-Brows;
She has a very good Skin; exceeding black hair, & black-well
arched, full Eye-brows, which, as I said the other day are much
esteemed in Virginia—She denies positively that She cut them herself,
& swears some mischievous person has done it when She was
sleeping. But I am inclined to think it is an experiment She has been
making on herself to see how she can vary the looks of her face. It
made me laugh when I saw it first, to think how early & how truely
She copies Female absurdities.
Towards evening we rode out merely for exercise, & straggled at
last to Mr Simpsons; near his house we saw two trees standing near
each other both of which have lately been struck by Lightning &
are torn to shivers in several parts—
Mr Grubb agreed to stay the night. we supt on Artichoks, &
Huckleberries & Milk—The toasts, after Supper, were the King,
Queen & Royal Family, the Governor & his family, & then young
Ladies of our acquaintance—We were alone. Mr and Mrs Carter
left us immediately, so that we spent the evening without restraint.
Sunday 3.
We were all to go to Church to day, but we were prevented by a
storm of thunder & Rain; the Ground is now sufficiently wetted—I
have not heard a Sermon on Sunday since the fifteenth of May; a
longer Vacancy from publick worship than I have ever had since
my first remembrance. About ten an old Negro Man came with a
complaint to Mr Carter of the Overseer that he does not allow him
his Peck of corn a Week—The humble posture in which the old
Fellow placed himself before he began moved me. We were sitting
in the passage, he sat himself down on the Floor clasp'd his Hands
together, with his face directly to Mr Carter, & then began his Narration—He
seem'd healthy, but very old, he was well dress'd but
complained bitterly—I cannot like this thing of allowing them no
meat, & only a Peck of Corn & a Pint of Salt a Week, & yet requiring
of them hard & constant Service. We have several Rains this day
so that the Ground is sufficiently wetted—I spent the greater part of
the day writing at my Sermon.
Monday 4.
I begun to read the first Volume of Tristam-Shandy—He is droll in
the account he gives us of his Birth & Family—We have several good
showers to day, the weather is warm, funky, very damp, & I fear
will not turn out long to be healthful. With us in Jersey wet Weather
about this time not only is prejudicial to the Harvest, but is generally
thought, & I believe almost never fails being a forerunner of Agues,
Fall-Fevers, Fluxes, & our Horse-Distempers—Fearing these, any of
which so far from Home, would be painful & expensive, I keep myself
much at Home, contrary to the repeated & strong invitations of
the youngsters—And indeed my Duty, seems to require my Presence
pretty constantly; & I am forced to produce an Example for
what I find it necessary to enforce on our Boys, in order to do it
with some face, for they always call upon me for a Reason for every
one of my precepts—It is now the Height of Harvest—There is at
Mr Turburville's a young Lady, from the Isle-of Wight, Miss Betsy
Lee,[183] a Sister of George & Lancelot Lee's—It is proposed that Ben
& I go this Evening to the Captain's & Invite her here—Accordingly
after School we rode on our errand, We found besides Miss Lee—Mr
George Turburville, his Wife, Mr Grubb, & Lancelot Lee—After
the ceremony of Introduction, & our Congees were over, we took
our seats in a cool passage where the Company were sitting; all the
Company when we entered were laughing at Master Lee, who had
been gathering Mulberries, & either through carelessness or Greediness
had stained his ruffles—At any Rate they looked like a scarlet
Clock in a Bunters stocking, both indilicate & impudent—The attention
of the Company however being wholly taken up with Mr
Lee, I had the opportunity, which I wanted, of examining the person
of his Sister, without being interrupted either by the notice of others,
or by my own timidity—Miss Betsy Lee, I am told is but lately entered
her twenty sixth year; She is a well set maid, of a proper
Height, neither high nor low—Her Aspect when she is sitting is
masculine & dauntless; she sits very erect; places her feet with great
propriety, her Hands She lays carelessly in her lap, & never moves
them but when she has occasion to adjust some article of her dress, or
to perform some exercise of the Fan—She has a full face, sanguine
Complection, her Nose is rather protuberant than otherwise; Her
Eyes are exactly such as Homer atributes to the Goddess Minerva;
& her Arms resemble those which the same Poet allows to Juno.
When She has a Bonnet on & Walks, She is truely elegant; her carriage
neat & graceful, & her presence soft & beautiful—Her hair is a
dark Brown, which was crap'd up very high. & in it she had a Ribbon
interwoven with an artificial Flower—At each of her ears dangled a
brilliant Jewel; She was pinched up rather too near in a long pair of
new fashioned Stays, which, I think, are a Nusance both to us &
themselves—For the late importation of Stays which are said to be
now most fashionable in London, are produced upwards so high that
we can have scarce any view at all of the Ladies Snowy Bosoms; &
on the contrary, they are extended downwards so low that whenever
Ladies who wear them, either young or old, have occasion to
walk, the motion necessary for Walking, must, I think, cause a disagreeable
Friction of some part of the body against the lower Edge of
the Stays which is hard & unyielding—I imputed the Flush which
was visible in her Face to her being swathed up Body & Soul & limbs
together—She wore a light Chintz Gown, very fine, with a blue
stamp; elegantly made, & which set well upon her—She wore a blue
silk Quilt—In one word Her Dress was rich & fashionable—Her Behaviour
such as I should expect to find in a Lady whose education
had been conducted with some care & skill; and her person, abstracted
from the embelishments of Dress & good Breeding, not much handsomer
than the generality of Women—
What made me desirous to see, & curious to reconnoitre this young
Lady, was, a Sentence that was dropt yesterday by a respectable
Member of our Family, intimating a Desire that I may, on seeing
Miss Lee, after having known, by report, her faultless character, be so
pleased with her person as to try to make her mine, & settle in this
Province—That kind Body, who is for making me happy by settling
me in Virginia, & connecting me with one of the best families in the
Government, little knows how painful it would be if I was indeed
compell'd by any accident of Fortune to spend the remainder of my
Days in Virginia if is the pleasure of Providence that I am to continue
for any length of time in the World—Strong, & sweet are the
bands which tye us to our place of nativity; If it is but a beggarly
Cottage, we seem not satisfied with the most elegant entertainment
if we are totally seperated from it—But if a Princess should solicit
me to accept, together with Herself, 50000£ a Year—I declare, with
as great pleasure as truth, that the esteem, & Fidelity which I possess
for my dear, dear Eliza would make me without reflection, evade
& refuse the Proposal—Ben & I returned Home before dark—We
had the 'Squire to drink Coffee with us—He brought us a Newspaper
containing the debate, of the House of Commons concerning the Repeal
of the Tea-duty.
Teusday 5.
While we were at Breakfast came from Hobbes-Holes Mrs Oakly a
Woman who has acted as nurse for several of Mrs Carters Children
with great credit—All the family speak of her with Love & regard—This
day is very warm, but no rain—I gave all the Girls this day to
chat with their old acquaintance—Tho' the weather is warm & very
Damp we have here no Musquetoes; I have not seen one, since I came
into the Province as I can now recollect which seems to me a little
strange; for at Princeton in Jersey some warm evenings in July &
August they are so numerous as to be troublesome, & that is more
than twenty miles from Salt Water, this not more than three times
as many Rod.—In the evening, among several other things Mr Carter
informed me that he has on this plantation a Negro Man called Prince
who is now unwell of a Strain—This Man, he swears, he would not
sell for 500£ ready Cash—I was almost ready to say it is more
Money than I would give for all he owns on his Estate—The evening
is very pleasant I had an oppertunity on the Pavement before
the Hall Door of shewing away on Astronomy to Mrs Carter, I
lectured for half an hour on the Milky-Way, on several of the Stars,
on Jupiter in particular, & on the Course of Comets—
In bed by half after ten as usual.
Wednesday 6.
Ben seems pretty well recovered—We dined to day on the Fish
call'd the Sheeps-Head, with Crabs—Twice every Week we have
fine Fish, & every Day good Fruit for Dinner, caudled Apples, Hurtle-Berries
with milk &c—Yes, says Mrs Carter at Supper, this hot
weather takes away all my life; the small Lightning that we now have
makes me uneasy & melancholy—I love to see her in such Distress—Beauty
& Virtue when combined together & Strugling against Misfortune;
O how such objects move, & awaken the most delicate sensations
of our Souls—Call in Nancy to her Guitar, says the Colonel.
In She minces slow & silent from her supper—She scratches her Instrument,
after a long preparation, into the Air of "Water parted
from the Sea." What, pray Miss Nancy, what bewitched you with a
desire of clipping your Eye-Brows—The Genius of Woman shines
forth in this little Girlish trick—Pray Mr Fithian, was you ever
taught Singing? Yes Sir, I attended two years—Had you any instructions
in particular for using the Shake[184]—I am giving Nancy some
Lessons, but She is vastly indolent—Nancy, play over and sing the
Funeral Hymn—Excuse me, Papa, I have lost the Verses—Happy
Soul, thy Days are ended,—Go on—How steady & how sharp it
lightens in the North too—Good Night.
Thursday 7.
Yes Fanny may sit down to Breakfast—Where's Ben—The Weather
is hot & Ben for enjoyment had stript himself naked—Of every thing
but his shirt & Trowsers—Where's Ben—He is not very well, Madam,—This
Day says the Colonel after having Prefac'd our Breakfast
with a—"God bless us in what we are to recieve"—is our Rye
yonder to be mown down; mown down thinks I, do they mow their
Grain in Virginia—Yes two Negroes take naked Sythes & mow
down the Grain; others are imploy'd in raking it into heaps, but
much of it is left—Shall I help you, Mr Fithian, to a Dish of Coffee?—I
choose a deep Plate, if you please, Ma'am, & Milk—Our Corn,
Madam, in Jersey is inferior to yours in this Province—Or your
Cooks, Sir, are less Skilful in managing it—Well, Nancy, I have tuned
your Guitar; you are to practice to Day with Priscilla, who is to
play the Harpsichord, till twelve o Clock; You can repeat the Verses
of the Funeral Hymn?—I can Sir—What, Harry, do you hesitate at
that plain Sum in Arithmetical Progression?—Bob, attend to your
Business—When I am bedizen'd with these clamorous children, sometimes
I silently exclaim—Once I was told, now I know I feel how
irksome the Pedagoging Scheme is—Fanny—I say, Fanny, dont you
hear me, Fanny, and Betsy, sit down—pray, Sir, must I multiply
here by 32—Yes, thick-Scull—But Mr Fithian, I dont know how to
divide by 5½—Look, Sir, do you see what Mouth's Harry Willis is
making?—I can say my Lesson—Buz, Buz—To divide by 5½ you
must double both your Dividend & divi[sor]—Half after two we were
rung to Dinner; poor Tasker, his Fever has continued high since
yesterday afternoon, he lies quiet, and asks for nothing—If his Disorder
does not abate to night, I shall give him in the morning a dose
of "James's Powder"—Will you lend me Jack, he meant my Horse,
says Mr Randolph, to ride tomorrow to Captain Cheltons; Yes Mr
Randolph, I will oblige Jenny so far.
Fryday 8.
I swear, says Bob, Harry belies me. I never told the Nurse that
Harriot should stay in School all Day—It was Mama's order that so
long as Mrs Oakly the Nurse stays, Harriot is to go into School after
Breakfast, & after Dinner, & say a lesson each time—I was passing
through the Hall from Breakfast—The Nurse, a short Stump of a
[wom]an, who blundered by mere accident, when she was young,
out of the road in which Virgins commonly travel, & felt the difficulties
of being a Mother, several years before She enjoyed the
Pleasures of being a Wife—She call'd to me, & begg'd me to close
the Quarrel; You shall have, said I, dear Madam, with the greatest
Freedom my consent—Harriot shall be with you—At Breakfast—Where
is Ben?—He breakfasts with the House-keeper Madam—At
School—What a likeness there is in the manners of Boys; Bob, &
Harry had skulk'd behind the writing-Table with their Slates on
their Knees, & their Faces close together, just as I have done a thousand
Times, in our little School-House in Greenwich—But once I
was threshed confoundedly for a piece of such hidden play—Tom
Parks [blotted] asleep, poor Fellow he is now sleeping in the Dust;—Then
he was fast asleep on a Bench, with his mouth open—I fill'd
his mouth with Snuff!—He sprung up—Nature was in distress, &
found all her Avenues too scanty at that time to clear out at once
the tickling penetrating Powder—He snuffed—He coughed—He—He
told the Master, & then I was tickled—Indeed he made my Feet
beat time to his Lash—-Says Bob to Harry, behind the Table, I wonder
Mr Fithian has not fallen in Love yet with some of our Nominy-Girls—Here
he sits from Month to Month—(Not many Months
longer said I to myself)—Mr Marshal[185] was always out; I suppose
Mr Fithian never thinks of Girls—Indeed says Harry, drawing his
chair clos[e &] lowering his voice, I never in my Life saw a Man
who thought so little of these things—Here Tom the Coachman
came in with a wood Tarripin which he brought to be a resident in
our Room to catch the Bugs & Cockroaches—
Yes, Harry, & Bob, Fithian is vulnerable by Cupids Arrows—I assure
you, Boys, he is, Not by the Girls of Westmorland—O my dear
Laura, I would not injure your friendly Spirit; So long as I breathe
Heavens vital air I am unconditionally & wholly Yours—At Dinner,
Mrs Carter call'd for the Chariot, Mrs Turburville will think me
rude, unless I welcome her Home. I will take Priscilla this Afternoon
& make her a visit—I saw in a moment that Miss was better pleased
with the notion of trotting off in the Carriage, than to be [blotted]
up with Multiplication & Division—O yes, says Mrs Oakly, I know
Dadda Gumby at Williamsburg. I think you look as brisk, as hearty
& as young now as you did ten years ago—Gumby—I & my old
Woman, here Master, are the two oldest Negres in Mr Carters Estate.
Here we live, Master, on our worthy Landlords Bounty—The Nurse,
Betsy, & Harriot were at Gumby's House which stands about twenty
Rod from the Garden—I was walking, with a Book in my Fist,
musing & stumbling along—I saw them, I went up, & with a lower
Bow than I should give to a Nurse, if Women were plenty, says I,
pray Mrs Oakly do you know Dadda Gumby? We stood chattering
with the old African, or rather he stood chattering with us, relating
one story after another, leaving some of his Narrations half untold,
beginning others in the middle having entered into the true Spirit
of Loquacity—Dennis, in the Height of a Story about his Grandfathers
Uncle's harpooning a Porpoise summoned me to Coffee—Mrs
Oakly, will you walk?—Come Betsy—Where's Ben?—Says the
Colonel has Ben r[e]tired from the World?—He rode out this Evening,
Sir, about five o Clock for Exercise—Mrs Carter, Mr Carter,
good Night—
Saturday 9.
I was waked by Sam the Barber thumping at my Door—I was
dressed—In Powder too; for I propose to see & dine with Miss Jenny
Washington to Day. D—n the Bugs & Chinches, says Ben rolling
over on the Bed, & rubbing his Eyes, I have slept none for them—Mr
Fithian, do you rest any o-Nights? Dont these cursed Bugs keep
you awake?—No Sir; for you see I commonly sit & read til half after
ten, or eleven—So that by the Time I lay my poor Skin & Bones on
the Bed, I am so much fatigued with the tumultuous Business of the
Day, & the Study of the Evening that my sleep the rest of the night
is sound & unbroken—Priscilla hangs her head a little this morning,
She looks feverish, dispirited, sits on a low bench, with her Elbow in
her Lap, & Leaning her head upon her hand, swings backwards and
forwards, just as I have seen beautiful Quaker Girls when they are
weeping at the frightful distortions & Grimaces of some deep-inspired
Father. But Priscilla & Tasker are unwell—Fanny teizes me for a
Picture, I must draw her a slip, she says, on Paper like the one I drew
for Her the other Day with my finger in the Sand—I love the little
careless Girl, & will oblige her—On the writing-Table in the School-Room
I found this morning an old Book of Esops Fables done into
English Verse; In the Margins of this Book up & Down Bob had in
his scribbling Way recorded the Names of several young Ladies of
Westmorland & Richmond Counties. I shall set them down, as I
turned over the Leaves & found them—I do not insinuate, by writing
this Story, the smallest reproach to either of the Ladies; I mention it
solely to shew Bob's Taste, & the Meditations of his heart when
wholly alone. In the Life of Esop, page 23, at the Bottom of the Leaf
his own Name is written at full length & in as elegant a hand as he is
master of with a Dash below.
Robert Bladen Carter.
He has in the same manner introduced it a few leaves further on, he
has done this to be a kind of Preface for what is to follow; he has
also very cleverly interspersed it with the Ladies, either that the
Ladies Names should be a foil to set his off to advantage, or that his
Name be a Foil to adorn the Ladies—In the Life of Woglog the
great at the first page
Miss Lucy Carter of Sabine-Hall.
Page 3d at the Bottom of the Leaf
Miss Lettitia Turberville of Hickory Hill.
Page 8.
Miss Betsy Carter of Sabine-Hall.
Page 9.
Miss Priscilla Carter of Nomini-Hall—his Sister:
Esops Fables Page 1st he writes the Name of the Girl he loves
above all others
Polly Tayloe the Lovely of Mount-Airy.
Page 39th Miss Betsy Lee.
Page 41.
Miss Kitty Tayloe. Mount Airy.
Page 43.
Miss Lydia Pettit has d—m'd ugly Freckles in her Face, otherways
She is handsome & tolerable—
Page 45.
Miss Betsy Gaskins.[186]
Page 47.
Miss Sally Tayloe.
Page 50.
Miss Jenny Washington of Bushfield is very Pretty.
Then he Bolts in
Robert Carter.
Page 57.
Miss Polly Tolliver.[187]
Page 59.
Miss Steerman is a beautiful young Lady.
Miss Jane Corbin.
— Aphia Fantleroy.
— — Edwards.
— Betsy Jones
— Sally Panton.
But this afternoon Mrs Oakly is taken with a Fever; I suppose, She
was out last evening without any thing on her head rather too late,
when I saw her at Daddy Gumby's—
Sunday 10.
A Sunday in Virginia dont seem to wear the same Dress as our Sundays
to the Northward—Generally here by five o-Clock on Saturday
every Face (especially the Negroes) looks festive & cheerful—All
the lower class of People, & the Servants, & the Slaves, consider it as
a Day of Pleasure & amusement, & spend it in such Diversions as they
severally choose—The Gentlemen go to Church to be sure, but they
make that itself a matter of convenience, & account the Church a
useful weekly resort to do Business—I am told, for I have not yet
been to Church since my Return, that all the Sermons are in the
forensic Style, & on political Subjects. But I shall go to Church to
Day—I am sorry that I may relate an accident which happened last
night—By some accident; or by the carelessness of some Negroes Mr
Turburville's Barn took fire and burnt Down—His loss is judged at
300£ which is something considerable for a Man who is with the
greatest Anxiety turning every ear of Corn into Money—At Church
Parson Smith Read to the Congregation an Order Issued out lately by
the Governor to elect Burgesses in the several Counties—He preached
us a Sermon on Brotherly Love—Dined with us to Day Mr Parker,[188]
a Lawyer of this County, & his Son, a young Man about 20 who is
also licensed to plead Law—And Mr Cunningham—I am not very
well to Day. I have pains in several parts of my Body—Mr Lowe
informed me that Colonel Washington is unwell of a sort of Cholic—
Monday 11.
Indeed says Mrs Carter at Breakfast a Fire this morning would be
very pleasant—Yes says I, for I have had the look & feeling of
November all the morning; My Room shut up, My Coat buttoned,
& yet my Body cold Besides!—Mr Carter on this, advanced a strange
Assertion, that there is not a single Person on this whole Continent, if
this Change is as powerful through the Continent as it is here, who is
not to day, in a greater or less Degree affected with a Fever!—My
poor skinny Body, I know is in a prodigious Tumult; I impute it tho
to my ride Yesterday to Church in the schorching Sun; & to drinking
five or six Glasses of Wine extraordinary—Priscilla & Harriot are
confined at Home of an eruptive Fever, some think it a Swine Pox
at any Rate they are sick, & break out into Pustules—I am in such
Ferment to Day that I cannot sit nor Walk, nor Write with any
Stomach—I made out tho' with some Difficulty to finish a rough
Draught of my Sermon, & laid by for future Perusal.
Teusday 12.
Indeed I enjoy this fine cool weather, says Ben as he lay on his Back
in the Bed rubbing his Eyes, & ears about half after six o-Clock;
Lancelot Lee had never I am sure, more sensible Pleasure in swallowing
a well prepar'd Dinner—To be sure I have slept last Night with
the sweetest composure in Spight of the Chinches, & in spight of my
Disorder!—Get up, Lump of Indolence, said I to him; Get up & clap
to Virgil instead of lying there & boasting—Breakfasted with us
Captain Guthrie, of a Small Schooner of Norfolk; & Mr Stadley the
Musician—I love this good German, He used to teach in New York
& Philadelphia—He has much simplicity & goodness of heart—He
performs extremely well—He is kind & sociable with me—Dined
with us one—one—Mr—Mr—I forget his name—I know his trade
tho': An Inspector—He is rather Dull, & seems unacquainted with
company for when he would, at Table, drink our Health, he held the
Glass of Porter fast with both his Hands, and then gave an insignificant
nod to each one at the Table, in Hast, & with fear, & then drank
like an Ox—The Good Inspector, at the second toast, after having
seen a little our Manner "Gentlemen & Ladies (but there was none
in Womans Cloathing at Table except Mrs Carter) The King"—I
thought that during the Course of the Toasts, he was better pleased
with the Liquor than with the manner in which he was at this Time
obliged to use it—I made a b[e]gining of my Latin Thesis—"Cuinam
Usui inservi: at Lex moralis sub Evangeliis." I made out to write thus
much—Duabus hisce Propositionibus sequentibus simulatim Respondeo.—But
if I wrote so much every Day for a twelve Month my
Thesis will be short. The Day is pleasant, cool enough: & my disorder
which has been for several days a growing painful Dysentery,
seems to have subsided—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Elizabeth Beatty]
Nominy-Hall July 12. 1774.
