“And to think that for five years I have been allowed to remain in the
belief that my Jack was a thief!”
“But, Dr. Rivals—”
“And that if I had not happened to ask for a glass of milk at the
Archambaulds, I should have continued to think so!”
It was, on feet, at the forester’s cottage that Jack and his old friend
had met.
For ten days the youth had been living in solitude at Aulnettes. Each day he
had become more like the Jack of his childhood. The only persons with whom he
held any communication were the old forester and his wife, who had served
Charlotte faithfully for so long a time. She watched over his health, purchased
his provisions, and often cooked his dinner over her own fire, while he sat and
smoked at the door. These people never asked a question, but when they saw his
thin figure and heard his constant cough, they shook their heads.
The interview between Dr. Rivals and Jack was at first embarrassing to both,
but after a little conversation, and as soon as the doctor understood the
truth, the awkwardness passed away.
“And now,” said the old gentleman, gayly, “I hope we shall
see you often. You have been sent out to grass, apparently, like an old horse,
but you need more than that. You require great care, my boy, great
care,—particularly in the coming season. Etiolles is not Nice, you
understand. Our house is changed, for my poor wife died four years
ago,—died of absolute grief. My granddaughter does her best to take her
place; she keeps my books and makes up my prescriptions. How glad she will be
to see you! Now when will you come?”
Jack hesitated, as if he read his thoughts. The doctor added,—
“Cécile knows nothing of all your troubles; so come without any feeling
of restraint. It is too cold for you to be out late to-night; this fog is not
good for you; but I shall expect you at breakfast to-morrow. Now in with you
quickly; you must not be out after the dews begin to fall. If you do not appear
I shall come for you.”
As Jack closed the door of the house, he had a singular impression. It seemed
to him that he had just come home from one of those long drives with the
doctor; that he should find his mother in the dining-room, while the poet was
above in the tower.
He passed the evening in the chimney-corner, before a fire made of dried
grape-vines, for life in the engine-room had made him very chilly. As of old,
when he returned from his country excursions with the doctor, the remembrance
of his kindness and affection rendered him impervious to the slights he
received at home, so now did the prospect of seeing Cécile people his solitude
with dear phantoms and happy visions, that remained with him even while he
slept.
The next day he knocked at the Rivals’ door.
“The doctor has not come in. Mademoiselle is in the office,” was
the reply of the little servant who had replaced the faithful old woman he had
known. Jack turned to the office; he knocked hurriedly, impatient to behold his
former companion.
“Come in, Jack,” said a sweet voice.
Instead of obeying, he was seized with a strange emotion of fear.
The door opened suddenly, and Jack asked himself if the charming apparition on
the threshold, in her blue dress and clustering blonde hair, was not the sun
itself. How intimidated he would have been had not the little hand slipped into
his own recalled so many sweet recollections of their common child-hood!
“Life has been very hard for you, my grandfather tells me,” she
said. “I have had much sorrow, too. Dear grandmamma is dead; she loved
you, and often spoke of you.”
He sat opposite to her, looking at her. She was tall and graceful; as she stood
leaning against the corner of an old bookcase, she bent her head slightly to
talk to her friend, and reminded him of a bird.
Jack remembered that his mother was beautiful also; but in Cécile there was
something indefinable—an aroma of some divine spring-time, something
fresh and pure, to which Charlotte’s mannerisms and graces bore little
resemblance.
Suddenly, while he sat in this ecstasy before her, he caught sight of his own
hand. It seemed enormous to him; it was black and hardened, and the nails were
broken and deformed,—irretrievably injured by contact with fire and iron.
He was ashamed, but could not conceal them even by putting them in his pocket.
But he saw himself now with the eyes of others, dressed in shabby clothes and
an old vest of D’Argenton’s, that was too small for him and too
short in the sleeves. In addition to this physical awkwardness, poor Jack was
overwhelmed by the memory of all the disgraceful scenes through which he had
passed. The drunken orgies, the hours of beastly intoxication, all returned to
his recollection, and it seemed to him that Cécile knew them, too. The slight
cloud that hung on her fair young brow, the compassion he read in her eyes, all
told him that she understood his shame and humiliation. He wished to run away
and shut himself into a room at Aulnettes, and never leave it again.
Fortunately, some one came into the office, and Cécile, busy at her scales,
writing the labels as her grandmother had done, gave Jack time to recover his
equanimity.
How good and patient she was! These poor peasant women were very stupid and
wearisome with their long explanations. She encouraged them with her sympathy,
cheered them with her words of counsel, and reproved them gently for their
mistakes.
She was busy at this moment with an old acquaintance of Jack’s,—the
very woman who had taken so much pleasure in terrifying him when he was little.
Bowed, as nearly all the peasantry are by their daily labor, burned by the sun,
and powdered by the dust, old Salé yet retained a little life in her sharp
eyes. She spoke of her good man, who had been sick for months,—who could
not work, and yet had to eat. She said two or three things calculated to
disconcert a young girl, and looked Cécile directly in the face with malicious
delight. Two or three times Jack felt a strong inclination to put the wretch
out of the door; but he restrained himself when he saw the cold dignity with
which Cécile listened.
The old woman finally finished her discourse, and, as she passed Jack going
out, recognized him.
“What!” she exclaimed, “the little Aulnettes boy come to life
again? Ah, Mademoiselle Cécile, your uncle won’t want you to marry him
now, I fancy, though there was a time when everybody thought that was what the
doctor desired;” and, chuckling, she left the room.
Jack turned pale. The old woman had finally struck the blow that, so many years
ago, she had threatened him with. But Jack was not the only one who was
disturbed. A fair face, bent low over a big book, was scarlet with annoyance.
“Come, Catherine, bring the soup.” It was the doctor who spoke.
“And you two, have you not found a word to say to each other after seven
years’ absence?”
At the table Jack was no more at his ease. He was afraid that some of his bad
habits would show themselves; and his hands—what could he do with them?
With one he must hold his fork, but with the other? The whiteness of the linen
made it look appallingly black. Cécile saw his discomfort, and understanding
that her watchfulness increased it, hardly glanced again in his direction.
Catherine took away the dessert, and put before the young girl hot water,
sugar, and a bottle of old brandy. It was she who since her grandmother’s
death had mixed the doctor’s grog. And the good man had not gained by the
change; for she, as the doctor observed in a melancholy tone, “diminished
daily the quantity of alcohol.”
When she had served her grandfather, Cécile turned toward their guest.
“Do you drink brandy?” she asked.
“Does he drink brandy?” said the doctor, with a laugh, “and
he in an engine-room for three years? Don’t you know—ignorant
little puss that you are—that that is the only way the poor fellows can
live? On board a vessel where I was, one fellow drank a bottle of pure spirit
at a draught. Make Jack’s strong, my dear.”
