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IN THE LAND OF THE GODS
IN THE LAND OF THE GODS
SOME STORIES
OF JAPAN BY
ALICE
MABEL
BACON
BOSTON AND NEW YORK
HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND
COMPANY MDCCCCV
COPYRIGHT 1905 BY
ALICE MABEL BACON
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
Published October 1905
DEDICATION
TO MY JAPANESE FRIENDS, THROUGH
WHOSE EYES I HAVE SEEN, BY WHOSE
EARS I HAVE HEARD, WITH WHOSE
VOICES I HAVE SPOKEN, THIS VOLUME
IS GRATEFULLY AND AFFECTIONATELY
INSCRIBED
A story book should need no introduction,
but inasmuch as this one deals with
customs, beliefs, and modes of thought as
yet unfamiliar to American readers, a few
preliminary words of explanation may be
an aid to sympathy and comprehension.
Since the great war has begun to show
us something of the intensity of Japanese
national life, nothing, perhaps, has surprised
the Occident more than the spiritual
force of the race,—the reverent but
certain attitude in which its members
stand toward much that is to us unknown,
or at best intermittently believed. In no
respect do the Japanese as a nation differ
more widely from Occidentals than in their
actual practical belief in the close relations
existing between the visible and the invisible,
and in the continuity of this life and
the next. The pledge of “loyalty to the
Emperor for seven lives” is not a mere
hyperbole. It voices the deepest religious
feeling of the Japanese soul.
In the hope that somehow, by this effort
to render vivid to American minds some
of the popular beliefs and superstitions of
Japan, I may be able to help my own people
to a more sympathetic understanding of
our trans-Pacific neighbors, I have written
out these stories. Many of them are simply
folk-tales, set, for our better comprehension
of the conditions, in the every-day
atmosphere of Japanese home-life in country
or city. One, “The Blue Flame,” is an
incident told me as true, and as occurring
in the very town in which the narrator
lived. Two, “The Favor of Hachiman”
and “At the Shrine of Fudō,” while neither
folk-tales nor stories told to me, set forth
beliefs that to-day actuate the lives of some
forty million wide-awake, progressive, and
intelligent people.
Three of the stories are devoted to the
fox superstition, still found among the
peasants and among the lower classes in
the cities, but that no longer survives
among the educated modern Japanese.
For a fuller understanding of the mysteries
touched upon in this volume, the
reader is referred to the works of Lafcadio
Hearn. His book, “Japan, an Attempt
at Interpretation,” is the most complete
and sympathetic study yet made of the
spiritual side of the nation, and the chapter
“Kitsuné,” in volume one of his “Glimpses
of Unfamiliar Japan,” relates in charming
form the various phases of the fox belief.
Hachiman is the deified spirit of the Emperor Ojin,
son of the warrior Empress Jingo. He is now worshiped
as the God of War in many shrines and temples
throughout Japan.
It was the eve of the annual Feast of the
Dead,[1] and O Kimi San had just finished
the construction and decoration of the
“Spirit Altar.” She had set the posts and
hung the rice-straw rope, and swung from
it the fringe of vermicelli, green chestnut
sprays, white paper, and dried fruits and
vegetables. She had shaped with her own
hands, from cucumbers and egg-fruits, the
rude representations of cattle and horses,
and had set them, together with fresh food
and wine, before the quaint little shrine
that stood now, completed, in the place
of honor in the house. And all the time
as she worked she had been thinking of
Taro, and the tears came to her tired old
eyes, and dropped sometimes upon her
work, as she thought of how, only three
months before, he had gone to the war,
and then of how soon came back to his
old father and mother the word of his
death, fighting the hairy Russians in Manchuria.
And so to-day, as she prepared to do
honor to the visiting spirits, it was of Taro
that she thought more than of the ancestral
ghosts for whom she had kept the feast
so many years. Taro, her brave, strong
Taro, who should have lived to make his
daily and yearly offerings at his parents’
shrine, was coming to them to-night, a
spirit, to receive from them the comfort and
love that was all the happiness earth could
offer him now! As she worked through
the hot August morning, her heart was
sore and sad, and there seemed no hope
ahead for her and Gunkichi, her old husband.
Lonely they must live on until
death came, and lonely must their spirits
be forever, for no descendants would offer
to them the affection and the daily gifts
that disembodied spirits crave.
She stood now on the edge of her little
piazza, and looked down the length of the
village street. A small white flag, in its
centre a blood-red sun, drooped idly from
its slender bamboo staff before the house.
A great gray monkey, chained to a tree
across the road, woke from his noonday
doze to blink at her sleepily, then closed
his eyes and humped himself once more
into a fluffy ball. The heated air wavered
above the dusty road until the shops and
hotels on each side of it seemed to shimmer
and shake like the background of a
moving picture. And—still like a moving
picture—there came directly toward her
the figure of a woman, wavering, almost
staggering, under the heat of the August
sun and the weight of a heavy baby tied to
her back. The village lay quiet, asleep or
preoccupied with its own discomfort, while
the woman toiled on toward O Kimi San’s
little rest-house. It was a tiny, thatched,
open-fronted cottage, just beyond the village,
and almost overhanging the mountain
gorge along which the road was built.
It was cool and fresh with the foam of
the torrent far below, and in the shadow
of a wooded rocky peak that towered
above.
O Kimi San shaded her eyes with her
hand as she looked into the shimmering
glare at the small burdened figure.
Her kindly old face, seamed and crisscrossed
with the wrinkles of a hard life,
grew sympathetic. The traveler, as she
came into the shade of the Tengu Rock,
breathed a deep sigh, and with a hitch of
her shoulders tilted the baby into a more
comfortable position. O Kimi, from the
little matted platform that was the floor
of her house, called out hospitably to the
newcomer,—
“It is very hot! Come in and rest a little;
you must be tired.”
The mother looked up doubtfully and
shook her head. “Thank you,” she said;
“it is hot, but I must go on. I must reach
Shio no Yu to-night;” and she struggled
forward.
But O Kimi’s kindly soul was not content
with such refusal. She slipped from
the platform into her sandals lying ready
on the earth below, and followed the traveler.
“Come in,” she said; “please come, for
the baby’s sake if not for your own. You
cannot see how red and hot he is. He will
be sick if you carry him farther in this
heat. Wait here with me until it’s cooler.
You can get to Shio no Yu if you start by
four o’clock. The moon is full, and you can
walk late.” O Kimi fairly dragged the little
woman back with her to the house, her
tired visitor demurring faintly. “Now sit
down here and untie the baby, and I will
take him. Then you can rest your poor
tired feet with some of that hot water over
there;” and O Kimi pointed to a steaming,
dripping pipe creeping along the perpendicular
upper edge of the road,[2] under
which tubs were set to catch the leakage.
The tired little mother, in a paroxysm
of thanks and expostulations, gave herself
up to the kindly solicitude of her hostess.
She sat obediently down on the tiny, polished
piazza, and untied the band which
held the heavy baby to her. O Kimi took
him in her arms, hugged him for a moment
to her wrinkled breast, then laid him down
and watched him with greedy eyes while
his mother was washing her face and arms
and blistered feet in the steaming hot
water across the way.
“When he wakes he shall have a bath
too,” said the old woman, as the mother,
refreshed, came and took her seat on the
soft mats of the little house; “but now you
must have some tea and a fan, and then,
when you are rested, tell me something
about yourself, and why you are traveling
all alone this way with your baby.”
O Kimi bustled off to her kitchen, and
soon came back with tea and cake. Then
she disappeared again, and after a longer
time brought in a second tray with rice-bowl,
pickles, fish, and iced vermicelli, all
as daintily served as the Empress herself
could have wished. “It is a poor meal,”
she said, with formal self-depreciation.
“My husband caught the trout in the river
this morning, and the vermicelli is but the
O Bon fare. I am sorry that I have nothing
better to offer you;” and she bowed low
as she set the tray before her guest.
But though the food was dainty, though
O Kimi San offered new helpings of rice
from the brass-bound wooden bucket with
insistent hospitality, the traveler was too
tired to eat. She played with her chopsticks
and commented with enthusiastic
politeness on the delicacies set before her,
but could hardly choke down the last of
the rice in her bowl,—an act which etiquette
and religion both required of her,—and
the fish and vermicelli were left almost
untouched. Her face was pale, and under
her eyes were blue rings. Every movement
of the visitor showed that she needed
rest more than food. O Kimi’s sympathetic
heart went out to the poor stranger.
“Here,” she said, “lie down beside your
baby, and I will hang my large mosquito-net,
and you can sleep awhile before you
go on. You are too tired to move yet.”
With gentle insistence she gained her point.
The tired mother lay down on the mat
beside her sleeping baby, and the great
green linen mosquito-netting, hung from
the four corners of the room, shut out the
hard things of life for a space, leaving the
wanderers to the ministration of the green
coolness, the soft air, the murmur and rush
of the torrent far below them.
O Kimi San continued with her household
tasks. She carried out her dishes and
trays and rice-bucket to the kitchen, she
swept the road in front of the house, and
watered it with a dipper from a wooden
pail. She filled the kettle with fresh spring
water, and arranged the bits of charcoal
in the fire so that they should concentrate
their heat at the precise centre of the
kettle’s bottom. Then she went back to her
guests who were sleeping under the mosquito-net,
just as the baby opened his eyes
and began to whimper. O Kimi went
down on her knees and gathered him to her
longing heart. “Botchan,”[3] she whispered,
and cuddled him and talked to him in the
soft baby language until his little hand
stole into her bosom, and he began to chatter
in reply like a sparrow, looking up into
her eyes and laughing with quaint baby
humor. He was a fat, sturdy, red-cheeked
boy of three, who trotted about the matted
floor on chubby brown feet, and laughed
and danced when O Kimi brought him a
bowl of rice. She fed him with chopsticks,
he sitting on his heels facing her solemnly
with open mouth like a young bird, and
closing mouth and eyes ecstatically when
the chopsticks, like the old bird’s beak,
pushed the food between his lips.
When the tired mother waked at last, O
Kimi and the boy were great friends. She
had brought a tub of hot water from the
pipe across the road, and was taking off his
scanty clothing in preparation for the promised
bath. He wore only a little cotton
kimono, with a diamond-shaped apron of
many-colored to chirimen, or woolen crape,
beneath. Undressing was a small affair,
and soon Botchan was sitting in the wooden
tub, splashing and chattering like a young
duck.
“Such a boy!” said O Kimi San to the
mother, who was sitting up now, watching
the operations of her hostess. “He is so
like my son. It makes me happy to have
him near me.”
“And your son—where is he?” asked
the visitor.
O Kimi San looked straight ahead of her
and spoke very softly: “My son has had the
great honor to give himself to the Emperor.
Alas! we must light the O Bon lanterns
for him to-night”— Her voice broke,
and she hid her face behind her sleeve.
The visitor bowed low. “It is sad, and
my heart is grieved for you,” she said.
“To my husband, too, has come such honor.
He went down in the Sakura Maru at Port
Arthur, and even his body was not found.
His spirit, they say, is in the Shokonsha,[4]
but”—
The elder woman bowed in her turn in
the presence of a grief so like her own,
and there was silence for a space. At last
she said softly, “How is my heart grieved
with your sorrow;” then, her eye resting
on Botchan, who was squatting now beside
his mother, looking with wondering eyes at
his elders, she added comfortingly, “But
your boy will grow up to care for you,
and to preserve his father’s memory.”
The visitor bowed again. “True, he will
care for me when he is grown, but how
shall I care for him until he is grown? I
am going now to my husband’s brother in
Shio no Yu, but he is poor, and has many
boys of his own, and I do not know whether
he will receive me.” The woman’s voice
trembled, and she stopped for a moment,
then went on in the curious, even tone
which in a Japanese woman betrays deep
emotion. “When my husband went, he
said to me, ‘Suzu, I shall probably die for
my country. You must not mourn, you
must be glad, and must teach the boy to be
glad that his father had so great honor.’
And when I said, ‘Oh, Yofu, how can I be
glad? How can I live? I must kill myself
if you are killed,’ he answered, ‘To
kill yourself would not be brave or wise, if
by so doing you should leave our boy to
starve. If I die, you must live and make a
brave man of him.’ So I have lived, but it
is hard for me. And Botchan is a brave
boy,—so brave and so strong. All this
morning as we came up from Nishi Nasuno,
he walked by my side, his little hand in
mine. Sometimes he would stumble and
almost fall, and I would say, ‘Botchan is
tired, let mamma carry him,’ but it was
always, ‘Botchan is very strong. Mamma
is tired.’ At noon we stopped to eat our
lunch, and when I looked at his feet, they
were all blistered. I washed them in cold
water as we sat beside the road, but when
we started out again he could not walk.
That is why I carried him. Yes, Botchan
is a soldier’s son, and he will be a brave
man.”
Suzu hugged the stolid, chubby baby
sitting so solemnly beside her, until he giggled
and shouted with delight. “And now,
if indeed it must be, we will go, for I must
reach Shio no Yu to-night,” and Suzu
bowed her farewell to O Kimi with many
expressions of gratitude for her kindness,
while Botchan gravely imitated her prostrations.
“Can’t you stay here with me to-night?”
protested O Kimi. “There is a storm coming.
You should not try to brave a storm
with that baby.” But Suzu was set on her
plan, and with a final hug of Botchan as
she tied him to his mother’s back, O Kimi
set them forth upon the road.
“Cross the river about a mile above
here where you see a little bridge, then
follow the road to the left, and Shio no
Yu is about four miles away.”
Suzu bowed and smiled, and O Kimi
went back to her little house, lonelier than
ever for the baby’s visit.
There was a muttering of thunder from
the hills above, a darkness and stifling
stillness in the air. O Kimi looked out uneasily.
“It is time Gunkichi was back,”
she said. “He has been gone all day. If
he gets caught across the river, and the
storm comes, how will he get home?” But
as she was bringing her vague fears to a
point by speech, there was a light pat-pat
of sandals along the road, and Gunkichi,
wrinkled and smiling, with a great bundle
of sprawling, straggling roots upon his
back, hailed his old wife with a cheerful
greeting.
“It’s very hot,” he said, as he dipped
his towel into the hot water and washed
the streaming perspiration from his face
and arms and bare brown legs and feet,
“but we are going to have a great storm,
and then it will be cool.” He laughed and
chattered, partly to himself, partly to his
wife, and partly to the great gray monkey
perched on the tree above him. “Heh!
Mr. Monkey,” he said, “you are so lazy
this hot weather that you don’t care for
anything. Heh! Mr. Monkey, wake up!”
He poked at the humpy fur ball until it
turned its red face, grown redder with
rage, toward him and chattered viciously.
“Now you are awake at last, and I will
give you something. Here, mother, will
you hand me a cracker for Mr. Monkey?”
O Kimi laughed, and brought him a
toasted rice cracker. “Gunkichi,” she said,
“I believe you try to be a boy just to
comfort me;” and she looked at him affectionately,
but with tears in her eyes.
Gunkichi said nothing. He was apparently
absorbed in watching the monkey,
who was meditatively crunching the
cracker. When he turned again he cleared
his throat a little before he went on to tell
O Kimi of his day’s successes.
Such a day as it had been! He had
climbed the Tengu Rock and worshiped
at the little shrine of Hachiman, the war-god,
on its top, and seen the great black
snake who lies always coiled up within the
shrine except when the god sends him forth
with his messages. Then he had set out in
search of roots suitable for his use. For
Gunkichi was an artist in roots. His little
shop beside O Kimi’s kitchen was filled
with strange productions of his fancy. By
smoothing here and hollowing there, by
cunningly reinforcing and adding in another
place, by a spot of red or black or
white paint judiciously applied, Gunkichi
would evolve from the most hopeless-looking
roots and snags griffins, tengus, devils,
monsters of all sorts, which found a ready
sale among the summer visitors at the hot
baths in the village. As he opened his
bundle and drew out his new-found treasures
one by one, he discoursed eloquently
on the wonderful things that they would
become in his hands.
“Look, mother, this will make a grand
dragon!” He pulled a long twisted root
with many branches from the heap in
front of him. “Here is his head now, with
horns and wide-open mouth. I will paint
his mouth red, and give him two great
white eyes. Then when I have soaked his
long body in the hot water, and coiled it
about, these branches will make his legs,
and this long slender one his tail. Perhaps
some of the Tokyo people will buy it. I
wish the Emperor could see it! I’d give
it to him if I could.”
He stopped, abashed by the temerity
into which his enthusiasm had led him, and
added humbly, “But of course it would
not be worthy,” and bowed low at the
name that he had invoked.
“Father, you have given to the Emperor
the only thing you had to give.”
There was a pride, carefully veiled, in O
Kimi’s voice. Gunkichi, who had by this
time slipped out of his sandals and seated
himself on the mats, turned his head aside
and vigorously rubbed his face with his
blue-and-white towel.
Just then the storm broke. With vivid
lightning, a crash of thunder, and the roaring
as of a waterspout, it rushed down the
mountain gorge. O Kimi San drew the
outer rain-doors of the house, sliding them
along their grooves on a full run. The
monkey, a moment before a motionless
ball of gray fur on the top of his perch, scuttled
down, with much angry chattering and
rattling of his chain, into his little house.
They were none too soon, for the rain, like
a solid column of water, was rushing and
swirling about them, the river foaming
and roaring beneath, almost before O Kimi
and Gunkichi could fasten the house securely.
Then O Kimi stirred about the
kitchen preparing supper, while Gunkichi
smoked thoughtfully in the shuttered twilight
of the little guest-room.
As O Kimi brought in the tray and the
rice-bucket, she suddenly bethought herself
of her visitor. “Ma!” she exclaimed.
“Poor Suzu! I wonder where she is
now!”
“What Suzu?” asked Gunkichi.
Then Kimi told him all the story of her
afternoon, and of how Suzu had left the
house only just before he came home.
“If she got across the bridge before the
storm came, she will be safe,” said Gunkichi;
“but if she tries to cross it in the
storm, she may be carried away with it.”
There was nothing to be done. Supper
cleared away, the old couple sat and talked.
Once or twice O Kimi tried to light the O
Bon lanterns, but with a swirl and a rush
the wind blowing through the funnel-like
gorge extinguished them each time. She
was perturbed, and a look of fear came into
her eyes, a wail into her voice. “It will be
dark for him, and he will think we have
forgotten him! Gunkichi, what shall we
do?”
Gunkichi answered her gently, “Our
Taro knows we would not forget him. He
knows that we would light the lanterns for
him if we could, but the wind-gods will not
let us. You have set the food and trimmed
the light before the spirit altar. He has
been away so short a time, he cannot lose
his way home, even if there is no light
outside.”
“If I could only open the amado a crack
so that he could come through,” O Kimi
moaned, and pushed the shutter aside a
little. But the howling wind filled the
house, and shook the flimsy structure as a
terrier shakes a rat. Both tugged together
to close the door again, and then sat down
in the darkness, for the wind had put out
their light. Only the tiny lamp before the
spirit altar continued to burn. It flickered
in the searching wind, and threw strange
creeping shadows on the walls.
And then there came a cry, a wail of
terror from the stream below. Gunkichi
started up. “What’s that? Some one is in
trouble in the river!” He threw open the
amado, and the wind and rain nearly took
his breath away. He felt the road with his
bare foot. It was a running torrent, but he
stepped in, and out from the shelter of the
roof. The wind took him and pinned him
fast against a rock, while the pouring rain
nearly drowned him. He could see the
river by the pale light of the full moon
behind the clouds. It was boiling white
among the great black rocks far below,
and he knew that to reach its level in the
wind and rain would be useless. Spent and
water-soaked, he crawled back at last to
the house.
All night the wind blew, the thunder
roared, and the rain fell in torrents; but
when morning came the clouds cleared
away, the wind blew fair, the sun shone,
and every rock and leaf and twig seemed
new-created after the storm.
Gunkichi started out early, to go up the
river and see what had happened in the
night. “If I can get across, I will go to
Shio no Yu and see if Suzu reached there
safely,” he said, as he tied on his sandals.
O Kimi set about her household tasks.
She was thinking a great deal about her
own Taro, and then, again, of Suzu and
her little Botchan. Her heart ached to
hold the chubby baby form close to her
breast, to put food between the soft baby
lips, to hear the cooing baby voice; and
somehow Taro and Botchan seemed to
mingle in her mind until she felt that
yesterday she had held her own boy in her
arms, and then had sent him away into
the storm with an unknown woman.
She was sitting at her sewing, looking
from time to time out into the road, her
eyes dim and misty, and with an occasional
tear dropping upon the blue cotton of Gunkichi’s
new blouse. Did she see aright, or
was that mist before her eyes deceiving
her? There was a great black snake gliding
down the road! She rubbed her eyes
and looked. Never had she seen such a
snake. He was eight feet long or more, and
of ample girth, and his black, scaly body
glistened in the sunshine. He came on
to the little rest-house, and paused before
it, lifted his head, and waved it back and
forth, raising it higher and higher until his
gleaming eyes looked over the edge of the
piazza right at O Kimi San.
“It is the messenger of Hachiman,”
whispered O Kimi, and prostrated herself
in reverence, face down upon the mats.
She raised her head, the snake was still
looking at her. Again she bowed, and
when she looked up there was still that
shining waving head with the glittering
eyes fixed full upon her. Once more O
Kimi bowed low, and in her heart was a
prayer to Hachiman that he would call his
dread messenger back to his shrine. When
she lifted her head, no snake was there, but
there was a slight rustle on the side of the
Tengu Rock, and O Kimi knew that her
petition had been answered.
“Did he send a message to me?” she
thought. And then, in spite of her grief
and perturbation, she laughed at the audacity
of her question. “Of course he had
no message for me. I am too low a person
to have a message from a god.” She
went back to her sewing, her hand shaking
a little and her eyes dimmer than ever.
Presently she looked up, brushing her
hand across her eyes as she did so. Would
wonders never cease? What was coming
along the road now?
He looked very small, and very fat,
and very bullet-headed, as he walked nonchalantly
along against a background of
towering cliffs, waving trees, and blue, white-flecked
sky. He was dressed in a small
diamond of bright-colored cloth tied over
his fat stomach, and he carried in one hand
a stick, while the other was crumpled tightly
about a struggling, gauzy insect. When he
saw the rest-house standing by the road
he crowed merrily, and hastened his steps.
O Kimi could hardly believe her eyes. It
was Suzu’s Botchan coming back to her!
All the love and longing of her bereaved
soul went out to the brave baby marching
serenely toward her.
“O kaeri!”[5] she called out, afraid that he
might go by her and out of her life again.
The baby stopped at the familiar voice,
stood motionless a moment regarding her,
then bowed solemnly and nearly double.
“Tadaima,”[6] he responded gravely, then
toddled toward her holding out his doubled
fist, in which was firmly clenched a
dragon-fly. “My horse,” he explained
cheerfully. “If I had a long thread, I would
harness him.” He caracoled ponderously
on his small chubby feet. “I am a soldier
just come home from the war!”
“Mamma’s soldier boy!” said O Kimi
in a rapture. “Come in, and we will tie up
the horse and give the soldier some rice.”
She seized him in her arms and hugged
him, then carried him across the way to
the hot water pipe, where she washed the
mud from his little bare feet before setting
him down on her clean mats.
He pointed with delight to the rude semblances
of animals before the spirit altar.
“Taro’s horses!” he shouted, and clapped
his chubby hands.
O Kimi looked at him with a curious
awe. How could he know that those
things were set out for her Taro’s spirit?
He was such a baby, he could not have
listened to their talk of yesterday. She
questioned him: “Where did you come
from, Botchan? Where is mamma?”
He looked at her, puzzled. “You are
mamma,” he said. “Taro come home from
war.”
She spoke very gently, half afraid at his
strangeness. “But, Botchan, don’t you
remember mamma, who brought you here
yesterday? Where is she?”
His baby face quivered, and he looked
woebegone at her obtuseness. “Taro can’t
remember yesterday,” he whimpered;
“Taro come home to mamma.”
O Kimi hugged him close. “Never mind,
Botchan,” she said; “sit here a minute and
grandma will get you some breakfast.”
“Not grandma, mamma,” insisted
Botchan, his round mouth puckering.
“Kimi! Kimi!” sounded Gunkichi’s
voice up the road. O Kimi slipped into
her sandals, and ran to him as he came
toward her on a trot. He was breathless
with excitement. “O Suzu San’s body
is on the rocks, way down below the
bridge! She must have tried to cross after
the storm broke!”
