Spring was abroad in the land. No one could tell just
when she had stolen into the woods and gardens, and
begun her pleasant labors, but there was no question
about the fact of her presence and industry. Everywhere,
there were the tender green of newborn foliage, and the varied
odors of opening buds and blossoms. The new leaves of
the ilex trees had quietly pushed off the old ones. The
hedges were thick-sown with the white stars of the Cherokee
rose. The passion-vine trailed its purple garments along
the fences. Houstonias spread a soft blue haze over the
grass. Wild plum and cherry trees flung drifts of fragrant
snow along the road side. The air was faint with perfume
from the ivory censers of the magnolia, swinging dreamily
overhead. Wherever a vine could cling and climb, there
was a seemingly miraculous outburst of foliage and flowers;
every dry stick and stem became a leafy thyrsus, every
crumbling stump a green and garlanded altar.
Mrs. Lyte's great, irregular thicket of a garden was
quick to feel the genial influence, and to twine and twist
itself into a denser tangle than ever. Rose bushes laughed
the virtue of economy to scorn, with their perfumed affluence
of pink and crimson and yellow. Pomegranates burst
into scarlet flames; mimosas tossed aloft feathery balls of
many hues. Jessamines and honeysuckles, holding up vases
of gold, to catch every sunbeam, ran hither and thither
at their own sweet will. So did tiny green lizards, with
scarlet throats, and swift chameleons, with curious intelligent
eyes. The air was tuneful with the flight and song of
bees and humming-birds, cooing doves, and shining-winged
spindles. Manifold, in truth, were the garden's delights:
varied sound and color and perfume, cheerful radiance and
gentle gloom, unobtrusive companionship and soft seclusion,
were all to be found within its pleasant compass.
And, as the days grew long and warm with the Spring's
advance, Bergan now and then, growing weary of the
confinement and monotony of his office, took his Blackstone, or
Kent, or whatever might be the legal authority under
examination, and gave himself the refreshment of an hour's
reading, in one of the garden's shady, sequestered nooks.
Doing this, one sultry afternoon in May, the drowsy
influence of the atmosphere, and the soothing murmurousness
of the insects' song, soon proved too potent for the logical
connection of the learned legal thesis; there were
unaccountable gaps between fact and deduction; and, going
back to pick up the broken thread, Bergan lost it
altogether. Sleep had stolen upon him through the dusky
foliage, and she held him fast until the latest sunbeam,
through a convenient aperture in the verdant walls, laid
its light finger on his eyelids.
Waking suddenly, but completely, hushed voices,
proceeding from a neighboring thicket, met his ear.
"Impossible, Felix."
"But, Astra,—"
Had there been danger in those low, earnest accents,
Bergan could scarcely have started up more quickly and
cautiously, nor have fled from them faster. As he
expected and desired, the low boughs closing and rustling
behind him, made what followed inaudible. He was loath
to hear another word. He felt almost guilty for having
heard so much. Those subdued, confidential tones, those
quietly spoken Christian names, had, of themselves, been a
startling revelation. For, notwithstanding her frank, easy,
affable deportment toward those who came within her
sphere, Astra Lyte knew well how to hedge herself round
with a maidenly dignity that kept familiarity at a distance.
She was not the kind of girl whose Christian name finds its
way easily to unaccustomed lips. Despite his own residence,
for a considerable time, under the same roof, and the
frank and friendly intercourse which had grown out of
it,—despite, too, the fact that Mrs. Lyte often called him her
son, and Cathie was wont to spring to his arms as to those
of a brother,—it had never occurred to himself to call her
anything less formal than "Miss Lyte." Nor would it have
done to Dr. Remy, he felt sure, without the sufficient
warrant of a close and tender relation. This premise being
established, the conclusion that such a relation existed was
unavoidable.
And, looking back over the events of the past few
weeks, Bergan was amazed to see with what an amount of
corroboratory evidence he was unexpectedly furnished.
Not only did numberless glances, tones, and actions, bearing
directly upon the case, start suddenly into view, but,
just as the landscape through which one passes presents new
outlines, new features, and a new sentiment, in a backward
survey, so these things assumed new faces and a new meaning,
in his review of them. Once or twice, of late, it had
occurred to him that Astra was scarcely at her ease, in
Dr. Remy's presence; he now understood that this constraint
came of affection, fearful of betraying itself, and not, as he
had imagined, of some newborn distrust or dislike. Anterior
to this, he had observed that the doctor's visits to
Miss Lyte's studio were much more frequent than formerly,
and that he was making an obvious enough attempt to
commend himself to her favor by a more cordial and
constant interest in her work, as well as by exercising a more
careful circumspection over his conversation. His cynicism
vanished, or veiled itself, before the rich glow of her
enthusiasm. His satire spared her generous ambition. His
scepticism, though not less frank, was less hostile and
inveterate; and often it resolved itself into a kind of weary
and wistful sadness, as if it were less a choice than a
misfortune, and would gladly exchange itself for something
better, if it only knew how. At such times, Bergan
himself was sensible of a singular charm in his conversation, a
kind of autumn-night splendor; chill, lustrous moonlight,
mystical shadow, and vague mournfulness, blending into
one, irresistible fascination. No doubt, Astra had been
made to feel it still more keenly; no doubt, too, she had
been led to believe that whatever was amiss in the doctor's
beliefs would yield readily to her influence,—that he would
prove scarcely less plastic in her hands than the clay
wherewith she was wont to deal so cunningly.
Yet Bergan could not help wondering a little at the
doctor's ready success. Astra's genius, he thought, should
have saved her from any hasty bestowal of her affections.
He did not know that, in this regard, a woman of genius
differs little from the most commonplace of her sisters. She
gives her affections as trustfully, and flings herself away as
freely, as the silliest of them all.
Having gotten to this point in his meditations, and also
to the middle of the open field, back of the garden, Bergan
could not help turning and looking toward the thicket, the
neighborhood of which he had so hastily quitted. His face
grew troubled and anxious, as he gazed. Was Doctor
Remy anywise worthy of the heart that he had won? Bergan
shook his head ruefully, as he asked himself this question.
Without intent or wish of his own—in spite, even, of some
strenuous efforts to the contrary—a deep distrust of the
doctor had rooted itself in his mind. Though it gave but
scanty justification of itself to his intellect, and was not
allowed to show itself in his actions; though, now and then,
he made a sturdy effort to uproot it, and cast it out, as an
ungenerous return for kindness, or something that looked
like it; it, nevertheless, kept its ground, and quietly
strengthened itself there. It did not fail, now, to thrust
itself into view, as a partial answer to his question. The
bright spring landscape, with its crowded leaf and bloom,
and its rich promise of fruit, seemed to darken with a
shadow from Astra's future, as thus revealed to him.
Must the promise of seed-time and harvest fail, then, only
in the moral world?
Though Bergan, driven by a nice sense of honor, had
fled so precipitately from the voices and the neighborhood
of the lovers, there is no reason why the reader may not
return thither, and see what is to be learned from their
conversation.
"I cannot think it right," said Astra, "to leave mother
in ignorance any longer."
"Do you think, then," asked Doctor Remy, reproachfully,
"that I would ask you to do anything wrong?"
Astra hesitated for a moment. Perhaps it then and
there occurred to her, for the first time, that the doctor's
standard of right was likely to differ from her own, in the
same ratio as his religious faith.
Doctor Remy did not wait for the tardy answer. Putting
his arm round Astra, he drew her head on to his
shoulder. The movement might have been prompted by
tenderness; none the less, it had the effect to take his face
out of her line of vision.
"All my life long, Astra," said he, in a deep, moved
tone—(it is often easier to put a desired note into the voice,
than a corresponding expression into the face)—"all my
life long, I have had a strange desire to be trusted,—trusted
implicitly. Faith without sight—blind, unquestioning
faith—is to me one of the most beautiful as well as desirable
things on earth; all the more so, perhaps, that it is not
given to me to feel it. But it has always been my dream,
my hope, to inspire it. In my ideal picture of the woman
whom I should love, it was always her consummate, irresistible
charm. Must I now make up my mind to do without it?"
Astra was touched. "If it did not seem to be wrong!"
she exclaimed.
The doctor shook his head. "That is not trust," said
he, "at least, not the trust that I mean. Who can so order
circumstances that they shall never seem to condemn him?
But the faith of which I speak, having once assured itself
of the integrity of its beloved, never again admits it to be
an open question."
Astra was silent. The doctor heaved a heavy sigh.
"I see that I am not to realize my ideal," said he. "Well,
it cannot be helped. I will give you the explanation that
you need. Perhaps, being satisfied, in this instance, that I
have a good reason for what I do, you will be able to trust
me hereafter."
"I will, indeed I will!" exclaimed Astra, eagerly.
"The worst of it is," pursued the doctor, "that you
compel me to betray a trust—your mother's trust."
Astra's cheek flushed. She had been miserable at the
idea of keeping anything from her mother; was she, then,
the one really excluded from confidence?
"Stay," said she, proudly, "I do not wish to hear anything
that my mother desires to conceal from me."
"Then," replied the doctor, "it is impossible for me to
explain why our engagement must not be made known, at
present, to your mother."
Astra looked bewildered, as well she might, at this
apparently inscrutable complication.
Doctor Remy seemed to take pity on her perplexity.
"Listen, dear," said he, "and you will soon understand.
Your mother consulted me professionally, a fortnight
since."
Astra's cheek grew white with sudden fear. "What is
it?" she gasped.
"There is no immediate danger," said the doctor, "and
may not be, for years, with due precautions. But there is
a tendency to heart disease; and it is imperative, just now,
that she should not be agitated. And this, Astra, is the
reason why she must not hear of our engagement, for some
time to come."
Astra looked down thoughtfully. "I think you are
mistaken," said she. "I believe it would be a relief to
her to know that my future is in such good hands."
"Doubtless, that would be the ultimate effect," replied
Doctor Remy; "but there would be emotional excitement,
at first, more than is good for her;—so much that I, as a
physician, am bound to forbid it."
Astra could not but admit that the prohibition was
just. Mrs. Lyte had seemed very fragile and feeble, of
late. Astra had urged that application to Doctor Remy
which, it now appeared, her mother had made, but in
regard to the results of which she had chosen to keep
silence,—from a loving wish, probably, to save her daughter from
unavailing anxiety. Astra's heart swelled at the thought.
"Are you sure," she asked, "that there is no immediate
danger?"
"As sure as one can be, in such cases—if she is kept
quiet."
"And is there any probability that the disease may be
eventually cured?"
"There is a possibility,—with the same indispensable
condition."
Doctor Remy waited for a moment, in order that Astra
might be duly impressed with this answer; then, he asked
with a kind of proud humility;—
"Have I justified myself, in this matter?"
"Forgive me," said Astra, penitently. "Of course I
never really distrusted your motives; I only fancied
that my duty to my mother could not be affected by
them."
"You see," suggested Doctor Remy, "how easy it is
to be misled by appearances, even with the best intentions.
The faith, of which I used to dream, would never have
fallen into that error."
"I will try to have it, hereafter," said Astra.
"And yet," returned Doctor Remy, "you will doubtless
insist upon a further explanation of the reason why I
do not wish our engagement to be known to the outside
world."
"Indeed, I shall not," returned Astra, glad of an
opportunity of proving that she was neither so distrustful,
nor so curious, as he believed. "Of course, the outside
world must wait till mother is informed; she has the right
to the first telling. If you have any other reason for
keeping the matter secret, I do not seek to know it."
Could Astra have seen the look of triumph in Doctor
Remy's face, she would have been startled. But he only
said, quietly,—
"Thank you for so much trust." And, after a moment,
he added,—"As you say, it is your mother's right to know
first. Of course, then, you will not indulge in any
confidences to intimate friends."
"Certainly not," said Astra, a little surprised.
"Indeed, I have none,—except, perhaps, Carice Bergan."
"I would not mention it, even to her," said the doctor.
"I do not intend to," replied Astra, decidedly. "But I
must go in; mother will miss me."
Astra's light form being quickly lost behind the
intervening foliage, Doctor Remy turned slowly
and meditatively toward his office; which, inasmuch
as it had been built for the use and behoof of the
late Doctor Lyte, possessed its own door of convenient
communication with the garden.
Given opportunity, social equality, and a fine, unremitting
tact, and it would seem that any man can marry any
woman, whose affections are free. Else, it would be hard
to understand how Doctor Remy could have found his way
into the heart of Astra Lyte; unless indeed, as is
frequently the case, their very dissimilarity should have
constituted a principle of attraction; character has its own
laws of effective contrast. Astra was enthusiastic, generous,
affectionate, with strong religious instincts and
aspirations; Doctor Remy was cold, selfish, austere, without
reverential sentiment, and, in matters of faith, an utter
sceptic. But these traits need not be supposed to have
exhibited themselves to Astra in their naked unloveliness.
To her imagination, doubtless, they took the fairer form of
a calm temperament, and great force and firmness of character,
allied to a keen and critical intellect; which last must
needs be allowed to take its own appropriate time and road
to belief (except as it seemed willing to owe something to
her loving guidance). And Astra was of the age and
character which are most prone to fall down and worship
human intellect; failing, as yet, to understand that it is, in
itself, of the earth earthy, and really noble and admirable
only as it is enlightened by the spirit of God. She was
dazzled and fascinated by the extent and variety of Doctor
Remy's attainments, and the range and freedom of his
ideas. To talk with him was like drawing the curtain and
opening wide the window on a wintry evening, admitting
free, frosty air, and giving a far outlook over bleak, white
hills and leafless forests. Nor did it alarm her that the air
was much too fresh and chill to be breathed long with
comfort or safety, and the landscape drearily bare and
skeleton-like, since the doctor was always ready, at her
slightest sign, to drop window and curtain, and turn back
with her to warmer precincts and gentler themes.
And so, it had come to pass that, as Doctor Remy
walked up the shady garden walk, he had good reason to
congratulate himself upon the success, thus far, of his
plans. Not only was Astra won, but she had consented
to keep silence about the wooing, for awhile. Thus he was
saved from the awkwardness of having to account to
Mrs. Lyte for his unwillingness to have the engagement made
public. It would be difficult to invent a reason likely to
commend itself to her judgment; yet it was out of the
question to give her the real one,—namely, his reasonable
doubt whether he should be altogether acceptable to Major
Bergan as the future husband of that gentleman's heiress,
and so, in some sense, as his heir; and his consequent fear
lest the will in her favor should be set aside. Such a
confession might give a mercenary tinge to his suit, in
Mrs. Lyte's eyes, which he wisely deprecated. So far as he
knew, neither she nor her daughter had ever heard of the
Major's declaration of his gracious intentions toward the
latter; or, if they had, they regarded it only as a meaningless
ebullition of his rage at Bergan Arling. Such, in truth,
would the doctor himself have thought it, except for certain
later inquiries respecting Miss Lyte, put to himself by
the Major; which seemed to show that the matter had not
escaped his memory. Besides, in consideration of the
Major's bitter resentment toward his brother and
nephew,—extending, apparently, to everybody connected with
either,—no more eligible heir to the Bergan estate was to be
found, than Astra Lyte. If the Major had made his will,
as he threatened, there was no one, in the whole Bergan
connection, with so strong a claim upon his favorable
consideration.
Here the doctor paused, for a moment, in his slow walk.
"If!" he muttered, peevishly. "To think that the whole
thing turns on a miserable 'if!' I must contrive some way
of finding out whether that will—or any will—was ever
made. There must be no defective nor missing links in
this chain, nothing to invite the meddling of the cursed
fate which has followed me so long. The Major must not
be permitted to die, one of these days,—by the interposition
of Providence and delirium tremens, or something
vastly like it,—and leave me with an abortive plan and a
portionless fiancée. To be sure, I should not be long in
getting rid of the latter, but there would be no help for
the former."
His soliloquy had brought him to his office door.
Suddenly bethinking himself, then, that a certain patient had
been overlooked in the catalogue of the day's duties, he
called for his horse, and set out to make good the omission.
His road led past the Bergan estate. As he was galloping
swiftly onward, absorbed in his own reflections, he
heard an energetic "Halloo!" Pulling up his horse, and
looking back, he beheld Major Bergan leaning over a small
gate, which opened into the fields near the quarter.
"Are you deaf?" was his angry salutation, duly emphasized
with an oath. "Here I've been hollering after you,
till I'm black in the face. I wish I had saved myself the
trouble!"
"All the fault of my horse's hoofs," replied the doctor,
good-humoredly, as he turned his horse toward the gate;
"they made such a clatter under me that I could not well
hear anything else. How can I serve you?"
Major Bergan hesitated. Apparently his business did
not come readily to his lips.
"Perhaps you are on your way to a patient," he finally
observed, as if he would be well enough suited to find an
excuse for not broaching it at all.
His reluctance only stimulated the doctor's curiosity.
"The case is not urgent," said he, carelessly; "by and by,
or even to-morrow morning, will do just as well. There is
no reason why I should not be entirely at your service—as
I am."
"Come in, then," returned the Major, in a tone that was
far from gracious; but swinging open the gate, nevertheless,
for Doctor Remy's admission.
The latter dismounted, led his horse through, and slipping
the bridle over his arm, walked by the Major's side to
the cottage. On the way, the latter vouchsafed a brief
explanation of his wishes.
"I've been thinking a good deal of the advice that you
gave me awhile ago," said he, "and—and—I've concluded
to make my will. So, seeing you riding by, just as my mind
was full of the subject, it occurred to me that I might as
well call you in, and have the thing over with."
"And a very sensible decision," returned Doctor Remy,
as quietly as if he were not filled with unexpected delight
that the information which he had hoped to gain only at
cost of some deep and difficult scheming, was thus placed
within easy reach. "I only wonder that you have not
done it before."
"I don't see why I should," replied Major Bergan,
sharply; "I've always been strong and hearty,—what had
I to do with making wills? And, now that I think of it,
what have I to do with it now? I'm not in a decline yet,
by any means."
"So much the better for your work," replied Doctor
Remy, composedly. "Deathbed wills are often contested.
No one will question your soundness of mind, at present."
"I should think not," said the Major, decidedly. "If
he did, he wouldn't be apt to doubt the soundness of my
sinews,—I'd horsewhip him into instant conviction."
"Are you provided with witnesses?" asked the Doctor,
when the Major's chuckle had subsided.
"Witnesses? How many does it want?"
"Two are necessary."
The Major mused for a moment. "I can have them
here by the time they are needed," said he. "My new
overseer at Number Two will do for one, and I'll send for
Proverb Dick for the other. Step into the cottage, and
make yourself at home for a moment, while I see about it."
Doctor Remy flung himself into the first chair that
presented itself, and sank into a fit of thought. A vague
disquietude oppressed him, notwithstanding that events
seemed to be shaping themselves so much in accordance
with his wishes. He believed himself to be on the eve of
victory, or at least of a certain measure of present success
which would insure victory; but both religion and philosophy,
he knew, were agreed in representing human expectations
as of the nature of the flower of the field, in various
danger from the frost, the knife, and the uprooting wind.
To this general testimony he could add the special
confirmation of his own experience. Like most men, Doctor
Remy had the sobering privilege of looking back upon a
career of which the successes were few, and the failures
and disappointments many. The track of his earthly
pilgrimage, thus far, he bitterly thought, was tolerably well
strewn with wrecks and abortions.
A better man, trying to spell out the meaning and
tendency of his life by the aid of a higher inspiration, might
have found some comfort in the review, nevertheless. He
might have discovered some evidences of harmony and
design amid seeming discord and confusion, some solid
foundations showing underneath abortive ruins, some steady
inward growth of patience and strength and hope, in lieu
of an outward harvest of earthly possessions. He might
have discerned, with awe and humility, that sometimes he
had builded better than he knew, because building in
accordance with a certain overruling design, of which he
now first began to catch faint and partial glimpses. But
such consolation was not allowed to Doctor Remy. In his
past, all was incomplete, confused, and unsatisfactory. He
had not gained what he sought, and nothing better had
come to him through its loss. For many years of time,
and an uncommon measure of talent, he had scarce anything
to show of what he considered life's highest prizes—wealth,
position, influence. He set himself seriously to
discover why. And, for one moment, he, too, had a chill
perception of a certain unity and sequence in the debris
left behind him, unperceived before; which seemed to show
that, though he had served his own ends but poorly, he
had none the less helped to forward some extended scheme,
whereof he had known nothing at the time, and could now
discern only the most fragmentary outline. But Doctor
Remy quickly shook himself free of this notion, with a
smile at his own absurdity.
Why, then, he asked himself, had he failed? Because
of his mistakes, no doubt. Let every man bear the blame
of his own acts, and not try to throw it off on his
neighbors, or that convenient scapegoat, Providence. Looking
back, he could discern many a point (and notably one),
where he had committed a grave error. But his mistakes
had been his instructors, nevertheless. He had gained
from them knowledge that should stand him in good stead
yet. To his former qualities of boldness, energy, perseverance,
and skill, he now added the experience that could
use them to better effect. It would be strange, indeed, if
he could not henceforth command success.
He had just reached this conclusion when Major Bergan
joined him. Ample provision of lights, paper, pens, and ink,
being then placed upon the table, together with the
inevitable brandy bottle, the two gentlemen sat down opposite
each other, and Doctor Remy began his task of drawing up
the will. He first wrote the usual legal preamble, in a clear,
rapid hand, and read it aloud for Major Bergan's approval.
Some small legacies followed, taken down nearly verbatim
from the Major's dictation. Doctor Remy then waited, for
some moments, with his pen suspended over the paper,
while the Major seemed trying vainly to arrange his
thoughts.
"I don't quite know how to word the next," said he,
at length, "you must put it into shape yourself. I hold
a mortgage of the place where Catherine Lyte lives; and I
want it cancelled, at my death, in her favor, or, if she does
not survive me, in favor of her daughter Astra."
"You surprise me," remarked Doctor Remy, as he
began to write; "I have always understood that the place
was free from incumbrance."
"You understood wrong, then," replied Major Bergan.
"Though, for anything that I know, Catherine Lyte may
think so herself. You see, Harvey got into difficulties
eight or nine years ago, and I lent him money, and took a
mortgage on the place. He kept the interest paid up until
his death; and since then, nothing has been said to me
about either interest or principal; from which I concluded
that Catherine did not know of the fact. And as I felt
sorry for her, I decided to say nothing about it myself, as
long as I was not in need of the money, nor likely to be.
But it will not do her any harm to know, after I am dead,
that I have been kinder to her than she knew of."
Doctor Remy looked up with a smile. "I suspect," said
he, "that it would not be well for her to offend you."
"I don't know about that," replied Major Bergan,
complacently. "She did offend me, when she took my nephew
in; and I came pretty near foreclosing then. But Maumer
Rue convinced me that she could not afford to refuse a
good offer for her rooms; and moreover, as Harry only had
his office there, and took his meals at the hotel, she need
not have much more to do with him than I did, if she did
not choose."
