EVERYBODY thought Joe Brennan was in luck on the bright summer morning,
when Kitty Anderton and he became husband and wife, for Kitty was quite
the prettiest girl for miles round, and had the prospect of having "a
nice penny" of her own some day. Some day meant whenever her mother
died; but Mrs. Anderton was a hale woman of forty-five, and Kitty might
be an elderly one before she inherited her little fortune.
It was not the prospect of money in the future that made Joe Brennan
seek Kitty for a wife. He cared for her, and for her only, and if other
people thought him a lucky man on his wedding day, Joe, looking into
the fair face of his bride, was equally sure that he was quite the
luckiest man that the summer sun shone upon.
Like all true-hearted fellows, Joe was humble in his great happiness.
He wondered how such a dainty creature could care for a clumsy fellow
like him. His heart swelled within him as he thanked God for the gift
of Kitty, and he vowed to love, cherish, and guard her to the very
utmost of his power.
So far as outsides went, there was no doubt that Joe had won a prize.
But he knew little about his wife's fitness for making home happy,
turning his wages to the best account, or managing the small household
so as to unite comfort and economy.
In Mrs. Anderton's home, everything was always in apple-pie order.
Kitty had been used to the most beautiful cleanliness all her life.
She was neat in her person, and her lovely hair was the admiration of
everybody. As to her hands! Joe had often laid one of them in his brown
palm, and laughed at the difference in size and colour. He wondered how
any person who took a share in housework could have hands so smooth and
white as Kitty's.
Joe was afraid Kitty would think his income small, but when he told her
all about it, and said how much he wanted to spend, and of his wish to
save a little, she declared it "was oceans," and would do everything,
and to spare—Joe needn't be uneasy about her managing all right.
Beside, if she did want teaching, wasn't there her mother? She could
tell her what to do under all circumstances.
Joe was only too glad to be convinced, and as he went off for a
fortnight's holiday before settling down in his new home, he could
think of nothing but his amazing luck in having won Kitty. A capable
young sister of his was to be in the house during their absence, and to
have all ready for them on their return.
The days went all too quickly. At the fortnight's end, the pair came
home with sun-burned faces, and, Kitty especially, full of delight at
the thought of beginning house-keeping on their own account.
Grace Brennan was proud to show her new sister-in-law how nicely
everything was ordered for her comfort, and Kitty kissed and thanked
her in the prettiest way possible. She looked almost like a child
put in possession of a doll's house, as she examined one thing after
another, and peeped into every nook, corner, drawer, and cupboard,
scarcely having patience to sit still through the meal that was ready
when they arrived.
"You have been good, Gracie," said Kitty. "The house is beautiful, and
you shall see how nice I will keep it now it is in my hands to look
after."
Grace was pleased at having given pleasure, and being a good-natured
girl, she was willing to do still more. "If you like, I will stay a
night or two longer, and help you until you get used to things," she
said.
But Kitty would not hear of this. She was anxious to try her 'prentice
hand as mistress of a house, and felt far too full of importance to own
that she could want help.
"I mustn't keep you longer now, Gracie. It is very good of you, but
I'll not be selfish. Better for me to begin as I shall have to go on;
and you know I've had a good fortnight's holiday with Joe. You would
spoil me with kindness. I can see that plainly enough."
There was a determined ring in Kitty's voice that told Grace she was
in earnest. So after saying that she would always be willing to help,
and they must send for her at any time, she left the young couple to
themselves.
"Now, Joe, we are housekeepers in earnest," said Kitty. "Grace is as
good as gold, but still I did not want anybody here but our two selves.
I've heard mother say it was best for young beginners to have their
homes to themselves, and specially not to begin with relations under
the roof. I'm very fond of mother, but I wouldn't ask her to come, and
she knows it. More than that, she wouldn't wish to meddle."
Joe was abundantly content. He saw how useful Grace's help and presence
had been whilst they were away; but of course he would rather have only
Kitty, and he was delighted that she wanted no one else. He had been a
little afraid that she might shrink from undertaking the household work
all at once, and it was a pleasant surprise to find how willing she was
to do it.
Mrs. Anderton was not near to offer a welcome to Joe and Kitty. She
had taken her daughter's marriage very much to heart, though, knowing
Joe's character, she had given her consent to it. Still, for a widowed
mother to be deprived of the presence of her only daughter was no light
trial. And Kitty's was such a bright presence. She looked such a pretty
picture as she went in and out, singing in the glad way that a bird
sings as it hops from bough to bough. It seemed as if sunshine came
and went with Kitty, and Mrs. Anderton was terribly lonely after the
wedding was over.