She looked at her old friend sadly and seriously.
“Will you have some?”
“No, mademoiselle,” he answered, in a low, ashamed voice; and he
withdrew his glass,—for which effort of self-denial he was rewarded by
one of those eloquent looks of gratitude which some women can give, and which
are only understood by those whom they address.
“Upon my word, a conversion!” said the doctor, laughing. But Jack
was converted only after the fashion of savages, who consent to believe in God
only to please the missionaries. The peasants of Etiolles, at work in the
fields, who saw Jack on his way home that night, might have had every reason to
suppose that he was crazy or intoxicated. He was talking to himself, and
gesticulating wildly. “Yes,” he exclaimed, “M.
d’Argenton was right: I am a mere artisan and must live and die with my
equals; it is useless for me to try and rise above them.” It was a very
long time since the young man had felt any such energy. New thoughts and ideas
crowded into his mind; among them was Cécile’s image. What a marvel of
grace and purity she was! He sighed as he thought that had he been differently
educated, he might have ventured to ask her to become his wife. At this moment,
as he turned a sharp angle in the road, he found himself face to face with
Mother Salé, who was dragging a fagot of wood. The old woman looked at him with
a wicked smile, that in his present mood exasperated him to such a degree that
his look of anger so terrified the old creature that she dropped her fagot and
ran into the wood.
That evening he spent in darkness, and lighted neither fire nor lamp. Seated in
a corner of the dining-room, with his eyes fixed on the glass doors that led to
the garden, through which the soft mist of a superb autumnal night was visible,
he thought of his childhood, and of the last years of his life.
No, Cécile would not marry him. In the first place, he was a mechanic;
secondly, his birth was illegitimate. It was the first time in his life that
this thought had weighed upon him, for Jack had not lived among very scrupulous
people. He had never heard his father’s name mentioned, and therefore
rarely thought of him, being as unable to measure the extent of his loss as a
deaf mute is unable to realize the blessing of the senses he lacks.
But now the question of his birth occupied him to the exclusion of all others.
He had listened calmly to the name of his father when Charlotte told it; but
now he would like to learn from her every detail. Was he really a marquis? Was
he certainly dead? Had not his mother said this merely to avoid the disclosure
of a mortifying desertion? And if this father were still alive, would he not be
willing to give his name to his son? The poor fellow was ignorant of the fact
that a true woman’s heart is more moved by compassion than by all the
vain distinctions of the world.
“I will write to my mother,” he thought. But the questions he
wished to ask were so delicate and complicated, that he resolved to see her at
once, and have one of those earnest conversations where eyes do the work of
words, and where silence is as eloquent as speech. Unfortunately he had no
money for his railroad fare. “Pshaw!” he said, “I can go on
foot. I did it when I was eleven, and I can surely try it again.” And he
did try it the next day; and if it seemed to him less long and less lonely than
it did before, it was far more sad.
Jack saw the spot where he had slept, the little gate at Villeneuve
Saint-George’s, where he had been dropped by the kind couple from their
carriage, the pile of stones where the recumbent form of a man had so terrified
him, and he sighed to think that if the Jack of his youth could suddenly rise
from the dust of the highway, he would be more afraid of the Jack of to-day
than of any other dismal wanderer.
He reached Paris in the afternoon. A settled, cold rain was falling; and
pursuing the comparison that he had made of his souvenirs with the present
time, he recalled the glow of the sunset on that May evening when his mother
appeared to him, like the archangel Michael, wrapped in glory, and chasing away
the shades of night.
Instead of the little house at Aulnettes where Ida sang amid her roses, Jack
saw D’Argenton just issuing from the door, followed by Moronval, who was
carrying a bundle of proofs.
“Here is Jack!” said Moronval.
The poet started and looked up. To see these two men, one dressed with so much
care, brushed, perfumed, and gloved; the other in a velvet coat, much too short
for him, shiny from wear and weather, no one would have supposed that any tie
could exist between them.
Jack extended his hand to D’Argenton, who gave one finger in return, and
asked if the house at Aulnettes was rented.
“Rented?” said the other, not understanding.
“To be sure. Seeing you here, I supposed that of course the house was
occupied, and you were compelled to leave it.”
“No,” said Jack, somewhat disconcerted; “no one has even
called to look at the place.”
“What are you here for?”
“To see my mother.”
“Filial affection is a most excellent thing. Unfortunately, however,
there are travelling expenses to be thought of.”
“I came on foot,” said Jack, with simple dignity.
“Indeed!” drawled D’Argenton, and then added, “I am
glad to see that your legs are in better order than your arms.”
And pleased at this mot, the poet bowed coldly, and went on.
A week before, and these words would have scarcely been noticed by Jack, but
since the previous night he had not been the same person. His pride was now so
wounded that he would have returned to Aulnettes without seeing his mother, had
he not wished to speak to her most seriously. He entered the salon; it was in
disorder: chairs and benches were being brought in, for a great fête was in
progress of arrangement, which was the reason that D’Argenton was so out
of temper on seeing Jack. Charlotte did not appear pleased, but stopped in some
of her preparations.
“Is it you, my dear Jack. You come for money, too, I fancy. I forgot it
utterly,—that is, I begged Dr. Hirsch to hand it to you. He is going to
Aulnettes in two or three days to make some very curious experiments with
perfumes. He has made an extraordinary discovery.”
They were talking in the centre of the room; a half dozen workmen were going to
and fro, driving nails, and moving the furniture.
“I wish to speak seriously,” said Jack.
“What! now? You know that serious conversation is not my forte; and
to-day all is in confusion. We have sent out five hundred invitations, it will
be superb! Come here, then, if it is absolutely necessary. I have arranged a
veranda for smoking. Come and see if it is not convenient?”
She went with him into a veranda covered with striped cotton, furnished with a
sofa and jardinière, but rather dismal-looking with the rain pattering on the
zinc roof.
Jack said to himself, “I had better have written,” and did not know
what to say first.
“Well?” said Charlotte, leaning her chin on her hand in that
graceful attitude that some women adopt when they listen. He hesitated a
moment, as one hesitates in placing a heavy load upon an étagère of trifles,
for that which he had to say seemed too much for that pretty little head that
leaned toward him.
“I should like—I should like to talk to you of my father,” he
said, with some hesitation.
On the end of her tongue she had the words, “What folly!” If she
did not utter them, the expression of her face, in which were to be read
amazement and fear, spoke for her.
“It is too sad for us, my child, to discuss. But still, painful as it is
to me, I understand your feelings, and am ready to gratify you. Besides,”
she added, solemnly, “I have always intended, when you were twenty, to
reveal to you the secret of your birth.”
