“And now, mother, tell me all about the Evanses.
Is my flame as foxy as ever? She must be quite a
young lady. Heaven forgive me for not being
thankful enough for all mercies in general, and for
the particular one that I am not obliged to marry red
hair.” Thus spoke the fortunate Wilson, the morning
after his arrival from New Orleans, bringing the
welcome news that his relative was dead, and that
he was his heir.
“Don’t be too hasty, Sylvester,” said his mother.
“Miss Evans has changed more than any one you
ever saw. She is a perfect beauty, bating her freckles.
Her hair is no more red than a chestnut. She is
plump and round as an apple; she is white as snow,
and her eyes are as pretty as possible.”
“Amen, mother! One would think you were her
lover instead of your hopeful son. But I will see
for myself. I shall not take your word or your bond
for that girl’s beauty.”
And so Mr. Wilson, armed for conquest, presented
himself before Miss Evans. She had never cared
enough for him to be very glad to see him, but she
received him politely and kindly, as was her nature.
He was a very good-looking, stylish young man, and
he talked well on common topics, and soon succeeded
in interesting Fanny. He was quite unprepared, notwithstanding
all his mother had said, for the beauty
that had grown upon Fanny. He loved beauty just
as he loved roast pig and canvas-backs—and he was
smashed at once—Fanny had made an impression.
He asked her to play and sing for her cidevant
teacher, and the impression was fixed.
Wilson was sure at the end of an hour that he
should marry Fanny Evans; and Fanny thought
him a very good-looking, interesting young man,
and she rejoiced in his good fortune; their musical
tastes formed a bond between them, and it
soon seemed very natural and proper to Fanny that
she saw young Wilson daily. She was sad, and
singing diverted her. His voice was good, and they
sung duets. He played finely, and this was very
pleasant. She had become estranged from her cousin,
and she wanted some company. Fanny had never
been so unhappy since she first came to live with
her cousin. Finally, Wilson offered himself to her.
This was an event to Fanny entirely unexpected.
“Don’t speak of such a thing,” said she, earnestly.
“Pray excuse me, Mr. Wilson,” and she went
straight out of the room. When she reached her
chamber, she felt very sorrowful, and, truth to tell,
very sick. She had been worn down by labor and
watching during Mr. Evans’s illness, and her sadness
in being estranged from him. She had got
nervous, and began, for the first time in her life, to
have the blues. She almost persuaded herself that
she was become a burden to her cousin, and that she
ought to marry Wilson. She wept till she had a
dreadful headache, and when the servant came to
call her to make Mr. Evans’s tea, she was really too
ill to go down—and with swollen eyes, red face, and
dabbled and disarranged curls, she looked into the
glass, and dared not present herself before her cousin.
“Tell Mr. Evans that I have a bad headache, and
if he will excuse me, I will go early to bed. Make
every thing very nice for him, Norah. Were his
slippers warm when he came in?”
“I don’t know, Miss, but I will get his supper
good”—and she went to carry Fanny’s excuse to Mr.
Evans.
“Go back, Norah, quickly, and ask Miss Evans
if I may come up.”
Fanny had wheeled her sofa to the fire, and had
just buried her face in a velvet cushion to weep as
long and as much as she wished. Mr. Evans, in his
concern for her, had followed Norah, and stood outside
the door.
“Tell him not to trouble himself to come up. I
shall do very well as soon as I have slept.”
“If you had asked me to take the trouble to stay
down stairs, I might have thought of it; but seeing I
am here, it is no trouble to come; and you are so
bright and cosy, suppose you let the girl bring the
waiter up here and make my tea for me.”
Mr. Evans was quite sure that something beside
sickness had happened to Fanny, and he intended to
be confessor or doctor, as the case might be.
“Norah, bring Mr. Evans’s supper to my room,”
said Fanny, more cheerfully than she would have
thought possible a few minutes before. And she
passed into her bed-room and bathed her face and her
eyes, and arranged her hair, and came back to make
tea for Mr. Evans very much improved. But she
could not talk—she had fairly lost her tongue.
Mr. Evans seemed more unconstrained and more
fully himself than since his unfortunate offer of himself
to Fanny.
“Fanny,” said he, after the tea things were taken
away, “I would like to ask you what is the matter,
if I thought you would like to tell me. It is no common
headache that is tormenting you; I would
sooner guess it is a heartache.”
“And what if it is a heartache?” said Fanny.
“You mean to ask what I should have to do with
the diseases of your heart. I tell you, Fanny, I am
not as bad as you may think, or so big a fool either.
For instance, though I love you a great deal better
than Heaven, and would sooner have you for my
wife than an angel, yet knowing that you can’t love
an old codger like me, I want to see you happy with
the man of your choice, and I tell you now, for the
cure of your headache, or heartache, that you have
my consent to marry Mr. Wilson.”
Fanny burst into so violent and uncontrolled a fit
of weeping, that Mr. Evans was alarmed and puzzled.
“Speak to me, Fanny, tell me what is all this. I
thought to give you great joy, and I only set you
weeping. Tell me, what does all this mean?”
“Dear Cousin Charles,” said Fanny, “you have
given me the greatest joy of my life.”
“Then you love Wilson, as I thought,” said Mr.
Evans.
“No, no—not Wilson, but you, Cousin Charles;
and you said you would rather have me for your
wife than an angel.” And Fanny threw her arms
around Charles Evans’s neck; and there is not a
shadow of doubt that he would cheerfully have exchanged
all the pleasures of his long bachelorate in
a lump, for the kisses of the next five minutes.
They were a happy couple that evening; but
Wilson’s prospects were worse damaged than his
heart.
———
BY HENRY S. HAGERT.
———
Sweet is the tomb—the all-forgetting tomb—
The dreamless couch round which no phantoms glide,
To harrow up the soul, or read a doom,
Of yore on their dread Sabbath prophesied.
Calm are its slumbers—never more shall pride,
Hatred or malice, wound the sleeping clay;
Wrong not the dead—they should be deified—
They lived and suffered, and have passed away;
Here be all feuds forgot—ye, too, shall have your day.
Your day of trouble, when the cup of Grief,
Full of its Marsh-waters must be drained
E’en to the dregs—when ye will need relief
From those upon whose head your lips have rained,
Curses; when they who were by you disdained,
Shall offer in their mockery, to dry
The hot dew of your brows by anguish strained
Through the parched skin. Ah! then, in grief to fly
For refuge to the grave, and find but calumny.
Let the dead rest—if ye must “snarl and bite,”
Turn to the living—there your venom spill;
Put on Deception’s mask, then vent your spite,
Sharpen your fangs, and gnaw, and rend, and kill—
’Tis a sweet banquet—eat and drink your fill;
Ye can thrive well on malice—but forbear
To stir the ashes of the dead, your skill
Can never fan a glowing ember there,
At which the hated torch of vengeance to repair.
Look on the dead, and if ye cower and quail
To think that ye shall be like them one day—
That the cold coffin-worm, with slimy trail,
Shall crawl across your forehead, or from play
Within your eyeless sockets forth shall stray,
To feast upon your rottenness, your hair
Shall drip the sick’ning grave-damps, and the gray,
Dry dust of the rank sepulchre, for air,
Fill up your nostrils—then by the cold grave forbear!
