Lady Tasker had missed her way in the Tube.
She had been on, or rather under known ground
on the Piccadilly Railway as far as Leicester Square,
but after that she had not heard, or else had forgotten,
that in order to get to Hampstead by the train into
which she had stepped she must change at Camden
Town. Or perhaps she had merely wondered what
Camden Town supposed itself to be that she should put
herself to the trouble of changing there. With the
newspaper held at arm’s length, and a little figure-8-shaped
gold glass moving slightly between her puckered
old eyes and the page, she was reading the “By the
Way” column of the “Globe.”—“All change,” called
the man at Highgate; and, still unconscious of her mistake,
Lady Tasker left the train. She was the last to
enter the lift. But for an unhurried raising of the
little locket-shaped glass as the attendant fidgeted at the
half-closed gate she might have been the first to enter
the next lift.
Only from the policeman outside Highgate Station
did she learn that she must either take the Tube back
again to Camden Town or else walk across the Heath.
Now Lady Tasker was seventy, and, with the exception
of the Zoo, a place she visited from time to time
with troops of turbulent great-nephews, the whole of
North London was a sort of Camden Town to her, that
is to say, she had no objection to its existence so long
as it wasn’t troublesome. It was half-past three when
she said as much to the Highgate policeman, who up to
that time had been an ordinary easy-going Conservative;
by five-and-twenty minutes to four she had made
of him a fuming Radical. He was saying something
about South Square and Merton Lane. Lady Tasker
addressed the bracing Highgate air in one of those expressionless
and semi-ventriloquial asides that, especially
in a mixed company, always made her ladyship
very well worth sitting next to.
“Merton Lane! Does the man suppose that conveys
anything to me?... I want to know how to get
to Hampstead, not the names of the objects of interest
on the way!”
The newly-made Radical told her that there might
be a taxi on the rank, and turned away to cuff the
ears of an urchin who was tampering with an automatic
machine. It was a wonder that Lady Tasker’s
glare, focussed through the gold-rimmed glass on a point
between his shoulder-blades, did not burn a hole in his
tunic.
Taxis at eightpence a mile, indeed, with the house
at Ludlow already full of those children of Churchill’s,
and three of Tony’s little girls eating their way through
the larder in Cromwell Gardens, and young Tommy,
Emily’s boy, who had just “pulled” his captaincy, arriving
at Southampton in the “Seringapatam” on
Saturday with another batch for her to take under her
wing! Did people suppose she was made of
money?...
The policeman’s tunic was just beginning to scorch
when Lady Tasker, dropping the glass, turned away and
set out for Hampstead on foot.
She might very well have been excused had she
omitted to return Mrs. Cosimo Pratt’s call. Indeed
she had vowed that very morning that nothing should
drag her up to Hampstead that day. But for twenty
times that Lady Tasker said “I will not,” nineteen she
repented and went, taking out the small change of her
magnanimity when she got there. And after all, she
would be killing two birds with one stone, for her niece
Dorothy also lived somewhere in this northern Great
Karroo, and unless she got these things over before the
“Seringapatam” dropped anchor on Saturday there
was no knowing when next she would have an hour to
call her own. As she turned (after a brush with a
second policeman, who summed her up quite wrongly
on the strength of her antiquated pelisse and trailing
old Victorian hat) down Merton Lane to the ponds,
she told herself again that she was a foolish old woman
to have come at all.
For the Cosimo Pratts were not bosom friends of hers.
True, they had been, until six months ago, her neighbours
at Ludlow, and for that matter she had known
young Cosimo’s people for the greater part of her life:
but she had not forgotten the hearty blackguarding the
young couple had got, any time this last two years, from
the rest of the country-side. Small wonder. What
else did they expect, after the way in which they had
made farm-labour too big for its jacket and beaters
hardly to be had for love or money? Not that Lady
Tasker herself had seen very much of their antics.
Great-nieces and nephews had kept her too busy for
that, and she was moreover wise enough not to believe
all she heard. And even were it true, that, she now
told herself, had been in the country. They would have
to behave differently now that they had let the Shropshire
house and had come to live in town. They could
hardly dance barefoot round a maypole in Hampstead,
or stage-manage the yearly Hiring-Fair for the sake of
the “Daily Speculum” photographer (as they had done
in Ludlow), or group themselves picturesquely about
the feet of the oldest inhabitant while that shocking old
reprobate with the splendid head recited (at five shillings
an hour) the stories of old, unhappy, far-off things
he had learned by heart from the booklets they had
printed at the Village Press. No: in London they
would almost certainly have to do as other people did,
and Shropshire, after its three years of social and artistic
awakening, would no doubt forget all about the
æsthetic revival and would sink back into a well-earned
rest.
It was a Thursday afternoon in September, warm for
the time of the year, and a half-day closing for the
shops. Had Lady Tasker remembered the half-holiday
she certainly would not have come. She hated crowds,
and, if you would believe her, had no illusions whatever
about the sanctity of our common nature and the
brotherhood of man. She would tell you roundly that
there was far too much aimless good-nature in the world,
and that every sob wasted over a sinner was something
taken away from the man who, if he was a sinner too,
had at least the decency to keep up appearances. And
so much for brotherhood. Great-nephewship, of course,
was another matter. Somebody had to look after all
those youngsters, and if her sister Eliza, the one at
Spurrs, went into a tantrum about every bud that was
picked in the gardens and every chair-leg that was an
inch out of its place in the house, so much the worse
for Lady Tasker, who must walk because she had something
else to do with her money than to waste it on
taxis.
She had been told by her niece Dorothy to look out
for a clump of tall willows and an ivied chimney; that
was where the Pratts lived; but Dorothy had spoken of
the approach from the Hampstead side, not from Highgate
way. Lady Tasker got lost. She was almost
dropping for want of a cup of tea, and the Heath seemed
all willows, and all the wrong ones. No policeman,
Radical or Conservative, was to be seen. Walking
across an apparently empty space, well away (as she
thought) from a horde of shouting boys, the old lady
suddenly found herself enveloped in a game of football.
This completed her exhaustion. Near by, one of
Messrs. Libertys’ carts was ascending a steep road at a
slow walk; somehow or other Lady Tasker managed to
get her hand on the tail of it; and the car gave her a
tow. She was seventy after all.
As it happened, that was her first piece of luck in a
luckless afternoon. The cart drew off to the left; Lady
Tasker trailed after it; and suddenly it stopped before
a high privet hedge with a closed green door in the
middle of it. Lady Tasker did not look for the ivied
chimney. On the door was painted in white letters
“The Witan.” She was where she wanted to be.
Ordinarily Lady Tasker would have approved of
the height of the privet hedge, which was seven or
eight feet; that was a nice, reassuring, anti-social height
for a hedge; but as it was she could not even put up her
hand to the bell. The carter rang it for the pair of
them. Over the hedge came the low murmur of voices
and the clink of cups and saucers, and then the door was
opened. It was opened by the mistress of the house.
No doubt Mrs. Pratt had expected the cart, had heard
its drawing up, and had not waited for a maid to come.
Her eyes sought the carman, who had stepped aside.
She spoke with some asperity.
“It’s Libertys’, isn’t it?” she said. “Well, I’ve a
very good mind to make you take it back. It was
promised for yesterday.”
“Can’t say, I’m sure, m’m.”
“It’s always the same. Every time I——”
Then she saw her visitor, and gave a little start.
“Why, it’s Lady Tasker! How delightful! Do
come in! And do just excuse me—I shan’t be a minute....
Why didn’t this come yesterday? It was
promised faithfully——”
She stepped outside to scold the carman, leaving
Lady Tasker standing just within the green door.
The altercation was plainly audible:
“Very sorry, m’m. You see——”
“I will see, if it occurs again——”
“The orders is taken as they come, m’m——”
“They said the first delivery——”
“We wasn’t loaded till one o’clock——”
“That’s none of my business——”
“Very sorry, m’m——”
“Well, the next time it occurs——”
And so forth.
Now in reading what happened the next moment you
must remember that Lady Tasker was very, very tired.
Had she been less tired she might have wondered why
one of the two maids she saw crossing to the tea-table
under the copper beech had not been allowed to take in
Mrs. Cosimo Pratt’s parcel. And she would certainly
have thought it extraordinary that she should be left
standing alone while Mrs. Cosimo Pratt scolded the
carrier, and wanted to know why the parcel had not
been brought yesterday. But, tired as she was, her eyes
had already rested on something that had momentarily
galvanized even the weariness out of her. It was
this:—
Seven or eight people sat in basket-chairs or stood
talking; and, under the copper beech, as if Mrs. Pratt
had just slid out of it, a hammock of coloured string
still moved, slung from the beech to a sycamore beyond.
Lady Tasker saw these things at once; she did not at
once see what it was that stood just beyond the hammock.
Then it moved, and Lady Tasker raised her glass.
No doubt you have seen the cover of Mr. Wells’s
“Invisible Man.” It will be remembered that all that
can be seen of that afflicted person is his clothes; and
all that Lady Tasker at first saw of the Invisible Man
by the copper beech was his clothes. These were of
light yellow tussore, with a white double collar and a
small red tie, sharp-edged white cuffs and highly polished
brown boots. At collar and cuffs the man ended.
And yet he did not end, for the lenses of a pair of
spectacles made lurking lights in the shadow of the
beech, a few inches above the white collar.
The phantom wore no hat.
Then Lady Tasker, suddenly pale, dropped her glass.
Between the collar and the spectacles a white gash of
teeth had appeared. The Invisible Man had smiled,
and at the same moment there had shown round the
bole of the beech a second smoky shape, this one without
teeth, but with white and mobile eyes instead.
Lady Tasker was in the presence of two Hindoos.
Now all her life, and long before her life for that
matter, Lady Tasker had been accustomed ... but
no: that is not the way to put it. The following
table will save many words:—
PORTION OF TREE OF THE LENNARDS AND TASKERS
(Comments by Lady Tasker)
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Tasker, Sir Richard, 3rd Bart.;
“The Brear,” Ludlow |
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Lennard, “Old John,” “Spurrs,”
Montgomery |
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| (“Good old family? I don’t know about
the ‘good,’ but they’re certainly old.”) |
(“Can’t say I like the striking family
resemblances you meet up and down the valley;
when you ask at a cottage-door for a glass of
milk and see that nose——”) |
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Arthur |
Noel, |
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Grace |
Susan |
Dick; |
Emily; |
Trixie; |
Eliza; |
| (“The Brear was
always open to
her, but of course
if she preferred to
stay away——”) |
(“Don’t ask me
how he got into
the India
Office!”) |
4th Bart.;
d. 1900 |
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(Lady
Tasker) |
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m. Ada
Polperro:
Woods and
Forests, 1873; d.
1886 |
m. Tony
Woodgate,
P.F.F. |
m. Sid Dealtry
(“The groom,
my dear, and
far too good
for her.”) |
unmarried
(“Black
pugs.”) |
| No Issue |
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Hard-up young
captains
and
subalterns |
(“Those children
of Trixie’s:
colonies, assisted
passages: I
rather like
the chauffeur
one: hope he
marries well”) |
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Stanhope |
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Dorothy |
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1. Noel |
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Crowds of
Anglo-Indian
babies,
Lady Tasker’s
charges |
(“Can’t keep
count. I
remember
all the
birthdays,
I can,
but——”) |
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(“They called him
that to please me:
innocents!”) |
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2. Jack |
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3. (See page 448) |
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You see how it was, and had to be. Not only was
Lady Tasker insular, arrogant, and of opinion that
Saint Paul made the mistake of his life when he set out
to preach the Gospel to all nations, but she made a
virtue of her narrowness and defect. Show her a finger-nail
with a purple half-moon, and you no longer saw a
charming if acid-tongued old English lady, who cut
timber in order to pay for governesses for those grand-children
of Emily’s and sent, under guise of birthday
gifts, useful little cheques to the descendants of her
brother-in-law the groom. Babu or Brahmin, all were
the same to her. No defence is offered of an attitude so
indefensible. Such people do still exist. Let us sigh
for their narrowness of mind, and pass on.
The smile of the first Hindoo was for Mrs. Pratt, who
had got her row with the carman over and had reappeared
behind Lady Tasker and closed the door of The
Witan again. Her face, pretty and finished as a miniature,
and the great chestnut-red helm of her hair, showed
over the slant of the box in her arms. “Do excuse me,
just one moment!” she said, smiling at Lady Tasker as
she passed; and she ran off into the house, her mistletoe-berry
white robe with its stencilling of grey-green
whipping about her heels as she did so. And fortunately,
as she ran in at the door, Cosimo Pratt came out
of the French window, saw Lady Tasker, and strode
to her. He broke into rapid and hearty speech.
“You here! How delightful!—Amory!—I didn’t
hear you come! So kind of you!—Amory, where are
you?—How are you? Do let me get you some tea!—Amory!——”
Lady Tasker spoke faintly.—“I should like,” she
said, “to go into the house.”
“Rather! Hang on to my arm.—Amory! Where
is that girl?—Sure you won’t have tea outside? I can
find you a nice shady place under the beech——”
Lady Tasker closed her eyes.—“Please take me in.”
“Tube headache? I hate the beastly thing. I
thought you were in Ludlow. Charming of you——”
And he led Lady Tasker into the house.
This was a low building of stucco, with slatted window-shuts
which, like the sashes of the slightly bowed
French window and of the two windows beyond, were
newly painted green. This painting seemed rather to
emphasize than to mitigate a certain dogseared look the
place had, not amounting to dilapidation, but enough to
make it probable that Cosimo Pratt had taken it on a repairing
lease. The copper beech, the high privet hedge
and the willows beyond it, shut out both light and air.
The fan-lighted door had two electric bell buttons, with
little brass plates. The upper plate read, “Mr. Cosimo
Pratt”; the lower one “Miss Amory Towers (Studio).”
But Lady Tasker noticed none of these things. In
the hall she sank into the first chair she came to. “Tea,
please,” she said faintly; and Cosimo dashed out to get
it. He returned, and began to murmur something sympathetic,
but Lady Tasker made a little movement with
her hand. She didn’t want him to “send Amory.”
She only wanted to rest her tired legs and to collect her
dispersed thoughts.
An eight-foot hedge, not to shut the populace out,
but to shut Indians in! And she, Lady Tasker, had
been kept standing while some parcel or other had been
taken into the house—standing, and watching a still-moving
hammock with a smiling Invisible Man bending
over it! Was this England, or a Durbar?... And
even yet her hostess didn’t come to ask her if she felt
better!... Not that Lady Tasker was greatly surprised
at that. She knew that Mrs. Pratt was quite capable
of reasoning that the greatest respect is shown to a
tired old lady when no fuss is made about her tiredness.
The Pratts were like that—full of delicacies so subtle
that plain folk never noticed them, but jumped instead
to the conclusion that they were bad-mannered. And it
would not in the least surprise Lady Tasker if, presently,
Mrs. Pratt allowed her to leave without a word
about her indisposition. Of course: Lady Tasker had
a little forgotten the Pratts at Ludlow. That would be
it: “Good-bye—and do come again!” She could see
Mrs. Pratt’s pretty brook-brown eyes did anybody (say
a Japanese or an Ethiopian) point out this so-called
omission to her. She could see the surprise in them.
She could hear her earnest voice: “Say these
things!... Why, does she suppose I was glad
then?”...
Yes, Lady Tasker had a little forgotten her Pratts.
It was an odd little hall in which she sat. It appeared
to be an approach to the studio of which the electric
bell gave notice, for it was continued by a narrower
passage that led to a garden at the back; and either the
studio “properties” were gradually thrusting the hatstand
and hall table out of the fan-lighted front door, or
else these latter ordinary and necessary objects were
fighting as it were for admission. Thus, the chair on
which Lady Tasker sat was of oak, but it had a Faust-like
look; beyond it stood a glass-fronted cupboard of
bric-à-brac, with a trophy of Abyssinian armour hanging
over it; and the whole of the wall facing Lady
Tasker was hung with a tapestry which, if it had been
the only one of its kind in existence, would no doubt have
been very valuable. And two other objects not commonly
to be seen in ordinary halls were there. One of
these stood on the narrow gilt console table next to Lady
Tasker’s cup of tea. It was a plaster cast, taken from
the life, of a female foot. The other hung on the wall
above it. This also was a plaster cast, of the whole of
a female arm and shoulder, ending with a portion of the
side of the neck and the entire breast—of its kind an
exquisite specimen. Many artists make or buy such
things, but Brucciani has nothing half so beautiful.
It was as Lady Tasker finished her tea that her gaze
fell on the two casts. Half negligently she raised her
glass and inspected, first the foot, and then the other
piece. It is probable that her first remark, uttered in
a casual undertone to the air about her, was prompted by
mere association of ideas; it was “Hm! I wonder if
Mrs. Pratt nursed those twins herself!” Any other
reflection that might have followed it was cut short by a
sudden darkening of the doorway by which she had entered.
Mrs. Pratt stood there. Lady Tasker had been
wrong. She had come to ask if she felt better. She
did ask her, gathering up long swathes of some newly
unpacked white material she carried over her arm as
she did so.
“Sorry you were done up,” she remarked. “Won’t
you have some more tea?”
Already Lady Tasker was rising.—“No more, thank
you.—I was just looking at these. What are they?”
She indicated the casts.
The gesture that Mrs. Pratt gave she could probably
no more have helped giving than an eye can help winking
when it is threatened with a blow. Within one
mistletoe-white sleeve an arm moved ever so slightly;
very likely a foot also moved within a curiously-toed
Saxon-looking white slipper; and she gave a confused
and conscious and apologetic little laugh.
“Oh, those silly things!” she said deprecatingly.
“I really must move them. But the studio is so
full.... Do you know, it’s a most horrid feeling having
them done—first the cold plaster poured on, and
then, when they take it off again—the mould—you
know——”
Lady Tasker plainly did not understand. Perhaps
she did not yet even apprehend.—“But—but—,” she
said, “they’re from a statue, aren’t they?”
Again Mrs. Pratt gave the pleased bashful little
laugh. It was almost as if she said it was very good
of Lady Tasker to say so.
“No, they’re from life,” she said. “As a matter
of fact they’re me, but I really must move them; they
aren’t so remarkable as all that.... Oh, you’re not
going, are you?——”
For Lady Tasker had given a jump, and a movement
as sudden and sprightly as if she had only that
moment got freshly out of her bed. Nervously she put
out her hand, while her hostess looked politely disappointed.
“Oh, and I was hoping you’d come and join us in
the garden! We’ve Brimby there, the novelist, you
know—and Wilkinson, the young Member—and Mr.
Strong, of the ‘Novum’—and I should so much like
to introduce Mr. Suwarree Prang to you——”
“Oh, thank you so much—,” sprang as effusively
from Lady Tasker’s lips as if she had been a schoolgirl
allowed for the first time to come down to dinner,
“—it’s so good of you, but really I half hoped you’d
be out when I called—I only meant to leave cards—I’m
going on to see my niece, and really haven’t a moment——”
“Oh, I’m sure Dorothy’d excuse you for once!——,”
Mrs. Pratt pressed her.
“Oh, she wouldn’t—I’m quite sure she wouldn’t—she’d
never forgive me if she knew I’d been so near
and hadn’t called,” said Lady Tasker feverishly....
“How do I get to Dorothy’s from here?”
“Oh, Mr. Wilkinson will take you, or Mr. Prang;
but are you sure you won’t stay?”
Lady Tasker was so far from staying that she was
already out of the hall and walking quickly towards the
green door in the eight-foot hedge. “Thank you, thank
you so much,” she was murmuring hurriedly. “I don’t
see your husband anywhere about—never mind—so
good of you—good-bye——”
“Come again soon, won’t you?”
“Yes, yes—oh, yes!... No, no, please don’t!”
(Mrs. Pratt had made a half-turn towards the hammock
and the copper beech). “Straight across the Heath
you said, didn’t you? I shall find it quite easily!
Don’t come any further—good-bye——”
And, touching Mrs. Cosimo Pratt’s extended fingers
as timorously as she might have touched those of the
cast itself, she fairly broke into a run. The door of
The Witan closed behind her.
The truth was not very far to seek: Lady Tasker
was too old for these things. Nobody could have
expressed this more effectively than Mrs. Cosimo Pratt
herself, had it entered the mind of Mrs. Pratt to conceive
that any human soul could be so benighted as the
soul of Lady Tasker was. “Those casts!” Mrs.
Pratt might have cried in amazement—or rather Miss
Amory Towers might have cried, for there is nothing
in the Wedding Service about making over to your husband,
along with your love and obedience, the valuable
goodwill of a professional name. “Those poor casts!...
Of course they may not be very beautiful—,”
here the original of the casts might have modestly
dropped her eyes, “—but such as they are—goodness
me! How can people be so prurient, Cosimo? Don’t
they see that what they really prove has nothing at all
to do with the casts, but—ahem!—a good deal to do
with their own imaginations? I don’t want to use the
word ‘morbid,’ but really!... Well, thank goodness
Corin and Bonniebell won’t grow up like that! Afraid
of the beautiful, innocent human form!... Now
that’s what I’ve always claimed, Cosimo—that that’s the
type of mind that’s made all the mischief we’ve got to set
right to-day.”
But for all that Lady Tasker was too old. Invisible
Men in the garden (or, if not actually invisible, at any
rate as hard to be seen against the leaves of the copper
beech as a new penny would have been)—and in the
hall those extraordinary replicas! In the hall—the
very forefront of the house! It was to be presumed
that Mrs. Pratt’s foreign friends, who were permitted
to lean over her hammock, would not be denied. The
Witan itself, and, for all Lady Tasker knew, the rest
of Mrs. Pratt might be reduplicated in plaster in the
dining-room, the drawing-room, and elsewhere....
Had she not said it herself, Lady Tasker would never
have believed it....
What a—what a—what an extraordinary thing!——
Lady Tasker had fled from The Witan still under
the influence of that access of effusive schoolgirlishness
in which she had told Mrs. Pratt that she really must
go; nor did she grow up again all at once. But little
by little, as she walked, she began to resume the burden
of her years. She became eighteen, twenty-five, thirty
again. By the time she reached the lower pond Arthur
had just got that billet in the India Office, and her
brother Dick, of the Department of Woods and Forests,
had married Ada Polperro, daughter of old Polperro of
Delhi fame, and her sister Emily had got engaged to
Tony Woodgate, of the Piffers. (But those casts!)...
Then as she took the path between the ponds she
remembered the children at Ludlow, the three little girls
at Cromwell Gardens, and the arrival on Saturday of
the “Seringapatam.” (But those natives!)... The
thought of the children settled it. Her curious lapse
into juvenescence was over. By the time she rang
Dorothy’s bell she was the same Lady Tasker who
changed the political opinions of policemen and deprecated
the wanderings of Saint Paul.
Dorothy’s flat was as different as it could well be
from that other house which (Lady Tasker had already
decided) had something odd and furtive about it—stagnant
yet busy, segregated yet too wide open. The flat
had one really brilliant room. This room did not merely
overlook the pond in front of it; it seemed actually to
have asked the pond to come inside. A large triple
window occupied the whole of one end of it; this window
faced west; and not only did the September sun
shine brightly in, but the inverted sun in the water shone
in also, doubling (yet also halving) all shadows, illumining
the ceiling, and setting the cream walls a-ripple with
the dancing of the wavelets outside. Sprightly chintzes
looked as if they also might begin to dance at any moment;
the china in Dorothy’s cupboards surprised the
eye that had not expected this altered light; and presently,
to complete the complexity, the shadow of the
sycamore in the little garden below would move round,
so that you would hardly be able to tell whether the
ceaseless creeping on the cream walls was glitter of
ripples, pattern of leaves, or both.
Dorothy sat in her accordion-pleats by the window,
surrounded by letters. And pray do not think it mere
coincidence in this story that her letters were Indian
letters. Some interests that the home-amateur takes up
as he might take up poker-work or the diversion of jig-saw
hold a large part of the hearts and lives of others,
and so Dorothy, as she did more or less every week, had
been reading her cousin Churchill’s letter, and that of
her little niece and namesake Dot, up in Murree, and
Eva Woodgate’s, who had sent her a parcel from Kohat,
and others. She rose slowly as her aunt was announced,
and put her finger on the bell as she passed.
“How are you, auntie?” she said, kissing Lady
Tasker on both cheeks. “Give me your things. Somehow
I thought you might come to-day, but I’d almost
given you up. Do look what Eva’s sent me! Really,
with her own to look after, I don’t know how she finds
the time! Aren’t they sweet!——”
And she held them up.
Now Lady Tasker knew perfectly well the meaning
of her niece’s accordion-pleating; but she was
seventy and worldly-wise again now. Therefore as she
looked at the things she remarked off-handedly, “But
they’re far too small.”
“Too small!” Dorothy exclaimed. “Of course they
aren’t. Why, Noel was only nine, and that’s pretty
big, and Jackie only just over eight-and-a-half, though
he put on weight while you watched him. They’re just
right.”
Lady Tasker reached for a chair. “But they are
for Jackie, aren’t they?”
Dorothy’s blue eyes were as big as the plates in her
cupboards.—“Jackie! Good gracious, auntie!——”
“Eh?” said Lady Tasker, sitting down. “Not
Jackie? Dear me. How stupid of me. Of course, I
did hear, but I’ve so many other things to think of, and
nobody’d suppose, to look at you——”
Dorothy ran to her aunt and gave her a kiss and a
hug, a loud kiss and a hug like two.
“You dear old thing!—Really, I’d begun to hate
all the horrid kind people who asked me how I felt
to-day and whether I shouldn’t be glad when it was
over! What business is it of theirs? I nearly made
Stan sack Ruth last week, she looked so, and I positively
refuse to have a young girl anywhere near me!...
But wasn’t it sweet of Eva? I’ll give you some tea and
then read you her letter. Indian or China?”
“China,” Lady Tasker remarked.
“China, Ruth, and I’ll have some more too. I don’t
know whether His Impudence is coming in or not; he’s
gadding off somewhere, I expect.... But you weren’t
only pretending just now, were you, auntie?——”
She put the plug of the spirit-kettle into the wall.
“Well, how are the Bits?” Lady Tasker asked....
(Perhaps “His Impudence” and “The Bits” require
explanation. Both expressions Dorothy had from
her “maid,” Ruth Mossop. “Maid” is thus written because
Ruth was a young widow, who, after a series of
disciplinary knockings-about by the late Mr. Mossop,
was not over-troubled with maternal anxiety for the four
children he had left her with. When asked by Dorothy
whether she would prefer to be called Mrs. Mossop or
Ruth, Mrs. Mossop had chosen the latter name, giving
as her reason that it had been like Mr. Mossop’s impudence
to ask her to accept the other name at all; and
very many other memories also, brooded on and gloomily
loved, including the four children, had been bits of
Mr. Mossop’s impudence. Stan had adopted the phrase,
finding in it chuckles of his own; and so His Impudence
he had become, and Noel and Jackie the fruits thereof.)
Dorothy put her fair head on one side, as if she considered
the absent Bits critically and dispassionately,
and really thought that on the whole she might venture
to approve of them.
“Ra-ther little dears; but oh, Heaven, how are we
going to manage with a third!”
Her aunt dissociated herself from the problem with
a shrug.—“Well—if Stan will persist in thinking that
his dressing-room is merely a room for him to dress
in——”
“So I tell him,” Dorothy murmured, with great
meekness. “But—but flats aren’t made for children.
We did manage to seize the estate agent’s little office for
a nursery when all the flats were let, but when Stan
brings a man home we have to sleep him in the dressing-room
as it is—,” (Lady Tasker shook her head, but
the words “Wrong man” were hardly audible), “—and
a house will mean stair-carpets, and hall furniture, and
I don’t know what else. Besides, Stan hasn’t time to
look for one——”
“No?” said Lady Tasker drily.
“He really hasn’t, poor boy,” Dorothy protested.
“And he’s after something really good this time—Fortune
and Brooks, the what-d’-you-call-’ems, in Pall
Mall——”
“What about them?”
“Well, Stan’s been told that they pay awfully good
commissions, for introductions, new accounts you know;
Stan dines out, say, and makes himself nice to somebody
with whole stacks of money, and mentions Fortune
& Brooks’s chutney and pickled peaches and things, and—and——”
“I know,” remarked Lady Tasker, with not much
more expression than if she had been a talking-doll and
somebody had pulled the string that worked the speaking
apparatus. She did know these dazzling schemes
of her smart and helpless nephew’s—his club secretaryships,
his projects for journals that should combine the
various desirable features of the “Field” and “Country
Life” and the “Sporting Times” and “Punch,” his
pony deals, and his other innumerable attempts to make
of his saunters down Bond Street to St. James’s and
back viâ the Junior Carlton and Regent Street a source
of income. Perhaps she knew, too, that Dorothy knew
of her knowledge, for she went on, “Well, well—let’s
hope there’s more in it than there was in the fishing-flies—now
tell me what Eva’s got fresh.”
“Oh, yes!” cried Dorothy, plunging her hand into
her letters. “Eva sent the things, but here’s Dot’s
first—look at the darling’s writing!——”
And from a sheet of paper with a regimental heading
Dorothy began to read:
“Dearest Aunt Dorothy,—
“were in murree and we got a servant that
wigles his toes when we speak to him and he loves
baba and makes noises like him and there are squiboos
in the tres—”
—(she means squirrels)—
“—and ive got a parrot uncle tony bought me and
uncle tony says the monsoon will praps fale and the
peple wont have anything to eat but weve lots and i like
this better than kohat the shops are lovely but there are
lots of flees and they bite baba and he cries this is a
long letter how are jackie and noel i got the photograf—”
—(that’s the new one on the mantelpiece)—
“—were going to tifin at major hirsts little girls one is
called marjorie and were great friends——”
“Where’s the other page got to? It was here——”
She found the other page, and continued the reading
of the child’s letter.
Suddenly Lady Tasker interrupted her.
“Had Jack to borrow money to send them up there?”
“To Murree? I really don’t know. Perhaps he
had. But as adjutant of the Railway Volunteers he’d
have his saloon.”
“H’m!... Anyway, the child oughtn’t to be there
at all. India’s no place for children.”
“I know, auntie; but what can one do? They do
come.”
“H’m!... They didn’t to me. Thank goodness
I’ve done with love and babies.” (Dorothy laughed,
perhaps at a mental vision of the houses in Ludlow and
Cromwell Gardens.) “Anyway, now they are here
somebody’s got to look after them. They may as well
be healthy....”
She mused, and Dorothy reached for other letters.
Lady Tasker’s additions to her responsibilities
usually began in this way. Dorothy had very little
doubt that presently little Dot also would be handed
like a parcel to some man or other coming home on
leave, and Lady Tasker would send to the makers for
yet another cot.... Therefore, pushing aside her last
letter, she exclaimed almost crossly, “I do think it’s
selfish of Aunt Eliza! There she is, with Spurrs all to
herself, and she never once thinks that Jack might like
to send Dot to England!”
“Neither would I if I had my time over again,”
said Lady Tasker resolutely. “You needn’t look like
that—I wouldn’t. Cromwell Gardens is past praying
for, and in another year there won’t be a stick at the
Brear that’s fit to be seen. The next batch I certainly
intend to charge for. I’m on the brink of the poor-house
as it is.”
This time it was Dorothy who mused. She was a
calculating young woman; the wife of His Impudence
had to be; and she was far too shrewd to suppose for a
moment that her aunt could ever escape her destiny,
which was to be imposed upon by her own flesh and
blood while hardening her heart against the rest of the
world. Dorothy, and not Stan, had had to keep that
flat going, and the flat before it; unless Fortune &
Brooks turned up trumps—a rather remote contingency—she
would have to continue to do so; and she was quite
casuistical enough to argue that, while Aunt Eliza might
keep her old Spurrs, Aunt Grace might properly be
victimized because Dorothy loved Aunt Grace. Therefore
there were musings in Dorothy’s wide-angle blue
eyes ... musings that only the sound of a key in the
outer lock interrupted.
“Hallo, that’s His Impudence,” Dorothy exclaimed.
“I do hope he hasn’t brought anybody. I shall simply
rush out if he has.”
Stan hadn’t. He came in at the door drawing off a
pair of lemon-yellow gloves, said “Hallo, Aunt Grace,”
and rang the bell. He next said, “Hallo, Dot! Been
out? Beastly smelly in town. No, I’ve not had tea.
Look here, you’ve eaten all the hot cakes; never mind;
bread and butter’ll do, if you’ve got some jam—no,
honey. Got an invitation for you, Dot, to lunch, with
Ferrers on Monday; can’t you buck up and manage
it?... Well, Aunt Grace, what brings you up here?
Bit off your beat, isn’t it? Awfully rude of me, I
know, but it is a long way. Glad I came in.”
“I’ve been to see the Cosimo Pratts,” said Lady
Tasker.
Dorothy looked suddenly up.
“Oh, auntie, you didn’t tell me that!” she exclaimed.
A grin lighted up Stan’s good-looking face.
“Oh? How many annas to the rupee are they to-day?
By Jove, they are a rum lot up there! Any new
prime cuts?”
“Stan, you mustn’t!” said Dorothy, peremptorily.
“Please don’t! Don’t listen to him, auntie; he’s outrageous.”
But His Impudence went on, with his mouth full of
bread and butter.
“I’ve only seen the fore-quarter and the trotter, but
you see I haven’t been over the house. Did they show
you the Bluebeard’s Chamber? What is there there?
By Jove, it’s like Jezebel and the dogs.... But I don’t
suppose they’ll have me up again. There was some
chap there, and I got him by himself and told him he
didn’t know what he was talking about; rotten of me,
I know, but you should have heard him! Anarchist—Votes
for Women—all the lot; whew!... More tea,
Ruth, please——”
Lady Tasker felt the years beginning to ebb away
from her again. She had remembered the hammock
and the Invisible Men.
“I hope he was—English?” she murmured.
“Who?”
“The man you say you were rude to.”
“English? Yes. Why? English? Rather! No
end of gas about the Empire. Said it was on a wrong
basis or something. Why do you ask?”
“I only wondered.”
But Stan was perspicacious; he could see anything
that was as closely thrust under his nose as is the comparative
rarity of the Englishman in Hampstead. He
laughed.
“Oh, that! We’re used to that. We’ve all sorts
up here.... By Jove, I believe Aunt Grace has been
thrown into the arms of a Jap or a nigger or something!
Well, if that doesn’t put the lid on!... So of course
you wondered what I meant by the fore-quarter and
Jezebel and the dogs. Those are just some things they
used to have.... Well, I’ll tell you what you can do
about it next time, auntie. You talk to ’em about Ludlow.
That shuts ’em up. Sore spot, Ludlow; they’re
trying to forget about Ye Olde Englysshe Maypole, and
that row with old Wynn-Jenkins, and old Griffin letting
his hair grow and reciting those poems. They look at
you as if it never happened. But they didn’t shut me
up.”
“You seem to have been thoroughly rude,” Lady
Tasker remarked.
“Well, dash it all, they ask for it. She used to
be some sort of a pal of Dorothy’s——”
“She’s very clever, and she was always very kind
to me,” Dorothy interpolated over her sewing.
“When, I should like to know? But never mind.
I was going to say, Aunt Grace, that I’ve had to put
my foot down. I won’t have the Bits meeting those
kids of Pratt’s. It’s perfectly awful; why, those children
know as much as I do—and I know a bit!
They’ll be wanting latchkeys presently. That day I was
up there I heard one of ’em say that little boys weren’t
the same as little girls. I forget how she put it, but she
knew all right; think of that, at about four! I wish I
could remember the words, but it was a bit thick for
four!——”
A restrained smile, perhaps at the thought of Stan
putting his foot down, had crossed Lady Tasker’s face;
no doubt it was part of the smile that she presently said,
toying with the little gold-rimmed glass, “Quite right,
Stan.... Anything fresh about Fortune & Brooks?
Dorothy told me.”
Stan’s feelings on any subject were never so strong
but that at a word he was quite ready to talk about
something else. “Eh? Rather!” he said heartily, and
went straightway off at score.—New? Yes. He’d seen
old Brooks the day before; not a bad chap at all really;
and they quite understood one another, he and old
Brooks. He’d told Stan things, old Brooks had, (which
Stan wasn’t at liberty to disclose) about the commissions
they paid for really first-class introductions, things that
would astonish Lady Tasker!——
“You see,” he explained, “as Brooks himself said,
they can’t afford to advertise in the ordinary way; infra
dig. They’d actually lose custom if they put an ad.
in the ‘Daily Spec.’ I don’t mean that they don’t put
a thing now and then into the right kind of paper, but
just being mentioned in general conversation, at dinners
and tamashas and so on, that’s their kind of advertisement!
For instance—but just a minute, and
I’ll show you——”
He jumped up and dashed out of the room. Lady
Tasker took advantage of his absence to give a discreet
glance at Dorothy, but Dorothy’s head remained bent
demurely over her work. Stan returned, carrying a
small parcel.
“Here we are,” he said, unfastening the package:
and then suddenly his voice and manner changed remarkably.
He took a small pot from the parcel and
set it on the palm of his left hand; he pointed at it
with the index-finger of his right hand; and a bright
and poster-like smile overspread his face. He spoke
slightly loudly, and very, very persuasively.
“Now I have here, Aunt Grace, one of our newest
lines—Pickled Banyan. Now I’m not going to ask you
to take my word for it; I want you to try it for yourself.
It isn’t what this man says or what that man says; tasting’s
believing. Give me your teaspoon.”
“My dear Stan!” the astonished Lady Tasker
gasped.
“We’re selling a great many of this particular article,
and are prepared to stake our reputation on it,” Stan
went on. “Established 1780; more than One Hundred
Gold Medals. Those are our credentials. Those are
what we lose.—Pass your spoon.”
Lady Tasker was rigid. Perhaps Stan would have
been better advised to cast his spell over those who were
going up in the world, and not on those who,
like themselves, were coming down or barely holding
their own. Again he went on, pointing engagingly at
the small pot.
“But just try it,” he urged, pushing the pot under
his aunt’s nose. “It isn’t what this man says or—I
mean, it doesn’t cost you anything to try it. A free
trial invited. Here’s the recipe, look, on the bottle—carefully
selected Banyans, best cane sugar, lemon-juice
refined by a patent process, and a touch of tabasco. The
makers’ guarantee on every label—none genuine without
it—have a go!”
With a “Really, Stan!” Lady Tasker had turned
away in her chair, revolted. “And do you expect to
go to a house again after an exhibition like that?” she
asked over her shoulder.
“Eh?” said Stan, a little discomfited. “Too much
salesman about it, d’you think? Brooks warned me
about that. Fact is, he had a chap in as a sort of object-lesson.
This chap came in—I didn’t know they
had schools and classes for this kind of thing, did you?—this
chap came in, and I was supposed to be somebody
who didn’t want the stuff at any price, and he’d got
to sell it to me whether I wanted it or not, and old
Brooks said to me, ‘Now ask him how much the beastly
muck is,’ and a lot of facers like that, and so we’d a
set-to.... Then, when the fellow had gone, he said
he’d had him in just to show me how not to do it....
But he was an ingenious sort of beast, and I can’t get
his talk out of my head. I’d thought of having a shot
at it to-night, but perhaps I’d better practise a bit more
first. Thanks awfully for the criticism, Aunt Grace.
If you don’t mind I’ll practise on you as we go along.
I’m dining with a man to-night, but I’d better be sure
of my ground.—Now what about having the Bits in,
Dot?”
“I think I hear them coming,” said Dorothy, whose
demureness had not given as much as a flicker. Perhaps
she was wondering whether she could spare the
sovereign His Impudence would presently ask her for.
The door opened, and Noel and Jackie stood there
with a nurse behind them. Noel walked stoutly in.
Jackie, not yet very firm on his pins, bumbled after
him like an overladen bee.
Stan was quite right in supposing that the Cosimo
Pratts wished to forget all about the Ludlow experiment
that had disturbed the Shropshire country-side
a year or more before, but he was wrong in the
reason he assigned them. They were not in the least
ashamed of it. As a stage in their intellectual development,
the experiment had been entirely in its place.
Especially in Mrs. Pratt’s career—as an old student
of the McGrath School of Art, a familiar (for a time)
with Poverty in cheap studios, the painter of the famous
Feminist picture “Barrage,” and so forward—had
this been true. Cosimo, in “The Life and Work of
Miss Amory Towers,” a labour to which he devoted
himself intermittently, pointed out the naturalness and
inevitability of the sequence with real eloquence. Step
had led to step, and the omission of any one step would
have ruined the whole.
But nobody with work still in them lingers long over
the past. They had dropped the task of regenerating
rural England, or rather had handed it over to others,
only when it had been pointed out to them that capacity
so rare as theirs ought to be directed to larger ends.
One evening there had put in an appearance at one of
the Ludlow meetings—a meeting of the Hurdy-gurdy
Octette, which afterwards gave instrumental performances
with such success at Letchworth, Bushey and
Golder’s Green—Mr. Strong, the original founder and
present editor of the “Novum Organum,” or, as it was
usually called, the “Novum.” Mr. Strong, as it happened,
was the man whom the scatter-brained Stan had
met at The Witan, and of whom he had expected that
impossibility of any man whomsoever—an admission
that he did not know what he was talking about. At
that time Mr. Strong had been perambulating the country
with a Van, holding meetings and distributing literature;
and whatever Mr. Strong’s other failings might
have been, nobody had ever said of him that he did not
recognize a good thing when he saw it. The Cause itself
had served as an introduction between him and
Cosimo; it had also been a sufficient reason for his inviting
himself to Cosimo’s house for a couple of days
and remaining there for three weeks; and then he had
got rid of the Van and had come again. He was a
rapturous talker, when there was an end to be gained,
and he had expressed himself as strongly of the opinion
that, magnificent a field for the sowing of the good seed
as the country-side was, there was simply stupendous
propaganda to be done in London. He knew (he had
gone on) that Mrs. Pratt would forgive him (he had a
searching blue eye and an actor’s smile) if he appeared
for a moment to speak disparagingly of what he might
call the mere graces of the Movement, (alluring as these
were in Mrs. Pratt’s capable and very pretty hands);
it was not disparagement really; he only meant that
these garlands would burgeon a hundred-fold if the stern
and thankless work was got out of the way first. Mr.
Strong had a valuable trick of suddenly making those
searching blue eyes of his more searching, and of switching
off the actor’s smile altogether; both of these things
had happened as he had gone on to point out that what
the Cause was really languishing for was a serious and
responsible organ; and then, and only then, when they
had got (so to speak) the diapason, there would be time
enough for the trills and appoggiaturas of the Hurdy-gurdy
Band.
Before the end of Mr. Strong’s second visit Cosimo
had put up the greater part of the money for the
“Novum.”
So you see just where the feather-pated Stan was
wrong. The Cosimo Pratts were not outfaced from
anything; they had merely seen a new and heralding
light. They did not so much recede from the Rural
Experiment, and discussions of the Suffrage, and eating
buns on the floor at assemblies of the Poets’ Club,
and a hundred and twenty other such things, as become
as it were translated. They still shed over these activities
the benignity of their approval, but from on
high now. Amory could no longer be expected actually
to “run” the Suffrage Shop herself—Dickie Lemesurier
did that; nor the “Eden” (the new offshoot off
the Lettuce Grill)—that she left to Katie Deedes; nor
the “Lectures on Love” Agency—that was quite safe
in the hands of her friends, Walter Wyron and Laura
Beamish. Amory merely shed approval down. She
was hors concours. She ... but you really must read
Cosimo’s book. You will find it all there (or at any
rate a good deal of it).
For Amory Pratt, in so far as Cosimo was the proprietor
of the “Novum,” was the proprietor of the proprietor
of a high-class weekly review that was presently
going to put the two older parties out of business entirely.
She had more than a Programme now; she had
a Policy. She had crossed the line into the haute politique.
Her At Homes were already taking on the character
of the political salon, and between herself and the
wives of ministers and ambassadors were differences, in
degree perhaps, but not in kind. And that even these
differences should become diminished she had taken on,
ever since her settling-down at The Witan, slight, but
significant, new attitudes and condescensions. She was
kinder and more gracious to her sometime equals than before.
She gave them encouraging looks, as much as to
say that they need not be afraid of her. But it was quite
definitely understood that when she took Mr. Strong
apart under the copper beech or retired with him into
the studio at the back of the house, she must on no account
be disturbed.—Mr. Strong, by the way, always
dressed in the same Norfolk jacket, red tie and soft felt
hat, and his first caution to Cosimo and Amory had been
that Brimby, the novelist, was an excellent chap, but
not always to be taken very seriously.
Amory did not often put in an appearance at the
“Novum’s” offices. This was not that she thought it
more befitting that Mr. Strong should wait on her, for
she went about a good deal with Mr. Strong, and did
not always trouble him to come up to The Witan to fetch
her. It was, rather, if the truth must be told, that she
found the offices rather dingy. Her senses loved the
newly-machined smell of each new issue of the paper,
but not the mingled odour of dust and stale gum and
Virginia cigarettes of the place whence it came. Moreover,
the premises were rather difficult to find. They
lay at the back of Charing Cross Road. You dodged
into an alley between a second-hand bookseller’s and a
shop where electric-light fittings were sold, entered a
narrow yard, and, turning to the right into a gas-lighted
cavern where were stacked hundreds and hundreds
of sandwich-boards, some back-and-fronts, some
with the iron forks for the bearer’s shoulders, you ascended
by means of a dark staircase to the second floor.
There, at the end of a passage which some poster-artist
had half papered with the specimens of his art, you
came upon the three rooms. The first of these was the
general office; the second was Mr. Strong’s private office;
and the third was a room which, the “Novum” having
no need of it, Mr. Strong had thought he might as well
use as a rent-free bedroom as not. The door of this
room Mr. Strong always kept locked. It was more
prudent. He was supposed to live somewhere in South
Kentish Town, and gave this address to certain of his
correspondents. The letters of these reached him sooner
or later, through the agency of a barber, in whose window
was a placard, “Letters may be addressed here.”
Perhaps, too, the extraordinary people who visited
Mr. Strong in the way of business helped to keep
Amory away. For an endless succession of the queerest
people came—contributors, and would-be contributors,
and friends of the Cause who “were just passing and
thought they’d look in,” and artists seeking a paper
with the courage to print really stinging caricatures,
and article-writers who were out of a job only because
they dared to tell the truth about things, and Russian
political exiles, and Armenians who wanted passages to
America, and Eurasians who wanted rifles, and tramps,
and poets, and the boy from the milkshop who brought
in the bread and butter and eggs for Mr. Strong’s breakfast.
And out of these strange elements had grown
up the paper’s literary style. This was unique in London
journalism: philosophical, yet homely; horizon-wide
of outlook, yet never without hope that the shining
thing in the gutter might prove to be a jewel; and, despite
its habitual omissions of the prefix “Mr.” from
the names of statesmen, and its playful allusions to this
personage’s nose or the waist-measurement of the other,
with more than a little of the Revelation of Saint John
the Divine about it. “Damn” and “Hell” were
words the “Novum” commonly used. Once Amory
had demurred at the use of a word stronger still. But
Mr. Strong had merely replied, “If I can say it to you
I think I can say it to them.” He was no truckler to
his proprietors, and anyhow, the man whom the word
had encarnadined was only a colliery-owner.
The “Novum” had hardly been six weeks old when
a certain desire on Amory’s part to make experiment of
her power had, putatively at any rate, lost it money.
The little collision of wills had come about over the
question of whether the “Novum” should admit advertisements
to its columns or not. Now as most people
know, that is a question that seldom arises in
journalism. A question far more likely to arise is
whether the advertisements can be got. But when a
journal sets out to do something that hitherto has not
only not been done, but has not even been attempted,
you will admit that the case is special. The experience
of other papers is useless; their economics do not apply.
What did apply was the fact that Mrs. Pratt had been
an artist, looked on sheets of paper from another angle
than that of the mere journalist and literary man, and
loved symmetry and could not endure unsightliness.
