The way to Berrie Down Hollow lay along a lane,
winding and narrow: not a prosaic lane, bounded to
right and left by low-cropped, unromantic hedges,
and scanty banks covered with coarse wiry grass,
where never a wild flower would dream of blooming,
but a delicious lane, bordered by old elms and beech
trees; where were smooth bits of turf, pleasantly
suggestive of a gallop over the sward; a lane by
the sides whereof trailed brambles and the dark-leaved
ivy; a lane where the hawthorn in the sweet
May-time, when it opened its earliest buds, stretched
its white arms out across the grass, striving to touch
2the passer-by who idly paused to inhale its fragrance;
a lane where twined in picturesque disorder wild
bryony and traveller’s joy, dog-roses and honeysuckles,
the woody nightshade and the greater
bindweed (old man’s nightcap as the children
irreverently call it); where the eye was refreshed
by looking on soft cushions of moss and ferns,
graceful, and drooping, and cool; where blossomed
in their due season primroses and violets, the wild
hyacinth, the blue speedwell, delicious clumps of
birds-foot trefoil, the pink cranesbill, the wood
strawberry and anemone, ground ivy, the “hindering”
knot grass, “everywhere humble and everywhere
green;” St. John’s Wort, that balm of the
warrior wound; tufted vetch, the creeping cinquefoil,
with many another wild flower, which in the
early days little hands love to gather; which boyhood,
and manhood, and middle age pass by unnoticed,
but which come back fresh and bright as
ever to the memory of the old man too feeble to
totter away to the shady lane, to the warm sunny
bank where the buds are springing, and the flowers
blooming, and the lights and shadows flitting backwards
and forwards, coming and going, coming and
3going just as they did half a century previously,
when he was young and strong, and active like the
best.
We all know such a lane: it may be in one
county or it may be in another; in the far-away
shire where the happiest years of our lives were
spent, or within a walk of the great Babylon.
To the north of London there is still a perfect
tangle of narrow country lanes, in some of which
Lamb assured Barton he “made most of his tragicomedy.”
There are several not far from the churchyard
where he sleeps so well. Close to his old home
they wander away from Chace Side, up hill and
down dale; they strike out of the Southgate Road;
they wind in and out from Angel Lane to Bury
Street, and thence by devious routes to Winchmore
Hill and Enfield.
Some of the loveliest lanes on earth, perhaps, are
those on the opposite side of the Lea, leading from
Higham Hill to Chingford and Woodford.
Utterly still! utterly quiet! There the bee hums
and the wild roses bloom, and there is heard no din
or sound of that great city which lies so near at hand.
4But Berrie Down Lane, as the road leading to
Berrie Down Hollow was styled, wound on its pleasant
way many and many a mile distant from London;
so completely in the country, so entirely out of
the way of strangers, or even ordinary traffic, that
very few persons, excepting the family resident at the
Hollow, and their visitors (who, save of their own
kin), were far and few between, knew anything of the
beauty of that quiet walk, of that lonely approach, to
a still more lonely house.
Do you mind sauntering along it with me—sauntering
slowly and lingeringly? It is in the bright
summer noon-tide we follow its windings for the first
time; but you can fancy how it looks in the spring
and the autumn likewise; and the beauty of the
lane grows upon you like the face of a woman who is
more lovely than handsome, till you come to understand
that even in mid-winter it will not look desolate;
that even when the buds of spring, and the
flowers of summer, and the last leaves of autumn
have departed, there will still be something left for
the snows and frosts of winter to deck and crown
right royally with diadems and jewels that sparkle
and glitter in the cold gleams of the December sun.
5There are the banks where the earliest primrose
is to be found; over which the full luxuriance of the
summer greenery spreads and twines in lavish profusion
of tendril, and branch, and drooping bough, and
slender spray; against which the brown leaves pile
themselves when the storm king rides abroad, and
the October winds begin to strip the foliage off the
trees.
You can imagine now how the place looks in
every season; when the holly berries shine red and
warm and glossy in the hedgerow; when their
branches, clad with polished green leaves, are torn
down to welcome Christmas in hall, and church, and
cottage; when the birds begin to build; when
children part the boughs of the privet and the hawthorn
in order to look for the thrush and the linnet’s
nest; when the hyacinths come with the sweet mid-spring;
when the dog-roses, perishable as beautiful,
open to the sun; when the May bursts into flower,
and the honeysuckle perfumes the air; when you
can pass over the brook dry-shod; when the August
sun is pouring his beams on fields where the reapers
are at work; when the leaves first change their
colour, and then commence to fall; when autumn’s
6blasts whistle amongst the topmost branches of the
elms, and winter’s hail and snow descend upon the
earth. You can fancy how Berrie Down Lane
must look under all these aspects; you know hereafter
you could sketch the place from memory, when
you come to recall its sweet tranquillity amidst the
din and bustle of that great Babylon where your lot
is cast.
The nearest railway-station, Palinsbridge, is eight
miles distant; the nearest town, South Kemms, four;
the nearest village, Fifield, more than two; so that,
although, as the crow flies, Berrie Down Hollow is
not actually above thirty miles from London, it
might be a hundred or two in point of accessibility.
“Quite in the country, Mr. Dudley,” enchanted
towns-people were wont to remark; whereupon, if
the speaker chanced to be a man or one of his own
kin, Mr. Dudley would answer, “Confoundedly in
the country;” from which speech it will rightly be
inferred that the owner of Berrie Down Hollow did
not appreciate the advantages of his rural residence
quite so highly as strangers had a way of doing.
And it was a pity, for a more picturesque spot could
7not have been found had you searched the home
counties through. It was a place which took every
one’s fancy. The great men, who came down from
London to stay with Lord Kemms when the season
was over and the Row deserted, were wont to draw
rein and turn a little round in their saddles as they
passed The Hollow; after which they would ride
slowly on, looking back often at the dear old house
planted on the side of a sloping hill.
But you shall not jump to the house in a minute
after this fashion. You shall walk with me under
the elm-trees; you shall go gently down the declivity
whence you catch the first view of Arthur Dudley’s
home; you shall look over the fields lying on the
south side of Berrie Down Lane, where the corn, his
corn, is ripening for the harvest; you shall pause and
see in the distance, meadows where the haymakers, his
haymakers, are at work; you shall watch the men, and
the women, and the children mowing and tossing that
which in due time will be converted into money, to buy
bread for him and his; you shall descend the hill and
cross the ford by means of a narrow foot-bridge, and,
as you do so, you shall see his cows lying in the pasture
lands chewing the cud, reflectively; you shall ascend
8more leisurely, if possible, the steeper hill beyond
the brook; and, still pursuing your way onward,
become conscious of hedges less picturesque, only
because kept trim and closely cropped; of banks
where the grass is smooth and even, by reason of
constant cutting; where no brambles are allowed to
trail their length along the ground; where even the
honeysuckle has to submit to pruning and clipping;
where the road is free from ruts; and now you know
that to right as well as left lies Squire Dudley’s land,
and that you are drawing close to his house, which
is to be reached through those gates not more than
half-a-dozen paces distant from where we stand.
One moment, however, ere entering. Do you
notice how the grey pillars on which the gates are
hinged scarcely show through the branches of the two
trees of pyracantha that have grown around them?
Those shrubs are considered one of the great
beauties of Berrie Down House. They are all white
in the early spring. They are covered with green
berries during the summer, which change into great
masses of bright scarlet during the pleasant autumn
weather, retaining their rich colour when the frost
pinches the leaves of the evergreens, and the ice is
9thick on the mill-pond, and the snow lying on the
ground.
They have taken years and years to grow, and
the Dudleys are as proud of them as they are of
their quaint home, of their broad acres, of their
rich pasture lands, of the Hollow (whence their
place takes its name), where the blackberries still
grow, as they once grew over all the fields around;
where there is quite a tangled thicket of underwood
and broom and brambles, in which the children hide
themselves, and tear their frocks, and pass the long
summer days; whence they emerge, when the blackberrying
season comes, with faces and hands dyed
purple with the rich, luscious juice.
As the great men from London are wont to
admire Berrie Down Hollow, so with all the strength
of their souls the younger Dudleys love its every
tree, and shrub, and stick, and stone.
The domestic chronicles contain no record as to
whether Arthur Dudley, owner of the Hollow, had
ever similarly cherished any such attachment. Of
one thing, however, the reader may be certain,
which is, that in his manhood he did not entertain
the slightest affection for the place.
10What was the old house, with its many gables—what
were the fields, the trees, the tangle of brambles,
the bloom of the broom, the scent of the hawthorn,
the ripple of the brook to him?
Let us pass through the gates, and approach by
means of a drive, hedged almost with laurestina
and laurel, Arthur Dudley’s home.
The house is built of brick with curious dark
stone facings, and over the doorway, carved in the
same material, is the Dudley coat of arms; for
before Lord Kemms, or Kemms’ Park, was so much
as thought of, the Dudleys were great people in the
county.
Their day had gone by, however, and their
fortunes, when we make their acquaintance, are like
their coat of arms—a good deal the worse for wear;
for which reason, although the Hollow is a pretty
place, it is not a grand one. It is a sweet home,
but not a great mansion; and the front, which
shows towards the road, is unpretentious in the
extreme.
But there is another side—that which catches the
last rays of the setting sun—that which reveals
itself to Lord Kemms’ visitors when they have
11passed the gates flanked by pyracantha, and taken
the turn leading away towards Kemms’ Park.
The north front of the house is nothing: it is red
brick and grey stone, with two windows on each side
the hall door, and five on the first floor, and three
dormant windows looking out from the roof like
heads thrust forth from among the slates to survey
the world. It is masked a good deal from the road
by evergreens and great trees of arbor-vitæ; and
the dwelling-rooms in that part of the house are
dark, and somewhat dull in consequence.
To the west all is different; there the ground
sweeps down from the house to the Hollow, and the
drawing-room windows look out on the rich champaign
country lying beyond, which is steeped and
bathed every evening in the golden beams of the
setting sun. Over this west front climb roses, and
clematis, and honeysuckle. Here is a westeria,
which puts forth its purple blossoms long before the
laburnums think of blooming. Pleasanter bedchambers
there are none in England than those on
the first floor, into the windows of which the earliest
roses peep blushingly.
The lawn is shaded by many a grand old tree;
12beyond the Hollow trickles a stream, which runs
through Mr. Dudley’s property, after supplying a
mill on the road leading to South Kemms. There
are sheep browsing in the fields beyond. There is
a great peace in the quiet landscape; there is a
stillness which strikes Londoners as almost oppressive.
No hermitage could be more retired, no
spot more perfect in its utterly homelike repose.
In such a place as this Time glides by, leaving
few marks upon the road to show that his chariot
has passed over it. Here the philosopher thinks he
could meditate in peace, and eliminate truths which
the world would not willingly let die. Here the
clergyman deludes himself with the belief that he
could compose sermons which might stir the hearts
of thousands. Here, where the pace of life is slow,
and the mental pulse languid, the author fancies
that alone with himself and nature he could discourse
eloquently about man. Here the musician
imagines he might discover that roc’s egg—a melody
resembling no other melody; but no! here indeed
might the statesman rest, and the weary physician
recruit his own exhausted energies; here the great
engineer might forget his thousand schemes, and the
13speculator almost withdraw his mind from the price
of shares and the rise and fall of debentures;—here
is Nature’s temple, if you will, where men may come
and hold communion with her; here is her infirmary
likewise, where she visits with sleep the
heavy eyelids, and recruits with wine and oil the
body which has been worsted in the world’s fight;
here she lays her cool hand on burning foreheads,
and compels the overtaxed mind to lie fallow; here
is the place for rest, if you will; but it is not the
place for work.
Out in the battle-field, where the city streets are
full of eager soldiers; out where the fray is fiercest,
the fire strongest; out where life is not a tranquil
dream, but a mad struggle; where men go to their
long rest not rusted, but worn; where the night’s
slumber is short, and the day’s labour long; out
where as iron sharpeneth iron, so doth the face of a
man his friend;—there is the only place for energies
to be aroused and genius developed, for profitable
work to be accomplished, for life’s best lessons to be
learned.
Thus, at least a dozen times a day, Arthur Dudley,
owner of “The Hollow,” is in the habit of expressing
14himself; and yet you know, as you look in his
face, that he is a man whose energy is not to be depended
on, whose genius even to a stranger seems
problematical; who has never practically conjugated
the word “work;” who could not be an apt pupil in
any of life’s many schools, no matter who were his
teachers, no matter what his opportunities.
A handsome man if you will, with his thick brown
hair, with his soft, silky moustache, with his kindly-blue
eyes, with his regular delicately-cut features,
and yet many a plainer face might better, I should
imagine, win and retain a woman’s love.
His body, like his mind, lacks thews and sinews.
He is not one of whom you dare prophecy that God,
giving him health and ordinary success, he would
climb high. Rather he is one of those of whom you
might safely predict, that if he attempted to climb
at all, he would fall back grievously worsted.
There are some people who seem to be mentally
surefooted; and there are others who find every step
to fortune so slippery, that giving them time enough,
they are certain ultimately to get their necks broken
in attempting the ascent.
But, under the shelter of his own trees, what can
15Squire Dudley need with strength beyond that
wherewith nature has provided him? It is for men
to have their way to make that bone and muscle, an
iron will, a ready wit are needful; and all the fields
you have surveyed, all the broad meadows, all the
rich pastures came to him, not because of the
strength of his own right hand, or because of the
capacity of his own brain, but simply because his
father had owned Berrie Down Hollow before him,
and left it to his eldest son.
“What could any human being desire more?”
friend and stranger, looking over the property, were
wont mentally to ask themselves; for the world knew
that Squire Dudley was a dissatisfied and discontented
man.
He had youth, strength, health, a happy home, a
devoted wife—what more could any rational being
ask of Heaven? What could the skeleton be which
walked with Arthur Dudley under the elms, and
across the meadows, or beside the brook? This was
the question every person, who met the Squire even
for the first time, put to those who knew him best.
His manifest discontent inspired a certain curiosity
in the mind of each individual who looked in his
16handsome, effeminate face. He had a certain grace
of manner and lazy elegance of movement which
attracted attention to him, and caused many eyeglasses
to be directed towards the good-looking
stranger in various assemblies in London to which he
had the entrée. He was not a bad man in any
relation of life. He was a gentleman by birth,
education, and taste; and yet in his own neighbourhood
Squire Dudley was not popular. His skeleton
was too apparent, and people rather disliked one
who had not mental strength enough to shake off
the depressing influence of such a companion.
“Have your closets full of bones and bodies at
home, if you will,” says society; “but for Heaven’s
sake do not carry them about in the sunlight on
your back. Weep your tears an’ you like to do so;
but get through the ceremony in private. We have,
every one of us, our troubles, yet we do not proclaim
them aloud from the house-tops. We demand
that if, either from choice or necessity, a man fast,
he shall not appear in public with a sad countenance,
but that he shall ‘anoint his head and wash his
face,’ and bear his trouble bravely and with good
courage.”
17Virtually those were the words his neighbours
addressed to Squire Dudley. Not for his skeleton
did the world forsake him, but only because he had
not courage to turn and grapple with it, and either
lay the ghost, or shut it up in one chamber at
home.
And, after all, it was such a commonplace ghost!
If your curiosity be at all excited about the matter,
in the next chapter you shall see its face.
CHAPTER II. SQUIRE DUDLEY.
18
Arthur Dudley, Esquire, of Berrie Down Hollow,
in the parish of Fifield, Hertfordshire, was in the
habit of informing all those whom the intelligence
might, and a great number whom it might not concern,
that he had, to borrow his own expression,
“missed his life.” And, as is usual with men who
employ such a phrase, he imagined the miss had
been in fortune, not in himself.
He had lost, he felt satisfied, not for want of skill
in playing his game, but because the game of life
was an unfair one, in which the cards were packed,
and all the trumps dealt to one man, while all the
low, poor, insignificant, valueless bits of pasteboard
were left for another, in which from birth all the
odds were against one player, while the stakes were
thrust, nolens volens, into his opponent’s hand.
19It is a nice, contented, comforting, reassuring
creed this for any human being to hold. It makes
a man utterly dissatisfied with his lot, while it leaves
him only too well satisfied with himself. He is, so
he thinks, as competent to take his leaps as the best
in the land; and when in succession he misses every
one, he still believes it was only the fault of the
steed he rode, of the groom who did not girth his
horse tight enough, of the saddler who sent him in
reins which broke in his fingers, of the nature of
the ground, of the labourer who staked the hedge,
of the proprietor who wire-fenced the field.
Other men go flying over every obstacle, and
gallop past him to the goal all are striving to reach,
while he labours wearily after, or lies maimed and
shattered beside the first gate. Yet, mark you,
this is never his fault; it is his “cursed luck,” to
quote Arthur Dudley over again.
Providence, in his inmost heart the Squire considered,
had a spite against him from his mother’s
womb, and consequently, and by reason only of
this injustice on the part of Providence, he failed
where others succeeded.
In the world’s great workshop he was a very bad
20workman, and, accordingly, he was eternally complaining
of his tools. His fellows moved up in the
social scale, but he never rose a step higher. With
a rusty nail one picked the lock of Fortune’s treasure
casket; but then, as Arthur Dudley truly observed,
that rusty nail never came into his hands.
With sledge and hammer, and file and chisel,
common drudges, as they seemed to him, bought
their estates and took rank in the country.
His schoolfellows—mere idiots he had thought
some of them then—mere idiots, indeed, he thought
them still, had climbed great parts of the steep hill
of worldly success, and were talked of as rising
men in the pulpit, at the bar, in the hospitals, in
literature, science, and art.
There was Holland, for instance, who went with
him to Oxford. Well, Holland had no brains, any
more than most of the people Squire Dudley knew,
and yet he had somehow obtained a capital post
under Government, lived at the West End, and had
married a beautiful young widow with, rumour said,
many thousands a year.
There was Morris, also, a man without a sixpence,
without appearance, connection, manner, friends, or
21father or mother to speak of, and yet he, even he——.
But it is useless to continue the catalogue.
Fate had helped every one, except Squire Dudley,
on in the world, and Squire Dudley did not in the
least believe that every man’s Nemesis is himself.
Berrie Down Hollow, however, bore no traces
of belonging to a person who held this peculiar
doctrine regarding his own life. There was no
disorder, no neglect. When once the gates swung
back, friend and stranger alike beheld a place which
was kept as well as Kemms’ Park:—where no weeds
grew on the walks; where the grass was like a bowling-green;
where crocuses and snowdrops filled
the flower-beds in the early part of the year; where
there was a blaze of scarlet geraniums, and a
brilliant decking of white, and red, and purple
verbena, of petunias and gladioli, lobelias, and all
other plants that make our beautiful English summer
more beautiful still.
Never a litter of dead leaves was there about
those walks; never a gate hung loose for want of
hinge or screw; never a thing was left undone
that willing hands could speedily put to rights; and
yet there was an indescribable look of shortness of
22money, both within and without the dwelling, which
those who were in the secrets of the family knew
was attributable to absolute pecuniary poverty; for,
although Arthur Dudley owned house and lands,
stock and well-filled barns, he was poor as a gentleman
with such possessions could be.
And that was where the shoe pinched Squire
Dudley. He had money’s worth, but not money.
He paid no rent; he killed his fatted calves and
his prime Southdowns; he brewed his own ale;
his fowls were duly trussed for his table; he ate
of the produce of his own lands, and drank of the
only vintages English fields will yield; he had his
goodly orchard, and his fair flower-gardens; he
had his horses in the stable, and his colts running
loose in the paddock; he had his broad meadows,
and his rich pastures; he had still a young wife,
and two children; he had sinned no grievous sin;
he had no secret he feared being brought to light,
yet he had “missed his life.” So he said, so his
friends said, and the reason for this unusual unanimity
of opinion chanced to be that he had no money.
“Arthur was born to be a rich man,” said the
elders among his kith and kin; but, if Nature had
23intended any such beneficial arrangement in his
behalf, she frustrated her own design by permitting
him to be born in the wrong house, and amongst
the wrong people, and with the wrong temperament
for much good fortune to befall him.
After all, Nature does make these little mistakes
occasionally, and each man and woman amongst the
unsuccessful thinks he or she could have managed
matters infinitely better for himself or herself, if only
the disposition of affairs had been left in the hands
of the person interested.
Squire Dudley thought so, at any rate. He bore a
grudge against Nature for having spoiled his worldly
chances, which grudge he paid with interest to Nature’s
representatives on earth—his fellow-creatures.
Had he been born at Kemms’ Park, with the
typical silver spoon in his mouth, he would, doubtless,
have proved a very charming member of society.
As it was, he had fallen into the habit of quarrelling
with the bread and butter fate had provided for him,
to such a degree that there was not a labourer on
his farm, a servant in his house, a friend he possessed
in the world, who would have borne with Arthur
Dudley’s dissatisfied temper, his discontent, and his
24complainings, had it not been for the sake of his
wife, who was the only person on earth who
thoroughly and devotedly, and believingly and
disinterestedly, loved the young Squire.
Matrimonially, luck had not been against him.
If the chances of marriage be but as one eel to a
bagful of snakes, many a man, who thrust his
hands into that lottery after Arthur Dudley, must
have had cause to lament his evil fortune.
Matrimonially the Squire, who had otherwise
“missed his life,” had done well, so the world
thought at least; but then this was one of the many
questions of which Arthur Dudley secretly joined
issue with the world.
In the experiences of his earlier manhood there
had been certain love passages between himself and
a handsome young heiress, whom it was the wish of
his aunt, Miss Alethea Hope, that he should marry.
Then visions of a life worth living, of a position
worth having, beatified the dreariness of the Squire’s
prosaic existence. Like all men who are utterly
dissatisfied with their position, he permitted hope to
tell him many a flattering tale, which had not the
slightest shadow of a foundation in truth. Indeed,
25in the management of his farm, Arthur Dudley was
but as a reed shaken by the wind of whatever fancy
whispered to him over night; and it was natural
enough that, when wandering about the grounds of
Copt Hall, with his first real love—worth five thousand
a year, and expectations—he should dream of
a social position unenjoyed by the Dudleys for
many a year; of a town house; of Berrie Down
Hollow filled with grand company; of taking rank
in the county; of, perhaps, tacking M.P. to the
end of his name.
The future, then, seemed as full of promise to
him as the old gardens at Copt Hall of roses. Can
you wonder? Youth was at the helm and Pleasure
at the prow, and an heiress about to become a passenger
for the voyage of life; a handsome heiress
too—graceful and accomplished, and much sought
after, by reason not merely of her wealth, but of
her beauty.
Among the roses at Copt Hall she promised to
marry Squire Dudley, and yet before the roses were
in bloom again she had consented to make another
“happy.”
That was the first serious accident which befell
26the young man’s life-boat; and he retired to Berrie
Down Hollow, feeling he had been jilted, not merely
by his lady-love, but by the jade Fortune.
It is true, I suppose, that, if the cause of the
mental death or paralysis of any man’s life be
closely inquired into, a woman will prove to have
been at the bottom of the apparent mystery.
Directly or indirectly, white soft hands fill the
cup, either with strengthening wine, or pure water,
or the drugged liquor, that steals the strength
away, and impairs the finest genius.
Those from whom we expected the greatest
results go to their long sleep, and leave no mark
behind by which their fellows shall remember them;
and why? because, although they had the power to
achieve much, some woman prevented their doing
anything.
The obstacle, which at one point or other threw
them off the rails, wore petticoats, be certain. Either
they did not get the right women, or they married
the wrong ones. Somewhere there was a story in
their lives; ay, and it may be a tragedy too. Adam,
one might have thought, considering the circumstances
of his marriage, had a fair chance of happiness;
27and yet, see what a mess Eve made of his
prospects. Since which time to the present it may
fairly be questioned whether any man has ever
chosen the proper helpmeet; whether in effect even
the Adams of the nineteenth century are not originally
placed in a paradise, out of which, in due
time, some woman contrives to lead them. Whether
or not his matrimonial disappointment really was
the cause of Squire Dudley’s ill success, one thing is
undeniable, viz., that he, in his heart, attributed much
of his subsequent bad fortune to it. Such natures
are not, perhaps, capable of any great degree of
passionate attachment; and, however unromantic
the statement may sound, I am bound to confess it
was never the woman he regretted so much as the
heiress.
Arabella’s raven tresses never appeared before
his mental vision with one-half the same frequency
as did her gold. When he failed to dig nuggets
out of Berrie Down Hollow, he reflected sorrowfully
on the faithless fair’s five thousand a year.
Had he married another woman with money,
there can be little doubt but that then he would
have thought disconsolately about Miss Laxton’s
28face, Miss Laxton’s perfections; as it was, want of
money being the one most pressing evil in his life,
Cupid folded his wings and perched on one of the
elm-trees, laughing to himself, no doubt, while
Mammon walked with Squire Dudley up and down
the meadows and across the lea.
Passionately, perhaps, as he ever loved any
woman, Arthur loved the stately fair whom he
had wooed in the old-fashioned gardens at Copt
Hall. She was his style of beauty; his ideal of
feminine perfection; haughty and queenlike; capricious
and fanciful; strong-willed and domineering;
a woman to rule slaves—to govern so feeble and
purposeless a nature as his, despotically. Had all
things gone well, she would, as Miss Hope declared,
have “ruled the roast” at Berrie Down; she would
have been mistress and master too; she would have
led him a pleasant life of it in the old Hertfordshire
home; she would have taught him meekness and
submission, and it may be contentment also, for
some men are like children, better satisfied when a
strong hand guides their course. As it was, the
years had gone by, leaving Squire Dudley intensely
dissatisfied with all mundane arrangements, particularly
29with those arrangements which affected
himself.
And yet any other person might have made a good
thing out of his life. There was the rub! The owner
of Berrie Down Hollow wanted not to make good
things, but to have good things made for him; and it
was for this the world quarrelled with Arthur Dudley.
“Hang the man,” said Compton Raidsford,
who was worth half a million of money, and had
worked for every sixpence of it. “A dissatisfied
idiot. Has not he got Berrie Down, the sweetest
place in the county, and, confound him, has he not
got the sweetest wife, too?”
Which statements might be perfectly true, and
yet hold no comfort for the possessor of place or
wife. What was the use of Berrie Down without
money to keep the estate properly; and what to such
a man was the good of having a wife with whom
even he could find no fault, unless, indeed, it might
be, that she was a trifle too sweet—too perfect?
After all, it is scarcely pleasant to discover, when
you have thought to make a woman supremely
happy, that the world will persist in thinking it is
the woman who is making you happy.
30This was an idea hurtful to Arthur Dudley in
the extreme, and those who loved his wife best
discovered in due time that the greatest kindness
any friend could do her was to refrain from speaking
to her husband of the blessing he possessed.
And yet Arthur Dudley was by no means either
unamiable or ungenerous. He was not a bad man;
he was only that which oftentimes produces infinitely
worse results, a weak one; he was not cruel,
nor wicked, nor wanton, nor wasteful. He had no
sins, but he had many grievous faults. He was a
man going to the dogs, as fast as bad management
could take him, when he married his wife; and
when we enter the gates of Berrie Down Hollow he
is a man going to the dogs more slowly, but not
less surely still.
Every one knew that his wife was the drag on
the wheels of his descent. Every person was fully
aware that whatever of comfort and happiness, and
real respectability, his life had held, was due to
her beneficent influence; and under this knowledge
Squire Dudley himself chafed secretly. Had she
been an ill-tempered shrew; had she been an idle,
flaunting, extravagant, wasteful woman; had she
31drank; had she been a confirmed invalid; had she
been a loud-talking, boastful, hard, managing semi-man;
had she been anything, indeed, but what she
was, her husband would have had a grievance and
rested satisfied. As it was, he himself could not
have told what his feeling was towards her. He
did not love her much, and yet she loved him exceedingly.
He did not consider her at all, and
yet, from sunrise to sunset, her first thought was
how to benefit and pleasure him.
She had set up an idol for herself, and fell down
and worshipped it; and, as is not unusual in such
cases, the idol half despised her for her pains.
At the bottom of his heart, his idea about her
was the same as his idea about Berrie Down
Hollow.
No doubt the thing was very good; but let a
thing be ever so good, if it be not the thing you
want—what then? Why, then you are apt to look
with a little disfavour and petulance upon it, even
though it be perfect of its kind—a diamond without
speck or flaw.
And besides, his marriage had not quite answered
his expectations; that match, indeed, had needed to
32be made in a dozen heavens which would have
satisfied the expectations of Squire Dudley.
A good wife, a clever manager, a home-loving
woman, she was to put all crooked things straight,
and to put all straight things straighter! The
Dudley millennium, a reign of utter order and of
utter peace, was to come to Berrie Down with the
young wife. He told her all his difficulties, and
she promised hopefully to help him through them.
He announced to all his friends that, “once he was
married,” he should get on; and his friends, to
a certain extent, believed him, for they knew a
mistress to be sorely needed at Berrie Down House,
“where everything is going to wreck and ruin,”
he stated to his fiancée, who, in due time, verified
the truth of his assertion, and bravely put her
shoulder to the wheel, to prevent such a consummation.
“I have to clothe, educate, and maintain five
brothers and sisters,” he declared with that frankness
concerning his grievances which was a distinguishing
feature of his character, and, although his future wife
looked a little horror-stricken at this revelation, yet
she adventured amongst those brothers and sisters
33cheerfully, and, without a murmur, cast in her lot
with theirs.
How much of her happiness, during the early
years of her married experience, she owed to that
young life, Mrs. Dudley never stopped to analyze;
but there were those who knew that Berrie Down
would have been a terrible home for Arthur’s
wife, had bright faces not grown brighter at her
approach, had strong willing hands not been
stretched out to smooth her way, to make her difficult
path easy.
She would have found out all her husband’s faults
in six months, had she been thrown solely on his
society during that period; as it was, she had always
something else to think about—something to step
between her and knowledge. She was sorry for
him, and she was sorry for the “children,” as she
called them. It was hard for him, and it was hard
for them; and the dear hands were always laid
entreatingly on some half-turned pettish shoulder,
and the dear voice was ever engaged in soothing
the effect of sharp and hasty words; for Heather
Dudley was essentially a peace-maker, a woman
whose mission it seemed to turn away wrath, to
34bind up bleeding wounds, to assuage with ointment
the irritation of long-standing sores.
With Heather no man quarrelled, and no woman
either. She was not a good hater; she had never
sounded the depths of a great sorrow, nor of a great
passion. Like many women who marry very young,
even love had come to her mildly. The disease
taken in youth, is never so fierce as that which
attacks the patient in maturity; as is the strength,
so is the day; as are the years, so is the joy and the
agony. She was wooed and married! Smoother
never ran the course of true love. On neither side
was there one to interpose an obstacle, or to prevent
either following the road inclination pointed out.
She was a woman “without a story,” without any
previous attachment—without a wrong, a grief, a
remorse, a regret. Crime was to her an awful and
abstract mystery, which existed only in the police-reports,
and as a secret, low-whispered in some unhappy
families. Of the world, she knew nothing:
of its wickedness, of its temptations, of its pleasures,
of its sorrows, she was innocent as her own children.
She had plumbed the depth of no human joy or grief.
Through the meadows the rivulet of her life had
35flowed peacefully and monotonously. Vaguely she
understood that there were different existences,
that there were other lands, through which swept
rivers, broad and deep and dark, in the depths
whereof lay wrecked hopes and terrible memories;
she had heard of existences lost on those great
streams, of corpses which the currents carried down
to the vast ocean; she vaguely comprehended that
there were rapids and pools, contrary currents, cruel
storms to be encountered by some human ships, but it
was all vague to her—vague as the story in a book.
She had experienced trouble, but only such trouble
as comes with the morning, the clouds and mists
whereof vanish under the beams of the mid-day sun.
Of that different sorrow which falls on humanity
when the darkness of evening is closing upon man’s
onward course, when there is no noonday to follow,
and only the night left in which to travel darkly,
her life held no knowledge. She was like Berrie
Down Hollow, sweet, natural, unaffected; and Berrie
Down would have seemed strange without her, while
she might, at a first introduction, scarcely have
seemed so entirely in keeping with any place away
from Berrie Down.
36She was the sun of that house, at any rate;—even
Arthur knew things were “never the same” when
she went visiting; and, at the moment I ask you to
look out on the view from the drawing-room windows
of Berrie Down Hollow, you may see the Squire
seated under the shade of a chestnut-tree, reading
the Times, and inwardly chafing over his wife’s
absence, and wondering whether, for certain, she
will return from London that evening, and bring
Mrs. Ormson with her.
Mr. Dudley likes Mrs. Ormson, and he does not
much like her daughter Bessie, an exceedingly
pretty girl, who sits on the turf at his feet, spelling
the other side of the sheet, resting her round cheek
on her hand the while.
All the young Dudleys, his brothers and sisters,
his own son and his own daughter, were harmless in
comparison to Bessie Ormson, who had a will of her
own which she asserted, and opinions of her own
which she stuck to, and who was staying at Berrie
Down for a couple of months, as though, Squire
Dudley remarked to his wife, “the house had not
enough people in it without her.”
CHAPTER III. THE FAMILY HISTORY.
37
If Berrie Down “had enough people in it without
Miss Ormson,” Squire Dudley could scarcely in
common justice lay the blame at any other door
than his own, considering that of his own free will
he had at a comparatively early period of his and
their lives encumbered himself with the maintenance
of five half-brothers and sisters, which fact it was
impossible either for him or them to forget, seeing
never a day passed that he did not rehearse to some
one how this charge had crippled and kept him back
in life.
“Other men,” he declared, “found it hard enough
to maintain wife and family of their own; but here
was he, provided by his own father with a family
large enough to drag down any man.”
38“It is a comfort your step-mother married, at all
events, Arthur,” observed Miss Ormson, “or you
would have been in the workhouse long ago. The
last straw, is it not so? you dear grumbling old
camel.”
And that was all the sympathy he got. Can it be
wondered at, therefore, if Squire Dudley thought
every man’s hand was raised against him?
To explain Miss Ormson’s speech, it is, however,
necessary to enter into a slight history of the Dudley
family, who had really owned Berrie Down for more
years than any person believed, and were stated by
tradition to have been great people at an indefinitely
remote period, when the father of the first Lord
Kemms was a goldsmith in the City, lending
money to grateful princes, who, contrary to all
Solomon’s experience, proved themselves worthy of
the trust.
