This story, first of all, and last of all, is a love story. The emotion
called love and its twin desire hunger, are the two primal passions of life.
From love have developed somewhat the great altruistic institutions of
humanity–the family, the tribe, the State, the nation, and the varied
social activities–religion, patriotism, philanthropy, brotherhood. While
from hunger have developed war and trade and property and wealth. Often it
happens in the growth of life that men have small choice in matters of living
that are motived by hunger or its descendant concerns; for necessity narrows the
choice. But in affairs of the heart, there comes wide latitudes of choice. It is
reasonably just therefore to judge a man, a nation, a race, a civilization, an
era, by its love affairs. So a book that would tell of life, that would paint
the manners of men, and thus show their hearts, must be a love story. “As
a man thinketh in his heart, so is he,” runs the proverb, and, mind you,
it says heart–not head, not mind, but heart; as a man thinketh in his
heart, in that part of his nature where reside his altruistic emotions–so
is he.
It is the sham and shame of the autobiographies that flood and dishearten the
world, that they are so uncandid in their relation of those emotional episodes
in life–episodes which have to do with what we know for some curious
reason as “the softer passions.” Cæsar’s Gaelic wars, his
bridges, his trouble with the impedimenta, his fights with the
Helvetians–who cares for them? Who cares greatly for Napoleon’s
expedition against the Allies? Of what human interest is Grant’s tale of
the Wilderness fighting? But to know of Calpurnia, of her predecessors, and her
heirs and assigns in 469Cæsar’s heart; to know the truth about
Josephine and the crash in Napoleon’s life that came with her
heartbreak–if a crash did come, or if not, to know frankly what did come;
to know how Grant got on with Julia Dent through poverty and riches, through
sickness and in health, for better or for worse–with all the strain and
stress and struggle that life puts upon the yoke that binds the commonplace man
to the commonplace woman rising to eminence by some unimportant quirk of his
genius reacting on the times–these indeed would be memoirs worth
reading.
And whatever worth this story holds must come from its value as a
love-story,–the narrative of how love rose or fell, grew or withered,
bloomed and fruited, or rotted at the core in the lives of those men and women
who move through the scenes painted upon this canvas. After all, who cares that
Thomas Van Dorn waxed fat in the land, that he received academic degrees from
great universities which his masters supported, that he told men to go and they
went, to come and they came? These things are of no consequence. Men are doing
such things every minute of every day in all the year.
But here sits Thomas Van Dorn, one summer afternoon, with a young broker from
New York–one of those young brokers with not too nice a conscience, who
laughs too easily at the wrong times. He and Thomas Van Dorn are upon the east
veranda of the new Country Club building in Harvey–the pride of the
town–and Thomas is squinting across the golf course at a landscape rolling
away for miles like a sea, a landscape rich in homely wealth. The young New
Yorker comes with letters to Judge Van Dorn from his employers in Broad Street,
and as the two sip their long cool glasses, and betimes smoke their long black
cigars, the former judge falls into one of those self-revealing philosophical
moods that may be called the hypnoidal semi-conscious state of common sense.
Said Van Dorn:
“Well, boy–what do you think of the greatest thing in the
world?” And not waiting for an answer the older man continued as he held
his cigar at arm’s length and looked between his elevated feet at the
landscape: “‘Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples, for I am sick
of love.’ Great 470old lover–Solomon. Rather out of the amateur
class–with his thousand wives and concubines; perhaps a virtuous man
withal, but hardly a fanatic on the subject; and when he said he was sick of
love–probably somewhere in his fifties,–Solomon voiced a profound
man’s truth. Most of us are. Speaking generally of love, my boy, I am with
Solomon. There is nothing in it.”
The cigar in his finely curved mouth–the sensuous mouth of youth, that
had pursed up dryly in middle age–was pointed upward. It stood out from a
reddish lean face and moved when the muscles of the face worked viciously in
response to some inward reflection of Tom Van Dorn.
He drawled on, “Think of the time men fool away chasing calico.
I’ve gone all the gaits, and I know what I’m talking about. Ladies
and Judy O’Gradies, married and single, decent and indecent–it’s all
the same. I tell you, young man, there’s nothing in it! Love,” he
laughed a little laugh: “Love–why, when I was in the
business,” he sniffed, “I never had any trouble loving any lady I
desired, nor getting her if I loved her long enough and strong enough. When I
was a young cub like you,” Van Dorn waved his weed grandly toward the
young broker, “I used to keep myself awake, cutting notches in my
memory–naming over my conquests. But now I use it as a man does the sheep
over the fence, to put me to sleep, and I haven’t been able to pass my
fortieth birthday in the list for two years, without snoozing. What a fool a man
can make of himself over calico! The ladies, God bless ’em, have got old
John Barleycorn beaten a mile, when it comes to playing hell with a man’s
life. Again speaking broadly, and allowing for certain exceptions, I should
say–” he paused to give the judicial pomp of reflection to his
utterances–“the bigger fool the woman is, the greater fool a man
makes of himself for her. And all for what?”
His young guest interjected the word “Love?” in the pause. The
Judge made a wry face and continued:
“Love? Love–why, man, you talk like a school girl. There is no
love. Love and God are twin myths by which we explain the relation of our fates
to our follies. The only thing about me that will live is the blood I transmit
to my 471children! We
live in posterity. As for love and all the mysteries of the
temple–waugh–woof!” he shuddered.
He put back his cigar into the corner of his hard mouth. He was squinting
cynically across the rolling golf course. What he saw there checked his talk. He
opened his eyes to get a clearer view. His impression grew definite and
unmistakable. There, half playing and half sporting, like young lambs upon the
close-cropped turf, were Kenyon Adams and Lila Van Dorn! They were unconscious
of all that their gay antics disclosed. They were happy, and were trying only to
express happiness as they ran together after the ball, that flew in front of
them like a mad butterfly. But in the sad lore of his bleak heart, the father
read the meaning of their happiness. Youth in love was never innocent for him.
Looking at Lila romping with her lover, he turned sick at heart. But he held
himself in hand. Only the zigzag scar on his forehead flashing white in the pink
of his brow betrayed the turmoil within him. He tried to keep his eyes off the
golf course. A sharp dread that he might transmit himself in nature to posterity
only through the base blood of the Adamses, struck him. He closed his eyes. But
the wind brought to him the merriment of the young voices. A jealousy of Kenyon,
and an anger at him, flared up in the father. So Tom Van Dorn drew down the
corners of his mouth–and batted his furtive eyes, and put on his bony knee
a mottled, nervous hand, with brown splotches at the wrist, coming up over the
veined furrows that led to his tapering fingers, as he cried harshly in a tone
that once had been soft and mellifluous, and still was deep and chesty:
“Still me with flagons, comfort me with apples, for I am sick of
love!”