To Laura.
The Summer is advancing briskly on, & bringing me with it every
Day still nearer to you—And to my last Change—With you I am
looking for the purest Happiness in Friendship & Love that I can
derive from any thing below; And it will add to measure of Felicity
if I can make the Woman I choose to protect & esteem think me
worthy her Regard.
I said that the swift Advances of Summer are bringing me swiftly on
to Death—In Virginia there are numberless Admonitions to this
Reflection, but I suppress any farther Declaration. I wrote you by
Mr —— early last Month; & at the same Time I wrote to several
of my Acquaintances: but if they lived in the Moon I could hear
from them as often as I do now when only a Couple of Hundred
Miles, or a little more, separates us: Would it not be more agreeable
to me if they did—? For then I should every Night almost, see, at
least, the Place of their Habitation, tho' we could have no Correspondence.
You are such a Pilgrim, Laura; I mean such a Rover, that I am at
some Loss to know how to direct a Letter to you; & I want my Letters,
while they are on their Passage to go through as few Hands as
possible, not because I write any Secrecy, or Scandal, for you will
not allow either the one or the other; but only that you may speedily
receive & read the Little I do write, fresh from my Heart.
I suppose that Miss —— has before now seen Cohansie—And
cloyed of it too, no Doubt. She is a lively, sportful Soul. But that
dear Place, which ingrosses so many of my Thoughts, has not
Variety enough to entertain her long—You yourself, who are not
always soaring on Follie's Wing, through the Regions of Vanity &
Nonsense, sometimes find the Country dull—But Miss —— does not
find Satisfaction in the City; it is plain then since that young Lady
cannot find Contentment either in City or Country, that She cannot
be happy at all.
Merciful, merciful Heaven! O grant me what I am trying hard to
obtain; grant that my Inclinations be all duely bended to a perfect
Satisfaction with my Lot here—! With such a Temper I shall be at
Rest, be happy, if I continue here in Virginia; Or I shall be happy
if I remove into new Jersey; But, must I declare it, Laura, that if I
am destitute of this, I should be wretched, tho' your Friend & Companion—I
am,
Laura, thine
Philip. V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday 13.
I drew off this morning for Dadda Gumby a List of his Children, &
their respective ages—He himself is 94—For this office I had as many
Thanks, As I have had blessings before now from a Beggar for Sixpence—Thank
you, thank you, thank you Master, was the language
of the old Greyheaded pair.—Call on us at any time, you shall have
Eggs, Apples, Potatoes—You shall have every thing we can get for
you—Master!—In this Torrent of Expressions of Gratitude I was
rung to Breakfast; I bow'd to the venerable old Negroes, thank'd
them in my Turn for their Offers, & left them—
Indeed, said the Colonel at Breakfast, cool as it was last Night, I
kept my Window up the whole night—I am not fond of your hot a
dust Air—Was yours up Mr Fithian no truly; so long as I can breath
without panting I am for keeping my Window down, & my Room
close on summer nights; especially here in Virginia, Madam, where
the Dews are so heavy, and so dangerous—The Postilion keeps a fox
at the Stable & I am often much diverted with his Cunning Tricks.
The other Day, Mrs Carter was lying in the long room among the
Books on the Couch; In jumps Reynard, through a broken Pane of
Glass, & begins to frisk & hue about the Room like a Bedlam—How
is Nurse, pray, says the Colonel at Dinner? She has her Ague & Fever
again to Day, Sir—This is a fine Sheeps-Head, Mr Stadly shall I help
you?—Or would you prefer a Bass or a Perch?—Or perhaps you
will rather help yourself to some picked Crab—It is all extremely
fine, Sir, I'll help myself—Well says the Colonel when we had almost
finished our Dinner with a Glass of sparkling Porter on the Table
before him, we have but fasted to Day; here stands a fine Ham, & a
Shoulder of excellent Mutton yet untouched—At least, says the
merry, good-hearted Man, we have kept Lent—Yesterday evening I
scribled a little for Laura, & to Day I drank her Health from my
Heart in generous Medaira—Yes, best of Women, when you are the
Toast I drink wine with Pleasure—
Thursday 14.
To Day is the election of Burgesses in Richmond the neighbouring
County—Come, Fithian, will you go? My old objection recurs; I am
too busy—I met this morning in Wingates Arithmetic, with the following
merry Problem—"To discover a Number which any one
shall have in his mind, without requiring him to reveal any part of
that or any Number whatsoever"—After any one has thought upon
any number at Pleasure; bid him double it, & to that double bid him
add any such even number as you please to assign: Then from the
Sum of that Addition let him reject one half, & reserve the other half;
Lastly, from this half bid him subtract the Number which he first
thought upon; then you may boldly tell him what Number remains
in his mind after that Subtraction is made, for it will be always half
the Number which you assigned him to add—A Reason for the Rule
is added. "Because, if to the double of any number (which number
for Distinction sake I call the first) a second number be added, the
half of the Sum must necessarily consist of the said first number, &
half the Second: Therefore if from the said half sum the first Number
be subtracted, the remainder must of necessity be half the second
Number which was added—Mr Inspector dined with us again to day—We
had after Dinner, Lime Punch & Madaira: but he chose & had
a Bowl of Grogg—You are a mean Puppy, a treacherous, ungenerous
Scoundrel, says Bob, to Harry just as I entered the School after Dinner—you
told Mr Lowe, you did more, you published in Mr Washingtons
Family that Mr Fithian horsed me for Staying out all night—That
he call'd in John the Waiter to help him—& that you was sent
to cut & bring in Whips—After School with Ben I rode out the Day
is warm, & the Ground grows to be very dry—I was not a little
Surprized to see Corn out in Tassel—But the Tobacco looks dismal,
it is all poor, much of it is dead with the drouth; I think, however,
that the Season is ten days or two Weeks earlier here than in New
Jersey.—
Mr Stadly, left us to Day. I love that Man, he is gone to Colonel
Taylors[189]—
Fryday 15.
I got up a little before six & as it is very warm, I threw up the window
to enjoy the Morning's fine salubrious Air—I saw a Lady—She was
walking to the Poplars—She appeared small but walked genteel—She
walked slow & looked on the ground—Her Dress look'd to be
extremely good, but was only thrown carelessly on; She had a Silk
shade thrown over her shoulders in which her hands were muffled—I
had the Idea in a moment of a Woman in some kind of Difficulty—But
how can such a woman have been to Mr Carters & done Business,
who was not there last night.?—It was Mrs Oakly—She has the
Ague and was walking for the benefit of the Morning Air.—We are
rid of two troubles from this morning till Monday: for Bob & Nancy
are gone to the Dancing School—They dance at Colonel Lee's—Two
great troubles, indeed, for this hot weather I can hardly keep
them in the Room, much less to any useful business—Please to excuse
me from Dinner, says Mrs Carter, & retired to her Chamber—There
appears in the North a black Cloud, where it Thunders—Send
us a Shower in Mercy, bountiful Heaven, tho' our Sins deserve
thy Frowns & Judgments.—The Cloud thickens. it rises—At last
there comes a kind Shower—After the Rain about six Ben & I took
a Ride for exercise, the Corn litterally looks glad—I have made a
party, Says Mr Carter at Coffee, for a Trip by Water to morrow,
Mr Fithian will you be one?—With all my heart Sir, if it is agreeable—We
are to ride then to Mr Atwels says he, & there enter my new
Barge; with her we will go down the River Machodockin to Potowmack
then up the Potowmack & enter the River Nomini, & up that
River Home—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to John Peck]
Nomini-Hall. July 15th. 1774.
Sir.
I have communicated your intention to Mr Carter; he begs you
will by no Means disappoint him.
I wrote you a letter by the post early in June possibly it was lost,
for either letters are lost, or you and the rest of my friends in Jersey
use me vastly ill, for I have not received a line since I have been in
Virginia—You had better go into the school and acquaint yourself
with the method of teaching, and procure some copper plate copies:
I am by the goodness of heaven very well; I hope you will remember
me to all friends at Princeton to relations and friends at Cohansie;
desire Charles to carry my Homer to cohansie when he goes down in
the vacancy; tell him I shall be at home if no unforeseen accident
prevents by the last of october.
You had better provide yourself with recommendations from
several, especially from Doctor Witherspoon, something of the kind
will not be a hindrance, but may possibly at some J[u]ncture be of
eminent Service.
I am, Sir, Yours,
Philip V Fithian
Mr John Peck.
Nassau-Hall
[JOURNAL]
Saturday 16.
The Colonel, Ben, & myself rode on Horse-back about Six to Mr
Atwels; four lusty, hearty Men had gone on foot before who were
Oarsmen: Here we were to enter a Boat never Rowed before, &
proceed down the River Machodock to Mr Carters Store-Houses
which are now building near the mouth of that River—But I am
going to venture upon a Description of a Scene which I am sure I
shall not do Justice to—A Scetch of three Rivers—Their Beautiful
Banks—Several Gentlemens Seats—Their commodious harbours—In
particular that near which Mr Carter is erecting Store-Houses—The
whole is to be an account of our peregrination this 16th burning day
of July 1774—With several remarks.—What a Crack of Thunder
there was! I must run to the Window & view the Cloud—It is a small
white remote Cloud in the North-West. I am summoned to Coffee—Mrs
Carter gave us a Dish round—Amazing what a Flash of Lightning!
how fast it rises!—Ben child, says the lovely Woman, take my
Seat & fill out the Coffee. Please to excuse me; & She then retired up
chamber—We finished our Coffee—The Gust came up, & to be sure
I have seldom seen one more terable! Long, bright, forked bolts
seemed to dart incessantly through the broken parts of the Cloud;
some of them would appear perpendicular others horizontal, and
some would split, & in a Moment seem to bespangle, with sparks of
Fire, the whole Front of the Cloud! And these were continually succeeded
with alarming alternate Cracks of Thunder!—It brings, however
to the scorched Earth a plenteous needful Supply—By nine it is
past, & opens a serene beautiful western Sky—I resume my Description.
I have said, that we rode on Horseback to Mr Atwels where we were
to go on board & have our Horses sent back. This House is called six
Miles from the mouth of Machodock—It stands on the Bank of the
River; The Boat that carried us is built for the purpose of carrying
the young Ladies and others of the Family to Nominy Church—It is
a light neat Battoe elegantly painted & is rowed with four Oars—We
went on board; The Sun beamed down upon us, but we had each an
Umberella—The River is here about Gunshot over; the Banks are
pretty low, but hard to the very Water—I was delighted to see Corn
& Tobacco growing, or Cattle & Sheep feeding along the Brink of
this River on both Sides, or else Groves of Pines, Savins & Oaks growing
to the side of the Bank—We passed by an elegant small Seat of
Mr Beal;[190] it was small, but it was neat—We arrived at Mr Carters
Store-Houses in 50 minutes, they are 5 Miles from Mr Atwels, &
one from Potowmack—These Houses are building for the reception
of Iron, Bread, Flour &c. there are two Houses each 46 Feet long by
20.—They stand at the Bottom of a Bay which is a safe & spacious
harbour—Here we Breakfasted at ten.—At twelve we pushed of
from thence & rowed by parson Smiths Glebe & in sight of his house
in to the broad beautiful Potowmack—: I think it is here ten Miles or
twelve over has a fine high hard Bank; no Marshes—but Cornfields,
Trees, or Grass!—Up the lovely Water we were rowed six Miles in
to the Mouth of Nominy—We went on Board a small Schooner
from Norfolk which lay in Nominy-Bay—Mr Carter is loading her
with Flour & Iron—Here we were in Sight of Stratford, Colonel
Lee's, Seat.—We were in Sight too of Captain Cheltons—And of
Colonel Washingtons Seat at Bushfield—From the Schooner we
Rowed up Nominy-River—I have forgot to remark before that from
the time of our setting out as we were going down Machodock, &
along the Potowmack-Shore, & especially as we were rowing up
Nominy we saw Fishermen in great numbers in Canoes, & almost
constantly taking in Fish Bass & Perch—This was beautiful!—The
entrance of Nomini is very shoal, & stony, the Channel is very narrow,
& lies close to the Easternmost Side—On the edges of these shoals,
or in Holes between the Rocks is plenty of Fish—The Banks of
Nominy are steep and vastly high, twenty & thirty Feet, & in some
places almost perpendicular; The Course of the River is crooked,
& the prospects on each Side vastly romantic & diversified—We
arrived at the Granary near Nominy-Hall about six—I went to my
room to take off an Account of the expedition—When the Gust soon
hindred.
Sunday 17.
The Air this morning serene & cool—I do not go to Church. At last
I have finished my Presbyterial pieces roughly they are to be reviewed
& corrected; In the mean Time tho', (as Workman say) I
must blow a little, for to be sure I am fatigued—Mr Fithian, says
Mr Carter at Dinner with a serious Air, you see we cannot with conveniency
attend Ucomico Church. If I should propose having prayrs
read in the great Room on that vacant Day would you encourage &
assist me?—I answered him that I was heartily agreed—You then,
Sir, says he, may read the prayrs—& I will read the Lessons. The
Afternoon extremely hot I could not leave my Room til the Sun had
hid his flaming Place behind the Earth—Then I walked through the
Garden—The whole Family seem to be now out Black, White,
Male, Female, all enjoying the cool evening—
Monday 18.
Pray Sir let all our Windows be put up, says Bob the Moment he
came down from his chamber, & let the Doors be set open or we
shall faint with Heat—Such a night I never spent before—The Heat
says he, and these cursed Chinches made me intirely restless—I scribbled
over a Letter to Mr John Peck, & one to Miss ... pray Mr
Fithian says Nancy draw me a picture such as you drew for Fanny
last Week—At two, just before we sit Down to Dinner a Cloud
appear'd in the West—Mrs Carter excused herself from Dinner;
while we were dining the Cloud came over, very moderate tho' with
plenty of Rain—It is now, says Mrs Carter at Coffee, cool enough, a
fine fair evening, a Northerly breeze & lovely evening—Mrs Oakly
came into my Room this evening—It was to take her leave; she is to
leave us early tomorrow morning—Good night, said I to the little
Woman, I wish you a safe passage over the Rappahannock, & a
pleasant journey home—I drew off as well as I could a rough plan
of Nominy-Hall for Nancy.
Teusday 19.
Nurse left us early this morning postilion Nat. carried her in a chair
to the Ferry—The Day is fine cool enough—After School in the
evening I rode out to a Corn-field, about a Mile & a half off, where I
usually go for exercise, the Corn is beginning pretty generally to
tassel, & I saw one hill in Silk, and in Blossom—To day I put Harry
into decimal Arithmetic—
Wednesday 20.
Shut the Door, Harriot, says Fanny I I'm so cold I shake—indeed the
morning is cool enough to sit with December clothes on!—I spent
the little time I have for myself to Day in forming my Latin Exegesis—Mr
Taylor the head Overseer Dined with us—At Coffee The
Colonel & myself entered somehow into Dispute upon the advantage
in working an Oar—He asserted & tried to prove that the advantage
lies in having the Oar longer from the Thole-pin or where it lies on
the Boat to the water, than from the Thole-pin to the Rowers hand
in a mathematical sense; He allow'd the Water to be the Fulcrum or
Prop, & the Boat to be the weight, & the Rower to be a secondary
Power—But the resistance of the Water to the Oar he call'd the chief
& primary Power—
Thursday 21.
Lazy Fellows! Ben, Bob, Harry, & Myself all this Morning slept til
near seven!—It was a sleepy Morning tho', for the Girls to give us
countenance slept too—My Leisure time to Day is spent in forming
my Latin Exegesis—Only just before the Sun went Down Ben & I
had our Horses & rode to our accustomed Resort the Corn-field, now
many of the Hills are in Silk—We returned to Coffee—The Day has
been very warm; the evening is light & pleasant, &, Thank, to our
common, & bountiful Preserver, I am in good Health—
Fryday 22.
My Exegesis goes on lustily; I have finished three pages—Indeed Sir,
says Harry I cannot reduce 7s 6d into the decimal of a Pound
Sterling—you must reduce 7s & 6d to pence; for a numerator; then
you must reduce a Pound Sterling to Pence for a Denominator; this
Numerator you divide by the denominator & the Quotient will be
the Decimal sought—Well Ben you & Mr Fithian are invited by Mr
Turberville, to a Fish feast to-morrow, said Mr Carter when we
entered the Hall to Dinner—I am uncertain whether my Latinitas
will not be a Shackle too heavy to allow me to favour his kind invitation.
Saturday 23.
Priscilla, & Fanny, each presented me with a fine Jessamine Nosegay
this morning—At eight I dismissed the School: Ben, Bob, &
Harry go to the Fish-Feast, I to making latin—While we were Dining
a black turbulent Cloud came over from the West (I believe the
Boys will commend my choice now) It rained, it Thundered hard,
& continued exceeding stormy til after six in the Evening; I spent the
Afternoon however in Quiet & to advantage—I am more & more
pleased with my Situation. the Time draws nigh when I must enter
on a new, & perhaps less agreable exercise—There were many at the
River; the Boys tell me, among others Miss Betsy Lee—I do not,
however, repent my having staid at Home—The Colonel shewed me
some Powder which was made in Frederick in this Province—It
seems good—He charged a Pistol, it fired quick & strong—
Sunday 24.
I lazy slept til seven—The Boys seem sick of their yesterdays Voyage—I
rode to Nomini-Church—The Parson invited me home but we
have company—Mr Turberville, Mr Cunningham, George & Lancelot
Lee dined with us—After the ordinary Toasts we were call'd on
to Toast Ladies: I gave Miss Jenny Washington—The Lee's came
over to our School-Room I swear says George, there is no Devil!—There
is no Devil, I swear!—He went on in such an impious, & at the
same time whimsical & foolish manner, that I left the Room, and
went over to Mr & Mrs Carter, with whom nothing is heard indecent
or profane—After the Company were gone as we were walking near
the Poplar Avenue, says Mrs Carter how sweet, & pure the Air is;
how much the weather resembles September!—Indeed I think it
feels like the fever & Ague!—Bob in the Evening brought me Colonel
Taylors[191] compliments, who begs I will wait on him soon; He wants
to know if I have provided a Tutor for Mrs Thornton Mr Leek told
me something about coming, but not til next Spring, & I judge that
Mrs Thornton will be impatient before that time—Do you now indeed,
sincerely, in your Heart, Sir says Ben to me after we had retired
to our Chamber, believe that there is a Devil?—For my part, tho' I
made George Lee think otherwise, I do not—I told him that it was
universally allowed by writers of the greatest reputation for Learning
and Religion in the established Church of England, whose Canons
he profess'd to believe & adhere to—And that, if he would attend to
my advice, he ought not to doubt its Reality.
Monday 25.
Harry & Bob go shrugging up their backs with their Coats Buttoned
about the School, first one then the other complaining of the cold—The
Girls too, in their white Frocks, huddle close together for the
benefit of warming each other, & look like a Flock of Lambs in the
Spring—I wish they were half as innocent—I myself, after having
added a Waistcoat, am notwithstanding disagreeably Cold—The air
is clear, the wind strong from the West—I proceeded in my Latin
Exegesis, & shall, I hope, shortly be through it—I gave to Nancy at
her Request, my Scetch of Nominy-Hall—I propose to take off one
for myself—
Teusday 26.
The morning cool enough—Order me a Horse & Chair, says the
Colonel after Breakfast, for I must go to Westmoreland-Court—I
piddled at my Exegessis, but (as they say here in Virginia) I did a
mighty little—Priscilla after School invited me to ride with her, but
I had preengaged to go on Board the Harriot; She now lies in Nominy
about half a mile Distant—Bob conducted me on board, She is a neat
vessel, carries 1400 Bushels—Bob strip'd & swam round us half an
hour—Coffee; Well, Sir, says the Colonel at las I can treat you with
several Letters—My heart jumped—A fine Repast indeed, valuable
because exceeding rare! But shall I hear any thing from—Laura?—On
this he gave me Letters from,
1. Rev'd Enoch Green, Dated Feb: 1774.
2. From Laura, Dated Feb: 13th 1774.
3. From John Peck Dated Nassau Hall July 2. 1774
4. From John Peck dated Feb: 25th 1774.
5. From the Revd: Andrew Hunter, dated Cohansie June 24th. 1774.
6. From Andrew Hunter Junr: Dated June 24th. 1774. Cohansie.
7. From Mr James Ewing, Dated Bridge-town July 7th. 1774.
For these Letters I paid—12s 5d—Pennsylvania Currency, & I am
very proud of my Bargain—
Mr Peck informs me that he is to succeed me in this place—Mr
Hunter & Mr Ewing inform me of the Death of Uncle Ephraim
Seeley! That he died of a Diabetes which has long troubled him! He
has left no Doubt a mourning Family—Mr Hunter writes me word
that Andrew was licensed to preach about the middle of June. Laura
says—They all express with Concern the great Commotions which
at present exist through the Colonies.