Think on your last dark hour, when a gaunt form,
Spectral and shadowy, shall stoop and set
A mystic seal upon you; when the storm
Of conscience rages, till its spray has wet
Your brow; when, like the doom in Venice met,
The walls of your lone chamber seem to close
Upon you, crushed and bleeding, dying, yet
Never to die—from torments such as those,
Would you be free? Withhold—break not the dead’s repose.
PARAPHRASE.
———
BY RICHARD PENN SMITH.
———
A stalwart blind man trudging through the mud,
O’ertook a cripple; side by side they stood.
“Cripple, you’re stall’d,” cried Blinky, “in this clay.”
Cripple replied, “Can Blinky see his way?”
“Not a d—d inch,” the poor blind man replies,
“But mount my shoulders, boy, lend me your eyes;
Keep them wide open, let their light be mine,
Cling to my shoulders, and my legs are thine.
And with clear eyes, strong shanks and shoulders good
We need no more to travel through this mud.”
———
BY LEN.
———
A sigh steals down the smiling valley—a gentle
sigh of breezes, wafting happiness over the face of
nature, and at the sound from out their beds of
earth, myriads of things of beauty wake into existence;—meadow
and plain and hill-side glisten in
fairest verdure—flowers fling their fragrance on the
gale—stately trees wave their foliage to the passing
wind—while streams beneath dance onward to the
ocean—and the dream-like hum that fills the air and
swells in chorus to the arch of heaven, tells of the
blooming Spring—of the transcendent pleasures of
Life.
What a glorious earth has man for a habitation!
what scenes surround him to ennoble the soul—what
examples to elevate and incite the mind to strive for
the goal of Happiness. That goal, alas! how distant
and hard to reach; thorns hedge the road the aspiring
one would tread, and weeds spring rank and choking
in the pathway, or often, when the seeming height is
won, the eminence fades to a common level, and
Happiness is as distant as ever! But the soul must
toil, though success is but a vision—the mind must
work, although its labors be fruitless; for there is a
Higher power controlling the actions of man—guiding
his impulses and passions, and girding him for the
conflict around him and within him—the struggle that
is ceaselessly waging—the Battle of Life!
How sweet is Fame! Even now, upon men’s
tongues there dwells some name whose every syllable
is a charm, thrilling to adoration. Here, a patriot
spirit, whose fires have smouldered long beneath
wrong and malice, rises superior to ills, and grasps—almost
the consummation of his wishes; there, a
warrior from the laureled field, receives the homage
of a grateful people; or some philosopher, with potent
wand, discloses to a wondering world a new discovery
in Science. They stand aloft upon the pinnacle
of Fortune, and eager crowds beneath echo
their praises or envy their success; and upward still
they gaze, blind to the rugged crags that lie between—blind
to the slippery height they covet—blind to
the thousands round them on the same great plain,
breathless and bleeding from their vain attempts to
climb the dazzling steep—or happy in an humbler
sphere.
Ah! had they seen that lofty mind on the chill
yesterday of Adversity, with naught but obstacles
before him; who knew that Country was upon men’s
lips only as a substitute for self, and yet heard his
own efforts slandered as false and recreant, and whose
high purposes had bent before the storm only to rise
unbroken—they would not undergo the patriot’s
trials, even for his rewards. The soldier’s hardships
in the camp, with night’s cold shadows closing
round him, and no pillow for his head save the still
colder earth; or ’mid the battle’s carnage, or on the
ensanguined field, strewn alike with friends and foes,
would look not half so pleasant to their eyes as that
exulting warrior; or had they watched the student
through long years of vain research, poring o’er
musty tomes till the stars paled before the light of
day, with fevered brow and aching heart, filled with
strong hopes that time still dashed to earth—though
Time at last was destined to fulfill; the marvels
wrought thus dearly, thus hardly given to the world,
the car with wings of fire, the thought, borne as on
the lightning’s shaft, the shadow that no longer
vanishes, when won at such a cost, would lose their
value, and the philosopher stand unenvied though
pre-eminent.
Men judge too oft by outward show, the glitter
hides the dross which lies beneath, the peasant would
seek happiness in palaces, the rich, perchance, see
pleasures ’mid the poor; all err, all causelessly despond,
for place nor circumstance alone can make
life happy; there is no lake with breast by winds unruffled,
no sea by billows always unconvulsed—even
so is it with man. How many noble minds are
crushed beneath adversity, and pulses that ere-while
warmed with a kindred glow to kindred energies,
throb now to sorrow and bereavement? How many
hearts that loved—loved, oh, how fondly—are doomed,
alas! to live, and live alone? How many breathing
beings toil and travail on to gain wherewith they
may drag out existence—how many lots that look
the brightest, are fraught with bitterest wo!
And still the strife goes on, still the throng heaves
and swells tumultuously, as waves that surge against
the rocks which bind them, and one unceasing current
flows turbulently onward, bearing with it the joys
and sorrows, the hopes and passions of a world—onward
ever, to the trackless ocean of Eternity.
But fields are green and flowers are fair—then is
no warfare on the hills, nor in the groves, nor on the
plains; the elements break in fearful grandeur above;
the seasons come and go—yet sunshine follows
storms as day the night, and Winter yields to Spring.
No murmur is heard, save that which trembles
through the air, of rippling streams and stirring leaves,
and songs of sweetest music; and the works of Nature
stand forth in majestic harmony, unmoved by
the strivings around them, regardless alike of the
fears and longings, the griefs and tumults raging in
the breasts of men—serene and placid, despite the
contest, and at Peace, though amid the throes of The
Battle of Life.
———
BY EDGAR A. POE.
———
(Concluded from page 319.)
26.
The taste manifested by our Transcendental poets,
is to be treated “reverentially,” beyond doubt, as
one of Mr. Emerson’s friends suggests—for the fact is,
it is Taste on her death-bed—Taste kicking in articulo
mortis.
27.
I should not say, of Taglioni, exactly that she
dances, but that she laughs with her arms and legs,
and that if she takes vengeance on her present oppressors,
she will be amply justified by the lex
Talionis.
28.
The world is infested, just now, by a new sect of
philosophers, who have not yet suspected themselves
of forming a sect, and who, consequently, have
adopted no name. They are the Believers in every
thing Odd. Their High Priest in the East, is Charles
Fourier—in the West, Horace Greely; and high
priests they are to some purpose. The only common
bond among the sect, is Credulity:—let us call it
Insanity at once, and be done with it. Ask any one
of them why he believes this or that, and, if he be
conscientious, (ignorant people usually are,) he will
make you very much such a reply as Talleyrand
made when asked why he believed in the Bible. “I
believe in it first,” said he, “because I am Bishop of
Autun; and, secondly, because I know nothing about
it at all.” What these philosophers call “argument,”
is a way they have “de nier ce qui est et d’expliquer
ce qui n’est pas.”[2]
29.
The goddess Laverna, who is a head without a
body, could not do better, perhaps, than make advances
to “La Jeune France,” which, for some
years to come at least, must otherwise remain a
body without a head.
30.
Mr. A—— is frequently spoken of as “one of our
most industrious writers;” and, in fact, when we
consider how much he has written, we perceive, at
once, that he must have been industrious, or he
could never (like an honest woman as he is) have so
thoroughly succeeded in keeping himself from being
“talked about.”
