But it was the sound of something crashing
heavily through the top branches of the elms
that made the boy realise he was actually
being followed; and all his efforts became
concentrated into the desire to put as much
distance as possible between himself and the
horror of the Empty House.
He heard the noise of big wings far beneath
him, and his one idea was to out-distance
his pursuer and then come down again to
earth and rest his wings in the branches of
a tree till he could devise some plan how to
find the governess. So at first he raced at
full speed through the air, taking no thought
of direction.
When he looked down, all he could see was
that something vague and shadowy, shaking
out a pair of enormous wings between him
and the earth, move along with him. Its
path was parallel with his own, but apparently
it made no effort to rise up to his higher level.
It thundered along far beneath him, and instinctively
he raised his head and steered more
and more upwards and away from the world.
The gap at the end of his right wing where
the feathers had been torn out seemed to
make no difference in his power of flight or
steering, and he went tearing through the
night at a pace he had never dared to try
before, and at a height he had never yet
reached in any of the practice flights. He
soared higher even than he knew; and perhaps
this was fortunate, for the friction of the
lower atmosphere might have heated him to
the point of igniting, and some watcher at
one of earth's windows might have suddenly
seen a brilliant little meteor flash through the
night and vanish into dust.
At first the joy of escape was the only idea
his mind seemed able to grasp; he revelled
in a passionate sense of freedom, and all his
energies poured themselves into one concentrated
effort to fly faster, faster, faster. But
after a time, when the pursuer had been
apparently outflown, and he realised that
escape was an accomplished fact, he began to
search for the governess, calling to her, rising
and falling, darting in all directions, and then
hovering on outstretched wings to try and
catch some sound of a friendly voice.
But no answer came, either from the stars
that crowded the vault above, or from the
dark surface of the world below; only silence
answered his cries, and his voice was swallowed
up and lost in the immensity of space almost
the moment it left his lips.
Presently he began to realise to what an
appalling distance he had risen above the
world, and with anxious eyes he tried to pierce
the gaping emptiness beneath him and on all
sides. But this vast sea of air had nothing
to reveal. The stars shone like pinholes of
gold pricked in a deep black curtain; and
the moon, now rising slowly, spread a veil of
silver between him and the upper regions.
There was not a cloud anywhere and the
winds were all asleep. He was alone in space.
Yet, as the swishing of his feathers slackened
and the roar in his ears died away, he heard
in the short pause the ominous beating of
great wings somewhere in the depths beneath
him, and knew that the great pursuer was still
on his track.
The glare of the moon now made it impossible
to distinguish anything properly, and in
these huge spaces, with nothing to guide the
eye, it was difficult to know exactly from
what direction the sound came. He was only
sure of one thing—that it was far below him,
and that for the present it did not seem to
come much nearer. The cry for help that
kept rising to his lips he suppressed, for it
would only have served to guide his pursuer;
and, moreover, a cry—a little thin, despairing
cry—was instantly lost in these great
heavens. It was less than a drop in an ocean.
On and on he flew, always pointing away
from the earth, and trying hard to think
where he would find safety. Would this awful
creature hunt him all night long into the
daylight, or would he be forced back into the
Empty House in sheer exhaustion? The
thought gave him new impetus, and with
powerful strokes he dashed onwards and
upwards through the wilderness of space in
which the only pathways were the little
golden tracks of the starbeams. The governess
would turn up somewhere; he was positive
of that. She had never failed him yet.
So, alone and breathless, he pursued his
flight, and the higher he went the more the
tremendous vault opened up into inconceivable
and untold distances. His speed
kept increasing; he thought he had never
found flying so easy before; and the thunder
of the following wings that held persistently
on his track made it dangerous for him to
slacken up for more than a minute here and
there. The earth became a dark blot beneath
him, while the moon, rising higher and higher,
grew weirdly bright and close. How black
the sky was; how piercing the points of starlight;
how stimulating the strong, new
odours of these lofty regions! He realised
with a thrill of genuine awe that he had flown
over the very edge of the world, and the
moment the thought entered his mind it was
flung back at him by a voice that seemed close
to his ear one moment, and the next was miles
away in the space overhead. Light thoughts,
born of the stars and the moon and of his
great speed, danced before his mind in fanciful
array. Once he laughed aloud at them, but
once only. The sound of his voice in these
echoless spaces made him afraid.