“Poor thing! Poor thing!” wailed O
Kimi. “I should never have let her go!
And now Botchan”—
“Botchan must have been drowned
too,” interrupted Gunkichi, anxious to tell
all he knew. “His dress was still tied fast
to his mother’s back; so he fell and went
down with her, that is certain. Then he
was washed down by the current. Poor
baby! They will find his body farther down
the stream.”
“Father,” said O Kimi in an awe-stricken
voice, “the baby is in our house.
I was getting him some rice when you
called me.”
“Impossible, Kimi. If he went down
with his mother, he must surely have been
drowned. Why, she was held fast, head
downward against a rock, and both must
have been drowned as they fell.”
“Gunkichi,”—O Kimi’s voice was low
and solemn,—“there is something very
strange that I must tell you before we go
back and look at the baby. Sit down here
and cool yourself, and listen.”
They sat down at the edge of the road,
out of sight of the little house, while O
Kimi told her story. She told of Hachiman’s
messenger, and of how he stopped
and looked at her, and how she bowed
three times and asked Hachiman to take
him away. “I think, Gunkichi, that he
really brought a message, and that Hachiman
was pleased with your visit yesterday
to his shrine. For then the baby came, and
what do you think he had in his hand? A
dragon-fly! and he said it was his horse!”
Gunkichi sat up, excited. “I have heard
that dragon-flies are horses’ spirits!” he
said.
“That is one of the strange things,”
answered O Kimi; “and then he told me
he was a soldier just come home from the
war. I thought he was playing, and
played with him, but when I brought him
into the house, he went right to the spirit
altar, and when he saw the animals
he clapped his hands and said, ‘Taro’s
horses!’ Then I began to wonder. How
did he know about Taro? How did he
know those things were set out for him?
So then I questioned him about his mother,
and he said I was his mother. He couldn’t
remember yesterday, only that he was a
soldier just come back from the war. He
nearly cried when I called myself grandma.
‘Not grandma, mamma,’ he insisted. Gunkichi,
what does it all mean? You say that
the child was surely drowned, but he is
here, or rather, his body is here, but his
spirit is changed. Hachiman has sent us
back our Taro. He gave his body in the
war, and now Hachiman has let him enter
a new body so that he could comfort us.”
Gunkichi was doubtful. He had heard
that such things used to happen, but every
instance that he had ever heard of was at
least a hundred years old. Things were
different in those days. This was Meiji,
the Era of Enlightenment, and though
strange things were still happening daily,
they were not of just this kind. There
were two persons who must be consulted
before they could be quite sure what to
do. One was the policeman at the far
end of the village, the other was the parish
priest.
He explained this to O Kimi, in whose
mind no shadow of doubt now existed, and
while she hastened home to feed and fondle
her baby, he walked along to the police
station. There, after bowing low and offering
many polite excuses for troubling
his excellency, he told the whole story to
the dignified little man in his white, new-style
uniform. The policeman listened with
interest, making notes the while in his little
book. Then he sallied forth, taking with
him Gunkichi and a number of the villagers,
to study the situation. Poor Suzu’s
body was first recovered, and the opinion
of the villagers, indorsed by the policeman,
was that the baby must have fallen
with his mother, and been washed out of
his lashings and his kimono in the boiling
current. How he could have lived through
it, no one could understand.
“And may we keep the baby, your
honor?” said Gunkichi appealingly.
“If, when I have investigated, I find
that the brother at Shio no Yu does not
want him, I think you can keep him,” was
the guarded reply.
With many bows of deep respect, and
effusive thanks for the hope held forth,
Gunkichi parted from the officer, and took
his way toward the village temple. It was
a great, old, shabby sanctuary, with wide-eaved
curving roof of blackened thatch,
and two stone statues of Jizo, buried almost
to the eyes in pebbles, sitting in mild serenity
outside the gate. Gunkichi stooped and
threw a stone to each as he passed in, murmuring
a prayer to the gentle guardian
of the children’s ghosts, and thinking the
while of the poor baby’s spirit, wandering
beside the river of death. He stood beside
the veranda of the priest’s house that adjoined
the temple, and lifted up his voice
in the polite “Excuse me for troubling
you,” that announces the presence of a
guest. The old priest came himself to greet
him and bid him come in. Gunkichi bowed
and bowed, but remained humbly without,
and told once more his story. It was
spiritual enlightenment that he wanted.
Might he and O Kimi believe that their
Taro’s spirit, coming that first night of the
Feast of the Dead to visit his parents, had
found the baby’s body lying where the
river had tossed it, and entered in, through
the favor of Hachiman? He gave all the
quaint bits of evidence, the coming of the
messenger, the dragon-fly in the baby’s
hand (“You know our Taro and his horse
were found shot down together,” explained
Gunkichi with some pride), the child’s use
of the name Taro, his reiteration of the fact
that he was a soldier, his insistence that
O Kimi was his mother.
The priest listened with reverent interest.
“My son,” he said, “it is plain that
you and O Kimi San have been blessed by
a miracle. The gods have seen your kindness
to the poor traveler, your worship of
the great Hachiman, your patience under
your loss. And they have vouchsafed to
you this wonderful thing. Without doubt
the spirit of your own Taro has come back
to you clothed in the body of poor Suzu’s
baby. Give thanks to Hachiman, whose
messenger brought you your son again.”
Gunkichi fell on hands and knees upon
the pebbled walk, and laid his forehead to
the ground. “Reverend priest,” he said,
“since the gods have indeed condescended
to grant so great a gift to our unworthiness,
we would show our gratitude by some
offering. What humble thing may we do?”
And the priest made answer, “Upon the
river bank, close to the spot where Suzu’s
body was found, build ye a shrine to the
memory of her and of her child. And at the
full moon carry thither, you and Kimi and
Taro, offerings of food and wine to their
spirits. And each year, when the O Bon
feast comes round, hang there a lantern
and erect a spirit altar, so that when they
return they may not be lonely, but may
join in the good cheer of the festival. And
teach Taro, and bid him teach his children
and his children’s children, that the shrine is
holy, and that they must continue throughout
their generations the monthly and the
yearly offerings. For by the death of Suzu
and her baby your family is continued,
and your spirits shall be loved and tended.
Therefore, so long as your generations
continue must they love and tend the
spirits of Suzu and her son.”
Gunkichi lifted his forehead from the
earth. “Surely,” he said, “we and our
children and our children’s children will
pay honor to the spirits of the mother and
her child.” Then with grateful words
of farewell he went back, subdued and
thoughtful, to his home.
Up and down the road in the bright sunshine
galloped little Taro, driving his great
dragon-fly attached by a thread to a long
bamboo stick. “O uma!” (horse!), he
shouted gleefully when he saw Gunkichi.
“O Totchan! O uma!” (Papa, horse!)
O Kimi had hunted out from her iron-bound
chest of drawers a tiny blue-and-white
kimono, in which she had enveloped
his chubby body, and she sat, the
picture of cheer and happiness, watching
his play, and working, when she could take
her greedy eyes away from him, upon
another small garment ready cut upon her
lap. When she saw Gunkichi she called
out, “Father, his excellency has been here
again, and he says we may keep the baby.
The man at Shio no Yu doesn’t want
him. His honor said for you to come and
register at the police station. Please go
quickly.”
Gunkichi pattered eagerly away; Taro
played on in the sunny road; O Kimi
San sat and crooned a nursery song as
she worked on the little garment; and in
the shrine of Hachiman, on the top of the
Tengu Rock, a great black snake, coiled in
the damp coolness, awaited another message
from the god.
[1] The annual Feast of the Dead, or O Bon Matsuri,
is celebrated at the August full moon. At this time,
for three days, the spirits of the dead are believed to
revisit their old homes, and special measures are taken
for their reception and entertainment.
[2] The pipe led the water from hot springs to the
baths in the village.
[3] Literally, “Little Mr. Priest,” the universal title of
the small boy, probably on account of his shaven head.
[4] Literally, “Spirit-Invoking Temple” at Tokyo,
whither the spirits of soldiers who die in battle return,
and where they live and receive the honor and offerings
of their grateful compatriots.
[5] “Honorable return,” the greeting to a returning
guest or member of the household.
[6] “Just now,” the conventional reply to the greeting.
II AT THE SHRINE OF FUDŌ — FOOTNOTES:
It had come at last. Torao had been
wondering all day how he should tell his
mother. The reserve regiment of which
he was a member had been ordered to the
front, and he must go day after to-morrow.
As he whirled homeward through
the Tokyo streets, his fast-trotting kurumaya
rushing headlong into the crowds
with loud shouts of “He! He!” he looked
straight in front of him with knitted brows
and unseeing eyes, hoping one moment
that she had not yet returned from her visit
to her sister, the next, that she would be
waiting for him, and that he could see her
at once and have it over.
He had passed through the thronged
avenues of Uyeno Park, now in its full
glory of cherry blossoms, and was winding
along the narrow lanes of the Negishi
quarter, and he had not yet decided
whether it would be best to tell her to-night,
or to let her have one more night of
rest and happiness without knowing what
the future had in store for her. He did not
think of himself at all. All his life he had
hoped, and for months he had expected,
that he would have his chance to serve the
Emperor, and if so it should be ordained,
to die in that service. Now that the time
had come and he was called, if he had
thought of himself at all, it would have
been with the exaltation that comes from
the near fulfillment of a high destiny. Nor
did Fuyu, his young wife, add greatly to
the burden of his mind. She loved him,
to be sure, with a supreme devotion that
would give him her very soul, if need be;
a love to which he responded with the condescending
though sincere affection that
Japanese husbands are apt to bestow on
their wives. But when he thought of her,
it was with a calmness that could reason
out her future and derive a comfort that
was almost satisfaction from the forward
look. If he should fall, and their child,
whom he might never see, should live,
Fuyu would find a hope and pleasure in
its existence that would go far toward
cheering her life. If, through some mischance,
their baby should not live, Fuyu
would then be free to return to her father’s
house. She was young, she could begin
life anew, and might in the future become
again a happy wife and the mother of children.
But his mother,—his brows knitted more
closely,—she was old; she had reached the
age of rest and freedom from care, after
a long life of labor and sorrow. His mind
ran back to those days, long ago, when in
her early widowhood, ruined in estate by
the same war that had taken her husband
from her, she had been father and mother,
comrade and friend, to his babyhood. How
long the days seemed when she was away
at the government school in which she
earned, by eight hours of absence from her
home and her baby, the pittance that kept
them both alive! Kind old Bāya, the nurse
and general servant, would while away the
time for the little fellow as best she could,
by songs and stories, by taking him out
for long walks to see the temples and the
shops and the flowers,—walks so long that
sometimes his feet would falter and fail,
and she would have to pick him up and
carry him on her back, holding his dirty
little clogs in her hand so that they should
not soil her dress.
Bāya was kind and amusing, and a
very comfortable person for a small boy
to depend upon, but she was not his
mother, and so he was lonely all those
days, and only at night did he feel that he
was really satisfied. For when she came
home from her long hours of work, what
a wonderful coziness the little house took
on suddenly! He would watch for her
every night in the front room, and when
he heard her clogs stop at the lattice, he
would bounce quickly out and fling it open
wide, and shout “O kaeri!” and seize her
bundle of books and pull her into the house.
And they had such good times together.
She was never too sad or too tired or too
busy to listen with the most absorbed interest
to the story of his day, to laugh at
the funny paper toys he brought home to
her for o mi age,[7] to explain to him all the
strange things that he had seen, and to
cuddle him and make much of him until
at last, when Bāya had spread the beds
upon the floor and he had crept into his, the
dim light of the andon[8] would shine upon
his mother’s face close beside him, the last
and loveliest object upon which his sleepy
eyes rested.
Torao shut his eyes now to call up again
that face of his childhood,—smooth, oval,
with velvet eyes and firm, beautiful lips that
flashed from their wonted seriousness into
the most brilliant of smiles in response to
his baby wit or awkward boyish affection.
The abundant hair grew to a little point on
the low, broad forehead, and was combed
smoothly back and cut short at the nape
of the neck, the cropped ends held in place
by a clasp.
“Poor mother,” said Torao, thinking of
the many years that she had worn this
sign of her widowhood, nor knew that he
had spoken until the kurumaya in the
shafts turned his head over his shoulder
as he ran, to inquire, “Did the master
speak?”
With an impatient phrase he answered
the man, but the vision of his early boyhood
had faded from his mind, and in its
place was the little, worn, tired mother of
to-day. The smooth, oval face was lined
and hollow-cheeked, the soft, deep eyes
were dim, the abundant black hair was
thin and iron-gray, the sweet mouth, with
its soft curves, had taken on an expression
of resignation and patient endurance,—signs
of the prolonged toil and continual
self-sacrifice by means of which she had
managed to educate her son, until at last,
in a good position in the Bank of Japan,
he was giving back to her in her old age
something of the care and service with
which she had surrounded his boyhood.
Since his marriage, less than a year ago,
the mother had become Go Inkyo Sama,
“the honorable retired one,” and free from
the cares which had been her lot for thirty
years, she lived in her own portion of her
son’s house, honored and beloved by her
son and her daughter-in-law. Instead of
the long days at school, she could devote
her time to visiting her friends or receiving
them in her own rooms. There was now
abundant leisure for days at the theatre,
for attendance at the temple festivals, for
excursions to the parks and gardens to see
the flowers as they came into bloom in the
orderly procession of the seasons.
Torao, even as he groaned inwardly over
the sorrow that must come to darken these
sunny days of old age, could not but smile
as he thought how difficult it had been
for his mother to acquire the rest habit. It
was hard for her, who had waited upon herself
and her son for thirty years, to sit still
and let Fuyu do the little things that were
now her care. From early morning, when
the amado were to be opened and the house
made ready for the day, till bedtime, when
the futons[9] must be spread on the floor and
the night lights lighted behind their white
paper shades, O Fuyu needed to be brisk
indeed, if she would attend to her work before
Go Inkyo Sama could attempt it. And
as for the visits and festivities which Torao
had hoped that his mother would enjoy in
the freedom of her new position, she had
so long been forced to leave her home each
day, whether she would or no, that to her
there seemed no pleasure comparable to
sitting down with O Fuyu when the morning
work was done, and sewing, chatting,
reading, writing, and smoking tiny pipefuls
of tobacco from time to time, through the
pleasant, restful days. And now the prospect
of a grandchild had made her so
solicitous for O Fuyu’s health that she
had taken almost the entire work of the
house upon herself, so that Torao had been
driven to add to the family a little girl to
wait upon his mother; and O Kō San, a
child of fourteen, neat, smiling, slender,
and most anxious to learn the polite ways
of the gentry, had been imported from their
native province to save Go Inkyo Sama
from her own zeal.
The high, breathless “O kaeri!” of the
kurumaya, as he dashed in at the gate,
roused Torao from his reverie. Panting
and dripping, hat in hand and blue wing-sleeves
rolled to the shoulder, the kurumaya
bent double beside the little carriage as his
master stepped to the ground. There was
a pattering of feet within the house, and as
Torao sat to let the man unlace his shoes,—for
he wore his business dress with all its
foreign accompaniments,—O Kō San slid
open the shoji and prostrated herself face
downward in the vestibule, murmuring her
“O kaeri!”
“Has my mother returned?” he asked.
O Kō San lifted her head and bowed
again. “Go Inkyo Sama returned not
half an hour ago, and is now awaiting the
master in her room. She brought many
gifts home from her sister’s.”
“Torao,”—it was O Fuyu now who was
bowing and smiling with the pleasure of
his return and of the gifts that Go Inkyo
Sama had brought,—“Torao, forgive me
that I was not at the door to meet you, but
mother has just returned and I was with
her.”
She looked up at him after her low bow,
and caught from his face some premonition
of the coming sorrow. “Oh, Torao!
What is it? What has happened? Why
do you look so strange?”
His voice was gentle as he answered
her, “Come, we will go to mother’s room,
and there we can talk it all over.” There
was no question now of when or how he
should tell the news. Certainty was better
than the fear that came into O Fuyu’s eyes
when she saw his face.
Go Inkyo Sama was sitting in her room,
surrounded by the presents that her sister
had heaped upon her after the all-day visit
she had been trying so long to make. The
great box of cake, the bolt of soft gray
silk, the wooden case containing a rare
curio, each wrapped neatly about with a
sheet of white paper, tied with red-and-white
strings, and adorned with a noshi,[10] relieved
the spotless simplicity of the matted
room, giving it almost a furnished aspect.
The old lady sat by the hibachi,[11] for the day
was cool with the damp chilliness of the
springtime, and with tiny pipe in hand was
taking her comfort in a leisurely smoking
bout while she awaited her son’s return.
“O kaeri,” she said, as he and Fuyu entered,
and it was only after his face was
lifted from the bow with which he responded
“Tadaima,” that she could see
the cloud upon it.
“Mother,” he said, and he paused a
moment.
“Yes, my son.” The look of patient
endurance that the years had taught her
was behind the caressing smile that always
came to her lips when she spoke to him.
“Mother,” he began again; then with a
plunge, “I have been ordered to the front.
I must go the day after to-morrow.”
Even Torao’s years of closest intimacy
with his mother had not prepared him for
the change that swept across the gentle,
refined old face. It was as if a light had
been suddenly lighted from within; as if
the faith and patience of a lifetime had
been at last crowned by fulfillment. She
bowed in reverence, her face between her
hands upon the matted floor.
“How great is the honor vouchsafed
to us by our lord the Emperor!” she murmured
softly,—“to us, who have waited all
these years to make atonement!”
Torao listened in amazement. O Fuyu
at the threshold bowed in grief and awe,
while little O Kō San in the passage beyond
snuffled audibly as she crouched with her
nose flattened against the polished floor.
Go Inkyo Sama lifted her head at last.
Her eyes were bright and tearless, her
withered cheeks slightly reddened with the
excitement.
“Listen,” she said, “and I will tell you.
You know about the troubled times after
the foreigners began to come into the
country, when the Tokugawa house had
fallen. His Majesty was hardly more than
a boy, and none knew who were the friends
and who the enemies of the Son of Heaven.[12]
Your father believed that the great Saigo
was right when he withdrew to Kagoshima
and took up arms against the new party
that had surrounded the Emperor, that had
drilled a heimin[13] army, that would take
from the samurai the prerogatives that they
had held for a thousand years. He believed
that Saigo was right, that the Emperor was
listening to evil councilors,—and he died
fighting to restore the older councilors to
their places, and to give back to his own
class their ancient privileges. But after it
was all over, and he had yielded up his life
for his cause and the great Saigo lay dead
upon the field, we who remained, and who
suffered more than those who gave their
lives in battle, learned little by little how
blind had been the fight against the will of
the Emperor, against the Era of Enlightenment
and all it means to Japan. And when
at last I knew, I desired most of all, Torao,
that you should give to the Emperor and
to Japan your life as an atonement for your
father’s mistake. You are going, by the
grace of his Majesty, to the front. Do not
forget that your father’s spirit has through
all these years been waiting for you to make
his atonement.”
Her voice, which had been throughout
her long speech curiously monotonous and
inexpressive, so carefully had she maintained
her self-control under the strong
emotion that possessed her, died away, and
she bowed once more to the floor.
“Mother,” said Torao, “I am thankful.
It was of you and of your grief in losing
me that I thought as I came home. But
if to you my going is the fulfillment of a
lifelong hope, then I go gladly, and my
father shall see that his atonement is made.
The Son of Heaven himself has said, ‘Duty
is heavier than a mountain, while death is
lighter than a feather.’[14] If I do my duty,
my death is nothing to be mourned.”
Little O Fuyu, lonely and desolate in the
presence of the rapt exaltation of mother
and son, was shaking now with the sobs
that she could no longer control. The sun
of her life seemed to be setting, and here
were these two talking of hopes fulfilled,
of honor, of atonement, of duty and death,
with no word for her, or for the dear baby
whose life and well-being had seemed until
now of such consequence to the whole
household. At the sound of her sobs Torao
turned to where she sat humbly behind him
close to the threshold.
“Fuyu,” he said gently, “do not grieve.
Mother will take care of you and you of
her, and soon you will be happy with our
baby to live for. I should not be worthy
to be a father if I were not glad to make
atonement for my father’s error. And if
I come back, how proud you will be to
show me the little one! Remember you
are a samurai and the wife of a samurai,
and soon to be the mother of a samurai,”
and he patted her shoulder gently.
“Poor little O Fuyu San.” Go Inkyo
Sama’s voice was very tender. “I know
how hard it is. I am old now, and this life
and the next are very close together. That
is why I can let Torao go without a tear.
But when I let my husband go, it was different.
Life was long then, and I could not
look forward to it without him. It has been
long, but it has been lived, and the happiness
after all has been more than the
sorrow. Oh, Fuyu, we women must bear
things bravely when they come to us, for
courage is in itself happiness.”
O Fuyu lifted her pretty face from behind
her sleeves and bowed humbly. “I
was wrong, mother, to weep. I will be
brave now,” she said simply, and even as
she spoke, she forced her trembling lips
to smile.
“There speaks a daughter of the samurai!”
Go Inkyo Sama smiled approvingly.
“And now, if Torao is so soon to leave
us, we must prepare all festival dishes for
to-morrow. Call O Kō San, and we will
make some plans.”
So ended the dreaded interview, and
Torao retired from his mother’s presence
to the refreshment of a hot bath and the
loose Japanese garments, while the women
turned their thoughts from the burden of
great emotions to the restful details of petty
household arrangements.
In the bustle of the morrow, when friends
came and went all day making farewell
visits, when there were all the preparations
for departure to be made and all the
arrangements for the little household in
its master’s absence, Go Inkyo Sama and
O Fuyu San were calm, collected, smiling.
They set before each guest a tray of festival
food. They chatted and bowed and received
with every sign of complete satisfaction
the conventional congratulations
upon the honor that had come to them.
They acted their parts in a way worthy of
their pride of race. And though, when it
was all over, and the amado closed for the
night, O Fuyu could no longer control herself,
and retired, for lack of a better place
in the small house, to the clothes-closet,
there to pour out her soul in tears, Torao,
when he found her, a forlorn, crouching,
shaking heap, had no word of blame for her
weakness, but drew her out and comforted
her, and brought back to her face at last a
damp and precarious smile.
In the gray of the morning they were
all astir, and before the day had fairly
dawned the kuruma, with Tetsu standing
beside it hat in hand, was ready at the
door. There were no tears, or sighs, or
kisses; but followed by many bows and
tender smiles and low-breathed “Sayo
naras,” Torao passed out through the little
lattice door and became a part of the great
war.
It was then that O Fuyu’s nerve gave
way, and all day long Go Inkyo Sama and
O Kō San worked over her and petted her
and comforted her; and when night came
and she was tucked away among the futons,
she slept at last, worn out with grief,
nor knew anything more until the sound
of opening amado roused her and O Kō
San from their slumbers in the chill before
dawn. O Kō San bounded to her feet to
see Go Inkyo Sama, lantern in hand, wearing
the conventional dress of ceremony,
pattering along the stone-paved walk to
the street. Where was she going? and at
such an hour!
Shivering and frightened, O Fuyu San
and O Kō San dressed and set the house
to rights, although it was only four o’clock,
then sat and awaited the old lady’s return.
They talked in a desultory way of the war,
of the sufferings of the soldiers, of the ferocity
and stupidity of the Russians, and in
the intervals of silence O Fuyu surreptitiously
wiped the tears from her eyes.
At last, about seven o’clock, when they
were beginning to be worried about her
strange absence, Go Inkyo Sama came. She
was smiling and serene, but her worn face
looked more worn, her slender shrunken
body more slender and shrunken. In response
to their eager questioning, she told
them of her early morning visit to the shrine
of Fudō.[15]
“It is time for me to pray,” she said simply,
“and Fudō Sama is wise and powerful.
We all need strength and courage,—Torao
and you, little O Fuyu San, and I,
so I shall ask it for us all every day.”
In the months that followed, Go Inkyo
Sama never failed to rise at four, and after
a complete ceremonial cleansing in cold
water, to walk the three miles to the Fudō
shrine, offer there her prayer, and return in
time for the day’s work, whatever it might
prove to be. When letters began to come
from Torao, and he told of his life at Port
Arthur and of the terrible sufferings and
great courage and enthusiasm of the soldiers,
Go Inkyo Sama added to her daily
prayer for her own a petition for all the
soldiers of Nippon, and threw herself with
feverish energy into the relief work for the
families left at home. When, in July, the
baby came,—a sturdy brown boy, so like
his father that he gave new courage and
hope to mother and grandmother alike,
she took him as a direct answer to her
prayers, and grew stronger than ever in
her faith. To the whole of the sad little
household the baby was a joy and a delight.
