"And this is Kieff!"
Thus spoke to himself a young man named
Yosef Shvarts, on entering the ancient city,
when, roused by toll-gate formalities, he saw
himself unexpectedly among buildings and
streets.
The heart quivered in him joyfully. He
was young, he was rushing forward to life; and
so he drew into his large lungs as much fresh
air as he could find place for, and repeated
with a gladsome smile,—
"And this is Kieff!"
The Jew's covered wagon rolled forward, jolting
along on the prominent pavement stones.
It was painful to Shvarts to sit under the canvas,
so he directed the Jew to turn to the nearest
inn, while he himself walked along by the side
of the wagon.
Torrents of people, as is usual in a city, were
moving in various directions; shops were glittering
with a show of wares; carriages were
passing one after another; merchants, generals,
soldiers, beggars, monks pushed along before
the eyes of the young man.
It was market-day, so the city had taken
on the typical complexion of gatherings of
that sort. There was nothing unconsidered
there; no movement, no word seemed to be
wasted. The merchant was going to his
traffic, the official to his office, the criminal
to deceit,—all were hastening on with some
well-defined object; all pushed life forward,
thinking of the morrow, hastening toward
something. Above that uproar and movement
was a burning atmosphere, and the sun
was reflected in the gleaming panes of great
edifices with just the same intensity as in any
little cottage window.
"This uproar is life," thought Shvarts, who
had never been in Kieff before, or in any large
city.
And he was thinking how immensely distant
was life in a little town from the broad scene
of activity in a great city, when a well-known
voice roused him from that meditation.
"Yosef, as God lives!"
Shvarts looked around, gazed some seconds
at the man who called him by name; at last
he opened his arms widely, and exclaimed,—
"As God lives, it is Gustav!"
Gustav was a man small and thin, about
twenty-three years of age; long hair of a chestnut
color fell almost to his shoulders; his
short reddish mustache cut even with his lip
made him seem older than he was in reality.
"What art thou doing, Yosef? Why hast
thou come? To the University, hast thou not?"
"Yes."
"Well done. Life is wretched for the man
without knowledge," said Gustav, as he panted.
"What course wilt thou choose?"
"I cannot tell yet; I will see and decide."
"Think over it carefully. I have been here
a year now, and have had a chance to look at
things coolly. I regret much a choice made
too hastily, but what is one to do afterward?
Too late to turn back, to go on there is lack
of power. It is easier to commit a folly than
correct it. To-morrow I will go with thee to
the University; meanwhile, if thou hast no lodgings,
let the Jew take thy things to my room,
it is not far from here. Thou mayst begin with
me; when thou art tired of me, look for another
man."
Yosef accepted Gustav's offer, and in a few
moments they were in the narrow lodgings of
the student.
"Ei, it is long since we have seen each other.
We finished our school course a year ago,"
said Gustav, putting aside Yosef's small trunk
and bundle. "A year is some time. What hast
thou done this whole year?"
"I have been with my father, who would not
let me come to the University."
"What harm could that be to him?"
"He was a good man, though ignorant—a
blacksmith."
"But he has let thee come now?"
"He died."
"He did well," said Gustav, coughing.
"The cursed asthma is tormenting me these
six months. Dost wonder at my hard breathing?
Thou too wilt breathe hard when thou
hast bent over books as I have. Day after
day without rest for a moment. And fight
with poverty as one dog with another.—Hast
money?"
"I have. I sold the house and property
left by my father. I have two thousand
rubles."
"Splendid! For thee that will be plenty.
My position is poverty! Oh the cursed asthma!
Oi! that is true. One must learn. Barely a
little rest in the evening; the day at lectures,
the night at work. Not time enough for sleep.
That is the way with us. When thou enterest
our life, thou wilt see what a University is.
To-day I will take thee to the club, or simply
to the restaurant; thou must learn to know
our students immediately. Today, right away
thou wilt go with me."