The speed, too, affected his vision, for at
one moment thin clouds stretched across his
face, and the next he was whirling through
perfectly clear air again with no vestige of a
cloud in sight. The same reason doubtless
explained the sudden presence of sheets of
light in the air that reflected the moonlight
like particles of glittering ice, and then suddenly
disappeared again. The terrific speed
would explain a good many things, but
certainly it was curious how creatures formed
out of the hollow darkness, like foam before
a steamer's bows, and moved noiselessly away
on either side to join the army of dim life that
crowded everywhere and watched his passage.
For, in front and on both sides, there gathered
a vast assembly of silent forms more than
shadows, less than bodily shapes, that opened
up a pathway as he rushed through them,
and then immediately closed up their ranks
again when he had passed. The air seemed
packed with living creatures. Space was
filled with them. They surrounded him on all
sides. Yet his passage through them was like
the passage of a hand through smoke; it was
easy to make a pathway, but the pathway
left no traces behind it. More smoke rushed
in and filled the void.
He could never see these things properly,
face to face; they always kept just out of
the line of vision, like shadows that follow a
lonely walker in a wood and vanish the
moment he turns to look at them over his
shoulder. But ever by his side, with a steady,
effortless motion, he knew they kept up with
him—strange inhabitants of the airless heights,
immense and misty-winged, with veiled,
flaming eyes and silent feathers. He was not
afraid of them; for they were neither friendly
nor hostile; they were simply the beings of
another world, alien and unknown.
But what puzzled him more was that the
light and the darkness seemed separate things,
each distinctly visible. After each stroke of
his wings he saw the darkness sift downwards
past him through the air like dust. It floated
all round him in thinnest diaphanous texture—visible,
not because the moonlight made it so,
but because in its inmost soul it was itself
luminous. It rose and fell in eddies, swirling
wreaths, and undulations; inwoven with starbeams,
as with golden thread, it clothed him
about in circles of some magical primordial
substance.
Even the stars, looking down upon him
from terrifying heights, seemed now draped,
now undraped, as if by the sweeping of
enormous wings that stirred these sheets of
visible darkness into a vast system of circulation
through the heavens. Everything in
these oceans of upper space apparently made
use of wings, or the idea of wings. Perhaps
even the great earth itself, rolling from star
to star, was moved by the power of gigantic,
invisible wings!...
Jimbo realised he had entered a forbidden
region. He began to feel afraid.
But the only possible expression of his fear,
and its only possible relief, lay in his own
wings—and he used them with redoubled
energy. He dashed forward so fast that his
face begun to burn, and he kept turning his
head in every direction for a sign of the
governess, or for some indication of where he
could escape to. In the pauses of the wild
flight he heard the thunder of the following
wings below. They were still on his trail,
and it seemed that they were gaining on him.
He took a new angle, realising that his only
chance was to fly high; and the new course
took him perpendicularly away from the earth
and straight towards the moon. Later, when
he had out-distanced the other creature, he
would drop down again to safer levels.
Yet the hours passed and it never overtook
him. A measured distance was steadily kept
up between them as though with calculated
purpose.
Curious distant voices shouted from time to
time all manner of sentences and rhymes in
his ears, but he could neither understand nor
remember them. More and more the awful
stillness of the vast regions that lie between
the world and the moon appalled him.
Then, suddenly, a new sound reached him
that at first he could not in the least understand.
It reached him, however, not through
the ears, but by a steady trembling of the whole
surface of his body. It set him in vibration
all over, and for some time he had no idea
what it meant. The trembling ran deeper and
deeper into his body, till at last a single,
powerful, regular vibration took complete
possession of his whole being, and he felt as
though he was being wrapped round and
absorbed by this vast and gigantic sound.
