I.
Warsaw, Saturday, December 27th, 1828.
My dearest Friend,
Hitherto I have delayed writing to you, but now
friendship triumphs over idleness, and, sleepy as I am, I
take up my pen that you may have this in time for the
1st and the 4th of January. I do not desire to fill my
letter with compliments, good wishes, or trite jokes, for
we both understand each other perfectly—whence my
silence and the laconic nature of this epistle....
The score of my Rondo Cracovienne is ready. The
introduction is almost as funny as I am in my great coat,47
and the trio is not quite finished. My parents have just
had fitted up for me a little room, leading by a staircase
direct from the entrée; there will be an old secrétaire in
it, and I shall make it my den. That orphan child, the
Rondo for two pianos, has found a step-father in Fontana,
(whom you may, perhaps, have seen here; he
goes to the University); he has learnt it after a monthʼs
study, and, a short time ago, we tried it over at Buchholtzʼs
to see how it might sound. I say “might,”
for the instruments were not tuned alike, and our fingers
were stiff, so we could have no adequate impression of
the effect of the work. For a week past I have composed
nothing of any value. I run from Ananias to
Caiaphas; this evening I was at Madame Wizegerodʼs,
and from there went to a musical soirée at Mlle. Kickaʼs.
You know how pleasant it is to be pressed to improvise
when you are tired. I seldom now have such happy
thoughts as when you were with me. And then the
wretched instruments one finds everywhere. I have not
found one either in mechanism or tone anything approaching
ours or your sisterʼs.
The Polish theatre opened yesterday with “Preciosa.”
The French have given “Rataplan;” to-day, the “Geldhab,”
by Fredro; and to-morrow, Auberʼs “Maurer und
Schlosser” are to be performed. Somebody or other
said to me the other day that you had written to him. Do
not think I am angry with you for not having written to
me for so long; I know you well enough, and do not think
anything of a bit of paper; I should not have scribbled
so much nonsense to-day, but to remind you that you
still hold the same place in my heart, and that I am
the same Fritz as ever. You do not like being kissed,
but you must put up with it to-day. We all unite
in best wishes to your mother. Zywny sends warmest
remembrances.
Your FREDERIC.
II.
Warsaw, April 10th, 1830.
(Anniversary of Emilyʼs death.)
I have been vainly wishing to write to you for some
weeks past. I donʼt know why the time should pass so
quickly now. Our musical season is at its height,
Passion week even was disregarded. Last Monday
there was a grand soirée at Philippeusʼs, when Madame
Saurin sang a duet from “Semiramis” very beautifully;
I accompanied Messrs. Soliva and Gresser in a Buffo
Duet from Rossiniʼs “Turk in Italy,” which, by unanimous
desire, was repeated. I have sketched out a
programme of the soirée at Lewickiʼs, at which Prince
Galizin is to take part in a quartet by Rode. I shall
select Hummelʼs “La Sentinelle,” and shall finish with
my polonaise with violoncello, to which I have written
an Adagio by way of introduction. I have tried it
already, it does not go badly. This is the latest salon
news, and now for the newspaper intelligence, which is
no less important to me, as it includes some most
favourable opinions about myself. I should like to send
them to you. There was an article, two pages long, in
the Warsaw Gazette, in which Elsner was very much
abused. Soliva told me that he only avoided the controversy
because two of his pupils were shortly to make
a public appearance, otherwise he should certainly have
replied to the attack. It is difficult to describe the
whole case in a few words; I would send you the newspaper
if I could, so as to make the matter quite clear.
A word to the wise is sufficient, so I will give a brief
outline of the affair.
My concerts called forth a great many laudatory
notices, especially in the Polish Courier, and the
Official Journal also gave me a few words of praise.
This was all very well, but one of the numbers of the
latter newspaper, although in perfect good faith, was full
of such absurdities that I felt quite in despair until I
read in the Gazette Polska a refutation of the exaggerated
statements in the Official Journal. This paper was mad
enough to say that Poland would one day be as proud of
me as Germany is of Mozart; and that “if I had fallen
into the hands of a pedant or a Rossinist (what a
ridiculous expression!) I should never have been what
I am.” Although, indeed, I am nothing yet, the critic
is so far right in saying that if I had not studied
with Elsner, I should have done still less. This taunt
at a Rossinist, and praise of Elsner made somebody
so angry48 that, in an article in the Warsaw Gazette,
beginning with Fredroʼs comedy, “Die Freunde,” and
ending with “Grafen Ory,” there was the following
paragraph: “Why should any gratitude be due to
Elsner? he does not make pupils off hand,” and (at my
second concert Nowakowskiʼs symphony was performed)
“the Devil even cannot make something out of nothing.”