Wednesday 27.
Somehow I have taken a bad Cold, & am low-spirited to Day—The
Colonel was all the forenoon down at the Harriot in the Sun, so that
when we went in to dine he seem'd fatigued & eat nothing—We have
an Addition to our numerous Family, one Mr —— I forget his
name, he is a Cooper, tho', & an Irishman, & seems to be pretty smart;
I sat the Evening with him in Mr Randolphs Room.
Thursday 28.
Evening, after the Sun had gone, with Priss I walked in the Garden.
we gathered some few Figs which are just growing ripe—My Leisure
to Day I spent in finishing off my Latin Exercises.
Fryday 29.
I feell wholly relieved of my cold—I wrote & sent to the Post a Letter
to Mr John Peck, to remind & hurry him in his way here—O! it
is very hot—The wind itself seems to be heated! We have a fine
Room, & sufficiently open; & I dress in a thin Waist-Coat, & a loose,
light linen Gown; The Boys, Harry & Bob have nothing on, in
School, but their shirts & Breeches; and I laugh'd cordially to see the
contrivance of Fanny, the loveliest of them all, to grow cool, She
sat on a low bench, & put her Hand in her pocket, & seem'd exceeding
diligent in looking for something—But before She took out her hand
She had off both her Stockings, & left them both in her pocket!—Mrs
Carter in particular seems to be overcome with the extreme Heat
& looks like a fainting, expiring yet lovely Creature!—At seven I
rode out to the Corn-field, the Sun was almost down, & was hid behind
a large white thick Cloud where it Thunders—The Corn is
roll'd up with the heat & Drouth! Yet it is strange there is no
Musquetoes—I have seen one & heard another, & this is the whole
compliment I have either seen, heard or felt since I have been in
Virginia—While we were drinking Coffee the Lightning, as it began
to grow Dark, began to stream, it was at some Distance, but was
incessant, bright, & awful—The Colonel, however sat, & with unmoved
Composure observed it;
Saturday 30.
The weather is something cooler & bearable this Morning—Frank
Christien one of Mr Lowe's Scholars came to visit Harry & Bob, so
that I discharged them about eleven, & retired to my Chamber to
writing—I sent Mr George Lee a note this morning begging him to
excuse Ben & I from attending his Fish-Feast this Day—Captain
Dobby dined with us; he is a Man of much Spirit and Humour: A
great Mimick—He acquainted us that at Hobbs's-Hole this Day is a
Boat-Race on the River Rappahannock Each Boat is to have 7 Oars:
to row 2 Mile out & 2 Miles in round a Boat lying at Anchor—The
Bett 50£—And that in the Evening there is a great Ball to be given—I
believe both the Rowers & dancers, as well Ladies as Gentlemen
will perspire freely—Or in plain English they will soak in Sweat!
The Captain invited us on Board his Ship next Teusday to Dine with
him & wish them a pleasant Passage as the Ship is to Sail the day following—If
the Weather is not too burning hot I shall go provided
the Others go likewise. Ben towards evening rode to Colonel
Tayloe's—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to George Lee]
To Mr. George Lee.
July 30th. 1774.
Sir.
With my compliments I am to inform you that Ben:-Carter is, of
necessity, to go this day into Richmond; and as my company alone
will not be equal to the trouble you must be at I give you this timely
notice that you may avoid it,
I am,
with my thanks for your
Invitation, Sir,
Your most humble Servt:
P. V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Sunday 31.
Daddy Gumby saw me walking—I had just got up, it was early I
had only a Gown thrown round me—He walked towards me—Well
Master you never call for no Eggs. I can now give you a Water
Melon—No, Thomas, with your Wife & family enjoy these things.
I am well provided for—Well, Master, I promised you Eggs, for
writing you will think I never designed to pay you—God yonder in
Heaven Master will burn Lyars with Fire & Brimstone!—I speak
Truth I will not deceive you Men are wicked, Master; look see the
Grass is burnt: God burns it to punish us! Is the ground dry, Dadda.
O! all dry, all burnt—Pray, Pray, Master, do you go to Church?—No
No Dadda it is too hot—Too hot, Good God, too hot! I shall affront
you, Master—Too hot to serve the Lord! Why I that am so old &
worn out go on Foot.—I felt a little non plus'd, I confess, but walk'd
to my Room & went none to Church—I expected that we should
have had prayrs at home, but it was not mentioned—Fanny towards
Evening brought me half a Water-Melon—I accepted & thank'd the
little pretty Slut, she seems so artless, & delicate I esteem her exceedingly—I
walked out about Sun-set, when it is a little cool, along the
River Nominy—
Monday August 1st 1774.
The Colonel rode to Richmond Court—The morning very hot—A
Cloud appeared about two o Clock as we were going to Dinner in
the West where it thundered—Mrs. Carter kept her Chamber—There
is almost no Rain—I looked to day over Dr Burney's present State of
Musick in Germany—I think it more entertaining than realy useful—Ben
to Day begun the Eneid—Poor Mr Randolph seems to be sickening
with the Ague & Fever!—Evening the Colonel returned & gave
us Captain Dobby's repeated Invitation.
Teusday 2.
Ben & I drest ourselves pretty early with an intention to Breakfast
with Colonel Tayloe, but the Servant who went with us was so slow
in preparing that we breakfasted before we set out—We arrived at
Colonel Tayloe's however by half after nine—The young Ladies we
found in the Hall playing the Harpsichord—The morning cool with
a fine Breeze from the North for I forgot to mention that about
Midnight last Night a violent Gust of Blackness, Rain, & Thunder
came on & gave us present Relief from the scorching Sun; there was
no Dust & the riding was pleasant—The Colonel, his Lady, Miss
Polly, Miss Kitty, Miss Sally, rode in their Great Coach to the Ferry—Distance
about 4 miles—Ben & I on Horseback—From Colonel
Tayloe's to this Ferry opposite to Hobbs's Hole the Land is levil &
extremely good; Corn here looks very rank is set thick with Ears, &
they are high & large, three commonly on a Stalk—Here I saw about
an Acre & a half of Flax, which the people were just pulling, exceedingly
out of Season—This is the only Flax I have seen since I have
been in the Colony; I am told they raise much in the upper Counties—Here
too is a great Marsh covered with thick high Reed—The
Face of this part of the Country looks fertile, but I apprehend it is
far from being healthy—We came to the Bank of the Rappahannock;
it is here about 2 Miles over the Shipping on the other Side near the
Town lying at Anchor look fine; no large Vessels can haul along the
Wharves on account of shoal Water—There were six Ships riding in
the Harbour, and a number of Schooners & smaller Vessels—Indeed,
says Mrs Tayloe, Captain Dobby has forgot us. here we have been
waiting for a full half hour, shall we take the Ferry Boat Colonel &
cross over, & not stand any longer in the burning heat?—I was pleased
not a little with the proposal tho' at the same time, I laughed with
myself at Mrs Tayloe's truely Womanish impatience!—At last they
are coming—The long-Boat came, well furnished with a large Awning,
and rowed with four Oars—We entered the Ship about half after
twelve where we were received by Captain Dobby, with every possible
token of welcome—Since I have been in Virginia, my inclination,
& my fixed purpose before I left home, both of which were
very much assisted by a strict Attention to the instructing my little
Charge, these have kept me pretty constantly, almost wholly, indeed
out of that kind of Company where dissipation & Pleasure have no
restraint—This entertainment of Captain Dobby's, elegant indeed, &
exceeding agreeable, I consider as one among a prodigeous throng of
more powerful similar Causes, of the fevers & other Disorders which
are common in this Colony, & generally attributed to the Climate
which is thought to be noxious & unhealthy. The Weather here indeed
is remarkably variable But taking away & changing the usual &
necessary Time of Rest; Violent Exercise of the Body & Spirits; with
drinking great quantities of variety of Liquors, these bring on Virginia
Fevers—The Beaufort is a Stately Ship; Captain Dobby had an
Awning from the Stern over the Quarter quite to the Mizen-Mast,
which made great Room, kept off the Sun, & yet was open on each
Side to give the Air a free passage. At three we had on Board about
45 Ladies, and about 60 Gentlemen besides the Ships Crew, & Waiters
Servants &c. We were not throng'd at all, & dined all at twice—I was
not able to inform myself, because it seemed improper to interrupt
the General pleasure, with making circumstantial inquiries concerning
Individuals, & saying pray, Sir, what young Lady is that yonder
in a Lute-String Gown? She seems genteel; where does her Father
live? Is she a Girl of Family & Breeding? Has She any Suitors? This
when one could not be out of the Inspection of the Company, would
have seemed impertinent so that I did not much enlarge my Acquaintance
with the Ladies, which commonly seems pleasing & desirable to
me; But I took Notice of Several, & shall record my remarks—The
Boats were to Start, to use the Language of Jockeys, immediately
after Dinner; A Boat was anchored down the River at a Mile
Distance—Captain Dobby and Captain Benson steer'd the Boats in
the Race—Captain Benson had 5 Oarsmen; Captain Dobby had 6—It
was Ebb-Tide—The Betts were small—& chiefly given to the
Negroes who rowed—Captain Benson won the first Race—Captain
Purchace offered to bett ten Dollars that with the same Boat & same
Hands, only having Liberty to put a small Weight in the Stern, he
would beat Captain Benson—He was taken, & came out best only
half the Boats Length—About Sunset we left the Ship, & went all to
Hobbs's Hole, where a Ball was agreed on—This is a small Village,
with only a few Stores, & Shops, it is on a beautiful River, & has I
am told commonly six, eight, & ten Ships loading before it the Crews
of which enliven the Town—Mr Ritche[192] Merchant; he has great
influence over the People, he has great Wealth; which in these scurvy
Times gives Sanction to Power; nay it seems to give countenance to
Tyranny—The Ball Room—25 Ladies—40 Gentlemen—The Room
very long, well-finished, airy & cool, & well-seated—two Fidlers—Mr
Ritche stalk'd about the Room—He was Director, & appointed
a sturdy two fisted Gentleman to open the Ball with Mrs Tayloe—He
danced midling tho'. There were about six or eight married
Ladies—At last Miss Ritche danced a Minuet with —— She is a
tall slim Girl, dances nimble & graceful—She was Ben Carters partner—Poor
Girl She has had the third Day Ague for twelve months past,
and has it yet She appeared in a blue Silk Gown; her Hair was done
up neat, without powder, it is very Black & Set her to good Advantage—Soon
after he danced Miss Dolly Edmundson[193]—A Short
pretty Stump of a Girl; She danced well, sung a Song with great
applause, seemed to enter into the Spirit of the entertainment—A
young Spark seemed to be fond of her; She seemed to be fond of
him; they were both fond, & the Company saw it—He was Mr
Ritche's Clerk, a limber, well dress'd, pretty-handsome Chap he was—The
insinuating Rogue waited on her home, in close Hugg too, the
Moment he left the Ball-Room—Miss Aphia Fantleroy danced next,
the best Dancer of the whole absolutely—And the finest Girl—Her
head tho' was powdered white as Snow, & crap'd in the newest
Taste—She is the Copy of the goddess of Modesty—Very handsome;
she seemed to be loved by all her Acquaintances, and admir'd
by every Stranger, Miss McCall—Miss Ford—Miss Brokenberry[194]—Ball—Two
of the younger Miss Ritche's—Miss Wade—They
danced till half after two. Captain Ritche invited Ben & I, Colonel
Tayloe & his Family with him—We got to Bed by three after a
Day spent in constant Violent exercise, & drinking an unusual
Quantity of Liquor; for my part with Fatigue, Heat, Liquor, Noise,
Want of sleep, And the exertion of my Animal spirits, I was almost
brought to believe several times that I felt a Fever fixing upon me,
attended with every Symptom of the Fall Disorders—
Wednesday 3.
We were call'd up to Breakfast at half after eight—We all look'd
dull, pale, & haggard!—From our Beds to Breakfast—Here we must
drink hot Coffee on our parching Stomachs!—But the Company was
enlivening—Three of the Miss Tayloe's—Three Miss Ritche's—And
Miss Fantleroy—This loveliest of all the Ring is yet far below—Laura
If they were set together for the choice of an utter Stranger;
he would not reflect, but in a moment spring to the Girl that I mean
to regard—After Breakfast the young Ladies favoured us with several
Tunes on the Harpsichord—They all play & most of them in good
Taste—at eleven we went down to the River; the Ships Long Boat
was waiting, Captain Purchace of the Beaufort helped us on Board—I
gave the Boatswain a Pisterene for his trouble—Half a Bit for the
Pasture of my Horse—We rode to Colonel Tayloe's—The Ladies all
retired for a nap before Dinner. We sat in the Hall, & conversed with
the Colonel a sensible, agreeable Sociable person—Miss Garrot is
Governess of the Young Ladies; She too is chatty, satirical, neat, civil,
had many merry remarks at Dinner, we staid til about six took our
Leave, & rode Home—Found all well; gave an account of ourselves,
of our entertainment, & of our Company to Mr & Mrs Carter at
Coffee—& retired soon to Bed—
Thursday 4.
I made out to get up by seven—A little fatigued tho'—Many are
sickening with a Fever, & great numbers have the Ague—Protect me
if it be thy will, God of my Life, & give me a Heart to praise thy
name for all my Favours—Dined with us the Inspector—I walked
through the Garden, several times banishing by solitude, as much as
possible reflection on several Days past.—
Fryday 5.
I have no Stockings; & I swear I wont go to the Dancing School
This was the first I heard of Bob—Are Bob & Nancy gone to Mr
Turberville's said the Colonel at Breakfast—Nancy is gone Sir, Bob
stays at Home he has no shoes! poh! What nonsense! says the Colonel—Call
Bob, & Call the Clerk—He sent Mr Randolph to the Store for
a pair of Shoes, Bob he took to his Study and flogg'd severely for not
having given seasonable Notice, & sent him instantly to the Dance—
Saturday 6.
Last night, & this morning haizy mistty the Wind South East
threatens a Rain—Transcribing my pieces, yesterday and to Day—I
had a strong invitation to Dr Thompsons Fish-Feast, but the Rainy
Weather hindred; I spent the Day in Quiet in my Chamber writing—Dadda
Gumbey sent me a small Water-Melon.
Sunday 7.
I set out for Church—It was cloudy, it Thundered in the West: But
I rode on Bob was with me—We arrived at the Church & had our
Saddles put into a Chariot—When a violent Gust came on—We were
all in the Church; many Ladies were present—The Thunder was
violent! Many discovered great Terror—Neither the Parson, nor
Clerk attended—There we sat in Silence til the Storm was over,
when each sallied out & splashed homewards—Mr & Mrs Carter were
to have gone by Water—They had set off But saw the Cloud befor
they had rowed far, & wisely returned—Towards Evening Miss
Betsy Carter, Miss Polly Carter of Richmond, & Miss Turberville
came over to see our Girls. Miss Betsy plays the Harpsichord extremely
well, better I think than any young Lady I have seen in
Virginia.
Monday 8.
All once more in School—Dined with us George Lee & Mr Grubb—They
spent the afternoon at the great House—After Coffee Lee
rode Home—Mr Grubb staid with us all night—Dennis came into
our Room to bring us a Bowl of Punch; Grubb shut the Door, and
accused him of having been caught with Bett, the Dairy Girl, in the
Stable last Saturday Night—Dennis seem'd in great distress, he denied
the Fact tho' with great steadiness—Nelson our Boy came in
with a candle—Dennis here, says Grubb to Nelson, has been accusing
you, Sir, of several crimes; he says you gave him half a Bitt last
Saturday Night, to stand at the Stable-Door while he with Bett—Nelson
star'd—Grubb opened a huge Molls Atlas that lay in the
Room; & read off their Case & indictment—The Boys seem'd crazy—We
dismiss'd them when all the novelty was over, but they darted
like Indians so soon as they were at liberty—We sat up til eleven—Ben
drank for his Toast, Miss Julia Stockton of New Jersey; Grubb
Miss Betsy Carter—I with pleasure the Rival of them all—
Teusday 9.
I propose to visit Dr Jones to Day say's Mrs Carter at Breakfast—See
& have the Carriage ready for me by ten o-Clock Benny—She
took with her Priss, and Nancy—We have a thin School—Mr Grubb
dined with us—Staid til evening, when with Ben he rode home—I
finished & glad enough I feel my Latin Thesis—The Weather is now
very tolerable, we had to Day a fine Shower about twelve—
Wednesday 10.
All in School—Miss Fanny very much troubled with the festered
Bites of Seed Ticks—Mr Stadley, whom I always see with Pleasure
came towards evening—After School he gave the Girls a lesson each—About
Six we have a fine Shower, with Thunder and Lightning,
especiall in the evening the Lightning Sharp—
Thursday 11.
Dined with us two Gentlemen Names unknown—They informed
us that a Flux is in a neighbouring County, of which many die!—The
Ague too is growing frequent Fanny has a fit this afternoon—I
begin to be a little alarmed at the early approach of these Disorders,
which I fear will be distressful here!—Through the kindness of
heaven I am yet in perfect health—Mr Carter & Mr Stadley performed
both on the harmonica I am charm'd with the Sounds! The
melody is swelling, grave & grand! The weather vastly hot—
Fryday 12.
Very hot—Sam our Barber is Seized with the Ague & Fever—Fanny
is confined to her chamber with a Fever occasioned, I am apt to
believe, by the inflamed bites of the Seed-Ticks, which cover her like
a distinct Small Pox.—Dined with us by particular invitation, Mr
Turberville's Family, and Miss Betsy Lee—The conversation at
Table was on the Disorders which seem growing to be epidemical,
Fevers, Agues, Fluxes—A gloomy train!—Fearing these, I keep myself
at home; make my diet sparing & uniform; Use constant moderate
Exercise; Drink as little Wine as possible, & when I must drink
Toasts I never fail to dilute them with well with Water; I omit
almost every kind of fruit; & make my time for Sleeping from Night
to Night the same, Viz to Bed by ten, & rise by six invariably—I
never lived so much by Rule as I do this Summer; & I am taught the
Art, & have a Steady Example in Mr & Mrs Carter—Mr Stadley
played on the Harpsichord & harmonica several Church Tunes &
Anthems, with great propriety—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to John Peck]
Nomini Hall August 12th 1774.
"Si bene moneo[Maneo], attende."—
Sir.
I never reflect, but with secret, and peculiar pleasure, on the time
when I studied in Deerfield with you, & several other pleasant Companions,
under our common, & much respected instructor, Mr Green.
And I acknowledge now, with a thankful heart, the many favours,
which I received from your family while I was a member of it. This
sense of obligation to your Family. And personal friendship for you,
have excited me, when it was in my power, to introduce you to the
business which I now occupy; into a family, where, if you be prudent
and industrious, I am confident you will speedily acquire to yourself
both Honour & Profit—But inasmuch as you are wholly a stranger
to this Province; & have had little or no Experience in the business
which you ar[e] shortly to enter upon; & lest, from common Fame,
which is often erroneous, you shall have entertained other notions of
the manners of the People here, & of your business as a Tutor, than
you will find, when you come, to be actually true; I hope you will
not think it vain or untimely, if I venture to lay before you some
Rules for your direction which I have collected from a year's observation.
I shall class what I have to say in the following order. First.
I shall attempt to give you some direction for the plan of your Conduct
among your neighbours, & the People in General here, so long
as you sustain the character of a Tutor. Then I shall advise you concerning
the rules which I think will be most profitable & convenient
in the management of your little lovely charge, the School. Last of
all. I shall mention several Rules for your personal conduct. I choose
to proceed in the order I have laid down, as well that you may more
fully & speedily recieve my mind, as that you may also the more
readily select out and apply what you shall find to be most necessary.
First. When you have thought of removing, for a Time, out of
the Colony in which you was born, & in which you have hitherto
constantly resided, I make no doubt but you have at the same time
expected to find a very considerable alteration of manners, among
your new acquaintances, & some peculiarities toto Caelo different,
from any you have before been accustomed to. Such a thought is
natural; And you will if you come into Virginia, in much shorter
time than a year, be convinced that it is just. In New-Jersey Government
throughout, but especially in the Counties where you have any
personal acquaintance, Gentlemen in the first rank of Dignity &
Quality, of the Council, general Assembly, inferior Magistrates,
Clergy-men, or independent Gentlemen, without the smallest fear
of bringing any manner of reproach either on their office, or their
high-born, long recorded Families associate freely & commonly
with Farmers & Mechanicks tho' they be poor & industrious. Ingenuity
& industry are the Strongest, & most approved recommendations
to a Man in that Colony. The manners of the People seem to
me, (probably I am overborn by the force of prejudice in favour
of my native Soil), to bear some considerable resemblance of the
manners in the ancient Spartan Common-Wealth—The Valour of its
Inhabitants—was the best, & only security of that State against the
enemy; & the wise laws of its renowned Legislator were the powerful
Cement which kept them firm & invincible—In our Government,
the laborious part of Men, who are commonly ranked in the midling
or lower Class, are accounted the strenth & Honour of the Colony;
& the encouragement they receive from Gentlemen in the highest
stations is the spring of Industry, next to their private advantage.