He had always thought that the voice of
Fright, like the roar of a river, was the loudest
and deepest sound he had ever heard. Even
that set his soul a-trembling. But this new,
tremendous, rolling-ocean of a voice came not
that way, and could not be compared to it.
The voice of the other was a mere tickling of
the ear compared to this awful crashing of
seas and mountains and falling worlds. It
must break him to pieces, he felt.
Suddenly he knew what it was,—and for a
second his wings failed him:—he had reached
such a height that he could hear the roar of
the world as it thundered along its journey
through space! That was the meaning of
this voice of majesty that set him all a-trembling.
And before long he would probably
hear, too, the voices of the planets, and the
singing of the great moon. The governess
had warned him about this. At the first
sound of these awful voices she told him to
turn instantly and drop back to the earth as
fast as ever he could drop.
Jimbo turned instinctively and began to
fall. But, before he had dropped half a mile,
he met once again the ascending sound of the
wings that had followed him from the Empty
House.
It was no good flying straight into destruction.
He summoned all his courage and
turned once more towards the stars. Anything
was better than being caught and held for ever
by Fright, and with a wild cry for help that
fell dead in the empty spaces, he renewed his
unending flight towards the stars.
But, meanwhile, the pursuer had distinctly
gained. Appalled by the mighty thunder of
the stars' voices above, and by the prospect
of immediate capture if he turned back, Jimbo
flew blindly on towards the moon, regardless
of consequences. And below him the Pursuer
came closer and closer. The strokes of its
wings were no longer mere distant thuds that
he heard when he paused in his own flight to
listen; they were the audible swishing of
feathers. It was near enough for that.
Jimbo could never properly see what was
following him. A shadow between him and
the earth was all he could distinguish, but in
the centre of that shadow there seemed to
burn two glowing eyes. Two brilliant lights
flashed whenever he looked down, like the
lamps of a revolving lighthouse. But other
things he saw, too, when he looked down,
and once the earth rose close to his face so
that he could have touched it with his hands.
The same instant it dropped away again with
a rush of whirlwinds, and became a distant
shadow miles and miles below him. But
before it went, he had time to see the Empty
House standing within its gloomy yard, and
the horror of it gave him fresh impetus.
Another time when the world raced up close
to his eyes he saw a scene of a different kind
that stirred a passionately deep yearning
within him—a house overgrown with ivy and
standing among trees and gardens, with
laburnums and lilacs flowering on smooth
green lawns, and a clean gravel drive leading
down to a big pair of iron gates. Oh, it all
seemed so familiar! Perhaps in another
minute the well-known figures would have
appeared and spoken to him. Already he
heard their voices behind the bushes. But,
just before they appeared, the earth dropped
back with a roar of a thousand winds, and
Jimbo saw instead the shadow of the Pursuer
mounting, mounting, mounting towards him.
Up he shot again with terror in his heart, and
all trembling with the thunder of the great
star-voices above. He felt like a leaf in a
hurricane, "lost, dizzy, shelterless."
Voices, too, now began to be heard more
frequently. They dropped upon him out of
the reaches of this endless void; and with
them sometimes came forms that shot past
him with amazing swiftness, racing into the
empty Beyond as though sucked into a vast
vacuum. The very stars seemed to move.
He became part of some much larger movement
in which he was engulfed and merged.
He could no longer think of himself as Jimbo.
When he uttered his own name he saw merely
a mass of wind and colour through which the
great pulses of space and the planets beat
tumultuously, lapping him round with the
currents of a terrific motion that seemed to
swallow up his own little personality entirely,
while giving him something infinitely
greater....
But surely these small voices, shrill and
trumpet-like, did not come from the stars!
these deep whispers that ran round the
immense vault overhead and sounded almost
familiarly in his ears—
"Give it him the moment he wakes."
"Bring the ice-bag ... quick!"
"Put the hot bottle to his feet IMMEDIATELY!"