Thirty-five years ago Elsner wrote a quartet, to which
the publisher, without the authorʼs knowledge, appended
the title “Dans le meilleur gout polonais,” on account of
the Polish character of the Menuet. The present
reviewer, without mentioning the composerʼs name,
ridicules this quartet. Soliva says truly that they would
have been just as much justified in abusing “Caecilia,”49
especially as, with all kindness and delicacy, they give
me some side thrusts, and the good piece of advice that
I should listen to Rossini but not copy him. No doubt
this was said because the other article remarked that I
had a great deal of originality.
I am invited to an Easter breakfast at Minasowiczʼs50
for the day after to-morrow; Kurpinski is to be there,
and I am very curious to see how he will behave towards
me. You would not believe how amiable he always is
to me. I saw him last Wednesday week at little Leskiewiczʼs
concert. The latter does not play badly, although
he still shows that he is a learner. It seems to me that
he will be a better player than Krogulski, but I have not
yet ventured to say so, though I have been often asked
for an opinion.
Oh! the postman! A letter ... from you!
Oh, my dear friend, how good you are! It is no wonder,
however, for I am always thinking of you. As far as I
can gather from your letter, you have only seen the
Warsaw Courier; get the Polish Courier, and No. 91 of
the Warsaw Gazette, if you can. Your advice is good;
I had already given up some invitations for the evening
as if in anticipation of it, for I always think a great deal
of you in everything that I undertake. I do not know
whether it is because I have learnt to think and feel with
you, but when I write anything I always want to know
if it pleases you, and my second concerto (E minor) will
not have any value in my eyes until you have heard and
approved it.
My third concert, which is being counted on here,
will not take place until shortly before I leave; I
think of playing the new Concerto, which is not yet
finished, then, by desire, the Fantasia on Polish airs,
and the Variations dedicated to you, which I am
anxiously awaiting, as the Leipsic fair has already
begun, and Brzezina has received a large consignment
of music. The Frenchman from St. Petersburg, who
wanted to treat me with champagne after my second
concert, and whom people took for Field, is a pupil
from the Paris Conservatoire, named Dunst. He has
given several concerts in St. Petersburg, which made
a great sensation, so he must play unusually well.
You will, doubtless, think it strange, a Frenchman
from St. Petersburg with a German name. I have the
sad piece of news to add that Orlowski has been making
mazurkas and galops on my themes; but I have begged
him not to have them printed.
III.
Warsaw, April 17th, 1830.
(Papaʼs birth-day.)
A letter from you gives me some respite from my
unendurable yearning (sehnsucht), and to-day I was
more than ever in need of this consolation. I want
to drive away the thoughts which poison my happiness;
yet it gives me pleasure to dally with them; I do not
know what ails me ... perhaps I shall be calmer by
the end of this letter.
I am very pleased to hear that there is some probability
of your coming, for I am going to remain until
the meeting of the Diet, which, as you have doubtless
seen by the newspapers, will take place on the 28th inst.,
and last a month. The Warsaw Courier has already
announced the arrival of Mlle. Sonntag; Dmuszewski,
the editor, is incorrigible, he is always getting hold
of some story, which he prefixes by saying, “We learn,
on good authority,” &c., &c. When I met him yesterday
he told me that he was going to insert a sonnet addressed
to me. I begged him, for heavenʼs sake, not to do anything
so absurd. “It is already printed,” he replied,
with a smile, thinking that I should feel very much
delighted and honoured. Oh, these mistaken favours!
Those who envy me will have another mark to shoot
at. With regard to the mazurkas on themes from my
Concerto, mercenary motives have won the day, and
they are already published. I do not care to read
anything more that people may write about me.
Last week I had an idea of coming to see you, but
was too busy; I must work as hard as I can to finish
my compositions. If you come to Warsaw for the
meeting of the Diet, you will be at my concert. I have
a presentiment that you will, and if I dream that you do,
I shall firmly believe it.51 How often do I turn night
into day, and day into night; how often do I wake in
dreams, and sleep in the day; but it is not like sleep, for
I always feel the same, and instead of gaining refreshment,
I worry myself, and rack my brains, till I am quite
exhausted.
