When the Squire entered the breakfast parlour,
Kate was just coming in from the garden. The
dew of the morning was on her cheeks, the
scent of the sweet-briar and the daffodils in her
hair, the songs of the thrush and the linnet in
her heart. She was beautiful as Hebe, and fresh
as Aurora. He clasped her face between his
large hands, and she lifted the bunch of daffodils
to his face, and asked, “Are they not beautiful?
Do you know what Mr. Wordsworth says about
them, Father?”
“Not I! I never read his foolishness.”
“His ‘foolishness’ is music; I can tell you
that. Listen sir,–
“‘A smile of last year’s sun strayed down the hills,
And lost its way within yon windy wood;
Lost through the months of snow–but not for good:
I found it in a clump of daffodils.’
Are they not lovely lines?”
“They sound like most uncommon nonsense,
Kitty. Come and sit beside me, I have something
far more sensible and important to tell you.”
“About the Bill, Father?”
236“Partly about the Bill and partly about Edgar.
Which news will you have first?”
“Mother will say ‘Edgar,’ and I go with
mother.”
“I do not think you can tell me any news
about Edgar, John.”
“Go on, Father, mother is only talking. She
is so anxious she cannot pour the coffee straight.
What about Edgar?”
“I must tell you that I made a speech two
days before the House closed; and the papers
said it was a very great speech, and I think it
was a tone or two above the average. Did you
read it?”
“You never sent us a paper, Father.”
“You wouldn’t have read it if I had sent it.
I knew Philip Brotherton would read every word,
so it went to him. I was a little astonished at
myself, for I did not know that I could bring out
the very truth the way I did; but I saw Edgar
watching me, and I saw no one else; and I just
talked to him, as I used to do,–good, plain,
household words, with a bit of Yorkshire now
and then to give them pith and power. I was
cheered to the echo, and if Edgar, when I used
to talk to him for his good, had only cheered me
on my hearthstone as he cheered me in the
Commons, there wouldn’t have been any ill
blood between us. Afterwards, in the crush of
the lobby, I saw Edgar a little before me; and
Mr. O’Connell walked up to him, and said, ‘Atheling,
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you ought to take lessons from your father,
he strikes every nail on the head. In your case,
the old cock crows, but the young one has not
learnt his lesson.’ I was just behind, and I heard
every word, and I was ready to answer; but
Edgar did my work finely.’
‘He should not have noticed him,’ said Mrs.
Atheling.
‘Ah, but he did! He said, “Mr. O’Connell, I
will trouble you to speak of Squire Atheling respectfully.
He is not old; he is in the prime of
life; and, in all that makes youth desirable, he is
twenty-five years younger than you are. I think
you have felt his spurs once, and I would advise
you to beware of them.” And what O’Connell
answered I cannot tell, but it would be up to
mark, I can warrant that! I slipped away before
I was noticed, and I am not ashamed to say I
was pleased with what I had heard. “Not as old
as O’Connell by twenty-five years!” I laughed
to myself all the way home; and, in the dark of
the night, I could not help thinking of Edgar’s
angry face, and the way he stood up for me. I
do think, Maude, that somehow it must have been
thy fault we had that quarrel–I mean to say,
that if thou hadst stood firm by me,–that is, if
thou hadst–’
‘John, go on and do not bother thyself to
make excuses. Was that the end of it?’
‘In a way. The next afternoon I was sitting
by the fireside having a quiet smoke, and thinking
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of the fine speech I had made, and if it would
be safe to try again, when Dobson came in and
said, “Squire, Mr. Edgar wishes to see you,” and
I said, “Very well, bring Mr. Edgar upstairs.” I
had thrown off my coat; but I had on one of my
fine ruffled shirts and my best blue waistcoat, and
so I didn’t feel so very out of the way when
Edgar came in with the loveliest young woman
on his arm–except Kitty–that I ever set eyes
on; and I was dumfounded when he brought
her to me and said, “My dear Father, Annie
Curzon, who has promised to be my wife, wants
to know you and to love you.” And the little
thing–for she is but a sprite of a woman–laid
her hand on my arm and looked at me; and
what in heaven’s name was I to do?’