The voices shrieked all round him, turning
suddenly into soft whispers that died away
somewhere among his feathers. The soles of
his feet began to glow, and he felt a gigantic
hand laid upon his throat and head. Almost
it seemed as if he were lying somewhere on
his back, and people were bending over him,
shouting and whispering.
"Why hangs the moon so red?" cried a
voice that was instantly drowned in a chorus
of unintelligible whispering.
"The black cow must be killed," whispered
some one deep within the sky.
"Why drips the rain so cold?" yelled one
of the hideous children close behind him. And
a third called with a distant laughter from
behind a star—
"Why sings the wind so shrill?"
"Quiet!" roared an appalling voice below,
as if all the rivers of the world had suddenly
turned loose into the sky. "Quiet!"
Instantly a star, that had been hovering for
some time on the edge of a fantastic dance,
dropped down close in front of his face. It
had a glaring disc, with mouth and eyes. An
icy hand seemed laid on his head, and the
star rushed back into its place in the sky,
leaving a trail of red flame behind it. A
little voice seemed to go with it, growing
fainter and fainter in the distance—
"We dance with phantoms and with
shadows play."
But, regardless of everything, Jimbo flew
onwards and upwards, terrified and helpless
though he was. His thoughts turned without
ceasing to the governess, and he felt sure that
she would yet turn up in time to save him
from being caught by the Fright that pursued,
or lost among the fearful spaces that lay
beyond the stars.
For a long time, however, his wings had been
growing more and more tired, and the prospect
of being destroyed from sheer exhaustion now
presented itself to the boy vaguely as a possible
alternative—vaguely only, because he
was no longer able to think, properly speaking,
and things came to him more by way of dull
feeling than anything else.
It was all the more with something of a
positive shock, therefore, that he realised the
change. For a change had come. He was
now sudden by conscious of an influx of new
power—greater than anything he had ever
known before in any of his flights. His wings
now suddenly worked as if by magic. Never
had the motion been so easy, and it became
every minute easier and easier. He simply
flashed along without apparent effort. An
immense driving power had entered into him.
He realised that he could fly for ever without
getting tired. His pace increased tenfold—increased
alarmingly. The possibility of exhaustion
vanished utterly. Jimbo knew now
that something was wrong. This new driving
power was something wholly outside himself.
His wings were working far too easily. Then,
suddenly, he understood: His wings were not
working at all!
He was not being driven forward from
behind; he was being drawn forward from
in front.
He saw it all in a flash: Miss Lake's warning
long ago about the danger of flying too high;
the last song of the Frightened Children,
"Dare you fly out alone through the shadows
that wave, when the course is unknown and
there's no one to save?" the strange words
sung to him about the "relentless misty
moon," and the object of the dreadful Pursuer
in steadily forcing him upwards and away
from the earth. It all flashed across his poor
little dazed mind. He understood at last.
He had soared too high and had entered the
sphere of the moon's attraction.
"The moon is too strong, and there's death
in the stars!" a voice bellowed below him
like the roar of a falling mountain, shaking
the sky.
The child flew screaming on. There was
nothing else he could do. But hardly had
the roar died away when another voice was
heard, a tender voice, a whispering, sympathetic
voice, though from what part of the
sky it came he could not tell—
"Arrange the pillows for his little head."
But below him the wings of the Pursuer
were mounting closer and closer. He could
almost feel the mighty wind from their
feathers, and hear the rush of the great body
between them. It was impossible to slacken
his speed even had he wished; no strength
on earth could have resisted that terrible
power drawing upwards towards the moon.
Instinctively, however, he realised that he
would rather have gone forwards than backwards.
He never could have faced capture
by that dreadful creature behind. All the
efforts of the past weeks to escape from
Fright, the owner of the Empty House, now
acted upon him with a cumulative effect, and
added to the suction of the moon-life. He
shot forward at a pace that increased with
every second.
At the back of his mind, too, lay some kind
of faint perception that the governess would,
after all, be there to help him. She had
always turned up before when he was in
danger, and she would not fail him now.
But this was a mere ghost of a thought that
brought little comfort, and merely added its
quota of force to the speed that whipped
him on, ever faster, into the huge white
moon-world in front.