Doctor Remy did not think it necessary to enlighten
the Major in regard to Bergan's familiarity with the family
of Mrs. Lyte, since such a disclosure must needs militate
directly against his own ends. He silently put the Major's
wish into correct legal phrase and form, and then lifted his
head with the question;—
"What next?"
Major Bergan's face grew grave and troubled. Thus
far, it had been easy work, merely giving away what he
did not care for, and should not miss. But now that the
bulk of his property, real and personal, was to come in
question, he groaned inwardly at the necessity of bequeathing
it to any one. Did it not represent all the hopes, energies,
labors and results of his whole life? What a naked,
shivering, miserable soul he would be without it! He had
a feeling that he should never be quite certain of his
own identity, in eternity, without the houses and the
lands, the negroes and the gold, for which he had lived in
time.
"Well!" said Dr. Remy, by way of reminding him
that he was still waiting.
The Major frowned; nevertheless, after another moment,
he resumed his dictation.
"I give and bequeath," said he, slowly, "my house
known as Bergan Hall, with all the lands thereto pertaining,
including the rice-plantation known as 'Number Two;'
also my three houses in the town of Berganton; also my
block in the city of Savannah; also my negroes, horses,
mills, and plantation implements; also, my household
furniture and other personal property, including all bonds,
mortgages, moneys, and all other property whereof I die
possessed, to——-"
Doctor Remy had written down the items of this
comprehensive inventory with a delight that he could scarcely
keep from shining out in his face; and he now held his pen
over the paper, while the Major paused, in real enjoyment
of so timely an opportunity for pleasurable recapitulation
and anticipation. The pause being a long one, however, he
finally raised his eyes to the rugged features opposite, and
saw that they were tremulous with emotion. Words, too,
soon began to break from the Major's lips, according to the
habit which had grown upon him in his solitude;—he had
forgotten for the time, that he was not alone.
"He is the natural heir, as Maumer Rue insists," he
muttered, "and the only one justified by the old family
precedents. But," he went on, as Dr. Remy began to
tremble, vicariously, for Astra's prospects, "he left me
without so much as saying 'good bye;' he did just what
he knew I was most bitterly opposed to; and he has never
come near me since. No, he shall not have it!—he never
shall have it, in spite of Maumer Rue's prophecies—I'll
take care of that!"
And he began to repeat slowly, "bonds, mortgages,
moneys, and all other property whereof I die possessed,
to—to—"
Again he paused.
"Why can't he say 'to Astra Lyte,' and done with it?"
thought Dr. Remy, impatiently, as he suddenly checked his
pen in the midst of the first curve of the letter A.
The Major made another effort;—"To my niece, Carice
Bergan," he concluded, with a sigh.
Doctor Remy's face fell so suddenly, that it attracted
the Major's attention.
"Well! what is the matter now?" he demanded, sharply.
Doctor Remy could not immediately answer. His mind
was in a whirl of confusion, disappointment, and anxiety.
Mechanically, he put his hand to his brow; and the gesture
helped him to a plausible explanation.
"A sudden pain," said he, in a low, shaken voice; "I
have felt it several times of late. Wait a minute, it will
soon be over."
And covering his eyes with his hands, he addressed
himself at once to the task of answering the difficult
question;—
What is to be done now?
It was well for him that he was accustomed to think
rapidly and clearly, in the immediate presence of danger,
that he was tenacious of purpose too, and that his instinct,
in the midst of overthrow and ruin, was to commence at
once to rebuild. Yet, for some moments, not an available
suggestion presented itself, not a shadow of help for the
exigency that had so unexpectedly arisen.
"Then, suddenly, a thought came to him, and with it,
a gleam of hope. He took his hands from his eyes, and
looked the Major gravely in the face.
"Before we go any farther," said he, "I feel bound in
honor to make a confession. If I had supposed that
writing your will was going to put me in such an awkward
position, I should certainly have desired you to look
elsewhere for a lawyer. However, it cannot be helped now.
Well, the truth is"—he stopped for a moment, as if to
overcome an excessive reluctance,—"the truth is, I have
long admired your niece; and now, as my practice is steadily
increasing, and I think I could take care of a wife, I had
made up my mind to ask permission to pay her my addresses."
Major Bergan uttered a prolonged "Whew!" and
settled himself back in his chair. "That alters the case,
certainly," said he, after a brief consideration of this new
phase of the matter.
"I am glad to hear it," exclaimed Dr. Remy, eagerly.
"Pray—if it is not too selfish in me to ask it—pray give
Bergan Hall to the next most eligible claimant, and leave
me Miss Carice."
The Major raised his eyebrows, and leaning forward,
fixed his eyes on Doctor Remy, as if he had found a new
and interesting subject of study.
"Do you mean to say," he asked, gravely, "that you
would rather have Carice without Bergan Hall than with
it?"
"Decidedly," replied Doctor Remy. "I prefer an
equal match to an unequal one. I prefer to be credited
with honorable motives, rather than mercenary ones. I
don't want to be a pensioner on my wife's bounty. It is
doubtful if I could ever make up my mind to address the
heiress of Bergan Hall. And thus, you see, if you persist
in making Miss Bergan your legatee, you are playing the
mischief with my hopes and plans."
Major Bergan continued to stare, thoughtfully, at the
doctor. He was beginning rather to like this disinterested
suitor.
"Have you any reason to think that Carice favors you?"
he asked, finally.
Doctor Remy hesitated. "I really don't know how to
answer that question. If I should say 'yes,' in view of the
'trifles light as air,' from which I have ventured to draw
some slight encouragement, I should seem, even to myself,
to be a conceited ass; and yet, if you would only be good
enough not to throw Bergan Hall into the scale against
me, I should not be absolutely without hope."
Major Bergan gave a short laugh. "Who will know,"
he asked, "that Carice is to have Bergan Hall? I expect
you to keep my counsel in this matter. That is why I
asked you to do the business. I had an idea that you
were closer-mouthed, both by nature and training, than
those lawyers in Berganton."
"I shall know it," replied Doctor Remy, virtuously,
answering the Major's question, and taking no notice of
the compliment which followed it. "And I shall know,
too, that the heiress of Bergan Hall, if she were aware of
her position, might reasonably expect to find a better
match than a mere country physician."
"On my soul," exclaimed the Major, heartily, "I think
she might 'go farther and fare worse!' Go on, doctor
and win her, if you can;—you have my best wishes for
your success. Leave Bergan Hall out of the question;
indeed, it may never come into it, after all. Carice may
refuse you——"
("Little doubt of that," thought the doctor.)
"I may alter my will a dozen times, or make a new one,—"
("You will have to be in a hurry, if you do," thought
the doctor again, grimly.)
"At any rate, I expect you to frame that one so that
Carice's husband, whoever he may be, can have no control
whatever over the property. It is to be hers, and her
children's, only. So scribble away there, at your best
pace, or Proverb Dick will be here before we get
through."
"But your brother Godfrey,"—began Doctor Remy, in
despair, racking his brains for some consideration that
would be likely to shake the Major's purpose.
"My brother Godfrey," interrupted Major Bergan,
sternly, "has nothing to do with this matter. I don't
give the property to him, but to Carice. Perhaps, on the
whole, I had better just give her a life-interest in it, and
then have it go to her eldest son, who shall take the name
of Bergan, and be christened Harry. Yes, that will be the
better way. Write it down so."
"But"—began Doctor Remy again.
"Save your 'buts,' until we get through," broke in
Major Bergan, sharply. "I tell you, Carice shall have the
place. If you don't want her with it, you can let her
alone. And if you can't, or won't, write my will to suit
me, I'll scud for some one who can and will."
This threat effectually silenced Doctor Remy. It was
essential that the matter should not be taken out of his
hands, till he had satisfied himself that it could in nowise
be turned to his account. "If it comes to the worst," said
he to himself, "it is something to have the document in
my own handwriting. That gives me a better chance to
furnish a substitute, at need."
With the rigid self-control that always characterized
him, therefore, he now put aside, as far as might be, his
own hopes and plans, and set himself diligently to the
work of completing the will, in accordance with the Major's
instructions, and to his entire satisfaction. He did
not even move a muscle when, in due time, the Major
dictated a paragraph to the effect that if Carice should not
survive him, or should die without issue, the estate should
fall to a distant cousin, now in Europe, whose sole claim to
his consideration appeared to be that he bore the family
name. The doctor was proof against any further shocks,
this evening. Fate had done her worst for him, in forcing
him to write "Carice Bergan," where he had confidently
expected to write "Astra Lyte," and to find his account
in so doing.
At the end of an hour, three closely written sheets lay
upon the table, ready for the signatures of the witnesses,
whenever they should appear; and the Major, drawing a
long breath of relief, to see his lugubrious business so
nearly finished, applied himself to the brandy bottle for
appropriate refreshment. Doctor Remy sat silent,
abstractedly toying with the pen that had been making such
havoc with his plans.
Suddenly he raised his eyes to Major Bergan's face with
the question;—
"How did that medicine suit you?"
"Admirably," replied the Major. "I have had one
attack since you were here,—a tolerably severe one,
too,—but the second powder acted like a charm."
"The second powder!" thought the doctor. "I am
afraid that I gave him too many! At that rate, if chance
favors him, he may hold on for a year, or more."
He was opening his lips for another remark, when the
door shook under a vigorous rap; and scarce waiting for
the Major's invitation, Dick Causton entered.
The new comer opened his eyes wide at sight of Doctor
Remy, and the table littered with writing materials;
and looked with evident curiosity at the closely
written sheets of the will, the character of which he seemed
at once to discover or divine.
"I see," said he, sententiously, nodding his head,—"'Our
last garment is made without pockets.'"
Major Bergan shivered as if he had felt a chill breath
from the mouth of a tomb. It was hard to be so often
reminded that he and his possessions must soon part, with
small prospect of meeting again.
"If you must quote proverbs, Dick," he exclaimed
peevishly, "pray don't quote such cold-blooded ones as
that!"
"How could I help it, when 'it came to my hand like
the bow o' a pint stoup?'" answered Dick Causton coolly,
with his eyes fixed hungrily on the Major's brandy bottle.
The hint was successful. Bottle and glass were immediately
placed within his reach, and he made haste to warm
and quicken his age-frosted blood with a deep draught of
the potent liquor. It was both strange and sad to see how
his eye brightened, his face grew more animated, his figure
became more erect, his whole frame seemed to gather vigor
and energy, under its influence, while his air became, if
possible, more mean and slouching than before. It was as if he
felt conscious himself, and knew that any beholder would be
sure to discover, that his proper strength and manhood had
long since died out of him, and he was now drawing
unworthy breath and life from a source of which he was
thoroughly ashamed, though unable to do without it.
Major Bergan, meanwhile, briefly explained why he had
sent for him, adding, in a tone that was meant to be
courteous, but narrowly escaped condescension;—
"I knew that you would be glad to do a favor to an old
friend like me, Dick."
"Certainly," replied Richard Causton, heartily;
"especially as I suspect that I shall also be doing a favor to
my young friend, Mr. Arling. 'He that loves the tree,
loves the branch,' you know."
Major Bergan frowned. "I don't see what my nephew
has to do with it," said he, surlily.
Dick Causton gave him a look of surprise. "De vrucht
valt niet ver van den stam," said he, shaking his head.
"That is to say, The fruit falls near the stem. It isn't
nature for a man to leave his property away from his own
blood. It isn't right, either, in my opinion."
"I am not going to leave mine away from my blood,"
replied Major Bergan, austerely; "though, if I were, I
do not see that it is anybody's affair but my own."
"Nor I either," rejoined Dick Causton, coolly, "unless
your dead ancestors should imagine it to be theirs. Os
demos á os suyos quieren,—The devils are fond of their
own,—and so, doubtless, are the saints, if any such are to
be found in your pedigree. It is reasonable to suppose
that they would all prefer to see their earthly possessions
go down in the channel marked out by nature. Anyway, I'm
right glad to know that Mr. Arling is to have his rights,
some day, fine fellow that he is! I've always had a kindness
for him, ever since I first gave him a lift, on his way
to you."
Major Bergan looked very grim. "Yes, Mr. Arling
will have his rights," said he, with stern emphasis,—"I've
seen to that."
Dick Causton glanced from the Major's face to the will,
with an instinctive feeling that all was not right, but could
make nothing of either. The one was dark and impenetrable;
the other was upside down, from his point of view.
Apparently, nothing invited attack but the brandy bottle.
That, he was glad to see, was not yet empty.
"I am wasting words," said he, shrugging his shoulders.
"A chose faite conseil pris. 'Advice after action is
like medicine after death'—or brandy after one has ceased
to be thirsty."
"Take another glass," said Major Bergan.
Dick obeyed with alacrity. The dram was scarcely
swallowed, ere a tap at the door announced the arrival of
the overseer from "Number Two,"—a tall, lank, taciturn
Texan, whom the Major had recently taken into his employ,
as a short cut to that avoidance of the rice fields which
Doctor Remy had recommended.
The ceremonies of signing and sealing the will immediately
followed. Dick Causton was greatly disappointed
that the document was not read in his hearing, as he had
expected.
"Never buy a pig in a poke, nor sign a paper without
reading it," said he, as he took the pen into his hand.
"How am I to tell what will I really signed, if I know
nothing of the contents? However, it's your risk, not mine,"
he added, hastily, seeing that Major Bergan was beginning
to look impatient. And, forthwith, he bent his energies to
the task of writing his name in a large, angular, and very
tremulous hand; and then shook his head dubiously over
the result.
"It looks like nothing that ever I wrote before," he
remarked, as he laid down the pen. "But Hund er hund
om han er aldrig saa broget,—A dog, is a dog whatever be
his color,—and so, a signature must be a signature though
it wiggle across the paper like a tipsy eel. Perhaps I shall
know it by that token, when I see it again. But I can't
promise."
"I shall know mine," observed the overseer, confidently,
as he lifted the pen.
Doctor Remy leaned forward with sudden interest. The
name was written in commonplace fashion enough, but it
was finished with an odd, complicated flourish.
"Do you always sign your name in that way?" he
asked.
"Always."
"It looks very difficult; yet you seemed to do it with
much ease. Let me see the process again." And he
pushed a piece of paper over to the man, who, gratified to
find his skill so heartily appreciated, scrawled it all over
with his sign-manual, in wearisome repetition. The paper
was then passed from one to another, for a brief examination,
and was finally left in the hands of Doctor Remy;
who first began absently to roll it round his fingers, and
ended by tearing it in three or four pieces, in a fit of
apparent abstraction. Nobody noticed that one of these found
its way into his pocket as a thing of possible utility, in the
future.
He then rose. "I am sorry to be obliged to go so
soon," said he, courteously, "but a physician's time is not
his own. Good evening, Major Bergan, I am always at
your service, and in any capacity. Good evening,
Mr. Causton, doubtless, we shall meet again."
Dick glanced at the brandy bottle, and, seeing that it
was empty, was taken with a sudden fancy for the doctor's
society.
"I'll walk along with you, doctor, at least as far as our
road is one," said he, rising. "Good company makes short
miles."
"I came in the saddle," answered Doctor Remy,
"but we can be companions as far as the gate, if you
like."
Nevertheless, the pair did not separate at the gate.
Their conversation had become too interesting, apparently,
to both; and Dick Causton continued to walk on by the
side of the doctor's horse.
It was late when he reached his cabin, that night.
Very suggestively, too, he reeled across the threshold,
and, missing the bed, deposited himself heavily on the
floor.
"Tidt meder man ei did som man vil skyde, A man
does not always aim at what he means to hit,"—he
muttered, resignedly, merely changing his position for a more
comfortable one, and dozing off to sleep.
Somewhere, on the way—or out of it—apparently, he
had found a supplementary brandy bottle, and had not left
it until it was as empty as the Major's.
It was late, too, when Doctor Remy laid his head on
his pillow, that night. And, perhaps, in all Berganton,
there was no wearier nor sadder man than he. One apparently
well-constructed plan had just gone to pieces in his
hands, without note of warning. Another was now to be
built up out of the fragments, pitilessly rejecting whatever
had been an element of weakness in the first. Already, its
outline had begun to shape itself dimly against his mental
horizon. Yet he did not allow himself to linger upon it
to-night. With the rigid self-control which he habitually
exercised, he put aside disappointment, care, and hope, and
soon slept as soundly as if no anxiety rested on his mind,
no stain on his conscience.
He was early astir. With the morning light came
quickness and clearness of thought. His scheme began
to look more distinct and feasible. By way of getting it
in hand at once, he tapped lightly at the door of Astra's
studio.
He was somewhat surprised to find her before an easel,
palette and brushes in hand. She smiled and blushed at
his approach.
"I know what you would say," she began, apologetically,—"'A
Jack at all trades,' et caetera, but I really
wanted color for this subject." She pointed to her canvas.
"Do you recognize it?"
"I can see that those are Miss Bergan's eyes," replied
Doctor Remy;—"all else is delightfully vague and suggestive."
"And what eyes they are!" exclaimed Astra,
admiringly,—-not without a pleasant perception, too, that she
had succeeded wonderfully well in putting them on canvas.
Doctor Remy did not answer immediately. He was
regarding the portrait with a gravity that Astra could not
understand,—unless, indeed, his thoughts were elsewhere.
Nevertheless, when he spoke, it was sufficiently to the
point.
"Yes, they are very fine eyes," said he. "And Miss
Bergan is altogether very pretty,—in an uncommon style,
too. It is surprising that she has remained heartfree so
long."
Astra looked at him with soft, smiling, amused eyes.
"Heartfree! As much as I am," said she.
Doctor Remy gave her a questioning look.
"I am not going to tell you anything about it," said
she, laughingly. "Use your eyes, sometimes, in watching
your neighbors, as I do."
"Who is my neighbor?" asked Doctor Remy, smiling.
"The proper question!" laughed Astra. "In this case,
you need not journey beyond this roof, to find him."
Doctor Remy's eyes lit with a sudden, strange gleam.
"Do you know it is so?" he asked, quickly.
"Ho, I cannot quite say that;—I doubt if she knows it
herself yet. But I believe it, all the same."
Doctor Remy watched her absently for some moments,
then made a few curt, critical remarks about her work,
bade her a cool good morning, and withdrew.
Astra looked after him, with a troubled, wondering
expression.
"What has come over him?" she asked herself. "How
have I offended him? Or was it only my fancy that he
seemed so cold and strange?"
Before Doctor Remy began his professional rounds, that
morning, he had sketched, in outline, the main features of a
new plan for the acquisition of Bergan Hall. The minor
details he wisely left to the suggestions of time and
circumstance.
One of these proved to be very close at hand. As he
drove mechanically through the principal street of Berganton,
revolving various probabilities and possibilities in his
mind, and trying to make some provision for each, he
espied Miss Ferrars coming up the sidewalk,—easily
recognizable, at almost any distance, by her peculiarly mincing
and swaying gait. In all similar encounters with the
slightly faded maiden,—whom he shrewdly suspected of
designs upon his bachelor liberty,—it had been his wont to
slide swiftly past, with a low and deprecatory bow, suggestive
of his deep regret that the urgency of his haste denied
him the pleasure of stopping to inquire after her health.
On this occasion, therefore, she was agreeably surprised to
see him rein his horse up to the sidewalk, with the obvious
intention of speaking to her. Perhaps her heart beat a
little more quickly, as she stopped to listen.
Apparently, however, he had nothing of more importance
to communicate than a commonplace enough observation
about the heat of the weather, and a friendly caution
not to walk far in so fervid a sunshine as was flooding
the town with its golden waves. Then, he gathered up his
reins, as if to signify that his say was said, and he was
ready to proceed. Nevertheless, he lingered a moment
longer, to add, carelessly,—
"By the way, I ought to acknowledge that you were
right, and I was wrong, the other day. It is not the first
time that man's reason has had to admit the superior
correctness, as well as quickness, of woman's intuition."
Miss Ferrars looked both pleased and puzzled. "It is
very good of you to say so," she answered, simpering;—"but
really, I can't think what you allude to."
"When you called at my office, a few days ago,"
explained the doctor, "you did me the honor to confide to
me your impressions with regard to my friends, Miss Lyte
and Mr. Arling. I thought you were mistaken, and told
you so. It turns out, however, that the mistake was on
my part, not yours. I was really blind—not wilfully so,
as you had the charity to suppose. I mention the matter
the more readily because it must soon be patent to
everybody. Good morning."
And without waiting for a reply, Doctor Remy courteously
lifted his hat, and went his way, with a curious
smile on his lips.
"That last intimation ensures speed," said he to himself.
"Miss Ferrars will do her best to be beforehand with
the news. Before to-morrow morning, it will be known
throughout the town. Then, I can easily manage so that
it shall reach the Major's ears, and—by the help of my
loving commentary—produce the desired effect. Astra must
be gotten out of the way, for the present, at least. So must
Arling; last night's business convinced me that he is more
dangerous than I imagined. The Major deceives himself,
but he does not deceive me; his bitterness towards his
nephew is nothing more than piqued and smothered
affection,—affection undergoing fermentation, as it were, and
certain to work itself clear and sweet, in time. If Arling
remains in the neighborhood, the Major will soon be seizing
upon some pretext for a reconciliation. Failing of that,
Miss Carice is certain to inherit his estate; just because he
wooed—and did not win—her mother, some twenty-five or
thirty years ago! No doubt, a marriage between the two
would suit him exactly, if he once got hold of the idea.
Yes, Arling must be gotten rid of. But how?"
He bent his brows moodily. Some expedient,
apparently, soon suggested itself to him, and was immediately
rejected with a shake of the head.
"No, not that way," he muttered. "I'm determined
against actual, point-blank crime, so called,—except as a
last resource. Besides, it is not necessary; I only want to
get rid of him until the Major is dead, and Miss Carice is
my wife. There must be some way to dispose of him, by
lawful means, if I could only hit upon it! Really, if there
were a Devil, as some people believe, he would strain a
point now in my favor! At all events, I think I see my way
clear with Astra."
He was silent, for an instant; his brow grew sombre
with unwonted regret.
"Poor Astra!" he murmured, as he drove into the cathedral-like
gloom of the far-stretching pine barren,—"I am
really loath to give her up! But her chance of the Hall, I
see now, is not worth a picayune. And it won't do to trust
to the possibility of substituting a manufactured will for the
real one, as long as I cannot find out where the latter is
deposited. The Major was very close-mouthed about that
matter. No, Miss Carice is my safest resort. Yet Astra
would suit me much better, on the whole." And once
again, looking absently up the long, columned vista of the
narrow road, he murmured regretfully;—
"Poor Astra!"