From that time until the day when this story commences,
the Dudleys had been Dudleys of Berrie
Down; but, unhappily, while the trading Baldwins
were making, the aristocratic Dudleys were spending,
and thus it came to pass that each successive owner
of Berrie Down left not merely that place, but also
39less money, to the man who came after him than his
predecessor had done.
Accordingly, in the course of many deceases and
successions, the money dwindled down to nothing.
When there was not a shilling left beyond whatever
amount the land might produce to keep up the
family dignity, Berrie Down descended to Major
Dudley, Arthur’s father, who, on the strength of his
landed property, half-pay, handsome face, and good
address, married first, Janet, third daughter of
Arthur Hope, Esquire, of Copt Hall, Essex, who was
possessed of a moderate fortune, and a still more
moderate show of good looks, and who brought one
son, the Arthur of my story, into the world; and
secondly, when Arthur had attained the age of
seventeen, Laura, daughter of Maddox Cuthbert,
silk merchant, Manchester warehouseman and alderman
in the city of London.
Miss Cuthbert, it was supposed, would have money
on her father’s death; but that supposition proved so
utterly incorrect, that the only dowry the second
Mrs. Dudley brought her husband resolved itself into
a pretty face and five children.
How many more arrows, male and female, might
40have been thrust into the Dudley quiver, had Major
Dudley not opportunely retired into the family vault,
situate in Fifield churchyard, was a question Arthur
Dudley declared only the Lord above could answer.
As things fell out, however, no more sons or daughters
came to the Hollow, while to Arthur descended the
family estate and his mother’s small fortune, which
latter barely sufficed to pay the debts Major Dudley
left behind him. On the other hand, Mrs. Dudley
No. 2 found, when her husband died, that she had
nothing to begin the world again upon excepting
the dowry, afore honourably mentioned, of good
looks—somewhat the worse for wear—and five
children, whose ages ranged from nine years old
downwards.
At this period Arthur Dudley was seven-and-twenty,
and master of the position.
He could have turned his step-mother and her
family adrift on the world; but, instead of doing so,
he adopted his brothers and sisters and his father’s
widow, who, three years after old Squire Dudley’s
death, made a second very poor investment of her
good looks, and married, greatly to Arthur’s chagrin,
a Doctor Marsden, possessed of a very small practice
41in one of the London suburbs. This gentleman
fancied Mrs. Dudley would make him a good
managing wife, and was also under the delusion that
her family—people known and respected within
sound of Bow bells—might prove useful to him and
advance his prospects.
Those were the days in which the young Squire
was spending much time at Copt Hall, wooing his
heiress. Those were the days in which he thought
“The Hollow” might be converted into a great
place; in which he looked at life through rose-tinted
glass; in which he believed he could afford to be
both proud and generous—for all of which reasons,
and also because he did not choose that his father’s
children should be beholden for anything to a
“trumpery apothecary,” he took upon himself the
burden of feeding, boarding, and educating five
sturdy and rebellious juvenile Dudleys.
For this act of liberality, society generally patted
him on the back, and said he was a fine fellow. Had
he turned the children of his father’s second marriage
out of the gates of Berrie Down Hollow,
society, on the other hand, would have remembered
that he had got the property, while the younger
42children were left penniless, and rated him for his
inhumanity accordingly; but, as matters stood, everyone
in the first blush of the affair forgot this fact,
and pronounced Arthur to be the most generous
fellow in the universe.
And so, theoretically, perhaps he was; just one of
those men who will give an old horse the run of his
paddock, but refuse to pay five shillings a week for
his run in the paddock of any other person.
Nevertheless, he shared with his brothers and
sisters the produce of his fields, the fat of his
pastures, and for two years more they roamed
wild about Berrie Down—a troop of hardy young
colts, unbroken, untrained, uneducated, uncared-for.
The most enthusiastic American could have desired
no more complete democracy than the household
at “The Hollow,” where, as is usual in all
democracies, the classes governed in other communities,
were rulers of the place.
At their own sweet wills, the servants went and
came; by fits and starts the labourers hedged and
ditched, and ploughed and sowed. When it pleased
them to do so, the younger Dudleys assembled
at the presumed meal hours; when the fancy took
43them to do otherwise, they carried their luncheon
and dinner away to remote parts of the farm, or
feasted in kitchen and dairy on their return.
In vain, friends and even acquaintances entered
remonstrances concerning the manners, habits, and
appearance, of the unkempt, untaught, uncared-for,
romping, impudent, mischievous young gipsies at
“The Hollow.” Even the two smallest of the band,
a boy and girl, twins, only seven years of age, were,
so the Rector of Fifield assured Arthur, going headlong
to destruction. Robbing birds’-nests, pelting
ducks, stealing fruit, trampling down the ripe grain,
climbing trees, wading in the brook, setting terriers
on cats, chasing sheep, jeering at the passers-by,
these children, the good man declared, in all such
occupations were not alone. Wherever they went,
Satan accompanied them; and having arrived at this
pleasant conclusion, it was only natural he should,
even with tears in his eyes, entreat Arthur to stretch
forth his hand and save the little ones from being
lost, body and soul.
The opinion of the Rector, modified to a certain
extent, was the opinion of the neighbourhood
generally.
44Since time began, such a lot of bright-eyed, fearless,
active, unmanageable young “limbs” had never, so
the country-people declared, been seen in Hertfordshire.
They were at once the terror and admiration
of all who frequented the roads and lanes round
Berrie Down. Keen of tongue, swift of foot, careless
of danger, the children roamed o’er common and
lea and field. They were to be met with in the
woods that lay westward of the Hollow, watching the
squirrels, and almost emulating their agility. As
for the miller, he declared his heart was always in
his mouth, thinking some of them would be drowned.
When the mowers were at work, at the risk of
their legs the children followed close, hoping to
rifle the corncrake’s nest; when the wheat-stacks
were moved, the five were always at hand to hiss
on the terriers, to prevent either rat or mouse
effecting its escape. They stayed with the threshers
in the barn; they were here, there, everywhere;
they chased the calves, they milked the cows, they
rode the horses; they were a herd of sunburnt,
freckled, hold, romping, cruel and yet tenderhearted
boys and girls, who made bitter lamentation
over the death of a favourite rabbit, although they
45robbed nests, and carried off young birds, and tormented
cats, and utterly detested vermin and all
creeping reptiles; and scandalized at the fact of
five such natures “running to waste,”—so society
phrased it,—people urged upon their brother the
desirability of some alteration being effected in his
establishment.
All in vain. Squire Dudley, the heiress’ hope
having vanished, cursed his luck audibly, but refused
to attempt to mend it.
“Send them to school, indeed,” he said to Mrs.
Ormson, the second Mrs. Dudley’s eldest sister—“send
them to school! I have trouble enough now
to make both ends meet, without, increasing my
expenses.”
“Why do you not marry, then?” she asked; in
reply to which inquiry Arthur Dudley only shook
his head. He had been disappointed in his matrimonial
schemes, and the world just then looked very
black to him.
“Unless a wife brought something in her hand
towards keeping herself,” he observed at length, “I
am afraid that remedy would prove worse than the
disease.”
46“Nonsense!” retorted Mrs. Ormson, decidedly.
“A wife would very soon set things to rights, prevent
waste, see that the people you employ did their
duty, and keep the children in order. You want a
managing woman at the head of your establishment.
If my hands were not so tied, I would remain and
look after matters for you myself.”
“I wish you would,” sighed Arthur; and he was
in earnest; for there were two people on earth in
whom he believed—one, Mrs. Ormson, “a most
superior woman,” and the other an old housekeeper
who had lived at Berrie Down Hollow in the better
days, when Mrs. Dudley No. 1 was alive, who had
packed up and departed when the advent of Mrs.
Dudley No. 2 was announced, but who still came
occasionally to see him, and lament over “Master
Arthur’s evil fortune in having all those owdacious
boys and girls cast like mites into the family
treasury.”
“You are quite right, Piggott,” said Mrs. Ormson,
to whom, in a moment of forgetfulness, the woman
once confided this opinion; “for the children are
indeed a widow’s mites. Your remark does credit
alike to your wit and to your scriptural knowledge.”
47“I reads my Bible, mum,” observed Piggott, who
had a secret distrust of Mrs. Ormson.
“A very proper thing for a person in your station,”
returned the lady. “I always like servants who
read their Bible. It teaches them honesty, and
prevents their striving to be equal with their masters
and mistresses. Reading the Scriptures has made
you the invaluable woman you are, Piggott. I only
wish poor Mr. Arthur had some one like you to
manage his house for him. Do you think he could
not make it worth your while to——?”
“Thank you, mum,” interrupted Mrs. Piggott,
hastily; “but I would rather be excused. Master
Arthur, mum, was good enough to wish me to come
and take the management, after his step-mamma’s
marriage; but a parcel of young children is a thing
as I never was accustomed to.” And although Mrs.
Piggott was too polite to add anything in disparagement
of Mrs. Ormson’s nephews and nieces, still
there was a look in her face which that lady rightly
interpreted to mean, “More especially such a set of
romping, mischievous, riotous, ill-conditioned young
imps as there are in this house.”
After that, Mrs. Ormson abandoned all idea of a
housekeeper for Arthur.
48“Your case is a hard one, Arthur, I fear,” she
said, “when even Piggott will not help you out of
your scrape. Clearly you must marry—let me look
out a wife for you. I know so many nice girls,
suitable in every respect, and several with money
too. You know you ought to marry a rich woman,
that is, if you can get one to marry you.”
“There’s the difficulty,” remarked Arthur, thinking
of the faithless heiress.
“Well, let me see what I can do,” implored Mrs.
Ormson, who devoutly believed the Almighty had
sent her into the world to set right the things He
had unintentionally left wrong at the creation.
“When are you coming to London?”
“Next month; to stay a day or two with Dick
Travers.”
“Then give me a few days at the same time,
and, before the summer is over, there will be a
mistress at Berrie Down. Mark my words.”
Whether Squire Dudley marked her words may
be doubted; but he verified them, in a manner Mrs.
Ormson little anticipated, by going to Dick Travers’,
by being persuaded to accompany that gentleman to
visit his aunt Mrs. Travers, “who has three pretty
49daughters, and a niece staying with her; the finest
girl I ever saw,” finished Mr. Richard Travers.
“No nonsense about her; up to everything—ready
for anything. Can make a dress, and dance in it afterwards;
sit up all night with the old lady, and come
down to breakfast next morning fresh as a daisy.
Just the girl I’d marry, if I could scrape together
money enough to buy the license; but she is too
poor for me, Dudley, or for you either, for that
matter. A wife with only a few hundreds is a
luxury only to be indulged in by a very rich man.”
“She comes of good people,” he went on,—“the
Bells of Layford. They have money among them,
though, I am sorry to say, but little of it has fallen
to her share. More’s the pity! Daughter of the late
Rector of Layford—mother dead also—two sisters
in heaven with father and mother—not an incumbrance
of any kind. Well, it is of no use; you cannot
afford it, I suppose, any more than I can.”
“I cannot,” agreed Arthur Dudley, as gravely as
though Mr. Travers had made some serious proposition
to him; and then straight away he went and
did the very thing he had said in all earnestness he
could not afford.
50She struck his fancy—that pretty girl with the
quaint name; sweet Heather Bell, as Mr. Travers
always called her.
“The name was a fancy of her godfather, an
eccentric bachelor,” the lady explained. “She was
the youngest of three daughters, and the other two
were christened, respectively, ‘Lily’ and ‘Rose.’
‘Call this one “Heather,”’ said Mr. Stewart, who
loved Scotland and her purple mountains; ‘she
will grow up like the heather, perhaps—strong,
hardy, a wild flower, worth a hundred of your
garden rarities. Call her Heather, and I will
remember her name to her advantage.’ So she
was christened Heather,” went on Mrs. Travers,
“and she lived and grew up as you see, while the
two other daughters drooped and died. Unhappily,
soon after her birth, Mr. Bell quarrelled with her
godfather, who has since utterly ignored Heather’s
existence. It is a pretty name for a girl; don’t you
think so, Mr. Dudley?”
Mr. Dudley did, and thought, moreover, that
Heather was considerably prettier than her name,
influenced by which opinion he went again and again
to London, and betook himself day after day to Mrs.
51Travers’ pleasant house, where he found order and
competence, bright faces, and always a cordial
welcome.
After the riot and confusion at the Hollow, that
well-arranged house seemed to Arthur a sort of
earthly heaven.
In comparison with the Travers’, Mrs. Ormson’s
nice young ladies seemed a little affected and self-conscious;
and, therefore, during the course of his
frequent visits to London, he proved rather negligent
of his relative.
The Misses Travers were all engaged: one to a
north country baronet, another to a barrister, the
third to a reverend gentleman, who was subsequently
appointed bishop somewhere at the world’s
end. Miss Bell, however, was heart-whole, and
Mrs. Travers, who laboured in common with many
other people under a delusion with regard to Arthur
Dudley’s worldly means, never wearied of singing
her niece’s praises in the ears of the young Squire.
What a daughter she had been—what a wife
she would make—what a treasure she had proved
during the whole of her (Mrs. Travers’) illness!
“When the dear girls were married,” Mrs.
52Travers went on to hope, “she trusted Heather
would be thrown into society where she would meet
with a husband worthy of her.”
All of which made the man to whom she spoke
eager to win the girl for himself; and accordingly,
to cut a long story short, before the summer was
over Mrs. Ormson’s prediction was verified by Miss
Bell and her poor little fortune of six hundred
pounds becoming the property of Arthur Dudley,
Esquire, of Berrie Down Hollow, to have and to
hold for ever.
By degrees that gentleman had worked himself up
into the belief that the day of his wedding would
prove the turning-point in his luck. What benefits
he expected fate would present him with on the
occasion of his marriage, it would be difficult to say;
but certainly he thought there were long arrears of
forgotten gifts owing to him that might be gracefully
paid by Providence on so auspicious an occasion.
For some inscrutable reason, however, Providence
decided on still remaining Arthur Dudley’s debtor.
His lands yielded no double crops; he found it
unnecessary to build larger barns for the produce of
his fields; his oxen were not stronger to labour, and
53his sheep did not bring forth thousands and tens of
thousands on the green slopes of Berrie Down.
His life continued to be still a “miss,” money
grew no more plentiful, his stock failed to increase;
indoors, indeed, there was comfort and regularity;
but what signified indoor comfort to a man who had
hoped to represent the county, and to stand on an
equal footing with Lord Kemms?
No longer, certainly, were the younger Dudleys a
terror to the neighbourhood, a vision of very horror
to cat, and bird, and beast; but while they had to be
clothed and maintained, where was there cause for
gratulation? Worst of all, no one, except Mrs.
Ormson, sympathized with him save Heather; and
even Heather laboured under the delusion that she
was bound to sympathize with other people besides
her husband.
After seven years of marriage, Squire Dudley
gratefully decided, in his inmost heart, that he ought
to have remained single, and, leaving Berrie Down,
gone forth into the world to push his fortune.
What, perhaps, established him in this opinion
was the contemplation of Compton Raidsford’s great
house on the road to South Kemms.
54From the drawing-room windows of Berrie Down
Hollow he could see that bran new mansion staring
him in the face. It stood on a slight hill, beyond
the mill, over the fields, across the road, and then
over more fields; but still he could see it, and, when
the wind was from the west, hear the sound of the
gong which announced to all whom the intelligence
might interest that the Raidsfords were about to sit
down to luncheon or dinner, as the case might be.
If a man like Compton Raidsford, who had risen
from the ranks, could make money enough in London
to build such a palace, and to keep it up when built,
what might not Arthur Dudley have achieved?
With all the veins of his heart the Squire hated
the merchant who drove off to Palinsbridge in his
carriage and pair, and rode out with his daughters,
who sat their horses, so Arthur affirmed, with as
much grace and elegance as sacks of sand.
It was well known that Mr. Raidsford had started
in life as boy in the workshop of Messrs. Fairland
and Wright, engineers, Stangate, at the moderate
salary of five shillings per week; and perhaps the
only speech Bessie Ormson ever made, which thoroughly
met with Squire Dudley’s approval, was the
55rather ill-natured one, that “most probably Mr.
Raidsford preferred a gong to a bell, on account of
early associations connected with the latter.”
“It would have been a fine thing for me, Bessie,
if I had sprung from the gutter, with no absurd social
conventionalities keeping me back,” he sighed; in
answer to which remark, Bessie Ormson only shrugged
her shoulders and pulled a little grimace.
The man who could not achieve success at Berrie
Down Hollow was not likely, in Miss Ormson’s
opinion, to have ever reared Mr. Raidsford’s palace
out of five shillings a week; and, as a rule, she was
in no way backward about expressing this conviction.
For which reason—although she was extremely
pretty, and had higher spirits and more life about
her than any other guest who ever came to stay at
Berrie Down—Mr. Dudley could very well have
dispensed with her presence.
More especially at the juncture when you, reader,
are invited to walk across the lawn, sloping away
from the drawing-room windows to the Hollow—for
Heather had then been absent from home for nearly
a fortnight, staying with Mrs. Marsden, whose health
was anything but satisfactory—and during the whole
56of that time the house had been, in Arthur’s opinion,
at sixes and sevens, and Mr. Dudley’s personal
comforts somewhat neglected.
All of which formed a text from which Bessie
preached a sermon—always beginning, never-ending—on
the difference of Berrie Down with and
without a mistress.
“I never believed the woman lived who could
make me agree with Solomon, till I met your wife,
Arthur,” she said.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“That I am certain now of the truth of that
which he never could have known from his own experience,
that a woman may be to her husband,
‘Far Above Rubies.’”
“Humph!” ejaculated Squire Dudley; and he
went out, disgusted with Bessie, the wisest of men,
and the world in general.
CHAPTER IV. HEATHER.
57
Let me place the picture of Berrie Down before
you once again, before proceeding with my story.
In the stillness of the summer evening, look upon
Arthur Dudley’s home, as the few passers-by pause
occasionally to gaze, so that you may stamp the
stage and its accessories on your memory ere the
characters I would group together come prominently
forward, and commence acting the unexciting story
it is proposed to tell.
There is the house, with its many windows festooned
by westeria and clematis, roses and magnolia;
the house, with its red-tiled roof, with its
grotesque chimneys, with its cheerful drawing-room,
with its sunny bedchambers. There is the lawn,
smooth shaven and green, on which the sunlight
58falls in broad, golden patches, sloping down sharply
to the Hollow, where the blackberry bushes, and the
broom, and the low underwood, form a mass of
tangled wildness. Beyond there is the stream, and
a little to the left Mr. Scrotter’s modest flour-mill;
then come fields, where cows are lying and sheep
browsing, and away in the distance stands Mr.
Raidsford’s mansion, with trees about it—trees that
are merged in, and seem to form a part of, the
woods and plantations surrounding Kemms’ Park.
The lawn at Berrie Down is studded with fine
old timber. Through the air pigeons are wheeling,
on the ridge-tiles they are cooing; two or three
dogs are lying basking in the sun; at one of the
open windows of the drawing-room a cat is seated,
gravely surveying the landscape, and perhaps at the
same time prospectively viewing supper, or retrospectively
thinking of her latest depredations in the
dairy. There is a great peace in the scene—a
peace which it requires a person to have been out
in the hurry and turmoil of the world fully to comprehend.
There is a repose in the landscape: in
the way the sunbeams fall and rest upon the grass;
in the monotonous cooing of the pigeons; in the
59attitudes of the cattle; in the murmur of the stream;
in the stillness of the mill; in the faint rustling of
the leaves; in the very perfume of the flowers; in
the soft fanning of the breeze; in the grouping of
the human figures in the landscape.
It would be a scene that for you, friend, and
you, worn and weary with the noise and rush and
excitement of this great Babylon—where we are all
speeding so fast through life—to look upon with
longing gaze, to remember afterwards with aching
hearts; but people in the country view these things
otherwise, and, accordingly, it was with far different
feelings to any you would experience at sight
of such a sunset, that Squire Dudley occasionally
lifted his eyes to look towards the glowing west, ere
dropping them again on the Times, the news in
which Miss Ormson, seated on the ground at his
feet, was kind enough to share with him.
Over the grass were scattered five other Dudleys,
ranging in age from fifteen years upwards; one of
whom, Alick, came up to his brother, and interrupted
his study of the price of shares with—
“I wonder what time mother will get home; have
you really no idea by which train she is coming?”
60“Not the slightest,” said Arthur, laying down his
paper, somewhat to the discomfiture of the young
lady, who had been interesting herself with an “Extraordinary
Elopement” paragraph; “and how often,
Alick, am I to tell you not to call Heather ‘mother.’
It is not enough that I have to support you all, but
you must persist in calling my wife, who is almost
as young as Agnes, ‘mother.’ Mother, indeed! I
detest such childishness!”
“If I had a mother like Heather, I should call
her mother, and nothing else,” interposed Bessie,
from her lowly position on the grass. “Don’t be
silly, Arthur; let your brothers and sisters speak of
your wife as they have found her.”
“But it irritates me,” persisted the Squire;
“while they were young, it did not so much matter;
now, however, when they are all growing up into
men and women, the name sounds absurd. Heather
does not look a day older than Agnes.”
“That is the beauty of the thing,” returned his
opponent. “If Heather looked fifty, or even as old
as you do, the charm would be dispelled.”
“Thank you for the implied compliment,” he returned,
reddening. It was a sore point with him
61that his youth was gone, that his life had borne no
fruit; and, even had the world prospered with him, it
is not a pleasant thing for a man to be told he looks
old by a pretty girl!
“Well, you know, Arthur,” said the same girl,
frank as she was pretty, “you never will look so young
as your wife. In the first place, she is ten years
younger than you; and in the second, you ought to
take a leaf out of her book, and learn contentment.
You ought to cease grumbling and making yourself
and other people wretched. You ought to think
yourself lucky you have got Berrie Down Hollow,
instead of always wishing you were Lord Chancellor,
or Archbishop of Canterbury, or King of England,
or something of that kind.”
“What has all this got to do with my brothers
and sisters calling my wife their mother?” he asked.
“They have got a mother of their own, and one
mother ought to be quite enough for any person.”
“Mine is one too many for me,” remarked Bessie,
with a shrug and a pout; evading at the same
time the newspaper wherewith Arthur made believe
to deal her a rebuking blow. “It is the truth, and
I tell her so a dozen times a week. As for Mrs.
62Marsden, if you wanted Alick and the rest of them
to feel that devotion towards her which you seem to
think I ought to feel for my respected mother, why
did you not let them go with her when she left
Berrie Down? That was your grand mistake,
Arthur; if you had given them so much a year and
your blessing——”
“Bessie, I allow no one to interfere in my family
concerns,” interrupted Arthur with dignity.
“Yes, you do,” persisted the young lady, “you
allow mamma to do so; and as I know I shall not
have a chance of speaking out my mind when once
she comes, I have been trying latterly to make the
best of my opportunities. Let me tell you all the
benefits you would have derived from such an
arrangement.”
“I wish to goodness, Bessie, you would keep your
opinions to yourself; you are enough to drive a man
mad.”
“And you are enough to drive a woman mad,”
she returned, still looking up at him with a provoking
smile on her face. “Ah, well, you have got your
troubles, and I suppose I shall have mine, if I live long
enough. Now, Alick, what are you waiting to say?”
63“That if Arthur wants me to give up calling
Heather mother, I will do so,” spoke the lad. “I
know he has fed and clothed us, and——”
“Hang the boy,” interrupted Squire Dudley, pettishly,
“call her what you like, only let me hear no
more about it;” and Arthur and his companion
resumed their study of the Times, while Alick,
with his head bent a little, walked slowly down the
lawn in the direction of the Hollow.
Suddenly there rang a glad cry after him of,
“Alick, Alick, she’s come,” in answer to which the
lad only waved his hand and ran on to the tangle of
broom and bramble bushes, from out of which he
brought a little girl, whom he bore in triumph on
his shoulder up the hill.
It was a pretty scene, looking at it from the
Hollow, on which the evening sunbeams fell.
The house formed the background of the picture,
and for foreground there was the grassy slope, where
were gathered around Mrs. Dudley and Mrs. Ormson
all those who had been awaiting their coming.
A bustle and stir succeeded the previous stillness;
there was a rustle of women’s dresses, a hum
of women’s voices. There was much kissing and
64rejoicing, much fondling over and welcoming of
Heather, who, at length, disengaging herself from
the detaining group of loving hands, went towards
her husband, standing a little outside the circle,
and said—
“They won’t let me speak a word to you, Arthur.
How have you been all this time? Have you missed
me very much?” And as the others had greeted
her, so she now addressed him with a little tremor
in her voice, with tears of gladness at being home
again standing in her eyes.
From a short distance, Bessie Ormson, who had
duly presented her cheek to Heather’s travelling
companion, and received in return a maternal kiss,
contemplated this performance, and as she did so,
stamped her foot impatiently on the ground.
“Have you forgotten me, Heather?” she asked,
coming forward and putting her hand almost shyly
in Mrs. Dudley’s. “There comes Lally,” she added,
pointing down the hill towards Alick, who advanced
at a run, while the child from her triumphant position
clapped her little palms exultingly, calling
out—
“Faster! faster! mamma, mamma!”
65Panting for breath, Alick Dudley put Lally into
her mother’s arms. “Me first, me first,” she cried,
clinging to Heather, and debarring with true feminine
ingratitude the gallant knight, who had brought
her safely up the hill, from all benefits derivable
from the meeting.
“You dreadful child—you bold, exacting little
child,” exclaimed Bessie, taking her away by force.
“Do you think no one has any right to your
mamma but yourself? don’t you see I leave my
mamma; why can’t you be as good as I am? Oh!
you naughty little puss. I would not have red hair,
Lally; I would not have shilling curls all over my
head. I would sell them if I had them, and wear
a wig.”
Whereupon Lally in great glee declared her hair
was not red, but “dolden;” and that Bessie had
ugly hair.
“I have what, chatterbox?” demanded Bessie.
“Say that again—only say it, and I will carry you
down the hill and bury you among the blackberries.
I will shake you to pieces; I will kill you with
kisses. Now, is not my hair beautiful?”
“No, it is ugly,” persisted Lally; and then there
66ensued a fierce contradiction between the two, which
ended in Bessie first making believe to smother
the child, and then kissing her, as it may be
questioned whether Bessie Ormson had ever kissed
any other creature in her life.
“I love ’oo,” said Miss Lally, as a sequence to
this performance, putting two of her fingers in her
mouth, and surveying society generally with the
profoundest composure.
“And don’t you love me, pet?” inquired Mrs.
Ormson, venturing upon the hazardous experiment
of testing the strength of a child’s affections in the
presence of strangers,—“don’t you love me?”
“No, Lally don’t,” was the reply.
“Not if I have brought you something very nice
from London?” persisted Mrs. Ormson.
Lally stretched out her little hand for the bonbons,
but declined to compromise herself by expressing
any attachment for the donor.
“Now, do you not love me?” asked Mrs. Ormson,
persuasively.
Lally thought the matter over, and decided in the
negative.
“If you do not love my mamma, you must give
67her the bonbons back, Lally,” suggested Bessie;
and she made a feint of taking the sweets away,
which drew forth such a wail from the child as
attracted public attention to the trio.
“Hush, hush, hush!” exclaimed Bessie. “I
would not have believed you could have been so
naughty. There, kiss mamma, and make friends
with her. You are to give me half those bonbons,
you know!”
To which arrangement Lally demurred; but,
eventually, being greatly under the dominion of
Miss Ormson’s superior will, with much trouble of
mind she consented to this division; and under the
cedar-tree she and Bessie parted the spoil.
Such high matters are not, however, to be lightly
settled; and they were still engaged in deciding who
was to have the odd sweetmeat, when, looking up
from her lap where the treasures were laid in two
heaps, Bessie saw Mrs. Dudley standing beside her.
“Come in, dear,” said Heather, “the dew is
beginning to fall, you will catch cold;” and as she
spoke she laid her hand gently on Bessie’s shoulder.
Bessie turned and pressed her lips to the white
soft fingers; then she tossed the two heaps into one,
68and saying to Lally, “You shall have them all,”
rose and faced Mrs. Dudley.
“I saw Gilbert yesterday,” observed the latter.
“Yes?”
The monosyllable Mrs. Dudley understood to be
interrogative.
“And I asked him to come down here.”
“Thank you very much; he will be glad to do so.”
“I like him greatly.”
“He is greatly to be liked?” and Bessie, as she
said this, slipped her hand, which was cold as ice,
into Mrs. Dudley’s.
“And devoted to you,” went on Heather.
“I wish I were more worthy his devotion,” answered
Bessie.
“I wish I could understand you,” was Mrs.
Dudley’s answer, after a pause.
“I do not think there is much to understand,”
said Bessie; but her heart gave a great leap as she
spoke, for she knew she was telling a truthful woman
a falsehood.
“I only meant that you strike me as being a
little odd at times,” remarked Heather, gently.
“Not more odd than you strike me as being,”
69was the reply. Then, noticing that her companion
seemed surprised, she went on, “Cannot you comprehend?
won’t you comprehend that to a girl
brought up as I have been, a woman such as you
are is an enigma, a wonder, a never-ending, always beginning
puzzle?”
“What do you mean?” Heather paused in
their walk back towards the house as she asked this
question; and I should like you to take your first
look at her as she stands thus intent and unconscious.
Hair of the mellowest, darkest auburn, out of which
the original red still gleamed in the sunlight; eyes
brown, and deep and tender; the fairest, softest,
womanliest complexion; teeth white and regular; a
full and somewhat large mouth, parted as she waited
for Bessie’s reply.
Altogether a firm face, and yet gentle—the face
of a woman who had not known much sorrow, and
yet whom you instinctively felt could endure patiently
almost any amount of trouble which she might be
called upon to bear; the face of a woman who had
from her earliest years thought of others first, of herself
last; the face of a woman whom, once married, a
70man would know it was hopeless for him to love with
a sinful passion, but who would be a man’s good
friend, his very right hand, in time of need; a face in
which there was “help;” a face, which no person who
had once seen it ever quite forgot, which you could
not fancy changing and altering like the countenances
of much more beautiful women.
It was the inner loveliness of her nature, its
purity, its steadfastness, its pitiful tenderness which
made her seem so exceeding fair. It was the
gentleness and the charity, the patience and the
unselfishness abiding in her, which shone in her
eyes and drew people towards her.
It was a calm, good, happy face at the first glance,
and yet, when any one with a right understanding of
human faces came to look into it closely, there was
a sadness underlying the happiness—an expression
of which I should find it difficult to convey an idea,
were it not that the same half-sad, half-worn look is
to be observed on the countenances of those whose
constitutions are being undermined by undeveloped
disease, i.e., by disease which unconsciously to themselves
exists in their bodies, and is insidiously sapping
their health.
71A man says he is well, and he feels well; and yet
a doctor, looking in his face, can tell that some part
of the mortal machinery is out of gear, and that ere
long there will come a crash which shall reveal the
secret of where the mischief has been brewing; and
in like manner, if anything be wrong about a human
being’s life, if utterly unknown to him or herself, there
is a want in it—a vacuum; a stream of affection
running to waste; twining tendrils involuntarily
searching about for something to cling to; if there
be a mental hunger, which has not even sufficient self-knowledge
to cry aloud for food; if there be a thirsting
for love, which the poor draught presented fails
to satisfy; if there exist aspirations higher and holier,
loftier and grander, than can be fulfilled by the “daily
round, the common task;” if there be an undefined
feeling that the best part of the nature, bestowed by
the Almighty, has never been comprehended, never
called out—then, when the face of that man or that
woman is in repose, there will lie brooding upon it a
look of sadness, which sets the mind of an observer
at work, marvelling where the inner life is out of
joint—what the mental disease may be—which, unsuspected
even by the patient, is eating the heart out of
the fruit, the wheat out of the ripe ear of grain.
72And it was perhaps this second look in Heather
Dudley’s face—the unconscious pathos of her expression
when her features were in repose, which rendered
her countenance so interesting.
After all, it is not when the sunlight is streaming
over the landscape that the scene appeals most to
our hearts; it is the shadow lying across the hillside,
the cloud darkling on the water, the shades of
evening creeping stealthily down upon the bay,
which gives that mournful, melancholy pathetic look
to the face of Nature, that touches us like a minor
chord in music, like the sound of a plaintive melody,
and awakens in our souls a powerful though often
almost unconscious response.
In the twilight, when all harsh outlines are
smoothed down, our dreams and our realities can
walk forth hand in hand together, and there is but
small discrepancy to be observed between them;
and in like manner, when the shadow of sorrow
rests upon the face of a friend, our hearts travel out
to meet his. Before the wind comes and the rain
descends, we can behold the approaching presence
of the storm walking upon the waters, and involuntarily
we stretch forth our hands towards the
73bark which is sailing on, dreaming of no peril,
unthinking of danger.
The sunshine in Heather Dudley’s face was
always pleasant to look upon; and yet Bessie felt
it was the inevitable shadow which attracted her,
which made her cherish a love for this woman she
had never felt for any other woman on earth.
Well enough Miss Ormson knew Heather’s life
was, according to the teaching of this world’s lore,
a wasted one. Well enough; for the girl, though
young, had lived in society, and had seen sufficient
to teach her that, in all respects—socially, domestically,
conjugally, pecuniarily—Heather might have
done better; might have married a man who could
have set her up as an idol in his heart, and thanked
God for every misfortune, for every apparent mischance
which had led him, by strange and devious
paths, to the point where he met, and wooed, and
wed Heather Bell.
And Heather herself had never discovered this
fact. Though there would come that terribly plaintive
look over her sweet face, that anxious, sorrowful,
forecasting expression into her eyes, still she was
a happy woman.
74All this swept vaguely through Bessie Ormson’s
mind, even while she replied, nervously—
“I cannot answer your question if you stand
looking at me. Let us walk on, and I will try to
tell you. Between us there is a gulf placed, and
I stretch out my hands vainly trying to cross it.
You are all candour and truth; I am all reserve
and deceit——”
“Do not say that,” interrupted Mrs. Dudley.
“But I will say it,” she persisted, passionately.
“You shall not think better of me than I deserve.
You shall not imagine I am a girl like your girls—that
I am a woman such as you are. Sometimes,
sitting on the grass quietly by myself, I think about
myself. Of course it is folly; but I do it, and
wonder what I should have been like had my lot
been cast at Berrie Down. I have seen nothing in
my life but planning and scheming and shamming—nothing
till I came here. Amongst you all, I dream
of a different life to any I have ever known. I feel
like a fallen angel on a short visit to Paradise. How
you look at me! How stupid it is to talk about
oneself! Shall we go in?”