Besides, “No Compromise” was the “Novum’s” motto,
and what was the good of having a motto like that if
you compromised in the very form of your expression?...
A “shoulder-piece,” “The Little Mary Emollient,”
had brought out all Mrs. Pratt’s finer artistic instincts.
Here was a journal consecrated to a great and
revolutionary cause, and the very first thing to catch
a reader’s eye was, not only an advertisement, but a
facetious advertisement at that—a Pill, without a Pill’s
robust familiarity—a commercial cackle issuing from
the “Novum’s” august and oracular mouth.... For
the first time in her life Mrs. Pratt had wielded the
blue pencil, tearing the rubbishy proof-paper in the energy
with which she did so. Mr. Strong’s blue eyes,
bluer for the contrast with his red knot of a tie, had
watched her face, but he had said nothing. He was
willing to humour her....
But when all was said and done he was an editor, and
no sooner was Amory’s back turned than he had restored
the announcement. The paper had appeared, and there
had been a row....
“Then I appeal to Pratt,” Mr. Strong had said, with
all the good-nature in the world. “I take it the
‘Novum’s’ a serious enterprise, and not just a hobby?”
Cosimo had glanced a little timidly at his wife.
Then he had replied thoughtfully.
“I don’t know. I’m not so sure. That is, I’m not
so sure it oughtn’t to be a serious enterprise and a hobby.
The world’s best work is always done for love—that’s
another way of calling it a hobby—you see what I
mean—Nietzsche has something about it somewhere or
other—or if he hasn’t Ruskin has——”
Any number of effective replies had been open to
Mr. Strong, but he had used none of them. Instead his
eyes had given as it were a flick to Amory’s face. The
proprietor’s proprietor had continued indignantly.
“It ruins the whole effect! It’s unspeakably vulgar!
After that glowing, that impassioned Foreword—this!
Hardly a month ago that lovely apostrophe to Truth
Naked—that beautiful image of her stark and innocent
on our banners but with a forest of bright bayonets
bristling about her—and now this! It’s revolting!”
But Mr. Strong had himself written that impassioned
Foreword, and knew all about it. Again he had given
his proprietor’s wife that quietly humouring look.
“Do you mean that the ‘Novum’s’ going to refuse
advertisements?”
“I mean that I blue-pencilled that one myself.”
“And what about the others—the ‘Eden’ and the
Suffrage Shop and Wyron’s Lectures?”
“They’re different. They are the Cause. You said
yourself that the ‘Novum’ was going to be a sort of
generalissimo, and these the brigades of whatever they’re
called. They are, at any rate, doing the Work. Is that
doing any Work, I should like to know?”
Mr. Strong had refrained from flippancy.—“I see
what you mean,” he had replied equably. “At the
same time, if you’re going to refuse advertisements the
thing’s going to cost a good deal more money.”
“Well?” Amory had replied, as who might say,
“Has money been refused you yet?”
Strong had given a compliant shrug—“All right.
That means I censor the advertisements, I suppose.
New industry. Very well. The ‘Eden’ and Wyron’s
Lectures and Week-end Cottages and the Plato Press
only, then. I’ll strike out that ‘Platinum: False
Teeth Bought.’ But I warn you it will cost more.”
“Never mind that.”
And so the incident had ended.
But perhaps Mrs. Pratt’s sensitiveness of eye was not
the only cause of the rejection of that offending advertisement.
Another reason might have lain in her present
relation with her sometime fellow-student of the
McGrath School of Art, Dorothy Tasker. For that relation
had suffered a change since the days when the two
girls had shared a shabby day-studio in Cheyne Walk,
Chelsea. At that time, now five years ago, Amory
Towers had been thrust by circumstances into a position
of ignoble envy of her friend. She had been poor,
and Dorothy’s people (or so she had supposed) very,
very wealthy. True, poor Dorothy, without as much as
a single spark of talent, had nevertheless buckled to,
and, in various devious ways, had contrived to suck a
parasitic living out of the wholesome body of real art;
none the less, Amory had conceived her friend to be of
the number of those who play at hardship and independence
with a fully spread table at home for them to
return to when they are tired of the game. But the case
was entirely changed now. Amory frankly admitted
that she had been mistaken in one thing, namely, that if
those people of Dorothy’s had more money, they had
also more claims upon it, and so were relatively poor.
Amory herself was now very comfortably off indeed.
By that virtue and good management which the envious
call luck, she had now money, Cosimo’s money, to devote
to the regeneration of the world. Dorothy, married
to the good-tempered and shiftless Stan, sometimes
did not know which way to turn for the overdue quarter’s
rent.
Now among her other ways of making ends meet Dorothy
had for some years done rather well out of precisely
that kind of work which Amory refused to allow the
“Novum” to touch—advertisements. She had wormed
herself into the services of this firm and that as an advertisement-adviser.
But her contracts had begun in
course of time to lapse, one or two fluky successes had
not been followed up, and two children had further
tightened things. Nor had Stan been of very much
help. Amory despised Stan. She thought him, not a
man, but a mere mouth to be fed. Real men, like
Cosimo, always had money, and Amory was quite sure
that, even if Cosimo had not inherited a fortune from
his uncle, he would still have contrived to make himself
the possessor of money in some other way.
Therefore Amory was even kinder to Dorothy than
she was to Dickie Lemesurier of the Suffrage Shop, to
Katie Deedes of the “Eden,” and to Laura Beamish and
Walter Wyron, who ran the “Lectures on Love.” But
somehow—it was a little difficult to say exactly how,
but there it undoubtedly was—Dorothy did not accept
her kindnesses in quite the proper spirit. One or two
she had even rejected—gently, Amory was bound to
admit, but still a rejection. For example, there had
been that little rebuff (to call it by its worst name for
a moment) about the governess. Amory had, in Miss
Britomart Belchamber, the most highly-qualified governess
for Corin and Bonniebell that money and careful
search had been able to obtain; Dorothy lived less than
a quarter of an hour’s walk away; it would have been
just as easy for Britomart to teach four children as to
teach two; but Dorothy had twisted and turned and had
finally said that she had decided that she couldn’t put
Amory to the trouble. And again, when the twins had
had their party, Amory would positively have liked
Noel and Jackie to come and dance “Twickenham
Ferry” in those spare costumes and to join in those
songs from the Book of Caroline Ditties; but again an
excuse had been made. And half a dozen similar
things had driven Amory to the conclusion, sadly against
her will, that the Taskers were taking up that ridiculous,
if not actually hostile attitude, of the poor who hug
their pride. It was not nice between old friends.
Amory could say with a clear conscience that she had
not refused Dorothy’s help in the days when the boot
had been on the other leg. She was not resentful, but
really it did look very much like putting on airs.
But of course that stupid Stanhope Tasker was at
the bottom of it all. Amory did not so much mind his
not having liked her from the first; she would have
been sorry to let a trifle like that ruffle her equanimity;
but it was evident that he did not in the least realize
his position. She was quite sure, in the first place,
that he couldn’t afford (or rather Dorothy couldn’t
afford) to pay eighty pounds for that flat, plus another
twenty for the little office they had annexed and used
as a nursery. And in the next place he dressed absurdly
above his position. Cosimo dressed for hygiene and
comfort, in cellular things and things made of nonirritant
vegetable fibre; but those absurdly modish jackets
and morning-coats of Stan’s had, unless Amory was very
much mistaken, to be bought at the expense of real
necessaries. And so with their hospitality. In that
too, they tried to cut a dash and came very near to making
themselves ridiculous. Amory didn’t want to interfere;
she couldn’t plan and be wise for everybody;
she had her own affairs to attend to; but she was quite
sure that the Taskers would have done better to regulate
their hospitality as hospitality was regulated at The
Witan—that was, to make no special preparation, but
to have the door always open to their friends. But no;
the Taskers must make a splash. They must needs
“invite” people and be a little stand-offish about people
coming uninvited. They were “At home” and “Not
at home” for all the world as if they had been important
people. But Amory would have thought herself
very stupid to be taken in by all this ceremony. For
example, the last time she and Cosimo had been asked to
the flat to dinner she knew that they had been “worked
off” only because the Taskers had had the pheasants
given by somebody, and very likely the fish too. And it
would have been just like Stan Tasker’s insolence had
he asked them because he knew that the Pratts did not
eat poor beasties that should have been allowed to live
because of their lovely plumes, nor the pretty speckled
creatures that had done no harm to the destroyer who
had taken them with a hook out of their pretty stream.
But, kind to her old friend as Amory was always
ready to be, she did not feel herself called upon to go
out of her way to be very nice to her friend’s husband.
He had no right to expect it after his rudeness to Edgar
Strong about the “Novum.” For it had been about the
“Novum” that Stan had given Strong that talking-to.
Much right (Amory thought hotly) he had to talk!
Just because he consorted with men who counted their
money in rupees and thought nothing of shouldering
their darker-skinned brothers off the pavement, he
thought he was entitled to put an editor into his place!
But the truth, of course, was, that that very familiarity
prevented him from really knowing anything about these
questions at all. Because an order was established, he
had not imagination enough to see how it could have
been anything different. His mind (to give it that
name) was of the hidebound, official type, and too many
limited intelligences of that kind stopped the cause of
Imperial progress to-day. Or rather, they tried to stop
it, and perhaps thought they were stopping it; but really,
little as they suspected it, they were helping more than
they knew. A pig-headed administration does unconsciously
help when, out of its own excesses, a divine discontent
is bred. Mr. Suwarree Prang had been eloquent
on that very subject one afternoon not very long ago.
A charming man! Amory had listened from her hammock,
rapt. Mr. Prang did the “Indian Review” for
the “Novum,” in flowery but earnest prose; and as he
actually was Indian, and did not merely hobnob with a
few captains and subalterns home on leave, it was to be
supposed that he would know rather more of the subject
than Mr. Stanhope Tasker!——
And Mr. Stanhope Tasker had had the cheek to tell
Mr. Strong that he didn’t know what he was talking
about!
Amory felt that she could never be sufficiently thankful
for the chance that had thrown Mr. Strong in her
way. She had always secretly felt that her gifts were
being wasted on such minor (but still useful) tasks as
the “Eden” Restaurant and the “Love Lectures”
Agency. But her personal exaltation over Katie Deedes
and the others had caused her no joy. What had given
her joy had been the immensely enlarged sphere of her
usefulness; that was it, not the odious vanity of leadership,
but the calm and responsible envisaging of a task
for which not one in ten thousand had the vision and
courage and strength. And Edgar Strong had shown
her these things. Of course, if he had put them in
these words she might have suspected him of trying to
flatter her; but as a matter of fact he had not said a
single word about it. He had merely allowed her to see
for herself. That was his way: to all-but-prove a thing—to
take it up to the very threshold of demonstration—and
then apparently suddenly to lose interest in it.
And that in a way was his weakness as an editor.
Amory, whom three or four wieldings of the blue pencil
had sufficed to convince that there was nothing in journalism
that an ordinary intelligence could not master in
a month, realized this. She herself, it went without
saying, always saw at once exactly what Mr. Strong
meant; she personally liked those abrupt and smiling
stops that left Mr. Strong’s meaning as it were hung up
in the air; but it was a mistake to suppose that everybody
was as clever as she and Mr. Strong. “I’s” had
to be dotted and “t’s” crossed for the multitude. But
it was at that point that Mr. Strong always became almost
languid.
It was inevitable that the man who had thus revealed
to her, after a single glance at her, such splendid and
unsuspected capacities within herself, should exercise
a powerful fascination over Amory. If he had seen
all this in her straight away (as he assured her he had),
then he was a man not lightly to be let go. He might be
the man to show her even greater things yet. He
puzzled her; but he appeared to understand her; and
as both of them understood everybody else, she was
aware of a challenge in his society that none other of
her set afforded her. He could even contradict her and
go unsacked. Prudent people, when they sack, want to
know what they are sacking, and Amory did not know.
Therefore Mr. Strong was quite sure of his job until she
should find out.
Another thing that gave Mr. Strong this apparently offhand
hold over her was the confidential manner in which
he had warned her not to take Mr. Brimby, the novelist,
too seriously. For without the warning Amory, like a
good many other people, might have committed precisely
that error.... But when Mr. Brimby, taking
Amory apart one day, had expressed in her ear a gentle
doubt whether Mr. Strong was quite “sound” on certain
important questions, Amory had suddenly seen.
Mr. Strong had “cut” one of Mr. Brimby’s poignantly
sorrowful sketches of the East End—seen through
Balliol eyes—and Mr. Brimby was resentful. She did
not conceal from herself that he might even be a little
envious of Mr. Strong’s position. He might have been
wiser to keep his envy to himself, for, while mere details
of routine could hardly expect to get Amory’s
personal attention, there was one point on which Mr.
Strong was quite “sound” enough for Amory—his
sense of her own worth and of how that worth had
hitherto been wasted. And Mr. Strong had not been
ill-natured about Mr. Brimby either. He had merely
twinkled and put Amory on her guard. And because
he appeared to have been right in this instance, Amory
was all the more disposed to believe in his rightness
when he gave her a second warning. This was about
Wilkinson, the Labour Member. He was awfully fond
of dear old Wilkie, he said; he didn’t know a man more
capable in some things than Wilkie was; but it would
be foolish to deny that he had his limitations. He
wasn’t fluid enough; wanted things too much cut-and-dried;
was a little inclined to mistake violence for
strength; and of course the whole point about the
“Novum” was that it was fluid....
“In fact,” Mr. Strong concluded, his wary blue eyes
ceasing suddenly to hold Amory’s brook-brown ones
and taking a reflective flight past her head instead, “for
a paper like ours—I’m hazarding this, you understand,
and keep my right to reconsider it—I’m not sure that
a certain amount of fluidity isn’t a Law....”
Amory nodded. She thought it excellently put.
Amory sometimes thought, when she took her
bird’s-eye-view of the numerous activities that
found each its voice in its proper place in the columns
of the “Novum,” that she would have allowed almost
any of them to perish for lack of support rather than
the Wyron’s “Lectures on Love.” She admitted this
to be a weakness in herself, a sneaking fondness, no
more; but there it was—just that one blind spot that
mars even the clearest and most piercing vision. And
she always smiled when Mr. Strong tried to show this
weakness of hers in the light of a merit.
“No, no,” she always said, “I don’t defend it.
Twenty things are more important really, but I can’t
help it. I suppose it’s because we know all about Laura
and Walter themselves.”
“Perhaps so,” Mr. Strong would musingly concede.
Anybody who was anybody knew all about Laura
Beamish and Walter Wyron and a certain noble defeat
in their lives that was to be accounted as more than a
hundred ordinary victories. That almost historic episode
had just shown everybody who was anybody what
the world’s standards were really worth. Hitherto the
Wyrons have been spoken of both as a married couple
and as “Walter Wyron” and “Laura Beamish” separately;
let the slight ambiguity now be cleared up.
Mrs. Cosimo Pratt became on occasion Miss Amory
Towers for reasons that began and ended in her profession
as a painter; and everybody who was anybody
was as well aware that Miss Amory Towers, the painter
of the famous feminist picture “Barrage,” was in reality
Mrs. Cosimo Pratt, as the great mass of people who
were nobody knew that Miss Elizabeth Thompson, the
painter of “The Roll Call,” was actually Lady Butler.
But not so with the Wyrons. Reasons, not of business,
nor yet of fame, but of a burning and inextinguishable
faith, had led to their noble equivocation. Deeply
seated in the hearts both of Walter and of Laura had
lain a passionate non-acceptance of the merely parroted
formula of the Wedding Service. So searching and
fundamental had this been that by the time their various
objections had been disposed of little had remained
that had seemed worth bothering about; and in one
sense they had not bothered about it. True, in another
sense they had bothered, and that was precisely where
the defeat came in; but that did not dim the splendour
of the attempt. To come without further delay
to the point, the Wyrons had married, under strong
protest, in the ordinary everyday way, Laura
submitting to the momentary indignity of a ring; but
thereafter they had magnificently vindicated the New
Movement (in that one aspect of it) by not saying a
word about the ceremony of their marriage to anybody—no,
not even to the people who were somebody. Then
they had flown off to the Latin Quarter.
It had not been in the Latin Quarter, however, that
the true character of their revolt had first shown. Perhaps—nobody
knows—their relation had not been singular
enough there. Perhaps—there were people base
enough to whisper this—they had feared the singularity
of “letting on.” It is easy to do in the Boul’ Mich’
as the Boul’ Mich’ does. The real difficulties begin
when you try to do in London what London permits
only as long as you do it covertly.
And if there had been a certain covertness about their
behaviour when, after a month, they had returned, what
a venial and pardonable subterfuge, to what a tremendous
end! Amory herself, up to then, had not had
a larger conception. For while the Wyrons had secretly
married simply and solely in order that their offspring
should not lie under a stigma, their overt lives had been
one impassioned and beautiful protest against any assumption
whatever on the part of the world of a right
to make rules for the generation that was to follow.
No less a gospel than this formed the substance of those
Lectures of Walter’s; great as the number of the born
was, his mission was the protection of a greater number
still. The best aspects both of legitimacy and of illegitimacy
were to be stereoscoped in the perfect birth.
And he now had, in quite the strict sense of the word,
a following. The same devoted faces followed him
from the Lecture at the Putney Baths on the Monday
to that at the Caxton Hall on the Thursday, from his
ascending the platform at the Hampstead Town Hall
on the Tuesday to his addressing of a garden-party from
under the copper-beech at The Witan on the Sunday
afternoon. And in course of time the faithfulness of
the followers was rewarded. They graduated, so to
speak, from the seats in the body of the building to the
platform itself. There they supported Laura, and gave
her a countenance that she no longer needed (for she
had earned her right to wear her wedding-ring openly
now), and flocked about the lecturer afterwards, not as
about a mere man, but rather as seeing in him the physician,
the psychologist, the expert, the helper, and the
setter of crooked things straight that he was.
As a lecturer—may we say as a prophet?—Walter
had a manner original and taking in the extreme.
Anybody less sustained by his vision and less upheld
by his faith might have been a little tempted to put on
“side,” but not so Walter. Perhaps his familiarity
with the stage—everybody knew his father, Herman
Wyron, of the New Greek Theatre—had taught him the
value of the large and simple statement of large and
simple things; anyhow, he did not so much lecture to
his audiences as accompany them, chattily and companionably,
through the various windings of his subject.
With his hands thrust unaffectedly into the pockets of
his knickers, and a sort of sublimated “Well, here we
are again” expression on his face, he allayed his hearers’
natural timidity before the magnitude of his mission,
and gave them a direct and human confab. on a
subject that returned as it were from its cycle of vastness
to simple personal experience again. His every
sentence seemed to say, “Don’t be afraid; it’s nothing
really; soon you’ll be as much at your ease in dealing
with these things as I am; just let me tell you an anecdote.”
No wonder Laura held her long and muscular
neck very straight above her hand-embroidered yoke.
Everybody understood that unless she adopted some sort
of an attitude her proper pride in such a married lover
must show, which would have been rather rubbing it
in to the rest of her sex. So she booked dates for new
lectures almost nonchalantly, and, when the platform
was invaded at the end of the Lecture, or Walter
stepped down to the level of those below, she was there
in person as the final demonstration of how well these
things actually would work as soon as Society had decided
upon some concerted action.
Corin and Bonniebell, Amory’s twins, did not attend
Walter’s Lectures. It was not deemed advisable to
keep them out of bed so late at night. But Miss Britomart
Belchamber, the governess, could have passed—had
in fact passed—an examination in them. It had
been Amory who, so to speak, had set the paper. For
it had been at one of the Lectures—the one on “The
Future Race: Are We Making Manacles?”—that
Miss Belchamber had first impressed Amory favourably.
Amory had singled her out, first because she
wore the guarantee of Prince Eadmond’s Collegiate Institution—the
leather-belted brown sleeveless djibbah
with the garment of fine buff fabric showing beneath it
as the fruit of a roasted chestnut shows when the rind
splits—and secondly because of her admirable physique.
She was splendidly fair, straight as an athlete, and
could shut up her long and massive limbs in a wicker
chair like a clasp-knife; and for her movements alone
it was almost a sin that Walter’s father could not secure
her for the New Greek Society’s revival of “Europa”
at the Choragus Theatre. And she was not too quick
mentally. That is not to say that she was a fool.
What made Amory sure that she was not a fool was
that she herself was not instinctively attracted by fools,
and it was better that Miss Belchamber should be ductile
under the influence of Walter’s ideas than that she
should have just wit enough to ask those stupid and
conventional and so-called “practical” questions that
Walter always answered at the close of the evening as
patiently as if he had never heard them before. And
Miss Belchamber told the twins stories, and danced
“Rufty Tufty,” with them, and “Catching of Quails,”
and was really cheap at her rather stiff salary. Cosimo
loved to watch her at “Catching of Quails.” If the
children did not grow up with a love of beauty after
that, he said, he gave it up. (The twins, by the way,
unconsciously served Amory as another example of
Dorothy Tasker’s unreasonableness. As the mother of
Noel and Jackie, Dorothy seemed rather to fancy herself
as an experienced woman. But Amory could afford
to smile at this pretension. There was a difference
in age of a year and more between Noel and Jackie.
No doubt Dorothy knew a little, but she, Amory, could
have told her a thing or two).
On a Wednesday afternoon about a fortnight after
Lady Tasker’s visit to The Witan, Amory walked the
garden thoughtfully. The weather was growing chilly,
the hammock had been taken in, and her feet in the
fallen leaves made a melancholy sound. Cosimo had
left her half an hour before; certain points had struck
him in the course of conversation which he thought
ought to be incorporated in the “Life and Work”;
and it was a rule at The Witan that nothing must ever
be allowed to interfere with the impulse of artistic
creation. For the matter of that, Amory herself was
creating now, or at any rate was at the last preparatory
stage that immediately precedes creation. Presently
she would have taken the plunge and would be deep in
the new number of the “Novum.” For the moment
she was thinking of Mr. Strong.
As she tried to clear up exactly what place Mr.
Strong had in her thoughts she was struck by the dreadful
tendency words and names and definitions have to
attach themselves to vulgar and ready-made meanings—a
tendency so strong that she had even caught herself
more than once jumping to a common conclusion. To
take an example, though a rather preposterous one.
Had Dorothy, with one of her ridiculous advertisements
waiting to be done, confessed to her that instead of setting
about it she was thinking of a male person with
a pair of alert blue eyes and a curiously mobile and
clean-cut mouth (not that it was likely that Dorothy
would have had the candour to make such a confession)—well,
Amory might have smiled just like anybody
else. She was not trying to make herself out any better
than others. She was candid about it, however,
which they were often not.
Still, the trouble about her feeling for Mr. Strong
was to find a word for it that had not been vulgarized.
She was, of course, exceedingly interested in him, but
that was not saying very much. She “liked” him, too,
but that again might mean anything. Her difficulty
was that she herself was so special; and so on second
thoughts she might have been right in giving an interpretation
to Dorothy’s actions, and Dorothy quite
wrong in giving the same interpretation to hers merely
because the data were the same.
Nor had Mr. Strong himself been able to help her
very much when, a couple of days before, she had put
the question to him, earnestly and without hateful false
shame.
“What is this relation of ours?” she had asked him,
point-blank and fearlessly.
“Eh?” Mr. Strong had replied, a little startled.
“There must be a relation of some sort between every
two people who come into contact. I’m just wondering
exactly what ours is.”
Then Mr. Strong had knitted his brows and had said,
presently, “I see.... Have you read ‘The Tragic
Comedians?’”—Amory had not, and the copy of the
book which she had immediately ordered had not come
yet. And then she too had knitted her brows. She
had caught the trick from him.
“I suppose that what it really comes to is knowing
yourself,” she had mused; and at that Mr. Strong had
given her a quick approving look, almost as if he said
that if she put in her thumb in the same place again
she might pull out a plum very well worth having.
“And not,” Amory had continued, curiously heartened,
“anything about the other person at all.”
“Good, good,” Mr. Strong had applauded under his
breath; “have you Edward Carpenter’s book in the
house, by the way?... Never mind: I’ll send you
my copy.”
He had sent it. It was in Amory’s hand now. She
had discovered that it had a catching and not easily
identifiable smell of its own, of Virginia cigarettes and
damp and she knew not what else, all mingled; and
somehow the smell seemed quite as much an answer to
the question she had asked as anything in the book
itself.
Nor, despite Walter’s special knowledge of these indications,
could she go to the Wyrons for diagnosis and
advice. For one thing, there was her own position of
high patronage to be considered; for another, splendidly
daring as the Wyrons’ original protest had been,
the Lectures had lately begun to have a little the air of
a shop, over the counter of which admittedly valuable
specifics were handed, but with a kind of “And the
next article, please?” suspicion about it. Besides, the
Wyrons, having no children, had of necessity to “chic”
a little in cases where children formed a complicating
element. Besides ... but anyway, Amory wasn’t going
either to Laura Beamish or to Walter Wyron.
She made a charming picture as she walked slowly
the length of the privet hedge and then turned towards
the copper beech again. Mr. Strong had said that he
liked her in that dress—an aluminium-grey one, very
simple and very expensive, worn with a handsome Indian
shawl, a gift of Mr. Prang’s, the mellow colour of
which “led up” to the glowing casque of her hair;
and she had smiled when Mr. Strong had added that
Britomart Belchamber’s rough tabards and the half-gym
costume in which she danced “Rufty Tufty”
would not have suited her, Amory, at all. Probably
they wouldn’t—not as a regular thing. Cosimo liked
those, especially when the wearer was largish; indeed,
it was one of Cosimo’s humours to pose as Britomart’s
admirer. But Amory was small, and never shut her
limbs up like a multiple-lever in a basket chair, but
drew her skirt down a foot or so below her toes instead
whenever she sat down. She fancied, though Mr.
Strong had never used the word, that the “Novum’s”
editor found Miss Belchamber just a little hoydenish.
Amory wished that something would bring Mr.
Strong up that afternoon. It was one of the days on
which the editing of the “Novum” could take care of
itself, and besides, they would actually be editing it
together. For the next number but one—the forthcoming
one was already passed—was to be their most
important utterance yet. It was to indicate clearly,
firmly and once for all, their Indian policy. The
threatened failure of the monsoon made the occasion
urgent, and Mr. Suwarree Prang himself had explained
to Amory only the night before precisely what the monsoon
was, and how its failure would provide, from the
point of view of those who held that the present wicked
regime of administration by the strong hand was at last
tottering to its fall, a providential opportunity. It had
struck Amory as wondrously romantic and strange that
a meteorological condition halfway round the world, in
a place she had never seen, should thus change the
course of her quiet life in Hampstead; but, properly
considered, no one thing in this wonderful world was
more wonderful than another. It was Life, and Life,
as she remembered to have read somewhere or other, is
for the Masters of it. And she was beginning to find
that after all these things only required a little confidence.
It was as easy to swim in six miles deep of
water, like that place in Cosimo’s atlas of which the
name escaped her for the moment, as it was in six
feet. And Mr. Prang had talked to her so long and so
vividly about India that she sometimes found it quite
difficult to realize that she had never been there.
Still wishing that Mr. Strong would come, she slowly
left the garden and entered the house. In the hall she
paused for a moment, and a tender little smile softened
her face. She had stopped before the exquisite casts
of the foot and the arm. Pensively she took the foot
up from the console table, and then, coming to a resolution,
she took the arm down from its hook on the wall.
After all, beautiful as she had to admit them to be, the
studio, and not the hall, was the proper place for them.
With the foot and Edward Carpenter in her left
hand, and the plaster arm hugged to her right breast,
she walked along the passage and sought the studio.
It was called the studio, and there certainly were
canvases and easels and other artists’ paraphernalia
there, but it was less used for painting than as a room
for sitting and smoking and tea and discussion. It
was a comfortable apartment. Rugs made islands on
the thick cork floor-covering, and among the rugs were
saddlebag chairs, a long adjustable chair, and a wide
couch covered with faded tapestry. The room was an
annex of corrugated iron lined with matchboarding,
but electric-light fittings depended from the iron ties
overhead, and in place of an ordinary hearth was a sort
of stage one, with an imitation log of asbestos, which,
when you put a match to it, broke into a licking of blue
and yellow gas-jets. The north window occupied the
whole of the garden end, and, facing it, was the large
cartoon for Amory’s unfinished allegorical picture,
“The Triumph of Humane Government.” High up
and just within the door was the bell that answered to
the button outside.
Amory was putting down the casts on a Benares tray
when the ringing of this bell startled her. But as it
rang in the kitchen also, she did not move to answer
it. She stood listening, the fingers of one hand to her
lips, those of the other still resting on the plaster shoulder.
Then she heard a voice, and a moment later there
came a tap at the door.
It was Mr. Strong.
He advanced, and did a thing he had not done before—lifted
the hand she extended to his lips and then let
it drop again. But Amory was not surprised. It was
merely a new and natural expression of the homage he
had never concealed, and even had Amory been vain
enough to suppose that it meant anything more, the
briskness of the “Good afternoon” that followed it
would have disabused her. “Glad I found you,”
Mr. Strong said. “I wanted to see you. Cosimo
in?”
Her husband was always Cosimo to him, but in speaking
to herself he used no name at all. It was as if
he hesitated to call her Amory, and refused to call her
Mrs. Pratt. Even “Miss Towers” he had only used
once, and that was some time ago.
Amory’s fingers left the cast, and Mr. Strong walked
towards the asbestos log.—“May I?” he said, drawing
forth a packet of Virginia cigarettes; and afterwards
he put the match with which he lighted one of the
cigarettes to the log. Amory drew up a small square
footstool, and put her elbows on her knees and her interwoven
fingers beneath her chin. Mr. Strong examined
the end of his cigarette, and thrust his chin
down into his red tie and his hands deep into his
trousers pockets. Then he seemed to plunge into
thought.
Suddenly he shot a glance at Amory, and said abruptly,
“I suppose you’ve talked over the Indian policy
with Cosimo?”
It was nice and punctilious of him, the way he always
dragged Cosimo in, and Amory liked it. She felt
sure that the editor of the “Times,” calling on the
Prime Minister’s wife, would not ignore the Prime
Minister. But to-day she was a little abstracted—dull—she
didn’t know exactly what; and so she replied,
without moving, “Would you like him here? He’s
busy with the ‘Life.’”
“Oh no, don’t trouble him then.”
There was a pause. Then, “I did talk to him about
it. And to Mr. Prang,” Amory said.
“Oh. Hm. Quite so,” said Mr. Strong, looking
at the toes of his brogues.
“Yes. Mr. Prang was here last night,” Amory continued,
looking at the points of her own slippers.
“Yes.”
Again Mr. Strong’s chin was sunk into his red tie.
He was rising and falling slowly on his toes. His
eyes moved ruminatively sideways to the rug at
Amory’s feet.
“Yes. Yes. I’ve been wondering——” he said
thoughtfully.
“Well?”
“Oh, nothing really. I dare say I’m quite wrong.
You see, Prang——”
“What?” Amory asked as he paused again.
There was a twinkle in the eyes that rose to Amory’s.
Mr. Strong gave a slight shrug.—“Well—Prang!——”
he said with humorous deprecation.
Amory was quick.—“Oh!—You don’t mean that
Mr. Prang isn’t sound?”
“Sound? Perfectly, perfectly. And a most capable
fellow. Only I’ve wondered once or twice whether
he isn’t—you know—just a little too capable....
You see, we want to use Prang—not to have Prang
using us.”
Amory could not forbear to smile. If that was all
that was troubling Mr. Strong she thought she could
reassure him.
“I don’t think you’d have been afraid of that if
you’d been here last night,” she replied quietly. “We
were talking over England’s diabolical misrule, and I
never knew Mr. Prang so luminous. It was pathetic—really.
Cosimo was talking about that Rawal Pindi
case—you know, of that ruffianly young subaltern
drawing down the blinds and then beating the native.—‘But
how do they take it?’ I asked Mr. Prang, rather
scornfully, you know; and really I was sorry for the
poor fellow, having to apologize for his country.—‘That’s
it,’ he said sadly—it was really sad.—And he
told me, frankly, that sometimes the poor natives pretended
they were killed, and sometimes they announce
that they’re going to die on a certain day, and they
really do die—they’re so mystic and sensitive—it was
most interesting.... But what I mean is, that a gentle
and submissive people like that—Mr. Prang admits
that’s their weakness—I mean they couldn’t use us!
It’s our degradation that we aren’t gentle and sensitive
too. You see what I mean?”
“Oh, quite,” Mr. Strong jerked out. “Quite.”
“And that’s why I call Mr. Prang an idealist.
There must be something in the East. At any rate it
was splendid moral courage on Prang’s part to say,
quite openly, that they couldn’t do anything without
the little handful of us here, but must simply go on
suffering and dying.”
There fell one of the silences that usually came when
Mr. Strong lost interest in a subject. Merely adding,
“Oh, I’ve not a word to say against Prang, but——,”
he began to rise and fall on his toes again. Then he
stepped to the Benares table where the casts were. But
he made no criticism of them. He picked the foot up,
and put it down again. “I like it,” he said, and returned
once more to the asbestos hearth. The silence
fell again.
Amory, sitting on the footstool with her knees supporting
her elbows and her wrists supporting her chin,
would have liked to offer Mr. Strong a penny for his
thoughts. She had had an odd, warm little sensation
when he had picked up that cast of the perfect foot.
She supposed he must know that it was her foot, but
so widely had his thoughts been ranging that he had
merely put it down again with an abstracted “I like it.”
Amory was not sure that any other woman than herself
would not have been piqued. Any other woman would
have expected him either not to look at the thing, or
else to say that it was small, or to ask whether the real
one was as white, or something foolish like that. But
Amory was superior to such things. She lived on
higher levels. On these levels such an affront to the
pure intellect as a flirtation could not exist. Free Love
as a logical and defensible system—yes, perhaps; or a
combination so happy of marriage and cohabitation as
that of the Wyrons’—yes again; but anything lower she
left to the stupid people who swallowed the conventions
whole, including the convention of not being found out.—So
she merely wondered about their relation again.
Obviously, there must be a relation. And yet his own
explanation had been quite insufficient; it had been no
explanation at all to ask her whether she had read
“The Tragic Comedians” or whether she had Edward
Carpenter in the house. No doubt it was flattering to
her intelligence to suppose that she could “flash” at
his meaning without further words on his part, but it
was also a little irritating when the flash didn’t come.
And, now that she came to think of it, except that he
allowed it to be inferred that he found Britomart Belchamber
a bit lumpish, she didn’t know what he thought,
not merely of herself, but of women at all.
And yet there was a passed-through-the-furnace look
about him that might have piqued any woman. It was
not conceivable that his eyes had softened only over
inspired passages in proof, or that the tenderest speeches
his lips had shaped had been the “Novum’s” rallying-cries
to the devoted band of the New Imperialists.
Amory was sure that his memory must be a maze of
things, less spacious perhaps, but far more interesting
than these. He looked widely now, but must have
looked close and intense too. He pronounced upon the
Empire, but, for all he was not married, must have
probed deep into the palpitating human heart as
well.
Amory was just thinking what a gage of intimacy an
unembarrassed silence can be when Mr. Strong broke
it. He lighted another cigarette at the end of the
last, turned, threw the end on the asbestos log, and
stood looking at the purring blue and yellow jets. No
doubt he was full of the Indian policy again.
But as it happened it was not the Indian policy—“Oh,”
Mr. Strong said, “I meant to ask you—Who
was that fellow who came up here one day?”
This was so vague that when Amory said “What
fellow?” Mr. Strong himself saw the vagueness, and
laughed.
“Of course: ‘How big is a piece of wood?’—I
mean the fellow who came to the Witan in a morning-coat?”
This was description enough. Amory’s back
straightened a little.
“Oh, Stanhope Tasker! Oh, just the husband of a
friend of mine. I don’t think you’ve met her. Why?”
Surely, she thought, Mr. Strong was not going to tell
her that “Stanhope Tasker was an excellent fellow in
his way, but——,” as he had said of Mr. Brimby, Mr.
Wilkinson and Mr. Prang!——
“Oh, nothing much. Only that I saw him to-day,”
Strong replied offhandedly.
“He’s often about. He isn’t a very busy man, I
should say,” Amory remarked.
“Saw him in Charing Cross Road as I was coming
out of the office,” Mr. Strong continued. “I don’t
think he saw me though.”
“After his abominable manners to you that day I
should think he’d be ashamed to look you in the face.”
For a moment Mr. Strong looked puzzled; then he
remembered, and laughed again.
“Oh, I didn’t mind that in the least! Rather refreshing
in fact. Far more likely he didn’t notice me
because he had his wife with him. I think you said he
was married?”
Amory was just about to say that Mr. Strong gave
Stan far more magnanimity than he deserved when a
thought arrested her. Dorothy in Charing Cross Road!
As far as she was aware Dorothy had not been out of
Hampstead for weeks, and even then kept to the less
frequented parts of the Heath. It wasn’t likely....
Her eyes became thoughtful.
“Oh? That’s funny,” she said.
“What, that he shouldn’t see me? Oh no. They
seemed far more interested in electric-light fittings.”
Amory’s eyes grew more thoughtful still—“Oh!”
she said; and added, “Did you think her pretty?”
“Hm—in a way. Very well dressed certainly;
they both were. But I don’t think these black Spanish
types amuse me much,” Mr. Strong replied.
Dorothy a black Spanish type!
“Oh, do tell me what she had on!” said Amory
brightly.
She rather thought she knew most of Dorothy’s
dresses by this time.
A black Spanish type!
The task of description was too much for Mr. Strong,
but he did his best with it. Amory was keenly interested.
But she pocketed her interest for the present,
and said quite banteringly and with an almost arch look,
“Oh, I should have thought Mrs. Tasker exactly your
type!”
Again the quick motion of Mr. Strong’s blue eyes
suggested an audible click—“Oh? Why?” he asked.
“Oh, there’s no ‘why’ about it, of course. It’s the
impression of you I had, that’s all. You see, you don’t
particularly admire Miss Belchamber——”
“Oh, come! I think Miss Belchamber’s an exceedingly
nice girl, only——”
“Well, Laura Beamish, then. But I forgot; you
don’t go to Walter’s Lectures. But I wonder whether
you’d admire Laura?”
“If she’s black and Spanish you think I should?”
He paused. “Is she?”
“No. Brown and stringy rather, and with eyes that
open and shut very quickly.... But I’m very absurd.
There’s no Law about these things really. Only, you
see, I’ve no idea of the kind of woman you do admire?”
She said it smilingly, but that did not mean that she
was not perfectly candid and natural about it too. Why
not be natural about these things? Amory knew
people who were natural enough about their preferred
foods and clothing and houses; was a woman less than
an entrée, or a bungalow, or a summer overcoat? Besides,
it was so very much more intrinsically interesting.
Walter Wyron had made a whole Lecture on it—Lecture
No. II, “Types and Tact,” and Walter had
barely touched the fringe of the subject. Amory
wanted to go a little deeper than that. But she also
wanted to get away from those vulgarized words and
ready-made conclusions, and to have each case considered
on its merits. Surely it ought to be possible
to say that the presence of a person affected you pleasantly,
or unpleasantly, without sniggering inferences
of a liaison in the one case or of a rupture in the other!
Therefore it was once more just a little irritating
that Mr. Strong, instead of telling her what type he
did admire, should merely laugh and say, “Well—not
Mrs. Tasker.” If Amory had a criticism at all
to make of Mr. Strong it was this habit of his of
negatives, that sometimes almost justified the nickname
Mr. Brimby had given him, of “Stone Wall Strong.”
So she dropped one hand from her chin, allowing it
to hang loose over her knee while the other forearm
still kept its swan’s-neck curve, and said abruptly,
“Well—about the Indian Number. Let’s get on.”
“Ah, yes,” said Mr. Strong. “Let’s get on.”
“What had we decided?”
“Only Prang’s article so far.”
“But you say you have your doubts about it?”
Mr. Strong hesitated. “Only about its selling-power,”
he said with a little shrug. “We must sell
the paper, you see. It’s not paying its way yet.”
“Well, I’m sure that’s not Mr. Prang’s fault,”
Amory retorted. “He’s practically made the export
circulation.”
“You mean the Bombay circulation? Yes, I suppose
he has. I don’t deny it.”
“You can’t deny it. Since Prang began to write
for us we’ve done awfully well in Bombay.”
To that too, Mr. Strong assented. Then Amory,
after a moment’s pause, spoke quietly. She did not
like to think of her editor as jealous of his own contributors.
“I know you don’t like Mr. Prang,” she said, looking
fixedly at the asbestos log.
“I!” began Stone Wall Strong. “Why, you
know I think he’s a first rate fellow, if only——”
This time, however, Amory really did intend to get
it out of him. For once she would have one of those
hung-up sentences completed.
“If only what?” she said, looking up at him.
“Oh, I don’t know—as you said a moment ago,
there’s no ‘why’ about these things——”
“But I did give you my impression. You don’t
give me yours.”
“You did, I admit. Yes, I admit you did....
What is it you want to know, then?”
“Only why you seem so doubtful about Mr. Prang.”
“Ah!” said Mr. Strong....
Those who knew Edgar Strong the best said that he
was a man who, other things being equal, would rather
go straight than not. Even when the other things were
not quite equal, he still had a mild preference for
straightness. But if other people positively insisted that
he should deviate from straightness, very well; that was
their lookout. He had been a good many things in his
time—solicitor’s clerk, free-lance journalist, book-pedlar,
election-agent’s minion, Vanner, poetic vagabond,
and always an unerring “spotter” of the literary
son of the farming squire the moment he appeared
in sight; and the “Novum” was the softest job he
had found yet. If the price of his keeping it was that
he should look its owner’s wife long and earnestly in
the eyes, as if in his own there lay immeasurable things,
not for him to give but for her to take if she list, so
be it; he would sleep none the less well in his rent-free
bedroom behind the “Novum’s” offices afterwards.
His experience of far less comfortable sleeping-quarters
had persuaded him that in this imperfect world a man
is entitled to exactly what he can get.
His eyes, nevertheless, did not seek Amory’s. Instead,
roving round the room to see if nothing less
would serve (leaving him still with the fathomless look
in reserve for emergencies), they fell on the Benares
tray and the casts. And as they remained there he
suddenly frowned. Amory’s own eyes followed his;
and suddenly she felt again that little creeping thrill.
A faint colour and warmth, new and pleasurable, came
into her cheeks.
Then with a little rush, her discovery came upon
her....
She had got something from Mr. Strong at last!
Her head drooped a little away from him, and the
hand that had hung laxly over her knee dropped gently
to the rug. It was a delicious moment. So all these
weeks and weeks Mr. Strong had cared that that foot,
that arm, had been exposed to the gaze of anybody
who might have entered the house! He had not said
so; he did not say so now; but that was it! More, he
had cared so much that it had quite distorted his judgment
of Mr. Prang. And all at once Amory remembered
something else—a glance Edgar Strong had given
her, neither more nor less eloquent than the look he was
bending on the casts now, one afternoon when she
had lain in the hammock in the garden and Mr. Prang,
bending over her, had ventured to examine a locket
about her throat....
So that was at the bottom of his reserve! That was
the meaning of his “buts”!...
Amory did not move. She wished it might last for
hours. Mr. Strong had taken a step towards the casts,
but, changing his mind, had turned away again; and
she was astonished to find how full of meaning dozens
of his past gestures became now that she had the key to
them. And she knew that the casts were beautiful.
Brucciani would have bought them like a shot. And
she seemed to see Mr. Strong’s look, piteous and frowning
both at once, if she should sell them to Brucciani,
and Brucciani should publish them to hang in a hundred
studios....
The silence between them continued.
But speak she must, and it would be better to do
so before he did; and by and bye she lifted her head
again. But she did not look directly at him.
“It was very foolish,” she murmured with beautiful
directness and simplicity.
Mr. Strong said nothing.
“But for weeks I’ve been intending to move them.”
Mr. Strong shrugged his shoulders. It was as if
he said, “Well better late than never ... but you
see, now.”
“Yes,” breathed Amory, softly, but aloud.
The next moment Mr. Strong was himself again. He
returned to his station by the asbestos log.
“Well, there’s Prang’s article,” he said in his business
voice. “Am I to have it set up?”
“Perhaps we’d better see what Cosimo says first,”
Amory replied.
She did not know which was the greater delicacy
in Mr. Strong—the exquisite tact of the glance he had
given at the casts, or the quiet strength with which he
took up the burden of editing the “Novum” again.
A white October mist lay over the Heath, and
the smell of burning leaves came in at the pond-room
window of Dorothy Tasker’s flat. But the smell
was lost on Dorothy. All her intelligence was for the
moment concentrated in one faculty, the faculty of
hearing. She was sure Jackie had swallowed a safety-pin,
and she was anxiously listening for the click with
which it might come unstuck.
“Shall I send for the doctor, m’m?” said Ruth, who
stood holding the doorknob in her aproned hand. She
had been called away from her “brights,” and there
was a mournful relish of Jackie’s plight on her face.
“No,” said Dorothy.... “Oh, I know there were
twelve of them, and now there are only eleven!...
Have you put one of these things into your mouth,
Jackie?”
“He put it up his nose, mumsie, like he did some
boot-buttons once,” said Noel cheerfully.
“But he couldn’t do that.... Have you swallowed
it, Jackie?”
“Mmm,” said Jackie resolutely, as who should say
that that which his hand (or in this case his mouth)
found to do he did with all his might.
“Oh dear!” sighed Dorothy, leaning back in her
chair....
She supposed it was the still white weather that
weighed on her spirits; she hoped so, for if it was not
that it was something worse. Even dreary weather was
better than bankruptcy. She had sent her pass-book to
the bank to be balanced; until it should come back she
refused to look at the pile of tradesmen’s books that
stood on her writing-desk; and borrowing from her aunt
was not borrowing at all, but simply begging, since
Aunt Grace regarded the return of such loans as the
last of affronts.
And (she sighed again) she had been so well-off at
the time of her marriage! Why, she had had well over
a thousand a year from Hallowell and Smith’s alone!...
But Stan had had a few debts which had had to
be settled, and Stan’s knowledge of the style in which
things ought to be done had been rather a drawback
on that trip they had taken to the Riviera, for his
ideas of hotels had been a little splendacious, and of
dinners to “a few friends” rather daring; and, with
one thing and another, the problem of how to satisfy
champagne tastes on a beer income had never been really
satisfactorily solved by Stan, poor old boy. And he
never, never grumbled at home, not even when the cold
beef came on three evenings together, which was harder
on him than it was on most people. He did what he
could to earn, too. It wasn’t his fault that the standard
of efficiency in the Army was so impracticably high, nor
that he had been packed off to try his luck in Canada
with the disadvantage of being a remittance-man, nor
that, at the age of twenty-seven, when his father had
died, he had had to turn to and compete for this job
or that with a horde of capable youngsters years his
juniors and with fewer hampering decencies. It was
his father’s fault and Aunt Susan’s really, for having
sent him to Marlborough and Sandhurst without being
able to set him properly on his feet afterwards. Such
victims of circumstances, on a rather different level,
made husbands who stopped at home and cleaned the
knives and took the babies out in the perambulator.
In Stan’s case the natural result had been to make a
young man fit only to join as a ranker or to stand with
his back to a mirror in a suspect card-room.
“Shall I take him away, m’m?” Mrs. Mossop asked—(“And
prepare his winding-sheet,” her tone seemed
to add).
“Yes, do,” Dorothy replied, with a glance at Ruth’s
blackened hands. “And please make yourself fit to be
seen, Ruth. You know you oughtn’t to be doing all
that on the very day I let Norah out.”
She knew that her rebuke had set Ruth up in the
melancholy enjoyment of resentment for half a week,
but she was past caring. Ruth rose an inch in height
at being chidden for the faithful performance of her
most disagreeable duties; she turned; and as she bore
the Bits away the mighty roar into which Jackie broke
diminished in volume down the passage.