The Levil which is admired in New-Jersey Government, among
People of every rank, arises, no doubt, from the very great division
of the lands in that Province, & consequently from the near approach
to an equality of Wealth amongst the Inhabitants, since it is not famous
for trade. You know very well that the Lands in a small township
are divided, & then again subdivided into two & three Hundred
Separate, proper, creditable estates; for example Deerfield & Fairfield
two Townships, or Precincts, in which you & I are tolerably well
acquainted, in the former of which, are the Seats of two Judges of
the Sessions; & in the latter resides one of the representatives in
General Assembly for the County; But if 16000£ would purchase
the whole landed estates of these three Gentlemen, who are supposed
to be the most wealthy in the County, if we rate their Land
at the Low Consideration of 4£ per acre, with all conveniences,
each would have 4000 Acres. Now you may suppose how small
a quantity many must have when two or three hundred Landholders
reside in each of these small Precincts; Hence we see Gentlemen,
when they are not actually engaged in the publick Service, on their
farms, setting a laborious example to their Domesticks, & on the
other hand we see labourers at the Tables & in the Parlours of their
Betters enjoying the advantage, & honour of their society and Conversation—I
do not call it an objection to this, that some few, who
have no substance but work like Slaves as nec[e]ssity drives them
for a few Months in the year; with the price of this Labour they
visit Philadelphia; & having there acquired a fashionable Coat, & a
Stock of Impudence, return home to spend the remainder of the
year, in idleness & disgrace!—But you will find the tables turned
the moment you enter this Colony. The very Slaves, in some families
here, could not be bought under 30000£. Such amazing property,
no matter how deep it is involved, blows up the owners to an imagination,
which is visible in all, but in various degrees according to
their respective virtue, that they are exalted as much above other
Men in worth & precedency, as blind stupid fortune has made a difference
in their property; excepting always the value they put upon
posts of honour, & mental acquirements—For example, if you should
travel through this Colony, with a well-confirmed testimonial of
your having finished with Credit a Course of studies at Nassau-Hall;
you would be rated, without any more questions asked, either
about your family, your Estate, your business, or your intention, at
10,000£; and you might come, & go, & converse, & keep company,
according to this value; & you would be dispised & slighted if yo[u]
rated yourself a farthing cheaper. But when I am giving directions
to you, from an expectation that you will be shortly a resident here,
altho you have gone through a College Course, & for any thing I
know, have never written a Libel, nor stolen a Turkey, yet I think
myself in duty bound to advise you, lest some powdered Coxcomb
should reproach your education, to cheapen your price about 5000£;
because any young Gentleman travelling through the Colony, as I
said before, is presum'd to be acquainted with Dancing, Boxing, playing
the Fiddle, & Small-Sword, & Cards. Several of which you was
only entering upon, when I left New-Jersey; towards the Close of
last year; and if you stay here any time your Barrenness in these must
be detected. I will however allow, that in the Family where you act
as tutor you place yourself, according to your most accute Calculation,
at a perfect equidistance between the father & the eldest Son.
Or let the same distance be observed in every article of behaviour
between you & the eldest Son, as there ought to be, by the latest &
most approved precepts of Moral-Philosophy, between the eldest
Son, & his next youngest Brother. But whenever you go from Home,
where you are to act on your own footing, either to a Ball; or to a
Horse-Race, or to a Cock-Fight, or to a Fish-Feast, I advise that you
rate yourself very low, & if you bett at all, remember that 10,000£
in Reputation & learning does not amount to a handfull of Shillings
in ready Cash!—One considerable advantage which you promise
yourself by coming to this Colony is to extend the Limits of your
acquaintance; this is laudable, & if you have enough of prudence &
firmness, it will be of singular advantage—Yet attempt slowly &
with the most Jealous Circumspection—If you fix your familiarity
wrong in a single instance, you are in danger of total, if not immediate
ruin—You come here, it is true, with an intention to teach,
but you ought likewise to have an inclination to learn. At any rate
I solemnly injoin it upon you, that you never suffer the spirit of a
Pedagogue to attend you without the walls of your little Seminary.
In all promiscuous Company be as silent & attentive as Decency will
allow you, for you have nothing to communicate, which such company,
will hear with pleasure, but you may learn many things which,
in after life, will do you singular service.—In regard to Company
in general, if you think it worth the while to attend to my example,
I can easily instruct you in the manner of my Conduct in this respect.
I commonly attend Church; and often, at the request of Gentlemen,
after Service according to the custom, dine abroad on Sunday—I
seldom fail, when invited by Mr or Mrs Carter, of going out
with them; but I make it a point, however strongly solicited to the
contrary, to return home with them too—Except in one of these
cases, I seldom go out, but with a valuable variety of books I live according
to Horace's direction, & love "Secretum Iter et fallentis
Semita Vitae." Close retirement and a life by Stealth. The last direction
I shall venture to mention on this head, is, that you abstain
totally from Women. What I would have you understand from this,
is, that by a train of faultless conduct in the whole course of your
tutorship, you make every Lady within the Sphere of your acquaintance,
who is between twelve & forty years of age, so much
pleased with your person, & so fully satisfied as to your abilities in
the capacity of—a Teacher; & in short, fully convinced, that, from a
principle of Duty, you have, both by night & by day endeavoured
to acquit yourself honourably, in the Character of a Tutor; & that,
on this account, you have their free & hearty consent, without making
any manner of demand upon you, either to stay longer in the
County with them, which they would choose, or whenever your
business calls you away, that they may not have it in their Power
either by charms or Justice to detain you, & when you must leave
them, have their sincere wishes & constant prayrs for Length of
days & much prosperity, I therefore beg that you will attend litterally
to this advice, & abstain totally from Women. But this last
precaution, which I have been at some pains to dress in the plainest
language, I am much inclined to think, will be wholly useless in regard
to you, notwithstanding it is founded in that Honour and
Equity which is on all hands allow'd to be due from one Sex to the
other, & to many of your age, & Standing no doubt would be entirely
salutary. Because the necessary connections which you have
had with the Fair, from your Puberty upwards have been so unfavourable
& ill-fated, that instead of apprehending any danger on
the score of over fondness, I am fearful your rancour has grown so
inveterate at length, as, not only to preserve you, in thought & practice,
pure of every Fleshly foible, but has carried you so far towards
the other extream, as that you will need many persuasions, when
your circumstances shall seem to require it, to bring you back to a
rational & manly habit of thinking & acting with respect to the Sex;
which yet, after all (& eternally will continue to be, tho it is so much
courted & whined after) if considered in the fullest manner, & set
forth to the best advantage, never rises above its divine definition
viz "The weaker Vessel." But without detaining you any longer
with a matter merely depending on accident or Circumstance I pass
on to the second General Head; in which "Ludis atque Jocis amotis
[amatis]" I shall offer to your consideration & recommend for your
practice several Rules concerning the managment of the School.
2. You will act wisely, if, from the begining, you convince all your
Scholars which you may easily do, of your abilities in the several
branches, which you shall profess to teach; you are not to tell them,
totidem Verbis, "that you understand, perhaps as well as any man
on the Continent both the Latin & Greek Classicks;" "& have gone
through the usual Course in the noted College of New-Jersey, under
Dr Witherspoon, so universally known & admired, where you
have studied Criticism, Oratory, History, not to mention Mathematical
& philosophical Studies, & dipt a good way into the French-Language,
& that you have learn'd a smattering of Dancing, Cards &c.
&c. &c." For Dun-p or Hack—-n or the most profound dunce in
your College or School would have too much sense to pass such impudence
by, & not despise and reproach it; but you may speedily &
certainly make them think you a "Clever Fellow" (which is a phrase
in use here for a good Scholar) if you never mention any thing before
them, only what you seem to be wholly master of—This will
teach them never to dispute your determination, & always to rely
upon your Judgment; two things which are most essential for your
peace, & their advantage. That you may avoid yourself of this with
certainty I shall recommend for your practice the following method,
as useful at least, if not intirely necessary. Read over carefully, the
lessons in Latin & Greek, in your leisure hours, that the story & Language
be fresh in your memory, when you are hearing the respective
lessons; for your memory is treacherous, & I am pretty certain it
would confound you if you should be accosted by a pert School-Boy,
in the midst of a blunder, with "Physician heal thyself"!—You
ought likewise to do this with those who are working Figures; probably
you may think that because the highest Cypherer is only in decimal
arithmetic, it is not there fore worth your critical attention to be
looking previously into the several Sums. But you are to consider
that a sum in the Square-Root, or even in the Single Rule of three
direct, is to your Pupils of as great importance, as the most abstruse
problem in the Mathematicks to an able artist; & you may lay this
down for a Maxim, that they will reckon upon your abilities, according
as they find you acquainted & expert in what they themselves are
studying. If therefore you have resolution (as I do not question your
ability) to carry this plan which I have laid down into execution;
you will thereby convince them of the propriety of their Subordination
to you, & obedience to your instructions, so that you may
lead them, without any resistance, and fix them to the Study of whatever
Science you think proper, in which they will rise according to
their respective Capacities. I have said that you ought to strive "from
the beginning" in fixing this very material article in the minds of
your Scholars, Viz a Sense of your authority; for one error of Judgment,
or false determination will diminish your Ability with them
more than doing forty things with truth would increase your authority—They
act in this case as you would do in the company of a
number of Strangers—A whole evenings conversation, if it was tolerable
good Sense, would perhaps make little or no impression on you;
But if through hast[e] in speaking, or inattention, any one should let
fall a sentence either remarkably foolish, or grossly wicked, it would
be difficult if not impossible to persuade you presently that the author
was not either a thick-Scull, or a Villain!—The education of children
requires constant unremitting attention. The meanest qualification
you can mention in a useful teacher is diligence And without
diligence no possible abilities or qualifications can bring children on
either with speed or profit. There must be a Combination of qualifications
which must all operate strongly & uniformly. In short, give
this said Pedagogizing the softest name you will, it is still a "difficult
Task." You will meet with numberless difficulties, in your new imployment,
which you never dreamt had yet existence. All these you
must endeavour to resist & Subdue. This I have seen compared to a
Man swimming against a current of Water. But I am mistaken if
you will agree, after having six months practice, that the comparison
be strong as the truth: You will add to the figure, I am certain, &
throw into the Current sharp fragments of Ice, & Blocks, which
would make swimming not only difficult but dangerous! I am not
urging these things to discourage you; they are hints for your direction,
which, if you will attend to, tho' at first the practice seem rough
& unpleasant, shall yet make the remainder of your task pleasing, &
the whole of it useful, I will mention several of these Obstacles that
you may the more easily guard against them. You will, in the first
place, be often solicited, probably oftner than you would wish, to
ride abroad; this, however, if you do it moderately, & in seasonable
time, & go to proper company, I recommend as conducive to health
to one in your sedentary manner of living. But if you go much into
company, you will find it extremely difficulty to break away with
any manner of credit till very late at night or in most cases for several
days, & if you are wanting to your School, you do manifest injury
to your Imployer. In this case, I advise you to copy Mr Carter.
Whenever he invites you, ride. You may stay, and talk, & drink,
& ride to as great excess as he; & may with safety associate yourself
with those whom you find to be his intimates. In all other Cases, except
when you ride to Church, at least till you are very intimate in
the Colony, you had better ride to a certain Stump, or to some noted
plantation, or pretty landscape; you will have in this every advantage
of exercise, the additional advantage of undisturbed Meditation, &
you will be under no Jealous apprehension in point of behaviour, nor
any restraint as to the time of your return.
Another current difficulty will be petitions for holidays. You must
have good deal of steadiness if you are able to evade cleverly this
practice which has grown so habitual to your little charge from a
false method in their early education that they absolutely claim it
as a necessary right.
You must also as much as you can, avoid visible partiality. At least
you must never suffer your fondness for one Scholar to grow so
manifest, as that all your School shall see you look over a fault in
him or her which same fault, if commited by another, you severely
chastise. This will certainly produce in the others hatred & contempt.
A fourth difficulty, and the last I shall mention, consists in
knowing when, & in what measure to give the Boys Liberty to go
from Home. The two younger Boys are wholly under your inspection;
so that not only the progress they make in learning, but their
moral Conduct (for both of these are critically observed & examined)
either justifies or condemns your management to the World. If you
keep them much at home, & close to business, they themselves will
call you unfeeling and cruel; & refuse to be industrious; if you suffer
them to go much abroad they are certainly out of the way of improvement
by Study, probably, by discovering their gross Ignorance,
they will expose to ridicule both themselves & all their former
instructors, & possibly they may commit actual Crimes so as very
much to injure themselves; & scandalize their family; but in each of
these you will have a large share of blame, perhaps more than the
parents, or even the Boys themselves—It will be said that the parents
gave them no licence relying wholly on your judgment & prudence,
this will in good measure justify them to the world. And as to the
Boys they are full of youthful impetuosity & vigour, & these compel
them, when they are free of restraint, to commit actions which with
proper management they had surely avoided. I say, when you lay
these things together, & view them on every side you will find so
many perplexities arising in your mind, from a sense of ignorance
of your duty, that you will proceed with caution & moderation, &
will be carefull to examine with some precision into the circumstances
of time, company, & Business when you license them to go
out entirely at the risk of your Reputation—But the practice of three
or four Weeks will give you a more full notion of these & many
other incidents than I am able now either to recollect or express; I
shall have gained my End if these hints prevent you from setting
off wrong, & doing inadvertantly at first what your Scholars will
assert to be precedents for your after conduct. I go on, therefore, in
the third place as I proposed,
3. To mention several Rules for your personal conduct. The happy
Education which you have had in point of religion, you ought to
consider as an important and distinguishing Blessing of Heaven. That
train of useful Instruction, Advice & Example to which you have
been accustomed from your infancy is a more perfect, & will be a
safer guide in your future walk, than any directions I am able to give
you. You have taken notice of a method for Assistance in Composition,
which Longinus recommends. Place, says he, in imagination, several
eminent ancient Authors before your Eyes, & suppose that they inspect
your Work, a Sense of inferiority would make you diligent, &
your composition accurate. Perhaps the same advice when transferr'd
to Morality, would be equally salutary. Unless it be objected that a
Belief of Gods presence at all times in every place is the strongest
possible restraint against committing Sin. This I constantly admit;
but when I consider how easily our minds are put in motion,
& how strongly they are sometimes agitated merely by the senses,
& that the senses are affected most by things which fall under their
immediate notice, I am fully convinced that if some such plan as I
have just mentioned should be fallen upon, & practised, it would
make a visible and useful change in our behaviour—In this place I
think it needful to caution you against hasty & ill founded prejudices.
When you enter among a people, & find that their manner of living,
their Eating, Drinking, Diversions, Exercise &c., are in many respects
different from any thing you have been accustomed to, you will be
apt to fix your opinion in an instant, & (as some divines deal with
poor Sinners) you will condemn all before you without any meaning
or distinction what seems in your Judgment disagreable at first
view, when you are smitten with the novelty. You will be making
ten thousand Comparisons. The face of the Country, The Soil, the
Buildings, the Slaves, the Tobacco, the method of spending Sunday
among Christians; Ditto among the Negroes; the three grand divisions
of time at the Church on Sundays, Viz. before Service giving & receiving
letters of business, reading Advertisements, consulting about
the price of Tobacco, Grain &c. & settling either the lineage, Age, or
qualities of favourite Horses 2. In the Church at Service, prayrs read
over in haste, a Sermon seldom under & never over twenty minutes,
but always made up of sound morality, or deep studied Metaphysicks.
3. After Service is over three quarters of an hour spent in strolling
round the Church among the Crowd, in which time you will be
invited by several different Gentlemen home with them to dinner.
The Balls, the Fish-Feasts, the Dancing-Schools, the Christnings,
the Cock fights, the Horse-Races, the Chariots, the Ladies Masked,
for it is a custom among the Westmorland Ladies whenever they go
from home, to muffle up their heads, & Necks, leaving only a narrow
passage for the Eyes, in Cotton or silk handkerchiefs; I was in distress
for them when I first came into the Colony, for every Woman that
I saw abroad, I looked upon as ill either with the Mumps or Tooth-Ach!—I
say, you will be often observing & comparing these things
which I have enumerated, & many more that now escape me, with
the manner of spending Money time & credit at Cohansie: You are
young, &, (you will allow me the Expression) in the morning of
Life. But I hope you have plann'd off, and entered upon the work
which is necessary to be performed in the course of your Day; if
not, I think it my duty to acquaint you, that a combination of the
amusements which I have just now mentioned, being always before
your Eyes, & inviting your Compliance will have a strong tendency
to keep you doubtful & unsetled, in your notions of Morality &
Religion, or else will fix you in a false & dangerous habit of thinking
& acting, which must terminate at length in Sorrow & despair. You
are therefore, if you count any thing upon the value of my advice, to
fix the plan in which you would spend your life; let this be done
with deliberation, Candour, & precission, looking to him for direction,
by fervent Prayr, who is the "Wonderful Counsellor;" & when
you have done this, let no importunity of whatever kind prevail over
you, & cause you to transgress your own Limitations. I have already
exceeded the usual bounds of an Epistle. But you will easily pardon
a little prolixity, when I assure you it flows from a heart deeply impressed
with a sense of the many difficulties which you must encounter,
& the dangers which will surround you when you come
first out from the peaceful recess of Contemplation, & enter, young
and unexperienced, into the tumultuous undiscerning World. I submit
these hints to your consideration, & have nothing more than
sincere & ardent wishes for your present & perpetual Felicity.
I am, Sir,
yours.
Philip. V Fithian.
To Mr John Peck.
On going to Virginia in
Character of a Tutor.
[JOURNAL]
Saturday 13.
Prissy took the Ague last Night. She had an easy Fit—This Morning
is quite cold, & will, I fear hasten on or at least provoke the
present disorders—The good Mr Stadley left us this Morning Breakfasted
with us a Gentleman from Maryland. At Dinner he was
join'd by another from the same Province they are both unknown—I
rode out with Miss Prissy to the Cornfield for Exercise—We
gathered & brought home some good Roasting-Ears of Corn—Evening
came in Colonel Henry Lee[195] He is chosen to be one of the
seven who represent this Colony in the general Congress to be held
next Month in Philadelphia—He sets out next Sunday Sennight—
Sunday 14.
Colonel Lee stays Breakfast (to Speak in the phrase of Ladies)—The
morning fine—Sermon is to Day at Ucomico so that I am to stay
in my Room; Ben, however, & Bob, & Harry, & Mr Randolph all go—Fanny
is yet confin'd to her Chamber—
Monday 15.
Began a Letter to Jack Peck, giving him advice in Respect to his coming
into this Colony—The People are better, only Miss Fanny with
her Sores continues in her Chamber; I bought & sent her however this
evening a present a large Musk Melon—Dined with us Squire Lee,
he talks of going to Philadelphia to the Congress; He informs us
that in Maryland is a Tea-Ship, from the India Company—
Teusday 16.
The Colonel is summoned to a Meeting of Vestry-Men, at the Glebe—Nothing
very extraordinary occurs, unless I mention that Bob
in the former part of this Day kept pretty quiet in his Seat, and
worked out three Sums in Reduction compound, without much
direction!—About five from the South East came on suddenly a
Gust of Rain & Wind, Evening the Colonel returned but a good deal
vexed—One of the Members were absent so that the Remainder
could do no Business—
Wednesday 17.
This Day is the annual Examination at Nassau-Hall—I wish the
Candidates Success & Honour. Last year I had the Pleasure to be
present & hear the Examination—I saw Laura too; & the Vixen abused
me! She shall repent of that insult; Indeed She must feel, tho' I
wound myself in the experiment, the Consequence of Slighting good-humour
& Civility—There likewise I saw Belinda my late agreeable
Correspondent. She had left town this unlovely Month, for the benefit
of Princeton's pure salubrious Air—She laboured in a Consumption
There too I took my last fare-well!—For soon after her return
to Town the disorder fixed, & in a few Months destroy'd a wise,
useful, religious Girl—Her death surely was untimely, since she took
with her all her virtues, which, with great pleasure & Sincerity She
used to diffuse among her giddy Equals!—I am at a Loss to express
my feeling for the Death of a young Lady, with whom I had only
a short, yet a benificial Intimacy—The Circumstance of my first
Acquaintance with her was wholly Accidental, yet I soon believed
& accounted it advantageous—I thought her capable of improving
me with Sentiment, & I speedily found that my expectation was true—We
commenced a Litterary Correspondence, of which I only
say that She always express'd herself with so much Truth, Ease &
Humour as to make me read her Letters with eagerness and satisfaction—If
I would record a Motto for her, it Should be—"Virtue
without Melancholy." Breakfasted & dined with us two Gentlemen
from Maryland—They come over for the benefit of Mr Carter's
Mill; as Mills are scarce near the Potowmack in Maryland; but the
reason I am a stranger to—Read some in Dr Swift—Writing on to
Mr Peck—The weather is close & this evening I heard two Musquetoes,
only one of which ventured to light upon me—I dare say
they are thicker at Cohansie!—Each Wednesday & Saturday we
dine on Fish all the Summer, always plenty of Rock, Perch, & Crabs,
& often Sheeps-Head and Trout!—
Thursday 18.