The next day was Sunday. It came to the earth, as it
comes always, with kindly, hallowed hands full of
blessings, but found not everywhere hearts and
minds open to receive them. Carice Bergan, to be sure,
knelt in her accustomed place, in the little church of her
fathers, with a face which might almost have rivalled that
of an angel in its bright peacefulness, and with all the
windows of her soul plainly open to the heavenly sunshine.
Bergan Arling, too, conscious that each one of these holy
days had its own special gift or grace for him, its own kind
and measure of spiritual food, which he could ill afford to
lose, knelt in his proper place, and reverently lent his full,
rich voice to swell the solemn flow of common prayer, or
the harmonious burst of choral praise. And Mrs. Lyte, in
her widow's weeds, looking upward in spirit, to the long
peace of Paradise, and the shining faces of the redeemed,
was glad to believe in "the communion of saints," and
rejoiced in the day that was both a foretaste and a promise
of the "life everlasting." Even Astra Lyte, though
suffering from a vague and nameless depression,—a burden of
which, as yet, she felt only the weight and chill, without
comprehending, or daring to try to comprehend, whence it
came or what it meant,—was sensible of a dim delight, and
possibly a latent helpfulness, in the sweet and solemn
influences of the day and the place. Here and there,
moreover, a soul bowed under the weight of recent affliction, or
shaken with the terrors of a newly-awakened conscience,
was both awed and glad to be able to give itself audible
expression in words so fit and forcible as those of the
Confession and the Litany, and thankful if it might pick up so
much as a crumb of pardon and peace from the Master's
bountiful table.
But, to Doctor Remy, paying an unwilling tribute to
public opinion by showing himself at church, on this
morning, after many weeks of absence, and leaving it to be
inferred that, but for his professional duties, he would be
seen there regularly; to Miss Ferrars, mingling solemn
words of confession and penitence with frivolous thoughts
of dress and gossip; to Dick Causton, slinking shame-facedly
into the rear pew, to listen to the conclusion of the
sweet, old, familiar hymn, the first sounds of which had
fallen enticingly upon his ear, as he was staggering up the
street;—to these, and many others like them, doubtless,
Sunday brought only present irksomeness and future
condemnation.
The hymn being finished, Mr. Islay ascended the pulpit,
and, laying his manuscript open before him, looked round
on the crowded congregation, with serious, almost
melancholy, eyes. Perhaps he sought, amid those upturned
faces, for some sign of human sympathy, to lighten a little
his heavy sense of responsibility; perhaps he wondered to
which of these souls his words were now to prove a savor
of life unto life, and to which, a savor of death unto death.
Deep and clear, and full of a solemn music, his voice broke
the silence.
"In the fifth, chapter of Proverbs, and in the
twenty-second verse, it is written:
'HE SHALL BE HOLDEN WITH THE CORDS OF HIS SINS.'"
Three faces were at once alive with interest. Doctor
Remy, indeed, gave a slight and almost imperceptible start,
as if his intellect not only, but his memory or his
conscience, had felt an awakening touch. Bergan Arling merely
fixed his eyes more intently on the speaker, with the aspect
of a man who was glad to find that the coming discourse
was likely to link into, and carry on, some previous train
of thought. As for Dick Causton, the word "Proverbs"
was sufficient to command his earnest, and even critical,
attention. He believed that he knew a good deal about
proverbs himself; he had made a lifelong study of their
characteristics and principles of interpretation; he had
often declared those of Solomon—such as were strictly
proverbs—to be of the best; he would stay and hear what
a tyro like Mr. Islay had to say about this particular one.
This, briefly, was what the clergyman said.
"Many texts are like rosebuds. They have a simple
form, and an obvious signification. But if you steep them
in the dew of meditation and the sunshine of faith, they
begin to unfold meaning after meaning, as the rosebud
petal after petal; and in the centre there is a golden
heart,—the gracious blessing of God on the fervent and prayerful
spirit, and the inquiring and teachable mind. Let us
pray that the text which we are considering, may prove
such an one to each of us.
"A man's sin is sure to find him out. It may have
been committed in secret, muffled thickly with caution,
and finally buried deep under time and distance and
circumstance; it may remain hidden for years; it may have
been forgotten, except for an occasional dark moment, by
the sinner himself; yet, some time, some day, what seems
to be a chance, but is truly a providence, lifts the veil, and
takes hold of the clue,—or death throws the lurid light of
his inverted torch over the dark transaction,—and the liar,
the thief, the adulterer, the murderer, or whatever may be
the miserable man's miserable name, is brought to the bar
either of human or divine justice. And there is no escape.
The bands of his iniquity are around him; they bind him
hand and foot; he is holden with the cords of his sins.
"This is perhaps the first and most obvious meaning of
the text. It assures us that, 'though punishment be lame,
it arrives.' It warns us not to make cords which are
certain to be used, some day, for our own binding.
"But men are apt to think lightly of a remote evil.
The present monopolizes their fears, as it does their labors.
Moreover (they say), there are dozens of little, everyday
sins, which entail no such fearful consequences. Let us see
how our text bears upon these points.
"Sin is not a simple, but a complex, thing. It is a cord
twisted of many threads, and some of them begin very far
back. A man is seldom taken in the toils of a sudden,
single temptation, or bound with the cords of an utterly
unimagined and unpremeditated sin. He has made the
way and work easy to each of them, by yielding to preliminary
temptations, and carelessly allowing the binding of
preparatory sins. He is holden with the cords of the evil
thought to the unhallowed desire and the foul gratification.
He is holden with the cords of that seemingly venial sin to
this final burden of guilt and shame, by that unbridled
passion to this startling, terrible crime. The slender cord
draws the stout one after it: at sight of that, the man may
start and shrink, but he is already half-bound, and his
resistance is feeble. Having taken the first step, he is
committed to the second; having admitted the premise, he is
bound to the logical conclusion. Here, as before, he is
holden with the cords of his sins.
"Moreover, there are few things stronger, for good or
ill, than habit. And every sin, however small, may begin
an evil habit, and is sure to confirm one. Round and
round goes the slender cord, till it binds as strongly as a
chain of iron. One part after another yields to the subtle,
stealing influence; first, the will succumbs; then, the
reason; finally, the conscience. Day by day, good ceases to
attract, and evil to repel. Day by day, the right becomes
more difficult, and the wrong easier. The habit soon becomes
fixed; the man is firmly bound. To the side of evil, and
the service of Satan, he is holden with the cords of his sins.
"Again: If thought be the spring of action, action is
also the spring of thought. If it be true that, 'as a man
thinks, he is,' so it is true that as he is, he thinks.
Thought is by turns cause and effect. If a man's sins are the
result of his evil thoughts, so his evil and erroneous thoughts
are sometimes the result of his sins. He cannot long
continue to think right if he act wrong. After breaking the
Sabbath awhile, he ceases to think of it as a holy day.
After committing murder, he ceases to regard life as sacred.
Violating human law, it becomes a terror instead of a
protection. Defying the Divine law, he soon denies its
authority. Sin distorts his views, as well as his life. The
truths of religion lose their clearness to his mind with their
power to influence his action. Doubts, scepticism, infidelity,
find an open door, and an easy road, to his heart. If a
man would keep fast hold of his Christian faith, let him take
care to order his actions, as far as possible, in conformity
to its precepts. But, on the other hand, let him give free
rein to his appetites and ambitions,—yea, even to the
commission of absolute crime,—if he wishes to become a mocker
and an infidel, without love of God or man, without correct
views of time or clear ones of eternity. For, to all these
things, he will be sure to be holden with the cords of his
sins.
"Finally; All men love liberty. But sin, though it
may seem, at first, to be the wildest liberty, soon proves to
be the narrowest bondage. The sinner is the slave of
appetites, of habits, of thoughts, that are hard task-masters;
and the wages of which are every kind of death. For there
are many kinds,—social, political, moral, before the final,
everlasting death;—and one, or all, of these, he is sure to
taste, as the reward of his faithful service of Satan. His
health is undermined, or his reputation destroyed; his fortune
is dissipated, or his gold corroded in the using; he is
shaken with the terrors of conscience, or hardened into the
semblance of stone; he is without adequate consolation in
the day of trouble, and without strengthening hope in the
day of death; but his slavery is abject and absolute. He
neither will nor can escape. He is holden with the cords
of his sins.
"Thus you will see, beloved, that our text has a word
of solemn warning for the present, as well as for the future.
The holding of sin is to be dreaded in life, not less than at
death. One sin holds fast to another. Single sins twist
together into the strong cord of habitual sin. The sinful
act draws after it evil thoughts and loose opinions. Sin is a
continual, daily bondage, as well as a final retribution.
"Beware then, oh, ye young! how you bind yourselves
with cords of sinful thoughts, or habits, or opinions, or
passions, to the exclusion of that blessed liberty which is in
Christ Jesus. Beware, oh, ye adults! how you go on
adding sin to sin, and cord to cord, till you are bound hand
and foot, thought and will, body and soul; and are finally
cast down to perdition, in bonds of your own industrious
forging—holden with the cords of your sins!
"But,—do you say?—we are all sinners, we are all
'holden,' how are we to break from the cords of our sins?
Go to Christ. At His feet, all bonds are broken, all slavery
ends. He leads captivity captive, and His service is
perfect freedom. He is our righteousness, and the man that
trusteth in Him, shall no more be holden with the cords of
His sins."
Such was the substance of the sermon. But in the delivery,
there was a warmth and an earnestness, a happiness of
expression and illustration, and a deep solemnity, that held
the congregation spell-bound with interest, to the end!
Perhaps no one had listened more attentively, or humbly,
than Bergan Arling. So recently had he felt the irksome
holding of the cords of his sins! And he would still,
no doubt, be holden to their consequences, all the days of
his life, if not to their guilt.
As for Doctor Remy, there was an unusual pallor in
his face, when he rose, at the singing of the last hymn.
But it was quickly gone; he came out of the church with
much of his usual cold, composed demeanor. His sins had
held him too long to loosen their stricture at one transient
quake of conscience.
Dick Causton had listened for some time with marked
attention, and apparent approval. Then, a kind of haze
had slowly bedimmed his sight and beclouded his brain.
When the congregation came down the aisles, he was fast
asleep, with his head drooping heavily on his breast. If
anything could have added to the effect of the sermon, this
sight ought to have done so. Most certainly, poor Dick
was "holden with the cords of his sins."
When the church was empty, he was shaken rudely by
the sexton, and turned out, muttering caustic proverbs by
way of retaliation.
Bergan and Doctor Remy walked home from the
church, as they had gone thither, side by side; yet,
for a considerable time, neither spoke. If not altogether
congenial spirits, they were on sufficiently easy and
familiar terms, in virtue of their almost daily association,
to allow each to pursue his own train of thought, on
occasion, without reference to the other.
To Bergan, Mr. Islay's sermon had been interesting and
effective, not only for what it contained, but for what it
suggested. Naturally, therefore, his mind was now busy
in following out those suggestions to the point where they
bore upon his own experience, and unfolded their lessons
for his own soul.
But Dr. Remy's thoughts had long since strayed away
from any channel into which the sermon was calculated to
lead them. There had been some brief moments, during its
delivery, to be sure, when he had shrunken inwardly,
iron-nerved though he were, from the deep, sharp probing of
certain of its sentences; and there had been a single
instant, perhaps, wherein he had been made dimly to see, or
to suspect, that his own life and character—much as he had
prided himself upon being the independent artificer of them
both—were really the results to which he had been holden
by the cords of former, half-forgotten sins. But he had
made haste to shake himself free from both the idea and
its effect, with one smile of scorn at his own folly, and
another at what he chose to consider the weak superstition of
the clergyman and his awed, interested flock. He thanked
God—using the phrase in a vague, general sense which,
perhaps, was only equivalent to thanking himself—that he
was not as these men were. And no sooner was he in the
open air than he set his busy mind to the consideration of
his own projects. Some clue to its workings may perhaps
be afforded by the question with which he finally broke the
silence.
"Have you ever had the yellow fever, Arling?"
"No; it does not visit our western villages."
"Then, I advise you to take refuge in one of them, for
the next three months. It is certain to visit Berganton
ere long."
"Indeed!" said Bergan, with more curiosity than alarm.
"Why do you think so?"
"From the weather, the atmosphere, the present type of
disease,—a dozen indications patent to the eye of experience.
Besides, I am informed by a private letter that it has
already appeared in New Orleans. Its arrival here is but a
question of time. And I assure you that its acquaintance
is to be avoided."
"Doubtless. And I shall do my best to avoid it—except
by running away."
"You might as well say," answered Doctor Remy, dryly,
"that you will take every precaution against drowning—except
to keep your head above water. Don't be fool-hardy,
Arling. Yellow Jack has a keen appetite for strangers,—that
is to say, for all who are not native born. If he
spares any, it is usually the sickly and feeble, not the strong
and vigorous. He would consider you a toothsome morsel.
Take my advice, and go home, or go North, or take a
sea-voyage,—do anything rather than remain here during the
last of summer and the beginning of autumn. It will be
no loss to you. After the first of next month, there will be
absolutely nothing for a lawyer to do here but try to keep
cool."
"And you?" asked Bergan.
"Oh, I stay, of course. An epidemic is a physician's
harvest time. Besides, I have had the yellow fever."
"Then the native-born do not all escape?"
"By no means. Besides, I lost my birthright by many
years' absence in Europe. It was immediately after my
return that I was taken. Now I may consider myself
acclimated."
"As I must be," replied Bergan, "if, as is likely, I am
to spend the remainder of my life at the South. Thank
you for your friendly warning, but I think I must stay."
Doctor Remy shrugged his shoulders, and said no
more. He had merely tried the first and simplest expedient
which occurred to him, for removing Bergan from the
neighborhood. He was not surprised nor troubled that it
had failed. He had expected as much. But there were other
and surer means to his end, he believed, at his command.
However, he was not obliged to resort to them. Early
next morning Bergan came into his office, with an open
letter in his hand, and a most anxious face.
"Read that," said he, huskily, "and tell me if there is
any hope."
Doctor Remy obeyed, reading the letter not once only,
but twice, and looking long and meditatively at the
signature. Then he lifted his eyes to Bergan's face.
"Plenty of hope, in my opinion," said he; "I do not
attach as much importance as this Doctor Trubie does to
your mother's fancy that she is going to die. It only
argues a depressed state of mind, corresponding to a low
state of body. Nevertheless, it is well to do whatever can
be done to raise her spirits; and I suspect that your presence
at her bedside will avail much to that end. Of course,
you set out at once?"
"Certainly. Can you tell me at what hour the next
train leaves Savalla?"
Doctor Remy glanced at his watch. "In an hour and
a half. That gives you ample time;—fifteen minutes to
throw a few things into a portmanteau, and tell me what I
can do for you while you are away; five minutes for adieux,
and an hour and ten minutes to reach Savalla, in the
saddle, with a swift horse."
"If I can find one at such short notice," said Bergan,
doubtfully.
Doctor Remy pulled a bell-wire, and Scipio's black head
appeared as instantaneously as if he had been attached to
the other end of it.
"Saddle the roan, and take him round to the front
gate," said Doctor Remy. "Mr. Arling will ride him to
Savalla, You will go after him, by the stage, this
afternoon. Quick now!"
The head ducked, and disappeared.
"How can I thank you!" exclaimed Bergan, wringing
the doctor's hand.
"By attending to the portmanteau business at once. I
will come with you; we can talk while you work. I want
to ask something about this Doctor Trubie. Does he keep
up with the times,—in medicine, that is?"
"I don't know—I believe so."
"H'm; there have been some recent discoveries of great
value in the treatment of typhoids, when they run long and
low, as they are apt to do. Suppose I write down a few
suggestions, which, if there is grave need, you can
commend to Doctor Trubie's favorable consideration.
Otherwise, don't interfere."
Bergan tried once more to express his gratitude, as the
folded paper was put in his hand; but Doctor Remy cut
him short.
"If you really want to thank me," said he, "do it by
staying away until the sickly season is over; I shall have
yellow fever patients enough without you. Indeed, you
must; having left, it would be suicidal to come back
before the first of November. Tell your mother that I said
so, when she is convalescent."
"When she is convalescent," repeated Bergan, quickly.
"Then you do hope!"
"Of course I do. There is every reason for it. Your
mother, being a Bergan, has a sound constitution, and an
almost indomitable vitality; and she is not yet old. If
Trubie makes a good fight, he is sure to win. At any
rate, never despair till the breath is out of the body; nor
even then, till you are certain that it cannot be brought
back."
Bergan could not but feel a pang of self-reproach for
his long-smothered dislike and distrust of the man who
was thus loading him with obligations,—help on his way
to his mother, ready encouragement, and valuable professional
advice. It did not occur to him that there is such a
thing as doing good that evil may come!
Doctor Remy looked after him with a triumphant smile.
"One out of my way already!" he exclaimed. "It would
seem that the Devil (another name for Fate or Chance) has
helped me!"
Bergan next sought Mrs. Lyte and Astra, for a parting
word. He found the latter in her studio, sitting idly by a
window, with her hands folded listlessly in her lap, and a
weary, dejected face that went to his heart. Never before
had he seen her otherwise than busy, bright, and earnest;
never had she met his look with so faint and transient a
smile.
"I am sorry that you are going," said she, sombrely;
"sorrier, perhaps, than the occasion may seem to warrant.
But I cannot rid myself of a suspicion that this phase of
our life and friendship is finished; and who can tell what
the next may be! Do you remember our first meeting
under the oaks, and the red sunset light, and the dark
sunset cloud? You interpreted them to mean that we
were to know sunshine and shade together, did you not?
Well, we have had the sunshine; now, it is time for the
shade."
"You forget," said Bergan, kindly, "that the cloud
was but for a moment, and the sunshine returned."
"No, I remember it well. But the cloud was very dark
while it lasted, and the shine was not quite so bright
afterward. It was nearer to its setting."
Bergan could scarcely believe that it was Astra who
spoke. Hitherto, she had been the moral sunshine of the
house, felt even where it did not directly fall. Her spirit,
in its potency of cheer, resembled the sunbeam which,
though it kindle but one little spot on the floor into actual
brightness, diffuses its light and cheerfulness throughout
a whole room. As every article of furniture, every picture,
every face, in the room, is the brighter for the sunbeam, so
every inmate of Mrs. Lyte's rambling old dwelling had
been the happier for Astra's presence and influence. The
sound of her clear, buoyant voice, the thought of her light,
busy figure, just across the hall, had always served to
quicken and brighten his own energies. It had been very
much his wont to bring all his shadows, discouragements,
and despondencies, to be dissipated by contact with her
breezy activity and cheery hopefulness. What had come
over her, that she met him now with such dreary premonition
of ill, such persistent dwelling upon the dark side?
He looked down upon her with the question in his eyes, if
not on his lips.
She understood and answered it.
"It is only a dark mood," said she, passing her hand
over her brow, "not an actual trouble,—at least, not yet.
But forgive me for afflicting you with it now, when you are
under the shadow of a real cloud. Let us hope that it will
pass quickly. When you reach home, may the sunshine be
already there!"
"Thank you. I shall expect to hear from you through
Doctor Remy—all of you, I mean. He has promised to let
me know how everything goes on here."
Astra lifted her eyes searchingly to his face. Her fine
perceptions had not failed to take note of his inadvertent
linking together of Doctor Remy and herself, and his quick
attempt to conceal it. She divined that he knew her
secret. Her eyes fell, and her face flushed.
Bergan took her hand, and lifted it, in gentle, chivalrous
fashion, to his lips. "I wish you every happiness," said
he, in a tone that said more than the words,—"every
sunshine, and few clouds. Good-bye."
"Good-bye," she answered, withdrawing her hand, yet
not without a certain lingering pressure, that seemed even
sadder than her face, and that Bergan felt long afterwards.
And he left her sitting where he found her.
Mrs. Lyte and Cathie followed him to the door, the
one with much quiet sympathy and regret, the other with
passionate tears and lamentations.
"He will not come back! He will not come back!"
she screamed, wringing her hands, as he rode away; and
the mournful cry followed him down the street, like a
prophecy of woe.
A little farther on, he discovered that Nix was trotting
quietly alongside of his horse. And so intimately had the
dog been connected with all his sojourn under Mrs. Lyte's
roof, that, in sending him back, he seemed to close the
final page of this whole epoch of his life.
His road skirted a retired portion of the grounds of
Oakstead. Suddenly, he espied Carice, standing on the
bank of the creek, with her eyes thoughtfully fixed upon
its rippling flow. His sad heart yearned towards her with
irresistible force. Glancing at his watch, he saw that there
was yet time for a brief, parting word. He flung himself
from his horse, threw the bridle over a gatepost, and ran
quickly towards her.
"I am so glad to find you here!" he exclaimed, as he
drew near. "Otherwise, I must have gone without saying
good-bye. I am sent for, in great haste; my mother is
very ill, and—"
He stopped; his grave face said the rest.
"I am very, very sorry!" putting her hand in his, with
quick, earnest sympathy. "When did you hear?"
"This morning. She insisted that I should be sent for,
as soon as she was taken ill; she believed that she could
not recover. It is the typhoid fever."
Carice's face blanched suddenly. "Ah! that has a
fearful sound," she said, shiveringly. "My two brothers"—
Her voice failed, and her slight frame shook with sudden
emotion. It was the first time that Bergan had heard
her allude to the only sorrow which she had yet known;
but the effect of which had been all the more keenly felt,
doubtless, because, for her parents' sake, she had shut it
resolutely into the depths of her heart, never allowing its
shadow to be seen for a moment on the face wherein they
now looked for consolation and cheer.
Much moved, Bergan put his arm round the slender,
tremulous form. At first, it was only the blind, manly
instinct of help and support that prompted him; but with
the act there came a swift revelation, a great rush of
tenderness, that almost took his breath away. Though he had
never suspected it till now, he knew, in an instant, beyond
the possibility of a doubt, not only that he loved Carice,
but that he had loved her long.
Carice, on her part, was quick to feel the sudden, subtile
change in the character of the support given her, and
made a fluttering movement of escape. But Bergan would
not let her go.
"Carice," said he, gravely, "if I should return sorrowing,
will you console me?"
"If I can," she answered, simply, raising her blue eyes
to his face.
"If you can!" he repeated, with a deep tender intonation,—"oh,
Carice! it must be a heavy sorrow indeed that
you cannot console!"
As he spoke, the day, which had hitherto been cloudy,
suddenly broke into a smile, pouring a flood of golden
light on the river, trickling through the boughs of the
overhanging trees in great, shining drops, and flinging a
yellow gleam far down their gray trunks. Wondrous
sympathy of Nature with the bliss of two spirits made one,—the
tender joy that keeps, throughout the musty years, the
freshness and fragrance of its Eden birth! Yet, had the
day still held its gloom, it would have been bright in
Carice's eyes, and bright in Bergan's! Wherever Love is
newly born, it creates a sunshine of the heart, which
overflows upon the outward world, and fills it with celestial
radiance.