It was time now for him to look astonished. Had she forgotten that three months
previous she had made this disclosure. Nevertheless, he uttered no protest, he
wished to compare her story of to-day with an older narration. How well he knew
her!
“Is it true that my father was noble?” he asked, suddenly.
“Indeed he was, my child.”
“A marquis?”
“No, only a baron.”
“But I supposed—in fact, you told me—”
“No, no—it was the elder branch of the Bulac family that was
noble.”
“He was connected then with the Bulac family?”
“Most assuredly. He was the head of the younger branch.”
“And his name was—”
“The Baron de Bulac—a lieutenant in the navy.”
Jack felt dizzy, and had only strength to ask, “How long since he
died?”
“O, years and years!” said Charlotte, hurriedly.
That his father was dead he was sure; but had his mother told him a falsehood
now, or on the previous occasion? Was he a De Bulac or a L’Epau?
“You are looking ill, child,” said Charlotte, interrupting herself
in the midst of a long romance she was telling, “your hands are like
ice.”
“Never mind, I shall get warm with exercise,” answered Jack, with
difficulty.
“Are you going so soon? Well, it is best that you should get back before
it is late.” She kissed him tenderly, tied a handkerchief around his
throat, and slipped some money into his pocket. She fancied that his silence
and sadness came from seeing all the preparations for a fête in which he was to
have no share, and when her maid summoned her for the waiting coiffeur, she
said good-bye hurriedly.
“You see I must leave you; write often, and take good care of
yourself.”
He went slowly down the steps, with his face turned toward his mother all the
time. He was sad at heart, but not by reason of this fête from which he was
excluded, but at the thought of all the happiness in life from which he had
been always shut out. He thought of the children who could love and respect
their parents, who had a name, a fireside, and a family. He remembered, too,
that his unhappy fate would prevent him from asking any woman to share his
life. He was wretched without realizing that to regret these joys was in fact
to be worthy of them, and that it was only the fall perception of the sad
truths of his destiny that would impart the strength to cope with them.
Wrapped in these dismal meditations, he had reached the Lyons station, a spot
where the mud seems deeper, and the fog thicker, than elsewhere. It was just
the hour that the manufactories closed. A tired crowd, overwhelmed by
discouragement and distress, hurried through the streets, going at once to the
wine-shops, some of which had as a sign the one word Consolation, as if
drunkenness and forgetfulness were the sole refuge for the wretched. Jack,
feeling that darkness had settled down on his life as absolutely as it had on
this cold autumnal night, uttered an exclamation of despair.
“They are right; what is there left to do but to drink?” and
entering one of those miserable drinking-shops, Jack called for a double
measure of brandy. Just as he lifted his glass, amid the din of coarse voices,
and through the thick smoke, he heard a flute-like voice,—
“Do you drink brandy, Jack?”
No, he did not drink it, nor would he ever touch it again. He left the shop
abruptly, leaving his glass untouched and the money on the counter.
How Jack had a sharp illness of some weeks’ duration after this long
walk; how Dr. Hirsch experimented upon him until routed by Dr. Rivals, who
carried the youth to his own house and nursed him again to health, is too long
a story. We prefer also to introduce our readers to Jack seated in a
comfortable arm-chair, reading at the window of the doctor’s office. It
was peaceful about him, a peace that came from the sunny sky, the silent house,
and the gentle footfall of Cécile.
He was so happy that he rarely spoke, and contented himself with watching the
movements of the dear presence that pervaded the simple home. She sewed and
kept her grandfather’s accounts.
“I am sure,” she said, looking up from her book, “that the
dear man forgets half his visits. Did you notice what he said yesterday,
Jack?”
“Mademoiselle!” he answered, with a start.
He had not heard one word, although he had been watching her with all his eyes.
If Cécile said, “My friend,” it seemed to Jack that no other person
had ever so called him; and when she said farewell, or good-night, his heart
contracted as if he were never to see her again. Her slightest words were full
of meaning, and her simple, unaffected ways were a delight to the youth. In his
state of convalescence he was more susceptible to these influences than he
would ordinarily have been.
O, the delicious days he spent in that blessed home! The office, a large,
deserted room, with white curtains at the windows opening on a village street,
communicated to him its healthful calm. The room was filled with the odors of
plants culled in the splendor of their flowering, and he drank it in with
delight.
In the scent of the balsam he heard the rushing of the clear brooks in the
forest, and the woods were green and shady, when he caught the odor of the
herbs gathered from the foot of the tall oaks.
With returning strength Jack tried to read; he turned over the old volumes, and
found those in which he had studied so long before, and which he could now far
better comprehend. The doctor was out nearly all day, and the two young people
remained alone. This would have horrified many a prudent mother, and, of
course, had Madame Rivals been living, it would not have been permitted; but
the doctor was a child himself, and then, who knows? he may have had his own
plans.
Meanwhile D’Argenton, informed of Jack’s removal to the Rivals, saw
fit to take great offence. “It is not at all proper,” wrote
Charlotte, “that you should remain there. People will think us unwilling
to give you the care you need? You place us in a false position.”
This letter failing to produce any effect, the poet wrote
himself:—“I sent Hirsch to cure you, but you preferred a country
idiot to the science of our friend! As you call yourself better, I give you now
two days to return to Aulnettes. If you are not there at the expiration of that
time, I shall consider that you have been guilty of flagrant disobedience, and
from that moment all is over between us.”
As Jack did not move, Charlotte appeared on the scene. She came with much
dignity, and with a crowd of phrases that she had learned by heart from her
poet. M. Rivals received her at the door, and, not in the least intimidated by
her coldness, said at once, “I ought to tell you, madame, that it is my
fault alone that your son did not obey you. He has passed through a great
crisis. Fortunately he is at an age when constitutions can be reformed, and I
trust that his will resist the rough trials to which it has been exposed.
Hirsch would have killed him with his musk and his other perfumes. I took him
away from the poisonous atmosphere, and now I hope the boy is out of danger.
Leave him to me a while longer, and you shall have him back more healthy than
ever, and capable of renewing the battle of life; but if you let that impostor
Hirsch get hold of him again, I shall think that you wish to get rid of him
forever.”
“Ah! M. Rivals, what a thing to say! What have I done to deserve such an
insult?” and Charlotte burst into tears. The doctor soothed her with a
few kind words, and then let her go alone into the office to see her son. She
found him changed and improved much, as if he had thrown off some outer husk,
but exhausted and weakened by the transformation. He turned pale when he saw
her.
“You have come to take me away,” he exclaimed.
“Not at all,” she answered, hastily. “The doctor wishes you
to remain, and where would you be so well as with the doctor who loves you so
tenderly?”
For the first time in his life Jack had been happy away from his mother, and a
departure from the roof under which he was would have certainly caused him a
relapse. Charlotte was evidently uncomfortable; she looked tired and troubled.