Dorothy sighed, that all her troubles should thus
crowd on her at once. Her eyes fell again on the
tradesmen’s books. It hardly seemed worth while to
pay them, since they would only come in again next
week, as clamorous and urgent as ever. They were
thrust through the letterbox like letters; Dorothy knew
very well the thud with which they fell on the floor;
but she could never help running out into the hall when
they came. She had tried the plan of dispensing with
books altogether and paying for everything in cash as
she got it, but that had merely meant, not one large
worry a week, but harassing little ones all the week
through.
Oh, why had she squandered, or allowed Stan to
squander, those good round sovereigns of Hallowell
and Smith’s!——
Still—there is measure in everything—she had not
sent her pass-book to the bank in order to learn whether
she had a balance. That would have been too awful.
It was the amount of her margin that she wanted, and
feared, to know. For presently there would be the
doctor to pay, and so many guineas a week at the Nursing
Home, and the flat going on just the same, and
poor old Stan pathetically hoping that a casual dinner-table
puff in a Marlborough voice would result in fat
new ledger-accounts for Fortune and Brooks’ and magnificent
commissions for himself. If only she could
get just a little ahead of her points! But the money
went out just slightly quicker than it came in. Stan
carved it as it were in twopences off the cold beef, the
Bits swallowed it in pennorths with their breadcrumbs
and gravy, and directly the strain eased for a little,
down swooped the rent and set everything back again
exactly where it had been three months before.
And the Income Tax people had actually sent Stan
a paper, wanting to know all about his income from
lands, hereditaments, etc., and warning him that his
wife’s income must be accounted as part of his
own!
But it must not be supposed that Dorothy had allowed
things to come to this pass without having had
an idea. She had an idea, and one that she thought a
very good one. Nevertheless, an idea is one thing, and
the execution thereof at the proper time quite another.
For example, the proper moment for the execution of this
idea of Dorothy’s was certainly now, or at any rate at
the Christmas Quarter (supposing she herself was up
and about again by that time and had found a satisfactory
subtenant for the flat). But the person against
whom her idea was designed—who, by the way, happened
to be her unsuspecting and much-loved aunt,
Lady Tasker—was a very present difficulty. Dorothy
knew for a fact that what would be admirably convenient
for herself at Christmas could not possibly be convenient
to her aunt until, at the very earliest, next summer.
That was the crab—the intervening period of
nine months. She knew of no mandragora that would
put herself, Stan and her Bits of Impudence gently to
sleep, to wake up again to easier times.
Oh, why had she spent those beautiful thick sovereigns
of Hallowell and Smith’s so recklessly!—
The mist lay flat over the pond outside, making in
one corner of it a horrible scum, from which the swans,
seeking their food, lifted blackened necks. There was
never a ripple on the pond-room walls to-day. Slowly
Dorothy rose. Moping was useless; she must do something.
She crossed to her writing-desk and took from
one of its drawers a fat file, concertina-ed like her own
accordion-pleated skirts; and she sat down and opened
it fan-wise on her knee. It was full of newspaper-cuttings,
draft “ideas” for advertisements, and similar
dreary things. She sighed again as her listless fingers
began to draw them out. She had not thought at one
time that she would ever come to this. By a remarkable
piece of luck and light-heartedness and ingenuity
she had started at Hallowell and Smith’s at the top of
the tree; the brains of underlings had been good enough
to cudgel for such scrap-stuff as filled her concertina-file;
but that was all changed now. Light come, light
go; and since the lapse of her contracts she had been
glad not only to devise these ignoble lures for the public,
but to draw them also. They formed the pennies-three-farthings
that came in while Stan carved the twopences
from the joint. She had thought the good times were
going to last for ever. They hadn’t. She now looked
enviously up to those who had been her own subordinates.
With no heart in her task at all, Dorothy set about
the drafting of an advertisement.
She was just beginning to forget about swallowed
safety-pins, and poor luckless Stan, and guineas for her
Nursing Home, and the prospect of presently having
seven mouths, big and little, to feed—she was even beginning
to cease to hear the clamour of the Bits in the
room along the passage—when there came a ring at
the bell. Her fair head did not move, but her blue eyes
stole abstractedly sideways as Ruth passed the pond-room
door. Then a man’s voice sounded, and Dorothy
dropped her pen....
“Mrs. Tasker,” she had heard, with the “a” cut
very short and two “s’s” in her name....
The next moment Ruth had opened the pond-room
door, and, in tones that plainly said “You needn’t think
that I’ve forgotten about just now, because I haven’t,”
announced: “Mr. Miller.”
Now it was curious that Dorothy had just been thinking
about Mr. Miller. Mr. Miller was Hallowells’
Publicity Manager, and the time had been when Dorothy
had had Mr. Miller completely in her pocket. She
had obtained that comfortable contract of hers from Mr.
Miller, and if during the latter part of its continuance
she had taken her duties somewhat lightly and her
pleasures with enormous gusto, she was not sure that
Mr. Miller had not done something of the same kind.
But the firm, which could excuse itself from a renewal
of her own contract, for some reason or other could not
get rid of Mr. Miller; and now here was Mr. Miller
unexpectedly in Dorothy’s flat—seeking her, which is
far better for you than when you have to do the seeking.
He stood there with his grey Trilby in his hand
and his tailor-made deltoids almost filling the aperture
of the doorway.
“There, now, if I wasn’t right!” said Mr. Miller
with great satisfaction, advancing with one hand outstretched.
“I fixed it all up with myself coming along
that you’d be around the house. I’ve had no luck all
the week, and I said to myself as I got out of the
el’vator at Belsize Park, ‘It’s doo to change.’ And
here I find you, right on the spot. I hope this is not an
introosion. How are you? And how’s Mr. Stan?”
He shook hands heartily with Dorothy, and looked
round for a place in which to put his hat and stick.
“Why, now, this is comfortable,” he went on, drawing
up the chair to which Dorothy pointed. “I like
your English fires. They may not have all the advantages
of steam-heat, but they got a look about ’em—the
Home-Idee. And you’re looking just about right in
health, Mrs. Tasker, if I may say so. You English
women have our N’York ladies whipped when it comes
to complexion, you have for sure. And how’s the family——?”
But here Mr. Miller suddenly stopped and looked at
Dorothy again. If the look that came into his eyes
had come into those of a young unmarried woman,
Dorothy would have fled there and then. He dropped
his head for a moment as people do who enter a church;
then he raised it again.
“If you’ll pardon an old married man and the father
of three little goils,” Mr. Miller said, his eyes reverently
lifted and his voice suddenly altered, “—but am
I right in supposing that ... another little gift from
the storks, as my dear old Mamie—that was my dear
old negro nurse—used to say?” Then, without waiting
for the unrequired answer, he straightened his back and
squared his deltoids in a way that would have made
any of Holbein’s portraits of Henry the Eighth look
like that of a slender young man. His voice dropped
three whole tones, and again he showed Dorothy the
little bald spot on the crown of his head.
“I’m glad. I say I’m glad. I’m vurry glad. I
rejoice. And I should like to shake Mr. Stan by the
hand. I should like to shake you by the hand too, Mrs.
Tasker.” Then, when he had done so: “It’s the
Mother-Idee. The same, old-fashioned Idee, like our
own mothers. It makes one feel good. Reverent. I
got no use for a young man but what he shows lats of
reverence for his mother. The old Anglo-Saxon-Idee—reverence
for motherhood.... And when, if an old
married man may ask the question——?”
Dorothy laughed and blushed and told him. Mr.
Miller, dropping his voice yet another tone, told her in
return that he knew of no holier place on oith than the
chamber in which the Anglo-Saxon-Idee of veneration
for motherhood was renewed and sustained. And then,
after he had said once more that he rejoiced, there fell
a silence.
Dorothy liked Mr. Miller. Once you got over his remarkable
aptitude for sincerities he had an excellent
heart. Nevertheless she could not imagine why he
had come. She shuddered as he seemed for a moment
to be once more on the point of removing his shoes at
the door of the Mosque of Motherhood, but apparently
he thought better of it. Squaring his shoulders again,
and no doubt greatly fortified by his late exercise, he
said, “Well, I always feel more of a man after I felt
the throb of a fellow-creature’s heart. That’s so. And
now you’ll be wondering what’s brought me up here?
Well, the fact is, Mrs. Tasker, I’m wurried. I got
wurries. You can see the wurry-map on my face.
Hallowells’ is wurrying me. I ain’t going to tell you
Hallowells’ ain’t what it was in its pammy days; it
may be, or it may not; mebbe you’ve heard the talk
that’s going around?”
“No,” said Dorothy.
“Is that so? Well, there is talk going around.
There’s a whole push of people, knocking us all the
time. They ain’t of much account themselves, but they
knock us. It’s a power the inferior mind has. And
I say I’m wurried about it.”
Dorothy, in spite of her “No,” had heard of the
“knocking” of Hallowell and Smiths’, and her heart
gave an excited little jump at the thought that flashed
across her mind. Did Hallowells’ want her back?
The firm had been launched upon London with every
resource of publicity; Dorothy herself had been the
author of its crowning device; and whereas the motto
of older firms had been “Courtesy Costs Nothing,”
Hallowells’ had vastly improved upon this. Courtesy
had, as a matter of fact, cost them a good deal; but the
rewards of the investment had been magnificent. Mr.
Miller had known that if you say to people often enough
“See how courteous I am,” you are to all intents and
purposes courteous. But what Mr. Miller had not
known had been the precise point at which it is necessary
to begin to build up a strained reputation again.
Commercial credit too, like those joints Stan carved,
comes in in twopence-halfpennies but goes out in threepences....
And so the “knocking” had begun.
Rumours had got about that Hallowells’ was a shop
where you were asked, after a few unsuitable articles
had been shown to you, whether you didn’t intend to
buy anything, and where you might wait for ten minutes
at a counter while two assistants settled a private
difference behind it. Did Mr. Miller want her help in
restoring the firm’s fair name? Did he intend to offer
her another contract? Were there to be more of Hallowells’
plump, ringing sovereigns—that she would know
better how to take care of this time? It was with difficulty
that she kept her composure as Mr. Miller continued:
“There’s no denying but what inferior minds have
that power,” he went sorrowfully on. “They can’t build
up an enterprise, but they can knock, and they been
good and busy. You haven’t heard of it? Well, that’s
good as far as it goes, but they been at it for all that.
Now I don’t want to knock back at your country, Mrs.
Tasker, but it seems to me that’s the English character.
You’re hostile to the noo. The noo gives you cold feet.
You got a terrific capacity for stopping put. Your
King Richard Core de Lion did things in a certain
way, and it ain’t struck you yet that he’s been stiff and
straight quite a while. And so when you see something
with snap and life to it you start knocking.” Mr.
Miller spoke almost bitterly. “But I ain’t holding you
personally responsible, Mrs. Tasker. I reckon you’re
a wonderful woman. Yours is a reel old family, and if
anybody’s the right to knock it’s you; but you appreciate
the noo. You look at it in the light of history. You
got the sense of world-progress. You’re a sort of Lady
Core de Lion to-day. I haven’t forgotten the Big Idee
you started us off with. And so I come to you, and tell
you, straight and fair, we want you.”
Dorothy was tingling with excitement; but she took
up a piece of sewing—the same piece on which she had
bent her modest gaze when she had machinated against
her aunt on the afternoon on which Lady Tasker had
come on, weary and thirsty, from the Witan. It was
a piece she kept for such occasions as these. She
stitched demurely, and Mr. Miller went on again:—
“We want you. We want those bright feminine
brains of yours, Mrs. Tasker. And your ladies’ intooition.
We’re stuck. We want another Idee like the
last. And so we come to the department where we got
satisfaction before.”
Dorothy spoke slowly. She was glad the pond-room
was beautifully furnished—glad, too, that the hours
Ruth spent over her “brights” were not spent in vain.
The porcelain gleamed in her cabinets and the silver
twinkled on her tables. At any rate she did not look
poor.
“This is rather a surprise,” she said. “I hardly
know what to say. I hadn’t thought of taking on another
contract.”
But here Mr. Miller was prompt enough.
“Well, I don’t know that we were thinking of a noo
contract exactly. You’re a lady with a good many
responsibilities now, and ain’t got too much time for
contracts, I guess. No, it ain’t a contract. It’s an
Idee we want.”
Far more quickly than Dorothy’s hopes had risen they
dropped again at this. “An Idee:” naturally!...
Everybody wanted that. She had not had to hawk an
idea like the last—so simple, so shapely, so beauty-bright.
And she had learned that it is not the ideas,
but what follows them, that pays—the flat and uninspired
routine that forms the everyday work of a lucrative
contract. It is the irony of this gipsy life of living
by your wits. You do a stately thing and starve;
you follow it up—or somebody else does—with faint
and empty echoes of that thing, and you are overfed.
An Idea—but not a contract; a picking of her brains,
but no permanent help against that tide of tradesmen’s
books that flowed in at the front door.... And Dorothy
knew already that for another reason Mr. Miller
had sought her out in vain. Ideas are not repeated.
They visit us, but we cannot fetch them. And as for
echoes of that former inspiration of hers, no doubt Mr.
Miller had thought of all those for himself and had
rejected them.
“I see,” she said slowly....
“Well,” said Mr. Miller, his worry-map really piteous,
“I wish you could tell me where we’ve gone wrong.
It must be something in the British character we ain’t
appreciated, but what, well, that gets me. We been
Imperialistic. There ain’t been one of our Monthly
House Dinners but what we’ve had all the Loyal Toasts,
one after the other. There ain’t been a Royal Wedding
but what we’ve had a special window-display, and
christenings the same, and what else you like. We
ain’t got gay with the Union Jack nor Rotten Row nor
the House of Lords. We’ve reminded folk it was your
own King George who said ‘Wake up, England——!’”
But at this point Mr. Miller’s doleful recital was
cut short by a second ring at the bell. Again Ruth’s
step was heard in the passage outside, and again Ruth,
loftily sulky but omitting no point of her duty, stood
with the door-knob in her hand.
“Mrs. Pratt,” she announced; and Amory entered.
Seeing Mr. Miller, however, she backed again. Mr.
Miller had risen and bowed as if he was giving some
invisible person a “back” for leapfrog.
“Oh, I do so beg your pardon!” said Amory hurriedly.
“I didn’t know you’d anybody here. But—if
I could speak to you for just a moment, Dorothy—it
won’t take a minute——”
“Please excuse me,” said Dorothy to Mr. Miller;
and she went out.
She was back again in less than three minutes. Her
face had an unusual pinkness, but her voice was calm.
She did not sit down again. Neither did she extend
her hand to Mr. Miller in a too abrupt good-bye.
Nevertheless, that worried man bowed again, and looked
round for his hat and stick.
“I shall have to think over what you’ve been saying,”
Dorothy said. “I’ve no proposal to make off-hand, you
see—and I’m rather afraid that just at present I shan’t
be able to come and see you——”
There were signs in Mr. Miller’s bearing of another
access of reverence.
“So I’ll write. Or better still, if it’s not too much
trouble for you to come and see me again——? Perhaps
I’d better write first.—But you’ll have tea, won’t
you?”
Mr. Miller put up a refusing hand.—“No, I thank
you.—So you’ll do your possible, Mrs. Tasker? That’s
vurry good of you. I’m wurried, and I rely on your
sharp feminine brains. As for the honorarium, we
shan’t quarrel about that. I wish I could have shaken
hands with Mr. Stan. There ain’t a happier and
prouder moment in a man’s life than——”
“Good-bye.”
And the father of the three little goils of his own
took his leave.
No sooner had he gone than Dorothy’s brows contracted.
She took three strides across the room and
rang for Ruth. Never before had she realized the inferiority,
as a means of expressing temper, of an electric
bell to a hand-rung one or to one of which a yard or
two of wire can be ripped from the wall. Only by
mere continuance of pressure till Ruth came did she
obtain even a little relief. To the high resolve on
Ruth’s face she paid no attention whatever.
“A parcel will be coming from Mrs. Pratt,” she
said. “Please see that it goes back at once.”
Ruth’s head was heroically high. The late Mr.
Mossop had had his faults, but he had not kept his
finger on electric-bell buttons till she came.
“No doubt there’s them as would give better satisfaction,
m’m,” she said warningly.
But Dorothy rushed on her fate.—“There seems
very little satisfaction anywhere to-day,” she answered.
“Then I should wish to give the usual notice,” said
Ruth.
“Very well,” said the reckless mistress....
“Ruth!” (Ruth returned). “You forgot what I said
about always shutting the door quietly.”
This time the door closed so quietly behind Ruth
that Dorothy heard her outburst into tears on the other
side of it.
Second-hand woollies for her Bits!... Of course
Amory Pratt had made the proposal with almost effusive
considerateness. No doubt the twins, Corin and
Bonniebell, had outgrown them. Dorothy did not suppose
for a moment that they were not the best of their
kind that money could buy; the Pratts seemed to roll
in money. And beyond all dispute the winter might
come any morning now, and the garments would just
fit Jackie. But—her own Bits! ... she had had her
back to the bedroom window when the offer had been
made; she knew that her sudden flush had not showed;
and her voice had not changed as she had deliberately
told her lie—that she had bought the children’s winter
outfits only the day before....
“I’m sure you won’t have any difficulty in giving
them away,” she had concluded as she had passed to
the bedroom door.
“Far less difficulty than you’ll find here,” she might
have added, but had forborne....
Other children’s woollies for her little Jackie!——
What gave sting to the cut was that Jackie sorely
needed them; but then it was not like Amory Pratt,
Dorothy thought bitterly, to make a graceful gift of
an unrequired thing. She must blunder into people’s
necessities. A gift of a useless Teddy Bear or of a
toy that would be broken in a week Dorothy might not
have refused; but mere need!—“Oh!” Dorothy exclaimed,
twisting in her chair with anger....
What a day! What a life! And what a little thing
thus to epitomize the whole hopeless standstill of their
circumstances!
And because it was a little thing, it had a power
over Dorothy that twenty greater things would not
have had. She was about to call the precious and disparaged
Jackie when she thought better of it. Instead,
she dropped her face into her hands and melted
utterly. What Ruth did in the kitchen she did in the
pond-room; and Jackie, who caught the contagion,
filled the passage between with an inconsolable howling.
It was into this house of lamentation that Stan
entered at half-past four.
“Steady, there!” he called to his younger son; and
Jackie’s bellow ceased instantaneously.
“Ruth’s c’ying, so I c’ied too,” he confided solemnly
to his father; and the two entered the pond-room together,
there to find Dorothy also in tears.
“Hallo, what’s this?” said Stan. “Jackie, run
and tell Ruth to hurry up with tea.... Head up,
Dot—let’s have a look at you——”
Perhaps he meant that Dot should have a look at
him, for his face shone with an—alas!—not unwonted
excitement. Dorothy had seen that shining before.
It usually meant that he had been let in on the ground
floor of the International Syndicate for the manufacture
of pig-spears, or had secured an option on the
world’s supply of wooden pips for blackberry jam, or
an agency for a synthesized champagne. And she
never dashed the perennial hopefulness of it. The
poor old boy would have been heartbroken had he been
allowed to suppose that he was not, in intent at any
rate, supporting his wife and children.
“What is it, old girl?” he said. “Just feeling
low, eh? Never mind. I’ve some news for you.”
Dorothy summoned what interest she could.—“Not
an agency or anything?” she asked, wiping her eyes.
“Better than that.”
“Well, some agencies are very good.”
“Not as good as this!”
“Put your arm round me. I’ve been feeling so
wretched!”
“Come and sit here. There. Wretched, eh?
Well, would three hundred a year cheer you up any?”
It would have, very considerably; but Stan’s schemes
were seldom estimated to produce a sum less than that.
“Eh?” Stan continued. “Paid weekly or monthly,
whichever I like, and a month’s screw to be going on
with?”
Suddenly Dorothy straightened herself in his arms.
She knew that Stan was trying to rouse her, but he
needn’t use a joke with quite so sharp a barb. She
sank back again.
“Don’t, dear,” she begged. “I know it’s stupid of
me, but I’m so dull to-day. You go out somewhere
this evening, and I’ll go to bed early and sleep it off.
I shall be all right again in the morning.”
But from the pocket into which she herself had put
four half-crowns that very morning—all she could
spare—Stan drew out a large handful of silver, with
numerous pieces of gold sticking up among it. A
glance told her that Stan was not likely to have backed
a winner at any such price as that. Other people did,
but not Stan. She had turned a little pale.
“Tell me, quick, Stan!” she gasped.
“You laughed rather at the Fortune & Brooks idea,
didn’t you?”
“Oh, don’t joke, darling!——”
“Eh?... I say, you’re upset. Anything been
happening to-day? Look here, let me get you a drink
or something!”
“Do you mean—you’ve got a job, Stan?”
“Rather!—I say, do let me get you a drink——”
“I shall faint if you don’t tell me——”
She probably would....
Stan had got a job. What was it, this job that had
enabled Stan to come home, before he had lifted a
finger to earn it, with masses of silver in his pocket,
and the clean quids sticking up out of the lump like
almonds out of a trifle?
—He would have to lift more than a finger before
that money was earned. He would have to hang on
wires by his toes, and to swim streams, and to be
knocked down by runaway horses, and to dash into
burning houses, and to fling himself on desperate men,
and to ascend into the air in water-planes and to descend
in submarines into the deep. Hydrants would
be turned on him, and sacks of flour poured
on him, and hogsheads of whitewash and bags of
soot. Not for his brains, but for his good looks
and steady nerves and his hard physical condition had
he been the chosen one among many. For Stan had
joined a Film Producing Company, less as an actor
than as an acrobat. Go and see him this evening. He
is as well worth your hour as many a knighted actor.
And the scene from “Quentin Durward,” in which
Bonthron is strung up with the rope round his neck,
is not fake. They actually did string Stan up, in the
studio near Barnet that had been a Drill Hall, and
came precious near to hanging him into the bargain.
But he passed lightly over these and other perils as
he poured it all out to Dorothy at tea. Pounds, not
perils, were the theme of his song.
“I didn’t say anything about it for fear it didn’t
come off,” he said, “but I’ve been expecting it for
weeks.” He swallowed tea and cake at a rate that must
have put his internal economy to as severe a strain as
“Mazeppa” (Historical Film Series, No. XII) afterwards
did his bones and muscles. “I start on Monday,
so breakfast at eight, sharp, Dot. ‘Lola Montez.’
They’ve got a ripping little girl as Lola; took her out
to tea and shopping the other day; I’ll bring her
round.” (“No you don’t—not with me sitting here
like a Jumping Bean,” quoth Dorothy). “Oh, that’s
all right—she’s getting married herself next month—furnishing
her flat now—I helped her to choose her
electric-light fittings—you’d like her.... Ain’t it
stunning, Dot!——”
It was stunning. Part of the stunningness of it was
that Dorothy, with an abrupt “Excuse me a moment,”
was enabled to cross to her desk and to dash off a note
to Harrods. Second-hand woollies for her Bits! Oh
no, not if she knew it!... “Yes, go on, dear,” she
resumed, returning to the tea-table again. “No, I
don’t wish it was something else. If we’re poor we’re
poor, and the Services are out of the question, and it’s
just as good as lots of other jobs.—And oh, that reminds
me: I had Mr. Miller in this afternoon!”...
“And oh!” said Stan ten minutes later; “I forgot,
too! I met a chap, too—forgotten all about it. That
fellow I gave a dressing-down about India to up at the
Pratts’ there. He stopped me in the street, and what
do you think? It was all I could do not to laugh.
He asked me whether I could put him on to a job!
Me, who haven’t started myself yet!... I said I
could put him on to a drink if that would do—I had
to stand somebody a drink, just to wet my luck, and I
didn’t see another soul—and I fetched it all out of
my pocket in a pub in St. Martin’s Lane—,” he fetched
it all out of his pocket again now, “—fetched it out
as if it was nothing—you should have seen him look
at it!—Strong his name is—didn’t catch it that day
he was burbling such stuff——”
Dorothy’s eyes shone. Dear old Stan! That too
pleased her. No doubt the Pratts would be told that
Stan was going about so heavily laden with money that
he had to divide the weight in order not to walk lop-sided——
Worn woollies for His Impudence’s Bits!——
Rather not! There would be a parcel round from
Harrods’ to-morrow!
Amory would have been far less observant than
she was had it not occurred to her, as she left
Dorothy’s flat that day, that she had been hustled out
almost unceremoniously. She hoped—she sincerely
hoped—that she did not see the reason. To herself,
as to any other person not absolutely case-hardened by
prejudice, the thing that presented itself to her mind
would not have been a reason at all; but these conventional
people were so extraordinary, and in nothing
more extraordinary than in their regulations for receiving
callers of the opposite sex. That was what she
meant by the vulgarizing of words and the leaping to
ready-made conclusions. A conventional person coming
upon herself and Mr. Strong closeted together
would have his stereotyped explanation; but that was
no reason why anybody clearer-eyed and more open-minded
and generous-hearted should fall into the same
degrading supposition. It would be ridiculous to suppose
that there was “anything” between Dorothy and
Mr. Miller. Amory knew that in the past Dorothy had
had genuine business with Mr. Miller. And so now
had she herself with Mr. Strong. And as for Stan’s
going about in open daylight with a “dark Spanish
type”—a type traditionally wickeder than any other—Amory
thought nothing of that either. Stan had as
much right to go about with his Spanish female as
Cosimo had to take Britomart Belchamber to a New
Greek Society matinée or to one of Walter’s Lectures.
Amory would never have dreamed of putting a false
interpretation on these things.
Nevertheless, her visit had been cut singularly short,
and Dorothy plainly had wanted to be rid of her. Because
hearts are kind eyes need not necessarily be
blind. Amory could not conceal from herself that in
magnanimously passing these things over as nothing,
she was, after all, making Dorothy a present of a
higher standard than she had any right to. Judged
by her own standards (which was all the judgment she
could strictly have claimed), there was—Amory would
not say a fishiness about the thing—in fact she would
not say anything about it at all. The less said the
better. Pushed to its logically absurd conclusion,
Dorothy’s standard meant that whenever people of both
sexes met they should not be fewer than three in number.
In Amory’s saner view, on the other hand, two,
or else a crowd, was far more interesting. Nobody
except misanthropists talked about the repulsion of sex.
Very well: if it was an attraction, it was an attraction.
And if it was an attraction to Amory, it was an attraction
to Dorothy also; if to Cosimo, then to Stan as
well. The only difference was that she and Cosimo
openly admitted it and acted upon it, while Stan and
Dorothy did not admit it, but probably acted furtively
on it just the same.
It was very well worth the trouble of the call to have
her ideas on the subject so satisfactorily cleared
up.
At the end of the path between the ponds she hesitated
for a moment, uncertain whether to keep to the
road or to strike across the sodden Heath. She decided
for the Heath. Mr. Strong had said that he might
possibly come in that afternoon to discuss the Indian
policy, and she did not want to keep him waiting.
Then once more she remembered her unceremonious
dismissal, and reflected that after all that had left her
with time on her hands. She would take a turn. It
would only bore her to wait in The Witan alone, or,
which was almost the same thing, with Cosimo. The
Witan was rather jolly when there were crowds and
crowds of people there; otherwise it was dull.
She turned away to the right, passed the cricket-pitch,
found the cycle track, and wandered down towards
the Highgate ponds.
She had reached the model-yacht pond, and was wondering
whether she should extend her walk still further,
when she saw ahead of her, sitting on a bench beneath
an ivied stump, two figures deep in conversation. She
recognized them at a glance. They were the figures of
Cosimo and Britomart Belchamber. Britomart was
looking absently away over the pond; Cosimo was
whispering in her ear. Another second or two and
Amory would have walked past them within a yard.
Now Amory and Cosimo had married on certain express
understandings, of which a wise and far-sighted
anticipation of the various courses that might be taken
in the event of their not getting on very well together
had formed the base. Therefore the little warm flurry
she felt suddenly at her heart could not possibly have
been a feeling of liberation. How could it, when there
was nothing to be liberated from? Just as much liberty
as either might wish had been involved in the
contract itself, and a formal announcement of intention
on either part was to be considered a valid release.
And so, in spite of that curious warm tingle, Amory
was not one atom more free, nor one atom less free,
to develop (did she wish it) a relationship with anybody
else—Edgar Strong or anybody—than she had
been before. She saw this perfectly clearly. She had
talked it all over with Cosimo scores of times. Why,
then, did she tingle? Was it that they had not talked
it over enough?
No. It was because of a certain furtiveness on
Cosimo’s part. Evidently he wished to “take action”
(if she might use the expression without being guilty
of a vulgarized meaning) without having made his
formal announcement. That she had come upon them
so far from The Witan was evidence of this. They
had deliberately chosen a part of the Heath they
had thought it unlikely Amory would visit. They
could have done—whatever they were doing—under
her eyes had they wished, but they had stolen off together
instead. It was a breach of the understanding.
Before they had seen her, she left the path, struck
across the grass behind them, and turned her face homewards.
She was far, far too proud to look back. Certainly
it was his duty to have let her know. Never
mind. Since he hadn’t....
Yet the tingling persisted, coming and going in quite
pleasurable little shocks. Then all at once she found
herself wondering how far Cosimo and Britomart had
gone, or would go. Not that it was any business of
hers. She was not her husband’s keeper. It would be
futile to try to keep somebody who evidently didn’t
want to be kept. It would also take away the curious
subtle pleasure of that thrill.
She was not conscious that she quickened the steps
that took her to the studio, where by this time Edgar
Strong probably awaited her.
Most decidedly Cosimo ought to have given her
warning——
As for Britomart Belchamber—sly creature—no
doubt she had persuaded him to slink away like
that——
Well, there would be time enough to deal with her
by and bye——
Amory reached The Witan again.
As she entered the hall a maid was coming out of
the dining-room. Amory called her.
“Has Mr. Strong been in?”
“He’s in the studio, m’m,” the maid replied.
“Are the children with Miss Belchamber?”
“No, m’m. They’re with nurse, m’m.”
“Is Miss Belchamber in her room?”
“No, m’m. She’s gone out.”
“How long ago?”
“About an hour, m’m.”
“Is Mr. Pratt in?”
“I think so, m’m. I’ll go and inquire.”
“Never mind. I’m going upstairs.”
Ah! Then they had gone out separately, by pre-arrangement!
More slyness! And this was Cosimo’s
“pretence” at being Miss Belchamber’s devoted admirer!
Of course, if there had been any pretence at
all about it, it would have had to be that he was not
her admirer. Very well; they would see about that,
too, later!——
She went quickly to her own room, changed her
blouse for a tea-gown, and then, with that tingling at
her heart suddenly warm and crisp again, descended
to the studio.
It was high time (she told herself) that the “Novum’s”
Indian policy was definitely settled. Mr.
Strong also said so, the moment he had shaken hands
with her and said “Good afternoon.” But Mr. Strong
spoke bustlingly, as if the more haste he made the more
quickly the job would be over.
“Now these are the lines we have to choose from,”
he said....
And he enumerated a variety of articles they had in
hand, including Mr. Prang’s.
“Then there’s this,” he said....
He told Amory about a crisis in the Bombay cotton
trade, and of a scare in the papers that very morning
about heavy withdrawals of native capital from the
North Western Banks....
“But I think the best thing of all would be for me
to write an article myself,” he said, “and to back it
up with a number of Notes. What I really want
cleared up is our precise objective. I want to know
what that’s to be.”
“We’ll have tea in first, and then we shall be undisturbed,”
said Amory.
“Better wait for Cosimo, hadn’t we?”
“He’s out,” said Amory, passing to the bell.
She sat down on the corner of the sofa, and watched
the maid bring in tea. Mr. Strong, who had placed
himself on the footstool and was making soughing
noises by expelling the air from his locked hands, appeared
to be brooding over his forthcoming number.
But that quick little tingle of half an hour before had
had a curious after-effect on Amory. How it had come
about she did not know, but the fact remained that she
was not, now, so very sure that even the “Novum”
was quite as great a thing as she had supposed it to be.
Or rather, if the “Novum” itself was no less great,
she had, quite newly, if dimly, foreseen herself in a
more majestic rôle than that of a mere technical
directrice.
Politics? Yes, it undoubtedly was the Great Game.
Strong men fancied themselves somewhat at it, and
conceited themselves, after the fashion of men, that it
was they who wrought this marvel or that. But was
it? Had there not been women so much stronger than
they that, doing apparently nothing, their nothings
had been more potent than all the rest? She began to
give her fancy play. For example, there was that
about a face launching a thousand ships. That was an
old story, of course; if a face could launch a thousand
ships so many centuries ago, there was practically no
limit to its powers with the British Navy at its present
magnificent pitch of numerical efficiency. But that by
the way. It was the idea that had seized Amory.
Say a face—Helen’s, she thought it was—had launched
a thousand, or even five hundred ships; where was the
point? Why, surely that that old Greek Lord High
Admiral, whoever he was—(Amory must look him up;
chapter and verse would be so very silencing if she
ever had occasion to put all this into words)—surely
he had thought, as all men thought, that he was obeying
no behest but his own. The chances were that he
had hardly wasted a thought on Helen’s face as a factor
in the launching....
Yet Helen’s face had been the real launching force,
or rather the brain behind Helen’s face ... but
Amory admitted that she was not quite sure of her
ground there. Perhaps she was mixing Helen up with
somebody else. At any rate, if she was wrong about
Helen she was not wrong about Catherine of Russia.
Nor about Cleopatra. Nor about the Pompadour.
These had all had brains, far superior to the brains of
their men, which they had used through the medium
of their beauty. She knew this because she had been
reading about them quite recently, and could put her
finger on the very page; she had a wonderful memory
for the places in books in which passages occurred....
So there were Catherine the Second, and Cleopatra,
and the Pompadour, even if she had been wrong about
Helen. That was a curious omission of Homer’s, by
the way—or was it Virgil?—the omission of all reference
to the brain behind. Perhaps it had seemed so
obvious that he took it for granted. But barring that,
the notion of a face launching the ships was very fine.
It was the Romantic Point of View. Hitherto Amory
had passed over the Romantic Point of View rather
lightly, but now she rather thought there was a good
deal in it. At any rate that about the face of a woman
being the real launching-force of a whole lot of ships—well,
it was an exaggeration, of course, and in a sense
only a poetic way of putting it—but it was quite a
ripping idea.
So if a ship could be launched, apparently, not by
a mere material knocking away of the thingummy, but
by the timeless beauty of a face, an Indian policy ought
not to present more difficulties. At all events it was
worth trying. Perhaps “trying” was not exactly the
word. These things happened or they didn’t happen.
But anybody not entirely stupid would know what
Amory meant.
The maid lighted the little lamp under the water-vessel
that kept the muffins hot and then withdrew.
Amory turned languidly to Mr. Strong.
“Would you mind pouring out the tea? I’m so
lazy,” she said.
She had put her feet up on the sofa, and her hands
were clasped behind her head. The attitude allowed
the wide-sleeved tea-gown into which she had changed
to fall away from her upper arm, showing her satiny
triceps. The studio was warm; it might be well to
open the window a little; and Amory, from her sofa,
gave the order. It seemed to her that she had not
given orders enough from sofas. She had been doing
too much of the work herself instead of lying at her
ease and stilly willing it to be done. She knew better
now. It was much better to take a leaf out of the
book of les grandes maitresses. She recognized that
she ought to have done that long ago.
So Mr. Strong brought her tea, and then returned
to his footstool again, where he ate enormous mouthfuls
of muffin, spreading anchovy-paste over them, and
drank great gulps of tea. He fairly made a meal of
it. But Amory ate little, and allowed her tea to get
cold. The cast which Stan had coarsely called “the
fore-quarter” had been hung up on the wall at the
sofa’s end, and her eyes were musingly upon it. The
trotter lay out of sight behind her.
“Well, about that thing of Prang’s,” said Mr.
Strong when he could eat no more. “Hadn’t we better
be settling about it?”
“Don’t shout across the room,” said Amory languidly,
and perhaps a little pettishly. She was wondering
what was the matter with her hand that Mr.
Strong had not kissed it when he had said good afternoon.
He had kissed it on a former occasion.
“Head bad?” said Mr. Strong.
“No, my head’s all right, but there’s no reason we
should edit the ‘Novum’ from the house-tops.”
“Was I raising my voice? Sorry.”
Mr. Strong rose from his footstool and took up a
station between the tea-table and the asbestos log.
Amory was getting rather tired of hearing about that
thing of Prang’s. She did not see why Mr. Strong
should shuffle about it in the way he did. The article
had been twice “modified,” that was to say more or
less altered, and Amory could hardly be expected to
go on reading it in its various forms for ever. What
did Mr. Strong want? If he whittled much more at
Mr. Prang’s clear statement of a point of view of
which the single virtue was its admitted extremeness,
he would be reducing the “Novum” to the level of
mere Liberalism, and they had long ago decided that,
of the Conservative who opposed and the Liberal who
killed by insidious kindnesses, the former was to be
preferred as a foe. Besides, there was an alluring
glow about Mr. Prang’s way of writing. No doubt
that was part and parcel of the glamour of the East.
The Eastern style, like the Eastern blood, had more
sun in it. Keats had put that awfully well, in the
passage about “parched Abyssinia” and “old Tartary
the Fierce,” and so had that modern man, who had
spoken of Asia as lying stretched out “in indolent
magnificence of bloom.” Yes, there was a funny
witchery about Asia. In all sorts of ways they “went
it” in Asia. Bacchus had had a spree there, and it
was there—or was that Egypt?—that Cleopatra or the
Queen of Sheba or somebody had smuggled her satiny
self into a roll of carpets and had had herself carried
as a present to King Solomon or Mark Antony or whoever
it was. It seemed to be in the Asian atmosphere,
and Mr. Prang’s prose style had a smack of it too.
Mr. Strong—his literary style, of course, she meant—might
have been all the better for a touch of that blood-warmth
and thrill....
And there were ripping bits of reckless passion in
Herodotus too.
But Mr. Strong continued to stand between the tea-table
and the asbestos log, and to let fall irresolute
sentences from time to time. Prang, he said, really
was a bit stiff, and he, Mr. Strong, wasn’t sure that he
altogether liked certain responsibilities. Not that he
had changed his mind in the least degree. He only
doubted whether in the long run it would pay the
“Novum” itself to acquire a reputation for exploiting
what everybody else knew as well as they did, but left
severely alone. In fact, he had assumed, when he had
taken the job on, that the work for which he received
only an ordinary working-salary would be conditioned
by what other editors did and received for doing it....
At that Amory looked up.
“Oh? But I thought that the truth, regardless of
consequences, was our motto?”
“Of course—without fear or favour in a sense—but
where there are extra risks——”
What did this slow-coach of a man mean?——”What
risks?” Amory asked abruptly.
“Well, say risks to Cosimo as proprietor.”
“You mean he might lose his money?” she said,
with a glance round the satiny triceps and the apple-bud
of an elbow.
“Well—does he want to lose his money?—What I
mean is, that we aren’t paying our way—we’ve scarcely
any advertisements, you see——”
“I think that what you mean is that we ought to
become Liberals?” There was a little ring in Amory’s
voice.
Mr. Strong made no reply.
“Or Fabians, perhaps?”
Still Mr. Strong did not answer.
“Because if you do mean that, I can only say I’m—disappointed
in you!”
Now those who knew Edgar Strong the best knew
how exceedingly sensitive he was to those very words—“I’m
disappointed in you.” In his large and
varied experience they were invariably the prelude to
the sack. And he very distinctly did not want the
sack—not, at any rate, until he had got something better.
Perhaps he reasoned within himself that, of himself
and Prang, he would be the more discreet editor,
and so lifted the question a whole plane morally higher.
Perhaps, if it came to the next worst, he was prepared
to accept the foisting of Prang upon him and to take
his chance. Anyway, his face grew very serious, and
he reached for the footstool, drew it close up to
Amory’s couch, and sat down on it.
“I wonder,” he said slowly, looking earnestly at his
folded hands, “whether you’ll put the worst interpretation
on what I’m going to say.”
Amory waited. She dropped the satiny-white upper
arm. Mr. Strong resumed, more slowly still—
“It’s this. We’re risking things. Cosimo’s risking
his money, but he may be risking more than that. And
if he risks it, so do I.”
Into Amory’s pretty face had come the look of the
woman who prefers men to take risks rather than to
talk about them.—“What do you risk?” she asked in
tones that once more chilled Mr. Strong.
“Well, for one thing, a prosecution. Prang’s rather
a whole-hogger. It’s what I said before—we want to
use him, not have him use us.”
“Oh?” said Amory with a faint smile. “And
can’t you manage Mr. Prang?”
There was no doubt at all in Mr. Strong’s mind what
that meant. “Because if you can’t,” it plainly meant,
“I dare say we can find somebody who can.” Without
any qualification whatever, she really was beginning
to be a little disappointed in him. She
wondered how Cleopatra or the Queen of Sheba would
have felt (had such a thing been conceivable) if, when
that carpet had been carried by the Nubians into her
lover’s presence and unrolled, Antony or whatever his
name was had blushed and turned away, too faint-hearted
to take the gift the gods offered him? Risks!
Weren’t—Indian policies—worth a little risk?...
Besides, no doubt Cosimo was still with Britomart
Belchamber....
She put her hands behind her head again and gave
a little laugh.
Well, (as Edgar Strong himself might have put it
in the days when his conversation had been slangier
than it was now), it was up to him to make good pretty
quickly or else to say good-bye to the editorship of a
rag that at least did one bit of good in the world—paid
Edgar Strong six pounds a week. And if it must
be done it must, that was all. Damn it!...
Perhaps the satiny upper arm decided his next
action. Once before he had made its plaster facsimile
serve his turn, and on the whole he would have preferred
to be able to do so again; but even had that
object not been out of reach on the wall and its original
not eighteen inches away at the sofa’s end, three hundred
pounds a year in jeopardy must be made surer
than that. He would have given a month’s screw
could Cosimo have come in at that moment. He actually
did give a quick glance in the direction of the
door....
But no help came.
Damn it——!
The next moment he had kissed that satiny surface,
and then, gloomily, and as one who shoulders the consequences
of an inevitable act, stalked away and stood
in the favourite attitude of Mr. Brimby’s heroes under
great stress of emotion—with his head deeply bowed
and his back to Amory. There fell between them a
silence so profound that either became conscious at the
same moment of the soft falling of rain on the studio
roof.
Then, after a full minute and a half, Mr. Strong,
still without turning, walked to the table on which his
hat lay. Always without looking at Amory, he moved
towards the door.
“Good-bye,” he said over his shoulder.
There was the note of a knell in his tone. He
meant good-bye for ever. All in a moment Amory
knew that on the morrow Cosimo would receive Edgar
Strong’s formal resignation from the “Novum’s” editorial
chair, and that, though Edgar might retain his
hold on the paper until his successor had been found,
he would never come to The Witan any more. He had
called Mr. Prang a whole-hogger, but in Love he himself
appeared to be rather a whole-hogger. He had all
but told her that to see her again would mean ... she
trembled. The alternative was not to see her again.
His whole action had said, more plainly than any words
could say, “After that—all or nothing.”
She had not moved. She hardly knew the voice for
her own in which she said, still without turning her
head, “Wait—a minute——”
Mr. Strong waited. The minute for which she
asked passed.
“One moment——,” murmured Amory again.
At last Mr. Strong lifted his head.—“There’s nothing
to say,” he said.
“I’m thinking,” Amory replied in a low voice.
“Really nothing.”
“Give me just a minute——”
For she was thinking that it was her face, nothing
else, that had launched him thus to the door. For a
moment she felt compunction for its tyranny. Poor
fellow, what else had he been able to do?... Yet
what, between letting him go and bidding him stay,
was she herself to do? At his touch her heart had
swelled—been constricted—either—both; even had she
not known that she was a pretty woman, now at any
rate she had put it to the proof; and the chances seemed
real enough that if he turned and looked at her now,
he must give a cry, stride across the studio floor, and
take her in his arms. Dared she provoke him?...
The moment she asked herself whether she dared
she did dare. Not to have dared would to have been
to be inferior to those great and splendid and reckless
ones who had turned their eyes on their lovers and had
whispered, “Antony—Louis—I am here!” If she
courted less danger than she knew, her daring remained
the same. And the room itself backed her up. So
many doctrines were enunciated in that studio, the
burden of one and all of which was “Why not?” The
atmosphere was charged with permissions ... perhaps
for him too. He was at the door now. It was
only the turning of a key....
Amory’s low-thrilled voice called his name across the
studio.
“Edgar——”
But he had thought no less quickly than she. He
had turned. Shrewdly he guessed that she meant
nothing; so much the better—damn it! There was
something female about Edgar Strong; he knew more
about some things than a young man ought to know;
and in an instant he had found the “line” he meant
to take. It was the “line” of honour rooted in dishonour—the
“line” of Cosimo his friend—the “line”
of black treachery to the hand that fed him with muffins
and anchovy paste—or, failing these, the all-or-nothing
“line.”... But on the whole he would a
little rather go straight than not....
Nor did he hesitate. Amory had turned on the sofa.
“Edgar!” she had called softly again. He swung
round. The savagery of his reply—there seemed to
Amory to be no other word to describe it—almost
frightened her.
“Do you know what you’re doing?” he broke out.
“Haven’t you done enough already? What do you
suppose I’m made of?”
The moment he had said it he saw that he had made
no mistake. It would not be necessary to go the length
of turning the key. He glared at her for a moment;
then he spoke again, less savagely, but no less curtly.
“You called me back to say something,” he said.
“What is it?”
Instinctively Amory had covered her face with her
hands. It was fearfully sweet and dangerous. Flattery
could hardly have gone further than that tortured
cry, “What do you think I’m made of?” Her heart
was thumping—thump, thump, thump, thump. A lesser
woman would have taken refuge in evasions, but
not she—not she, with Cosimo carrying on with Britomart,
and Dorothy Tasker no doubt whispering to her
Otis or Wilbur or whatever her American’s name might
be, and Stan perhaps deep in an intrigue with his
Spanish female at that very moment. No, she had
provoked him, and he had now every right to cry, not
“Have you read ‘The Tragic Comedians’?” but “Do
you know what you’re doing?”... And he was
speaking again now.
“Because,” he was saying quietly, “if that’s it ...
I must know. I must have a little time. There will
be things to settle. I don’t quite know how it happened;
I suddenly saw you—and did it. Anyway, it’s
done—or begun.... But I won’t stab Cosimo in the
back.... It will have to be the Continent, I suppose.
Paris. There’s a little hotel I know in the
Boulevard Montparnasse. It’s not very luxurious, but
it’s cheap and fairly clean. Seven francs a day, but it
would come rather less for the two of us. And you
wouldn’t have to spend much on dress in the Quartier.
Or there’s Montmartre. Or some of those out-of-the-way
seaside places. I should like to take you to the sea
first, and then to a town——”
He stopped, and began to walk up and down the
studio.
Amory was suddenly pale. She had not thought of
this. She had thought that perhaps Mr. Strong might
give a cry, rush across the studio, and take her in his
arms; but of this cold and almost passionless prevision
of details she had not dreamed. And yet that was
magnificent too. Edgar wasted no time in dalliance
when there was planning to be done. There would be
time enough for softer delights when the whole of the
Latin Quarter lay spread out before them in indolent
magnificence of bloom. He was terrifying and superb.
Such a man not manage Mr. Prang! Why, here he
was, ready to bear her off that very night at a word!
Paris—Montmartre—the Quartier!
It was Romance with a vengeance!
Then at a thought she grew paler still. The children!
What about Corin and Bonniebell? It didn’t
matter so much about Cosimo; it would serve him
right; but what about the twins? Were they also to
be included in the seven francs a day? And wouldn’t
it matter how they dressed either in the Quarter?