31.
H—— calls his verse a “poem,” very much as
Francis the First bestowed the title, mes déserts,
upon his snug little deer-park at Fontainebleau.
32.
K——, the publisher, trying to be critical, talks
about books pretty much as a washerwoman would
about Niagara falls or a poulterer about a phœnix.
33.
The ingenuity of critical malice would often be
laughable but for the disgust, which, even in the most
perverted spirits, injustice never fails to excite. A
common trick is that of decrying, impliedly, the
higher, by insisting upon the lower, merits of an
author. Macaulay, for example, deeply feeling how
much critical acumen is enforced by cautious attention
to the mere “rhetoric” which is its vehicle, has
at length become the best of modern rhetoricians.
His brother reviewers—anonymous, of course, and
likely to remain so forever—extol “the acumen of
Carlyle, the analysis of Schlegel, and the style of
Macaulay.” Bancroft is a philosophical historian;
but no amount of philosophy has yet taught him to
despise a minute accuracy in point of fact. His
brother historians talk of “the grace of Prescott, the
erudition of Gibbon, and the pains-taking precision
of Bancroft.” Tennyson, perceiving how vividly
an imaginative effect is aided, now and then, by a
certain quaintness judiciously introduced, brings this
latter, at times, in support of his most glorious and
most delicate imagination:—whereupon his brother
poets hasten to laud the imagination of Mr. Somebody,
whom nobody imagined to have any, “and the
somewhat affected quaintness of Tennyson.”—Let
the noblest poet add to his other excellences—if he
dares—that of faultless versification and scrupulous
attention to grammar. He is damned at once. His
rivals have it in their power to discourse of “A. the
true poet, and B. the versifier and disciple of Lindley
Murray.”
34.
That a cause leads to an effect, is scarcely more
certain than that, so far as Morals are concerned, a
repetition of effect tends to the generation of cause.
Herein lies the principle of what we so vaguely term
“Habit.”
35.
With the exception of Tennyson’s “Locksley
Hall,” I have never read a poem combining so much
of the fiercest passion with so much of the most delicate
imagination, as the “Lady Geraldine’s Courtship”
of Miss Barrett. I am forced to admit, however,
that the latter work is a palpable imitation of
the former, which it surpasses in thesis as much as
it falls below it in a certain calm energy, lustrous
and indomitable—such as we might imagine in a
broad river of molten gold.
36.
What has become of the inferior planet which
Decuppis, about nine years ago, declared he saw
traversing the disc of the sun?
37.
“Ignorance is bliss”—but, that the bliss be real,
the ignorance must be so profound as not to suspect
itself ignorant. With this understanding, Boileau’s
line may be read thus:
“Le plus fou toujours est le plus satisfait,”
—“toujours” in place of “souvent.”
38.
Bryant and Street are both, essentially, descriptive
poets; and descriptive poetry, even in its happiest
manifestation, is not of the highest order. But the
distinction between Bryant and Street is very broad.
While the former, in reproducing the sensible images
of Nature, reproduces the sentiments with which he
regards them, the latter gives us the images and nothing
beyond. He never forces us to feel what we
feel he must have felt.
39.
In lauding Beauty, Genius merely evinces a filial
affection. To Genius Beauty gives life—reaping
often a reward in Immortality.
40.
And this is the “American Drama” of ——! Well!—that
“Conscience which makes cowards of us all”
will permit me to say, in praise of the performance,
only that it is not quite so bad as I expected it to be.
But then I always expect too much.
41.
What we feel to be Fancy will be found fanciful
still, whatever be the theme which engages it. No
subject exalts it into Imagination. When Moore is
termed “a fanciful poet,” the epithet is applied with
precision. He is. He is fanciful in “Lalla Rookh,”
and had he written the “Inferno,” in the “Inferno”
he would have contrived to be still fanciful and nothing
beyond.
42.
When we speak of “a suspicious man,” we may
mean either one who suspects, or one to be suspected.
Our language needs either the adjective “suspectful,”
or the adjective “suspectable.”
43.
“To love,” says Spencer, “is
“To fawn, to crouch, to wait, to ride, to run,
To speed, to give, to want, to be undone.”
The philosophy, here, might be rendered more profound,
by the mere omission of a comma. We all
know the willing blindness—the voluntary madness
of Love. We express this in thus punctuating
the last line:
To speed, to give—to want to be undone.
It is a case, in short, where we gain point by
omitting it.
44.
Miss Edgeworth seems to have had only an approximate
comprehension of “Fashion,” for she
says:
“If it was the fashion to burn me, and I at the
stake, I hardly know ten persons of my acquaintance
who would refuse to throw on a faggot.”
There are many who, in such a case, would “refuse
to throw on a faggot”—for fear of smothering
out the fire.
45.
I am beginning to think with Horsely—that “the
People have nothing to do with the laws but to obey
them.”
46.
“It is not fair to review my book without reading
it,” says Mr. M——, talking at the critics, and, as
usual, expecting impossibilities. The man who is
clever enough to write such a work, is clever enough
to read it, no doubt; but we should not look for so
much talent in the world at large. Mr. M—— will
not imagine that I mean to blame him. The book
alone is in fault, after all. The fact is, that “er lasst
sich nicht lesen”—it will not permit itself to be read.
Being a hobby of Mr. M——’s, and brimful of spirit,
it will let nobody mount it but Mr. M——.
47.
It is only to teach his children Geography, that
G—— wears a boot the picture of Italy upon the
map.
48.
In his great Dictionary, Webster seems to have
had an idea of being more English than the English—“plus
Arabe qu’en Arabie.”[3]
49.
That there were once “seven wise men” is by no
means, strictly speaking, an historical fact; and I
am rather inclined to rank the idea among the
Kabbala.
50.
Painting their faces to look like Macaulay, some
of our critics manage to resemble him, at length, as
a Massaccian does a Raffäellian Virgin; and, except
that the former is feebler and thinner than the other—suggesting
the idea of its being the ghost of the
other—not one connoisseur in ten can perceive any
difference. But then, unhappily, even the street
lazzaroni can feel the distinction.
OR LOVE AND LEARNING.
———
BY MRS. CAROLINE H. BUTLER.
———
It was a most provoking thing that young Harry
Warren should have fallen in love with pretty May
Lillie—he simply a village school-master whom nobody
knew—and she the only daughter of the richest
and proudest man in the whole county of Erie, whom
every body knew! It was not only very provoking,
but it was also very unfortunate for the poor fellow,
as he might as well have aspired to wed yon bright
evening star, as to lead to the altar the daughter of
Diogenes Lillie, Esq., Ex. M. C.
See the maliciousness of Fate! If May had been
but the child of some poor widow or parson—or had
Harry claimed descent from some lordly aristocrat,
the course of true love might not have run so crooked.
Leander swam the Hellespont to reach his love, breasting
bravely the surging billows, which parting before
him, bore him exultingly to the feet of Hero—but
how shall Harry force the adamantine chains with
which Mammon bars the way to happiness! Assist
him ye gods of hapless lovers.
My hero was the son of a farmer, more rich in
children than in acres, and who could only afford
them in schooling, value received for a few bushels
of wheat, rye, or potatoes.
