I do remember an apothecary,—
And hereabouts he dwells.
Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet.
Bernard’s affection was as
strong as his aversion had been. Poor little boy, no one
had been accustomed enough to sickly children, or indeed to
children at all, to know how to make him happy or even
comfortable, and his life had been sad and suffering ever since
the blight that had fallen on him, through either the evil eye of
Nan the witch, or through his fall into a freezing stream.
His brother, a great strong lad, had teased and bullied him; his
father, though not actually unkind except when wearied by his
fretfulness, held him as a miserable failure, scarcely worth
rearing; his mother, though her pride was in her elder son, and
the only softness in her heart for the little one, had been so
rugged and violent a woman all the years of her life, and had so
despised all gentler habits of civilisation, that she really did
not know how to be tender to the child who was really her
darling. Her infants had been nursed in the cottages, and
not returned to the castle till they were old enough to rough
it—indeed they were soon sent off to be bred up
elsewhere. Some failure in health, too, made it harder for
her to be patient with an ailing child, and her love was apt to
take the form of anger with his petulance or even with his
suffering, or else of fierce battles with her husband in his
defence.
The comfort would have been in burning Crooked Nan, but that
beldame had disposed of herself out of reach, though Lady
Whitburn still cherished the hope of forcing the Gilsland Dacres
or the Percies to yield the woman up. Failing this, the boy
had been shown to a travelling friar, who had promised cure
through the relics he carried about; but Bernard had only
screamed at him, and had been none the better.
And now the little fellow had got over the first shock, he
found that “Grisly,” as he still called her, but only
as an affectionate abbreviation, was the only person who could
relieve his pain, or amuse him, in the whole castle; and he was
incessantly hanging on her. She must put him to bed and
sing lullabies to him, she must rub his limbs when they ached
with rheumatic pains; hers was the only hand which might touch
the sores that continually broke out, and he would sit for long
spaces on her lap, sometimes stroking down the scar and pitying
it with “Poor Grisly; when I am a man, I will throw down my
glove, and fight with that lad, and kill him.”
“O nay, nay, Bernard; he never meant to do me
evil. He is a fair, brave, good boy.”
“He scorned and ran away from you. He is mansworn
and recreant,” persisted Bernard. “Rob and I
will make him say that you are the fairest of ladies.”
“O nay, nay. That he could not.”
“But you are, you are—on this side—mine own
Grisly,” cried Bernard, whose experiences of fair ladies
had not been extensive, and who curled himself on her lap, giving
unspeakable rest and joy to her weary, yearning spirit, as she
pressed him to her breast. “Now, a story, a
story,” he entreated, and she was rich in tales from
Scripture history and legends of the Saints, or she would sing
her sweet monastic hymns and chants, as he nestled in her
lap.
The mother had fits of jealousy at the exclusive preference,
and now and then would rail at Grisell for cosseting the bairn
and keeping him a helpless baby; or at Bernard for leaving his
mother for this ill-favoured, useless sister, and would even
snatch away the boy, and declare that she wanted no one to deal
with him save herself; but Bernard had a will of his own, and
screamed for his Grisly, throwing himself about in such a manner
that Lady Whitburn was forced to submit, and quite to the alarm
of her daughter, on one of these occasions she actually burst
into a flood of tears, sobbing loud and without restraint.
Indeed, though she hotly declared that she ailed nothing, there
was a lassitude about her that made it a relief to have the care
of Bernard taken off her hands; and the Baron’s grumbling
at disturbed nights made the removal of Bernard’s bed to
his sister’s room generally acceptable.
Once, when Grisell was found to have taught both him and Thora
the English version of the Lord’s Prayer and Creed, and
moreover to be telling him the story of the Gospel, there came,
no one knew from where, an accusation which made her father tramp
up and say, “Mark you, wench, I’ll have no Lollards
here.”
“Lollards, sir; I never saw a Lollard!” said
Grisell trembling.
“Where, then, didst learn all this, making holy things
common?”
“We all learnt it at Wilton, sir, from the reverend
mothers and the holy father.”