Or, did Edgar propose that they should be left behind
in Cosimo’s keeping, with Britomart Belchamber for a
stepmother?
Edgar had reached the door again now. He was not
hurrying her, but there was a look on his face that
seemed to say that all she needed was a hat and a rug
for the steamer.
Such a very different thing from a carpet to roll
round her——
She had risen unsteadily from the sofa. She crossed
the floor and stood before Edgar, looking earnestly up
into his blue eyes. She moistened her lips.
“What’s happened——” she began in a whisper....
He interrupted her only to make the slightest of forbidding
gestures with his hand; her own hands had
moved, as if she would have put them on his shoulders.
And she saw that he was quite right. At the touch
of her his control would certainly have broken down.
She went on, appealingly and almost voicelessly.
“What’s happened—had to happen, hadn’t it?” she
whispered. “You felt it sweeping us away too—didn’t
you?... But need we say any more about it
to-night?... I want to think, Edgar. We must
both think. There’s—there’s a lot to think about—and
talk over. We mustn’t be too rash. It would be
rash, wouldn’t it? Look at me, Edgar——”
“Oh—I must go——,” he said with an impatience
that he had not to assume.
“But look at me,” she begged. “I shan’t sleep a
wink to-night. I shall think about it all night. It
will be lovely—but torturing—dear!—But you’ll sleep,
I expect....” She pouted this last.
“I’m going away,” he announced abruptly.
“Oh!” she cried, startled.... “But you’ll come
in to-morrow?”
“I shall go away for a few days. Perhaps longer.”
“But—but—we haven’t settled about the paper!——”
He was grim.—“You don’t suppose I can think
about the paper now, do you?”
“No, no—of course not—but it must be done to-day,
Edgar! Or to-morrow at the very latest!... Can’t
we try to put this on one side, just for an hour?”
He shook his head before the impossibility....
And that was how it came about that the Indian
policy of the “Novum” was left in the hands of Mr.
Suwarree Prang.
Amory had been at a great deal of trouble to
gather all the opinions she could get about the
education of her twins, Corin and Bonniebell; but it
was not true, as an unkind visitor who had been once
only to The Witan had said, that they were everybody’s
children. Just because Amory had taken Katie
Deedes’ advice and had had their hair chopped off short
at the nape like a Boutet de Monvel drawing—and had
not disdained to accept the spelling-books which Dickie
Lemesurier had given them (books in which the difficult
abstraction of the letter “A” was visualized for
their young eyes as “Little Brown Brother,” “B” as
“Tabby Cat,” and so on)—and had listened to Mr.
Brimby when he had said what a good thing it would
be to devote an hour on Friday afternoons to the study
of Altruism and Camaraderie—and, in a word, had
not been too proud and egotistical to make use of a
good suggestion wherever she found it—because she
had done these things, it did not at all follow that she
had shirked her duties. If she did not influence them
directly, having other things to do, she influenced those
who did influence them, which came to the same thing.
She influenced the Wyrons, for example, and nobody
could say that the Wyrons had not made a particularly
careful study of children. They had, and Walter had
founded at least two Lectures directly on the twins and
their education.
But the Wyrons, who had submitted to the indignity
of marriage for the sake of the race, laboured and lectured
under an obvious disadvantage; they had no children
of their own. And so Amory had to fill up the
gaps in their experience for herself. Still, it was wonderful
how frequently the Wyron’s excogitations and
the things Amory had found out for herself coincided.
They were in absolute accord, for example, about the
promise of the immediate future and the hope that lay
in the generation to come. The Past was dead and
damned; the Present at best was an ignoble compromise;
but the Morrow was to be bright and shining.
“Walter and I,” Laura sometimes said sadly,
“aren’t anything to brag about. There is much of the
base in us. Our lives aren’t what they should be.
We’re in the grip of inherited instincts too. We strive
for the best, but the worst’s sometimes too much for
us. It’s like Moses seeing the Promised Land from
afar. We’re just in the position of Moses. But these
young Aarons——”
Amory thought that very modest and dignified of
poor old Laura. She frequently thought of her as
‘poor old Laura,’ but of course she didn’t mean her
actual age, which was only two years more than
Amory’s own. And that was very good, if a little sad,
about Moses. The Wyrons did look forth over a
Canaan they weren’t very likely ever to tread.
Lately—that is to say since that secret and tremendous
moment between herself and Edgar Strong in
the studio—Amory had fallen into the habit of musing
long over the sight of the twins at lessons, at play, or
at that more enlightened combination that makes lessons
play and play lessons. Sometimes Mr. Brimby,
the novelist, had come up to her as she had mused and
had asked her what she was thinking about.
“Your little Pigeon Pair, eh?” he had said. “Ah,
the sweetness; ah, lucky mother! Grey books have to
be the children of some of us; ah, me; yours is a pleasanter
path!”
Then he would fondle the little round topiary trees
of their heads. Amory was almost as sorry for Mr.
Brimby as she was for Laura. His books sold only
moderately well, and she had more than once thought
she would like the “Novum” to serialize one of them—the
one with the little boy rather like Corin and the
little girl rather like Bonniebell in it—if Mr. Brimby
didn’t want too much money for it.
Edgar Strong, on the other hand, never fondled the
children, and Amory’s heart told her why. How could
he be expected to do anything but hate those poor innocents
who had come between him and his desire?
He must have realized that only the twins had frustrated
that flight to Paris. Of course he was polite
about it; he said that he was not very fond of children
at all; but Amory was not deceived. She was, in a
way, flattered that he did not fondle them. It was
such an eloquent abstention. But it would have been
more eloquent still had he come to the Witan and not-fondled
them oftener.
Therefore it was that Amory looked on Corin and
Bonniebell as the precious repositories of her own relinquished
joys, and heirs to a happier life than she
herself had known. She dreamed over them and their
future. Laura Wyron was quite right: by the time
they had grown up the fogs of cowardice and prejudice
and self-seeking would have disappeared for ever.
Perhaps even by that time, as in Heaven, there would
be no more marrying nor giving in marriage. Things
would have adjusted themselves out of the rarer and
sweeter and more liberal atmosphere. Corin, grown
to be twenty, would one day meet with some mite who
was still in her cradle or not yet born, and the two
would look at one another with amazement and delight,
and the Ideal Love would be born in their eyes, and
Corin would recite a few of those brave and pure and
unashamed things out of “Leaves of Grass” to her,
and—well, and there they would be.... And Bonniebell,
too, would do the same, on a Spring morning
very likely, simply clad, cool and without immodest
blushes—yes, she too would see somebody, and she
would say, gladly and simply, “I am here” (for there
would be no reason, then, why she should wait for the
youth to speak first), and—well, and there they would
be too. And it would be Exogamy, or whatever the
word was that Walter used. Either would go forth
from the family on the appointed day—or perhaps only
Corin would go, and Bonniebell remain behind—but
anyway, one, if not both of them would go forth, and
rove the morning-flushed hills, alone and free and singing
and on the look-out for somebody, and they would
look just like pictures of young Greeks, and nobody
would laugh, as they did at the poor lady who walked
in Greek robes down the Strand....
And Amory herself? Alas! She would be left
with the tribe. She would be old then—say fifty-something
on the eleventh of October. And Edgar
would be old too. They would have to recognize that
their youth had been spent in the night-time of ignorance
and suspicion. They would only be able to think
of those spirited young things quoting “Leaves of
Grass” to one another and wondering what had happened
to them....
No wonder Amory was sometimes pensive....
Mr. Wilkinson, the Labour Member, had been to all
intents and purposes asked not to fondle the twins.
He was a tall spare man with a great bush of pepper-and-salt
hair, a Yorkshire accent, and an eye that
hardly rested on any single object long enough to get
more than a fleeting visual impression of it. He wrote
on the first and third weeks of the month the “Novum’s”
column of “Military Notes,” and on the
alternate weeks filled the same column with officially
inspired “Trade Union Echoes.” Between these two
activities of Mr. Wilkinson’s there was a connexion.
He, in common with everybody else at the Witan, was
loud in decrying the jobberies and vested interests of
Departments, with the War Office placed foremost in
the shock of his wrath. But the Trade Unions were
another matter, and never a billet-creating measure
came before Parliament but he strove vehemently to
have its wheels cogged in with those of the existing
Trade Union machine. That is to say, that while in
theory he was for democratic competitive examination,
in practice he found something to be said for jobbery,
could the fitting Trade Unionist but be found. He
was, moreover, a firebrand by temperament, and this
is where the connexion between the “Military Matters”
and the “Echoes” appears. Trade Unionists
he declared, ought to learn to shoot. The other side,
with their cant about “Law and Order,” never hesitated
to call out the regular troops; therefore, until the
Army itself should have been won over by means of
the leaflets that were disseminated for the purpose, they
ought in the event of a strike to be prepared to throw
up barricades, to shoot from cellar-windows, and to
throw down chimney-stacks from the house-tops.
Capitalist-employed troops would not destroy more
property than they need; in a crooked-streeted town
the advantage of long-range fire would be gone; and
Mr. Wilkinson was prepared to demonstrate that a
town defended on his lines could hold out, in the event
of Industrial War pushed to an extreme, until it was
starved into surrender.—These arguments, by the way,
had impressed Mr. Prang profoundly.
Now (to come back to the twins) on Corin’s fourth
birthday Mr. Wilkinson, moved by these considerations,
had given him a wooden gun, and in doing so had committed
a double error in Amory’s eyes. His first mistake
had been to suppose that even if, under the
present lamentable (but nevertheless existing) conditions
of militarism, Corin should ever become a soldier
at all, he would be the uncommissioned bearer of a
gun and not the commissioned bearer of a sword. And
his second mistake had been like unto it, namely, to
think that, in the case of a proletariat uprising say in
Cardiff or York, Corin would not similarly have held
some post of weight and responsibility on the other
side. Corin shoot up through the street-trap of a
coal-hole or pot somebody from behind a chimney-stack!...
But Amory admitted that it must be
difficult for Mr. Wilkinson to shake off the effects of
his upbringing. That upbringing had been very different
from, say, Mr. Brimby’s. Mr. Brimby had
been at Oxford, and in nobly stooping to help the oppressed
brought as it were a fragrant whiff of graciousness
and culture with him. Mr. Wilkinson was a
nobody. He came from the stratum of need, and,
when it came to fondling the twins, must not think
himself a Brimby.... Therefore, Amory had had
to ask him to take the gun back (a deprivation which
had provoked a mighty outcry from Corin), and to
give him, if he must give him something, a Nature
book instead.
Katie Deedes and Dickie Lemesurier were both permitted
to fondle the twins, though in somewhat different
measure. This difference of measure did not mean
that either Katie or Dickie suffered from a chronic
cold that the twins might have contracted. Here again
the case was almost as complicated as the case of Mr.
Wilkinson. Cases had a way of being complicated at
The Witan. It was this:—
Both of these ladies, as Amory had assured Mr.
Brimby, were “quite all right.” She meant socially.
No such difference was to be found between them in
this respect as that which yawned between Mr. Brimby
and Mr. Wilkinson. Indeed as far as Dickie was concerned,
Amory had given a little apologetic laugh at
the idea of her having to place and appraise a Lemesurier
of Bath at all. The two girls had equally to
work for their living, and—but perhaps it was here
that the difference came in. There are jobs and jobs.
It was a question of tone. Dickie, running the Suffrage
Book Shop, enjoyed something of the glamour of
Letters; but Katie, as manageress of the Eden Restaurant,
was, after all, only a caterer. It was not Amory’s
fault that Romance had pronounced arbitrarily and
a little harshly on the relative dignity of these occupations.
She could not help it that books are books
and superior, while baked beans are only baked beans,
necessary, but not to be talked about. If Dickie had,
by her calling, a shade more consideration than was
strictly her due, while Katie, by hers, was slightly
shorn of something to which she would otherwise have
been entitled, well, it was not Amory who had arranged
it so.
But between books and baked beans the twins did
not hesitate for an instant. They saw from no point
of view but their unromantic own.
Dickie, overhauling the remainder stock at the Suffrage
Shop, was able to bring them a book from time
to time; but Katie, whose days were spent in a really
interesting place full of things to eat, brought them
sweetened Proteids, and cold roasted chestnuts, and
sugared Filbertine, and sometimes a pot of the Eden
Non-Neurotic Honey for tea. And because the flesh
was stronger in them than Amory thought it ought to
be (at any rate until the day should come when they
must leave the tribe with a copy of “Leaves of Grass”
in their hands), they adored Katie and thought very
much less of Dickie.
Now this belly-guided preference was a thing to be
checked in them; and one day Amory had asked Katie
(quite nicely and gently) whether she would mind not
bringing the children things that spoiled their appetites,
not to speak of their tempers when they
clamoured for these comestibles at times when they
were not to be had. Then, one afternoon in the nursery,
Amory actually had to repeat her request. Half
an hour later, when the children had been brought
down into the studio for their after-tea hour, she
learned that Katie had left the house. It was Corin
himself who informed her of this.
“Auntie Katie was crying,” he said. “About the
vertisements,” he added.
“Ad-vertisements, dear,” Amory corrected him.
“Say ad-vertisements, not vertisements.”
“Ad-vertisements,” said Corin sulkily. “But—”
and he cheered up again,”—she was, mother.”
“Nonsense,” said Amory. “And you’re not to say
‘Auntie’ to Katie. It isn’t true. Your Auntie is
your father’s or your mother’s sister, and we haven’t
any.... And now you’ve played enough. Say good-night,
both of you, and take Auntie Dickie’s book,
and ask Miss Belchamber to read you the story of the
Robin and her Darling Eggs, and then you must have
your baths and go to bed.”
“I want the tale about Robin Hood, that Mr. Strong
once told me,” Corin demurred.
“No, you must have the one about the dear Dickie
Bird, who had a wing shot off by a cruel man one day,
and had to hide her head under the other one, so that
when her Darling Eggs were hatched out the poor
little birds were all born with crooked necks—you
remember what I told you about the fortress in a horrible
War, when the poor mothers were all so frightened
that all the little boys and girls were born lame—it’s
the same thing—”
“Were there guns, that went bang?” Corin demanded.
He had forgotten that the story contained
this really interesting detail.
“Yes.”
“Great big ones?” Corin’s eyes were wide open.
“Very big. It was very cruel and anti-social.”
But Corin’s momentary interest waned again.—“I
want Robin Hood,” he said sullenly.
“Now you’re being naughty, and I shall have to
send you to bed without any nice reading at all.”
“I want Robin Hood.” The tone was ominous....
“And I want some chestnuts,” Bonniebell chimed
in, her face also puckering....
And so Amory, who had threatened to send them
bookless to bed, must keep her word. It is very wrong
to tell falsehoods to children. She dismissed them,
and they went draggingly out, their Boutet de Monvel
hair and fringed éponge costumes giving them the appearance
of two luckless pawns that had been pushed
off the board in some game of chess they did not understand.
Amory thought it very foolish of Katie to take on
in this way. She might have known that her advertisements
had not been refused without good reason.
Amory had fully intended to explain all about it to
Katie, but she really had had so many things to do.
Nor ought it to have needed explaining. Surely Katie
could have seen for herself that Dickie’s Bookshop
List, with its names of Finot and Forel and Mill and
the rest, was a distinction and an embellishment to the
paper, while her own Filbertines and Protolaxatives
were a positive disfigurement. The proper place for
these was, not in the columns of the “Novum,” but
in the “Please take One” box at the Eden’s door....
But if Katie intended to sulk and cry about it, well,
so much the worse.... (To jump forward a little:
Katie did elect to sulk. Or rather, she did worse.
She was so ill-advised as to go behind Amory’s back
and to speak to Cosimo himself about the advertisements.
With that Katie’s goose—or perhaps one
should say her Anserine—was cooked. Amory did not
allow that kind of thing. She certainly did not intend
to explain anything after that. It was plain as a
pikestaff that Katie was jealous of Dickie. Amory
was bitterly disappointed in Katie. Of course she
would not forbid her the house; she was still free to
come to The Witan whenever she liked; but—somehow
Katie only came once more. She found herself
treated so very, very kindly.... So she gulped down
a sob, fondled the twins once more, and left.)
Miss Britomart Belchamber saw enough of the twins
not to wish to fondle them very much. Amory was not
yet absolutely sure that she fondled Cosimo instead,
but she was welcome to do so if she could find any satisfaction
in it. Cosimo fondled the twins to a foolish extreme.
Mr. Prang could never get near enough to
them to fondle them. Both Corin and Bonniebell displayed
a most powerful interest in Mr. Prang, and
would have stood stock-still gazing at him for an hour
had they been permitted; but the moment he approached
them they fled bellowing.
And in addition to these various fondlings there
were casual fondlings from time to time whenever the
more favoured of the “Novum’s” contributors were
asked to tea.
But the Wyrons remained, so to speak, the ex-officio
fondlers, and perhaps childless Laura felt a real need
to fondle at her heart. It was she who first asked
Amory whether she hadn’t noticed that, while Mr.
Brimby and Dickie frequently fondled the twins separately,
more frequently still they did so together.
“No!” Amory exclaimed. “I hadn’t noticed!”
“Walter thinks they would be a perfect pair,” Laura
mused....
Stan saw very little in the scheme that Dorothy
darkly meditated against her aunt. He seldom
saw much in Dorothy’s schemes. Perhaps she did not
make quite enough fuss about them, but went on so
quietly maturing them that her income seemed to be
merely something that happened in some not fully explained
but quite natural order of events. Stan
thought it rather a lucky chance that the money usually
had come in when it was wanted, that was all.
But of his own job he had quite a different conception.
That took thought. This appeared plainly
now that he was able to dismiss his own past failures
with a light and almost derisive laugh.
“I don’t know whatever made me think there was
anything in them,” he said complacently one night
within about ten days of Christmas. He had put on
his slippers and his pipe, and was drowsily stretching
himself after a particularly hard “comic film” day, in
the course of which he had been required to fall through
a number of ceilings, bringing the furniture with him
in his downward flight. He had come home, had had
a shampoo and a hot bath, and the last traces of the
bags of flour and the sacks of soot had disappeared.
“I don’t think now they’d ever have come to very
much.”
“Hush a moment,” said Dorothy, listening, her
needle arrested half-way through the heel of one of his
socks.... “All right. I thought I heard him—Yes?”
She could face young girls now. The third Bit
had turned out to be yet another boy.
“I mean,” Stan burbled comfortably, “there
wouldn’t have been the money in them I thought there
would. Now take those salmon-flies, Dot. Of course
I can tie ’em in a way. But what I mean is, it’s a
limited market. Not like the boot-trade, I mean, or
soap, or films. Everybody wears boots and sees films.
There’s more scope, more demand. But everybody
doesn’t carry a salmon-rod. Comparatively few people
do. And the same with big-game shooting. Or
deer-stalking. Everybody can’t afford ’em.”
“No, dear,” said Dorothy, her eyes downcast.
“Then there was Fortune and Brooks,” Stan continued
with a great air of discovery. “I see their
game now. You see it, too, don’t you?—They just
wanted orders. New accounts. That’s what they
wanted. If I could have put ’em on to a chap who’d
have spent say five hundred a year on Chutney and
things—well, what I mean is, where would they be
without customers like that?”
“Nowhere, dear,” said the dutiful Dorothy.
“Exactly. Nowhere. That’s what I was leading
up to. They wouldn’t be anywhere. They just
wanted to be put on to these things. And it’s just
struck me how I should have looked going out to dinner
somewhere, strange house very likely, and I’d said
to somebody I’d perhaps met for the first time, ‘Don’t
think much of these salted almonds; our hostess ought
to try the F. and B. Brand, a Hundred Gold Medals,
and see that the blessed coupon isn’t broken.’—Eh?
See what I mean?”
“I was never very keen on the idea,” Dorothy admitted
gravely.
“No, and I’m blessed if I see why I was, now,”
Stan conceded cheerfully....
She loved this change in him which a real job with
real money had brought about. Poor old darling, she
thought, it must have been pretty rotten for him before,
borrowing half-crowns from her in the morning, which
he would spend with an affected indifference on drinks
and cab fares in the evening. And he should speak
with a new authority if he wished. Not for worlds
would she have smiled at His Impudence’s new air of
being master in his own house. He should be a Sultan
if he liked—provided he didn’t want more than one
wife.
Moreover, his bringing in of money had been a relief
so great that even yet she had hardly got out of the
habit of reckoning on her own earnings only. It had
taken her weeks to realize that now the twopences came
in just a little more quickly than they went out, and
that she could actually afford herself the luxury of
keeping Mr. Miller waiting for his Idea, or even of
not giving it to him at all. She really had no Idea
to give him. She was entirely wrapped up now in
her plot against Lady Tasker.
That plot, summarized from several conversations
with Stan, was as follows:—
“You see, there’s the Brear, with all that land, Aunt
Grace’s very own. The Cromwell Gardens lease is up
in June, and it’s all very well for auntie to say she
doesn’t hate London, but she does. She spends half a
rent, with one and another of them, in travelling backwards
and forwards, and she’s getting old, too.—Then
there’s us. We can’t go on living here, and the Tonys
will be home just as Tim’s leave’s up, and they’re sure
to leave their Bits behind. Very well. Now the
Tims and the Tonys can’t afford to pay much, but they
can afford something, and I think they ought to pay.
They’re sure to want those boys to go into the Army,
and they’d have to pay for that anyway.—So there
ought to be a properly-managed Hostel sort of place,
paying its way, and a fund accumulating, and Aunt
Gracie at the head of it, poor old dear, but somebody
to do the work for her.—I don’t see why we shouldn’t
clear out that old billiard-table that nobody ever uses,
and throw that and the gun-room into one, and make
that the schoolroom, and have a proper person down—a
sort of private preparatory school for Sandhurst and
Woolwich, and the money put by to help with the fees
afterwards. It would be much easier if we all clubbed
together. And I should jolly well make Aunt Eliza
give us at least a thousand pounds—selfish old thing.”
“Frightful rows there’d be,” Stan usually commented,
thinking less of Dorothy’s plan than of his
own last trick-tumble. “Like putting brothers into
the same regiment; always a mistake. And we’re all
rather good at rows you know.”
“Well, they’re our own rows anyway. We keep
’em to ourselves. And we do all mean pretty much the
same thing when all’s said. I’m going to work it all
out anyway, and then tackle Aunt Grace.... I shall
manage it, of course.”
She did not add that her Lennards and Taskers and
Woodgates would sink their private squabbles precisely
in proportion as the outside attacks on their common
belief rendered a closing-up of the ranks necessary.
But she had been to The Witan and had kept her eyes
open there, and knew that there were plenty of other
Witans about. If stupid Parliament, with its votes and
what not, couldn’t think of anything to do about it, that
was no reason why she should not do something, and
make stingy old Aunt Eliza pay for the training of her
Bits into the bargain.
She had not seen Amory since that day when the
episode of the winter woollies had made her angry, for,
though Amory had called once at the Nursing Home
soon after the birth of the third Bit, Dorothy had really
not felt equal to the hair-raising tale of the twins all
over again, and had sent a message down to her by
the nurse. There was this difference between this
tragic recital of Amory’s and the fervour with which
Ruth Mossop always hugged to her breast the thought
of the worst that could happen—that Ruth had known
brutality, and so might be forgiven for getting “a little
of her own back”; but Amory had known one hardish
twelvemonths perhaps, a good many years ago and
when she had been quite able to bear it, and had since
magnified that period of discomfort by a good many
diameters. Amory, Dorothy considered, didn’t really
know she was born. She was unfeignedly sorry for
that. Whatever measure of contempt was in her she
kept for Cosimo.
For she considered that Cosimo was at the bottom
of all the trouble. If Stan, at his most impecunious
and happy-go-lucky, could still stalk about the house
saying “Dot, I won’t have this,” or “Look here, Dorothy,
that has got to stop,” it seemed to her that Cosimo,
with never a care on his mind that was not his own
manufacture, might several times have prevented
Amory from making rather a fool of herself. But it
seemed to Dorothy that kind of man was springing up
all over the place nowadays. Mr. Brimby was another
of them. Dorothy had read one of Mr. Brimby’s
books—“The Source,” and hadn’t liked it. She had
thought it terribly dismal. In it a pretty and rich
young widow, who might almost have been Amory herself,
went slumming, and spent a lot of money in starting
a sort of Model Pawn Shop, and by and by there
came a mysterious falling-off in her income, and she
went to see her lawyer about it, and learned, of course,
that her source of income was that very slum in which
she had stooped to labour so angelically.... Dorothy
didn’t know very much about pawnshops, but then she
didn’t believe that Mr. Brimby did either; and if her
interest in them ever should become really keen, she
didn’t think she should go to Oxford for information
about them. And Mr. Brimby himself seemed to feel
this “crab,” as Stan would have called it, for after
“The Source” he had written a Preface for a book
by a real and genuine tramp.... And it had been
Amory who had recommended “The Source” to Dorothy.
She had said that it just showed, that with vision
and thought and heart and no previous experience
(“no prejudice” had been her exact words), there need
be none of these dreadful grimy establishments, with
their horrible underbred assistants who refused a poor
woman half a crown on her mattress and made a joke
about it, but airy and hygienic rooms instead, with
rounded corners so that the dust could be swept away
in two minutes (leaving a balance of at least twenty-eight
minutes in which the sweeper might improve
himself), and really courtly-mannered attendants, full
of half crowns and pity and Oxford voice, who would
give everybody twice as much as they asked for and a
tear into the bargain.
And Amory knew just as much about real pawnshops
as did Dorothy and Mr. Brimby.
For the life of her Dorothy could not make out what
all these people were up to.
And—though this was better now that Stan was
earning—the thought of the money that was being
squandered at The Witan had sometimes made her
ready to cry. For at the Nursing Home she had had
one other visitor, and this visitor had opened her eyes
to the appalling rate at which Cosimo’s inheritance
must be going. This visitor had been Katie Deedes.
Katie too, was an old fellow-student of Dorothy’s; it
had not taken Dorothy long to see that Katie was full
of a grievance; and then it had all come out. There
had been some sort of a row. It had been simply and
solely because Katie ran a Food Shop. Amory thought
that infra dig. And just because Katie had given the
children a few chestnuts Amory had practically said so.
“I shan’t go there again,” Katie had said, trying on
Dorothy’s account to keep down her tears. “I didn’t
marry a man with lots of money, and turn him round
my finger, and make him write my Life and Works,
and then snub my old friends! And none of the people
who go there are really what she thinks they are.
She thinks they go to see her, but Mr. Brimby only
goes because Dickie does, and because he wants to sell
the “Novum” something or other, and Mr. Strong of
course has to go, and Mr. Wilkinson goes because he
wants Cosimo to stop the “Novum” and start something
else with him as editor, and Laura goes because
they get things printed about Walter’s Lectures, and
I don’t know what those Indians are doing there at all,
and anyway I’ve been for the last time! I’m just as
good as she is, and I should like to come and see you
instead, Dorothy, and of course I won’t bring your
babies chestnuts if you don’t want.... But I’m
frightfully selfish; I’m tiring you out.... May an
A B C girl come to see you?”
And Katie had since been. There is no social reason
why the manager of a Vegetarian Restaurant may not
visit the house of a film acrobat.
As it happened, Katie came in that very night when
the weary breadwinner was painstakingly explaining
to his thoughtful spouse his reasons for doubting
whether he would ever have got very rich had he remained
one of Fortune and Brooks’ well-dressed
drummers. Katie had a round face and puzzled but
affectionate eyes, and Stan was just beginning to school
his own eyes not to rest with too open an interest on
her Greenaway frocks and pancake hats. Katie for
her part was intensely self-conscious in Stan’s presence.
She felt that when he wasn’t looking at her clothes he
was, expressly, not-looking at them, and that was worse....
But she couldn’t have worn a hobble skirt and
an aigrette at the “Eden.”... Stan had told Dorothy
that when he knew Katie better he intended to get
out of her the remaining gruesome and Blue-Beard’s-Chamber
details which the hoof and the forequarter
seemed to him to promise.
“Poor little darlings!” Dorothy exclaimed compassionately
by and by—Katie had been relating some
anecdote in which Corin and Bonniebell had played a
part. “I do think it’s wrong to dress children ridiculously!
The other day I saw a little girl—she must
have been quite six or seven—and she’d knickers like
a little boy, and long golden hair all down her back!
What is the good of pretending that girls are boys?”
“Awful rot,” Stan remarked with a mighty stretch.
“I say, I’m off to bed; I shall be yawning in Miss
Deedes’ face if I don’t. Is there any arnica in the
house, Dot?... Good night——”
“Good night,” said Katie; and as the door closed
behind the master of the house she settled more comfortably
in her chair. “Now that he’s stopped not-looking
at me we can have a good talk,” her gesture
seemed to say; “how does he expect I can get any
other clothes till I’ve saved the money?”...
They did talk. They talked of the old days at the
McGrath, and who’d married who, and who hadn’t
married who after all, and, in this connection, of Laura
Beamish and Walter Wyron, whom they had both
known.... And it just showed how little glory and
fame were really worth in the world. For Dorothy,
who had been living in London all this time, had not
heard as much as a whisper of that memorable revolt
of the Wyrons against the Marriage Service, and,
though she did know vaguely that Walter lectured, had
not the ghost of an idea of what his lectures were about.
She had been too busy minding her own petty and
private and selfish affairs. Katie couldn’t believe it.
She thought Dorothy was joking.
“You’ve never heard of Walter’s Lecture on ‘Heads
or Tails in the Trying Time,’ nor his ‘Address on the
Chromosome’?” she gasped....
“No; do tell me. What is a Chromosome?”
“A Chromosome? Why, it’s a—it’s a—well, you
know when you’ve a cell—or a nucleus—or a gland or
something—but it isn’t a gland—it’s the—but you do
astonish me, Dorothy!”
“But surely you’re joking about Walter and
Laura?” Dorothy exclaimed in her turn.
“Indeed I’m not! Why, I thought everybody
knew!...”
“(It’s all right—he won’t come in again). But
why did they pretend not to be married?” Dorothy
asked in amazement.
“I don’t know—I mean I forget for the moment—it
seemed perfectly clear the way Walter explained it—you
ought to go and hear him——”
“But what difference could being married—I mean
not being married—make?”
“Ah!” said Katie, with satisfaction at having
found her bearings again. “Walter’s got a whole
Lecture on that. It always thrills everybody. Amory
thinks it’s almost his best—after the ‘Synthetic Protoplasm’
one, of course—that’s admitted by everybody
to be quite the best!“[1]
“Proto ... but I thought those were a kind of
oats!” said poor Dorothy, utterly bewildered.
“Oats!” cried Katie in a sort of whispered shriek.
“Why, it’s—it’s—but I don’t know even how to begin
to explain it! Do you mean to say you haven’t read
about these things?”
“No,” murmured Dorothy, abashed.
“Not Monod, nor Ellen Key, nor Sebastian Faure,
nor Malom!——”
“N-o.” Dorothy felt horribly ashamed of herself.
“But—but—those lovely little boys of yours!——”
She gazed wide-eyed at the disconcerted Dorothy....
It was the humiliating truth: Dorothy had never
heard of the existence of a single one of these writers
and leaders of thought. She had borne Noel in black
ignorance of what they had had to say about the Torch
of the Race, and Jackie and the third Bit for all the
world as if they had never set pen to paper. Monod
had not held her hand, nor Faure been asked for his
imprimatur; Key had hymned Love superfluously, and
the Synthesists, equally superfluously, its supersession.
For a moment she anxiously hoped that it was all right,
and then, as Katie went on, the marvel of it all overwhelmed
her again.
The dictum that desirable children could be born only
out of wedlock! That stupendous suggestion of
Walter’s to millionaires who did not know what to do
with their money, that, for the improvement of the
Race, they should endow with a thousand pounds
every poor little come-by-chance that weighed eleven
pounds at birth! That other proposal, that twenty
years could straightway be added to woman’s life and
beauty by a mere influencing of her thoughts about the
Chromosome—whatever it was!... Poor uncultured
Dorothy did not know whether she was on her head
or her heels. She had never dreamed, until Katie told
her, that before marrying Stan she ought to have gone
to the insect-world, or to the world of molluscs and
crustacæ, to learn how they maintained the integrity of
their own highest type—whether by pulling their wings
off after the flight, or devouring their husbands, or—or—or
what! She had heard of the moral lessons that
can be learned of the ant, but it had not struck her that
she and Stan might, by means of a little more study
and care, have lifted up the economy of their little flat
to the level of the marvellously-organized domesticity
you see when you kick over a stone.
But Katie’s hesitations and great gaps of confessed
ignorance gave her a little more courage. Katie was
at pains to explain that all that she herself knew about
it all was that these things were what they said, and
Dorothy must go to Walter and the books for the
rest.
“They’re all very expensive books, and I may not
really have understood them,” she said wistfully.
“They must be awfully deep and so on if they’re so
dear—twelve and fifteen and twenty shillings! But I
did try so hard, and sometimes it seemed quite reasonable
and plain, especially when the print was nice and
big.... Close print always seems so frightfully
learned.... And I know I’ve explained it badly; I
haven’t Walter’s gift of putting things. Amory has,
of course. When she and Walter have a really good
set-to it makes one feel positively abject about one’s
ignorance. I doubt if Cosimo can always quite follow
them, and I’m quite sure Mr. Strong can’t—I know
he’s only hedging when he says, ‘Ah, yes, have you
read Fabre on the Ant or Maeterlinck on the Bee?’—and
I believe he just glances at the review books that
come to the “Novum” instead of really studying them,
as Walter and Amory do. And it’s very funny about
Mr. Strong,” she rattled artlessly on. “Sometimes I’ve
thought that it isn’t just that Amory doesn’t know what
they all go to The Witan for, but that everybody else
does know. They all seem to want it to themselves.
Of course if Mr. Wilkinson wants Cosimo to stop the
“Novum,” and to start something else for him, it’s
only natural that he and Mr. Strong should be a little
jealous of one another; but Dickie and Mr. Brimby are
jealous of the Wyrons, and I suppose I was jealous
of Dickie too—and everybody seems jealous of everybody,
and Amory of Cosimo, and Amory’s always interfering
between Britomart Belchamber and the twins’
lessons, and that can’t be a very good thing for discipline,
but Britomart’s like me in being rather stupid,
and I wish I’d her screw—she gets nearly twice as
much as I do. The only people who don’t seem jealous
of anybody are those Indians. They’re always affable.
I suppose it’s rather nice for them, so far from their
own country, having a house to go to....”
But here Dorothy’s humility and self-distrust ended.
The moment it came to India, she shared her aunt’s deplorable
narrow-mindedness and propensity to make
a virtue of her intolerance. It seemed to her that it
was one thing for the Tims and Tonys, in India, to have
to employ a native interpreter (and to be pretty severely
rooked by him) when they had their Urdu Higher Proficiency
to pass, but quite another for these same natives
to come over here, and to learn our law and
language, and our excellent national professions, and
our somewhat mitigated ways of living up to them.
No, she was not one whit better than her hide-bound
old aunt, and she did not intend to have too practical
a brotherly love taught at that meditated foundation
at the Brear....
She became silent as she thought of that foundation
again, and presently Katie rose.
“I suppose I couldn’t see him in his cot?” she said
wistfully.
Dorothy smiled. Katie meant the youngest Bit.
“Well ... I’m afraid he’s in our room, you
see...,” she said.
Katie had been thinking of The Witan. She coloured
a little.
“Sorry,” she murmured; and then she broke out
emphatically.
“I like coming to see you, Dorothy. I don’t feel
so—such a fool when I’m with you.... And do tell
me where you got that frock, and how much it was; I
must have another one as soon as I can raise the money!
I do wish I could make what Britomart Belchamber
makes! Two-twenty a year! Think of that!...
But of course Prince Eadmond teachers do come expensive——”
More and more it was coming to seem to Dorothy
that the whole thing was terrifically expensive.
They were great believers in the Empire, they on
the “Novum.” Indeed, they were the only true
Imperialists, since they recognized that ideas, and not
actions, were by far and away the most potent instruments
in the betterment of mankind. Everybody who
was anybody knew that, a mere sporadic outbreak here
and there (such as the one in Manchuria) notwithstanding,
war had been virtually impossible ever since the
publication of M. Bloch’s book declaring it to be so.
What, they asked, was war, more than an unfortunate
miscalculation on the part of the lamb that happened
to lie down with the lion? And what made the miscalculation
so unfortunate? Why, surely the possession
by the lion of teeth and claws. Draw his teeth
and cut his claws, and the two would slumber peacefully
together. So with the British lion. He only
fought because he had things ready to fight with. Philosophically,
his aggressions were not much more than
a kind of sportive manifestation of the joy of life, that
happened, rather inconsequentially, to take the form of
the joy of death. Take away the ships and guns, then,
and everything would be all right.
These views on the Real Empire were in no way incompatible
with Mr. Wilkinson’s desire to see all Trade
Unionists armed. For a war at home, about shorter
hours and higher wages, would at any rate be a war between
equals in race. It was wars between unequals
that had made of the Old Empire so hideous a thing.
Amory herself had more than once stated this rather
well.
“I call it cowardice,” she had said. “Every fine
instinct in us tells us to stick up for the weaker side.
It makes my blood boil! Think of those gentle and
dusky millions, all being, to put it in a word, bullied—just
bullied! We all know the kind of man who goes
abroad—the conventional ‘adventurer.’ (I like ‘adventurer!’)
He’s just a common bully. He drinks
disgustingly, and swears, and kicks people who don’t
get out of his way—but he’s always careful to have a
revolver in his pocket for fear they should hit him back!...
And he makes a tremendous fuss about his white
women, but when it comes to their black or brown ones
... well, anyway, I think he’s a brute, and we want a
better class of man than that for our readers!”
And that was briefly why, at the “Novum,” they
tried to reduce armaments at home, and gave at least
moral encouragement to the other side whenever there
was a dust-up abroad.
But it had been some time ago that Amory had said
all this, and her attitude since then had undergone certain
changes. One of these changes had been her acquisition
of the Romantic Point of View; another had
been that suspended state of affairs between herself
and Mr. Strong. The first of these curtailed a good
deal of the philosophy in which Mr. Strong always
seemed anxious to enwrap the subject (in order, as
far as Amory could see, to avoid action). It also made
a little more of the position of women, white, black or
brown, and especially when rolled up in carpets, in
Imperial affairs. And the second, that hung-up relation
between Edgar Strong and herself, had left her
constantly wondering what would have happened had
she taken Mr. Strong at his word and fled to Paris
with him, and exactly where they stood since she had
not done so.
For naturally, things could hardly have been expected
to be the same after that. Since Edgar had
ceased to come quite so frequently to The Witan, Amory
had thought the whole situation carefully over and had
come to her conclusion. Perhaps the histories of les
grandes maitresses and the writings of Key had helped
her; or, more likely, Key in Sweden (or wherever it
was) and herself in England had arrived at the same
conclusion by independent paths. That conclusion,
stated in three words, was the Genius of Love.
It was perfectly simple. Why had Amory Towers,
the painter of that picture (“Barrage”) so enthusiastically
acclaimed by the whole of Feminist England,
now for so long ceased to paint? What had become
of the Genius that had brought that picture into
being? It is certain that Genius cannot be stifled.
Deny it one opportunity and it will break out somewhere
else—in another art, in politics, in leadership in
one form or another, or it may be even in crime.
Even so, Amory was conscious, her own Genius had
refused to be suppressed. It had found another outlet
in politics, directed in a recumbent attitude from a
sofa.
Yet that had landed her straightway in a dilemma—the
dilemma of Edgar and the twins, of Paris on seven
francs a day and the comforts Cosimo allowed her, of
a deed that was to have put even that of the Wyrons
into the shade and a mere settling down to the prospect
of seeing Edgar when it pleased him to put in an
appearance.
She had not seen this protean property of Genius
just at first. That could only have been because she
had not examined herself sufficiently. She had been
introspective, but not introspective enough.
And lest she should be mistaken in the mighty changes
that were going on within herself, at first she had tried
the painting again. Her tubes were dry and her
brushes hard, but she had got new ones, and one after
another she had taken up her old half-finished canvases
again. A single glance at them had filled her
with astonishment at the leagues of progress, mental
and emotional, that she had made since then. She had
laughed almost insultingly at those former attempts.
That large canvas on the “Triumph of Humane Government”
was positively frigid! And Edgar had liked it!...
Well, that only showed what a power she now
had over Edgar if she only cared to use it. If he had
liked that chilly piece of classicism, he would stand
dumb before the canvas that every faculty in her was
now straining to paint. She began to think that canvas
out....
It must be Eastern, of course; nay, it must be The
East—tremendously voluptuous and so on. She would
paint it over the “Triumph.” It should be bathed in
a sunrise, rabidly yellow (they had no time for decaying
mellowness in those vast and kindling lands to
which Amory’s inner eye was turned)—and of course
there ought to be a many-breasted what-was-her-name in
it, the goddess (rather rank, perhaps, but that was the
idea, a smack at effete occidental politeness). And
there ought to be a two-breasted figure as well, perhaps
with a cord or something in her hand, hauling up the
curtain of night, or at any rate showing in some way or
other that her superb beauty was actually responsible
for the yellow sunrise....
And above all, she must get herself into it—the whole
of herself—all that tremendous continent that Cosimo
had not had, that her children had not had, that her
former painting had left unexpressed, that politics had
not brought out of her....
The result of that experiment was remarkable. Two
days later she had thrown the painting aside again. It
was a ghastly failure. But only for a moment did that
depress her; the next moment she had seen further.
She was a Genius; she knew it—felt it; she was so
sure about it that she would never have dreamed of
arguing about it; she had such thoughts sometimes....
And Genius could never be suppressed. Very
well; the Eastern canvas was a total failure; she admitted
it. Ergo, her Genius was for something else
than painting.
That was all she had wanted to know.
For what, then? No doubt Edgar Strong, who had
enlightened her about herself before, would be able to
enlighten her again now. And if he would not come to
see her, she must go and see him. But already she saw
the answer shining brightly ahead. She must pant,
not paint; live, not limn. Her Genius was, after all,
for Love.
True, at the thought of those offices in Charing Cross
Road she had an instinctive shrinking. Their shabbiness
rather took the shine out of the voluptuousnesses
she had tried, and failed, to get upon her canvas. But
perhaps there was a fitness in that too. Genius, whether
in Art or in Love, is usually poor. If she could be
splendid there she could be so anywhere. No doubt
heaps and heaps of grand passions had transfigured
grimy garrets, and had made of them perfectly ripping
backgrounds....
So on an afternoon in mid-January Amory put on
her new velvet costume of glaucous sea-holly blue and
her new mushroom-white hat, and went down to the
“Novum’s” offices in a taxi. It seemed to her that
she got there horribly quickly. Her heart was beating
rapidly, and already she had partly persuaded herself
that if Edgar wasn’t in it might perhaps be just as well,
as she had half-promised the twins to have tea with
them in the nursery soon, and anyway she could come
again next week. Or she might leave Edgar a note to
come up to The Witan. There were familiar and supporting
influences at The Witan. But here she felt
dreadfully defenceless.... She reached her destination.
Slowly she passed through the basement-room
with the sandwich-boards, ascended the dark stairs, and
walked along the upper corridor that was hung with the
specimens of poster-art.
Edgar was in. He was sitting at his roll-top desk,
with his feet thrust into the unimaginable litter of
papers that covered it. He appeared to be dozing over
the “Times,” and had not drunk the cup of tea that
stood at his elbow with a sodden biscuit and a couple of
lumps of sugar awash in the saucer.—Without turning
his head he said “Hallo,” almost as if he expected
somebody else. “Did you bring me some cigarettes
in?” he added, still not turning. And this was a relief
to Amory’s thumping heart. She could begin with
a little joke.
“No,” she said. “I didn’t know you wanted any.”
There was no counterfeit about the start Mr. Strong
gave. So swiftly did he pluck his feet away from the
desk that twenty sheets of paper planed down to the
floor, bringing the cup of tea with them in their fall.
But Mr. Strong paid no attention to the breakage
and mess. He was on his feet, looking at Amory. He
looked, but he had never a word to say. And she stood
looking at him—charming in her glaucous blue, the
glint of rich red that peeped from under the new white
hat, and her slightly frightened smile.
“Haven’t you any?” she said archly.
At that Mr. Strong found his tongue.
“Excuse me just a moment,” he muttered, striding
past her and picking up something from his desk as
he went. “Sit down, won’t you?” Then he opened
the door by which Amory had entered, did something
behind it, and returned, closing the door again. “Only
so that we shan’t be disturbed,” he said. “They go
into the other office when they see the notice.—I wasn’t
expecting you.”
Nor did he, Amory thought, show any great joy at
her appearance. On the contrary, he had fixed a look
very like a glare on her. Then he walked to the hearth.
A big fire burned there behind a wire guard, and within
the iron kerb stood the kettle he had boiled to make tea.
He put his elbows on the mantelpiece and turned his
back to her. Again it was Mr. Brimby’s sorrowing Oxford
attitude. Amory had moved towards his swivel
chair and had sat down. Her heart beat a little agitatedly.
He remembered!...
He spoke without any beating about the bush,—“Ought
you to have done this?” he said over his shoulder.
She fiddled with her gloves.—“To have done what?”
she asked nervously.
“To have come here,” came in muffled tones back.
It was evident that he was having to hold himself in.
Then suddenly he wheeled round. This time there
was no doubt about it—it was a glare, and a resolute
one.
But he had not been able to think of any new line.
It was the one he had used before. He made it a little
more menacing, that was all.
“I’m only flesh and blood—,” he said quickly, his
hands ever so slightly clenching and unclenching and
his throat apparently swallowing something.
Her heart was beating quickly enough now.—“But—but—,”
she stammered,—“if you only mean my coming
here—I’ve been here lots of times before——”
He wasted few words on that.
“Not since——” he rapped out. He was surveying
her sternly now.
“But—but—,” she faltered again, “—it’s only me,
Edgar—I am connected with the paper, you know—that
is to say my husband is——”
“That’s true,” he groaned.
“And—and—I should have come before—I’ve been
intending to come—but I’ve been so busy——”
But that also he brushed aside for the little it was
worth. “Must you compromise yourself like this?”
he demanded. “Don’t you see? I’m not made of
wood, and I suppose your eyes are open too. Prang
may be here at any moment. He’ll see that notice on
the door and wait ... and then he’ll see you go out.
You oughtn’t to have come,” he continued gloomily.
“Why did you, Amory?”
Once more she quailed before the blue mica of his
eye. Her words came now a bit at a time. The victory
was his.
“Only to—to see—how the paper was going on—and
to—to talk things over—,” she said.
“Oh!” He nodded. “Very well.”
He strode forward from the mantelpiece and approached
the desk at which she sat.
“I suppose Cosimo wants to know; very well. As
a matter of fact I’m rather glad you’ve come. Look
here——”
He grabbed a newspaper from the desk and thrust
it almost roughly into her hands.
“Read that,” he said, stabbing the paper with his
finger.
The part in which he stabbed it was so unbrokenly
set that it must have struck Katie Deedes as overwhelmingly
learned.—“There you are—read that!”
he ordered her.
Then, striding back to the mantelpiece, he stood
watching her as if he had paid for a seat in a playhouse
and had found standing-room only.
Amory supposed that it must be something in that
close and grey-looking oblong that was at the bottom
of his imperious curtness. She was sure of this when,
before she had read half a dozen lines, he cut it with
a sharp “Well? I suppose you see what it means to
us?”
“Just a moment,” she said bewilderedly; “you always
did read quicker than I can——”
“Quicker!—” he said. “Just run your eye down
it. That ought to tell you.”
She did so, and a few capitals caught her eye.
“Do you mean this about the North-West Banks?”
she asked diffidently.
“Do I mean——! Well, yes. Rather.”
“I do wish you’d explain it to me. It seems rather
hard.”