Young Harry had no taste for agriculture. The
plough furrowed his handsome countenance, and the
harrow harrowed his soul. Neither did he fancy mechanics—he
turned from the anvil, the carpenter’s
bench, the awl, and the scissors, with equal repugnance.
Books, books alone were his passion. For
these all else were neglected, the cattle strayed loose
in the fields, the pigs crept through to the garden, the
wheat remained unshocked, and the grass uncut,
while Harry under a tree lost himself amid the tattered
leaves of an old book, which every breath of
wind threatened to sweep far from him. This was a
sore trial to his father, but after fruitlessly exhausting
all his arguments to dissuade his son from the
folly of “larning,” he finally gave it up, and left
Harry unmolested to follow his bent. The clergyman
of the village admiring the perseverance of the
young farmer-boy, and wishing to encourage such
laudable zeal, kindly volunteered to assist him in his
studies, and with unwearied toil by night and by day,
Harry Warren was finally prepared to enter college.
At the age of twenty-one he graduated honorably,
and left the college walls, his head well-stored with
knowledge—a light heart—a lighter purse, and a
strong will to persevere in the path he had marked
out for himself, a path which, after many crooked
windings, was, as his sanguine imagination assured
him, to lead him eventually on the high road to fame.
To put a little money in his pocket, and at the
same time gain some leisure for study, he offered
himself as a candidate for the school in the beautiful
village of G——, some fifty miles distant from his native
town. He was accepted, and entered upon the
duties of his new office with hope and energy. And
then—the very first thing he did was to fall in love!
foolish fellow—instead of teaching the young idea to
shoot—he suffered himself to be shot—through the
sparkling roguish eyes of little May Lillie did Cupid
aim his dart—twang—he was gone!
Diogenes Lillie, Esq., professed to be a very
learned man, an immensely learned man, and his
library accordingly occupied one whole wing of his
large and costly mansion. No one far or near could
boast of so many square feet of knowledge. He patronized
the arts and sciences, and hinted at many
wonderful inventions at work in his brain, which
were in time to burst forth and astonish the world.
He also courted the muses, and was convinced that
should he once plume his flight to Parnassus, there
would be an immense fluttering among all soaring
poets, whom he should distance at once by his bold
and flashing imagery.
Could the eyes of poor old Dominie Sampson have
rested upon the countless volumes which like “Alps
on Alps” arose to the lofty ceiling, would not his
meagre, bony jaws have ushered in—“pro-di-gious!”
for there was one compartment devoted to theology,
another to geology, and spaces for all the ’ologies—then
there were divisions for astronomy, for botany,
for history, for travels—there was the poet’s corner,
and the niche of romance. There were books in
French, and German, and Spanish, and Russian, and
Italian, and a mausoleum for the dead languages. I
cannot vouch that “one poor head could carry” all
this, that the brain of the great Diogenes contained
as many chambers as his library divisions—but it was
a very pleasant thing for him to gaze up and down,
and down and up, upon their costly gold-lettered
backs! Then there were also busts, and statues, and
globes, and blow-pipes, and barometers, and thermometers
scattered around, and here in this hall of
inspiration, devoted to the “sisters three and such
branches of learning,” did Mr. Lillie spend the most
of his invaluable time.
Now great wisdom is said to bestow upon its possessor
a contempt for wealth proportionate, which,
by the way, may be the reason why so many learned
writers and men of genius have died in a garret. If
so—there was no fear that the last breath of Diogenes
Lillie, Esq., would be drawn in an attic, for he lost
not sight of his gold in the depths of his wisdom, but
so skillfully managed his financial concerns, that
though apparently paying little heed to business, as
he sat there ensconced amid his books and papers,
the ball was kept constantly rolling and constantly
accumulating.
Yet what militated most against the love of Harry
Warren, he had resolved from the time when pretty
May slipped her leading-strings, that she should be
the wife of some great man wielding authority; and
pray what virtue was there in the petty birch-twig,
or the twelve inch ruler, which were the only symbols
of authority the young school-master wielded!
“However, there is no need of my troubling myself
upon that head yet!” would Mr. Lillie year after
year say to himself—“May is but a child—it will be
time enough years hence to pick out a husband for
her.”
Pick out a husband! just as if the bright eyes of
May were not capable of selecting for themselves—or
that the eyes of sixty could see for those of
sixteen.
But there is in reality no need of Mr. Lillie’s troubling
himself, for the deed is done, and the little gipsy
May engaged in as pretty a flirtation, as ever spread
the rosy light of love around the hearts of youth.
Let me exculpate my unfortunate hero from all
attempts to win the affections of his beautiful pupil.
On the contrary, it seems a mystery that his oddities
and awkwardness should have awoke any other emotion
than pity in the heart of May—for he was so
terribly ungraceful in her presence—why if he
merely spoke to her his voice was so low and tremulous,
that she had really to approach her little head
quite near to catch a word he said—and as for his
scholarship, you would have thought him a dunce, so
many egregrious blunders did he commit in hearing
her recitations—and he could no more guide her
little hand in making those pretty and delicate strokes
which marked her copy-book, than he could fly to the
moon. You would have been amazed that such a
fine, handsome young fellow, could have made such
a booby of himself!
However, never were scholars blessed with so indulgent
a master, and his popularity rose in proportion,
while as your lovers are for the most part but
little given to the “flesh-pots of Egypt,” he was pronounced
by all economical housewives upon whose
hospitality he was semi-monthly thrown, to possess
the most accommodating taste, and could dine from
beef and cabbage, pork and parsnips, peas porridge,
or mush and milk, with equal relish.
I am sorry to say, that at first May joined in the
laugh with her mischievous school-mates at the oddities
of the master, and contrived many little tricks to
vex him. Yet if she raised her eyes a moment from
her book, she was sure to encounter those of Harry
fixed upon her, with an expression so mournful, yet
so tender, as bathed her cheek with blushes, and her
eyes with tears of contrition. Her frolicks therefore
soon yielded to a more pensive mood. She could
not tell why, but the thoughtless mirth of her companions
vexed and annoyed her—she no longer joined
in those idle pranks, which had for their object the
ridicule of the master, but gave way to sudden fits of
musing and abstraction. When she heard his footstep
approaching, her heart beat audibly, and in her
class she no longer raised her saucy eyes to misconstrue
her lesson, but scarcely lifted their drooping
lids as she answered in faint tones the questions put
to her.
In short, Love had conquered the merriest and
most mischievous maiden that ever laughed at his
wiles!
One day in early spring, ere the snow-drop or the
crocus, had dared to lift their pretty heads above the
snowy mantle in which old winter had so long kept
them snug and warm, May placed in her bosom a
bright and beautiful rose-bud. It was the first her
little conservatory had yielded, and as she that morning
for the first time discovered it peeping through the
rich green leaves, she thought she had never seen any
thing so fresh and beautiful. Carefully plucking it
from the luxuriant branch, she bore off the fragrant
trophy to exhibit to her young companions.
Well to be sure it was only a rose-bud—but as
Harry descried it sitting so proudly upon its pure and
lovely throne, something whispered that with that
tiny rose his fate was linked—was it thornless, or
should he wounded and complaining henceforth bid
adieu to happiness!