Gustav circled about the room without intermission;
he panted and coughed. To look at
his bent shoulders, sunken visage, and long
hair, one might have taken him rather for a
man tortured by joyous life than by labor; but
the printed volumes and manuscripts in piles,
the poverty in the furnishing of the room, gave
more proof than was needed to show that the
occupant belonged to that species of night birds
who wither away while bent over books, and die
thinking whether a certain syllable should or
should not be accented.
But Yosef breathed the atmosphere of the
chamber with full breast; for him that was a
world at once new and peculiar. "Who
knows," thought he, "what ideas are flashing
through the heads of dwellers in fourth and
fifth stories? Who knows what a future those
garrets are preparing for science?"
"Thou wilt make the acquaintance to-day
of many of our fellows," said Gustav, drawing
out from beneath his bed a one-legged samovar
and putting a broken dish under it in place of
the two other legs. "But let not this evening
offend thee," continued the student, as he let
charcoal drop into the samovar. "I will make
tea. Let not heads partly crazy offend thee.
When thou hast looked round about at the
city, thou wilt discover that there is no lack
of fools here as in other places; but it moves
forward with no laggard steps. There is no
lack among us of originals, though there is
much that is empty and colorless. This last
is ridiculous, and the dullest of all the stupidities.
In some heads there are blazes of light,
in other heads darkness like that out of doors
at this moment."
Silence reigned for a time in the chamber;
there was no noise there save that made by
Gustav while puffing and blowing at the samovar.
In fact, night had been coming gradually,
on the walls and ceiling of the room an
increasing darkness was falling; the fiery circle
reflected from the samovar widened or narrowed
as Gustav blew or stopped blowing.
At last the water began to sound, to hiss, to
sputter. Gustav lighted a candle.
"Here is tea for thee. I will go now to the
lecture," continued he; "wait thou here, or
better sleep on my bed. When thy time to
pay money comes, thou wilt have also to look
after lectures. The work is dreary, but there
is no escape from it. Student life has its bitter
side, but why mention this in advance? Our
student world and the rest of society are entirely
separate. People here neither like nor
receive us, and we quarrel with all persons,
even with one another. Oh, life here is difficult!
If thou fall ill, no man, who is not a
student, will reach a hand to thee. This is
the fate of us poor fellows; moreover people
are angry because we play no comedies, we
call things by their names."
"Thou seest objects in black," remarked
Yosef.
"Black or not black," answered Gustav, with
bitterness, "thou wilt see. But I tell thee that
thou wilt not rest on roses. Youth has both
rights and demands. They will laugh in thy
eyes at these rights, these demands; they will
say that thou art not cooked enough, they
will call thy wants exaltation. But devil take
it, the name matters little if the thing it describes
hurts or pains thee. As to that thou
wilt see.—Pour tea for thyself, and lie down
to rest. I shall be here in an hour; and now
give me that hat, and good-by!"
For a while the panting, puffing, and steps
of Gustav were heard on the stairway. Yosef
was alone.
Those words of Gustav impressed his friend
strangely. Yosef remembered him as different.
To-day a certain disappointment and peevishness
were heard in his voice, mental gloom of
a certain kind broke through those words half
interrupted, half sad. Formerly he had been
healthy in mind and in body; to-day his
breathing was difficult, in his movements and
speech appeared wonderful feverishness, like
that of a man who is exhausted.
"Has life tortured him that much already?"
thought Yosef. "Then one must struggle here,
go against the current somewhat; but this poor
fellow had not the strength, it seems. A man
must conquer in this place. It is clear that
the world does not lay an over-light hand
on us. Devil take it! the question is no easy
one. Gustav is in some sort too misanthropic;
he must exaggerate rather easily. But he is
no idler and must go forward. Perhaps this
is only a mask, the misanthropy, under which
he finds his position more convenient and
safer. But really, if one must take things by
storm or perish? Ha, then I will go through!"
exclaimed the young man, with strength,
though in this interjection there was more
resolution than passion.