‘What did you do?’
‘I just lifted her up and kissed her bonny
face, and said I had room enough in my heart
and home for her; and that she was gladly welcome,
and would be much made of, and I don’t
know what else–plenty of things of the same
sort. My word! Edgar was set up.’
‘He may well be set up,’ answered Mrs. Atheling;
‘she is the richest and sweetest girl in
England; and she thinks the sun rises and sets
in Edgar Atheling. He ought to be set up with
a wife like that.’
‘He was, with her and me together. I don’t
know which of us seemed to please him most.
Maude, they are coming down to Lord Ashley’s
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on a visit, and I asked them here. I could not
do any different, could I?’
‘If you had you would have been a poor kind
of a father. What did you say?’
‘I said, when you are at Ashley Place come
over to Atheling, and I gave Edgar my hand and
looked at him; and he looked at me and clasped
it tight, and said, “We will come.’”
“That was right.”
“I am glad I have done right for once, Maude.
Do you know that Ashley is one of the worst
Radicals in the lot of them?”
“Never mind, John. I have noticed that, as a
general thing, the worse Radical, the better man;
but a Tory cannot be trusted to give a Radical a
character. The Tories are very like the poor cat
who said, ‘If she only had wings, she would
gladly extirpate the whole race of those troublesome
sparrows.’”
“There are to be no more Tories now, we have
got a new name. Lord John Russell called us
‘Conservatives,’ and we took to the word, and it
is as like as not to stick to us. It will be Conservatives
and Reformers in the future.”
“But you said the Reform Bill was lost.”
“I said it had not passed. What of that? The
rascals have only been downed for this round;
they will be up to time, when time is called June
the twenty-first; and they will fight harder than
ever.”
“How was the Bill lost? By obstructions?”
240“Yes; when it was ready to go into Committee,
General Gascoigne moved that, ‘The number of
members returned to Parliament ought not to be
diminished;’ and when the House divided on this
motion, Gascoigne’s resolution had a majority of
eight.”
“Then Grey’s Ministry have retired?” said
Mrs. Atheling, in alarm.
“No, they have not; they should have done
so by all decent precedents; but, instead of behaving
like gentlemen, they resolved to appeal
to the country. We sat all night quarrelling on
this subject; but at five in the morning I was
worn out with the stifling, roaring House, and
sick with the smell of dying candles, and the reek
and steam of quarrelling human beings, so I
stepped out and took a few turns on Westminster
Bridge. It was a dead-calm, lovely morning, and
the sun was just rising over the trees of the Abbey
and the Speaker’s house, and I had a bit of
heart-longing for Atheling.”
“Why did you not run away to Atheling,
Father?”
“I could not have done a thing like that, Kitty,
not for the life of me. I went back to the House;
and for three days we fought like dogs, tooth and
nail, over the dissolution. Then Lord Grey and
Lord Brougham did such a thing as never was:
they went to the King and told him, plump and
plain, he must dissolve Parliament or they would
resign, and he must be answerable for consequences;
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and the King did not want to dissolve
Parliament; he knew a new House would be still
fuller of Reform members; and he made all kinds
of excuses. He said, ‘The Crown and Robes
were not ready, and the Guards and troops had
not been notified;’ and then, to his amazement
and anger, Lord Brougham told him that the
officers of State had been summoned, that the
Crown and Robes were ready, and the Guards
and troops waiting.”
“My word, John! That was a daring thing to
do.”
“If William the Fourth had been Henry the
Eighth, Lord Brougham’s head wouldn’t have
been worth a shilling; as it was, William flew
into a great passion, and cried out, ‘You! You,
my Lord Chancellor! You ought to know that
such an act is treason, is high treason, my lord!’
And Brougham said, humbly, that he did know it
was high treason, and that nothing but his solemn
belief that the safety of the State depended
on the act would have made him bold enough to
venture on so improper a proceeding. Then the
King cooled down; and Brougham took from his
pocket the speech which the King was to read;
and the King took it with words; that were partly
menace, and partly joke at his Minister’s audacity,
and so dismissed them.”