Five minutes later, and Carice was alone by the river's
bank, blushing to hear how persistently the little stream
kept whispering and singing of what it had just seen and
heard. The leaves, too, seemed to be softly talking it over
among themselves; and a red bird and a gray one were
gossiping merrily about it among the branches.
Still more plainly, Carice's face told the story, when she
sought her parents. They saw at once that it was not the
same face which had gone out from them an hour before.
It had changed as an opening rosebud must have changed
in the same time, under the balmy breathing of the warm
south wind. Its merely girlish loveliness was over;
playing about the mouth, and shining from the eyes, there was
a bright and tender smile that seemed gushing from the
very heart of awakening womanhood. Never had she
seemed so lovely, never so radiant. Looking upon her, it
was easy to divine the secret of angelic beauty. The
heavenly existences are immortally beautiful because
immortally happy.
"Did you engage yourself to him?" asked Mr. Bergan,
almost sternly, when her brief tale was told.
"Of course not," answered Carice, opening wide her
blue eyes at the unusual tone,—"not until you and mamma
are consulted. Only, we know that we love each other."
At the same time, Dr. Remy stood smiling to himself,
in his office,—a dark, ominous smile.
"I am sure of three months," said he. "And, in three
months, tact and perseverance can accomplish a great
deal."
At the same time, too, Astra rose suddenly from the
chair, where Bergan had left her sitting, and began to pace
up and down the room.
"I have been idle too long," she said to herself; "I
have let myself dream till my world is peopled with
shadows, and I cannot distinguish the false from the true.
Work is what I want. Work will exorcise these phantoms,
and make my brain clear and strong again."
She stopped and looked fixedly into vacancy, striving to
recall a former conception that had been dazzled out of
sight in the golden dawn of her love. In a moment, it rose
again before her; a great, stalwart, straining figure,—a
man struggling up out of the waves that had wellnigh
worsted him, with a little child on his shoulders.
Quickly she improvised a kind of platform, and brought
out her fertile box of clay. Nervously, she fastened her
supports together; rapidly around them rose the soft, gray,
plastic material in the rude, rough resemblance of a human
form.
Now and then, on a summer's day, the air is suddenly
filled with minute, swarming insects of the genus
ephemera. They come unnoticed and unheralded;
the air is thick with them ere one is aware; ears, mouths,
and nostrils are filled with them, despite all efforts to the
contrary; they are variously regarded from the scientific,
the poetic, and the moral point of view, or merely as
nuisances; by and by, they are gone as they came.
In just such wise, a swarm of rumors prejudicial to the
reputation of Bergan Arling suddenly filled the air of
Berganton; coming no one knew whence, but quickly circulating
everywhere, to be variously met with surprise, doubt,
belief, regret, anger, and indifference. It was averred that
he had gone home deeply in debt, at least to his good
friend Doctor Remy, who certainly deserved better treatment
at his hands. It was alleged that he was hopelessly
the victim of a depraved appetite for strong drink, although,
by the help of the same good friend, he had managed, thus
far, to save himself from public exposure. It was affirmed
that he had persuaded Astra Lyte into a secret engagement,
perhaps for the sake of mere pastime, perhaps with a view
to the ultimate possession of the roof which had so long
sheltered him, or to the union of his own with Astra's
chances for the future ownership of Bergan Hall. Finally,
it was shrewdly suspected that, having grown weary alike
of the debts, the engagement, and the measure of constraint
which he had hitherto exercised over himself, he had
suddenly broken away from all three, with the trumped-up
excuse of his mother's illness, and taken himself off, not to
return.
Coming, as has been said, no one knew from whence,
and having no apparent voucher, these rumors nevertheless
penetrated to counting-rooms and boudoirs, to offices
and to bar-rooms, to Major Bergan on his vast estate, and
Dick Causton in his narrow cabin, to Godfrey Bergan at
his desk, and Carice beside her mother,—everywhere, save to
the two persons most directly interested; namely, Bergan
Arling on his rapid way homeward, and Astra Lyte in her
studio.
Astra was hard at work now. Every hour, her clay
model grew in strength or symmetry under her rapid
touches. Yet her hope of finding clearness and quietness
of mind in the exercise of her beloved art, had been
wofully disappointed. The phantoms of doubt and anxiety
which had haunted her idleness were not laid by her industry,
but only held in abeyance until the inevitable moment
of exhaustion, or of suspended inspiration, brought them
upon her again, with tenfold power to annoy. Do what
she would, she could not shut her eyes to the fact that a
change had come over Doctor Remy, nor prevent herself
from speculating as to its nature and cause. At first, it
was only that miserable and dream-like change of look and
manner which forbids one to complain, because it gives no
lucid explanation of itself to the intellect, however it may
disturb and depress the heart. Its effect was magical,
nevertheless, in clearing Astra's vision from that soft,
transfiguring haze of the imagination through which love
delights to gaze at its object, and in giving her occasional
glimpses into the depths and intricacies of Doctor Remy's
character. Unconsciously, whenever he came near her, she
fell to watching his words, his tones, his looks, even his
motions and attitudes, for indications of the hidden, inner
man, upon whose qualities and tendencies her happiness so
largely depended. The object of this scrutiny was too
keen-witted not to be aware of it, and too subtile not to
avail himself of it to further his own ends. With apparent
carelessness, but consummate art, he allowed more and
more of his true character to come to the surface; he showed
himself scornful toward religion, faithless toward mankind,
indifferent and unsympathizing toward herself, in the hope
of quickly transforming her affection into disgust, and
forcing her to put a speedy end to their engagement. Doing
this whenever he met her, he none the less took good care
to make it manifest that he avoided her as far as possible.
Under these circumstances, no wonder that Astra grew
pale and thin, that alternately she worked as in a fever, or
stood idle as in a dream, that her old, cheery alacrity gave
place to sombre restlessness, and her glow of happy spirits
to pale depression, that, in short, she speedily became so
unlike herself as greatly to alarm Mrs. Lyte, who finally
appealed to Doctor Remy. He was only too glad to prescribe
immediate change of air and scene.
Mrs. Lyte stood aghast.
"I do not see how I can manage it," said she, slowly.
"My income is just sufficient for our present mode of life;
there is no surplus to meet the added expense of a health
trip."
Doctor Remy mused for a moment. "We will talk
over this matter again," said he, at length, looking at his
watch; "just now I have an engagement. But trust my assurance
that wherever there is a plain necessity for a thing,
there is a way to obtain it. Good morning."
Doctor Remy's engagement did not prevent him from
repairing straightway to Bergan Hall, whither the rumors
already alluded to had preceded him. And so artfully did he
work upon Major Bergan's hasty and arbitrary temper as
to induce him forthwith to warn Mrs. Lyte of the existence of
the forfeited mortgage, and his intention to foreclose at an
early day. Be it said, however, in the Major's behalf, that
he graciously designed said warning to play somewhat of
the part of a blessing in disguise. For, having first shown
Mrs. Lyte how completely she was in his power, it was his
generous intention to offer her the largest mercy thereafter,
even to the immediate relinquishment of every claim against
her estate, on the easy condition that she, and her daughter
should at once break off all relations and engagements with
his nephew, Bergan Arling. Thus, he would save Astra
from what he was easily persuaded would turn out to be a
most unhappy marriage; at the same time that he would
gratify a certain odd itching in his fingers to meddle in
Bergan's affairs. The whole business was arranged in less
than an hour, and Doctor Remy returned homeward triumphant.
Nor was his elation at all shadowed by any thought of
the suffering about to be inflicted at his instigation. Men
of his naturally hard and forceful character, intensified by
long culture of the intellect at the expense of the sensibilities,
are apt to take a terribly straight path in one sense, if a
wofully crooked one in another, to whatever end they have
in view. The feelings of others, where they cannot be
made to subserve their purposes, are regarded as so many
obstructions in their way; to be pushed aside, or trampled
under-foot, as the case may be.
Possibly, too, they do not credit others with a greater
depth of feeling than they are conscious of in themselves.
Certainly, Doctor Remy, knowing nothing, by experience,
of the tender and sacred associations that cluster around
the home of years, was not likely to concern himself about
the probable grief of Mrs. Lyte, at leaving hers, except as
it might hinder or prevent her departure. For, go she
must,—at least, for a time,—since Astra would not be likely
to go without her. His present task was so to smooth and
clear the way for them, on the one hand, while he furnished
the necessary degree of motive power, on the other, that
they should be gone ere Major Bergan was aware, or had
submitted his terms of compromise to their consideration.
In furtherance of this design, he had tapped lightly at
the door of Astra's studio, ere the sound of voices from
within told him that she was not alone. Carice Bergan
was with her, and both were discussing Astra's statue of
clay; unto the creation of which she had lately turned—with
such scanty measure of success—for distraction, if not
for comfort. With a slight bow and a word of greeting to
Doctor Remy, Carice went on with what she was saying,
in her own singularly gentle, yet frank and fearless,
fashion.
"As I said just now, it is simply wonderful, in its way;
but, Astra, I don't like its way at all. The Offero (for I
suppose he is not to be called Saint Christopher yet,) is
much too near to falling and fainting under his burden,—"
"Perhaps he may literally do so," interrupted Astra,
with a sad and bitter smile. "Nay, you need not look so
startled, I only mean that I fear his supports are not strong
enough; I did not realize what would be the gravitation of
such a huge mass of clay. The figure is certainly settling
more than I like to see."
"I did not allude to material supports," replied Carice,
steadily, "but to that spiritual aid which the Christ-Child
would be sure to give to one who bore Him so cheerfully
and bravely as Offero did, however heavily He might be
pleased to burden him. There should be more of steady
hope and courage, as well as of wonder at the supernatural
weight of his small burden, instead of that terrible strain
and agony of effort, and that dreary, dogged sort of
resolve."
"You forget," said Astra, "that he does not yet understand
the nature of his burden, nor wherefore it is laid
upon him;—neither," she added mournfully to herself,
"neither do I."
Carice shook her head. "You have forgotten," she
replied, "that he is not bearing the burden for himself,
but for love of that far-off, mighty King of whom he
has heard; which feeling ought to strengthen his heart and
his sinews, and shine out in his face."
Astra turned away her head. As she had unconsciously
wrought her own wretched, despondent moods of the past
week into the sensitive clay, so Carice's comments upon the
result had their sidelong application to herself.
"As for the Christ-Child," continued Carice, raising her
eyes from the Bearer to the Burden, "how did you ever
get that look of immitigable fate into a child's rounded
face? As a piece of work, it is almost miraculous; but,
as a conception of the Christ-Child—I beg your pardon,
Astra—it is absolutely dreadful."
"It may stand for Offero's idea of the face which he
cannot see," suggested Astra, in a low voice.
"Well, perhaps it might, if he were thinking of the
face, which I doubt. That is to say, the true Offero would
be thinking of the King whom he was trying to serve,
rather than the burthen that he was bearing. At any rate,
it is just because he cannot see the face that he has such an
idea of it. But to us, who can see it, it ought to show
itself most benignant, most pitying, most tender and satisfying
in every respect. Else, we miss the only really helpful
lesson that your Offero is calculated to teach."
Astra looked at her friend half sadly, half-wonderingly.
"Let no one trust your gentle, innocent look, Carice," said
she; "you are a sharp-sighted critic, and as severe as you
are sharp-sighted."
"On the contrary," returned Carice, "I am not criticising
at all; I am merely telling you how your statue looks
to me, in its unfinished condition. No doubt every stroke
of that magical scraper of yours will take away something
of the look which I do not like, and put in something of
that which I long to see."
"I do not know," responded Astra drearily, shaking her
head. "I have not your singular depth and simplicity of
vision, in spiritual things."
"Nay," Carice, "you have something more than
that,—the power to create; I have only the power to
discern. That cherub yonder, for instance;—I am glad that I
am able to see that it is lovely beyond expression, but the
power to make it so, ah! that is beyond me!"
And Carice moved away to the object of her admiration,
and seemed to forget herself and all around her, in
contemplating it.
Doctor Remy remained, looking critically at the clay
figure.
"You have not yet said what you think of it," said
Astra, turning and looking him intently in the face.
"I had nothing to say—from the spiritual side," he
answered, coolly. "Miss Bergan exhausted that; besides,
it is not in my line. But, if you are pleased to desire my
sort of criticism, here it is. That arm is too long, and that
clavicle is not sufficiently raised, and this muscle is too flat.
For the rest," he added, after a slight pause, "it is a
sufficiently ambitious work."
There was a touch of mockery in his tone which did
not escape the sensitive ear of his listener. "You think it
too ambitious, perhaps," she said, quietly, yet not without
a keen glance at his face.
He gave the clay figure another comprehensive look;
then he turned to Astra with a gentler expression than she
had seen in his eyes for many days past.
"Poor child!" said he, pityingly, "what disadvantages
your genius has to labor under, in this little, remote town,
where you never see a work of art, nor an artist, from
month's end to month's end! Why do you not go—for
awhile, at least—where you can find something for your
genius to feed upon? It is a law of life that there can be
no good growth without proper food."
"You know," replied Astra, very gravely, "that I
cannot leave my home and my mother."
"Then," returned Doctor Remy, with equal gravity, "it
would be a kindly blast—though it might not seem so, at
first—that should blow you all to some point where your
genius could find fuller and freer development. If such an
one should ever come to you, I hope you will be able to
regard it as—what Miss Bergan would doubtless call a
providence."
Carice was looking towards them, now; and his last
words were spoken with a smiling glance that was
apparently meant to draw her into the conversation.
"And what would Doctor Remy call it?" she asked,
but without any answering smile.
"Doctor Remy does not concern himself about names,
but things," he replied, pleasantly.
"Things answer to names," she rejoined, quickly; "and
if Doctor Remy to call a providence a chance, for
instance, let him not wonder if it prove a chance—to him."
"I am afraid that I am wofully obtuse," returned the
doctor, with the air of a man who asks for a further
explanation.
"From the hand of Chance," she answered briefly,
"one gets little good, and much harm; from the hand of
Providence, only good, however disguised. The difference
is in the taking and the using."
She turned towards the window as she finished, with the
air of who dismisses the subject.
Astra, meanwhile, stood gazing at the doctor with a
most anxious, disturbed expression. She was beginning to
understand too well that under many of his seemingly most
careless utterances, there lurked a deep significance and
design. In the tone of his last speech to her, there had
been something which caused her a vague alarm.
"What did he mean?" she asked herself, wearily
putting her hand to her brow,—"What did he mean?"
Carice Bergan was gifted with instincts singularly
quick and delicate. She had not long breathed the
same atmosphere with Astra and Doctor Remy
before she felt it growing heavy around her with some
intensity of emotion which she neither shared nor
understood. It might be sympathy, it might be aversion; in
either case, its effect was to make her feel confused and
constrained, in their presence. At one moment, she seemed
to behold them afar off, as it were, in a sphere of their own,
whither she had neither the right nor the ability to follow
them; at another, she felt herself standing between them,
barring their way to a free and satisfactory interchange of
thought and feeling; and again, she believed that Doctor
Remy alone was responsible for her discomfort, interrupting,
by his presence, the cordial flow of sympathy between
Astra and herself. At any rate, it would be a relief to
escape from so oppressive an atmosphere; accordingly, she
took her departure, leaving the lovers—if such they can be
called—together.
Certainly, there was nothing lover-like in the manner
with which they faced each other, a few moments after the
door had closed behind her. That brief interval had been
spent by both in preparation for the crisis which the one
knew, and the other felt, to be approaching. Astra awaited
it with a mixture of eagerness and dread; she was weary
of wearing the checkered tissue of suspense and anxiety;
she would be glad to know exactly what was in store for
her, even though the bitter fruit of such knowledge should
be mortification and anguish. Doctor Remy's face was set
and hard; over it a sombre emotion, like the gray shadow
of a cloud on a rock, now and then passed swiftly, taking
nothing from its sternness, but adding much to its gloom.
He looked like a man who, at no slight cost to himself, has
braced his soul with iron for the performance of some
heavy, but necessary, task. Little as he likes it, he will
carry it out pitilessly to the end.
With an inauspicious frown on his brow—none the less
dark because it must have been assumed—he now opened
the conversation by saying, abruptly;—
"Astra, I have heard some very strange rumors, of late."
"Indeed!" she returned, with a note of disappointment,
as well as of surprise, in her voice. This was but a
roundabout road to explanation, she thought; it would
have pleased her better had the doctor chosen a more
direct one. She looked round for a chair, and sat down
wearily, as if to wait his pleasure with such patience as she
could command.
However, Doctor Remy was going as straight to the
point—his point, at least—as could be wished. "Perhaps
you will be less indifferent to these rumors," he continued,
insinuatingly, "when you understand that they concern
you, and your good name, much."
A slight flush rose to Astra's face, and her eyes lit; but
she kept her seat, and she answered not a word, though
Doctor Remy waited a moment, as if he expected her to
speak. Seeing her silent, however, he went on, slowly,
and with seeming reluctance; yet, to a keen and
disinterested observer, it might have appeared that he was
trying his best to provoke her.
"I once told you that it was not in my nature to trust,"
said he. "But I have trusted you, Astra, even to
blindness,—else I should not have been indebted to others for
the first intimations of things that I ought to have seen for
myself. I should have discovered what sort of game you
were playing, before the knowledge was forced upon me at
the hands of public rumor. I suppose that I ought to take
shame to myself for being so easily deceived;—I
do,—nevertheless your shame is certainly the greater for having
so deceived me."
The flame in Astra's eyes was kindling brightly now,
and her breath came quick and short; nevertheless, it was
in a tone of the coldest and quietest dignity that she
answered;—
"I am not quick at reading riddles—be so good as to
tell me, plainly, what you mean."
"As plainly as the subject allows," returned Doctor
Remy, in a tone that was in itself a taunt. "I mean that
the names of Astra Lyte and Bergan Arling are ringing
together from one end of the town to the other, in a way
which, it may readily be believed, is not pleasant to my
ears. It is confidently asserted—and believed—that a secret
engagement exists between them. That is to say; the lady
has long admitted the gentleman to a degree of daily
intimacy and familiarity, which she could not with propriety
have accorded to any other than her promised husband;—some
say, not even to him. Mr. Arling has been observed
to be in her studio for hours together; he has been seen
strolling with her in the outskirts of the town; the twain
have been noticed talking earnestly together in that
out-of-the-way spot known as the oak amphitheatre. On all these
occasions the lady has been observed to be so much the
more demonstrative of the two, as to give rise to the
suspicion that the gentleman's sudden journey westward has
been taken, mainly, for the purpose of freeing himself from
entanglements not approved by his better judgment."
As these atrocious sentences fell, one by one, with
distinct and cutting emphasis, from Doctor Remy's lips, Astra
rose to her feet; the flush on either cheek settled into a
vivid crimson spot, in the midst of a deadly pallor; her
eyes darted fire; her lips trembled with the rush of an
indignation too tumultuous, as yet, for word or action.
Noting these signs, Doctor Remy congratulated himself
upon the successful progress of his experiment. Already,
the lioness was at bay; with a little more provocation, she
would think only of vengeance.
He resumed his statement. "At first, of course, I paid
no attention to these rumors; my ears and eyes were closed
against them by that blind, foolish trust in you, of which I
have spoken. By and by, they came thicker and faster,
and in a shape to compel my consideration. I began to
understand that the possible heir of Bergan Hall possessed
an immense advantage over the humble physician;—although
it might be well to keep a hold on the latter until
the former was secure, and his inheritance certain. By
way of two strings to the bow, there might be two secret
engagements. I commenced an investigation. I traced
the reports which I have mentioned back to their source—"
"You did!" interrupted Astra, with indignation that
she could no longer repress. "Instead of sending these
foul slanders back down the throats which invented them,
you—" She stopped, choked by her bitter sense of
indignity and wrong.
"—took the pains to verify them," rejoined Doctor
Remy, coolly finishing her sentence. "Every accusation
was established in the mouths of several witnesses.
Arling himself had spoken frankly, as well as lightly, of his
engagement, to more than one person."
"It is false, and you know it!" exclaimed Astra. "Mr. Arling
is incapable of such baseness."
"Never mind defending him," said Doctor Remy, with
a curl of the lip. "What have you to say for yourself?"
Astra walked to the door, and flung it wide open.
"I have that to say," she replied, turning upon him with
a look of ineffable scorn, and a queenly gesture of
dismissal. "Go!"
Doctor Remy stood for a moment irresolute, with an
unwonted flush of shame rising to his brow. The climax
had not only come sooner than he anticipated, but in an
unexpectedly embarrassing shape,—a shape that gave him
a sudden, startling perception of the vileness of the task
which he had set himself to do. Naturally, he was inclined
to be angry with Astra for the action to which he owed
this moment of self-recognition; yet, on the whole, it was
the most bewitching thing that he had ever seen her do.
Never had she attracted him so strongly as while she thus
stood pointing him to the door. Her free and noble
attitude, the wonderful vividness of her expression, the
maidenly dignity of her tacit refusal to descend for one moment
to his level, and discuss with him the points that he had
raised, thrilled him with involuntary admiration. It irked
him to think that he must needs give her up. Was there
really no way to keep her, and at the same time win
Bergan Hall? He sent his thoughts back over the road which
they had trodden so often, during the past fortnight, and
decided once more that the risk was too great. He must
persevere in the course upon which he had entered. Nor did a
little present mortification matter, in comparison with
hopeful progress. Astra was only helping him forward in the
way that he wished to go. How easily the affections and
passions of others became the puppets of his will!
Nevertheless, it was not without a softened, almost
regretful, tone that he finally said,—"If I go, Astra, you
understand that our engagement is at an end."
"Our engagement!" repeated Astra, looking at him
with a kind of scornful amaze. "How dare you insult me
thus? I was never engaged to you,—never!"
Doctor Remy stood aghast. For one moment, he
believed that her senses were taking leave of her.
"Never!" repeated Astra, with proud emphasis. "I
was engaged," she went on, after a moment, in an altered
and tremulous tone, "to a MAN,—a calm, wise, noble
man,—not a monster, nor a piece of mechanism. I was engaged
to an earnest seeker after truth, a courageous grappler with
problems that other men shunned, an honest speaker of his
own thoughts and moulder of his own opinions,—a man
who, though he might be temporarily led astray by the
very excess of his virtues of candor, boldness, and
integrity, would be sure to come right in the end. He is
dead,—or he never lived, except in my imagination,—requiescat
in pace. But to you,—a body without a soul, an intellect
without a heart, a will without a faith, a kind of human
beast of prey, intent on nothing but the gratification of
his own selfish ends,—to you I was never pledged. I
would as soon have bound myself to a corpse, or a
calculating machine."
"This is plain talk, Astra," said Dr. Remy, growing
pale with anger and mortification. "If you were not a
woman, it would be easier to answer it."