“We have a large entertainment every month, and every fortnight a
reading, and all the confusion gives me a headache. Then the Japanese prince at
the Moronval Academy has written a poem, M. D’Argenton has translated it
into French, and we are both of us learning the Japanese tongue. I find it very
difficult, and have come to the conclusion that literature is not my forte. The
Review does not bring in a single cent, and has not now one subscriber. By the
way, our good friend at Tours is dead. Do you remember him?”
At this moment Cécile came in and was received by Charlotte with the most
flattering exclamations and much warmth of manner. She talked of
D’Argenton and of their friend at Tours, which annoyed Jack intensely,
for he would have wished neither person to have been mentioned in
Cécile’s pure presence, and over and over again he stopped the careless
babble of his mother who had no such scruples. They urged Madame
D’Argenton to remain to dinner, but she had already lingered too long,
and was uneasily occupied in inventing a series of excuses for her delay, which
should be in readiness when she encountered her poet’s frowning face.
“Above all, Jack, if you write to me, be sure that you put on your letter
‘to be called for,’ for M. D’Argenton is much vexed
with you just now. So do not be astonished if I scold you a little in my next
letter, for he is always there when I write. He even dictates my sentences
sometimes; but don’t mind, dear, you will understand.”
She acknowledged her slavery with naïveté, and Jack was consoled for the
tyranny by which she was oppressed by seeing her go away in excellent spirits,
and with her shawl wrapped so gracefully around her, and her travelling-bag
carried as lightly as she carried all the burdens of life.
Have you ever seen those water-lilies, whose long stems arise from the depths
of the river, finding their way through all obstacles until they expand on the
surface, opening their magnificent white cups, and filling the air with their
delicate perfume? Thus grew and flowered the love of these two young hearts.
With Cécile, the divine flower had grown in a limpid soul, where the most
careless eyes could have discerned it. With Jack, its roots had been tangled
and deformed, but when the stems reached the regions of air and light, they
straightened themselves, and needed but little more to burst into flower.
“If you wish,” said M. Rivals, one evening, “we will go
to-morrow to the vintage at Coudray; the farmer will send his wagon; you two
can go in that in the morning, and I will join you at dinner.”
They accepted the proposition with delight. They started on a bright morning at
the end of October. A soft haze hung over the landscape, retreating before
them, as it seemed; upon the mown fields and on the bundles of golden grain,
upon the slender plants, the last remains of the summer’s brightness,
long silken threads floated like particles of gray fog. The river ran on one
side of the highway, bordered by huge trees. The freshness of the air
heightened the spirits of the two young travellers, who sat on the rough seat
with their feet in the straw, and holding on with both hands to the side of the
wagon. One of the farmer’s daughters drove a young ass, who, harassed by
the wasps, which are very numerous at the time when the air is full of the
aroma of ripening fruits, impatiently shook his long ears.
They went on and on until they reached a hill-side, where they saw a crowd at
work. Jack and Cécile each snatched a wicker basket and joined the others. What
a pretty sight it was! The rustic landscape seen between the vine-draped
arches, the narrow stream, winding and picturesque, full of green islands, a
little cascade and its white foam, and above all, the fog showing through a
golden mist, and a fresh breeze that suggested long evenings and bright fires.
This charming day was very short, at least so Jack found it. He did not leave
Cécile’s side for a minute. She wore a broad-brimmed hat and a skirt of
flowered cambric. He filled her basket with the finest of the grapes, exquisite
in their purple bloom, delicate as the dust on the wings of a butterfly. They
examined the fruit together; and when Jack raised his eyes, he admired on the
cheeks of the young girl the same faint, powdery bloom. Her hair, blown in the
wind in a soft halo above her brow, added to this effect. He had never seen a
face so changed and brightened as hers. Exercise and the excitement of her
pretty toil, the gayety of the vineyard, the laughs and shouts of the laborers,
had absolutely transformed M. Rivals’ quiet housekeeper. She became a
child once more, ran down the slopes, lifted her basket on her shoulder,
watched her burden carefully, and walked with that rhythmical step which Jack
remembered to have seen in the Breton women as they bore on their heads their
full water-jugs. There came a time in the day when these two young persons,
overwhelmed by fatigue, took their seats at the entrance of a little grove
where the dry leaves rustled under their feet.
And then? Ah, well, they said nothing. They let the night descend softly on the
most beautiful dream of their lives; and when the swift autumnal twilight
brought out in the darkness the bright windows of the simple homes scattered
about, the wind freshened, and Cécile insisted on fastening around Jack’s
throat the scarf she had brought, the warmth and softness of the fabric, the
consciousness of being cared for, was like a caress to the lover.
He took her hand, and her fingers lingered in his for a moment; that was all.
When they returned to the farm the doctor had just arrived; they heard his
cheery voice in the courtyard. The chill of the early autumnal evenings has a
charm that both Cécile and Jack felt as they entered the large room filled with
the light from the fire. At supper innumerable dusty bottles were produced, but
Jack manifested profound indifference to their charms. The doctor, on the
contrary, fully appreciated them, so fully that his granddaughter quietly left
her seat, ordered the carriage to be harnessed, and wrapped herself in her
cloak. Dr. Rivals seeing her in readiness, rose without remonstrance, leaving
on the table his half-filled glass.
The three drove home, as in the olden days, through the quiet country roads;
the cabriolet, which had increased in size as had its occupants, groaned a
little on its well-used springs. This noise took nothing from the charm of the
drive, which the stars, so numberless in autumn, seemed to follow with a golden
shower.
“Are you cold, Jack?” said the doctor, suddenly.
How could he be cold? The fringe of Cécile’s great shawl just touched
him.
Alas! why must there be a to-morrow to such delicious days? Jack knew now that
he loved Cécile, but he realized also that this love would be to him only an
additional cause of sorrow. She was too far above him, and although he had
changed much since he had been so near her, although he had thrown aside much
of the roughness of his habits and appearance, he still felt himself unworthy
of the lovely fairy who had transformed him.
The mere idea that the girl should know that he adored her was distasteful to
him. Besides, as his bodily health returned, he began to grow ashamed of his
hours of inaction in “the office.” What would she think of him
should he continue to remain there? Cost what it would, he must go.
One morning he entered M. Rivals’ house to thank him for all his
kindness, and to inform him of his decision.
“You are right,” said the old man; “you are well now bodily
and mentally, and you can soon find some employment.”
There was a long silence, and Jack was disturbed by the singular attention with
which M. Rivals regarded him. “You have something to say to me,”
said the doctor, abruptly.
Jack colored and hesitated.
“I thought,” continued the doctor, “that when a youth was in
love with a girl who had no other relation than an old grandfather, the proper
thing was to speak to him frankly.”
Jack, without answering, hid his face in his hands.