May caught the glance of the master, and blushed
and trembled just as if she perfectly comprehended
what was passing through his mind, and as suddenly
the little rose-bud was invested with new and tenfold
value. She would fain have hid it next her heart
from the careless gaze of her young associates, for
she felt that it had now become a sacred thing which
their touch would profane.
Suddenly, May bent her head over her desk, and
shook her long raven curls over her blushing cheek,
as she heard a well-known step behind her, and felt
that the large eloquent eyes of the master were fixed
upon her. But for the throbbing of her own little
heart, she could have heard the rapid pulsation of
his, while his breath almost stirred the beautiful
ringlet which rested upon her bosom. Rapidly her
little hand now moved over the slate, glancing to the
right and left, tracing figure upon figure, as though
its mistress had not a thought, but was occupied in
deciphering the rules of Coleman. It was a most
puzzling sum—never had she attempted one so difficult—in
vain she erased—in vain began again. Of
course it was all wrong, and so Harry, as in duty
bound, took the pencil and sat down by her side to
extricate her from her difficulties—as a school-master
you know, there was no other way!
But, dear me—instead of looking upon the slate,
his eyes never fell a bit lower than that little rose-bud—a
pretty teacher, to be sure!
“Ahem—that is a beautiful rose, Miss May!”
“Yes, sir.”
“You—you are fond of flowers, I see.”
“Yes, sir.”
“They are a favorite study of mine—are you
much versed in the language of flowers, my—ahem—Miss
May?”
“They always speak to me of God’s love and goodness,”
replied May, as demurely as if she had been
answering her minister.
“True, dear Miss May,” said Harry. “They are
indeed, as the poet says—‘the smiles of angels’ blessing
and cheering us on our earthly pilgrimage—but
aside from this heavenly mission, the poet has also
bestowed upon them another language:
“‘In eastern lands they talk in flowers,
And they tell in a garland their loves and cares,
Each blossom that blooms in their garden bowers,
On its leaves a mystic language bears.’
“Is it so—do you believe this, May?”
May made no answer, but bent her head still lower
over the book before her, and the little rose-bud trembled
as though moved by some breath of summer.
“The—the rose, May,” continued Harry, “seems
to have been ever a favorite and expressive flower
of this mystic garland:
“‘The rose is the sign of joy and love,
Young blushing love in its earliest dawn.’”
There was a pause.
“May—May, will you give me the rose?”
May timidly raised her eyes to his—they were filled
with tears.
“Will you, May—will you give me the rose?”
The next moment the little bud was in the hand of
the transported Harry, accompanied with a look of
such innocent, confiding love, as made his heart dance
with rapture.
Was there ever in after life a moment of such pure
and exquisite happiness as then filled the hearts of
the lovers!
But the rose-bud, the poor rose-bud, bitterly did
it rue the change from its lovely resting-place
to the great hand of the school-master—besides
coming very near being crushed to pieces between
that and the dainty little fingers of May as she placed
it therein!
Well, it must have been a puzzling sum indeed to
keep the master so long at May Lillie’s desk! and
taking advantage of his inattention, the mischievous
scholars carried on a pretty little by-play of their
own—there was tittering in corners, and whispering
behind torn covers—and soft, soft tiptoeing from one
seat to another, and little paper pellets flying like
hail-stones from side to side. Ah, dear, happy children—there
is no danger—you might knock the master’s
head off, and he would never know it!
“Young ladies—children—I give you a holyday,”
quoth Harry, rapping his desk with the dread ferule,
insignia of his power.
“A holyday—huzza—huzza—a holyday!” shouted
the girls and boys, rushing from the school-room.
But the older girls looked slyly at each other, and
then at the blushing May.
“Look—look!” exclaimed half-a-dozen in a breath.
“The master is walking home with May Lillie!”
Diogenes Lillie, Esq., sat in his study. Around
him were gathered all those powerful incentives necessary
to call forth that great masterly genius which
lay hid somewhere in his brain—somewhere—from
whence, though many times coaxed and flattered, it
had as yet resolutely refused to stir.
Upon the table before him, bearing at each corner
respectively a bust of Plato, of Shakspeare, Homer,
and Milton, were pamphlets, reviews, folios, quartos
and duodecimos, thickly strewn—but what was more
to the purpose, there was drawn up close to the elbow
of Mr. Lillie, a quire of hot-pressed letter-paper, with
edges of gold—a silver standish, bearing the golden
pen ingrafted in a feather of pearl, and the cerulean
ink with which genius should indite the virgin page,
whenever said genius should deign to issue from its
dark hiding-place.
The lips of Diogenes were closely pressed together—his
eyes upturned with a frenzied glare to
the ceiling, and deep indentations, like the rind of a
musk-melon, corrugated his brow.
Reader—he was conceiving.
Bringing down his clinched hand with a force
which made old Homer nod, he exclaimed:
“I will write. Yes, I will write a poem—I will
astonish the world—my talents shall no longer remain
under a bushel, but shall go forth like the sword
of Gideon to hew down all minor poets! Upon what
theme shall I first spend my genius—let me consider,”
(drawing the paper still nearer and dipping the
golden pen into the flowing liquid,) “gold—the Age
of Gold—the Golden Age—yes, ‘The Golden Age’ it
shall be. My sublimity shall throw Milton into the
shade,” (with a look at the blind bard)—“my glowing
pictures of rural life shall startle the lovers of
Homer,” (a bow to the god)—“my wit shall cut with
the keen sarcasm of Shakspeare,” (looking glorious
Will full in the face)—“while the tout-ensemble
shall form such a completeness of wisdom, as might
honor even the head of a Plato!” (a triumphant
glance at the old philosopher.)
And thus encouraged, the gold pen capered, and
flashed, and flourished from side to side like a mad
thing—pointing notes of admiration here, dotting and
scratching there, and then diving deep into the sea of
ink, plumed its pearly pinion for new and higher
flights.
For three weeks did the poet bury himself in his
library with dead and living authors.
And every morning he kissed his pretty May-flower
as she tied on her little bonnet:
“There, there—go along child; be a good girl and
obey the master.”
And then as she came to bid him good-night:
“There, there; go to bed, child, and don’t forget
your lessons.”
Not she, bless her! Why she never forgot a single
lesson the school-master taught her—she had every
word by heart!
At length the Golden Age was ready to burst like
a blazing star upon this dull coppery world, and was
the most sublime thing, in the opinion of its author,
that was ever written—and who, pray, could be a
better judge!
Now Mr. Lillie having some conception of the ignorance
of the critics, having once (although it is a
great secret,) sent a huge MSS. to the Harpers, which
was pronounced “stuff”—it might have been very
good stuff notwithstanding—resolved that ere he essayed
the publishers, he would give his unique poem
in all its unfledged beauty to his native village. It
was a capital idea. It should be delivered before the
Lyceum to an astonished audience. He could then
have some faint idea perhaps of the applause which
awaited its appearance in 12mo., calf and gilt.
One evening he dispatched a hasty note to our
young school-master, and requested to see him immediately
upon business of a private nature.
Heavens how poor Harry trembled as he perused
this terrible summons! All was discovered then—Mr.
Lillie knew of his presumptuous love, and had
sent to banish him forever from the presence of May.
And then our little heroine—into what an agony of
doubt and apprehension was she thrown, as she read
the billet which Harry contrived to slip into her
hand.