"It is not only plain talk, but plain sight," replied
Astra. "The scales have fallen from my eyes; at last, I
see you as you are. The most that can be said for you, as
well as in excuse for my late infatuation (for I would not
seem altogether despicable in my own eyes), is that great
and rich capabilities have been miserably perverted, in your
person. A grand soul has somehow been strangled within
you. Some hidden canker—beginning I know not when
nor where, but to which your surgeon's knowledge ought
to have impelled you long ago to put the surgeon's
knife—has slowly eaten out everything that was sound and good,
in your moral system, and left nothing but rottenness.
And it is now too late for remedy. If it were not,—if there
were any hope that I could help to save you, by clinging to
you,—I think I have the strength and courage to do it.
As it is, I should only corrupt myself. Indeed, I fear it
will be long ere I get rid of the virus of doubt and
captiousness, which, I find, you have already introduced into
my mind; and of which that figure" (she pointed to the
statue of clay) "is the legitimate outcome. You have
given a bias to my mode of thought, which has already
shaken my faith to its foundations,—and might, in time
(but for the scathing commentary of your life upon your
opinions), have destroyed it. Leave me now. We have
done with each other."
Perhaps Dr. Remy's good angel, absent from his side
for many years, hovered, at that moment, above his head,
with a wistful—almost a hopeful—face. For, at last, the
strong man was visibly affected. Some chance word of
Astra's had found a joint in his iron armor, and penetrated
to the living flesh. His lip trembled,—it may have been
with an unshaped prayer to Astra to make that effort to
save him, of which she had declared herself capable,—it
may have been with a sudden perception of the barrenness
of his life, and the valuelessness of its ends, disposing him,
for a moment, to try whether any richer realities were to be
reaped from an unselfish human affection and an unquestioning
heavenly faith.
But not thus easily and quickly was the whole bent of a
life to be changed, not thus the holding of the cords of evil
to be loosed! Suddenly, between him and Astra, rose a
vision of Bergan Hall, with its immense revenues, its
ancient and aristocratic prestige, the vast power and
influence that it would impart to capable hands, the abundant
means and leisure that it would allow for scientific pursuits.
For, if Doctor Remy lived for anything besides himself, it
was for science. He had managed to persuade himself that
the interests of the two were identical. He had embodied
his selfishness, as it were, in a theory; for the development,
confirmation, and proclamation, of which, he believed that
he desired leisure and wealth, far more than for himself;
and through which he meant to be a benefactor to his race,
as well as to wreathe his own name with undying laurels.
On the one hand, then, was this wide prospect of wealth,
freedom, usefulness, and fame; on the other, Astra, and a
life of restrictions and limitations, narrowed down to the
daily necessity of daily bread. Quickly he made his choice.
The angel spread his white wings, and flew upward,—never
to return!
Doctor Remy turned to Astra, and held out his hand.
"Let us part friends," said he.
"Not so," replied Astra; "let us part—as we are to
remain—strangers. No need to mock the sacred past with
the commonplace civilities of ordinary intercourse. The
relation that once existed between us is simply dead, not
changed into something else."
"As you will," returned Doctor Remy, after a pause.
"At least let me wish you a short mourning, and a bright
thereafter. Adieu."
He went out as he spoke, closing the door behind him.
In his excitement, he used more force than he was aware of,
and it fell to with a clangor that reverberated loudly through
the large, uncarpeted room, and jarred painfully upon Astra's
nerves. She shivered, and her eyes fell upon the clay figure.
Apparently, it was trembling with sympathetic emotion; it
even bent toward her, as if suddenly endued with life; for
one moment, the old fable of Pygmalion seemed coming
true, in her modern experience. Then, the limbs gave way,
the trunk fell forward, down went Bearer and Child
together, the faces of each giving her one last, distorted look
of malign meaning, ere they crushed into fragments on the
platform.
"It is not the only ruin that he has left behind him,"
murmured Astra to herself, with a sad and bitter smile.
In another moment, she too began to sink. The long
fever of suspense was ended; the excitement that had
carried her through the late trying interview was over; the
inevitable time of reaction and depression had come. The
thought of the terrible blank left in her heart and life, of
the woful loss of affection, faith, and hope, that she had
suffered, of the miserable waste in her past, and of the
chaotic emptiness in her future, came over her with awful
force. Slowly she sank, as if an invisible weight were
pressing her to the earth. Settling upon her knees, she
leaned her head on the ruins of her statue, and shook with
sobs of tearless agony.
She knew not how long a time went by thus; it seemed
to her to stretch its slow length over an age. But it is a
merciful provision that acute sorrow soon exhausts itself.
The mind, like the body, has beneficent limits to its power
of endurance. In due time, Astra exchanged the anguish
of wretchedness for its torpor. Her sobs died away, the
convulsive trembling of her frame ceased, she sat up and
looked around her with a face of quiet misery. Perhaps it
was a little hard, too. Her pride was coming to her aid in
bearing the burden for which, she told herself, she was
largely accountable, and must therefore struggle along
with as best she could. It was miraculously heavy, it
would tax all her strength and resolution, she saw that
plainly enough; but she forgot to look into it for any sign
of divine origin, or promise of divine help. The baleful
effect of Doctor Remy's influence still followed her,
making God an overhanging Law, instead of a surrounding
Love. She could not even read aright the lesson of her
own fragments of clay!
She was struggling up to her feet, when Mrs. Lyte
hurriedly entered, holding an open letter in her hand, and
looking both frightened and bewildered. Perhaps nothing
could have been better for either mother or daughter, at
that moment, than to see the other's troubled face. In
both countenances, there was a quick change of
expression,—something of sorrow and anxiety gone, something of
loving sympathy in its place,—as each uttered the eager
inquiry;—
"What is the matter?"
Fortunately, Astra was not obliged to answer. Mrs. Lyte
instantly discovered the fallen statue, and connected
it, though not without a degree of surprise, with her
daughter's woe-begone face. For Astra had been wont to
bear disaster with more fortitude! Still, this was the
largest work that she had yet undertaken; besides, she had
seemed so far from well, of late! Mrs. Lyte's heart
thrilled with motherly sympathy.
"I am so sorry!" she said, pityingly. "Is it an utter
ruin?"
"Utter," replied Astra, with dreary emphasis. "But
never mind about it now. What has happened to distress
you?"
Mrs. Lyte put the letter into Astra's hand. "Read
that," said she, "and see what you can make of it."
It was not without difficulty, under the pressure of her
own misery, that Astra made herself comprehend the
purport of the document before her, through the disguise of
the legal terms wherein it had duly been couched by the
lawyer employed by Major Bergan. With enlightenment,
however, strange to say, came a quick sense of relief.
Here, at least, was a necessity for action; and the trouble
which is attended by that, is never so great as one which
calls only for patient endurance. Besides, how glad would
she be to leave Berganton at this juncture, to escape at
once from its curiosity, its sympathy, or its censure, to be
spared the pain of meeting Doctor Remy's altered face,
and the irksomeness of going on with the old life, in the
old scene, after it had lost all the old color and substance.
Her face brightened so much, as she looked up from the
letter, that Mrs. Lyte gave a sigh of relief.
"Then it is not so bad as I thought," said she.
Astra's heart smote her for her selfishness. She
reflected what grief it would cause her mother to be thrust
out from the home endeared to her by so many and sacred
associations. Her face fell, and her heart sank again.
Covering her eyes with her hands, she burst into a sudden
passion of tears,—a softer agony than had shaken her
before, but still so plainly an agony disproportionate to the
occasion, that Mrs. Lyte's eyes suddenly opened to the
perception of some hitherto unsuspected sorrow. She put
her arms round her daughter, and drew her head on to her
bosom, as in the days of her childhood.
"What is it, darling?" she asked.
The soft tone, the affectionate touch, the motherly
sympathy, were irresistible. Before she well knew what she
was doing, Astra was pouring forth all her sad story.
"Oh, mother!" she moaned, as she finished, "if we
could only go away,—just for a time, at least, until I have
recovered myself a little! If we could only go at once,
too, without explanations or farewells!"
"We will, my child," returned Mrs. Lyte, soothingly,—"that
is, if I can manage it."
Then followed a long consultation.
From Astra's studio, Doctor Remy went to his office,
and devoted an hour to the task of writing a letter;
which seemed to make an unusual demand upon his
skill, either of composition or penmanship. Three different
sheets were defaced and destroyed, ere the work was
accomplished to his mind. The epistle was addressed to
Mrs. Lyte, enclosing what purported to be the amount of
an old, outlawed debt to her deceased husband; of which
the debtor, having recently met with a stroke of good
fortune, was glad to relieve his conscience. In good time,
after making a short détour, it arrived at its destination;
and played an important part in events, by furnishing
Mrs. Lyte with an opportune sum of ready money.
Five days afterward, as Major Bergan was about to
sally forth for his customary morning visit to his beloved
rice fields, a letter was put into his hands. It ran as
follows:
"DEAR MAJOR BERGAN: I duly received your notice
of foreclosure, and I thank you for the measure of
forbearance that you have hitherto exercised toward me. As you
are doubtless aware, I have no means of paying off the
mortgage, except by the sale of the property which it
covers. As I am about to leave Berganton, for a time, on
account of my daughter's health, I hereby surrender my
house and grounds into your hands, to be sold, or
otherwise disposed of, as you may deem best for our mutual
interests. If they sell for more than the amount of the
mortgage (as I hope they will), I know I may safely trust
to you, as a man of honor, and a good friend of my late
husband, to hold the balance subject to my order. You
will find the house in charge of my old and faithful servant,
Cato; whom I also venture to commend to your kind care,
until I shall be able to send for him. I cannot find it in
my heart to sell him; besides, he is too old to be of much
value, though still quite able to earn his bread, on your
plantation.
"This is not a man's way of doing business, I am well
aware; it is only a woman's way of shirking responsibility,
in matters that she does not understand. I know that my
interests are safer in your hands than in my own. As soon
as I am comfortably settled anywhere, I will let you know
my address. Till then, believe me,
"Very truly yours,
"CATHERINE LYTE."
It will be seen that this epistle was a masterpiece of
diplomacy, in its way. Though it proved Mrs. Lyte to be
a most unbusiness-like woman, it none the less evinced her
thorough knowledge of the one-sided and contradictory
character of the man with whom she had to deal. Grasping
and impracticable as Major Bergan would be sure to be,
with a surly and obstinate debtor who met him squarely
on his own ground, she believed that he would not fail to
show himself scrupulously just, and even generous, to the
woman who, without a word of reproach or remonstrance,
quietly resigned herself and her affairs into his hands, to be
dealt with according to his good pleasure.
In this conclusion, she was justified by the event. A
more astonished and disgusted man than Major Bergan,
after he had mastered the contents of her letter, it would
be hard to find. For once, even his brandy bottle was
empty of comfort. He could only partially relieve his
mind, while his horse was being saddled, by pouring forth
volley upon volley of curses; distributed, impartially, at
first, among Mrs. Lyte, Doctor Remy, his nephew, his
frightened servants, and himself. Later, his wrath began
to concentrate itself on Doctor Remy. That personage
had undoubtedly influenced him to the commission of the
act which he now stigmatized, in his most emphatic
manner, as unworthy a Bergan and a gentleman. In return, he
threatened to break every bone in the doctor's body, and
grimly consigned the fragments to a place of deposit
always much in favor with men of his habits. Finally, he
mounted his horse, and trotted rapidly toward Berganton.
His first visit was, of course, to Doctor Remy. With
the most imperturbable good humor, that gentleman listened
to the flow of his oaths and objurgations, until it had
partially exhausted itself by its own fury. He then assured
the Major that his surprise and regret at Mrs. Lyte's
departure were fully equalled by his own. The thing had been
managed so quietly and adroitly, that he had not suspected
it, until his attention had been attracted by the deserted
look of the house. At the same time, he must acknowledge
that it was only a short time since he had advised
Mrs. Lyte to try a change of air, both for herself and her
daughter; and doubtless that had had its share in influencing her
action. Besides, it was on the whole the best thing that
could do to take Miss Astra out of the way, until the
present cloud of gossip had blown over. Finally, he threw
out a suggestion that the twain had possibly gone to join
Mr. Arling.
Hereupon, Major Bergan's wrath broke out afresh. It
was not in human nature—certainly not in that particular
species of human nature represented by the Major—to hear
with equanimity that the very measure which he had taken
to prevent what he considered to be an unsuitable marriage,
had possibly availed to hasten it forward. The walls
of the doctor's office trembled with the oral thunderbolts
launched at the offenders. In due time, however, these also
subsided into the low growl of the exhausted tempest;
dying away, at last, in muttered imprecations upon that
curious turn of events—the grim humor of which the
Major was now quite capable of appreciating—which had
made him the trustee of Mrs. Lyte's affairs, and the
guardian of her interests.
To the Major's credit be it spoken, that he was incapable
of betraying the trust thus committed to him. Quitting
Doctor Remy's office, he went in search of old Cato, put
the premises in his charge during the absence of his
mistress, promised him an occasional visit of inspection (and a
sound thrashing if all was not found in complete order),
made due provision for his maintenance, and then took
himself grumblingly home, to drown the remnant of his
chagrin in the Lethean glass that had already swallowed
up so many of his better thoughts, impulses, and
characteristics.
Of course, Mrs. Lyte's departure—or flight, as it was
not infrequently termed—made the nine days' wonder of
Berganton. Some few gentle, charitable souls there were,
no doubt, who, judging their neighbor by themselves, saw
no harm either in the fact or the manner of her going. She
was ill; so was her daughter; they had neither time nor
heart for leavetakings. But there were others, wise in the
crooked ways of the human heart through much practice
therein, who scrupled not to find motives and objects for
the course of the pale-faced widow and her gifted daughter,
with which it is not necessary to stain this page. There
was the more room for this, inasmuch as Major Bergan,
partly out of consideration for Mrs. Lyte, and partly out of
shame on his own account, had taken care that the existence
of the mortgage should not transpire. Yet Mrs. Lyte
had depended upon the ultimate disclosure of this fact, to
furnish that explanation of her departure which she had
shunned to give herself, and to turn the current of popular
sympathy in her favor. In yielding to Astra's morbid
desire not only to leave the scene of her untoward love
behind, but to do it in such swift and silent wise that neither
curiosity, nor sympathy, nor malevolence, could immediately
follow them, to inflict their various torture upon her
sore heart, Mrs. Lyte had looked confidently forward to
this forthcoming justification of her step. Her old friends,
she thought, would be sure to understand the feeling that
led her to flee from the sight of the sale of her lifelong
home (it might be under the auctioneer's hammer), and to
shut off all means of communication between herself and
the painful transaction, until time had given her strength
to bear it.
Next to Major Bergan, the person who felt most aggrieved
at the fact and manner of her departure was Carice.
Astra, to be sure, had not failed to send her friend a
brief note of farewell; but it was couched in such vague
terms, owing to the confusion and distress of mind in which
it had been written, as to afford little satisfaction to the
reader. She could only gather from it that, in one way or
another, Astra's happiness was very seriously compromised;
so much so as to make a change desirable, though it were
only a change of pain. And, in Carice's present circumstances,
this was either too much or too little. The rumors
which had filled Berganton had found their way to Oakstead
also; and, for the first time in their lives, parents and
daughter were divided in sentiment, and alien in sympathy.
Mr. and Mrs. Bergan—terrified that their idolized child
should have given her heart to a man persistently held up
to view as a thin mask of outward morality over an inward
rottenness of intemperance, indebtedness, and unscrupulous
trifling with affection—could think of no better way of
correcting the mischief than by continually repeating in her
unwilling ears the various dark rumors in circulation,
together with such facts and theories as tended to confirm
them. Carice, on her part, turned from them all with the
instinctive disgust of a pure mind, and the generous faith
and confidence of a true affection. And she was right.
Trust, as long as it is in anywise possible, is the heart's
deepest wisdom, as well as its surest instinct.
Nevertheless, it was hard to find her parents arrayed
against her, with all the rest of the world. Duty, decorum,
forbade her to set up her own opinion in opposition to
theirs; often she had but to listen in silence to statements
and inferences which she could neither admit nor disprove.
She would have been glad, therefore, had Astra's note
furnished one scrap of evidence in support of her own
convictions; on the contrary, its testimony went quite the other
way. She could only neutralize its effect upon herself by
supposing that Astra had given her affections to Bergan
unsought, and was now suffering from a disappointment none
the less bitter that she had brought it upon herself. But
Carice was too delicate and generous to breathe this
suspicion aloud; at the same time she knew that it would
have no weight with minds so deeply prejudiced as those
of her parents.
Carice's worst trial was, however, her growing wonder
why nothing was heard from Bergan. His last words to
her had been a promise to write immediately, both to her
father and herself,—to the former by way of frankly
avowing his love, and asking for permission to address his
daughter; to the latter, as a necessary sequence to that
brief interview by the singing river, the thought of which
was Carice's one subject of delightful contemplation. But
no letter came, not so much as a word of regret or excuse
for necessary delay. As time dragged its slow length along,
a touching look of wistfulness, mingled with a sorrowful
patience, came into the face that had lately been so serenely
happy,—a look over which Mr. and Mrs. Bergan scarcely
knew whether most to lament or to rejoice, it was grievous
to behold it there; and yet, if Bergan would only keep
silent, she must eventually give him up!
Alas for Carice! there was no doubt whatever that
Bergan would keep silent—or seem to do so. Her parents'
minds would have been set at rest on that point, if they
could invisibly have followed Doctor Remy into the
Berganton Post Office some weeks previous, and listened to his
conversation with the pale, slight, weak-looking young
man in charge. One month before, he had so obstinately
and successfully fought death at the bedside of this young
man's newly wedded wife, as to call forth an unusual
amount of gratitude. To this fact he now alluded.
"Well, Jekyll," said he, "I have come to make trial of
that eternal gratitude which you swore to me, not long
ago."
"I am glad of it, sir," responded Jekyll, warmly.
"What can I do for you?"
"The question is rather, what will you do for me?"
returned the doctor, with marked emphasis.
"Anything, anything, that is not wrong," replied Jekyll.
"Right and wrong are relative terms," replied Doctor
Remy, quietly. "If you had understood the nature of the
drugs which I gave your wife the other night, you would
have said that I was trying to poison her;—yet, you see, I
saved her life. It is the motive which determines the
character of the act."
"Y-e-s, sir," rejoined Jekyll, considerably bewildered;
but, nevertheless, feeling quite certain that so learned a
man as Doctor Remy must understand these matters a
great deal better than he did.
"And so," continued the doctor, suavely, "what I am
about to ask you to do, is not really wrong, though it may
seem so at first sight. It is only a quiet method of averting
a great deal of trouble and scandal from a very worthy
family. Should you recognize this handwriting, if you
were to see it again?"
Jekyll looked at the paper held towards him, and
answered,—"Yes, certainly; it is—"
"Never mind whose it is," interrupted the doctor; "it
is just as well not to know anything about that. Well,
Jekyll, what I want you to do, is simply to keep a sharp
lookout for any letters, in that handwriting, which may
come to Godfrey Bergan, or his daughter, or his wife,
and hand them over to me."
Jekyll opened his eyes wide with surprise and terror.
"Good gracious!" he exclaimed, "it's a penitentiary
business!"
"Not at all," replied Doctor Remy, calmly. "In the
first place, no one will know anything about it but you and
me. In the second, you are not doing this thing for your
own advantage, but just to help me to save certain
excellent people from sore sorrow and trouble."
Jekyll did not answer, but he still looked dismayed and
unconvinced.
"If it will ease your scruples any," pursued the doctor,
after a pause, "I don't mind telling you, in confidence, that
Mr. Godfrey Bergan very much desires the suppression of
these letters, though he does not want to appear in the
matter himself. And you must admit that he has a right to
control the correspondence of his own household.
"But why does he want his own letters stopped?"
asked Jekyll.
"For the best of reasons,—he does not want to receive
them. He prefers to be able to say that he hears nothing,
and knows nothing. Therefore, you will readily understand
that nothing is to be said, or even hinted, to him. He puts
the matter in my hands, and you are responsible to me
only."
It is unnecessary to trace the conversation to the end.
Its results are already patent to the reader. Doctor Remy
was specious and plausible; Jekyll was weak and grateful;
the yielding of the pliant nature of the former to the
stronger one of the latter, could only be a question of time.
No sooner was the way made clear, by the removal of
Bergan and Astra, than Doctor Remy began to
visit assiduously at Oakstead; taking good care, at
first, that the object of these visits should seem to be
anything but Carice. He came to discuss local politics or town
hygiene with Mr. Bergan; or he sought to interest his wife
in some newly discovered object of charity. By and by, it
was a mere matter of pleasant habit, apparently, that he
stopped at Oakstead four or five times a week, as he came
and went on his professional rounds.
If Carice was absent, on these occasions, he never asked
for her; if she was present, he rarely addressed his
conversation to her; nevertheless he weighed every word, and
shaped every sentence, with artful reference to its effect
upon her ear and mind. Every resource of his tact and
skill was exhausted, in his effort to attract and keep the
attention of the fair, silent girl, sitting in the shadow, with
the drooping head, and the patient, preoccupied face.
It was long ere he could congratulate himself upon any
measure of success. The little that Carice had hitherto
known of Doctor Remy, she had intuitively disliked. She
now acknowledged that she had scarcely done him justice in
her thought; or he had changed since then. Occasionally,
in his mention of his poorer patients, there peeped out
traits of thoughtful kindness and generosity,—or something
that looked like them,—for which she would never have
given him credit. She was glad to know that he was better
than he had seemed. But here the matter ended, so far as
she was concerned. She did not care for him, personally;
she shunned his visits, as much as possible; when compelled
to be present, she oftenest sat a little apart, thinking her
own thoughts over her embroidery or her drawing, and
letting the brightest flow of his conversation pass by her
unheeded.
But so consummate a social strategist as Doctor Remy
was not thus to be baffled. One day, he took fitting
occasion to bring Bergan's name into his talk,—speaking of
him quietly and unconcernedly, as it was natural to speak
of a man with whom he had been intimately associated for
some months,—and speaking of him kindly, too, as of one
for whom he entertained a real regard. Carice turned
away her head, and tears sprang to her eyes. It was so
long since she had heard Bergan's name spoken in a
friendly tone, and unaccompanied by a disparaging
commentary! When she ventured to look at Doctor Remy, it
was with a soft, grateful expression, which he did not fail
to detect and understand. There was a certain wistfulness,
also, as of a flower which, having been refreshed by one
little drop of unexpected dew, opens its petals for more.
This, too, the doctor understood, and was too wise to
disappoint.
"By the way," said he, turning to Mr. Bergan, "perhaps
I can give you the latest news from your sister,—I
had a letter from Mr. Arling this morning."