He would have gone away from the torture that came, as he stared at the
lovers, but his devil held him there. He was glad when a noise of saw and hammer
at the lake drowned the voices on the lawn. His gladness lasted but a moment.
For soon he saw the young people quit chasing their crazy butterfly of a golf
ball, and wander half way up the hill from the lake, to sit in the snug shade of
a wide-spreading, low-branched elm tree. Then the father was nervous, because he
could not hear their voices. As he sat with the young broker, snarling at the
anonymous phantoms of his past which were 472bedeviling him, a gray doubt kept brushing across
his mind. He realized clearly that he had no legal right to question
Lila’s choice of companions. He understood that the law would not justify
anything that he might do, or say, or think, concerning her and her fortunes.
Yet there unmistakably was the Van Dorn set to her pretty head and a Van Dorn
gesture in her gay hands that had come down from at least four generations in
family tradition. And he had no right even to be offended when she would merge
that Van Dorn blood with the miserable Adams heredity. His impotence in the
situation baffled him, and angered him. The law was final to his mind; but it
did not satisfy his wrathful questioning heart. For in his heart, he realized
that denial was not escape from the responsibility he had renounced when he
tripped down the steps of their home and left Lila pleading for him in her
mother’s arms. He bit his ragged cigar and cursed his God, while the young
man with Tom Van Dorn thought, “Well, what a dour old Turk he
is!”
The hammering and sawing, which drowned the voices of the young people under
the tree, came from the new bathing pavilion near by. Grant Adams was working on
a two days’ job putting up the pavilion for the summer. He was out of Van
Dorn’s view, facing another angle of the long three-faced veranda. Grant
saw Kenyon lying upon the turf, slim and graceful and with the beauty of youth
radiating from him, and Grant wondered, as he worked, why his son should be
there playing among the hills, while the sons of other men, making much more
money than he–much more money indeed than many of the others who flitted
over the green–should toil in the fumes of South Harvey and in the great
industrial Valley through long hard hours of work, that sapped their heads and
hearts by its monotony of motion, and lack of purpose. As he gazed at the
lovers, their love did not stick in his consciousness–even if he realized
it. Their presence under the elm tree at midday rose as a problem which deepened
a furrow here and there in his seamed face and he hammered and sawed away with a
will, working out in his muscles the satisfaction which his mind could not bring
him.
As the two fathers from different vistas looked upon their 473children, Kenyon and Lila
beneath the elm tree were shyly toying with vagrant dreams that trailed across
their hearts. He was looking up at her and saying:
“Lila–who are we–you and I? I have been gazing at you three
minutes while you were talking, and I see some one quite different from the you
I knew before. Looking up at you, instead of down at you, is like transposing
you. You are strangely new in this other key.”
The girl did not try to respond in kind–with her lips at least. She
began teasing the youth about his crinkly hair. Breaking a twig as she spoke,
she threw it carelessly at his hair, and it stuck in the closely curled locks.
She laughed gayly at him. Perhaps in some way rather subtly than suddenly, as by
a ghostly messenger from afar, he may have been made aware of her beautiful
body, of the exquisite lines of her figure, of the pink of her radiant skin, or
the red of her girlish lips. For the consciousness of these things seemed to
spend his soul in joy.
The blazing eyes of Tom Van Dorn, squinting down upon the couple under the
tree, could see the grace that shone from a thousand reactions of their bodies
and faces. He opened his mouth to voice something from the bitterness of his
heart but did not speak. Instead he yawned and cried: “And so we rot and
we rot and we rot.”
Now it matters little what the lovers chattered about there under the elm
tree, as they played with sticks and pebbles. It was what they would have said
that counts–or perhaps what they should have said, if they had been able
to voice their sense of the gift which the gods were bestowing. But they were
dumb humans, who threw pebbles at each other’s toes, though in the deep
places of their souls, far below the surface waves of bashful patter, heart
might have spoken to heart in passing thus:
“Oh, Lila, what is beauty? What is it in the soul, running out glad to
meet beauty, whether of line, of tone, of color, of form, of motion, of
harmony?”
And the answer might have been trumpeted back through the deep:
“Maybe beauty is the God that is everywhere and everything, releasing
himself in matter. Perhaps for our eyes and 474ears and fingers, the immanent God had an equation,
whose answer is locked in our souls that are also a part of God–created in
his image. And when in curve or line, in sequence of notes or harmony, or in
thrilling touch sense, the equation is stated in terms of radiation, God seeking
our soul’s answer, speaks to us.”
But none of this trumpet call of souls reached the two fathers who were
watching the lovers. For one man was too old in selfishness to understand, and
the other had grown too old in bearing others’ burdens to know what voices
speak through the soul’s trumpet, when love first comes into the heart. So
the hammers hammered and the saws groaned in the pavilion, and a hard heart
hammered and a soul groaned and a tongue babbled folly on the veranda. But under
the elm tree, eyes met, and across space went the message that binds lives
forever. She picked up a twig longer than most twigs about her, reached with it
and touched his forehead furtively, stroked his crinkled hair, blushing at her
boldness. His head sank to the earth, he put his face upon the grass, and for a
second he found joy in the rush of tears. They heard voices, bringing the planet
back to them; but voices far away. On the hill across the little valley they
could see two earnest golfers, working along the sky-line.
The couple on the sky-line hurried along in the heat. The man mopped his
face, and his brown, hairy arms, and his big sinewy neck. The woman, rather
thin, but fresh and with the maidenly look of one who isn’t entirely sure
what that man will do next, kept well in the lead.
“Well, Emma–there’s love’s young dream all
right.” He stopped to puff, and waved at the couple by the tree. Then he
hitched up his loose, baggy trousers, gave a jerk to his big flowing blue
necktie, let fly at the ball and cried “Fore.” When he came up to
the ball again, he was red and winded. “Emma,” he said,
“let’s go have something to eat at the house–my
figure’ll do for an emeritus bridegroom–won’t it?” And
thus they strolled over the fields and out of the game.
But on another hill, another couple in the midst of a flock of children
attracted by one of Mr. Brotherton’s smashing laughs, looked down and saw
Lila and Kenyon. The quick 475eyes of love caught the meaning of the figures under
the tree.
“Look, mamma–look,” said Nathan Perry, pointing toward the
tree.
“Oh, Nate,” cried Anne, “–isn’t it nice! Lila
and Kenyon!”