“One moment,” Heather said. She had a clear,
75sweet voice, in which there was a great virtue of
leisure. It was the voice of a woman whose life had
not been hurried by anxiety, by passion, by excitement,
or by over-work. It was one the melody of
which never seemed out of time, never taken too
fast. “One moment. Are you really unhappy,
Bessie? Is there anything I could do, to——”
“To help me, you mean,” broke in the other,
rapidly. “No one can do that. Am I unhappy?
What cause have I for unhappiness? Am I not
engaged—almost settled?”
“But do you love Gilbert?” asked Mrs. Dudley.
“Love him! Yes, I do, as well as married people
usually love—perhaps better,” answered Bessie,
and she laughed and dropped the bonbons; and
then Lally and she picked them up out of the grass,
and while she kept her face bent down, Bessie was
thinking she could tell Mrs. Dudley one or two
things which it might not have been pleasant for
that lady to hear.
“Lally and I are great friends,” she said, irrelevantly.
“I have put her to bed every night since
you went away, and sang her to sleep afterwards.
She is the only person who ever encored my
76music. Don’t you love ‘Ritornella,’ Lally? Don’t
you delight in ‘Her dark hair hung loothe?’”
“Iss,” said Lally, readily.
“Agnes adopted Leonard in your absence, and
has been really quite affecting in her maternal
solicitude about that young gentleman; but Lally
and I agreed nobody could comb out her hair so well
as I—nobody tell her one-half so many fairy tales.
I fear we have not kept such good hours as we ought;
but she looks none the worse for it, does she?”
And Bessie, taking up the child, turned the little
freckled face towards the light, and putting her hand
under Lally’s chin, waited for the mother’s opinion
on the appearance of her first-born.
Heather, however, never spoke; there was something
the matter with her she could not have put
into words; there shot a pang through her heart
such as had never disturbed it before, and involuntarily
almost she stretched out her arms towards
her little girl, who struggled into her mother’s
embrace in spite of Bessie’s teasing efforts to detain
her.
“Well, Miss Lally, you’ll see whether I will
shake down cherries for you to-morrow! If any
77one had told me, I would not have believed you
could have deserted poor Bessie. You promised to
be true to me for life. You are a deceitful little
monkey, and I won’t love you a bit.”
In answer to which Lally rejoicingly first slapped
Bessie’s cheeks, and then pulled her hair, and
finally offered her mouth, so full of sweetmeats that
she experienced a difficulty in closing it, to the end
that they might kiss and be friends.
“No, I won’t kiss you, indeed,” said Bessie.
“I won’t kiss an uncertain little puss who is everybody’s
Joe.” Whereupon Lally declared in a voice
choked with sentiment and sugar-plums, “Se isn’t
bodies Joes.”
All this time Heather kept silence, holding the
child tight as she could to her heart.
The sun had set, and as their faces were turned
from the west, it seemed to her that they were
walking out of the light into darkness.
She never said to the child, “Don’t you love me,
are you not mamma’s pet?” for she could not, at the
moment, have borne to draw a comparison between
Lally’s attachment for Bessie and Lally’s attachment
for herself.
78If Heather had a sin, it was inordinate affection
for that child; if it can ever be criminal for a
mother to love her first-born too much, then Heather
was a grievous wrong-doer. She loved her son, but
she loved Lally more; loved the absurd little girl
who, though christened Lily, had grown up as unlike
one as can possibly be imagined; so unlike that,
not to offend the unities, it had been unanimously
decided, in family conclave, that Lily should be
changed to Lally.
“Lily, indeed!” sneered Mrs. Ormson; “an
orange lily, perhaps.” But the red hair, that would
curl in “shilling curls,” as Bessie said, was dearer
to Heather than her boy’s darker locks, and she
loved every inch of the child’s body—the fair freckled
face, the sunburnt arms, the plump little neck, the
restless feet—with a love which was terrible, as all
great affection is, in its intensity.
“It was sinful,” Mrs. Ormson declared, “the way
in which Heather spoiled that child!” But if this
were so, there were other sinners in the house
besides Mrs. Dudley, for Lally was the pet and
plaything of every man, woman, and child about
the place; unless, indeed, it might be her father,
79who, reversing all ordinary rules, concentrated what
affection he had to spare for any one on his son,
whom he made, as Bessie unhesitatingly informed
him, “a disagreeable little pest.”
Perhaps, however, it was not the father who made
the child disagreeable so much as nature. Very
little of Heather’s generous unselfishness seemed to
have descended to her second-born. It appeared as
though to Lally had fallen most of her mother’s good
qualities, while Leonard inherited Mr. Dudley’s good
looks; for Leonard was what is called a “beautiful
boy,” and all her best friends could say in favour of
Lally was that, very probably, she would grow up
into a handsome woman yet.
There was no pride about Miss Lally; she was
as ready to accept affection from the odd man that
cleaned the knives and boots, as from stately Mrs.
Piggott, who, having made overtures to Heather,
soon after that young lady’s marriage, had returned
to her old dominions and reigned supreme at Berrie
Down, over kitchen, and dairy, and larder. To
Lally, nothing in the way of attention or amusement
came amiss; from the feeding of the chickens to the
milking of the cows, from bull’s-eyes to bonbons,
80from a tour round the premises, seated in a barrow
wheeled by Ned, the odd man previously mentioned,
to a gallop undertaken on the shoulders of that
willing steed Alick, Lally was equally agreeable to,
and gratified with all. She was so utterly cosmopolitan
in her ideas, that Squire Dudley’s pride was
daily offended by her utter want of conservatism.
She was so easily pleased, and she found so many
people willing to please her, that he came seriously
to the conclusion there must be something wrong
in the child’s mental constitution—some want in her
brains, as he expressed it. “I saw her absolutely
one day last winter,” he told Mrs. Ormson, “with
about two pounds of salt in her lap, being wheeled
round the walks by Ned, in search of birds; ‘because
you know, papa,’ she said, ‘if I can once
put salt on their tails, we shall be able to catch
them.’”
Whereupon Mrs. Ormson lifted her hands and
eyes to heaven, and declared, “Heather will never
stop till she has made that child a perfect idiot.”
“I sent Ned to his work and Lally into the house,”
proceeded Arthur, “but it is of no use my speaking.
Five minutes afterwards she was on Alick’s shoulder,
81and he was carrying the salt for her in a bag tied
round his neck.”
“Poor Heather, she will find out her mistake
some day,” sighed Mrs. Ormson.
“But it is not Heather alone,” went on Mr. Dudley.
“Everybody is the same; everybody makes a perfect
idol of Lally, while Leonard mopes about
alone. Where could you find a better child than he
is? He will walk with me from here to the mill
and never say a word, while Lally’s tongue never
ceases from morning till night. Sometimes I think
she is in fifty places at once, for wherever I go I
hear her.”
“It is very sad,” observed Mrs. Ormson, “the
child will be perfectly ruined.”
And there can be no doubt but that the lady
believed she was speaking the literal truth. She
did, indeed, consider Lally an utter mistake—her
very existence an oversight on the part of Providence.
“A nice, quiet, pretty little girl, who would sit
still in the nursery, with her doll and her picturebook,”
was Mrs. Ormson’s idea of the correct style
of thing in the scheme of creation; but a child with
82red hair, with a face covered with freckles, exactly
like a turkey’s egg, with reddish-brown eyes, with
legs that, in the course of the longest summer-day,
never grew weary of carrying her from parlour to
kitchen, from garden to Hollow, from Hollow to
meadow; a child who had no “pretty ways,” according
to Mrs. Ormson’s reading of juvenile attractiveness;
who would not learn anything, nor keep her
frocks clean; clearly the Almighty had not consulted
Mrs. Ormson before He sent Lally Dudley into the
world, or such a mistake never would have been
committed, not even to please Heather, to whom the
little girl was sun, moon, stars, and planets.
And because her heart was bound up in the child,
Heather could not bear that another should come in
her place, and attract Lally towards her as Bessie
had done. With the “other children,” as Mrs.
Dudley still continued to call her husband’s brothers
and sisters, it did not matter; with the servants also
it was of no consequence, for they were all of the
one household, all after a fashion members of one
family; but here was a stranger—daughter to a
woman whom Heather did not much like—a girl
whom in her inmost heart Heather distrusted—making
83friendly overtures to Lally, which Lally
accepted with even more than her ordinary readiness,
with an increase of her wonted gracious
affability.
Was what Bessie said true—was Lally everybody’s
Joe? Did she not care for her mother so
very, very much, after all? For the first time in
her married life there came swelling up in Heather’s
heart a spirit of antagonism—a desire to quarrel; but,
before she reached the house, she conquered herself
and said—
“Your mamma declares I spoil Lally. I wonder
what she will think about you.”
“She can think what she likes, as she usually
does,” answered Bessie, making a movement as if
to take Lally from her mother. She had been in
the habit of carrying the child off to bed every
night, and it came natural to her now to do so,
though Heather was at home once more.
She forgot she had been but at best a self-constituted
viceroy, and that the rightful queen had
returned to take possession of her own again; but
the involuntary backward step with which Heather
repulsed her intention was like a revelation to
84Bessie. The woman she had regarded as perfect,
was but flesh and blood, after all. She could feel
jealous, and she did, and she meant to keep Lally
all to herself for the future, and never to permit a
stranger’s hand to be laid, if she could help it, on
the child.
But Bessie was not one to bear such a proceeding
patiently. “Don’t depose me,” she said, in a tone
which was one-half of entreaty, half of banter. “It
won’t be for long. Am not I going to a home of
my own, where I shall have something else to do
than sing lullabies to other people’s children? Besides,
it will do you good; you are a little inclined
to be jealous. Never fear, I won’t take Lally’s
love from you; I could not do it if I would, and I
would not if I could. Let me sing her to sleep still,
please do. She won’t need much rocking to-night;”
and she held out her arms to Lally, who tumbled
headlong into them, only sufficiently awake to clutch
at her mother’s sleeve and entreat her to “come
too.”
“I will come up when you are in bed, pet,” said
Mrs. Dudley, turning aside into the dining-room,
while the girl slowly ascended the broad staircase,
85humming “Isabelle” while she carried her light
burden step by step up to that pleasant chamber
with the snowy draperies, with the wide prospect,
with its windows half-covered with roses and
greenery, which came back to Bessie Ormson’s
memory in dreams when she was far away both
from Hertfordshire and Heather.
After a little time Mrs. Dudley followed her,
and kissed the children, and then stood looking at
them lingeringly till she said she must go down to
supper.
“Lally will be fast asleep in two minutes,” remarked
Bessie, “then I will follow you.” But the
minutes passed, and still no Bessie put in her
appearance at the “old-fashioned meal,” as Mrs.
Ormson styled supper.
“Shall I tell Bessie?” asked Agnes Dudley; and
she was about leaving the room when Heather
stopped her.
“I will go, love,” she said, just touching the girl’s
cheek with her hand in passing.
She had tender, caressing ways, this woman, whose
life was still all before her. No one felt neglected
when she entered. Her nature was to consider the
86very dumb animals,—to leave nothing outside the
circle within which she stood; and feeling that she
might have been a little inconsiderate towards
Bessie, she went to seek her, meaning to make
amends, to thank her for all her kindness to
Lally.
Very softly she opened the door—softly as a
mother does who fears to wake her children; for a
moment she looked in and hesitated; then, even
more softly than she had come, she closed the
door and stole along the corridor perplexed and
sorrowful.
In the twilight she had seen Bessie kneeling on
the floor beside Lally’s bed. She held one of the
little girl’s hands tight in hers, and her face was
buried in the counterpane. There was no need for
singing then. Lally was fast asleep: the busy feet
were still, the tireless tongue silent, the curly head
quiet enough on the pillow, and Bessie, whom nobody
ever beheld depressed in spirits, who was
always either laughing or jesting, scolding or
teasing, talking or devising some mischief, was
sobbing in the gathering darkness as though her
very heart were breaking.
87If Heather had ever thought any hard thoughts
about her visitor, they were swept out of her mind
then; if she had ever felt doubts of the girl, those
doubts gave place to sympathy and pity; if she had
ever felt there was something in Bessie Ormson which
she did not comprehend, which she would rather not
comprehend, that sensation of repulsion was changed
into an earnest desire to understand her thoroughly,
into a conviction that in places the stream was dark
only because it ran deep.
Vaguely and instinctively all this came into
Heather Dudley’s heart. As she retraced her steps
along the corridor, she could not have told any one
the reason of the great change which had come over
her; but a great change, nevertheless, had been
effected during the moment she stood looking at
the kneeling figure, prostrated in a very abandonment
of grief.
From that hour, through good report and through
evil, when appearances were in her favour, and
when appearances were all against her, unconsciously
almost to herself, Heather Dudley loved
Bessie Ormson.
In her grief, in her agony of sorrow, in her
88clinging attachment to Lally, in her passion of
despair, of hopelessness, of loneliness, of regret, of
indecision, Heather’s heart clave to that of her
guest, and her soul was from thenceforth knit to
Bessie, as was the soul of Jonathan with the
soul of David.
CHAPTER V. AT SUPPER.
89
Although Mrs. Ormson, being in her own estimation
a great lady, followed the fashions and
affected London hours, still, to do her justice, supper
was one of those ancient customs it delighted her
to see kept up in her nephew’s house.
“I only wish, my dear,” she said to Heather,
“we could do as we liked in town, and I would
have supper every night of my life instead of that
late dinner, which is neither, as Mr. Ormson says,
fish, flesh, nor fowl. Now, what can be more cosy and
comfortable than this?” and the lady complacently
surveyed the supper-table, whereon was spread a
meal that might indeed have caused one of Mr.
Ormson’s late dinners to hide its diminished head
with a sense of grievous humiliation.
90Thanks to the girls, the arrangement of the table
was tasteful also; there were freshly-gathered flowers
peeping out from baskets filled with moss; there
were cool lettuces and crisp radishes, and little
banks of mustard and cress, all placed and grouped
with a certain artistic effect; there was home-made
bread, not brown and sodden as home-made bread
usually is, but white and light as Mrs. Piggott’s
hands could make it; there were delicious pats of
yellow butter, brought straight from the dairy;
there were late cherries and strawberries, and early
raspberries, gooseberries, and currants on the table;
all daintily set out with green leaves; all looking, to
quote Bessie, “as though somebody cared for them.”
There was cream so rich that Mrs. Ormson declared
it made her feel inclined to forswear London for ever;
while, for those who desired substantial refreshment,
Mrs. Piggott had sent up her usual pièce de resistance—a
round of spiced beef, together with fowls, a ham,
and a couple of veal pies, which latter were, she knew,
considered her speciality. Tarts also were there,
and various “shapes;” for the good lady declared
Mrs. Ormson should not go back to town and say
“she never saw a meal fit for a Christian to sit down
91to in the house, leastways she sha’n’t say it with
truth,” finished Mrs. Piggott, as she arranged a
paper frill like a shroud round the knuckle end of
the ham, and garnished her beef with parsley.
Through the open windows the scent of many
flowers came floating on the night air into the room,
and the light of the lamp fell on the quiet faces of
the young people gathered round the table.
“Where is Bessie?” inquired Mrs. Ormson, as
Mrs. Dudley re-entered the apartment.
“She will be here presently,” Heather answered,
taking her seat; but many minutes passed before
Bessie made her appearance, and, shrinking away
from the light, drew a chair towards one of the windows,
declaring she did not want any supper, that
she was tired and lazy, and thought eating destructive
to the romance of life.
“Don’t be absurd, Bessie,” said Mrs. Ormson.
“Nothing can be further from my intention,” was
the reply.
“How did you come from the station, Heather?”
asked Laura, the youngest of the second generation
of Dudleys. “I never heard the fly drive up to the
door.”
92“We came back with Mr. Raidsford,” said
Heather.
“You came with whom?” demanded Arthur
Dudley, from the other end of the table.
“With Mr. Raidsford. He travelled down in
the same compartment, and kindly offered to drive
us home; but our luggage, at least a box of Mrs.
Ormson’s, we left at Palinsbridge. I suppose the
pony-cart can go over for it to-morrow?”
“Good heavens! mamma is going to take up her
residence here,” whispered Bessie to Alick, who
was seated within earshot.
“Well, Heather, I really wonder at you,” said
Squire Dudley, laying down his knife and fork;
“I did think you had more sense of what was due
to yourself and to me than to accept a favour at
the hands of such an arrant snob as Compton Raidsford,
a man who looks down upon us all, who thinks
more of his hundreds of thousands than of having
come of an ancient family, of having good blood in
one’s veins.”
“That’s right, Arthur; that’s what brings down
the galleries,” remarked Bessie. “Go on. In this
money-loving age——”
93“Oh! of course you stand up for trade,” retorted
Arthur.
“Of course, I think so I ought, when every
morsel I put in my lips, every article of clothing I
put on my back, is paid for by trade.”
“Bessie,” interposed Mrs. Ormson, “how often am
I to tell you it is not polite to speak of personal
matters in general society?”
“If this be general society, I sit rebuked,” said
Bessie, while Heather pleaded—
“Without downright rudeness I could not have
refused Mr. Raidsford’s offer, Arthur. I could not,
indeed. He was so very kind and pressing, so
cordial, in fact, that I felt it would be ungracious to
decline. Would it have been possible to refuse?
Mrs. Ormson, do you think it would?”
“On the contrary, I consider it would have been
the height, as you say, of rudeness,” replied that
lady, for once deciding against the Squire. “And,
for my part, I think Mr. Raidsford a most gentlemanly
person, quite above his origin. I can assure
you, I never enjoyed a journey more in my life, and
the drive from Palinsbridge was delightful. And to
see how every one touched their hats to him,” finished
94Mrs. Ormson, forgetting in her enthusiasm that such
a person as Lindley Murray had ever existed.
“Touch their hats, indeed!” repeated Arthur,
with a muttered oath.
“Don’t be profane, sir,” said Bessie, tapping him
on the arm. “A Conservative ought never to object
to see a great man respected by the masses. When
all is said and done, it is riches make the man, you
know. It is not birth, or virtue, or learning, but
money, for money is power; and what is the meaning
of the word aristocracy, but the powerful classes, I
should like to know? Consider how many blankets,
how many soup tickets, how many donations to
hospitals, how much employment Mr. Compton
Raidsford’s income represents, and be dumb. We
are all worshippers of some golden calf, so let
his worshippers kneel down before him, and rest
content.”
“I wish to Heaven, Bessie, you were not so infernally
clever,” remarked the Squire.
“And I wish to gracious, Arthur, that in some
respects you were not so intolerably stupid,” returned
the young lady, which observation elicited a
statement from Mrs. Ormson, that “she should be
95glad indeed when Bessie was married, and had a
husband to take care of her.”
“Ah! mamma, it is very well for you to talk,”
replied Bessie; “but you will be sorry when I am
married.”
“I only wish you would give me the chance of
being sorry,” observed Mrs. Ormson, pretending not
to notice that Arthur was helping her to a second
supply of spiced beef. Suddenly, however, becoming
aware of the fact, she exclaimed, “My dear boy,
when do you think I ate last? You have given me
enough to dine a whole family.”
“Never mind, mamma, eat it for me,” said
Bessie, from the open window; whereupon Mrs.
Ormson bridled, and wondered “what had come to
Bessie,” thought “she had been made too much
of,” and remarked “she did not envy Gilbert
Harcourt.”
“Neither do I, mamma, so for once we are of the
same opinion,” said Bessie shortly, at which point
Heather deemed it wise to turn the conversation, not
sorry on the whole, perhaps, that it had glided off
Mr. Raidsford, and Mr. Raidsford’s carriage, and Mr.
Raidsford’s considerate attentions to herself.
96After a time, also, other tongues began to be
heard: Alick had to tell of the offer Lord Kemms
had made for “Nellie,” their two-year-old colt.
“I was breaking her yesterday,” he said, “on that
piece of ground beyond the Hollow, when his
Lordship, riding past, pulled up his horse, and asked
me if she was for sale. I told him I did not know,
but could ask my brother; and seeing he had taken
a fancy to her, I added I did not think he would part
with her excepting for a long price.”
“And what do you call a long price, young
gentleman?” he inquired, laughing; “so I thought I
might as well value her high enough. A hundred
guineas, my lord,” I answered.
“Make it pounds, and you shall have a cheque
whenever you like to send her over,” he said.
“Oh! what good fortune,” exclaimed Heather, “of
course you sent her, Alick;” but the lad’s countenance
fell. “Arthur——” he began, at which point
Arthur took up his parable for himself.
“The filly will be worth three hundred next
year,” he said; “Lord Kemms shall not coin money
out of me.”
For a minute there ensued a dead silence, then
97Heather, turning to Agnes, said, “And how are the
chickens going on, dear?”
“Oh! we have got five sets more out since you
left,” was the reply; “there are fifty of the sweetest
little chucks you ever saw, just pecking——”
“And two fresh calves, mother,” broke in Lucy
Dudley.
“And pigeons without end,” added Cuthbert; “and
I found in the pea-hen’s nest four young ones; and,
mother, the long meadow is all mowed, and we shall
have the grandest crop, Ridley says, ever came off it;
and we have painted the gates in honour of your
coming back, and the garden is as neat as neat, not
a weed; and Alick and I rolled the grass and the drive
this morning, and nailed up the clematis that the
wind tore down the other night, and Aggy and
Alick have covered your sofa, and Lucy has——”
“Hush, Cuthbert, don’t tell tales,” interposed
Lucy, laughing; whereupon Heather, with a smile to
both, stretched her hand over towards the boy, who
took it in both of his.
“May I add my mite to the family news?” interposed
Bessie at this juncture. “I have trained
Beauty to beg, and taught Muff to stand in a corner;
98I have nearly broken my neck trying to learn to ride;
I was tumbled completely over attempting to milk
Cowslip, an ill-conditioned beast, who did not in
the least appreciate my delicate attentions.”
“Oh, mother! it was such fun,” said Laura;
“you should have seen Bessie sprawling on the grass,
and Cowslip looking at her; Alick held her horns,
and Cuthbert her tail, and Agnes showed Bessie
how to milk, but it was all of no use.”
“The quadruped was wiser than the biped,” remarked
Bessie, “and declined experiments. For
the future, I intend to learn wisdom from a cow.”
“I wish you could learn wisdom from anything,”
observed Mrs. Ormson.
“My beloved mother, that, I fear, is impossible,
since I have failed to acquire it from you,” said Bessie.
“You remember those letters you forwarded to
me, Arthur,” broke in Heather at this point; “one
was from Miss Hope, to say she had returned from
Munich, and would like to come to us; and the
other from Mrs. Black, who had not heard I was in
London, and wanted to know whether it would
be convenient for her and Mr. Black to pay us
a visit now, instead of later on in the year.
99Mr. Black has been ill, and it is his most leisure
time at present; so I called in Stanley Crescent and
arranged that they should bring Harry Marsden
down with them next week. It really is pitiable to
see poor Mrs. Marsden with all those young children
about her, ill as she is.”
“Was there no one else, Heather, you could have
asked while you were about it?” he inquired. “We
have a tolerably large barn, and plenty of hay and
straw, so that a score or two more would make little
difference.”
Heather bit her lip, but otherwise took no notice
of her husband’s remark. Heaven knew she had
not gone out of her way to ask any of these people,
who were neither kith nor kin of hers, and whom,
truth to say, it would scarcely have grieved her had
she never beheld in the flesh again.
If the house were full of visitors during the
summer season, as it usually was, those visitors were
none of her seeking, although on her fell the burden
of amusing and catering for them.
With one and another Arthur walked through the
fields, or down the lane, or across the meadows,
towards the Hollow. To Mrs. Ormson he would
100discourse concerning his grievances; he would quarrel
with Mrs. Black about the relative merits of town
and country; while from Mr. Black he culled such
information anent the “way in which a man with
push and a few hundreds might get on in London,”
that for months subsequently Squire Dudley thought
of nothing excepting how he might best contrive to
emigrate to this wonderful El Dorado, to those
metropolitan gold-fields, where nuggets were discovered,
not in pits and creeks, but in dingy city
offices, or in great board-rooms, all shining with
polished mahogany and bright morocco leather.
As for Miss Hope, she was to Heather, saving
by correspondence, an utter stranger. Never in her
life had the present mistress of Berrie Down Hollow
set eyes on the sister of the lady who had once
reigned there supreme. For more than seven years
Miss Hope had wandered to and fro on the earth.
She had wintered here; she had summered there.
She had been returning every season to London;
and every season she heard of some fresh plan, or
met with some fresh person, that induced her to
defer her intention of coming back to England.
Bohemianism is not confined to one sex or class
101in the community, and there are numbers of forlorn
spinsters and lonely widows, running loose about
the Continent, frequenting British watering-places
and foreign spas, picking up acquaintances in railway
carriages and at table d’hôtes, who would be
greatly disgusted if they were assured that the lives
of the men they call Bohemians in London are
infinitely more useful, and quite as respectable, as
theirs;—wandering women, who have no care for
the Lares and Penates of the ordinary English
home, whose talk is of art and of far-away cathedrals,
of foreign cookery and Rhine wines, who have
got up to see the sun rise in every country except
their own, who go in for passports instead of Sunday-schools,
who sit next “our own correspondent”
at dinner-parties on their return to London, and
converse with him concerning Rome and Vienna,
when they mutually agree that the Continent is the
place to live, that the man, woman, or child, who is
content to reside in England, should be sent to the
Asylum for Idiots at once.
These are the people who ask young girls whether
they have been abroad, and, on receiving an answer
in the negative, remark that they envy them. If
102any one have the temerity to inquire why, they
reply, “Because she has never seen Paris, and the
first sight of Paris is something worth living for.”
Beyond climate and cheapness, and being able to do
as one likes, these Bohemians never can give a
reason for the faith that is in them; but that they
hold such faith sincerely is certain.
“Everything is so different,” they declare, if
pressed on the subject; “the cooking, for instance.”
“It is, and I detest messes,” says some plain-spoken
John Bull; whereupon the elderly Bohemian
inquires, “whether the speaker has ever dined at
Zapoli’s?” implying thereby that he is utterly ignorant
of the subject about which he has been talking.
Such a woman was Miss Hope—a woman who
went poking about foreign galleries, and visiting
artists’ studios; who had, if her own account were to
be believed, seen every modern statue in process of
chiselling, who had been to every opera which ever
was performed, who conscientiously believed she
had exhausted Europe, who wrote home reams of
letters about the Carnival and the Pope, about
festivals and bull-fights, about Mont Blanc and
German gaming-tables, and who, in common with
103most English travellers, believing the Lord had
made mountains and lakes, kings, queens, popes,
cardinals, musicians, actors, actresses, and painters, on
purpose to amuse and improve the people of Great
Britain, considered it only an act of common courtesy
towards the Almighty on the part of that nation
to see as much of the great Continental entertainment
He had provided for the pleasure and edification
of his chosen race as possible.
All this and much more had Bessie Ormson heard
concerning Miss Hope. Many and various were the
comments that had fallen upon her ear concerning
“that funny old woman,” as she mentally called
Arthur Dudley’s respected aunt. From Mrs. Piggott,
who declared she hated Miss Hope as she hated
“pison,” to other persons higher in the social scale—the
name of one of whom, at all events, Bessie would
not have cared to mention, even to herself, in her
bedchamber, lest a bird of the air might carry it
away—from Mrs. Piggott up, I repeat, the girl had
heard stories of Miss Hope, and her heart burned
within her at the sound of her name.
“I do trust I shall be at Berrie Down when your
aunt arrives, Arthur,” she said; and the speech was
104an opportune diversion at the moment. “It has
been a dream of my life to meet Miss Hope.”
“I do not imagine you would agree particularly
well, if you did meet,” answered Arthur, sulkily.
“We might for a little time,” said Bessie,
laughing. “Heather, do be polite, and ask me to
remain until after Miss Hope’s arrival. I have
heard so much of her, she seems quite like an old
acquaintance.”
“From whom have you heard much of her,
Bessie?” inquired Mr. Ormson; “not from me, I
am confident.”
“My dearest mamma, other human beings besides
yourself have been endowed by Providence with the
gift of speech,” replied Bessie; but she bent as she
spoke to stroke Muff—bent in order to conceal her
face, though she was sitting in the shade with the
cool night air blowing right in upon her.
“Don’t be pert, miss,” retorted Mrs. Ormson;
“from whom have you heard so much of Miss Hope?”
“From one and another,” answered Bessie, carelessly;
“I am the rolling stone which gathers moss,
contrary to the words of the proverb; and, wherever
I go, I hear something to the advantage or disadvantage
105of somebody. Concerning Miss Hope, the
moss I have gathered is to the effect that she
dresses peculiarly badly abroad, and peculiarly well
in England; that foreigners regard her with awe
and wonder, as an average specimen of the British
female; that she praises everything English in
foreign countries, and everything English when
abroad; that she is to be met with on the stairs leading
to attic studios, and dines in the most wonderful
manner for threepence per diem; that she is considered
mad by the Parisians, and a great and good
lady by the Germans; that she was requested to
leave Vienna; and that at Rome she is regarded
with distrust, because of the audible comments she is
in the habit of making during mass, concerning the
mummery of the Catholic religion. For the rest, I
am told that, since her nephew has come of age and
married, she has vowed a vow never to set foot in
Copt Hall, but will, when she returns to England,
take up her abode in a London boarding-house,
where she can discourse to her fellow-sufferers concerning
French cookery and George Sand, the
gondolas of Venice, and the terrible designs and
wonderful genius of Napoleon the Third.”
106“Who told you all this, Bessie?” demanded
Squire Dudley, turning round in his chair as he
asked the question.
“What can it matter who told me?” she replied.
“Is the record not true?”
“True or false, I should like to know the name of
your informant,” he said; “for I never knew but
one person who talked in that way of my aunt. Was
it a man or a woman?” he persisted.
“You might be more polite, Arthur,” she replied;
“a lady.”
“Was it Mrs. Aymescourt?” he asked.
“I did not know there was such a person upon
earth,” she replied.
“Don’t tell stories, Bessie,” interposed Mrs.
Ormson; “you must have heard of her over and
over again.”
“If I ever did, I have forgotten all about her,”
answered Bessie; “at any rate, it was not from any
one of the name of Aymescourt I ever heard a sentence
concerning Miss Hope’s peculiarities.”
“And who is Mrs. Aymescourt?” inquired
Heather.
“Oh! a friend of Miss Hope’s; at least, she used
107to be,” answered Mrs. Ormson, vaguely; and then
she looked at Arthur, who, pulling cherries out of a
basket lined with green leaves, refused either to
meet her glance, or to vouchsafe any further information
on the subject.
“Did you know Mrs. Aymescourt, Arthur?”
asked Heather, whose curiosity was a little piqued.
“I—yes, to be sure; she used to be staying with
my aunt at Copt Hall, but I have not seen her
these ten years.”
“Was not there something about Mr. Aymescourt
having come into another fine property?” inquired
Mrs. Ormson.
“Marsden said he had,” returned the Squire;
“likely enough, for we know who takes care of his
own; and certainly Aymescourt had luck beyond
what falls to the share of any honest man. He had
a large income to begin with, or else madam never
would have married him; but I dare say they were
quite able to spend it all, so probably this other
property fell in none too soon.”
“Where do they live?” asked Heather.
“I have not the slightest idea,” Arthur answered;
“my aunt keeps up some kind of acquaintanceship,
108I understand, with them, as she does with everybody,
but I have seen nothing of them for years;” and as
he spoke Squire Dudley made another dive among
the cherries, and pulled a fresh handful from amidst
the green leaves.
“Give me some, Arthur, before you eat them all,”
entreated Bessie; “or, stay, the moon must be up
by this time; I can go into the garden and gather
some for myself. Will you come with me, Alick?”
And Bessie, who was not above flirting, even with
a lad of eighteen, when it suited her purpose to do
so, drew Alick from the dining-room across the hall,
into the drawing-room, and so out on to the long
terrace-like walk which overlooked the Hollow,
and all the pleasant country stretching away towards
the west.
“I did not want the cherries in the least,” she
began, putting her hand within Alick’s arm, and
speaking in her usual don’t-careish tone; “I did not
want the cherries, but I wanted to get away from
mamma—she does so worry me, that I say things
to her I feel sorry for afterwards. What a pity it is
we cannot choose our own mothers, or that we are
not allowed to exchange them after we come to years
109of discretion! Only to think, that out of three
sisters my mamma should be my mamma. Even
Mrs. Black, or your own mother, I think I could
have got on with; but, as papa wisely observes,
these things are arranged for us.”
“But don’t you love your mother, Bessie?” asked
the boy, with a vague sense on him that the girl’s
talk was wicked.
“Don’t I what?” she demanded.
“Don’t you love your mother?” he repeated, with
the feeling growing stronger upon him, that his view
of the matter was correct, and Bessie’s wrong; “of
course, I know you disagree with her, and quarrel,
and contradict her, but still, for all that, don’t you
love her in the bottom of your heart?”
“Shall I tell you a secret?” she inquired, as they
turned the end of the house—the garden end.
“If you will be so kind,” Alick replied, thinking
at the same time how exceedingly beautiful Bessie
looked in the moonlight. Perhaps she guessed at
his thought, for she sighed, wishing that some person
whom she liked much better than Alick Dudley were
standing beside her at the moment, and then she
forgot what she had been going to say, and went a
110long mental journey, while the youth waited patiently
for her to speak.
“Will you be so kind?” he asked at last.
“So kind as what?” she repeated. “Oh! to tell
you a secret. From the bottom of my heart, Alick,
I never loved but one woman on earth, and that
woman is your brother’s wife. If I had a mother
like her now, or a sister, or anything—” she went
on, hurriedly, only to stop short and leave her
sentence unfinished.
“Heather would be a mother to you,” said the
lad, softly.
“No, she wouldn’t,” was the reply; “she couldn’t,
and it is not fit she should. There is nobody like
Heather could be mother, or sister, or friend, or
anything to me now. Heather does not like me,
I know she does not, and I cannot blame her for it,
for I am cross and hateful.”
“Oh, Bessie! you are delightful, and so pretty!”
“I wish I were not pretty, flatterer,” she said. “I
should like to be as ugly as Joan Harcourt, and as
good. It must be nice to honour one’s parents, let
them be as disagreeable as they will, and to love
one’s neighbour, even though she keep a parrot,
111and lets her girls hammer at a piano placed against
the party-wall, and is altogether as great a nuisance
as Mrs. Riccarde, who lives next door to us. Oh,
Alick, how lovely and peaceful the country looks in the
moonlight! Is not that the house at Kemms Park I
see, shining white among the trees? What a delicious
place! Do you know Lord Kemms’ family name?”