For this, then, he had escaped from the
horror of the Empty House! To be sucked
up into the moon, the "relentless, misty
moon"—to be drawn into its cruel, silver web,
and destroyed. The Song to the Misty Moon
outside the window came back in snatches
and added to his terror; only it seemed now
weeks ago since he had heard it. Something
of its real meaning, too, filtered down into his
heart, and he trembled anew to think that
the moon could be a great, vast, moving
Being, alive and with a purpose....
But why, oh, why did they keep shouting
these horrid snatches of the song through
the sky? Trapped! Trapped! The word
haunted him through the night:
Thy songs are nightly driven,
From sky to sky,
Eternally,
O'er the old, grey hills of heaven!
Caught! Caught at last! The moon's
prisoner, a captive in her airless caves; alone
on her dead white plains; searching for ever
in vain for the governess; wandering alone
and terrified.
By the awful grace
Of thy weird white face.
The thought crazed him, and he struggled
like a bird caught in a net. But he might as
well have struggled to push the worlds out
of their courses. The power against him was
the power of the universe in which he was
nothing but a little, lost, whirling atom. It
was all of no avail, and the moon did not even
smile at his feeble efforts. He was too light
to revolve round her, too impalpable to create
his own orbit; he had not even the consistency
of a comet; he had reached the
point of stagnation, as it were—the dead
level—the neutral zone where the attractions
of the earth and moon meet and counterbalance
one another—where bodies have no
weight and existence no meaning.
Now the moon was close upon him; he
could see nothing else. There lay the vast,
shining sea of light in front of him. Behind,
the roar of the following creature grew fainter
and fainter, as he outdistanced it in the awful
swiftness of the huge drop down upon the
moon mountains.
Already he was close enough to its surface
to hear nothing of its great singing but a deep,
confused murmur. And, as the distance
increased, he realised that the change in his
own condition increased. He felt as if he
were flying off into a million tiny particles—breaking
up under the effects of the deadly
speed and the action of the new moon-forces.
Immense, invisible arms, half-silver and half-shadow,
grew out of the white disc and drew
him downwards upon her surface. He was
being merged into the life of the moon.
There was a pause. For a moment his
wings stopped dead. Their vain fluttering
was all but over....
Hark! Was that a voice borne on the
wings of some lost wind? Why should his
heart beat so tumultuously all at once?
He turned and stared into the ocean of
black air overhead till it turned him dizzy.
A violent trembling ran through his tired
being from head to foot. He had heard a
voice—a voice that he knew and loved—a
voice of help and deliverance. It rang in
shrill syllables up the empty spaces, and it
reached new centres of force within him that
touched his last store of courage and strength.
"Jimbo, hold on!" it cried, like a faint,
thin, pricking current of sound almost unable
to reach him through the seas of distance.
"I'm coming; hold on a little longer!"
It was the governess. She was true to the
end. Jimbo felt his heart swell within him.
She was mounting, mounting behind him with
incredible swiftness. The sound of his own
name in these terrible regions recalled to him
some degree of concentration, and he strove
hard to fight against the drawing power that
was seeking his destruction.
He struggled frantically with his wings.
But between him and the governess there was
still the power of Fright to be overcome—the
very Power she had long ago invoked. It
was following him still, preventing his turning
back, and driving him ever forward to his death.
Again the voice sounded in the night; and
this time it was closer. He could not quite
distinguish the words. They buzzed oddly
in his ears ... other voices mingled with
them ... the hideous children began to
shriek somewhere underneath him ... wings
with eyes among their burning feathers flashed
past him.
His own wings folded close over his little
body, drooping like dead things. His eyes
closed, and he turned on his side. A huge
face that was one-half the governess and the
other half the head gardener at home, thrust
itself close against his own, and blew upon his
eyelids till he opened them. Already he was
falling, sinking, tumbling headlong through a
space that offered no resistance.
"Jimbo!" shrieked a voice that instantly
died away into a wail behind him.