“Gunjiri” (Soldier Boy), they called him
while they waited for the true name that
his father should send him when they had
had time to hear from him; and the pet
name clung even after the baby had been
formally carried to the temple and presented
to the tutelar god of the parish
under his real name of Heitaro.
The days were never too long for Go
Inkyo Sama and O Fuyu San, even though
they began at four o’clock, for there was
always something to do, and the baby
furnished an unfailing subject of care and
conversation. When O Kō San carried
him out to walk tied to her back, the bereaved
mother and grandmother would
sit at home and talk about his present
charms, his future greatness, what his
father would say when he saw him, while
their busy fingers flew over stockings that
they were knitting for the hard winter that
the soldiers had ahead of them in Manchuria,
or on the sewing of hospital kimonos
or clothes for the orphaned children,
or some other work of helpfulness for those
who were suffering for the country.
But when the baby came home, his little
black slits of eyes usually tightly closed,
his head atilt like a sleepy flower on his
slender neck, there was a great rush to
take him from O Kō San’s back, to hug
him and cuddle him and make much of
him, and Go Inkyo Sama was almost jealous
of O Fuyu because it was to her at last
that he must go for food. But as she sat
and watched the little mother, and saw the
ineffable tenderness of motherhood steal
into the girlish face, her heart would lose
its soreness, and she would feel once more
Torao’s baby head pillowed on her own
breast.
“It is what we are glad to give our lives
for, isn’t it Fuyu?” she would say; and
Fuyu would smile and answer shyly, “It
is, indeed!”
The long walks, even in the cool mornings
of the hot summer days, seemed to
tell a little upon Go Inkyo Sama. She
grew more delicate, more worn, as her
sweet old face grew more ethereal. O
Fuyu, young and inexperienced as she
was, watched the change with anxiety, but
could do nothing.
“Mother,” she said one day, “do you
feel quite well? Aren’t you tiring yourself
with your long days and your hard
work?”
“Fuyu, can we speak of being tired
when we know what our soldiers are
doing?” was all the answer that the old
lady would give.
“But, mother, Torao told me to take
care of you,” persisted the little wife.
“Yes, child, I know, but we must do
what we can for the brave men at the
front, and for the little ones they have left
behind.”
Go Inkyo Sama’s eyes wandered lovingly
to the brown baby lying asleep on
his quilt close beside her, one crumpled
rose-leaf hand, palm upward, thrust outside
his wrapping. She leaned over and
patted him, and a tear fell and splashed
on his unconscious cheek,—a tear that
Fuyu could not see.
As the autumn came on, and the mornings
grew colder, there was no relaxation
of Go Inkyo Sama’s austerities. Every
morning, long before day, after the cold
water purification, she trotted shivering
through the sleeping streets to the temple
of her devotion, offered her prayer, and
returned, sometimes too tired to eat the
warm soup and rice which O Fuyu San set
before her. But she was never too tired for
the long day of work, for a smile or a pleasant
word to her daughter and to O Kō San,
for a hug and a pat to the baby, who grew
stronger and redder-cheeked every day.
Torao’s letters came regularly, telling not
much about what was being accomplished,
but something of how they lived and how
they fought, and what they hoped and
prayed might come from the daily sacrifice
of lives offered gladly for the Emperor.
Go Inkyo Sama read them again and
again, sometimes aloud to O Fuyu San,
sometimes alone in her room with streaming
eyes. “I will do my best,” he wrote,
“and you must not grieve if I change into
a spirit at Port Arthur. Even though my
perishable body may nevermore be seen
in this world, I shall not forget ‘loyalty
to our Emperor for seven lives.’”
By the end of October the weather had
grown cold and bleak; the early morning
walk was taken through dark and silent
streets with the aid of a bobbing paper
lantern.
“Let O Kō San go with you,” pleaded
O Fuyu San.
“No, child, let O Kō San do her duty,
this is mine;” and Go Inkyo Sama set
forth alone in the darkness.
Along the entrance-way to the great
temple, between the rows of shuttered
booths that all the day long were gay with
toys and notions, and thronged by purchasers,
she passed to the heavy gateway
on either side of which the gigantic figures
of the Two Kings[16] glowered and writhed
behind their bars. The dying moon cast
strange shadows, the sweeping curves of
the temple roof hung over the great lacquered
pillars and the dark spaces between.
She paused before the shrine where
Fudō, the immovable, encircled by flames
and carrying in his hands the sword and
the robe of justice, sat enthroned. As she
knelt with bowed head, closed eyes, and
rosary rubbed between her folded palms,
chanting in subdued tones the invocation,
her whole soul went out in the prayer that
Fudō, the immovably just and wise, might
grant to her the wish of her heart. She
knelt longer than usual, in an ecstasy of
devotion, and when she reached home at
last, it seemed to poor little anxious O Fuyu
San that she looked so frail, so ethereal,
that the worn body could scarcely do the
will of the lofty spirit that was driving it on.
Go Inkyo Sama hardly tasted her breakfast,
though O Fuyu San served it daintily
and urged the old lady to eat. At last the
young wife retired sorrowfully with the tray
and the rice-bucket, handed them to O Kō
San in the kitchen, and stopped a few moments
in her own room to look after little
Heitaro, asleep on his quilt in the corner.
As she bent over him she heard Go Inkyo
Sama call,—
“Fuyu, come quickly! I must tell you
something.”
O Fuyu slid open the door, and crouched
at the threshold of the mother’s room.
“Here I am, mother; what is it?”
Go Inkyo Sama’s face was very pale,
her eyes were bright, her breath came
quickly. “O Fuyu, my prayer is granted.
Torao will come home again to you and
the baby. All these months I have prayed
to Fudō Sama that he would let me die
in Torao’s place, and to-day the time has
come.”
She fell forward as she spoke and said
no more. O Fuyu did all she could. She
put her to bed with O Kō San’s aid, and
sent for the doctor, the relatives, the near
friends. All day there was coming and
going at the little house, and Go Inkyo
Sama lay breathing faintly. At midnight
there came a change. The unconscious
face was suddenly transfigured by a radiant
smile, and she sat up and spoke, knowing
no one of all the weeping relatives who
knelt about her.
“Torao, come with me!” she said, and
that was all.
Next day the great white lanterns[17] were
hung before the door, and little O Fuyu
San offered the daily and hourly honors of
food and incense to the brave spirit that
had passed so suddenly from sight. “How
can I ever tell Torao?” she said to herself
again and again, while the tears flowed
unchecked, for there was no one to be
made sadder by her grief.
On the steep slope of a beleaguered
Russian fortress, mingled with heaps of
dead and dying, lay Torao, breathing
faintly through that long October day.
Above him shrieked and roared the shells
of both sides, about him fell from time to
time stray bullets, but his ears were dull,
his eyes dim. The sun went down, the
search-lights from the forts played over
the ghastly scene, the firing never ceased,
and still he lay unconscious of it all.
Then, from out the far distance,—a distance
of hundreds of miles, it seemed, and
of years too remote for memory’s reach,—there
came to him a voice.
“Torao,” it said, “come with me.”
Slowly the languid eyes opened. A light
that was neither search-light nor rocket,
but a clear, steady, bluish flame, was moving
toward him. Lazily he watched it,
then sat up with a start. Was he dreaming,
or was he dying? How could she be
here on this ghastly field of death? For
there before him was the beautiful young
face of his boyhood; not worn or lined,
but smooth and fair and oval, the sweet
lips smiling, the velvet eyes searching
through all that horrible place for him.
“Torao, come,” she said; and at the
word, wounded, weak, bleeding, amid the
glare of search-lights, the hail of bullets,
the boom of guns, Torao rose to his feet,
staggered forward, following the guidance
of his mother’s voice, and fell at last, safe
from danger, behind the shelter of an
abandoned trench.
There they found him in the morning
with a great hole in his side, but still alive.
When, two weeks later, there came to him
in the hospital at Dalny O Fuyu’s letter
telling him of his mother’s death, he knew,
even as she had known, how Fudō answers
prayer.
[7] The present given to one who stays at home by a
member of the family returning from a pleasure trip.
[15] The Buddhist God of Wisdom. His name means
“The Immovable.”
[16] Ni-ō, or “Two Kings,” Indra and Brahma, who
keep guard at the outer gates of Buddhist temples to
scare away demons.
[17] White lanterns are hung before the door of a
house where a death has taken place, much as crape
or black ribbon is used with us.
III THE BLUE FLAME — FOOTNOTES:
The incident of this story is connected with the disastrous
“snow-march” of February, 1901, when the
Japanese army was testing its ability to meet Siberian
winter conditions.
It had been snowing for weeks in the
province of Aomori, and the little city
was almost hidden under drifts. The mud-walled,
boulder-covered houses were white
mounds, the streets were tunneled valleys.
As you looked down on the city from the
hills above, you could see no signs of life
except the wreaths of blue smoke curling
into the air.
And yet there was cheer and comfort
enough in one of the quaint little houses.
O Yuki San was very busy with preparations
to receive her husband. She had
built a big charcoal fire in the kotatsu,[18] for
she knew that he would be cold after his
two days of snow-marching with his company.
In the kitchen the red-cheeked cookmaid
was broiling a fish over the coals,
preparing a savory soup in a porringer,
and keeping an anxious eye on the big
rice-pot, to make sure that the staff of life
was boiled just right, neither too hard nor
too soft,—just as the master liked to have
it. O Yuki San must watch the cook, and
see that she did everything exactly as she
should, and she must make ready her husband’s
tray with her own hands. Lovingly
she placed in their respective corners the
porcelain rice-bowl, the lacquered soup-bowl,
the dainty plate on which the broiled
fish was to be served, and the chopsticks
of clean white pine, joined together at the
ends to show that no one had ever used
them.
Old Jiiya, the man-servant, decrepit but
faithful, came in suddenly out of the driving
snow, as O Yuki San, on her knees
in the matted end of the kitchen, was cocking
her head on one side to make sure
that her arrangement of the tray was quite
symmetrical. He pulled his feet noisily
out of his clogs, and came down on the
loosely rattling boards of the floor in a
crouching position at the sight of his mistress.
“It’s a cold night, mistress!” he ejaculated,
by way of greeting, and dropped his
face between his hands on the floor.
“Yes, Jiiya, it is cold, and how it snows!
When do you think your master will
come?”
Jiiya’s face came up for a moment.
“It is thought at the garrison that the
troops may be in at any time now. They
had only fifteen miles to march to-day,
and they would start early. The master
will probably be here in a few minutes
more.”
O Yuki San rose to her feet. “There,
the tray is finished!” she said. “O Kayo,
when you hear the master’s voice, bring in
his supper; and, Jiiya, be ready to help him
off with his boots as soon as he comes, for
they will be wet and stiff.”
Jiiya and O Kayo bowed low, and murmured
the “Saio de gozaimasu”[19] with
which the respectful Japanese servant
always receives his master’s commands;
and O Yuki San returned to her little sitting-room.
On the floor in one corner lay
a little heap of bright-colored comfortables.
O Yuki San bent over it, turning back the
quilts that she might see the round, rosy
face, the crumpled, slender hands, and the
closely shaven head of her baby boy.
“Oh, baby, how you sleep!” she said.
“Don’t you know that papa’s coming home
to-night?”
She patted him lightly, and he smiled
and gurgled in his sleep; then she covered
him tenderly and made a tour of the room.
The hanging scroll on the wall bore a picture
of a plum-tree in blossom, sign of the
spring that was only one month away,—for
even in Aomori the plum-trees blossom
in March,—and sign, too, of long life and
good luck and happiness. That was why
the little wife had taken it to-day from the
fireproof storehouse and hung-it up to greet
her husband on his return. “He will want
to think about the spring when he comes
in all tired and cold from his snow-march,”
she had said to herself as she unrolled it.
She laughed gleefully now as she looked
at the picture, and sang a little song that
had been running in her head all day,—
“When the spring wind is blowing sharp and chill,
Like snowflakes fall the plum-blooms on the hill.”
“Snowflakes now,” she said to herself,
“but plum-blooms next month for all of us!”
There was a sound at the outer door, and
the sliding lattice flew sharply back. “He
has come, Jiiya,” called O Yuki San, as she
hurried to the door and flung it wide. She
could see the gold-trimmed soldier cap as
her husband fumbled with his boots. “Let
Jiiya help you,” she said; “he is right here.”
He raised his head and she saw his
bearded face. It was so white that it frightened
her. The beard was covered with
snow, and icicles dripped from the hair and
eyebrows.
“Come in! Come in!” she cried. “Never
mind the boots or the snow. You are freezing.
Come in and let me warm you.”
He looked at her strangely, and his eyes
were sunken and dull. Jiiya, who had come
around the house, and was bowing obsequiously
in the doorway, started and turned
pale. The master sat down, and Jiiya seized
his boots, but the feet were like stones
and the boots would not come off. O Yuki
San, wild with anxiety, pushed and pulled
her husband into the sitting-room, made
him sit down by the kotatsu, and pulled
the warm comfortables about him. The
baby moaned in his sleep, but she had no
time to hush him now. She hurried to the
kitchen to bring the tray, saying to the
red-cheeked cook, “Hurry! Hurry! He is
so cold! He will die if you do not hurry!”
Jiiya came shuffling in at the back door
just as she took the tray from the hands of
the cook and hastened away with it.
“What is the matter with the master?”
asked O Kayo of Jiiya.
The old man shook his head doubtfully.
“It is hard to say,” was his noncommittal
answer. “Strange things happen in this
world.—Hark! What is that?”
A shriek rent the air, and another, and
then another. Man and maid stood for
a moment looking at each other, then
Jiiya started to the rescue. Flinging wide
the paper screen that separated the kitchen
from the sitting-room, they saw nothing
there but the baby, who, wakened by the
sounds, had rolled out of his comfortables
and lay kicking and screaming on the floor.
The door beyond was open, and they heard
the mistress calling, “Jiiya, come quick!
He is gone!” Out through the open door
into the snow tunnel that joined the house
to the street, they went, seeking. A pale
blue flame danced in the tunnel, the mistress
lay on her face in the snow, stretching
her arms toward the dancing light.
“He was here, and then there was nothing,
only that light,” she cried, and her
head fell and she knew no more. The flame
danced and flickered and disappeared, and
with it went the light of O Yuki San’s life.
Four days later, when the news began to
come in of the disaster that had overtaken
the snow-march, and the first and only
men saved from that terrible tragedy were
brought back, maimed and almost dead
from the long exposure, Lieutenant Maruki
told to some of his fellow officers all that
he knew of the death of Lieutenant Saito.
“We pushed on together,” he said,
“looking for a sign of the village. It was
the second day, and we had been wandering,
without a path, in snow up to our arm-pits,
for more than twenty-four hours. I
could see that Saito was freezing. His face
was crusted with ice, and his hair and beard
fringed with icicles. At last he turned to
me and said, ‘I can’t go any farther,
Maruki. You must not let them waste any
time looking for me. I will tell my wife,
and there is no one else who cares.’ Then
he dropped and gave up. I tried to rub
and shake him back into life, but I knew
it was no use when I saw a pale blue
flame[20] hovering over his body. I had seen
such a flame once before, when my father
died,”—his voice sank almost to a whisper,—“and
I knew that his spirit had
passed. The light moved away across the
snow until I lost it in the thickness of the
night. I followed the direction it had taken
as well as I could. Perhaps that is why I
am here to-day.”
“The poor little wife is gone, I hear,”
said a listening comrade, “and the old
man at the house tells a strange story of
the master’s return, and of a blue flame
that vanished through the snow tunnel.”
“Then Saito was right,” said Maruki,
with a sigh; “he did go and tell his wife.
Poor little woman! She was not a widow
very long!”
[18] A fire-box in the floor, over which is set a rack,
and the whole covered by a heavy comfortable.
[20] It is a common belief in Japan that the recently
freed soul is visible in the shape of a luminous ball
or blue flame immediately after death.
IV THE INDEPENDENCE OF SABURO — FOOTNOTES:
It was the month of June, and a great
festival of the Sanno Temple was in full
swing. The streets were alive with excitement
and brilliant with lanterns. The
whole length of Kojimachi-dori was lined
with gay booths and crowded with sightseers.
Here and there the beat of drums,
the clashing of cymbals, and the antics
and grimaces of mummers held the crowd
for a moment before some fantastic festival
car. Off in the side streets were to be
heard the rhythmic shouts of boys, who
rushed about with square red lanterns,
bearing a miniature festival car high on
their shoulders.
To Saburo Nozaki, sitting alone at home,
in charge of his father’s shop, the cheerful
sounds carried nothing but misery. He sat
at his little table figuring out the day’s
accounts by the light of a small hanging-lamp.
The shop front was wide open to
the narrow, dark side street, and now and
then a wandering jinrikisha-man’s lantern
flashed by, but for the most part the street
was empty, for it was away from the centre
of the festival, and every one who could
leave his work had gone to the great
celebration. Only Saburo seemed left of
all the populous neighborhood, and as he
fingered his soroban[21] and wrote out his
accounts, the cheerful hum of the festival
just around the corner simply increased his
sense of desertion.
Saburo was thoroughly tired of the shop.
He had been born in it, or rather in the
room just behind it. His babyhood had
been passed watching its business over his
mother’s shoulder; and when he had been
removed from his perch on her back to
make room for a baby sister, he had at once
begun to make himself useful. At first he
could only run back and forth between the
fireproof storehouse and the salesroom,
carrying rolls of silk and cotton. Later, he
had pulled a small hand-cart about the
streets, acting at once as horse and delivery
clerk. And now, since he had learned
to count with the soroban, he sat all day on
his heels, bowing and smiling and propitiating
customers, measuring and counting
and writing out bills, until it seemed to
him that he could bear it no longer. His
older brothers, Taro and Jiro, good, honest,
unambitious youths, adapted themselves
readily to the routine of the shop, but
Saburo chafed under it and longed for a
change. He was eighteen now, and still
his only view of the world was what he
could see of the street from under the
heavy black curtains that draped the front
of the salesroom.
How irksome the life was to a proud
spirit that felt itself set apart for better
things! And now to-night, when the greatest
festival in a cycle of sixty years was
going on close by, and on the great last
night of all the three, his father had taken
the rest of the family to see the sights,
and had left poor Saburo alone at home
to guard the shop and wait upon improbable
customers. It was too much! Saburo
counted and wrote and counted again, but
the bursts of gayety from Kojimachi confused
his reckoning, and he gave up at last
and settled down to listen and wish.
Suddenly the wish became the father of
a thought—a great thought—an audacious
thought. It had sometimes come before
into Saburo’s head, though he had never
seen the way clear to its accomplishment,
but to-night was the very night for it.
The boy reached out from where he sat
to a drawer in the wall, and drew from
thence a heavy, iron-bound box, the till of
the establishment. This he opened with a
key from his girdle, counted out fifty yen
with methodical exactness, set down his
name in the account-book opposite to that
amount, then closed and locked the box
and returned it to its drawer. The money
he tucked away in his belt. Then he rose,
carried the key into the back room and
hung it on the wall, slid all the wooden
shutters but one into place across the front
of the shop, stepped out into the street,
closed the last shutter, and walked off into
the darkness, away from the lights and
noise of the festival. He did not care where
he went. All he wanted was to get away
from the close confinement, the unvarying
monotony of the shop.
For an hour or so he wandered about
dark and narrow streets, not daring to
show himself in the wider, brightly lighted
thoroughfares, lest he should be recognized
by some chance acquaintance and his
great plan be frustrated at its beginning.
It was ten o’clock, and even the business
streets were putting up their shutters for
the night, when the youth drifted aimlessly
into a broad avenue, almost deserted at
that hour, which he recognized as the one
that led to the northern railway station.
Then a new thought struck him, and he
pushed forward with the energy of a definite
purpose. When he reached the station
a bell was ringing, and the north-bound
train was puffing on the track. He purchased
a third-class ticket, selecting his
destination—Nishi Nasu-no—at random
from the time-table hanging on the wall,
rushed through the gate, and curled himself
up in the corner of an empty carriage.
By noon of the following day, Saburo
found himself, after a long morning’s walk,
close to the beautiful mountain region that
surrounds the gorge of Shiobara. His
morning had not been one of unalloyed
pleasure in his independence. The girls at
the tea-house, where he had stopped and
called for breakfast, had met his air of
assumed importance with derisive giggles
and mocking obeisances, and had given
him, not the cool, retired upper room that
he had demanded, but a place close to the
street, noisy and sunny, where he had eaten
his meal in full sight of the public, and
of all the employees of the hotel kitchen.
Then the morning’s walk had been hot
and tiresome,—a straight, shadeless road
pointing directly toward the mountains.
Saburo found himself tired and hungry
enough when he sat down to rest and eat
his lunch in front of a tea-house that stood
just where the road entered a beautiful
mountain gorge.
“Elder sister, where does this road go?”
he asked of the bright-eyed, red-cheeked
girl who waited on him.
“To Shiobara,” she said; adding, “It
is seven miles to the first village.”
As Saburo looked at the steep, rocky
road ahead, he felt sure that he needed
some stimulus to carry him over those
seven miles to the village, and he ordered
from the “elder sister” a gourd full of
saké, which he hung at his belt. Then he
pressed on, and the mountains closed about
him.
He seemed to be entering the very
bowels of the earth, and the roaring of the
torrent below him, the awful grandeur of
the peaks above, impressed his unsophisticated
soul with a strange uneasiness. He
remembered all the weird tales that he had
heard from his childhood, of the mountain
gods and goblins, of the spirits of the dead
that mow and gibber by the roadside, of
the foxes and badgers that work strange
enchantments on unwary travelers, and
as each horrid detail came before his mind,
he took a pull at the saké bottle to brace
up his courage. And so, as the day waned,
his steps grew heavier and heavier, and
his brain more and more confused, until,
at last, he felt sure that he could not
reach the village for which he was bound
before the night fell.
He sat down by the roadside and wondered
what he should do, and how he
should pass the night; and as he sat there,
he saw a young girl coming out of the
woods, carrying a bucket of water. She
was dressed after the country fashion, with
her kimono tucked up to her knees, showing
her red petticoat below. She wore
white silk leggins and straw sandals, and
she walked lightly and gracefully with her
load, in the dog-trot of the mountain peasant.
Saburo rose as she passed, and she
stopped and set down her bucket.
“Honorable maiden,” he said, “can you
tell me of any house near here where I can
get a meal and a bed?”
She bowed and smiled as she answered,
“I have a very humble roadside booth just
beyond the turn of the road where your
honor can obtain refreshment, though of
poor quality.”
Saburo started up, his tired, unsteady
legs reeling under him, and followed the
girl a few paces, to a spot where the
smallest of roadside eating-shops had been
placed, almost overhanging the torrent.
How cool and inviting it looked! Screens
of bamboo across the front shut it off from
undue publicity. A small stream of water
from a bamboo pipe plashed pleasantly into
a stone tank close by, and over the hibachi
the kettle was bubbling. Cups and plates
and various comestibles showed that the
small establishment could furnish a meal,
and it was with a sigh of relief that Saburo
slipped his tired feet out of his clogs, bathed
them in the cool sparkling water from the
tank, and seated himself on the matted
platform that made the guest-room.
“While I am preparing the poor meal,
would your honor condescend to drink a
cup of ama-zake?”[22] said the silvery voice
of the girl.
“Thank you, I shall be glad to take it,”
answered Saburo, holding his head up with
an attempt at dignity, as he felt that now
he had found some one who addressed him
with the deference due to his independent
position.
The girl, who to Saburo’s eyes grew
more beautiful every minute, brought a
steaming bowl of the thick white liquor
and set it down in front of him. He drank
it, sucking-it down with gulps and smacks
of satisfaction.
“That is food and drink both,” he said,
as the maiden brought him another brimming
bowl.
Cheered by the gracious glow which the
comforting draught diffused through his
entire being, Saburo sat and watched his
beautiful friend while she attended to her
lowly tasks. At last he spoke, and his
voice was husky with emotion.
“It is strange and sad, that so beautiful
a maiden as you should waste her life up
here in these wild mountains. Why do
you stay in such a place? If you went to
Tokyo, you would soon make a good
marriage.”
The girl looked at him before she answered,
and Saburo felt as if his soul were
on fire.