Carice's heart gave a great leap, of mingled pleasure
and pain. At last she was to hear something;—yet,
certainly, it ought not to be in this roundabout way.
"It will be the earliest news as well as the latest,"
responded Mr. Bergan, drily; "I have heard nothing, as
yet."
"Is it possible!" exclaimed Doctor Remy, with well-feigned
surprise; "I had no idea of that. Still, severe
sickness is an engrossing guest in a house, as I often have
occasion to notice; outside friends are apt to be forgotten,
or rather ignored, except as they can be made useful.
Probably, Arling would not have written to me, if he had
not wanted something supplementary to certain medical
suggestions with which I furnished him, when he left, and
which seem to have been of use. Anyway, I am glad to
be able to tell you that the fever has passed the crisis."
"I am glad to hear it," returned Mr. Bergan, heartily
enough, yet with an evident dislike of the subject. Carice
being present, he could not forget that talking of
Mrs. Arling was the next thing to talking of her son.
Mrs. Bergan, however, was more alive to the demands
both of kinship and of courtesy. "Is our sister out of
danger, then?" she asked with interest.
"Except as there is always danger of a relapse,"
answered Doctor Remy. "Still, judging from Mr. Arling's
letter, I should say that there is good reason to hope that
his mother's convalescence will be sure and swift. In that
case, we may look for him back among us, ere long."
Mr. Bergan frowned; Carice turned away her face, that
her gladness might not be seen shining in her eyes. This,
then, was the reason why Bergan had not written to
Oakstead. At first, there had been engrossing anxiety and
fear; then, finding that he should soon be able to come and
plead his cause in person, he had not thought it wise to
commit it to the colder advocacy of a letter. There were
many advantages in a face-to-face discussion; especially
where, as he doubtless suspected, prejudice was to be met
and overcome! And he could not honorably write to her,
until he had written to her father.
Nor would she admit, even to herself, that this explanation
did not quite cover every point, that it hardly excused
Bergan for subjecting her to so long a strain of expectation
and suspense. She was so glad, poor child! to discern
even the outline of a reasonable solution of the mystery
that had so oppressed her! And, for the rest, was he not
coming soon, to make everything smooth and plain? Might
he not be here in a few days,—a week,—a fortnight,—at
farthest? Or, suppose it should be a month:—well, no
need for her heart to sink thus,—could a month ever seem
long again, in comparison with that which was just past?
Perhaps it may be well to offset the foregoing scene
with one or two veritable paragraphs from Bergan's letter:—
"The crisis of the fever, Doctor Trubie thinks, was
passed a week ago. But my mother does not rally, in the
least. We just succeed in keeping her alive—if anything
so like death can be called life—by the means which you
suggested. If she does live, we shall owe it, under God, to
you. The great obstacle to her recovery, now, is the
ulceration mentioned above; Doctor Trubie warns us that it
may terminate fatally, any day. If you have any further
suggestions to offer, I need not say how gratefully we shall
accept them.
"Can you tell me if they are all well at Oakstead? I
wrote some time ago, but have heard nothing."
The second of these paragraphs, Doctor Remy had dismissed
with a single reading and a sinister smile; but, over
the first, he had knitted his brows into their sternest,
deepest lines of thought,—the look of a man hurling all his
reserved force into the fight, and determined to wring
victory from defeat.
"She must not die!" he muttered to himself,—"that
would set Arling free too soon. The longer and slower her
convalescence, the better,—but she must not die!"
And the return mail carried back to Mrs. Arling's
bedside—where the battle seemed wellnigh over—the strong
reinforcements of Doctor Remy's science and experience, to
carry on the fight.
From all of which, it will easily be seen that Carice's
days of suspense were not yet over. Doctor Remy had
artfully lifted her a little way into the sunshine, first, as a
means of commending himself to her favor, and next, in
order that her lapse into the shadow should be the more
complete.
In the first of these objects, he was measurably successful.
Carice no longer shunned him. He was certain to see
her, soon or late, whenever he came to Oakstead. With
the current of feeling setting so strongly against Bergan,
in every other quarter, she could not afford to lose any
kindly mention of him, in this one. Though she still sat a
little apart, it was plain that she lost no word of his
conversation. Her face, as she listened, had the same look of
patient interest, with which a solitary prisoner might watch
for the flight of a bird across the small square of blue sky
which is his only prospect.
Her parents noticed the change, and rejoiced in it,
inasmuch as they did not suspect its cause. For it must be
confessed that Doctor Remy acquitted himself marvellously
well of the delicate task of mentioning Bergan in terms at
once pleasant to the daughter's ears, and void of offence to
those of the parents. He understood perfectly the art of
constructing two-sided sentences, which gave Carice the
impression that he was the young man's stanch, if
undemonstrative, friend, at the same time that Mr. and
Mrs. Bergan found in them abundant confirmation of their
prejudices.
Of course, neither party discussed these impressions
with the other. Carice, feeling the uselessness of the task,
had long since ceased to defend Bergan; her parents,
believing that his silence was operating more powerfully
against him than any arguments of theirs could do, had
ceased to attack him. Nor will it seem any paradox to say
that, while they were unspeakably glad of his omission to
write, it was, on the whole, his worst fault, in their eyes.
They resented the slight to their daughter none the less,
because it hastened the end which they ardently desired.
To have sought her love was bad enough, but to have flung
it aside so quickly, as a thing of no value, was a thousand
times worse. Godfrey Bergan gnashed his teeth, whenever
he thought of it, with an indignation for which he had no
words.
One day, Doctor Remy, to his great gratification, found
Carice alone in the library; and at once seized upon the
opportunity to speak of Bergan, in kinder and fuller strain than
he had ever yet ventured to do,—though not in a way to
suggest that he was aware of any special bond between his
listener and his subject. He described his first meeting
with the young man, and its immediate results; he sketched
various pleasant scenes and incidents that had come to pass
under Mrs. Lyte's kindly roof; and he dwelt with hearty
admiration upon Bergan's oratorical and intellectual gifts.
Carice listened like one entranced. Her joy was too
perfect to admit of any alloy, even when Doctor Remy went on
to speak of Bergan as a young man whose character was still
in process of formation, whose talents were, as yet, far in
advance of his judgment, and whose kindly impulses often
led him into error. Yet these few words, of all that had
ever been spoken disparagingly of Bergan, in her hearing,
were the only ones that had yet effected any lodgment in
her mind. So artfully thrown in, among much that was
friendly and encomiastic, as to be scarcely noticed at the
moment, the time came when these words shot up, in
Carice's memory, into manifold thorn-branches of suggestion.
At present, however, she was inexpressibly cheered by
this hour's talk on the subject that lay nearest her heart.
She greeted her parents, upon their return, with a face so
much more like that which had once been the sunshine of
their hearts, that they exchanged looks of surprise and
delight. They were looks of questioning too. Was this
pleasant change owing to Doctor Remy's influence? Was
he beginning to think of Carice, in lover's wise? Was she
beginning to turn unconsciously from the love that had
failed her, to the calm and mature affection that was
certain to stand by her? Then, by all means, let the matter
so arrange itself. Though Doctor Remy was not quite the
man whom they would have chosen for Carice, he was
infinitely better and safer than their nephew. His reputation
was fair, his talents undeniable; he was certain to win
eminence in his profession; and possibly, fame beyond it,
as a man of science. If he had seemed a little cold and
hard, hitherto, love would soften him. Who could be
otherwise than soft to Carice!
And so, Doctor Remy came and went, and unlimited
opportunities were given him to talk to Carice,—of Bergan, or
of anything else,—of which he failed not to make artful use,
with reference both to the present and the future. In due
time, she came to look upon him somewhat as Astra had
once done,—as a man more wise and calm than tender,
more just than genial, but a man to be greatly esteemed
and trusted, nevertheless; and, certainly a true, if not an
enthusiastic, friend of Bergan. Yet she never thought of
him, strange to say, as a friend to herself. Her instincts
were far too fine and clear for that. If ever, for a moment,
she felt inclined to turn to him for sympathy, she immediately
shrank back from him, as powerless to give her what
she sought. It was precisely the same feeling—though she
did not recognize it as such—with which she would have
turned away from an image in a mirror, which, during a
single illusive moment of twilight, she had mistaken for a
living form.
And the days came and went, and another month drew
nigh its close.
Carice was strolling languidly along the bank of the
creek, the heaviness of her heart easily discoverable
in her absent face and languid step. Her eyes rested
on the same stream, her ears were filled with the murmur
of the same leaves, which had witnessed her parting with
Bergan, nearly two months before, yet neither made any
distinct impression on her mind; she saw and heard but the
flow and murmur of her own troubled thoughts. She had
noticed a singular change of tone in Doctor Remy, of late,
with respect to Bergan. He no longer made the young
man the subject of free and frank conversation; if obliged
to mention him at all, he did it with a certain reserve and
caution, an air of picking and choosing his phrases, which
at first puzzled, and was now beginning to alarm, the poor
girl, already worn and nervous with the long sickness of
hope deferred.
Her fears, however, took a different direction from what
Doctor Remy had anticipated. He had intended his alteration
of manner to suggest the grave, stern reserve of a man, who,
though he had himself lost confidence in his friend, is still
honorably reluctant to injure him in the estimation of
another. But from any such suggestion, Carice's mind was
shielded by her loyal faith in her lover, as by an armor of
proof. Dr. Remy's change of manner only served to
strengthen her growing conviction that Bergan's failure
either to write, or to appear in person, could be caused by
nothing short of some great and unexpected calamity. As
her eyes followed a swift cloud-shadow from object to
object of the summer landscape, so her mind followed the
dark shade of her fears from point to point of possible ill.
Perhaps the fever, quitting his mother, had fastened upon
Bergan himself; perhaps he was ill, suffering, unconscious,
dying, even, or—the thought shook her like a sudden
blow—dead! Gasping for breath, she leaned against a friendly
tree, and closed her eyes, as if to shut out the agonizing
vision, which, nevertheless, rose but the more vividly
before her. Quickly opening them again, she saw
Doctor Remy coming toward her from the direction of the
cottage. He had espied her from the piazza, as he was
taking his leave, after having spent a half-hour with her
mother.
She was glad to see him. He could set her free from the
intolerable chafing of suspense, though it were but to hand
her over to the chill bondage of despair. He would doubtless
have done so, ere this, but for some request or warning
of her parents to the contrary. How far this might have
let him into the secret of her relations with Bergan, she
know not,—neither did she care much, just now; how far
it might avail to close his lips was a much more important
consideration,—still she believed that she could gather
something from the expression of his face, even though he
should think it right to evade her questions.
She seized upon the first opportunity, therefore, to look
him, steadily in the face, though her own flushed a little, as
she did so; and to ask, quietly,—"Have you heard
anything from my cousin Bergan lately?"
Doctor Remy's face underwent a quick change of expression,
none the less effective that it was obedient to his
will. "Yes," replied he, sombrely, "I had a letter from
him two or three days ago."
Carice could scarcely restrain a cry of joy; it was
such a relief to know that Bergan was alive, and able to
write. But her immediate perception that something was
kept back, saved her self-possession.
"And my aunt," she went on, as soon as she could,
command her voice, "is she quite recovered?"
"Yes,—that is, I inferred so."
Carice looked a little surprised. It would seem that
Bergan's letter had made no mention of his mother. "Has
the fever attacked any of the others?" she continued.
"None."
"And Bergan is quite well himself?"
"He says nothing to the contrary."
Satisfactory as were these replies, in substance, there
was a degree of dryness and brevity about them which was
far otherwise. Unwilling to quit the subject thus, Carice
ventured another query:—"Then, I suppose he may be
expected back very soon?"
Doctor Remy looked grave even to sternness. "No, I
think not."
Carice's heart sank. "Did he not say when he should
come?" asked she, anxiously.
Doctor Remy seemed to become suddenly aware that
she really had something more than a conventional interest
in the subject, and to be willing to gratify it, to the best of
his ability.
"I forget exactly what he said about it," replied he,
"but I think I have his letter in my pocket-book." He
drew forth a closely written sheet, and glanced rapidly
over it, but seemed not to find what he sought. Applying
again to the envelope, he produced a separate bit of paper.
"Ah, yes, here we have it, in this slip of a postscript," he
went on,—"'In order to'—um—um—'I think I shall
postpone my return until after Christmas.' That is all."
Carice stood as in a dream. Bergan well! Bergan
silent only to her! Bergan not coming back for three
months yet!—her mind utterly refused to receive three
such incongruous ideas. There must be some miserable
mistake,—but where? She put her hand to her brow with
a piteous gesture of perplexity and bewilderment.
Doctor Remy, meanwhile, failed not to observe the
effect of his words, though apparently thinking only of
refolding and rearranging his papers. It was precisely
what he had expected; and, feeling quite secure, for the
moment, from Carice's observation, he took occasion, as he
returned Bergan's letter to his pocket-book, to let the
postscript drop to the ground, taking care to conceal it with
his foot during the remainder of his stay, which he wisely
made short.
"Can I do anything more for you?" he asked, graciously,
as he put up his pocket-book.
Carice gave a slight start, and turned toward him, with
an inquiring look. She had heard, but she had not
understood. He repeated his question.
"No, thank you," replied Carice, letting her eyes go
back to the far, dark line of the pine forest.
"Then I must leave you. I only stopped to say good
morning and good-bye. I had already spent my few
moments of leisure with Mrs. Bergan."
He raised his hat courteously, and was gone.
Carice remained, trying her best to reduce the confusion
of her mind to order, and, especially, to discover some clue
to the mystery of Bergan's doings and intentions. She
gave up the difficult task, at last, with a weary little shake
of the head, and a smile of pity at her own helplessness.
"It is too deep for me," she said to herself, "but Bergan
will be sure to explain it all. I must just go on trusting
till he comes, or writes. He shall never be able to
say that my faith in him was conquered by the first
difficulty!"
There was something quieting and strengthening in the
mere resolve. Trust has its own special delight,—a far
subtler and sweeter thing than any satisfaction of the
understanding. Carice's face was almost bright, as she
turned to go home.
A folded paper lay directly in her path. Mechanically
she picked it up; mechanically she read it almost through,
before her mind, busy with other thoughts, began, even
vaguely, to grasp its meaning.
It ran thus:—
"P.S. I cannot understand how my foolish engagement
to Astra Lyte should have leaked out. With all
due respect for your opinion, I cannot think of fulfilling it;
indeed, I wrote to break it off immediately after coming
home. I should never have entered into it, but for a
mistaken notion that it would advance my interests in a
certain quarter. Finding that it was likely to do just the
opposite, there was nothing for it but to take the shortest
cut out of the scrape. Never fear for Astra, she does not
belong to the Ophelia order of women, she has pride and
pluck enough to carry her through a worse disappointment;
besides, hearts are never broken except in novels and plays.
I am much obliged to her for leaving Berganton, the affair
will blow over the sooner. In order to give it time to do
so, I think I shall postpone my return until after
Christmas. "Yours, B.A."
Twice did Carice read the paper's contents through,
before she began to understand what it was, and whence it
came. She had seen Bergan's handwriting a few times,
in notes addressed to her mother; and she remembered
enough of its peculiarities to recognize them in the lines
before her, as soon as her mind was able to grasp the fact
that, in this heartless production, she beheld the postscript
which she had seen in Doctor Remy's hand, and which he
had doubtless dropped accidentally, while replacing his
papers in his pocket-book. That it should have been
deliberately forged, and designedly put in her way—a sort
of moral torpedo, loaded with mischief—was a depth of
wickedness, of which, in her innocence, she could never
have conceived. She could scarcely make herself
comprehend the evil tenor of the words before her eyes. She
read them over again, with a feeling that either their form
or their purport must change, if she only studied them
carefully enough; it was impossible that she had read them
aright.
No, they would not alter. Her efforts only served to
brand them more deeply on her mind. She looked up, at
last, with a kind of wonder that the earth was still firm
under her feet, and the sky's arch entire above her head.
It would have seemed more in keeping to have beheld the
universe crashing backward into chaos.
Not that she suffered very keenly yet. She was too
much stunned to realize the extent of her wounds and
bruises. She picked herself up, as it were, after the fall
and the shock, and walked mechanically homeward. Her
strength did not give way until she found herself in her
room, shutting her door behind her, and felt what a
different being had gone out of it only a little while
before.
An hour after, Mrs. Bergan found her lying on her bed,
white and still, more like a corpse than a living, suffering
girl.
"Carice!" she cried, appalled, but not without an
intuitive perception of the truth,—"Carice, my
child! what is the matter?"
"I don't know—don't ask me," replied Carice, turning
her face to the wall.
Mrs. Bergan burst into tears, and stole softly away.
Here was a grief in which even she could only intermeddle
as a stranger. She could simply commend her child to
tenderer, wiser hands than hers.
A day or two went by, and Carice was down-stairs
again, white; still, patient; filling her old place, and doing
her old tasks, with a sad composure that was more affecting
than any abandonment of sorrow. Her woe seemed to
take the form of torpor, rather than of anguish. It was
that chill and heavy misery, that dismal realization of the
actual presence and power of evil in the world, which
never comes to us except through the sin of some cherished,
trusted friend; standing hitherto as the representative of
all that is good and true, the earthly type of the Divine
perfection. Falling, he falls not alone, but drags down
with him the supports of every earthly confidence, and even
makes the foundation of our heavenly faith to tremble.
Such grief is dumb and tearless; it coils itself round the
heart in cold, serpent-like folds, chilling the blood, and
oppressing the breath; but it makes no single, special
wound, to call forth cries and sobs of pain.
Meanwhile, the yellow fever, as foreseen long ago by
Doctor Remy, made its silent entry into Berganton. One
day a single case was reported in the outskirts of the town;
another week, and there was scarcely a threshold which it
had not crossed, either to strike or slay. The town put on
sackcloth and ashes; business was suspended, except the
business of nursing the sick and burying the dead; the
streets were deserted, except by hearses and doctors. Or,
it would be truer to say, a doctor; for Doctor Gerrish,
being unacclimated, was one of the earliest patients; and
Doctor Harris, being old and infirm, quickly sank exhausted;
so Doctor Remy was soon left to face the pestilence alone,
and multiply himself as best he could, to meet the demands
of a whole people.
Let us do him ample justice. All that an iron frame, a
steady courage, admirable executive ability, profound
medical skill, and deep scientific interest, could prompt or
do, he did. He organized and instructed a corps of nurses,
and made them do effective work; he scattered printed
suggestions and directions broadcast over the town, for
the behoof of sick and well; he was himself constantly in
the thickest of the fight, animating the workers, cheering
the sick, wellnigh raising the dead,—doing everything but
comfort the mourners, for that he had neither time nor
talent. The town rang with praises of his energy and
skill; his presence had brought back hope to many a house
whence it seemed to have flown forever, joy into many a
heart that had only made itself ready for sorrow. Even
Carice, as her private grief half-sank, for the time, under
the great wave of public calamity, was moved to a degree
of respect and admiration for the doctor, of which, two or
three weeks before, she could not have believed herself
capable. There was still a hero, and room for heroism, in
the world!
By and by, Mr. Bergan fell ill, not of the fever, but of
one of the sympathetic diseases, which often go hand in
hand with it. There were a few days of intense anxiety,
during which the wife and daughter lived, as it were, on
the words of Doctor Remy's mouth, and the look of his
eyes. After these came slow weeks of convalescence, of
exacting feebleness and irritable complaint.
It was during these that Doctor Remy spoke.
Is it necessary to describe the conflict, or designate the
result? On the one side were parental wisdom, love, and
authority, with the strong sanction of recent danger and
present feebleness; on the other, filial respect, affection,
and obedience, and a great self-distrust. For Carice
remembered that she had taken her own way before, and whither
it had led; now, ought she not to submit to the guidance
ordained of God?
October found her bound fast by a promise, held irrevocably
to a day. The outward conflict was over; but the
inward struggle, she found, was scarce begun! Under
that, she paled and wasted; sleep and appetite forsook her;
her eyes grew to have the pathetic, pleading look of a
dumb animal taken in a net. Finally, worn-out nature
took refuge in apathy that nothing seemed to disturb.
A chill November day was drawing near its close.
With the evening dusk snowflakes filled the air, and
began to whiten the swells and slopes of the Arling
farm, and lay the foundation of future drifts beside the
doorstep and under the eaves of the Arling homestead. This
structure had begun life as a log cabin, but had grown, by
the simple and natural process of adding on a room or a
wing, as fast as it was required and could be afforded, into
a large, and somewhat picturesque, cluster of roofs and
gables; beneath which there might easily be not only room
for the fullest, heartiest flow of domestic and social life,
but also means and influences to a considerable degree of
refinement and culture.
Toward it, a stout, broad-shouldered personage was
making his way, through the dusk and the snow, with a
cheery face and an energetic tread, that plainly minded
neither. Tramp, tramp, went the brisk footfalls up the
gravel walk, the bright brass knocker was made to send a
note of warning through the house, and the wayfarer
admitted himself into a lighted hall, through which he strode
to the open door of the sitting-room at the farther end.
A pleasant family picture was before him. Bergan Arling,
on one side of the crimson-covered centre-table, looked
up, smiling, from the book out of which he had been
reading aloud. Two of his sisters sat near him, busy with
crotchet needles and bright worsteds. Still another was
drawing at a side-table; and over her, giving her the
benefit of his criticism, leaned her brother Hubert, scarce two
years younger than Bergan, and so strikingly like him, that
one was often taken for the other, outside the family circle.
At one side of the fire-place sat the master of the house,
a tall, noble-looking man, with eye undimmed and hair
unfrosted by the snows of over sixty years. Opposite him
was the home's true light and centre, the house-mother.
She reclined in a large, low easy chair, the paleness on her
face half concealed by the glow of the blazing fire, and her
eyes shining with that tender joy and peace which convalescents
sometimes bring back from the edge of the grave,—a
reflection, perhaps, from the paradise that was already
opening before the gaze of the half-freed spirit.
Doctor Trubie paused for a moment in the doorway, to
master the details of the scene. He has changed but little
since he was introduced to the reader, fourteen years ago,
in his medical Alma Mater. His figure has gained in
breadth and strength, and his features in character, but it
is the same frank, genial face, and the same good-humored
smile. No one that knew him then, could fail to recognize
him now.
In a moment, he caught sight of Mrs. Arling, and
hastened toward her with outstretched hand. "I don't know
whether to congratulate or to scold you," he began, smiling,
yet shaking his head with mild disapproval.
Hubert Arling came forward to Bergan's side. "I can
settle the question for you," said he. "Congratulate her,
and scold us. We brought her down, chair and all; she
did not touch foot to the floor in the transit."
"Then I will save my scolding until it is needed. It
seems little less than miraculous to see you here," he went
on, turning to Mrs. Arling, "when I think how things
seemed to be going, a few weeks ago. It has been a hard
pull, and a long one."