The Baron was fairly satisfied, and muttered that if the bairn
was fit only for a shaveling, it might be all right.
Poor child, would he ever be fit for that or any occupation of
manhood? However, Grisell had won permission to compound
broths, cakes, and possets for him, over the hall fire, for the
cook and his wife would not endure her approach to their domain,
and with great reluctance allowed her the materials.
Bernard watched her operations with intense delight and
amusement, and tasted with a sense of triumph and appetite,
calling on his mother to taste likewise; and she, on whose palate
semi-raw or over-roasted joints had begun to pall, allowed that
the nuns had taught Grisell something.
And thus as time went on Grisell led no unhappy life.
Every one around was used to her scars, and took no notice of
them, and there was nothing to bring the thought before her,
except now and then when a fishwife’s baby, brought to her
for cure, would scream at her. She never went beyond the
castle except to mass, now and then to visit a sick person, and
to seek some of the herbs of which she had learnt the use, and
then she was always attended by Thora and Ridley, who made a
great favour of going.
Bernard had given her the greater part of his heart, and she
soothed his pain, made his hours happy, and taught him the
knowledge she brought from the convent. Her affections were
with him, and though her mother could scarcely be said to love
her, she tolerated and depended more and more on the daughter who
alone could give her more help or solace.
That was Grisell’s second victory, when she was actually
asked to compound a warm, relishing, hot bowl for her father when
be was caught in a storm and came in drenched and weary.
She wanted to try on her little brother the effect of one of
Sister Avice’s ointments, which she thought more likely to
be efficacious than melted mutton fat, mixed with pounded worms,
scrapings from the church bells, and boiled seaweed, but some of
her ingredients were out of reach, unless they were attainable at
Sunderland, and she obtained permission to ride thither under the
escort of Cuthbert Ridley, and was provided with a small
purse—the proceeds of the Baron’s dues out of the
fishermen’s sales of herrings.
She was also to purchase a warm gown and mantle for her
mother, and enough of cloth to afford winter garments for
Bernard; and a steady old pack-horse carried the bundles of yarn
to be exchanged for these commodities, since the Whitburn
household possessed no member dexterous with the old disused
loom, and the itinerant weavers did not come that way—it
was whispered because they were afraid of the fisher folk, and
got but sorry cheer from the lady.
The commissions were important, and Grisell enjoyed the two
miles’ ride along the cliffs of Roker Bay, looking up at
the curious caverns in the rock, and seeking for the very
strangely-formed stones supposed to have magic power, which fell
from the rock. In the distance beyond the river to the
southward, Ridley pointed to the tall square tower of Monks
Wearmouth Church dominating the great monastery around it, which
had once held the venerable Bede, though to both Ridley and
Grisell he was only a name of a patron saint.
The harbour formed by the mouth of the river Wear was a marvel
to Grisell, crowded as it was with low, squarely-rigged and
gaily-coloured vessels of Holland, Friesland, and Flanders, very
new sights to one best acquainted with Noah’s ark or St.
Peter’s ship in illuminations.
“Sunderland is a noted place for shipbuilding,”
said Ridley. “Moreover, these come for wool,
salt-fish, and our earth coal, and they bring us fine cloth,
linen, and stout armour. I am glad to see yonder Flemish
ensign. If luck goes well with us, I shall get a fresh pair
of gauntlets for my lord, straight from Gaunt, the place of
gloves.”
“Gant for glove,” said Grisell.
“How? You speak French. Then you may aid me
in chaffering, and I will straight to the Fleming, with whom I
may do better than with Hodge of the Lamb. How now,
here’s a shower coming up fast!”
It was so indeed; a heavy cloud had risen quickly, and was
already bursting overhead. Ridley hurried on, along a
thoroughfare across salt marshes (nowdocks), but the speed was
not enough to prevent their being drenched by a torrent of rain
and hail before they reached the tall-timbered houses of
Wearmouth.
“In good time!” cried Ridley; “here’s
the Poticary’s sign! You had best halt here at
once.”