But he did not approach and point out particular
passages. Instead he seemed to know that leaden oblong
by heart. He gave a short laugh.
“Hard? It’s hard enough on the depositors out
there!... They’ve been withdrawing again, and of
course the Banks have had to realize.”
“Yes, I saw that bit,” said Amory.
“A forced realization,” Mr. Strong continued.
“Depreciation in values, of course. And it’s spreading.”
It sounded to Amory rather like smallpox, but, “I
suppose that’s the Monsoon?” she hazarded.
“Partly, of course. Not altogether. There’s the
rupee too, of course. At present that’s at about one
and twopence, but then there are these bi-metallists....
So until we know what’s going to happen, it seems
to me we’re bound hand and foot.”
Amory was awed.—“What—what do you think will
happen?” she asked.
Edgar gave a shrug.—“Well—when a Bank begins
paying out in pennies it’s as well to prepare for the
worst, you know.”
“Are—are they doing that?” Amory asked in a
whisper. “Really? And is that the bi-metallists’ doing—or
is it the Home Government? Do explain it
to me so that I can visualize it. You know I always
understand things better when I can visualize them.
That’s because I’m an artist.—Does it mean that
there are long strings of natives, with baskets and
things on their heads to put the pennies in, all
waiting at the Banks, like people in the theatre-queues?”
“I dare say. I suppose they have to carry the
pennies somehow. But I’m afraid I can’t tell you more
than’s in the papers.”
Amory’s face assumed an expression of contempt.
On the papers she was quite pat.
“The papers! And how much of the truth can we
get from the capitalist press, I should like to know!
Why, it’s a commonplace among us—one is almost
ashamed to say it again—that the ‘Times’ is always
wrong! We have no Imperialist papers really; only
Jingo ones. Is there no way of finding out what this—crisis—is
really about?”
This was quite an easy one for Mr. Strong. Many
times in the past, when pressed thus by his proprietor’s
wife for small, but exact, details, he had wished that
he had known even as much about them as seemed to
be known by that smart young man who had once come
to The Witan in a morning coat and had told Edgar
Strong that he didn’t know what he was talking about.
But he had long since found a way out of these trifling
difficulties. Lift the issue high enough, and it is true
of most things that one man’s opinion is as good as another’s;
and they lifted issues quite toweringly high
on the “Novum.” Therefore in self-defence Mr.
Strong flapped (so to speak) his wings, gave a struggle,
cleared the earth, and was away in the empyrean of
the New Imperialism.
“The ‘Times’ always wrong. Yes. We’ve got to
stick firmly to that,” he said. “But don’t you see, that
very fact makes it in its way quite a useful guide. It’s
the next best thing to being always right, like us; we
can depend on its being wrong. We’ve only got to
contradict it, and then ask ourselves why we do so.
There’s usually a reason.... So there is in this—er—crisis.
Of course you know their argument—that a
lot of these young native doctors and lawyers come over
here, and stop long enough to pick up the latest wrinkles
in swindling—the civilized improvements so to speak—and
then go back and start these wildcat schemes, Banks
and so on, and there’s a smash. I think that’s a fair
statement of their case.—But what’s ours? Why, simply
that what they’re really doing is to give the Home
Government a perfectly beautiful opportunity of living
up to its own humane professions.... But we know
what that means,” he added sadly.
“You mean that it just shows,” said Amory eagerly,
“that we aren’t humane at all really? In fact, that
England’s a humbug?”
Mr. Strong smiled. He too, in a sense, was paying
out in pennies, and so far quite satisfactorily.
“Well ... take this very crisis,” he returned.
“Oughtn’t there to be a grant, without a moment’s loss
of time, from the Imperial Exchequer? I’m speaking
from quite the lowest point of view—the mere point of
view of expediency if you like. Very well. Suppose
one or two natives are scoundrels: what about it?
Are matters any better because we know that?
Don’t the poverty and distress exist just the same?
And isn’t that precisely our opportunity, if only we had
a statesman capable of seeing it?... Look here:
We’ve only got to go to them and say, ‘We are full of
pity and help; here are a lot of—er—lakhs; lakhs of
rupees; rupee one and twopence: you may have been
foolish, but it isn’t for us to cast the first stone; it’s the
conditions that are wrong; go and get something to eat,
and don’t forget your real friends by and by.’—Isn’t
that just the way to bind them to us? By their gratitude,
eh? Isn’t getting their gratitude better than
blowing them from the muzzles of guns, eh? And
isn’t that the real Empire, of which we all dream?
Eh?...”
He warmed up to it, while keeping one ear open for
anybody who might come along the passage; and when
he found himself running down he grabbed the newspaper
again. He doubled it back, refolded it, and
again thrust it under Amory’s nose.... There! That
put it all in a nutshell, he said! The figures spoke for
themselves. The Home Government, he said, knew all
about it all the time, but of course they came from that
hopeless slough of ineptitude that humorists were pleased
to call the “governing classes,” and that was why they
dragged such red herrings across the path of true progress
as—well, as the Suffrage, say.... What!
Hadn’t Amory heard that all this agitation for the Suffrage
was secretly fomented by the Government itself?
Oh, come, she must know that! Why, of course it was!
The Government knew dashed well what they were doing,
too! It was a moral certainty that there was somebody
behind the scenes actually planning half these outrages!
Why? Why, simply because it got ’em popular
sympathy when a Minister had his windows smashed
or a paper of pepper thrown in his face. They were
only too glad to have pepper thrown in their faces, because
everybody said what a shame it was, and forgot
all about what fools they’d been making of themselves,
and when a real—er—crisis came, like this one, people
scarcely noticed it.... But potty little intellects like
Brimby’s and Wilkinson’s didn’t see as deep as that.
It was only Edgar Strong and Amory who saw as deep
as that. That was why they, Edgar and Amory, were
where they were—leaders of thought, not subordinates....
“Just look rather carefully at those figures,” he concluded....
Nevertheless, lofty as these flights were, they had a
little lost their thrill for Amory. She had heard them
so very, very often. She had trembled in the taxi in
vain if this was all that her stealthy coming to the
“Novum’s” offices meant. Nor had she put on her
new sea-holly velvet to be told, however eloquently, that
Wilkinson and Brimby were minor lights when compared
with Edgar and herself, and that the “Times”
was always wrong. Perhaps the figures that Edgar
had thrust under her nose as if he had been clapping a
muzzle on her meant something to the right person, but
they meant nothing to Amory, and she didn’t pretend
they did. They were man’s business; woman’s was
“visualizing.” The two businesses, when you came to
think of it, were separate and distinct. Whoever heard
of a man wrapping himself up in a carpet and being
carried by Nubians into his mistress’s presence? Whoever
heard of a man’s face launching as much as an upriver
punt, let alone fleets and fleets of full-sized ships?
And whoever heard of the compelling beauty of a man’s
eyes, as he lay on a sofa with one satiny upper-arm upraised,
simply making—making—a woman come and
kiss him?... It was ridiculous. Amory saw now.
Even Joan of Arc must have put on her armour, not so
much because of all the chopping and banging of maces
and things (which must have been very noisy), but
more with the idea of inspiring.... Yes, inspiring:
that was it. There was a difference. Why, even physically
women and men were not the same, and mentally
they were just as different. For example, Amory herself
wouldn’t have liked to blow anybody from the
mouth of a gun, but she wasn’t sure sometimes that
Edgar wouldn’t positively enjoy it. He had that hard
eye, and square head, and capacity for figures....
She wasn’t sure that her heart didn’t go out to him
all the more because of that puzzle of noughts and dots
and rupees he had thrust into her hands....
And so, as he continued (so to speak) to gain time
by paying in pennies, and to keep an ear disengaged for
the passage, it came about that Edgar Strong actually
overshot himself. The more technical and masculine
he became, the more Amory felt that it was fitting and
feminine in her not to bother with these things at all,
but just to go on inspiring. She still kept her eyes bent
over the column of figures, but she was visualizing
again. She was visualizing the Channel steamer, and
the Latin Quarter, and satiny upper-arms. And the
taxi-tremor had returned....
Suddenly she looked softly yet daringly up. She
felt that she must be Indian—yet not too Indian.
“And then there’s suttee,” she said in a low voice.
“Eh?” said Strong. He seemed to scent danger.
“Abolished,” he said shortly.
But here Amory was actually able to tell Edgar
Strong something. She happened to have been reading
about suttee in a feminist paper only a day or two
before. No doubt Edgar read nothing but figures and
grey oblongs.
“Oh, no,” she said softly but with a knowledge of her
ground. “That is, I know it’s prohibited, but there
was a case only a little while ago. I read it in the
‘Vaward.’ And it was awful, but splendid, too. She
was a young widow, and I’m sure she had a lovely face,
because she’d such a noble soul.—Don’t you think they
often go together?”
But Edgar did not reply. He had walked to a little
shelf full of reference books and books for review, and
was turning over pages.
“And the whole village was there,” Amory continued,
“and she walked to the pyre herself, and said
good-bye to all her relatives, and then——”
Edgar shut his book with a slap.—“Abolished in
1829,” he said. “It’s a criminal offence under the
Code.”
Amory smiled tenderly. Abolished!... Dear, fellow,
to think that in such matters he should imagine
that his offences and Codes could make any difference!
Of course the “Vaward” had made a mere Suffrage
argument out of the thing, but to Amory it had just
showed how cruel and magnificent and voluptuous and
grim the East could be when it really tried.... And
then all at once Amory thought, not of any particular
poem she had ever read, but what a ripping thing it
would be to be able to write poetry, and to say all those
things that would have been rather silly in prose, and
to put heaps of gorgeous images in, like the many-breasted
what-was-her-name, and Thingummy—what-did-they-call-him—the
god with all those arms. And
there would be carpets and things too, and limbs, not
plaster ones, but flesh and blood ones, as Edgar said
his own were, and—and—and oh, stacks of material!
The rhymes might be a bit hard, of course, and perhaps
after all it might be better to leave poetry to somebody
else, and to concentrate all her energies on inspiring, as
Beatrice inspired Dante, and Laura Petrarch, and that
other woman Camoens, and Jenny Rossetti, and
Vittoria Colonna Michael Angelo. She might even
inspire Edgar to write poetry. And she would be careful
to keep the verses out of Cosimo’s way....
“Abolished!” she smiled in gay yet mournful mockery,
and also with a touch both of reproach and of disdain
in her look.... “Oh well, I suppose men think
so....”
But at this he rounded just as suddenly on her as
he had done when he had told her that she ought not to
have come to the office. Perhaps he felt that he was
losing ground again. You may be sure that Edgar
Strong, actor, had never had to work as hard for his
money as he had to work that afternoon.
“Amory!” he called imperiously. “I tell you it
won’t do—not at this juncture! I’d just begun to find
a kind of drug in my work; I’ve locked myself up here;
and now you come and undo it all again with a look!
I see we must have this out. Let me think.”
He began to pace the floor.
When he did speak again, his phrases came in detached
jerks. He kept looking sharply up and then digging
his chin into his red tie again.
“It was different before,” he said. “It might have
been all right before. We were free then—in a way.
It was different in every way.... (Mind your dress
in that tea).... But we can’t do anything now. Not
at present. There’s this crisis. That’s suddenly
sprung upon us. There’s got to be somebody at the
wheel—the ‘Novum’s’ wheel, I mean. I hate talking
about my duty, but you’ve read the ‘Times’ there.
The ‘Times’ is always wrong, and if we desert our
posts the whole game’s up—U. P. Prang’s no good
here. Prang can’t be trusted at a pinch. And Wilkinson’s
no better. Neither of ’em any good in an emergency.
Weak man at bottom, Wilkinson—the weakness
of violence—effeminate, like these, strongword poets.
We can’t rely on Wilkinson and Prang. And who is
there left? Eh?”
But he did not wait for an answer.
“Starving thousands, and no Imperial Grant.” His
voice grew passionate. “Imperial Grant must be
pressed for without delay. What’s to happen to the
Real Empire if you and I put our private joys first?
Eh? Answer me.... There they are, paying in pennies—and
us dallying here.... No. Dash it all, no.
May be good enough for some of these tame males,
but it’s a bit below a man. I won’t—not now. Not at
present. It would be selfish. They’ve trusted me,
and——,” a shrug. “No. That’s flat. I see my
nights being spent over figures and telegrams and all that
sort of thing for some time to come.... Don’t think
I’ve forgotten. I understand perfectly. I suppose
that sooner or later it will have to be the Continent and
so on—but not until this job’s settled. Not till then.
Everything else—everything—has got to stand down.
You do see, don’t you, Amory? I hope you do.”
As he had talked there had come over Amory a sense
of what his love must be if nothing but his relentless
sense of duty could frustrate it even for a day. And
that was more thrilling than all the rest put together.
It lifted their whole relation exactly where she had tried
to put it without knowing how to put it there—into the
regions of the heroic. Not that Edgar put on any frills
about it. On the contrary. He was simple and plain
and straight. And how perfectly right he was! Naturally,
since the “Times” and its servile following of
the capitalist Press would not help, Edgar had to all
intents and purposes the whole of India to carry on his
shoulders. It was exactly like that jolly thing of Lovelace’s,
about somebody not loving somebody so much if
he didn’t love Honour more. He did love her so much,
and he had as much as said that there would be plenty
of time to talk about the Continent later. Besides, his
dear, rough, unaffected way of calling this heroic work
his “job!” It was just as if one of those knights of
old had called slaying dragons and delivering the oppressed
his “job!”
Amory was exalted as she had never been exalted.
She turned to him where he stood on the hearth, and
laved him with a fond and exultant look.
“I see,” she said bravely. “I was wretchedly selfish.
But remember, won’t you, when you’re fighting
this great battle against all those odds, and saying all
those lovely things to the Indians, and getting their
confidence, and just showing all those other people how
stupid they are, that I didn’t stop you, dear! I know it
would be beastly of me to stop you! I shouldn’t be
worthy of you.... But I think you ought to appoint
a Committee or something, and have the meetings reported
in the ‘Novum,’ and I’m sure Cosimo wouldn’t
grudge the money. Oh, how I wish I could help!——”
But he did not say, as she had half hoped he would
say, that she did help, by inspiring. Instead, he held
out his hand. As she took it in both of hers she wondered
what she ought to do with it. If it had been his
foot, and he had been the old-fashioned sort of knight,
she could have fastened a spur on it. Or she might
have belted a sword about her waist. But to have filled
his fountain-pen, which was his real weapon, would have
been rather stupid.... He was leading her, ever so
sympathetically, to the door. He opened it, took from
it the notice that had kept Mr. Prang away, and stood
with her on the landing.
“Good-bye,” she said.
He glanced over his shoulder, and then almost hurt
her hands, he gripped them so hard.
“Good-bye,” he said, his eyes looking into hers.
“You do understand, don’t you, Amory?”
“Yes, Edgar.”
Even then he seemed loth to part from her. He accompanied
her to the top of the stairs.—“You’ll let
me know when you’re coming again, won’t, you?” he
asked.
“Yes. Good-bye.”
And she tore herself away.
At the first turning of the stairs Amory stood aside
to allow a rather untidy young woman to pass. This
young woman had a long bare neck that reminded Amory
of an artist’s model, and her hands were thrust into the
fore-pockets of a brown knitted coat. She was whistling,
but she stopped when she saw Amory.
“Do you know whether Mr. Dickinson, the poster
artist, is up here?” she asked.
“The next floor, I think,” Amory replied.
“Thanks,” said the girl, and passed up.
“No, not this week,” Dorothy said. “Dot wrote
a fortnight ago. This one’s from Mollie.
(You remember Mollie, Katie? She came to that
funny little place we had on Cheyne Walk once, but
of course she was only about twelve then. She’s nearly
nineteen now, and so tall! They’ve just gone to Kohat).—Shall
I read it, auntie?”
And she read:—
“‘I’m afraid I wrote you a hatefully skimpy letter
last time—,’” h’m, we can skip that; here’s where they
started: “‘It was the beastliest journey that I ever
made. To begin with, we were the eighteenth tonga that
day, so we got tired and wretched ponies; we had one
pair for fifteen miles and couldn’t get another pair for
love or money. We left Murree at two o’clock and got
to Pindi at nine. The dust was ghastly. Mercifully
Baba slept like a lump in our arms from five till nine,
so he was all right. We had from nine till one to wait
in Pindi Station, and had dinner, and Baba had a wash
and clean-up and a bottle, and we got on board the
train and off. Baba’s cot, etc.; and we settled down
for the night. Nurse and Baba and Mary and I were
in one carriage and Jim next door. I slept beautifully
till one o’clock, and then I woke and stayed awake.
The bumping was terrific, and it made me so angry to
look down on the others and see them fast asleep! I
had an upper berth. Baba slept from eleven-thirty till
six-thirty! So we had no trouble at all with him——
“Well, and so they got to Kohat. (I hope this isn’t
boring you, Katie.)”
“‘It was most beautifully cool and fresh, and we
had the mess tonga and drove to the bungalow. The
flowering shrubs here would delight Auntie Grace. I’ve
fallen in love with a bush of hibiscus in the compound,
but find it won’t live in water, but droops directly one
picks it. The trees are mostly the palmy kind, and so
green, and the ranges of hills behind are exactly like
the Red Sea ranges. The outside of our bungalow is
covered with purple convolvulus, and the verandah goes
practically all round it. Jim’s room is just like him—heads
he’s shot, study, dressing-room, and workshop, all
in one, and it’s quite the fullest room in the house. Beyond
that there’s my room, looking out over the Sinai
Range——’
“Then there are the drawing and dining-rooms——”
“‘The curtains are a pale terra-cotta pink over the
door and dark green in the bay-windows, with white
net in front. The drawing-room is all green. The
durrie (that’s the carpet) is green, with a darker border,
and the sofa and chairs and mantelpiece-cover and
the screen behind the sofa all green. There’s another
bay-window, with far curtains of green and the near
ones chintz, an awfully pretty cream spotted net with a
green hem let in. That makes three lots, two in the
window itself and a third on a pole where the arch comes
into the room. Then over the three doors there are
chintz curtains, cream, with a big pattern of pink and
green and blue, just like Harrods’ catalogue——’
“Can’t you see it all!—H’m, h’m!... Then on the
Sunday morning they got the mess tonga and went out
to Dhoda, with butterfly-nets, and Jim went fishing—h’m,
h’m—and she says—
“‘It’s just like the Old Testament; I shouldn’t have
been in the least surprised to meet Abraham and Jacob.
It’s the flatness of it, and the flocks and herds. There
are women with pitchers on their heads, and a man was
making scores of bricks with mud and straw—exactly
like the pictures of the Children of Israel in “Line upon
Line.” And about a hundred horses and mules and
donkeys and carts all stopped at midday, because it was
so hot, and it was just what I’d always imagined Jacob
doing. But inside cantonments it isn’t a bit Biblical,
but rather too civilized, etc.’
(“Isn’t Katie patient, listening to all this, auntie!”)
“‘But you can’t go far afield at Kohat. At Murree
you could always get a three or four mile walk round
Pindi Point, but here it’s just to the Club and back.
We go to the Central Godown and the Fancy Godown
to shop. The Central is groceries, and the Fancy toothpowder,
Scrubb’s Ammonia, etc. On Saturday they
were afraid Captain Horrocks had smallpox, and so we
all got vaccinated, but now that we’ve all taken beautifully
it seems it isn’t smallpox after all, and we’ve all
got swelled arms, but Captain Horrocks is off the sick-list
to-morrow. Colonel Wade is smaller than ever.
Mrs. Wade is coming out by the “Rewa.” Mrs.
Beecher came to tea on Sunday——’
(“Is that our Mrs. Beecher, when Uncle Dick was
at Chatham, auntie?”)—
“‘—and I forgot to say that Dot’s parrots stood the
journey awfully well, but they’ve got at the loquat trees
and destroyed all the young shoots. Jim saw us safely
in and is now off on his Indus trip. The 56th are going
in March, and the 53rd come instead. I’m sure the
new baby’s a little darling; what are you going to call
him?——’
“And so on. I do think she writes such good letters.
Now let’s have yours, Aunt Grace (and that really
will be the end, Katie).”
And Lady Tasker’s letters also were “put in.”
It was a Sunday afternoon, at Cromwell Gardens.
Stan was away with his film company for the week-end,
and Dorothy had got Katie to stay with her during
his absence and had proposed a call on Lady Tasker.
They had brought the third Bit with them, and he now
slept in one of the cots upstairs. Lady Tasker sat
with her crochet at the great first-floor window that
looked over its balcony out along the Brompton Road.
On the left stretched the long and grey and red and
niched and statued façade of the Victoria and Albert
Museum, and the failing of the western flush was leaving
the sky chill and sharp as steel and the wide traffic-polished
road almost of the same colour. Inside the
lofty room was the still glow of a perfect “toasting-fire,”
and Lady Tasker had just asked Katie to be so good as
to put more coal on before it sank too low.
Katie Deedes had made no scruple whatever about
changing her coat in more senses of the words than one.
She had bought a navy-blue costume and a new toque
(with a wing in it), and since then had got into the
way of expressing her doubts whether Britomart Belchamber’s
hockey legs and Dawn of Freedom eye were
in the truest sense feminine. Nay, that is altogether
to understate the change in Katie. She had now no
doubt about these things whatever. As Saul became
Paul, so Katie now not only reviled that which she had
cast off, but was even prepared, like the Apostle at
Antioch, to withstand the older Peters of Imperialism
to their faces, did she detect the least sign of temporizing
in them. And this treason had involved the final
giving-way of every one of her old associates. She was
all for guns and grim measures; and while she looked
fondly on Boy Scouts in the streets and talked about
“the thin end of the wedge of Conscription,” she scowled
on the dusky-skinned sojourners within London’s gates,
and advocated wholesale deportations.
And in all this Katie Deedes was only returning to
her own fold, though her people were not soldiers, but
lawyers. For the matter of that, her father’s cousin
was a very august personage indeed, for whose comfort,
when he travelled, highly-placed railway officials
made themselves personally responsible, and whose
solemn progress to Assize was snapshotted for the illustrated
papers and thrown on five hundred cinema
screens. In the past Katie had been privileged to call
this kingpost of the Law “Uncle Joe.”...
And then Mr. Strong had got hold of her....
And after Mr. Strong, Mr. Wilkinson....
And according to Mr. Wilkinson, the most ferocious
of the hanging-judges had been a beaming humanitarian
by comparison with Sir Joseph. Mr. Wilkinson
had the whole of Sir Joseph’s career at his fingers’
ends: the So-and-So judgment—this or that flagrant
summing up—the other deliberate and wicked misdirection
to the jury. Sir Joseph’s heart was black, his law
bunkum, and he had only got where he was by self-advertisement
and picking the brains of men a hundred
times fitter for heaven than himself....
Therefore Katie, hearing this horrible tale, had
quailed, and had straightway given away this devil who
was the sinister glory of her house. She had agreed
that he was a man whom anybody might righteously
have shot on sight, and had gathered her Greenaway
garments about her whenever she had passed within a
mile of Sir Joseph’s door....
But now he was “Uncle Joe” again, and—well, it
must have been rather funny. For Katie’s impressionable
conscience had given her no rest day or night
until she had sought Uncle Joe out and had made a
clean breast of it all before him. Katie had fancied
she had seen something like a twinkle in those sinful
old eyes, but (this was when she mentioned the name of
the “Novum”) the twinkle had vanished again. Oh,
yes, Sir Joseph, had heard of the “Novum.” Didn’t a
Mr. Prang write for it?...
And thereupon Katie had given Mr. Prang away
too....
But in the end Sir Joseph had forgiven her, and had
told her that she had better not be either a revolutionary,
nor yet the kind of Conservative that is only a revolutionary
turned inside-out, but just a good little girl, and
had asked her how she was getting on, and why she
hadn’t been to see her Aunt Anne, and whether she
would like some tickets for a Needlework Exhibition;
and now she was just beginning to forget that he had
ever been anything but “Uncle Joe,” who had given her
toys at Christmas, and Sunday tickets for the Zoo whenever
she had wanted to go there on that particularly
crowded day.
Dorothy had had something of this in her mind when
she had brought Katie to Cromwell Gardens that Sunday
afternoon. From Katie’s new attitude to her own
Ludlow project was not so far as it seemed. If she
could lead the zealous ’vert to such promising general
topics as Boy Scouts, Compulsory Service, and the
preparation of boys for the Army (topics that Katie constantly
brought forward by denunciation of their opposites),
her scheme would certainly not suffer, and
might even be advanced.
And, as it happened, no sooner had Dorothy tucked
her last letter back into its envelope than Katie broke
out—earnestly, proselytizingly, and very prettily on the
stump.
“There you are!” she exclaimed. “That’s all exactly
what I mean! Why, any one of those letters
ought to be enough to convince anybody! Here are all
these stupid people at home, ready to believe everything
a native tells them, going on as they do, and hardly one
of them’s ever set foot out of England in his life! Of
course the Indians know exactly what they want, but
don’t you see, Dorothy—,” very patiently she explained
it for fear Dorothy should not see, “—don’t you see that
it’s all so much a matter of course to Mollie and those
that they can actually write whole letters about window-curtains!
I love that about the window-curtains! It’s
all such an old story to them! They know, you see,
and haven’t got to be talking about it all the time in
order to persuade themselves! There it is!—But these
other people don’t know anything at all. They don’t
even see what a perfect answer window-curtains are to
them! They go on and on and on—you do see what I
mean, Dorothy?——”
“Yes, dear,” said Dorothy, mildly thinking of the
great number of people there were in the world who
would take no end of trouble to explain things to her.
“Go on.”
And Katie continued to urge upon her friend the argument
that those know most about a country who know
most about it.
Katie had got to the stage of being almost sure that
she remembered Mollie’s coming into the studio in
Cheyne Walk one day, when Lady Tasker, who had not
spoken, suddenly looked up from her crochet and said,
“Look, Dorothy—that’s the girl I was speaking about—coming
along past the Museum there.”
Dorothy rose and walked to the window.—“Where?”
she said.
“Passing the policeman now.”
Dorothy gave a sudden exclamation.—“Why,” she
exclaimed, “—come here, Katie, quick—it’s Amory
Towers!—It is Amory, isn’t it?”
Katie had run to the window, too. The two women
stood watching the figure in the mushroom-white hat
and the glaucous blue velvet that idled forlornly along
the pavement.
“Do you mean Mrs. Pratt?” said Lady Tasker, putting
up her glass again. “Are you quite sure?”
Once before in her life, in the days before her marriage,
Amory Towers had done the same thing that she
was doing now. Then, seeking something, perhaps a
refuge from herself, she had walked the streets until
she was ready to drop with fatigue, watching faces passing,
passing, for ever passing, and slowly gathering from
them a hypnotic stupor. Sometimes, for hour after
hour, she had seen nothing but eyes—eyes various in
shape and colour as the pebbles on a beach, sometimes
looking into hers, sometimes looking past her, sometimes
tipped with arrow-heads of white as they turned,
sometimes only to be seen under their lids as a finger-nail
is seen within the finger of a glove. And at other
times, weary of her fellow-beings and ceasing to look
any more at them, she had seen nothing but doors and
windows, or fan-lights, or the numbers of houses, or
window-boxes, or the patterns of railings, or the serried
shapes of chimneys against the sky. She had been looking,
and yet not looking, for Cosimo Pratt then; she was
looking, and yet not looking, for Edgar Strong now.
Had she met him she had nothing new to say to him;
she only knew that he had taken weak possession of
her mind. She was looking for him in South Kensington
because he had once told her, when asked suddenly,
that he lived in Sydney Street, S. W., and frequently
walked to the Indian section of the Imperial Institute
in order to penetrate into the real soul of a people
through its art; and she was not looking for him, because
one day she had remembered that he had said
before that he lived in South Kentish Town—which
was rather like South Kensington, but not the same—and
something deep down within her told her that the
other was a lie.
But yet her feet dragged her to the quarter, as to
other quarters, and she talked to herself as she walked.
She told herself that her husband did not understand
her, and that it would be romantic and silencing did
she take a lover to her arms; and she could have wept
that, of all the flagrant splendours of which she dreamed,
London’s grey should remain her only share. And she
knew that the attendants of the Imperial Institute had
begun to look at her. Once she had spoken to one of
them, but when she had thought of asking him whether
he knew a Mr. Strong who came there to study Indian
Art, her heart had suddenly failed her, and the question
had stayed unspoken. Nevertheless, she had feared
that the man had guessed her thought, and must be
taking stock of her face against some contingency (to
visualize which passed the heavy time on) that had a
Divorce Court in it, and hotel porters and chambermaids
who gave evidence, and the Channel boat, and
two forsaken children, and grimy raptures in the Latin
Quarter, and its hectic cafés at night....
And so she walked, feeling herself special and strange
and frightened and half-resolved; and thrice in as
many weeks Lady Tasker, sitting with her crochet at
her window, had seen her pass, but had not been able
to believe that this was the woman, with a husband and
children, on whom she had once called at that house
with the secretive privet hedge away in Hampstead.
“It is Amory!” Dorothy exclaimed. “Is she coming
here?”
Lady Tasker spoke reflectively.—“I don’t know. I
don’t think so. But—will you fetch her in? I should
like to see her.”
“If you like, auntie,” said Dorothy, though a little
reluctantly.
But Lady Tasker seemed to change her mind. She
laid down her crochet and rose.
“No, never mind,” she said. “I’ll fetch her myself.”
And the old lady of seventy passed slowly out of the
room, and Katie and Dorothy moved away from the
window.
Lady Tasker was back again in five minutes, but no
Amory came with her. She walked back to her chair,
moved it, and took up her work again.—“Switch the
table light on,” she said.
“Was it Amory?” Dorothy ventured to ask after a
silence.
“Yes,” Lady Tasker replied.
“And wouldn’t she come in?”
“She said she was hurrying back home.”
That raised a question so plain that Dorothy thought
it tactful to make rather a fuss about finding some album
or other that should convince Katie that she really
had met the Mollie who had written the letter about
the window-curtains. Lady Tasker’s needle was dancing
rather more quickly than usual. Dorothy found her
album, switched on another light, and told Katie to
make room for her on her chair.
Amory, dawdling like that, and then, when spoken
to, to have the face to say that she was hurrying back
home!——
It was some minutes later that Lady Tasker said off-handedly,
“Has she any children besides those twins?”
“Amory?” Dorothy replied, looking up from the album.
“No.”
“How old is she?” Lady Tasker asked.
“Thirty-two, isn’t she, Katie?”
“About that.”
“Is she very—athletic?” Lady Tasker next wanted
to know.
“Not at all, I should say.”
“I mean she doesn’t go in for marathon races or
Channel swimming or anything of that kind?”
“Amory? No,” said Dorothy, puzzled.
“And you’re sure of her age?” the old lady persisted.
“Well—she may only be thirty-one.”
“I don’t mean is she younger. Is she older than
that?”
“No—I know by my own age.”
“H’m!” said Lady Tasker; and again her needle
danced....
Dorothy was explaining to Katie that Mollie was
fair, about her own colour, but of course the hair never
came out right in a photograph, when Lady Tasker suddenly
began a further series of questions.
“Dorothy——”
“Yes?”
“Did she—develop—early?”
“Who—Amory? I don’t know. Did she, Katie?
Of course she was quite the cleverest girl at the McGrath.”
“Ah!... What did she do at the McGrath?”
“Why, painted. You’re awfully mysterious, auntie!
It was soon after she left the McGrath that she painted
‘Barrage’—you’ve heard of her feminist picture that
made such a stir!”
“Ah, yes. Yes. I didn’t see it, but I did hear about
it. I don’t know anything about art.—Had she any
affair before she married young Pratt?”
“No. I’m sure of that. I knew her so well.” Dorothy
was quite confident on that point, and Katie agreed.
Lady Tasker’s questions continued.
And then, suddenly, into this apparently aimless catechism
the word “doctor” came. Dorothy gave a start.
“Aunt Grace!... Do you mean Amory’s ill?” she
cried.
Lady Tasker did not look up from her crochet.—“Ill?”
she said. “I’ve no reason to suppose so. I
didn’t say she was ill. There’s no illness about it....
By the way, I don’t think I’ve asked how Stan is.”
But for the curiously persistent questions, Dorothy
might have seized the opportunity to hint that Stan
was made for something more nationally useful than
getting himself black and blue by stopping runaway
horses for the film or running the risk of double pneumonia
by being fished out of the sea on a January day—which
was the form his bread-winning was taking on
that particular week-end. But the Ludlow design was
for the moment forgotten. She would have liked to
ask her aunt straight out what she really meant, but
feared to be rude. So she turned to the album again,
and again Katie, turning from turban to staff-cap and
from staff-cap to pith helmet, urged that those were the
people who really knew what they were talking about—surely
Dorothy saw that!——
Then, in the middle of Dorothy’s bewilderment, once
more the questions.... About that painting of her
friend’s, Lady Tasker wanted to know: did Mrs. Pratt
get any real satisfaction out of it?—Any emotional satisfaction?—Was
she entirely wrapped up in it?—Or
was it just a sort of hitting at the air?—Did it exhaust
her to no purpose, or was it really worth something when
it was done?——
“If Dorothy doesn’t know, surely you do, Katie.”
Katie coloured a little.—“I liked ‘Barrage’ awfully
at the time,” she confessed, “but—,” and she cheered
up again, “—I hate it now.”
“But did her work—what’s the expression?—fill
her life?”
Here Dorothy answered for Katie.—“I think she
rather liked the fame part of it,” she said slowly.
“Does she paint now?”
“Very little, I think, Lady Tasker.”
“Has her children to look after, I suppose?”
“Well—she has both a nurse and a governess——”
“They’re quite well off, aren’t they? I seem to remember
that Pratt came into quite a lot.”
“They seem to spend a great deal.”
“But that’s only a small house of theirs?”
“Oh, yes, they’re rather proud of that. They don’t
spend their money selfishly. It goes to the Cause, you
see.”
“What Cause?” Lady Tasker asked abruptly.
This was Katie’s cue....
She ceased, and Lady Tasker muttered something. It
sounded rather like “H’m! Too much money and
not enough to do!” but neither of her companions was
near enough to be quite sure.
And thereupon the questions stopped.
But a surmise of their drift had begun to dawn glimmeringly
upon Dorothy. She ceased to hear the exposition
of Imperialism’s real needs into which Katie
presently launched, and fell into a meditation. And
of that meditation this was about the length and
breadth:—
Until the law should allow a man to have more
wives than one (if then), of course only one woman
in the world could be perfectly happy—the woman
who had Stan. That conviction came first, and last,
and ran throughout her meditation. And of what Dorothy
might compassionately have called secondary happinesses
she had hitherto not thought very much. She
had merely thanked her stars that she had not married
a man like Cosimo, had once or twice rather resented
Amory’s well-meant but left-handed kindnesses, and
that had been the extent of her concern about the Pratt
household. But first Katie, and now her aunt, had
set her wondering hard enough about that household
now.
What, she asked herself, had the Pratts married on?
What discoveries had they made in one another, what
resources found within themselves? Apart from their
talks and books and meetings and “interests” and
that full pack of their theories, what was their marriage?
Thrown alone together for an hour, did they
fret? Did their yawning cease when the bell rang and
a caller was admitted? Did even the same succession
of callers become stale and a bore, so that strangers had
to be sought to provide a stimulus? And did they call
these and half a hundred other forms of mutual boredom
by the rather resounding names that blabbing
Katie had repeated to her—“wider interests,” “the
broad outlook,” “the breaking down of personal insularity,”
and the rest?
And for once Dorothy dropped her excusatory attitude
towards her friend. She dropped it so completely
that by and by she found herself wondering
whether Amory would have married Cosimo had he
been a poor man. She was aware that, stated in that
way, it sounded hideous; nor did she quite mean that
perhaps Amory had married Cosimo simply and solely
because he had not been poor; no doubt Amory had
assumed other things to be equal that as a matter of
fact had unfortunately proved to be not equal at all;
but she did doubt now whether Amory had not missed
that something, that something made of so many things,
that caused her own heart suddenly to gush out to the
absent Stan. The thought frightened her a little.
Had Amory married and had babies—all, as it were,
beside the mark?...
Dorothy did not know.
But an obscurer hint still had seemed to lie behind
her aunt’s persistent questions. “Was Amory ill?”
she herself had asked in alarm when that unexpected
word “doctor” had been quietly dropped; and “Ill?
I didn’t say she was ill; there’s no illness about it,”
Lady Tasker had replied. No illness about what?
Apparently about something Lady Tasker saw, or
thought she saw, in Amory.... An old lady whose
years had earned her the right to sit comfortably in
her chair had gone so far as to descend the stairs and
go out into the street to have a closer look at a young
one: why? Why ask “Is she a Channel swimmer?”
and “Is her painting a mere hitting of the air?” Why
this insistence on some satisfaction for labour, as if
without that satisfaction the labour wreaked on the
labourer some sort of revenge? What sort of a revenge?
And why on Amory?
Yes, Dorothy would have liked to ask her aunt a
good many questions....
She did not know that Lady Tasker could not have
answered them. She did not know that the whole
world is waiting for precisely those replies. She did
not know that the data of a great experiment have not
yet begun to be gathered together. She did not know
that, while she and Stan would never see the results
of that experiment, little Noel and the other Bits, and
Corin and Bonniebell might. She only knew that her
aunt was a wise and experienced woman, with an appetite
for life and all belonging to it that only grew
the stronger as her remaining years drew in, and that
apparently Lady Tasker found something to question,
if not to fear.
“Is she a Channel swimmer? Does she get any
emotional satisfaction out of what she does?”
They were oddly precise questions....
Much less odd was that homely summing-up of
Lady Tasker’s: “Too much money, and not enough
to do.”...
Dorothy had often thought that herself.
The gate in the privet hedge of The Witan had
had little rest all the afternoon. It was a Sunday,
the one following that on which Lady Tasker
had issued bareheaded from her door, had crossed the
road, and had caused Amory to start half out of her
skin by suddenly speaking to her. The Wyrons had
come in the morning; they had been expressly asked
to lunch; but it was known that Dickie Lemesurier
was coming in afterwards to discuss an advertisement,
and if Dickie came the chances were that Mr. Brimby
would not be very long after her. As a matter of fact
Dickie and Mr. Brimby had encountered one another
outside and had arrived together at a little after three,
bringing three young men, friends of Mr. Brimby’s still
at Oxford, with them. These young men wore Norfolk
jackets, gold-pinned polo-collars, black brogues
and turned-up trousers; and apparently they had hesitated
to take Cosimo at his word about “spreading
themselves about anywhere,” for they stood shoulder
to shoulder in the studio, and when one turned to look
at a picture or other object on the wall, all did so.
Then, not many minutes later, Mr. Wilkinson had entered,
in his double-breasted blue reefer, bringing with
him a stunted, bow-legged man who did not carry, but
looked as if he ought to have carried, a miner’s lamp;
and by half-past four, of The Witan’s habitués, only
Mr. Prang and Edgar Strong were lacking. But Edgar
was coming. It had been found impossible, or at
any rate Amory had decided that it was impossible, to
discuss the question of Dickie’s advertisement without
him. But he was very late.
When Britomart Belchamber came in simultaneously
with the tea and the twins at a little before five,
the studio was full. The asbestos log purred softly,
and Mr. Brimby’s three Oxford friends, glad perhaps
of something to do, walked here and there, each of them
with a plate of bread and butter in either hand, not
realizing that at The Witan the beautiful Chinese rule
of politeness was always observed—“When the stranger
is in your melon-patch, be a little inattentive.” Had
Dickie Lemesurier and Laura Wyron eaten half the
white and brown that was presented to them, they must
have been seriously unwell. It was Cosimo, grey-collared
and with a claret-coloured velvet waistcoat showing
under his slackly-buttoned tweed jacket, who gave
the young men the friendly hint, “Everybody helps
themselves here, my dear fellows.” Then the Norfolk
jackets came together again, and presently their
owners turned with one accord to examine the hock
and the top-side that hung on the wall over the sofa.
Not so much a blending of voices as an incessant
racket of emphatic and independent pronouncements
filled the studio. Walter Wyron had fastened upon
the man who looked as if he ought to have carried a
miner’s lamp, and his forefinger was wagging like a
gauge-needle as he explained that one of his Lectures
had been misrepresented, and that he had never taken
up the position that a kind of Saturnalia should be
definitely state-established. He admitted, nevertheless,
that the question of such an establishment ought
to be considered, like any other question, on its merits,
and that after that the argument should be followed
whithersoever it led.—Dickie Lemesurier, excessively
animated, and with the whites showing dancingly all
round her pupils, was talking Césanne and Van Gogh
to Laura, and declaring that something was “quite
the” something or other.—Mr. Brimby’s hand was
fondling Bonniebell’s head while he deprecated the
high degree of precision of the modern rifle to Mr.
Wilkinson. “If only it wasn’t so ruthlessly logical!”
he was sighing. “If only it was subject to the slight
organic accident, to those beautiful adaptations of give-and-take
that make judgment harsh, and teach us that
we ought never to condemn!”—Corin, drawn by the
word “gun,” was demanding to be told whether that
was the gun that had been taken away from him.—And
Britomart Belchamber, indifferent alike to the glances
of the Oxford men and their trepidation in her presence,
stood like a caryatid under a wall-bracket with an
ivy-green replica of Bastianini’s Dante upon it.
“No, no, not for a moment, my dear sir!” Walter
shouted to the man who looked like (and was) a miner.
“That is to ignore the context. I admit I used the
less-known Pompeian friezes as a rough illustration of
what I meant—but I did not suggest that Waring &
Gillow’s should put them on the market! What I did
say was that we moderns must work out our damnation
on the same lines that the ancients did. Read your
Nietzsche, my good fellow, and see what he says about
the practical serviceability of Excess! I contend that
a kind of general oubliance, say for three weeks in the
year, to which everybody without exception would have
to conform (so that we shouldn’t have the superior person
bringing things up against us afterwards)——”
“Ah doan’t see how ye could mak’ fowk——,” the
miner began, in an accent that for a moment seemed
to blast a hole clean through the racket. But the hole
closed up again.
“Ah, at present you don’t,” Walter cried. “The
spade-work isn’t done yet. We need more education.
But every new and great idea——”
But here an outburst from Mr. Wilkinson to Mr.
Brimby drowned Walter’s voice. Mr. Wilkinson raised
his clenched fist, but only for emphasis, and not in
order to strike Mr. Brimby.
“Stuff and nonsense! There you go, Brimby, trimming
again. We’ve heard all that: ‘A great deal to
be said on both sides,’”—(Mr. Wilkinson all but mimicked
Mr Brimby). “There isn’t—not if you’re going
to do anything! There’s only one side. You’ve got to
shoot or be shot. I’m a shooter. Give me five hundred
real men and plenty of barricade stuff——”
“Oh, oh, oh, my dear friend!” Mr. Brimby protested.
“Why, if your principles were universally
applied——”
“Who said anything about applying ’em universally?
Hang your universal applications! I’m talking
about the Industrial Revolution. I’ll tell you
what’s the matter with you, Brimby: you don’t like
the sight of blood. I’m not blaming you. Some men
are like that. But it’s in every page of your writing.
You’ve got a bloodless style. I don’t mind admitting
that I liked some of your earlier work, while there still
seemed a chance of your making up your mind some
day——”
But here Mr. Wilkinson in his turn was drowned,
this time by an incredulous laugh from Cosimo, who
had joined Dickie and Laura.
“Van Gogh says that?” his voice mounted high.
“Really? You’re sure he wasn’t joking? Ha ha, ha
ha!... But it’s rather pathetic really. One would
think Amory’d never painted ‘Barrage,’ nor the
‘White Slave,’ nor that—,” he pointed to the unfinished
canvas of “The Triumph of Humane Government” on
the wall. “By Jove, I must make an Appendix of
that!... Here—Walter!—Have you told him,
Dickie?—Walter!——”
But Walter was now at deadly grips with the man
who had forgotten his miner’s lamp.
“I tell you I never used Saturnalia in that sense at
all!——”
But the miner stood his ground.
“Happen ye didn’t, but I’ll ask ye one question:
Have ye ever been to Blackpool of a August Bank
Holiday?——”
“My good man, you talk as if I proposed to do something
with the stroke of a pen, to-morrow, before the
world’s ready for it——”
“Have ye ever been to Blackpool of a Bank Holiday?”
“What on earth has Blackpool to do with it?——”
“Well, we’ll say Owdham Wakes week at t’ Isle o’
Man—Douglas——”
“Pooh! You’ve got hold of the wrong idea altogether!
Do you know what Saturnalia means?——”
“I know there’s a man on Douglas Head, at twelve
o’clock i’ t’ day, wi’ t’ sun shining, going round wi’ a
stick an’ prodding ’em up an’ telling ’em to break
away——”
“I shouldn’t have thought anybody could have been
so incredibly slow to grasp an idea—!” cried Walter,
his hands aloft.
“Have—you—ever—been—to—Blackpool—when—t’
Wakes—is on?”
Then Cosimo called again—
“Walter! I say! Come here!... Dickie’s just told
me something that makes the ‘Life and Work’ rather
necessary, I think!——”
And Walter turned his back on the miner and joined
his wife and Dickie and Cosimo.
Anybody who wasn’t anybody might have supposed
the noise to be a series of wrangles, but of course it
wasn’t so at all really. Issues far too weighty hung
in the balance. It is all very well for people whose
mental range is limited by matinées and Brooklands
and the newest car to talk in pleasant and unimpassioned
voices, but what was going to happen to Art unless
Cosimo hurled himself and the ‘Life and Work’
against this heretic Van Gogh, and what was to become
of England if Walter allowed a pig-headed man who
could say nothing but “Blackpool Pier, Blackpool
Pier,” to shout him down, and what would happen to
Civilization if Mr. Wilkinson did not, figuratively
speaking, take hold of the dilettante Brimby and shake
him as a terrier shakes a rat? No: there would be time
enough for empty politenesses when the battle was
won.
In the meantime, a mere nobody might have thought
they were merely excessively rude to one another.
Then began fresh combinations and permutations of
the talk. Mr. Wilkinson, whose square-cut pilot jacket
somehow added to the truculence of his appearance,
planted himself firmly for conversation before Dickie
Lemesurier; the miner, whose head at a little distance
appeared bald, but on a closer view was seen to be covered
with football-cropped and plush-like bristles,
nudged Cosimo’s hip, to attract his attention: and Walter
Wyron sprang forward with a welcoming “Hallo,
Kaffinger!” as the door opened and two young McGrath
students were added to the crowd. For a minute
no one voice preponderated in the racket; it was—
“Hallo, Raff! Thought you weren’t coming!”
“I want a gun!” (This from Corin.)
“My dear Corin” (this from Bonniebell), “Miss
Belchamber’s told you over and over again guns are
anti-social——”
“Anybody smoking? Well, I know they don’t
mind——”
“But, Miss Lemesurier, where a speaker reaches
only a hundred or two, the written word——”
“Ah, but the personal, magnetic thrill——” (This
was in Dickie’s rather deep voice.)
Then Walter, to somebody else, not the miner—
“I should have thought anybody would have known
that when I said Saturnalia I meant——”
“Where’s Amory?”
“Sweet, in those little tunics!——”
“A subsidy from the State, of course——”
Then the miner, but not to Walter—
“I’ t’ daylight, proddin’ ’em up wi’ a stick—to say
nowt o’ Port Skillian bathin’-place of a fine Sunda’——”
“That hoary old lie, that Socialism means sharing——”
“Oh, at any artists’ colourman’s——”
“No; it will probably be published privately——”
“Van Gogh——”
“Oh, you’re entirely wrong!——”
And then, in the middle of a sudden and mysterious
lull, the man who had come without his safety-lamp was
heard addressing Cosimo again:—
“Well, what about t’ new paaper? Owt settled
yet?... Nay, ye needn’t look; Wilkinson telled me;
it’s all right; nowt ’at’s said ’ll go beyond these fower
walls. Wilkinson’s gotten a rare list together, names
an’ right, I can tell ye! But t’ way I look at it is
this——”
Cosimo looked blank.