“I never heard of such carryings on. Why
didn’t Brougham put the Crown on his own
head, and be done with it?”
242“I do not like Brougham; but in this matter,
he acted very wisely. If the King had refused
to dissolve a Parliament that had proved itself
unable to carry Reform, I do think, Maude, London
would have been in flames, and the whole
country in rebellion, before another day broke.”
“Were you present at the dissolution, John?”
“I was sitting beside Piers, when the Usher
of the Black Rod knocked at the door of the
Commons. It had to be a very loud knock, for
the House was in a state of turbulence and confusion
far beyond the Speaker’s control; while
Sir Robert Peel was denouncing the Ministry
in the hardest words he could pick out, and
being interrupted in much the same manner. I
can tell you that a good many of us were glad
enough to hear the guns announcing the King’s
approach. The Duke told me afterwards that
the Lords were in still greater commotion.
Brougham was speaking, when there were cries
of ‘The King! The King!’ And Lord Londonderry
rose in a fury and said, ‘He would not
submit to–’ Nobody heard what he would not
submit to; for Brougham snatched up the Seals
and rushed out of the House. Then there was
terrible confusion, and Lord Mansfield rose and
was making a passionate oration against the
Reform Bill, when the King entered and cut it
short. Well, London went mad for a few hours.
Nearly every house was illuminated; and the
Duke of Wellington, and the Duke of Richmoor,
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and other great Tories had their windows
broken, as a warning not to obstruct the next
Parliament. I really don’t know what to make
of it all, Maude!”
“Well, John, I think statesmen ought to know
what to make of it.”
“I rode down from London on my own nag;
and in many a town and village I saw things that
made my heart ache. Why, my dears, there
has been sixty thousand pounds put into–not
bread and meat–but peas and meal to feed
the starving women and children; the Government
has given away forty thousand garments
to clothe the naked; and the Bank of England–a
very close concern–is lending money, yes,
as much as ten thousand pounds, to some private
individuals, in order to keep their factories
going. Something is far wrong, when good
English workmen are paupers. But I don’t see
how Parliamentary Reform is going to help them
to bread and meat and decent work.”
“John, these hungry, naked men know what
they want. Edgar says a Reform Parliament
will open all the ports to free trade, and tear to
pieces the infamous Corn Laws, and make hours
of work shorter, and wages higher and–”
“Give the whole country to the working men.
I see! I see! Now, Maude, men are not going
to run factories for fun, nor yet for charity;
and farmers are not going to till their fields
just to see how little they can get for their
wheat.”
244“Father, what part did Piers take in all this
trouble?”
“He voted with his party. He was very
regular in his place.”
“I will go now and put on my habit. Piers
sent me word that he would be here soon after
eleven o’clock;” and Kate, with a smile, went
quickly out of the room. The Squire was nonplussed
by the suddenness of her movement,
and did not know whether to detain her or not.
Mrs. Atheling saw his irresolution, and said,–
“Let her go this time, John. Let her have
one last happy memory to keep through the
time of trouble you seem bound to give her.”
“Can I help it?”
“I don’t know.”
“You speak as if it was a pleasure to me.”
“What for are you so set on interfering just
at this time?”
“Because it is the right time.”
“Who told you it was the right time?”
“My own heart, and my own knowledge of
what is right and wrong.”
“You are never liable to make a mistake, I
suppose, John?”
“Not on this subject. I never saw such an
unreasonable woman! Never! It is enough to
discourage any man;” and as Mrs. Atheling
rose and began to put away her silver without
answering him a word, he grew angry at her
want of approval, and put on his hat and went
towards the stables.
245He had no special intention of watching for
Lord Exham, and indeed had for the moment
forgotten his existence, when the young man
leaped his horse over the wall of the Atheling
plantation. The act annoyed the Squire; he
was proud of his plantation, and did not like trespassing
through it. Such a little thing often
decides a great thing; and this trifling offence
made it easy for the Squire to say,–
“Good-morning, Piers, I wish you would dismount.