Very ill most of last night with a violent Dysentery; I fear a frequency
of this disease will at-length fix & ruin me—It continues to
Day, & with no less rage, I cannot eat nor drink, am low Spirited
Think constantly of Home;—Sometimes repent my having come
into this Colony, & blame myself for having been persuaded to turn
out of my road to public Business—But when I reflect closely I
justify the Conduct, & resign myself Body & Soul & Employment
to God who has the Hearts of all in his hand, & who I am persuaded,
if he has any thing for me to do in Life, will preserve, & in a measure
fit me for it, if not, I am in his Hand, let him do as seemes good
in his Eyes—At Dinner the Colonel invited me to ride with him to a
Mill of his which is repairing, about eight miles Distance; I accepted
his Invitation, gave the children a few Hours for Play, &
went with the Colonel Ben was along—The Face of the earth seems
covered with mocking-Birds, but not one of them sing, they seem
vastly busy but it is in collecting Food—Not a bird, except now &
then Robbin-Redbreast is heard to sing in this Feverish Month—Nature
seems cheerless and gloomy! The Evening is hot, but the
Ride was agreeable, it was useful too; for I grow much better; The
Jolting of the Horse seemed salutary, my Pain subsided, I returned
almost wholly relieved in the evening, drank my Coffee, went soon
to my Room, gave thanks to my divine restorer & laid me down to
rest—
Fryday 19.
I slept through the night in quiet and ease, & rose perfectly relieved
Mr Carter at Breakfast advised me to take with him Some Salt-Petre,
as a useful Dieuretick but I declin'd—Mr Grubb came in about
twelve o-Clock from Sabine-Hall. Colonel Carter gave an Entertainment
Yesterday to celebrate his Birth-Day; & had a numerous &
gay Company.—This young Gentleman (Mr Grubb) appears to be
a person of Capacity & Improvement; he was Educated in England,
& has been assistant to a Merchant on James's River in this Colony
for some time past. This Summer he has been totally Idle—He proposes
week after week to set out for Williamsburg, & Sail thence
home, but he stays. He has much good nature, is an agreeable companion—I
pity him.—He seems fond of Miss Betsy Lee—But he is
too fluctuating in his mind to settle there, or with any Girl whatever
Yet—
Saturday 20.
Ben Mr Taylor, Mr Grubb, & Harry went to the Potowmack to a
Fish Feast—Come, Fithian, what do you mean by keeping hived up
sweating in your Room—Come out & air yourself—But I choose to
stick by the Stuff. The Colonel too, very kindly, offered me
a Seat in his Chariot to Nomini Court-House, but I declin'd Mr Lane
& Mr Warden came in towards evening—Both in high Spirits. But
Mr Lane was (as they say) "Half Seas over"—they sat & chated
noisily til nine—Evening clear a full Moon, & very light—Our neighbourhood
seems alive with little Negro Boys playing in every part—
Sunday 21.
Nomini Church—Parson Smith gave us after Prayrs, which he
was obliged to read himself, a useful Sermon; poor man he seemed to
labour hard—Dined with us Captain Walker, Mr Lane, Mrs Lane,
Mr Wadman, Mr Warden.
Soon after Dinner I left the company & retired to my chamber
where I seem commonly most happy—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Palatiah Webster]
Nomini-Hall Virginia, augt 21st 1774.
Sir.
I have an oppertunity by some gentlemen, who go from this
Colony to the Congress, of writing you a line according to promise,
since I saw you, I have been in good health; The reigning spirit in
Virginia is liberty—And the universal topic politicks—I suppose it to
be the same with you God Almighty knows where these civil tumults
will end; probably not without War & Blood!—I have but little to say
but to present you my best regards, remember me to your sister—To
Miss Cunningham—The Miss Armitages—Miss Cooks—I hope to see
you the last of october, when I expect to be in Town—Probably you
can make it convenient for you to take a ramble into the country at
that time. I hope to be at leisure, and shall be proud to attend you—Mr
Blain, who favours me by carrying these is a Gentleman of my acquaintance
in this Colony, a Merchant of Note, I shall thank you if you
will take some notice of him,—And by him, as he is to return immediately
I beg you write—Tell me how matters go in Town—Tell me
what you know of the Country—Tell me much about the Sex you love—Remember
to ask Mr Blain the hour he returns, and dont fail to send
me a line
I am, Sir,
with great regard,
Yours.
Palatiah Webster.
Philip V. Fithian.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Nathaniel Donnald, Jr.]
Nomini Hall. Augt: 21st. 1774.
Sir.
I wrote you a line in great haste, just before I left home, and two
days before that I had the pleasure of your company with ladies in
an evening excursion—We have here no artificial gardens; Nor can
we select out a company of sociable equals whenever we are in a
humour for a walk—Here we either strain on Horseback from home
to Church, or from house to House if we go out at all—Or we walk
alone into a dark Meadow, or tall wood—But I love solitude, and
these lonely recesses suit exactly the feeling of my mind—I recieved
lately a letter from Cohansie, in which I am informed of the Death
of Uncle Seeley—The family and neighbourhood will have suffered
a great loss!—I suppose you join in the general language, and assert
your liberties and oppose oppression. I hope at least you are on the
right side of the question.
The City, I dare say, is in great tumult if not in consternation. I wish
it was convenient for me to be in town when the gentlemen from the
respective Colonies shall meet in general Congress—This is out of
my power, but I can wish for their union, and usefulness. Mr Blain,
the gentleman who forwards my letter, is a Merchant of Note, in this
Colony, you will oblige me if you take notice of him while he is in
Town.—You will not fail to write me a line, and give to Mr Blain
the moment you recieve mine, least he leave town and I be disappointed.
My compliments to all friends,
from Sir,
Yours
P. V. Fithian.
Mr Nathl: Donnald Junr:
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To Miss Ruth Webster]
Nomini-Hall August 21st 1774.
Madam.
I send you these inclosed in a line to your Brother.
I do this that you may recieve the letter, for there seems to be little
security in a letter directed to you, the youngsters are so curious
to examine what is written for you—I understand that you never
recieved my last dated "May 1774. Delaware River on board the
swallow." I wish I could detect the impudent interceptor—You
have then at last condescended to visit Cohansie! I hear by Mr Ewing
that you was in the Country several weeks—Does it delight you, to
hear the noise of Birds, of Lowing Cows, of Sheep, and of chatt'ring
poultry, instead of the City-Cries? But I forget myself—Did you
see that your Merchant, who, as I mentioned to you, is so moved
with youn[g] person and manner? I suppose he was your constant
and unwearied gallant—I expect that according to promise, you
spent some part of your time with my sister—She a little Vixen, has
never scribbled me a line, but I am level with her, for I have been as
silent as she—Miss Beatty, that girl you seem so passionately fond of,
is I expect, before this returned—She is indeed a lovely girl, if I say
more you will call me partial—At any rate, as you correspond, I
beg you will present her with my compliments, which are indeed
but empty, thread-bare things—But Madam, I assure you they are
the most valuable articles I can now transmit—I expect to be in town
by the latter end of October, or beginning of November—If you
are not too busy when you recieve this, I beg you will sit yourself
instantly down and write me a friendly answer—This I think my
due since I have written to you only, and to no other Lady either in
town or country
I am, Madam,
P. V. Fithian
To Miss Ruth Webster.
[JOURNAL]
Monday 22.
Mr Grubb & Ben returned last evening—They spent their Day in
Richmond[196]—I wrote to day several letters. to Philadephia One
to Miss Webster. To her Brother. To John McCalla junr—To Mr
Donald—These I send by 'Squire Lee who is to be of the Party—After
School Ben, Grubb, & Myself rode to the 'Squires—He took
us into his Garden, shewed and gave us great Plenty of fine Peaches,
Nectarines &c
He has a large Garden, & great abundance of fruit—His People
were shaking the trees to prepare the Peaches for Brandy
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To John Mccalla, Jr.]
Nomini Hall Virginia Augt: 22d: 1774.
Sir.
Since I left you I have heard not a syllable about you, whether the
ague has left you, whether you have left the City removed to
Alexandria, as you proposed in the spring, in short both yourself and
fame have been, as to you, wholly silent—
I have now an oppertunity which I gladly improve of sending you a
line, and I beg that by the same conveyance you will send me an
Answer—There are many from this Colony to attend the general
Congress, seven by appointment, the others out of curiosity, by Mr
Blain, a gentleman of my acquaintance in this Colony, a Merchant of
Note I forward this; you will oblige me if you use him with civility.—
I cannot write home at present; if you should write soon to Cohansie,
please to mention to whoever you write to that I am in good health;
that the neighbourhood is in good health; and that I propose to return
about the latter end of october—I can transmit nothing now
concerning public affairs, you will know by the gentlemen from
this province that the reigning spirit is liberty—I hope Mr and Mrs
Hollinshead keep clear of the fevers this fall; but I fear they will suffer
in that common calamity. I think they ought to remove to the
City for a few weeks in september when the disorder rages where
they reside—My best compliments attend your family, and to Miss
Pratt, Miss Boyd and others of my acquaintance in town as shall be
convenient.
I am, Sir, with great truth
and Regard your most obedient
Most humble Servt:
P. V. Fithian
Mr John McCalla Junr:
I shall thank you if you will send me the latest Journal, Gazette, and
the Packet.
[JOURNAL]
Teusday 23.
Blessed be God who yet preserves me in perfect health—Priss has
another fitt of the Ague these Disorders are giving Alarms. in a few
Weeks I suppose they will grow numerous & troublesome—A violent
Gust of Wind, Rain, & some Thunder we had about twelve
o clock, the Country seems to be afloat—A [I] received this Morning
a Note from a School Master in the Village, who signs himself
"Brother Quill" He sends me with his compliments a Question. To
multiply 12£ 12s 12½d by itself in Cross multiplication—And tells
me the Answer is 160£ 1s 6d his way, viz by Decimals—I did not
alter his answer, but suffered him to continue satisfied with his own
performance.—
Wednesday 24.
Stormy—A poor Man arrived from Maryland with Grain to grind.
It was wet—He saw Mr Carter and Mr Randolph—Mr Randolph
wore a red Coat—the Marylander asked Bob which was the master
of the House—Bob with his usual impudence answered, the Man you
see drest in a scarlet Coat—Who then says he is the other in a frowsled
Wig?—He is says Bob my fathers Clerk—The Colonel heard this
Anecdote of Bob, which entertained him, While we were dining. I
hear nothing of the Ague abroad, it seems to go by turns, sometimes
brief then exceeding scarce—all this day the wind North East rainy.
Thursday 25.
Still stormy. The Gentlemen who are sailing up the Bay to the Congress
have a disagreeable time—This is a true August Northeaster, as
we call it in Cohansie—Ben is in a wonderful Fluster lest he shall
have no company to-morrow at the Dance—But blow high, blow
low, he need not be afraid; Virginians are of genuine Blood—They
will dance or die!—I wrote some at my Letter for Mr Peck—The
people here pronounce Shower "Sho-er"—And what in New-Jersey
we call a Vendue here they a "Sale"—All Taverns they call "Ordinary's"—When
a Horse is frolicsome & brisk, they, say at once he
is "gayly"—she [if he] is mischievous, they call him, "vicious."—At
five, with Ben. I rode out for exercise—After a while we arrived
at George-Lee's—He gave us some excellent Peaches—He returned
with us to Mr Turberville's—We met here with Miss Betsy Lee,
Mr Grubb, Lancelot Lee & here we spent the evening—Fish-Feasts,
& Fillies, Loud disputes concerning the Excellence of each others
Colts—Concerning their Fathers, Mothers (for so they call the
Dams) Brothers, Sisters, Uncles, Aunts, Nephews, Nieces, & Cousins
to the fourth Degree!—All the Evening Toddy constantly circulating—Supper
came in, & at Supper I had a full, broad, sattisfying View
of Miss Sally Panton—I wanted to hear her converse, but poor Girl
any thing She attempted to say was drowned in the more polite &
useful Jargon about Dogs & Horses!—For my Part, as I was unwilling
to be singular, if I attempted to push in a word, I was seldom
heard, & never regarded, & yet they were constantly refering their
Cases to me, as to a supposed honest fellow, I suppose because I wear
a black Coat, & am generally silent; at Home I am thought to be
noisy enough; here I am thought to be silent & circumspect as a Spy—How
different the Manners of the People! I try to be as cheerful
as I can. & yet I am blamed for being stupid as a Nun—
Fryday 26.
Mr Christian came while we were at Breakfast—Soon after came
Miss Washington, Miss Hale & the Miss Lee's—I kept myself in my
Room pretty Close—Towards evening Mrs Carter, Miss Washington,
Miss Hale, Mrs Christien & Myself had a thorough ramble, first
thro' the Garden—We gathered some Figs, the Ladies seem fond
of them, I cannot endure them—Then we stroll'd down the Pasture
quite to the River, admiring the Pleasantness of the evening, & the
delightsome Prospect of the River, Hills, Huts on the Summits, low
Bottoms, Trees of various Kinds, and Sizes, Cattle & Sheep feeding
some near us, & others at a great distance on the green sides of the
Hills, People, some fishing, others working, & others in the Pasture
among the Horses;—The Country emphatically in her goodly
Variety! I love to walk on these high Hills where I can see the Tops
of tall Trees lower than my Feet, at not half a miles Distance—Where
I can have a long View of many Miles & see on the Summits
of the Hills Clusters of Savin Trees, through these often a little
Farm-House, or Quarter for Negroes; these airy Situations seem to
me to be the Habitations of Health, and Vigor—We return'd, & all
were apparently well satisfied with the walk—Evening was spent
jovially in Dancing, at Supper, I left the Company, being not very
well, & retired to my Chamber, Thanks to my heavenly Father, that
I can enjoy a competent Measure of Health when many are sick
around—A Note from Mr Lowe. Miss Betsy Lee, & her Brother
came in just at night—Miss Lee seems cheerful, dances well, sings
agreeably, appears free of formality, & Haughtiness the Common
foible here,—
Saturday 27.
The morning spent in setting coppies, Sums &c., for the School—After
Breakfast, I spent a couple of Hours in the Dancing-Room—Mr
Lee in our Room raved against the Scotch—He swore that if his
Sister should marry a Scotchman, he would never speak with her
again; & that if he ever Shall have a Daughter, if She marries a Scotchman
he shoots her dead at once!—At twelve I rode to Mr Washingtons,
the Country extremely pleasant Dined with the Parson, his
Brother, Mrs Smith, Miss Pettit, Mr Blain, Mr Buckner,[197] & several
of Mr Lowes Boys; Mr Lowe was from home. On my return I found
no company, except Grubb who had come in my absence. We spent
the Evening after sipping our Coffee in Chat with Mr & Mrs Carter.
Sunday 28.
Mr Grubb rose very early, having yesterday made every previous
necessary preparation, & set out for Home about One hundred miles
Distance. He has so much good Nature, is always so cheerful, & at
the same time void of any thing malicious, clamorous & impudent,
that I cannot but esteem & very much respect him—On some whimsical
unsubstantial Miff or other, however, our Girls cannot endure
him—he wrote them some Copies the other Day, & tho' he writes a
much finer neater hand than I they would not allow it, nor hardly—Strive
to imitate—I laughed at the ridiculous, the perfect Picture of
Female Caprice, & Obstinacy in Miniature—Sermon is to Day at
Ucomico, so that I keep my Room—I wrote several Letters which
are to be forwarded by Mr Blain, one to Jack Peck, one to John
Duffield,[198] at Dr Shippen's[199] Junr Philadelphia, & one to Laura. I
begun also a Sermon I understand by Mrs Carter & Ben who were at
Church, that the Parson was unable to read Prayrs or Preach, having
a Fever, but that there was a thronged Assembly; many I am told,
have the Ague & Fever, but none are dangerous or have it fixed—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Elizabeth Beatty]
Nominy-Hall. August 28: 1774.
To Laura.
There is a Letter of yours lying before me, in which you say "that
if I had continued writing to you, it is more than probable you had
been as negligent as ever; but that my leaving off for a Time has at
last extorted a Letter from you"—Mighty pretty! I dare say the
Sentiment is genuine, & you may be assured that I allow & believe it.
You are not, therefore, to account this any thing more than the
Ghost, the Shade of a Letter; for, thinking this an extraordinary
Case, I have gone beyond my usual Manner of speaking, in Order to
convince you of my Resolution—And swore that I will not interrupt
you til' I have received several.
If you receive this by the Conveyance I expect (I send it by Col:
Lee who attends the Congress) it will be a few Days before I leave
Virginia; for I intend, by the Permission of Heaven, being at Home
by the beginning of November at farthest.
In the mean Time, since I ardently wish your constant and perpetual
Felicity, from a deep-rooted Friendship, which I have discovered
in a thousand Variations, suffer me to borrow a Form of Mr
Addison, & put up one important Prayr in your Behalf "Ye guardian
Angels to whose Care heaven has intrusted its dear Laura, guide her
still forward in the Paths of Virtue, defend her from the Insolence &
wrongs of this undiscerning World; At length, when we must no
more converse with such Purity on Earth, lead her gently hence,
innocent & unreproveable to a better Place, where by an easy Transition
from what She now is, She may shine forth an Angel of Light."
It would be bold & presumptuous, or I would with Earnestness &
Sincerity extend the Wish a little farther, but transfer it to Fortune,
& pray that She would make you mine. I ought, however, to be
cautious here—In so nice a Case, Truth & Virtue are often thought
impertinent.
I advise you, upon the whole, to consult & examine the Prospect you
have of substantial Happiness, when you are about to change your
State for Life. Inform yourself, so far as you are able, of the Quality
& Measure of what you think your chief Happiness—Your Satisfaction
& Comfort will consist in.
Place this against necessary Distress & Perplexity; You will thereby
have a clearer & fuller View of both; Your Judgement will be less
confused; & more likely to fix to Advantage;—You are to consider
that a wrong Choice brings on a Train of Curses; but view it in the
other Light, & it is almost a State of unmixed Pleasures—
I am, Madam yours
Philip. V. Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Monday 29.
Miss Fanny in School to Day, but not entirely well of her Sores made
by the Ticks—Ben complains of a pain in his breast; he seems to have
many symptoms of Weakness in his breast—I attempted to take a
rough Draught of the Great House for myself—Evening after Coffee
the C[o]lonel entertained us by playing on the Harmonica.
Teusday 30.
Mr Carter rides to Westmoreland Court. By him I send my Letters
to Mr Blain, who is going to the Congress—Ben seems to be no better;
has a slight Fever, pain in his Breast, & Uneasiness, I fear he is
bordering on a Consumption—His fond Mother discovers great
Anxiety, & true affection. Once I too had a fond indulgent Mother;
when I was sick, or otherwise distress'd, She was always impatient til
my Health & Ease returned; & She used to urge me likewise by precept
& example to strive for an habitual Preparation for Sickness and
Death! But oh! She has gone & left me, & Friendship seems to have
been buried with her!—Formality & Pretence are common enough,
but Sincerity & affection are exceeding rare—Mrs Carter thinks it
better for Ben to sleep at the Great-House til he grows better, for
the advantage of giving him medicine—I seem now when it is late
in the Evening, lonely, & a little fearful, at least I think on what I
made a Subject for a merry Hour, when I was at Home last, & a
young Lady was complaining of being fearful at Night, & afraid to
sleep in a Room alone—There are now (asleep I suppose) in this
House, below Stairs Mr Randolph, & Mr Burney the Cooper; two
clever lusty youngsters, & in the Room next to mine Bob & Harry
sleep—I feel yet gloomy; Ben is missing, & which is worse, he is
sick—
Wednesday 31.
Last Fryday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Teusday, & this Day have
been perfectly fair, but yesterday & to Day are very hot—Ben quits
reading & is quite unwell—Dined with us Mr Wadman: He is, I
believe, a Man of a good understanding, but desperate in his religious
Principles—
Thursday Septemr: 1st: 1774.
One other Calm, sunny, sweltering day
The Colonel says it is the hottest Day we have had—I keep myself
caged up in my Room, & cannot venture out on my usual walk or
Ride for exercise—Through divine goodness I continue in perfect
Health, but as skinny & meagre as tho' I was continually sick—Ben
seems a little more pert today—Evening it Lightens in the North
West.
Fryday 2.
Extreme hot to day—Yesterday a Negro Child about six years old
sickened as to appearance with the Ague & Fever, & to Day about
eleven in the morning it expired! It is remarkable that the Mother has
now lost seven successively, none of which have arrived to be ten
years old!—The Negroes all seem much alarm'd, & our School make
it a Subject for continual Speculation; They seem all to be free of
any terror at the Prescence of Death; Harry in special signified a Wish
that his turn may be next. I should be glad if his desire were wise; &
he was as fit for the business of the other world, as he seems willing
to leave the business of this—In the evening this unexpected Death
was the Subject of Conversation in the House—Mr Carter observed,
that he thought it the most desirable to die of a Short Illness. If he
could have his Wish he would not lie longer than two days; be taken
with a Fever, which should have such an unusual effect on his Body
as to convince him that it would be fatal, and gradually increase till
it affected a Dissolution—He told us that his affairs are in Such a
state that he should be able to dictate a Will which might be written
in five Minutes, & contain the disposal of his estate agreeable to his
mind—He mentioned to us the Substance—"That he would leave
Mrs Carter 6000£ Serling; & leave the remainder of his Estate to be
disposed among his children as the Law directs."—
He told us likewise, with great firmness, that if he hives [lives]
to see his children grown, he will pay no regard to age, but give his
wealth to Him who bids fairest to be useful to mankind—That he
allows all an equal oppertunity of improvement, but the One who is
found then improved shall with the Learning inherit also the Substance—Dennis
the Lad who waits at Table, I took into the School
to day at his Fathers request, He can spell words of one syllable
pretty readily. He is to come as he finds oppertunity.
Saturday 3.