"And a strong one, and a pull altogether," added Hubert
Arling, merrily, by way of arresting the tears that he
saw starting into his sisters' eyes.
"The strong pull," remarked Doctor Trubie, "came
from my medical brother, down South."
"You underrate yourself," replied Mr. Arling. "Of
what avail would Doctor Remy's suggestions have been,
without your indefatigable vigilance, and your professional
skill and knowledge to carry them out?"
"That is to say," returned Doctor Trubie, "that a good
commander-in-chief can do nothing without good generals.
At all events, Doctor Remy is a wonderfully talented
fellow. He seems to keep not only abreast of medical science,
but in advance of it. That very suggestion of his, which
proved most valuable to us, was mentioned in my last
medical review, as the latest discovery at Paris. There is
something about his bold, yet scientific mode of reasoning
which reminds me strangely of an old fellow-student. But
Doctor Remy, I hope, is a better fellow than he was. By
the way," he added, turning to Bergan, "I came near
forgetting that I have brought you a letter from him, as I
judge from the handwriting."
Bergan tore open the letter, and with an apologetic
bow to the company, began eagerly to read it. Doctor
Trubie seated himself by the table, picked up the rejected
envelope, and gave it a critical examination.
"That's what I call a good hand," said he, "a round,
clear, energetic hand, that neither tries your eyesight, nor
rouses your distrust. There is no crookedness nor meanness
in it; yet there is plenty of character; one can see, at
a glance, that the writer is bold and sagacious as well as
profound, a man of action as well as a man of science."
Bergan had finished the letter, which was short; and he
now looked up with a much amused face. "I ought to tell
you," said he, "that Doctor Remy possesses the rare
accomplishment of being able to write with either hand; he
uses the right or the left, at pleasure. But the two
handwritings are entirely distinct. That address was written
with his left hand, and so, I remember, were the
suggestions and prescriptions that I handed over to you. But
this letter was written with his right hand; see what you
can make of it," and Bergan pushed the open sheet across
the table.
The change in Doctor Trubie's face was startling.
"This!" he exclaimed, his voice trembling with excitement,
"who did you say wrote this?"
"Doctor Remy, the same man who wrote that address."
Doctor Trubie glanced back at the letter, and his eyes
lit with a strange, stern joy. "At last!" he muttered
through his set teeth.
Mrs. Arling leaned forward, and her face grew pale.
"What is it, doctor?" she asked, trembling. "What is
the matter?"
Doctor Trubie glanced at her excited face, and saw
what mischief he was doing. "Nothing," he hastened to
answer, "nothing, only an old sore pressed on suddenly.
This handwriting reminds me of one that—I never expected
to see again."
He gave the letter a long, moody look, then refolded
it, and handed it back to Bergan.
Mrs. Arling looked anxiously at her son. "Does Doctor
Remy give you any special news?" she asked.
"Not much. Uncle Godfrey is better, and the fever is
over. Business is still dull."
"Then you will not need to hurry back?"
Bergan knelt by his mother's side. "My dear mother,"
he whispered, "you know it is not for the sake of my business
that I am anxious to return, as soon as I may. I must
see Carice, and satisfy myself that nothing is amiss."
Mrs. Arling smiled, yet she sighed, too. "Ah, yes, I
remember," said she, "and you are quite right."
Doctor Trubie rose, and came to the other side of
Mrs. Arling's chair. "I am glad to see that I am not wanted
here any longer," he began, pleasantly;—
"But you are wanted," interrupted Mrs. Arling; "you
are always wanted, as a friend."
"Thank you; but I am wanted elsewhere as a physician;
so I must take my leave, for the present."
He shook hands with Mrs. Arling, and gave Bergan a
meaning glance, as he did so. The young man rose. "I
will walk a little way with you, if you like," said he. "I
have a boyish delight in the first snow, and I did not see
any last winter, you remember."
The two gentlemen were hardly outside the gate, before
Doctor Trubie asked;—"What do you know of this
Doctor Remy's antecedents?"
Bergan narrated the facts which he had gathered, from
time to time, from Doctor Remy's conversation.
"So, he would have us believe," said Doctor Trubie,
contemptuously, "that he transformed himself from a poor
lawyer into a scientific physician, in a year and a half, by
the help of a friendly doctor, and a course of lectures!
There is falsehood on the face of it."
"He had a genius for the study," replied Bergan.
"Aye, I'll warrant! that is the saving grain of truth in
the whole story. Do you remember the circumstances of
your elder brother's death?"
"Not very distinctly. I was so young, at the time;
and then, you know, mother could never bear to hear any
allusion to them."
"You know that he was murdered?"
Bergan looked surprised. "I know there was talk of
suicide," said he, "but I thought it was decided that he
was poisoned by mistake."
"He was murdered," asserted Doctor Trubie, getting
his teeth, "foully murdered by the man who professed to
be his friend,—a man who wrote a hand as much like this
Doctor Remy's as one side of your face is like the other. I
charged him with it, at the time, and I have always
believed that I should live to see the charge proven." And
he finished by giving a succinct account of the
circumstances attending Alec Arling's death.
Bergan listened attentively and critically, as became
his legal training. "I do not understand why the finding
of the diamond was such conclusive evidence of guilt," said
he, when the doctor paused.
"Because Roath swore, at the inquest, that he did not
touch either bottle or glass, and did not even go to that
end of the table. That was where he overreached himself;
without that, the stone in the glass would not have been
such a damning circumstance. He recognized it as such
himself;—else why did he fly?"
"Well, you may be right about the murder," said Bergan,
after a little consideration, "but I think you have
mistaken the man."
"Let us see," said Doctor Trubie. "He is about my
height?"
"Yes,—perhaps a little taller."
"He stoops a little?"
"Not at all, he is uncommonly erect."
"He has dark hair?"
"It may have been so, it is prematurely gray."
Doctor Trubie looked a little discomfited. "Give me a
sketch of his character," said he.
Bergan hesitated. It was a difficult thing to do, on the
instant. His impressions of Doctor Remy's character had
varied, as he remembered.
"On second thought," said Doctor Trubie, "I will give
you one. All of him, that is not intellect, is ice. In
religious matters, he is an utter sceptic. Socially, he is
brilliant; but he has no intimate friends, and he makes no
confidants. Men and women, to him, are subjects of study,
not objects of affection. He cares for nothing but himself
and his profession. And no one cares for him—much.
They may admire, but they cannot love."
Bergan looked considerably startled. "Your sketch
tallies well with some impressions of mine, which I did my
best to rid myself of," said he. "But Doctor Remy has
befriended me, from the first, and you yourself say that he
has been largely the means of saving my mother's life."
"He has had his own reasons for both; Edmund Roath
never did anything without a reason, and a selfish one.
Has he anything to gain by keeping you out of the way?"
"Nothing, that I can imagine."
"When do you return to Berganton?"
"Mother has consented that I shall start on Monday, if
she is no worse."
"She will be much better. Do not delay longer than
that. I will accompany you; I want to see this Doctor
Remy. Seeing is believing. But, mind, not a word of my
coming, to him or any one else. Now, go back to your
mother, or she will be alarmed. Good night."
Bergan walked back slowly and thoughtfully. Without
being fully convinced of the truth of Doctor Trubie's
suspicions, he was strangely disturbed and startled.
Reaching the gate, he turned his face south-eastward, and
gazed across the white meadows, toward the dim outline of
the distant hills. His thoughts overleaped even that far
barrier, and took an air line to Oakstead and to Carice.
Her face rose vividly before him, not, strange to say, as he
had seen it last, rosy and bright, but pale and piteous, and
gazing toward him with a look that besought sympathy
and succor, plainer than any speech. His eyes grew moist,
his breath tremulous; his heart swelled with passionate
love and longing.
"I will beg my mother to consent to my going at once,"
said he to himself. "I cannot wait another day."
The next afternoon, he was on his way to Berganton,
whither Doctor Trubie was shortly to follow him.
In those days, there was a pleasant spice of uncertainty
about Southern journeyings. Cars, steamboats, and
stages ran in happy independence of each other and
the time-table. The traveller never knew at what point of
juniper swamp, or pine barren, or cotton plantation, he
would be set down to while away some hours in botanical
or ethnological investigations, if his mind were sufficiently
at ease, or in chewing the bitter cud of impatience, if it were
not. Defective machinery and lazy officials labored mightily
together to miss connections, and wherever human inefficiency
came short, down swept a hurricane from the skies,
and strewed the roads with prostrate trunks of trees, through
which the cumbrous stage coach had literally to hew its
path.
More than one such delay attended Bergan's progress
southward. Under their teasing friction, the shadowy
anxiety with which he had set out, increased to a positive
weight of alarm. Reaching Savalla on the twelfth evening,
he stopped neither for rest nor refreshment, but looked up
a horse, flung himself into the saddle, and set off toward
Berganton at a rapid rate. Outside the city limits,
however, he was forced to slacken his pace. The night was
dark, no faintest gleam of moon or star tempered the black
obscurity of the tree-arched and swamp-bordered road.
Compelled thus to feel his way, as it were, it was near
midnight when he came upon the outlying fields of Oakstead.
Reluctantly he told himself that an interview with Carice,
to-night, was out of the question; she and all the
household were certain to be fast asleep, it was doubtful if even
the faintest outline of the darkened dwelling would be
discernible through the murky night. He had no choice but
to ride on to Berganton.
Scarcely had he reached this conclusion, when a radiant
window shone vision-like through the trees; a little farther
on, and the cottage, though yet distant, came full into view
through an opening in the forest, brilliantly illuminated
from roof to foundation as for a festivity of no ordinary
magnitude. Even the surrounding lawn was lighted up into
the semblance of day; and in its remotest corner, a group
of negroes, dancing to some strain of music inaudible to the
wondering spectator, looked fantastic enough for the
unsubstantial images of a dream.
For a moment or two, Bergan suspected his jaded senses
of playing him false, as a step preparatory to taking leave
of him altogether. There was something too incongruous
to be real, between this gay scene of festivity and the
picture presented by Doctor Remy's last letter,—a dull, silent
house, its master a feeble, exacting convalescent, its
mistress and daughter worn out with anxiety and watching.
An intuition of some unlooked-for calamity seized him.
Putting spurs to his horse, he dashed over the mile that
intervened between him and the cottage, at a scarcely less
furious rate than that with which Vic had borne him over
the same road—how well he remembered it!—just one
year ago. He did not suspect that he was now to taste the
bitterest consequences of that ride.
In a very few moments, he rode through the open gates
of Oakstead. Here, he found the avenue to the house
encumbered with teams and saddle-horses, tied to every
tree and post. The every-day aspect of these sleepy
animals was like a bucket of cold water to his excited
imagination. Strains of dancing music, too, came to his
ear,—flutes and violins, none too well played, sent forth the notes
of a popular air. Plainly, he had been a fool to connect
the thought of calamity with anything so exceedingly
common-place as an evening party. If Godfrey Bergan chose
to call in his friends and neighbors to dance over his
restoration to health, who should gainsay him? Convalescents
had their fancies, and must be humored.
In this cooler frame of mind, it naturally occurred to
Bergan that he was in no fit condition to face a festal
throng. His appearance, thus way-worn and travel-stained,
would be scarcely more timely than that of the Ancient
Mariner to the wedding guest. It would look as if he, too,
had a tale of horror to impart, and Carice might be unpleasantly
startled,—Carice, who little imagined him so near to
her! At the thought, a strange, indefinable thrill and shiver
passed over him, hard to define as either pleasure or pain.
After a moment's consideration, he dismounted, and
walked quietly round to the spot where the negroes still
kept up their lively dance. One of them, Bruno by name,
stood a little apart, a smiling spectator of the merriment
that he was too old to join. It was easy to touch him on
the shoulder, without attracting the notice of the rest.
The negro turned, and instantly recognized Bergan; but
his exclamation of surprise was cut short by the young
man's significant gesture, and he silently followed him to a
spot equi-distant between the cottage and the dancers.
"All well, Bruno?" was Bergan's first inquiry.
"All bery well, Massa Arling. You's welcome back,
sah. But I'se sorry you's too late for de weddin'."
The wedding,—the word fell almost meaninglessly on
Bergan's ear, so intent was he upon satisfying himself that
his late anxieties had been groundless. "And Miss Carice,"
he went on, "is she quite well, too?"
Bruno smiled. "Yes, massa, I 'spec so, tho' she do look
mighty pale and peaked, dese yere last weeks. But dey
mostly look so, at sich times, I s'pose. She'll be better
when de weddin's ober, an' all de fuss and flurry."
This second mention of "the wedding" penetrated to
Bergan's understanding, and awakened a faint emotion of
surprise.
"The wedding!—whose wedding?" he asked.
Bruno opened his eyes wide in astonishment. "Why,
don' you know, sah? I thought you'd come on purpose.
Miss Carice's weddin', to be sure."
It was Bergan's turn to look more than astonished,
confounded. "Miss Carice's wedding!" he repeated, as
doubting the trustworthiness of his own ears.
"Yes, sah, to Doctor Remy, sah. Dey had—"
Bruno stopped short in alarm. Bergan's face had grown
deadly pale, his blank stare was that of a man who neither
saw nor heard. For a few merciful moments, he was simply
stunned with the suddenness and severity of the shock.
Too soon his benumbed senses began to revive, he put his
hand to his head, where a dull, heavy pain was beginning to
make itself felt; mechanically he sat down on the grass,
and his breath came hard like that of a man stricken with
apoplexy.
With a delicacy not uncommon in his race, Bruno
turned his eyes away. A trusted servant of the household,
he had seen Bergan and Carice together enough to be able
to divine something of the state of the case.
Slowly, one by one, Bergan's thoughts came out of
chaos, and ranged themselves into something like order.
This, then, was the reason why Doctor Remy had so
persistently discouraged his earlier return to Berganton, and
allayed his anxiety with plausible statements respecting
Carice and her father,—that he might supplant him in her
affections. But why? It must be taken as evidence that
he had estimated the doctor's character more correctly
than he knew, that it never once occurred to him as possible
that love for Carice had been the doctor's motive; yet,
considered solely as holding the reversion of the Oakstead
estate, her hand was scarcely worth the labor and treachery
it had cost.
There was so little to reward investigation in this direction,
that Bergan's thoughts came back to his own blighted
hopes, and here he was pierced with the sharpest pain that
he had yet felt. The treachery of the doctor was as
nothing to the faithlessness of Carice. Two months,—yea, two
days ago, he would have staked all his hopes for time and
eternity on her truth. Fair and delicate as was the cast of
her beauty, and sweet and gentle as was her manner, there
had always been a certain quiet steadfastness about her,
which was one of her most potent charms. All hearts felt
intuitively that they might safely trust in her. What
subtle or powerful influence could have been brought to
bear upon her, to make her so belie herself!
He looked up. "Bruno, how long has this been going on?"
The negro did not quite understand, but made shift to
guess what was meant.
"De engagement, sah? since October, I b'lieve."
"And how long has Doctor Remy visited here?"
"Oh, a good while, 'bout eber since you went away.
But after massa was took sick, he come oftener, ob
course—ebery day, sometimes two, tree times a day. Massa got
so—'pendent on him, like, he couldn't bear to have him
out ob de house, one time."
Bergan fell into thought again. He began dimly to
understand something of the sort of pressure to which
Carice had been subjected, and the motives that had
governed her,—not that he held her exonerated, by any
means—only she was a little less culpable than she had seemed,
at first. But if she had sinned, poor child! how miserably
she would be punished! What a sterile soil, what a chill,
unfriendly climate, awaited this delicate flower, in Doctor
Remy's hands! It was as if a lily should think to root
itself in a rock, or a rose expect to bud and blossom on an
iceberg. Besides—why had he not thought of it
before?—to-morrow, perhaps, in two or three days, at farthest,
Doctor Trubie would be here, with authority, if it seemed
good to him, to take this man, her husband, into custody
as a murderer!
Bergan's was the fine, strong temperament, which rises
to the greatness of a crisis. With the necessity of action,
the chaos of his mind began to clear itself. "Bruno," he
asked, suddenly, "does—Miss Carice love this man?"
Bruno looked surprised, as well he might, at the question;
but there was something in Bergan's tone that made
him answer at once, and frankly; "I don' know,—de
servants do say she done it to please her father."
Bergan laid his hand impressively on the old negro's
shoulder. "Bruno, I must see her at once. Her happiness—more
than her happiness, the honor and peace of the
whole family—is at stake. Find some way to let her
know, quietly, that I am here, and that I must see her for
one moment. Hurry! there's no time to waste."
Bruno was so thoroughly mastered by Bergan's earnestness,
that he started swiftly toward the cottage, without a
word. As he ascended the piazza steps, however, he began
to be appalled at the difficulty of the task that he had
undertaken. Looking into the window, he saw Carice standing
at the farther end of the long parlor, with her bridesmaids
clustered around her. He could neither get at her, nor she
escape, without challenging a good deal of wondering
observation. While he stood hesitating, Godfrey Bergan came
out into the hall, and caught sight of his troubled face.
"Well, Bruno, what do you want?"
"I—jes' wanted to speak to Miss Carice," stammered
the negro.
The request was an odd one, at that moment; still,
Mr. Bergan might have been moved to grant it, as the whim of
an old and faithful servant, if the negro's disturbed face
and faltering tone had not excited his suspicions that
something unusual was on foot. "What is the matter?"
he asked. "What do you want to speak to her for?"
Bruno was wholly unprepared for this question. Vainly
he racked his brains for a plausible answer, but nothing
better rewarded his efforts than,—"I jes' wanted to speak
to her, dat's all;"—a reply so little congruous with his
frightened face and voice, that Mr. Bergan's suspicions
were confirmed. He stepped out on the piazza, and closed
the door behind him.
"How, Bruno," said he, sternly, "I want to know what
this means. Come, no shuffling; tell the truth."
Bruno's self-possession gave way entirely. "I—I—I—it's
only Mr. Arling."
Mr. Bergan started. "My nephew, Bergan Arling, do
you mean?"
"Yes, massa."
"What—where?"
"Out dar, under de larches, massa."
"And he—he dared to ask for my daughter?"
Mr. Bergan's voice shook with anger. Bruno tried to
explain, not very coherently.
"He didn't mean no harm, massa, I'se sartain. He said
her happiness and all you'se happiness, was at de stake."
"Did he!" muttered Mr. Bergan, scornfully. "Hark
you, Bruno, not a word of this to anybody—to anybody,
mind you! Now, go back to your dance,—I'll see Mr. Arling."
Bergan's impatience had brought him from under the
larches to a point commanding a view of the path to the
cottage. He was both surprised and disappointed to see
his uncle instead of Carice; nevertheless, he came frankly
forward to meet him, holding out his hand.
Mr. Bergan took no notice of the friendly offer. "How
dare you show yourself here?" he began, his voice
quivering with rage. "How dare you insult my daughter with
your presence, at this time? Have you not done harm
enough already?"
"Uncle," replied Bergan, gently, "I know not what
you mean. I have never harmed Carice, that I know of,
and now I came here to save her, if it be not too late.
Oh! uncle"—and here his calmness began to fail him, and
his voice grew eager—"do not, do not let this marriage
proceed,—at least, not until you have heard my story, and
have satisfied yourself of the real character of this Doctor
Remy!"
"What have you to say against his character?" demanded
Mr. Bergan, icily.
Bergan felt the full disadvantage of his position. It
was a heavy charge that he had to make against a man of
Doctor Remy's standing, without documents or witnesses,
nothing to substantiate it but his single assertion.
Besides, to say truth, there was nothing to allege against
Doctor Remy but Doctor Trubie's suspicions. He hesitated,
and his hesitation was not lost upon his uncle;
neither was the want of assurance with which he finally
spoke.
"Uncle, there is great reason to believe—or, at least to
suspect—that Doctor Remy is a—murderer,—the murderer
of my brother Alec."
Godfrey Bergan stood in silent scorn. The accusation
struck him as too extravagant, too baseless, to be seriously
discussed. His nephew must be drunk, or mad, to make
it. And, now that he looked at him more narrowly, his
face was haggard and his dress disordered enough to befit
either condition.
Bergan saw the impression that he had made, and a
cold, sick despair crept over him. "I beg of you, uncle,"
he exclaimed, vehemently, "as you value your own future
peace of mind, put a stop to this unhappy business, ere it be
too late."
"It is too late now," said Mr. Bergan, impatiently,
"Carice is already married."
"Must she, therefore, be left in the hands of a murderer?
Save her, at least, from further contamination. If you will
do nothing else, call her, and let her decide the matter for
herself."
"Impossible," answered Mr. Bergan, decidedly. "Carice
has already borne and suffered too much; her nerves are in
an exceedingly sensitive state; this story would kill her, I
verily believe. If you really have her happiness at heart,
go away quietly, and leave her to the care of the husband
she has chosen."
"Chosen?" repeated Bergan, bitterly,—"has she chosen
him, or has she only been forced to wed him?"
Godfrey Bergan's eyes lit. "You forget to whom you
are speaking," said he, coldly. "Enough of this, my
patience is exhausted. I have listened to your drivel longer
than it deserves. The quicker you take your leave, the
better."
Bergan drew himself up haughtily, and his eyes flashed
back an answering flame. "My patience is also exhausted,"
said he. "I have begged and pleaded long enough. I tell
you now, uncle, that I will not go, until I have seen Carice,
if I seek her out among the wedding guests."
Godfrey Bergan set his teeth hard. "Will not?" he
repeated angrily. "Will not! I will have you to understand,
young man, that there is neither will, nor will not, on
these premises, but mine. On my soul, if you do not go,
and quickly, I will call my servants, and have you put off
from the place as a drunkard and a vagabond."
At this threat, the hereditary temper, scotched in Bergan's
heart, but not yet killed, reared its evil head aloft,
and sent its deadly poison burning through all his veins.
"Call them," he retorted, in a voice deep and low as
a distant thunder peal, and lifting his clenched hand on
high,—"call them, if it so pleases you! Their blood be on
your head, not mine."
Godfrey Bergan was no coward, yet he might well
stand aghast at the unexpected fury of the tempest that he
had evoked. Moreover, to put his threat in execution,
he now saw, to court that publicity which he specially
desired to avoid. He stood irresolute, questioning within
himself how best to deal with the emergency.
He was saved the trouble of a decision. While he still
hesitated, Bergan's hand fell by his side, his eyes softened,
and a spasm of anguish passed over his face. "God forgive
me!" he murmured, shudderingly,—"I, too, was a
murderer—in heart!"
He bowed his head on his hands. Woful was the inner
conflict. Within his soul, the "black Bergan temper" was
gasping out its last venomous breath, with the clutch of a
firm hand on its throat. Agonizing were its death-throes.