“Sometimes I have thought I would like
to go out and see the world,” she said,
“but I am the only child of my old mother,
and she would not consent to my going,”
and she wept, holding her sleeves before
her face.
“And now my mother is dead, and I
have no brother, nor any friends.” She
wept quietly behind her sleeves for a space,
her body shaking with the violence of her
emotion; then she uncovered her face.
Saburo felt her eyes looking deep into
his heart. “If you do not object to my
humble birth,” she continued, “and since
you sympathize with my grief, please take
me with you to Tokyo, and teach me how
to sweep and wash floors.” Then she hid
her face once more behind her sleeves.
Saburo’s head was fairly turned by such
a show of confidence, and he reached forward
and patted the poor girl’s shoulder
as she sat with covered face on the edge
of the matted platform.
“Do not feel so sad,” he said; “I will
find you a place where you will be much
better off than here.”
The maiden looked with one eye from
behind her sleeves. Saburo gently pulled
down her hands until her whole face was
visible. “How can I ever reward you for
your kindness?” she whispered.
By the time he had eaten supper it was
quite dark, and Saburo began to wonder
where he could spend the night, for the little
tea-house was simply an open booth.
“Where do you live?” he asked of his
entertainer.
“Quite near here,” she answered, “and
if you can endure my rude and squalid
home, I can give you a bed there for to-night.”
She extinguished the coals in the hibachi
by dropping them into a pot of water,
using for the purpose a pair of fire-sticks,
one of bamboo and one of bone. Saburo’s
superstitious soul shuddered a little when
he saw her do it, for he knew that in Tokyo
such sticks were used only in collecting
the ashes of the dead. But he remembered
that she was only a country girl,
and could not be expected to know all the
Tokyo customs. Then she closed the shutters
about the little guest-room, and taking
a white lantern[23] in her hand, she led the
way into the woods. To Saburo there was
something uncanny about the white lantern.
It was like a funeral procession, he
thought, but he said nothing.
There was a muttering of thunder among
the hills, and zigzag lightning flashed from
a black cloud overhead. The way seemed
longer than Saburo had expected, but at
last his guide stopped, just as a flash of
lightning revealed a miserable dilapidated
cottage. The paper of the sliding screens
was flapping like ghostly garments in the
wind, the plaster of the walls had fallen in
places, showing the bamboo skeleton of
the house, the roof seemed breaking down
under its load of stones, and the floor gave
and creaked dismally as they stepped up on
the dirty mats.
On one side of the room was a broken
screen, inverted;[24] two of the floor mats had
been taken up, and a clean new tub, bucket,
and dipper stood on the rotten boards in
the place thus left bare.[25] Saburo shuddered.
What did all this mean? His legs, which
had been painfully weak for several hours,
nearly gave way beneath him.
“My mother lies there dead,” said the
girl in explanation. “I have not been able
to bury her yet, but I will bury her to-morrow
before we start. Wait here a little
while, for I must go and find a priest to
attend the funeral,” and the maiden disappeared
in the darkness, leaving Saburo
alone with the dead.
He tried to call, but his voice was choked;
he tried to move, but his legs refused to
carry him. He could only sit and wait for
the return of his hostess, the horror of the
place freezing his blood the while.
It was deadly silent in the woods. He
would have been grateful even for a thunder-clap
to break the silence, but the storm
had passed. Suddenly the clouds parted,
and the moonlight streamed through a
hole in the roof right into the room.
Saburo found himself filled with a strange
desire to look behind the screen, to see
whether the girl had told him the truth.
Slowly, on hands and knees, he crept
across the floor. Softly he moved the
screen away. It was too true! There, on
the floor, covered with a white quilt, sat
a rigid figure, its knees drawn up to its
chin.
Saburo crept closer and removed the
covering from the face. Horror of horrors!
It was the face of his beautiful hostess. But
even as he looked at it, the hair became
snowy white, the eyes grew hollow, the
parchment-like skin stretched tense across
the nose, and the face changed to that of
a demon.
Poor Saburo, not daring to turn his back
on the awful object, retreated backward.
The dead, raising her head, hitched forward
across the floor. Saburo backed
again. Once more the thing moved toward
him, and once more he backed. It came
close,—closer,—then suddenly, opening
its mouth wide, it sneezed, and Saburo, forgetting
his fatigue, turned and ran madly
away from that terrible place.
Next morning a peasant, leading his
shock-headed pony loaded with grass along
the mountain road, saw, far beneath him,
close to the brawling torrent, what looked
like the body of a man. Scrambling down,
he found poor Saburo, not dead, but
badly bruised. With much labor and suffering
he was at last dragged up to the
road.
How familiar the whole place looked to
him when he opened his eyes! There was
the turn in the road near which he had sat
down, there the footpath along which the
girl had come with the bucket of water.
A great terror came over him.
“Do not take me to the rest-house beyond
the turn,” he begged of his kind-hearted
rescuer.
“What rest-house? There is no rest-house
near here,” said the bewildered
peasant.
Then Saburo told him his story, but the
man only shook his head. “There is no
rest-house here, nor ever has been,” he
said, “but there are foxes that live in the
temple of Inari Sama[26] up in the woods
there,” and he pointed toward the footpath.
“They have bewitched you, and
you should thank the gods that you have
escaped alive.”
Two days later, Saburo, bruised and
tired, stepped out of his clogs and prostrated
himself on his face in his father’s
shop. “I have returned,” he said, as he
bowed to his parents. Then he went back
to his measuring stick, his soroban, and
his account-books.
[21] The abacus used in the East by all merchants in
reckoning.
[22] A thick, sweet, slightly fermented rice-soup.
[26] Inari Sama, the god or goddess of rice, whose messenger
the fox is supposed to be. Sometimes known
as the Fox-God.
V KITSUNÉ YASHIKI — FOOTNOTES:
Kitsuné Yashiki, “The Foxes’ Mansion.”
Minokichi sat on the edge of the little
open shop, his feet in his clogs, his staff in
his hand, ready for the afternoon’s work.
His face, bearing the curiously refined
expression that belongs to the blind, was
turned toward O Koto San, who, with her
baby tied to her back, sat on her heels behind
the minute stock in trade. So small
and so cheap was it that five dollars would
probably have bought it all. A few pairs of
straw sandals, a pattern or two of blue-and-white
toweling, a pile of broad-brimmed
hats, a small variety of cakes, and some
eggs,—these were the entire contents of
the shop. But O Koto San sat at the receipt
of custom, as proud and happy in her
new business as if she were conducting the
great Mitsui[27]
silk-store on Ginza.[28]
Minokichi was a blind amma, or masseur,
who earned a certain but scanty living
by his trade. Every afternoon, when the
great bell of the temple tolled out its four
slow strokes, Minokichi, staff in hand and
whistle in mouth, walked up and down the
streets of Ushigomé,[29] stopping wherever
called, to smooth and rub and soothe and
pat any tired body who, after the hot bath,
might feel the need of further comforting.
Some days, when he was fortunate, he
earned as much as twenty cents. Once he
had been summoned to a great house,
where he had worked for an hour or two
over a man whose silken garment proved
that he was prosperous, and had pocketed
for his fee a fifty-cent note; but such luck
had never come to him again. It had taken
him a long time to save enough to marry,
and when the wedding was over, the go-between
and the fortune-teller paid, the
presents sent to the bride’s family, the tiny
hired house new-papered and fitted up
with the very few articles necessary for
Japanese housekeeping, and the wedding
feast paid for, not only was the long-saved
hoard all gone, but he had been obliged
to put in pawn every garment he possessed
that was not at the time in actual use.
And so O Koto San, a red-cheeked,
curly-haired country girl, whose round
body seemed always trying to work its
way out of her garments, came into the
humblest of homes and took up the task
of making life for two cheaper and happier
than life for one. A good little wife
she had proved to be,—in every respect
exactly as the go-between had said. She
kept the tiny house as neat as her willing
hands could make it. She managed the
scanty supply of charcoal so that every
piece did some work for the family, no
grain of rice was ever wasted by her in
cooking or in clearing away, and the additional
luxuries of the Japanese table, soups,
fish, beans, greens, mochi[30] at New Year’s,
and vermicelli at O Bon, made their appearance
with due regularity. She took
in cigarettes to roll in her spare time, and
added to Minokichi’s earnings the tidy
little sum of a dollar to a dollar and a half
a month by her own labor. Minokichi
brought her all his wages, and whenever
he wanted money there was some in her
hands for him. He always had wherewith
to pay for a hot bath at the public bath-house;
his tobacco pouch was never
empty; he could entertain his friends at
an eel-house, or a macaroni-shop, or in his
own home, and O Koto San never told
him that there was no money for such foolishness,
as did the thrifty wife of the carpenter
next door when her husband went
to her for change to meet emergencies of
like nature.
Surely Minokichi was a lucky man, in
spite of his blindness. He had been married
nearly two years now, and a baby boy
had come to cement the union even more
closely. O Koto San worked, if such a
thing were possible, more diligently with
her baby tied to her shoulders than she
had at the beginning. Her rosy face was
perhaps a thought less rosy, her curly
hair a trifle less abundant, but she was just
as cheerful and energetic in her care for
two as she had been when her husband
was her only thought. The little shop was
her idea, and the stock in trade the saving
from her cigarette work. They lived on the
very edge of Tokyo, just where the city
streets turn into narrow lanes and then into
the dyked roadways across the rice-fields.
Koto’s shrewd business sense realized that
if she had to offer to passing jinrikisha-men
just such things as they might need
when starting out for a long country run
or returning, she might make a profit from
her savings. And so the things had been
bought and set in place, and already more
than one kurumaya had discovered the
smiling face of the shop-keeper, and had
bought from her, exchanging at the same
time a few pleasant words, for the sake of
her bright eyes, her shining teeth, and her
low bows.
Minokichi was waiting for the temple
bell to strike, and as the first deep boom
sounded he rose to his feet, struck the
ground with his staff, and felt his way out
into the narrow road.
“If I am late,” he said, “close the shutters,
and I will call you when I come. I am
going to try a new part of the district.
Perhaps I can find that rich man again
who gave me so much money once. He
was over near Koishikawa.”[31] He moved
cautiously down the street, rapping his
stick on the ground and blowing his whistle,
signs to all passers that a blind amma
was on the march.
It was nearly six o’clock, and the sun
was low at his back, when Minokichi, tapping
and whistling, reached the northeast
corner of Ushigomé, close to the Koishikawa
district. He had spent about an hour
at one of his regular places of call, rubbing
and kneading the head and shoulders of
an overworked newspaper-man, preparing
him for his night at the office. For this
service he had received, with many bows
and protestations of gratitude, the sum of
eight cents, carefully folded in white paper.
Then he had felt his way, by the sun at
his back and the autumn wind on his left
cheek, along the narrow, crooked streets,
to the very border of his own district. Here
he paused, wondering whether it would be
better to go on to Koishikawa, or to return
by devious routes to O Koto San, trusting
to chance for one or two more calls on the
way.
As he stood in hesitation he heard a
voice, a sharp, boy’s voice, of curiously
staccato utterance. “Amm’ San!”[32] it said.
Minokichi cocked his head in the direction
from which the sound came and answered
“Hai!”
Then he heard the soft pat-pat of bare
running feet. They sounded like a dog’s
feet, he thought, as they came near him,
and he was almost surprised when the
boy’s voice close by said “Come,” and
a small, firm hand took hold of his and
began to lead him, not toward Koishikawa,
nor yet toward his home, but northward
across the rice-fields along the city’s edge.
He walked for miles, clutched by the firm
little hand. “The master is ill,” was all
the answer that his guide gave to his
inquiries. The sun had long been down;
he could feel the chill of the autumn
evening, and hear the shrill piping of the
autumn insects, before they reached their
destination.
“Careful! Amm’ San,” called the shrill
staccato voice, and Minokichi reached with
his stick to feel the stone threshold of a
gateway. Then a muffled bell sounded, and
he felt against his cheek the slight stirring
of the air caused by the bell-rope in the
hands of his guide.
“Is it a temple or a yashiki?”[33] asked
Minokichi of himself, for he had long before
ceased trying to get information from his
taciturn young escort. “That bell and rope
seem like the entrance to a temple. Perhaps
it is a priest who is ill, and this is his
acolyte.”
Then came the swift rattle of a sliding
lattice, and as he bowed and entered the
narrow doorway that he knew must be in
front of him, he heard the soft, sibilant purr
of sliding shoji, and the patter of tabi-shod
feet upon matted floors.
“Good-evening,” he said, sucking in his
breath and bending double as he stood at
the entrance of the house.
The small, firm hand that had led him
relaxed its grasp.
“Amm’ San,” came the sound of a
woman’s voice, “you are welcome! Enter,
if you please!”
Minokichi slipped from his clogs to the
polished wooden step, then up to the floor
above, and fell on his knees with his forehead
to the mats, sucking in his breath, and
murmuring in politest terms his desire to
be of service to the master.
“Come quickly, please!” It was the
woman’s voice again, so anxious, so hurried,
with utterance so clipped and abrupt,
that Minokichi could hardly understand
her words. A soft hand slipped into his,
and he was led by passageways with
polished wooden floors and through spacious
matted apartments, sweet-smelling
with the odors of fresh straw and aromatic
cedar.
“A great lord’s yashiki,” thought Minokichi,
as he sniffed the air and felt the
polished wood beneath his feet.
“This is the master’s room. Enter,” said
the woman’s voice again, and a sound of
sobbing followed.
Once more Minokichi fell on his face
and with his forehead to the mats. The
sobbing ceased, and in the silence he heard
long, gasping breaths, as if some one lay
dying close beside him.
“This is the master,” said the voice again.
“Do what you can to make him easier.”
With deft and tender touch Minokichi
placed his practiced fingers on the quivering
body at his side. In spite of his awe
and sympathy, a pleasant thought came to
his mind. The master wore a wadded silk
kimono, and visions of his former princely
patron came before him to make him work
with redoubled skill and patience. He felt
the rigid muscles relax little by little under
his hand, the convulsive quivering cease,
the labored breathing grow soft and regular.
For hours he worked over the sufferer,
and at last, as he stopped to wipe the
streaming perspiration from his face, the
woman’s voice, quieter and less anxious,
said to him, “That is enough, Amm’ San.
You are very skillful. The master is really
resting now. Come with me and rest yourself
awhile. You must be tired.”
Minokichi bowed, and murmured very
softly his formula of self-depreciation. Then
a soft hand took hold of his and led him
from the room.
“Forgive our rudeness,” said the voice
again, “in that we offered you no refreshment
when you came. The master was suffering
so that we were forgetful of all else.
Kindly accept this tea, and smoke your
pipe, and soon there will be some humble
repast ready for you before you leave us.”
Minokichi was glad enough to sit in the
quiet of the room to which he had been led,
to smoke his tiny pipe and drink the tea
set before him, and reflect on the events
of the evening and the possibilities of his
fee, while he rested from his protracted
efforts. The time seemed very short to
him before soft footsteps on the mats and
the gentle shoving of trays toward him
told that the promised refreshment had
arrived.
“It is a poor meal,” said the woman’s
voice once more. “Please pardon it, for
we have been so troubled by the master’s
illness.”
Minokichi had never tasted such food as
the “poor meal” thus politely offered. Fit
for the gods, it seemed to him. He ate sparingly,
however, for he did not wish to seem
a rude and churlish person, who knew no
better than to eat up clean all that was
set before him. When he had finished, he
returned thanks to his unseen hostess, bowing
low with face to the floor in the direction
whence came the sound of quick
breathing, so rapid that it seemed to him
like the panting of a dog.
“Poor lady,” he thought, “she is still
worried about the master.”
As he left the house, a heavy folded white
paper was placed in his hand, and a wooden
box, containing, as he knew, the remains
of his feast, was given him. In an ecstasy
of thanks and protestations he committed
himself to the firm clutch of his first small
guide, whose shrill voice uttered the single
word, “Come.”
So fast the little feet at his side pattered
along, that Minokichi was nearly out of
breath when at last his companion relinquished
his hold, and with a jerky “Say
nar’”[34] left him standing alone, staff in
hand. Just then a great bell began to toll,
and he knew that he was near his own
home, on the north edge of Ushigomé.
Slowly, with leisurely waits between the
strokes, the ringer beat out the hour. It
took a long time to reach the tenth stroke,
and Minokichi was sure then that it was
through.
“Koto will be fast asleep, and I shall have
to wake her,” he said, and started to feel his
way home. “Eleven” boomed the bell,
and Minokichi hurried faster. “Poor Koto!
If she is not asleep, she will be anxious
about me.” “Twelve,” and the whirring,
buzzing reverberations seemed close to his
ear, so near was he to the temple. With
clattering clogs and tapping staff the blind
man broke into a run, and in a few moments
was standing by his own house.
“Koto,” he called very softly, so that
the neighbors should not be disturbed. His
quick ear caught the rustle within, and he
knew that she was awake. He heard her
scratch a match and speak a soothing word
in response to the baby’s sleepy murmur,
then the wooden shutter was pushed gently
aside, just wide enough to admit the amma’s
slender body.
“It is very late,” he said softly, as he
entered, “but I have had such an evening!”
and he told her what had befallen
him. “The fee should be a good one,” he
said when he had finished his story, “for
they were very grand people. A great
house, and, oh, such a supper!”
As he spoke, he drew the folded paper
from his bosom. “Let us see what it is,”
he said. “It’s very heavy! Perhaps they
paid it all in tempō sen!”[35]
He laid the bundle on the floor and
opened it. O Koto’s eyes shone as she saw
the yellow glint of the great gold pieces—five
of them—antique oval ōban,[36] such as
no one saw in these days, except in pictures,
or in yellow tin counterfeits hung to
the masts of the “ships of fortune.”
“Minokichi, it’s all in gold!” she said
solemnly. “Surely it must have been a great
prince who called you in. No one but a
prince would give such a fee to an amma!”
“Surely, it was a prince,” said Minokichi
joyfully. “I thought so from the house
and the go chiso.[37] And now, let us look at
the go chiso,” and he took up the wooden
box that he had brought with him. “Open
it, Koto. You never tasted such food in all
your life.”
O Koto San opened it, and as she saw
the contents, her face fell and a look of
terror came into it.
“Taste it, Koto, and see if it’s not good,”
insisted Minokichi, but Koto made no answer.
“What is the matter, Koto? Why
don’t you say something?” Her husband
turned his blind face toward her expectantly.
“Minokichi,” she said, and her voice was
strange and scared, “there is no food here,
nothing but grass and leaves. You have
been fooled, and may the gods protect us,
for I believe that it was to the foxes you
went to-night, and that you have been
bewitched.”
“There is the money,” said Minokichi.
“This box was packed with grass and
leaves by mistake. The gold is here to
prove that I was not bewitched,” and he
clinked the gold coins together reassuringly.
But O Koto San, who was from the
country, and who knew much more about
the ways of foxes than did her city-bred
husband, shook her head, and murmured
something about “to-morrow.”
They did not sleep a great deal that
night, Minokichi for thinking of his good
luck, Koto in dread of some strange trick
that the foxes might have in store for them
all. When morning came, they were glad
to rise early and go about their common,
every-day tasks. Neither spoke of last
night’s experience until the shutters had
been opened, the beds folded and laid away
in the closet, the floors swept, the shoji
dusted, and Minokichi seated at his breakfast,
with Koto by the rice-bucket, waiting
to refill his bowl. Then he spoke:—
“Koto, just get that paper that I brought
home, and see if your eyes deceived you
last night about the gold. If you are right,
there will be nothing here this morning
but grass, or at most, tempō sen.”
Koto fetched her little iron-bound cash-box,
opened it with the key which she wore
always hung about her neck, and drew out
the white paper. Her face brightened when
she heard its golden chink, while her husband
laughed triumphantly. As she opened
it the coins shone bright and yellow, no copper
tempō sen, but gold ōban, without a
doubt. She dropped them one by one upon
the mat, counting as she did so. “One,
two, three, four”—She shook the paper,
felt in her belt, her sleeves, her bosom,
searched the box, got up and shook herself.
Where was the fifth? One green
leaf lay on the floor and four gold pieces.
“How many did we count last night?”
she asked of Minokichi.
“Five,” he answered.
“There!” she cried, “it was the foxes
that bewitched you, and one of those
pieces is a green leaf this morning!”
“Nonsense!” said Minokichi. “You
must have made a mistake in your counting
last night. You were sleepy, and probably
you saw more than there were.”
He laughed affectionately. Koto was so
clever and business-like that it was rather
pleasant to catch her in a mistake once
in a while. But Koto would not accept
his theory. She was sure of her own, and
worried lest all their gold should depart
as had the fifth piece.
When Minokichi was ready for his afternoon
start, Koto, her baby firmly tied to
her back, slipped into her clogs and stood
beside him. “If you go to your fox-place
again, I am going with you,” she said decidedly.
“I at least can see, and the foxes
will not find me quite so easy to fool. O
Kin San from next door will mind the
shop, and I can walk as far and as fast as
you.”
Minokichi demurred. It was not customary
for an amma to go about his work
escorted by his wife and baby. His princely
patron, if they should be lucky enough to
find their way to him, might not be willing
to employ a man so accompanied. But
Koto was firm. She would not interfere
with her husband’s business. She would
follow him at a discreet distance, and pretend
she had nothing to do with him. But
go she would, and so they started, Minokichi
tapping and whistling in front, Koto
and the baby clattering along a few paces
behind. As they passed the house of the
newspaper-man, a servant who had been
watching for the amma called him in, and
so it happened that the sun was low when
the trio reached the spot where the day
before Minokichi had been accosted by the
shrill-voiced, barefooted messenger.
O Koto San, who, while her husband was
rubbing the newspaper-man, had visited a
neighboring temple and made an offering
and a prayer to Kwannon, the Goddess of
Mercy, felt fairly bold and cheerful by now.
The chink of the gold was in her ears, its
glitter dazzled her eyes. It was at her suggestion
that Minokichi turned northward,
and struck out by the dyked roadway in
the same direction that he had taken the
night before under guidance. They walked
a long, long way. The sun went down and
the moon came up over the rice-fields, the
wind blew chill, the dead leaves rattled on
the trees by the wayside.
Poor Koto shivered, and called out to her
husband walking in front, “Let’s go home!
There is no yashiki here,—only rice-fields
and a clump of trees ahead. Come home!
Don’t you know by now that you were
bewitched last night?”
“Just a little farther, Koto,” pleaded Minokichi.
“I am sure we are almost there.”
They walked on, Minokichi feeling the
way very carefully with his staff. When
they reached the clump of trees, he turned
aside, fumbling with his stick until it
sounded on stone. “Here it is,” he said,
and passed under a low, red torii[38] that
stood hidden among the giant cedars.
O Koto followed, trembling. It was a little
Inari[39] shrine, and before it sat two grinning
stone foxes. Minokichi went swiftly forward
on the stone-paved walk, sure of his
way now, and passed between the guardian
images. He lifted his hand and swung the
cobwebbed, knotted rope that dangled before
a gong above the entrance. A dull,
metallic boom smote the silence, but there
was no sound in answer to the summons.
O Koto shuddered, and the baby struggled
restlessly in its wrappings.
At last Minokichi turned sadly. “I am
afraid the master is dead, for the house is
closed. We will go home now.”
Just then Koto, whose fears had not
dulled her wits, noticed a dark object lying
close to the foundation of the temple.
Her first thought was to seize Minokichi’s
hand and run, her next, to find out now
what this mystery might be. Controlling
her desire to shriek, she went on, to take a
nearer look at the crouching body, and by
the moon’s bright light, shining through
a gap in the trees, she saw that it was a
great dead fox, with gray lips drawn back
from his toothless jaws in a ghastly grin.
“Poor Minokichi,” she said, “here is
your prince. The grandfather of all the
foxes he must have been. Even your skill
could not save him.”
Minokichi walked on in silence, nor did
his wife lag far behind, for across the deserted
rice-fields came to her ears a dismal
yapping and wailing, the mourning of the
foxes for “the master.”
To this day O Koto San does not know
whether her husband believes in his own
bewitchment. The four ōban remained as
they were, and Minokichi, who is a rich
man now, thanks to the gold and to O
Koto’s clever management, dates all his
good luck from that night when he was
led out across the rice-fields to minister to
the dying man. And when O Koto shakes
her head and talks of “Kitsuné Yashiki,”
he laughs, and warns her that fox-gold may
turn to leaves over night.
The whole year had gone wrong for Chokichi.