I have a few words to speak to you;”
and there was in his voice that shivery half-tone
which is neither one thing nor the other:
and Exham recognised it without applying the
change to himself. He was a little annoyed at
the delay; but he leaped to the ground, put the
bridle over his arm, and stood beside the Squire,
who then said,–
“Piers, I have come to the decision not to
sanction any longer your attentions to Kate–unless
your father also sanctions them. It is
high time your engagement was either publicly
acknowledged or else put an end to.”
“You are right, Squire; what do you wish me
to do? I will make Kate my wife at any time
you propose. I desire nothing more earnestly
than this.”
“Easy, Piers, easy. You must obtain the
Duke’s consent first.”
“I could hardly select a worse time to ask
him for it. I am of full age. I am my own
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master. I will marry Kate in the face of all
opposition.”
“I say you will not. My daughter is not for
you, if there is any opposition. The Duke and
Duchess are at the head of your house; and
Kate cannot enter a house in which she would be
unwelcome.”
“Kate will reside at Exham.”
“And be a divider between you and your
father and mother. No! In the end she would
get the worst of it; and, even if she got the best
of it, I am not willing she should begin a life of
quarrelling and hatred. You can see the Duke
at your convenience, and let me know what he
says.”
“I will see him to-day,” he had taken out his
watch and was looking at it as he spoke. “Will
you excuse me now, Squire?” he asked. “I
sent Kate a message early this morning promising
to call for her about eleven. I am already
late.”
“You may turn back. I will make an excuse
for you. You cannot ride with Kate to-day.”
“Squire, I made the offer and the promise.
Permit me to honour my word.”
“I will honour it for you. There has been
enough, and too much, riding and walking, unless
you are to ride and walk all your lives together.
Good-morning!”
“Squire, give me one hour?”
“I will not.”
247“A few minutes to explain.”
“I have told you that I would explain.”
“I never knew you unkind before. Have I
offended you? Have I done anything which
you do not approve?”
“That is not the question. I will see you
again–when you have seen your father.”
“You are very unkind, very unkind indeed, sir.”
“Maybe I am; but when the surgeon’s knife is
to use, there is no use pottering with drugs and
fine speeches. It is the knife between you and
Kate–or it is the ring;” and the word reminded
him of the lost love gage, and made his
face hard and stern. Then he turned from the
young man, and had a momentary pleasure in
the sound of his furious galloping in the other
direction; for he was in a state of great turmoil.
He had suddenly done a thing he had
been wishing to do for a long time; and he was
not satisfied. In short, passionate ejaculations,
he tried to relieve himself of something wrong,
and did not succeed. “He deserves it; he was
all the time with that Other One,–day by day
in the parks, night after night in the House and
the opera; he gave her that ring–I’ll swear
he did; how else should she have it? My Kate
is not going to be second-best–not if I can help
it; what do I care for their dukedom?–confound
the whole business! A man with a daughter
to watch has a heart full of sorrow–and it
is all her mother’s fault!”
248Setting his steps to such aggravating opinions,
he reached the Manor House and went into the
parlour. Kate stood at the window in her riding
dress. She had lost her usual fine composure,
and was nervously tapping the wooden sill with
the handle of her whip. On her father’s entrance,
she turned an anxious face to him, and asked,
“Did you see anything of Piers, Father?”
“I did. I have been having a bit of a talk with
him.”
“Then he is at the door? I am so glad! I
thought something was wrong!”
“Stop, Kitty. He is not at the door. He has
gone home. I sent him home. Now don’t interrupt
me. I made up my mind in London that
he should not see you again until your engagement
was recognised by his father and mother.”
“Should not see me again! Father!”
“That is right.”
“But I must see him! I must see him!
Where is mother?”
“Mother thinks as I do, Kate.”
“Oh, what shall I do? What shall I do?”
“Go upstairs, and take off your habit, and
think over things. You know quite well that
such underhand courting–”
“Piers is not underhand. He is as straight-forward
as you are, Father.”