“Well, mamma–are you happy?” asked Nathan, as he leaned
against the tree beside her. She nodded and directed their glances to the
children and said gently, “And they justify it–don’t
they?”
He looked at her for a moment, and said, “Yes, dear–I suppose
that’s what the Lord gave us love for. That is why love makes the world go
around.”
“And don’t the people who don’t have them miss it–my!
Nate, if they only knew–if these bridge-playing, childless ones knew how
dear they are–what joy they bring–just as children–not for
anything else–do you suppose they would–”
“Oh, you can’t tell,” answered the young father.
“Perhaps selfish people shouldn’t have children; or perhaps
it’s the children that make us unselfish, and so keep us happy. Maybe
it’s one of those intricate psychical reactions, like a chemical
change–I don’t know! But I do know the kids are the best things in
the world.”
She put her hand in his and squeezed it. “You know, Nate, I was just
thinking to-day as I put up the lunch–I’m a mighty lucky woman.
I’ve had all these children and kept every one so far; I’ve had such
joy in them–such joy, and we haven’t had death. Even little
Annie’s long sickness, and everything–Oh, dear, Nate–but
isn’t she worth it–isn’t she worth it?”
He kissed her hand and replied, “You know I’m so glad we went
down to South Harvey to live, Anne. I can see–well, here’s the way
it is. Lots of families down there–families that didn’t have any
more to go on than we had then, started out, as we did. They had a raft of
kids–” he laughed, “just as we did. But,
mamma–they’re dead–or worse, they’re growing up
underfed, and are hurrying into the works or the breaker bins. I tell you,
Anne–here’s the thing. Those fathers and mothers didn’t have
any more money than 476we had–but we did have more and better
training than they had. You knew better than to feed our kids trash, you knew
how to care for them–we knew how to spend our little, so that it would
count. They didn’t. We have ours, and they have doctors’ and
undertakers’ bills. It isn’t blood that counts so much–as the
difference in bringing up. We’re lovers because of our bringing up.
Otherwise, we’d be fighting like cats and dogs, I’d be drinking,
you’d be slommicking around in wrappers, and the kids would be on the
streets.”
The children playing on the gravel bank were having a gay time. The mother
called to them to be careful of their clothes, and then replied:
“Nate, honestly I believe if I had two or three million dollars, and
could give every girl in South Harvey a good education–teach her how to
cook and keep house and care for babies before she is eighteen, that we could
change the whole aspect of South Harvey in a generation. If I had just two or
three million dollars to spend–I could fill that town just as full as
Harvey of happy couples like us. Of course there’d be the other
kind–some of them–just as there are the other kind in
Harvey–people like the Van Dorns–but they would be the exception in
South Harvey, as the Van Dorns are the exception in Harvey. And two or three
million dollars would do it.”
“Yes, mamma,–that’s the hell of it–the very hell of
it that grinds my gizzard–your father and my father and the others who
haven’t done a lick of the work–and who are entitled only to a
decent interest and promoters’ profits, have taken out twenty million
dollars from South Harvey in dividends in the last thirty years–and this
is the result. Hell for forty thousand people down there, and–you and I
and a few dozen educated happy people are the fruit of it. Sometimes, Anne, I
look at our little flock and look at you so beautiful, and think of our life so
glorious, and wonder how a just God can permit it.”
They looked at the waving acres of blue-grass, dotted with trees, at the
creek winding its way through the cornfields, dark green and all but ready to
tassle, then up at the clear sky, untainted with the smoke of Harvey.
Then they considered the years that lay back of them. 477“I think, Nate,” she
answered, “that to love really and truly one man or one woman makes one
love all men and women. I feel that way even about the little fellow
that’s coming. I love him so, that even he makes me love everything. And
so I can’t just pray for him–I have to pray for all the mothers
carrying babies and all the babies in the world. I think when love comes into
the world it is immortal. We die, but the sum of love we live, we leave; it goes
on; it grows. It is the way God gets into the world. Oh, Nate,” she cried,
“I want to live in the next world–personally–with you–to
know the very you. I don’t want the impersonal immortality–I want
just you. But, dear–I–why, I’d give up even that if I could be
sure that the love we live would never leave this earth. Think what the love of
Christ did for the earth and He is still with us in spirit. And I know when we
go away–when any lovers go away, the love they have lived will never leave
this earth. It will live and joy–yes, and agonize too at the injustice of
the world–live and be crucified over and over again, so long as injustice
exists. Only as love grows in the world, and is hurt–is
crucified–will wrongs be righted, will the world be saved.”
He patted her hand for a minute.
“Kyle, Nate, Annie–come here, children,” cried the father.
After some repetition of the calling, they came trooping up, asking: “What
is it?”
“Nothing at all,” answered the father, “we just wanted to
kiss you and feel and see if your wings were sprouting, so that we could break
them off before you fly away,” whereupon there was a hugging bee all
around, and while every one was loving every one else, a golf ball flew by them,
and a moment later the white-clad, unbent figure of Mrs. Bedelia Satterthwaite
Nesbit appeared, bare-headed and bare-armed, and behind her trotted the devoted
white figure of the Doctor, carrying two golf sticks.
“Chained to her chariot–to make a Roman holiday,” piped the
Doctor. “She’s taking this exercise for my health.”
“Well, James,” replied his wife rather definitely, “I know
you need it!”
“And that settles it,” cried the little man shrilly, “say,
478Nate, if we men
ever get the ballot, I’m going to take a stand for liberty.”
“I’m with you, Doctor,” replied the young man.
“Nate,” he mocked in his comical falsetto, “as you grow
older and get further and further from your mother’s loving care,
you’ll find that there was some deep-seated natural reason why we men
should lead the sheltered life and leave the hurly-burly of existence to the
women.”
From long habit, in such cases Mrs. Nesbit tried not to smile and, from long
habit, failed. “Doctor Jim,” she cried as he picked up her ball, and
set it for her, “don’t make a fool of yourself.”
The little man patted the earth under the ball, and looked up and said as he
took her hand, and obviously squeezed it for the spectators, as he rose.
“My dear–it’s unnecessary. You have made one of me every
happy minute for forty years,” and smiling at the lovers and their
children, he took the hand held out for him after she had sent the ball over the
hill, and they went away as he chuckled over his shoulder and cheeped:
“Into the twilight’s purple rim–through all the world she
followed him,” and trotting behind her as she went striding into the
sunset, they disappeared over the hill.