At the hour appointed, with an unsteady hand,
Harry knocked at the door of Mr. Lillie’s library.
The great Diogenes himself appeared at the threshhold—and
imagine the surprise of our hero to be
greeted with:
“Come in, come in, my dear sir—I am most happy
to see you,” (shaking him warmly by the hand.) “Sit
down, Mr. Warren,” (motioning to a seat at the table
of the gods.) “It has long been my wish to know
you better than my very limited time would allow—my
pursuits” (glancing complacently around him,)
“are a great bar to social intercourse. The muses,
Mr. Warren, the muses I find are very jealous
ladies—do you cultivate their acquaintance? No?
Ah, I am surprised, for I assure you I have formed
a very high opinion of your talents.”
Harry bowed, and said something about honor,
&c., &c.
“My daughter, Mr. Warren,” (ah! now it is coming!
thought poor Harry,) “my daughter, I am inclined
to believe, has made great proficiency under
your instruction—you have my thanks for initiating
her into some of the more abstruse sciences which
she never before attended to.”
Did Harry dream, or was the wrath of Mr. Lillie
veiled under the most cutting irony! He could only
bow, and smile “a ghastly smile.”
“And speaking of the Muses, my dear young sir,”
continued Mr. Lillie, “I have just been amusing
myself with a trifle—a mere flight of fancy—if you
have a few moments leisure now, I will read you a
few passages.”
Of course our hero considered himself favored—and
accordingly with true bombastic style Mr. Lillie
read several stanzas from the closely written pages
of his poem. Never had Harry listened to such trash—he
could hardly credit his senses that any man
should be so inflated with vanity as to deem it even
passable!
“Ah, it strikes you I see,” said Mr. Lillie. “I
knew it would. Yes, I see it hits your vein exactly—this
convinces me that our tastes are congenial.”
Again Harry bowed—not daring to trust his voice,
he was forced to nod his head continually like a Chinese
mandarin in a toy-shop.
“Mr. Warren,” proceeded the author, wheeling
his chair round and regarding our hero with great benignity,
“I have imbibed a great regard for you, and
mean to make your fortune—to smooth your path to
eminence. Yes, I like you, and am convinced there
is no one more worthy than yourself to receive——”
Harry started—his face radiant with hope, he bent
eagerly forward to catch the rest of the sentence.
“But, by the way, my young friend, this conversation
must be strictly confidential.”
“Certainly, my dear sir!” exclaimed Harry, almost
breathless.
“Yes, Mr. Warren, there is something about you
which pleases me, and therefore I am about to confer
upon you a most precious gift—to bestow upon
you my—ah, can’t you guess what it is?” smiling
archly.
“O, my dear sir,” said Harry, seizing his hand,
“if I might dare to hope!”
“Yes, Mr. Warren, I am about to give you my—poem!”
“Your poem!”
“My poem.”
“Your poem!”
“Yes, my poem—that is, the reputation of the
thing.”
Harry started up and paced the room as if pursued
by all the furies.
“Ah, I thought I should surprise you,” cried Mr.
Lillie. “Come, sit down again. I said I would
make your fortune, and I will. Now this poem, Mr.
Warren, you shall have the honor of delivering before
the Lyceum as your own—think of that—as your
own production.”
Poor Harry was struck aghast. “But, my dear
sir,” he exclaimed, “I can never consent to such a
gross imposition!”
“I honor you the more for your delicacy young
man,” replied the poet; “but banish it—there is no
need of it between friends, we perfectly understand
each other you know—you shall deliver this poem.”
(“The Lord deliver me!” mentally prayed Harry.)
“Listeners will applaud—copies will be solicited—your
fame will reach the city—Morris and Willis
will rank you among their favorite young
poets—the——”
“But, Mr. Lillie, why not deliver this poem yourself—why
not wear your own laurels?” interrupted
Harry.
“Ahem—Mr. Warren, I am averse to popularity—notoriety
of any kind I detest—I prefer to quaff
stealthily at the fount of Helicon, and tread with felted
footsteps the Parnassian hill—stop, that’s a new
idea, I’ll note it. So long as I have the mental satisfaction
of knowing the poem is mine, what matters
it whether you or I have the reputation! Say no
more—you accept my proposition of course.”
“Mr. Lillie—”
“Not a word, my dear sir—I will take care that
you are invited to deliver the next Lyceum lecture—two
weeks hence remember. That gives you ample
time to study the poem and conceive my meaning.
Come here every evening—you shall have my assistance.
I will not detain you longer—good-night.
You will find May somewhere—in the drawing-room
most probably; she will be glad to see you, for I dare
say she is puzzling her little head about something
which you can explain. Good-night.”
This latter clause sufficed to check all further opposition
from Harry, for the moment at least, and
with rapid steps he now sought the drawing-room.
“Dear Harry!” cried May, springing toward him
as he entered, and looking up in his face as if to read
there the stern mandate which was to separate them
forever.
“Dearest May, do not tremble thus,” replied
Harry, leading her to a seat; “believe me you have
no cause.”
“Ah—does he then approve of our love!” exclaimed
May, her sweet young face illumined with
hope.
“Your father has been kind, my dear girl, and that
he does not even suspect our love I am convinced,
or he would have been less so. His kindness, however,
if it may be called so,” (and the lip of Harry
curled doubtingly,) “has placed me in a most awkward
predicament. Listen, dear May, and help me
if you can.”
He then as briefly as possible related the conversation
he had just held with her father, and the
strange proposition made him. No wonder he felt
provoked at the merry laugh with which the little
maiden closed his rueful communication.
“Confess now, Harry, you deem papa’s poem
most execrable stuff!” she said, looking him archly
in the face.
“Dear May, you know I—”
“Confess, confess Harry—no equivocation!” cried
May, shaking her little finger.
“Well, May, I will be honest then—you know,
dear one, I would not for worlds wound your feelings,
but really I must confess I never listened to
more senseless jargon!”
“That’s excellent—the more absurd the better,”
said May, laughing; “and you will deliver it,
Harry.”
“May!” exclaimed her lover reproachfully, “you
surely cannot ask me to make myself ridiculous!”
“Hem—do you love me, Harry?”
“Can you doubt, it dearest May?”
“Then if you love me, as Hamlet says, ‘speak the
speech I pray you.’ No doubt it will be hissed—so
much the better—you will be laughed at—better
still—”
“May, May!” cried her lover, turning away from
her, “if you loved me you would not say this!”
“Ah—not if it gains papa’s consent to our union!”
“That indeed—but, dearest May, to become a
laughing-stock—to have the finger of derision pointed
at one—to feel the lash of the critic, and—”
“To call little May your own!” added the coaxing
gipsy.
Who could resist such an appeal from such a pair
of rosy lips? or unrelenting behold the mute eloquence
of those beautiful eyes! Not Harry; no, nor
any other young lover I am sure.
From that evening, dear reader, only imagine my
unlucky hero imprisoned hour after hour with the
learned author, declaiming that—“infernal poem,”
(I quote Harry’s own words.) Do you not pity him?
But then—the stolen half hour below, assisting
little May in her lessons—do you not envy him!