An hour after this monologue panting was
heard on the stairway a second time, and
Gustav entered, or rather pushed in.
"Now follow!" cried he. "Thou art about
to enter the vortex of student life; today thou
wilt see its gladder aspect. But lose no
time!"
While speaking, he turned his cap in his
hand, and cast his eyes on every side; finally
he went to a small table, and taking a comb
began to arrange his long yellow, or rather
his long faded hair.
At last they went out to the street.
At that time in Kieff there were restaurants
where students assembled. Circumstances
were such that it was not possible to live
with the city society. Those various city
circles were unwilling to receive young persons
whom the future alone was to form into
people. On the student side lack of steadiness,
violence of speech, insolence, and other
native traits usual to youth were not very
willing to bend themselves to social requirements;
as to the country, that furnished its
social contingent only in winter, or during the
time of the contracts. So the University was
a body entirely confined to itself, living a life
of books in the day, and leading a club life
at night. For many reasons there was more
good in this than evil, for though young men
went into the world without polish, they had
energy and were capable of action. Wearied
and worn-out individuals were not found among
them.
Our acquaintances passed through the
street quickly, and turned toward the gleaming
windows of a restaurant. Under the light
of the moon it was possible to distinguish the
broad, strong figure of Yosef near the bent
shoulders and large head of Gustav. The
latter hurried on in advance somewhat, conversing
with Yosef or with himself; at last
he halted under a window, seized the sill,
and drawing himself up examined the interior
carefully. Finally he dropped down, and said,
while wiping off whitewash from his knees,—
"She is not there."
"Who is not there?"
"Either she has been there or she will not
come."
"Who is she?"
"What o'clock is it?"
"Ten o'clock. Whom art thou looking for
through the window?"
"The widow."
"The widow? Who is she?"
"I fear that she is sick."
"Is she thy acquaintance?"
"Evidently. If I did not know her I should
not be occupied with her."
"Well, that is clear," answered Yosef.
"Let us go in."
He raised the door-latch; they entered.
A smoky, hot atmosphere surrounded them.
At some distance in the hall faces of various
ages were visible. Amid clouds of smoke,
which dimmed the light of the wall lamps, and
outbursts of laughter, wandered the tones of
a piano, as if wearied and indifferent. The
piano was accompanied by a guitar, on which
thrummed at intervals a tall, slender youth, with
hair cut close to his skull and with scars on
his face. He played with long fingers on the
strings carelessly, fixed his great blue eyes on
the ceiling, and was lost in meditation.
The person sitting at the piano had barely
grown out of childhood. He had a milk-white
complexion, dark hair combed toward the
back of his head, sweetness on his red lips, and
melancholy in his eyes. He was delicate, of a
slight build of body, and good looking. It was
evident that he had played a long time, for red
spots on both cheeks showed great weariness.
With their backs to the light stood a
number of men from the Pinsk region, all
strong as oaks, and at the same time so eager
for music of every sort given in the restaurant
that they formed a circle around the player,
drooped their heads, and listened with sighs
or delight.
Other young fellows were on benches or in
armchairs; a few tender girls, of the grasshopper
order who sing away a summer, circled
here and there. It was noisy; goblets clinked
in places. In the room next the hall some
were playing cards madly, and through a half-open
door the face of one player was visible.
Just then he was lighting a cigar at a candle
standing on the corner of a table, and the
flame either smothered or rising for an instant
shone on his sharply cut features.
The woman at the refreshment counter examined
near the light, with perfect indifference,
the point of the pen with which she entered
down daily sales; at her side, leaning on a
table, slumbered her assistant in wondrous
oblivion. A cat sitting on a corner of the
counter opened his eyes at moments, and then
closed them with an expression of philosophic
calm and dignity.
Yosef cast a glance around the assembly.
