The accomplishment of her favourite
views being thus disappointed, or at least
deferred, Lady Margaret resolved to return
to Italy, and there to seek for Viviani.
Her brother, however, entreated her
to remain with him. He invited his
friends, his relations, his neighbours.
Balls and festivities once more enlivened
the castle: it seemed his desire to raze
every trace of sorrow from the memory
of his child; and to conceal the ravages
of death under the appearance at least of
wild and unceasing gaiety.—The brilliant
fêtes, and the magnificence of the
Duke of Altamonte and his sister, became
the constant theme of admiration;
from far, from near, fashion and folly
poured forth their victims to grace and
to enjoy them; and Lord and Lady Dartford
naturally found their place amidst
the various and general assemblage. To
see Lord Dartford again, to triumph over
his falsehood, to win him from an innocent
confiding wife, and then betray him
at the moment in which he fancied himself
secure, this vengeance was yet wanting
to satisfy the restless fever of Lady
Margaret’s mind; and the contemplation
of its accomplishment gave a new object,
a new hope to her existence; for
Lady Margaret had preferred enduring
even the tortures of remorse, to the listless
insipidity of stagnant life, where the
passions of her heart, were without excitement,
and those talents of which she
felt the power, useless and obscured.
What indeed would she not have preferred
to the society of Mrs. Seymour and her
daughters?
The Duchess of Altamonte had possessed
a mind, as cultivated as her own,
and a certain refinement of manner
which is sometimes acquired by long intercourse
with the most polished societies,
but is more frequently the gift of nature,
and, if it be not the constant attendant
upon nobility of blood, is very rarely
found in those who are not distinguished
by that adventitious and accidental circumstance.
Mrs. Seymour had many of the excellent
qualities, but none of the rare endowments
possessed by the Duchess; she
was a strict follower of the paths of custom
and authority; in the steps which
had been marked by others, she studiously
walked, nor thought it allowable to
turn aside for any object however praiseworthy
and desirable. She might be
said to delight in prejudice—to enjoy
herself in the obscure and narrow prison
to which she had voluntarily confined her
intellects—to look upon the impenetrable
walls around her as bulwarks against the
hostile attacks by which so many had been
overcome. The daughters were strictly
trained in the opinions of their mother.
“The season of youth,” she would say, “is the season of instruction;”
—and consequently
every hour had its allotted task;
and every action was directed according
to some established regulation.
By these means, Sophia and Frances
were already highly accomplished; their
manners were formed; their opinions
fixed, and any contradictions of those
opinions, instead of raising doubt, or
urging to enquiry, only excited in their
minds astonishment at the hardihood and
contempt for the folly which thus opposed
itself to the final determination of the
majority, and ventured to disturb the
settled empire and hereditary right of
their sentiments and manners.—“These
are your pupils,” Lady Margaret would
often exultingly cry, addressing the mild
Mrs. Seymour—“these paragons of propriety—these
sober minded steady automatons.
Well, I mean no harm to them
or you. I only wish I could shake off
a little of that cold formality which petrifies
me. Now see how differently my
Calantha shall appear, when I have opened
her mind, and formed her according to
my system of education—the system
which nature dictates and every feeling
of the heart willingly accedes to. Observe
well the difference between a child
of an acute understanding, before her
mind has been disturbed by the absurd
opinions of others, and after she has
learned their hackneyed jargon: note
her answer—her reflections; and you
will find in them, all that philosophy can
teach, and all to which science and wisdom
must again return. But, in your girls
and in most of those whom we meet,
how narrow are the views, how little the
motives, by which they are impelled.
Even granting that they act rightly,—that
by blindly following, where others lead,
they pursue the safest course, is there any
thing noble, any thing superior in the character
from which such actions spring?
I am ambitious for Calantha. I wish
her not only to be virtuous; I will acknowledge
it,—I wish her to be distinguished
and great.”
Mrs. Seymour, when thus attacked,
always permitted Lady Margaret to gain
the victory of words and to triumph over
her as much as the former thought it
within the bounds of good breeding to
allow herself; but she never varied, in consequence,
one step in her daily course, or
deviated in the slightest degree from the
line of conduct which she had before laid
down.
Sometimes, however, she would remonstrate
with her niece, when she saw
her giving way to the violence of her
temper, or acting, as she thought, absurdly
or erroneously; and Calantha,
when thus admonished, would acknowledge
her errors, and, for a time at least,
endeavour to amend them; for her heart
was accessible to kindness, and kindness
she at all times met with from Mrs. Seymour
and her daughters.
It was indeed Calantha’s misfortune to
meet with too much kindness, or rather
too much indulgence from almost all who
surrounded her. The Duke, attentive
solely to her health, watched her with the
fondest solicitude, and the wildest wishes
her fancy could invent, were heard with
the most scrupulous attention and gratified
with the most unbounded compliance.
Yet, if affection, amounting to
idolatry, could in any degree atone for the
pain the errors of his child too often occasioned
him, that affection was felt by
Calantha for her Father.