“But, my dear—I’m afraid I didn’t catch your
name——,” he said.
“Crabtree—Eli Crabtree. This is t’ point I want
to mak’, mister. Ye see, I can’t put things grammar;
but there’s lots about ’at can; so I thowt we’d get a sec’etary,
an’ I’d sit an’ smoke whol’ my thowts come, and
then I’d tell him t’ tale. Ye see, ye want to go slap into
t’ middle o’ t’ lives o’ t’ people. Now comin’ up o’ t’
tram-top I bethowt me of a champion series: ‘Back to
Back Houses I’ve Known.’ I’ll bet a crahn that wi’
somb’dy to put it grammar for me——”
“My dear Crabtree, I’m afraid, don’t you know, that
there’s been some mistake——”
And at this point, everybody becoming conscious at
the same moment that they were listening, a fresh wave
of sound flowed over the assembly; and presently Mr.
Wilkinson was seen to take Cosimo aside and to be
making the gestures of a man who is explaining some
ridiculous mistake.
Then once more:—
“I beg your pardon—I thought you were Mrs.
Pratt——”
“Put grammar—straight to fowk’s hearts—sinks and
slopstones an’ all t’ lot——”
“No, Balliol——”
“But listen, Pratt, the way the mistake arose——”
“Ellen Key, of course——”
“The ‘Times!’—As if the ‘Times’ wasn’t always
wrong!——”
“There’s a raucousness about her paint——”
“The Caxton Hall, at eight—do come!——”
“But we authors are so afraid of sentiment nowadays!——”
“Bombay, I think—or else Hyderabad——”
“Oh, he talks like a fool!——”
“Raff! Come here and recite ‘The King is
Duller’——”
“But Love is Law!——”
“Suspend our judgments until we’ve heard the other
side——”
“Only water—but they couldn’t break her spirit—she
was out again in three days——”
And again there came an unexpected lull.
This time it was broken by, perhaps not the loudest,
but certainly the most travelling voice yet—the voice of
the caryatid beneath the bracket with the bust upon it.
Miss Belchamber was dressed in a sleeveless surcoat
chess-boarded with large black and white squares; the
skirt beneath it was of dark blue linen; and there were
beards of leather on her large brown brogues. One of
the young Oxford men, greatly daring, had approached
her and asked her a question. She turned slowly; she
gave the young man the equal-soul-to-equal-soul look; and
then the apparatus of perfect voice-production was set in
motion. Easily and powerfully the air came from her
magnificent chest, up the splendid six-inch main of her
throat, rang upon the hard anterior portion of her palate,
and was cut, as it were, to its proper length and shaped
into perfect enunciation by her red tongue and beautiful
white teeth.
“What?” she said.
The undergraduate fell a little back.
“Only—I only asked if you’d been to many theatres
lately.”
“Not any.”
“Oh!... I—I suppose you know everybody
here?”
“Yes.”
“Do point them out to me!”
“That’s Walter Wyron. That’s Mrs. Wyron. That’s
Miss Lemesurier. I don’t know who the little man is.
That’s Mr. Wilkinson. My name’s Belchamber.”
“Oh—I say—I mean, thanks awfully. We’ve heard
of them all, of course,” the unhappy young man faltered.
“What?”
“All distinguished names, I mean.”
“Of course.”
“Rather!——”
And again everybody listened, became conscious of
the fact, and broke out anew.
But where all this time was Amory?
Demonstrably, exactly where she ought to have been—in
her bedroom. She was too dispirited to be accessible
to the rational talk of others; she did not feel that she
had energy enough to be a source of illumination herself;
surely, then, merely because a lot of people, invited and
uninvited, chose to come to The Witan, she need not put
herself out to go and look after them. They might call
themselves her “guests” if they liked; Amory didn’t
care what form of words they employed; the underlying
reality remained—that she was intensely bored, and too
fundamentally polite to bore others by going down. Perhaps
she would go down when Edgar came. She had
left word that she was to be informed of his arrival.
But he was very late.
Nevertheless, she knew that he would come. Lately
she had grown a little more perspicacious about that.
It had dawned on her that, everything else apart, she had
some sort of hold on him through the “Novum,” and
there had been a trace of command in her summons that
he was pretty sure not to disregard. No doubt he would
try to get away again almost directly, but she had arranged
about that. She intended to keep him to supper.
Also the Wyrons. And Britomart Belchamber too
would be there. And of course Cosimo.
She moved restlessly between her narrow bed and the
window, now polishing her nails, now glancing at her
hair in the glass. From the window she could see over
the privet hedge and down the road, but there was no
sign of Edgar yet. She looked at herself again in the
glass, without favour, and then sat down on the edge of
her bed again.
Her meeting with Lady Tasker the week before had
greatly unsettled her. Very stupidly, she had quite forgotten
that Lady Tasker lived in Cromwell Gardens.
She would have thought nothing at all of the meeting
had Lady Tasker had a hat on her head and gloves on
her hands; she would have set that down as an ordinary
street-encounter; but Dorothy’s aunt had evidently seen
her from some window, perhaps not for the first time,
and, if not for the first, very likely for the third or
fourth or fifth. In a word, Amory felt that she had been
caught.
And, as she had been thinking of Edgar Strong at
the moment when the old lady’s voice had startled her
so, it was not beyond the bounds of possibility that her
start had seemed remarkable. Lady Tasker was so very
sharp.
At all events, even Edgar was not going to have everything
all his own way.
For she was sure now that she had the hold of the
“Novum” on him, and that that hold was not altogether
the single-minded devotion to his duty he had made it
out to be on that day when she had last gone to the office.
Not that she thought too unkindly of him on that account.
The labourer, even in the field of Imperial Politics,
is still worthy of his hire, and poor Edgar, like the
rest of the world, had to make the best compromise he
could between what he would have liked to do and what
circumstances actually permitted him to do. Of course
he would be anxious to keep his job. If he didn’t keep
it a worse man would get it, and India would be no better
off, but probably worse. She sighed that all work
should be subject to compromises of this kind. Edgar,
in a word, was no longer a hero to her, but, by his very
weakness, something a little nearer and dearer still.
But for all that she had not hesitated to use her
“pull” in order to get him to The Witan that day.
She saw him as she advanced to the glass again. He
was nearly a quarter of a mile down the road. She
found a little secret delight in watching his approach
when he was unconscious of her watching. His figure
was still very small, and she indulged herself with a
fancy, closing her eyes for a moment in order to do so.
Suppose he had been, not approaching, but going away—then
when she opened her eyes again he would look
smaller still.... She opened them, and experienced a
little thrill at seeing him nearer and plainer. She could
distinguish the red spot of his tie. Now he turned his
head to look at some people who passed. Now he
stepped off the pavement to make room for somebody.
Now he was on the pavement again—now hidden by a
tree—now once more disclosed, and quite near——
She straightened herself, gave a last look into the
glass, and descended.
She met him in the hall. They shook hands, but
did not speak. There was no need for him to ask
whether anybody had come; the babble of noise could be
plainly heard through the closed studio door. They
walked along the passage, descended the two steps into
the garden, and reached the studio.
Strong opened the door, and—
“Ha, ha, ha! I shall tell them that at the Nursery!——”
“No—just living together——”
“Corin!—Corin!——”
“The eighteenth, at the Little Theatre——”
Then the voice of Mr. Crabtree vociferating to his
friend Mr. Wilkinson.
“I thowt ye telled me ’at Pratt knew all about
it——”
“One day in the High, just opposite Queens——”
“Not know the ‘Internationale’!—Debout, les
damnés de la terre——!”
Next, sonorously, Miss Belchamber.
“Yes, I dance ‘Rufty Tufty’ and ‘Catching of
Quails’——”
“But my good chap, don’t you see that the Referendum——”
“Oh, throw it down anywhere—on the hearth——”
“Really, the bosh he talks——”
“The Minority Report——”
“Corin!——”
“Plato——”
“Prang——”
Then, before anybody had had time to notice the entry
of Amory and Edgar Strong, an extraordinary, not
to say a regrettable thing occurred.
Mr. Eli Crabtree had spent the last twenty minutes
in going deliberately from one person to another, often
thrusting himself unceremoniously between two people
already engaged in conversation, and in subjecting them
to questionings that had become less and less reticent the
further he had passed round the room. And it appeared
that this collier who had forgotten his Davy had yet another
lamp with him—the lamp of his own narrow intelligence
and inalienable, if worthless, experience. By
the help of that darkness within him that he mistook for
light, he had added inference to inference and conclusion
to conclusion. Cosimo—Wilkinson—Walter Wyron—Brimby—the
Balliol men—the young students of the
McGrath—he had missed not one of them; but none
knew the portent of his tour of the studio until he had
reached the hearth again. Then he was seen to be standing
with his hands behind him, as if calmly summing
them up.
“By—Gow!” he said half to himself, his football-cropped
head moving this way and that and his eyes
blinking rapidly as he sought somebody to address.
Then, all in a moment, he ceased his attempt to single
out one more than another, and was addressing them in
the lump, for all the world as if he had been allowed the
entrée of the house, not as a high and memorable privilege
and in order that he might learn something he had
never suspected before, but as if, finding himself there,
he might as well tell them a thing or two while he was
about it. And though his astonishment at what he had
seen might well have rendered him dumb, his good temper
did not for an instant forsake him.
“By—Gow!” he said again. “But this is a menagerie,
an’ reight!”
The instantaneous dead silence and turn of every
head might have disconcerted a prophet, but they made
not the slightest impression on Mr. Crabtree.
“It is a menagerie!” he continued superbly.
“Ding, if onnybody’d told me I wadn’t ha’ believed
’em!—Let’s see how monny of ye there is——”
And calmly he began to count them.
“Fowerteen—fifteen—sixteen countin’ them two
’at’s just come in an’ leavin’ out t’ barns. Sixteen of
ye, grown men an’ women, an’ not a single one of ye
knows ye’re born! Nay, it’s cappin’!—Him wi’ his
Salmagundys or whativver he calls ’em, an’ niver been
on Douglas Head!—T’ maister here, ’at doesn’t know
what a back-to-back is, I’se warrant!—An’ yon
chap—,” Mr. Crabtree’s forefinger was straight as a
pistol between Mr. Brimby’s eyes, “—’at says there’s a
deeal to be said o’ both sides an’ll be having his pocket’-ankercher
out in a minute!—An’ these young men
thro’ t’ Collidge!—Nay, if it doesn’t beat all! I ne’er
thowt to live to see t’ day!——”
And he made a T-t-t-ing with his tongue on his
palate, while his sharp little eyes looked on them all
with amusement and pity.
Out of the silence of consternation that had fallen
on the studio Walter Wyron was the first to come. He
nudged Cosimo, as if to warn him not to spoil everything,
and then, with his hands deep in the pockets of
his knickers and an anticipatory relish on his face, said
“I say, old chap—make us a speech, won’t you?”
But if Walter thought to take a rise out of Mr. Crabtree
he was quite, quite mistaken. With good-natured
truculence the collier turned on him also.
“A speech?” he said. “Well, I wasn’t at t’ back
o’ t’ door when t’ speechifyin’-powers was given out; it
wadn’t be t’ first time I’d made a speech, nut by a mugfull.
Mony’s t’ time they’ve put Eali Crabtree o’ t’
table i’ t’ ‘Arabian Horse’ at Aberford an’ called on
him for a speech. I’d sooner mak’ a speech nor have a
quart o’ ale teamed down my collar, an’ that’s all t’
choice there is when t’ lads begins to get lively!... I
don’t suppose onny o’ ye’s ever been i’ t’ ‘Arabian
Horse’? We owt to come, of a oppenin’-time of a
Sunda’ morning. Ye’d see a bit o’ life. Happen ye
might ha’ to get at t’ back o’ t’ door—if they started
slinging pints about, that is—but it’s all love, and ye’ve
got to do summat wi’ it when ye can’t sup onny more.
I should like to have him ’at talks about t’ Paraphernalia
there; it ’ld oppen his eyes a bit! An’ him ’at wor reciting
about t’ King an’ all—t’ little bastard i’ t’ corner
there——”
At this word, used in so familiar and cheerful a
sense, Laura Wyron stiffened and turned her back; but
Walter still hoped for his “rise.”
“Go on,” he said; “give us some more, old chap.”
The child of nature needed no urging.
“Ay, as much as ivver ye like,” he said accommodatingly.
“But I wish I’d browt my voice jewjewbes.
Ay, I willn’t be t’ only one ’at isn’t talking! T’ rest
on ye talks—ding, it’s like a lamb’s tail, waggin’ all day
and nowt done at neet—so we mud as weel all be
friendly-like! Talk! Ay, let’s have a talk! Here ye
all are, all wi’ your fine voices an’ fine clothes, an’ ivvery
one o’ ye wi’ t’ conveeanience i’ t’ house, I don’t
doubt, an’ I’ll bet a gallon there isn’t one o’ ye’s ivver
done a hands-turn i’ your lives! Nay, ye’re waur nor
my Aunt Kate! Come down to Aberford an’ I’ll show
ye summat! Come—it’s a invitaation—I’ll see it
doesn’t cost ye nowt! T’ lads is all working, all but t’
youngest, an’ we’re nooan wi’ out! No, we’re nooan
wi’out at our house! I’ll interdewce ye to t’ missis,
an’ ye can help her to peel t’ potates, an’ ye can go down
i’ t’ cage if ye like! Come, an’ I’ll kill a pig, just for
love. Come of a Sunda’ dinnertime, when t’ beef’s hot.
Wilkinson knows what I mean; he knows t’ life; he
reckons not to when he’s wi’ his fine friends, but Wilkie’s
had to lie i’ bed while his shirt was being mended
afore to-day!... Nay, the hengments!” He broke
into a jovial laugh. “Ye know nowt about it, an’ ye
nivver will! These ’ere young pistills fro’ t’ Collidge—what
are they maalakin’ at? It doesn’t tak’ five thousand
pound a year to learn a lad not to write a mucky
word on a wall!” (Here Dickie Lemesurier turned
her back on the speaker).... “They want to get back
to their Collidges. T’ gap’s ower wide. They’ll get
lost o’ t’ road. Same as him ’at wrote t’ book about t’
pop-shop——,” again Mr. Crabtree’s forefinger was
levelled between Mr. Brimby’s eyes. “Brimbyin’
about, an’ they don’t know a black puddin’ from a
Penny Duck! Has he ivver had to creep up again t’
chimley-wall to keep himself warm i’ bed, or to pull t’
kitchen blinds down while he washed himself of a Saturda’
afternooin? But ye can all come an’ see if ye
like. We’ve had to tew for it, but we’re nooan wi’out
now. An’ I’ll show ye a bit o’ sport too. We all have
we’r whippets, an’ we can clock t’ pigeons in, an’ see
what sort of a bat these young maisters can mak’ at
knurr-an’-spell—eighteen-and-a-half score my youngest
lad does! Ay, we enjoy we’rsens! An’ there’s quoits
an’ all. Eighteen yards is my distance if onnybody
wants to laake for a beast’s-heart supper! Come—ding
it, t’ lot o’ ye come! We can sleep fower o’ ye, wed
’uns, heads to tails, if ye don’t mind all being i’ t’ little
cham’er——”
By this time Mr. Crabtree was having to struggle
to keep his audience. Mr. Brimby too had turned
away, and Mr. Wilkinson, and even Miss Belchamber
had spoken several words of her own accord to the
young Balliol boy. The tide of sound began to rise
again, so that once more Mr. Crabtree’s voice was only
one among many. Then Walter started forward with
an “Ah, Amory!” and “Hallo, Strong!” Mr. Raffinger
of the McGrath exclaimed....
“Perseverance Row, fower doors from t’ ‘Arabian
Horse’——”, Mr. Crabtree bawled hospitably through
the hubbub....
“Oh, you must see it—the New Greek Society, on
the seventeenth——”
“But I say—what is ‘Catching of Quails,’ Miss Belchamber——?”
“Mr. Wilkinson brought him, I think——”
“Fellow of All Souls, wasn’t he?——”
Then that genial Aberford man again:
“I tell ye t’ gap’s ower wide, young man—ye’ll get
lost o’ t’ road——”
“No, the children take her name——”
“Got a match, old fellow?——”
“Rot, my dear chap!——”
“But what is condonation if that isn’t?——”
“Oh, the ordinary brainless Army type——”
“I read it in the German——”
“They gained time by paying in pennies——”
“In Père Lachaise——”
“Well, we can talk about it at suppertime——”
“But with cheaper Divorce——”
“One an’ all—whenivver ye like—Eali Crabtree,
Perseverance Row, Aberford, fower doors from t’
‘Arabian Horse’——”
“Nietzsche——”
“Finot——”
“Weininger——”
“Wadham——”
“Aberford——”
“Rufty Tufty——”
“I—say!——”
“Wasn’t he priceless!——”
“You got his address, Cosimo? I must cultivate
him!——”
“Pure delight!——”
“You had come in, hadn’t you, Amory?——”
“He shot Brimby!——”
“To all intents and purposes—with his finger——”
“Can you do his accent, Walter?——”
“I will in a week, or perish——”
“His bath in the kitchen!——”
“T’ wed ’uns can sleep i’ t’ little chamber——”
“No—he didn’t sound the ‘b’ in ‘chamber,’ and
there were at least three ‘a’s’ in it——”
“‘T’ little chaaam’er’——”
“No, you haven’t quite got it——”
“Give me a little time——”
The party had dwindled to six—Cosimo and Amory,
the Wyrons, and Britomart Belchamber and Mr. Strong.
They were still in the studio, but they were only waiting
for the supper-gong to ring. Cigarette ends were
thickly strewn about the asbestos log. The bandying
of short ecstatic phrases had been between Walter and
his wife, with Cosimo a little less rapturously intervening;
the subject of them was, of course, Mr. Crabtree.
To his general harangue Mr. Crabtree had added, before
leaving, more particular words of advice, making
a second tour of the studio for the purpose; and he had
distinguished Walter above all the rest by inviting him,
not merely to the house four doors from the “Arabian
Horse,” but to spend a warm afternoon with him on
Douglas Head also.
But the Wyrons had these raptures pretty much to
themselves. Perhaps Cosimo was thinking of Mr. Wilkinson,
of some new paper of which he had never heard,
and of the assumption that he, apparently, was to find
the money for it. Miss Belchamber was rarely rapturous,
so that her silence was nothing out of the way.
Edgar Strong could be rapturous when he chose, but he
evidently didn’t choose now. And Amory had far too
much on her mind.
Her original idea in asking the Wyrons to stay to
supper had been that they, as acknowledged experts in
the subject that perplexed her, would be the proper
people to keep the ring while the four persons immediately
concerned talked the whole situation quietly and
reasonably and thoroughly out. But she was rather inclined
now to think again before submitting her case to
them. It would be so much better, if the case must be
submitted to anybody, that Cosimo should do it. Then
she herself would be able to shape her course in the light
of anything that might turn up. Nothing, she had to
admit, had turned up yet, and Amory was not sure that
in that very fact there did not lie a sufficient cause for
resentment. Had Cosimo pleaded a passion for Britomart
Belchamber he would have had Passion’s excuse.
Lacking Passion, it could only be concluded that he
was bored with Amory herself.
And that amounted to an insult....
The booming of the gong, however, cut short her
brooding. They passed to the dining-room. Britomart
and Walter sat with their backs to the tall black dresser
with the willow pattern stretching up almost to the
ceiling; Laura and Edgar took the German chairs that
had their backs to the copper-hooded fireplace; and Cosimo
and Amory occupied either end of the highly polished
clothless table. This absence of cloth, by the
way, gave a church-like appearance to the flames of
the candles in the spidery brass sticks that had each of
them a ring at the top to lift it up by; the preponderance
of black oak and dull black frames on the walls further
added to the effect of gloom; and the putting down of
the little green pipkins of soup and the moving of the
green-handled knives and round-bowled spoons made little
knockings from time to time.
Again Walter and Laura, with not too much help
from Cosimo, sustained the weight of the conversation;
and it was not until Amory asked a question in a tone
from which rapture was markedly absent that they
sponged, as it were, the priceless memory of Mr. Crabtree
from their minds. Amory’s question had been
about Walter’s new Lecture, still in course of preparation,
on “Post-Dated Passion”; and Walter cursorily
ran over its heads for the general benefit.
“I admit I got the idea from Balzac,” he said between
mouthfuls (whenever they came to The Witan
the Wyrons supped almost as heartily as did Edgar
Strong himself). “‘Comment l’amour revient aux
vieillards,’ you know. But of course that hasn’t any
earthy interest for anybody. ‘Aux vieilles’ it ought
to be. Then—well, then you’ve simply got ’em.”
“Why not ‘vieillards?’” Amory asked, not very
genially.
“I say, Cosimo, I’ll have another cutlet if I may.—Why
not ‘vieillards?’ Quite obvious. Men aren’t
the interest. I’ve tried men, and you can ask Laura
how the bookings went.—But ‘vieilles’ and I’ve got
’em. Really, Amory, you’re getting quite dull if you
don’t see that! I’ll explain. You see, I’ve already
got the younger ones, like Brit here—shove the claret
along, Brit—but the others, of forty or fifty say, well,
they’ve all had their affairs—or if they haven’t better
still—and it’s merely a question of touching the right
chord. Regrets, time they’ve lost, fatal words ‘Too
late’ and so on—it’s simply made for me! Touch the
chord and they do the rest for themselves. They probably
won’t hear half of it for sobbing.—Of course I
shall probably have to modify my style a bit—not quite
so—what shall I say——”
“Jaunty,” his wife suggested, “—in the best sense,
I mean——”
“Hm—that’s not quite the word—but never mind.
It’s a great field. Certainly women, not men, are the
draw.”
Amory made a rather petulant objection, and the
argument lasted some minutes. In the end Walter triumphantly
gained his first point, that women and not
men were the “draw” in the box-office sense; and also
his second one, namely, that not the Britomarts, but
the older women, who would put their hearts into his
hands and pay him for exploiting their helplessness
and ache and tenderness and regret, and never suspect
that they were being practised upon, were “simply
made for him....” “What do you think of my
title?” he asked.
And the title was discussed.
Amory was beginning to find Walter just a little
grasping. She wished that after all she had not asked
the Wyrons to stay to supper. Formerly she had
thought that marriage-escapade of theirs big and heroic
(that too, by the way, had been in the Latin Quarter,
and probably on seven francs a day); but now she was
less sure about that. Quite apart from the inapplicability
of the Wyrons’ experience to her own case, she
now wondered whether theirs had in fact been experience
at all. Now that she came to think of it, they
had taken no risks. They had been married, and in
the last event could always turn round on their critics
and silence them with that fact....
Nor was she quite so ready now to lay even the souls
of Britomart and Cosimo on the dissecting-table for the
sake of seeing Walter exercise his professional skill
upon them. This was not so much that she wanted to
spare Cosimo and Britomart as that she did not want
to give Walter a gratification. She was inclined to
think that if Walter couldn’t be a little more careful
about contradicting her he might find his advertisement
omitted from the “Novum” one week, as Katie Deedes’
had been omitted, and where would he be then? The
way in which he had just said that she was “getting
quite dull” had been next door to a rudeness....
But she had to admit that she felt dull. Edgar, who
sat next to her, did not speak, and Cosimo, who faced
her, was apparently still brooding on people who planned
the spending of his money without thinking it necessary
to consult him first. She was tired of the whole
of the circumstances of her life. Paris on seven francs
a day could hardly be much worse. Nor, if she could
but shake off her lethargy, need that sum be fixed as
low as seven francs. For she had lately remembered
an arrangement made between herself and Cosimo before
she had ever consented to become engaged to him.
It was a long time since either of them had spoken of
this arrangement—so long that Cosimo would have been
almost within his rights had he maintained that the
circumstances had so altered as to make it no longer
binding; but there it was, or had been, and it had never
been expressly revoked. It was the arrangement by
which they had set apart a fund to insure themselves,
either or both of them, against any evils that might
arise from incompatibility. Amory had no idea how
the matter now stood. She didn’t suppose for a moment
that Cosimo had actually set a sum by each week
or month; but, hard and fast or loose and fluid, he must
have made, or be still ready to make, some provision.
It was an inherent part of the contract that a solemn
affirmation, with reason shown (spiritual, not mere legal
reason) by either one or the other, should constitute a
sufficient claim on this fund.
Therefore Paris need not necessarily be the worst
penury.
But, for all her new inclination to leave the Wyrons
out of it, she still thought it a prudent idea to carry
the fight (not that there would be any fight—that was
only a low way of expressing the high reasonableness
that always prevailed at The Witan) to Cosimo and
Britomart, rather than to have it centre about Edgar
and herself. Walter’s eyes were mainly on the box-office
nowadays. The original virtue of that fine protest
of theirs was—there was no use in denying it—gone.
He spread his Lectures frankly now as a net. Well,
that was only one net more among the many nets of
which she was becoming conscious. Edgar too, poor
boy, was compelled to regard even the “Novum” as
in some manner a net. Mr. Brimby, Amory more than
guessed, had nets to spread. Mr. Wilkinson, in his
own way, was out for a catch; and Dickie fished at the
Suffrage Shop; and Katie had fished at the Eden; and
the only one who didn’t fish was Mr. Prang, who wrote
his articles about India for nothing, just to be practising
his English.
All these nets were spread for somebody’s money—a
good deal of it Cosimo’s. It had been the same,
though perhaps not quite so bad, at Ludlow. That experiment
on the country-side had been alarmingly
costly. And all this did not include the dozens and
dozens of nets of narrower mesh. The “Novum”
might gulp down money by the hundred, but the lesser
things were hardly less formidable in the sum of them—subscriptions,
contributions, gifts, loans, investments,
shares in the Eden and the Book Shop, mortgages, second
mortgages, subsidies, sums to “tide over,” backings,
guarantees, losses cut, more good money sent to
bring back the bad, fresh means of spending devised by
somebody or other almost every day. It had begun to
weary even Amory. The people who came to The
Witan became rather curiously better-dressed the longer
their visiting continued; but the things they professed
to hold dear appeared very little further advanced. All
that first brightness and promise had gone. Amory’s
interest had gone. She wanted to escape from it all,
and to go away with Edgar appeared once more to be
the readiest way out.
But, though she might now wish to keep Walter
Wyron out of it all, that did not necessarily mean that
Walter would be kept out. This ex-officio specialist on
the (preferably female) heart, this professional rectifier
of unfortunate marriages, had not done a number
of years’ platform-work without having discovered the
peculiar beauties of the argumentum ad hominem, and
it was one of his practices to enforce his arguments
with “Take the case of Brit here”—or “Let’s get
down to the concrete: suppose Amory—” And these
descents to the particular had always a curiously accusatory
effect. Walter, interrupting Amory’s meditation,
broke into one of them now.
“But my dear chap,”—this was to Cosimo, “—I can’t
imagine what’s come over all of you to-night! First
Amory, now you! You’re usually quicker than this!
Let’s take a case.—Brit here——”
One sterno-mastoid majestically turned the caryatid’s
head. Again Miss Belchamber’s grand thorax worked
as if somebody had put a penny into the slot.
“What?” she said.
“Quiet, Brit; I’m only using you as an illustration.—Suppose
Brit here was to develop a passion for
somebody—Cosimo, say; yes, Cosimo’ll do capitally;
awfully good instance of the cant that’s commonly talked
about ‘treachery’ and ‘under his own roof’ and all
the rest of it—as if a roof wasn’t a roof and it hadn’t
got to be under somebody’s—unless they went out on
the Heath!—Well, suppose it was to happen to Cosimo
and Brit; what then? We’re civilized, I hope. We’re
a little above the animals, I venture to think. Amory
wouldn’t fly at Brit’s eyes, and Brit’s father wouldn’t
come round with a razor to cut Cosimo’s throat. In
fact——”
“My fa-ther al-ways uses a safety-razor,” said Miss
Belchamber with a reminiscent air.
“Don’t interrupt, Brit.—I was going to say that the
world’s got past all that. Nor Brit wouldn’t fly at
Amory, nor Cosimo kick the old josser out of the house—though
we should be much more ready to condone
that part of it if they did—if it was only to get quits
with the past a bit——”
“My fa-ther’s forty-five,” Miss Belchamber announced,
as the interesting result of an interesting mental
process of computation. “Next June,” she added.
“More interruptions from the back of the hall.—In
fact, I’m not sure that wouldn’t be entirely defensible—Brit
going for Amory and Cosimo kicking the
old dodderer out, I mean. That’s the justification of the
crime passionel. It’s the Will to Live. And by Live
I mean Love. It’s the old saying, that kissing lips have
no conscience. Or Jove laughs at lovers’ oaths. Quite
right. It’s the New Greek Spirit. But for all that
we’re modern and rational about these things. If
Strong here wanted to take Laura from me I should
simply say, ‘All you’ve got to do, my dear chap, is to
table your reasons, and if they’re stronger than mine
you take her.’ See?”
At that Edgar Strong, like Britomart, looked up. He
spoke for the first time.—“What’s that you’re saying?”
he asked.
“I don’t suppose you’d want her, but suppose you
did....”
Mr. Strong dropped his eyes to his plate again.—“Ah,
yes,” he said. “Ellen Key’s got something about
that.” And he relapsed into silence again.
It sounded to Amory idiotic. Walter was so evidently
“trying” it on them in order to see how it
would go down with an audience afterwards. She
wouldn’t have scratched Britomart’s eyes out for Cosimo,—but
she coloured a little, and bit her lip, at the
thought that somebody might want to come between herself
and Edgar.... But perhaps that was what Walter
meant—real affinities, as distinct from the ordinary
vapid assumptions about marriages being made in
Heaven. If so, she agreed with him—not that she
was much fonder of him on that account. She wished
he would keep his personalities for Cosimo and Britomart,
and leave herself and Edgar alone.—Walter went
on.
“And then, when you’ve got your New Greek Certificate,
so to speak, it’s plainly the duty of everybody
else, not to put obstacles in your way and to threaten
you with razors and cutting off supplies, but to sink
their personal feelings and to do everything they can
to help you. And without snivelling either. I
shouldn’t snivel, I hope, if anybody took Laura, and
she wouldn’t if anybody took me——”
Here Laura interposed softly.—“I don’t want any
one to take you, dear,” she said.
Walter turned sharply.
“Eh?... Now you’ve put me off my argument....
What was I saying?... Haven’t I told you you
must never do that, Laura?... No, it’s quite gone....
You see....”
Laura murmured that she was very sorry....
“No, it’s gone,” said Walter, almost cheerfully, as
if not sorry that for once the worth of what he had been
about to say should be measured by the sense of loss.
“So since Laura wishes it I’ll shut up.”
He passed up his plate for a second helping of trifle.
By this time Amory was perhaps rather glad that she
had had the Wyrons after all. That about people not
putting obstacles in the way was quite neat. “A plain
duty,” he had said. She hoped Cosimo’d heard that,
and would remember it when she raised the subject of
the fund. And so far was she herself from putting obstacles
in his way that, although she could have sent
Britomart Belchamber packing with her wages at any
moment, she had not done so. That, as Walter had
said, would only have been another way of flying at
her eyes.... Besides, Amory had been far too deeply
occupied to formulate definitely her charges against Cosimo
and Britomart. For all she knew it might have
gone much, much further than she had thought. Sometimes,
when Amory took breakfast in her own room,
she did not see Cosimo until the evening, and Britomart
too had heaps of time on her hands when she had
finished with Corin and Bonniebell. Cosimo must not
tell her that the “Life and Work” occupied him during
every minute of his time....
Then, presently, she was sorry again that the Wyrons
had been asked, for Walter had suddenly remembered
the thread of his discourse, and, in continuing it, had
been almost rude to Laura. She wondered whether he
would have turned with a half angry “Why, what’s
the matter?” had Laura cried. Perhaps it was really
a good thing the Wyrons hadn’t any children, for this
kind of thing would certainly have been a bad example
for them. She herself was never rude to Cosimo before
Corin and Bonniebell. She was always markedly
polite. There were excuses to be made for Passion,
but none for rudeness.
By this time Edgar Strong had finished his last piece
of cheese and was wiping his lips with his napkin.
Then he looked at his watch, and for the second time
during the course of the meal spoke.
“Look here, Cosimo, I’ve got to be off presently,
and we haven’t settled about those advertisements yet.
And there’s something else I want to say to you too.
Could we hurry coffee up? Where do we have it? In
the studio, I suppose? Or do the others go into the
studio and you and Walter and I have ours here?”
“We might as well all go into the studio,” said Cosimo,
rising; and they left the sombre room and sought
the studio, all except Miss Belchamber, who went upstairs.
The sight of the innumerable cigarette-ends about the
asbestos log reminded Walter of Mr. Crabtree again;
and for a minute or two—that is to say during the time
that Walter, taking her aside, told her of the quiet but
penetrating side-light Mr. Crabtree had innocently shed
on Mr. Wilkinson’s scheme for some new paper or other
that Cosimo was to finance—Amory was once more glad
that the Wyrons had come. But the next moment, as
Walter loitered away and Laura came and sat softly
down beside her, she was sorry again. Laura was
gently crying. That struck Amory as stupid. As if
she hadn’t enough great troubles of her own, without
burdening herself with the Wyrons’ trivial ones!
So, as she had nothing really helpful to say to Laura,
she left her, and sat down on the footstool she had occupied
on the day when Edgar Strong had said that he
liked the casts and had asked her whether she had read
something or other—she forgot what.
Edgar was talking in low tones to Cosimo, and Amory
thought she heard the name of Mr. Prang. Then Cosimo,
who always thought more Imperially with a map
before him, got out the large atlas, and the two of them
bent over it together. Walter joined them, and, after
an interlude that appeared to be about the Lectures’
advertisement, Walter strolled away again and joined
Laura. Amory heard an “Eh?” and a moment later
the word “touchy,” and Walter went off to the window
with his hands in the pockets of his knickers, whistling.
Edgar took not the least notice of Amory’s eyes intently
fixed upon him. He continued to talk to Cosimo. Walter,
who was examining a Japanese print, called over
his shoulder, “This a new one, Amory? What is it—Utamaro?”
Then he walked up to where Laura sat
again. He was speaking in an undertone to her:
“Rubbish ... take on like that ... better clear off
then”; and a moment later, seeing Edgar Strong buttoning
up his coat, he called out, “Wait a minute,
Strong—we’re going down too—get your hat, Laura——”
Five minutes later Cosimo Pratt and his wife were
alone.
It was the first time they had been so for nearly a
fortnight. Indeed, for weeks the departure of the last
visitor had been the signal for their own good-night,
Cosimo going his way, she hers. There had never been
anything even remotely approaching a “scene” to account
for this. It had merely happened so.
Therefore, finding himself alone with his wife in
the studio again, Cosimo yawned and stretched his arms
above his head.
“Ah-h-h!... You going to bed?”
As he would hardly be likely to take himself off before
she had answered his question, Amory did not reply
at once. She sat down on the footstool and stretched
her hands out to the asbestos log. Then, after a minute,
and without looking up, she broke one of their
tacitly accepted rules by asking a direct question.
“What were you and Edgar Strong discussing?” she
asked.
He yawned again.—“Oh, the Bookshop advertisement—and
advertisements generally. It begins to look
as if we should have to be less exclusive about these
things. Strong tells me that it’s unheard of for a paper
to refuse any advertisement it can get.”
“I mean when you got out the atlas.”
“Oh—India, of course. The Indian policy. Strong
isn’t altogether satisfied about Prang. He seems to
think he might get us into trouble.”
“How? Why?” Amory said, her eyes reflectively
on the purring gas-jets.
“Can’t make out. Some fancy of his. The policy
hasn’t changed, and Prang hasn’t changed. I wonder
whether Wilkinson’s right when he says Strong’s put
his hand to the plough but is now ... ah! That reminds
me!—Were you here when that preposterous fellow—what’s
his name—Crabtree—rather let the cat out
of the bag about Wilkinson?”
“You mean about another paper? No. But Walter
said something about it.”
“Yes, by Jove! He seems to have it all cut-and-dried!
Crabtree seems to think I knew all about it.
Of course I did know that Wilkinson had a scheme,
but I’d no idea he was jumping ahead at that rate. I
don’t want two papers. One’s getting rather serious.”
Still without looking at her husband, Amory said,
“How, serious?”
“Why, the expense. I’m not sure that we didn’t take
the wrong line about the advertisements. Anyway,
something will have to be done. Thirty pounds a week
is getting too stiff. I’m seriously thinking of selling
out from the Eden and the Bookshop. Do you know
that with one thing and another we’re down more than
three thousand pounds this year?”
Amory was surprised; but she realized instinctively
that that was not the moment to show her surprise.
Were she to show it, the moment would not be opportune
for the raising of the subject of the fund, and
she wanted to raise that subject. And she wanted to
raise it in connexion with Cosimo and Britomart Belchamber.
She continued to gaze at the log. The servants,
she thought, might have taken the opportunity
of dinner to sweep up the litter of cigarette-ends that
surrounded it; and then she had a momentary fancy.
It was, that the domestic relations that existed between
herself and Cosimo were a thing that, like that mechanical
substitute for a more generous fire, could be
turned off and on as it were by the mere touching
of a tap. She wondered what made her think of
that....
Cosimo had taken out his penknife and was scraping
his nails, moodily running over items of disbursement
as he scraped; and then the silence fell between
them again.
It was Amory who broke it, and in doing so she turned
her head for the first time. She gave her husband a
look that meant that, though he might talk about expenses,
she also had a subject.
“Walter was excessively stupid to-night,” she said
abruptly.
He said “Oh?” and went on scraping.
“At the best he’s never a model of tact, but I thought
he rather overstepped the mark at dinner.”
Again he said “Oh?” and added, “What about?”
“His manners. His ideas are all right, I suppose,
but I’m getting rather tired of his platform-tricks.”
“His habit of illustration and so on?”
“And his want of tact generally. In fact I’m not
sure it isn’t more than that. In a strange house it
would have been simply a faux pas, but he knows us
well enough, and the arrangement between us. He
might at any rate wait till he’s called in.”
Cosimo started on another nail.—“What arrangement?”
he said.
Again Amory gave him that look that might have
told him that, though he might think that only a lot of
money had gone, she knew that something far more
vital had gone with it.
“Do you mean that you didn’t hear what he was
saying about you and Britomart Belchamber?”
“Yes, I heard that, of course. Of course I heard
it.”
“Well?”
“Well!”
And this time their eyes met in a long look....
Cosimo had only himself to thank for what happened
to him then. After all, you cannot watch a
superb piece of female mechanism playing “Catching
of Quails,” and openly admire the way in which it
can shut up like a clasp-knife and fold itself upon itself
like a multiple lever, and pretend to be half in
love with it lest sharp eyes should see that you are
actually half in love with it, and take it for walks, and
discuss Walter’s Lectures with it, and tell it frequently
how different things might have been had you been ten
years younger, and warn it to be a good girl because
of dangerous young men, and stroke its hair, and tell
it what beautiful eyes it has, and kiss its hand from
time to time, and walk with your arm protectingly about
its waist, and so on and so forth, day after day—you
cannot, after all, do these things and be entirely unflurried
when your ever-so-slightly tiresome wife reminds
you that, be it only by way of illustration, a
young expert in such matters has coupled your name
with that of the passive object of your philanderings.
Nor can you reasonably be surprised when that wife
gives you a long look, that doesn’t reproach you for
anything except for your stupidity or hypocrisy if you
pretend not to understand, and then resumes her meditative
gazing into a patent asbestos fire. Appearances
are for the moment against you. You cannot help for
one moment seeing it as it must have appeared all the
time to somebody else. Of course you know that you
are in the right really, and the other person entirely
wrong, and that with a little reasonableness on that
other person’s part you could make this perfectly clear;
but you are rather trapped, you know it, and the state
of mind in which you find yourself is called by people
who aren’t anybody in particular “flurry.”
Which is perhaps rather a long way of saying that
Cosimo was suddenly and entirely disconcerted.
And his flurry included a certain crossness and impatience
with Amory. She was—could be—only pretending.
She knew perfectly well that there was nothing
really. The least exercise of her imagination must
have told her that to press Britomart Belchamber’s hand,
for example, was the most innocent of creature-comforts.
Why, he had pressed it with Amory herself
there; he had said, jokingly, and Amory had heard him,
that it was a desirable hand to press, and he had pressed
it. And so with Britomart’s dancing of “Rufty Tufty.”
Amory, who, like Cosimo, had had an artist’s training,
ought to be the last person to deny that any eye so
trained did not see a hundred beauties where eyes uneducated
saw one only. And that of course meant
chaste beauties. Such admiration was an exercise in
analysis, not in amorousness.... No, it was far more
likely that Amory was getting at him. She was smiling,
a melancholy and indifferent little smile, at the asbestos
log. She had no right to smile like that. It
made him feel beastly. It made him so that he didn’t
know what to say....
But she continued to smile, and when Cosimo did at
last speak he hated himself for stammering.
“But—but—but—oh, come, Amory, this is absurd!
You’re—you’re tired! Me and Britomart! Oh,
c-c-come!——”
And then it occurred to him that this was a ridiculous
answer, and that the proper answer to have made would
have been simply to laugh. He did laugh.
“Ha, ha, ha! By Jove, for the moment you almost
took me in! You really did get a rise out of me that
time! Congratulations.—And I admit it is rather cool
of Walter to pounce on the first name that occurs to
him and make use of it in that way. Deuced cool when
you come to think of it. It seems to me——”
But again that quite calm and unreproaching look
silenced him. There was a loftiness and serenity about
it that reminded him of the Amory of four or five years
before. And she spoke almost with a note of wonder
at him in her tone.
“My dear Cosimo,” she said very patiently, “what
is the matter? You look at me as if I had accused you
of something. Nothing was further from my thoughts.
I suppose, when you examine it, it’s a matter for congratulation,
not accusation at all. As Walter said, I
don’t want to fly at anybody’s eyes. We foresaw this,
and provided for it, you know.”
At this cool taking for granted of a preposterous
thing Cosimo’s stammer became a splutter.—“But—but—but—,”
he broke out: but Amory held up her
hand.
“I raise no objection. I’ve no right to. What
earthly right have I, when I concurred before ever we
were married?”
“Concurred!... My dear girl, concurred in what?
Really this is the most ridiculous situation I was ever
in!”
Amory raised her brows.—“Oh?... I don’t see
anything ridiculous about it. It received my sanction
when Britomart stopped in the house, and I haven’t
changed my mind. As I say, we foresaw it, and provided
for it.”
“‘It!’” Cosimo could only pipe—one little note,
high and thin as that of a piccolo. Amory continued.
“I’m not asking a single question about it. I’m not
even curious. I didn’t become your property when we
married, and you’re not mine. Our souls are our own,
both of us. I think we were very wise to foresee it
quite at the beginning.—And don’t think I’m jealous.
Perfectly truly, I wish you every happiness. Britomart’s
a very pretty girl, and nobody can say she’s always
making a display of her cleverness, like some of
them. I respect your privacy, and want you to do the
best you can with your life.”
The piccolo note changed to that of a bassoon.—“Amory—listen
to me.”
“No. I’d very much rather not hear anything about
it. As Walter said, Life is Love, and I only mentioned
this at all to-night because there is one quite small practical
detail that doesn’t seem to me entirely satisfactory.”
She understood Cosimo to ask what that was.
“This: You ought to be fair to her. I know you’ll
forgive my mentioning anything so vulgar, but it is—about
money. She can’t be expected to think of such
things herself just now,”—there were whole honeymoons
in the reasonable little nod Amory gave, “—and
so I mention it. It’s my place to do so. For us all
just to dip our hands into a common purse doesn’t seem
to me very satisfactory. She’s rights too that I shouldn’t
dream of disputing. And don’t think I’m assuming
more than there actually is. I only mean that I don’t
see why, in certain events, you shouldn’t, et cetera;
that’s all I mean. You see?... But I admit that
for everybody’s sake I should like things put on a proper
footing without loss of time.”
Cosimo had begun to wander up and down among
the saddlebag chairs. His slender fingers rested aimlessly
on the backs of them from time to time. Amory
thought that he was about to try the remaining notes
within the compass of his voice, but instead he suddenly
straightened himself. He appeared to have come
to a resolution. He strode towards the door.
“Where are you going?” Amory asked.
“I’m going to fetch Britomart,” he replied shortly.
“This is preposterous.”
But again he hesitated, as perhaps Amory surmised
he might. His offer, if it meant anything, ought to
have meant that his conscience was so clear that Amory
might catechize Britomart to her heart’s content; but
there had been those hair-strokings and hand-pattings,
and—and—and Britomart, as Amory had said,
was “not always making a display of her cleverness.”
She might, indeed, let fall something even more disconcerting
than the rest—
Cosimo was trying a bluff.
In a word, between fetching Britomart and not
fetching her, Amory had her husband by the short
hairs.
She mused.—“Just a moment,” she said.
And then she rose from the footstool, put one hand
on the edge of the mantelpiece, and with the other drew
up her skirt an inch or two and stretched out her slipper
to the log.
“It really isn’t necessary to fetch Britomart,” she
said after a moment, looking up. “Fetch her if you
prefer it, of course, but first I want to say something
else—something quite different.”
That it was something quite different seemed to be
a deep relief to Cosimo. He returned from the door
again.
“What’s that?” he said.
“It’s different,” Amory said slowly, “but related.
Let me think a moment how to put it.... You were
speaking a few minutes ago of selling out from the Eden
and the Suffrage Shop. If I understand you, things
aren’t going altogether well.”
“They aren’t,” said Cosimo, almost grimly.
“And then,” Amory continued, “there’s Mr. Prang.
Neither you nor Strong seem very satisfied about him.”
“It’s Strong who isn’t satisfied. I’ve no complaints
to make about Prang.”
“Well, I’ve been thinking about that too, and I’ve
had an idea. I’m not sure that after all Strong mayn’t
be right. I admit Prang states a case as well as it
could be stated; the question is whether it’s quite the
case we want stated. His case is ours to a large extent,
but perhaps not altogether. And as matters stand
we’re in his hands about India, simply because he knows
more about it than we do. You see what I mean?”
“Not quite,” said Cosimo.
“No? Well, let me tell you what I’ve been thinking....”
Those people who are nobodys, and have not had the
enormous advantage of being taken by the hand by the
somebodys, are under a misconception about daring and
original ideas. The ideals seem original and daring to
them because the processes behind them are hidden.
The inferior mind does not realize of itself that every
sudden and miraculous blooming is already an old
story to somebody.
But Cosimo occupied a sort of intermediary position
between the sources of inspiration and the flat levels of
popular understanding. Remember, he was in certain
ways one of the public; but at the same time he was the
author of the “Life and Work.” He took his Amory,
so to speak, nascent. Therefore, when she gave utterance
to a splendour, he credited himself with just that
measure of participation in it that causes us humbler
ones, when we see the airman’s spiral, to fancy our own
hands upon the controls, or, when we read a great book,
to sun ourselves in the flattering delusion that we do
not merely read, but, in some mysterious sense, participate
in the writing of it also.
And so the words which Amory spoke now—words
which would have caused you or me to give a gasp of
admiration—affected him less extraordinarily.
“Why don’t you go to India and see for yourself?”
she said.
Nevertheless, Cosimo was not altogether unaffected.
Even to his accustomed ear it was rather stupendous,
and, if he hadn’t been again uneasily wondering whether
he dared risk having Britomart down when Amory
should return to the former subject again, might have
been more stupendous still. He resumed his walk along
the saddlebag chairs, and, when at last he did speak, did
not mar a high occasion with too much vulgar demonstrativeness.
“That’s an idea,” he said simply.
“You see, Mr. Chamberlain went to South Africa,”
Amory replied, as simply.