In front of a high-roofed house with a projecting upper story,
hung a sign bearing a green serpent on a red ground, over a
stall, open to the street, which the owner was sheltering with a
deep canvas awning.
“Hola, Master Lambert Groats,” called
Ridley. “Here’s the young demoiselle of
Whitburn would have some dealings with you.”
Jumping off his horse, he helped Grisell to dismount just as a
small, keen-faced, elderly man in dark gown came forward, doffing
his green velvet cap, and hoping the young lady would take
shelter in his poor house.
Grisell, glancing round the little booth, was aware of sundry
marvellous curiosities hanging round, such as a dried crocodile,
the shells of tortoises, of sea-urchins and crabs, all to her
eyes most strange and weird; but Master Lambert was begging her
to hasten in at once to his dwelling-room beyond, and let his
wife dry her clothes, and at once there came forward a plump,
smooth, pleasant-looking personage, greatly his junior, dressed
in a tight gold-edged cap over her fair hair, a dark skirt, black
bodice, bright apron, and white sleeves, curtseying low, but
making signs to invite the newcomers to the fire on the
hearth. “My housewife is stone deaf,” explained
their host, “and she knows no tongue save her own, and the
unspoken language of courtesy, but she is rejoiced to welcome the
demoiselle. Ah, she is drenched! Ah, if she will
honour my poor house!”
The wife curtsied low, and by hospitable signs prayed the
demoiselle to come to the fire, and take off her wet
mantle. It was a very comfortable room, with a wide
chimney, and deep windows glazed with thick circles of glass, the
spaces between leaded around in diamond panes, through which vine
branches could dimly be seen flapping and beating in the
storm. A table stood under one with various glasses and
vessels of curious shapes, and a big book, and at the other was a
distaff, a work-basket, and other feminine gear. Shelves
with pewter dishes, and red, yellow, and striped crocks,
surrounded the walls; there was a savoury cauldron on the open
fire. It was evidently sitting-room and kitchen in one,
with offices beyond, and Grisell was at once installed in a fine
carved chair by the fire—a more comfortable seat than had
ever fallen to her share.
“Look you here, mistress,” said Ridley; “you
are in safe quarters here, and I will leave you awhile, take the
horses to the hostel, and do mine errands across the
river—’tis not fit for you—and come back to you
when the shower is over, and you can come and chaffer for your
woman’s gear.”
From the two good hosts the welcome was decided, and Grisell
was glad to have time for consultation. An Apothecary of
those days did not rise to the dignity of a leech, but was more
like the present owner of a chemist’s shop, though a
chemist then meant something much more abstruse, who studied
occult sciences, such as alchemy and astrology.
In fact, Lambert Groot, which was his real name, though
English lips had made it Groats, belonged to one of the
prosperous guilds of the great merchant city of Bruges, but he
had offended his family by his determination to marry the deaf,
and almost dumb, portionless orphan daughter of an old friend and
contemporary, and to save her from the scorn and slights of his
relatives—though she was quite as well-born as
themselves—he had migrated to England, where Wearmouth and
Sunderland had a brisk trade with the Low Countries. These
cities enjoyed the cultivation of the period, and this room,
daintily clean and fresh, seemed to Grisell more luxurious than
any she had seen since the Countess of Warwick’s. A
silver bowl of warm soup, extracted from the pot au feu,
was served to her by the Hausfrau, on a little table, spread with
a fine white cloth edged with embroidery, with an earnest gesture
begging her to partake, and a slender Venice glass of wine was
brought to her with a cake of wheaten bread. Much did
Grisell wish she could have transferred such refreshing fare to
Bernard. She ventured to ask “Master Poticary”
whether he sold “Balsam of Egypt.” He was
interested at once, and asked whether it were for her own
use.
“Nay, good master, you are thinking of my face; but that
was a burn long ago healed. It is for my poor little
brother.”