“Baldwin,” he replied.
“Baldwin!” repeated Miss Bessie, and there was
just a shade of disappointment in her voice. “Is
he a good-looking man, Alick? I wish I had been
with you yesterday in the Croft when he passed.
That is the only taste which I have inherited from
my mother; I do dearly love a lord.”
“Bessie!” exclaimed Alick.
“It is a fact,” she persisted; “I do not in the
least believe they are made of the same flesh and
blood as the commonalty. I delight in men who
have had ancestors; that is one reason why I like
all of you, because on one side of the house, at least,
you come of good people.”
“I am not ashamed of my mother’s family,”
answered the lad, a little hastily.
“No, but you are not proud of it; Maddox
112Cuthbert, alderman, no doubt, was a most charming-old
institution, and highly respected in the City
but still, that is not like being in the peerage, is it,
Alick, or amongst the country gentry?”
“I do not think it matters much what one is,
if one have no money,” he replied. “Did you not
yourself say at supper, riches make the man?”
“If there is one thing I object to more than
another,” interrupted Bessie, “it is to have my own
conversational sins brought up as witnesses against
me. I was only jesting about lords, Alick. Don’t
I know the ancestors of Lord Kemms were something
or other in the city, not nearly so respectable
as our grandfather? But, seriously, I should like to
see his lordship. I have a curiosity about him;
was he alone, or had he a groom?”
“He was quite alone,” said Alick Dudley, laughing,
almost in spite of himself, at her persistency,
“and he spoke to me very much as anybody else
might have done. Do you not think it would be a
good thing if there were a kind of ‘Court Circular’
published at Kemms Park, telling us all about the
great folks there—what visitors they had, what time
they ate and drank?”
113“Yes, and we might be the editors, and walk
over every day to learn particulars of their doings.
I wish Lord Kemms would ask me to go and stay
there.”
“Perhaps he may, when Mr. Harcourt has made
his fortune, and is created an earl.”
“Then I shall be grey-haired,” she said, “and
have rheumatism so bad, that even Kemms Park will
seem disagreeable. How beautiful those trees do
look, Alick! Is there not a village somewhere near
Mr. Raidsford’s place?”
“North Kemms you mean, I suppose,” replied
her companion; “it is two miles, I should say,
beyond Mr. Raidsford’s, that is, two miles by the
road, but there is a path across the fields, which cuts
off a great corner. It is a pretty walk to North
Kemms, and there is such an old, old church there.”
“Where?” asked Heather, joining them at the
moment.
“At North Kemms,” answered Bessie, promptly.
“Alick is going to take me to see it next Sunday
afternoon, are you not, Alick?”
“If you do not think the walk too much,” he
said; and then the rest of the party came out to
114“see the moonlight,” and there was no more talk,
either about Lord Kemms or Kemms Park.
That same night, Bessie having shaken down
her hair, Heather came into her room, hoping
Bessie would not be vexed if she asked her one
little favour.
“A hundred, if you like,” answered the girl.
“I should be glad if you would speak to your
mamma with more, more——”
“Politeness,” suggested Bessie, finding Mrs.
Dudley pause for want of a suitable word.
“Not exactly politeness, but respect,” said
Heather; “you know, dear, she is your mother, and
you ought to——”
“Please, stop,” entreated Bessie. “I will strive to
do what you ask for your sake; if I cannot be good
for that, nothing can make me good. You were
very fond of your mother, I suppose—very tender
towards her—very dutiful, no doubt?”
“I hope I was,” Heather answered, in that low
tone in which women talk of the dead whom they
have loved.
“And she was very fond of you?”
“My dear child, what a question! of course she
was.”
115“Well, supposing she had not been fond of you,
nor you of her, perhaps even you might not have
found it in the least degree easier to be dutiful and
tender than I do?”
“But you must be fond of her,” Heather asserted.
“I do not see any must in the matter; I never
asked her to bring me into the world. If she had
consulted me, I should decidedly have preferred being
left out of it. Well, then, since to please herself she
did bring me into the world, what has she done for
me? My brothers have had all her care and attention;
she married young, as you know, and to some
women it does not seem a very agreeable thing to
have a great girl treading on their heels, and calling
them mother. She dressed me as a child long after
I was a girl;—when she could not help herself, and
had to acknowledge that I was growing up, she
sent me from the nursery to school, and kept me
there till the state of the domestic finances compelled
my return; since which time, the one object,
aim, and end of her life has been to drive me to
marry somebody—to get rid of a child she never
liked.”
“Bessie!” remonstrated Heather.
116“It is true,” the girl persisted, passionately;
“she never liked me—she never wanted to have a
daughter—she has told me so over and over again.
Suppose you acted towards Lally as she has acted
towards me. Suppose you kept the child shut up
in a London nursery, and never spoke to her, unless
it was to find fault with or punish her. Suppose
you were out from morning till night, following
your own pleasure (my father was rich in those
days, and she could visit, and dress, and spend as
much as she chose), and left Lally to the mercy of
strangers, to the kindness and attention of a cheap
nurse. Suppose you grudged your child the money
necessary to give her a good education, and sent
her to a school where there was not enough to eat,
nor sufficient clothing to keep her warm at night.
Suppose Arthur gave you money to pay for an expensive
school, and that you pocketed the difference——”
“Ah! stop—stop, Bessie! I won’t believe it—I
cannot believe any woman, any mother, capable
of such wickedness!” entreated Heather; but Bessie
relentlessly continued:
“Then when Lally grew to woman’s estate, should
117you expect her to honour a mother who had acted
such a part by her? and what I have told you is not
the worst, Heather, is not the worst!”
“And what is worst—dear?”
“That I must keep to myself,” replied the girl,
rising as she spoke, and flinging her hair back from
her face. “I have often thought, since I came
down here this time, that such people as we are
have neither right nor title to mix among such as
you; and yet I do not know—whatever of good I
have learned, whatever faith in virtue and honesty
I possess, I have learned and I have acquired from
you. Oh, Heather!—oh, Heather!——” and she
clasped her hands high above her head. Then, in
a moment, the fit was over, and the speaker fell into
her usual tone. “I will try to do what you ask,”
she said, “and treat my respected parent with the
deference you desire. Kiss me for that—kiss me
once, kiss me twice—kiss me as though you meant
it. If I had been a man, I should have married
you, Heather; if I had been a duke, I should have
laid my rank and wealth at your feet, and prayed
you take them—take everything, if you would only
take me as well. If you tell me to do it this
118minute, I will stay with you all my life, and never
marry any one.”
“What a strange girl you are!” said Heather,
tossing over the soft hair, twining and curling it
round her hand.
“Ay! all puzzles seem strange till you hold the
key,” answered Bessie. “Let me light you along
the passage, and do not lie awake thinking of me.”
CHAPTER VI. BESSIE’S LETTER.
119
The summer days ran on. They flowed by smooth
and pleasant—so Bessie Ormson said in one of her
sentimental moods—like a swift river among lovely
green fields.
“Look at that stream,” she remarked to Alick,
as they stood, on the Sunday following Heather’s
return, side by side, leaning over the parapet of a
little bridge which spanned the Kemm; “do you
know what it puts me in mind of?”
“No,” answered the boy, to whom sometimes the
talk of his companion was as the talk of a creature
from another world; “I cannot know what anything
puts you in mind of, for you are like no other person
I ever met in all my life before.”
120“So much the better for you,” she replied. “Do
I not often inform you I am one of the daughters
of Cain, come on a short visit to Adam and Eve
in the garden of Eden? and that brings me back to
the river: it runs by—like existence at Berrie Down—with
scarcely a ripple on its surface. I should
like to be the Kemm,” she added in a lower tone,
“murmuring on over the pebbles, never singing a
more passionate strain than that—never fretting or
fuming—never forcing my way through rocks and
stones—never brawling—never uncertain as to my
future course—but stealing quietly and peacefully
to the great sea;” and as she spoke, Bessie dropped
her arms over the parapet of the little bridge, and
looked into the stream sadly and dreamily.
Let me sketch her for you—Herbert Ormson’s
only daughter, Gilbert Harcourt’s affianced wife—or
rather let me make the attempt, for it is not easy
to give in pen and ink an idea of the personal appearance
of a girl like Bessie Ormson, whose mood
was shifting as the sunbeams, whose beauty was
changeful as the shadows flitting over the grass in
the golden summer-time:
Scarcely of the middle height, figure slight and
121delicately rounded, she was not destitute of dignity,
though lithe and lissom as a child: she had a small
head, which she could rear, on occasions, almost
defiantly; a mass of dark brown hair, smoothly
braided on her cheeks, and then rolled up at the
back of her neck in coil after coil; eyes of the
darkest, deepest, divinest blue, shaded by long black
lashes, that gave to her face, when in repose, an
almost pathetic expression; a complexion which
neither sun nor wind seemed able to spoil; she had
lips like coral, and teeth like pearls; and a short,
provoking, piquant, saucy upper lip. Was it any
wonder, think you, that Alick Dudley should consider
her the perfection of beauty?—that almost unconsciously
the fancies and loves of his future life
were shaped and moulded by this his earliest ideal
of feminine loveliness?
And yet it was no mere beauty of feature that
caused Bessie Ormson to seem so irresistibly
charming: it was that ever-varying expression of
which I have spoken—that shifting look, now sad,
now gay, now earnest, now provoking, now coquettish,
now soft and womanly, and again almost
sarcastic in its keen perception of human folly
122and human weakness—which gave variety to her
face.
Always changing—never for two minutes the
same—always filling the beholder with a vague
wonder as to what strangely-varied mental book
such a face could be the index.
It was wistful, it was saucy, it was sorrowful, it
was joyous. There was a shadow lying across
her eyes one moment; they were sparkling with
mirth the next. She would look at Heather as
though she were gazing into the depths of a clear
stream, with a strange dreamy glance, and before
you could fix that expression on your mind it was
gone.
See her with Lally, and her face was the face of a
child; leave her to herself for an instant, and there
came an anxious, troubled look on her countenance.
She was all things—mischievous, tender, high-spirited,
quiet, loving, cross, full of bitter repartee, of
premature worldly knowledge.
She had eaten of the tree too soon; and, if that
fruit set her mental teeth on edge, who may say the
fault lay with Bessie?
She was clever, as Arthur Dudley had truly
123observed; that is, she was not clever in accomplishments,
nor as regarded solid learning, but rather
socially and conversationally.
She was no linguist, not much of a musician,
nothing of an artist; she had not read much, but
she could guess what people were thinking of; she
could piece this and that together, and tell what
motives influenced them, what were their purposes,
by what considerations they were swayed. For this
reason, many persons had an objection to very intimate
association with the girl; she never rested content
with words—she went straight back to the thoughts
words concealed.
The young folks at Berrie Down Hollow, however,
who had no secrets and no plans, found her capital
company. Even Lally was not more tireless than she.
Ever ready to go out to walk, to inspect the poultry-yard,
to try her hand at butter-making, to gather
flowers and group them into bouquets, to shake the
cherry-trees, to carry Lally into the Hollow and
hide her among the blackberry bushes, to smother the
child in armfuls of freshly-mown grass, to lead the
way, fleet of foot, to the meadows, where the haymakers
were at work, to don with demurest air a
124snowy apron, and help Mrs. Piggott whisk eggs, or
prepare her fruit for preserving!
Even Mrs. Piggott, who entertained a most cordial
dislike for Bessie’s maternal parent, brightened up
when she saw that pretty roguish face peeping in
at the door of kitchen, larder, and dairy.
Of severe, not to say despotic, principles, inclined
to resent intrusions into her domains as acts of revolt
against a legally-constituted authority, Mrs. Piggott,
nevertheless, not merely tolerated Bessie’s visits, but
rejoiced in them, and few things delighted the
beauty more than a forenoon with “that delightfully
respectable old wonder,” as she called the housekeeper.
It was a sight to see Mrs. Piggott and Bessie
employed in making red-currant jelly—Mrs. Piggott
arrayed in a clean cotton gown, and a cap with
many borders, looking sharply after her assistant to
see that she religiously removed every stem, while
Lally, perched on the table, superintended the work,
and ate whole handsful of the fruit, in gleeful defiance
of Bessie’s threats of executing condign
punishment upon her.
“Dear, dear Miss,” observed Mrs. Piggott on one
125occasion, surveying Bessie over her spectacles,
“who would ever think you were your mamma’s
daughter?”
“No one, Mrs. Piggott,” was the young lady’s
prompt reply. “Don’t you think it a pity mothers
so seldom take after their children?” which inversion
of the usual proposition so utterly astonished
Mrs. Piggott’s understanding, that she was glad to
direct Bessie’s attention to “that blessed child who
has eaten a quart of picked fruit, Miss, if she has
eaten a currant;” whereupon Bessie placed Lally
on the dresser, where, in the midst of plates and
dishes, the little girl sat as if on a throne, exchanging
saucy speeches with Miss Ormson, till it pleased
that young lady to lift her down from her perch and
take her away to the hay-field, or out into the croft,
to see Alick breaking-in Nellie.
It was wonderful to observe the way in which
Bessie and the child agreed; more wonderful still,
perhaps, to notice the manner in which the former
wound all the household round her finger.
It was Bessie this, and Bessie that. She retrimmed
the girls’ bonnets; she taught them the
latest mode of dressing hair; she could change old
126garments into new by some dexterous sleight-of-hand.
Ribbons and laces, deemed useless before
her arrival, and cast aside, as tossed and torn, reappeared
after her advent in forms that delighted
the hearts of Arthur Dudley’s sisters.
She was “good for everything,” the boys declared.
Pretty and coquettish herself, she liked
to see other girls pretty and coquettish too; and
during her visit the Misses Dudley went about with
wild flowers in their hair, with dainty bouquets in
their belts, with dresses guiltless of a crease, “making
much of themselves,” as Bessie phrased it.
How she revelled in that house! How she, so
constantly a prisoner among bricks and mortar,
loved the freedom and the liberty of that country
life! How she stood drinking in the pure, undefiled
air, that came floating over the fields and the
hedgerows to her! Much as the young Dudleys
loved their home, they had not that appreciation of
every flower and leaf, of every effect of light and
shade, which astonished them in their guest.
Her love of the country was keen and sharp, like
the relish of a half-starved man for food.
Here, at last, was a life to be desired—a life idly
127busy, sinlessly sensuous;—here was a lotus land of
indolent industry, bright with sunshine, where the
air was full of all delicious perfumes—where the
days were happy and the nights calm—where the
morning dawned upon a peaceful household—where
the moon looked down, not upon a turbulent sea
of human woes, sorrows, sins, passions, disappointments,
but on the pleasant fields where the grass
was springing, and the sheep lay dotted about on
the soft green slopes.
The birds in the hedges, the ferns in the dells, the
soft cushions of moss, which she would caress with
her little hand and touch with her lips, as though
such delicious greenery must be conscious of her
caresses; the branches waving in the breeze, the
whirling of the pigeons in the air, the hundred
sounds of the country,—all these things had charms
for Bessie which made the Dudleys find her a most
appreciative and delightful companion.
Never was there such a girl for a walk, Alick
Dudley thought, as Bessie Ormson. If she went
out in the early morning, before the sun had risen
high enough to have much power, Bessie would stop
to look at the cobwebs glittering with dew-drops, at
128the drooping blades of wet grass, at the tears on the
leaves of the dog-roses. Were it later in the day, she
revelled in the luxurious warmth; in the far-away
tiled roofs peeping red from amongst sheltering
trees; in the quiet cattle; in the hush of the noon-tide;
and when the afternoon stole on, and the
evening shadows began to fall, she delighted in the
solemn darkness of the distant woods, in the flow of
beck and stream, in the figures of the labourers
hieing them, home across the field-paths, in the
children grouped about the cottage doors.
“It is peace,” she was wont to say—“perfect
peace. I wonder if heaven will be like this!”
There are poets who cannot write a line of verse;
there are artists who yet lack the power to reproduce
that which fills their souls with pleasure almost
amounting to pain. The understanding mind and
the skilful hand are not necessarily sent into the
world together. The power of appreciating things
lovely and beautiful is often divorced from the capacity
to create or portray the lovely and the beautiful,
or, rather, is not always mated with such capacity;
and, although Bessie Ormson possessed no creative
or imitative genius, she was yet endowed with
129that diviner genius—the ability to luxuriate in the
thousand works of the great Creator.
And it was this faculty of perception and appreciativeness
which, added to her quickness and vivacity,
made Bessie such good company that no one
in the length of a summer’s day could weary of her.
Nothing escaped her—not a flower growing by the
wayside, not a cloud fleeting across the sky, not a
change of expression on a man’s face, not an unusual
cadence in a familiar voice.
With all her sarcasm and frivolity, the girl’s
human sympathy was intense; and, perhaps, when
the secret of most popularity is exhausted, it will be
found only to exist in the fact that the man or the
woman popular can enter into and understand the
moods and feelings of other men and women.
It was so with Bessie, at all events. She loved
Berrie Down Hollow with a love almost amounting
to passion. To her, that place was the realization
of peace, happiness, home, beauty, contentment; and
yet she could comprehend the natural desire of the
lad who stood beside her to leave Hertfordshire and
go forth to push his way in the world.
It was of that desire they had been talking as
130they sauntered across the fields towards North
Kemms.
The hush of the first day in the week was around
them and above; but still their discourse had been
of the world, its prizes, its blanks, its successes, its
disappointments, and the boy’s cheek flushed as he
spoke of how he should like to win a name and a
position for himself in the great city, where the
greatest part of Bessie Ormson’s life had been
spent.
“Of course I shall be sorry to go away from the
old place,” he went on, “to leave it and Heather;
but I should feel proud to make a fortune, and
bring it back to her. I should not stay away from
Berrie Down for ever.”
“Yes, you would,” Bessie answered. Then,
seeing him look surprised, she went on: “You,
that is, the Alick Dudley who is talking to me now,
would go away, and never return. I know it is
well for you to go; but still, do not think you could
ever return. You will leave here a boy with a face
as smooth as my own, and you will come back a
man, never to hear the song of the birds with quite
the same ears—never to look out over the fields and
131the woods with quite the same eyes—never to listen
to the trees and the winds whispering quite the same
words. You will go out”—from the height of her
twenty-three years she looked down and told him
this—“and you may come back, but the noise of
the world will mingle with the old familiar sounds,
and never let those sounds fall in perfect harmony
on your soul more.”
And it was then they came to the Kemm, where
Bessie paused to look into the stream.
“I wonder, Bessie, where you have learned all
you know,” said Alick, after a pause.
“Not out of books,” she replied, laughing; “the
truth is I know very little, except that I am very
happy at Berrie Down, and shall be very sorry to
leave it.”
“Do you not expect to be happy when you leave
Berrie Down?” he asked.
“That is not a question to be rashly answered,”
she said. “I may be—I may not be. Don’t you
remember that game Lally plays at—blowing dandelion-down
away to tell the hour? Whatever
number she has arrived at, when the last feather
floats off, is the time. My future depends on much
132such a chance; but whether it turn out happy or
unhappy, be certain I shall not sit down and bemoan
myself.”
“But surely you hope to be happy in your
marriage?” the lad suggested, hesitatingly, and yet
with a degree of restrained eagerness which made
Bessie smile.
“I hope to be so, Alick,” she answered, however,
gravely; “but hopes are poor houses to live in.
Fact is,” she added, in a gayer tone, “I know as
little about my future life as you know about yours.
When we are old man and old woman, we will sit
down by the fireside together, and compare notes;
we will tell one another about the roads we have
travelled, and the countries they led to.”
And Bessie lifted her eyes as she spoke, and
looked away to the woods surrounding Mr. Raidsford’s
house, which mingled with those of Kemms
Park.
In the after-days, the pair stood in the same spot
again on just such another afternoon, and thought of
that talk on their way to Kemms church.
“We shall be very late,” Bessie said at length;
and then they turned and pursued their way in the
133delicious stillness across the fields to North Kemms.
It had been a freak of Bessie’s, this Sunday ramble
alone with Alick to a far-away church; but then
Bessie was given to freaks, and no one paid any
particular attention to them.
Mrs. Ormson declared such a walk in the heat of
the day “was absurd;” even Heather looked surprised
when she and Alick announced their intention
of starting directly after dinner. Lally had implored
“me too,” for once vainly, and an offer of
companionship from the remainder of the Dudleys
had met with no better success.
“I want to go alone with you, Alick,” she declared.
“I want to talk to you quietly;” and of
course Alick was delighted.
Like most girls, Bessie conceived all the wisdom
of Solomon had come down to her. In the ways of
this world the young lady believed she was a
thorough adept; but she had not that reticence in
talking about the ways of the world and the wickedness
of the people in it, which is, perhaps, the first
sign of thorough knowledge.
The wise man is modest. The man who thinks
himself wise lacks sense to hold his tongue; the
134saint is eloquent about sin; the sinner is not given
to speak of the flavour of that strange meat whereof
he has partaken; for all of which reasons Bessie,
who was but a very novice in that lore wherein she
aspired to instruct others, was assiduous in her
endeavours to teach Alick that the world where he
had been placed was a mistake, the hope of happiness
in it a delusion and a snare.
This young woman, who delighted in every
country sight and sound, who loved Lally and
adored Heather Dudley, who luxuriated in pleasant
sights and in all sweet sounds, who had her life all
before her, who could take fun out of most things,
and was not above confessing to a weakness for
strawberries and cream, would nevertheless talk on
a fine summer afternoon as I have taken the liberty
of transcribing her conversation.
She thought she was original, perhaps, in her
remarks; she thought also possibly—and this
thought chanced to be perfectly true—that Alick
Dudley delighted in her observations; and yet her
talk was but as the talk of other girls of her own
age and temperament throughout the length and
breadth of England.
135It was the nought is everything and everything is
nought creed of our own girls at the present hour;
of those who, whether they take refuge from their
own luxuriously sad thoughts in earnestness or
frivolity, in balls or soup-kitchens, in fashionable
follies or house-to-house visitings, are yet agreed on
one point, viz., their conviction that the round
world and all that therein is cannot be considered
otherwise than hollow and unsatisfactory.
They believe fully, not only that it is all a
fleeting show, but that it was “for man’s illusion
given,” and they smile compassionately on the poor
souls who are deluded with such a transparent
mockery, and go about raving in a fine melancholy
about the sins and sorrows, the snares and the pitfalls,
of our very imperfect earth.
Did the girls who read Evelina and Cecilia
share this doctrine, or were they, less sceptical,
gulled, sweet simpletons, into believing the Almighty
intended them for happiness instead of misery?
It would have been a clever person who could
have persuaded Bessie Ormson into such a faith, at
all events; and as, for most young people, talk of the
kind to which I have referred—melancholy, dreamy,
136romantic, unsatisfying talk—has a singular charm,
she might, with her conversation, have done Alick
Dudley a considerable amount of mischief, had it
not been for a little circumstance that occurred on
the very same Sunday afternoon of which I am
speaking, and set the lad thinking about a much
more possible calamity than had been contained in
any of Bessie’s imaginative sentences.
On, over the fields they walked; they left the
Kemm and Mr. Raidsford’s property far behind;
they strolled leisurely through the pleasant Hertfordshire
meadows, and stood here and there to
watch the sheep scuttling away from them, or to
notice the placid contentment of the cattle lying
on the smooth grass whence the hay had just been
carried.
On, past cottage and homestead; on, to where
more woods met their sight; on, through the little
hamlet of North Kemms, and then by a short lane to
the church surrounded by a graveyard, where the
mounds were many, and the headstones few.
The service was half over by the time they stood
within the porch, but the sexton experienced no
difficulty in providing the new comers with seats.
137There were more empty than full in that church, so
he ushered the pair into a great family pew near the
pulpit, and shut the door carefully after them.
Only to open it, however, again next instant, and
give admittance to a tall handsome man, who might
have belonged to the same party, so quickly did he
follow on their heels.
A very handsome man—when the stranger took
his face out of his hat, where he held it for the
orthodox period; Alick Dudley was quite satisfied on
this point, and glanced curiously round to ascertain
whether Bessie chanced to be of the same opinion;
but Bessie’s eyes were fastened on her prayer-book,
and so Alick turned again to the new comer to discover
what effect Bessie had produced on him.
Apparently, none whatever; he looked at the girl
carelessly, looked her over from head to foot; then
examined Alick in the same supercilious and critical
style, after which he surveyed the congregation at
large, the clergyman, and the clerk. Then, having
apparently exhausted North Kemms as Bessie had
exhausted the world, he caressed his moustache, and
retired into his own contemplations.
All of which proceedings piqued, not to say
138angered, Alick Dudley; and this anger was the
more unreasonable, because, if the stranger had
seemed struck by Bessie’s beauty, the lad would
have been out of temper still.
But that any one should remain indifferent to
Miss Ormson’s perfections appeared to Alick little
less than a miracle. Even the rector, an old, white-haired
man, was to be detected stealing furtive
looks at the demure young lady who had come so
late to church; and what right had this “great
swell,” so Alick mentally styled the stranger, to give
himself airs, and never bestow a second glance on a
girl who was undeniably beautiful?
“He may meet hundreds of fine ladies before he
sees anything like her,” decided Master Alick; but
the offending gentleman evidently did not share
in this opinion. Wherever his thoughts might be,
clearly they were not wandering in the direction of
Bessie Ormson, who, on her side, never lifted her
eyes to look at him, but kept them fixed resolutely
on her little prayer-book, the rector, or the east
window; a piece of propriety which, considering the
girl’s proclivities for lords and grandees of all kinds,
was somewhat astonishing.
139But then, if Bessie were a trifle coquettish, she was
not bold; a maiden less likely to take the initiative
in a love affair could not have been found in the
length and breadth of Hertfordshire.
Which fact made it, perhaps, all the more extraordinary
that the stranger took no heed of so strange
a mixture of modesty and vivacity and beauty.
A handsome man, and yet not altogether of prepossessing
appearance. Sitting opposite to, and
staring at him with all his eyes, Alick felt he did
not much like him. What had he come to church
for? He sat there absorbed in his own thoughts,
whatever they might be, hearing the sermon possibly,
but unheeding it certainly. Vaguely, as in a dreamy
kind of way, Alick conjectured the world, of which
Bessie had been talking as they crossed the fields,
might have some share in their companion’s reverie.
The lad was gifted with sufficient sense to understand
that a man like this was much more likely to
know all the ins and outs of a wicked world than
Miss Bessie Ormson; and, while the rector droned
through his sermon, an impression, undefined and
intangible, it is true, came into Alick’s mind, that,
all through her wise conversation with him, Bessie
140had been arguing out some mental question with
herself; forecasting what the years might bring to
her, wondering with what ears she should listen to
the sweet home sounds again, with what eyes she
should look over the green Hertfordshire fields in
the future which was uncertainly stretching forth
before them both.
The thoughts of youth are generally as unformed
as the features of childhood; and thus, though Alick
was conscious of some curious enigma perplexing
him, he yet would have been surprised had any one
placed the puzzle he was considering before his
mental vision, perfect in form and clothed with words.
At length it was all over—the sermon, the service,
the reverie—and, with a sense of relief, the lad opened
the pew door, and stood in the aisle while his companion
passed out. In order to allow her to take
precedence of him, the stranger had stepped a little
back into the pew, and this slight courtesy Bessie
acknowledged by the merest inclination of her pretty
head. Then Alick saw the gentleman look at her,
for an instant only—next moment his dark eyes were
roaming over the church, scanning the monuments,
glancing up at the organ-loft.
141When they were half way down the aisle, Alick
turned to see what the stranger was doing, and found
him, not following Bessie with his eyes, but still scrutinising
the church as though he were a member of
the Archæological Society. There he stood in the
pew just as they had left him, indolently surveying
roof and walls, tombs and windows. As they passed
through the porch, Alick looked back once more, but
the object of his curiosity had not moved.
“Waiting for the rector, perhaps,” thought the
lad; and he hurried after Bessie, who by this time
was half way across the graveyard.
“What a dear old church!” she said, as they
reached the gate. “I like it much better than
Fifield.”
“Excuse me, but I believe this is your prayer-book,”
said a voice close beside her at this juncture,
and the interruption was so sudden that both Alick
and his companion started to find the stranger close
beside them.
“Thank you, I am sorry to have given you so
much trouble; yes, it is mine,” Bessie stammered, her
face covered with blushes as she received the book,
which she put in her pocket; while the stranger raised
142his hat and turned back across the churchyard in
the direction of the Rectory.
“Now, was not that stupid of me?” asked Bessie.
In his heart, perhaps Alick thought it was, but he did
not express this opinion, he only offered to carry the
book for her.
“No, thank you, it is so small, I always keep it in
my pocket,” she answered. “If there be one thing
more than another I dislike, it is to see people parading
church-services and Bibles about on a Sunday as
though they want to let all the world know they
have been praying;” and thus Bessie rattled on while
they retraced their way across the fields, and over the
Kemm, and past the woods, and so to Berrie Down,
which place they reached about the time when Mrs.
Ormson, awaking from her afternoon siesta like a
giant refreshed, proposed that society generally
should take a turn on the lawn.
To this proposal society, nothing loth, agreed; and
thus it chanced that Bessie and Alick were descried
entering the croft and rounding the Hollow, and
ascending the hill leading to the house.
Once amongst the family group, it was needful to
pause and give full particulars of their walk, of North
143Kemms church, of the congregation, of the music, of
the sermon, and of various other matters which the
younger Dudleys were pleased to regard in the
light of news.
By a singular coincidence, however, neither Alick
nor Bessie made any mention of the strange gentleman
who had turned aside towards the Rectory. The
young lady, indeed, talked so much and so fast that
it would have been difficult for her companion to
have edged in much information on the subject, even
had he felt inclined to do so.
But he did not feel inclined; he could do little
except watch Bessie, and wonder what had come to
put her in such astonishing spirits, and to make her
so much gayer than when they started—so utterly
absorbed in giving a full and detailed account of the
appearance of the rector, the prosiness of his sermon,
the beauty of the walk, and the horrible discord of
the choir, that she had not a moment’s attention to
spare for Lally, who revenged herself by coolly thrusting
her little hand into the depths of Bessie’s pocket,
in search of those sweetmeats which her friend
usually kept there for the child’s special delectation
and benefit.
144“Not a sing,” exclaimed Lally at length, prayer-book
in hand, and sorrow written on every feature
in her face.
Then Bessie, breaking off in the middle of a
sentence, turned and snatched the book from Lally,
with a look of such blank terror, that for a second it
seemed to Alick Dudley almost as though the sun
had gone behind a cloud.
“Nossing for me,” remarked Lally reproachfully,
and in a tone of mild expostulation against a state
of society in which such things as pockets destitute
of sweetmeats could be—“nossing for me?”
“You naughty child,” began Miss Ormson, sharply;
but next moment she relented, and, catching Lally
up in her arms, told her she would see whether
“Bessie had anything in her drawers for her bold
little girl.”
After which, exit Bessie with Lally, the latter
contemplating the family group, as she departed,
over Bessie’s shoulder, and staying her appetite by
thrusting three of her fingers as far down her throat
as was compatible with personal safety.
Once in her own room, Bessie, after finding the
sweetmeats, turned them and Lally out of the apartment,
145locked her door, and then eagerly opened her
prayer-book.
Had Heather Dudley been on the threshold, she
might well have marvelled what calamity had
happened to the girl. She shook the book, she
fluttered over the leaves; she turned her pocket
inside out, she lifted her handkerchief, she inspected
the carpet, she examined the prayer-book again,
then she walked to the door, unlocked and opened
it, to meet Alick Dudley on the threshold.
“Is this yours?” he asked, giving her a sealed
note. “It dropped from the prayer-book when
Lally pulled it out of your pocket. I picked it up,
but I did not like to give it to you on the lawn.”
“You dear, good boy,” she said; but Alick never
smiled at this praise. His face was as pale as
Bessie’s was red, his tone as quiet as hers was
hurried.
For a moment the pair looked at each other,
then she said:
“Alick, may I trust that you will not tell
Heather?”
“I will tell nothing,” he answered. She put
her hand into his, but he never clasped the little
146soft fingers. Involuntarily almost she put her lips
to his and kissed him, but still the lad made no
sign.
Then she broke out passionately, “Don’t judge
me hardly, Alick; don’t judge me till you know
all.”
“I do not judge you, Bessie;” he replied, “but
I am very sorry;” and there came a mist before his
eyes, through which he could not see her distinctly,
and he turned and walked away along the corridor,
feeling he had that day got his first real lesson in
deceit and hypocrisy.
He had believed in Bessie; he had listened to
her talk; with delight and wonder she had seemed to
him walking in the golden sunlight like something
too good for the every-day, common, work-a-day
world, and, behold! she was but a hypocrite playing
in Heather’s house a double game.
Yes, he knew now the world she had come from
must be a wicked place, when such things as this
were possible in it. He had been deceived, and
straight away he thought of Delilah and Sampson,
putting up his hand to his mouth the while to feel if
those were really the lips Bessie had kissed.
147In her fear and humiliation she had offered him
this bribe; when he thought of that, his anger melted
away into a great flood of shame and pity, and then
the lad whom this girl, his senior by nearly five years,
was teaching so rapidly to be a man, turned into his
own room, where, covering his face with his hands,
he cried like a child.
After all, he was very young and very inexperienced,
and he found it hard to see the dream-castle
he had built on so frail a foundation as a woman’s
truth and purity levelled to the ground.
There comes a time when such knowledge, as
had been vouchsafed to Alick Dudley that day, provokes
smiles rather than tears.
When a man has arrived at the conclusion that
all women are weak, that all women are frail, it is
rather gratifying to his penetration than otherwise
when beauty confirms this view of the question; but
Alick Dudley had not commenced travelling
along the road which leads to this pleasant opinion,
and it was very grievous to him to find his idol had
feet of clay, that she had been making a cat’s-paw
of him, that the stranger and she knew more of each
other than was well for either, that she had fallen in
148a moment so low as not to be above bribing him
with a kiss.
And at that point the lad grew dizzy and confused.
There was a great mystery being developed
in his heart at the moment. He could not have
put that mystery into words; but I may for him.
The ideal he had idolized lay at his feet, broken
and shattered, marred, ruined, and defaced; but the
reality which occupied its place—a weak, deceitful,
unhappy girl—he loved.