“Why are you so troubled, my boy?” continued his old friend.
“I did not dare to speak to you,” answered Jack; “I am poor
and without any position.”
“You can remedy all this.”
“But there is something else: you do not know that I am
illegitimate!”
“Yes, I know—and so is she,” said the doctor, calmly.
“Now listen to a long story.”
They were in the doctor’s library. Through the open window they saw a
superb autumnal landscape, long country roads bordered with leafless trees; and
beyond, the old country cemetery, its yew-trees prostrated, and its crosses
upheaved.
“You have never been there,” said M. Rivals, pointing out to Jack
this melancholy spot. “Nearly in the centre is a large white stone, on
which is the one word Madeleine.
“There lies my daughter, Cécile’s mother. She wished to be placed
apart from us all, and desired that only her Christian name should be put upon
her tomb, saying that she was not worthy to bear the name of her father and
mother. Dear child, she was so proud! She had done nothing to merit this exile
after death, and if any should have been punished, it was I, an old fool, whose
obstinacy brought all our misfortunes upon us.
“One day, eighteen years ago this very month, I was sent for in a hurry
on account of an accident that had happened at a hunt in the Forêt de Sénart. A
gentleman had been shot in the leg. I found the wounded man on the state-bed at
the Archambaulds. He was a handsome fellow, with light hair and eyes, those
northern eyes that have something of the cold glitter of ice. He bore with
admirable courage the extraction of the balls, and, the operation over, thanked
me in excellent French, though with a foreign accent. As he could not be moved
without danger, I continued to attend him at the forester’s; I learned
that he was a Russian of high rank,—‘the Comte Nadine,’ his
companions called him.
“Although the wound was dangerous, Nadine, thanks to his youth and good
constitution, as well as to the care of Mother Archambauld, was soon able to
leave his bed, but as he could not walk at all, I took compassion on his
loneliness, and often carried him in my cabriolet home to my own house to dine.
Sometimes, when the weather was bad, he spent the night with us. I must
acknowledge to you that I adored the man. He had great stores of information,
had been everywhere, and seen everything. To my wife he gave the pharmaceutic
recipes of his own land, to my daughter he taught the melodies of the Ukraine.
We were positively enchanted with him all of us, and when I turned my face
homeward on a rainy evening, I thought with pleasure that I should find so
congenial a person at my fireside. My wife resisted somewhat the general
enthusiasm, but as it was rather her habit to cultivate a certain distrust as a
balance to my recklessness, I paid little attention. Meanwhile our invalid was
quite well enough to return to Paris, but he did not go, and I did not ask
either myself or him why he lingered.
“One day my wife said, ‘M. Nadine must explain why he comes so
often to the house; people are beginning to gossip about Madeleine and
himself.’
“‘What nonsense!’ I exclaimed. I had the absurd notion that
the count lingered at Etiolles on my account; I thought he liked our long
talks, idiot that I was. Had I looked at my daughter when he entered the room,
I should have seen her change color and bend assiduously over her embroidery
all the while he was there. But there are no eyes so blind as those which will
not see; and I chose to be blind. Finally, when Madeleine acknowledged to her
mother that they loved each other, I went to find the comte to force an
explanation.
“He loved my daughter, he said, and asked me for her hand, although he
wished me to understand the obstacles that would be thrown in the way by his
family. He said, however, that he was of an age to act for himself, and that he
had some small income, which, added to the amount that I could give Madeleine,
would secure their comfort.
“A great disproportion of fortune would have terrified me, while the very
moderation of his resources attracted me. And then his air of lordly decision,
his promptness in arranging everything, was singularly attractive. In short, he
was installed in the house as my future son-in-law, without my asking too
curiously by what door he entered. I realized that there was something a little
irregular in the affair, but my daughter was very happy; and when her mother
said, ‘We must know more before we give up our daughter,’ I laughed
at her, I was so certain that all was right. One day I spoke of him to M.
Viéville, one of the huntsmen.
“‘Indeed, I know nothing of the Comte Nadine,’ he said;
‘he strikes me as an excellent fellow. I know that he bears a celebrated
name, and that he is well educated. But if I had a daughter involved, I should
wish to know more than this. I should write, if I were you, to the Russian
embassy; they can tell you everything there.’
“You suppose, of course, that I went to the embassy. That is just what I
did not do; I was too careless, too blindly confident, too busy. I have never
been able in my whole life to do what I wished, for I have never had any time;
my whole existence has been too short for the half of what I have wished to do.
Tormented by my wife on the subject of this additional information, I finished
by lying, ‘Yes, yes, I went there; everything is satisfactory.’
Since then I remember the singular air of the comte each time he thought I was
going to Paris; but at that time I saw nothing; I was absorbed in the plans
that my children were making for their future happiness. They were to live with
us three months in the year, and to spend the rest of the time in St.
Petersburg, where Nadine was offered a government situation. My poor wife ended
in sharing my joy and satisfaction.
“The end of the winter passed in correspondence. The count’s papers
were long in coming, his parents utterly refused their consent. At last the
papers came—a package of hieroglyphics impossible to
decipher,—certificates of birth, baptism, &c. That which particularly
amused us was a sheet filled with the titles of my future son-in-law,
Ivanovitch Nicolaevitch Stephanovitch.
“‘Have you really as many names as that?’ said my poor child,
laughing; ‘and I am only Madeleine Rivals.’
“There was at first some talk of the marriage taking place in Paris with
great pomp, but Nadine reflected that it was not wise to brave the paternal
authority on this point, so the ceremony took place at Etiolles, in the little
church where to this very day are to be seen the records of an irreparable
falsehood. How happy I was that morning as I entered the church with my
daughter trembling on my arm, feeling that she owed all her happiness to me!
“Then, after mass, breakfast at the house, and the departure of the
bridal couple in a post-chaise—I can see them now as they drove away.
“The ones who go are generally happy; those who stay are sad enough. When
we took our seats at the table that night, the empty chair at our side was
dreary enough. I had business which took me out-of-doors; but the poor mother
was alone the greater part of the time, and her heart was devoured by her
regrets. Such is the destiny of women; all their sorrows and their griefs come
from within, and are interwoven with their daily lives and employments.
“The letters that we soon began to receive from Pisa, and Florence, were
radiant with happiness. I began to build a little house by the side of our own;
we chose the furniture and the wall papers. ‘They are here—they are
there,’ we said; and at last we expected the final letters we should
receive before they returned.
“One evening I came in late; my wife had gone to her room; I supped
alone; when suddenly I heard a step in the garden. The door opened, my daughter
appeared; but she was no longer the fair young girl whom I had parted with a
month before. She looked thin and ill, was poorly dressed, and carried in her
hand a little travelling-bag.
“‘It is I,’ she whispered hoarsely; ‘I have
come.’