Pray think kindly of me ...
IV.
Warsaw, June 5th, 1830.
My dear Friend,
You have missed five of Mlle. Sonntagʼs concerts,
but if you come on the 13th, you will have several
opportunities of hearing her. The 13th will be Sunday,
and you will arrive just when I am at home, trying over
the Allegro of the Second Concerto, as I am making all
the use I can of Mlle. Sonntagʼs absence. I learnt from
her own pretty lips that she was going to Fischbach,52 by
invitation from the King of Prussia, and that she would
return from there to us.
I cannot tell you what pleasure I have received from
closer acquaintance with this “heavenly messenger,” as
some enthusiasts justly call her; I am sincerely grateful
to Prince Anton Radziwill for having introduced me. I,
unfortunately, got but little benefit from her weekʼs stay
here, for she was bored with wearisome visits from
senators, Woiewodes, castellans, ministers, generals,
and adjutants, who sat staring at her and making dull
speeches. She received them all very kindly, for she is
too good-hearted to be ever unamiable. Yesterday,
when she wanted to go out to a rehearsal, she was
actually obliged to shut herself up in her room, as the
servant could not keep the hosts of callers out of the
ante-room. I should not have gone to her had she not
sent for me, on account of Radziwill having asked me to
write out a song he had arranged for her. It consists of
variations on an Ukrainian folk-song (Dumka); the theme
and the finale are pretty, but I do not at all like the middle
movement, and Mlle. Sonntag approves of it still less; I
have made some alterations, but it wonʼt do yet. I am
glad that she is going after to-dayʼs concert, as I shall
thus be released from this trouble, and when Radziwill
comes back for the close of the Diet, he will, perhaps,
have given up his variations.
Mlle. Sonntag is not beautiful, but extremely fascinating;
everyone is enchanted with her voice, which is
not particularly powerful, but splendidly cultivated. Her
diminuendo is the non plus ultra, her portamento wonderfully
beautiful, and her chromatic scales, in the
upper register especially, unequalled. She sang us
an air by Mercadente very beautifully, and Rodeʼs
variations, especially the last roulades, more than
excellently. The variations on a Swiss theme were
so much liked that she was obliged, after repeatedly
bowing her acknowledgments, to sing them da capo;
and the same thing occurred yesterday after the last
variation by Rode. She sang also the Cavatina from
the “Barbier,” and some airs from the “Diebischen
Elster” and the “Freischütz.” But soon you will be able
to judge for yourself of the difference between her
performances and anything that we have heard here
before. One day when I was with her, Soliva brought
Mlles. Gladkowska and Wolkow to sing to her their duet,
closing with the words “barbara sorte” (you remember
it, do you not?) Mlle. Sonntag said to me, in confidence,
that both voices were very beautiful, but rather screamy,
and that the young ladies must change their method
of singing altogether, unless they wanted to run the
risk of losing their voices completely in two years.
I heard her say to Mlle. Wolkow that she sang with a
great deal of ease and taste, but had “une voix trop
aigue.” She invited them both in the kindest manner
to come and see her more often, and promised to spare
no pains to teach them her own method. Is not that
a rare piece of politeness? Indeed, I believe it was
exquisite coquetry which made on me the impression
of naïveté; for one can scarcely imagine anyone
being so natural unless acquainted with all the arts of
coquetry.
Mlle. Sonntag is a hundred times prettier and nicer en
deshabille than in evening dress, but those who have only
seen her in the concert room are charmed with her beautiful
appearance. On her return she will give concerts
until the 22nd instant, when, she tells me, she thinks of
going to St. Petersburg. So make haste, dear friend,
and come at once that you may not miss any more
concerts.
There is a good deal of talk about Pasta coming, and
of both the artists singing together. A French lady
pianist, Mlle. Belleville, is here, and intending to give
a concert next Wednesday; her playing is very good,
very light and elegant, ten times better than Worlitzerʼs.