When they had disappeared Anne began thinking of her picnic. She and Nathan
left the children at the lake, and walked to the club house for the baskets. On
the veranda they met Captain Morton in white flannels with a gorgeous purple
necktie and a panama hat of a price that made Anne gasp. He came bustling up to
Anne and Nathan and said:
“Surprise party–I’m going to give the girls a little
surprise party next week–next Tuesday, and I want you to come–what
say? Out here–next Tuesday night–going to have all the old
friends–every one that ever bought a window hanger, or a churn, or a
sewing machine, or a Peerless cooker, or a Household Horse–but keep it
quiet–surprise on the girls, eh?”
When they had accepted, the Captain lowered his voice and said mysteriously:
“’Y gory–the old man’s got some ginger in him
yet–eh?” and bustled away with a card in 479his hands containing the names of the
invited guests, checking the Perrys from the list as he went.
As Captain Morton rounded the corner of the veranda and came into the
out-of-door dining room, he found Margaret Van Dorn, sitting at a table by a
window with Ahab Wright–flowing white side whiskers and white necktie
inviolate and pristine in their perfection. Ahab was clearly confused when the
Captain sailed into the room. For there was a breeziness about the
Captain’s manner, and although Ahab respected the Captain’s new
wealth, still his years of poverty and the meanness of his former calling as a
peddler of insignificant things, made Ahab Wright feel a certain squeamishness
when he had to receive Captain Morton upon the term which, in Ahab’s mind,
a man of so much money should be received.
Mrs. Van Dorn was using her eyes on Ahab. Perhaps they cast the spell. She
was leaning forward with her chin in her hands, with both elbows on the table,
and Ahab Wright, of the proud, prosperous and highly respectable firm of Wright
& Perry, was in much the mental and moral attitude of the bird when the cat
creeps up to the tree-trunk. He was not unhappy; not terrorized–just
curious and rather resistless, knowing that if danger ever came he could fly.
And Mrs. Van Dorn, who had tired of the toys at hand, was adventuring rather
aimlessly into the cold blue eyes of Ahab, to see what might be in them.
“For many years,” she was saying, and pronounced it
“yee-ahs,” having remembered at the moment to soften her
“r’s,” “I have been living on a highah plane wheyah one
ignoahs the futuah and foahgets the pahst. On this plane one rises to his full
capacity of soul strength, without the hampah of remoahs or the terror of a
vindictive Providence.”
She might as well have been reciting the alphabet backwards so far as Ahab
understood or cared what she said. He was fascinated by her resemblance to a
pink and white marshmallow–rather over-powdered. But she was still
fortifying herself from that little black box in the farthest corner in the
bottom drawer of her dresser–and fortifying herself with two brown pellets
instead of one. So she ogled 480Ahab Wright by way of diversion, and sat in the
recesses of her soul and wondered what she would say next.
The Captain pulling his panama off made a tremendous bow as Margaret was
saying: “Those who grahsp the great Basic Truths in the Science of
Being–” and just as the Captain was about to open his mouth to
invite Ahab Wright to his party, plumb came the ghastly consciousness to him
that the Van Dorns were not on his list. For the Van Dorns, however securely
they were entrenched socially among the new people who had no part in the
town’s old quarrel with Tom, however the oil and gas and smelter people
and the coal magnates may have received the Van Dorns–still they were
under the social ban of the only social Harvey that Captain Morton knew. So as a
man falling from a balloon gets his balance, the Captain gasped as he came up
from his low bow and said:
“Madam, I says to myself just now as I looks over to that elm tree
yonder,” he pointed to the place where Kenyon and Lila were sitting,
“soon we’ll be having the fourth generation here in Harvey, and I
says, that will interest Tom! An ’y gory, ma’am, as I saw you sitting
here, I says as it was well in my mind, ‘Here’s Tom’s lady love, and
I’ll just go over and pass my congratulations on to Tom through the apple
of his eye, as you may say, and not bother him and the young man around the
corner there in their boss trade, eh?’ What say?” He was flushed and
red, and he did not know exactly where to stop, but it was out–and after a
few sparring sentences, he broke away from the clutch of his bungling intrusion
and was gone. But as the Captain left the couple at the table, the spell was
broken. Life had intruded, and Ahab rose hastily and went his way.
Margaret Van Dorn sat looking out at a dreary world. Even the lovers by the
elm tree did not quicken her pulse. Scarcely more did they interest her than her
vapid adventure with Ahab Wright. All romantic adventure, personal or vicarious,
was as ashes on her lips. But emotion was not all dead in her. As she gazed at
Lila and Kenyon, Margaret wondered if her husband could see the pair. Her first
emotional reaction was a gloating sense that he would be boiling with
humiliation and rage when he saw his child so obviously 481and publicly, even if unconsciously,
adoring an Adams. So she exulted in the Van Dorn discomfiture. As her first
spiteful impulse wore away, a sense of desolation overcame Margaret Van Dorn.
Probably she had no regrets that she had abandoned Kenyon. For years she had
nursed a daily horror that the door which hid her secret might swing open, but
that horror was growing stale. She felt that the door was forever sealed by
time. So in the midst of a world at its spring, a budding world, a world of
young mating, a gay world going out on its vast yearly voyage to hunt new life
in new joy, a quest for ever new yet old as God’s first smile on a world
unborn, this woman sat in a drab and dreary desolation. Even her spite withered
as she sat playing with her tall glass. And as spite chilled, her loneliness
grew.
She knew better than any one else in Harvey–better even than the
Nesbits–what Kenyon Adams really promised in achievement and fame. They
knew that he had some European recognition. Margaret in Europe had been amazed
to see how far he was going. In New York and Boston, she knew what it meant to
have her son’s music on the best concert programs. Her realization of her
loss increased her loneliness. But regret did not produce remorse. She was
always and finally glad that the door was inexorably sealed upon her secret. She
saw only her husband angered by her son’s association with her
husband’s daughter, and when malice spent itself, she was weary and lonely
and out of humor, and longed to retire to her fortification.
After Captain Morton had bowed himself away from Margaret Van Dorn, he stood
at the other end of the veranda looking down toward the lake. The carpenters
were quitting work for the day on the new bathing pavilion and he saw the tall
figure of Grant Adams in the group. He hurried down the steps near by, and came
bustling over to Grant.