They ceased at last. It would never trouble him more.
Godfrey Bergan, standing by, saw something of the
struggle, yet did not understand it in the least. "A drunkard's
aimless wrath!" he said to himself,—"quenched in its
own fury."
So carelessly does the world construe the deeper
soul-conflicts that come under its observation!
Bergan lifted his head, and his face was ashy pale.
"I go, uncle," said he, hoarsely, "since that is your wish.
In all that I have said, though said never so unwisely, I
assure you that I have had only Carice's happiness at heart;
and I pray God that you may not have cause to rue it, to
your dying day, that you did not listen to me!"
He turned and plunged into the darkness, not knowing
whither he went.
Godfrey Bergan stood motionless for some
minutes. His nephew's persistency had irritated his
nerves, if it had not convinced his understanding.
Nor was he altogether unimpressed by the solemnity of
the young man's parting words. Though he had not
condescended to state the fact to Bergan, it was still
true that he had exacted what he considered to be
very complete and satisfactory evidence, touching the
correctness of Doctor Remy's antecedents, before giving
him his daughter. Yet it was only after he had
recapitulated this evidence to himself, point by point, and
had also taken into account the doctor's late brilliant
achievements, present high standing, and promising prospects
for the future, that he could rid himself of a certain
chill weight of responsibility, which seemed somehow to
have been flung upon his shoulders by Bergan's last
sentence.
On entering the cottage, he met Carice in the hall,
encircled by her bridesmaids. He was half pleased, half
startled to see that the singular listlessness, amounting to
a degree of apathy, which had characterized her for some
weeks, had given place to a certain tremulous agitation.
A round red spot burned on either cheek, where of late the
bloom had been both rare and faint; and her eyes were
bright and wistful almost to wildness. With a sudden
impulse of tenderness, he put his arms round her, and pressed
her to his heart.
"Father," she whispered, with her lips close to his ear,
"am I dreaming or mad? I have heard a voice in the
air—Bergan's voice. I was standing by the window, and
I heard it distinctly,—no words, only tones,—pleading,
pleading, until I thought they would break my heart.
Then all at once, they changed to anger,—fierce, bitter
anger! And they ended in despair! Father, what could
it mean!"
"My child," said Godfrey Bergan, after a pause, and
there was a perceptible tremor in his voice, "you are very
weak and nervous, and these wedding gayeties have been
too much for you. Go to rest, and sleep away your
fatigues and your fancies together; joy cometh in the
morning. The wife of Felix Remy will hear no voices in the
air. Good-night."
He unclasped his arms, and her bridesmaids, again
clustering round her, led her upstairs in triumph.
But no sooner had they freed her from her bridal
garniture,—the veil's soft mistiness, the robe's heavy, satiny
folds, the fragrant orange blossoms, already beginning to
fade!—than she put them gently aside.
"Bid me good-night, now," she said, with quiet
decision. "I am very tired, and I want to be alone for
awhile. Rosa will do the rest."
There was something in her tone which forbade remonstrance;
quickly the door shut out the fresh, young faces,
and snowy, fluttering robes.
Was she, as she had desired to be, alone?
Alas! no. The image evoked by that "voice in the
air," had followed her across the threshold, and still faced
her with sad, upbraiding eyes. Instinctively, she threw
herself upon her knees to exorcise it by the spell of prayer.
Though no intelligible word might come to her trembling
lips, though not a coherent thought might shape itself in
her dizzy brain, she was, nevertheless, prostrate at the foot
of the cross, and the Saviour would understand!
And so—let us not presume to doubt it—He did, and,
moreover, answered. But the ways of Providence are
utterly inscrutable; and the answer came in no shape that
would have been likely to present itself to her mind, had
she been capable of definite thought. She rose from her
knees but little comforted.
For the delirious disquietude that had taken possession
of her, had its physical, not less than its mental, side. The
long overstraining of the delicate nerves, the long overburdening
of the heart that knew its own bitterness, were fast
reaching the point beyond which must needs come fever,
or insanity, or death. Nature—often the wisest of physicians,
when left to herself—had sought to work restoration
by means of the apathy aforementioned, wrapping her
mind and heart as with quilted armor; but the events of
this night had pierced quite through the soft sheathing,
and set every nerve quivering with pain. Unable to
remain long in one position, she soon began to pace restlessly
up and down the room. She was dimly aware that Rosa
had come in, and was waiting her commands; but she
never once looked to see with what a disturbed and
doubtful face the young negress was regarding her.
Getting weary, at last, of her monotonous march to and
fro, she went to the window, and leaned out to bathe her
fevered temples in the cool night air. Suddenly she cried
out;—
"Rosa, see! Is not that a light in the old Hall?"
"Yes, Miss Carice, it's just that," answered Rosa,
impressively. "It's in Mr. Arling's room. He's here."
"Here!" Carice started, and turned round with eager,
expectant eyes.
"No, no," Rosa hastened to say, "not here,—at least,
not now."
"Not now," repeated Carice, wonderingly. "When
was he here, then?"
Rosa hesitated for an instant, and then flung herself at
her mistress's feet. "I will tell you," she cried,
vehemently,—"master may kill me, if he likes, but I will tell
you! Mr. Arling was here not much more than half an
hour ago."
Carice smiled,—a strange, wan smile, with no spirit of
mirthfulness in it, but something of gentle triumph, as
well as relief. "It was no fancy, then," she murmured,
softly.
Rosa went on. "I was walking down by the river—with
Tom, you know—when I thought it must be getting
late, and you might want me, and so I took the short cut
through the larches. And who should I see standing there
but Mr. Arling, and your father coming to meet him! So
I slipped back behind the trees, meaning to come round
the other way; but I caught a few words, and then I
listened;—I couldn't help it, Miss Carice, if I'd died for it.
For Mr. Arling began to beg and plead that your father
wouldn't let your wedding go on, if he cared anything
about your happiness. He said there was something dreadful
against Doctor Remy,—oh! Miss Carice, I don't like to
say it, but I think you ought to know,—he said he was
a"—sinking her voice almost to a whisper—"a murderer."
Carice's eyes dilated with horror. "A murderer!" she
gasped,—"oh! no, no, Rosa; you could not have heard
him right!"
"Indeed I did," rejoined Rosa, firmly. "That's the
very word he used,—more than once, too. At least, he said
there was great reason to believe so; and he begged your
father to wait until he could make sure about it. Oh! Miss
Carice, I never did like Doctor Remy, but I always liked
Mr. Arling, and I don't believe he'd say a word that wasn't
true. Do pray wait, as he said, until you can find out the
whole truth, before you have anything more to say to the
doctor. Lock your door, and say you're sick—I'm sure
you look as if you might be—and I'll promise to keep him
out, if he were ten Doctor Remys."
And Rosa set her teeth and clenched her hands, in a
way that promised much for her valor in the cause of her
young mistress.
Carice put her hand to her brow, and tried to think,
but merely succeeded in bewildering herself with images
of horror. That frightful word, murderer, continually
sounded in her ears, to the effectual hindrance of anything
like connected thought. Only one idea presented itself to
her confused brain with even tolerable distinctness,—Bergan
was near, Bergan was in possession of knowledge that
might yet relieve her, to some extent, from a burden too
heavy to be borne,—a burden which she ought never to
have consented to take upon herself, nor ever would have
done, had she not first been bound fast with a torpor that
benumbed both feeling and will. Still, having so consented,
she would have tried, but for Rosa's terrible revelation, to
endure it patiently. Now, it seemed to her, this was no
longer possible.
Again she fixed her eyes upon the gleaming light from
the old Hall; the only star of hope or suggestion that had
yet risen upon her darkness. What could she do, in her
mortal terror and bewilderment, but follow it?
"Rosa," she said, suddenly, "I am going to the Hall.
I must see Bergan, and hear what he has to say; then I can
decide what it is right to do."
"And so I would," rejoined Rosa, approvingly. "Just
let me slip this dark wrapper on you, and wind this scarf
round your head, and well over your face,—so;—why,
your own father wouldn't know you, if he were to meet
you! Now, we'll be off."
Carice hesitated. "No, Rosa, that will never do; our
absence would be quickly discovered. You must stay and
keep the door."
"But, Miss Carice, you can't go alone!"
"I can, and must. It is the only way to prevent
discovery. Remember, no one is to be let in, upon any
consideration, until I return."
"Let me alone for that," responded Rosa, emphatically.
And having seen Carice safely down the steps from the
upper piazza, and watched her light form till it was lost
among the trees, Rosa returned to mount guard over the
door of the deserted chamber.
Godfrey Bergan had been unaccountably shaken by
that brief meeting and parting with his daughter, in the
hall. Watching her slender form as it toiled up the staircase,
with the languid step that betrays a heavy or a reluctant
heart, he sighed to think with what a graceful alacrity
she had used to flit upward, as if lifted on invisible wings,
her happy smile seeming to make a little illuminated space
about her, like the light which is seen irradiating angelic
forms, in old pictures. A sudden burden of despondency
fell upon his heart, whereof he understood neither the
purport, nor whether it bore reference to her or himself, but only
knew that it quite unfitted him for playing the part of a
gay and gracious host to his guests. Seeing Miss Ferrars
coming toward him, with her stereotyped smile, an impulse
of flight seized him; and hastily stepping through one of
the long windows, he soon found himself once more under
the sighing trees, which were swaying to and fro under the
first breathings of a rising wind.
The night was no longer dark. Here and there, a star
looked through the broken clouds, and lighted him to the
river's bank, down which he walked slowly; torturing
himself, as he went, with that weary after-birth of doubts and
questions, which often follows hard upon the accomplishment
of a cherished purpose. Had he done well in wedding
Carice to the doctor? Had he not done wrong in refusing to
listen to Bergan, at least with courtesy and calmness? Was
it barely possible that there could have been some small grain
of truth at the bottom of the young man's turbid story?
What was the meaning of that odd, wild look in Carice's
eyes? Had he been thrusting himself, as it were, into the
awful place of Providence, only, by reason of his human
short-sightedness, to work irremediable ruin?
At that moment, a dark, slender woman's figure hurried
past him, toward the ruined foot-bridge, which was near at
hand. "One of my brother's servants, who has stolen over
to dance with mine," he said to himself, turning idly to
watch her progress.
To his utter amazement, at the further end, he seemed
to see her cast herself deliberately into the water!
Godfrey Bergan was a practised swimmer, and, after the
first motionless moment of astonishment, he threw off his
coat, plunged into the stream, which, at this point, was
neither rapid nor deep, and swam rapidly toward the spot
where he had seen the body disappear. Here, the water
was scarcely up to his armpits; in a few moments, he had
caught the floating garments, and borne the lifeless form to
land. The heavy head fell back on his arm; the scarf
trailed away from the white features; he recognized Carice!
With a thick, muffled cry of horror, the father sank
upon his knees, not so much of devotional intent, as crushed
under the double-weight of his physical burden and mental
anguish.
"Oh, God! have mercy upon us!" he ejaculated,
brokenly,—"I have driven my child to suicide!"
Bergan Arling, on quitting his uncle, had flung
himself into the surrounding darkness, without aim,
without hope; conscious only of an intolerable
burden of grief and despair. Coming to the river, he had
mechanically strode down its bank. Mechanically, too, he
had crossed the foot-bridge, when it came in his way; and
was scarcely aware that its last rotten plank, on the Hall
end, had given away under his feet, and that he had
narrowly missed being precipitated into the water. In due
time, he found himself standing before the deserted mansion,
looking up to its dark front with eyes just beginning to be
capable of intelligent vision, and acknowledging to himself
that, though his path had been but blindly chosen, it had
brought him to a fitting goal.
"A ruined home, and a ruined life," he murmured,
with a kind of bitter mournfulness,—"they will suit each
other well!"
The door was locked, but there was a dilapidated flight
of steps leading to the rotten upper piazza, and the window
of his old room yielded readily to pressure. The lamp,
too, was in its remembered place, and, having lighted it,
he threw himself into a chair, to sum up the record of his
past life, and strike the balance.
Not that he did this consciously. Although he felt
intuitively that he had reached a turning-point in his path,
from whence its course and circumstance, if not its aim,
might well be changed, it was with the future only—the
consideration of the question what to do next—that he
purposed to occupy himself. But the sight of the familiar
room, and the ancient furniture and ornaments wherewith
he had filled it, having inevitably recalled the period of his
first occupancy, and the occasion of his sudden departure,
he could not fail to see how all his life since had seemed to
hinge on that one deplorable incident. Had he resisted
Major Bergan's will in the single particular of entering that
vile tavern, or refused, first as well as last, to drink at his
bidding, doubtless he would have lost his favor all the
same, but he would scarcely have been so completely
subjugated by his own fierce temper, he would not have
commenced his career in Berganton under such a cloud, he
would not have been left to drift in so inauspicious an
intimacy with Doctor Remy, his Uncle Godfrey would not
have become so deeply prejudiced against him,—possibly,
even, the course of his love might have run smooth, despite
the verdict of the immortal poet, nor yet have vitiated its
claim to be a "true" one. What a pregnant commentary
was all this upon that wonderful text of Mr. Islay's
memorable sermon. How tightly had he been "holden with the
cords of his sins" to a long and wearisome discipline, and
a final mystery of retribution,—a retribution involving,
alas! the innocent not less than the guilty. Poor, poor
Carice! how much easier would it be to bear his own
portion, if only hers could be remitted!
Hark! was not that a cry from the direction of the
river? He leaned out of the window, and listened attentively;
but the sound—if sound it were, and not the simple
product of his own disordered fancy—was not repeated.
Nothing was to be heard save the low sough of the rising
wind, and the melancholy voices of the trees, as one solemn
old oak-top leaned toward another, and talked mysteriously
of some woful event that it had witnessed—perhaps a
century ago, perhaps later—or recounted drearily the long
list of human sorrows and sins and retributions stored up
in its dreamy old memory. There might have been heard,
too, in its further talk, if only the ear were fine enough
that listened,—something of patience born of sorrow, and
blessedness wrenched from the hand of suffering; of lofty
hopes blossoming out of the ashes of despair, and fair, new
temples, vocal with the anthem of glory to God and good
will to man, built over and out of heaps of ruins. A few
words, too, might have been added of love—human love—as
the crowning grace and gladness of a man's life,—the
delicate carving beautifying the arches, capitals, and
pinnacles of the temple, the thick greenery softening its sharp
outlines, and the odorous blossoms rooting themselves in
its angles and hollows; but neither its strong foundations,
its majestic walls, nor the upward spring of its spire,—and
never, in any sense, the object of its rightful worship.
Perhaps Bergan heard something of all this; at any
rate, that cry from the river, whether real or imagined, had
broken the thread of his review of the past, and brought
back his mind to the question of the future. What was to
be done? Leave Berganton, of course. The place was
not wide enough to hold Carice and himself, with comfort
to either. If her marriage had been brought about in the
way that he suspected, the sight of him would scarce
conduce to her peace; while the sight of her, in her new
relation, could only cause him useless pain. Moreover, he had
seen, from the first, that Berganton afforded little scope for
talent; none whatever for ambition. And, now that his
life seemed likely to be limited to its public side, and to
have no sweet, compensating domestic one, he felt the
necessity of directing its course to some quarter where
there was room for proper expansion.
Happily, the way was open. Only a short time ago, he
had received a most favorable offer, which he still held
under consideration,—an invitation to enter into
partnership with an eminent lawyer of Savalla, beginning to
succumb to the infirmities of old age, and likely, ere long,
to surrender to him all the active business of the firm.
Nothing could suit him better. Here was scope for all his
talent, employment for all his energy. He would be near
enough to Berganton, too, for any good name that he might
win to reach thither, and clear away whatever prejudice
against him still lingered there; yet not near enough to be
necessarily brought into contact with its inhabitants.
So much for the future; what of the present?
First, he would see Mrs. Lyte and Astra, bid them farewell,
and arrange for the removal of his effects. Then he
would hasten to Savalla, to do the last kindness that it
was in his power to do for Carice, even though it would
seem to justify her father's late incredulity and contemptuous
treatment,—namely, meet Doctor Trubie, and dissuade
him from any further proceedings against Doctor Remy.
There was still room for a doubt that the latter was the
murderer of Alec Arling;—let it remain forever a doubt!
No weapon should be lifted against him, that must needs
fall most heavily upon Carice!
It was gray dawn when this conclusion was reached.
The stars were fading from the sky, as a hint that it was
time to extinguish his lamp. The East showed a broad rim
of light,—only a silver one now, but with some mystic
intimation of the gold to which it would soon be transmuted.
Was any similar change beginning to show itself in
Bergan's heart?
If so, he was in nowise conscious of it. His mind having
attained to a comparative degree of composure, his body
began to press its claims upon him with some pertinacity. It
was twenty-four hours since he had taken food, and nearly
double that time since he had slept; this, too, on the end
of a long, tedious journey, and while undergoing sore anxiety
and distress of mind. No wonder that his head was aching
furiously at the temples, and seemed to have a ponderous
weight on top, nor that he had a sensation of dizziness at
times, while a blinding mist came before his eyes.
He prepared to leave Bergan Hall. That, too, was to be
henceforth, so far as he was concerned, a thing of the past.
It had given him needful solitude and shelter, in his hour
of deep despair; it had been the fittest possible place
wherein to take leave of the old life and its shattered hope; but
for the new, it had nothing to offer,—except, perhaps, a
warning. The stream of active, expansive, beneficent life
must forever flow away from its faded splendor, its
crumbling massiveness, its dusty traditions and aristocratic
genealogies, and its corrupt feudal laws and customs, as well as
from that moral ruin, its selfish, tyrannic, besotted master.
Together, they might well be likened to a half-buried,
decomposing corpse; showing still, through the overspreading
mould and fungi, some faint trace of its former grace and
nobility of shape and feature, but chiefly impressing the
spectator with the carelessness of its exposure and the
unsightliness of its decay.
And yet, how strong a hold, after all, had both master
and mansion upon his heart! Some time, surely, when he
should have won fame and fortune enough to be above all
suspicion of self-seeking, he might come back to visit them,
and see what could be done for both.
With this thought in his mind, he was about to quit the
room as he had entered it, by the window, when a light
knock on the door arrested his attention. Almost
immediately, Rue entered, and bade him good morning.
"How did you know I was here?" was Bergan's first
startled inquiry.
"I heard you when you came," she answered, quietly,
"and I knew your step. I always spend this night in the
old house; it is the anniversary of your mother's wedding;
and she comes back to me in all her youth and beauty,
and the rooms light up, and flowers sweeten the air, and
there is music and dancing, and the sound of gay young
voices; and then, all goes out, and I remember that earth
grows dim as heaven draws near. Yes, Master Bergan, I
heard you when you came, and I should have come to you
at once, only that there was something in your step which
told me you came with a heavy heart, and would not like
to be disturbed. It is lighter now?"
"A little, maumer; though it is heavy enough yet."
"And nothing will lighten it but time,—and that
means the Lord, for time is the Lord's servant, and does
His will."
"You know, then,"—began Bergan, and stopped, unable
to finish the sentence.
"I know much, Master Bergan; more than you think.
Many voices come to whisper in the old blind woman's ear."
"Do you know," asked Bergan, suddenly, "why Doctor
Remy has married Carice?"
"Certainly,—to make himself master of Bergan Hall.
The more fool he! Rue could have told him it was written
on the stars that it should have another and a better
master; and the stars do not lie. But I am sorry for Miss
Carice; I would have saved her if I could, but there the
stars were silent."
"I could have helped the stars in that matter, if I had
known," thought Bergan. But he only asked, doubtfully;—"How
should Doctor Remy expect to get the Hall by
marrying Carice?"
"Because your Uncle Harry has made his will, giving
it to her. Never doubt me, Master Bergan, I know what
I am talking of; and when I tell you that you shall yet
own Bergan Hall, and all the gold that is hidden in it, and
every foot of land that belongs to it, you may believe it as
implicitly as if it were written in your Bible."
Bergan shook his head; the Hall had ceased to have
any value in his eyes, as a possession of his own, or any
place in the future that he proposed to himself. Apparently,
Rue understood his silence as well as if he had
spoken, for she did not press the subject.
She next inquired into his plans, and he explained them
to her, as far as they concerned himself.
"It is well," she said, after a moment of reflection.
"You could not stay here, of course,—you would be eating
your heart out in this dull place. Do your duty in the
path that lies so straight before you, and trust God for the
rest."
As he quitted the old Hall it occurred to him how
strangely events were repeating themselves. Once more,
Rue stood in the doorway, in the gray light of the dawn,
and promised him its future ownership; once more, he took
the road to Berganton, leaving behind him one phase of
his life, and entering upon a new one.
Arrived at the hotel he learned that the horse, which
he had left at Oakstead on the previous evening, had been
sent to the stables, with strict injunctions that he should
be notified accordingly, immediately on his arrival,—the
friendly act, no doubt, of old Bruno.
Here, too, he first learned the absence of Mrs. Lyte and
her family; a piece of information which he received with
much unmistakable surprise and wonder, that the landlord,
who, like most of the Berganton folk, had suspected him of
some connection with their departure, was constrained to
believe him innocent.
There being now nothing to detain him in Berganton,
he ordered his horse for an immediate return to Savalla.
First, however, he went to the breakfast-room, but found
that he was unable to eat; food was like ashes in his mouth;
the most that he could do was to swallow a cup of coffee.
That ride to Savalla remained always a horrible
nightmare in his memory. Sometimes he was riding through
the darkness of infinite space; sometimes through whirling
trees, over a road heaving as with the throes of an
earthquake, and seemingly interminable. Now and then, his
senses seemed slipping entirely from his grasp, and were
only dragged back by the convulsive effort of an iron will.
Reaching the office of the Pulaski House, where he was
well known, he just managed to hold them together long
enough to scratch a few lines on a sheet of paper, and give
directions for its delivery. Then, with a wan smile of
relief, he relaxed his hold, and let them slide swiftly away
into oblivion.
Two days later, Doctor Trubie, arriving at the same
hotel, according to previous agreement, was met by the
information that Mr. Arling was lying dangerously ill with
that fever which guards, like a flaming sword, the gates of
the sunny South; and the letter was put into his hands.
Tearing it open, he read:—
"I charge you, by everything that is sacred, to take no
further step in the business that brings you here, until I
recover, and we can consult together; and, if I die, I
charge you, as you would have me rest quietly in my
grave, to take none at all. BERGAN."
Doctor Trubie flung down the letter with a most disgusted
face. "To think that Roath should escape me thus!"
he exclaimed, discontentedly. "That is, to be sure, if
Bergan does not recover. He shall recover!"
Upstairs he sprang, two steps at a time. But, once in
Bergan's chamber, his heart failed him. The patient lay
in a stupor that seemed very near of kin to death. Two
physicians stood by the bed, and the first words that met
his ear were,—"No hope."