She took part in the famous “soirée musicale” at the
Court, when Sonntag sang and Worlitzer played, though
without giving much satisfaction, as I heard from
Kurpinski, who accompanied the great vocalist. A good
many people were surprised (not including myself) that
I was not invited to play.... But some more
about Mlle. Sonntag. There is a great deal of new
broderie in her execution, which is very effective, but not
so much so as Paganiniʼs; perhaps because it is of a
smaller kind. She seems to bring with her the perfume
of a fresh bouquet, and to caress and play with her
voice, but she rarely moves one to tears. Radziwill,
however, thinks that her impersonation of Desdemona,
in the last scene of “Otello,” is such that no one could
refrain from weeping.
I asked her, early this morning, if she would not give
us this scene in costume (for she is a capital actress);
she replied that although she could move an audience
to tears, yet acting affected her so painfully that she
had determined to appear on the stage as seldom as
possible.
Come here to rest yourself from your rural cares;
when you hear Mlle. Sonntag sing you will wake up to
new life and gather fresh strength for your work. What
a pity I cannot send myself instead of this letter....
Mlle. Belleville has played my Variations, published in
Vienna; she knows one of them by heart. To-day Mlle.
Sonntag will sing something from “Semiramis.” Her
concerts are short, she sings at the utmost four times,
the orchestra playing between. Indeed one needs to rest
after her singing, so powerful an impression does it
produce and so interesting is she as an artist.
V.
Warsaw, (I think) September 4th, 1830.
My ideas are growing more and more confused. I
am here still, and cannot make up my mind to fix
definitively a day for my departure. It seems to me as
if I were leaving Warsaw for ever; I have a presentiment
that I am bidding an eternal farewell to my home.
Oh, how hard it must be to die anywhere but in oneʼs
birth-place. How could I bear to see around my deathbed,
instead of the faces of my beloved family, an unconcerned
doctor and a hired servant. Believe me, dear
Titus, I often long to come to you to ease my heavy
heart, but as I cannot do that I rush out of doors
without knowing why. But that does not calm or satisfy
my restless, yearning spirit, and I go home only to sigh
again....
I have not yet tried my Concerto. At any rate I shall
have left my treasure behind me before Michaelmas.53
In Vienna I shall be condemned to eternal sighs and
languishing. This is so when oneʼs heart is no longer
free. You know very well what that is, but can you
account for that peculiar feeling which makes people
always expect something better from the morrow?
“Do not be so foolish,” is all the answer I can give
myself; if you know a better one, pray, pray tell it me....
These are my plans for the winter: I think of staying
two months in Vienna; then going to Italy and perhaps
spending the winter in Milan. Soliva always conducts
the operas in which his pupils appear; in time, I think,
he will unseat Kurpinski; he has one foot in the stirrup
already, and is supported by a doughty cavalier.54
I finish my letter to-day with nothing, indeed with less
than nothing, that is with what I have already said
before. It is half-past eleven, and I am still sitting here
en deshabille, although Mariolka will certainly be already
waiting to go with me to dinner at C.ʼs. I have promised
to visit Magnuszewski afterwards, so I shall not be back
before four oʼclock to finish the page, and the sight
of the blank paper annoys me.
But I will not worry myself unnecessarily, or I shall
never come to an end, and Mariolka will be disappointed
altogether; and, as you know, I like to make myself
agreeable to people of whose good-will I am assured. I
have not been to see her since my return, and I must
confess that I often blame her as the cause of my
dejection; other people seem to be of the same opinion,
and this gives me at last some slight satisfaction. My
father smiles, but if he knew all I think he would weep.
I seem quite happy, but my heart....
By this day month you will have no more letters from
Warsaw, nor perhaps from anywhere else; perhaps you
will not hear from me again before we meet. I am
writing nothing but nonsense now; only the thought
of leaving Warsaw....
But wait awhile, and perhaps you will yourself be
no better off. Man is never always happy, and very
often only a brief period of happiness is granted him in
this world; so why escape from this dream which cannot
last long?
If I sometimes regard intercourse with the world as a
sacred duty, at other times, I consider it a devilish invention,
and that it would be better if mankind ... but
enough.... Time flies, and I must wash ...
donʼt kiss me yet ... but you would not kiss me
even if I were anointed with Byzantian oil, unless by
some magnetism I forced you to. Farewell.
VI.
Warsaw, September 18th, 1830.
I donʼt know exactly why I am still here, but I am
very happy, and my parents agree to my remaining.
Last Wednesday, I tried my concerto with quartet accompaniment,
but was not quite satisfied with it. Those
who were present at the rehearsal say that the finale is
the most successful movement—perhaps because it is
the most easily understandable. I shall not be able to
tell you till next week how it will sound with the full
orchestra, as I am not going to try it until Wednesday.