CHAPTER VII. MORE VISITORS.
149
And still the summer days ran on. They rippled
by, scarcely murmuring as they passed; and life at
Berrie Down flowed smoothly along, leaving no
mark or trace behind.
The flowers faded, and fresh flowers bloomed;
the cherries were all shaken down; the haymaking
was over; the blackberries in the Hollow were
forming so rapidly that Lally’s little fingers had to
be forbidden plucking the unripe fruit; the noontides
were hot and sultry; every blossom was gone
from the chestnuts; the shade in Berrie Down Lane
was sweet and pleasant, and both pedestrians and
equestrians loved to linger there under the trees, on
the soft grass by the roadside. There was the
purple haze on the distant woods, and in the nearer
150valleys; the leaves had lost their fresh greenness, and
looked in want of rain; the Kemm was reduced
to a mere thread of a stream; and the rivulet which
meandered through the fields beyond the Hollow
was utterly dried up.
Arthur Dudley was beginning to complain loudly
of the drought. He spoke of impending loss of
cattle; of the probability of the after-grass being
all scorched up; of failure in the turnips; but no one
paid much attention to his forebodings excepting
Heather and Mrs. Ormson.
There was this difference, however, between the
two women, that, while the latter condoled with him,
the former endeavoured to make him believe matters
would not turn out so badly as he feared.
Comforters are not generally so much liked as
sympathizers, and it was therefore with Mrs. Ormson
Arthur walked around the fields, bemoaning his
usual ill-luck as they paced along.
“It was like my fortune to have so many cattle
in such a season,” he grumbled. “Any other year
it would not have mattered; but this”—and so the
Squire wandered on, while Mrs. Ormson said it was
“dreadful,” and gently hinted that the arrangement
151of the weather, like the arrangement of many
other things, was not so perfect as it might be.
“Now, what do we want with rain in London?”
she inquired; “and yet you know it is always pouring
there. How much better it would be if you
could have the rain instead! I dare say, if the
truth were known, it is coming down there in
torrents at this very moment.”
But in this supposition Mrs. Ormson chanced to
be wrong, as successive visitors from London arrived
in due time to testify.
“How delightful to get into the country out of
those suffocating streets!” remarked Mrs. Black, a
woman of the utterly feeble, limp, languid, and
mildly pretty school. “Oh, Arthur, how I envy
you this sweet spot!”
In answer to which speech Arthur declared that,
if she knew all, perhaps she would find less cause
for envy than she imagined. Whereupon Mr.
Black, a stout, middle-aged, light-haired, florid,
good-looking, self-satisfied individual, observed:
“Yes, that is what I always say, Dudley—my
very words, almost. Nobody knows where the shoe
pinches but the man who has to walk through life in
152it. And, after all, though the country is very nice,
and Berrie Down a refreshing change from the city
in such melting weather, still we all know it is not
London. No,” repeated Mr. Black, striking the
sod with the heel of his boot, and looking over the
landscape as though daring the fields and the trees
to contradict him, “it is not London.”
“And a very good thing too it is not,” added
Bessie; in answer to which addendum Mr. Black
stated his belief that she was just the same as ever,
and inquired how, if she disliked town so much, she
expected to be able to spend her life in it.
“As I have done hitherto,” she replied, “under
protest.”
“Persuade Gilbert when he comes down to turn
farmer,” suggested Mrs. Black, sentimentally. “I
only wish my lot had been cast among these peaceful
scenes.”
The only comment this remark elicited being a
muttered sentence from Mr. Black, in which Bessie
thought she heard something about “peaceful
devils,” the conversation might have been considered
ended, but for a voluntary statement from
Master Marsden, a young gentleman in knickerbockers,
153to the effect that he hated London, but that
the country was jolly. He had been down in Surrey
in the spring, he went on to inform the assembled
company in a shrill alto, where he robbed fifty—oh!
a hundred—birds’ nests, and wasn’t it prime!
“Then you were wicked boy,” said Miss Lally,
with that charming promptitude of judgment which
is a peculiarity of her sex.
“Why? don’t you rob nests?” asked the new
arrival, in answer to which question Lally shook her
comical little head gravely.
“Well, you must be a muff; but then, to be sure,
you are a girl,” said Master Marsden, in a tone
which was at once contemptuous and explanatory.
“She is not a great ill-mannered boy like you,
Harry, at any rate,” observed Bessie, whose fault
certainly was not reticence in expressing her sentiments.
“I don’t want you to talk to me, I don’t,” said
the boy, turning upon her in a manner which spoke
of former passages of arms between them.
“Well, it is not every one who gets more than he
wants,” she replied; at which juncture Mr. Black
called the young lady to order, declaring the way she
154talked to the boy too bad—“just like breaking a
thingumderry upon a whatever’s its name.”
“If you mean a butterfly upon a wheel, I beg to
remark that Harry is as unlike a butterfly as anything
I can imagine,” answered Miss Bessie.
“We don’t expect little boys to be butterflies,”
said that general peace-maker, Mrs. Black.
“No, it is great girls who are that,” struck in
Mr. Black; and he laughed at his own wit so long
and loudly, that Lally stood looking at him in astonishment.
“Well, little one, and what are you staring at?”
inquired Mr. Black, at length noticing that Lally
had opened not merely her eyes but also her mouth
as wide as possible.
“Oo,” was the immediate reply.
“Oh! indeed; and what do you think of me now
you have stared?” he asked.
“I think ’oo like Doe Cole,” replied Lally,
nothing abashed at public attention being directed
to her.
“And who may Joe Cole be?” persisted Mr.
Black; but no one seemed disposed to afford him
the information he desired.
155“Who is this Joe Cole that I resemble?” repeated
Mr. Black, looking round the circle, and
especially at Bessie, who had her face buried in her
pocket-handkerchief.
Round the circle, too, looked Lally. “He’s a
fool,” she explained, evidently desirous of enlightening
Mr. Black’s ignorance. Alick had raised a
warning finger too late; out came the sentence in
the middle of a dead silence; and then Bessie burst
into a perfect scream of laughter; while Arthur, in
angry tones, exclaimed, “Take that child away,
somebody. She’s not fit to be among civilised
people.”
“Ought to be whipped, and sent to bed,” volunteered
Mrs. Ormson.
“Poor little thing traced some fancied resemblance,”
urged Mrs. Black, as an extenuating circumstance.
“She is completely ruined,” said her father; and
as the child passed him, led off the field by Bessie,
he struck her, for the first time in his life, a smart
blow, which caused Lally to break forth into a perfect
paroxysm of grief.
In one moment Bessie had her in her arms, and
156faced round on the Squire. “I never had a greater
mind to do anything than box your ears, Arthur,”
she remarked. “I shall say you are like Joe Cole
next;” and with that Miss Ormson swept away from
the group, followed by some of the younger Dudleys,
who were unanimously of opinion the matter was to
be kept from Heather.
“I am so sorry, Bessie—oh! I am so sorry,” said
Agnes Dudley.
“And so am I that all these people are here,”
Bessie answered. “They will spoil Arthur among
them, not that, goodness knows, there is much to
spoil about him.”
“It is always the same whenever Mr. Black
comes,” continued Agnes. “I can remember how
we used to dread the very sight of him or your
mother entering the gates. I suppose I ought not
to say it, Bessie, as she is your mother; but she
always made things worse for us here, at least we
thought she did.”
“Don’t let the fact of her being my mother prevent
your expressing your opinions,” said Bessie,
who, seated on the floor in the nursery, was engaged
in striving to comfort Lally. Most sincerely
157she hoped and believed Heather was, at that moment,
closeted with Mrs. Piggott; but Heather
happened to be in an adjoining room, and, hearing
the sound of Lally’s exceeding bitter grief, came in
to see what could be the cause of it.
“Why, what is the matter with my pet?” she
asked.
Agnes looked at Bessie, who promptly answered,
“Lally has been very naughty.”
“No, Lally not been naughty,” broke in the
child, stretching out her arms towards her mother.
“Lally only said that fat man was like Doe Cole—and
pa hit her—pa did;” and Lally buried her head
in her mother’s breast, and wept abundantly.
“Arthur did not mean to hurt her,” Agnes
explained.
“And Lally was very naughty, for she said Joe
Cole was a fool,” added Bessie; but, unheeding
both the girls’ statements, Heather passed from the
room, carrying Lally with her, and appeared no
more until supper time, when Bessie noticed that
she had been crying.
“I wish you would keep that child of yours out of
the way of strangers till she has learnt how to behave
158herself,” Arthur remarked from the foot of the
table, with his customary tact and consideration.
“She shall not annoy any one again,” said
Heather, who had intended to take a private opportunity
of apologising to Mr. Black for Lally’s seeming
rudeness.
“Oh! she did not annoy me, ma’am,” returned
that gentleman. “Considered it rather a compliment
than otherwise, I assure you. You know the
saying, I dare say, that it takes a wise man to act
the fool; and I rather think any one who tried to
get the better of me would find he had no fool to
deal with, Mrs. Dudley.”
“When I was at school, uncle, we had a copy
text to the effect that ‘Self-praise was no recommendation,’”
remarked Bessie; at which speech some of
the younger Dudleys tittered audibly—a proceeding
that caused Arthur to declare he did not know what
the house was coming to.
“It is a very charming house,” interposed Mrs.
Black, who really, Heather felt, was a perfect
blessing to society. “I do not know a house like it
anywhere. Every one amongst my friends has
heard of Berrie Down Hollow. I always say it
159seems to me the very abode of peace,—the true
cottage of contentment.”
“I would very gladly exchange it for your house
in town,” answered Arthur.
“Or for the same acreage in town,” added Mr.
Black. “By Jove, if a man had only one of your
fields anywhere about Threadneedle Street or Cornhill,
he might snap his fingers at the world.”
“Yes; because in that case he would be so rich
he could afford to live anywhere,” ventured Heather,
to whom such remarks were by no means new; “but,
as the land is not in London, why need we think
about impossibilities? It is a choice with us between
a small income in town and a small income in
the country; and you know, Mr. Black, how much
farther a small income goes in the country than in
town.”
“Now that is just the point on which you are so
much deceived,” replied Mr. Black. “There is no
place on earth where a small income can be made
go so far as in London. Do you want meat? You
can have what you want, cut as you like, sent home
on the instant. Now here, I suppose, your butcher
lives five miles off; everything is at least five
160miles off in the country. For rich and poor alike,
London is the place. What is there a man can’t
get there?”
“Green fields,” answered Mrs. Black.
“Green fields! nonsense,” returned her husband.
“Have not you the parks? What can a human
being desire better than St. James’s Park, or
Regent’s Park, or even Victoria? Is not there
grass enough in them to content you? Is Hampstead
Heath not big enough for you to walk over?
Have not you the squares? Have not you trees?
Even in the City there is not a street but you may
see a tree in it. Do you want amusement? There is
not a night but you may go to a dozen places of
amusement, if you like. Do you want society? You
can have as much as you please. Do you want
books? They lie ready to your hand. Everything
is next door in London. We have not to send a
dozen miles for a lemon there, ma’am, as Mr. What-ever-you-may-call-him,
that parson fellow, said he had
to do. From grapes at thirty shillings a pound to
a farthing’s worth of tea-dust, you can be accommodated
in London. There is no place like it on
earth, Mrs. Dudley, take my word.”
161Poor Mrs. Dudley sighed, and answered “that, for
her part, she liked the pure country air.”
“There never was a more mistaken idea than
that,” said Mr. Black. “Country air is not pure.
How should it be, with its decomposing vegetation,
with its damp fields, with its ditches filled with grass
and dead leaves, with its arable land covered with
natural and artificial manures, with its imperfect
drainage, with its impure water? Read the Registrar-General’s
returns, and you will soon change your
opinion about the healthfulness of the country.”
“That is what I often say,” remarked Mrs.
Ormson.
“But still there are some most unpleasant smells
in London,” observed Mrs. Black, feebly.
“In Bermondsey, for instance,” added Bessie.
“All healthy,” persisted Mr. Black. “Now, in
the country, people breathe poison without knowing
what they are swallowing. What is called pure air
is very like sparkling water; it seems so because it
is full of the seeds of disease, because it is literally
laden with decomposition and——”
“The eight o’clock express stops at Palinsbridge,
uncle,” suggested Bessie at this point. “You
162might catch it if you were to sit up all night, and
start away from here, say, at five o’clock in the
morning. I should not stay another day in the
country, if I were you.”
“Well put in, Bessie; but I won’t take your
advice for all that,” said Mr. Black, good humouredly.
“I have come down here meaning to enjoy myself,
and to make a complete holiday of it.”
“I should have thought you might have compassed
both ends, by spending a day at the British
Museum,” remarked Miss Ormson.
“How sharp you have got, Bessie, my dear,”
ventured Mrs. Black. “Is it anything in the air, I
wonder?”
“If it be, it is to be hoped you will take it,”
observed her husband. At which speech Mr. Black
laughed and Mrs. Ormson laughed, while Heather
looked at her guests, blankly wondering how she was
to preserve peace amongst them.
“Gilbert will soon be down to keep Bessie in
order,” remarked Mrs. Ormson.
“I am glad to hear it—he is a very nice young
fellow,” affirmed Mr. Black.
“I have never seen him,” said Arthur Dudley.
163“Then you will be pleased when you do see him,”
answered the oracle; “a very intelligent, modest,
well-mannered, pushing young man as any I know.”
“And handsome too,” added Mrs. Black, glad
to find some smooth water where she could safely
launch her little conversational boat again without
fear of breakers. “And handsome too; and oh!
so good to his mother and sisters.”
“I liked him greatly,” said Heather, from her
end of the table; and, as she spoke, almost involuntarily
she glanced at Bessie, who, with her head
turned aside, was looking out into the semidarkness
of the summer’s night.
Alick had his eyes fixed on Bessie also. Perhaps
he was trying to reconcile the fact of Gilbert
Harcourt with the existence of the stranger they had
met in North Kemms church. Anyhow, he felt
curious, and, though Heather knew nothing about the
North Kemms stranger, she had grown curious also.
In due time Mr. Harcourt arrived, as did also
Miss Hope, and then, indeed, the house was full—so
full that Bessie privately likened it to a Noah’s
Ark, and wondered how the patriarch managed to
keep his animals in order.
164“It is more than poor Heather can do,” sighed Alick.
“What makes her have them?” asked Bessie.
“Do you think Arthur would be satisfied if she
had not?” inquired the lad. “It is just the same
every year, only, unhappily, this year they have all
elected to come together.”
“I am one of the ‘all’ Alick, remember,” she
said, laughing.
There had been a time when Alick would indignantly
have denied this assertion; but he remembered
North Kemms church, and held his peace.
“You are angry with me,” she went on, noticing
his hesitation. “Perhaps, if you knew everything,
you would be sorry.” And, with that, Bessie turned
and walked into the house, leaving Alick, who
certainly did not know everything, in a state of
wonderment.
Why should he be sorry for Bessie? For himself
he might feel sorry that two men stood between him
and the prize he had vaguely began to covet; but
where was the need of pitying her? If she did
not like Gilbert, why had she accepted him? If she
did like him, why had she gone to North Kemms
to meet another lover?
165But was he a lover? Alick had read a sufficient
number of old romances obtained from Miss Carfort,
who kept a very small circulating library in South
Kemms, to be well aware that the walk across the
fields, the evidently pre-arranged meeting, the note
secreted between the leaves of Bessie’s prayer-book,
did not of themselves justify him in the conclusion
that Miss Ormson was carrying on a clandestine
love affair. The man might have some hold on
her. He might have known her before her engagement
to Gilbert; he might have some power over
her father; he might be in possession of some secret
of the family: so the lad argued; but still the conviction
remained strong within him that Bessie was
playing a double game; though how she contrived
to do so puzzled him beyond measure.
No more walks across the fields; no lonely excursions
to Fifield post-office; no solitary rambles, even
within the limits of the farm.
It might not perhaps be generous on his part to do
so, but he watched the young lady as a cat might
watch a mouse, and the more he watched the more
mystified he grew.
If she were carrying on a secret correspondence
166with any one, it was impossible she could treat
Gilbert Harcourt as she did. From morning till
night the pair were together “like a pair of dear
turtle-doves,” as Mrs. Black sentimentally declared.
Never a cross word did Bessie bestow on her
betrothed; never a saucy speech did she address to
him. Let who else would, feel the sharpness of her
tongue—and it was sharp at times, as a serpent’s
tooth, according to Mrs. Ormson; and a wasp’s sting,
to quote Mr. Black—Mr. Harcourt always escaped
scot-free.
Not even to Heather was Bessie so uniformly
agreeable as to Mr. Harcourt; and another strange
thing Alick noticed came to pass about the same
time—Bessie ceased in her conversation to be either
sententious or melancholy.
In Mr. Harcourt’s presence she never spoke about
desiring to ripple by, like the Kemm; she never
talked concerning the world’s barrenness; about the
dreariness of human life.
The lover had come, and Mariana no longer cried,
“I am a-weary.” The lover had come, and she
discoursed before him much after the fashion of other
people. If the later fashion seemed to Alick less
167attractive than that formerly adopted by her, who
can say the fashion was not a better one—more
fitted for every-day wear?
But Alick was young, and liked sentiment. As
our mothers, when girls, used to luxuriate in Mrs.
Hemans’ poetry, so Alick had revelled in Bessie’s
talk, concerning the world and life, and the arid
dreariness of both.
To Mr. Harcourt, however, who hoped for some
small share of happiness in existence, whose career
had not been a smooth one, who loved rather to hear
of the bright sunshine than of winter’s clouds,
Bessie’s poetical reveries would have been utterly
distasteful; and as the young lady anxiously laid
herself out to please him in other matters, so she
anxiously selected her talk to suit his tastes. No
one on earth could have proved a more submissive
mistress than Bessie Ormson; to those who were
learned in the ways of women she might have seemed
a trifle too submissive for everything in the engagement
to be right.
As for Heather, she delighted in seeing matters
progress so smoothly. With a half-jealous feeling
gnawing at her heart, she watched, during her rare
168moments of leisure, Gilbert’s devotion to the lady of
his choice. What a lover he appeared in Heather’s
eyes! with what an ever-increasing pain she saw
him follow Bessie about; fearful lest the very winds
of heaven should touch her too roughly. How
tender he was; how thoughtful; how mindful of
her lightest wish; how his face brightened when
she entered the room; with what looks of pride and
affection he followed her about!
It was all a wonderful revelation to the woman
who had never experienced such devotion; who was
becoming conscious that in the book of her own
existence some of the sweetest pages of most lives
had never been penned; who had never known, till
she beheld love showered upon another, that such
love had never been proffered to her. It was so
wonderful a revelation, in fact, that she could not
help remarking one day to Miss Hope:—
“How very fond Mr. Harcourt must be of Bessie!”
“Yes,” answered that lady, who was surveying the
pair through her eye-glass,—“he seems to like her
well enough; more than she is worth, in my opinion.
He is fonder of her than she is of him. She is
only marrying him for a home, my dear.”
169“For a home!” repeated Heather, in amazement.
“Yes—or to get away from home, if you prefer
that way of putting it. The match will not turn out
well. Remember, I said so;” and Miss Hope took
another look at the engaged couple, while Heather’s
thoughts flew back to the words Bessie had spoken
as they stood together side by side on the grassy
slope with their backs turned towards the west:
“I wish I were more worthy his devotion;” and of
that other more vehement sentence spoken later on
during the course of the same evening, when the
girl said: “If you tell me to do it this minute, I
will stay with you all my life and never marry
any one.”
At this juncture Miss Hope dropped her eye-glass
once again, and, turning to Heather, said:
“Yes, my dear, it is clear as noonday (noonday
anywhere out of England), that on the young lady’s
part it is a marriage of convenience. How shocked
you look! Where have your eyes been not to find
out the real state of matters for yourself? I suspected
it at the first glance; but then, you and I are two
very different people; you are the stupidest, simplest
goose I ever had the happiness of meeting.”
170And the old lady laid her hand on her niece’s
shoulder with a not unkindly gesture.
Wise old ladies occasionally take fancies to such
stupid, simple young geese as Heather Dudley; and
Miss Hope, who knew Arthur better, perhaps, than
anybody in the world, felt sorry for the wife, whose
lot, it was impossible for her to avoid seeing, had
not been cast in pleasant places.
But what, you may ask, did that matter, if
Heather herself were unconscious of the fact?
My reader, do you think the blind man, born
blind, can yet remain ignorant for ever that others
are able to look on the blue heavens and the green
earth? Do you think the mute comes in due time
to have no comprehension that his fellows enjoy a
gift withheld from him? Do you imagine the deaf
have no understanding of all which has been denied
to them? Do you suppose the childless never
listen for the sound of little feet that God has
decreed shall patter across no floor towards their
arms outstretched to greet them? Do you believe
the spinster never considers what her lot might
have been, when she looks around and sees other
women happily married, and sitting by no lonely
171fires, as she is doomed to do, through the years, the
long, solitary, uneventful years? Do you not
understand that in due time the eye must behold,
and the heart long—that the fruit eaten so many
thousand years ago by our common mother, must
be tasted sooner or later in its bitterness by all who
are born of woman, and who would attain to the
full stature of man?
On the branches of the tree still hangs that which
gives knowledge of good and evil; and till the hand
have grasped, and the mind received, no life can be
called perfect, no human being become as a god,
comprehending, not merely the mystery of good and
evil, but also all the joy and all the sorrow which
that mystery involves.
CHAPTER VIII. IN HEATHER’S DRESSING-ROOM.
172
Taken as a whole, the incongruous ingredients
brought together at Berrie Down Hollow did not
form a peculiarly agreeable social dish. In one
respect it might have been called a kind of haggis,
but the result proved that what may be made
palatable in cookery, cannot always be tried domestically.
The oatmeal and the vegetables, the mincemeat
and the savoury stuffing, refused to amalgamate at
the daily dinner-table, and, as is usual in such cases,
each guest thought the absence of his neighbours
the only thing needed to ensure perfect comfort and
happiness at the board.
It is a way people have—this of thinking all
God’s creatures bores excepting themselves—of
173imagining, certain pleasant places on earth were
made for their especial delectation, and that every
other man, woman, or child, who sets foot within
the enclosure, should be ousted out, and prosecuted
for trespass.
There are common lands on which the majority
of mankind may browse if they will, but they must
leave the sunny green slopes, the sweet clover-fields,
the well-fenced paddock, for the gratification and
comfort of the elect; and perhaps the most curious
social problem of the day is to notice how, amongst
saints and sinners alike, one common idea prevails,—the
former believing they have a right to heaven,
the latter that they have a right to earth.
Each saint thinks that other saints have no right
or title to be pushing themselves forward into the
heavenly kingdom; each sinner thinks his fellow-sinner
should remain at home, and not strive to
gain an entrance where he is most decidedly de
trop.
Any one who has noticed the disgust of this
world’s elect at the sight of any one whom they do not
chance to like, seated opposite to them at dinner, will
have no difficulty in understanding how hard it
174would be to get into heaven, if man had any power
in the matter of rejection or selection. Easier a
thousand times for a camel to pass through the
needle’s eye, than for him who was judged by his
fellow to obtain ingress there.
It is not profane to argue from analogy, even on
sacred subjects, and when we see how man would
deal with man in life, it is not difficult to guess how
man would deal, if he could, with man after death.
“Me—me—place for me! make room for me!
you surely care for me! you will certainly be glad
to see me!” is the cry here; and is it too much to
assume that in the secret souls of men it is the cry
for hereafter?
I am certain it was so at all events with Heather’s
guests: if they could have kept each other, not
merely out of Berrie Down, but out of heaven, they
would have done it.
To say that Miss Hope hated the entire of the
Cuthbert connection would be to use too mild a
word. To say that Mr. and Mrs. Black, Mrs.
Ormson, and Miss Ormson, stank in her nostrils,
and that the younger Dudleys stank likewise, though
with a lesser offensiveness, would fail to convey an
175idea of the state of the lady’s real feelings on the
subject of her brother-in-law’s second marriage;
whilst by Mrs. Black, Mrs. Ormson, Bessie, and the
younger Dudleys, Miss Hope’s dislike was returned
with ample interest—honestly paid in kind.
But not here did the dislikes end. With all her
heart Mrs. Black wished her sister, Mrs. Ormson, at
the antipodes; while with all Mrs. Ormson’s heart
she wished, not merely Mrs. Black, but also her own
husband, Mr. Ormson, at New Zealand. If the
gods had known much about human nature—which,
judging from results, we may conclude they do not—they
would have mated Mr. Black with Mrs. Ormson,
Mr. Ormson with Mrs. Black.
“There would have been the wife for me,” Mr.
Black stated one day, in strict confidence, to Heather,
“but she was secured, ma’am—snapped up.”
How badly off Heather thought mankind must
have been for wives, when two of the sex considered
Mrs. Ormson a desirable helpmeet, she did not deem
it needful to state. One virtue of Arthur Dudley’s
wife was, that she knew when to hold her tongue,—an
incalculable advantage in a woman, when such
silence does not arise from indifference or stupidity:
176Heather was neither indifferent nor stupid, but she
possessed that one great gift of discretion, without
which, as Solomon says (and we may safely consider
him an authority), “beauty is to a woman but as
a jewel in a swine’s snout.”
And Heaven knows there was need both for
discretion and patience, in those days, at Berrie
Down!
There are some people with whom everybody can
agree, and Heather, unhappily for herself, chanced
to be of that exceptional number.
If Mrs. Ormson did not like her—and she did not,
for the simple and explicit reason, as she informed
all whom it might concern, that Mrs. Dudley “was
not one of her sort”—still she was quite unable to
resist taking her into her confidence, and telling
her all Mr. Ormson’s shortcomings, all Bessie’s
delinquencies, all her maternal anxieties, all Mrs.
Black’s follies, all the young Marsden’s sins, all the
indignities which Miss Hope had heaped upon the
devoted head of the late Squire Dudley’s second
wife.
“Just as she would treat you, if you had not a
spirit of your own,” finished Mrs. Ormson, which
177speech was the more amusing, as Heather, unhappily,
had not a spirit of her own, but let the whole
party trample over her at their own sweet wills.
Then Mrs. Black would, in her weak, limp way,
intrude on Heather’s only really quiet hour, by
knocking at her dressing-room door, and asking if
she might come in for a comfortable chat, “for
really everything seems so peaceful when I am here
with you alone, that I could stay upstairs for ever;”
an arrangement, the very mention of which filled
Heather’s heart with a terrible despair.
After a time Bessie would, much to Mrs. Black’s
chagrin, appear on the stage, and offer to dress
Mrs. Dudley’s hair,—an offer Heather always gladly
accepted, since Bessie’s chatter seemed infinitely
preferable to Mrs. Black’s inane repinings.
“Lord bless me, aunt,” Miss Ormson was wont
to say, with a vehemence of expression which afforded
a strong contrast to the sentimental discourses concerning
her own life and lives in general that had
delighted Alick Dudley, “what do you want that
you have not got? If I had your money,” with a
strong emphasis on the personal pronouns, “and no
children” (this fact was very fennel in the cup of
178Mrs. Black’s existence), “I would enjoy myself, see
if I would not.”
“Ah, Bessie!” Mrs. Black was wont to reply,
“money is all very well while it lasts, and it does
not last long, you know, but sympathy is better.”
“Oh, bother sympathy!” Bessie replied—if she
had been a man she would have said something a
great deal stronger—“what good is it, and what do
you want people to sympathize about?”
“When you are married, child, perhaps you will
know,” answered Mrs. Black, vaguely; whereupon
Bessie asserted:
“If any husband bullied me, aunt, as uncle bullies
you, I would soon let him know the difference. He
would not care to try the experiment with me
twice.”
“It is easy for you to talk,” said Mrs. Black,
feebly.
“Not in the least easier than it would be for me
to act,” answered Bessie, strong in her youth and
health, giving various pulls to Heather’s hair during
the course of the conversation, which might be considered
as special marks of admiration, put in to
attract Mrs. Dudley’s notice. “I’d like to see my
179mother submit to the one-half you bear. Believe
me, aunt, Griseldas are not thought much of by
modern husbands. If any Griselda of the present
day went home ‘smockless,’ that is,—if such a thing
would be tolerated by our ‘intelligent’ police,—she
might stay smockless all the days of her life afterwards,
whilst her liege lord committed bigamy, or
flaunted about with some other woman clothed in
velvets and satins.”
“I do not know what you are talking about,
Bessie,” Mrs. Black would make answer.
“About a certain Griselda, who was, as Lally
says, ‘a fool,’ and lived in verse—how many centuries
ago, Heather?”
“How should I tell?” asked Mrs. Dudley.
“Say eight or ten, that is near enough,” went on
Bessie. “She was a woman, and her husband a
man. Like many women, she was, as I have said, a
fool, and he, like many men, was a brute. There
you have the whole story, aunt; it reads a trifle
like your own.”
“But, my dear Bessie, your uncle is not a brute,”
ventured Mrs. Black.
“I am delighted to hear it,” Bessie answered.
180“He is a little rough, to be sure,” Mrs. Black
went on, “and has no appreciation, no sympathy,
as I said before; but, while he has money, if he
could clothe me in cloth of gold, he would do it.”
“You may be very glad he cannot,” answered
Bessie, “for cloth of gold would be not merely very
expensive, but also very unbecoming.”
“How you talk, child!”
“Good gracious, aunt! what do you think my
tongue was given to me for, except to talk?”
asked the young lady. And so on, and so on,
till Heather, sometimes amused, but far oftener
wearied, would entreat Mrs. Black to take Bessie
away with her, to which little ruse Bessie lent herself,
not unwillingly, throwing back a look at Mrs.
Dudley, which said, as plainly as a look could say,
“You would let me stay, if it were not to get rid
of her.”
“How can you think of allowing those people to
pester you as they do?” this was Miss Hope; “you
are far too amiable; if I were mistress here, you
would see whether they should torment me. I would
make use of them instead. Each of the aunts should
have one of the girls constantly with her on a visit,
181and Mr. Black and Mr. Ormson should take the
two boys into their respective offices. The boys
do not wish to be with their uncles, is that
what you say? Well, Heather, I really do wonder
at your weakness. What have the boys’ wishes to
do in the matter? Is Arthur to keep them for
ever? Are they never to go out into the world,
and try to earn an honest living? Are you to have
your house full of another woman’s children all your
life, and be worried to death with them?”
“Please not to talk like that, Miss Hope,” Heather
said, piteously; “the children must go some day,
I know, but without them Berrie Down will never
seem the same Berrie Down to me.”
“Do you mean to say you like having them here?”
Miss Hope inquired, with a gradual crescendo.
“You do not know what they have been to me,”
Heather answered, the colour coming up into her
face, as it always did when she was either excited
or distressed. “They have been assistants, comforters,
companions, friends! As for Alick”—here
the sweet, low voice faltered—“he has been my
very right hand; he has thought for me, worked
for me. I have had but to wish a thing, and if
182Alick heard, and it were possible to accomplish,
I never wished vainly. He is going: it is right he
should. I have striven for him to go; but I shall
feel lost without him. Already it is to me as though
some one in the house were dying.”
Miss Hope solaced herself with a chocolate cream
at this point. As some people take snuff, so Arthur
Dudley’s aunt took chocolate. Apparently it stimulated
her thoughts, for she said:
“You are an original, if ever there were one.”
“Do you think I do not mean what I say?”
asked Heather, uncertain what the observation implied.
“Do you think I do not love my husband’s
brothers and sisters? Do you imagine any woman
ever found such brothers and sisters before—such
bright, willing helpers—such unselfish, loving, cheerful
boys and girls?”
“I think, my dear, any person who could not be
happy with you could not be happy with any one.
You certainly are a very sweet creature—don’t
blush, or, yes, rather do, it is becoming to you. I
saw a face exactly like yours in a studio at Rome
last year. Did you ever know an artist of the name
of Whiteman? No?—ah! then he could not have
183fallen in love with you in years gone by, and he
making money out of your beauty now. What did
that murmur mean?—that you are not beautiful?
Stuff! Excuse me, but it is stuff! I suppose you
will allow that I know a pretty face when I see it?
and I declare you are beautiful—twenty times more
so than that Bessie Ormson, whom I should not
have in the house an hour, if I were in your shoes.”
“I like Bessie greatly,” Heather remarked.
“Of course you do—you like every one—a flirty,
flighty miss, who would take up with your favourite
Alick if there were no other man in the way, or with
Arthur, or——”
“Why, Arthur and she never speak a civil word
to each other,” Mrs. Dudley objected.
“That is the way with all those kind of people—they
begin with quarrelling and end by loving. Of
course, you know your own business best; but I
would not have her here. I am sure I have heard of
such things, and Arthur is such a weak simpleton!”
“Miss Hope!”
“Don’t be indignant, my dear. Before ever you
knew Arthur I knew him, and what I say is true.
He is even so weak that he has not the remotest
184idea what a treasure of a wife fate sent him.
Arthur is amiable enough, and headstrong enough,
in some things; but still I would not trust him too
far. Look how Mrs. Ormson winds him round
her finger! Well, if Bessie were to change her
tactics, and humour him, she might——”
“It is not right of you,” interrupted Heather.
“Indeed, Miss Hope, it is not right; you should
not say such things of my husband and your nephew;
and as for that poor innocent girl——”
“Innocent!” interposed Miss Hope, in her turn.
“An innocent that could buy and sell you, and me
too—ay, and make money out of both of us! I would
have none of her. Not but what the girl is an
amusing enough companion, and clever too; and if
she had loved this man—this Gilbert Harcourt—and
settled down, she might have become, in her station,
a respectable enough member of society; but she
does not care for him—there’s the misery.”
“I cannot imagine what makes you think Bessie
does not care for him,” persisted Heather.
“I imagine what my eyes tell me to be the truth,
and nothing more,” answered Miss Hope. “She is
too anxious to please him, far too careful of what
185she says, much too ready to do what he asks her,
keeps that sweet temper of hers too much under—is,
in fact, much too good and saintlike for a happy
young woman. Why, my dear, they ought to have
tiffs and sulking fits, quarrels and reconciliations—to
part eternally one hour, and be kissing like a
couple of stupids the next. But why do I talk like
this to you, who have gone through it all yourself?”