In the meantime Mr. Lillie had not been idle. He
had forwarded letters to some of the most influential
men of the neighboring towns, inviting them to attend
the next Lyceum, where as he informed them,
a young author, a poet, was to make his début before
their intelligent community. In confidence he assured
them they would be astonished at the depth and
power of his genius. He had himself looked over
the poem, and although he would not wish to forestall
their admiration, thus much he would say, that
he had never read such a production!
The eventful evening arrived, and from every
turnpike and cross-road people came flocking in to
listen to the young author—some because of the favor
of Mr. Lillie, others to compliment their favorite—the
school-master.
Escorted by the great and learned Diogenes Lillie,
Esq., and a few of the leading members, Harry was
conducted to the hall, and seated within the inclosure
of the platform.
To depict his feelings would be impossible—he
knew he was about to make himself ridiculous, and
was tempted more than once to turn his back and
quit the scene of his approaching disgrace. Notwithstanding
the tempting reward he had in view, the
alternative was a hard one—but his eye turned to a
distant corner of the hall where the sweet face of
May smiled upon him, and her fair hand waved encouragement.
He wavered no longer.
Resolving to meet his fate like a hero, Harry now
arose, and after a few preliminaries introduced—“The
Golden Age.”
The two first stanza elicited a general smile from
the audience, the third and fourth exerted a different
influence—influenza became universal, to judge from
the coughing and hem-ming! Between the fifth and
sixth, many persons left the house, and as Harry with
the energy of despair drew near the close of the first
canto, the hissing and hooting of boys outside and in
the building was almost deafening, while one of the
committee arose and advised the orator to sit down!
With the self-satisfaction of a martyr he was preparing
to do so, when his eye suddenly fell upon the
author, whom he detected at a glance to be the most
active in the war of ridicule which was waging
against him. Rage for the moment overcame his
discretion. Hurling the manuscript upon the floor,
he sprang from the desk, made one leap down the
steps, and rushed upon his deceitful patron!
“Do you dare to laugh at me!” he exclaimed, pale
with anger, “do you dare to utter a word, you—you
who are yourself the—”
A little hand was on his arm, and a soft voice
whispered:
“Harry, dear Harry, come away.” And obeying
the gentle mandate our hero suffered himself to be
led from the scene of his mortification.
“Poor fellow!” cried Mr. Lillie, recovering from
the alarm of Harry’s onset, “poor fellow, he is almost
beside himself I see—well, it is pitiful trash
after all, and I fear I gave him too much encouragement,
my friendship got the better of my judgment—yet
his delivery is the worst—why I am not sure gentlemen
but his ranting and mouthing would render
even Shakspeare ridiculous. The poem reads well—depend
upon it gentlemen there is genius after all
where that poem came from.”
When Mr. Lillie reached home he found Harry
awaiting him, storming and raving to and fro in the library
like a madman. Rushing upon the great Diogenes
he seized him by the collar:
“Your conduct is unbearable!” he exclaimed.
“You shall do me justice, sir—by heaven you shall!
I am not to be treated in this way! After palming
off your wretched stuff upon me, do you think I am
going to submit to your ridicule! No, sir—either go
forward and acknowledge yourself openly as the
author, or I will post you at every corner!”
“Be calm, pray be calm—we’ll settle it all in a
moment,” said Mr. Lillie, pale and trembling—“I
am really sorry your first essay should have been so
unsuccessful.”
“My first essay!” interrupted Harry indignantly.
“I am not to be trifled with—no, sir—I will expose
you at once—it is you who shall bear the ridicule,
not me!” and Harry rushed to the door.
“Stop—stop—my dear young friend,” cried Mr.
Lillie, catching his arm—“listen a moment; for heaven’s
sake don’t expose me, it will be my ruin. I
will give you any thing you ask if you will only
spare me—you shall have money—”
“Money! Can money repair the disgrace you
have heaped upon me—talk of money to a man who
feels his future hopes blasted!” exclaimed Harry
scornfully. “Sir, there is but one way to save your
reputation.”
“And what is that dear sir?” eagerly demanded
the author.
“Give me the hand of your daughter,” he replied
firmly.
“My daughter, Mr. Warren—why you astonish
me—my daughter!” and Mr. Lillie paused and pondered,
bit his lips and rubbed his eyebrows. “Why
bless my soul, Mr. Warren, May is but a child!”
“No matter,” was the answer, “will you or will
you not accept my proposition?”
“Will not five hundred dollars, Mr. Warren—”
“No—nor five hundred thousand dollars.”
“Well, Mr. Warren, only don’t expose me; only
pledge me your word of honor that my secret shall
be inviolate and May is yours!”
Harry calmed down wonderfully quick, considering
he had been in such a passion, and very obligingly
made all the pledges his father-in-law that was to be
required.
“But there is one thing, Mr. Warren, which I
must leave to your generosity,” said Mr. Lillie.
“May is my only, and a motherless child—if this arrangement
should be repugnant to her feelings, I trust
you will not press your claim—we may perhaps find
some other way to adjust this little difficulty. I will
call May down, we may as well know at once what
her feelings are.”
Harry coughed, and walked to the window to conceal
a smile, feeling at the same time more respect
for Mr. Lillie for this last clause in favor of his child,
than he thought him capable of inspiring.
One glance at the happy countenance of her lover
informed May the day was theirs.
And so she immediately took a great many airs
upon herself—pouted her pretty lips, and protested
she thought it really absurd the idea of marrying a
man who had made himself so ridiculous—she doted
on poets, that she was willing to allow—but not
such a conceited fellow as wrote that poem—she
knew!
Harry meanwhile whistled “Rory O’More,” and
walked the room with an air as much as to say—“It
is perfectly indifferent to me, Miss, which ever way
you decide.”
“But, foolish child!” whispered her father, “the
poem is mine!”
“Yours, dear papa—oh that alters the case—then
you wrote that stup—”
“Hush—hush May. The public are fools, and cannot
appreciate true genius—the poem is a good
poem.”
“I think it has point, papa.”
“Yes, and if those stupid ignoramuses had not
made such an outcry, they would have seen that it
terminates most felicitously.”
“True, papa—one certainly could not wish for a
happier termination.”
“But you see, May, I have particular reasons for
not wishing to be known as the author—and this
poor young man feeling much chafed by the treatment
he has received, and which is perfectly natural
you know—”
“Certainly, papa—the school-master is very sensitive.
Mercy, if you only knew—”
“Well, no matter now—and feeling as I said,
greatly incensed, he threatens to expose me. You
can save me May—your hand will make all
secure.”
“Very well, dear papa—Mr. Warren has always
been kind to me in school, and I like him very well—I
do papa, and so to oblige you I will do as you
wish,” said the arch maiden.
Taking her hand, her father now led her up to
Harry, and placed it within that of the enraptured
lover. And May, dropping a little courtesy, very
gravely assured him that she would endeavor to make
as obedient a wife as she had a pupil.
Madam Rumor is a prying gossip. How she
found out the secret was never known—but away
she went gadding from house to house, whispering
the school-master had obtained his charming young
wife by fathering the literary bantling of the learned
Mr. Lillie!
A BUCOLIC.
———
BY E. FOXTON.
———
When with glances far and free
My Spirit stood at Childhood’s knee,
And gazed and smiled with careless glee,
To see the fateful spinsters three
Draw deftly out from carded naught
Its first soft rainbow thread of thought,
My playmate true, delight and joy,
Was a tiny wingéd boy.