“Just the man I want to see! I saw Jap chasing around the golf course
with Ruthie and invited him, but he said your pa wasn’t very spry and
mightn’t be uptown to-morrow, so you just tell him for me that you and he
are to come to my party here next Tuesday night–surprise party for the
girls–going to break something to them they don’t know anything
about–what say? Tell your pa that 482his old army friend is going to send his
car–my new car–great, big, busting gray battleship for your
pa–makes Tom’s car look like an ash cart. Don’t let your pa
refuse. I want to bring you all up here to the party in that car in
style–you and Amos and Jap and Kenyon! eh? Say, Grant–tell
me–” he wagged his head at Kenyon and Lila still loitering by the
tree. “What’s Kenyon’s idea in loafing around so much here in
Harvey? He’s old enough to go to work. What say?” Grant tried to get
it to the Captain that Kenyon’s real job in the world was composing music,
and that sometimes he tired of cities and came down to Harvey to get the
sunshine and prairie grass and the woods and the waters of his childhood into
his soul. But the Captain waved the idea aside, “Nothing in the fiddling
business, Grant–two dollars a day and find yourself, is all the best of
’em make,” protested the Captain. “Let him do like I
done–get at something sound and practical early in life and ’y gory,
man–look at me. What say?”
Grant did not answer, but when the Captain veered around to the subject of
his party, Grant promised to bring the whole Adams family. A moment later the
Captain saw the Sands’s motor car on the road before them, and said:
“Excuse me, Grant–here are the Sandses–I’ve got to
invite them–Hi there, Dan’l, come alongside.” While the Captain was
inviting Daniel Sands, the Doctor’s electric came purring up the hill to
the club house driven by Laura Van Dorn. Grant was trotting ahead to join the
other carpenters who were going to the street-car station, when Laura passing,
hailed him:
“Wait a minute, Grant, till I take this to father, and I’ll go
with you.”
As Laura Van Dorn turned her car around the club house, she stopped it under
the veranda overlooking the golf course and the rolling prairie furrowed by the
slowly winding stream. The afternoon sun slanting upon the landscape brought out
all its beauty–its gay greens, its somber, contrasting browns, and its
splashing of color from the fruit trees across the valley that blushed pink and
went white in the first unsure ecstasies of new life. Then she saw Kenyon and
Lila slowly walking up the knoll to the road. 483The mother noted with quick instinct the way their
hands jostled together as they walked. The look that flashed from their eyes
when their hands touched–the look of proprietorship in each
other–told Laura Van Dorn that her life’s work with Lila was
finished. The daughter’s day of choice had come; and whatever of honesty,
whatever of sense, and sentiment, whatever of courage or conscience the mother
had put into the daughter’s heart and mind was ready for its lifelong
test. Lila had embarked on her own journey; and motherhood was ended for Laura
Van Dorn.
As she looked at the girl, the mother saw herself, but she was not embittered
at the sad ending of her own journey along the road which her daughter was
taking. For years she had accepted as the fortunes of war, what had come to her
with her marriage, and because she had the daughter, the mother knew that she
was gainer after all. For to realize motherhood even with one child, was to
taste the best that life held. So her face reflected, as a cloud reflects the
glory of the dawn, something of the radiance that shone in the two young faces
before her; and in her faith she laid small stress upon the particular one
beside her daughter. Not his growing fame, not his probable good fortune,
inspired her satisfaction. When she considered him at all as her
daughter’s lover, she only reflected on the fact that all she knew of
Kenyon was honest and frank and kind. Then she dismissed him from her
thoughts.
The mother standing on the hillock looking at the youth and maiden sauntering
toward her, felt the serene reliance in the order of things that one has who
knows that the worst life can do to a brave, wise, kind heart, is not bad. For
she had felt the ruthless wrenches of the senseless wheels of fate upon her own
flesh. Yet she had come from the wheels bruised, and in agony, but not broken,
not beaten. Her peace of mind was not passive. It amounted to a militant pride
in the strength and beauty of the soul she had equipped for the voyage. Laura
Van Dorn was sure of Lila and was happy. Her eyes filled with grateful tears as
she looked down upon her daughter.
Her father, toddling ahead of Mrs. Nesbit a hundred paces, reached the car
first. She nodded at the young people 484trudging up the slope. “Yes,” said the
Doctor, “we have been watching them for half an hour. Seems like the voice
of the turtle is heard in the land.”
The daughter alighted from the runabout, her father got in and waited for his
wife. The three turned their backs on the approaching lovers and pretended not
to see them. As Laura walked around the corner of the house, she found Grant
waiting for her at the car station, and the two having missed the car that the
other carpenters had taken, stood under the shed waiting.
“Well–Laura,” he asked, “are you leaving the idle
rich for the worthy poor?” She laughed and explained:
“The electric was for father and mother, and so long as I have to go
down to my girls’ class in South Harvey this evening for their picnic,
I’m going to ride in your car, if you don’t mind?”
The street car came wailing down on them and when they had taken a rear seat
on the trailer together, Grant began: “I’m glad you’ve come
just now–just to-night. I’ve been anxious to see you. I’ve got
some things to talk over–mighty big things–for me. In the first
place–”
“In the first place and before I forget it, let me tell you the good
news. A telegram has just come from the capital to father, saying that the State
supreme court had upheld his labor bill–his and your bill that went
through the referendum.
“‘Referendum J.’ probably was the judge who wrote the
opinion,” said Grant grimly. He took off his hat, and the cooling breeze
of the late afternoon played with his hair, without fluttering the curly, wiry
red poll, turning light yellow with the years. “Well, whoever influenced
the court–I’m glad that’s over. The men have been grumbling
for a year and more because we couldn’t get the benefits of the law. But
their suits are pending–and now they ought to have their money.”
As the car whined along through the prairie streets, Grant, who had started
to speak twice, at last said abruptly, “I’ve got to cut
loose.” He turned around so that his eyes could meet hers and went on:
“Your father and George Brotherton and a lot of our people seem to think
that we can patch 485things up–I mean this miserable profit system.
They think by paying the workmen for accidents and with eight hours, a living
wage, and all that sort of thing, we can work out the salvation of labor. I used
to think that too; but it won’t do, Laura–I’ve gone clean to
the end of that road, and there’s nothing in it. And I’m going to
cut loose. That’s what I want to see you about. There’s nothing in
this step-at-a-time business. I’m for the revolution!”
She showed clearly that she was surprised, and he seemed to find some
opposition in her countenance, for he hurried on: “The Kingdom–I
mean the Democracy of labor–is at hand; the day is at its dawn. I want to
throw my weight for the coming of the Democracy.”
His voice was full of emotion as he cried:
“Laura–Laura, I know what you think; you want me to wait; you
want me to help on the miserable patchwork job of repairing the profit system.
But I tell you–I’m for the revolution, and with all the love in my
heart–I’m going to throw myself into it!”
No one sat in the seat before them, as they whirled through the lanes leading
to town, and he rested his head in his hand and put his elbow on the forward
seat.