To-morrow I am going to have another rehearsal with
the quartet accompaniment, and then I shall go—whither?
I have no special attraction anywhere, but
at any rate I shall not stay in Warsaw. If you imagine
that some beloved object keeps me here you are wrong,
like a good many other people. I can assure you that as
far as I am concerned, I am ready for any sacrifice. I
love, but I must keep my unhappy passion locked in my
own breast for some years longer. I do not want to
start with you, for the sake of the pleasure of meeting;
the moment when we embrace for the first time on a
foreign soil will be more precious to me than a thousand
days of travelling together.
I intended to write a polonaise with orchestral accompaniment;
but have only sketched it out in my head;
when it will see the light I cannot say. The Wiener
Zeitung contains a good critique on my variations, short
but comprehensive, and so philosophical that it is almost
impossible to translate. The writer concludes by saying
that the work has not only an external beauty, but an
intrinsic excellence, which will defy the changes of
fashion and make it last for ever. That is indeed a
handsome compliment, for which I shall thank the reviewer
when I see him. I am very pleased with the
article, because, while it is not at all exaggerated, it
acknowledges my independence. I should not say so
much to any one but you, but we understand each other
so well, that I may venture, like the merchants, to
praise my own wares.
Orlowskiʼs new ballet is to be given to-day for the first
time. There is more talk about the astounding nature of
the spectacle than the originality of the music. I was at
great big C.ʼs yesterday, for his name-day, when I played
in Spohrʼs Quintet for piano, clarionet, bassoon, French
horn, and flute.55 The work is wonderfully beautiful,
but the pianoforte part not very playable. Everything
that Spohr wrote for the piano is very difficult, and for
many of his passages one cannot find any fingering at
all. Instead of commencing at 7 oʼclock, we did not
begin playing until eleven. You are, doubtless, surprised
that I was not fast asleep. But there was a very good
reason why I should not be, for among the guests was a
beautiful girl, who vividly reminded me of my ideal.
Just fancy, I stayed till 3 a.m.
I was to have started for Vienna by the Cracow
diligence this day week, but finally gave up the idea,—you
can guess why. You may rest assured that I am
no egoist, and as truly as I love you, would make
any sacrifice for other people. For other people,
I say, but not for outside appearance; for public
opinion, which has great weight here, although I am not
much influenced by it, regards it as a misfortune for a
man to have a shabby coat, or a rubbed hat. If I do not
succeed in my profession, and wake up some fine morning
to find that I have nothing to eat, you must get a
clerkship for me at Poturzyn.56 I shall be as happy in
a stable as I was in your castle last summer. As long
as I have health and strength I will gladly work all my
days. I have often thought it over whether I was really
lazy, or whether I could do more without physical injury.
Joking apart, I am quite sure that I am not very lazy
yet, and that, if necessary, I could do double what I do.
People often lose the good opinion of others by trying
to gain it; but I do not think that I shall either raise or
lower myself in your estimation, although I do sing my
own praises, for there is mutual sympathy between us.
You are not master of your thoughts, but I can command
mine, and when I get an idea into my head, I will
not part with it, anymore than the trees will allow themselves
to be robbed of the green covering which is the
charm and beauty of their life. I, too, keep green in
winter, though only in the head, my heart is red-hot, so
it is no wonder the vegetation is so luxuriant. May God
help me? Enough.... Yours for ever.... I have
just discovered what nonsense I have been talking. You
see I have not got over the effects of yesterday, have not
had my sleep out, and am still tired with having danced
four mazurkas! Your letters are tied up with a ribbon
given me by my ideal. I am very glad that two inanimate
things agree together so well; it is probably because,
although they do not know each other, they both feel
that they come from hands dear to me.
VII.
Warsaw, September 22nd, 1830.
I must first explain how it is I am still here. For
a fortnight past my father has objected to my going
on account of the disturbances throughout Germany;
in the Rhine provinces, Darmstadt, Brunswick, Capel,
and Saxony, where the new king has already ascended
the throne. It is reported here that there are riots
in Vienna about the meal business; I donʼt know
what it is they want, but it is certain they are fighting
over it. There are agitations also in the Tyrol, while in
Italy they are ready to boil over, and we expect to hear
something important every minute. I have not yet
inquired about a pass, but it is thought that I shall only
get one for Austria or Prussia; Italy and France are
not to be thought of, and I know that some, and often
all, passports have been refused. I shall probably go to
Vienna in a few weeks, viâ Cracow, for I am remembered
there, and one must strike while the iron is hot.