As Grace Brennan was preparing the house for the young couple, there
was no work for her there. So when a letter came from an old friend who
was going for a month to the seaside, and who wanted a companion, Mrs.
Anderton arranged to go with her, and was absent when Kitty returned
from her wedding trip.
That first evening did not pass without some forebodings on Joe's part.
He had taken his bride's housewifely capacity for granted, and her
confident words and manner had led him to think that, as he put it, she
"knew all about things." But he quickly found out the secret of Kitty's
white hands.
Mrs. Anderton was herself a first-rate house-wife and manager. Strong
and capable, it was easier for her to do than to train her daughter in
similar accomplishments. What the mother did not choose to do herself,
such as the washing and less cleanly housework, she was able to pay
for, and a stout charwoman did it under her superintendence, and had to
do it well.
Mrs. Anderton was proud of Kitty's beauty, and, having a sufficient
income to cover all their modest expenses, she would neither allow the
girl to learn any business nor to take any part in housework that would
spoil either her clothes or the whiteness of her hands. "She has been
used to see me do things, and she's sharp enough. When the time comes,
she'll turn to work right enough," said Mrs. Anderton, without any
anxieties as to Kitty's fitness for the duties of a wife.
She too thought it was well for young married folk to feel their feet,
and was resolved that Joe Brennan should not have cause to complain
that his mother-in-law's foot was never off his doorstep.
Kitty was in good hands, for Joe almost worshipped the ground she trod
on. And her mother, judging that two such true lovers would find each
other's society enough during the early days of married life, left them
to themselves with a clear conscience.
If anybody could have read Mrs. Anderton's thoughts, a little
under-current of feeling would have been found there—one which she
would have hesitated to put into words. It was somewhat of this kind—
"Kitty has been so taken up with Joe since I agreed to the marriage,
that I am nobody. It's natural he should be first, but she might think
of all I've done for her, and how she has been indulged. She will want
my advice and help before long, though she gives herself a few airs
now, and is very independent. I'll keep out of reach for a bit, and
she'll learn the value of having her mother to run to. She has plenty
to learn beside that, and so she'll find."
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CHAPTER II.
SIX weeks—only six weeks since Joe and Kitty Brennan settled down to
married life in their own home. What an altered home it was, and what
an altered couple were the husband and wife already! From the first day
that the work had to be done by Kitty's white hands, it became plain
how unused they were to the task before them. It was a new experience
for the girl-wife to have to think and plan for a husband as well as
herself.
At first she was willing, and faced the getting up early, the
fire-making and house-cleaning, the cooking and clearing away,
cheerfully enough, though her inexperience and want of method greatly
increased her work, and left her needlessly weary when evening came.
Joe, used to excellent management at home, could see the mistakes Kitty
made, the extra trouble she caused herself, the needless steps, the
waste cause by ignorance and haste. He wanted to help, and was able to
do it; but Kitty stood on her new dignity, and would not be interfered
with, she said.
So ill-cooked food, an untidy table, a house in which everything was at
sixes and sevens, became the rule. There was a place for everything,
and everything in its place, when Grace Brennan showed Kitty through
the new home. Now, after only a few weeks, everything was out of place.
If Kitty could but have felt her own deficiency, she would have wished
to mend it, but she found fault with all but herself. "If this house
were like ours, I could manage better. If I could have a woman to come
in and help, as mother used to have, I should not find the rest too
much. I could do the ironing, but the washing rubs the skin off my
hands. They are getting so rough and horrid to look at."
Kitty held up her hands and seemed ready to cry, because they were no
longer white and smooth as they used to be.
"You know, Kitty dear, I told you just what I had to keep house on, and
that till I got my next rise, we must not have help in the work. You
were so sure you could manage."
"I know, Joe. You needn't bring up what I said. I knew no better, and
I felt certain mother would do something to help out. And now she is
gone away, and does not even say when she is coming back. She said she
was so grieved about me leaving her alone, and now she has left me and
mightn't have a daughter. I heard that somebody wants her to marry
again. It will be a shame if she does marry, but I'm glad she can't
prevent me having the money after she has done with it."
"I don't believe a word of that tale," said Joe.
"Do you think I'm telling a story, then?" asked Kitty, angrily. "I tell
you I heard it from Mrs. Willis!"
"My dear, I'm sure you would tell nothing but the truth. All the same,
I pay little heed to Mrs. Willis and her tales, so be comforted. I'm
going down home. Shall I ask Grace to come and help you straighten up?"