“There now! Don’t cry. I won’t have any
crying about what is only right. Come here,
Kitty. Thou knowest thy father loves every hair
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of thy head. Will he wrong thee? Will he give
thee a moment’s pain he can help? Kitty, I
heard talk in London that fired me–I saw
things that have to be explained.”
“Father, you will break my heart!”
“Well, Kitty, I have had a good many heartaches
all winter about my girl. And I have made
up my mind, if I die for it, that there shall be no
more whispering and wondering about your relationship
to Piers Exham. Now don’t fret till you
know you have a reason. Piers has a deal of power
over the Duke. He will win his way–if he
wants to win it. Then I will have a business
talk with both men, and your engagement and
marriage will be square and above-board, and
no nodding and winking and shrugging about it.
You are Kate Atheling, and I will not have you
sought in any by-way. Before God, I will not!
Cry, if you must. But I think better of you.”
“Oh, Mother! Mother! Mother!”
“Yes! you and your mother have brought all
this on, with your ‘let things alone, be happy
to-day, and to-morrow will take care of itself’
ways. If you were a milk-maid, that plan might
do; but a girl with your lineage has to look behind
and before; she can’t live for herself and
herself only.”
“I wish I was a milk-maid!”
“To be sure. Let me have the lover I want,
and my father, and my mother, and my brother,
and my home, and all that are behind me, and all
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that are to come after, and all honour, and all
gratitude, and all decent affection can go to the
devil!” and with these words, the Squire lifted
his hat, and went passionately out of the room.
Though he had given Kate the hope that Piers
would influence his father, he had no such expectation.
There was a very strained political feeling
between the Duke and himself; and, apart
from that, the Squire had failed to win any social
liking from the Richmoors. He was so independent;
he thought so much of the Athelings,
and was so indifferent to the glory of the Richmoors.
He had also strong opinions of all kinds,
and did not scruple to express them; and private
opinions are just the one thing not wanted and
not endurable in society. In fact, the Duke and
Duchess had both been subject to serious relentings
for having any alliance, either political
or social, with their opinionated, domineering
neighbour.
And Piers, driven by the anguish of his unexpected
calamity, went into his father’s presence
without any regard to favourable circumstances.
Previously he had considered them too much;
now he gave them no consideration at all. The
Duke had premonitory symptoms of an attack of
gout; and the Duchess had just told him that
her brother Lord Francis Gower was going to
Germany, and that she had decided to accompany
his party. “Annabel looks ill,” she added;
“the season has been too much for a girl so emotional;
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and as for myself, I am thoroughly worn
out.”
“I do not like separating Piers and Annabel,”
answered the Duke. “They have just become
confidential and familiar; and in the country too,
where Miss Atheling will have everything in her
favour!”
“Annabel is resolved to go abroad. She says
she detests England. You had better make the
best of the inevitable, Duke. I shall want one
thousand pounds.”
“I cannot spare a thousand pounds. My expenses
have been very great this past winter.”
“Still, I shall require a thousand pounds.”
The Duchess had just left her husband with
this question to consider. He did not want to
part with a thousand pounds, and he did not want
to part with Annabel. She was the brightest element
in his life. She had become dear to him,
and the thought of her fortune made his financial
difficulties easier to bear. For the encumbrances
which the times forced him to lay on his estate
need not embarrass Piers; Annabel’s money would
easily remove them.
He was under the influence of these conflicting
emotions, when Piers entered the room, with a
brusque hurry quite at variance with his natural
placid manner. The Duke started at the clash of
the door. It gave him a twinge of pain; it dissipated
his reveries; and he asked petulantly, “What
brings you here so early, and so noisily, Piers?”
252“I am in great trouble, sir. Squire Atheling–”
“Squire Atheling again! I am weary of the
man!”
“He has forbidden me to see Miss Atheling.”
“He has done quite right. I did not expect
so much propriety from him.”
“Until you give your consent to our marriage.”
“Why, then, you will see her no more, Piers.
I will never give it. Never! We need not multiply
words. You will marry Annabel.”
“Suppose Annabel will not marry me?”