P. was with me yesterday; he starts early to-morrow,
and as I am going to have a rehearsal of my second
Concerto to-day, with full orchestra (except trumpets
and kettledrums), I have invited him to it, for your sake.
He will be able to tell you all about it, and I know that
the smallest particulars will interest you. I am very
sorry that you are not here; Kurpinski, Soliva, and the
élite of the musical world will be present, but, with the
exception of course of Elsner, I have not much confidence
in their judgment. I am most curious to know
what the band-master will think of the Italian; Czapek
of Kessler; Philippeus of Dobrzynski; Molsdorf of
Kaczynski; Ledoux of Soltyk; and Mons. P. of us all.
No one has ever assembled all these gentlemen in one
place before; I do it out of curiosity.
I am very sorry I have to write on a day like this
when I cannot compose myself. It almost drives me
out of my mind to think about myself, and I often go
about so buried in thought as to be in danger of being
run over, which, indeed, nearly happened yesterday.
Catching a glimpse of my ideal in church, I rushed
out in a state of happy stupefaction, and it was nearly a
quarter of an hour before I came to myself again. I am
quite frightened sometimes at my own distraction. I
should like to send you a few trifles I have just composed,
but donʼt know whether I shall manage to write
them out to-day.
I beg you to excuse this hasty letter, but I must hasten
off to Elsner to make sure of his presence at the rehearsal.
Then I must see about the desks, and the
sordini, which I quite forgot yesterday, but without
which the adagio would be nothing. The rondo is
effective, and the first allegro powerful. Confounded
self-love! But if anyone is responsible for my share
of it, it is you. You egoist, who could live with a
person like you without growing like you? However,
in one respect I am still unlike: I can never make a
rapid resolution. Still, I have relentlessly determined
on departing next Saturday week, in spite of any amount
of weeping and lamentation. The music in the trunk,
the familiar ribbon on my heart, a mind full of care, and
I am off in the post carriage. Of course the city will
flow with tears from Copernicus to the fountain, and
from the bank to King Sigismundʼs column; but I shall
be as cold and insensible as a stone, and laugh at all the
people who want to take such a tender adieu of me....
VIII.
Paris, December 25th, 1831.
For the second time, my dear Titus, I have to send
my birth-day congratulations from a long, long distance.
A look, a pressure of the hand would say more than a
dozen letters, so I will not waste many words. I cannot
write ex abrupto, and I have not yet bought one of the
books of congratulations which the boys are shrieking
about the streets at two sous a copy. The Parisians are a
strange people; towards evening you hear nothing but the
names of new books, which consist of three or four pages
of printed nonsense. The youngsters push their wares so
well, that in the end, whether you will or no, you are sure
to lay out a sou or two. The following are some specimens
of the titles, “lʼart de faire des amours et de les conserver
ensuite;” “les amours des prêtres;” “lʼArcheveque
de Paris avec Madame la duchesse de Berry,” and
hundreds of like absurdities, which are, however, often
very wittily written. It is really astonishing what means
are resorted to for earning a penny, for there is a great
deal of distress in Paris just now, and money is scarce.
There are a good many shabby, desperate looking men
about, and one over-hears some threatening talk about
Louis Philippe and his ministry only hanging by a hair.
The populace are enraged against the Government, and
would like to overthrow it, for the sake of putting an end
to the misery abroad; but the latter are too much on
their guard, and the smallest crowd is dispersed by the
mounted gendarmerie. You must know that I am
living on the fourth floor, but in one of the boulevards in
the best part of Paris. I have a balcony over-looking
the street, and so have a good view right and left over
the moving masses. General Ramorino has taken up
his quarters exactly opposite in the Cité bergère.57
You know, of course, how the Germans everywhere
received him, how in Strasburg the French dragged his
carriage in triumph through the streets; in short, you
know all about the enthusiasm of the populace for our
general. Paris did not wish to be behind in this respect.