Indeed says Mrs Carter at Breakfast, the Lightning, Rain, & Thunder,
disturbed me, & kept me padding from Room to Room all Night; I
first had the Girls Beds removed as far as possible from the Chimneys—then
had lights placed in the passage; and then but without rest or
pleasure, I wandered through the house silent & lonely like a disturbed
Ghost!—It has however effected an agreeable change in the
Air; which is now cool & agreeable. I was invited this morning by
Captain Fibbs [Gibbs] to a Barbecue: this differs but little from the
Fish Feasts, instead of Fish the Dinner is roasted Pig, with the proper
apendages, but the Diversion & exercise are the very same at both—I
declined going and pleaded in ex[c]use unusual & unexpected Business
for the School—By appointment is to be fought this Day near
Mr Lanes two fist Battles between four young Fellows. The Cause of
the battles I have not yet known; I suppose either that they are
lovers, & one has in Jest or reality some way supplanted the other;
or has in a merry hour call'd him a Lubber, or a thick-Skull, or a
Buckskin, or a Scotchman, or perhaps one has mislaid the others hat,
or knocked a peach out of his Hand, or offered him a dram without
wiping the mouth of the Bottle; all these, & ten thousand more quite
as triffling & ridiculous, are thought & accepted as just Causes of
immediate Quarrels, in which every diabolical Stratagem for Mastery
is allowed & practised, of Bruising, Kicking, Scratching, Pinching,
Biting, Butting, Tripping, Throtling, Gouging, Cursing, Dismembring,
Howling, &c. This spectacle, (so loathsome & horrible!) generally
is attended with a crowd of People! In my opinion, (others
may think for themselves) animals which seek after & relish such
odious and filthy amusements are not of the human species, they are
destitute of the remotest pretension to humanity; I know not how
they came by their form, by the help of which they are permitted to
associate with Men, unless it has been (unfortunate for the World!)
by an intermixture of the meaner kind of Devils with prostitute
Monkeys!—This however, I cannot determine; But I think all such
should be deemed by the community infectious, & suspended at least
any kind of intercourse, til, either the lineage be settled & recorded,
or those shrew'd Characteristicks of a spurious, illegitimate claim to
kindred with men be in a good Measure abated.
Sunday 4.
We had last night a flood of rain, the wind North East stormy—No
Church to Day—Mr Carter sent down to his Mill-Dam, & channel
all his people to try if they can secure them; he gives them Rum, & a
Shilling a man—
I read Prayrs, by the desire of the Parents, at the Grave over the
deceased Child Priscilla, Nanccy, Fanny, Betsy, Ben, Bob, Harry, &
Myself, & about forty or fifty Negroes were present. Neither the
Father nor the Mother of the Child went out; imitating the example
they see in others, & stay from an affectation of overflowing Grief.
Monday 5.
There is wonderful To do, this morning among the Housekeeper &
children, at the great house. They assert that a Man or a Spirit came
into the Nursery about one o-Clock this morning—That if it was
indeed a Spirit the Cause of his appearance is wholly unknown; but if
it was Flesh & blood they are pretty confident that the design was
either to rob the House, or commit fornication with Sukey, (a
plump, sleek, likely Negro Girl about sixteen)—That the doors &
windows were well secured, but that by some secret manner, unknown
to all, the Thing opened the Cellar door, went through the
Cellar, & up the narrow dark Stairs (which are used only on necessary
occasions, as when the great Stair way is washing or on some
such account)—That it left the said Cellar door standing open, &
besides unbar'd, & threw open the East Window in the little Room,
in order, as they wisely supposed, to have, if it should be hurried, a
ready passage out—That it had previously put a small wedge in the
Lock of the Nursery Door, where several of the young Ladies, &
the said Sukey sleep, so that when they were going to Bed they
could not Lock nor bolt the door, but this they all believed was
done in mischief by the children, & went thereupon to bed, without
suspicion of harm, with the door open—That Sukey some time
in the Night discovered Something lying by her Side which she
knew to be a Man by his having Breeches—That She was greatly
surprised, & cry'd out suddenly to the others that a Man was among
them, & that the Man tickled her, & said whish, whish—That on this
She left the Bed & run & squeased herself in by the side of Miss Sally
the House-keeper, but that by this time the Whole Room was awake
& alarmed—That when the thing knew there was a discovery it
stamped several times on the floor, shook the Bedstead by the side
of which it lay, rattled the Door several Times & went down Stairs
walking very heavy for one barefoot—That on its leaving the Room
the Hous[e]Keeper went to Ben Carters Chamber, & that he rose &
they all went down & found the Doors & window as I have mentioned—All
this with many other material accidents is circulating
through the family to Day; some conclude it was a Ghost because
it would not speak—But, more probably it was one of the warm-blooded,
well fed young Negroes, trying for the company of buxom
Sukey—The Colonel however, at Breakfast gave out that if any one
be caught in the House, after the family are at Rest, on any Pretence
what ever, that Person he will cause to be hanged!—This
Afternoon Nelson the Lad who waits in our School, was in the woods
about half a mile off, where he met with & kill'd a Rattle-Snake having
six Rattles—He cut off the head, & brought Home the remainder
of the Body, which we have skin'd & stuff'd—Mrs Carter complains
to Day of the Tooth-Ach, & a slight Fever.
Teusday 6.
The day fine—It is whispered to Day that B... is the Ghost that
walk'd in the Nursery the other night, but I think the report is false,
and arises from calumny. We had an expectation of company to day,
but are disappointed. We dined on Fish & Crabs, which were provided
for our company, to-morrow being Fish-Day—I begun a Sermon
Job XXIII. 3. 4. We have too vagrant Tinkers with us mending
several articles, one of whom is this afternoon violent sick with the
Fever & Ague—I rode to my old spot, the Corn field, by chance
met with Mr Taylor. I walked with him among the Tobacco Cotton
&c. He gave me Directions for raising the latter.—Cotton must be
planted about the middle of May in rich Land, prepared with Hills,
& made very mellow. When up it must be weeded & kept clean, it
must be top'd & suckered as Tobacco, otherwise it runs too much to
vine. Towards the Fall it will begin to open, when the opened pods
mu[s]t be gathered & laid by til dry, then the Cotton pick'd out &
clean'd—
Wednesday 7.
Mrs Carter not very well; is troubled with a small tooth-Ach Fever
& a Cold—Every leisure minute I spend in writing at my Sermon—Dined
with us Mr Sorrel, & Mr .... on Fish, Rock, Perch, fine Crabs,
& a large fresh Mackerel. Yesterday & to day I have been a little
pained & pretty much alarmed, at an unusual feeling in my right
arm. Almost all the Summer I have felt an obstruction when I would
lift up my arm. But now it is a trembling steady knawing down the
under part of my arm & Wrist, without unless when I move it suddenly—Evening
I walked throug the pasture to the River, the Hills
are green, since the late rains, & look fine tip'd with the setting Sun.
Thursday 8.
Cloudy & cool. I rise now by half after six—I found it necessary to
flogg Bob & Harry on account of lying in bed, after I come into
School—At twelve Mr & Mrs Carter, with all the Family except
Ben, Harry & Myself; Ben staid of choice, & Harry I kept at Home
on account of a sullen Impudence when I dismiss'd them—I told
them that they both had my leave to go but at the same time it was
my advice that they should stay—Harry then answered "D—n my
Soul but i'll go!" At this I informed him that he had at once dismiss'd
himself from my authority. & without singular signs of Submission
I should never take him under my direction more—And
therefore that he had general & unbounded Liberty to go not only
to the Horse Race, but where & when he chose—He seem'd startled,
& began to moderate his answer: I ordered him out of the Room, &
told him to use his liberty. Mrs Carter took with her all the young
Ladies & all her children—Ben & I with great satisfaction dined alone.
Nelson, to Day, kill'd another Rattle Snake; near the place where he
kill'd the other, which had twelve Rattles—Harry grew sick and refused
to go to the Race, he came soon to my room & with every
Sign of Sorrow for his conduct begg'd me to forgive him, at first I
refused, but at length I took him in, yet informed him that I shall
pass over no other instance of what may be called rudeness only.—The
Colonel on his return, in the evening informed us that the Race
was curious, & that the Horses were almost an even match—That
the Betts were Drawn & no Money paid—That the Rider of one of
the Horses weighed only forty Seven pound—Strange that so little
substance in a human Creature can have strength & skill sufficient to
manage a Horse in a Match of Importance—Something alarming
happened a few nights ago in the Neighbourhood at Mr Sorrels[200]
a House in sight—It is supposed that his Negres had appointed to
murder him, several were found in his bed chamber in the middle of
the night—his Wife waked—She heard a whispering, one perswading
the other to go—On this She waked her Husband, who run to
his Gun; but they escaped in the dark—Presumption is so strong together
with a small confession of the Fellows, that three are now in
Prison—The ill Treatment which this unhappy part of mankind receives
here, would almost justify them in any desperate attempt for
gaining that Civility, & Plenty which tho' denied them, is here, commonly
bestowed on Horses!—Now, Laura, I sleep in fear too,
though my Doors & Windows are all secured!—
Fryday 9.
Mr Stadley came in before Breakfast. He inform'd us that Governor
Dunmore has gone to the Frontiers with about 400 Men to subdue
the Indians—That the Indians seem disheartened, & leave their
towns, & are unwilling to fight—Mrs Carter, out of Compliment,
this morning presented to Ben & I for staying at home yesterday, a
large fine Cake—Dined with us a Stranger—Ben with great Humour
either out of a Bravado or for Revenge gave out in the Family to day
that it is the opinion of a certain Female, of considerable Note in
the family, that all the male Children which shall be born in this unlucky
year, tho' they may be fair to the Sight, will be yet unable,
from a Debility of Constitution, to do their Duty, with respect to
Women, either married or single—That She has two reasons for this
opinion,
1. Because the Air appears to her extremely barren, weak, & ungenerative—2.
Because the Peaches, & other Fruit, are observed this year
to have in them very few Kernels, at the same time that the Peaches
are sweet & fair—I think that Ben, by this stratagem, whether it be
real or otherwise, is levil with the invidious Vixen which suspected
him of entering the Nursery to visit black-faced Sukey—
Saturday 10.
With the Boys I Surveyed a small field lying along the Richmond
Road; the Colonel has a good Theodolite & other Aparatus for
Surveying—English Magazines, & Reviews arrived to Day—One of the
Books lately published I am desirous to purchase viz.—Dr Henry's
History of Great Britain on a new Plan. This history is to be contained
in ten Books, each of which will be divided into seven chapters.
In the first Chapter of every Book, the Author relates, the civil
& military History of Great Britain—The second chapter contains
the ecclesiastical History of the same period: the third presents us
with the history of our political constitution, Government, Laws, &
Courts of justice: the fourth is employed upon what relates to Learning
& Learned men: the fifth investigates the State of the useful &
ornamental Arts: the sixth enquires into that of commerce, Shipping,
Money, with the prices of commodities: & the last Chapter of
every Volume is alloted to a Detail of the Manners, Virtues, Vices,
remarkable Customs, Language, Dress, Diet, & Diversions of the
Great Britains—Six o-Clock, Mrs Turberville, Miss Jenny Corbin,
and Miss Turberville came in; Miss Corbin has been, all the Summer,
at her Brothers on Rapahanock forty miles distant.[201]—I saw, in the
evening, in Mr Randalls[202] Room, a Young man about twenty years
old, totally deaf, & dumb! He is well-set, lusty, & likely; he is cheerful,
good natur'd, extremely dextrous, quick of apprehension, &, in
short, very conversable, & sociable by signs—he was taken to the
much famed Dr Graham,[203] when he was in this Colony trumpeting
about his own unproved Abilities; he fumbled with the unfortunate
Lad, by blooding, gouging, boreing &c. putting him to torture and
expence without any possible expectation of help—He Sustains
among his neighbours the Reputation of being, honest, industrious,
& useful—He supports by Labour his mother, & himself; He is remarkably
fond of Cloths; & vastly curious, & nice in examining every
article of dress, where he has the smallest intimacy—He abstains entirely
from strong Liquor.—And what most of all produced admiration
in me, was his taking a Pen & writing his Name "Coley Reed"
in a good legible Hand, better indeed, than the Bulk of planters are
able to do! But he can write nothing more—
Sunday 11.
Ben rode out yesterday after Dinner and returned this morning; but
came on foot, I begin to suspect him of being actually engaged in
what several alledge against him—But I will keep off so long as I
possibly can, so unwelcome, so unwelcome & so Base a thought of
its Reality—After Breakfast Mr Stadley left us; I feel always Sorry
when he leaves the Family; his entire good-Nature, Cheerfulness,
Simplicity, & Skill in Music have fixed him firm in my esteem—None
go to Ucomico Church to day—Towards evening, I took a
book in my hand, & strolled down the Pasture quite to the Bank of
the River—Miss Stanhope, Priss, Nancy, Fanny & Betsy Carter were
just passing by—They walked to the Mill; there they entered a
Boat, & for exercise & amusement were rowed down the River quite
to the granary, & then went to angling—I walked to them, & together
we all marched Home to Coffee.
Monday 12.
We threatned having a Fire this morning—I wrote at my Sermon—From
the Ship lying at Leeds, arrived this afternoon our new Coach—It
is a plain carriage, upper part black, lower Sage or Pea-Green—The
Harness is neat strong, & suitable for the Country. Price 120£
Sterling—In the same Ship Mrs Carter imports about 30£ value
in plate in a pair of fashionable Goblets; Pair of beautiful Sauce-Cups;
& a Pair of elegant Decanter-holders—Ben introduced into
our Room a plain useful Book-Case, in which we class & place our
Books in order. after School, I took a Book, and walked through the
Pasture strolling among Horses, Cows, & Sheep, grazing on the Hills
& by the River.
Teusday 13.
We thought of Fire this morning, but put it off—Ben's mare is not
yet heard of, though he has had a Boy almost constantly searching
about for her—It is curious to see the Girls imitating what they see
in the great House; sometimes tying a String to a Chair & then run
buzzing back to imitate the Girls spinning; then getting Rags &
washing them without water—Very often they are knitting with
Straws, small round stockings, Garters &c—Sometimes they get sticks
& splinter one end of them f[o]r Brushes, or as they call them here
Clamps, & spitting on part of the floor, they scrubb away with great
vigor—& often at a small game with Peach-stones which they call
checks—Evening after School I rode to the much Frequented Cornfield,
Mr Taylor was from Home the evening cloudy, cool, but fine,
The Planters now begin to cut their Tobacco.
Wednesday 14.
Mr Carter received word to day that he has had brought very lately
for his Mill 7000 Bushels of Wheat at 4s 6d pr Bushel.—I am at a
Loss to know where he will dispose of such vast Quantities!—The
Colonel who is often pidling in some curious experiment, is to day
making some Printers Ink—He tells me the Materials are Lint-seed-Oil,
Wheat-Bread, Onions, & Turpentine, a rank compound truely—then
for Black, Lamp-Black, red, Vermillion—Ben, found his mare
lost in last Saturday's Visit, poor Brute! She was confin'd in the Pasture
where he left her, in which being very large She had been concealed.—Mr
Smith, who was wounded last Spring by a Shot of his
Brother is lately dead, & it is said by the Wounds which he received
from his Brother!—
Thursday 15.
Ben is much better: he has return'd to his Bed in my Room, but complains
often of the pain in his Breast.—I put him to begin & read
some select odes in Horace—He works arithmetic but is only in Reduction—He
dispises Greek, & therefore makes little or no progress
in that Language—He is reading in course the Eneid Lib 3—He has
an unconquerable Love for Horses; he often tells me that he should
have been a skilfull, & useful Groom; that he should be more fond
& careful of a favourite Horse than of a Wife, or than his victuals, or
than any thing whatever! I never saw a Person, in any Diversion,
Recreation or amusement, who seemed so full of Pleasure & enjoyment
as he is when on Horse back, or even in the company of a
Horse! He seems to possess as warm a regard for them as Dr Swift
had for the Houyhnhnms—But I cannot discover that Ben has so
cordial an enmity to Mankind as Swift had for the Yahoos.—Bobs
passion for the same Animal is no less strong, but it is furious, &
cruel, he rides excessive hard, & would ride always—Harry's Genius
seems towards Cocks, & low Betts, much in company with the waiting
Boys, &, against my strongest Remonstrances, & frequent severe
corrections, he will curse, at times, horribly, & swear fearfully! he always,
however, omits it when I am Present.—
Fryday 16.
Mrs Carter, this morning, with Prissy, Nancy, & Bob went in the
New-Coach to the Dance at Stratford, the morning is mild, fair &
cool—The Colonel informed me that now his Mill-House Bake-Houses,
Store Houses &c. with a clear unobstructed navigation is
compleated, & that, he will rent them all to a Person properly qualified—or
gladly employ a person who is capable, trusty & industrious
enough to be the sole Director of so great & valuable Property—Dined
with us captain Walker—He threw out several exceeding
unpopular Sentiments with regard to the present amazing Disturbances
through the Colonies—One in special I think proper to record
because it fixes his Character, & declares him, in Spite of all pretence,
an enemy to America—He asserted that no Officers (at Boston or
elsewhere) are obliged, either by Law, or Right, to question or refuse
any kind of orders which they receive from their Sovereign,
or commanding Officer—But I account every man, who possesses,
& publishes such sentiments in this Crisis of the Fate of a vast Empire,
as great an enemy to America at least, as Milton's Arch-Devil was to
Mankind!—After School, we took the Theodolite, the Colonel along,
& run several Lines, He seems perfectly well acquainted with the
Art.
Saturday 17.
At eight I dismiss'd my small charge. Immediately after Breakfast
I took some Boys, & went a Surveying; Ben, impatient of tiresome
scurvy Home, strain'd off through the County—I run in to Dinner,
the Colonel & I dined alone, we drank a Glass of Madeira, as a Health
to absent Friends, after which I went again to the Field & survey'd
till six in the evening; The Business of this Day has been to go round
the inner Pasture About half an Hour after Sunset (when Women
who love their Husbands & Families always come Home) Mrs Carter
& the Girls arrived from Stratford She informed us that there was a
large, genteel, and agreeable Company at the Dance; that the Ague &
Fever have been & continue troublesome in that Neighbourhood; &
that Word is arrived from Boston that Governor Gage has fired on the
Town, & that it is expected his orders are to burn & beat it to Destruction!
Ben returned about seven from Westmoreland Courthouse—He
informed us that Mr Sorrels Negroes had their trial there to Day, concerning
their accusation of entering their Masters House in the night
with an intention to murder Him—It was there proved (so far as
Negroes evidence will go) that a Brother of this Sorrels early last
Spring bribed some Negroes to Poison his Brother; & when that diabolical
Attempt could not succeed, he has since tried to perswade
them to murder Him!—But all Evidence against the Negroes was so
weak & dark that the judges ordered them to be whiped & dismised
them—Though the Law considers all Testimony given by a Negro
against a White-Man as weak & unsubstantial; yet what the Negro
said to Day on Oath of the younger Mr Sorrel, seems to gain much
Belief with many who are candid, & unbiased Judges; & with me beyond
all Scruple, it fixes on him the cursed Character of a Fratricide!—
Sunday 18.
The Colonel gave me, at Breakfast the offer of a Seat in his Boat to
Church. The Morning was fine, & Nomini-River alive with Boats
Canoes &c. some going to Church, some fishing, & some Sporting—Mr
Smith gave us a very practical Sermon against the common vices
here, in particular against the practise of abusing Slaves—The report
concerning Boston is much talked off & still confirmed!—We dined
all at Mr Turberville's; Miss Corbin looks fresh & plump as ever. Towards
evening arose a pretty furious Thunder-Gust, which we
hardly escaped on our way home I observed that several, but in
special Mr Carter is not pleased with Mr Smith's Sentiments of
Slavery.
Monday 19.
The morning fine & cool, & produces in our School at last a fine
Fire!—Fire looks & feels most welcome; and I observe it makes our
children remarkably garrulous & noisy—I took cold by Saturdays unusual
exercise, & to Day have a Pain through my head, sore throat,
& the other common troubles in a Cold—This Day begins the examination
of The Junior class at Nassau-Hall. Every time I reflect on
that Place of retirement & Study, where I spent two years which I
call the most pleasant as well as the most important Period in my past
life—Always when I think upon the Studies, the Discipline, the Companions,
the Neighbourhood, the exercises, & Diversions, it gives me
a secret & real Pleasure, even the Foibles which often prevail there
are pleasant on recollection; such as giving each other names &
characters; Meeting & Shoving in the dark entries; knocking at
Doors & going off without entering; Strowing the entries in the night
with greasy Feathers; freezing the Bell; Ringing it at late Hours of
the Night;—I may add that it does not seem disagreeable to think
over the Mischiefs often practised by wanton Boys—Such are writing
witty pointed anonymous Papers, in Songs, Confessions, Wills,
Soliliques, Proclamations, Advertisements &c—Picking from the
neighbourhood now & then a plump fat Hen or Turkey for the
private entertainment of the Club "instituted for inventing & practising
several new kinds of mischief in a secret polite Manner"—Parading
bad Women—Burning Curse-John—Darting Sun-Beams
upon the Town-People Reconoitering Houses in the Town, & ogling
Women with the Telescope—Making Squibs, & other frightful compositions
with Gun-Powder, & lighting them in the Rooms of timorous
Boys, & new comers—The various methods used in naturalizing
Strangers, of incivility in the Dining-Room to make them bold; writing
them sharp & threatning Letters to make them smart; leading
them at first with long Lessons to make them industrious—And trying
them by Jeers & Repartee in order to make them choose their
Companions &c. &c—Evening after School with Mrs Carter, & the
Girls I took a Walk thro the Pumpkin & Potatoe Vines. the Air is
clear, cold & healthful. We drank our Coffee at the great House very
sociably, round a fine Fire, the House And air feels like winter again.