When, at the close of the old year,
his bills had come in and he had paid them
off,—as every Japanese must if he would
go on into the future at all,—he had not
only been left without money, but had been
forced to offer his stock in trade at absurdly
low prices; and—for purchasers are few
and sellers many at that season, and in a
small village only as many tabi[40] can be
absorbed at once as the population has
feet to cover—he had, after all, been
driven to carry a large part of his wardrobe
to the furugi-ya[41] and sell it for what
it would bring, in order to satisfy his
creditors.
And then, after beginning the new year
with narrowed resources, he had been further
afflicted by the illness of his wife.
Money spent on doctors and medicines was
of no avail, and she had gone steadily from
bad to worse, until at last she had died and
left him with no one to attend to the house
or the shop, just as things were looking up
a little and custom coming in.
Then he had taken an apprentice,—Tōshi,
the son of a neighbor who had more
boys than he needed to carry on the hereditary
business of tub-making, and who was
glad to put into Chokichi’s care the most
mischievous and good-for-nothing of his
lithe, laughing, bullet-headed progeny.
Tōshi, with his smooth brown face, his
black slits of eyes, his short blue kimono
folded neatly about his muscular young
legs, would sit meekly on his heels by his
master’s side, sewing at the tabi that had
been cut and put into his hands, a very
model of all the virtues. But if Chokichi
left the house for an hour or two in Tōshi’s
care, trusting for the moment to the guileless
expression and exemplary behavior of
his apprentice, he was more than likely on
his return to meet the miscreant in the
street at the head of a procession of boys
marching with flags and singing war-songs
with brazen voices, while in the shop all
would be disorder, the unfinished socks
scattered about the floor, the cat curled
up in the tumbled bolt of white cotton
from which the tabi were to be cut, or a
live coal from the hibachi burning a hole
in the newly covered mats.
What was a poor tabi-maker to do?
Chokichi spent much time in meditation
upon this problem, and at last, when August
came and pilgrim parties were starting
from all the villages to make the tour
of the sacred places, a thought came to
him that soon urged him into action.
If everything went wrong, it must surely
be that he had somehow failed in his duty
toward the gods. He could not make a
grand tour with the clubs that went out,
after a year of saving and preparation, to
be gone a month or more, and reap much
spiritual benefit by propitiating as many of
the gods as possible,—he fairly shuddered
to think of what might happen to the shop
and Tōshi in such an absence,—but why
not take a day, close the shop, send Tōshi
home to his mischievous brothers, and
make a pilgrimage to the shrine on the
top of Miyamoto Yama? He had heard
his father tell of how once his grandfather
had made pilgrimage thither, and of what
wonderful good luck had come in answer
to his prayers.
It took Chokichi some time to reason
this all out while he sat over his work, cutting,
basting, directing Tōshi, sewing on
the cheap German hand-machine that he
had bought one lucky year when he had
found a pleasant little surplus in his till
after all his debts were paid. But when
he had thought it out, there was no delay
about decision.
“Tōshi,” he said suddenly, “would you
like a holiday?”
Tōshi’s black eyes gleamed, his ivory
teeth shone, but he kept on demurely with
his work.
“Yes, master,” he answered, “if your
honor would condescend to give one to
my unworthiness.”
“I shall close the shop to-morrow, for I
must go away on business of importance.
You may return to your father’s to-night,
and come back to me early in the morning
of the day after to-morrow, in time to
open the shop.” Chokichi was very condescending
and important in his manner.
He wished Tōshi to understand that the
holiday was no reward of virtue.
Very early the next morning, Chokichi,
a box of luncheon tied up in a furoshiki,[42]
dangling from one hand, a stout staff in the
other, his kimono turned up above his knees
and tucked into his belt, his bare feet shod
with sandals tied tightly about his ankles
by strings of twisted straw, walked quickly
out of the village, taking the straight highroad
that pointed toward the mountains.
The mists lay in low, level bands against
the sides of the great range, the sun was
hardly above the horizon, but the peasants
were already at work in the rice-fields,
their broad hats showing like rows of giant
mushrooms on the square green patches
of growing rice.
Chokichi swung along jauntily, making
good time in the morning coolness; for
the red-faced sun behind him promised a
hot day on the plain, and he was anxious
to reach the shelter of the wooded gorges
before the heat was full upon him. And
thanks to his vigorous pace, it was not
more than nine o’clock when he found
himself traveling along the rugged mountain
path, a precipice above him, a green
ravine beneath, through which roared and
tumbled a small river, swollen and white
from the August rains. How delightfully
cool and damp it was! He stopped beside
a stream that leaped from the precipice
in a sheet of foam into a basin cut for it
beside the road, then gurgled and hissed
under a culvert on its way to the river,
below. He bathed his hands and arms
and feet and legs in the clear, cool water.
“It was a great thing to do,” he said
to himself. “Such a day for the walk! I
almost wish I had brought Tōshi, though,
for it is pretty lonely!”
He stopped and listened. All the cheerful
valley sounds were gone,—the children
shouting at their play, the women singing
at their looms, the squawking and chatter
of fowls, the peasants calling from field
to field, the bump-bump of the great mill-wheel,
the clatter of clogs and patter of
bare feet. There was no sound except the
gushing and rushing of water, the swish of
green leaves over which the breeze was
passing, the murmur of the pines as the
wind came their way. As Chokichi listened
he shivered a little, for he was used to the
social village life, and he seemed so far from
human companionship. But he cheered
himself with the thought of his grandfather’s
luck. There would be little merit
to be gained if his day of pilgrimage were
all pleasure. And the fact that he was alone
would make his luck all the greater,—there
would be no one to share it.
And so he trudged along,—one moment
wishing for company, the next glad he had
none,—until he had reached a goodly
height. He stopped to breathe and wipe
his face and arms with his blue-figured
towel, and stood a moment to look at the
square green rice-fields far below him, and
the village from which he had come, with
its huddled thatched roofs like haystacks
on both sides of the narrow road. He was
engaged in trying to pick out his own
among the gray cottages, and heard no
sound of approaching feet, so that a fresh
young voice with a ripple of laughter in
it startled him, though it uttered only a
polite “Good day!”
He turned quickly and looked into a
bright, roguish pair of eyes a little below
the level of his own,—eyes that flashed
from under a blue-and-white towel coquettishly
tied about puffs of shining black hair.
“Good day!” he answered, looking with
undisguised pleasure upon the picturesque
maiden before him.
She seemed about sixteen years old, and
was dressed in the simple country costume,—a
dark blue kimono and a red-figured
obi. Her skirt was turned up, and showed
a bright red petticoat reaching a little below
the knee. Her legs were bare, shapely, and
white; she wore rough straw sandals on
her feet, tied about her slender ankles. Her
face was merry,—red-cheeked, with laughing
lips which showed no trace of care or
trouble or evil temper.
Chokichi ventured to remark that it was
a warm day,—very warm for a young lady
to choose for mountain-climbing.
“Truly, it is very warm,” answered the
girl, “and I have lost my way. Can you
tell me which path leads to the Miyamoto
shrine?”
“Assuredly, honorable young lady. I
am going there myself, and shall be only
too glad if you will condescend to let me
accompany you.”
The girl bowed low in thanks, and then
the two walked on together, Chokichi
ahead, the maiden modestly following.
They scrambled a little way in silence
up the steep path; then Chokichi, who
thanked his lucky stars that he had not
brought the mischievous Tōshi, stopped
and seated himself upon a rock.
“Let us rest here a little,” he said. “The
shrine is not far distant, but the road is
steep, and we must get our breath before
we begin the last pull.”
The girl sat down across the path from
him, and her eyes danced as she looked at
him, then she dropped them to the ground
and sighed. Chokichi could not but think
what an adornment so fair a maiden would
be to his lonely house. He began tentatively,—
“And the young lady’s home—is it far
from here?”
The girl looked up as she answered,
“My humble home? Indeed, it is far away—beyond
Futago Yama,” and she pointed
to a great double peak that rose out of the
north. “I have been walking since before
light, and have seen no one since I started
until I met you.”
“But why,—if you will permit me to
ask so impolite a question,—why do you
walk so far all alone to this lonely mountain
shrine?”
The girl lifted her hand to her face so
that her long sleeve hid her mouth, and
her bright eyes softened a little.
“My mother is very ill,” she said gently,
“and we are poor and have no money to
buy medicine, so I am going to the shrine
to ask the gods to give her health.” She
hid her whole face behind her sleeve, and
Chokichi where he sat could hear her sobbing
softly.
“Do not be sad,” he entreated, rising
and going to her. He laid one hand on her
shoulder, patting her lightly. “The gods
will surely grant the prayer of so sweet a
pilgrim, and I have money enough to buy
medicine for your mother when we come
down.”
“Come! Let us go!” she said, rising
briskly.
Chokichi was astonished at the sudden
change. The roguish light came back into
her eyes. She hurried on ahead, looking
back at him over her shoulder from time
to time. Chokichi was fairly infatuated.
“Wait! Wait a moment!” he called,
for her shapely white legs were speeding
so fast that he could hardly keep up with
her. “Wait for me! I have something to
tell you!”
The girl stopped, laughing gleefully.
Chokichi, puffing from the chase, came up
to her.
“Might it not be”—He stopped, embarrassed.
When he had courted Kiku, all
had been done through go-betweens. This
was new work for him. He began again,
“Might it not be that if you had a husband
to take care of you, you would not
need to take such long journeys all alone
to strange shrines?”
Her roguish eyes went up at the corners
until they were almost lost in her
hair.
“Truly,” she answered, “it might be;
but now I go to pray. When we return,
we will talk of other things.”
The way wound dimly now through thick
woods,—great cedars with trunks like
temple pillars. Ahead of them, across the
path, stood the heavy torii that marked the
beginning of the holy ground. Suddenly
the girl stumbled, then gathered herself
together with a groan.
“What is the matter? What have you
done? Let me help you!” Chokichi cried,
hurrying to her.
“I have hurt my ankle and twisted my
knee,” she said faintly, leaning against a
tree. “My sandal string is cutting me, and
I cannot stoop to loosen it!”
“Let me fix it for you,” said Chokichi,
squatting beside her and touching lightly
the injured ankle.
As he touched it, suddenly it changed
under his hand. It was no longer the
shapely, slender foot of a young woman,
but a great hairy, muscular paw like that
of a bear. A yell of demon laughter was
in the air. He looked up to see that his
companion had grown to the height of a
giant, and was staring at him with terrible
eyes from a monkey face. Only the
dress remained to show that this fearful
monster was the charming maiden of the
moment before.
Mad with fright, Chokichi fled through
the torii into the shrine itself that stood
with mossy roof in the dark grove. An old
man was sitting in the priest’s room adjoining
the temple, and over a hibachi by
his side a tea-kettle was boiling merrily.
The homely sight and sound were reassuring,
and Chokichi felt a little better for the
pleasant human companionship.
“Welcome! Welcome!” called the old
man. “Come in and take a cup of tea
and have a whiff of tobacco. The day is
hot, and you must be tired with your long
climb up the hill.”
So gentle, so polite, so smiling was his
host, that Chokichi sat and talked with
him, forgetting the prayers that he had
come so far to offer. At last he told him
all about his strange adventure on the hillside.
The old man chuckled as he described
the girl.
“Ay, truly!” he said, wagging his
head knowingly.
Then Chokichi told of the great hairy
foot.
“Was it like this?” shouted the old man,
with a yell, rising suddenly, and Chokichi
saw that same foot thrust out in front of
him, while far above his head, with staring,
terrible eyes and monkey face, was the
monster from which he had fled. Around
him echoed peals of derisive laughter.
This time it was rage rather than fright
that moved Chokichi, and he sprang at his
tormentor like a wounded tiger. Gripping
the great hairy leg tightly with both
hands, he held on until he lost consciousness.
A hunter, passing the shrine late in the
day, found him lying on the ground just
within the torii. He was bleeding from a
cut on the head. In one hand he held a
bunch of reddish hair. It took some time
to bring him to his senses, and then he
told his story.
“I’ve got something to show for it,”
he said manfully. “I tore this out of the
monster before he threw me down.”
The hunter looked at it curiously.
“That is fox-hair!” he exclaimed. “You
were bewitched! I know those foxes, they
come from the Inari shrine on the other
side of Futago Yama!”
Slowly Chokichi toiled down the mountain-side
through the darkness; sadly he
let himself into his silent house.
When Tōshi returned to his work the
next morning, he found his master with
a bad cut on his forehead, but welcoming
his apprentice with a joy that caused that
mischievous youngster some surprise.
“And did the master’s business prosper
yesterday?” he inquired humbly, but with
a twinkle in his eye that showed he had
his own suspicions.
“Tōshi,” answered Chokichi enigmatically,
“if a man would see his business
prosper, let him mind it himself, nor clamor
to the gods for aid.”
Amé, a sweetmeat made from wheat gluten, very
nourishing and wholesome for children.
Old man Genjiro was sitting over the last
coals in his hibachi, warming his hands and
blinking sleepily. The shutters of the little
sweetmeat shop were closed for the night.
The street outside was quiet. Even the
footsteps of the few belated wayfarers who
were still abroad were muffled by the soft,
heavy snow that had wrapped the city as
in a garment.
The old man nodded over the dying
embers, jerking himself awake from time
to time to poke the few coals together with
the iron fire-sticks, or to rake and pick over
the mound of ashes. His worn old face was
seamed and crisscrossed with wrinkles, but
they were the tracks of kindly emotions,
not of the fiercer passions. His wadded
blue cotton garments were wrapped tightly
about his small, withered body, and his
rough, red, bare feet were doubled up
under him as he sat on the matted floor.
He shivered a little as the red coals grew
smaller and smaller.
“What a cold night it is!” he said to
himself. “I am glad I do not have to be
out pulling a jinrikisha;” and he laughed
cheerfully, as he looked about with some
pride on his little shop, and his stock in
trade spread out in the front of it in small
glass showcases.
Genjiro felt that he was living like a lord
in his old age after his years of toil, first in
the rice-fields, then in the shafts of a jinrikisha.
He had lived honestly always, and
had brought up three sons, who were now
his pride and joy,—strong men all,—two,
pullers of jinrikisha like their father before
them, and one, the baby, serving his time
in the army. When he grew old his sons
had set him up in the little shop, and he
managed to make a comfortable living off
of the small coins that the children in the
neighborhood paid him for his wares.
Genjiro’s old wife, Fusa, was pottering
about the back room, making the bed for
the night. He could hear her snort and
snuffle about her work, for she was asthmatic,
and the heavy winter comfortables
that she was handling were almost too
much for her strength.
“Put on all the comfortables that we
have,” he called to her; “I am coming to
bed in a minute. No one will come to buy
amé on such a night as this.”
Fusa grunted in response and went on
with her work. Genjiro sat still over his fire,
too sleepy and warm to leave it for the cold
little back room, even with the prospect of
all the comfortables in the house to lure
him to his bed. He heard the great bell
of the temple close by boom out the hour,
but he was too sleepy to count the slow
strokes.
It was Fusa’s voice from the next room
that roused him with the words, “Some
one is at the door!”
He jumped up with a start and heard a
very thin, weak voice calling, “Excuse me,”
just outside the shop. He pushed open
the shutter in surprise that any one should
come at that hour for amé. A woman stood
in the street. He could not see her clearly
in the darkness and amid the falling snow,
which covered her dress and lay upon her
disheveled hair and seemed to whiten even
her face. She glided rather than stepped
into the shop.
Genjiro hardly knew what to say, but he
bowed politely, on all fours, lifting his head
at intervals from between his hands to remark
that it was a cold night, that it was
the first time that he had had the pleasure
of seeing his visitor, and that he hoped he
might be able to serve her.
The woman’s face was very sweet and
sad, as she bowed in response to Genjiro’s
greetings. “I would like to buy a little of
your amé,” she said, and she pointed to a
long, bright-colored paper bag of the confection,
such as is sold to mothers when
they bring their babies to the temple for
the miya mairi.[43] Genjiro handed it to her,
and received in return a curiously blackened
and mouldy coin. Then the customer
glided out into the street, and the old man
closed his shutter and retired to the back
room.
“What was it?” said Fusa, for Genjiro
was shaking all over.
“Only a woman who wanted to buy
amé,” he said; but he shuddered as he
crept into bed, and it was a long time
before he was warm enough to sleep.
The next day the old man was pale and
distraught. When the baby of the clog-seller
across the street came toddling over,
holding out a rin[44] piece with a square
hole in the middle, he was so absorbed in
thinking of his strange customer that he
did not see her at all, and her dirty round
mouth began to pucker, and her fat little
bosom to heave up and down under its
red wadded gown, before he turned his
abstracted gaze upon her. To be sure, he
comforted her with a beautiful long piece
of amé jelly and a little paper flag with a
round red sun in the middle; but her faith
in him was only partially restored, and she
trotted home so depressed that she nearly
ran under the wheels of a passing jinrikisha,
and wailed loudly when the runner
threw her aside as if she had been a pillow.
And when the boys came home from school
at noon, they were surprised to see that
their friend Genjiro, instead of sitting in
the front of the shop, bowing and smiling
over his tempting wares, was hugging his
hibachi, smoking gloomily, and staring
into the street with vacant eyes. It took
two shouts and much jingling of small coin
to wake him from his reverie.
That night, Genjiro and his old wife went
to bed early, and the shop was closely shuttered
and quite dark when the temple bell
sounded ten. Genjiro was not asleep, however,
and he lay listening to the sounds in
the street, with Fusa wheezing and snoring
beside him. And then, again he heard the
weak, pleading voice.
“Excuse me for troubling you,” it said.
Genjiro lay and shivered, but his kind
heart at last got the better of his fears, and
he rose and went into the shop. Softly he
slid open the shutter, and his last night’s
visitor stood before him.
“I am making you great trouble,” she
said, “but I would like some more of your
nice amé,” and she bowed, and pointed
as before to a bright-colored paper bag.
Genjiro gave it to her, she slipped into
his hand again a rusty coin, and glided
away. Trembling, the old man closed
the shutter, crept back to bed, and lay
cowering with cold and fear.
Every night for five nights the same
thing happened, and Genjiro, what with
fear and bewilderment, was a changed
man. His business suffered, for the boys
now patronized the itinerant sweetmeat
vender who came into the street every
noon and stood close to Genjiro’s shop
with his little cart of sweets, blowing a
bubbly brass horn and dancing at intervals
for the crowd of children that flocked
about him. Genjiro was too forlorn to
make an effort to hold his trade. He only
sat in the back of the shop and watched
the small coins that ought to be his drop
into his supplanter’s money-box.
At last Genjiro forced himself up to a
high resolve. He would follow the stranger
and see what became of her. He never
went to bed now until his weird customer
had made her nightly purchase, but sat
and shivered over his hibachi until she
came. Fusa was sure that the visitor was
a fox-woman, and that her husband was
bewitched; and when he told her that
night that he was going to follow the
stranger, the poor old woman groveled on
the floor, entreating him not to be so rash.
“She will only lead you into some great
danger. You will never come back if you
follow that fox-woman,” she cried; but
though Genjiro shuddered, he remained
firm, and all day Fusa mourned him as
one already dead.
When the woman came that night, she
looked paler and sadder than ever, and she
bowed very low and wept as she handed
Genjiro the rusty rin in payment for her
purchase. When the old man saw her distress,
he was firmer than ever in his resolve
to follow her and discover her home and
her grief. He had put on a clean pair of
jinrikisha-man’s shoes, so that there should
be no sound from his footsteps. As he
stepped down from the shop platform to
draw the shutter, he closed himself out
into the street, and glided along in his soft
foot-gear almost as silently as the retreating
figure that he followed. He had to
run at a dog-trot to keep up with her, so
quickly did she move. They passed the
temple, the great curves of its roof throwing
dark shadows in the moonlight, then
on into the graveyard beyond.
There was a faint smell of incense in the
air, and a few coals burned dimly on a
tombstone. Genjiro hesitated,—a graveyard
is not a pleasant place to enter so late
at night,—but his strange guide seemed
to feel his hesitation, and turning, looked
at him sadly and beckoned to him. Genjiro
followed manfully. “Poor thing! She
wants something of me!” he said to himself.
They came to a great tree girdled
with a straw rope, under which was a
grave, and there the woman disappeared.
So he had been selling amé every night
to a ghost! Surely Genjiro’s fears were
justified! He was weak and trembling
when he reached home, and it was only
after several cups of saké, which Fusa
brought him when she saw his condition,
that he could speak connectedly enough
to tell his story.
Far into the night they talked the matter
over, but they could not tell what to
do next. At last Fusa said, “You must go
to the priest to-morrow, and he will know
who is buried in that grave. Then, perhaps,
we can find out what the ghost wants.”
Very early the next morning Genjiro and
Fusa went to the temple, taking with them
the six rusty coins that their ghostly visitor
had paid. They found the place alive with
worshipers, for it was a feast day. The
priests were almost too busy to attend to
the humble pair, but at last a gentle old
ecclesiastic took pity on their evident distress,
called them to the priests’ house close
by the shrine, and asked them kindly what
their trouble was. They told the story,
passing it from one to the other in their
excitement over its details, and handed
over to the priest the coins, neatly folded
in a piece of white paper.
The holy man looked grave. “Where
is the tomb?” he said. “Can you show it
to me now?”
“Surely, your reverence,” answered Genjiro
eagerly; “it is just under the sacred
cedar tree,—the great tree with a rope
around it.”
“Show it to me,” said the priest, and
together they went to the graveyard. The
grave was a new one; only a wooden post
bearing the posthumous name of the deceased
marked the spot.
“This is the grave of Kiku,” said the
good man, and tears of pity stood in his
eyes. “She was the wife of Chokichi Sato,
and she died less than ten days ago. I
myself performed the ceremony when we
laid her and her unborn child here under
the sacred cedar. Without doubt the gods
have sent her to you with a message.”
Then Genjiro and Fusa stood, awestruck,
before the grave, while the priest returned
to the temple to tell what had come to
pass. And when the priests and the people
heard the story of the woman ghost that
had come nightly to Genjiro’s shop to buy
amé, they came in a great crowd and stood
about the grave.
And one who heard the story went to
Chokichi, the husband of Kiku, and told
him, and he hastened to the place just as
he was, in his white-lettered carpenter’s
blouse and blue tights. And when he saw
the priests and the people standing, he
said, “Will you permit that we open the
grave, and learn whether there is any reason
why my wife has visited the améya[45]
every night for a week?”
And the priests answered, “We will permit
it, and we will, ourselves, watch the
opening and say prayers for the repose
of O Kiku San’s spirit.”
Then picks and hoes were brought, and
the earth, wet and heavy with melted snow,
was moved from the grave, until at last
they came to the great cask in which the
dead had been placed for burial.
And Chokichi said, “If it please your
reverences, I will open the coffin, that I
alone may be polluted by the touch of the
dead.” And he opened the coffin, the
priests chanting a mass for the repose of
the young wife’s soul.
And when the cover was removed, a
little gurgle came from within the coffin,
and all the people saw the dead mother
sitting within, and at her feet a tiny living
baby, smiling and gurgling, and sucking
a piece of amé. And Chokichi lifted out
the baby, all naked as it was, and folded
it from the winter air in his bosom. “My
little son!” he said, and he wept.
Then said the old priest to all the people
as they stood amazed, “Now ye can see
how great is mother love, that will, even
from the grave, watch over and feed its
offspring. Behold how for her baby’s sake
this poor mother hath given to the améya
the six rin[46] which she needed to keep her
from entering naked into the spirit world,”
and he placed reverently in the coffin the
paper containing the six rusty coins that
Genjiro had given to him.
Then he turned to Genjiro, and said,
“The kindness of this man, opening his
door night after night to the mother’s
ghost, has given back to Chokichi his
son.” And Genjiro and Chokichi returned
to their homes, each followed by a wondering
crowd.
From that time on everything that Genjiro
did prospered. From all the city people
came to buy amé of him, and to hear his
story. Mothers sent their children to spend
their stray coins at his shop, for they said,
“He is a kind man, and will always give
you good amé.” And the rival améya with
his bubbly trumpet came no more into the
neighborhood, but danced and played in
the next ward, where there was no Genjiro
to hold the trade of all the street.
[43] The presentation of a baby at the parish temple,
a ceremony that takes place when the child is about
a month old.
[44] A coin something like the Chinese “cash,” worth
about half a mill.
[46] On the banks of the River of Death an old hag
waits to strip the souls of their clothing as they pass
by. Therefore with the dead must always be buried
six rin, with which to propitiate the old woman.