“‘Good heavens! what has happened? Where is Nadine?’
“She did not answer; her eyes closed, and she trembled violently from
head to foot. You may imagine my suspense.
“‘Speak to me, my child. What has happened? Where is your
husband?’
“‘I have none—I have never had one;’ and suddenly,
without looking at me, she began to tell me, in a low voice, her horrible
history.
“He was not a count, his name was not Nadine. He was a Russian Jew by the
name of Roesh, a miserable adventurer. He was married at Riga, married at St.
Petersburg. All his papers were false, manufactured by himself. His resources
he owed to his skill in counterfeiting bills on the Russian bank. At Turin he
had been arrested on an order of extradition. Think of my little girl alone in
this foreign town, separated violently from her husband, learning abruptly that
he was a forger and a bigamist,—for he made a full confession of his
crimes. She had but one thought, that of seeking refuge with us. Her brain was
so bewildered, that, as she told us afterwards, when she was asked where she
was going, she simply answered ‘To mamma.’ She left Turin hastily,
without her luggage, and at last she was safe with us, and weeping for the
first time since the catastrophe.
“I said, ‘Restrain yourself, my love, you will awaken your
mother!’ but my tears fell as fast as her own. The next day my wife
learned all; she did not reproach me. ‘I knew,’ she said,
‘from the beginning that there was some misfortune in this
marriage.’ And, in fact, she had certain presentiments of evil from the
hour that the man came under our roof. What is the diagnosis of a physician
compared to the warning and confidences whispered by destiny into the ear of
certain women? In the neighborhood the arrival of my child was quickly known.
‘Your travellers have returned,’ they said. They asked few
questions, for they readily saw that I was unhappy. They noticed that the count
was not with us, that Madeleine and her mother never went out; and very soon I
found myself met with compassionate glances that were harder to bear than
anything else. My daughter had not confided to me that a child would be born
from this disastrous union, but sat sewing day after day, ornamenting the
dainty garments, which are the joy and pride of mothers, with ribbons and lace;
I fancied, however, that she looked at them with feelings of shame, for the
least allusion to the man who had deceived her made her turn pale. But my wife,
who saw things with clearer vision than my own, said, ‘You are mistaken:
she loves him still.’
“Yes, she loved, and strong as was her contempt and distrust, her love
was stronger still. It was this that killed her, for she died soon after
Cécile’s birth. We found under her pillow a letter, worn in all its
folds, the only one she had ever received from Nadine, written before their
marriage. She had read it often, but she died without once pronouncing the name
that I am sure trembled all the time on her lips.
“You are astonished that in a tranquil village like this a complicated
drama could have been enacted, such as would seem possible only in the crowded
cities of London and Paris. When fate thus attacks, by chance as it were, a
little corner so sheltered by hedges and trees, I am reminded of those spent
balls which during a battle kill a laborer at work in the fields, or a child
returning from school. I think if we had not had little Cécile, my wife would
have died with her daughter. Her life from that hour was one long silence, full
of regrets and self-reproach.
“But it was necessary to bring up this child, and to keep her in
ignorance of the circumstances of her birth. This was a matter of difficulty;
it is true that we were relieved of her father, who died a few months after his
condemnation. Unfortunately, several persons knew the whole story; and we
wished to preserve Cécile from all the gossip she would hear if she associated
with other children. You saw how solitary her life was. Thanks to this
precaution, she to-day knows nothing of the tempest that surrounded her birth;
for not one of the kind people about us would utter one word which would give
her reason to suspect that there was any mystery. My wife, however, was always
in dread of some childish questions from Cécile. But I had other fears: who
could be certain that the child of my child did not inherit from her father
some of his vices? I acknowledge to you, Jack, that for years I dreaded seeing
her father’s characteristics in Cécile; I dreaded the discovery of deceit
and falsehood; but what joy it has been to me to find that the child is the
perfected image of her mother! She has the same tender and half-sad smile, the
same candid eyes, and lips that can say No.
“Meanwhile the future alarmed me: my granddaughter must some day learn
the truth, and that truth must be divulged if she should ever marry.
“‘She must never love any one,’ said her grandmother.
“If this were possible, would it be wise to pass through life without a
protector? Her destiny must be united with a fate as exceptional as her own.
Such a one could hardly be found in our village, and in Paris we knew no one.
It was about the time when these anxieties occupied our minds that your mother
came to this place. She was supposed to be the wife of D’Argenton, but
the forester’s wife told me the real circumstances. I said to myself
instantly, ‘This boy ought to be Cécile’s husband;’ and from
that time I attended to your education.
“I looked forward to the time that you, a man grown, would come to me and
ask her hand. This was the reason, of course, that I was so indignant when
D’Argenton sent you to Indret. I said to myself, however, Jack may emerge
from this trial in triumph. If he studies, if he works with his head as well as
his hands, he may still be worthy of the wife I wish to give him. The letters
that we received from you were all that they should be, and I ventured to
indulge the hope I have named. Suddenly came the intelligence of the robbery.
Ah, my friend, how terrified I was! how I bemoaned the weakness of your mother,
and the tyranny of the monster who had driven you to evil courses! I respected,
nevertheless, the tender affection that existed toward you in the heart of my
little girl, I had not the courage to undeceive her. We talked of you
constantly until the day when I told her that I had seen you at the
forester’s. If you could have seen the light in her eyes, and how busy
she was all day! a sign with her always of some excitement, as if her heart
beating too quickly needed something, either a pen or a needle, to regulate its
movements.
“Now, Jack, you love my child. I have watched you for two months, and I
am satisfied that the future is in your own hands. I wish you to study medicine
and take my place at Etiolles. I first thought of keeping you here, but I
concluded that it would take four years to complete your studies, and that your
residence with us for that length of time would not be advisable. In Paris you
can study in the evening, and work all day, and come to us on Sundays. I will
examine your week’s work and advise you, and Cécile will encourage you.
Velpeau and others have done this, and you can do the same. Will you try?
Cécile is the reward.”
Jack was utterly overwhelmed, and could only heartily shake the hand of the old
man. But perhaps Cécile’s affection was only that of a sister: and four
years was a long time: would she consent to wait?
“Ah, my boy, I cannot answer these questions,” said M. Rivals,
gayly; “but I authorize you to ask them at headquarters. Cécile is
up-stairs; go and speak to her.”
That was rather a difficult matter, with a heart going like a trip-hammer, and
a voice choked with emotion. Cécile was writing in the office.
“Cécile,” he said, as he entered the room, “I am going
away.” She rose from her seat, very pale. “I am going to
work,” he continued. “Your grandfather has given me permission to
tell you that I love you, and that I hope to win you as my wife.”