Kitty would have been glad of such help, but two reasons made her say,
"No, thank you, Joe; I'll manage without Grace."
First, she did not like to own that her sister-in-law knew so much
better than herself how to do the work of a house. Second, she felt
ashamed that Grace should see how different both she and her home
looked after so short a time.
Joe sighed and went his way, painfully conscious that many of his
friends were already doubting whether he had really been in luck when
he took to wife pretty Kitty Anderton.
Joe said nothing about domestic difficulties to his own people, but
when kind enquiries were made, he answered them and said, with perfect
truth, that Kitty was too busy to come with him, but sent her love to
them all and a special share for Grace.
At home, Kitty was muddling on in much confusion, yet feeling
dissatisfied with herself. Joe was so patient and kind, never speaking
angrily or fault-finding, but bearing so much and always ready to
praise the least thing that could be honestly praised. She thought
how different his old orderly home would look. She glanced in the
glass, and could hardly believe that the image she saw there was a
reflection of her who was so smart and tidy as Kitty Anderton. Whilst
doing her best, according to her knowledge, she also resolved that the
next morning should see her up early and driving her work, instead of
letting it drive her.
When Joe came home, he brought pleasant messages, and was so kind and
loving, and seemingly so blind to all defects, that Kitty felt more and
more anxious to keep her resolutions and become a real good, clever
wife to such a husband. But ignorance, disorder, and want of method are
enemies not to be conquered by mere resolutions, though these must be
the beginnings that lead to improvement.
Kitty stole downstairs on the following morning much earlier than was
needful. If she had remembered to wind up the cuckoo clock, she would
have known the right time. She could not reach Joe's watch without
waking him, and she meant to surprise him by what she would get done
before he came down.
When nearly at the foot of the stairs, she found out that she had
forgotten the matchbox she meant to bring. Two of the steps would creak
under her light weight, so she determined not to go back, as there was
a full matchbox in the kitchen. She began to grope for this, but before
she found it, she knocked down a jug and broke it, beside making a
great clatter.
It was something to have found the matches, and she opened the box
quickly and fully without first feeling whether it was the right side
up or not. It was wrong, and away went the matches all over the floor.
Kitty had got hold of that word luck, and was very fond of using it.
Whenever anything went wrong, no matter how much she might have been
to blame for forgetfulness or carelessness, she was sure to say, "It's
just my luck. Such things don't happen to other people. I am an unlucky
creature."
She was right. They only happened to people who paved the way for them
by their own doing, or leaving undone what would have prevented the
mishap.
On this morning, Kitty had said very softly, not to wake Joe, "It's
just my luck," when she found the clock stopped, when the stairs
creaked, when she forgot the matchbox, when she broke the jug, and when
she spilled the matches through holding them the wrong way up. However,
amongst so many she soon found one, and obtained a light which enabled
her to gather up the rest.
"It's just my luck," said Kitty once more, as she found that she had
used more than double the proper allowance of firewood through being
late the morning before, and had forgotten to order any more all
through its not being the day on which she was used to get in a supply
for the week.
She had some wood, but it needed drying, and it was a very long
business to get it to burn at all. However, it burned at last, and
then, Kitty feeling that it would take a long time to get the kettle
boiling, determined to put it on at once.
It would not do to crush the fire altogether, so she placed the kettle
very gingerly on the coals, but not touching the bar. It was pleasant
to see the blaze rising higher, and Kitty thought for once her luck was
on the right side, and rejoiced accordingly.
She turned to begin her work, when lo! the kettle slipped, and went
over to one side, through the blaze having consumed the supporting
wood. Half the water went on to the still struggling flame and
extinguished it completely.
All had to be done over again. Kitty was ready to cry and to give up as
she whimpered, "It's just my luck! If I make up my mind that I'll get
things put straight, I'm always disappointed. If I'd only thought to
prop the kettle on the bar, it would have been firm."
The fire must be relighted, and this time the task would be more
difficult, as the contents of the grate were all wet, and the best of
the wood had been used for the first attempt. Time was flying as fast
as usual, and Kitty was thinking that Joe would be down before she had
begun her efforts at improving the state of the kitchen.
Once more she drew the matchbox open, but only half-way. Unfortunately,
in her haste, she struck the match before closing it again. It was of
the sort which will only light by rubbing on the box. She ought to
have rubbed gently if she had carried out the directions. She struck
sharply, and the head of the match flew off and into the box amongst
the rest. These all exploded at once, and poor Kitty's hand was sadly
burned, thought she dropped the box as quickly as she could.