“Well, what do you think of it?” he asked, looking anxiously into
her troubled face. “I have been feeling strongly now for a
month–waiting to see you–also waiting to be dead sure of myself. Now
I am sure!” The mad light in his eye and the zealot’s enthusiasm
flaming in his battered face, made the woman pause a moment before she
replied:
“Well,” she smiled as she spoke, “don’t you think you
are rather rushing me off my feet? I’ve seen you coming up to it for some
time–but I didn’t know you were so far along with your
conviction.”
She paused and then: “Of course, Grant, the Socialists–I mean the
revolutionary group–even the direct action people–have their proper
place in the scheme of things–but, Grant–” she looked
earnestly at him with an anxious face, “they are the scouts–the
pioneers ahead of the main body of the troops! And, Grant,” she spoke
sadly, “that’s a hard place–can’t you find enough
fighting back with the main body of the troops–back with the
army?”
486He beat the seat
with his iron claw impatiently and cried: “No–no–I’m
without baggage or equipment. I’m traveling light. I must go forward. They
need me there. I must go where the real danger is. I must go to point the
way.”
“But what is the way, Grant–what is it? You don’t
know–any more than we do–what is beyond the next decade’s
fight! What is the way you are going to point out so fine and gay–what is
it?” she cried.
“I don’t know,” he answered doggedly. “I only know I
must go. The scouts never know where they are going. Every great movement has
its men who set out blindly, full of faith, full of courage, full of joy, happy
to fail even in showing what is not the way–if they cannot find the path.
I must go,” he cried passionately, “with those who leave their homes
to mark the trail–perhaps a guide forward, perhaps as a warning
away–but still to serve. I’m going out to preach the revolution for
I know that the day of the Democracy of labor is at hand! It is all but
dawning.”
She saw the exultation upon him that hallowed his seamed features and she
could not speak. But when she got herself in hand she said calmly: “But,
Grant–that’s stuff and nonsense–there is no revolution. There
can be no Democracy of labor, so long as labor is what it is. We all want to
help labor–we know that it needs help. But there can be no Democracy of
labor until labor finds itself; until it gets capacity for handling big affairs,
until it sees more clearly what is true and what is false. Just now labor is
awakening, is growing conscious–a little–but, Grant, come now, my
good friend, listen, be sensible, get down to earth. Can’t you see your
fine pioneering and your grand scouting won’t help–not
now?”
“And can’t you understand,” he replied almost angrily,
“that unless I or some one else who can talk to these people does go out
and preach a definite ideal, a realizable hope–even though it may not be
realized, even though it may not take definite shape–they will never wake
up? Can’t you see, girl, that when labor is ready for the
revolution–it won’t need the revolution? Can’t you see that
unless we preach the revolution, they will never be ready for it? When the 487workers can stand
together, can feel class consciousness and strike altogether, can develop
organizing capacity enough to organize, to run their own affairs–then the
need for class consciousness will pass, and the demand for the revolution will
be over? Can’t you see that I must go out blindly and cry discontent to
these people?”
She smiled and shook her head and answered, “I don’t know,
Grant–I don’t know.”
They were coming into town, and every few blocks the car was taking on new
passengers. She spoke low and almost whispered when she answered:
“I only know that I believe in you–you are my faith; you are my
social gospel.” She paused, hesitated, flushed slightly, and said,
“Where you go I shall go, and your people shall be my people! Only
do–Oh, do consider this well before you take the final step.”
“Laura, I must go,” he returned stubbornly. “I am going to
preach the revolution of love–the Democracy of labor founded on the theory
that the Holy Ghost is in every heart–poor as well as rich–rich as
well as poor. I’m not going to preach against the rich–but against
the system that makes a few men rich without much regard to their talent, at the
expense of all the rest, without much regard to their talents.”
The woman looked at him as he turned his blue eyes upon her in a kind of
delirium of conviction. He hurried on as their car rattled through the town:
“We must free master as well as slave. For while there is
slavery–while the profit system exists–the mind of the slave and the
mind of the master will be cursed with it. There can be no love, no justice
between slave and master–only deceit and violence on each side, and
I’m going out to preach the revolution–to call for the end to a
system that keeps love out of the world.”
“Well, then, Grant,” said the woman as the car jangled its way
down Market Street, “hurrah for the revolution.”
She smiled up at him, and they rode without speaking until they reached South
Harvey. He left her at the door of her kindergarten, and a group of young girls,
waiting for her, surrounded her.
488When he reached
his office, he found Violet Hogan working at her desk.
“You’ll find all your mail opened, and I’ve noted the
things that have been attended to,” she said, as she turned to him.
“I’m due over to the girls’ class with Miss
Laura–I’m helping her to-night with her picnic.”
Grant nodded, and fell to his work. Violet went on:
“The letters for your signature are here on my desk. Money seems to be
coming in. New local showing up down in Magnus–from the tile works.”
She rose, put on her coat and hat, and said as she stood in the door,
“To-morrow will be your day in–won’t it?” He nodded at
his work, and she called out, “Well,–bye, bye–I’ll be in
about noon.”
Daylight faded and he turned on the electric above his desk and was going
over his work, making notations on letters for Violet, when he heard a footstep
on the stairs. He recognized the familiar step of Henry Fenn.
“Come in–come in, Henry,” cried Grant.
Fenn appeared, saw Grant at his work, slipped into a chair, and said:
“Now go right on–don’t mind me, young man.” Fenn
pulled a newspaper from his cheap neat coat, and sat reading it, under a light
that he made for himself at Violet’s desk. The light fell on his thin
whitening hair–still coarse, and close cropped. In his clean, washed-out
face there was the faded glow of the man who had been the rising young attorney
thirty years before. Grant knew that Fenn did not expect the work to stop, so he
went on with it. “I’m going to supper about eight
o’clock,” said Grant, and asked: “Will that be all
right?”
“Don’t mind me,” returned Fenn, and smiled with a dim
reflection of the old incandescence of his youth.
Fenn’s hands trembled a little, but his eyes were steady and his voice
clear. His clothes were shabby but decent, and his whole appearance was that of
one who is making it a point to keep up. When Grant had finished his
correspondence, and was sealing up his letters, Fenn lent a hand and began:
“Well, Grant, I’m in trouble–Oh, it’s not
that,” he 489laughed as Grant looked quickly into the clean,
alert old face. “That’s not bothered me for–Oh, for two years
now. But it’s Violet–she wants me to marry her.” He blurted it
out as if it had been pent in, and was hard to hold.
“Why–well–what makes you–well, has she proposed,
Henry?” asked the younger man.
“Naw–of course not,” answered Fenn. “Boy, you
don’t know anything about women.”
Fenn shook his head knowingly, and winked one eye slowly.