"Ho! How art thou, Yosef?" called a number
of voices.
"I am well. How are ye?"
"Hast come for good?"
"For good."
"I present him as a member of this respected
society. Do thou on thy part know once for
all the duty of coming here daily, and the privilege
of never sleeping in human fashion," said
Gustav.
"As a member? So much the better! Soon
thou wilt hear a speech.—Hei, there, Augustinovich,
begin!"
From that room of card-players came a
young man with stooping shoulders and a
head almost bald, ugly in appearance. He
threw his cap on a table, and sitting in an
armchair began,—
"Gentlemen! If ye will not remain quiet,
I shall begin to speak learnedly, and I know,
my dear fellows, that for you there is nothing
on earth so offensive as learned discourses. In
Jove's name! Silence, I say, silence! I shall
begin to discourse learnedly."
Indeed, under the influence of the threat
silence reigned for a season. The speaker
looked around in triumph, and continued,—
"Gentlemen! If we have met here, we have
met to seek in rest itself the remembrance of
bitter moments. ["Very well."] Some one will
say that we meet here every night. ["Very
well."] I come here nightly, and I do not
dream of denying it; I do not deny, either,
that I am here on this occasion! [Applause;
the speaker brightens and continues.] Silence!
Were I forced to conclude that every effort of
mine which is directed toward giving a practical
turn to our meetings is shattered by general
frivolousness, for I can call it general ["You
can, you can!"], not directed by the current
of universal agreement which breaks up in its
very beginning ["Consider, gentlemen, in its
very beginning"] the uniform efforts of individuals—if
efforts marked by the regular object
of uniting disconnected thoughts into
some organic whole, will never issue from the
region of imagination to the more real field of
action, then, gentlemen, I am the first, and I
say that there are many others with me who
will agree to oppose the sense of the methods
of our existence so far [Applause], and will
take other methods ["Yes, yes!"] obliging, if
not all, at least the chosen ones [Applause]."
"What does this mean?" asked Yosef.
"A speech," answered Gustav, shrugging his
shoulders.
"With what object?"
"But how does that concern any one?"
"What kind of person is he?"
"His name is Augustinovich. He has a
good head, but at this moment he is drunk,
his words are confused. He knows, however,
what he wants, and, as God lives, he is right."
"What does he want?"
"That we should not meet here in vain, that
our meetings should have some object. But
those present laugh at the object and the
speech. Of necessity the change would bring
dissension into the freedom and repose which
thus far have reigned in these meetings."
"And what object does Augustinovich wish
to give them?"
"Literary, scientific."
"That would be well."
"I have told him that he is right. If some
one else were to make the proposal, the thing
would pass, perhaps."
"Well, but in his case."
"On everything that he touches he leaves
traces of his own ridiculousness and humiliation.
Have a care, Yosef! Thou in truth art
not like him in anything so far as I know, but
here any man's feet may slip, if not in one, in
another way."
Gustav looked with misty eyes on Augustinovich,
shrugged his shoulders, and continued,—
"Fate fixed itself wonderfully on that man.
I tell thee that he is a collection of all the
capacities, but he has little character. He has
lofty desires, but his deeds are insignificant, an
eternal dissension. There is no balance between
his desires and his strength, hence he
attains no result."
A number of Yosef's acquaintances approached;
at the glass conversation grew
general. Yosef inquired about the University.
"Do all the students live together?"
"Impossible," answered one of the Lithuanians.
"There are people here of all the
most varied conceptions, hence there are various
coteries."
"That is bad."
"Not true! I admit unity as to certain
higher objects; the unity of life in common
is impossible, so there is no use in striving
for it."
"But the German Universities?"
"In those are societies which live in themselves
only. A life of feelings and thoughts,
at least among us, should agree with practice;
therefore dissension in feelings and thoughts
produces dissension in practice."
"Then will you never unite?"