Heather made no answer, but, turning a little
towards the window, removed her face from Miss
Hope’s observation. Had she gone through it; had
she ever held such a power over Arthur as this indicated;
had she herself even ever gone through the
heat and the cold, the crater and the snowdrift; had
she ever smiled those smiles, and wept those tears,
which a woman only smiles and weeps when she is
dreaming her love-dreams; was this mystery, which
she had been groping about after blindly for years,
going to be revealed to her at last; was what Miss
Hope said true; was the love-play that she saw acted
out every hour before her eyes, true but as
regarded one of the performers in it? If it were so,
what then had that play been which decided the fate
of her own life—a farce, a tragedy—which? Was
186light, after the blessed darkness of years, only
breaking to reveal to her this? Were other human
lives but mirrors reflecting back the sad, pitiful face
of her own married experience? What had come
to her—what was coming to her? Knowledge! and,
with an undefined dread of what knowledge might
bring with it, Heather, standing by the open
window, looking adown the smooth green slope, and
so away to the far still country lying off in the distance,
silently prayed that she might hear and
understand no more—that as knowledge had come
so late, it might never come at all.
It was growing upon her that Arthur did not love
her—had never loved her. Everybody said he did
not guess how good a wife had fallen to his share;
and little as, in her modesty, she believed there was
to call “good” about her, still Heather thought that
if Arthur really cared for her he would overrate rather
than underrate her better qualities, and try to be
satisfied with her endeavours to please him.
Instead of which, let her do what she would,
Arthur found fault; before strangers, too, who took
her part, and thus drove the nail home.
“I cannot think what has changed him so much,”
187the poor wife thought, her eyes filled with tears that
prevented her seeing any object distinctly. “He
used to be so different;” which was true to this
extent, namely, that the writing on Arthur Dudley’s
mind had remained almost undistinguishable till it
came to be passed through the social fire, which made
every character traced on it clear even to eyes that
would rather not have read there any word, likely
in the future to affect injuriously Heather’s happiness
or Heather’s peace.
“And another thing,”—it was Miss Hope again
speaking, which brought Heather back from a long
vague journey to the realities of life—“I would not
have that Mr. Black staying here; of course, as
I said before, you know your own business best,
but I know how it will all end. That man and
Mrs. Ormson, between them, will make Arthur
dissatisfied.”
“He has long been so,” remarked Heather.
“Let me finish my sentence, if you please,” proceeded
Miss Hope—“will make Arthur dissatisfied
and induce him to join in some senseless project,
which will ruin him. Ruin him,” repeated the lady.
“You know what that means, I suppose; and when
188that day comes, remember, I am not going to help
him. You can tell him what I say.”
“I would much rather not,” Mrs. Dudley observed.
“But I beg that you will, should opportunity
offer. Tell him I have sunk all my money in an
annuity, and that I shall not have a sixpence to
leave or give to anybody.”
“Dear Miss Hope, I trust you do not think that
we——”
“I think nothing ill of you,” interrupted the old
lady. “And, for that matter, I do not think Arthur
mercenary, either. He could have packed all those
children off with their mother years ago, had he not
been generous as well as foolish; but he is just the
man first to get rid of all his own money, and then
to think he can get rid of all mine too, so disabuse his
mind of that idea, will you, like a dear sweet soul?”
“As I am confident such an idea never entered
his mind, there can be no necessity for me to disabuse
him of it,” said Heather, a little stiffly.
“Well, when it does enter it, do not depend on
me for help. What, cross?” added Miss Hope.
“Frowning is not at all becoming to you, Heather;
189and I did not think your eyes could have held so
dark a look as I see in them now.”
“Because everything seems to be going wrong,”
Mrs. Dudley said passionately; “because one comes
to me with advice, and another with a caution, till
I am sick and tired of both; because no person
seems to like any other person; because, for peace
sake, I have even to keep my children constantly out
of sight; because there are dreadful things said, and
dreadful things thought; because I am miserable,
and everybody tries, I do believe, to make me more
miserable still.”
“Sit down,” said Miss Hope; and when Heather
seemed inclined to rebel, the old lady pushed her
with gentle force into the nearest chair. “Mrs.
Dudley, I am going to talk to you;” she proceeded,
but then she paused, and involuntarily, as it seemed,
put another chocolate into her mouth.
“Take one?” she said, handing the box to
Heather.
“Not any, thank you;” the brown eyes looked
very defiant at the moment, and Heather’s tone
was defiant also.
“You do not like chocolate?”
190“I detest it,” was the explicit answer.
“It is an acquired taste, and you have acquired
very few tastes as yet, I fancy,” said Miss Hope;
“you have much to learn.”
“I am not bound to learn, I suppose,” was Mrs.
Dudley’s reply.
“There is a school, my dear, in which it does not
much matter whether the pupils be apt or not—willing
or unwilling, they cannot help but learn. I
should rather like to keep you out of that school;
it is a very absurd thing for an old woman who has
no heart and no sympathy to say; but it is true, for
all that. I am very fond of you, Heather Dudley.”
“You are very kind, Miss Hope.”
“You are not in a mood to think so at this
moment,” said Arthur’s aunt; “but wait a little. I
have known your husband longer than you have;
I am slightly better acquainted with the world, and
the men and women in it, than you are; and I want
to tell you, that if Arthur and Mr. Black are much
together, my nephew will make ducks and drakes of
Berrie Down, and you and he and the children
won’t have sixpence a year.”
It was not a pleasant picture to contemplate. Let
191a woman be as little sordid as she please, still the
interest on sixpence paid quarterly must seem an
insufficient income; and Heather sat silent for a
minute considering Miss Hope’s words. She was a
wise wife, though a loyal; and though her companion
had hurt and irritated her, still she would
not let the bark containing Arthur Dudley’s fortune
go down, if timely knowledge could prevent its
doing so.
“What is the danger?” she asked at length;
“what is the precise danger you think an intimacy
with Mr. Black involves?”
“His drawing Arthur into some of his schemes,”
was the reply. “You know, of course, Mr. Black
is a man who has always lived by his wits.”
“No, I do not,” answered Heather. “I should
have thought they would have yielded him an insufficient
income.”
“On the contrary, they have yielded him a very
good income,” said Miss Hope; “and for this reason,
that he cannot be put down. His impudence and,
I may add, his energy, are inexhaustible. He is
like a cork—he will float where much more valuable
people founder. Now, if Arthur go with him,
Arthur will founder.”
192“How do you mean, go with him?” asked Heather.
“Join him, embark in any of his numerous speculations.
Wait a moment; I have got a letter concerning
our friend in my pocket. Let me turn the
key in your door first, to keep out some of those
irrepressible people whom I hear coming in search of
you. I am not going to show you that letter, but I
will read you a few paragraphs out of it. There, I
told you—knock away—who’s there?—what do you
want?”
“May I come in?” asked Mrs. Ormson, vainly
trying to open the door. “Is Heather to be
seen?”
“No,” almost screamed Miss Hope; “she is
lying down with a very bad headache, and must not
be disturbed.”
“May I not speak to her for a moment?”
“Certainly not; I will come downstairs presently
and hear all you have got to say.”
“That you won’t,” thought Mrs. Ormson.
“Now, do go away, please Mrs. Ormson, and tell
your daughter not to come worrying. There, that’s
a good riddance; how frightened you look, child!”
“She will be so angry—so offended.”
“Let her be offended. Is the house not your
193own? Have you no right to ten minutes’ quiet in
the day? Are you to be at the beck and call of a
parcel of people who would like you to slave for
their amusement? I’m out of patience with it.
And, besides, your head is aching. Don’t contradict
me; I know better.”
“I had no intention of contradicting you,”
Heather answered. “Now about the letter, Miss
Hope—that is, if you think it quite right for me to
hear it.”
In reply to which last clause, Arthur’s aunt told
Heather not to be absurd, but to listen attentively.
“Respecting Mr. Black, I should recommend
great caution. He is a person who has had almost
every known iron in the fire, and burnt other men’s
fingers with all of them. He has made a composition
with his creditors three times a—(composition
means, that if you owe a person a hundred pounds,
you pay him ten shillings, and the debt is done
with.” This, Miss Hope.) “Passed through the Insolvent
Court thrice, and been bankrupt twice—(bankruptcies,
and insolvencies, and compositions
all pretty nearly come to the same thing.” Miss
Hope in explanation again.) “He has embarked in
194almost every trade which can be commenced without
either knowledge or capital. He is suspected of
having been connected with several of the shilling
swindles—(that is, send twelve stamps, and by
return——”) Enlightened Miss Hope!
“I know about that,” said Heather, proud at
last of being acquainted with some of the world’s
wickedness; “for I sent the twelve stamps,
and got back a reply advising me to sell baked
potatoes.”
“Very probably Mr. Black wrote it,” suggested
Miss Hope; “but to go on. Several of the
shilling swindles, and particularly with one, which
was carried on very successfully in the City, and
which realised a very large sum to the persons
engaged in it. I know about that,” confided
Miss Hope, repeating Heather’s words. “The
shares were five shillings each, and I took fifty, lost
my twelve pounds ten, and think I bought my
wisdom cheap. Mr. Black is at present engaged
in promoting and carrying through four or five
different companies. For one of these, a very large
undertaking, he is looking up directors, and has, I
am told, got some good names—amongst others,
195that of Mr. Allan Stewart. What makes you look
so astonished, child?”
“Allan Stewart was the name of my godfather,”
explained Heather. “He had property
near Layford.”
“This Mr. Stewart is old, rich, and cross,” said
Miss Hope.
“And our Mr. Stewart was rich and cross likewise,”
Heather answered; whereupon Miss Hope
laid down her letter, and wondered if the two could
by any possibility be one and the same.
“Did you ever happen to hear him speak of a
nephew called Douglas Aymescourt?” inquired
Miss Hope.
“I never heard him speak about any one,” was
Heather’s reply; “for, before I could speak myself,
he and my father had some little difference in
opinion, which finally swelled into such a quarrel
that all visiting ceased. But who is Mr. Aymescourt?
I have heard of him, though not from Mr.
Stewart.”
“What have you heard about him?” Miss Hope
asked.
“Nothing, excepting that you knew him.”
196“And who told you I knew him?”
“Arthur; at least, he and Mrs. Ormson were
talking here one evening, and there was something
said about your knowing him and his wife. Who
are they?”
“Well, Mr. Aymescourt is Mr. Stewart’s nephew,
and Mrs. Aymescourt is Mrs. Aymescourt,”
answered Miss Hope, shortly.
“But who was she?” persisted Heather.
“She was a Miss Laxton in the days when I
knew anything about her,” said Miss Hope; “a
handsome girl, with a detestable temper and a fine
fortune. They say she and her husband live like
cat and dog; but all this has nothing to do with
my friend’s letter. Listen to it, please;” and Miss
Hope proceeded: “There can be no doubt but that,
were this company once formed, Mr. Black, and
probably many others, would make a good thing of
it; but the difficulty in carrying it through appears
to be want of capital for advertising and various
other expenses. Mr. Stewart, as you are aware, is
not a person likely to give away his name uselessly.
I have no doubt he is to be liberally paid for
allowing it to appear on the Direction.”
197“Paid for his name? What is the translation
of that?” inquired Heather.
“The translation of that is, Mr. Stewart will be
either paid in shares or money for allowing his name
to appear on the Direction,” said Miss Hope, who,
for a woman that had bought her experience for
twelve pounds ten, seemed wonderfully at home in
the intricacies of City matters; “and if the gentleman
in whom you are interested,” proceeded
Arthur’s aunt, once again reading from the letter,
“be, as you seem to imply, not merely a person
inexperienced in business, but also speculative,
there can be no doubt Mr. Black’s purpose is to
obtain money from him in order to float his
company.”
Here Miss Hope folded up her manuscript, and
looked at Heather.
“But we have no money,” said the latter, answering
Miss Hope’s look.
“No, but you have Berrie Down.”
“And you think Arthur would be so mad——?”
began Heather.
“I am sure he will be so mad, if some one do not
put a stop to these private walks and talks—these
198wanderings over the fields—these confidential
whisperings.”
“Shall you read him that letter, Miss Hope?”
ventured the poor wife, timidly.
“Do you think I am mad, too, Heather Dudley?”
asked Miss Hope; “do you think I want
every word in it to be repeated to Mr. Black?
No; you must meet influence with influence; you
must checkmate stratagem by stratagem. For
Arthur’s sake and for the sake of your children, you
must avert this great evil which is coming upon you.
This man must go, and Mrs. Ormson also, and
Arthur must not follow them to London. Berrie
Down is not gone yet; but Berrie Down will go, if
you do not exert yourself to save it.”
For a moment Heather bent her head on her
hands before she replied; then, “Berrie Down is
not mine, to keep or to lose?” she said.
“No; but you can prevent Arthur losing it.”
“How?” Heather lifted her eyes, and looked
straight into Miss Hope’s face as she asked this
question.
“How?” repeated her companion; “why, you
must talk to Arthur, find out what he is thinking of
199joining; and, if it be as we imagine, prevent his doing
anything so utterly suicidal.”
“And you think I could prevent him?”
“If you have any influence at all over him, and I
suppose no other human being has so much, and
like to exert it, I should think you might.”
“Miss Hope, I have no influence.”
Many a time afterwards, Heather marvelled how
she came to utter that sentence,—utter it as calmly
as though no bitterness lurked in the words. She
marvelled how everything grew clear to her in a
moment, as it seemed; how, for the time, she
appeared to be another person looking calmly and
dispassionately at her own position, and forming a
conclusion concerning that position. The years came
and stood before her then—the years during which
she had loved and laboured in vain, in which she
had spent her strength for nought, in which she had
been happy and unsuspecting, in which she had
never been other than vaguely conscious of a want
in which, though her life had always lacked the
principal ingredient all lives require before they can
be pronounced happy, she had yet believed herself
so—believed that hers was a lot to be desired.
200The years came and stood before her, and each
had the same story to tell,—that during its course she
had grown no more necessary to her husband, no
nearer to his confidence, no dearer to his heart, no
more appreciated by him.
At last, the question which had long been tormenting
her was put in a tangible form, the enigma
that had puzzled her was solved in a single sentence
spoken by her own lips,—
“I have no influence.”
Miss Hope did not immediately answer. She sat
looking in the sad, lovely face before her, till at last
she arrived at a perfect conviction of the truth conveyed
in Heather’s words. In all her life before
she had never met a woman who possessed no power
either to lead or drive, to coax, to flatter, to delude
or to bully a husband; and, although she saw
Arthur did not appreciate Heather, she had not
dreamed of his wife having not the slightest influence
over him.
“So that is the way of it,” she said, after a long
pause.
“That is the way of it,” Heather answered, rising
as she spoke.
201Next moment she dropped back into her chair.
“It is nothing. I am not going to faint,” she said,
detaining Miss Hope, who was darting off for water.
“Only this talk has tried me. Don’t you understand?”
Miss Hope was not much given to such demonstrations,
but she knelt down on the floor beside
Heather, and twined her arms round her nephew’s
wife.
“Lay your head on my shoulder, dear,” she
whispered; and Heather drooped it wearily as she
was desired.
She did not cry. She did not make any lamentation;
but she sat with her head drooped, thinking
out her trouble, vaguely wondering through it all,
whether—when Mrs. Ormson said, as she was often
kind enough to do, “Arthur ought to have married
a rich wife,” and when Miss Hope, kneeling on the
ground, murmured “You are too good for Arthur;
he ought to have married a virago,”—they had
mutually in their minds’ eyes Mrs. Aymescourt, née
Laxton.
CHAPTER IX. A LITTLE BIOGRAPHY.
202
It is a curious question to consider how very frequently
the same matter is being discussed at the
same time by different people; to notice how a
similar idea is germinated in utterly dissimilar
minds, and becomes for a period the subject of
animated discussion between various pairs and
groups of people. There is no reason, so far as we
can tell, why two men should talk on any given
topic at any given time; but, supposing that two
men do so converse, we may be morally certain
that two other people, and many other twos besides,
either have got, or immediately will get, hold of
the theme also, and commence tearing it to rags
straight away.
Various questions go the round of families, little
203communities, large masses, the bulk of the population,
the inhabitants of countries, all about the same
time. Different subjects seem to come in the air
like influenza, cholera, the cattle plague, without
rhyme or reason; they affect the whole of society to a
greater or less extent; and when they are exhausted,
another idea, like another epidemic, takes the place
of its predecessor.
There is no accounting for these things, no accounting
for the fact that often, when you are thinking or
talking of a friend long absent, he walks into your
chambers, or stops you in the street; no accounting
for the very disagreeable fact, that if you find a
creditor straying into your mind, if you begin wondering
why he has given you peace for so long,
the next post is almost certain to bring a little reminder
from him; no accounting for the ill-fortune
which if, Jones, shall we say, take to writing a
memoir of Fair Rosamond, sets all the Browns,
Smiths, and Robinsons writing books about that
frail beauty also.
Once upon a time, two people, unknown to each
other, resident as far apart as Northumberland and
Cornwall, shall we say, composed two melodies, and,
204behold, when a common friend heard the twain, they
were identical. It is the same with works of imagination:
a dozen people, writing novels in one year,
are almost certain to handle identical subjects with
a difference.
People cannot be original either, even in their
travels. Imagine that Jones, exhausted with his
literary propping-up of Fair Rosamond’s reputation,
says secretly to his own soul, “I will eschew my
kind, and take holiday where the heart of man
never dreamed of taking holiday before, in the
smallest county in England.” He thinks he has
conceived a new thing, yet Smith is on the station
when he gets to King’s Cross, with travelling-bag
labelled “Oakham,” also. It is a marvel the pair
do not kill each other; but, instead of that, they
exchange cigars, and the newspapers, and stop at
the same hotel.
It is a law of nature, we may conclude, this
rotatory cropping-up of ideas, this constant evidence
that nothing we do, or say, or think, is in itself
perfectly new or original; and, however unpleasant
many natural laws may be, still we cannot get rid
of them, nor escape from their control.
205And, indeed—though we always are—why should
we even be astonished at these coincidences? When
we see one primrose on a bank, we may feel pretty
certain there are other primroses not far off. They
come in their season like the thoughts of men; they
dot the hedgerows, and spring amongst the woods;
they show their faces boldly by the roadside, and
they hide them shyly amid the grass; they are sold
in the market-place, and the children gather them
for posies; they bloom; they are sought after; they
are taken to grace lordly rooms; they remain unseen;
they wither; they pass away; they are forgotten;
like the thoughts of the best men, they but serve
their purpose and depart, to make way for fresh
flowers, and for fresh thinkers; for there is nothing
new under the sun.
All of which may help to explain the fact, that
although Mr. Black’s latest financial undertaking
resembled the root of a primrose as little as any
two things on the face of the earth could do by
possibility, still his scheme bore many flowers of
speech in Berrie Down Hollow.
On the day when Miss Hope broke ground in
Heather’s dressing-room, many other people broke
206up the same ground, though with different intentions,
and in different language.
Gilbert told Bessie how Mr. Black had offered
him the business of a “large company” (Mr. Harcourt
was a young solicitor); at least, said he would
try to get it for him, whereupon Bessie remarked she
hoped it would turn out a good company, for she
thought, during the course of his life, her uncle
had often got into very questionable society.
Likewise, lying on the drawing-room sofa, Mrs.
Ormson discoursed to her sister about business,
and supposed she would soon be riding in her
carriage now, and grow too proud to find her way
to Guildford Street at all!
Speaking of his new prospects to Alick, Mr.
Ormson, an utterly inoffensive individual, remarked,
he hoped the lad “would not let himself be led away
by Mr. Black, or made dissatisfied with his small
salary, for, whatever some people might imagine,
fortunes were not to be picked up out of the gutter;
at least, not with clean hands,” added Mr. Ormson,
after a pause;—while riding side by side with Lord
Kemms along Berrie Down Lane, Mr. Compton
Raidsford, beholding Arthur Dudley and Mr. Black
207walking together up and down one of the broad
green meadows, shaded by a pleasant hedgerow,
remarked to his companion:—
“I hope Dudley won’t suffer that fellow to drag
him into any of his rotten companies. If he do,
Berrie Down Hollow will soon be in the market.”
“In which case I shall buy it,” said his lordship.
“I do not think you will, excepting at something
considerably beyond its value, for I have set my
heart upon it too,” observed Mr. Raidsford; whereupon
the pair laughed, and Lord Kemms, reverting
to Mr. Black, informed his companion “he had
been asking him to allow his name to appear on the
Direction.”
“Which Direction?” inquired Mr. Raidsford.
“He is floating, or rather trying to float, several
companies. For which of them does he solicit the
honour of Lord Kemms’ name?”
“For the ‘Protector Bread and Flour Company,’”
answered his lordship.
“Oh!” exclaimed Mr. Raidsford. Then, after a
moment’s silence, he asked, “And what terms does
he offer? I suppose there is no secret about the
matter?”
208“None that I am aware of,” was the reply; “at
least, he made no mention of secrecy to me. He
offered two hundred paid-up shares, and he showed
me names he had got, that, I confess, made me
hesitate about refusing. In fact, I meant to ask
your advice. You know, every one goes in for these
kind of things now-a-days, and some people must
make money out of them.”
“Yes, but not people who are associated with Mr.
Black,” replied Compton Raidsford.
“And yet he has got the name of one man who
is considered unusually wary in his investments, Mr.
Allan Stewart.”
“Allan Stewart,” repeated Mr. Raidsford; “now
you do surprise me.” And he rode on for a while,
turning the matter over in his mind.
“And he expects to get Douglas Croft.”
“The deuce he does!”
“So you see it is all in the family, at least in one
branch of it,” continued his lordship.
“Ay, and if I were Lord Kemms, it might stay
in one branch of it for me,” was the quick reply.
“But still money is made out of these kind of
things,” said Lord Kemms, harking back to the
point from which he had started.
209“And lost,” added Mr. Raidsford, quietly.
“But I could not lose money.”
“No, but you might be the cause of making
others lose it,” Mr. Raidsford observed.
“I did not think of that,” said Lord Kemms.
“Every person should think of that before lending,
giving, or selling his name,” answered Mr. Raidsford,
a little bitterly. “Do you not know,” went on
this man, who had made every sixpence of his money
for himself honestly, “do you not know that you, and
such as you, are used by adventurers like Mr. Black
for decoy ducks? Could they afford to pay you the
sums they do for the sake of mere ornament? No,
they use you. They do not use your money, which
you will not give them; nor your business capabilities,
which you do not possess; nor your influence,
which you would not be troubled employing in their
behalf; but they use your names. When a halfcolumn
advertisement appears in the Times, with my
Lord This, and Sir Something That, General So and
So, and a few esquires, living at Parks, Courts, and the
rest of it, on the Direction, the British public comes
up for shares like sheep to the slaughter. It does not
matter to you when the bubble bursts, but it matters
210to widows and orphans, to country clergymen, to
governesses, to all the poor deluded creatures, in
fact, who have invested money in the undertaking.”
“That is supposing the thing fail, Mr. Raidsford,”
remarked Lord Kemms.
“I cannot suppose anything likely to succeed,
my lord, in which Mr. Black acts as fugleman,” was
the reply.
“Do you know much of Mr. Black?”
“Yes, I have known about him all my life—in
fact, at one time, I did business with him—for he
was town-traveller for a house which supplied us
with tools. He was always a clever, pushing fellow,
possessed of a tongue that would have persuaded a
man almost to buy old castings for steel (here Lord
Kemms smiled as though he understood the meaning
of the illustration), and I think he might have done
well, if he could have been but content; however,
he could not. His employers found out he was
doing a little business for himself, and making a
connexion while receiving a salary from them; so
they turned him adrift, and then he started on his
own account. If he had been honest, he might still
have succeeded; but he fell into a bad habit of
211supplying extraordinarily bad goods, while selling
at ordinary prices. He had a small warehouse in
Clerkenwell in those days, and certainly never was
above his business, I will say that for him—am I
wearying you, my lord?”
“No, the biography is interesting.”
“After a time, things began to go badly with
him—” proceeded Mr. Raidsford; but here he suddenly
paused—“They are crossing the field so as to
meet us,” he said; “suppose I finish my story
afterwards.”
“No, they are not coming to meet us,” said Lord
Kemms, “they only turned so as to make sure of
who we were—excuse me for a moment, but I want
to speak to Mr. Dudley;” and his lordship shouted
out a greeting to the Squire, who, standing on his
dignity, only raised his hat in acknowledgment, and
resumed his conversation with Mr. Black.
But Lord Kemms was not a man to be so easily
diverted from his purpose. Backing his horse to
the other side of the road, he put him at the ditch,
and next moment was cantering across the field
towards his neighbour.
“Don’t bring an action for trespass against me,
212Mr. Dudley,” he said, laughing; “you are so hard
to catch, I could not resist the opportunity of speaking
to you about that filly your brother was training.
Do you really wish to keep her? she is exactly what
I want for my niece.”
With his hands buried in his pockets, Squire
Dudley stood silent, looking at the mane of Lord
Kemms’ Black Knight.
Truth was, brought face to face with this would-be
purchaser, he did not know exactly what answer
to make.
“If you really mean to keep her,” proceeded
Lord Kemms, growing a little hot and uncomfortable,
“of course I can only apologise for my mistake;
but the fact is, I heard you were going to
sell her, and—and—being neighbours, and so forth,
I thought you might as well sell her to me as to
anybody else.”
Still Arthur did not speak—and there is no
knowing when he would have spoken to the purpose,
had not Mr. Black rushed in with—
“I suppose it resolves itself into a money question,
my lord—of course I know nothing about the horse
or the offer, but my experience is that everything is
a money question now-a-days.”
213“If that be the case—” began Lord Kemms,
good humouredly—but Arthur cut across his sentence:
“It is not so with me,” he said, deliberately
turning his back on Mr. Black, so as to cut him
out of the conversation; “it is not so with me.
For the sake of a few pounds, I would not haggle
and bargain with any man—more especially your
lordship. I did intend to keep the filly—not
exactly for my own riding, but because I thought,
and think still, she would be worth three times over
what you offered me in another twelve months; but
I have changed my mind about the matter, and, if
you like to have her on the terms you offered before,
I will send her over to the Park to-night. She is fit
for any light weight to ride; my brother can break
a horse better than anyone I know.”
Arthur spoke rapidly: there was a look in his
face, and a decision about his manner, Lord Kemms
had never noticed before; but then, to be sure, his
opportunities of witnessing the Squire’s moods had
been few and far between.
From the Squire it was natural Lord Kemms’
glance should wander to Mr. Black, and written on
214that gentleman’s expressive countenance, the peer
read such intense disgust at Arthur’s folly, that he
could scarcely refrain from laughing.
“Thank you, Mr. Dudley,” he said, gathering up
his reins and stroking the Black Knight’s neck as
he spoke; “thank you very much. I shall be very
proud of Nellie, and think her a great addition to
my stud—she is a perfect beauty!”
“I would not sell her to you, if I did not believe
her to be every bit as good as she looks,” answered
the Squire.
“Of that I am certain,” was the reply; and Lord
Kemms held out his hand to Arthur,—a courtesy
which he did not think it necessary to extend to
Mr. Black.
“Then you will send her over this evening?” were
his last words, as, with a farewell nod to Mr. Black,
he galloped across the field to rejoin Mr. Raidsford,
whose horse had been regaling itself at the expense
of Mr. Dudley’s thorn-hedge during the time occupied
by the preceding conversation.
“Well, it is no wonder you are a poor man,
Dudley,” remarked Mr. Black, the moment Lord
Kemms was out of earshot; “he would have given
215you fifty guineas more for that Nellie creature, as
easily as fifty pence.”
“I am not a horse-dealer,” returned the Squire,
coldly. “And have you not secured what you
wanted? You said a hundred pounds would be sufficient
to commence your advertising; you have got
your hundred pounds, and Nellie is gone.”
“You speak as if you regretted her,” said Mr.
Black.
“Whether I do or not is my concern,” was the
reply.
“Of course; only, if you do regret her, say the
word, and I will go to Runcorn. He would take it
up, pretty sharp, I can tell you; only, as I explained,
those fellows always want the biggest share for
themselves.”
“I have sold the mare, and there’s an end of it,”
answered Arthur, resuming his walk up and down
the meadow.
“There’s the beginning of it,” was Mr. Raidsford’s
somewhat different comment when Lord Kemms told
him the result of the interview. “Your cheque will
be passed through Mr. Black’s bank before the
week is over. Well, I am heartily sorry for Dudley.
216Even from this simple transaction it is easy to see
what the result will prove. A man like that stands
no chance with Mr. Peter Black.”
“You were telling me Mr. Black’s history,” suggested
Lord Kemms. “We left him in Clerkenwell,
on his own account, and not above his business.”
“Your lordship must kindly excuse my City
slang,” answered Mr. Raidsford.
“On the contrary—excuse me—or rather let me
assure you my quotations were intended as complimentary,
not satirical. Your story interests me
immensely. I wish I could relate a man’s biography
as well.”
“Although he stuck to his business,” proceeded
Mr. Raidsford, without directly replying to his companion’s
gracious remark, “he fell into difficulties;
perhaps, because he did not stick to it solely, but
served himself precisely as he had served his employers.
Speculated; tried to attend to two things at once,
and, as is usual in such cases, neither answered.
Then he failed, and passed through the Court.”
“The Bankruptcy Court, do you mean?” inquired
Lord Kemms.
“No, the Insolvent,” was the reply. He has
217been through them both more than once. I was in
with him the first time for about a couple of
hundreds, and I remember the estate paid a shilling
in the pound. I have never lost much by him since,
however.
“After this whitewashing, he began the world
again as clerk to a wine-merchant, in Devonshire
Square. While he was in that employment, he met
with some man who had a few hundreds, and the
pair went into partnership. For a time everything
progressed swimmingly, but at last they failed and
passed through the Bankruptcy Court, creditably
enough, if I recollect rightly.
“Mr. Black next turned up in an alley off Cornhill,
as agent for Messrs. Murphy and Hatchford’s
celebrated Epping ales. You might think a man
who was merely an agent could not well contract
business debts; but Mr. Black proved the contrary,
and although Messrs. Murphy and Hatchford paid,
as it afterwards turned out, rent, taxes, wages, and
advertising expenses, Mr. Black made a thorough
smash, and was whitewashed again.
“After that, things went very badly with him for
a long time. Sometimes he used to do me the
218favour of calling at my office and borrowing small
sums of money; and, indeed, I did feel sorry for the
fellow in those days, for it seemed as though luck and
he had bidden good-bye for ever. He wanted me
to give him a berth, but I did not think he was
exactly the kind of person I required, and told him
so as delicately as I could.
“‘If you would only take me for a month,’ he
said; ‘I could get a situation from you.’
“Instead of doing that I gave him a sovereign,
and heard no more of his prospects for a considerable
time. Occasionally I saw him in the street, looking
very seedy and ill-fed, but he never came to my
place of business. During that lull I have reason
to believe he travelled for a lead-pencil manufacturer,
held a situation in a tract repository, was
collector to some charitable institution, started a
suburban newspaper (all the original matter in which
he wrote himself), and had a commission from some
glass-house on all the orders he could bring in.
Suddenly he fell out of my observation altogether,
and for full two years I never even met him in the
street. I thought he was dead, in fact, when one
day, happening to call about some business at an
219office in Alderman’s Walk, I met Mr. Black on the
staircase, well-dressed, plump as a partridge, fluent
and self-sufficient as ever. He was kind enough to
stop and speak to me,” went on Mr. Raidsford, with
an amused smile, “and to tell me he was doing
well, remarkably well, indeed. He added, also, he
was glad to hear I had got some good contracts,
and assured me I possessed his best wishes for my
welfare. He said he had fallen into a capital concern,
and was managing partner for Hume, Holme,
Draycott, and Co.
“Further, without the slightest solicitation on my
part,—indeed, without the slightest desire for the
information,—he confided to me the fact that he was
going to be married to a daughter of Alderman
Cuthbert.
“‘Good City connection,’ he added, with a wink,
‘and likelihood of money. If you are ever passing
my way, come in and smoke a cigar, will you?’ I
never inquired which way his might be, but I said I
would, and so we parted. I had a curiosity to know
who Hume, Holme, Draycott, and Co. were, and
accordingly I discovered that there was no Hume in
the firm, and no Holme; no Draycott, and no Company,
220except Mr. Black, who was, indeed, managing
and principal partner, and everything, in the
concern.
“Then I lost sight of him again; but it is a
curious fact about London, at least, about the City,
that in it one never is able to lose sight of any
person for ever. A man new to London might feel
inclined to doubt this fact, but it is perfectly true, I
assure you. People seem to move in circles which
always bring them back to some given spot. Even
the re-appearance of comets like Mr. Black, that
one might imagine were governed by no certain law,
may safely be predicted, and accordingly I heard of
him again. His name came to me in the ordinary
way of trade as acceptor of a bill that was offered to
me in payment of an account, which bill I refused.
Where Hume, Holme, and Draycott had vanished to
I never could ascertain; but on that bill he came to
me in his own proper identity.
“Soon afterwards he failed once more. I declare
when I talk of Peter Black it seems to me he must
have been fifty men instead of one.
“Before long, I discovered him managing a small
house property for a man in the City, who was
221in the habit of purchasing on short repairing
leases.
“I will not trouble your lordship with the roguery
Mr. Black became acquainted with in that employment.
The school was a very bad one, and Mr. Black
a very apt pupil.
“‘It is not what I like, you know,’ he said to
me, ‘but it is a stepping-stone,’ which opinion
proved to be correct, for he stepped from that into
the office of a man who had made a fortune by
speculating in railway shares. There he would
have acquired great experience; but his principal
falling into difficulties, Mr. Black was adrift once
more.”
“I never heard such a history,” remarked Lord
Kemms; “what indomitable energy the man must
have had!”
“True,” was the reply; “and yet I do not know
whether the man who works hard in some one business
day after day, week after week, year after year,
have not a greater share of what I should call indomitable
energy than Mr. Black. I am not thinking of
myself now,” added Mr. Raidsford, noticing his
companion smile, “because, of course, there was
222plenty of variety in my life, and, though I stuck
close to one trade, plenty of variety too; but I was
thinking of lots of hard-working men I know who
come into the City every day, and see the same
people, and do the same work, and go the same
rounds, and cheerfully, and by dint of very perseverance,
finally conquer fortune; or, at least, earn a
competence,” which last clause came apparently as
an after-thought. “In a life like Mr. Black’s, the
excitement of the game is almost recompense enough
for a man. It is not legitimate work, you know; it
is commercial pitch and toss; it is Cockney rouge et
noir; it is gambling of the worst kind—gambling
when the player has everything to gain and nothing
to risk. It is the old story, ‘heads I win, tails you
lose.’ That is Mr. Black’s system of betting, at all
events.”