“Yes,” said Cosimo thoughtfully.... “It’s certainly
an idea.”
“And you know how people have been getting at the
‘Novum’ lately, and even suggesting that Prang was
merely a pen-name for Wilkinson himself.”
“Yes, yes.”
“Well, if you went, for six months, say, or even three,
nobody’d be able to say after that that you didn’t know
all about it.”
“No,” Cosimo replied.
“The stupid people go. Why not the people with
eyes and minds?”
“Exactly,” said Cosimo, resuming his walk.
Then, as if he had been a mere you or a simple me,
the beauty of the idea did begin to work a little in him.
He walked for a space longer, and then, turning, said
almost with joy, “I say, Amory—would you like to
go?”
But Amory did not look up from the slippered foot
she had again begun to warm.—“Oh, I shouldn’t go,”
she said absently.
“You mean me to go by myself?” said Cosimo, the
joy vanishing again.
Then it was that Amory returned to the temporarily
relinquished subject again.
“Well ...”, she said, with a return of the quiet
and wan but brave smile, “... I’ve nothing to do
with that. I shouldn’t set detectives to watch you. I
was speaking for the moment purely from the point of
view of the ‘Novum’s’ policy.—But I see what you
mean.”
But Cosimo didn’t mean that at all. He interposed
eagerly, anxiously.
“You do jump to conclusions!”—he began.
“My dear Cosimo,” she put up her hand, “I’m doing
nothing of the kind. As I said, the other isn’t my
affair. Oh, I do wish you’d believe that I was perfectly
calm about it! As Emerson said, soul ought to
speak from the top of Olympus or something, and, except
that I want you to be happy, it’s a matter of indifference
to me who you go with. Do try to see that,
Cosimo. Let’s try to behave like civilized beings. We
agreed long ago that sex was only a matter of accident.
Don’t let’s make it so hatefully pivotal. After all,
what practical difference would it make?”
But this was too much for Cosimo. He must have
Britomart down and take his chance, that was all. At
the worst, he did not see how Amory could be so unreasonable
that a hand-pat or a hair-stroke or two could
not be put before her in the proper light.
Unfortunately, the trouble was, not that she made a
fuss, but that she made so little fuss....
Again he moved towards the door.
But Miss Belchamber herself, as it happened, saved
him the trouble of fetching her. Their hands were at
the door at the same moment, his inside, hers outside.
She entered. She was wrapped in the large black-and-gold
Chinese dressing-gown Cosimo had given her for
a Christmas present, and there were pantofles on her bare
feet, and her hair hung down her back in two enormous
yellow plaits. She was eating a large piece of cake.
“I’ve left the hot water tap running,” she announced.
“I hadn’t gone to bed. Does anybody else want a bath?
I like lots of hot baths. I came down for a piece of
cake.”
She crossed to the sofa, crammed the last piece of cake
into her mouth, dusted the crumbs from her fingers,
tucked the dressing-gown close under her, and with her
fingers began softly to perform the motions of pétrissage
upon herself in the region of the erectors spinae. As
she did so she again spoke, placidly and syllabically.
“I made a mistake,” she said. “Father’s forty-six.
Next June. And I shall go to Walter’s new Lecture.
He’s in the guard’s van. I mean the van-guard. And
Prince Ead-mond’s is in the van-guard too. Especially
Miss Miles. She says the Saturn-alia is a time of great
li-cen-tiousness and dancing. Are they going to start it
soon?”
Cosimo was nervous again. He cleared his throat.—“Britomart—,”
he began; but Miss Belchamber went
on.
“I hope they are. Walter says it would be a very
good thing. I shall dance ‘Rufty Tufty.’ And ‘The
Black Nag.’ I love ‘The Black Nag.’ That’s why I’m
having a hot bath. Hot baths open the pores, or sweat-ducts.
Then you close them again with a cold sponge.
I always close them again with a cold sponge.”
Cosimo cleared his throat again and had another try.—“Listen,
Britomart—we were talking about you——”
Miss Belchamber looked complacently at her crossed
Parian-marble ankles. Then she raised one of them,
and her fingers explored the common tendon of the soleus
and gastrocnemius.
“The soleus,” she said, “acts when the knee-joint is
flexed. In ‘Rufty Tufty’ it acts. Both of them, of
course. And the manage-ment of the breath is very important.
It would be a very good thing if every-body
opened their windows and took a hun-dred deep breaths
before the Saturn-alia begins. I shall, and I shall make
Corin and Bonniebell. Or won’t they be able to go if
it’s very late? If it’s after their bedtime I could bring
them away early and then go back. I am so looking forward
to it.”
Cosimo made a third attempt.—“Britomart—”, he
said gravely.
“What?” said Miss Belchamber.
“I want to tell you about a rather important discussion
we’ve been having——”
“Then shall I go and turn the tap off? The water
will run cold. Then the sweat-ducts would have to be
closed before they are opened, and that’s wrong.”
But this time Amory had moved towards the door.
Cosimo, and not she, had wanted Miss Belchamber down,
and now that he had got her he might amuse her. She
thought he looked extremely foolish, but that was his
lookout; she was going to bed. It seemed an entirely
satisfactory moment in which to do so. She had managed
better than she had hoped. The question of the
fund had been satisfactorily raised, and it was obvious
that the “Novum” would gain by having somebody on
the spot, somebody perhaps less biassed than Mr. Prang,
to advise upon its Indian policy. At the door she
turned her nasturtium-coloured head.
“You might think over what I’ve been saying,” she
said. “We can talk of it again in a day or two. Especially
my second suggestion, that about the ‘Novum.’
That seems to me very well worth considering. Good
night.”
And she passed out, leaving Cosimo plucking his lip
irresolutely, and Miss Britomart Belchamber deeply interested
in the common tendon of the other soleus and
gastrocnemius.
It was on an afternoon in May, and the window of
Dorothy’s flat overlooking the pond was wide open.
Ruffles of wind chased one another from moment to moment
across the water, and the swans, guarding their
cygnets, policed the farther bank, where dogs ran barking.
The two elder Bits played in the narrow strip of
garden below; again the frieze of the room was a soft net
of rippling light; and the brightness of the sun—or so
Ruth Mossop declared—had put the fire out.
Ruth was alone in the flat. As she passed between the
pond-room and the kitchen, re-lighting the fire, “sweeping
in,” and preparing tea, she sang cheerfully to herself,
“A few more years shall roll, a few more sorrows
come.” Ruth considered that the sorrows would probably
come by means of the youngest Bit. He ought (she
said) to have been a little girl. Then, in after years, he
might have been a bit of comfort to his mother. Boys,
in Ruth’s experience, were rarely that.
As she put the cakes for tea into the oven of the stove
there came a milk-call from below. Ruth leaned out of
the lift-window, and there ensued a conversation with the
white-jacketed milk-boy.
“Saw your guv’nor last night,” the boy grinned.
“Where’s that cream I ordered, and that quart of
nursery milk? You can’t mind your business for thinking
of picture palaces.”
“Keep your ’air on; coming up now.—I say, they
put ’is ’ead under a steam-’ammer. I said it was a
dummy, but Gwen said it wasn’t. Was it ’im?”
“You mind your own interference, young man, and
leave others to mind theirs; you ought to have something
better to do with your threepences than collecting cigarette
cards and taking girls to the pictures.”
“It was in ‘Bullseye Bill: A Drarmer of Love an’
‘Ate’—‘Scoundrel, ’ow dare you speak those words to a
pure wife an’ mother on the very threshold of the ‘Ouse
of——’”
“That’s enough, young man—we don’t want language
Taken in Vain here—and you can tell ’em at your place
we’re leaving soon.”
“But was that ’im in the long whiskers at the end,
when the powder magazine blew up?”
But Ruth, taking her cans, shut down the window and
returned to the kitchen.
“‘Then O, my Lord, prepare——’” she crooned as
she gave a peep into the oven and then clanged the door
to again, “‘My soul for that blest day——’”
They were leaving soon. Already the sub-letting of
the flat was in an agent’s hands, and soon Stan would
be braving the perils of his career no longer. Dorothy
had unfolded her idea to her aunt, and Lady Tasker had
raised no objection, provided Dorothy could raise the
money by bringing Aunt Eliza into line.
“It’s as good as Maypoles and Village Players anyway,”
she had said, “and I’m getting too old to run
about as I have done.—By the way, is it true that Cosimo
Pratt’s gone to India?”
Dorothy had replied that it was true.
“Hm! What for? To dance round another Maypole?”
“I don’t know, auntie. I’ve seen very little of them.”
“Has she gone?”
“No.”
“No more babies yet, I suppose?”
“No.”
“Well ... you’d better see your Aunt Eliza. She’s
got all the money that’s left.—But I don’t see how you’re
going to get any very much out of Tony and Tim.”
“Oh, I’ll see they don’t impose on me as they’ve
been imposing on you!... So I may move that billiard-table,
and alter the gun-room?”
“Yes, if you pay for it.”
“Thanks—you are a dear!...”
By what arts Dorothy had contrived to lay Aunt Eliza
under contribution doesn’t matter very much here.
Among themselves the Lennards and Taskers might
quarrel, but they presented an unbroken front to the
world—and Dorothy, for Aunt Eliza’s special benefit,
managed to make the world in some degree a party to
her project. That is to say, that a paragraph had appeared
in certain newspapers, announcing that an experiment
of considerable interest, etc., the expenses of which
were already guaranteed, and so forth, was about to be
tried in the County of Shropshire, where “The Brear,“
the residence of the late Sir Noel Tasker, was already
in course of alteration. And so on, in Dorothy’s opinion,
neither too much nor too little for her design....
It had been a public committance of the family, and it
had worked the oracle with Aunt Eliza. Rather than
have a public squabble about it, she had come in with
her thousand, the work was now well advanced, and the
venerable sinner who had recited the poems printed by
Cosimo Pratt’s Village Press was in charge of the job.
Dorothy, hurriedly weaning the youngest Bit, had run
down to Ludlow for the express purpose of announcing
to him that it was a job, and not an aesthetic jollification.
Moreover, at that time she had half a hundred other
matters to attend to; for Stan, escaping from powder-magazines
as the last inch of fuse sputtered, and fervently
hoping that the man had made no mistake about
the length of stroke of the Nasmyth hammer under
which he put his devoted head, could give her little help.
Besides her own approaching déménagement, she had
much of the care of that of her aunt. As Stan’s earnings
were barely sufficient for the current expenses of
the household, she still had to turn to odds and ends of
her old advertisement work. She had—Quis custodiet?—the
nurse to look after, and the tradesmen, and letters,
and callers, and Ruth. In short, a simple inversion
of her aunt’s dictum about the Pratts—“Too much
money and not enough to do”—would have fitted Dorothy’s
case to a nicety.
Therefore, as another burden more or less would
make little difference to one already so burdened, Dorothy
had added still further to her cares. Ever since
that day when Lady Tasker had come bare-headed out
of her house and had spoken to Amory Pratt outside the
Victoria and Albert Museum, Dorothy had had her
sometime friend constantly on her mind. She had
spoken of her to her aunt, who had again shown herself
deplorably illiberal and incisive.
“I don’t pretend to understand the modern young
woman,” she had remarked carelessly. “Half of ’em
seem to upset their bodies with too much study, and the
other half to play hockey till they’re little better than
fools. I suppose it’s all right, and that somebody
knows what they’re about.... I often wonder what
they’d have done, though, if it hadn’t been for Sappho
and Madame Curie.... By the way,” she had gone
irrelevantly on without a break, “does she want any
more children besides those twins?”...
Nevertheless, Dorothy had had Amory so much on
her mind that twice since Cosimo’s departure for India
she had been up to The Witan in search of her. After
all, if anybody was to blame for anything it was Cosimo.
But on neither occasion had Amory been at home.
Dorothy had left messages, to which she had received
no reply; and so she had gone a third time—had gone,
as it happened, on that very afternoon when Ruth sang
“A few more years shall roll” as she made the hot cakes
for tea. This time she had persuaded Katie Deedes
to come with her—for Katie had left the Eden, was out
of a job, and for the time being had afternoon hours to
spare.
But again they had failed to find Amory, and Dorothy
and Katie took a turn round the Heath before returning
to the flat for tea. As they walked along the
hawthorn hedge that runs towards Parliament Hill and
South Hill Park they talked. Kites were flying on the
Hill; the Highgate Woods and the white spire showed
like a pale pastel in the Spring sunshine; and from the
prows of a score of prams growing babies leaned out
like the figure-heads of ships.
“That’s where Billie was born,” said Dorothy, nodding
towards the backs of the houses that make the loop
of South Hill Park.
Katie only said “Oh?” She too had caught the uneasiness
about Amory. And what Katie thought was
very soon communicated.
“You see, Dot,” she broke suddenly out, “you’ve
no idea of what a—what a funny lot they are really....
No, I haven’t told you—I haven’t told you half!
It’s everything they do. Why, the nurse practised for
months and months at a school where they washed a celluloid
baby—I’m not joking—she did—a life-sized one—they
did it in class, and dressed it, and put it to sleep—as
if that would be any good at all with a real one!...
And really—I’m not prudish, as you know, Dot—but
the way they used to sit about, in a dressing-gown
or a nightgown or anything—I don’t mean when there
was a big crowd there, of course, but just a few of them—Walter,
and Mr. Brimby, and Edgar Strong—and
all of them going quite red in the face with puremindedness!
At any rate, I never did think that was quite the
thing!”
She spoke with great satisfaction of the point of the
New Law she had not broken. It seemed to make up
for those she had.
“And those casts and paintings and things about—it’s
all right being an artist, of course, but if I ever
got married, I shouldn’t like casts and paintings of
me about for everybody to see like that!——”
“Oh, just look at that hawthorn!” Dorothy interrupted.
“Yes, lovely.—And Walter talking about Dionysus,
and what Lycurgus thought would be a very good
way of preventing jealousy, and a lot more about Greeks
and Romans and Patagonians and Esquimaux! Do
you know, Dot, I don’t believe they know anything at
all about it—not really know, I mean! I don’t see how
they can! One man might know a little bit about a part
of it, and another man a little bit about another part—and
that would be rather a lot, seeing how long ago it all
is—but Walter knows it all! At any rate nobody can
contradict him. But what does it matter to us to-day,
Dorothy? What does it matter?... Of course I
don’t mean they’re wicked. But—but—in some ways
I can’t help thinking it would be better to be wicked as
long as you didn’t say anything about it——!”
“Oh, I don’t think they’re wicked,” said Dorothy
placidly. But the ’vert went eagerly on.
“That’s just it!” she expounded. “Walter says
‘wicked’s’ only a relative term. If you face the truth
boldly, all the time, lots of things wouldn’t be wicked
at all, he says. And I believe he’s really awfully devoted
to Laura—in his way—though he does talk about
these things with Britomart Belchamber sitting there in
her nightgown. But it’s always the same bit of truth
they face boldly. They never think of going in for
astronomy—or crystal-what-is-it—crystallography—or
something chilly—and face that boldly——”
Dorothy laughed.—“You absurd girl!”
“—but no. It’s always whether people wear clothes
because they’re modest or whether they’re modest because
they wear clothes, or something like that.—And
Walter begins it—and then Laura chimes in, and then
Cosimo, and then Amory, and then Dickie—and when
they’ve said it all on Monday they say it again on Tuesday,
and Wednesday, and every day—and I don’t know
what they’ve decided even yet——”
“Well, here we are,” Dorothy said as she reached
her own door. “Let’s have some tea.... Mr. Miller
hasn’t been in yet, has he, Ruth?”
“No, m’m.”
“Well, we’ll have tea now, and you can make some
fresh when he comes. And keep some cakes hot.”
Mr. Miller’s visit that afternoon had to do with a
care so trifling that Dorothy merely took it in her stride.
She had not found—she knew that she would never find—the
“Idee” that Mr. Miller wanted; but if no Idees
except real ones were ever called Idees we should be in
a very bad way in this world. She knew that there is
always a middling chance that if you state a pseudo-Idee
solemnly enough, and trick it out with circumstance
enough, and set people talking enough about it,
it will prove just as serviceable as the genuine article;
and she was equally familiar, as we have seen, with that
beautiful and compensating Law by which quick and
original minds are refused money when they are producing
of their best but overwhelmed with it when their
brains have become as dry as baked sponges. She had
given Mr. Miller quite good Idees in the past; she had
no objection to being paid over again for them now; and
if they really had been new ones they would have been
of no use to Mr. Miller for at least ten years to come.
That is why the art of advertisement is so comparatively
advanced. Any other art would have taken twenty
years.
Therefore, as she remembered the exceeding flimsiness
of the one poor Idee she had, she had resolved that
Mr. Miller’s eyes should be diverted as much as possible
from the central lack, and kept to the bright irrelevancies
with which she would adorn it. The Idee
was that of the Litmus Layette ... but here we may
as well skip a few of Katie’s artless betrayals of her
former friends, and come to the moment when Mr. Miller,
with his Edward the Sixth shoulders, appeared,
bowed, was introduced to Katie, bowed again, sat down,
and was regaled with hot cakes and conversation.—He
had risen and bowed again, by the way, when Dorothy,
for certain reasons of policy, had mentioned Katie’s relationship
to the great Sir Joseph Deedes, and Katie
had told of a stand-up fight she had had with her uncle’s
Marshal about admittance to his lordship’s private room.
“Well, now, that’s something I’ve learned to-day,”
Mr. Miller magnanimously admitted, sitting down
again. “So your English Judges have Marshals! I
was under the impression that that was a military title,
like Marshal Macmann and Field-Marshal Sir Evelyn
Wood. Well now.... And how might Judge
Deedes’ Marshal be dressed, Miss Deedes?”
“Not ‘Judge’ Deedes,” said Katie smiling.
“That’s a County Court Judge.” And she explained.
Mr. Miller opened his eyes wide.
“Is that so-o-o? Well now, if that isn’t interessting!
That’s noos. He’s a Honourable with a ‘u’ in
it, and a Sir, and you call him his Lordship, and he’s
Mister Justice Deedes! Ain’t that English!...
Now let me see if I’m on the track of it. ‘Your Worship’—that’s
a Magistrate. ‘Your Honour’—that’s
the other sort of Judge. And ‘My Lord’—that’s Miss
Deedes’ uncle. And an English Judge has a Marshal....
Do you recollect our Marshals, Mrs. Stan?——”
Building (as it now appeared) even better than he
knew, Mr. Miller had, in the past, granted the rank of
Marshal to Messrs. Hallowell and Smiths’ shopwalkers.
Dorothy’s reason for thus flagrantly introducing Sir
Joseph’s name was this:—
Katie had left the Eden, and she herself was presently
off to Ludlow. Thus there was the possible reversion
of a job of sorts going a-begging. Katie might
as well have it as anybody else. Dorothy had strictly
enjoined upon her impulsive friend that on no account
was she to contradict or disclaim anything she, Dorothy,
might choose to say on her behalf to Mr. Miller; and she
intended that the credit, such as it was, of the last Idee
she even intended to propose to Mr. Miller—the Litmus
Layette—should be Katie’s start. Once started she
would have to look after herself.
So when Mr. Miller passed from the subject of Hallowell
and Smiths’ Marshals to that of his long-hoped-for
Idee, Dorothy was ready for him. Avoiding the
weak spot, she enlarged on the tradition—very different
from a mere superstition—that, in Layettes, blue stood
always for a boy and pink for a girl.
“You see,” she said, “this is England when all’s
said, and we’re frightfully conservative. Don’t condemn
it just because it wouldn’t go in New York....
You’ve heard of the Willyhams, of course?” she broke
off suddenly to ask.
“I cann’t say I have, Mrs. Stan. But I’m sitting
here. Tell me. They’re a Fam’ly, I presoom?”
“Yes. Upshire’s their title. Now that title’s descended
in the female line ever since Charles the First.
Ever since then the Willyham Layettes have been pink
as a matter of course. And now, not a month ago, there
was a boy, and they had to rush off and get blue at the
very last moment.... Let me see, your children are
little girls, aren’t they?” she again interrupted herself
to say.
“Three little goils, Mrs. Stan, with black-and-white
check frocks and large black bows in their hair.”
“Well, and mine are boys. Blue for me and pink
for you. But we’ll come to that in a moment.—The
thing that really strikes me as extraordinary is that in
all these ages, with all the countless babies that have
been born, we don’t know yet which it’s going to be!...
And I don’t think we ever shall. Now just think
what that means—not just to a Royal House, with a
whole succession depending on it, and crowns and dynasties
and things—but to every woman! You see the
tremendous interest they take in it at once!—But I
don’t know whether a man can ever understand
that——”
She paused.
“Go on, Mrs. Stan—I want the feminine point of
voo,” said Mr. Miller.—“The man ain’t broken Post
Toasties yet that has more reverence for motherhood
than what I have——”
“I know,” said Dorothy bashfully. “But it isn’t
the same—being a father. It’s—it’s different. It’s
not the same. I doubt whether any man knows what it
means to us as we wait and wonder—and wait and wonder—day
after day—day after day——”
Here she dropped her eyes. Here also Mr. Miller
dropped his head.
“It isn’t the same—being a father—it’s different,”
Dorothy was heard to murmur.
Mr. Miller breathed something about the holiest spot
on oith.
“So you see,” Dorothy resumed presently, hoping
that Mr. Miller did not see. “It’s the nearest subject
of all to us. The very first question we ask one another
is, ‘Do you hope it’s a little boy or a little girl?’ And
as it’s impossible to tell, it’s impossible for us to make
our preparations. Lady Upshire doesn’t know one bit
more about it than the poorest woman in the streets.
And this is an age that boasts of its Science!”
“Well,” said Mr. Miller, giving it consideration,
“that’s ver-ry true. I ain’t a knocker; I don’t want to
get knocking our men of science; but it’s a fact they
cann’t tell. I recollect Mrs. Miller saying to me——”
“Yes—look at it from Mrs. Miller’s point of
view——”
“I remember Mrs. Miller using the ver-ry woids
you’ve just used, Mrs. Stan. (I hope this don’t jolt
Miss Deedes too much; it’s ver-ry interessting). And
that’s one sure thing, that it ain’t a cinch for Mrs. Bradley
Martin any more than what it is for any poor lady
stenographer at so many dallars per. But—if you’ll
pardon me putting the question in that form—where’s
the point, Mrs. Stan? What’s the reel prapasition?”
This being precisely what Dorothy was rather carefully
avoiding, again she smiled bashfully and dropped
her head, as if once more calling on those profound reserves
of Mr. Miller’s veneration for motherhood.
These even profounder reserves, of Mr. Miller’s veneration
for dallars, were too much to the point altogether.
“I was afraid you wouldn’t understand,” she sighed.
“But,” said Mr. Miller earnestly, “give me something
to get a hold of, Mrs. Stan. I ain’t calling the
psychological prapasition down any; a business man has
to be psychologist all the time; but he wants it straight.
Straight psychology. The feminine point of voo, but
practical. It ain’t for Harvard. It’s for Hallowell
and Smith’s.”
“Well,” said Dorothy, “it’s Miss Deedes’ idea really—and
it would never have occurred to her if it hadn’t
been for Lady Upshire—would it, Katie?”
“No,” said Katie.
“Very well. Suppose Lady Upshire had had the
Litmus Layette. All she would have had to do would
have been to take the ribbons out—the work of a moment—the
pink ribbons—dip them in the preparation—and
there they’d have been, ready for immediate use.
And blue ones would be dipped in the other solution and
of course they’d have turned pink.... You see, you
can’t alter the baby, but you can alter the ribbons. And
it isn’t only ribbons. A woolly jacket—or a pram-rug—or
socks—or anything—I think it’s an exceedingly
clever Idea of Miss Deedes!——”
Mr. Miller gave it attention. Then he looked up.
“Would it woik?” he asked.
“Well,” said Dorothy ... “it works in chemistry.
But that’s not the principal thing. It’s its value as
an advertisement that’s the real thing. Think of the
window-dressing!—Blue and pink, changing before people’s
very eyes!—Just think how—I mean, it interests
every woman! They’d stand in front of the window,
and think—but you’re a man. Mrs. Miller would understand....
Anyhow, you would get crowds of people,
and that’s what you want—crowds of people—that’s
its advertisement-value.—And then when you got them
inside it would be like having the hooks at one end of the
shop and the eyes at the other—a hook’s no good without
an eye, so they have to walk past half a mile of
counters, and you sell them all sort of things on the way.
I think there’s a great deal in it!”
“It’s a Stunt,” Mr. Miller conceded, as if in spite
of himself he must admit thus much. “It’s soitainly
a Stunt. But I’m not sure it’s a reel Idee.”
“That,” said Dorothy with conviction, “would depend
entirely in your own belief in it. If you did it
as thoroughly as you’ve done lots of other things——”
“It’s soitainly a Stunt, Miss Deedes,” Mr. Miller
mused....
He was frowningly meditating on the mystic differences
between a Stunt and an Idee, and was perhaps
wondering how the former would demean itself if he
took the risk of promoting it to the dignity of the latter,
when the bell was heard to ring. A moment later Ruth
opened the door.
“Lady Tasker,” she said.
Lady Tasker entered a little agitatedly, with an early
edition of the “Globe” crumpled in her hand.
Lady Tasker never missed the “Globe’s” By
the Way column, and there was a curious, mocking,
unpleasant By-the-Way-ishness about the announcement
she made as she entered. There is a special
psychological effect, in the Harvard and not in the
Hallowell and Smith’s sense, when you come unexpectedly
in print upon news that affects yourself. The
multiplicity of newspapers notwithstanding, revelation
still hits the ear less harshly than it does the eye; telling
is still private and intimate, type a trumpeting to all
the world at once. Dorothy looked at the pink page
Lady Tasker had thrust into her hand as if it also, like
the Litmus Layette, had turned blue before her eyes.
“Not Sir Benjamin who used to come and see
father!” she said, dazed.
Lady Tasker had had time, on her way to the flat,
to recover a little.
“There’s only one Sir Benjamin Collins that I know
of,” she answered curtly.
“But—but—it can’t be!——”
Of course there was no reason in the world why it
couldn’t. Quite on the contrary, there was that best
of all reasons why it could—it had happened. Three
bullet-wounds are three undeniable reasons. It was the
third, the brief account said, that had proved fatal.
“They say the finest view in Asia’s Bombay from
the stern of a steamer,” said Lady Tasker, with no expression
whatever. “I think your friend Mr. Cosimo
Pratt will be seeing it before very long.”
But Dorothy was white. Their Sir Benjamin!...
Why, as a little girl she had called him “Uncle Ben!”
He had not been an uncle really, of course, but she had
called him that. She could remember the smell of his
cigars, and the long silences as he had played chess with
her father, and his hands with the coppery hair on them,
and his laugh, and the way the markhor at the Zoo had
sniffed at his old patoo-coat, just as cats now sniffed at
her own set of civet furs. And she had married him one
day in the nursery, when she had been about ten, and
he had taken her to the Pantomime that afternoon for a
Honeymoon—and then, when she had really married
Stan, he had given her the very rugs that were on her
bedroom floor at this moment.
And, if this pink paper was to be believed, an Invisible
Man had shot at him three times, and at the
third shot had killed him.
She had not heard her aunt’s words about Cosimo.
She had been standing with her hand in Mr. Miller’s,
having put it there when he had risen to take himself
off and forgotten to withdraw it again. Then Mr. Miller
had gone, and Dorothy had stood looking stupidly at
her aunt.
“What did you say?” she said. “You said something
about Cosimo Pratt.”
“Don’t you go, Katie; I want to talk to you presently.—Sit
down, Dot.—Get her a drink of water.”
Dorothy sat heavily down and put out one hand for
the paper again.—“What did you say?” she asked once
more.
“Never mind just now. Put your head back and
close your eyes for a minute.”...
That was the rather unpleasant, By-the-Way part of
it. For of course it was altogether By-the-Way when
you looked at the matter broadly. Amory could have
explained this with pellucid clearness. The murder of
a Governor?... Of course, if you happened to have
known that Governor, and to have married him in a
child’s game when you were ten and he forty, and to
have gone on writing letters to him telling him all the
news about your babies, and to have had letters back
from him signed “Uncle Ben”—well, nobody would
think it unnatural of you to be a little shocked at the
news of his assassination; but Amory could easily have
shown that that shock, when you grew a little calmer
and came to think clearly about it, would be only a sort
of extension of your own egotism. Governors didn’t
really matter one bit more because you were fond of
them. Everybody had somebody fond of them. Why,
then, make a disproportionate fuss about a single (and
probably corrupt) official, when thousands suffered
gigantic wrongs? The desirable thing was to look at
these things broad-mindedly, and not selfishly. It
was selfish, selfish and egotistical, to expect the
whole March of Progress to stop because you happened
to be fond of somebody (who probably hadn’t
been one bit better than he ought to have been).
These pompous people of the official classes were always
bragging about their readiness to lay down their lives
for their country; very well; they had no right to
grumble when they were taken at their word. Ruskin
had expressed much the same thought rather finely when
he had said that a soldier wasn’t paid for killing, but
for being killed. Some people seemed to want it both
ways—to go on drawing their money while they were
alive, and then to have an outcry raised when they got
shot. In strict justice they ought to have been, not
merely shot, but blown from the mouths of guns; but
of course neither Amory nor anybody else wanted to
go quite so far as that.... Nevertheless, perspective
was needed—perspective, and vision of such scope that
you had a clear mental picture, not of misguided individuals,
who must die some time or other and might
as well do so in the discharge of what it pleased them
to call their “duty,” but of millions of our gentle and
dark-skinned brothers, waiting in rows with baskets on
their heads (and making simply ripping friezes) while
the Banks paid in pennies, and then holding lots of
righteous and picturesque Meetings, all about Tyrant
England and throwing off the Yoke. Amory would
have conceded that she had never had an Uncle Ben;
but if she had had fifty Uncle Bens she would still have
hoped to keep some small sense of proportion about these
things.
But that again only showed anybody who was anybody
how hopelessly behind the noble movements of her
time Dorothy was. The sense of proportion never entered
her head. She gave a little shiver, even though
the day was warm, and then that insufferable old aunt
of hers, who might be a “Lady” but had no more tact
than to interfere with people’s liberty in the street,
praised her gently when she came round a bit, and said
she was taking it very bravely, when the truth was that
she really ought to have condemned her for her absurd
weakness and lack of the sense of relative values. No,
there would have been no doubt at all about it in
Amory’s mind: that it was these people, who talked so
egregiously about “firm rule,” who were the real sentimentalists,
and the others of the New Imperialism, with
their real grasp of the true and humane principles of
government, who were the downright practical folk....
All this fuss about a single Governor, of whom Mr.
Prang himself had said (and there was no gentler soul
living than Mr. Prang) that his extortions had been a
byword and his obstinacy proof positive of his innate
weakness!——
But Amory was not in the pond-room that day, and
so Dorothy’s sickly display of emotion went unchecked.
The nurse herded the Bits together, but they were not
admitted for their usual tea-time romp. Indeed, Dorothy
said presently, “Do you mind if I leave you for a
few minutes with Katie, auntie?” She went into her
bedroom and did not return. Of all his “nieces” she
had been his favourite; her foot caught in one of his
Kabuli mats as she entered the bedroom. She lay down
on her bed. She longed for Stan to come and put his
arms about her.
He came in before Lady Tasker had finished her prolonged
questioning of Katie. Aunt Grace told him
where Dorothy was. Then she and Katie left together.
The newspapers showed an excellent sense of proportion
about the incident. In the earlier evening editions
the death of Sir Benjamin was nicely balanced by the
4.30 winners; and then a popular actor’s amusing replies
in the witness-box naturally overshadowed everything
else. And, to anticipate a little, on the following
day the “Times” showed itself to be, as usual, hopelessly
in the wrong. Indeed there were those who considered
that this journal made a deplorable exhibition of
itself. For it had no more modesty nor restraint than
to use the harsh word “murder,” without any
“alleged” about it, which was, of course, a flagrant prejudging
of the case. Nobody denied that at a first
glance appearances were a little against the gentle and
dusky brother, who had been seized with the revolver
still in his hand; but that was no reason why a bloated
capitalist rag should thus undermine the principles of
elementary justice. It ought to have made it all the
more circumspect.... But anybody who was anybody
knew exactly what was at the bottom of it all. The
“Times” was seeking a weapon against the Government.
The staff was no doubt secretly glad that it had
happened, and was gloating, and already calculating its
effect on an impending by-election.... Besides, there
was the whole ethical question of capital punishment.
It would not bring Sir Benjamin back to life to try this
man, find him guilty, and do him barbarously to death
in the name of the Law. That would only be two dead
instead of one. The proper way would be to hold an
inquiry, with the dusky instrument of justice (whose
faith in his mission must have been very great since he
had taken such risks for it) not presiding, perhaps, but
certainly called as an important witness to testify to the
Wrongness of the Conditions.... Besides, an assassination
is a sort of half-negligible outbreak, regrettable
certainly, for which excuse can sometimes be found: but
this other would be deliberate, calculated, measured,
and in flat violation of the most cardinal of all the principles
on which a great Empire should be based—the
principle of Mercy stiffened with exactly the right
modicum of Justice....
And besides....
And besides....
And besides....
And when all is said, India is a long way off.
The publication of the news produced a curious sort
of atmosphere at The Witan that afternoon. Everybody
seemed desirous of showing everybody else that
they were unconcerned, and yet an observer might have
fancied that they overdid it ever such a little. At about
the time when Lady Tasker left Dorothy with Stan, Mr.
Wilkinson drove up in a cab to the green door in the
privet hedge and asked for Amory. He was told that
she had given word that she did not want to see anybody.
But in the studio he found Mr. Brimby and Dickie
Lemesurier, and the three were presently joined by
Laura and Walter Wyron. A quorum of five callers
never hesitated to make themselves at home at The
Witan. They lighted the asbestos log, Walter found
Cosimo’s cigarettes, and Dickie said she was sure
Amory wouldn’t mind if she rang for tea. When they
had made themselves quite comfortable, they began to
chat about a number of things, not the murder.
“Seen Strong?” Mr. Brimby asked Mr. Wilkinson.
Mr. Wilkinson was at his most morose and truculent.
“No,” he said. “I called at the office, but he was
out. Doesn’t put in very much time there, it seems
to me. Perhaps he’s at the Party’s Meeting.”
“How is it you aren’t there, by the way?”
Mr. Wilkinson made a little sound of contempt.
“Bah! All talk. Day in and day out, talk, talk,
talk. I want action. The leadership’s all wrong.
Want a man. I keep my seat because if I cleared out
they’d be no better than a lot of tame Liberal cats, but
I’ve no use for ’em——”
It was whispered that the members of the Party had
no use for Mr. Wilkinson, and very little for one another;
but it doesn’t do to give ear to everything that is
whispered.
Then Mr. Brimby appeared suddenly to recollect
something.
“Ah yes!... Action. Speaking of action, I suppose
you’ve seen this Indian affair in to-night’s papers?”
Mr. Wilkinson was still fuming.
“That Governor? Yes, I saw it.... But it’s too
far away. Thousands of miles too far away. We
want something nearer home. A paper that calls a
spade a spade for one thing.... Anybody heard from
Pratt this week?”
They discussed Cosimo’s latest letter, and then Mr.
Brimby said, “By the way—how will this affect him?”
“How will what affect him?”
“This news, to-night. Collins.”
“Oh!... Why should it affect him at all? Don’t
see why it should. The ‘Pall Mall’ has a filthy article
on it to-night. That paper’s getting as bad as the
‘Times.’”
Here Walter Wyron intervened.—“By the way, who
is this man Collins? Just pass me ‘Who’s Who,’
Laura.”
They looked Sir Benjamin up in “Who’s Who,” and
then somebody suggested that their party wasn’t complete
without Edgar Strong. “I’ll telephone him,”
said Walter; “perhaps he’ll be back by this.”—The
telephone was in the hall, and Walter went out. Dickie
told Laura how well Walter was looking. Laura replied,
Yes, he was very well indeed; except for a slight
cold, which anybody was lucky to escape in May, he had
never been better; which was wonderful, considering
the work he got through.—Then Walter returned.
Strong had not yet come in, but his typist had said he’d
be back soon.—“Didn’t know it ran to a typist,” Walter
remarked, helping himself to more tea.
“It doesn’t,” Mr. Wilkinson grunted.
“Girl’s voice, anyway.... I say, I wonder how old
Prang’s getting on!”
“I wonder!”
“He’s gone back, hasn’t he?” Dickie asked.
“Oh, a couple of months ago. Didn’t Strong give
him the push, Wilkie?”
“Don’t suppose Strong ever did anything so vigorous,”
Mr. Wilkinson growled. “The only strong thing
about Strong’s his name. He’s simply ruined that
paper.”
“I agree that it was at its best when Prang was doing
the Indian notes.”
“Oh, Prang knew what he wanted. Prang’s all right
in his way. But I tell you India’s too far away. We
want something at our own doors, and somebody made
an example of that somebody knows. Now if Pratt had
only been guided by me——”
“Hallo, here’s Britomart Belchamber.—Why doesn’t
Amory come down, Brit? She’s in, isn’t she?”
“What?” said Miss Belchamber.
“Isn’t Amory coming down?”
“She’s gone out,” said Miss Belchamber, adjusting
her hair. “A min-ute ago,” she added.
Walter Wyron said something about “Cool—with
guests——,” but Amory’s going out was no reason why
they should not finish tea in comfort. No doubt
Amory would be back presently. Laura confided to
Britomart that she hoped so, for the truth was that her
kitchen range had gone wrong, and a man had said he
was coming to look at it, but he hadn’t turned up—these
people never turned up when they said they would—and
so she had thought it would be nice if they came
and kept Amory company at supper....
“We’ve got some new cheese-bis-cuits,” said Miss
Belchamber ruminatively. “I like them. They make
bone. I like to have bone made. The muscles can’t act
unless you have bone. That’s why these bis-cuits are
so good. Good-bye.”
And Miss Belchamber, with a friendly general smile,
went off to open her sweat-ducts by means of a hot bath
and to close them again afterwards with a cold sponge.
Amory had not gone out this time to press amidst
strange people and to look into strange and frightening
eyes, various in colour as the pebbles of a beach, and
tipped with arrow-heads of white as they turned. Almost
for the first time in her life she wanted to be
alone—quite alone, with her eyes on nobody and nobody’s
eyes on her. She did not reflect on this. She
did not reflect on anything. She only knew that The
Witan seemed to stifle her, and that when she had seen
Mr. Wilkinson alight from his cab—and Mr. Brimby
and Dickie come—and the Wyrons—with all the others
no doubt following presently—it had come sharply upon
her that these wearisomely familiar people used up all
the air. The Witan without them was bad enough; The
Witan with them had become insupportable.
It was not the assassination of Sir Benjamin that had
disturbed her. Since Cosimo’s departure she had
glanced at Indian news only a shade less perfunctorily
than before, and she had turned from this particular
announcement to the account of New Greek Society’s
production with hardly a change of boredom. No: it
was everything in her life—everything. She felt used
up. She thought that if anybody had spoken to her
just then she could only have given the incoherent and
petulant “Don’t!” of a child who is interrupted at a
game that none but he understands. She hated herself,
yet hated more to be dragged out of herself; and as she
made for the loneliest part of the Heath she wished that
night would fall.
She had to all intents and purposes packed Cosimo off
to India in order to have him out of the way. His
presence had become as wearisome as that of the
Wyrons and the rest of them. And that was as much as
she had hitherto told herself. She had taken no resolution
about Edgar Strong. But drifting is accelerated
when an obstacle is removed, and her heart had frequently
beaten rapidly at the thought that, merely by
removing Cosimo, she had started a process that would
presently bring her up against Edgar Strong. She had
pleased and teased and frightened herself with the
thought of what was to happen then. So many courses
would be open to her. She might actually take the mad
plunge from which she had hitherto shrunk. She might
do the very opposite—stare at him, should he propose
it, and inform him that, some thousands of miles notwithstanding,
she was still Cosimo’s wife. She might
pathetically urge on him that, now more than ever, she
needed a friend and not a lover—or else that, now more
than ever, she needed a lover and not a friend. She
might say that nothing could be done until Cosimo came
back—or that when Cosimo came back would be too
late to do anything. Or she might....
Or she might....
Or she might....
Yet when all was said, Edgar and the “Novum’s”
offices were perilously near....
For it was not what she might do, but what he might
do, that set her heart beating most rapidly of all. Her
dangerous dreaming always ended in that. Here was
no question of that trumpery subterfuge of the Wyrons.
It struck her with extraordinary force and newness that
she was what was called “a married woman.” It was
a familiar phrase; it was as familiar as those other
phrases, “No, just living together,” “Well, as long as
there are no children,” “Love is Law”—familiar as
the air. Left to herself, the phrases might have remained
both her dissipation and her safeguard....
But he? Would phrases content him? After she had
tempted him as she knew she had tempted him? After
that stern repression of himself in favour of his duty?
Or would he ask her again what she thought he was
made of?... It was always the man who was expected
to take the decisive step. The woman simply—offered—and,
if she was clever, did it in such a way that she
could always deny it after the fact. If Edgar should
not stretch out his hand—well, in that case there would
be no more to be said. But if he should?...
A little sound came from her closed lips.
Cosimo had been away for nearly three months, and
had not yet said anything about returning; and Amory
had smiled when, after many eager protestings that
there was no reason (Love being Law) why he should
go alone, he had after all funked taking his splendid
turnip of a Britomart with him. Of course: when it
had come to the point, he had lacked the courage.
Amory could not help thinking that that lack was just a
shade more contemptible than his philanderings. Courage!...
Images of Cleopatra and the carpet rose in
her mind again.... But the images were faint now.
She had evoked them too often. Her available mental
material had become stale. She needed a fresh impulse—a new
experience——
But—she always got back to the same point—suppose
Edgar should take her, not at her word, nor against her
word, but with words, for once, left suddenly and entirely
out of the question?...
Again the thumping heart——
It was almost worth the misery and loneliness for the
sake of that painful and delicious thrill.
She was sitting on a bench under the palings of Ken
Wood, watching a saffron sunset. A Prince Eadmond’s
girl in a little green Florentine cap passed. She reminded
Amory of Britomart Belchamber, and Amory
rose and took the root-grown path to the Spaniards Road
and the West Heath. She intended to take a walk as
far as Golders Green Park; but, as it happened, she did
not get so far. A newsboy, without any sense of proportion
whatever, was crying cheerfully, “Murder of a
Guv’nor—Special!” This struck Amory. She
thought she had read it once before that afternoon, but
she bought another paper and turned to the paragraph.
Yes, it was the same—and yet it was somehow different.
It seemed—she could not tell why—a shade more important
than it had done. Perhaps the newsboy’s voice
had made it sound more important: things did seem to
come more personally home when they were spoken than
when they were merely read. She hoped it was not very
important; it might be well to make sure. She was not
very far from home; her Timon-guests would still be
there; somebody would be able to tell her all about
it....
She walked back to The Witan again, and, still hatted
and dressed, pushed at the studio door.
Nobody had left. Indeed, two more had come—young
Mr. Raffinger of the McGrath, and a friend of
his, a young woman from the Lambeth School of Art,
who had Russianized her painting-blouse by putting a
leather belt round it, and who told Amory she had
wanted to meet her for such a long time, because she
had done some designs for Suffrage Christmas Cards,
and hoped Amory wouldn’t mind her fearful cheek, but
hoped she would look at them, and say exactly what she
thought about them, and perhaps give her a tip or two,
and, if it wasn’t asking too much, introduce her to the
Manumission League, or to anybody else who might
buy them.... Young Raffinger interrupted the flow
of gush and apologetics.
“Oh, don’t bother her just yet, Eileen. Let her read
her cable first.”
Amory turned quickly.—“What do you say? What
cable?” she asked.
“There’s a cable for you.”
It lay on the uncleared tea-table, and everybody
seemed to know all about the outside of it at all events.
As it was not in the usual place for letters, perhaps it
had been passed from hand to hand. Quite unaffectedly,
they stood round in a ring while Amory opened
it, with all their eyes on her. They most frightfully
wanted to know what was in it, but of course it would
have been rude to ask outright. So they merely
watched, expectantly.
Then, as Amory stood looking at the piece of paper,
Walter was almost rude. But in the circumstances
everybody forgave him.
“Well?” he said; and then with ready tact he retrieved
the solecism. “Hope it’s good news, Amory?”
For all that there was just that touch of schadenfreude
in his tone that promised that he for one would do his
best to bear up if it wasn’t.
Amory was a little pale. It was the best of news,
and yet she was a little pale. Perhaps she was faint because
she had not had any tea.
“Cosimo’s coming home,” she said.
There was a moment’s silence, and then the congratulations
broke out.
“Oh, good!”
“Shall be glad to see the old boy!”
“Finished his work, I suppose?”
“Or perhaps it’s something to do with this Collins
business?”
It was Mr. Brimby who had made this last remark.
Amory turned to him slowly.
“What is this Collins business?” she asked.
Mr. Brimby dropped his sorrowing head.
“Ah, poor fellow,” he murmured. “I’m afraid he
went to work on the wrong principles. A little more
conciliation ... but it’s difficult to blame anybody in
these cases. The System’s at fault. Let us not be
harsh. I quite agree with Wilkinson that the ‘Pall
Mall’ to-night is very harsh.”
“Cowardly,” said Mr. Wilkinson grimly. “Rubbing
it in because they have some sort of a show of a
case. They’re always mum enough on the other side.”
Amory lifted her head.
“But you say this might have something to do with
Cosimo’s coming back. Tell me at once what’s happened.—And
put that telegram down, Walter. It’s
mine.”
They had never heard Amory speak like this before.
It was rather cool of her, in her own house, and quite
contrary to the beautiful Chinese rule of politeness.
And somehow her tone seemed, all at once, to dissipate
a certain number of pretences that for the last hour or
more they had been laboriously seeking to keep up.
That, at any rate, was a relief. For a minute nobody
seemed to want to answer Amory; then Mr. Wilkinson
took it upon himself to do so—characteristically.
“Nothing’s happened,” he said, “—nothing that we
haven’t all been talking about for a year and more.
What the devil—let’s be plain for once. To look at you,
anybody’d think you hadn’t meant it! By God, if I’d
had that paper of yours!... I told you at the beginning
what Strong was—neither wanted to do things nor
let ’em alone; but I’d have shown you! I’d have had a
dozen Prangs! But he didn’t want one—and he didn’t
want to sack him—afraid all the time something ’ld
happen, but daren’t stop—doing too well out of it for
that ... and now that it’s happened, what’s all the
to-do about? You’re always calling it War, aren’t you?
And it is War, isn’t it? Or only Brimby’s sort of War—like
everything else about Brimby?——”
Here somebody tried to interpose, but Mr. Wilkinson
raised his voice almost to a shout.
“Isn’t it? Isn’t it?... Lookee here! A little
fellow came here one Sunday, a little collier, and he said
‘Wilkie knows!’ And by Jimminy, Wilkie does
know! I tell you it’s everybody for himself in this
world, and I’m out for anything that’s going! (Yes,
let’s have a bit o’ straight talk for a change!) War? Of
course it’s War! What do we all mean about street
barricades and rifles if it isn’t War? It’s War when
they fetch the soldiers out, isn’t it? Or is that a bit
more Brimby? And you can’t have War without killing
somebody, can you? I tell you we want it at home,
not in India! I’ve stood at the dock gates waiting to
be taken on, and I know—no fear! To hell with your
shillyshallying! If Collins gets in the way, Collins
must get out o’ the way. We can’t stop for Collins. I
wish it had been here! I can just see myself jumping
off a bridge with a director in my arms—the fat hogs!
If I’d had that paper! There’d have been police round
this house long ago, and then the fun would have started!...