She was holding it over the table on which the supper cloth still lay,
and of course the burning matches set it on fire.
Fully alive to the danger, she managed to put it out. But the cloth was
ruined, and she was conscious that if it had been shaken and put away
the night before, the loss would have been prevented.
Poor Kitty! Her hand was terribly painful, but help was at hand.
She had given a sharp cry when the matches exploded. For once her
forgetfulness in leaving the staircase door open was lucky, for Joe
heard the cry, smelled the burning cloth, and rushed down to find out
what was the matter, and to remedy the mischief as far as possible.
Fortunately, he knew what to do and had materials at hand, and very
soon the burn was attended to, and giving her much less pain.
There was nothing for it but to fetch Grace to the rescue, and very
thankful was Kitty when she saw her sister-in-law's kind face. Through
the day she watched Grace's thorough work and the orderly manner in
which it was done. She realised her kindness in coming, and the further
kindness of her silence with regard to all that she found so different
from what she left it.
Kitty was enabled to see herself also, and to contrast her doings with
those of Grace, her wifely deficiencies with her husband's tender
patience. She sobbed out her confession on his breast as his strong
arm held her there. She owned her pride, her self-satisfaction, her
ignorance, even her jealousy of Grace's superior domestic abilities,
and begged that she might be allowed to learn from her sister-in-law
how to make Joe's house a real home. More than all, she asked God to
strengthen, guide, and help her for the future, and to forgive, for
Christ's sake, all that had been wrong in the past.
That chapter of accidents proved a bit of real good luck after all, and
brighter days began from that time. Grace proved the gentlest, most
patient of teachers; Kitty as ready and humble a learner. Each day
made them truer friends, until at last Kitty said that one of the best
presents Joe ever gave her was dear kind Gracie for a sister. There
was no talk of sisters-in-law after that time, and in place of feeling
jealous of Grace's superior knowledge, Kitty was humbly anxious to
become more like her.
In due time Mrs. Anderton returned, and met with the most loving of
welcomes from her daughter. She was looking much better for her long
holiday, and seemed to have brought back for her child an extra share
of affection. Her face fairly beamed with gladness as she clasped the
girl-wife to her motherly breast and kissed her with more than the old
tenderness.
"Mother, I have so wanted you," said Kitty. "Joe is the best husband in
the world, but nobody can ever take mother's place. There's one sort of
love for him, and plenty of it, and another sort for you, and plenty
of it too; there can be no clashing between them. I hope I shall be a
better daughter for having found out what an ignorant creature I am as
a wife. I thought I knew everything, and now I know that I have nearly
everything to learn. But I'm willing to be taught now, and that is a
step in the right direction, isn't it?"
As to Mrs. Anderton, it seemed as though her affection for her child
had so accumulated in her absence that Kitty felt doubly enriched
in being the object of so much tenderness. There was nothing in her
mother's manner that suggested the probability of a second marriage,
and Kitty shrank from asking her if there was any truth in the report
which had reached her.
However, the gossip who had made her uneasy by her tattle had told
the tale to others, and Mrs. Anderton soon received congratulations
from her friends and neighbours. She promptly assured them that their
congratulations were misplaced, and hastened to speak to Kitty on the
subject, lest she too should have been misled and rendered anxious by
the idle gossip of Mrs. Willis.
"Joe said he was certain there was no truth in it or you would have
told me, mother dear. I am so glad, for I want to keep you to myself,"
said Kitty.
"Then you did believe it, Kitty, and Joe did not? Thank you, Joe," said
Mrs. Anderton. "You had more faith in me than my own girl had."
The speaker did not think less of her son-in-law for, as she said,
giving her credit for common sense.
"I did not quite believe it, mother, but when people are so positive,
you hardly know what to think."
"Well, child, you have got a lesson in this as well as in other things,
and I hope you won't make yourself miserable again by listening to
gossip about your mother—or indeed about anybody for that matter," said
Mrs. Anderton.
And Kitty acted on her advice.
The young wife is nursing her first baby now, and makes an excellent
mother. Her hands are not so white as they were in her maiden days,
but they are useful, capable hands, and therefore worthy of all
admiration. Joe feels certain that Kitty is prettier than ever. She
makes his life very happy, and he reaps the fruit of his patience with
her early deficiencies in her tender anxiety for his comfort in their
well-ordered home. No one who sees the pair together nowadays can have
the smallest doubt about the reality of Joe Brennan's luck.