VIII THE PEONY LANTERN — FOOTNOTES:
Old Hanzo stood at the front door bowing
double and sucking in his breath as
his master stepped into the jinrikisha and
stood for a moment to be firmly wrapped
about by the dust-robe that the kurumaya
held in his hands.
“Good-by, Hanzo,” called the young
man gayly as he whirled away. “Do not
expect me back until late to-night, and
mind that you have something good to
eat ready for me when I return.”
The old servant bowed, and clattered off
on his clogs to discuss with his wife the
carrying out of the master’s order.
Tēichi Ogiwara was a gay young fellow,
who, with more wealth than was quite
good for him, was living carelessly and
idly in his pleasant little house in the
Negishi suburb of Tokyo. Of samurai
descent, brought up in the stern traditions
of his ancestors, he had come to Tokyo
a few years before from the castle town of
Wakamatsu, an earnest youth, on fire with
zeal to so educate himself as to be of use
to his beloved country. While his parents
lived, their delight in his progress through
the University, their joy in the letters in
which he breathed forth his high resolves,
had kept him steadily at his work and
away from the temptations that are set
for the feet of unwary students in the
capital.
But things had changed greatly for him
within a year. His parents had died, leaving
to him a substantial little income; and
after the first grief was over, the young
fellow, looking about him for companionship,
had made friends with one of his
classmates in the medical school,—a brilliant
scholar and amusing talker, popular
with classmates and instructors alike, and
always ready to engage in any enterprise
that promised either pleasure or profit to
himself. Tēichi, by nature silent and reserved,
was attracted by the gayety and
energy of Komura, and Komura, himself
of low birth and small financial resources,
was only too delighted to be taken up
by a young fellow of independent means,
and of a social position far higher than his
own. And so the friendship grew apace,
Komura gaining daily greater influence
over Tēichi, until, at the expiration of a
few months, he had subtly sapped the high
ideals and brought the younger and more
innocent man as nearly as possible to his
own level.
“You have brains enough and money
enough. Why do you dig so at your
studies? If I had your chances, wouldn’t
I have a good time? Leave the hard
work and plain living to us of the heimin.
We have to do it because we have neither
money nor place. I’d show you how to
use your money so as to get some good
out of it, if you’d let me!”
This was the general trend of Komura’s
influence, and to Tēichi the temptations of
a luxury and dissipation that he had always
been taught to shun grew irresistible.
It seemed as if the asceticism of his
early life, the plain living and high thinking
that are a part of the samurai creed,
had been the mere restraining shell of
his pupa state, from which he emerged suddenly
as a full-grown butterfly, seeking
pleasure wherever it was to be found.
It was at Komura’s suggestion that he
had taken the dainty house at Negishi,
hidden behind a bamboo fence from the
quiet lane that was its only approach, and
with a lovely garden shaded by pine and
cherry, cool with running water, picturesque
with mossy lanterns, rustic bridges,
azalea-covered mountain ranges, and pebbly
walks. Here, by Komura’s recommendation,
old Hanzo had been installed
as major domo in a lodge at the gate,
where he lived with his old wife Koma,
keeping guard in the master’s absence and
caring for his comfort when he was at
home. Hanzo and Koma were both discreet,
and said nothing to any one of the
high revels that went on within the house,—of
kurumas that came bringing not
only gay young blades like Ogiwara himself,
but daintier freight in the shape of
bright-eyed, black-haired, brilliantly robed
geishas, who plied the saké bottle, and
danced, and bandied wit, and entertained
the uproarious young fellows far into the
night. Then there would be times when
Hanzo had a long rest, and his master
never came home at all, but spent his days
and nights wandering about the city to
various questionable resorts, or seeking
new stimulus for his jaded senses by trips
into the country to places famous for the
pleasures offered to travelers. If Tēichi
ever thought in those reckless days of his
stern old samurai father, of the joy of his
mother in his high ideals, it was to push
the thought out of his mind as quickly as
possible, and obstinately shut the door
against its reëntrance.
To-day he trundled merrily along in his
jinrikisha to meet Komura at Kameido,
where, after viewing the plum-blossoms
and spending a sentimental afternoon in
writing poems to hang upon the branches
of the gray old trees, they hoped to pick
up a jovial party for an evening together
at an eel-house near Megané Bashi.
Through the damp greenness of Uyeno
Park he sped, along the front of the great
temple and pleasure-ground of Asakusa,
across the Sumida River, and into the
Kameido grounds, where, by the quaint
semicircular bridge that arches over the
“Pond of the Heart,” he found Komura
awaiting him, a big bundle in his hand
wrapped in a purple furoshiki.
“Hulloa! old fellow, I thought you
were never coming. I haven’t seen a soul
that we know yet, but I’ve brought some
good company along, anyway,” and he
shook the suspiciously shaped bundle,
from which came a gurgle that explained
his meaning. “We shan’t lack inspiration
for our poems even if the plums are
not in bloom.”
It was early in the season, and the great
gray trees of the plum-garden showed only
here and there a pink bud pushing its way
outward. For a real poet the suggestion
of beauty to come might mean more than
its later fulfillment, but to the two thoughtless
youths who seated themselves upon a
blanket-covered bench beneath the trees,
clapping their hands loudly until a red-cheeked
maid brought them tea and cakes,
then took out their writing-cases, poem-cards,
and saké-bottles to seek a borrowed
inspiration, the bare, gnarled trunks gave
little material for composition. For a while
they thought and wrote in silence, but the
quiet and beauty of the place did not appeal
to their excitement-pampered tastes,
and it was Komura at last who dashed his
effort to the ground, shut up his writing-case
with a snap, and jumped into his
clogs.
“Come on, old man, I can show you an
adventure worth two of this,” he cried,—“an
adventure that Yoshitsuné[47] himself
might envy!”
Tēichi rose to the bait, glad enough to
leave a place in the seclusion of which
unwelcome thoughts kept crowding and
would not be driven out.
“I’m with you, boy, lead on!” he
shouted. “Wait till I pay the tea-money,
and then we’re off.”
In the long jinrikisha ride to Fukagawa
that followed, Komura took the lead, and
Tēichi, sleepy with the saké he had taken,
sat loosely in his little carriage, with red
face and closed eyes. At last they stopped
at a neat gateway in a green bamboo
fence, and Komura roused him from his
slumbers with a shake.
“Here we are now. Collect yourself and
put on your prettiest manners, for we
are to make a call upon a real lady,—one
whom even you, with all your aristocratic
notions, would be glad to marry if
you could.”
Tēichi, prepared for any adventure with
a young person of doubtful reputation,
shrank back at his friend’s words.
“But her father! What would her father
think?”
“Old Iijima, her father, is far enough
away. No fear of him! He’s taken up with
a young wife, and leaves his daughter here
alone because the two women cannot live
in one house. He’ll never know. Trust
the girl to keep her secret. I’ve called on
her once or twice before,” and he winked
in a meaning way.
Still reluctant, for some spark of honor
yet remained to him, but curious to see
the young woman, Tēichi pocketed his
scruples. Komura rang the bell at the
gate, and soon, on clattering clogs, an
elderly maid-servant answered the summons.
“Welcome, Dr. Komura,” she said,
bowing and smiling. “Come in and
bring with you your honorable companion.”
Komura, with an air of professional
gravity, entered the gate, introducing his
friend as Dr. Ogiwara.
“And how is your mistress since my
last visit?” he inquired. “Her father bade
me call again and make sure that she was
improving.”
“Truly, she is much better, doctor, but
still she is restless and feverish at times,
and sometimes I fear that all is not well.
I will call her and let you see her.”
“Remember, O Kuni San, give her no
hint that I am a physician. Tell her only
that a friend of her father has come with
a message from him.”
“Indeed, doctor, I will give no hint,”
answered O Kuni, bowing profoundly as
she left the room.
Komura and Ogiwara discussed their
tea and cake in silence while the maid was
gone, for paper walls have ears, and eyes
as well, and discretion in speech and act
is a necessary precaution in a Japanese
house.
Soon there was a double pattering of
feet without, the sliding doors were pushed
open, and a graceful, slender girl, dressed
in the montzuki or ceremonial dress, crouching
at the threshold, bowed humbly to the
two young men, greeting them as friends
of her father and murmuring polite and
hospitable phrases.
Komura bowed in return, introduced
Ogiwara, gave a long hypothetical message
from her father, and inquired deferentially
after her health. When at last the
bows and speeches of ceremony were over,
the real visit began. Komura, as usual, was
the leader of the conversation, but Ogiwara,
sitting almost in silence beside him, used his
eyes to good effect. Never had he seen such
beauty in a woman, never such charming
ways, such bashful, winning smiles. He
compared her in his mind with the creatures
to whom of late his attentions had
been given, and with a revulsion of feeling
despised himself that he had thought them
fascinating. And through his mind went
ringing Komura’s words,—“a real lady—one
whom even you would be glad to
marry.”
Komura, heated by saké and flushed
with the success of his adventure, chatted
gayly on, growing more and more familiar,
less like the gentleman he affected to be,
until there came upon the face of his little
hostess, and of her maid as well, a look of
disgust not unmingled with terror. Little by
little he dropped the niceties of language,
the subtle use of honorifics that marks
the intercourse between persons of gentle
breeding, and talked to the little lady with
the easy, coarse, patronizing familiarity
that he was wont to use toward the women
of his acquaintance. Tēichi was wakened
from his reverie by seeing his companion
lean forward and lay an impudent hand
upon the shoulder of his shocked and
shrinking hostess. Instantly the samurai
training of his youth came to the front.
He seized Komura by the wrist.
“Dog!” he hissed between set teeth,
“would you insult a lady in her own
house?”
Holding him in an iron grasp, he turned
to little Tsuyu, crouching frightened with
Kuni behind her.
“If the young lady will kindly retire
with her maid, I will see that this rude
fellow troubles the house no longer.”
With hasty bows and hurried apologies
for the trouble they were causing him, the
women withdrew, and Ogiwara, partly by
force and partly by persuasion, dragged
Komura to his kuruma, tumbled him in,
and ordered the runner to take him to his
lodgings. For himself, the day of careless
pleasure was ended, and he went to his
home as fast as his men could carry him,
thinking the while with remorse of the
timid smiles, the frightened, pleading eyes
of his little hostess.
For Tēichi, though at first he did not
know it, was in love. Day and night the
small house by the river, with its charming
mistress, seemed calling him. He had
relapsed into his old loneliness, for the
thought of Komura was hateful to him;
and though the two men met at lectures
and other university work, they did nothing
more than exchange greetings. All intimacy
had vanished since the struggle in O
Tsuyu’s quiet guest-room. As the months
went by, old Hanzo, seeing his master
moping alone at home, reading the Chinese
classics, studying from huge foreign books,
eating sparingly and without relish, drinking
not at all, grew alarmed. He had enjoyed
the old days of wild dissipation; he
did not care for so stern and grave a master,
who wanted nothing and was pleased
with nothing, and brought no friends nor
presents to the house.
“Is the master ill, that he goes abroad
no more?” he suggested deferentially.
“Nay, Hanzo, not ill, only sad and
lonely.”
“But if you will permit the suggestion
from one so unworthy, would it not be
well for the master to seek relief from his
sadness and loneliness by going out and
seeing his friends or some of the sights
of the town?”
“Indeed, Hanzo, your care for me is
most commendable, but I have already
seen too much of my friends and of the
town. A little rest is what I need most;”
and Tēichi relapsed into silence.
Hanzo sat pondering, his head bowed,
his hands drawn up within his blue cotton
sleeves. At last he spoke again:—
“Will the master pardon my stupidity
if I make a suggestion?”
“Say on, Hanzo, I am listening.”
The old man bowed his head upon his
hands.
“Master, I know a man. He is of low
birth and a most unworthy person, a cousin
of my own. He has a poor, mean boat,
with a matted deck-house amidships, and
in this boat he sculls along the river, taking
out pleasure parties by the day. If it is
desired to fish, he will supply the bait and
tackle. Would it not save your honor from
his sadness to spend a day thus upon the
river?”
“Good Hanzo,” said the young man,
touched by his servant’s thoughtfulness in
his behalf, “send for your cousin. Perhaps
a day upon the river is what I need. If
he has no other engagement, we will go
to-morrow.”
And so it came about that the next day
Ogiwara, lying on the mats of a house-boat
of spotless white wood, and propelled
by strong arms, found himself on the river
Sumida, watching with lazy interest the
crowds of small craft that fill the stream
above the iron bridge. Small steam ferry-boats
towing strings of passenger barges
sputtered along on their way to Mukojima
and Hōrikiri, well patronized to-day, for
the great iris-beds were in full bloom. Women
and brightly dressed girls were there
in plenty, and Tēichi scanned them eagerly
in the hope that he might catch some
glimpse of the sweet face that haunted his
dreams. Other house-boats too, like his
own, were there, in which whole families
sat and gossiped on the mats, sipping tea,
smoking pipes, playing games, and taking
vast delight in the life and movement of
the river. Fast racing barges, too, came
scurrying along under the impulse of the
strong young arms of their student crews,
picked men from the University, the Naval
School, and many other of the higher
schools of the city.
As they dropped downstream the pleasure-boats
grew fewer, and the cargo-boats—junks,
schooners, and small coasting
steamers—were moored or anchored near
the storehouses from which the city is
fed. And then, still lower down, they
came into a place where small houses
stood in gardens running down to the
water’s edge.
Ogiwara left the fishing to Hanzo, and
spent his time in a meditation that was still
conscious of the continually changing scene
through which they moved.
“Look, Hanzo, is not this Fukagawa
we are passing?”
“Truly, master, it is Fukagawa.”
“And, Hanzo, do you see that gate that
opens toward the river? Bid your cousin
bring the boat close to the gate, that I may
see therein.”
Softly the boat glided to the open gate,
and Tēichi looked into a little garden, green
and damp and shady, with an iris-bed in
full bloom close to a miniature pond. As
he stepped from the boat O Kuni came
running to him, her clogs making no sound
on the soft, mossy earth.
“Welcome,” she said; “please enter our
humble cottage. My young lady has been
waiting so long for you, and you did not
come! Now she is very ill. She cannot
eat, and she is growing thinner every day.
She will be so glad that you have come!”
Tēichi walked up through the pleasant
garden, stepped upon the polished piazza,
and as O Kuni pushed aside the shoji,
bowed low, murmuring polite phrases of
pleasure at meeting O Tsuyu again. As
he lifted his head and looked at the lady
of his dreams, his heart, just now madly
elated, fell like a lump of lead in his breast;
for it was the same sweet face and smile,
but pale and wan; the same graceful figure,
but so thin that the loose robe she wore
seemed to have nothing within it.
“Oh, I am so glad,—so glad,” she said,
and tears rose in her eyes and rolled down
her hollow cheeks. “It is long since you
were here! Why did you not come before?”
Very gently he soothed her, and in a
long, long talk they told their love. How
swiftly the hours passed! It was only when
the setting sun turned the river into molten
gold that they remembered anything of
time and place. Then Tsuyu started with
a shudder:—
“Oh, go! go!” she said. “What if my
father should find you here!”
“Give me, then, some token of your
love,—something to draw me back to
you,—a pledge that you are mine and
I am yours.”
Hurriedly she drew from a little cupboard
in the tokonoma a white wooden
case, and from it took a gold-lacquered
incense-box.
“Here,” she said, “this was my mother’s.
I have always kept it with me until
now. The half of it I give to you,—a
pledge of love through seven lives.”
He took it from her with eager hands,
lifted it to his face and touched it reverently
to his forehead, then hid it in his
sleeve.
“Through seven lives I will be true,” he
said.
Just then there was a loud whirr of
kuruma wheels without, a clatter of clogs
upon the stone walk. With a hissing rush
the sliding-doors flew open, and a man’s
face, distorted with rage, was looking down
upon them both.
“Fellow, who are you who dare to enter
my daughter’s house in my absence?”
There was a rush, a struggle,—Ogiwara
felt himself overpowered, and was
awaiting death from the sharp, short dirk
of his adversary, when O Tsuyu’s soft arm
was thrown around him, her gentle voice
cried:—
“Father, oh, father, kill me instead! I
am the wicked one.”
The voice died in a gurgle, and Ogiwara
shouted hoarsely at the wretch, who had
buried his knife in the soft round throat of
his daughter.
“Master,”—it was Hanzo’s well-trained
servant’s voice,—“master, a dream is
troubling your slumber, and the boat has
reached her mooring-place. Will it please
you to permit me to pay my worthless cousin
and seek kurumas for our return?”
Tēichi, opening his dazed eyes, saw
about him the busy river,—the pleasure-boats,
the little steamers, the holiday-makers
returning from their flower-viewing,—and
knew that it was only a dream.
With a sigh, partly of regret that he had
not really seen his beloved, and greatly
of relief that he might hope to find her
some day in the land of the living, he rose,
and soon was rattling through the prosaic
modern streets toward his home in Negishi.
As he took off his clothing for the night,
he felt a flat, hard something in his sleeve,
and searching there he found a piece of
golden lacquer, the lid of an incense-box.
Upon it had been painted by some great
artist of the past the seven flowers of autumn,
and here and there, on the polished,
gleaming surface, slight spots, as of mould,
had begun to show themselves. “A pledge
of love through seven lives!” Surely it
was a dream, and yet—this lacquered
box—where did it come from?
Hanzo had no special reason to be
proud of the successful issue of his effort for
his master’s entertainment. Ogiwara grew
more silent and ascetic. He spent long
hours alone in his room with closed doors,
and once, when the old man had placed
his eye to a tongue-made hole in the paper
of the shoji, he had seen him looking at a
gold-lacquered box-lid like one demented.
“The master is surely crazy,” he said to
Koma. “I will go to his friend Komura
San, and tell him about it.”
Komura heard the story of Ogiwara’s
strange freak with unchanging face and
half-closed eyes that looked not once upon
the humble Hanzo, crouched at the threshold
and bowing at the end of every sentence.
When he spoke, it was only to chide
Hanzo politely for his officiousness, and tell
him that he need not fear for his place.
“The master will soon recover,” he said
patronizingly. “I have seen young fellows
before who thought they were in love.
When he knows the girl is beyond his
reach, he will be himself again.”
Not many days later, Komura, pocketing
his pride, called at the villa in Negishi.
“What’s happened to you, old fellow?”
he said to Ogiwara, after the first greetings
were over. “You look as if you had been
living with ghosts until you were all ready
to become one yourself!”
Tēichi started. The color rushed to his
face, then left him pale as death. Komura
rattled on, observing but giving no sign:—
“You have been shy of all the fellows
since our last adventure, at Fukagawa.
You need society. What do you say to
some kind of a spree to-night?”
Tēichi shuddered. He could not look
Komura in the face when he thought of
his coarse manners and low behavior, and
O Tsuyu’s frightened eyes. He muttered
something scarcely intelligible about his
studies and the necessity for hard work if
he would get his degree with his class.
Komura was angry. Here he had gone
more than half way, and now Ogiwara
refused to take one step toward renewing
their old comradeship.
“When you get your degree, if you ever
do,” he said with a sneer, “I hope it will
bring you better success as a physician
than you have had so far. Do you know
the effect of your last professional call?”
His companion was at last roused to
interest.
“Komura,” he said, “if you are not
ashamed to speak of that day, I need not
be. Tell me what you mean.”
Into his eyes rushed the spirit of his race.
Komura remembered the stories Ogiwara
had told him in his roistering days of the
practice in jiu-jitsu, in sword-play, in archery,
and with modern firearms, that had
been his training under his father’s roof.
The sneer changed for a wheedling tone
of apology as he watched Tēichi’s strong
brown fingers twitching with emotion.
“Why, Ogiwara, how long is it since
you have become so dignified that you cannot
take a joke? I meant no harm, but
that hot samurai blood of yours is always
on the lookout for an insult. I only meant
that the girl was dead. She died a few
weeks after our visit.”
“Dead!” Tēichi looked at Komura as
if only half comprehending. “Dead! Then
it was not a dream! He did kill her after
all!”
“No one killed her,” rejoined Komura
testily. “How you do go ahead of a fellow’s
words! She just died. Kuni told me, and
said she grew very ill after our visit, and
when she died your name was on her
lips.”
“My name!” Tēichi’s voice rose into a
wail. “No wonder that I dream of her by
night and think of her by day. It is her
spirit that comes to me,—her spirit that
cannot rest because I love her so.”
He buried his face in his sleeves and his
whole body shook with sobs, while Komura,
a fierce grin of satisfaction on his face at
the revenge that was his, sat and watched
him.
When Tēichi lifted his head, Komura,
his features moulded into an expression of
sympathetic gravity, was still sitting near
him.
“Why, Ogiwara, old man,” he said, “I
had no idea that you were so hard hit.
Can I do anything for you? I have got
you into this trouble, and I would do anything
to help you out.”
“Go, call me a priest,” said Ogiwara. “I
would have masses said for that sweet soul,
for it cannot rest.”
“Ogiwara,”—Komura’s voice was as
smooth as the rustle of silk, and he laid
his hand sympathetically upon his companion’s
arm,—“if you will permit one
who shares your grief to advise you, let
me speak before I carry out your will.”
“Say on,” answered the younger man,
“and if you have aught to suggest that
will be of help to her or to me, be quick
with it.”
“Ogiwara, it is you she loves, and your
companionship she seeks. The sing-song
prayers of a thousand priests will be nothing
to her. Don’t you know that one visit
to her grave, one offering of incense and
fresh water and flowers from you, will be
dearer to her than your whole fortune spent
in masses?”
“Let us go to her grave! Come
quickly!” Tēichi leaped to his feet and
seized Komura. “We will go at once.”
“But we cannot go now. I do not know
where she is buried. Rest here quietly for
a few days while I find out. Then I will
come and lead you to it.”
Komura’s voice was softer than the
murmur of the summer breeze through
a garden. Tēichi looked into his eyes,
which answered back his gaze with the
innocent unconsciousness of a kitten,
then released his hold.
“I will wait,” he said, “but come soon,
for I cannot bear a long delay.” His mouth
was twitching, beads of perspiration stood
on his forehead, and a deadly pallor followed
the flush of anger.
Komura bowed and slipped away, thanking
his lucky stars that he was alive, and
vowing that it would be a long time before
he trusted his precious skin with that lunatic
again. Nor would he have been
reassured if he had seen his friend shut
himself tightly in his room, draw from his
sleeve a gold-lacquered box-lid, and sit
looking at it with streaming eyes until the
long summer day died gently into twilight,
and Hanzo with silent step stole into the
room to find his master’s head fallen upon
his little desk, while in his hand he still
clutched the bit of lacquer.
And so the wretched days slipped by,
and August with its steaming heat and
myriad odors hung over the drooping city.
Only the great white lotus[48] blossoms in
the Castle moats, drawing their beauty
from the black and evil-smelling slime,
basked in the sultry sunshine.
“Flowers of the dead,” thought Ogiwara,
“spirits that rise like hers from the
foulness and evil below, and bear without
scathe the heavenly glory that wilts all
others!”
The festival of O Bon[49] has come, and
along the city streets are kindled fires to
light the returning spirits to their homes;
on every porch and balcony are hung lanterns,
glowing balls of light, some with
long streamers that wave and flutter in the
breeze, or bits of glass that tinkle as if
ghostly hands were making music; and in
every home, before the ancestral tablets
are set special offerings of fruits and fresh
vegetables; while in the graveyards, tombs
are cleared from moss, newly served with
food and drink, and decorated with lanterns.
In the little house in Negishi, Ogiwara
had set beside the tablets of his father and
mother a new and costly one on which the
name of Tsuyu was engraved. And as he
made the offerings which filial piety and
his own affection enjoined before the other
two, he offered yet more abundant gifts
to the memorial of her whom he had come
to call his “spirit bride.” He was alone.
Hanzo and Koma had for once left their
small house in the yard to visit the graves
of their parents on the other side of the city.
He sat on the veranda, looking into the
damp greenness of the garden that seemed
resting from the stifling heat of the day.
The lanterns above his head glowed softly,
great fireflies flickered among the shrubbery.
Peace such as he had not known for
months stole over his spirit.
There was a clicking of clogs and a
sound of gentle voices in the lane. Tēichi
started. There was something strange yet
familiar in their tones. He stepped down
from the veranda into a pair of garden sandals,
and walked noiselessly to the hedge,
through which he peered. Two figures
were moving toward the gate, one of them
carrying an O Bon lantern and leading
the other by the hand. The light shone
upon their white faces, and he could see
as they drew near that the lantern-bearer
was O Kuni, and by her side walked little
Tsuyu.