“Children–she’s set the children on me. You know,
Grant–” he turned his smile on with what candlepower he could
muster, “that’s my other weakness–children. And they’re
the nicest children in the world. But I can’t–I tell you, man, I
can’t,” protested Mr. Fenn, as if he believed Grant in league with
the woman to kidnap him.
“Well, then, don’t,” said Grant, rising and gathering up
his mail.
“But how can I help it?” Fenn cried helplessly. “What can a
man do? Those kids need a father. I need a family–I’ve always needed
a family–but I don’t want Violet–nor any one else.”
Grant towed him along to the restaurant, and they sat alone. After Grant had
ordered his supper he asked, “Henry–why can’t you marry
Violet? She’s a sensible, honest woman–she’s got over her
foolishness; what’s wrong with her?”
“Why, of course, she is a good woman. If you’d see her chasing
out nights–picking up girls, mothering ’em, loving ’em,
working with ’em–she knows their language; she can talk to ’em
so they get it. And I’ve known her time and again to get scent of a new
girl over there at Bessie Wilson’s and go after her and pull her out and
start her right again. I tell you, Grant, Violet has her weaknesses–as to
hair ribbons and shirtwaists and frills for the kids–but she’s got a
heart, Grant–a mighty big heart.”
“Then why not marry her?” persisted Grant.
“That’s just it,” answered Fenn.
He looked hopelessly at Grant and finally said as he reached his hands across
the table and grasped Grant’s big flinty paw, “Grant–let me
tell you something–it’s Margaret. 490I’m a fool–a motley fool i’ the
forest, Grant, but I can’t help it; I can’t help it,” he
cried. “So long as she lives–she may need me. I don’t trust
that damn scoundrel, Grant. She may need me, and I stand ready to go to hell
itself with her if I live a thousand years. It’s not that I want her any
more; but, Grant–maybe you know her; maybe you understand. She used to
hate you for some reason, and maybe that will help you to know how I feel.
But–I know I’m weak–God knows I’m putty in my soul. And
I’m ashamed. But I mustn’t get married. It wouldn’t be fair.
It wouldn’t be square to Violet, nor the kids, nor to any one. So long as
Margaret is on this earth–it’s my job to stand guard and wait till
she needs me.”
He turned a troubled, heartbroken face up to the younger man and concluded,
“I know she despises me–that she loathes me. But I can’t help
it, Grant–and I came to you to kind of help me with Violet. It
wouldn’t be right to–well, to let this thing go on.” He heaved
a deep sigh, then he added as he fumbled with the red tablecloth, “What a
fool a man is–Lord, what a fool!”
In the end, Grant had to agree to let Violet know, by some round about
procedure devised by Mr. Fenn’s legal mind, that he was not a marriageable
person. At the same time, Grant had to agree not to frighten away the Hogan
children.
The next morning as Grant and his father rode from their home into town,
Grant told his father of the invitation to the Captain’s party.
“If your mother could have lived just to see the Captain on his grand
plutocratic spree, Grant–” said his father. He did not finish the
sentence, but cracked the lines on the old mare’s back and looked at the
sky. He turned his white beard and gentle eyes upon his son and said,
“There was a time last night, before you came in, when I thought I had
her. Some one was greatly interested in you and some new project you have in
mind. Emerson thinks well of it,” said Amos, “though,” he
added, “Emerson thinks it won’t amount to much–in practical
immediate results. But I think, Grant, now of course, I can’t be
sure,” the father rubbed his jaw and shook a meditative head, “it
certainly did seem to me mother was there for a time. Something kept 491bothering
Emerson–calling Grantie–the way she used to–all the time he
was talking!”
The father let Grant out of the buggy at the Vanderbilt House in South
Harvey, and the old mare and her driver jogged up town to the
Tribune office. There he creaked out of the buggy and went to his work. It
was nine o’clock before the Captain came capering in, and the two old
codgers in their seventies went into the plot of the surprise party with the
enthusiasm of boys.
After the Captain had explained the purpose of the surprise, Amos Adams sat
with his hands on his knees and smiled. “Well–well, Ezry–I
didn’t realize it. Time certainly does fly. And it’s all
right,” he added, “I’m glad you’re going to do it. She
certainly will approve it. And the girls–” the old man chuckled,
“you surely will settle them for good and all.”
He laughed a little treble laugh, cracked and yet gleeful. “Nice
girls–all of ’em. But Grant says Jap’s a kind of shining
around your Ruth–that’s the singing one, isn’t it? Well, I
suppose, Ezry, either of ’em might do worse. Of course, this singing one
doesn’t remember her mother much, so I suppose she won’t be much
affected by your surprise?” He asked a question, but after his manner went
on, “Well, maybe it was Jap and Ruth that was bothering Mary last night. I
kind of thought someway, for the first time maybe I’d get her. But nothing
much came of it,” he said sadly. “It’s funny about the way
I’ve never been able to get her direct, when every one else
comes–isn’t it?”
The Captain was in no humor for occult things, so he cut in with: “Now
listen here, Amos–what do you think of me asking Mrs. Herdicker to sit at
one end of the table, eh? Of course I know what the girls will think–but
then,” he winked with immense slyness, “that’s all right. I
was talking to her about it, and she’s going to have a brand new
dress–somepin swell–eh? By the jumping John Rogers,
Amos–there’s a woman–eh?”
And tightening up his necktie–a scarlet creation of much pride–he
pulled his hat over his eyes, as one who has great affairs under it, and marched
double-quick out of the office.
You may be sure that some kind friend told the Morton 492girls of what was in store for them, the
kind friend being Mr. George Brotherton, who being thoroughly married, regarded
any secret from his wife in the light of a real infidelity. So he told her all
that he and Market Street knew. Now the news of the party–a party in whose
preparations they were to have no share, roused in the Misses Morton, and their
married sister, jointly and severally, that devil of suspicion which always
tormented their dreams.
“And, Emma,” gasped Martha, when Emma came over for her daily
visit, “just listen! Mrs. Herdicker is having the grandest dress made for
the party! She told the girls in the store she had twenty-seven dollars’
worth of jet on it–just jet alone.” Here the handsome Miss Morton
turned pale with the gravity of the news. “She told the girls to-day, this
very afternoon, that she was going to take the three o’clock morning train
right after the party for New York to do her fall buying. Fall buying, indeed!