Therewith Grisell and Master Groats entered on a discussions
of symptoms, drugs, ointments, and ingredients, in which she
learnt a good deal and perhaps disclosed more of Sister
Avice’s methods than Wilton might have approved. In
the midst the sun broke out gaily after the shower, and
disclosed, beyond the window, a garden where every leaf and spray
were glittering and glorious with their own diamond drops in the
sunshine. A garden of herbs was a needful part of an
apothecary’s business, as he manufactured for himself all
of the medicaments which he did not import from foreign parts,
but this had been laid out between its high walls with all the
care, taste, and precision of the Netherlander, and Grisell
exclaimed in perfect ecstasy: “Oh, the garden, the
garden! I have seen nothing so fair and sweet since I left
Wilton.”
Master Lambert was delighted, and led her out. There is
no describing how refreshing was the sight to eyes after the
bare, dry walls of the castle, and the tossing sea which the
maiden had not yet learnt to love. Nor was the garden dull,
though meant for use. There was a well in the centre with
roses trained over it, roses of the dark old damask kind and the
dainty musk, used to be distilled for the eyes, some flowers
lingering still; there was the brown dittany or fraxinella, whose
dried blossoms are phosphoric at night; delicate pink centaury,
good for ague; purple mallows, good for wounds; leopard’s
bane with yellow blossoms; many and many more old and dear
friends of Grisell, redolent of Wilton cloister and Sister Avice;
and she ran from one to the other quite transported, and
forgetful of all the dignities of the young Lady of Whitburn,
while Lambert was delighted, and hoped she would come again when
his lilies were in bloom.
So went the time till Ridley returned, and when the price was
asked of the packet of medicaments prepared for her, Lambert
answered that the value was fully balanced by what he had learnt
from the lady. This, however, did not suit the honour of
the Dacres, and Grisell, as well as her squire, who looked
offended, insisted on leaving two gold crowns in payment.
The Vrow kissed her hand, putting into it the last sprays of
roses, which Grisell cherished in her bosom.
She was then conducted to a booth kept by a Dutchman, where
she obtained the warm winter garments that she needed for her
mother and brother, and likewise some linen, for the Lady of
Whitburn had never been housewife enough to keep up a sufficient
supply for Bernard, and Grisell was convinced that the
cleanliness which the nuns had taught her would mitigate his
troubles. With Thora to wash for her she hoped to institute
a new order of things.
Much pleased with her achievements she rode home. She
was met there by more grumbling than satisfaction. Her
father had expected more coin to send to Robert, who, like other
absent youths, called for supplies.
The yeoman who had gone with him returned, bearing a scrap of
paper with the words:—
“Mine honoured Lord and
Father—I pray you to send me Black Lightning and xvj
crowns by the hand of Ralf, and so the Saints have you in their
keeping.—Your dutiful sonne,
“Robert
Dacre.”
xvj crowns were a heavy sum in those days, and Lord Whitburn
vowed that he had never so called on his father except when he
was knighted, but those were the good old days when spoil was to
be won in France. What could Rob want of such a sum?
“Well-a-day, sir, the house of the Duke of York is no
place to stint in. The two young Earls of March and of
Rutland, as they call them, walk in red and blue and gold
bravery, and chains of jewels, even like king’s sons, and
none of the squires and pages can be behind them.”
“Black Lightning too, my best colt, when I deemed the
lad fitted out for years to come. I never sent home the
like message to my father under the last good King Henry, but
purveyed myself of a horse on the battlefield more than
once. But those good old days are over, and lads think more
of velvet and broidery than of lances and swords. Forsooth,
their coats-of-arms are good to wear on silk robes instead of
helm and shield; and as to our maids, give them their rein, and
they spend more than all the rest on women’s tawdry
gear!”
Poor Grisell! when she had bought nothing ornamental, and
nothing for herself except a few needles.
However, in spite of murmurs, the xvj crowns were raised and
sent away with Black Lightning; and as time went on Grisell
became more and more a needful person. Bernard was
stronger, and even rode out on a pony, and the fame of his
improvement brought other patients to the Lady Grisell from the
vassals, with whom she dealt as best she might, successfully or
the reverse, while her mother, as her health failed, let fall
more and more the reins of household rule.