There was no fear nor hesitation in his
walk as he hurried to the gate to welcome
them. There she was, not as he had seen
her in his dream, pale and hollow-cheeked,
but bright, girlish, charming, as she had
been on the day of his visit to her home.
When she saw him, one little hand went
shyly to her face, and her flowing sleeve
hid all but her shining eyes from his enchanted
gaze.
“Welcome,” he said, bowing low. “Welcome
to my humble home. Enter, if it
please you, and let me offer you some slight
refreshment.”
With many formal bows and deprecating
phrases they were at last installed in
his guest-room. The lantern, a translucent
globe of white paper, with trailing streamers
and a bunch of many-colored peonies
at the top, was hung from the eaves, where
it glowed and waved its paper streamers
in the cool breeze that had sprung up at
their entrance.
With curious eyes O Tsuyu looked at
the tablets on the sacred shelf. The tiny
streams of smoke that had been rising
straight as needles toward the low ceiling,
now wavered and twisted into strange
shapes.
“The tablets of your honorable ancestors?”
she said.
“Yes, truly,” answered Tēichi, feeling
uncomfortable as he thought of the offerings
he had just made to the spirit of one
who was now beside him in the body.
O Kuni San bowed, and in a humble
voice began the story of all that had
happened since the memorable visit to the
cottage in Fukagawa.
“My young lady,” she said, “could
never forget you and how bravely you had
saved her from Komura San’s indignities.
She hoped that you would return, and
waited sadly for you, until at last she grew
so ill that her father was anxious. I do not
know who told him of your visit,—Komura
San, perhaps, for he was very angry at
you,—but he learned about it, and then he
said that there was nothing to do with such
a forward girl but to marry her to the first
man that offered. And then”—O Kuni’s
voice trembled slightly and O Tsuyu’s
head bowed low behind her sleeves,—“he
came one day and said that Komura San
was willing to marry my young lady in
spite of all that had happened, because
now you were dead and could not make
any further trouble. O Jo Sama[50] could not
bear it,—she had always hated the man,—and
so at last she escaped, and I with her.
She has now a small house at Aoyama, so
small a house that perhaps you could not
find it if you were to look, but she is
happy, and I am still with her to care for
her as I have done since she was a baby.
But still she thinks of you, and to-night
we came to worship before your tablet.”
Ogiwara listened to this recital with
growing amazement. It was so like, yet
so unlike what he had heard before.
“Komura San told me that O Tsuyu
was dead,” he said, “and I have prayed
and offered gifts to her spirit. I might
have known that he was lying, and that
he had some evil plan behind that gentle
voice of his. But nothing matters now.
We are both alive and together, and no
one can part us again.”
It was not until the wan light of the
morning had begun to break that Ogiwara
let his visitors out and watched their figures
vanish softly through the mist, nor
knew that Hanzo from his garden lodge
had seen the women as they passed. There
was a faintness, a smoky, misty look about
them as they disappeared from sight that
set the old man thinking. Bidding O Koma
attend the master if he called, and serve
his breakfast, Hanzo slipped into his clogs
and clattered along the street and up the
hill by wide flights of stone steps to the
temple of Kwannon that stood amid its
cedars not far away. The priest’s house
stood beside the temple, and the old man,
stopping before it, bowed low and cried in
a humble voice:—
“Excuse the trouble I am making you.”
A little black-robed acolyte, with chubby
face and neatly shaven head, answered his
summons and bade him enter. Hanzo, sitting
on his heels close to the door, waited
until, in flowing silken vestment, ready for
the great temple service that was soon to
begin, an old priest came to learn his need.
“Your Reverence,” he said, “it is on
behalf of my master I am come. He lives
not far from here, and I am troubled lest
evil spirits have bewitched him.”
As Hanzo told his story of the change
that had come over his master, the priest
listened with an occasional sympathetic
exclamation, and when at the end the old
servant described the vague, cloud-like figures
that had emerged from the house at
dawn, the holy man shook his head.
“Clearly,” he said, “some evil ghost is
troubling him. For sin committed either in
this life or in the past, he is bearing now
the punishment. Could you persuade him
to come here to me, to study the Master’s
Law and learn the control of the flesh, all
might yet be well with him.”
Hanzo shook his head. “Your Reverence,”
he said, “my master is a man of
proud and impetuous spirit. His old servant
could hardly persuade him to become
a monk,” and he smiled between his hands
as he bowed himself to the mats, thinking
how little such a course would make for the
servant’s welfare. “Is there no other way?”
“A way there is indeed, which may
avail, if the young man’s soul is not already
knit to the spirit that haunts him.
The words of the Lord Buddha have power
to drive out evil ghosts, if he whom they
seek does not will them to enter.”
Armed with a talisman, the good words
of the Law written on white paper by the
priest himself, Hanzo went home, to find
his master already out.
“Where did the master go?” he asked
of O Koma, who had seen him off.
“He told the runners to take him to
Aoyama, but gave no street or number.”
“And was he any more sad and strange
than he has always been of late?”
“Nay, Hanzo, he was bright and merry,
and waved me good-by, and said that he
should probably bring guests home with
him.”
Still perturbed in spirit, but somewhat
cheered by Koma’s account of Ogiwara’s
mood, Hanzo pottered about his work;
while the master, bowling along behind
two fast-running kurumayas, was saying to
himself with each revolution of the wheels,
“I’ll find her house if it takes all day.”
Through narrow streets and wide, across
moats and canals, by grass-grown fortifications
topped with leaning pine-trees, along
the sentinel-guarded wall of the Crown
Prince’s Palace and across the great parade
ground where white-clad regiments were
drilling, into a suburb of green lanes, bamboo
fences, grassy fields, and here and
there a rice-swamp, he came at last. Here
he dismissed his men and, alone and on
foot, wandered from house to house, reading
the name-boards that hung before each
gate. It was a fruitless search. No Iijima
Tsuyu Ko was to be found among them
all. His gayety was gone. Tired out with
heat and disappointment, he turned at last
toward home. In the sultry August afternoon
the little open-fronted shops were
drowsing under their overhanging eaves.
No kuruma was in sight, hardly a foot-traveler
was visible. Tēichi stood before
the gate of the great cemetery. Within, it
looked cool and quiet and green. There
was an odor of incense about it. Fresh
flowers stood on every stone, and here and
there quiet parties of women and children
were brushing with reverent hands fallen
petals or stray leaves from the graves.
Listlessly he wandered in, thinking of
nothing but the quiet green coolness of
the place, and walking slowly toward the
opposite gate, where he was sure to find
a kuruma to take him home. And as he
walked with down-dropped head, he saw
before him a new-made grave. It had no
stone, only an upright pole set up to mark
the spot,—sign that the first year had not
passed since death,—and hanging above
the grave, waving slightly even in the still
sultry heat of the August afternoon, was
the peony lantern which had glowed from
his veranda the previous night.
“Such a small house that perhaps you
could not find it, even if you were to look—but
I am still with her to care for her—and
she is happy.”
O Kuni’s words were in his ears as his
tears fell fast above the “small house.”
“At last she escaped, and I with her”—Well
he understood now the words which
last night had meant so little to his dull
brain.
“Happy escape,” he said to himself.
“O Tsuyu San, I too must escape and be
happy!”
Somehow or other he reached his home
in Negishi, and Hanzo’s heart sank when
he saw his master’s face. Untouched he
sent away the supper that Koma had
prepared for his expected guests, and then
dismissed his servants for the night.
“I must have a long rest,—I am tired,”
he said. “Do not wake me before nine
to-morrow morning.”
Hanzo had pasted above the gate the
talisman that the good priest had given
him, but it was with an anxious heart that
he closed up the shutters for the night and
then lay and listened like a cat, wondering
and dreading what the night might bring
forth.
There was a faint clicking of clogs, and
then two women’s voices speaking in low
tones outside the gate. Then came a stifled
sobbing and a wail, thin and piercing,
shrilled into words:—
“Tēichi, oh, Tēichi, would you send me
away?”
Trembling, but with every sense alert,
Hanzo heard the master slide the amado
aside, heard him pat-pat in the garden sandals
to the gate, heard the heavy bolt move
in its socket and the hinges groan. He
dared not look, but all his brains were
centred in his ears.
“O Tsuyu San,” came in a whisper,
“have you come for me? I too would
escape and dwell with you in your small
house in Aoyama.”
Hanzo opened his eyes, crawled to the
ventilating opening in the amado, and
looked. Two forms like smoke or mist
were drifting beside his master. A peony
lantern, glowing and waving, lighted their
faces, and they were pale as death. The
voices died away, the floating vague figures
vanished within the house, and softly,
very softly, the master’s amado slid back
into its place.
By nine o’clock the next morning the
August sun had flooded all the little garden
with its light, and driven far away the
shadows and horrors of the night. Hanzo,
obedient to his master’s order, pushed
aside the amado, his fears almost at rest in
the warmth and brightness of the morning.
All was quiet within and dark; the light
from the one opened shutter fell across the
guest-room into the little four-mat room in
which the master slept. And he was sleeping
still. A peony lantern hung above his
head, a smile lingered upon his lips, and
clasped tightly in his hand he held a bit of
golden lacquer,[51]—an incense-box with little
spots of mould that tarnished its brightness,
and on its lid the seven flowers of autumn
worked by a master hand. Thus the
two tokens of a deathless love were joined
in one again, and Tēichi too had escaped
and was happy.
[47] A hero of the twelfth century, noted not only
for his skill in war, but also for his adventures with
the fair sex.
[48] The lotus is always associated with death in the
Japanese mind.
[50] The title used in speaking to or about a young
unmarried lady.
[51] It is the custom in Japan to bury with the dead
any small keepsakes specially prized during life. The
lacquered incense-box seems to have been such a keepsake,
given to Tsuyu by her mother, treasured by her
in life, and buried with her.
IX THE LADY OF THE SCROLL — FOOTNOTES:
Kintaro Yamazaki was sitting in his
little upper room with a letter spread out
on the floor in front of him, thinking. He
was thinking so hard that his brows were
wrinkled, his thick black hair stood up
straight on his head, and his eyes, fixed
on vacancy, were closed to two narrow
black lines in his handsome, smooth,
young face.
The thought did not seem to come to any
result, for soon, with a sigh, he wrenched
himself away from it, reached out for the
little tea tray that stood beside him, filled
up the pot from the kettle that steamed
over the hibachi, and sipped his tea from a
small cup with much gusto. His face lightened
with the cheering draught, and he
said aloud, perhaps by way of strengthening
his own resolution, “I will ask them
to wait. Surely they might let me finish
my studies first!”
A step sounded on the ladder-like stair-way
that led to his room. There was a
rustling of garments in the passage, and a
meek voice cried out:—
“Excuse the trouble I am making
you.”
Kintaro made no move from his place.
He knew it was his landlady’s daughter
coming to see whether he had tea and water
and charcoal enough. He only shouted
rather gruffly, for his mind was still on his
letter, “Come!” and plunged again into
thought. The sliding paper screen was
pushed gently open, just wide enough to
admit the frowzy head and broad face of
O Matsu.
“Excuse the trouble I am making you,”
she said again, in a small, humble voice,
and bowed to the matted floor.
“Come in!” he answered, less gruffly,
and the girl hitched meekly in on her knees,
pulled in the charcoal basket, the tea caddy,
the cold water pot, and a long, narrow
bundle, and bowed once more.
“The postman brought this for you,”
she said, as she bowed again, pushing the
bundle toward him with grimy fingers.
A trace of curiosity lighted Kintaro’s
narrow black eyes, but the girl did not
observe it, as he nodded stiffly and left it
lying. She knew as well as he that a large
package by mail was an excitement in his
life, and she would have liked to stay and
watch him open it; but he made no move,
so she busied herself for a few moments
with her work and crept humbly from the
room, to lie in wait outside the door and
listen.
Kintaro was an art student in Tokyo,
and after three or four years of hard study
and much practice he was beginning to
acquire some little reputation. He had
come from his country home in the north
with the idea that he would be a great
artist. He had made his way into the
studio of one of the foremost painters of
the day; and had cooked, washed dishes,
run errands, swept, mixed colors, cleaned
brushes, and acted as servant apprentice,
until his good temper, perseverance, and
real talent had procured for him the interest
and careful attention of his master.
Little by little he had learned the secrets
of art, the firm, bold strokes, the wonderful
blending of colors that had made his master
famous, and now he was taking a last
year in the art school of the Imperial University
before going back to his home. He
was an only son, and his parents missed
him sorely. He was given what seemed to
them an ample allowance, but what was,
in the extravagant modern Tokyo, a mere
pittance, with which, for this last year, he
could only rent a small room in a poor
street, and live in the cheapest manner.
The little daughter of the house, who answered
his summons when he clapped his
hands, was a thorn in his flesh. She was
always grimy and disheveled; her dress
was usually badly disarranged; she was
curious about him and his belongings;
and once when he came home at an unexpected
hour, he found her pawing over
his sketches with dirty fingers. It was the
instinct of self-defense that led him to sit
unmoved and without interest in his bundle
while she puttered about her work, and
the same instinct that led him to recall her
after her exit from the room and send her
out into the street for a package of cigarettes
of an unusual brand. He knew it
would take her ten or fifteen minutes to
find them, and that in that time he could
satisfy his curiosity without appeasing hers.
With a sigh of relief he heard her bare
feet slipping down the steep, polished stairs,
and then the clatter of her clogs as she
hastened out to make the purchase. He
leaned forward and took up the bundle.
“From Noguchi,” he said, as he read
the superscription. “What in the world
is he sending me? I didn’t even know he
was back from China yet.”
He untied the strings and unwrapped
the paper as he spoke, laying bare a plain
wooden box, tied about the middle with
a heavy cord of red silk. Kintaro’s hand
trembled with eagerness as he opened the
box, unrolled the yellow cotton in which
its contents were wrapped, and carefully
took out a scroll tied with silken bands.
Very tenderly he unrolled it, until at last
it lay at full length on the mats.
He held his breath with amazement and
delight. “What a beauty!” he murmured
at last.
It was a picture of a woman, the most
beautiful that he had ever seen. The graceful
form was dressed in sumptuous trailing
garments, the fair, oval face with its crown
of raven hair wore an expression of appealing
sadness. The lines and coloring were
only such as a master can command. The
picture was mounted on blue brocade, with
carved ivory rollers at each end. As Kintaro
leaned over studying it, he heard the
clatter of clogs in the courtyard below, and
hastily rolling up his treasure, he thrust it
into its box, and the box into a cupboard,
before the bare feet had reached the top of
the stairs.
Humbly the untidy little maid bowed
as she presented the package of cigarettes
with a murmured apology for her delay in
procuring them. Kintaro looked at her
with aversion. “Why do they want me
to marry?” he thought within himself.
“Women are no good. I don’t want them
around.”
He got up, seized his hat, and pounded
noisily in his stocking-feet down the stairs.
He must get out into the streets, among
the busy crowds, and forget his thoughts.
For an hour or more he tramped along,
so abstracted that he hardly knew where
he was going. Once he walked right over
a toddling boy, who was as absorbed in
kite-flying as Kintaro was in meditation,
and had to pick him up and give him a
penny to spend on sweets before the urchin
would cease his lusty bawling. Once a jinrikisha
man tearing along at full speed
nearly ran into him, pushing him aside
with his outstretched hand just in time to
prevent a catastrophe. When he returned
to his lodgings, it was dark, and the streets
were full of the moving luminous globes
that light the jinrikisha men at their evening
work.
The little maid met him at the door,
bowing low and murmuring “O kaeri!”
by way of greeting. He passed up to his
room, where a lamp was burning, a tea-kettle
bubbling over the fire, and his supper
awaiting him on a tray.
O Matsu followed and sat down to watch
him as he ate, filling his rice bowl again and
again from the covered box at her side. His
aversion came over him in full force. How
could he marry? Women were disgusting
to him. Poor boy! During his years of
work in Tokyo he had never spoken to a
woman higher in rank and education than
his landlady, and to his mind poor little
Matsu, with her frowzy hair and grimy
fingers, was the type of womanhood.
And now his parents had written him that
the question of marriage could no longer
be deferred. He was their only son, and
his duty required that he raise up grandchildren
to do them honor. They wished
him to take a wife from his own province
and city, and had been thinking of their
neighbor’s daughter, O Fumi, who was just
seventeen years old, and would make a
good daughter-in-law, if all that they could
learn of her was true. This they had written
to Kintaro in the letter he had received
that morning, and it was this that had so
disturbed his mind.
O Fumi San,—he remembered her. She
was a little girl when he left home,—something
of a hoyden, with a slim figure and
restless ways. He remembered how fast
she could run, with her kimono tucked up
to her knees like a peasant girl’s, and her
bare brown legs flashing back and forth
as fast as a jinrikisha man’s. She used to
laugh at him too, for he was always sitting
on his heels working away with brush
and paper; and she had nicknamed him
“Bozu,” pretending to think that he was
preparing himself for the priesthood. He
had been away from home five years now,
and she was seventeen, and his parents
wanted him to marry her. Undoubtedly
she had grown into a fat, red-cheeked
maiden like O Matsu there. He shuddered
at the thought, and held out his rice-bowl
to be filled with tea, a sign that he had
finished his meal.
“O Matsu San, how old are you?” he
said, anxious to know the worst about his
proposed bride.
O Matsu, in an ecstasy of smiles and
bows at this unexpected interest in herself,
answered as well as she could in the midst
of her prostrations that she was seventeen.
Kintaro’s soul shrank within him. It was
just as he thought! They were like that at
seventeen, he said to himself, and the picture
of roguish, bright-eyed O Fumi San
vanished from his heart, and O Matsu, his
pet aversion, obsessed him once more.
The real O Matsu, humbly gathering
up the supper things, vanished backward
through the screen door, leaving Kintaro
lost in gloomy meditations. Suddenly the
thought of Noguchi’s present came to him,
and he shook off his forebodings, to open
the cupboard, unroll the kakemono,[52] and
hang it in the tokonoma,[53] the place of honor
in the room.
How radiantly lovely it looked as it
hung there! Kintaro gazed at it as one
enchanted, until to his imagination the
face and figure seemed those of a living
woman. Surely those mournful eyes were
looking at him! That mouth which had
been so sad was almost smiling! He
moved uneasily to the other side of the
room, and looked again. The eyes were
still following him. He turned his back
and sat with his face to the wall. At last
he could bear it no longer, and looked
around to see the eyes still fixed upon him,
and the lips curving into a smile about
which there could be no mistake.
His spirit melted within him. His whole
soul went out to the fair being in the picture.
Long after he had gone to bed he
lay with wide open eyes, staring at the
tokonoma, and at the graceful figure that
seemed to move back and forth, to draw
near and recede, in the dim light of the
night lantern.
From that time life put on a new aspect
for Kintaro. In the daytime his kakemono
lay rolled up and hidden in the cupboard,
and he worked at his art as best he could.
But work as he might, only one image was
before his eyes, only one thought possessed
his mind. He had written to his parents
that he was coming home in six months,
and asked them to let the matter of O
Fumi San wait until his return; and with
his mind thus free for a time from the
vexing question, he let his thoughts centre
about the lady of the scroll. Every night,
as soon as O Matsu’s ministrations were
over, he hung the kakemono on the wall,
and lived in its companionship until
morning. He grew pale and thin. His
fellow students joked him on his appearance,
and asked him which of the fashionable
geishas of the day was making
havoc with his heart, but he bristled up so
fiercely at the jesting, and put his hand to
his side with so meaning a motion, that
the mirth died away in their throats, and
he was left alone with his art and his
dreams.
One evening, when O Matsu had carried
away his supper tray, and he had
hung up the kakemono in its accustomed
place, Kintaro sat down at his desk to
write. His soul was so full that it must
find expression, and his thoughts poured
out upon the paper in a poem to the object
of his worship. It was not very good poetry,
perhaps, but it came from the depths
of an honest young heart, and it relieved
his mind. He wrote it out in his best hand
on a poem card and hung it beside the
picture, just as he had often hung poems
on the branches of his favorite plum-tree
at Kameido.
The moon was shining so brightly that
night that Kintaro put out his lamp and
sat in the moonlight on the piazza of his
little room. The scent of the plum-blossoms
was in the air, and in the street
below sounded the beating of drums, the
clatter of many clogs, and the sweet, high
voices of excited children, for there was a
great temple festival in progress, and the
whole city was out making holiday. Then
suddenly there stood before him in the
moonlight the beautiful lady of the scroll.
Kintaro did not dare to move. He
thought it must be a dream. But the vision,
if vision it were, sank gracefully to the
floor, bowed low three times, and began to
speak. The voice was low and sweet, and
the language was pure and elegant.
“You have done me many and great
favors,” said his beautiful visitor, “and I
have been very happy since I came here.
If what you say in your poem is true, and
if you really wish me to stay with you, I
will be yours forever.”
Kintaro was choking with joy and fear.
He gasped, he nearly fainted. He seized
the hand of the picture lady, and it was so
warm and soft and human that his courage
returned and he was himself again. Far
into the night they talked, and in answer
to his eager questions she told him all
about herself.
“I lived many years ago,” she said, “in
China. I was a gentleman’s daughter, and
my name was Shorei.” A tear fell from her
eyes upon Kintaro’s hand. “One year
there was a famine, and riots among the
peasantry, and my father’s house was
burned. We ran away and hid, for we
were all afraid of the peasants. We went
up into the mountains, and I was taken
by a robber. He sold me”—she shuddered—“sold
me”—her voice dropped
to a whisper—“to a tea-house.”
She was weeping now, and so was Kintaro.
“They said I was beautiful, they
gave me fine clothes, and they petted me
and made much of me. It was there that
the painter painted my picture. They tried
to make me like the life, but I could not
bear it. I died.”
Kintaro started violently and dropped
her hand. She looked at him with her
sweet, sorrowful eyes.
“I was glad when I was dead,” she said,
“for spirits cannot suffer as I suffered.
Then I came to your country, and when I
saw how you loved my picture, I thought
perhaps you would love me.”
She looked at him reproachfully, and
he stretched forth his hand to her, but she
vanished from his sight.
In the street the lanterns twinkled and
the clogs clattered and the children shouted
and sang, but Kintaro sat alone, staring
at the spot where his scroll lady had been,
until the city sank to sleep and the moon
went down.
All the next day his thoughts were on
his picture lady. He could hardly wait for
the coming of night, and he hurried poor
little O Matsu about her final work until
she retired with her broad red face drawn
into a woeful pucker and tears in her beady
black eyes.
When he hung up the scroll he noticed
that the lips were smiling, and that the
eyes seemed a shade less sad. They were
looking to-night, not at him, but beyond
him at the little desk at which he studied
and wrote. On the desk lay a card on
which was written in an elegant feminine
hand a poem. Eagerly he read it, and
the tears sprang to his eyes. It was only a
couplet,—
“God’s will it is that here I stay
To love and live with you alway.”
Over and over again he read it, and he
held out his hands to the picture. “Is it
true?” he asked. “Will you live with me
always?”
The soft eyes looked full into his, the
beautiful lips smiled. It was enough. His
joy was so great that he could not speak,
but he sat in a transport until the lamp
burned out, and he lay down on his quilt
to dream of Shorei.
For six months Kintaro kept up his intercourse
with the spirit of Shorei and lived
in an ecstasy. One night, late in August,
when the crickets were chirping and the
whole population of Tokyo was walking
the streets for a breath of fresh air before
closing the shutters for the night, Kintaro
sat, in the restful quiet born of a hot bath
and a thin kimono, on the piazza of his
little room. Suddenly Shorei came to him,
and her face was sad. She sank to the
ground weeping, and bowed her head to
the floor.
“The end has come,” she said. “I have
been so happy with you here that I had
hoped it could be always so. But I must
go. You will never see Shorei again.”
In vain Kintaro asked why she must
leave him. She only said, “To-morrow
you shall know;” and then, as she vanished
from his sight, he heard her whisper, “We
will meet soon again.”
All night he wept, and in the morning,
when he laid the kakemono in its cupboard,
he felt as if he were burying a dead friend.
Just as he closed the cupboard and was
turning away to look about his empty
room, Matsu thrust her head through the
door. Between her finger-tips she held a
letter. She laid it down in front of him, and
backed out to bring his breakfast.
Kintaro unrolled the long, thin sheet of
paper, and as he read his face clouded.