Me and Prang’s the only two of all the bunch that
does know what we want! And Prang’s got his all
right—my turn next—and I shan’t ask Brimby to help
me——”
Through a sort of singing in her ears Amory heard
the rising cries of dissent that interrupted Mr. Wilkinson—“Oh
no—hang it—Wilkinson’s going too far!”
But the noise conveyed little to her. Stupidly she was
staring at the blue and yellow jets of the asbestos log,
and weakly thinking what a silly imitation the thing
was. She couldn’t imagine however Cosimo had come
to buy it. And then she heard Mr. Wilkinson repeating
some phrase he had used before: “There’d have
been police round this house and then the fun would
have begun!” Police round The Witan, she thought?
Why? It seemed very absurd to talk like that. Mr.
Brimby was telling Mr. Wilkinson how absurd it was.
But Mr. Brimby himself was rather absurd when you
came to think of it....
Then there came another shouted outburst.—“Another
Mutiny? Well, what about it? It is War, isn’t
it? Or is it only Brimby’s sort of War?——”
Then Amory felt herself grow suddenly cold and resolved.
Cosimo was coming back. Whether he had
made India too hot to hold him, as now appeared just
possible, she no longer cared, for at last she knew what
she intended to do. Her guests were wrangling once
more; let them wrangle; she was going to leave this
house that Mr. Wilkinson apparently wanted to surround
with police as a preliminary to the “fun.”
Edgar might still be at the office; if he was not, she
would sleep at some hotel and find him in the morning.
Then she would take her leap. She had hesitated far
too long. She would not go and look at the twins for
fear lest she should hesitate again....
Just such a sense of rest came over her as a swimmer
feels who, having long struggled against a choppy
stream, suddenly abandons himself to it and lets it bear
him whither it will.
Unnoticed in the heat of the dispute, she crossed to
the studio door. She thought she heard Laura call,
“Can I come and help, Amory?” No doubt Laura
thought she was going to see about supper. But she no
longer intended to stay even for supper in this house of
wrangles and envy and crowds and whispering and
crookedness.
Her cheque-book and some gold were in her dressing-table
drawer upstairs. She got them. Then she descended
again, opened the front door, closed it softly
behind her again, passed through the door in the privet
hedge, and walked out on to the dark Heath.
Those who knew Edgar Strong the best knew that
the problem of how to make the best of both worlds
pressed with a peculiar hardship on him. The smaller
rebel must have the whole of infinity for his soul to
range in—and, for all the practical concern that man
has with it, infinity may be defined as the condition in
which the word of the weakest is as good as that of the
wisest. Give him scope enough and Mr. Brimby cannot
be challenged. There is no knowledge of which he
says that it is too wonderful for him, that it is high and
he cannot attain unto it.
But Edgar Strong knew a little more than Mr.
Brimby. He bore his share of just such a common responsibility
as is not too great for you or for me to
understand. Between himself and Mr. Prang had been
a long and slow and grim struggle, without a word about
it having been said on either side; and it had not been
altogether Edgar Strong’s fault that in the end Mr.
Prang had been one too many for him.
For, consistently with his keeping his three hundred
a year (more than two-thirds of which by one means
and another he had contrived to save), he did not see
that he could have done much more than he had done.
Things would have been far worse had he allowed Mr.
Wilkinson to oust him. And now he knew that this was
the “Novum’s” finish. Whispers had reached him that
behind important walls important questions were being
asked, and a ponderous and slow-moving Department
had approached another Body about certain finportations
(Sir Joseph Deedes, Katie’s uncle, knew all about
these things). And this and that and the other were
going on behind the scenes; and these deep mutterings
meant, if they meant anything at all, that it was time
Edgar Strong was packing up.
Fruit-farming was the line he fancied; oranges in
Florida; and it would not take long to book passages—passages
for two——
He had heard the news in the early afternoon, and
had straightway sent off an express messenger to the
person for whom the second passage was destined.
Within an hour this person had run up the stairs, without
having met anybody on a landing whom it had been
necessary to ask whether Mr. So-and-So, the poster
artist, had a studio in the building. Edgar Strong’s
occupation as she had entered had made words superfluous.
He had been carrying armfuls of papers into
the little room behind the office and thrusting them without
examination on the fire. The girl had exchanged
a few rapid sentences with him, had bolted out again,
hailed a taxi, sought a Bank, done some business there
on the stroke of four, and had driven thence to a shipping
office. Edgar Strong, in Charing Cross Road, had
continued to feed his fire. The whole place smelt of
burning paper. A mountain of ashes choked the grate
and spread out as far as the bed and the iron washstand
in the corner.
The girl returned. From under the bed she pulled
out a couple of bags. Into these she began to thrust her
companion’s clothes. Into a third and smaller bag she
crammed her own dressing-gown and slippers, a comb
and a couple of whalebone brushes, and other things.
She had brought word that the boat sailed the day after
to-morrow....
“There’s the telephone—just answer it, will you?”
Strong said, casting another bundle on the fire....
“Wyron,” said the girl, returning.
“Never mind those boots; they’re done; and you
might get me a safety-razor; shall want it on the ship....
By the way—I think we’d better get married.”
The girl laughed.—“All right,” she said as she
crammed a nightdress-case into the little bag....
Amory walked quickly down the East Heath. As she
walked she could not help wondering what there had
been to make such a fuss about. Indeed she had been
making quite a bugbear of the thing she was now doing
quite easily. What, after all, would it matter? Would
a single one of the people she passed so hurriedly think
her case in the least degree special? Had they not, each
one of them, their own private and probably very similar
affairs? Was there one of them of whom it could be
said with certainty that he or she was not, at that very
moment, bound on the same errand? She looked at
the women. There was nothing to betray them, but it
was quite as likely as not. Nor could they tell by looking
at her. For that matter, the most resolute would
hide it the most. And a person’s life was his own. Nobody
would give him another one when he had starved
and denied the one he had. There might not be another
one. Some people said that there was, and some
that there wasn’t. Meetings were held about that too,
but so far they hadn’t seemed to advance matters very
much....
Nor was it the urge of passion that was now driving
her forward at such a rate. She could not help thinking
that she had been rather silly in her dreams about
carpets and Nubians and those things. If Edgar was
passionate, very well—she would deny him nothing;
but in that case she would feel ever so slightly superior
to Edgar. She rather wished that that was not so; she
hoped that after all it might not be so; on the whole she
would have preferred to be a little his inferior. She
had not been inferior to Cosimo. They, she and Cosimo,
had talked a good deal about equality, of course, but,
after all, equality was a balance too nice for the present
stressful stage of the struggle between man and woman;
a theoretical equality if you liked, but in practice the
thing became a slight temporary feminine preponderance,
which would, no doubt, settle down in time. Virtually
she had been Cosimo’s master. She did not want
to be Edgar’s. Rather than be that he might—her
tired sensibilities gave a brief flutter—he might even be
a little cruel to her if he wished....
A Tottenham Court Road bus was just starting
from the bottom of Pond Street. She ran to catch
it. It moved forward again, with Amory sitting inside
it, between a man in a white muffler and opera-hat
and a flower-woman returning home with her empty
baskets.
Many, many times Amory Pratt, abusing her fancy,
had rehearsed the scene to which she was now so
smoothly and rapidly approaching; but she rehearsed
nothing now. It would suffice for her just to appear
before Edgar; no words would be necessary; he would
instantly understand. Of course (she reflected) he
might have left the office when she got there; it was even
reasonably probable that he would have left; it was not
a press-night; twenty to one he would have left. But
her thoughts went forward again exactly as if she had
not just told herself this.... He would be there. She
would go up to him and stand before him. As likely
as not not a word would pass between them. She felt
that she had used too many words in her life. She and
her set had discussed subjects simply out of existence.
Often, by the time they had finished talking, not one of
them had known what they had been talking about. It
had been sheer dissipation. Men, she had heard, took
drinks like that, and by and by were unable to stand, and
then made hideous exhibitions of themselves. Nobody
could say exactly at what point they, the men, became
incapable, nor the point at which the others, Amory and
her set, became word-sodden; in the one case the police
(she had heard) made them walk a chalk-line; but there
was no chalk-line for the others. Their paths were
crooked as scribble....
But she was going straight at last—as straight as a
pair of tram-lines could take her—and so far was she
from wishing that the tram would go more slowly, that
she would have hastened it had she been able.
The “Mother Shipton”—the Cobden Statue—Hampstead
Road—the “Adam and Eve.” At this last
stopping-place she descended, crossed the road, and
boarded a bus. She remembered that once before, when
she had visited the office in a taxi, the cab had seemed
to go at a terrifying speed; now the bus seemed to crawl.
A fear took her that every stop might cause her to miss
him by just a minute. She tapped with her foot. She
looked almost angrily at those who got in or out. That
flower-woman: why couldn’t she have got out at the
proper stopping-place, instead of upsetting everything
with her baskets hardly a hundred yards further on?...
Off again; she hoped to goodness that was the last
delay. She had been stupid not to take a taxi after all.
She descended opposite the “Horse Shoe,” not three
minutes’ walk from the “Novum’s” offices. Then
again she called herself stupid for not having sat where
she was, since the bus would go straight past the door.
But she could be there as soon as the bus if she walked
quickly.——
The bus overtook her and beat her by twenty yards.
The bookseller’s shutters were down, and in the window
of the electric-fittings shop could be dimly seen a
ventilating fan, a desk-lamp, and a switch-board or two.
Amory turned in under the arch that led to the yard behind.
Her eyes had gone up to the third floor almost
before she had issued from the narrow alley——
Ah!... So she was not too late. There was a
light.
Through the ground-floor cavern in which the sandwich-boards
were stacked she had for the first time to
slacken her pace; the floor was uneven, and the place
was crowded with dim shadows. A man smoking a
pipe over an evening paper turned as she entered, but,
seeing her make straight for the stairs, he did not ask
her her business. The winding wooden staircase was
black as a flue. On the first landing she paused for a
moment; the man with the pipe had, after all, challenged
her, “Who is it you want, Miss?” he called from below....
But he did not follow her. A vague light
from the landing window showed her the second flight
of wedge-shaped wooden steps. She mounted them, and
gained the corridor hung with the specimens of the
poster-artist’s work. Ahead along the passage a narrow
shaft of light crossed the floor. She gave one more look
behind, for fear the man below had, after all, followed
her; she was determined, but that did not mean that
she necessarily wished to be seen....
Her life was her own, to do what she liked with.
Nobody would give her another one....
And Edgar might be cruel if he wished....
For one instant longer she hesitated. Then she
pushed softly at the door from which the beam of light
came.
The quietness of her approach was wasted after all.
There was nobody in the office. The floor was untidy
with scattered leaves of paper, and Edgar had carelessly
left every drawer of his desk open; but that only
meant that he could not be very far away. Probably he
was in the waiting-room. She approached the door of it.
But, as she did so, some slight unfamiliarity about the
place struck her. The first room of the three, or waiting-room,
she knew, from having once or twice pushed
at the first door of the passage and having had to pass
through that ante-room. Of the third room she knew
nothing save that it was used as a sort of general lumber-room.
But the rooms seemed somehow to have got
changed about. It was from this third room, and not
from the waiting-room, that a bright light came, and
the smell of charred paper. The door was partly open.
Amory advanced to it.
As she did so somebody spoke.
For so slight a cause, the start that Amory gave was
rather heartrending. She stopped dead. Her face had
turned so chalky a white that the freckles upon it, which
ordinarily scarcely showed, looked almost unwholesome.
In her mind she had given Edgar Strong leave to
be cruel to her, but not with this cruelty. The cruelty
we choose is always another cruelty. Once a man, who
miraculously survived a flogging, said that by comparison
with the anguish of the second stroke that of the
first was almost a sweetness; and after the third, and
fourth, men, they say, have laughed. It happened so
to Amory. The voices she heard were not loud; so
much the worse, when a few ordinary, grunted, half expressions
could so pierce her.
“——months ago, but I wasn’t ready. I stayed on
here for nobody’s convenience but my own, I can tell
you.” It was Edgar who said this. Then a woman’s
voice—
“I don’t think this waistcoat’s worth taking; I’ve
patched and patched it——”
“Oh, chuck it under the bed. And I say—we’ve
had nothing to eat. Make the cocoa, will you?”
“Just a minute till I finish this bag.—What’ll Pratt
say when he comes back?”
“As I shan’t be here to hear him, it’s hardly worth
while guessing.”
“Will Wilkinson take it over?”
“The ‘Novum’?... I don’t think there’ll be any
more ‘Novum.’ I suppose these London Indians will
be holding a meeting. I don’t like ’em, but let’s be fair
to them: most of ’em are all right. They’ve got to dissociate
themselves from this Collins business somehow.
But I expect some lunatic will go and move an amendment....
Well, it won’t matter to us. We shall be
well down the Channel by that time.”
Then the girl gave a low laugh.—“I do think you
might buy me a trousseau, Ned—the way it’s turned
out——”
The man’s voice grunted.
“I thought that would be the next. Give you something
and you all want something else immediately....
Can’t afford it, my dear. I’ve only pulled between three
and four hundred out of this show, living here, paying
myself space-rates and all the lot; and we shall want all
that.”
Again the low voice—very soft and low.
“But you’ll be a little sorry to leave here, won’t you—m’mmm?——”
(This was the second stroke, by
comparison with which the first had been sweet).
Strong spoke brusquely.—“Look here, old girl—we’ve
heaps of things to do to-night—lots of time before
us—don’t let’s have any nonsense——”
“No-o-o?”——
Amory, besides hearing, might have seen; but she did
not. Something had brought into her head her own
words to Walter Wyron of an hour or two before, when
Walter had picked up the cable announcing Cosimo’s
return: “Put that down, Walter; it’s mine.” This
other, that was taking place in that inner room, was
theirs. It would have been perfectly easy to strike them
dumb by appearing, just for one moment, in the doorway
of this—lumber-room; but she preferred not to do
it. If she had, she felt that it would have been the remains
of a woman they would have seen. There is not
much catch in striking anybody dumb when the process
involves their seeing—that. Much better to steal out
quietly....
Noiselessly she turned her back to the half-open door.
She tiptoed out into the corridor again. For a dozen
yards she continued to tiptoe—in order to spare them;
and then she found herself at the head of the steep stairs.
She descended. She had not made a single sound.
Down below the man was still reading the paper, and
again he looked round. At another time Amory might
have questioned him; but again she did not. There
was nothing to learn. She knew.
It was the first thing she had ever really known.
Bowed with the strangeness of knowledge, she walked
slowly out into Charing Cross Road.
She continued to walk slowly; the slowness was as
remarkable as her haste had been. She had intended,
had she missed Edgar, to go to an hotel; but
home was hotel enough, hotel home. Home—home to
a house without privacy—home to children of whom she
was not much more than technically the mother—home
to an asbestos log and to the absence of a husband that
was at least as desirable as his presence: nothing else remained.
For her lack seemed total—so total as hardly to be
a lack. She desired no one thing, and a desire for
everything is an abuse of the term “desire.” So she
walked slowly, stopping now and then to look at a flagstone
as if it had been a remarkable object. And as
she walked she wondered how she had come to be as
she was.
She could not see where her life had gone wrong.
She did not remember any one point at which she had
taken a false and crucial step. For example, she did
not think this gray and harmonious totality of despondency
had come of her marrying Cosimo. They were
neither outstandingly suited nor unsuited to one another,
and a thousand marriages precisely similar were made
every day and turned out well enough. No; it could
not be that she had expected too much of marriage. She
had not courted disappointment that way.... (But
stay: had the trouble come of her not expecting largely
enough? Of her not having assumed enough? Of her
not having said to life, “Such and such I intend to
have, and you shall provide it?” Would she have fared
better then?).... And if Cosimo had brought her no
wonder, neither had her babes. People were in the habit
of saying astonishing things about the miracle of the
babe at the breast, but Amory could only say that she had
never experienced these things. She had wondered that
she should not, when so many others apparently did, but
the fact remained, that bearing had been an anguish and
nursing an inconvenience. And so at the twins she had
stopped.
Would it have been better had she not stopped?
Would she have been happier with many children?
Without children at all? Or unmarried? Or ought
her painting to have been husband, home and children
to her?...
It was a little late in the day to ask these questions
now——
And yet there had been no reason for asking them
earlier——
It had needed that, her first point of knowledge, to
bring it home into her heart....
But do not suppose that she was in any pain. As
a spinally-anaesthetized subject may have a quite poignant
interest in the lopping off of one of his own limbs,
and may even wonder that he feels no local pain, so she
assisted at her own dismemberment. Home, husband,
babes, her art—one after another she now seemed to see
them go—or rather, seemed to see that they had long
since gone. She saw this going, in retrospect. It was
as if, though only degree by degree had the pleasant
things of life ticked away from her, the escapement was
now removed from her memory, allowing all with a
buzz to run down to a dead stop. She could almost
hear that buzz, almost see that soft rim of whizzing
teeth....
Now all was stillness—stillness without pain. She
knew now what Edgar Strong had been doing. She
knew that he had been making use of her, pocketing
Cosimo’s money, using the “Novum’s” office as his
lodging, had had his bed there, his slippers in the fender,
his kettle, his cocoa, his plates, his cups, his.... And
she knew now that Edgar Strong was only one of those
who had clustered like leeches about Cosimo.... She
forgot how much Cosimo had said that from first to last
it had all cost. She thought twenty thousand pounds.
Twenty thousand pounds, all vanished between that first
Ludlow experiment and that last piece of amateur sociology,
three revolver shots in a man’s back! As a price
it was stiffish. She did not quite know what the provider
of the money had had out of it all. At any rate
she herself had this curious stilly state of painless but
rather sickening knowledge. And knowledge, they say,
is above rubies. So perhaps it was cheap after all....
But where had she gone wrong? Had she simply
been born wrong? Would it have made any difference
whatever she had done? Or had all this been appointed
for her or ever her mother had conceived her?
She asked herself this as she passed Whitefield’s
Tabernacle; still walking slowly, she was well up Hampstead
Road and still no answer had occurred to her. But
somewhere near the gold-beater’s arm on the right-hand
side of the road a thought did strike her. She thought
that she would not go home after all. This was not because
to go home now would be inglorious; it was no attempt
to keep up appearances; it was merely that she
would have preferred anything to this horrible numbness.
Pain would be better. It is at any rate a condition
of pain that you must be alive to feel it, and she did
not feel quite alive. This might be a dream from which
she would presently awake, or a waking from which she
would by and by drop off to sleep again. In either case
it was more than she could bear for much longer, and,
did she go home, she would have to bear it throughout
the night—for days—until Cosimo came back—after
that——
But where else to go, if not to The Witan? To
Laura’s? To Dickie’s? That would be the same thing
as going home: little enough change from spinal
anaesthesia in that! They could not help. Of all her
old associates, there was hardly one but might—that
was to say if anything extraordinary ever happened to
them, like suddenly getting to know something—there
was hardly one of them but might experience precisely
this same hopeless perfection of wrongness, and fail to
discover any one point at which it had all begun. It
was rather to be hoped (Amory thought) that they never
would get to know anything. They were happier as they
were, in a self-contained and harmonious ignorance.
Knowledge attained too late was rather dreadful; people
ought to begin to get it fairly early or not at all.
They ought to begin at about the age of Corin and
Bonniebell....
A month ago the last person she would have gone to
with a trouble would have been Dorothy Tasker. They
had not a single view in common. Moreover, it would
have been humiliating. But now that actually became,
in a curious, reflex sort of way, a reason for going. She
did not know that she actually wished to be humiliated;
she did not think about it; but she had been looking at
herself, and at people exactly like herself, for a long,
long, long time, and, when you have looked at yourself
too much you can sometimes actually find out something
new about yourself by looking for a change at somebody
else as little like you as can possibly be found. Amory
had tried a good many things, but she had never tried
this. It might be worth trying. She hesitated for one
moment longer. This was when she feared that Dorothy
might offer her, not the change from numbness to
pain, but a sympathy and consolation that, something
deep down within her told her, would not help her....
A little more quickly, but not much, she walked up
Malden Road. She turned into Fleet Road, and reached
the tram-terminus below Hampstead Heath Station.
Thence to Dorothy’s was a bare five minutes. What
she should say when she got to Dorothy’s she did not
trouble to think.
And at first it looked as if she would not be allowed
to say anything at all to her, for when she rang the bell
of the hall-floor flat Stan himself opened the door, looked
at her with no great favour, and told her that Dorothy
was not to be seen. From that Amory gathered that
Dorothy was at least within.
Now when your need of a thing is very great, you
are not to be put off by a young man who admits that
his wife is at home, but tells you that she has some
trifling affair—is in her dressing-gown perhaps, or has
not made her hair tidy—that makes your call slightly inconvenient.
Therefore Amory, in her need, did what
the young man would no doubt have called “an infernally
cheeky thing.” She repeated her request once
more, and then, seeing another refusal coming, waited
for no further reply, but pushed past Stan and made direct
for Dorothy’s bedroom. Why she should have supposed
that Dorothy would be in her bedroom she could
not have told. She might equally well have been in the
dining-room, or in the pond-room. But along the passage
to the bedroom Amory walked, while Stan stared
in stupefaction after her.
Dorothy was there. She had not gone to bed, but,
early as it was, appeared to have been preparing to do
so. Amory knew that because, though in Britomart
Belchamber’s case a dressing-gown and plaited hair
might merely have meant that she wanted to listen to
Walter Wyron’s talk in looseness and comfort, or else
that a plaster cast was to be taken, they certainly did
not mean that in Dorothy’s. And she supposed that
differences of that kind were more or less what she had
come to see.
Dorothy was gazing into the fire before which the
youngest Bit had had his bath. Close to her own chair
was drawn the chair that had evidently been lately occupied
by Stan. The infant Bit’s cot was in a corner of
the room. At first Dorothy did not look up from the
fire. Probably she supposed the person who was looking
at her from the doorway to be Stan.
But as that person neither spoke nor advanced, she
turned her head. The next moment a curious little
sound had come from her lips. You see, in the first
place, she had expected nobody less, and in the second
place, she wholeheartedly shared many of her worldly
old aunt’s prejudices, among which was the monstrous
one that established a connexion between recently-bibbed
politicians in this country and revolver shots in another.
And there was no doubt whatever that her presentable
but brainless young husband had fostered this fallacious
conviction. He might even have gone so far as to say
that Amory herself was not altogether unresponsible....
And that, too, in a sense, was what Amory had come
for.
The eyes of the two women met, Amory’s at the
door, Dorothy’s startled ones looking over her shoulder;
blue ones and shallow brook-brown ones; and then Dorothy
half rose.
But whatever the first expression of her face had been,
it hardly lasted for a quarter of an instant. Alarm instantly
took its place. She had begun to get up as a
person gets up who would ask another person what he
is doing there. Now it was as if, though she did not yet
know what it was, there was something to be done, something
practical and with the hands, without a moment’s
delay.
“What’s the matter?” she cried. “Cried” is
written, but her exclamation actually gained in emphasis
from the fact that, not to wake the Bit, she voiced it in
a whisper.
For a moment Amory wondered why she should speak
like that. Then it occurred to her that the face of a
person under spinal anaesthesia might in itself be a reason.
She had forgotten her face.
“May I come in?” she asked.
She took Dorothy’s “Shut the door—and speak low,
please—what do you want?” as an intimation that she
might. Amory entered. But she was not asked to sit
down. The man who runs with a fire-call, or fetches
a doctor in the night, is not asked to sit down, and some
urgency of that kind appeared to be Dorothy’s conception
of Amory’s visit.
“What do you want?” she demanded again.
Amory herself felt foolish at her own reply. It was
so futile, so piteous, so true. She stood as helpless as
a Bit before Dorothy.
“I—I don’t know,” she said.
“What’s the matter? What are you looking like
that for? Has anything happened to Cosimo?”
“No. No. No. He’s coming home. No. Nothing’s
happened.”
“Can I be of use to you?” She was prepared to be
that.
“No—yes—I don’t know——”
Dorothy’s eyes had hardened a little.—“Do you want
something—and if you don’t—had you to come—to-night?”
Amory spoke quite quickly and eagerly.
“Oh yes—to-night—it had to be to-night—I had to
come to-night——”
Dorothy’s eyes grew harder still.
“Then I think I know what you mean.... I don’t
think we’ll talk about it. There’s really nothing to be
said.—So——”
Amory was vaguely puzzled. Of Dorothy’s relation
to Sir Benjamin she knew nothing. Dorothy appeared
to be waiting for her to go. That would mean back
to The Witan. But she had come here expressly to
avoid going back to The Witan. Again she spoke foolishly.
“Cosimo’s coming back,” she said.
“My aunt thought he might be,” said Dorothy in an
even voice.
“And I was going away—but I’m not now——”
“Oh?”
“May I sit down?”
She did so, with her doubled fists thrust between her
knees and her head a little bowed. Then her eyes wandered
sideways slowly round the room. Dorothy’s
blouse was thrown on the wide bed; from under the bed
the baby Bit’s bath peeped; and on the blouse lay Dorothy’s
hairbrushes.
Amory was thinking of another bed, a bed she had
never seen, with portmanteaus on it, and a patched old
waistcoat cast underneath it, and a girl busily packing
at it, a girl whose voice she had heard pouting “You
might buy me a trousseau—”
Dorothy also had sat down, but only on the edge of
her chair. And she thought it would be best to speak
a little more plainly.
“If you’ll come to-morrow I shall know better what
to say to you,” she said. “You see, you’ve taken me
by surprise. I didn’t think you’d come, and I don’t
know now what you’ve come for. It isn’t a thing to talk
about, certainly not to-day. I should have liked to-day
to myself. But if you feel that you must—will you
come in again to-morrow?”
But Amory hardly seemed to hear. Her eyes were
noting the appointments of the bedroom again. The
time had been when she would at once have denounced
the room as overcrowded and unhygienic. A cot, and a
bed with two pillows ... in some respects her own plan
was to be preferred. But this again was the kind of
thing she had come to see, and she admitted that these
things were more or less governed by what people could
afford. From the kicked and scratched condition of
the front of the chest of drawers she imagined that Dorothy’s
children must romp all over the flat. A parti-coloured
ball lay under the cot where the baby slept.
There was a rubber bath-doll near it. The two older
boys would be sleeping in the next room.
She spoke again.—“I was going away,” she said,
dully, “with somebody.”
Once more Dorothy merely said “Oh?”
Then it occurred to Amory that perhaps Dorothy did
not quite understand.
“I mean with—with somebody not my husband.”
She had half expected that Dorothy would be shocked,
or at least surprised; but she seemed to take it quite
coolly. Dorothy, as a matter of fact, was not surprised
in the very least. She too guessed at the futility of
looking for a starting-point of things that grow by inevitable
and infinitesimal degrees. It was rather sad,
but not at all astonishing. On Amory’s own premises,
there was simply no reason why she shouldn’t. So again
she merely said “Oh?” and added after a moment,
“But you’re not?”
“No.”
“How’s that? Has what we’ve heard to-day made
you change your mind?”
Again Amory was slightly puzzled; and at Dorothy’s
questions she had, moreover, a sudden little hesitation.
Was it after all necessary that Dorothy should know
everything? Would it not be sufficient, without going
into details, to let Dorothy suppose she had changed her
mind? It came to the same thing in the end....
Besides, Edgar Strong had not refused her that night.
He had not even known of her presence in the office. Of
the rest she would make a clean breast, but it was no
good bothering Dorothy with that other.... She was
still plunged into a sort of stupor, but these reflections
stirred ever so slightly under the surface of it....
Then what “what we’ve heard to-day” struck her.
She repeated the words.
“What we’ve heard to-day?”
“Oh, if you haven’t heard.... I only mean about
the murder of my uncle,” said Dorothy coldly.
This was far more than Amory could take in. She
reflected for a moment. Then, “What do you say,
Dorothy?” she asked slowly.
“At least he wasn’t my uncle really. I liked him
better than any of my uncles.”
“Do you mean Sir Benjamin Collins?”
It was as if Amory had not imagined that Sir Benjamin
could by any possibility have been anybody’s
uncle.
“I called him uncle,” said Dorothy, in a voice that
she tried to keep steady. “Before I could say the word—I
called him——.” But she decided not to risk the
baby-word she had used—“Unnoo”——
It seemed to Amory a remarkable little coincidence.
“I—I didn’t know,” she said stupidly.
“No.”
“You—you mean you—knew him?——”
“Oh ... oh yes.”
Amory said again that she hadn’t known....
“Then why,” Dorothy would have liked to cry aloud,
“have you come, if it isn’t to make matters worse by
talking about it? That wouldn’t have surprised me
very much! I should have been quite prepared for you
to apologize! It’s the kind of thing you would do. I
don’t think very much of you, you see”.... But
again that worse than frightened look on her visitor’s
face struck her sharply, and again a remark of her
aunt’s returned to her: “They puzzle their brains till
their bodies suffer, and overwork their bodies till they’re
little better than fools.” Suddenly she gave her sometime
friend more careful attention.
“Amory—,” she said all at once.
Amory had her fists between her knees again.—“What?”
she said without looking up.
“You just said something about—going away. I
want to ask you something. You haven’t...?”
The meaning was quite plain.
As if she had been galvanized, Amory looked sharply
up.—“How dare——”, she began.
But it was only a flash in the pan. Dorothy was looking
into her eyes.
“You’re telling me the truth?” She hated to ask
the question.
“Yes,” Amory mumbled, dropping her head again.
“Has Cosimo been unkind to you?”
“No.”
“Nor neglected you?”
“No.”
“Has—has anybody been unkind to you?” She
could not speak of “somebody” by name.
Here Amory hesitated, and finally lied. It was
rather a good sign that she did so. It meant returning
animation....
“No,” she said.
“Then what has happened?”
“Nothing. That’s what I asked myself. That’s just
it. Nothing. Nothing at all’s happened.”
Dorothy spoke in a low voice, as if to herself.—“I
know,” she murmured....
And, on the chance that she really did know, Amory
clutched at the sleeve of Dorothy’s dressing-gown almost
excitedly.
“Yes, that’s what I mean ... you do know?” she
asked in a quick whisper.
“Yes—no—I’m not sure——”
“But you do know that—nothing happening, nothing
at all, and everything happening—everything? That’s
what I mean—that’s what I want to know—that’s why
I came——”
“Don’t speak so loudly. Put your hands to the fire;
they’re like ice. Wait; I’ll get you a shawl; you’re
shivering.... Now I want you to tell me some
things....”
And, first wrapping her up and putting Stan’s pillow
behind her back, she began to question her.
What, again, was the purport of her questions?
What of those of her aunt? What of those of a good
many others in an age that is producing, and for some
mysterious reason or other counts it a sign of progress to
produce, innumerable Amorys—so many that, stretch
out your hand where you will, and you will touch one?
All is guessing: but it will pass on the time if we
hold a Meeting about it now. Everybody is agreed that
the way to arrive at the best conclusions is to hold a
Meeting, and this will be only one more Meeting added
to the cloud of Meetings in which the “Novum” went
up and out—the Meeting which, as Edgar Strong had
prophesied, the loyal London Indians held (in the Imperial
Institute) in order to dissociate themselves from
the Collins affair (as Edgar Strong had also prophesied,
Mr. Wilkinson moved an amendment, “That this Meeting
declines to dissociate itself, etc. etc.”)—the numerous
secondary Meetings that arose out of that Meeting—the
Meetings of the “Novum’s” creditors (for Edgar
Strong in his haste to be off had omitted to pay all the
bills)—the Meetings at which (Cosimo Pratt having
withdrawn his support) the Eden and the Suffrage Shop
had to be reconstructed—the Meetings convened to talk
about this, that and the other—as many of them as you
like.
Let us too, then, hold a nice, jolly Meeting, in order
to find out what was the matter with Amory—a Meeting
with Mr. Brimby in the Chair, to tell us that there
is a great deal to be said on both sides, and that no party
has a monopoly of Truth, and that the words that ought
always to be on our lips as we hurl ourselves into the
thickest and hottest of the fray, whatever it may be, are
“To know all is to forgive all.”
But let us keep our Meeting as quiet as we can, for
we shall have no end of a crowd of Meeting-lovers there
if we don’t. The Wyrons will of course have to be admitted,
and Mr. Wilkinson, and Dickie Lemesurier, and
a few of the oldest students of the McGrath; but we do
not particularly want the others—those who feel that
in a better and brighter world they would have been students
of the McGrath, but, as matters stand, are merely
young clerks who can draw a little, young salesmen who
can write a little, young auctioneers with an instinct for
the best in sculpture, young foremen who yearn to express
themselves in music, young governesses (or a few
of them) who have heard of the enormous sums of money
to be made by playwriting, New Imperialists, amateur
regenerators, social prophets after working-hours, and,
in a word, all the people who have just heard that it is
not true that Satan is yet bound up for his promised
stretch of a thousand years. A terrible number of them
will get in whether we wish it or not; but let the rest
be our own little party; and you shall sit next to Britomart
Belchamber, and I will stand by to open the windows
in case we feel the need of a little fresh air.
So Mr. Brimby will open the proceedings. He will
say the things above-mentioned, and presently, with emotion
and his sense of the world’s sorrow gaining on him,
will come to the case of their dear friend Amory Pratt.
Here, he will say, is a young woman, one of themselves,
who does not know what is the matter with her—who
does not know what has become of her joy—who cannot
understand (if Mr. Brimby may be allowed to express
himself a little poetically) why the bloom of her life
has turned to an early rime. And so (Mr. Brimby will
continue), knowing that if two heads are better than one,
two hundred heads must be just one hundred times
better still, their friend has submitted her case to the
Meeting. He will beg them to approach that case sympathetically.
Let the extremists of the one part (if
there be any) balance the extremists of the other, leaving
as an ideal and beautiful middle nullity those
words he had used before, but did not apologize for
using again—to know all is to forgive all. And with
these few remarks (if we are lucky), Mr. Brimby will
say no more, but will call upon their friend Mr. Walter
Wyron to state his view of their friend’s case.
Then Walter will get up, with his hands in the pockets
of his knickers, and it will not be his fault if he does
not get off an epigram or two of the “Love is Law”
kind. But you will not fail to notice that Walter is not
his ordinary jaunty self. The withdrawal of Cosimo’s
support is going to hit him rather hard, and glances will
be exchanged, and one or two will whisper behind their
hands, “Isn’t Walter beginning to live a little on his
reputation?” Still, Walter will contribute his quotum.
We shall hear that, in his opinion, the Cause of Synthetic
Protoplasm is making such vast strides to-day that we
must revise every one of our estimates in the light of
the most recent knowledge, having done which we shall
probably find that what is really the matter with Amory
is that, by comparison with the mechanical appliances of
Loeb and Delage—appliances which he will take leave
to call the Womb of the Workshop—their friend Amory
is over-vitalized.
Then Mr. Wilkinson will spring to his feet. And
Mr. Wilkinson also will be more than a little sore about
Cosimo’s cowardly backsliding. He will say first of all
that their Chairman, as usual, is talking out of his hat,
and that anybody with a grain of sense knew that to know
all was to have a contempt for all; and then he will point
out that all the trouble had come of shillyshallying with
the wrong policy. Under Strong’s direction of the
“Novum,” he will say, Amory had been hitting the air
to no purpose; whereas had he, Mr. Wilkinson, been allowed
a chance, they would have had the proletariat
armed with rifles by this, and Pratt’s wife would have
been a tricoteuse, doing a bit of knitting conspiratoriably
and domestically useful at one and the same time—would
have worn a Phrygian cap, and carried a pike, and sung
“A la Lanterne,” and put a bit of fire into the men!
That’s what she ought to have done, and have had a bit
of a run for her money, instead of shillyshallying about
with that idiot Strong——
And then a maiden speech will be given us. Mr.
Raffinger, of the McGrath, will get timidly but resolutely
up, and we shall all applaud him when he says that the
bad old régime at the McGrath was at the bottom of all
the mischief. The stupid old Professors of the past
had tried to drill instruction into the students instead
of allowing each one to do exactly as he pleased and so
to find his own soul. Amory had been crushed under
the cruel old Juggernaut of discipline. But that,
happily, was a thing of the past at the McGrath. Now
they went on the more enlightened principles laid down
by Séguin, who cured a child of destructiveness by giving
it a piece of priceless Venetian glass to play with,
and when he broke it gave it another unique piece, and
then another, and another after that, and another, until
by degrees the child learned, and would never have to
unlearn (that was the important thing!) that it was very
naughty to break valuable Venetian glass. (A “hear
hear” from Mr. Brimby, which will probably prove so
disconcerting to young Mr. Raffinger that he will sit
down as suddenly as if Mr. Wilkinson had discharged
two bullets at him).
And then Laura Wyron will speak, saying tremulously
that she can’t understand why Amory isn’t happy
when she has those two lovely babies; but she is not
happy, and never will be again, because she has turned
her back on her art; and Britomart Belchamber (who
will be hoisted to her feet because she has lived in the
same house with Amory, and may have something interesting
and intimate to say) will doubt whether Amory
has always quite closed the sweat-ducts with a cold
sponge; and then the crowd will rush in—the governess
playwrights will say what they think, the clerk sculptors
what they think, and everybody else what he or she
thinks—and presently they will have strayed a little
from the business in hand, and will be discussing Cubism,
or Matriarchy, or Toe-posts, or the Revival of the
Ballad, or Rufty Tufty, quite beyond Mr. Brimby’s
power to hale them back to the proper subject. And so
the Meeting will have to be adjourned, and we shall all
go again to-morrow night, when Mr. Wilkinson will be
in the Chair, and there ought to be some fun——
But Edgar Strong will not be there, because he will
be on the water, and Cosimo will not be there, because he
will be anxiously counting what money remains to him,
and Mr. Prang will not be there, because he will be under
arrest in Bombay. But, except for these absences,
it will be a perfectly ripping Meeting——
But none of these things were Dorothy’s business.
Instead, by the time she had finished her questioning
of Amory, there was no thought at all in her breast,
save only the pitiful desire to help. She saw before
her an old young woman, more drained and disillusioned
and with less to look forward to at thirty-odd than her
aunt had at seventy. Her very presence in Dorothy’s
house that night was a confession of it. It was the last
house she would willingly have gone to, and yet there
she was, begging Dorothy to tell her what had happened
to her. And there was nothing for Dorothy to say in
reply....
She knew that Stan, in the dining-room, was waiting
to come to bed, but he must wait; Dorothy had the fire
to mend, and Amory’s cold hands to chafe, and to get
her something hot to drink, and a dozen other things to
do that had never had a beginning either, yet there they
were, mere helpful habit and nothing more. Presently
she set a cup of hot soup to Amory’s lips.
“Drink this,” she said, “and when you’re rested my
husband will take you home.”
But that did not happen either. Amory spoke very
tiredly.
“I should like—I don’t want to trouble you—anywhere
would do—but I don’t want to go home to-night——”
Dorothy made a swift and doubting mental calculation.
Where could she put her?——
“I’m simply done up,” muttered Amory closing her
eyes.
“I’m afraid we could only give you a shakedown in
the dining-room——”
“Yes—that would do——”
Dorothy went out to give Stan his orders. Stan
swore. “Rather cool, one of that crew coming here,
to-night of all nights!” But Dorothy was peremptory.
“It isn’t cool at all. You don’t know anything about
it. You’ll find blankets in the chest in your dressing-room,
and mind you don’t wake Noel. Then get some
cushions—I’ll air a pillow case—and then you must
go up there and tell them where she is—they’ll be anxious——”
“Shall I bring those twins of hers back with me while
I’m about it?” Stan asked satirically. “May as well
put the lot up.”
When he heard Dorothy’s reply he thought that his
wife really had gone mad.
“I’ve arranged that,” she said. “We shall be
putting the twins up for a time at Ludlow by and by
while she and her husband go away somewhere for a
change. It’s the least we can do. Don’t stand gaping
there, Stan——”
“Hm! May I ask what’s up?”
“You may if you like, but I shan’t tell you.”
“Hm!... Well—it’s a dog’s life—but I suppose
it’s no good my saying anything——”
“Not a bit.”
So Amory was put to bed, most unhygienically, in
Dorothy’s dining-room; but in the middle of the night
she woke, quite unable to remember where she was.
There was a narrow opening between the drawn curtains;
through it a glimmer of light shone on the Venetian
blinds from the street-lamp outside; and without
any other light Amory got out of her improvised couch.
She felt her way along the wall to a switch, and then
suddenly flooded the room with light.
Blinking, she looked around. She herself wore one
of Dorothy’s nightgowns. On Stan’s armchair, near
his pipe-rack, was her hat, and her clothing lay in a
heap where she had stepped out of it. Dorothy’s slippers
lay by the fender, and Dorothy had been too occupied
to remember to remove the photograph of Uncle
Ben from the mantelpiece. It seemed to be watching
Amory as she stood, only half awake, in her borrowed
nightgown.
It was odd, the way things came about——
If you had asked Amory at six o’clock the evening
before where she intended to spend the night, she would
not have replied “In Dorothy Tasker’s flat——”
But she felt frightfully listless, and the improvised
bed was very warm——
She switched off the light and crept back.
Along the terrace of the late Sir Noel Tasker’s
house—“The Brear,” Ludlow—there rushed a
troop of ten or twelve urchins. They were dressed
anyhow, in variously-coloured jerseys, shirts, jackets
and blazers, and the legs of half of them were bare, and
brown as sand. Their ages varied from five to fifteen,
and it is hardly necessary to say that as they ran they
shouted. A retriever, two Irish terriers, an Airedale
and a Sealyham tore barking after them. It was a
July evening, amber and windless, and the shouting
and barking diminished as the horde turned the corner
of the long low white house and disappeared into the
beech plantation. Their tutor was enjoying a well-earned
pipe in the coach-house.
From the tall drawing-room window there stepped
on to the terrace a group of older people. The sound
of wheels slowly ascending the drive could be heard.
Lady Tasker came out first; she was followed by
Cosimo and Amory and Dorothy and Stan. A little
pile of labelled bags stood under the rose-grown verandah;
the larger boxes had already gone on to the station
by cart.
Stan took a whistle from his pocket and blew two
shrill blasts; then he drew out his watch. The sounds
of shouting drew near again.
“I give ’em thirty seconds,” Stan remarked....
“Twenty-five, twenty-six—leg it, Corin!—ah; twenty-eight!...
Company—fall in!”
The young Tims and the young Tonys, Corin and
Bonniebell and the terriers, stood (dogs and all, save
for their tails) stiff as ramrods. Stan replaced his
watch. He had been fishing, and still wore his tweed
peaked cap, with a spare cast or two wound round it.
“Company—’Shun! Stand a-a-at—ease! ’S you
were! Stand a-a-at—ease! Stand easy.... Tony,
fall out and see to the bags. Tim, hold the horse.
Corin—Corin!—What do you keep in the trenches?”
“Silence,” piped up Corin. He had a rag round one
brown knee, his head was half buried in an old field-service
cap, and he refused to be parted, day nor night,
from the wooden gun he carried.
“Not so much noise then.—Who hauls down the flag
to-night?”
“Billie.”
“Billie stand by. The rest of you dismiss, but
don’t go far—’Evening, Richards——”
The trap drew up in front of the house. Tim held
the horse’s head, Tony stood among the bags. The
leavetaking began.
Amory and Cosimo were going to Cumberland for
the rest of the summer. They would have liked to go
to Norway, but the money would no longer run to it.
They seemed a little shy of one another. They had
been at the Brear a fortnight, and had had the little
room over the porch. The twins were remaining behind
for the present. Dorothy had said they would be
no trouble. This was entirely untrue. They were
more trouble than all the rest put together. Corin,
near the schoolroom window, was wrangling with an
eight years old Woodgate now.
“They do, there! On Hampstead Heath! I’ve
seen them, an’ they’ve hats, an’ waterbottles, an’ broomsticks!”
“Pooh, broomsticks! My father has a big elephant-gun!”
“Well ... mine goes to great big Meetings, an’
says ‘Hear hear!’”
“My father’s in India!”
“Well, so was mine!”
“I’ve seen them troop the Colour at the Horse
Guards’ Parade!”
“So’ve I!” Corin mendaciously averred.
The other boy opened his eyes wide and protruded
his mouth. It is rarely that one boy does not know
when another boy is lying.
“Oh, what a big one! You’d catch it if Uncle Stan
heard you!”
“Well,” Corin pouted, “—I will—or else I’ll cry all
night—hard—and I’ll make Bonnie cry too!—”
“Well, an’ so shall I, again, an’ then I’ll have seen
it twice, an’ you’ll only have seen it once, an’ if I see
it every time you do you’ll never have seen it as often
as me!”
Then Stan’s voice was heard.
“Corin, come here.”
It was an atmosphere of insensate militarism, but
the Pratts were content to leave their offspring to
breathe it for the present. They had another matter
to attend to—their own marital relations. It had at
last occurred to them that you cannot rule others until
you can govern yourself, and they were going to see
what could be done about it. They had secured a cottage
miles away from anywhere, at the head of a narrow-gauge
railway, and it remained to be seen whether
quiet and privacy and the resources they might find
within themselves would avail them better than the opposites
of these things had done. There was just the
chance that they might—their only chance. The twins,
if all went well, would join them by and by. In the
meantime they must see red, and learn to do things with
once telling.
So Amory took the struggling Corin into her arms—he
wanted to go to the armoury of wooden guns—and
kissed him. Then he ran unconcernedly off. Dorothy
saw the sad little lift of Amory’s bosom, guessed the
cause, and laughed.
“Shocking little ingrates!” she said. “Noel’s joy
when I go away is sometimes indecent.—But don’t
be afraid they’ll be any trouble to us here. You see
the rabble we have in any case.”
“It’s very good of you,” Amory murmured awkwardly.
“Nothing of the sort. Stan loves to manage them—it
keeps his hand in for managing me, he says....
Now, I don’t want to hurry you, but you’d better be off
if you’re going to get as far as Liverpool to-night.
Good-bye, dear——”
“Good-bye, Dorothy——”
“So long, Pratt—up with those bags, Tim——”
“Good-bye, Bonnie——”
“Corin! Corin!—(Hm! See if I don’t have you
in hand in another week or two, my boy!)—Come
and say good-bye to your father.”
“Good-bye, Lady Tasker——”
“All right?”
The wheels crunched; hands were waved; the rabble
gave a shockingly undisciplined cheer; and young Arthur
Woodgate, who had run along the terrace and stood
holding the gate at the end open, saluted. Stan took
out his watch again.
“Four minutes to sunset,” he announced.
But there was no need to tell Billie to stand by to
strike the flag that hung motionless above the gable
where the old billiard-room and gun-room had been
thrown together to make the schoolroom. The halyards
were already in his hands.
“Here, Corin,” Stan called, “you shall fire the gun
to-night.”
Corin gave a wild yell of joy. Well out of reach,
there was an electric button on one of the rose-grown
verandah posts. Stan lifted his newest recruit to it,
who put a finger-tip on it and shut his eyes——
“Bang!” went the little brass carronade in the
locked enclosure behind the woodshed——
And hand over hand Billie hauled the flag down.
But it would be run up again in the morning.
THE END
Transcriber’s note
Extra titles were removed. Errors in punctuation were corrected
silently. Also the following changes were made, on page
72 “flash” changed to “flask” (opened the flask of Chianti)
182 “Hamlton” changed to “Hamilton” (she had suggested Mr.
Hamilton Dix instead)
210 “Cest” changed to “C’est” (C’est ça!)
252 “than” changed to “that” (spring a thing like that on
you)
311 “represnt” changed to “represent” (It should represent the
Earthly Authority)
527 “I’amour” changed to “l’amour” (Comment l’amour revient
aux vieillards)
538 “excepted” changed to “accepted” (broke one of their
tacitly accepted rules)
590 “woman” changed to “women” (She looked at the women. There was
nothing to betray them).
Otherwise the original was preserved, including unusual or archaic
words and expressions, and inconsistent spelling and hyphenation.