“The supposition is impossible, therefore
unnecessary.”
“If I cannot marry Miss Atheling, I will remain
unmarried.”
“That threat is as old as the world; it
amounts to nothing.”
“On all public and social questions, I am your
obedient son and successor. I claim the right to
choose my wife.”
“A man in your position, Piers, has not this
privilege. I had not. If I had followed my
youthful desires, I should have married an
Italian woman. I married, not to please myself,
but for the good of Richmoor; and I am glad to-day
that I did so. Your duty to Richmoor is
first; to yourself, secondary.”
“Have you anything against Miss Atheling?”
“I object to her family–though they are undoubtedly
in direct descent from the royal Saxon
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family of Atheling; I object to her poverty; I
object to her taking the place of a young lady
who has every desirable qualification for your
wife.”
“Is there no way to meet these objections,
sir?”
“No way whatever.” At these words the
Duke stood painfully up, and said, with angry
emphasis, “I will not have this subject mentioned
to me again. It is dead. I forbid you to speak
of it.” Then he rang the bell for his Secretary,
and gave him some orders. Lord Exham leaned
against the mantelpiece, lost in sorrowful thought,
until the Duke turned to him and said,–
“I am going to ride; will you go with me?
There are letters from Wetherell and Lyndhurst
to talk over.”
“I cannot think of politics at present. I
should be no help to you.”
“Your mother and Annabel are thinking of
going to Germany. I wish you would persuade
them to stop at home. Is Annabel sick? I am
told she is.”
“I do not know, sir.”
“You might trouble yourself to inquire.”
“Father, I have never at any time disobeyed
you. Permit me to marry the woman I love. In
all else, I follow where you lead.”
“Piers, my dear son, if my wisdom is sufficient
for ‘all else,’ can you not trust it in this matter?
Miss Atheling is an impossibility,–mind, I say
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an impossibility,–now, and to-morrow, and in
all the future. That is enough about Miss Atheling.
Good-afternoon! I feel far from well, and I
will try what a gallop may do for me.”
Piers bowed; he could not speak. His heart
beat at his lips; he was choking with emotion.
The very attitude of the Duke filled him with
despair. It permitted of no argument; it would
allow of no hope. He knew the Squire’s mood
was just as inexorable as his father’s. Mrs.
Atheling had defined the position very well, when
she called the two men, “upper and nether millstones.”
Kate and he were now between them.
And there was only one way out of the situation
supposable. If Kate was willing, they could
marry without permission. The Rector of Belward
would not be difficult to manage; for the
Duke had nothing to do with Belward; it was in
the gift of Mrs. Atheling. On some appointed
morning Kate could meet him before the little
altar. Love has ways and means and messengers;
and his face flushed, and a kind of angry
hope came into his heart as this idea entered
it. Just then, he did not consider how far Kate
would fall below his best thoughts if it were
possible to persuade her to such clandestine
disobedience.
The Duke was pleased with himself. He felt
that he had settled the disagreeable question
promptly and kindly; and he was cantering
cheerfully across Belward Bents, when he came
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suddenly face to face with Squire Atheling. The
surprise was not pleasant; but he instantly
resolved to turn it to service.
“Squire,” he said, with a forced heartiness,
“well met! I thank you for your co-operation.
In forbidding Lord Exham your daughter’s society,
you have done precisely what I wished you
to do.”
“There is no ‘co-operation’ in the question,
Duke. I considered only Miss Atheling’s rights
and happiness. And what I have done, was not
done for any wish of yours, but to satisfy myself.
Lord Exham is your business, not mine.”
“I have just told him that a marriage with
Miss Atheling is out of all consideration; that
both you and I are of this opinion; and, I may
add, that my plans for Lord Exham’s future
would be utterly ruined by a mésalliance at this
time.”
“You will retract the word ‘mésalliance,’
Duke. You know Miss Atheling’s lineage, and
that a duke of the reigning family would make
no ‘mésalliance’ in marrying her. I say retract
the word!” and the Squire involuntarily gave
emphasis to the order by the passionate tightening
of his hand on his riding-whip.