“‘In Tokyo,’” he read; “‘meet her to-day—at
the Koyo Kwan.’[54] Impossible!
I can’t!” and he thought of Shorei and
all she had been to him. Then suddenly
those last words came to him, “To-morrow
you shall know. We will meet again soon.”
It was all so strange; perhaps this would
explain it.
Very carefully Kintaro dressed himself
that afternoon, and very spruce and handsome
he looked in his flowing silk garments
when he stepped out of his jinrikisha at
the Maple Club Inn, to meet an old friend
of his father’s who, accompanied by his
wife, was visiting in Tokyo. This friend it
was who had undertaken, for the sake of
both parties concerned, to bring about a
meeting between him and O Fumi San.
There was a feast set in a great upper
room, and when Kintaro entered and took
his seat in the lowest place, as became his
age and rank, he was greeted with smiles
and bows from many old friends and neighbors
assembled to do honor to the occasion.
The first greetings ended,—no light
matter in such a company,—he had time
to look about him and see what there was
to be seen. On the opposite side of the
room, just facing him, dressed in the dainty
full dress of the modest Japanese maiden,
was a vision from which he could not move
his startled eyes. The quaint old-fashioned
dress was gone, so was the expression of
unutterable sadness, but the face was the
face of his lady of the scroll.
“Shorei!” he murmured, scarcely knowing
what he said. The beautiful face lighted
up. Into the bright eyes flashed just a
glance of recognition. “I am Fumi,” said
the vision, and they bowed their faces to
the floor.
“Even the knot of the rope tying our boats together
Knotted was long ago by some love in a former birth.”
Japanese Folk-Song, translated by Hearn.
Tokyo, February 10.
I am Fumi, of the family of Takeda of
Sendai. When I came to be sixteen, my
mother said to me, “Fumi, you are too
headstrong. You like to run and play out
of doors like a boy. Your manners are not
quiet and ladylike, but rough and noisy.
Even your little sister Michi can sew and
draw and play the koto[55] and perform the
tea ceremony better than you. Soon you
will have to be married, and what family
will want to receive a spoiled child like
you as a daughter-in-law?” My mother
shook her head and sighed, and I was very
sorry, so sorry that I hid my face and cried.
“Oh, mother!” I said, “what shall I do?
It is so hard to be good and quiet. When
I sit still a long time sewing, my legs
tingle, and I have to run; and when I try
to learn the tea ceremony, the old master
is so stiff and solemn that he makes me
laugh. I am a bad girl, and I cannot be
like other girls. Oh, what shall I do? What
shall I do?” and I cried until my sleeves
were all wet, and it was my best dress, too.
My mother was very good to me. She
patted me gently and said softly, “Poor
little girl! Poor little girl! Let us think
about it, and I will talk with your father.”
By and by I was tired and my face was
hot, and I heard a little noise of scratching
and yelping in the garden, for I was sitting
close to the veranda. I looked out from
behind my sleeves with one eye and saw
Shiro digging. Shiro is my dog. He is all
white except his ears, and they are yellow.
He can’t dig very well because one of his
fore legs was hurt when he was a puppy,
but he thinks he can, and he was digging
and yelping. He expected me to help him,
and kept yelping louder and louder, so I
called to him that I was coming, and ran
out through the house to the door where
my clogs were, and hurried as fast as I
could to the garden. It was only when I
was coming back to the house, all dirty
myself, and carrying dirty little Shiro in
my arms, that I thought again of what my
mother had said. Then I suddenly dropped
Shiro, and the tears came to my eyes, and
I hung my head for fear some one had
seen me. As I passed the parlor which
opened out into the garden, I heard my
mother talking with a visitor. I looked,
and it was Mrs. Yamazaki, our neighbor.
They were probably talking of her son
Kintaro, who has been studying such a
long time in Tokyo. She is very proud of
him, and thinks he is the most remarkable
person in the world. I hoped that she had
not seen me playing with Shiro or coming
back all dirty. I am afraid my mother is
not so proud of me.
The next day my mother spoke to me
again. She told me that I was going to
Tokyo to school. My father, through our
prince, had gained admission for me to the
school for noble girls, and he hoped that I
would do my best to use the great advantages
that the school would give me. She
told me that the girls there were all quiet
and ladylike, that no one was ever noisy
or headstrong, and that I must try and learn
to be like other girls. It was very wrong
of me, I know, but I cried again. I did not
want to leave my home, and my parents
and brothers and sisters, and poor little
Shiro.
My mother patted me and comforted
me. “It will not be for long,” she said,
“only a few months, and you will be very
happy after you have made friends among
the girls.”
And that is why I am in Tokyo. My
mother was right. I am happy and I have
many friends. I live with seven or eight
other girls in one big house with Mrs.
Takahashi, one of our teachers. We walk
to school together every day, and we play
together on our holidays.
I think that here in Tokyo it is not
thought so wicked for a girl to want to
run and play. At our school the teachers
play with us and teach us many games,
and sometimes we have a whole day with
nothing but games and gymnastics, and
the Empress comes and watches us as we
play, and all the parents of all the children
come, and we have a very good time. I
have seen the Empress smile when we
were at our play, so I am sure that it is not
wrong.
I have been here ever since last September,
and now it is February. I would like
to see my home and Shiro, but I am happy,
and because I am happy I am going to
write every day, or sometimes, anyway,
about the things I do, so that when I am
at home I can read it all over and remember
the dear school life. To-morrow we are
invited to go out to Shinagawa, to visit the
country house of the Princess Gojo. Her
daughter is our friend, and we are to spend
the afternoon. It will be beautiful, I know.
February 13.
I have been thinking, it seems to me for
years, but it is really only two days, and I
cannot think my way out of the strange
thing that has happened to me. Perhaps
if I write it all down, I shall be able to
understand it better.
On February 11, which is the anniversary
of Jimmu Tenno, we—that is, all the
girls in our house—were invited by Princess
Gojo to visit her country house at Shinagawa.
We went by train to Shimbashi, and
had only a little walk from Shinagawa station
to the house. The situation of the place
is beautiful, looking out across the bay, and
there is a great garden with hills and valleys
and lakes and forest trees and green
lawns. Here and there an early plum-tree
had begun to show its pink and white on
its old gray, gnarled trunk. We played tennis,
and ran races on the lawn. We climbed
all the hills, getting a different view from
each. We sat down in the little summer-houses
and cooled off after our exercise,
for it was a warm, sunny day like spring.
At last we were called to the house, and
we sat about a great parlor and they
brought us tea and cake and o sushi.[56]
The princess was very kind and very
beautiful. She is tall and slender, and her
voice is sweet and her manner very gracious
even to me, who am not a nobleman’s
daughter, only a poor samurai girl. She
spoke to me kindly, and said that she knew
me because I was the fastest runner in our
school. She told me that the Empress had
asked my name at the last day of field
sports, because I ran so fast. I felt very
much ashamed, and my face grew very
hot, and I wondered what my mother
would think of me.
When we had finished our tea, the princess
asked us if we would like to walk
about the house. We were very glad, for as
we sat we could see that there were many
beautiful rooms, and I had never seen
such a great house before. Some of the
rooms were foreign and with carpets and
furniture, but most of them were Japanese,
with floors of many mats and beautiful,
shining wood-work, and with flowers and
bronzes and paintings and ancient swords
and lacquers set out in the tokonoma. The
princess led and we followed. Uta, my
dearest friend, and I went hand in hand,
very quietly, looking at all the beautiful
things that had been taken out of the
storehouses for us to see. Suddenly, as we
stood before a kakemono that hung in one
of the rooms, a strange feeling came over
me. It was a picture of a young girl, very
beautiful and sad, dressed in strange flowing
garments. Somewhere I had seen that
picture before. I looked at it so long that
the princess noticed me. “Do you like it,
O Fumi San?” she said. “If it were the
original, I believe it would be the finest
picture in all Japan, but it is only a copy,
by a Japanese artist, of a celebrated Chinese
picture that is now lost.” Though I
heard all she said and answered her, my
mind was still at work at the picture. I
had seen it before. I knew I had seen it
before, but where? And then, slowly, bit
by bit, a scene came before my mind. A
strange garden—a young artist with a
mild, smooth face and dressed in strange
garments painting a picture of—myself!
But I was not Fumi, of the family of
Takeda. What was I? Then something
seemed to snap in my head and I fell. The
next thing I knew, Uta and the other girls
were bending over me as I lay on the floor,
and I heard the princess say, “Poor little
thing! She has run too hard.”
The princess was very kind and sent me
home in her carriage with O Uta San to
take care of me, and all the way home, as
I lay back on the cushions, my mind went
over and over the question, “Who was I
when I was not Fumi?” Every turn of the
wheels, every beat of the horses’ hoofs,
every shout of the running grooms, seemed
to repeat the question to me.
It was dark when we reached home,
and I was hurried off to bed by good Mrs.
Takahashi as soon as she heard that I was
tired out. There I lay and stared at the
ceiling while the girls chattered about me,
and then, when all was quiet at last, and
dark, except for the glimmer of the night
light, I still lay with my eyes wide open,
asking the same question. I heard the
slow tolling of the bell in the Sho-kon-sha
Temple as the hours went by. And at last
the answer came.
Whether I was sleeping or waking I
do not know, but suddenly I was far away
from the familiar little room, standing in a
balcony, looking out into a green garden,
and was surprised to see that the loose
robes in which I was dressed were quite
different from what I was used to. A young
man stood in the garden below me, looking
at me with wistful eyes. “Shorei,” he
said, “I will paint your picture, and it will
be so beautiful that when I take it to the
Emperor and give it to him, he will make
me a great lord, and I can marry you.”
My heart was sore, and there was a terrible
fear behind me, a fear of something that
I could not understand. I looked into his
kind eyes, and they made my heart a little
restful. “Come soon,” was all I had time
to say, for just then a terrible, coarse, fat
woman came to me and said, “Make haste,
they are waiting for you. You must dance
to-night before a great company,” and she
dragged me roughly into the house, so
roughly that everything went away, and
I was once more in my own bed on the
matted floor and Uta was sleeping at my
side.
Since then it has been coming to me
little by little,—the memory of another
childhood, far away in some strange land,—the
memory of wars and burning houses,
and of long hidings in rough mountain
caves, and at last of a great fight in which
all my friends were killed, and I, a prisoner
among robbers, was led to a town and
sold. And then the memory of a shameful
life,—my cheeks burn at the thought of it,—of
dancing before great companies of
men, of their drunken smiles, their coarse
jokes, their rough caresses. And I remember
so clearly how the fat woman who kept
the house used to tell me that I was beautiful,
and how she tried to treat me kindly
because my beauty was making her rich.
But sometimes, when I was too sad or
weak to be amusing, she would treat me
roughly. She would sneer at me, and tell
me that I need not think, because I was a
gentleman’s daughter, that I was too fine
for her work. She had other work in store
for me that I would not like as well, if I
grew too proud to dance for her guests.
The memory of that fear that she kept
always in my soul is with me still. How I
hated the life! How I longed for escape!
I remember that one day I found a sharp
sword lying where one of the guests had
laid it aside, and I took it and would have
killed myself, but the old woman saw it
and snatched it from me. After that she
watched me carefully, and I could do
nothing that she did not see.
As if through the mists of a thousand
years I can see him now as he looked the
first day he came. He was young, and with
a good, kind face, and he did not laugh
and shout and try to handle me after the
dance. He only looked at me with his
kind eyes, though I could see them flash
sometimes when the other men grew insulting.
And when the weary feast was done,
and I lay resting, and wishing I could die
before suffering such shame again, I heard
his voice talking in low tones to my mistress.
“That dancing-girl of yours is very
beautiful,” he said; “I wish to have her for
my wife.”
The woman laughed, a great, coarse
laugh. “Surely you are a brave fellow!”
she said. “Do you know what the girl is
worth to me? She brings a stream of gold
nightly into this house, and you, young
cock, want to take her away for your wife!
She shall be no man’s wife until I am paid
three thousand pieces of gold,” and she
laughed again.
“I am not rich,” he answered, “but
within a month you shall have your three
thousand pieces of gold;” and I heard his
footsteps as he left the room.
Every day for a few days, I saw him in
the garden, and he painted at his picture.
Then, when it was finished, he came no
more. The month went by and he did not
come, and I began to fear. And then, one
day, I heard his voice in the garden. I remember
how sad it sounded, so sad that
at first I did not know it.
“Shorei,” he called softly, and I went to
my balcony and looked down, and saw him
standing, dressed in white and with a dagger
in his hand. “I have sent the picture
to the Emperor, and I have been waiting
now for days and no word has come to me.
And to-day I have heard that he by whom
I sent it, and whom I thought my friend,
has taken the credit of it to himself, and is
raised to high honor. I am going away.
The next life can be no worse than this,”
and he unsheathed the dagger.
“Oh, take me with you where you go,”
I cried. “I cannot live here!”
I heard the thumping step of my mistress
coming to take me down to the dancing-room.
I could not go, and I threw myself
down from the balcony. That is all I can
remember. Where was I when I was Shorei?
And who was he who wanted to buy me in
marriage? These questions are running
through my head all day. I cannot talk,
nor do my school work, nor play. Uta says
to me, “What is the matter? Have you
had bad news from home? Are you ill?
Why don’t you come out and play with
us?” But I cannot go. I must sit in my
room and think.
February 15.
Where was I? Who was he? Sometimes
it seems as if I was on the very edge of
knowing, and then it all goes again. Last
night, as I lay in bed, my soul was moving,
sailing on and on through space, and
I thought, “Now I shall see him. Now I
shall know.” And then suddenly I felt
myself falling, falling, down, down, and
I opened my eyes. It was dark, for the
night light had burned out. I could not
see Uta, but I heard her move and sigh in
her sleep.
February 16.
Last night, I seemed to be dancing all
night before those men, and they shouted
and applauded. And one said, “There is
not such another dancer in all the realm of
China.” And they shouted all together,
“None such in China nor in all the
world!” Surely I might have known before,
for the princess said that her picture
was a copy of one by a Chinese artist.
February 17.
I have seen him again. This was the
way. I was so tired that I asked Mrs.
Takahashi to excuse me and let me go to
bed early. She looked at me very kindly
and said, “Yes, you may go. I am afraid
you are very tired.” By the time I had
made my bed and crept into it, I was shivering,
for the night was cold and damp;
and I could not sleep, but lay curled up
with my head covered. And then, all at
once, I saw him. It was not the old balcony,
or the garden that I remembered, it
was a poor little Japanese room, and he sat
on the floor and looked at the tokonoma
where I stood. I tried to go to him, but I
could not. I could only smile a little, and
follow him with my eyes as he moved from
one part of the room to another. He did
not know me nor speak to me. He only
looked at me, and sometimes it seemed as
if he was afraid of me. Why was I there?
Why was he there? Why could we not
talk as we used to do long ago?
February 18.
I have seen him now three nights, in
the same little room. He looks at me but
does not speak, and I cannot. Sometimes
I smile, but often I am so sad that I can
only look at him.
February 24.
Every night I go to him. He does not
remember me, but perhaps he will some
day.
March 10.
Last night, all at once, everything
changed. When I first saw him, he was
writing. He sat at his little table. Sometimes
he looked at me, and then he would
sigh and write. At last he came to where
I stood. I smiled, for I thought he was
going to speak to me. But he did not. He
lifted the poem card on which he had been
writing and hung it beside me, so close
that I could read it. These are the words:
“If from the painted scroll thy lips smile kindly upon me,
What wouldst thou do for me, wert thou here in the body to-night?
To me from what other life comes thy sweet spirit winging?
Stay with me ever, beloved; without thee my soul is alone.”
A painted scroll! That was all I was
to him! A beautiful picture to hang in the
tokonoma! He did not remember me as I
did him. That other life, when I was Shorei
and he a young painter, was all gone from
his memory. He looked at me so sadly
when he hung up the poem that I tried to
speak, but I could not. Then he put out
the light, and went out to his little balcony
and sat watching the moonlight and listening
to the noises of the street. “Oh, if I
could only speak to him!” I thought, “I
would tell him who I was, and perhaps
he would remember.” And then, suddenly,
I felt that I could move and speak. I was
floating toward him. I was sitting beside
him. I was telling all my story. He held
my hand as if to keep me, and I was glad,
for I felt that I must soon slip away, it was
only his strong desire that was holding me
to him. And then, I think it was when
I spoke of my death, he drew himself
away. I could not stay, and I found
myself once more in my own little room
with Uta asleep quietly by my side.
March 11.
All yesterday I thought about how I
should meet him last night. Would he desire
me again? Might I speak to him? or
would he send me away as he did before?
If he should, how could I bear it? I must
speak to him and tell him my heart. And
then, I thought, as he had written a poem to
me, I would write one to him. Our teacher
at school tells me sometimes that I can
write prettily. If I could only tell him so
that he could read it! I wrote it over and
over again and again before I copied it on
the card. It was not pretty when it was
finished. It only said that I would stay
with him always.
I held it in my hand that night when I
went to bed, and I wished, oh, how I wished
that I might give it to him! I shut my eyes
and held it tight, and soon I saw his little
upstairs room. The table was covered with
papers, and lying on top of all was my
little card. How glad I was! He looked
at me, but I looked at the desk and smiled.
He did not speak. I could not. But after
a while he too looked over at the desk and
saw the card. When he had read it, he
turned to me and his eyes were bright with
joy. “Is it true?” he said. “Will you live
with me always?” I could not speak, my
heart was so full, but he must have known,
for he sat and looked and looked at me,
until at last I slipped away and left him
still looking at my image in the tokonoma.
This morning the card was not in my hand,
nor could I find it in the bed or in the
room. I did not dream last night. I really
went and gave him my poem!
August 20.
It is a long time since I have written in
my diary. Although school has been closed
since July, I have been here all summer,
for my father and mother have been away
up in Hokkaido, and they thought it best
for me to stay with Mrs. Takahashi, and
learn as much as possible during the summer.
I have lessons every day, and it is
very dull here in Tokyo, for most of my
friends are away, but I am glad I did not
have to go, for perhaps if I were elsewhere
I could not go, as I do now, every night to
see Kintaro and talk with him. It is strange
that this young artist, the same who painted
my picture when I was Shorei, should be
Kintaro Yamazaki of Sendai now. He does
not remember when he lived in China, nor
does he know that I am Fumi Takeda. He
knows me only as Shorei, and though I
have told him of the young artist in China,
he does not like to hear of him, for he
thinks of him always as another man.
When I speak of him sometimes Kintaro
is sad, sometimes he is cross, but he is
never interested.
I have heard our old priest at home say
that to most men, when the gates of the
new birth open, the gates of the old life
close, but to a few the gates of the old life
are left ajar, and a wind from the spirit
world may open them wide some day, so
that the two lives are all one memory. That
is the way it is with Kintaro and me. His
gates are closed, but mine blew wide open
that day at Princess Gojo’s, and now I have
remembered all of that old life in China.
August 21.
Such news has come to me to-day! How
strange that I never knew it! My mother
has written me to say that long ago it
was decided between my parents and his
parents that Kintaro was to marry me
when I grew up. And now, she writes, Mr.
and Mrs. Suzuki of Sendai are to be in
town for a few days, and they will invite
us to a party at the Koyo Kwan, so that
we may see each other. What shall I do?
Will he know me? If he does not know
me, I can never marry him, for I shall
know that he cannot care for me while he
loves Shorei. I cannot tell him, for if he
does not know me as Fumi, I do not want
him to marry her because she is Shorei.
Oh, if we could only go on as we have
always done!
August 24.
My mother writes that Mr. Suzuki is
going to invite us for to-morrow. What
shall I do?
August 25.
I must meet him this afternoon. I told
him last night that he would never see
Shorei again. It made me very sad, for to
myself I feel almost as real as Shorei as I
do as Fumi. He wept and held me, but I
slipped away from him.
August 26.
I could not look at him when he came
into the room, I was so ashamed. I sat at
the end of the room. He did not see me
at first, for he was busy bowing to all the
guests. It was only when he took his place
opposite me that he looked at me. I saw
that he knew me. His face grew suddenly
bright, and he said very softly,
“Shorei!” and I answered as well as I
could, for I was nearly choking with joy,
“I am Fumi.” That was enough. Now he
is my own in this new life, and nothing,
not even death, can part us again, I believe.
[55] A stringed instrument which takes the place in a
Japanese girl’s education that the piano does with us.
[56] A dish made of cold rice mixed with a variety
of ingredients, and as usual for Japanese entertainments
as sandwiches are in America.
GLOSSARY
Amado, lit. “rain doors,” the sliding wooden
shutters that close the house in stormy weather
or at night.
Amazaké, a sweet, thick, slightly fermented rice
soup.
Amé, a sweetmeat made from wheat gluten.
Ameya, a seller of amé.
Amma, a masseur.
Andon, a paper lantern used as a night-light.
Bāya, a term used in addressing an old woman
servant, like “Aunty” or “Mammy” in the South.
Bon Matsuri, or O Bon, the annual Feast of
the Dead.
Botchan, “Little Mr. Priest,” the universal title
of the small boy, probably on account of his
shaven head.
Bōzu, Buddhist priest.
Dori, street.
Fudō, the Buddhist God of Wisdom.
Furoshiki, a square of cloth used for wrapping
bundles.
Furugiya, old clothes dealer.
Futon, the heavy quilts used in making a Japanese
bed.
Go chiso, “honorable entertainment,” applied
to especially nice food.
Go Inkyo Sama, a title given to an old person
who has retired from active participation in the
affairs of life.
Hachiman, the Shintō God of War.
Hai, “Yes,” or “I am listening.”
Heimin, the common people as distinguished
from the military or samurai class.
Hibachi, a fire-box or brazier.
Inari, the God of Rice, whose messengers are
foxes.
Jiiya, a title for an old man servant, used
much as “Uncle” is used in the South.
Jizō, a Buddhist saint, helper especially of the
souls of little children.
Kakemono, a scroll to hang on the wall.
Kitsuné, a fox.
Kotatsu, a fire-box in the floor over which is set
a rack, and the whole covered by a heavy comfortable.
Koto, a stringed instrument.
Koyo Kwan, the Maple Club Inn.
Kuruma, a jinrikisha.
Kurumaya, a jinrikisha man.
Kwannon, the Buddhist Goddess of Mercy.
Miya mairi, the presentation of a baby in the
temple.
Mochi, rice dumpling, a festival dish.
Montzuki, the ceremonial dress, made all of one
plain color, faced and lined with white, and with
the monogram or family crest of the wearer on
sleeves and back.
Niō, “Two Kings,” Indra and Brahma, who
keep guard at the outer gates of Buddhist temples
to scare away demons.
Noshi, a bit of bright-colored paper folded
about a piece of sea-weed and slipped under the
string of a present.
Ōban, a large, oval gold coin, worth about
eighty dollars, now out of use.
Obi, sash.
O Bon, see Bon Matsuri.
O Jo Sama, the title used in speaking to or
about a young unmarried lady.
O kaeri, “Honorable return,” the greeting to
a returning guest or member of the family.
O Mi age, a present brought back to one who
stays at home.
O Sushi, a dish made of cold rice mixed with
a variety of ingredients.
O Tottsu San, Father.
Rin, a coin worth about a half mill.
Saké, rice wine.
Samurai, the military class.
Sayo de gozaimasu, “It is honorably so.”
Sayo nara, “Good-by,” lit. “If it must be.”
Shoji, the light sliding sashes covered with
paper which close in a Japanese house.
Soroban, the abacus or counting-frame used
by merchants throughout the East.
Tabi, a mitten-shaped sock worn in the house,
and with clogs or sandals out of doors.
Tadaima, “Just now!” the response to O
kaeri.
Tempō sen, a large, oval copper coin worth about
eight mills, now out of use.
Tengu, a wood goblin.
To chirimen, lit. “foreign crape,” a thin woolen
material used for the cheaper undergarments,
sashes, etc.
Tokonoma, the alcove in which pictures are hung
in a Japanese room.
Torii, an erection in the form of a gateway that
marks the entrance to a temple or sacred place.
Uma, horse.
Yashiki, a palace or fine house.
Yen, the Japanese monetary unit, worth about
fifty cents.
Yoshitsuné, a hero of the twelfth century.
The Riverside Press Electrotyped and printed by H. O. Houghton & Co. Cambridge, Mass., U. S. A.
Transcriber’s Notes
Perceived typographical errors have been silently corrected.
Variations in spelling have been retained as printed.
Footnotes have been moved to the end of each chapter.
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