Her feelings indeed swelled with a
tide too powerful for the unequal resistance
of her understanding:—her motives
appeared the very best, but the actions
which resulted from them were absurd
and exaggerated. Thoughts, swift
as lightening, hurried through her brain:—projects,
seducing, but visionary crowded
upon her view: without a curb she
followed the impulse of her feelings; and
those feelings varied with every varying
interest and impression.
Such character is not uncommon,
though rarely seen amongst the higher
ranks of society. Early and constant intercourse
with the world, and that polished
sameness which results from it, smooths
away all peculiarities; and whilst it assimilates
individuals to each other, corrects
many faults, and represses many virtues.
Some indeed there are who affect to
differ from others: but the very affectation
proves that, in fact, they resemble
the ordinary mass; and in general this
assumption of singularity is found in low
and common minds, who think that the
reputation of talent and superiority belongs
to the very defects and absurdities
which alone have too often cast a shade
upon the splendid light of genius, and
degraded the hero and the poet, to the
level of their imitators.
Lovely indeed is that grace of manner,
that perfect ease and refinement which
so many attempt to acquire, and for which
it is to be feared so much too often is
renounced—the native vigour of mind,
the blush of indignant and offended integrity,
the open candour of truth, and
all the long list of modest unassuming
virtues, known only to a new and unsullied
heart.
Calantha turned with disgust from the
slavish followers of prejudice. She disdained
the beaten tract, and she thought
that virtue would be for her a safe,
a sufficient guide; that noble views, and
pure intentions would conduct her in
a higher sphere; and that it was left to
her to set a bright example of unshaken
rectitude, undoubted truth and honourable
fame. All that was base or mean,
she, from her soul, despised; a fearless
spirit raised her, as she fondly imagined,
above the vulgar herd; self confident, she
scarcely deigned to bow the knee before
her God; and man, as she had read of him
in history, appeared too weak, too trivial
to inspire either alarm or admiration.
It was thus, with bright prospects,
strong love of virtue, high ideas of honour,
that she entered upon life. No expence,
no trouble had been spared in her
education; masters, tutors and governesses
surrounded her. She seemed to
have a decided turn for every thing it
was necessary for her to learn; instruction
was scarcely necessary, so readily
did her nature bend itself to every art,
science and accomplishment; yet never
did she attain excellence, or make proficiency
in any; and when the vanity of
a parent fondly expected to see her a proficient
in all acquirements, suited to her
sex and age, he had the mortification of
finding her more than usually ignorant,
backward and uninstructed. With an
ear the most sensible and accurate, she
could neither dance, nor play; with an
eye acute and exact, she could not draw;
with a spirit that bounded within her
from excess of joyous happiness, she
was bashful and unsocial in society; and
with the germs of every virtue that commands
esteem and praise, she was already
the theme of discussion, observation and
censure.
Yet was Calantha loved—dearly and
fondly loved; nor could Mrs. Seymour,
though constantly discovering new errors
in her favourite, prevent her from
being the very idol of her heart. Calantha
saw it through all her assumed
coldness; and she triumphed in the influence
she possessed. But Sophia and
Frances were not as cordially her friends:—they
had not reached that age, at
which lenity and indulgence take place
of harsher feelings, and the world appears
in all its reality before us. To them,
the follies and frailties of others carried
with them no excuse, and every course
that they themselves did not adopt, was
assuredly erroneous.
Calantha passed her time as much as
possible by herself; the general society
at the castle was uninteresting to her.
The only being for whom she felt regard,
was Sir Everard St. Clare, brother to Camioli
the bard, and late physician to her
mother, was the usual object of ridicule to
almost all of his acquaintance. Lady
St. Clare in pearls and silver; Lauriana
and Jessica, more fine if possible and
more absurd than their mother; Mrs. Emmet
a Lady from Cork, plaintive and reclining
in white satin and drapery; and
all the young gentlemen of large property
and fortune, whom all the young
ladies were daily and hourly endeavouring
to please, had no attraction for a mind
like Calantha’s. Coldly she therefore
withdrew from the amusements natural
to her age; yet it was from embarrassment,
and not from coldness, that she
avoided their society. Some favorites
she already had:—the Abbess of Glenaa,
St. Clara her niece, and above all Alice
Mac Allain, a beautiful little girl of whom
her mother had been fond, had already
deeply interested her affections.
In the company of one or other of
these, Calantha would pass her mornings;
and sometimes would she stand alone
upon the summit of the cliff, hour after
hour, to behold the immense ocean, watching
its waves, as they swelled to the size of
mountains, then dashed with impetuous
force against the rocks below; or climbing
the mountain’s side, and gazing on
the lofty summits of Heremon and Inis
Tara, lost in idle and visionary thought;
but at other times joyous, and without
fear, like a fairy riding on a sun beam
through the air, chasing the gay images
of fancy, she would join in every active
amusement and suffer her spirits to lead
her into the most extravagant excess.