He opened his eyes once more—for it was
that loved voice again—but the glare from
the moon so dazzled him that he could only
fancy he saw the figure of the governess, not
a hundred feet away, struggling and floundering
in the clutch of a black creature that beat the
air with enormous wings all round her. He
saw her hair streaming out into the night,
and one wing seemed to hang broken and
useless at her side.
He was turning over and over, like a piece
of wood in the waves of the sea, and the
governess, caught by Fright, the monster of
her own creation, drifted away from his
consciousness as a dream melts away in the
light of the morning.... From the gleaming
mountains and treeless plains below Jimbo
thought there rose a hollow roar like the
mocking laughter of an immense multitude of
people, shaking with mirth. The Moon had
got him at last, and her laughter ran through
the heavens like a wave. Revolving upon his
own little axis so swiftly that he neither saw
nor heard anything more, he dropped straight
down upon the great satellite.
The light of the moon flamed up into his
eyes and dazzled him.
But what in the world was this?
How could the moon dwindle so suddenly
to the size of a mere lamp flame?
How could the whole expanse of the
heavens shrink in an instant to the limits of
a little, cramped room?
In a single second, before he had time to
realise that he felt surprise, the entire memory
of his recent experiences vanished from his
mind. The past became an utter blank.
Like a wreath of smoke everything melted
away as if it had never been at all. The
functions of the brain resumed their normal
course. The delirium of the past few hours
was over.
Jimbo was lying at home on his bed in the
night-nursery, and his mother was bending
over him. At the foot of the bed stood the
doctor in black. The nurse held a lamp, only
half shaded by her hand, as she approached
the bedside.
This lamp was the moon of his delirium—only
he had quite forgotten now that there
had ever been any moon at all.
The little thermometer, thrust into his
teeth among the stars, was still in his mouth.
A hot-water bottle made his feet glow and
burn. And from the walls of the sick-room
came as it were the echoes of recently-uttered
sentences: "Take his temperature! Give
him the medicine the moment he wakes!
Put the hot bottle to his feet.... Fetch the
ice-bag.... Quick!"
"Where am I, mother?" he asked in a
whisper.
"You're in bed, darling, and must keep
quite quiet. You'll soon be all right again.
It was the old black cow that tossed you.
The gardener found you by the swinging gate
and carried you in.... You've been unconscious!"
"How long have I been uncon——?"
Jimbo could not manage the whole
word.
"About three hours, darling."
Then he fell into a deep, dreamless sleep,
and when he woke long after it was early
morning, and there was no one in the room
but the old family nurse, who sat watching
beside the bed. Something—some dim
memory—that had stirred his brain in sleep,
immediately rushed to his lips in the form of
an inconsequent question. But before he
could even frame the sentence, the thought
that prompted it had slipped back into the
deeper consciousness he had just left behind
with the trance of deep sleep.
But the old nurse, watching every movement,
waiting upon the child's very breath,
had caught the question, and she answered
soothingly in a whisper—
"Oh, Miss Lake died a few days after she
left here," she said in a very low voice. "But
don't think about her any more, dearie!
She'll never frighten children again with her
silly stories."
"DIED!"
Jimbo sat up in bed and stared into the
shadows behind her, as though his eyes saw
something she could not see. But his voice
seemed almost to belong to some one else.
"She was really dead all the time, then,"
he said below his breath.
Then the child fell back without another
word, and dropped off into the sleep which
was the first step to final recovery.
THE END
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Transcriber's Note:
The following corrections were made:
- p. 52: removed paragraph break after comma (whispered, "My darling boy,)
- p. 87: acccomplish to accomplish (she would accomplish)
- p. 96: removed paragraph break after comma (and said very gravely, with
her serious eyes fixed on his face, "Miss Lake,)
- p. 123: achoed to echoed ("Long!" he echoed,)
- p. 181: existance to existence (an existence far antedating)
- p. 197: conciousness to consciousness (the consciousness cannot)
- p. 204: so to no (no sequence in the order)
Minor punctuation errors and missing spaces between words have been
corrected without note.
Inconsistencies in hyphenation have not been corrected.