"That, again, is something different. We
shall unite in the interest of the University, or
in that which concerns all. For that matter,
I think that the contradictions which appear
prove our vitality; they are a sign that we
live, feel, and think. In that is our unity;
that which separates unites us."
"Under what banner do you stand, then?"
"Labor and suffering. We have no distinguishing
name. Those who are peasant
enthusiasts call us 'baker's apprentices.'"
"How so?"
"According to facts. Life will teach thee
what these mean. Each one of us tries to live
where there is a bakery, to become acquainted
with the baker, and gain credit with him.
That is our method; he trusts us. The majority
of us eat nothing warm, but a cake
on credit thou wilt get as long as thou
wishest."
"That is pleasant!"
"Besides our coterie, which is not united by
very strong bonds, there are peasant enthusiasts.
Antonevich organized and formed
them. Rylski and Stempkovski led them for
a time, but today these are all fools who
know not what they want, they talk Little Russian
and drink common vodka—that is the
whole matter."
"And what other coteries are there?"
"Clearly outlined, there are no more; but
there are various shades. Some are connected
by a communion of scientific ideas, others
by a common social standpoint. Thou wilt
find here democrats, aristocrats, liberals, ultra-montanes,
frolickers, women-hunters, idlers,
if thou wish, and finally sunburnt laborers."
"Who passes for the strongest head?"
"Among students?"
"Yes."
"That depends on the branch. Some say
that Augustinovich knows much; I will add
that he does not know it well. For connected
solid work and science Gustav is
distinguished."
"Ah!"
"But they talk variously about him. Some
cannot endure him. By living with him thou
wilt estimate the man best,—for example, his
relations with the widow. That is a sentimental
bit of conduct; another man would not
have acted as he has. Indeed, it is not easy
to get on with her now."
"I have heard Gustav speak of her, but tell
me once for all, what sort of woman is she?"
"She is a young person acquainted with all
of us. Her history is a sad one. She fell in
love with Potkanski, a jurist, and loved him
perhaps madly. I do not remember those
times—I remember Potkanski, however. He
was a gifted fellow, very wealthy and industrious;
in his day he was the idol of his
comrades. How he came to know Helena, I
cannot tell you; it is explained variously. This
only is certain, that they loved each other
to the death. She was not more than eighteen
years of age. At last Potkanski determined to
marry her. It is difficult to describe what his
family did to prevent him, but Potkanski, an
energetic man, stuck to his point, and married
her despite every hindrance. Their married
life lasted one year. He fell ill of typhoid
on a sudden, and died leaving her on the
street as it were, for his family seized all his
property. A child which was living when he
died, died also soon after. The widow was left
alone, and had it not been for Gustav—well,
she would have perished."
"What did Gustav do?"
"Gustav did wonders. With wretched
means he prosecuted the Potkanskis. God
knows whether he would have won the case,
for that is a family of magnates, but he did this
much: to avoid scandal, they engaged to pay
the widow a slight life annuity."
"He acquitted himself bravely!"
"Of course he did, of course he did! Leave
that to him! What energy! And remember
it was during his first year at the University,
without acquaintances, in a strange city, without
means. And it is this way, my dear: a
rich man can, a poor man must, help himself."
"But what obligation had he toward the
widow?"
"He was Potkanski's friend, but that is still
little; he loved her before she became Potkanski's
wife, perhaps, but held aloof; now he
makes no concealment."
"But she?"
"Oh, from the time of the misfortunes
through which she passed the woman has
fallen into utter torpor; she has become insane
simply. She does not know what is happening
to her, she is indifferent to everything. But
beyond doubt thou wilt see her on this occasion,
for she comes here every evening."
"And with what object?"
"I say that she is a maniac. The report is
that she made the acquaintance of Potkanski
here, so now she does not believe, it seems,
that he is dead, and she goes around everywhere,
as maniacs do usually. In fact, were he
to rise from the dead, and not go to her
straightway, she would surely find him here,
nowhere else. We remind her, perhaps, of
Potkanski; many students used to visit them."