Lord Kemms laughed. “And yet,” he said, “even
if a man be riding a borrowed horse, we cannot help
a certain admiration in seeing him take dangerous
leaps. Of course, the life of a trader, who goes
round and round on a business treadmill, is more
useful, and decidedly more monotonous; but you
cannot expect him to command our interest, however
223much he may deserve our respect. As for Mr.
Black, I own I am charmed with him. If I am not
unreasonable, I should like to hear more.”
“Once again,” resumed Mr. Raidsford, thus entreated,
“there is a blank in my knowledge of his
history. He referred two or three people to me for
his character, and for his means of paying house-rent,
which I considered a liberty, but still, unwilling
to injure the man, said what I could in his favour.
He never came near me himself, however; and I
subsequently discovered that he used one of the
offices, which my representation enabled him to enter,
for one of the many shilling swindles, with which, I
fear, he was afterwards connected. Of course I got
into trouble through my recommendation, and since
that time I have dropped all acquaintance with Mr.
Peter Black.”
“I do not quite understand what you mean by
shilling swindles,” said Lord Kemms.
“You must have seen those advertisements to
‘ladies of reduced incomes,’ to ‘persons in search
of employment,’ to ‘persons of limited incomes,’
how to ‘secure a fortune,’ ‘for twelve postage-stamps
a certain income may be secured!’ To
224that—to common trickery—Mr. Black descended;
but not alone, remember, my lord. He was connected
with one of the cleverest and most, plausible
swindles that I can remember ever having been
attempted on a small scale, and his partners in it
were men in your own rank of life—noblemen and
gentlemen—or, at least, honourables and baronets.
These highly-principled individuals were not above
taking the money of foolish women and inexperienced
men; they sold their names, and, when written to
on the subject, said they believed the secretary to
be a man of the highest standing and principle.
“Doubtless they were but the black sheep of your
order; but, when there are black sheep in that order,
it behoves you, and such as you, my lord, to be
careful.”
“What was this swindle?” asked the owner of
Kemms Park.
“It was one in which all the tickets sold were to
draw prizes,” was the reply; “in which shares were
regularly issued, and prospectuses carefully drawn
up and freely forwarded; in which samples of goods
were sent to agents on deposit of two pounds; in
which the hopes of fortune held out were so great,
225that money poured in from the provinces like water,
and would have continued to pour in but for a
smashing article on the subject, which appeared in
a respectable journal. That proved a death-blow
to the scheme, and the reputable little lot had to
close their concern, and adopt some other means of
subsistence. What the others did I am unable to
say: one appeared in the Bankruptcy Court, but
that was some time afterwards.
“To Mr. Peter Black, however, ‘Limited Liability,’
in which the concern I have mentioned was
his first venture, appeared in the very nick of time.
“He had tried his hand at most other trades;
why not at the promotion of large companies?
“The shilling swindles, the wonderful City fraud,
were but introductions to this mightier arena, and
the first time, after years, when I met Mr. Black
again, was when I saw him in splendid offices in
Cannon Street, sipping Madeira, and issuing his
orders as though poverty and he had never been
even on speaking terms. I am not easily surprised,
but I confess those offices and Mr. Peter Black
himself astonished me.
“There was not a thing under heaven in those days
226that could not be formed into a company, and accordingly
Mr. Black was secretary to a Limited
Liability for supplying England and the world with
hermetically-sealed soups made from the flesh of
South American oxen.”
Here Lord Kemms laughed outright.
“There was nothing impossible about the matter,”
said Mr. Raidsford, quietly. “I’ll be bound, if any
man liked to go in single-handed for a project of the
kind to-morrow, he could compass it—ay, and make
money out of it too; but what a man may do, a company
cannot do, and accordingly the soup never came
from South America, and the bullocks Mr. Black
represented in his reports as slain and in the English
market may, for aught I know, be still roaming
over the prairies.”
“And after that company collapsed?” inquired
his lordship.
“Why, since that, Mr. Black has been sometimes
up and sometimes down—sometimes living in retirement
with his banking account drawn down to two and
three half-pence; and again, giving grand dinners
and living utterly regardless of expense. He is in
the latter state at present—has a house in Stanley
227Crescent, servants in livery; dinners from Gunter’s;
Mrs. Black “receives” on Tuesdays; Mr. Black
asks great people to dinner any day in the week
that suits his purpose. He has three separate banking
accounts—he is promoting four different companies;
he has offices in Cannon Street, Broad
Street, and George Street, Westminster. He has
an efficient staff of clerks—he has got, it is said, a
couple of first-rate backers; he has all his past experience
to guide him safely through the quagmires
of limited liability; and, in short, if Mr. Black do
not now make his fortune, he never will. My own
opinion is, he never will; but that, of necessity, is
merely an opinion.”
“And suppose Squire Dudley embark with
him?” asked Lord Kemms.
“Squire Dudley will never come back to land,”
was the significant reply; after which the pair rode
on in silence.
At Mr. Raidsford’s gates they parted company.
“I shall see you again this evening, you know,”
said my lord, waving his hand as he struck his
horse’s flank and galloped off.
Mr. Raidsford looked after the retreating figure
228of his companion for a minute before entering his
own gates, then he passed into his domain and rode
slowly up the avenue, thinking as he rode.
“I wonder how he will decide?” was the burden
of his mental discourse; “but I shall learn this
evening.”
Now the reason he said so was, that Lord Kemms
had promised to come over and dine with him tête-à-tête—the
ladies of Mr. Raidsford’s family being
absent.
CHAPTER X. MR. BLACK GAINS HIS POINT.
229
Without in the least intending to do so, Lord
Kemms had put a trump card into Mr. Black’s hand—the
trump card, in fact, which enabled him to
win his little game; and the way this undesirable
result came about was as follows:
For days, Mr. Black had been dangling the speculative
coral and bells before Squire Dudley’s eyes,
amusing and interesting that grown-up child thereby.
For days, the man who knew London off by heart,
every turn in its dirty streets, every trick and move
the dwellers in that great Babylon were up to, had
been leading on towards the point he desired to
reach, viz., that of enlisting Arthur in his company,
of bribing him with his delusive shilling to serve the
great King Mammon for ever and for aye!
230To do Mr. Black justice, however, he had not the
slightest idea of ruining his kinsman.
That blood is thicker than water, even though
the blood be only consanguineous by reason of many
and far-out marriages, was a creed of the promoter’s—the
only one he held, so far as I know, and
for this reason he would not have drawn Arthur into
anything doubtful; doubtful, that is, as he understood
the meaning of the word.
Decidedly not; he wanted to help himself on in
the world, and, if Arthur would only aid him with
money, Squire Dudley too.
In the distance, Mr. Black prophetically beheld
Arthur rich, happy, prosperous. He saw him, not
a tiller of the ground, but a coiner of gold. If Mr.
Black believed implicitly in anything excepting
himself, it was in the vast capabilities of the Protector
Bread and Flour Company, Limited.
It was his ship; let him but once launch the
scheme and the world should see. It should plough
the ocean and bring back cargoes of gold; it should
place Mr. Black beyond the frowns of fortune; it
should make a man of Arthur Dudley; it should place
him in that pecuniary harbour where the world’s
231storms are unheeded, in which to the gallant vessel,
riding safely at anchor, the waves of the great sea
signify as little as ripples on the stream.
What Mr. Black had always wanted was, according
to his own statement, capital—given to him at
any stage of his career (depending somewhat, however,
on the stage he had reached), one hundred,
five hundred, one thousand pounds, and Mr. Black
saw his way clear to fortune.
All his life he had been racing after this phantom,
which as constantly eluded his grasp, for what seemed
capital to him one day was not capital the next.
Suppose, for instance, this week one hundred pounds
bounded the horizon of his desires, next week he
discovered two were needed to accomplish his object.
Truth was, his appetite grew by what it fed on, and
the meal which one day he fancied would prove a
feast, he turned from the following, as unfit to satisfy
even a beggar.
To have heard Mr. Black discourse about a residence,
for instance, concerning the accommodation
he considered necessary, the worldly position he
regarded as essential to happiness, the servants
such an establishment required, no one would have
232imagined he had ever been reduced to lodgings in
Hoxton, where he was served by the dirtiest of slipshod
maids, and had his beer—when he could pay
for it—from “round the corner.”
Living in Stanley Crescent, which would once have
seemed a flight too great for even his imagination to
achieve, within a stone’s throw of Hyde Park, with
his rooms upholstered in velvet and satin, with
curtains such as the imagination of Mr. Peter Black
had never previously conceived could be manufactured,
with carpets such as the feet of Mr. Black
had never before trodden upon, surrounded by
mirrors and gilding, by pictures and statuettes,
waited upon by silent human automatons, his wants
almost anticipated, his orders obeyed to the letter,
his commands remembered, his word law, the
promoter’s fancy pourtrayed for him yet greater
things to come. Even in the matter of personal
gratification it would seem that there is such a thing
necessary as education—the education of what to
desire; and this instruction Mr. Black’s youth had
lacked; consequently, as the sailor’s desires were
for “an ocean of rum,” and then “as much tobacco
as he could chew,” and then “more rum,” so Mr.
233Black’s ignorant soul craved only for more luxury,
a larger house, and a still better situation; more
rooms to be upholstered in a still more magnificent
style; costlier pictures, older china, softer carpets;
a larger number of servants, equipages in which to
drive round the Park; and money, money, money
with which to keep up the show, and maintain still
grander appearances.
A change that, from the retirement of Whitecross
Street; from the shabby bed-room with use
of sitting-room in Hoxton; from even more wretched
lodgings into which he had been glad to creep at
so much a night! In those weary days he envied
Johnson driving the stout wife of his bosom out in
the cart which, on week-days, delivered shoulders
of mutton and sirloins of beef at the house of the
said Johnson’s customers; he grudged the good
fortune of every man he saw with a decent coat
on his back. He would gladly have changed
places with young Tomkins, who could afford apple
tart and Stilton cheese after his steak in a quiet
eating-house situate in Pope’s Head Alley. When a
man, seated opposite to him in an omnibus, pulled
out a handful of silver in order to look through it
234for a fourpenny or threepenny piece, Mr. Black felt
that individual had wronged him.
After all, it was natural enough. When the starved
ragged little beggar who has stood with his nose flattened
against the pastrycook’s window, sees Master
Tommy come forth, crammed to repletion with
tarts and cheesecakes, his pockets full of sweets, and
his hands of suggestive paper parcels, do you
think the dirty, hungry imp likes the over-fed child,
and never grudges him the contents of every one
of those tempting paper bags?
And it is precisely the same with adults. The
man, lacking even dry bread, cannot be supposed to
gaze with unenvying idolatry at the man who has
his six or eight courses for dinner; and, therefore,
and for all these reasons, there had been a time
when Mr. Black regarded the man who could pay
his way with a pardonable feeling of antagonism.
But all that was changed. On Mr. Johnson and
his kind, on the poor creatures who were content to
drone away at the business task, Mr. Black looked
with ill-concealed contempt.
That any man should walk while others drove in
their carriages—walk without lifting a hand to
235better themselves—filled the promoter’s mind with
profound astonishment. Of necessity he knew there
must be rich and poor; labourers and employers;
workers and idlers; but that any person should be
poor, and not cry aloud; that any human being
should labour, and be satisfied; that any person
should work, and accept such work as his portion
thankfully, was a step beyond Mr. Black’s philosophy.
Not to comprehend such a state of mental obtuseness
had his talents been given to him, but
rather that he might raise himself to a prominent
position, where it would be possible for him to stand
in a public place, high above his fellows, and thank
God that he was not as other men; but, rather,
Peter Black, Esquire, worth hundreds and hundreds
of thousands of pounds.
And very earnestly Mr. Peter Black believed he
was at last on the high road to fortune. If he
broke down by the way, he knew it would be for
want of capital—not for lack of geographical information.
Unfortunately when, in a moment of sudden
inspiration, he struck out the idea of “The Protector
236Bread and Flour Company!” he was up to the
neck in three other companies, which were but as
dross beside this mine of virgin gold.
“And it is a good thing, Dudley. By Jove, if
old Stewart knew how hard I was pressed, he’d take
it up himself, and cut me out of it, and make his
fortune over again, the miserly old scamp! I’m in
two minds to take the whole scheme to Runcorn,
the advertising agent, and sell it to him—but there!
I’ll pull it through somehow. I’ll find somebody to
advance the needful, though this is the very worst
time of the year for raising the wind.” Which was a
perfectly true statement, it may here be remarked;
though Arthur Dudley, not being a commercial
man, could scarcely be expected to know how true.
“It is the best thing I ever had to do with,”
went on Mr. Black, “and I have done some tidy
little strokes of business in my time. Why, it is
only nine months since I netted five hundred in
one day, without spending a farthing, either, beyond
fifty pounds deposit. There was a business for sale
in the City, old established; man’s health was bad;
wife had grown genteel, perhaps; daughters were
settled; sons in professions; good business, but
237latterly neglected; heard of it by chance—bought
it, and paid a deposit. Mentioned it casually to
Venney, whose fingers were itching for something of
the sort. Venney went straight away to Paul, the
member of Parliament who does in those kind of
affairs, you know. Paul looked over his names, and,
seeing he could form a company, sent Venney back
to me with the cheque for five hundred pounds for
my bargain. What do you think of that? and yet,
if I had only held on for another fortnight, I might
have doubled the five hundred. It is better than
farming, that, is not it, Squire? You might plough
up a good many acres of land before you would
come on a find like that.”
“Ah! London is the place,” sighed Arthur
Dudley.
“To be sure it is, for man, woman, and child,”
replied Mr. Black. “It is the place to make money,
and to spend it when you have made it. What
good has a man of his life who resides continually
in the country? I often wonder, Dudley, you don’t
come up to town for a few months in every year.”
“Where should I get the money, Mr. Black,
to do so?” questioned the younger man. “As you
238justly remarked, a few minutes since, my land is
not rich enough to grow five hundred pound Bank
of England notes.”
“Good that—devilish good,” chuckled Mr.
Black.
“It is easy for a man like you to talk,” went on
Arthur, pleased with this flattering acknowledgment
of his wit, “for a man with lots of money——”
“My dear fellow, that is the very thing I stand in
need of at this moment,” interrupted Mr. Black.
“Well, with money’s worth, then,” continued
Arthur. But Mr. Black cut across his sentence again.
“Not with more money’s worth than you have,
Squire. If I had your property, it would not be
long before I began to dig nuggets out of it. If I
had your stock, I would make five hundred pounds
a piece out of every head of cattle on your land. If
I were a man of substance like you, I would never
spend my life dragging after a lot of stupid yokels.
I might keep my farm, but it would be for pleasure,
for turning myself out to grass on, so to speak,
after the fatigue of a London season. Be hanged
if I would go on year after year seeing money made
without having a try at the cards myself.”
239“It is all very well for men who have been
brought up to it,” remarked Arthur.
“Brought up to it! What do you mean?” asked
Mr. Black. “Do you think I was brought up to
all the trades I have made money by? What do
you think I started in the world with? A plain
commercial education, a mother and a lame sister
to keep, and twenty pounds. I never served my
time; I never had the chance of learning a business
like Raidsford; I was always dragged back by
having those two poor useless women to keep; and
yet, still, see what I have done!”
“But you began early?” suggested Arthur.
“If I had not begun early, I should have begun
late,” was the reply.
“And then I am tied to this place.”
“No, you are not,” was the reply. “But you are
like all men possessed of a small income—afraid of
losing it. A man who begins with nothing has a
far better chance of success than his neighbour, who
starts on five or six hundred.”
“Besides, I ought to have begun long ago,” persisted
Arthur.
“Better late than never,” quoted Mr. Black. “I
240tell you what it is now, Dudley, as long as we have
got on this subject, let us talk about it. You want
to make money, don’t you?”
“The question is scarcely necessary,” answered
Squire Dudley, with a faint smile. “Do you chance
to know any man who does not?”
“Yes,” was the ready reply. “I know several
who think themselves so deucedly safe, and comfortable,
and secure, and all the rest of it, that they
would not take a share in Rothschild’s, if it were
offered to them for an old song. There is your
friend Raidsford, for instance.”
“Oh! he’s no friend of mine,” corrected Arthur.
“Well, he is a case in point, at any rate. Lord
Kemms does not consider our new company beneath
his consideration, at any rate, and what is worth
his attention ought not to be below that of a twopenny-halfpenny
contractor, though that contractor
may think there is nobody like Compton Raidsford,
Esquire, in the world.”
“You do not mean to say there is a likelihood of
Lord Kemms going into your company?” said
Arthur, eagerly.
“A likelihood? there is a certainty,” was the
241repay. “I have set my heart on getting him, and
I will get him, no matter what it costs me to do
so. But if I were to go to Compton Raidsford——”
“You will not go, though,” interrupted Squire
Dudley.
“Trust me,” answered the promoter. “I was
only instancing him as one of the men who do not
want to make money. He is so puffed up with his
park, and his deer, and his carriages, and his riding
horses, and the infernal fuss that is made about him,
it would be, ‘No, thank you, Mr. Black. I have one
business, and that is enough for me. I find it as much
as I can manage. Good morning!’ But you are differently
situated, Dudley. You, like Lord Kemms,
could do with a larger balance at your banker’s.”
“You amaze me about Lord Kemms,” said Arthur,
thoughtfully.
“And I believe I should amaze you still more if
I showed you the list of names I expect to get on the
Direction. Allan Stewart will bring them up like a
huntsman the hounds; but he cost me dear. Would
you believe I had to give him five hundred pounds
in hard cash—not bills, mind you—before he would
even listen to me?”
242“Dear me! I should not have supposed any man’s
name was worth so much,” observed the Squire.
“Worth it! he could be worth five thousand, if one
only had had the money to give him, but just now I
found even the five hundred a pull. You know he
stands between the nobility and the commercial men.
He is good to bring both, and he promises me to
get his nephew.”
“You don’t mean Aymescourt?”
“Yes, Aymescourt, only his name is Croft now,
you know; he came into such a switching property
when old Croft died. Of course I am telling you
all this in strict confidence, Dudley. Not a soul
knows about these things except yourself.”
“Of course,” Arthur agreed. Believing implicitly
in Mr. Black’s statement, he felt flattered accordingly.
“By Jove,” proceeded Mr. Black, invoking his
favourite god, “won’t some of the City people
stare when they see our prospectus in the Times!
Won’t some of them wish they had thought of such
a scheme! Rather,” finished Mr. Black with a
chuckle, “ra—a—ther.” And Mr. Black took off
his hat and wiped his forehead, and the pair had
another turn on the grass under the trees in silence.
243“I only wish,” began Mr. Black again, “I could
begin advertising, for the great thing in all such
matters is to make hay while the sun shines—a leaf
out of your book, Dudley; but, till some of my other
small fish are fried, I don’t see my way, unless I go
to Runcorn, and then he gets the flesh, and leaves
the bones to me. It is that advertising! it is the
devil, it is cash on the nail—money down, or else
no advertisement appears; and, good gracious! think
of how a few quarter-column advertisements in the
Times run up; why, it is like printing in gold.”
Still Arthur made no comment.
“Offices, furniture, printing, even clerks, can be
got on credit,” continued Mr. Black, after allowing
Arthur full time for the observation he did not
make; “and credit gives one time to turn round
and get the shares in, but the expense of advertising
has nipped many a promising scheme in the bud.
Does not somebody say something about there being
a tide in the affairs of men? I am not a very good
hand at remembering any quotation except prices,”
added Mr. Black, with the laugh which had excited
Lally’s uncomplimentary comparison; “but I dare
say you do, and I know there is a tide in my affairs
244now, which would float my ship, if I could only take
advantage of it. However, I’ll go back to town on
Monday and see what can be done.”
“How much money do you want?” asked Arthur;
perhaps he was thinking, too, that a tide had come
in his affairs, across which he might be able to steer
his course to fortune.
“How much? Oh! I am sure I could not say,”
was the reply. “In some cases ready money goes
so far, can be so well worked, that I might, perhaps,
be able to do with very little. If I went to a
capitalist, of course I should ask him for a good
round sum; but if I can find a friend, I shall only
just borrow enough to keep me going from hand to
mouth. In any event I must make it worth somebody’s
while to help me; but I don’t mind that, if I am
only left what I consider a fair share of the profit.”
“What do you call a fair share?”
“Well, that depends. I should not mind giving
any one a third who helped me through the matter.
Nor even a half, if the help were really serviceable;
but I should object to taking a tenth, or anything of
that kind, after all the worry I have had in the
affair.”
245“Do you know any one who you think would go
into it with you on what you consider equal terms?”
was the Squire’s next question.
“He’s nibbling,” thought Mr. Black; so he let
the line float loose for a moment, while he answered,
“Yes, I think I do; that man I spoke of just now,
Vanney, would, if he is in London, but I am afraid
he is off to Scotland, and won’t be back for some
weeks; that is the way just at this time of the year,
everybody is off, or starting off. Certainly I might
go to Scotland after him.”
“I wish I had ready money,” said Arthur; “I
should not mind risking a little on it myself.”
“Oh yes, you would,” answered Mr. Black; “if
you had been inclined for any mischief of that kind,
you would not have kept your hands out of it so
long.”
“How the deuce is a man to mix up in anything
of the kind, if opportunity never offer?” Arthur
demanded.
“But opportunity does offer; opportunities are
always lying under people’s feet, only some are too
proud, or too cautious, or too lazy, to stoop and pick
them up. No, no, Squire, you had better stick to
246your farming; you must be making a lot of money
here, and your wife would not like you to go into
business.”
“My wife would wish me to do whatever was best
for all our interests,” said Arthur, sharply.
“Perhaps so; but, if she would, she differs wonderfully
from mine,” was the reply, “Lord knows
I have often been thankful I never cared twopence
about her, or she would have kept me a go-by-the-ground
all my life. When a man is fond of his wife,
naturally he does not like to cross her. I can
quite understand what has kept you back, Dudley;
you ought, as Mrs. Ormson says, to have married
a rich wife, and then you could have afforded to
humour her.”
“No man ever had a better wife than I have,
Mr. Black.”
“Is not that what I have just said? and
naturally she influences you. I think it is a pity,
you know, because women do not know what is best
either for their husbands or themselves; but it
is very greatly to your credit. I dare say, if I
had married differently, I should feel like you.
After looking at Mrs. Dudley, I think what a pity
247it is to see her wasting her life at Berrie Down.
By Jove! if I had a wife like her, it would be
worth a thousand a year to me. Don’t she set off
the head of a man’s table! Wouldn’t she be the
one to entertain the great people I want to make
useful! And your sisters, Dudley. It’s a sin to
see them buried here—girls who might marry well
to-morrow. Mrs. Ormson and I often talk it over;
but we have agreed it is of no use fretting about the
business, which is just one of those matters we were
not sent into the world to right.”
In which last portion of his sentence, had Mr.
Black omitted the “not,” he would much more
truthfully have stated his own and Mrs. Ormson’s
opinions. At all events, if the pair had not sufficient
reliance on Providence to believe they were
sent to right the matter, they thought they ought to
have been, and were not slow about asserting their
conviction, which comes to nearly the same thing.
“Supposing your scheme turned out well, how
soon should you expect to make money by it?”
inquired Arthur, apparently a little irrelevantly.
“How soon? Oh! within a twelvemonth. I
shall have my shares, of course—paid-up shares,
248mind you—and I shall have my profit on the sale of
the mills and plant. I don’t take all that trouble
and risk for nothing; and then there will be various
pickings. Altogether, to begin with, I shall not
clear less than ten thousand pounds, and then my
shares ought to be worth twenty thousand pounds
more, at least.”
“And how much of that would you give to a
person who saw you through your present difficulty?”
asked Arthur, desperately.
“If you saw me through, one-half,” was the quick
reply. “Look here, Dudley,” went on the promoter,
“if you are thinking of joining me, make up
your mind at once, and let us talk the matter over.
This is Saturday. I must do something in it on
Monday. Don’t beat about the bush, man. If you
want information, I will give it to you; if you wish
to make a push for fortune, don’t be backward about
saying so; if you fancy this venture might suit you,
inquire into it fully. If you don’t like it after
inquiring, why, there is no harm done. I could not
ask you to go into it as I might a commercial man—being
a relation and so forth naturally ties my
tongue—only I will say this much, it is the best
249thing I have ever had to do with, and there is no
reason I can see why you should not make your
fortune out of it too. Keep the money in the
family, eh, Squire?” and Mr. Black looked
sharply at Arthur from under his eyelids—looked
round at him without moving his head to see how
his companion was taking it.
Squire Dudley’s flood was at its tide then, he
fancied; and yet he felt nervous about launching
his boat upon it. He was longing to make money,
hungering and thirsting for a chance of bettering
his position, and yet he stood irresolute waiting for
some chance to decide his purpose, for some hand
beside his own to unloose his barque, and set it
floating over the weaves of success, to the shores of
fortune.
“How much money would be sufficient in the
first instance?” he inquired for the second time
during that interview.
“Oh! a hundred would start the advertising,”
said Mr. Black; “that hundred would bring in some
of the shares; but between you and me, Dudley,
what with clerks and one devilment and another in
the other companies, even a hundred pounds is a
250sum I could not at the instant command. I had to
pay, as I tell you, five hundred cash to Stewart, and
a similar sum to Crossenham. Well, you know, a
few hundreds here and a few hundreds there make a
hole in a man’s banking account, if he be not as rich
as Miss Coutts. Then I have given a lot of bills
falling due at different dates for Crossenham’s lease;
and, although I think my other ventures may give
me money enough to meet those before they are
presented, still I must be prepared for the worst.
Altogether—but who are those riding up the lane?
Raidsford and Lord Kemms, as I live! Raidsford,
no doubt, trying to put my lord against the company.
Ah! it is no use, my boy; you won’t checkmate me
so easily as all that comes to. Now, what the
deuce is his lordship coming to say?” and then
ensued the interview at which the reader has already
been present.
“I am in with you now, Black,” said Arthur
Dudley, when, their talk finished, they retraced their
steps towards the house.
“Only so far as Nellie goes,” answered Mr.
Black, reassuringly; “even that shall be but a loan,
if you like;” but Mr. Black knew better than this.
251He knew Arthur had, as he mentally phrased it,
“tasted blood,” and that, having done so, he would
never recede from the undertaking to which he had
put his hand.
CHAPTER XI. NELLIE.
252
It was after dinner in Mr. Compton Raidsford’s
house. Host and guest had finished their wine, and
sat with coffee before them, silent.
Lord Kemms was thinking about Mr. Black and
that gentleman’s proposals; Mr. Compton Raidsford
was thinking, not merely about Mr. Black, but
also about Lord Kemms, and wondering how that
nobleman would decide.
If there were one thing the owner of Moorlands
conceived ought to be put down with a strong hand
and a stretched-out arm, that thing was bubble
companies.
Even legitimate companies he disliked and
distrusted.
A self-made man, he naturally regarded with
253suspicion the growth of any commercial system
likely to render success dependent more upon
capital than individual ability and exertion.
A business man, who had for his order much the
same esprit de corps as an artist or a poet may be
supposed to possess, he noted jealously the increasing
tendency of the age to keep small capitalists
or non-capitalists in the position of clerks and managers,
to concentrate all manufactures in a few
hands, and sweep modest master tradesmen off the
face of the earth; to do away, in fact, with a business
middle class at all, and to reduce the whole system
to that of millionnaire and servant.
A thoughtful man, he foresaw that if the great
incentive to labour, the prospect of independence,
were withdrawn, the employed classes would soon
become mere eye-servants, that it would be difficult
to procure thoroughly trustworthy clerks and efficient
managers.
Right well he knew that the best servant is he
who hopes some day to become a master, that the
man who obeys orders most implicitly is he who
expects at a future period to have to give orders.
High wages and large salaries might be all very
254well; but Mr. Raidsford declared no salary which
a company was justified in giving could compensate
a man for the prospect of being some day on his
“own account.”
“These companies will ruin our legitimate commerce,
lead to jobbery of all sorts, and utterly ruin
our working men. I consider limited liability,
which is, after all, only the climax of concentration
of capital, the greatest curse that ever fell upon
England. It is all very well to talk of the rate of
discount acting as a beneficial check. The rate of
discount which only winds up a few companies,
simply means ruin to hundreds and thousands of
small traders. In fact, in these days, I do not see
how, unless a man have a large capital or be a
swindler, he is to get on at all.”
Holding these cheerful views, even concerning
legitimate companies, it may readily be imagined
how sternly Mr. Raidsford set his face against all
ventures which would not, to use his own word,
“wash;” how thoroughly he detested the whole
system of “getting up” a board; with what rancour
he would have pursued “promoters,” even through
the purgatory of Basinghall Street.
255As for lords and honourables, for generals and
colonels, for baronets and “swells” of all kinds,
Mr. Raidsford would have had them keep to their
own rank and their own pursuits exclusively. That,
individually and collectively, they despised business—honest
work, he called it—the self-made man
believed, and for this belief he had perhaps sufficient
grounds.
If they despised it, why did they meddle with it?
Could not they keep to their end of the town, and
cease troubling the City, which they scoffed at with
their presence? Not so did their forefathers. This
was a good peg for Mr. Raidsford to hang a host of
disparaging remarks upon! The men who were
first of their name, who left titles to be borne by
their descendants, and money to support those titles,
worked in the City, lived in it, would have thought
shame to sell their honest names in order to lead
honest men and women into trouble. If the aristocracy
wanted some of the City gold, let them come
and help coin it first.
Such and much more was the burden of Mr.
Raidsford’s song, and it was pleasant to hear him
going through that recitative with bold sonorous
256voice to lord or lady, to capitalist or adventurer,
whenever chance offered. Pleasant to hear him, a
successful man, speak thus in the home his industry
and his abilities had won for him, while he
was still, not young, it is true, but yet sufficiently
far removed from old age to hope for many years
in which to enjoy his good fortune.
His ideas might not be correct. How far they
were so, only another generation can tell; but they
were his own earnest convictions, and he did not
hesitate to express them openly.
“If I had to begin my life again now,” he said,
“I could never hope to accomplish what I have done.”
And seeing what he had done, caused his opinions
to carry much weight to the men and women he
frequently addressed.
Success has a wonderfully convincing power of
argument, and it would have been hard for any one
to look at Moorlands, and not believe (knowing his
history) that its owner had a right to speak with
authority.
Mr. Raidsford perhaps might be aware of this
fact, for he was never so eloquent on the subject of
private enterprise as in his own London office,
257which commanded a view of his extensive premises
filled with busy workmen, or down in Hertfordshire,
where everybody was well aware how he had earned
enough to buy it all “his-self.”
To the poorest labourer, Compton Raidsford was a
standing miracle; from Lord Kemms downward every
person in the community marvelled at his success.
The brand new palace to which Arthur Dudley
took such grievous exception, was a matter of necessity
rather than choice. If Mr. Raidsford could
have purchased Berrie Down Hollow, Moorlands
House would never have been erected. As it was,
the rich man had found it impossible, with all his
wealth, to purchase an old residence in the situation
he desired. As a rule, people who have desirable
properties like to keep them. Once in a dozen
years or so, there is “just the place” a man wants
put up for sale; but so surely as this happens, that
man has not the means to make it his own.
What you like in every respect is difficult to meet
with, residentially as well as matrimonially, for which
sufficient reason Mr. Raidsford bought Moorlands
without a house, and built the edifice that affronted
Arthur Dudley, on it.
258Before the great building (like a factory, the
Squire said) was thought of, Moorlands had been a
picturesque stretch of poor ground, pleasant for
strolling in the summer’s evenings, pleasant for picnics,
pleasant to ride across, without leave asked or
granted.
It was bare, meagre land, which had not been
turned up for years and years, the grass of which
was nibbled close down by the sheep that could
scarcely get a scanty living off it. There the daisies
grew in the summer-time, there the children could
gather enough to make chains for a whole village,
there in the low parts the rushes sprang likewise in
sufficient quantities to provide butterfly cages, swords,
helmets, and umbrellas for the juvenile population
of North Kemms and its vicinity. There was a
wood where nuts grew abundantly, a little coppice
wood on the side of a sloping hill, at the base of
which the Kemm flowed on its way rejoicingly. In
the Kemm were silver-backed trout and tench and
perch. Many a time Arthur had angled in it, and
there was a pleasant old lane, wide and grassy,
almost like a forest glade, bordered by fine old
timber, and entered by a gate swinging on one
259hinge, which led away not merely to the coppice, but
to a little piece of rising ground where tradition
said there had once been a mansion belonging to
a certain wicked Sir Giles, whose heirs were now
in foreign parts, and whose bones had been mouldering
for a hundred years or more in the vaults
underneath North Kemms church.
Certainly the lane led straight up to the hillock,
on which some remains of walls, some traces of a
former building, were to be found; but there was
nothing much to confirm the idea of a mansion ever
having occupied the site, though the gossips affirmed
Sir Giles’ had once been a great house, which was
razed to the ground on account of the wickedness
enacted within it. Rather hard on the house,
certainly, considering Sir Giles, the perpetrator of so
much wickedness, lay in consecrated ground, snugly
incased in lead and oak; but none the less likely to
be true on that account, perhaps.
A few rose-trees grew in what tradition said had
once been Sir Giles’ pleasure garden; and there
was a goodly bush of sweet briar, to say nothing of
a few evergreens and flowers, such as London pride,
Canterbury bells, Solomon’s seal, double daisies, and
260such like, scattered about in beds that had
apparently been laid out in the Dutch style. But
still there was no trace of winding walks, or sweeping
drive, of yew hedges, courtyard or pleasaunce;
nothing left to tell of a great man’s residence ever
having occupied the site where Mr. Raidsford’s
palace was afterwards erected.
Lord Kemms’ idea of the matter was, perhaps,
more correct than the popular one. He thought it
most probable Sir Giles’ house had been elsewhere,
and this smaller abode but a mere country cottage,
in which the baronet might have drunk, and
gambled, and sinned, and fought, as was averred.
It was known that this same wicked Sir Giles, the
last baronet, had a fine mansion in Lincoln’s Inn
Fields, and there was a report of his having been possessed
of some broad manors in the North; but the
awful stories which were told of his wild life always
had for their scene Moorlands, where there was
scarcely one stone left upon another, where the
daisies sprang and the rushes grew, where the nuts
ripened on the hazel bushes, and the birds built in
the hedgerows and laurels, spring after spring.