The “école de médecine” and the “jeune France,” who
wear beards and neckties after a certain pattern, arranged
for a grand demonstration. The ultra sections of every
political party have their peculiar badge: the Carlists
wear green waistcoats; the Republicans, Napoleonists,
(these include “la jeune France”) and the Simonists,
who profess a new religion, and have already a great
number of proselytes, wear blue, and so forth. Nearly a
thousand of these enthusiasts paraded the streets with
a tri-color banner to give Ramorino an ovation. Although
he was at home he would not appear in spite of the
shouts of “vive les Polonais,” for fear of offending the
government. His adjutant came out and said that the
general was unfortunately unable to receive them, and
begged that they would come another day. But next
morning he had gone to another lodging. A few days
later an enormous mob gathered outside the Pantheon,
marched across the Seine towards Ramorinoʼs house,
like an avalanche, increasing in force as they proceeded,
till they reached the Pont neuf where the mounted
gendarmes, after several charges, dispersed them.
Although many were wounded a fresh crowd assembled
on the boulevards under my windows, for the purpose of
joining those who came from the other side of the Seine.
The police were powerless, the crowd grew larger and
larger, until a division of infantry and a squadron of
hussars arrived, when the commandant ordered the
municipal guard and the troops to clear the streets and
arrest the ringleaders. (This is their free nation!)
The panic spread like lightning: the shops were
closed, crowds congregated at the corners, and the
orderlies were hissed as they galloped about the streets.
Every window was crammed with spectators, as on
grand fête-days with us, and the uproar lasted from
11 a.m. till 11 p.m. I thought once some mischief
might have followed, but about midnight they struck
up “allons, enfants de la patrie,” and went home. I
cannot describe to you the effect of the harsh voices
of this excited and discontented mob. Everyone feared
the émeute would begin again next morning, but it
did not. Grenoble alone followed the example of Lyons,
but the devil knows what will come of it.
At a theatre, where only dramas have hitherto been
performed, the whole history of our late revolution
is being given, and people go like mad to see the
fights and the national costumes. Mlle. Plater and
some other ladies take the names of Lodoiska, Faniska,
and Floreska, and a General Gigult appears as brother
to Countess Plater.58 But nothing amazed me so much
as the announcement on the play bill of a small theatre
that the mazurka “Dabrowski, Poland is not lost yet,”
would be performed during the entrʼactes.
All I can tell you about my concert is that I must
postpone it until January 15th, as the operatic director,
Mons. Véron, refuses to let me have a vocalist. There
is to be a grand concert to-day at the Italian opera
house, in which Malibran, Rubini, Lablache, Santini,
Madame Raimbaux, Madame Schröder, and Madame
Casadory are to appear; Herz and Bériot, with whom
Madame Malibran is in love, will assist in the instrumental
portion.
Oh, how I wish you were with me.... You cannot
think how wretched it makes me to have no one to
whom I can unbosom myself. You know how fond
I am of society, and how easily I make acquaintances.
I have scores of such friends now, but no one with
whom I can sigh. My heart is, so to speak, always
beating in “syncopation,” which torments me, and
makes me seek for a pause, for solitude, so that no one
could see me or speak to me all day. It is most
disagreeable that while I am writing to you, the bell
rings and some tedious visitor is announced. Just as I
was going to describe to you a ball, at which I met
a divine creature with a rose in her dark hair, your
letter arrived. All the creations of my fancy disappeared;
my thoughts fly to you, I take your hand and
weep.... When shall we meet again?... Perhaps
never, for in all seriousness my health is miserable.
I seem merry enough perhaps, especially when among
friends, but there is something constantly troubling
me within: melancholy forebodings, restlessness, bad
dreams, sleeplessness, yearning, no pleasure in life,
and indifference to death. It often seems to me as
if a torpor came over my spirits; a heavenly calm
descends on my head, and images I cannot get rid
of haunt my imagination, and harass me beyond
measure. In short, it is a mixture of feelings not easily
described.... Forgive me, dear Titus, for pouring
it all out to you, but this is enough.... Now I will go
and dress for the dinner that our countrymen are giving
to-day to Ramorino and Langermann.... Your letter
gave me a great deal of news; you wrote four sides
and thirty-seven lines; you have never been so generous
before, and I really was so much in need of something
when your letter came.
What you say about my artistic career is very true,
and I am quite convinced of it myself. I drive in my
own carriage, but the coachman is hired. I conclude,
or I shall be too late for the post, for I am all in one,
master and servant. Take pity on me, and write as
often as possible.
Yours till death,
FREDERIC.