"Does Gustav permit her to come here?"
"Potkanski never would have permitted her
to come, but Gustav does not forbid her anything."
"How does she treat Gustav?"
"Like a table, a bench, a plate, or a ball of
thread. She seems not to see him, but she
does not avoid him,—she is always indifferent,
apathetic. That must pain him, but it is his
affair.—Ah! there she is! that woman coming
in on the right."
When the widow entered, it grew somewhat
silent. The appearance of that mysterious
figure always produced an impression. Of
stature a little more than medium, slender; she
had a long face, bright blond hair, and dark
eyes; her shoulders and bosom were rather
slight, but she had the round plumpness of
maiden forms; a forehead thrown back in a
way scarcely discernible. She was pensive,
and as dignified as if of marble. Her eyes,
deeply set beneath her forehead, as it were in
a shadow, were pencilled above with one delicate
arch of brow. Those eyes were marvellous,
steel-colored; they gleamed like polished
metal, but that was a genuine light of steel. It
was light and nothing more; under the glitter
warmth and depth of thought were lacking.
One might have said of those eyes, "They
look, but they see not." They gave no idea of
an object, they only reflected it. They were
cold beyond description; we will add that their
lids almost never blinked, but the pupils possessed
a certain movement as if investigating,
inquiring, seeking; still the movement was
mechanical.
The rest of the widow's face answered to her
eyes. Her mouth was pressed downward a
little, as might be the case in a statue; the
complexion monotonous, dull, pale, had a
swarthy tinge. She was neither very charming
nor very beautiful; she was accurately
pretty.
This in the woman was wonderful, that
though her face was torpid apparently, she
had in her whole person something which
attracted the masculine side of human nature
inexplicably. In that lay her charm. She
was statuesque to the highest degree, but to
the highest degree also a woman. She attracted
and also repelled. Gustav felt this
best. It was difficult to reconcile with that
cold torpor the impression which she produced,
which seemed as it were not of her,
but aside from her.
She was like a sleeping flower; pain had so
put her to sleep. In reality the blows which
she had received were like strokes of an axe
on the head. Let us remember that in the
career of the woman brief moments of happiness
were closed by two coffins. As a maiden
she had loved; he whom she had loved was no
longer alive. As a wife she had given birth to
a child; the child was dead. That which
law had given her, which had been the cause
and effect of her life, had vanished. Thenceforth
she ceased to live, she only existed.
Imagine a plant which is cut at the top
and the root; such was Helena. Torn from
the past and debarred from the future, at
first she bore within her a dim belief that a
shameful injustice had been wrought on her.
At the moment of her pain she threw out,
it is difficult to know at whom, this question,
as unfathomable as the bottomless pit:
Why has this happened? No answer came
from the blue firmament, or the earth, or
the fields, or the forest; the injustice remained
injustice. The sun shone and the
birds sang on as before. Then that unfortunate
heart withdrew into itself with its own
pain and became deadened.
No answer came, but her mind grew diseased—she
lost belief in the death of her husband,
she thought that he had taken the weeping
child in his arms and gone somewhere, but
that he might return any moment. Then,
altogether incapable of another thought, she
sought him with that bitter mechanical movement
of the eyes. She went to the restaurant,
thinking to find him there where she had made
his acquaintance.
Unfortunately she did not die, but found a
valiant arm which strove to snatch her from
error, and a breast which wished to give her
warmth. The effort was vain, but it saved her
life. Gustav's love secured her rescue and
protection, as it were by the tenure of a spider-web
which did not let her go from the earth.
His voice cried to her, "Stay," and though
there was no echo in her, she remained,
without witness of herself, indifferent, a thing,
not a human being.
Such was the widow.
She entered the room and stood near the
door, like a stone statue, in gloomy majesty.