Nightly nestled in my breast,
His legends lulled me to my rest;
Thence his voice awakening gay
Trilled back the early linnet’s lay;
In the bird’s nest, in the tree,
By the purling rill sat he;
From wind-rocked blue-bells flashed his eye;
He floated round the butterfly;
His little golden head rose up
In the water-lily’s cup;
His saucy breath, with nectar fed,
Puffed at me from the violet’s bed.
Half in sport and half caress;
Oh, dear artless Happiness!
Womanhood one day me found,
And my brows with roses crowned.
In a naiad’s glass I saw,
Pleased, my graces touched with awe;
And “These royal flowers shall be
Forged to links, my boy, for thee,”
So I said. From morn till eve
Through my haunts the shepherds grieve;
But the urchin bursts amain
Shouting from my bloomy chain,
Bursts and leaves me all forlorn,
Pricked and bleeding with a thorn.
“Why thus wrong my gentleness,
Light, inconstant Happiness!”
All in tears to bring me ease,
Back he flew, and made his peace;
And my every art I tried
Aye to keep him at my side;
April floods of tears and smiles,
Soft confessions, simple wiles;
Then I seized my harp and sang;
Far and wide the chorus rang;
(Round me flocked the grave, the gay,
But the rover would not stay;)
“Peerless, wronged, thy votaress,
Cruel, fleeting, Happiness.”
Oft and oftener still his flight;
Longer still he shunned my sight;
Till I left my woodlands dim,
And set forth in quest of him
To the tourney, feast and ball,
(In their turn I peeped at all,)
Court, and hermitage, and camp,
Still halls where burns the midnight lamp,
And the sunk-eyed scholar delves
Slowly through the groaning shelves,
Where old souls, that erst were men,
Speak and teach the young again,
And, while creation’s bounds they track,
Cast their endless shadows back;
Vainly still I sought to find
Him I sought among mankind.
Still his semblance proved to be
Garish Mirth or Vanity;
And still of all I sought in vain
Good tidings of the lost to gain.
The scholar said, “In poet’s book;”
The poet, “In some leafy nook;”
“Oh, which?” “I know not yet,” he says,
“Go thou and seek—’mid clustering bays;”
The lawyer, “In the judge’s gown;”
The judge, “In ermine’s lordly down;”
The peer, “He’s in my liege’s crown;”
The king, “He rides the victor’s glaive;”
And he, “In peaceful Lethe’s wave,
Or, haply, in the hermit’s cell;”
The hermit said, “I know him well,
Seek him in the house of prayer;”
“Nay, I know he can’t be there!
Pride shall bravely fill thy place,
False and treacherous Happiness!”
Prim sat Pride, then dropped asleep,
Leaving me to watch and weep.
Round my dimpled shoulders clung
My dewy locks at random flung;
Wildered strayed my fleecy band;
Loosed the crook my listless hand,
Playing with the dreary rue
At my cavern’s mouth that grew,
And forgot its tuneful craft.
At my plight the shepherds laughed;
“She is sick at heart, you know;
She loved,—wise maidens do not so;
So fare all idle fools who chase
The subtle, coy sprite, Happiness!”
Dropped its silver balls from sight
The starry clepsydra of night;
And the morn brought jocund glee
To the world, and not to me,
“Would I ne’er had seen thy face,
Happiness, lost Happiness!”
Stung with swarms of wretchedness,
I plunged into the wilderness;
Toward the Eastern land of spells
Me some secret power impels;
“There some wily witch,” I thought,
“In her toils the boy has caught.”
Through the shadows, through the sun,
And surging sands I journeyed on,
Till the sun his gold lance set
In rest to prick from Olivet.
Glorious light the morrow showed.
Nor to him its lustre owed.
Up the steep of Zion’s hill
Rose a being brighter still.
Silvery white the garb she wore,
And a cross of flowers she bore;
From vulgar gaze her charms, amid
A dark, enshrining mask, she hid,
Lighted up like midnight skies
With the splendor of her eyes;
Her dainty feet, with sandals shod,
Scarce touched the ragged road she trod,
And a pearly scallop-shell
Gleamed her pilgrim state to tell.
Dully, long I strove to see
What that which bore her train could be;
Now on this side, now on that,
Now it met a chiding pat,
For resting on her skirts to impede,
Impishly, her upward speed,
From frowning cliff and wayside stone,
Flitting far, as bribes, it won
Blossoms fair and held before,
As her constancy to lure.
Graciously she marked its play;
Steadfastly she held her way.
Changed of mood, with tender gloom
It hung its garlands o’er a tomb.
Full in view thence reared its head,
Looked at me and beckoned,
Then, as if perforce, again
Fled and bore the lady’s train;
Thick my heart’s full throbs confess
“Surely that was Happiness!”
Panting, staring, faint, I stood,
Then with foot and tongue pursued;
“Sorceress, fiend—whate’er ye be—
Tear not thus my fere from me!
I defy the loathly charms
That keep him from his poor maid’s arms!
I will rend thy mask away!
I will give those charms to-day!”
My whirlwind race was won, and lo!
I tore it from her blushing brow,
My foster-sister’s, Holiness!
And her page was Happiness!
Oh, I owned her might too well!
Groveling in the dust I fell!
Then wondering heard a whisper low,
“Let’s be friends, my causeless foe.”
Doubtfully I raised my eyes;
Down she gazed with mild surprise.
Naught to fear I saw was there,
But purity and beauty rare.
As she raised me with a kiss,
Through her veil laughed Happiness.
When I slumber at her feet
Light pinions scatter odors sweet;
While her step keeps pace with mine
Round my neck soft fingers twine;
If I chase him, he is gone;
But the rogue returns anon,
Charged with heavenly fruit, to bless,
The handmaid meek of Holiness.
———
BY MISS AUGUSTA. C. TWIGGS.
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Brightly the moonshine
Gleams on the flower,
Sweetly the woodbine
Twines round the bower;
Lowly the lover
Whispers his love,
Angel forms hover
Around from above.
Purple-robed foxglove
Is deep in the dell,
Where the night-fays love
To wind their dark spell;
Beauty is hurled
O’er meadow and lea,
The sails are all furled,
The ship sleeps at sea.
The night-breeze now sighs
So sweet and so sad;
Bright gems deck the skies,
So blue and so glad;
The lapwing that brushed
The dew from the hill,
Now sleeps—all is hushed,
’Cept the laughing rill.
Moonlight’s soft glances
On every thing smile,
Pure water dances
Out laughing the while;
The cricket’s chirp shrill
Most merrily sounds,
The fisher’s barque still
O’er moonlit wave bounds.
Trees bathed in moonbeams
Wave gracefully low,
With beauty all teems
’Neath its silvery glow;
All nature’s at prayer.
The holy thoughts rise,
On wings of the air,
Up, up to the skies.
The cricket has hushed
Now his chirp so sweet.
Rare perfume has gushed
From the new-cut wheat;
The lily has bent
Down its head in sleep,
Its odor is lent
To the winds to keep.
Mortals are slumb’ring,
Long hours fly past,
Old Time is numb’ring
The seconds so fast,
Fears him no mortal,
For slumber has tight
Closed the portal
Of thought—it is Night.
———
BY BAYARD TAYLOR.
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