“I certainly retract any word that gives you
offence, Squire. I meant no reflection on Miss
Atheling, who is a most charming young
lady–”
“There is no more necessity for compliments
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than for–the other thing. I have told Miss
Atheling to see Lord Exham no more. I will
make my order still more positive to her.”
“Yet, Squire, lovers will often outwit the
wisest fathers.”
“My daughter will give me her word, and
she would not be an Atheling if she broke it.
I shall make her understand that I will never forgive
her if she allies herself with the house of
Richmoor.”
“Come, come, Squire! You need not speak
so contemptuously of the house of Richmoor.
The noblest women in England would gladly ally
themselves with my house.”
“I cannot prevent them doing so; but I can
keep my own daughter’s honour, and I will. Good-afternoon,
Duke! I hope this is our last word
on a subject so unpleasant.”
“I hope so. Squire, there are some important
letters from Lyndhurst and Wetherell; can you
come to the Castle to-morrow and talk them over
with me.”
“I cannot, Duke.”
Then the Duke bowed haughtily, and gave his
horse both rein and whip; and the angry thoughts
in his heart were, “What a proud, perverse unmanageable
creature! He was as ready to strike
as to speak. If I had been equally uncivilised,
we should have come to blows as easily as
words. I am sorry I have had any dealings with
the fellow. Julia warned me–a man ought to
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take his wife’s advice wherever women are factors
in a question. Confound the whole race of
country squires!–they make all the trouble that
is made.”
Squire Atheling had not any more pleasant
thoughts about dukes; but they were an undercurrent,
his daughter dominated them. He
dreaded his next interview with her, but was not
inclined to put it off, even when he found her, on
his return home, with Mrs. Atheling. She had
been weeping; she hardly dried her tears on his
approach. Her lovely face was flushed and
feverish; she had the look of a rose blown by a
stormy wind. He pushed his chair to her side,
and gently drew her on to his knees, and put his
arm around her, as he said,–
“My little girl, I am sorry! I am sorry! But
it has to be, Kitty. There is no hope, and I will
not fool thee with false promises. I have just
had a talk with Richmoor. He was very rude,
very rude indeed, to thy father.” She did not
speak or lift her eyes; and the Squire continued,
“He used a word about a marriage with thee that
I would not permit. I had to bring him to his
senses.”
“Oh, Father!”
“Would you have me sit quiet and hear the
Athelings made little of.”
“No, Father.”
“I thought not.”
“After what the Duke has said to me, there
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can be no thought of marriage between Piers and
thee. Give him up, now and forever.”
“I cannot.”
“But thou must.”
“It will kill me.”
“Not if thou art the good, brave girl I think
thee. Piers is only one little bit of the happy
life thy good God has given thee. Thou wilt
still have thy mother, and thy brother, and thy
sweet home, and all the honour and blessings of
thy lot in life–and thy father, too, Kitty. Is
thy father nobody?”
Then she laid her head on his breast and
sobbed bitterly; and the Squire could not speak.
He wept with her. And sitting a little apart, but
watching them, Mrs. Atheling wept a little also.
Yet, in spite of his emotion, the Squire was inexorable;
and he continued, with stern and steady
emphasis, “Thou art not to see him. Thou art
not to write to him. Thou art not even to look
at him. Get him out of thy life, root and branch.
It is the only way. Come now, give me thy
promise.”
“Let me see him once more.”
“I will not. What for? To pity one another,
and abuse every other person, right or wrong.
The Richmoors don’t want thee among them at
any price; and if I was thee I would stay where
I was wanted.”
“Piers wants me.”
“Now then, if you must have the whole bitter
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truth, take it. I don’t believe Piers will have any
heartache wanting thee. He was here, there, and
everywhere with Miss Vyner, after thou hadst left
London; and I saw the ring thou loanedst him
on her finger.”
Then Kate looked quickly up. Once, when
Annabel had removed her glove, and instantly
replaced it, a vague suspicion of this fact had
given her a shock that she had named to no one.
It seemed so incredible she could not tell her
mother. And now her father’s words brought
back that moment of sick suspicion, and confirmed
it.