It was warm and smoky around her, the last
sounds of a song were quivering in the air yet.
A little coarse and a little dissolute was the
song, and on that impure background bloomed
the widow like a water-lily on a turbid pool.
Silence came. They respected her in that
place. In her presence even Augustinovich
became endurable. Some remembered Potkanski,
others inclined their heads before her
misfortune. There were also those who
revered her beauty. The assembly assumed
in her presence its seemliest aspect.
Gustav brought up an armchair to Pani
Helena, and taking her warm shawl went to
a corner to Yosef, who, attracted and astonished,
turned his gleaming eyes at the widow.
Gustav began a conversation with him.
"That is she," said he, in an undertone.
"I understand."
"Do not show thyself to her much. The
poor woman! every new face brings her disappointment,
she is always looking for her
husband."
"Art thou acquainted with her long?"
"This is the second year. I was a witness
and best man at Potkanski's wedding." Gustav
smiled bitterly. "Since his death I see her
daily."
"Vasilkevich says that thou hast given her
aid and protection."
"I have, and I have not; some one had to
attend to that, and I occupied myself with it;
but such protection as mine—Do what is
possible, work, fly, run—misery upon misery!
so that sometimes despair seizes hold of a
man."
"But the family?"
"What family?"
"His."
"They injure her!" cried Gustav, with
violence.
"But they are rich, are they not?"
"Aristocrats! Hypocrites! They and I
have not finished yet. They will remember
long the injustice done to this dove. Listen
to me, Yosef. Were a little child of that family
to beg a morsel of bread of me from hunger,
I would rather throw the bread to a dog."
"Oh, a romance!"
"Wrong me not, Yosef. I am poor, I
waste no words. Potkanski when in the
hospital regained consciousness just before
death, and said, 'Gustav, to thee I leave
my wife; care for her.' I answered, 'I will
care for her.' 'Thou wilt not let her die of
hunger?' 'I will not,' said I. 'Let no one
offend her; take vengeance on any one who
tries to do her an injury.' 'As God is merciful
in life to me, I will avenge her,' said I. He
quenched after that, like a candle. There thou
hast the whole story."
"Not the whole story, not all, brother!"
"Vasilkevich told thee the rest. Very well!
I will repeat the same to thee. I have no one
on earth, neither father nor mother. I myself
am in daily want, and she alone binds me
to life." He indicated the widow with his
eyes.
And here Yosef, little experienced yet,
had a chance to estimate what passion is when
it rises in a youthful breast and adds fire to
one's blood. That dry and bent Gustav
seemed to him at that moment to gain strength
and vigor; he seemed to him loftier, more
manly; he shook his hair as a lion shakes his
mane, and on his face a flush appeared.
"Well, gentlemen," began Vasilkevich, "the
hour is late, and sleep is not awaiting all of us
after leaving this meeting-place. One more
song, and then whoso wishes may say his good-night."
He of the maiden face who sat at the piano
struck some well-known notes, then a few
youthful voices sounded, but afterward a
whole chorus of them raised the song dear
to students, "Gaudeamus" (Let us rejoice).
Yosef went nearer the piano than others.
He stood with his side face turned to the
widow, under the light; but the lamp hanging
near the wall cast his profile in one line of
light. After a while the widow's eyes fell
on that line, connecting it unquietly with her
own thoughts. On a sudden she rose, as pale
as marble, with a feverish gleam in her eyes,
stretched forth her arms, and cried,—
"My Kazimir, I have found thee!"
In her voice were heard hope, alarm, joy,
and awakening. All were silent. Every eye
turned toward Yosef, and a quiver ran through
those who had known Potkanski. In the light
and shade that tall, strong figure seemed a
repetition of the dead man.
"I was not careful," muttered Gustav, on
his way home about daybreak. "H'm! well,
her trouble has passed, but she was excited!
He is really like him—The devils take it!
But the cursed asthma stifles me to-day."