Fall buying,” the handsome Miss Morton’s voice thickened and she
cried, “just because papa’s got a little money, she
thinks–”
But what she thought Miss Morton never said, for Mrs. Brotherton, still
familiar with the gossip of the schoolhouse, cut in to say: “And, Martha,
what do you think those Copini children say? They say father’s got their
father’s orchestra to practice all the old sentimental music you ever
heard of–‘Silver Threads Among the Gold,’ and ‘Do You Love Me, Molly
Darling,’ and ‘Lorena,’ and ‘Robin Adair,’–and
oh,” cried Mrs. Brotherton, shaking a hopeless head, “I don’t
know what other silly things.”
“And yes, girls,” exclaimed the youngest Miss Morton flippantly,
“he’s sent around to the Music School for Miss Howe to come and sing
‘O Promise Me’!”
“The idea!” cried the new Mrs. Brotherton.
“Why, the very idea!” broke out the handsome Miss Morton, sitting
by the dining-room table.
“The idea!” echoed the youngest Miss Morton, putting away her
music roll, and adding in gasping excitement: “And that isn’t the
worst. He sent word for her to sing it just after the band had finished playing
the wedding march!”
493Now terror came
into the house of Morton, and when the tailor’s boy brought home a
package, the daughters tore it open ruthlessly, and discovered–as they sat
limply with it spread out in its pristine beauty on the sofa before them–a
white broadcloth dinner suit–with a watered silk vest. Half an hour later,
when a pleated dress shirt with pearl buttons came, it found three daughters
sitting with tight lips waiting for their father–and six tigers’
eyes glaring hungrily at the door through which he was expected. At six
o’clock, when they heard his nimble step on the porch, they looked at one
another in fear, and as he burst into the room, each looked decisively at the
other as indicating a command to begin.
He came in enveloping them in one all-encompassing hug and cried:
“Well ’y gory, girls, you certainly are the three graces, the three
fates, and the world, the flesh and the devil all in one–what
say?”
But the Morton daughters were not to be silenced. Ruth took in a deep breath
and began:
“Well, now see here, father, do you know what people are saying
about–”
“Of course–I was just coming to that, Ruthie,” answered the
Captain. “Amos Adams he says, ‘Well, Cap,’ say he, ‘I was talking to
Cleopatra and she says Queen Victoria had a readin’ to the effect that
there was a boy named Amos Ezra Morton Adams over on one of the stars in the
southwest corner of the milky way that would be busting into this part of the
universe in about three years, more or less’–what say?”
The old man laughed and Ruth flushed red, and ran away. The Captain saw his
suit lying on the sofa.
“Somepin new–” interjected the Captain. “Thought
I’d kind o’ bloom out; sort o’ to let folks know that the old
man had a little kick in him yet–eh? And now, girls–listen;
let’s all go out to the Country Club for dinner to-night, and I’ll
put on my new suit and you kind of rig up in your best, and we’ll make
what George calls a killing–what say?” He put his hands in his
pockets and looked critically at his new clothes. The flight of Ruth had quieted
494Emma, but Martha
came swooping down on him with “Now, father–look here–about
that Country Club party–”
The Captain shot a swift glance at Martha, and saw Emma looking at him from
the kitchen door.
“What party?” he exclaimed. “Can’t I ask my girls out
for a little innocent dinner without its being called a party–eh? Now, you
girls get your things on and come on. As for me, the limousine will be at the
door at eight!”
He disappeared up the stairs and in the Morton household, two young women,
woeful and heavy hearted, went about their toilets, while in the Brotherton
establishment, one large fat man in suspenders felt the rush of sudden tears on
his shirt front and marveled at the ways of the sex. When the Mortons were in
the midst of their moist and lugubrious task, the thin, cracked little voice of
the Captain called out:
“Girls–before you go, don’t forget to put that cold beef on
and stew it to-night for hash in the morning–eh?”
It was a beautiful party that Captain Morton gave at the Country Club house
that evening. And at the end of a most gorgeously elaborate dinner, wherein were
dishes whose very names the Captain did not know, he rose among his guests
seated at the U-shaped table in the big dining room with the heavy brown beams
in the ceiling, a little old man by his big chair, which stood beside a chair
unoccupied.
“Friends,” he said, “when a man gets on in his seventies,
at that uncertain time, when he does not know whether to be ashamed of his years
or proud of his age,” he smiled at Daniel Sands, who clicked his
false-teeth in appreciation of the phrase, “it would seem that thoughts of
what the poet calls ‘the livelier iris’ on the ‘burnished dove’
would not inconvenience him to any great extent–eh? At seventy-five a
young fellow’s fancy ought to be pretty well done lightly turning to
thoughts of love–what say? But by cracky–they
don’t.”
He paused. The Morton girls in shame looked at their plates. “So, I
just thought I’d have this little party to tell you about it. I wanted to
surprise the girls.” There was only a faint clapping of hands; for tears
in the eyes of the three Morton daughters discouraged merriment.
495“A man, as
I was saying, never gets too old–never gets too crabbed, for what my
friend Amos’s friend Emerson calls ‘a ruddy drop of manly
blood’–eh? So, when that ‘ruddy drop of manly blood’ comes a
surging up in me, I says I’ll just about have a party for that drop of
manly blood! I’m going to tell you all about it. There’s a woman in
my mind–a very beautiful woman; for years–a feller just as well
breakdown and confess–eh?–well for years she’s been in my mind
pretty much all the time–particularly since Ruthie there was a baby and
left alorn and alone–as you may say–eh? And so,” he reached
down and grasped a goblet of water firmly, and held it before him, “and
so,” he repeated, and his old eyes glistened and his voice broke,
“as it was just fifty years ago to-night that heaven opened and let her
come to me, before I marched off to war–so,” he hurried along,
“I give you this toast–the vacant chair–may it always, always,
always be filled in my heart of hearts!”
He could not drink, but sank with his head on his arms, and when they had
ceased clapping their hands, the old man looked up, signaled to the orchestra,
and cried in a tight, cracked voice, “Now, dern ye–begin yer
fiddlin’!”
Whereupon the three Morton daughters wept and the old ladies gathered about
them and wept, and Mrs. Hilda Herdicker’s ton of jet heaved as in a tidal
wave, and the old men dried their eyes, and only Lila Van Dorn and Kenyon Adams,
holding hands under the table, really knew what it was all about.
Now they have capered through these pages of this chapter–all of the
people in this story in their love affairs. Hand in hand, they have come to the
footlights, hand in hand they have walked before us. We have seen that love is a
passion with many sides. It varies with each soul. In youth, in maturity, in
courtship, in marriage, in widowhood, in innocence, and in the wisdom of
serpents, love reflects the soul it shines on. For love is youth in the
heart–youth that always beckons, that always shapes our visions. Love ever
sheens and shimmers brightly from within us; but what it shows to the
world–that is vastly different with each of us. For that is the shadow of
his inmost being.