Teusday 20.
Among the many womanish Fribbles which our little Misses daily
practise, I discovered one to Day no less merry than natural; Fanny
& Harriot by stuffing rags & other Lumber under their Gowns just
below their Apron-Strings, were prodigiously charmed at their resemblanc
to Pregnant Women! They blushed, however, pretty
deeply on discovering that I saw them—We have to day both in the
School & great-house steady Fires—Mr Thomas Edwards a reputable
Planter in the Neighbourhood died this day about one o-Clock—I
saw him last Sunday at Church when he was in good Health; was
taken the same Evening, & hurried off at once!—Frail Man, how
easily subdued!—
Wednesday 21.
We have a more particular account of the Death of Mr Edwards.
About a twelve-month ago, he was suddenly siezed with a Fit of the
Palsy, his Foot, Side, Arm, & part of his Face then failed, & became
useless, after some time, however, he grew better, & has since been apparently
well; til Sunday evening last after the Shower, as he was
walking in his Garden, he fell down in an instant, there happened to
be help at hand, he only said these emphatical Words—"Now I
must die"—He was carried in, & expired as I mentioned yesterday!—I
am told that the Flux is in the upper part of this County—My
cold continues; in the Evening on going to bed, I took a dose of
Honey & Rum—
Thursday 22.
A pure cold northerly wind still blows, & we all keep Fires—Peaches
& Fruit are omitted at Dinners, & Soup or Broth is brought in; Milk
and Hominy at Breakfast too are laid by & Coffee & Sage Tea brought
in; Our Suppers are Coffee & Bred & butter—Neatness variety &
Plenty are reigning Characters in our worthy oconomist Mrs Carter.
I read to Day, & am charm'd with a —— of Lord Chesterfield. Letters
to his natural Son, which I propose to purchase—After School, with
Ben, I took a walk to Mr Turberville's—He has received a line from
Colonel Lee at Philadelphia that the Congress is going on—That the
account concerning Boston is false—Evening Lancelot Lee came in,
& staid the night—He gave Ben & myself an Invitation to dine with
him tomorrow, I took out of the Library & began to read Watts's
Logic—
Fryday 23.
I spent some time in reviewing Geography & Logic—Mr Lee left
us about twelve, & Ben rode out with him—Evening from Mr Turberville's
I saw some Barberry's, Sloes, & Pomegranates, neither of
which I had seen before—
Saturday 24.
Together with my Cold I have to Day a most disagreeable gathering
on my middle Finger—I keep myself at home reading Logic—Evening
the Colonel invited me to walk with him; he took me to his
Mill, Coopers, House, Channel, Meadows &c., and was vastly particular
in describing to me their particular uses—I begin to look with
eager Sollicitude to the time of my revisiting my friends & Relations—It
is, happily near—
Sunday 25.
The morning clear cool & very dry—I rode to Ucomico-Church, I was
surprised when the Psalm begun, to hear a large Collection of voices
singing at the same time, from a Gallery, entirely contrary to what
I have seen befor in the Colony, for it is seldom in the fullest Congregation's,
that more sing than the Clerk, & about two others!—I am
told that a singing Master of good abilities has been among this
society lately & put them on the respectable Method which they, at
present pursue—I dined at Mr Fishers, among others I saw there, Dr
Steptoe, & Mr Hamilton who have lately been to Philadelphia—They
give various Reports concerning political affairs, & as to the
Congress nothing certain, so that I say nothing on that Score—Their
Remarks on the City & Inhabitants; The Country &c. are curious—They
allow the City to be fine, neat, & large; they complain a
little of the small Rooms, Uniformity of the Buildings, & several other
like faults—They call the Inhabitants grave & reserved; & the
Women remarkably homely, hard favour'd & sour!—One Colonel
Harrison[204] from a lower County in this Colony, offer'd to give a
Guinea for every handsome Face that could be found in the City, if
any one would put a Copper on every Face that did not come up to
that Character!—This is an impeachment of the Ladies which I have
never heard before, I do not give my opinion either for or against it—The
face of the Country, & the method of farming that way delights
them: but at this I dont wonder.
Monday 26.
Yesterday the Inspector, whom I have named & described before, desired
the Parson to wait on them in his family and christen his Child—Is
the child sick? No Sir—Why then today? it is the Mothers Desire
Sir—Why was it not brought to Church? The Mother is unwell,
Sir—The Parson excused himself, & promised to come some
Days hence, but the long winded officer, inured to Stubbornness,
hung on, &, without moderation or Apology demanded his presence!—And
prevail'd.—Something in our palace this Evening, very merry
happened—Mrs Carter made a dish of Tea. At Coffee, she sent me a
dish—& the Colonel both ignorant—He smelt, sipt—look'd—At last
with great gravity he asks what's this?—Do you ask Sir—Poh!—And
out he throws it splash a sacrifice to Vulcan—
Teusday 27.
This morning the Colonel with his Theodolite observed the Centre of
the Sun at his rising, & found it bore East 5° South—This he is doing
to fix a true East & West Line for regulating the Needle at any
time. This Bearing he corrected by finding the Suns Declination, &
fixed his Points—After the morning we let our fire go down—Both
yesterday, & this evening I rode out to exercise myself & horse
against our approaching Journey—Mr Hodge, a Merchant of Leeds
& Mr Leech a Merchant of Dumfries came Home with the Colonel
from Westmoreland-Court—Both chatty, in special Mr Leech; both
well-bred, sensible, & sociable—The loyal Toast was Wisdom &
unity to the Conferrences now assembled—And when Women were
to be toasted, I gave Miss Jenny Washington.—
Wednesday 28.
The weather remarkably dry, since Sunday sennight, we have not
had a drop of Rain, nor even a cloudy Sky, and till yesterday, &
steady, cold, serene northerly Wind—To Day is the annual Commencement
at Nassau Hall—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Mr. Larkin Randall]
[Nomini Hall. September 28 (?) 1774]
Mr Randall.
You will please to acquaint Mr Rigmaiden[205] that I received and
looked over his Note, and should have attempted to answer it but
for the following reasons. I observe that the first author of the question
very rudely calls Mr Rigmaiden a fool for not working it by
Cross-Multiplication.
And I observe too that Mr Rigmaiden throws back the word fool,
(I suppose in revenge) upon the other, and if I should intermeddle
in the case it is more than probable, that I should be called the third
fool, by either the one or the other, at least I think the hazard of this
too great to set against any Honour I could recieve by resolving it—But
since Mr Rigmaiden intimates in his note that he is at something
of a loss to know whether himself or the other have the
least claim to the character; I shall propose a question in arithmetick,
which will fully decide any dispute of this nature, for I pronounce
the man who can work it off at once, to be no fool in figures.
A Man has 5000£ which he puts to interest for 30 years 6£ per
Cent. per Annum. I demand how much of this he must spend every
day, to spend it all, principal and interest in the thirty years, and let
the daily sums in the whole time be equal?
As to the question given, "to Multiply 12£ 12s 12½d by itself",
It must have been a punn, or from one not well skill'd in figures. If
it was the former, it does not deserve to be answered at all, because
that would be indulging wanton impertinence; and if it was the latter,
I am not able to understand how such a person should venture
to question Mr Rigmaidens answer—Upon the whole, I am apt to
think it is all a punn which, "Brother Quill" (as he is pleased to style
himself) has ventured to throw out, and on this account, until I am
better satisfied that the sentiment is genuine, I decline wholly entering
farther into the matter.
I am, Sir, Yours
P V Fithian
To Mr Larkin Randell
Nomini Hall.
[JOURNAL]
Thursday 29.
Warm to day, but dry & clear. Mr Leech & Mr Hodge spent last
evening with us; the Conversation was on exchange—Loyal Toasts,
Agreement, & Firmness through the american Colonies—Ladies.
mine was Miss Corbin—The Colonel informed us that early next
week he shall set out for Williamsburg—Soon after I hope to set out
for Cohansie!
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Benjamin Carter]
Nomini Hall Septr: 29th. 1774.
"Aetas Parentum, pejor avis, tulit
Nos nequiores; mox daturos
Progeniem vitiosiorem."
Sir.
You will comprehend, at once, the design of Horace in the Ode
from which this motto was taken, And, perhaps, you may think the
application of it here unmeaning, and impertinent. In order to free
you wholly from every such secret suspicion, you will please to
take notice, that the dignity of your very respectable family, (which
is a sacred thing) depends almost entirely upon your Capacity, improvement,
and behaviour, an attempt, therefore, to guide and enlarge
either or all of these may not be called unmeaning; and, as
you have honoured me for some time past in the character of a Tutor,
by submitting to my advice and instruction, I cannot suppose
you so utterly destitute of candour and gratitude as to put the name
of impertinence on what is the close and sum of my duty to you:
especially as there is but little probability that I shall ever see you
more, and can, therefore, have no possible incitement from interest,
to flatter nor oppertunity of indulging any kind of revenge. These
remarks, I presume, are sufficient to remove from you any hurtfull
prejudice. I therefore go on, to make several observations with
moderation and freedom, which, at least, I hope you will duely consider,
and if they please you, practise. Give me leave then, first of all
to tell you, That you possess a critical tho' a high station, and that in
your road throug[h] life you are liable to innumerable dangerous
[dev]iations. On many accounts your station is critical; I shall enumerate
only a few.
—The rest is lost—
To Mr Ben Carter
[JOURNAL]
Fryday 30.
Warm, but clear & dry—Dined with us Mr Blain; He gave us a large
account of affairs at the Congress, of the City, Country, Manners,
Persons, Trade &c—But he swears the Women are coarse & hardy—Evening
I informed the Colonel that it is hardly probable I shall continue
in his family til his return from the general Court, & at the
same time, desired him to give me a discharge so that I expect to have
all things adjusted before he leaves Home—We have now entered
on the Winter plan, have Coffee just at evening & Supper between
eight & nine o-Clock—It is wonderful to consider the Consumption
of provisions in this family—I have before spoken of Meat, & the
steady Rate of flour weekly, for the great House is 100Lb of which
50 is the finest, & 50 the Seconds—But all the Negroes, & most of the
Labourers eat Corn.
Saturday October 1st. 1774.
Wind South West cloudy. After Breakfast with the Boys I went a
Surveying along the River round the lower pasture at twelve, Ben,
Bob, Harry all gallop off—I spent the afternoon plotting my work—I
paid Sam our Barber for Blacking, Dressing &c. 12/.
Sunday 2.
Parson Smith is out of the Parish so that we have no service—With
Ben I rode to Mr Washingtons. Mr Lowe again absent—Dined with
us Mrs Turberville, Miss Corbin, Miss Pierce—we found the Colonel
in the evening busy at his Instrument of Music—We drank our Coffee
& retired early to our Room, & read til ten, then thanking our
bountiful Preserver we retired to our bed.—
Monday 3.
I gave Tom the Hostler, for his care of my Horse 3s—After Breakfast
the Colonel settled & paid me for my Years Service 40£ Sterling—This
is better than the scurvy annuity commonly allowed to
the Presbyterian Clergy—He is very Busy in adjusting his affairs, he
set out however, by twelve for Williamsburg, after taking final leave
of me—Ben accompanies him to Richmond Court—Afternoon Miss
Corbin & Miss Turberville came in to stay a while with Mrs Carter.
Bob went yesterday to Mr Lanes there was Parson Gibbern ill of his
last weeks Bout; he was up three nights successively drinking & playing
at Cards, so that the liquor & want of sleep put quite out of his
Sences—A rare tale this to relate of a Man of God!—To use the language
of the vulgar, "Old Satan will sadly belabour such overgrown
Sinners"!—
Teusday 4.
Dined with us Mrs Turberville and Miss Letty we were all Tete a
Tete, vastly merry & garrulous—I gave Nelson for a Stirrup Buckle
a Bit—I am preparing my Saddle. Cloth's, Bags, Horse, & myself for
the intended Ride—
Wednesday 5.
Dined with us Mr Taylor, he informs us that the crops of Tobacco
are like to be good—Evening I wrote a Letter to Mrs Thornton
Northumberland, concerning Mr Leek's coming into her Family as
a Tutor—I had a fine walk with the young Ladies through the Pasture—They
make me proud by expressing much concern at my necessary
Departure, throwing out many Wishes that I would continue
with them—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Mrs Charlotte Thornton]
Nomini Hall. Octr. 5th. 1774.
Madam.
I saw Mr Leek last Spring, and, as directed by Colonel Taylor,[206]
I enquired if he would undertake the education of several children in
this Colony: he seem'd willing, but would make no promise, nor enter
into any agreement til he is fully instructed as to the number and
standing of his pupils, the conditions of the agreement, and time
when he is to begin.
I expect to return shortly to Philadelphia, and write these to acquaint
you that I would willingly forward a letter to him, if you are
yet desirous of employing him to instruct your family.
you will please, Madam, if you think proper to write, to direct
the letter thus "To Mr Samuel Leek junr: Cohansie, New Jersey—"
I shall leave this place about the 18th instant.
I am Madam, your
Most humble Servt:
P V Fithian
To Mrs Charlotte Thornton
Northumberland
[JOURNAL]
Thursday 6.
I paid Natt who drives the Team half a Bit as a Forfeit for taking
hold of his plough—And to Harry 18d for a stirrup-leather & sundry
other Articles—The School presented me with a petition formally
drawn up for a holiday to day on account of the race at Mr Turberville's,
which I granted—Priscilla, Nancy, Ben, & Bob go Harry & I,
making in my opinion the wisest choice both stay.
[Philip V. Fithian to Harry Willis and Robert Bladen Carter]
Nomini Hall Octr: 6th. 1774.
For Masters Harry & Bob.
I approve highly of the method you have taken in asking for liberty
to attend the race this afternoon, and think myself bound to
give you an answer in the same manner.
This Race happening so soon after the other, which was at the
same place, and so much like it seems to promise nothing that can
require your attendance, it is therefore my desire and advice that you
stay contented at home. But if your inclination be stronger than
either of these, and you still choose to go, you have my consent provided
you return by Sun set in the Evening.
Yours
Philip V Fithian
[JOURNAL]
Fryday 7.
Nancy, & Bog go to the Dance at Schantille[207]—Mrs Carter after
Breakfast took Prissy, Fanny & Harriot, & made Mrs Washington a
Visit, Ben, Harry, Betsy & I are left at Home alone I spent to Day
in writing off Mr Peck's Letter—Evening I am troubled with a
drunken Carpenter; he saw a Light in my Chamber—up he bouzes,
with a Bottle of Rum in his hand; Who keeps Home?—I asked him
in—Have you any water Sir?—Not any I told him—Not a Drop,
Sir?—No—My Flute was lying on the Table, he took it for a Trumpet
& tooted in for two or three Minutes Then again he begs, O Sir
call in a Servant & have me some Water—But I left the Room glad
to be free of his foolish Impertinence. At Supper Mrs Carter informed
us that Captain Walker's little Son has the putrid Quinsey,
but we hope it is only a bad sore Throat by a Cold—I have a Complaint
of a painful Jaw, for these several Days
Saturday 8.
Expence to the Smith for mending my Stirrup a Pisterene 1/3—Ben
this morning Wrote a letter to his Papa—I finished off mine for Mr
Peck The Pain in my face is a good deal troublesome. Dined with us
Colonel Frank Lee & his Lady; Mr Turberville Mrs Turberville &
Miss Letty.
Sunday 9.
Ben & Harry ride to Ucomico Church I at home spend the day in
my Room, I walked out towards evening & saw a number of Negroes
very busy at framing together a small House—Sundays they commonly
spend in fishing making Potatoes &c., building & patching their
Quarters or rather Cabins—
Monday 10.
The General Court at Williamsburg begins to sit this Day—We
have no intelligence of the carryings on of the Congress; our Papers
this Summer come vastly seldom, it is said that the Post Men are
bribed & give away the News Papers. I expect that Mr Peck is about
setting out from Home for this place—I wish him a speedy & successful
passage, for I am now impatient of Delay til I visit again my
acquaintances & Home—The day is cold, the wind at North & the
ground extremely dry—
Teusday 11.
Mr Stadley came this morning. He brings no news of the Congress,
but much of the great Race lately at Fredericksburg—Every Evening,
for the Benefit of exercise I ride out, and commonly carry with
me one of the small Girls, who partaking of the prevailing Spirit, are
passionately fond of Riding—
Wednesday 12.
I was told often before I left Home that coming into Virginia would
bring me into the midst of many dangerous Temptations: Gay Company,
frequent entertainments, little practical devotion, no remote
pretention to Heart religion, daily examples in Men of the highest
quality, of Luxury, intemperance, & impiety: these were urged, by
my kind acquaintances, as very strong dissuasions against my leaving
home; the admonitions I accepted with great Thankfulness, tho' I
could not allow them to turn me off from my purpose & I resolved
with as much sincerity & Firmness as I could to carry them with me
in every part of my behaviour. The close of the time of my Stay
here is I expect now near at hand: And if I may judge myself of the
carrying my resolutions into practice, I should pronounce that I have
not been wanting in my duty in this respect. Some few who frequently
ask me to go from home, say I am dull, unsociable, & splenetic:
But the Gentlemen generally here have a good & reasonable manner
of judging in this case they are well pleased with strict & rigid
virtue in those who have the management of their children, if it does
not grow to factious enthusiasm; so that Levity, tho perhaps they
would wink at it lessens, & in a while would take away the Reputation
& business of a Family Tutor—Of this I was fully convinced in
a short time after my coming into the Colony, & saw too the very
great advantage of the Precaution which I received from my friends,
for they assisted me in setting out on a safe, and prudent Plan, which
has, I hope directed me to propriety of conduct with regard to my
private character, & likewise to my little lovely Charge.
Thursday 13.
Good Mr Stadley left us this morning. I took leave with great reluctance
of this worthy Man, & do not expect to see him more!—After
Breakfast Mrs Carter with the young Ladies, rode to Colonel Tayloe's.
My jaw continues growling & keeps me uneasy, I very much
fear some hurtful humours are collecting themselves there together—To
day at twelve o-Clock Bob providentially escaped with his life—He
went up into a tall Chesnut tree to cut down Boughs & gather
Chesnuts & foolishly he began to cut the Limb on which he was
standing, at a little distance from his feet—Chesnut splits extremely
easy, so that when the Limb was about half cut off it split down;
this so weaked the part on which Bob stood that his weight instantly
split it too, & down he must have tumbled upwards of thirty feet but
he happily caught a bough on his way down.—
Fryday 14.
The Disorder in my face continues, slow, uniform, & Steady; it does
not hinder me from rest by night or from any exercise or business by
day; But It keeps me in continual doubt, & anxiety, whether it be
not something gathering which will be peculiarly distressful—But
my temper, I fear, in these respects is very phlegmatic; I find it unpleasing
to myself, & it would be certainly unpleasant to any one
who was interested in my complaints—I am of so strange a constitution
that very trifles make me utterly unhappy—A mere conceit,
frivolous & unsubstantial often takes away my rest—This feeling I
have possest from my infancy; I remember very well that a Cuff on
my Ear would make me sullen for Several days when I was too young
to go out to school; Afterwards a disappointment of an hours play
would mak me disrelish for a long time both play-fellows, & all Diversion!
When I was at the College one Blunder at recitation, or in
any performance of my duty would make one [me] dull, low-Spiritted,
& peevish; In fact any disappointment, even the most inconsiderable
seems to have a general Effect on my Passions & mingle
fear, & anger, & rage, together with many others which are excited
by different & disagreeable modifications of our Bodies, &, tho' I am
conscious of this frailty in myself, I have not yet brought myself
under so good subjection, as to make these humours give way intirely
to Philosophy or Religion—It is, however, my constant study
how I may accomplish this much wish'd for habit—While we are
dining there is a large shower of rain but by no means plentiful, for
the earth is uncommonly dry—Mrs Carter to day asked me if Mr
Peck is to be here before my setting out: I answered that he is—And
says she, is he grave as you?—
Saturday 15.
I rode after Breakfast to Dr Thompsons with a settled purpose of
having my troublesom tooth drawn out but on examination he found
it to be too far back, & too short to be extracted—More sorry I.—Dined
with us besides the family, Mr Munro, young Mr Washington,
and Master Christien—Here is a fine Prospect from an exceeding
high eminence, of the Potowmack; River Nominy; our House, which
is six miles distant; Lee Hall Bush-field; all remote.—Evening I rode
Home, the country pleasant Bought several articles as presents for
the young Ladies, a neat gilt paper Snuff Box for Miss Priscilla, a
neat best clear Hair-Comb a piece for Miss Nancy & Fanny. A broad
elegant Sash a piece for Miss Betsy & Harriot Value of all 15s. Soon
after my return, when I was in the Chamber adjusting my articles
Ben came bawling at my window Mr Peck's come, Mr Peck's come!
I step'd to the window, & saw presently that what he said was fact,
my Heart bounc'd & I with it bolted down to meet him But he comes
empty of a letter, & barren of news, at least all he brings seems
gloomy; none at all of the great Congress; very little of the present
momentious political affairs; that it has been at Cohansie an unhealthy
season; that good & useful Mr Hunter has been ill of a disorder in his
head: that Mrs Reve is gone & left a Brood of infants! that young
Tom Jennifer of Port-Tobacco, my acquaintance at College too is
dead! that matters go in their usual course at Cohansie & Princeton;
that Laura is not in new Jersey! All his intelligence is similar to this,
which is to me harsh & unharmonious as a Ravens ominous Croak!—To
Day Harry boil'd up a Compound of Poke-Berries, Vinegar,
Sugar &c. to make a red Ink or Liquid—I spent the evening til two in
the morning in conversation.