“Are you sure of what you say, Father?”
“I will wage my word and honour on it.”
There was a moment’s intense silence. Kate
glanced at her mother, who sat with dropped
eyes, unconsciously knitting; but there was not
a shadow of doubt or denial on her face. Then
she looked at her father. His large countenance,
usually so red and beaming, was white and drawn
with feeling, and his troubled, aching soul looked
at her pathetically from the misty depths of his
tearful eyes. Her mother she might have argued
and pleaded with; but the love and anguish supplicating
her from that bending face was not to
be denied. She lifted her own to it. She kissed
the pale cheeks and trembling lips, and said,
clearly,–
“I promise what you wish, Father. I will not
speak to Piers, nor write to him, nor even look at
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him again–until you say I may,” and with the
words she put her hand in his for surety.
He rose to his feet then and put her in his
chair; but he could not speak a word. Tremblingly,
he lifted his hat and stick and went out
of the room; and Mrs. Atheling threw down her
knitting, and followed him to the door, and
watched him going slowly through the long,
flagged passageway. Her face was troubled
when she returned to Kate. She lifted her knitting
and threw it with some temper into her work-basket,
and then flung wide open the casement
and let the fresh air into the room. Kate did
not speak; her whole air and manner was that
of injury and woe-begone extremity.
“Kate,” said her mother at last, “Kate, my
dear! This is your first lesson in this world’s
sorrow. Don’t be a coward under it. Lift up
your heart to Him who is always sufficient.”
“Oh, Mother! I think I shall die.”
“I would be ashamed to say such words.
Piers was good and lovesome, and I do not
blame you for loving him as long as it was
right to do so. But when your father’s word
is against it, you may be very sure it is not right.
Father would not give you a moment’s pain, if
he could help it.”
“It is too cruel! I cannot bear it!”
“Are you asked to bear anything but what
women in all ages, and in all countries, have had
to bear? To give up what you love is always
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hard. I have had to give up three fine sons, and
your dear little sister Edith. I have had to give
up father, and mother, and brothers, and sisters;
but I never once thought of dying. Whatever
happens, happens with God’s will, or with God’s
permission; so if you can’t give up cheerfully to
your father’s will, do try and say to God, as
pleasantly as you can, Thy Will be my will.”
“I thought you would pity me, Mother.”
“I do, Kate, with all my heart. But life has
more loves and duties than one. If, in order to
have Piers, you had to relinquish every one else,
would you do so? No, you would not. Kate, I
love you, and I pity you in your great trial; and
I will help you to bear it as well as I can. But you
must bear it cheerfully. I will not have father
killed for Piers Exham. He looked very queerly
when he went out. Be a brave girl, and if you are
going to keep your promise, do it cheerfully–or
it is not worth while.”
“How can I be cheerful, Mother?”
“As easy as not, if you have a good, unselfish
heart. You will say to yourself, ‘What right have
I to make every one in the house miserable, because
I am miserable?’ Troubles must come to
all, Kitty, but troubles need not be wicked; and
it is wicked to be a destroyer of happiness. I think
God himself may find it hard to forgive those
who selfishly destroy the happiness of others,
just because they are not satisfied, or have not
the one thing they specially want. When you
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are going to be cross and unhappy, say to yourself,
”I will not be cross! I will not be unhappy!
I will not make my good father wretched, and fill
his pleasant home with a tearful drizzle, because
I want to cry about my own loss.’ And, depend
upon it, Kitty, you will find content and happiness
in making others happy. Good comes to
hearts prepared for good; but it cannot come
to hearts full of worry, and fear, and selfish
regrets.”
“You are setting me a hard lesson, Mother.”
“I know it is hard, Kate. Life is all a task;
yet we may as well sing, as we fulfil it. Eh,
dear?”
Kate did not answer. She lifted her habit over
her arm, and went slowly upstairs. Sorrow filled
her to the ears and eyes; but her mother heard
her close and then turn the key in her door.
“That is well,” she thought. “Now her good
angel will find her alone with God.”