He spoke in so low a voice that any other person than Cécile would have failed
to understand him. But she understood him very well. And in this room, lighted
by the level rays of the setting sun, the young girl stood listening to this
declaration of love as to an echo of her own thoughts. She was perfectly
unabashed and undisturbed, a tender smile on her lips, and her eyes full of
tears. She understood perfectly that their life would be no holiday, that they
would be racked by separations and long years of waiting.
“Jack,” she said, after he had explained all his plans, “I
will wait for you, not only four years, but forever.”
Jack went to Paris in search of employment, found it in the house of
Eyssendeck, at six francs a day; then tried to procure lodgings not too far
removed from the manufactory. He was happy, full of hope and courage, impatient
to begin his double work as mechanic and student. The crowd pushed against him,
and he did not feel them; nor was he conscious of the cold of this December
night; nor did he hear the young apprentice girls, as they passed him, say to
each other, “What a handsome man!” The great Faubourg was alive and
seemed to encourage him with its gayety.
“What a pleasure it is to live!” said Jack; “and how hard I
mean to work!” Suddenly he stumbled against a great square basket filled
with fur hats and caps; this basket stood at the door of a shoemaker’s
stall. Jack looked in and saw Bélisaire, as ugly as ever, but cleaner and
better clothed. Jack was delighted to see him, and entered at once; but
Bélisaire was too deeply absorbed in the examination of a pair of shoes that
the cobbler was showing him, to look up. These shoes were not for himself, but
for a tiny child of four or five years of age, pale and thin, with a head much
too large for his body. Bélisaire was talking to the child.
“And they are nice and thick, my dear, and will keep those poor little
feet warm.”
Jack’s appearance did not seem to surprise him.
“Where did you come from?” he asked, as calmly as if he had seen
him the night before.
“How are you, Bélisaire? Is this your child?”
“O, no; it belongs to Madame Weber,” said the pedler, with a sigh;
and when he had ascertained that the little thing was well fitted, Bélisaire
drew from his pocket a long purse of red wool, and took out some silver pieces
that he placed in the cobbler’s hand with that air of importance assumed
by working people when they pay away money.
“Where are you going, comrade?” said the pedler to Jack, as they
stood on the pavement, in a tone so expressive that it seemed to say, If you
take this side, I shall go the other.
Jack, who felt this without being able to understand it, said, “I hardly
know where I am going. I am a journeyman at Eyssendeck’s, and I want to
find a room not too far away.”
“At Eyssendeck’s?” said the pedler. “It is not easy to
get in there; one must bring the best of recommendations.”
The expression of his eyes enlightened Jack. Bélisaire believed him guilty of
the robbery,—so true it is that accusations, however unfounded and
however explained away, yet leave spots and tarnishes. When Bélisaire saw the
letters of the superintendent at Indret, and heard the whole story, his whole
face lighted up with his old smile. “Listen, Jack, it is too late to seek
a lodging to-night; come with me, for I have a room where you can sleep
tonight, and perhaps can suggest something that will suit you. But we will talk
about that as we sup. Come now.”
Behold the three—Jack, the pedler, and Madame Weber’s little one,
whose new shoes clattered on the sidewalk famously—were soon hurrying
along the streets. Bélisaire informed Jack that his sister was now a widow, and
that he had gone into business with her. Occasionally, in the full tide of his
history, he stopped to shout his old cry of “Hats! hats! Hats to
sell!” But before he reached his home, he was obliged to lift into his
arms Madame Weber’s little boy, who had begun to weep despairingly.
“Poor little fellow!” said Bélisaire, “he is not in the habit
of walking. He rarely goes out, and it is merely that I may take him out with
me sometimes that I have had him measured for these new shoes. His mother is
away from home at work all day; she is a good, hard-working woman, and has to
leave her child to the care of a neighbor. Here we are!”
They entered one of those large houses whose numerous windows are like narrow
slits in the walls. The doors open on the long corridors, which serve as
ante-rooms, where the poor people place their stoves and their boxes. At this
hour they were at dinner. Jack, as he passed, looked in at the doors, which
stood wide open.
“Good evening,” said the pedler.
“Good evening,” said the friendly voices from within.
In some rooms it was different: there was no fire, no light—a woman and
children watching for the father, who was at the wine-shop round the corner.
The pedler’s room was at the top of the house, and he seemed very proud
of it. “I am going to show you how well I am established, but you must
wait until I have taken this child to its mother.” He looked under the
door of a room opposite his own, pulled out a key and unlocked it, went
directly to the stove where had simmered all day the soup for the evening meal.
He lighted a candle and fastened the child into a high chair at the table, gave
it a spoon and a saucepan to play with, and then said, “Come away
quickly; Madame Weber will be here in a minute, and I wish to hear what she
will say when she sees the child’s new shoes.” He smiled as he
opened his room—a long attic divided in two. A pile of hats told his
business, and the bare walls his poverty.
Bélisaire lighted his lamp and arranged his dinner, which consisted of a fine
salad of potatoes and salt herring. He took from a closet two plates, bread and
wine, and placed them on a little table. “Now,” he said, with an
air of triumph, “all is ready, though it is not much like that famous ham
you gave me in the country.” The potato salad was excellent, however, and
Jack did justice to it. Bélisaire was delighted with the appetite of his guest,
and did his duty as host with great delight, rising every two or three minutes
to see if the water was boiling for the coffee.
“You have a taste for housekeeping, Bélisaire,” said Jack,
“and have things nicely arranged.”
“Not yet,” answered the pedler; “I need very many
articles,—in fact, these are only lent to me by Madame Weber while we are
waiting.”
“Waiting for what?” asked Jack.
“Until we can be married!” answered the pedler, boldly, indifferent
to Jack’s gay laugh. “Madame Weber is a good woman, and you will
see her soon. We are not rich enough to start alone in housekeeping, but if we
could find some one to share the expenses, we would lodge and feed him, do his
washing and all, and it would not be a bad thing for him, any more than for us.
Where there is enough for two there is always enough for three, you know! The
difficulty is to find some one who is orderly and sober, and won’t make
too much trouble in the house.”
“How should I do, Bélisaire?”
“Would you like it, Jack? I have been thinking about it for an hour, but
did not dare speak of it. Perhaps our table would be too simple for you.”
“No, Bélisaire, nothing would be too simple. I wish to be very
economical, for I, too, am thinking of marrying.”
“Really! But in that case we can’t make our arrangements.”
Jack laughed, and explained that his marriage was an affair of four years
later.
“Well, then, it is all settled. What a happy chance it was that we met.
Hark! I hear Madame Weber.”
A heavy step mounted the stairs; the child heard it too, for it began a
melancholy wail. “I am coming,” cried the woman from the end of the
corridor, to console the little one.