Sunday 16.
A fine morning—We rose by Seven but we were informed that there
is no Sermon so that out of compliment to Mr Peck's weariness we
kept close at home rathar than ride to Richmond. We spent the Day
in our chamber til towards evening when with the young Ladies we
took a turn down the River Many we saw fishing—Mrs Carter with
Priss rode to Captain Turberville's—We all return'd and assembled
by evening at the great House—
Monday 17.
Before Breakfast I heard all the School a lesson round Mr Peck
Present—After Breakfast I heard their Tables, Grammer &c. & then
in Spite of my resolution with great reluctance, I resigned up to Mr
Peck my little much-loved Charge!—The pain in my Face is quite
gone—To day I saw a Phenomenon, Mrs Carter without Stays!—She
complains of a pain in her breast, that prevents her wearing
them, she says that She is always supposing the worst, & fears it is a
Cancer breeding there—I hope it may be only fear—I am more &
more every day pleased with the manner, Temper, Oconomy, &
whole management of this good Lady—Now I am to take my final
Leave!—Towards evening we all went down on the River & had a
pleasant exercise—
Teusday 18.
Early to Day I wrote a Note to Mr Lowe and Harry Fantleroy to
dine with us to day, & soon received their promise—After Dinner
with Mr Lowe on the violin, I play'd over many tunes on the Flute,
he plays with good Taste and accuracy—At five we all walk'd over
to Mr Turberville's—I gave to our Wash-Woman some old Linen
& as a Box 2/4—We spent the evening in Music Chat & pleasantry—But
this said thing which I hear of that turn-Coat Laura, that She
loves & courts one Mr Rodman this distresses me exceedingly But
this relieves me, for I have had it always in my View that—Varium
& mutabile semper Feminae—Tho I have made a Solemn vow which
I have no inclination at all to forego, yet if it shall appear that she
has listened to another, my dearest vow is not inviolable; I will retreat
from every former Promise, I will not hearken to womanish solicitations,
but I shall in return for her want of goodness treat her with
contempt; & Sincerely pity, instead of resent, her ineffectual
Caprice—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian To John Lowe]
Nomini-Hall Octr: 18th: 1774.
For Mr Lowe.
Ben: Carter's compliments with mine wait on you this morning,
and beg your company with us to day to dine, if it be convenient.
We also present our compliments and the same request to Mr
Fantleroy.
I should not have ventured to encroach upon your hours of business,
but as Mr Peck, the gentleman who succeeds me in this family
arrived last saturday so that I propose to set out tomorrow and should
be glad to see you before I leave Virginia.
I am, Sir,
Your most humble Servt.
P V Fithian.
[JOURNAL]
Wednesday 19.
Mr Lowe & Fantleroy left us early But I agreed to stay till tomorrow—I
gave to Nelson on going away 2/2—To Miss Sally the House-Keeper
5/.—
Thursday 20.
I rose by three, & left Home by half after four—Gave Nelson &
Dennis half a Bit a piece—rode thence to Westmoreland Court
House ten Miles by half after six—Fed my Horse & drank some
Brandy—Expence a Bit—Rode thence to Mattox Bridge 18 miles—Fed
here three quarts of Bran & Corn for a Bit—The Bloody-Flux
is now extremely bad in this Neighbourhood—I am told that scarce a
Family is clear of it, & of every family some die!—Rode thence to
Tylers Ferry 8 miles the road extremely dry & dusty—At two I set
off for Maryland, the wind fresh at South East arrived at Mrs Laidlers
by five Ferriage 7/6 I gave the Ferrymen a Bottle of Rum—Here I
dined on fryed Chicken, Ham, with good Porter—Accomodations
good—I[n] Bed by half after Seven—
Fryday 21.
Directly over my Room was a sick Woman that kept a dismal groaning
all night—My window-Shutters Clapt the Potowmack howl'd,
yet I Slept—My Bill at Mrs Laidlers—A Bottle of Porter 2/. Dinner
1/3 Bed./6d—Bottle of Rum for Ferrymen 1/3—Gallon Oats./8d—Stable
& Foder 1/.—A smart looking Girl at Mrs Laidlers made me
smile—She was complaining to me of the unhealthy Climate, that
these three months past she has had a constant Ague & Fever, & been
in the Country only six months—Pray Miss said I did you come from
Britain?—No Sir, I came from London—Rode thence to Port-Tobacco—It
has been extremely sickly here this Fall—Bill to Barber
1s/8—Breakfast 1/—Hay and Oats 1/3—Mrs Halkinson my Landlady,
a poor aged, distress'd Widow, when she found that I was
acquainted with her little son at Princeton, seemed a little to revive;
she beg'd me to encourage her Son to be diligent & industrious, to
caution & admonish him from h[er] against bad company & wicked
practices—She told me of her great & sore loss of an only Daughter,
a young woman of 15 this Summer, since which, she told me in
tears, that She has been a stranger to health & Quiet—O relentless
Death!—How universal & severe are thy Commissions! From Mrs
Laidlers to Port Tobacco is called 13 miles—I rode thence thro' a
fog of Dust to Piscatua 14 miles. The Landlady here is very ill—That
dismal disorder the bloody-Flux has been extremely bad at
Port-Tobacco, & in the Neighbourhood of this town, but is subsided—Expence
here half a Gill of Brandy./3d—Oats & Fodder./6d—Left
this Village half after four, and rode to upper-Marlborough,
almost blinded with sweat & dust!—Arrived by seven, a little tired
this Evening—Distance 16 Miles—Whole distance yesterday including
the Ferry 8 miles 44 Miles—Whole Expence 8/7—That epidemical
distemper above mentioned has been likewise raging in the
Neighbourhood of this Town—Bill at Marlborough To Tea 1/3—To
lodging ./8—To Oats 1/1—To stabling 1/.—
Saturday 22.
Rode thence to Patuxen Ferry 4 mile Ferriage./6d—Thence to South
River 12 miles, Ferriage./6d—To Boy ./4—Thence to Annapolis 4
miles—Bill here To Dinner & Club 4/6—To Hay & Oats 1/3—To
two Silver watch Seals 15/6 To half Gallon Rum for Ferryman 2/6—To
Hay for Horse /8—To Barber 1/—Left Annapolis at 6 no
wind returned about 8 to the Coffee-House To Ferriage across the
Bay 17/6—
Sunday 23.
Teusday evening last the people of this Town & of Baltimore obliged
one Anthony Stewart a Merchant here to set fire to a Brig of his
lately from London in which was 17 Chests of Tea—The People
seem indeed to be full of patriotic Fire—Second Bill at Annapolis—Supper
1/6—Lodging ./9 Hay 1/3—2 Gallons Oats 1/6—Articles
for the Voyage 4/.—Landed about 5 at Kent-Island,[208] rode thence
to a small Ferry for Oats & Ferriage 1/.—thence we rode to Queens
Town 15 miles[209]—Bill there 5/2½
Monday 24.
Rode from Queens Town over a low levil Country 7 miles to a
small Tavern—Breakfasted 1/7 rode thence by a small Town call'd
Churchill—thence to the Head of Chester River 22 miles here I
dined my Company gone to the Chester Races which happen to
morrow—Expence 2/4 Rode thence to Warwick 12 miles My
Horses feet swell this Evening
Teusday 25.
Bill at Warwick—supper 1/3—Oats./8—Stable Hay & Lodging 2/.—Glass
of Wine Bitters./4—Rode thence to Port Penn 15 miles
expence there 1/7—Ferriage 5/.—Arrived once more by Gods Kindness
in New-Jersey among my friends & relations I found many of
my Acquaintances have gone off the Stage Uncle Seeley; Damon
James; Mrs Reeve; James Boyd; & several others—And many are
Sick—Our Family through divine Goodness are in Health.—
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Elizabeth Beatty]
Greenwich Novem: 30: 1774.
To Laura.
—The Widow left the Room after begging that I would stay to
Coffee—I was seated near the Toilet on which Miss had thrown her
Piece of Drawing.—I viewed it, She saw me, & began a fine Apology—That
her Situation is so lonely, being out of the Way of Entertainment
by Company!—That Music & Drawing are her chief &
necessary Amusements—That She was glad of the Opportunity of an
Hours Conversation even of an utter Stranger—That She came to
America about the 20th: of last May, with a Brother who is since
returned—That her Aunt is desirious She may stay in Mary-land &
be a Companion and Intimate with her—That since July She has
had the Ague and Fever, which had left her only a few Days—And,
said She, I want very much to up to Philada:—I heard all this with
great Attention & Patience;—When She had finished her Story, I
asked her in turn several Questions which she answered with Propriety,
& the greatest Apparent Frankness—Til She came to the
Answer which I have before set down, then I smil'd—You came
then from Britain, Miss—No Sir, I came from London!—Fearing a
Proposal to wait on her down to Annapolis, & thence to Philadelphia,
the moment I had drank two Dishes of Coffee, which was a few
Minutes before Sunset I mounted & rode twenty Miles—
Do you know Mr —— who lodged at Mrs —— in Philada said
P.—— to me as we were sitting together in the Parlour this rainy
Afternoon, she sewing at a Lawn Wrist-band, & I pouting over
Watts's Logic—Yes, Madam, I have some Acquaintance with him—And
he knows Miss —— said She, I saw him last Spring at Mr
A—— She had sometime before told him that you was remarkably
& impertinently intimate with Miss Beatty—That She herself, &
Miss Beatty both had disapproved of your Conduct, & had by themselves,
agreed to inform you of their Sentiments & to advise you to
enter upon a different Behaviour—She told him that She had at last
prevailed over you so far as to declare to her that you would never
make any further Addresses to Miss —— because She had a few
Days before made a pointed and ill-natured Remark upon your going
to Virginia—And pray Madam, did you believe such Trash—? But
Trash or Substance it makes me feel grave—I was to Day looking
over my Papers & saw Something Apropos, if I can turn to it presently
you shall have it—It is an Extract from my Virginia Journal.
I have heard lately some very dull Stories, & am consequently in
a very dull gloomy kind of Humour—Every Day I am expecting a
more vigorous Feeling—Perhaps it will come tomorrow, but today
I must tell you that my Feeling accords precisely with what I have
recorded of myself last March.
—Virginia.
Teusday March 22. 1774.
—In spite of all my strongest opposing Efforts my Thoughts dwell
on that Vixen Laura—I strive to refuse them Admission, or harbour
them in my Heart, yet like hidden Fire they introduce themselves, &
sieze & overcome me, when perhaps I am pursuing some favorite
Study, amusing or useful, or giving Directions to my little lovely
Charge—
I had an Invitation to go to night to hear Mr Worth, a Baptist Minister
preach; Polley, Salley, Ruth, Sister, Dr King were to be along—
But it storms, & has been storming all Day so violently that I have
not dared yet to venture myself so far as the Stable to see my Horse—Nature
is like your Pulse Laura; There is a constant Succession of
black & white, Pain & Ease, Good & Evil—Yesterday was as fair, &
to Day as directly the contrary as ever I saw two—Had you ever a
Swellyng on your Finger—? It throbb'd—The Pain came & went by
turns—This is not my Thought, I stole it from Mr Addison—He tells
us of the Conversation & Behaivour of the great Socrates the morning
he was to die. "When his Fetters were knocked off, being seated in
the midst of his Scholars, and laying one of his Legs over the other
in a very unconcerned Posture, he began to rub it where it had been
galled by the Iron: And willing to improve every Oppertunity of
instructing them he observed the Pleasure of that Sensation which
now arose in those very Parts of his Leg that just before had been so
much pained by the Fetter. Upon this he reflected on the Nature of
Pleasure & Pain in General that they constantly succeed each other"—If
you are curious you may read the whole beautiful Story of their
Alliance & Marriage in the Spect: No: 183.
We poor earthly Creatures are, as to fortune & Feeling, exactly
like the Nails in a turning Wheel, to Day up, to morrow Down—Always
either sinking or rising. I have been descending for several
Days, & am this very Moment down on the cold Earth in which lowly
Posture I sincerely tell you I am in good or evil Fortune—fortune
kind or cross.
forever yours
Philip. V. Fithian.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Elizabeth Beatty]
Greenwich Decem: 1. 1774.
To Laura.
—"From a Settlement made May 12: 1774 there appears a Balance
due from Laura of N. n to Lucius, fifteen Letters & a Visit; the
whole to be paid on or before the 20th: of Novem. next ensuing—Which
Payment if not well & truely made by the said Laura, within
the Time above limited, then the said Lucius is, & by these Presents
shall be now & forever possest of the full Liberty of siezing, destraining,
or taking any or every Part of the said Delinquents Goods &
Chattels, & disposing of the same, as he shall think proper til the
said Balance be made up—And in Case there shall be failure of
Effects, then it is & Shall be lawful for the said Lucius to take under
his immediate Direction the Person of the said Laura—
This 1. Day of Decem: on which I am examining a little into my
Accompts is the 11:Day since the Time of Payment allow'd to that
young Lady is fully expired—"Curse not the King, said Solomon, in
thy Bed-Chamber, not even in thy Heart"—Why? "The Birds of the
Air will tell it."—Very fine, this! Bring Scrippture among your
Pounds, Shillings, & Pence—Very fine, young black Coat—Don't be
too fast, Madam, I've got a Gown on, & my Hair is cu'd—On the 4:
of July 1774. about three in the Afternoon, I was sitting alone in
my Chamber, in Virginia, thinking—Among many other Conclusions
I remember well, it was determined in my mind that this same
Laura who is now so much in my Debt, is actually worth 50,000£
Sterling, pr Annum—Where is the Impropriety then, of my mentioning
Solomon's Advice?—Does it now hurt your Conscience,
Madam?—
If you can have Patience, I will tell you, from my Virginia Journal
the true Cause of that Conclusion.
—Monday. July 4th: 1774.
"Miss Nancy Carter, at Dinner, informed us that Miss Lee, a
young Lady from Richmond is now at Mr Turberville's, & she begg'd
that her Brother, & I would go in the Evening & invite her here—We
consented, & after School took Horses & rode on our Errand; Besides
Miss Lee, we found Capt: Turberville, his Lady, Daughter, &
several young Gentlemen.
After the Ceremony of Introduction, & our Devoirs were over, we
took Seats, in a Cool Hall where the Company were sitting;—All
when we entered were smiling at young Mr —— who had been gathering
Mulberries, & stained his Ruffle—The Attention of the Company
being wholly taken up with him, I had the Oppertunity which
I wanted, of examining the Person of his Sister, without being interrupted
either by the Notice of others, or by my own Timidity.
Miss Lee, I am told, is now entering her 20th Year; She is handsome.
Her Eyes are exactly such as Homer, attributes to the Goddess
Minrva; and her Arms resemble those which the same Poet allows
to Juno—Her Hair is a dark leaden Colour; & was craped & knotted
up very high, & in it neatly-woven, a Ribband, with a Sprig of green
Jessamine—She wore a light Chintz Gown, very fine, with a blue
Stamp, eligantly, & fashionably made, & which set well upon her—In
one word, her Dress was neat & genteel; her Behaivour such as I
should expect to find in a Lady whose Education had been conducted
with Care & Skill, & her Person, abstracted from the Embellishments
of Dress & Good-Breeding, not much above the Generality of
Women.
What made me desirous to see, and curious to examine this young
Lady, was a Sentence that was dropt yesterday by a respectable
Person in our Family, intimating a Desire that I may, on seeing Miss
Lee, after having known, by Report, her faultless Character, be so
far pleased with her Person, as to try to make her mine, & settle in
this Colony—That kind Person who is for making me happy by
setling me in Virginia, & connecting me with one of the best Families
in the Government little knows how painful it would be, if I
was indeed compell'd by any Accident of Fortune, to spend the Remainder
of my Days in Virginia, if it is the Pleasure of Providence,
that I am to continue for any Length of Time in the World.
"Strong, & sweet are the Bands which tye us to our Place of
Nativity; If it be but a beggarly Cottage, we seem not satisfied with
the most rich & splendid Entertainment if we are separated totally
from it.
"But if a Princess should ask me to accept together with herself,
50,000, £ Sterling pr Annum; I declare with as great Pleasure as Truth
that the Esteem and Fidelity which I possess for my ever-dear Eliza
would make me, without Reflection, evade & refuse the Offer."
This is not strained Panegyrick; it is still the faintest Image of my
Heart, tho' the Sentiment may seem strong & improbable.
Philip. V Fithian.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Priscilla Carter]
Philadelphia Octr. 12th. 1775.
Madam.
It gave me high satisfaction when I saw your brother first in our
province. I was cordially glad.—He came unexpected, and that circumstance
increased my pleasure at seeing him at all. He is now in
this city—Has been in several parts of East and West Jersey—Has
tolerable health—And a steady cheerfulness, which I am willing to
believe, arises from pretty constant entertainment.
I hear with much surprise, that none of my letters, since I left
your family, have been so fortunate as to arrive safe. I impute this to
the jealousy of the public, concerning the contents of letters passing
through the continen[t].
Mr Peck carries you, with these, my best wishes—That you may
rise rapidly in the early improvement of your mind in each useful
and ornamental undertaking to which you may be directed—That
you may have much real unmixed happiness in the friendships which
your age and rank will soon lead you to form—And that the transporting
scenes which at a distance, you discover to be painted on
your future life, may, as they rise before you one after another, give
you as much peaceful enjoyment as so great imperfection can bestow.
You will please to give my best duty to your dear Mama.
I shall write to Miss Nancy. Do not fail by any means whatever,
to mention me to Miss Fanny, Betsy, and Harriot—Dear Harriot,
Dear Betsy, dear Fanny—Lovely, lovely Girls! And Tasker too, if
he has not forgot me, O tell him,—Tell them all how much I want
to see them—Tell them I will surely come for such impatience as
mine cannot bear disappointment.
You will also please to give my kind respects to Miss Sally Stanhope,
and to all the family without one exception.
May I ask you to send me a line? My desire of se[e]ing as well
as hearing from you is so strong I will venture—O write; three lines,
if you send no more, will put you to some little trouble, but none
can tell how welcome three lines from you would be to
Your most obliged,
And most humble Servt:
P. V. Fithian
To Miss Priscilla Carter.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Ann Tasker Carter]
Philadelphia Octobr: 13th. 1775.
Miss Nancy:
No Dances, and but little music! You will begin to ask what is the
world coming to?—No Tea, nor Gause, nor Paris-net, nor lawn,
nor lace, nor Silks, nor Chintzes; Good Sirs—Good Sirs!—Well
Nancy, in these hard times, I must want Stocks, and you must want
Caps—But you look best, when I recollect, in your Hair; you look
ten thousand thousand times over the best without any Cap at all,
so that in spight of me I shall be outdone. I want to know how you
and the Guitar agree yet—
Pray do you ride out often? If you do, who rides with you; or do
you boldly ride alone?—Tell me who is yet mistress at Checks—I believe,
if you will allow me to guess at so great a distance, it is Fanny.
My dear Nancy I want much to see you. I would give this moment
my hand full of half-Bits, or their value in coppers, if I thought you
wish to see me.
Good-by, Good-by
Philip V. Fithian
To Miss Nancy Carter.
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Robert Bladen Carter]
Greenwich Octobr: 16th. 1775.
Sir.
It gives me pleasure to hear by your brother and Mr Peck, that,
in continual health, you are growing rapidly to lusty Manhood—I
am more pleased to hear that by growing industry you are rising
faster in the progress of your education. Diligence overcomes all
difficulties, Be diligent, in a proper course of business, and you will be
great.
Mr Peck informs me that Henry has left the school and is in an
other way of business; I wish him success in whatever course fortune
shall lead him in. You will give him my kind respects. I should have
written him a letter but I am drove on to the last hour of your
brothers stay before I finish these.
Mr Peck or your Brother can inform you farther in any questions
of my place and business,
I must now write myself dear Bob always respectfully
Yours
Philip V. Fithian
Master Bob Carter
Virginia
[Letter of Philip V. Fithian to Councillor Robert Carter]
Greenwich Octobr. 17th. 1775.
Hon: Sir.
I was much gratified at your indulgent permission of your Son to
visit, for a time, these northern Provinces. I think it will on the whole,
be several ways advantageous to him. When I first saw him, he was
feeble, and daily feverish; now he is better—He attended the commencement
at Princeton; has been some time in Philadelphia—Seems
cheerful—I think entertained—And will not return home without
having made some useful observations—I am however fearful, that
his constitution is not sufficiently vigorous, without scrupulous attention
to exercise and nourishment, to afford him lasting health.
With regard to the public concerns they are here at so high a pass,
and so complex, I must refer you to Ben and Mr Peck.
I hear with great anxiety of Mrs Carters Illness; but hope, through
the kindness of auspicious Heaven, that before you receive these, She
will again enjoy her usual health. You will please to remind her of
my constant strong esteem; it flows from the remembrance of a succession
of unmerited kindness.
I have wrote frequently since I left your family, but am surprized
to hear that all my letters have been intercepted or lost.
I am, Sir, with great truth & Esteem
Your most obliged
Most obedient
Servant
Philip V. Fithian
To Robt: Carter Esqr.
Virginia.