“Listen,” said Bélisaire. The door opened; an exclamation, followed
by a laugh, was heard, and presently Madame Weber, with her child on her arm,
entered Bélisaire’s room. She was a tall, good-looking woman, of about
thirty, and she laughed as she showed him the little one’s feet, but
there was a tear in her eye as she said, “You are the person who has done
this.”
“Now,” said Bélisaire, with simplicity, “how could she guess
so well?”
Madame Weber took a seat at the table, and a cup of coffee, and Jack was
presented to her as their future associate. I must acknowledge that she
received him with a certain reserve, but when she had examined the aspirant for
this distinction, and learned that the two men had known each other for ten
years, and that she had before her the hero of the story of the ham that she
had heard so many times, her face lost its expression of distrust, and she held
out her hand to Jack.
“This time Bélisaire is right. He has brought me a half dozen of his
comrades who were not worth the cord to hang them with. He is very innocent,
because he is so good.”
Then came a discussion as to arrangements. It was decided that until the
marriage he should share Bélisaire’s room and buy himself a bed; they
would share the expenses, and Jack would pay his proportion every Saturday.
After the marriage, they would establish themselves more commodiously, and
nearer the Eyssendeck Works. This establishment recalled to him Indret on a
smaller scale. Owing to lack of space, there were in the same room three rows,
one above the other, of machines. Jack was on the upper floor, where all the
noise and dust of the place ascended. When he leaned over the railing of the
gallery, he beheld a constant whirl of human arms, and a regular and monotonous
beat of machinery.
The heat was intense, worse than at Indret, because there was less ventilation;
but Jack bore up bravely under it, for his inner life supported him through all
the trials of the day. His companions saw intuitively that he lived apart from
them, indifferent to their petty quarrels and rivalries. Jack shared neither
their pleasures nor their hatreds. He never listened to their sullen
complaints, nor the muttered thunder of this great Faubourg, concealed like a
Ghetto in this magnificent city. He paid no attention to the socialistic
theories, the natural growth in the minds of those who live poor and suffering
so near the wealthier classes.
I am not disposed to assert that Jack’s companions liked him especially,
but they respected him at all events. As to the workwomen, they looked upon him
much as a Prince Rodolphe,—for they had all read “The Mysteries of
Paris,”—and admired his tall, slender figure and his careful dress.
But the poor girls threw away their smiles, for he passed their corner of the
establishment with scarcely a glance. This corner was never without its
excitement and drama, for most of the workwomen had a lover among the men, and
this led to all sorts of jealousies and scenes.
Jack went to and fro from the manufactory alone. He was in haste to reach his
lodgings, to throw aside his workman’s blouse, and to bury himself in his
books. Surrounded with these, many of them those he had used at school, he
commenced the labors of the evening, and was astonished to find with what
facility he regained all that he thought he had forever lost. Sometimes,
however, he encountered an unexpected difficulty, and it was touching to see
the young man, whose hands were distorted and clumsy from handling heavy
weights, sometimes throw aside his pen in despair. At his side Bélisaire sat
sewing the straw of his summer hats, in respectful silence, the stupefaction of
a savage assistant at a magician’s incantations. He frowned when Jack
frowned, grew impatient, and when his comrade came to the end of some difficult
passage, nodded his head with an air of triumph. The noise of the
pedler’s big needle passing through the stiff straw, the student’s
pen scratching upon the paper, the gigantic dictionaries hastily taken up and
thrown down, filled the attic with a quiet and healthy atmosphere; and when
Jack raised his eyes he saw from the windows the light of other lamps, and
other shadows courageously prolonging their labors into the middle of the
night.
After her child was asleep, Madame Weber, to economize coal and oil, brought
her work to the room of her friend; she sowed in silence. It had been decided
that they should not marry until spring, the winter to the poor being always a
season of anxiety and privation. Jack, as he wrote, thought, “How happy
they are.” His own happiness came on Sundays. Never did any coquette take
such pains with her toilette as did Jack on those days, for he was determined
that nothing about him should remind Cécile of his daily toil; well might he
have been taken for Prince Rodolphe had he been seen as he started off.
Delicious day! without hours or minutes—a day of uninterrupted felicity.
The whole house greeted him warmly, a bright fire burned in the salon, flowers
bloomed at the windows, and Cécile and the doctor made him feel how dear he was
to them both. After they had dined, M. Rivals examined the work of the week,
corrected everything, and explained all that had puzzled the youth.
Then came a walk through the woods, if the day was fair, and they often passed
the chalet where Dr. Hirsch still came to pursue certain experiments. So black
was the smoke that poured from the chimneys, that one would have fancied that
the man was burning all the drugs in the world. “Don’t you smell
the poison?” said M. Rivals, indignantly. But the young people passed the
house in silence; they instinctively felt that there were no kindly sentiments
within those walls toward them, and, in fact, feared that the fanatic Dr.
Hirsch was sent there as a spy. But what had they to fear, after all? Was not
all intercourse between D’Argenton and Charlotte’s son forever
ended? For three months they had not met. Since Jack had been engaged to
Cécile, and understood the dignity and purity of love, he had hated
D’Argenton, making him responsible for the fault of his weak mother,
whose chains were riveted more closely by the violence and tyranny under which
a nobler nature would have revolted. Charlotte, who feared scenes and
explanations, had relinquished all hope of reconciliation between these two
men. She never mentioned her son to D’Argenton, and saw him only in
secret.
She had even visited the machine-shop in a fiacre and closely veiled, and
Jack’s fellow-workmen had seen him talking earnestly with a woman elegant
in appearance and still young. They circulated all sorts of gossip in regard to
the mysterious visitor, which finally reached Jack’s ears, who begged his
mother not to expose herself to such remarks. They then saw each other in the
gardens, or in some of the churches; for, like many other women of similar
characteristics, she had become dévote as she grew old, as much from an
overflow of idle sentimentality as from a passion for honors and ceremonies. In
these rare and brief interviews Charlotte talked all the time, as was her
habit, but with a worn, sad air. She said, however, that she was happy and at
peace, and that she had every confidence in M. d’Argenton’s
brilliant future. But one day, as mother and son were leaving the church-door,
she said to him, with some embarrassment, “Jack, can you let me have a
little money for a few days? I have made some mistake in my accounts, and have
not money enough to carry me to the end of the month, and I dare not ask
D’Argenton for a penny.”
He did not let her finish; he had just been paid off, and he placed the whole
amount in his mother’s hand. Then, in the bright sunshine he saw what the
obscurity of the church had concealed: traces of tears and a look of despair on
the face that was generally so smiling and fresh. Intense compassion filled his
heart. “You are unhappy,” he said; “come to me, I shall-be so
glad to have you.”
She started. “No, it is impossible,” she said, in a low voice;
“he has so many trials just now;” and she hurried away as if to
escape some temptation.