This place Mr. Raidsford saw, liked, purchased
261cheap, and spoiled—so Arthur Dudley said.
Perhaps the Squire was right. No doubt the grassy
lane, with its gate hanging on one hinge, with the
branches of its overhanging trees almost touching
any pedestrian who passed beneath them, was more
picturesque than Mr. Raidsford’s gravelled drive
and wide sweeping entrance, than the lodges, than
all the new-cut stone and fresh mortar.
Doubtless, the daisies were more lovely to the
eyes than fields of corn and mangold-wurzel.
Without question, the spot where the rushes and the
yellow lilies grew, did not gain anything in artistic
effect when drain-tiles and labourers had done their
work, and the place, “dry as a bone,” produced
crops of barley better than any Squire Dudley could
show. It was not to be disputed that the scattered
stones, the desolate flowers, the neglected garden,
the tangled little corner of wilderness, were more
suggestive than Mr. Raidsford’s bran new mansion;
nor that the wood had been more enjoyable in its
former neglected condition than it seemed when
paths were made through it, and a summer-house
perched above the Kemm; but still, people must live
somewhere, and the tents they dwell in must be new
262at some time. Even Berrie Down Hollow had been
built once; it did not come into existence with the
Creation—brambles had been cleared away for it, the
turf had been turned up in the fields which were
now Arthur’s, the picturesque common had been
divided into meadows and corn-fields, into pastures
and arable land.
For all of which reasons, Squire Dudley should
not have complained when the lane at Moorlands
was metamorphosed into a drive; when the ground
which barely yielded pasturage for a few sheep, was
ploughed and ploughed again, and finally laid down
in grass for a deer park; when wheat sprang up
where the daisies had grown; when a new house
showed its face amongst the trees; when gardens
were laid out, and conservatories erected, and stables
built, and employment given; and a new neighbour,
not such an one as the old wicked Sir Giles, who, it
was stated, cared neither for God nor devil, came to
dwell at Moorlands, which he had sense enough not
to re-christen.
A different man from Mr. Dudley would have
held out the right hand of fellowship to the stranger,
walked over and called upon him, and been cordially
263welcomed in return; for if Arthur were poor, he was
of gentle blood, and if Mr. Raidsford had risen, he
was none the less, indeed perhaps all the more,
friendly disposed towards one better born than himself;
but the Squire did nothing of the kind.
Rather he stood on the lawn at Berrie Down and
cursed his day, lamenting that Compton Raidsford—a
mushroom, an upstart, a snob—should be so much,
while he, Arthur Dudley, was nothing.
Had Arthur been possessed of ten thousand a
year, he would never have said a word against
Compton Raidsford, or the alterations at Moorlands;
he would have proffered him the hospitalities of
Berrie Down, and shed the light of his countenance
on the new comer; but then, Arthur had not ten
thousand a year, which made all the difference.
There are many children in the world, grown as
well as little boys and girls, who, though willing
enough to share a toy if it chance to belong to them,
will yet refuse to play with a companion who owns
the toy instead of them. They can be generous and
patronizing; but when the tables are reversed, they
go into a corner and sulk.
That was precisely Arthur Dudley’s case; the
264world’s toys were in other hands, and he would
neither look at nor use them. If he could not have
them of his own, he would have none of them; if he
could not have silver dishes on his own table, he
would not eat out of them at another man’s.
A nice, amiable trait to have to record; and yet
many a very agreeable fellow, owner of all the pleasant
things Fortune reserves for her especial favourites,
might not be one whit more agreeable, or contented,
or genial than Arthur Dudley, if luck took a notion
some fine morning of leaving him out at elbows.
Only people cannot exactly comprehend this truth;
and, as a consequence, Arthur’s neighbours had long
been sick of his airs and tempers, as they styled his
resolution to keep himself to himself. Lord Kemms,
for instance, would once have been glad enough to
see him at the Park; but Arthur rejected all that
nobleman’s well-intended civilities; and thus, as the
years went by, the Squire was reduced to that most
uncomfortable of all positions, viz., having a mere
speaking acquaintance with his neighbours, whom
he could not avoid meeting occasionally, and who
really came in time to feel, as Compton Raidsford
said, “out of patience with the fellow.”
265And yet, looking at Berrie Down, which stood on
its sunny hill, smilingly nestling amid trees and
plantations with rich green pastures intervening
between it and Moorlands, both Lord Kemms and
Mr. Raidsford were thinking pityingly of the owner,
and wishing Arthur had been like anybody else.
It was impossible for them to have talked about
Mr. Black, and Mr. Black’s scheme, without bringing
Squire Dudley’s name into the discussion also;
indeed, Mr. Raidsford had instanced him as one of
the men most likely to be led into trouble on the
strength of Lord Kemms’ name; “for, although he
may be too proud to visit at Kemms Park, my lord,”
finished the owner of Moorlands, “he will not be too
proud to follow your lead, if he believe you are
taking the road to fortune.”
After which followed a pause, a thoughtful pause,
that lasted long enough to give Lord Kemms ample
leisure to frame his ideas into some sort of definite
shape, if they ever were to be got into shape at all.
And yet when he broke silence, it was not directly
of Mr. Black’s scheme he spoke.
“I cannot help thinking,” he said, “about Dudley’s
manner when he sold that mare to me to-day.
266I never saw him resemble a human being so much
before. The way in which he put down Black was
splendid; I could like the fellow, if he would get
down off his stilts, and be a little natural.”
“There is good in him, I believe,” was Mr.
Raidsford’s reply; “and as for his wife, she is
charming; I hope he won’t bring her and the little
ones to grief. Have you ever seen his eldest child—the
girl, I mean?”
“Yes;—will make a pretty woman, like her
mother. A strange child; not in the least shy,”
added his lordship, with a smile.
He was thinking of one day in the early summer,
when he had overtaken Heather and Lally in
Berrie Down Lane, and dismounting, lifted the little
girl and placed her on the Black Knight’s back,
while he walked beside, talking to Mrs. Dudley.
Which proceeding had so much endeared him to
Lally, that she was in the habit of talking about
him as “her friend,” and declaring he had “lovely
hair, like Lally’s own;” an observation which might
not have proved flattering to Lord Kemms’ vanity
had he heard it.
“I wish to Heaven I saw my way clear:” it was
267the owner of Kemms Park who uttered this by no
means uncommon desire. “What shall I do,
Raidsford, toss up which it is to be, or take your
advice?”
“Your lordship must use your own judgment in
the matter,” was the reply.
“Now, that is what provokes me about people,”
remarked Lord Kemms, pettishly. “They say all
manner of things to set one against a pet project,
and then at the last moment declare a man must
exercise his own judgment, as if he could do so under
the circumstances. Don’t you know, a man cannot
judge his own case? Since you have been counsel
and adviser, why should you object to decide the
question? Here is the way it stands,—you say the
project cannot succeed; my respectable kinsman,
Allan Stewart, says it not only can but shall. You
have convinced me Mr. Black is no more honest
than he can afford to be, or rather, you have confirmed
a suspicion I previously entertained to that
effect; but then here is a good thing, about which it
may pay him to be honest at last; and—and—to
finish the matter, I had a fancy to go into this
venture, since I have sworn never again to ‘make a
268book.’ I think I’ll toss up, Raidsford, or draw
lots; you shall hold them.”
“No, my lord, I will not; you ought not to let
chance decide this question for you. It is one you
ought to think out seriously, and——”
“Good heavens! I have been thinking about
it for a week past,” interrupted Lord Kemms, pettishly.
“Then think of it for a week more; and think at
the same time betting on horses is an honest and
respectable way of amusing yourself, in comparison
with selling your name to companies. In the one
case you only ruin yourself, in the latter——”
“Hold, my Mentor,” once again interposed Lord
Kemms, “we have gone over all that ground before;”
and he balanced his spoon on the top of his coffee
cup, and thoughtfully contemplated this feat of skill
as he spoke.
“So, though you have taken the responsibility of
advising, you decline that of deciding,” he went on.
“Decide, and your words shall be to me as the
laws of the Medes and Persians.”
“If your lordship really wish me to do so,”
began Mr. Raidsford;—but at this juncture Lord
269Kemms pushed back his chair from the table, and
walked over towards one of the windows.
“No, no,” he said; “I won’t ask you to do that;
it would not be fair; besides, I am old enough
to make up my own mind, and bear the consequence
of my own acts. I will not be one of Mr.
Black’s decoy ducks, as you are kind enough to
style his directors. I will write to him on Monday,
and——”
“Mr. Alexander Dudley wishes to speak to your
lordship,” said a servant, entering the room at this
juncture.
“Wishes to speak to me?” repeated Lord Kemms;
“where is he?”
“In the library, my lord;” and forthwith “my
lord” walked across the hall into the room where
Alick stood waiting for him.
The lad had not sat down. He stood beside the
library table with his hat in his hand; and even when
Lord Kemms motioned him to a chair, he declined
the proffered courtesy.
“My brother was to have sent you Nellie this
evening, my lord,” he began. “I have been to the
Park, but finding you were here, came on. I hope
270you will excuse my doing so. I thought it was
better for me to see you.”
“Does your brother want to be off his bargain?”
asked his lordship, sharply. “If that be what
you have to say, of course I shall not hold him
to it.”
“That is not what I have to say,” answered
Alick, boldly. He had felt nervous and fluttered
at first, but Lord Kemms’ manner braced up his
courage in an instant. He had felt a discrepancy
between himself, his prospects, his dress, his position,
and the grand house into which he had been permitted
to enter, almost under protest (so it seemed
to him), of a servant who evidently thought he had
no business at Moorlands; but that was all now
forgotten.
Lord Kemms had made a great mistake, and
having made it, Alick could strike him under the
fifth rib. His irritation had thrown him off his
guard, and now Alick could deliver his message
with effect.
“My brother sold Nellie to you, believing her to
be sound. We are not quite certain that she is
sound; and, not being certain, my lord, we would
not send her to you.”
271For a moment Lord Kemms’ face flushed scarlet;
then he said,—
“I beg your pardon, Mr. Dudley, for my hasty
speech. The fact is—I—I—had set my heart on
having her; and—really this is most provoking—I
wanted her so particularly.”
“And my brother wanted the money particularly,
my lord,” answered the lad; “at least, so he said,”
added Alick, with a terrible remembrance of Arthur’s
wrath when he first heard there was anything amiss
with Nellie.
“What the devil is wrong with her?” asked Lord
Kemms, irritably. “Sit down, can’t you, and tell me
all about it.”
“I am afraid she has got something the matter
with her sight,” was the reply. “When you first
spoke to me on the subject, that day in the paddock,
my lord,” added the lad, “I thought there was not
a blemish about her, but this last week I have felt
uneasy. Of course it is not easy to tell whether it
is so or not; only, having been with her all her
life, I notice what another person might not. I
did not want to vex my brother unless I felt certain,
so he knew nothing about the matter till he told me
she was to be sent over to the Park.”
272“And then?” inquired Lord Kemms.
“Then I mentioned my fear to him, and he said
you ought to be informed of it. We knew, my
lord, or, at least, we thought, you would not have
her examined by a veterinary surgeon, coming from
us; indeed, I doubt if any stranger could detect a
thing wrong about her now.”
“But you think there is?”
For a moment Alick remained silent; he felt the
hundred pounds Arthur wanted so badly might be
had, if he only appeared doubtful; and Arthur, he
knew, was fuming and fretting at home over his
disappointment. The youth loved his brother, and
was grateful to him; further, he was afraid of his
temper; but still, right was right, and honour
honour.
“My lord, I know there is, though my brother
does not believe it.”
“Still you might have passed her off as sound
upon me, even subject to a veterinary opinion?”
“No, my lord; a jobber might, but we could
not,” amended Alick, looking every inch a Dudley
as he spoke.
“I stand corrected,” said Lord Kemms, with a
273laugh. “I quite see; the thing might be possible, but
not to you. Now, what does your brother propose?”
“To consider the bargain off,” was the prompt
reply.
“Nothing else?” inquired his lordship.
“Or otherwise,” answered Alick, “to let you
have her, giving an undertaking that if within six
months my idea prove to have been correct, he will
take her back and return your money.”
“Evidently he is not of your opinion?”
“No, my lord.”
“Do you think you know more about horses than
he?”
“I think I know more about Nellie.”
For a moment Lord Kemms looked hard in Alick
Dudley’s face, which was frank, and young, and
pleasant. He had not Arthur’s delicately-cut features,—he
was cast altogether in a larger and a
rougher mould; but he was the making of a finer
man, the owner of Kemms Park decided. Looking
at Alick’s face, he saw reflected as in a mirror the
scene which had taken place at Berrie Down, and,
perhaps, it was this which made him say, suddenly,—
“Your brother was not very well pleased when
274you expressed your opinion to him, I suppose—blamed
you, probably?”
“When people are vexed, they usually blame
the person nearest them at the time,” was Alick’s
philosophic reply.
“You suspected nothing of this when I spoke to
you in the paddock. If I had bought her then, that
is, if your brother had taken my offer then, you
could have sent her to me with a clear conscience.”
“Yes, my lord. There was certainly nothing
wrong with her then; at least, nothing that I could
see,” Alick answered.
“And there is nothing your brother can see the
matter now?”
“Nothing.”
“Then I will take her,” said his lordship; and
Alick breathed a sigh of intense relief.
“You shall have her the first thing on Monday
morning,” he said, rising, “and the letter, too.”
“What letter?”
“My brother’s undertaking to return you the
money, in case she prove unsound.”
“No, I won’t have it,” was the reply. “I’ll run
the chance of her.”
275“No, my lord, pray do not do that!” Alick
entreated. “I am as sure as I can be of anything
her sight is affected. If you will take her for the
six months, and pay my brother for her now, as he
really wants the money, I shall be very grateful;
but I would rather repay you myself than think
hereafter you had bought a useless animal from
us.”
“And pray, how the deuce should you propose to
repay me yourself?” inquired Lord Kemms. But
the words had scarcely passed his lips before he
repented having uttered them.
“I hope not to remain a burden on my brother
all my life,” answered the lad in a low tone, with
his cheeks aflame, but with eyes boldly looking his
questioner in the face.
“My boy,” said the nobleman, kindly laying his
hand on Alick’s shoulder, “that is three times in
one interview you have rebuked me. I am sorry to
have pained you, and I beg your pardon for my
thoughtlessness. Tell your brother he could not
have chosen a better messenger. I will take Nellie,
and, when you have made your fortune, we can talk
about repayment, if she turn out badly.”
276“Thank you, my lord.” The boy’s heart was very
full, and he could not say another word.
Silently he moved towards the door, Lord Kemms
following him.
“What are you going to be?” inquired the nobleman,
as they stood together on the threshold.
“A merchant, if I am fortunate enough ever to
rise higher than a clerk.”
“Do you think you will like business better than
farming?”
“I mean to try and like anything which offers me
a chance of getting on in the world,” was the reply.
“Then I hope you may get on, and that I shall
some day see you rich and prosperous, a millionnaire.
It is possible; in this house, it is scarcely needful for
me to tell you, all things are, humanly speaking,
possible.” And with that Lord Kemms held out
his hand, which Alick could have kissed for very
gratitude.
“I will call at Berrie Down on Monday,” said
his lordship, when Alick had passed through the
open hall door. Having announced which intention,
he returned to the dining-room, where he reported
the gist of the conversation to Mr. Raidsford.
277“The greatest kindness you could have done
Squire Dudley would have been to take him at his
word,” was Mr. Raidsford’s practical comment on
the affair.
“Perhaps so; but I could not afford to be less
honest and honourable than they,” Lord Kemms
answered.
“Ay, that is the misery of it,” said his host.
“Honest and honourable falling among thieves!”
Some similar thought to this it had been, perhaps,
which suggested to Lord Kemms the idea of calling
at Berrie Down. Some vague fancy of saving
Arthur—of rescuing him from the Philistines! But
when once he found himself seated in Squire
Dudley’s drawing-room, he felt how futile was any
such hope, how utterly vain it would be for him to
proffer advice, or counsel caution to his neighbour.
Already the poison had begun to work; already
he had dreamed his dreams, and beheld his visions;
already he had made his thousands, and spent them
in imagination; already the glory of the future
flung a brightness across his path, and made him
look on life more cheerfully, on his fellow-men more
kindly.
278Let success bring what it would, it could not
bring more than Arthur already saw advancing
towards him. Prophetically, out of the great City
he beheld riches, and honours, and glories, travelling
northward to Berrie Down. The dust of the
approaching caravan was clear to his mental vision
as the turf stretching down to the Hollow.
If for a moment he was taken aback, it was
when Lord Kemms told Mr. Black, in his presence,
he had decided to decline his obliging offer. But
Mr. Black so coolly pooh-poohed what he called his
lordship’s hasty rejection,—so resolutely refused to
take “no” for an answer,—so determinedly, and
yet pleasantly, said they “could talk the matter over
at some future time, there was no hurry about it,”—so
utterly ignored the fact of Lord Kemms having
assured him his mind was made up, he would have
nothing whatever to do with the company,—that
Arthur was reassured, and believed Mr. Black, when
that gentleman subsequently informed him Lord
Kemms had only been a little set against the affair
by “that meddling upstart, Raidsford.”
“He’ll be all right enough by the time we want
him,” finished the promoter, confidently; while his
279lordship was walking down the drive, feeling he
had made nothing by his move, rather, on the contrary,
given the advantage to a much cleverer and
more ready man than himself.
“Hang the fellow!” he thought, “and his confounded
self-sufficiency. Ah! my little friend,” he
added out loud, as Lally parted the boughs of an
evergreen oak, and looked out at him from among
the greenery, “won’t you come and speak to me;
won’t you tell me how you have been this long
time?”
Not from any shyness, but from precisely the
same feeling as that which makes a kitten bound
off when a hand is stretched out coaxingly towards
it, Lally allowed the branches to spring back and the
foliage hide her.
“Don’t be rude, Lally; go and speak to Lord
Kemms when he asks you,” said a voice from behind
the shrubs, while two very white hands parted the
branches above Lally’s head, while a very pretty
face, half concealed by leaves, met the nobleman’s
delighted eyes.
In a moment a sweet jingle of verse seemed ringing
through the air.
280That pleasant and goodly thing, a woman’s
beauty—ever old, yet ever new—old as the world,
yet new as the dawning day—chased all disagreeable
thoughts out of Lord Kemms’ mind, while Dr.
Mackay’s lines took their place:—
“And now and then I’ll see thy face,
Mid boughs and branches peeping.”
He had never known how beautiful a woman’s
face could look till he beheld Bessie’s through that
tracery of leaf, and twig, and stem.
More than ever now he desired to renew his
acquaintance with Lally, who came forth from her
hiding-place, and, in reply to his tender inquiries,
informed him she was quite well,—that mamma was
quite well; after which conversational effort, Lally—a
surprised mass of muslin, hair, and freckles—stood,
her lap full of flowers, looking at Lord Kemms.
“What lovely flowers!” he said.
“Bessie’s!” explained Lally, nodding in the direction
of the pretty face, the owner of which now, with
the assistance of Lord Kemms, emerged from amid
the hedge of evergreens, and stood before his lordship,
laughing and blushing, a vision of loveliness
worth contemplating.
281“We were gathering flowers,” she said, in elucidation
of Lally’s statement.
“A very appropriate occupation,” remarked his
lordship, gallantly.
He would have liked nothing better than ten
minutes’ conversation with this young lady, who had
appeared so unexpectedly before him; but Miss
Ormson was not inclined to gratify this innocent
desire, and made her disinclination so prettily
apparent, that his lordship had no resource left
but to bid Lally farewell, which he did most affectionately.
“Good-bye, dear.”
“Dood-bye!” and Lally confided to him one of
her little brown hands.
“Will you give me a kiss?”
“Iss;” and Lally made up her mouth, and went
through the ceremony with laudable readiness and
composure.
“Remember, you promised to marry me. I’m to
wait for you, you know.”
“Iss.” Lally was perfectly agreeable.
“You will not promise so readily fifteen years
hence, little one,” he said; but this being a step
282beyond Lally’s understanding, she kept silence with
a wisdom which might not have belonged to her
fifteen years hence, either.
And, indeed, no answer was required from her,
Bessie and Lord Kemms having settled the matter
with a mutual smile, after which, as the leave-taking
had been already unduly prolonged, the visitor lifted
his hat in adieu to Bessie, and departed.
“Why didn’t he tiss ’oo?” Lally inquired, quite
loud enough for Lord Kemms to hear.
“You naughty child!” exclaimed Bessie; “hush!
hush! hush!” and then the pair broke their way
through the evergreen hedge again, and returned,
ostensibly, to their former employment of gathering
flowers.
But, in reality, both Lally and her companion
were looking after Lord Kemms’ retreating figure.
From the grass-plot where they stood, a glimpse was
to be obtained at intervals of the road, and at last
Bessie relinquished her sham occupation, and stood
gazing, with a sad, sad look in her face, after the
owner of Kemms Park.
All at once the object of so much attention turned
round, and caught her in the very act.
283Bessie never professed to be more than human,
and accordingly she said to Lally, angrily—
“How can you be so bold, child, as to stare after
gentlemen like that?”
“’Oo ’taring too!” retorted Lally, indignantly;
and, as she could not deny the truth of this statement,
Bessie covered her confusion by a vigorous
onslaught among the flowers.
After a few seconds, however, she lifted her head
again, and looked along the road once more, and as
she looked she sighed; but that sigh was not
breathed for the nobleman whose hair was like
“Lally’s own!”
CHAPTER XII. LIFE AT THE HOLLOW.
284
Although, in the course of his conversation with
Arthur Dudley, Mr. Black had intimated his intention
of running up to town on the Monday following,
and probably remaining there, he did not carry that
desirable project into practice, but rather announced
his intention of favouring Hertfordshire with his
presence for some time longer.
“That is to say, if Mrs. Dudley be not quite weary
of us,” he added; which, of course, left Heather no
resource but to entreat a prolongation of Mr. and
Mrs. Black’s stay, which she did so kindly, that
Mr. Black thanked her for her invitation.
“Just as if you had given her a chance of not
inviting you,” remarked Miss Hope, with a sneer.
“True; I forgot I was not speaking to Miss
285Hope, whose frankness is notorious,” retorted Mr.
Black; having given the lady which tit, for her tat, he
strolled out, in excellent temper, on to the lawn.
Spite of his dislike to the country—a dislike that
was, perhaps, as genuine as anything about him (his
vanity and selfishness excepted), he liked Berrie
Down Hollow. It was an establishment which,
notwithstanding some blemishes, in most respects
met his views.
On an income of a few hundreds a year, which
had to be dragged out of the land, it is scarcely
needful to say, Mr. Dudley, of Berrie Down, could
not “do things” in the same style as Mr. Black, of
Stanley Crescent, who reckoned his returns loosely
by thousands.
From cellar to garret, the house in Stanley Crescent
proclaimed the existence either of unlimited
means, or unlimited credit.
From the hall to the farthest bedchamber, Berrie
Down Hollow told its tale of shortness of money
and of utter honesty.
No bills were run in that pleasant Hertfordshire
home; no duns ever came clamouring for payment
through the gates flanked by pyracantha.
286Let post-time bring what ill news it might,
such ill news never arrived in the shape of an intimation
that any tradesman was weary of waiting for
a settlement of his “little account;” that, if a remittance
for the amount of his bill (inclosed) were not
immediately forwarded, the writer would place the
matter forthwith in the hands of his solicitor.
Honest and honourable, as Lord Kemms had
said, were these poor incompetent Dudleys. Senselessly
honest, Mr. Black decided.
To live beyond their means—to owe money, the
payment of which was in the least uncertain or problematical,
would have seemed to them the depth of
humiliation.
A horror of debt, a dread of incurring expenses
which their income did not fully warrant, a proud
spirit of independence, a resolute determination to
spend no more than they could well afford to pay—these
were the traits in his country relations which
filled Mr. Black with a vague amazement, with an
almost contemptuous pity.
That any man—and, more especially, any woman—should
hesitate about refurnishing a house, when
upholsterers existed ready to send in goods on
287credit, was a want of courage which, though perhaps
not unnatural, was simply unintelligible to
Mr. Black. That a family should refrain from
luxuries, remain quietly at home, dress plainly, and
strive, by a prudent economy, to make both ends
meet, seemed to him the very acme of folly.
To “cut a dash” on nothing—to take a house
with no certain prospect of ever paying rent for it—to
furnish that house throughout on credit—to run
bills for every article under heaven for which bills
could by possibility be run—to trust to luck for
meeting the Christmas accounts—to look on every
tradesman as a mere speculator, who took his risk
of ever receiving sixpence, to whom customers were
as uncertain forms of profit as Lim. Lia. Co.s to
Mr. Black, or else as “knowing cards,” who made
the substantial householders carry them safe through
the midnight flittings of a dozen less honest neighbours—these
were a few of the articles to be found
in the only confession of faith to which Mr. Black
heartily subscribed.
From his youth upward, no delicate scruples concerning
wronging his fellows had troubled the conscience
of Mr. Black; and it seemed quite as strange
288to him to witness the remarkable honesty which
obtained at Berrie Down, as it would to a pickpocket
to behold a purse found in the street restored
forthwith to its rightful owner.
No doubt the theory of honesty was an excellent,
a beautiful science; but to carry that theory into
every-day practice, appeared to Mr. Black absurd.
According to his gospel, it was foolish to do
without anything which could be procured for the
ordering.
“Any fool,” he opined, “could buy with money;
but it required some cleverness to buy without
money. If I had been one of that sort, afraid of
this, and that, and ’tother, I should have stayed on
servant to somebody all my life. Success is just
like a woman—faint heart won’t win her; and see
what I have done—just look at me.”
This was the fashion in which he addressed Alick
Dudley, or any other individual on whom he hoped
the sight of his exalted position might produce a
beneficial effect. From the way in which he talked
of his successes, it was only fair to presume his
achievements had astonished no one more than himself.
Perpetually he seemed trying to lay his hand
289on his good fortune, in order to realise it; failing in
this attempt, he desired to see his neighbour’s hand
touch the glittering heap, so as to make sure it was
no deception—no sham.
All his life he had been used to making believe.
In the days when he lodged at Hoxton, he was wont
to entertain his landlady with accounts of the great
people he knew, who were going to do something
for him; and shabby, out at elbows, patchy about
the feet, and much dinged as regarded his head-gear,
he still, meeting former acquaintances in the
street, would ignore Hoxton, and ask them, the first
time they were out Clapham way, to give him a
call.
He had been a liar from the beginning, and even
in prosperity lying forsook him not; but like as the
wicked, of whom King David makes mention, were
clothed with cursing, so falsehood was to Mr. Black
as the garment which covered him, and as the girdle
wherewith he was girded continually.
His life had been a shifting scene of unfair dealing;
of false pretences; of uncertain climbing; of
incessant struggle either to retain, or to regain,
a desirable position; and because his memory
290retained nothing but a confused recollection of
excusing, inventing, distorting, misrepresenting,
scheming, cheating, planning, the atmosphere at
Berrie Down almost took away his breath by its
rarity.
To the advantage, however, of being associated
with a man like Arthur Dudley—against whose
honour and integrity even slander could not make
an accusation—who really had broad acres and
fair lands—something tangible in the way of property—Mr.
Black was by no means blind.
Society, he knew, had a foolish confidence in such
individuals; and now, when, perhaps, for the first
time in his life he was striving to make his fortune
honestly and legitimately, he could not help feeling
that the accession of such an ally gave him greater
confidence even in himself.
Walking over the soft green turf at Berrie Down,
he began to imagine he had done with tacking and
veering, and hoisting false colours for ever; at
last, it was going to pay him to be straightforward.
If there were some things concerning the Protector
Bread and Flour Company, Limited, which he
deemed it wiser to keep in the background, still
291there was no necessity for beating about the bush.
There was the Company—a good scheme, a tangible
scheme, with no humbug about it; but rather, on
the contrary, containing in itself almost every element
necessary to insure success.
Very different was this venture to any with which
he had ever previously been associated. Hitherto,
he had looked for nothing beyond what he could
make by merely promoting a company. He had
assisted to usher dozens of ill-conditioned, unhealthy,
rickety commercial infants into the world,
and when he had pocketed his midwife’s fee for his
services there was an end of the matter. As a rule,
these infants had either scarcely survived their birth,
or else had grown up into disreputable swindles;
and Mr. Black, having sense enough to know this
kind of practice could scarcely continue to pay him
for ever, most earnestly desired to get hold of something
which really had, in its own nature, some fair
chance of existence; and working it up thoroughly,
make that a stepping-stone to future successes, up
which he could safely climb to the very summit of
the hill of Fortune.
He was weary, not of the dishonesty of his previous
292career, but of its anxieties, its uncertainties,
its never-ending, always beginning work. Though
a strong and hearty man to look at, he felt the years
spent in planning and scheming—in “raising the
wind,” in getting “paper melted,” in running
about praying for bills to be renewed, in staving
off bankruptcy, in softening the hearts of obdurate
creditors—had told, and were telling, on his constitution.
He knew, if no one else did, how often he
had climbed and fallen; how often he had touched
Fortune, and been spurned by her; how continually
luck had travelled with him to a certain point, and
then, suddenly taken herself off in a huff, leaving
her former favourite to retrace his steps, or fight his
way onward, as best he could. How he had lain
through the long nights planning; how he had
thought in the darkness of ways and means; how
he had racked his brains, marvelling whence help
was to be obtained; how he had walked the City
streets in rain, in snow, in frost, in the broiling
summer weather, in the winter, when the cruel east
winds were careering up Cheapside; how he had
got soaked to the skin, and how his clothes had
dried again on him; how he had turned into taverns,
293and drank brandy till he felt strong enough to go
out again and face the worst,—all these miseries
were fresh in Mr. Black’s mind; to all of them,
he hoped, with all his heart and soul, he had said
farewell for ever!
The pace at which he had been travelling, he felt,
must tell at last; over the stones, over the stones!
backward and forward, in all weathers, with all
sorts of anxieties dogging his steps; up and down
hundreds of thousands of stairs; across the thresh-holds
of scores and scores of offices;—how all this
had wearied his mind and worn his body, he fully
understood only when he stood under the trees at
Berrie Down, resting idly at last.
There was no sham about Mr. Black’s affection for
London; but there was equally no question that he
felt a short stay in the country might do his health
much good; might clear his head, as he expressed
it, and enable him on his return to town to resume
work with greater energy than ever.
“Talk about a change to Hastings or Brighton,”
he said to Arthur Dudley, “why, it’s nothing to this.
To walk along the shore in either place, is simply
walking down Regent Street, nothing else! Upon
294my soul, I would quite as soon take a day’s holiday
in one as the other; and as for quiet, could the
traffic in the City make more noise any time than
that precious old sea? No; give me this solitude,
this stillness, this perfect freedom, and I am content
to leave watering-places to fast young women and
idle men.”
And no doubt Mr. Black was sincere in this statement.
Though the appointments at Berrie Down
were not on that scale of magnificence which Mr.
Black would have liked to see his kinsman affect,
still the very absence of this magnificence tended
to make the house a comfortable one at which to
visit.
The furniture might be old-fashioned and the
draperies faded; yet to Mr. Black there was a certain
novelty in sitting down on a chair which was undoubtedly
paid for, that counterbalanced, to some
extent, the effect of well-worn carpets, ancient
sofas, spider-legged tables, and a square six-octave
piano.
Besides, the mere fact of seeing people able to
do without luxuries, able to resist the lust of the
eye and the pride of life, produced a salutary
295though vague impression on the mind of a man who had
been brought up amongst a class which believes
almost exclusively in externals, and pins its faith to
goods and chattels, to fine feathers, to unlimited
gilding, to many servants, and big houses filled
with much French polish and varnish in profusion,
with silk curtains and soft carpets, and pictures in
heavy, costly frames.
If Arthur Dudley could afford to live in such
poor style without losing caste, then what might
Arthur Dudley not achieve if he were able to live
in better style? A desirable connection certainly
Mr. Black held that man to be, who, without any
adventitious aid whatsoever, could remain a gentleman
amid surroundings that “would settle me,”
mentally finished the promoter.
That there was something in birth, beyond a
father leaving personal and freehold property to his
son—that there was something also in rank over
and above houses and lands—money and more money—Mr.
Black began to believe; and in the pleasant
summer-time, amongst the green Hertfordshire
fields, under the drooping trees, the promoter came
gradually to understand something else, namely, that
296a woman who, like Heather, could manage to make
herself and others happy, on an utterly inadequate
income, might, mated to a different husband, have
proved a treasure beyond all price.
Even Mrs. Ormson, he knew, could never have
shed so sweet a content over any home as Heather
Dudley. “I believe,” thought Mr. Black, “she
would even have made that dog-kennel in Hoxton
something worth looking forward to coming home to
at night. She is not clever—that is, she could never
fight her way in the world, nor go out into it like
many women—but she is worth a barge-load of any
I ever knew, for all that. By Jove! married to a
clever man, would not she have made a home for
him?” And then Mr. Black went on to consider,
in a mournful kind of way, that let him climb to
what worldly height he would, domestic comfort was
a thing the future could not hold for him; that,
though he might have servants and carriages, a
house as fine as Lord Kemms, money at his banker’s,
and an income large enough to satisfy even his most
extravagant desires, he could never expect to pass
through any door which might afford him admission
to such a paradise as that, in and out of which
297Arthur Dudley passed at his own sweet pleasure,
all unconscious of the blessings he enjoyed.
Never before had Mr. Black remained long
enough at Berne Down to appreciate the quiet
beauty of that calm home life. A hurried visit from
Saturday till Monday, a scramble for trains, a hot
walk to church, pressing anxieties which made the
still monotony of the country almost maddening to
a man whose brain was in a constant whirl of excitement;
a day or two, perhaps occasionally, through
the week—when picnics were planned and excursions
undertaken—had formerly been Mr. Black’s experience
of Berrie Down.
Most people know how wearisome and unendurable
the stillness of night is when sleep refuses
to close the tired eyelids, when either from pain of
body, or distress of mind, the hours are passed in
restlessness instead of rest. The silence of the
country, its inaction, its dead-aliveness had been
hitherto to Mr. Black precisely what sleepless nights
prove to many a sufferer. He could not take repose
out of it; and as day, with its work and its turmoil,
seems preferable to the long, drawn-out darkness,
through every hour of which ascends the moaning
298prayer, “Would to God it were morning!” so even
the noise and tumult of town appeared to Mr. Black
sounds to be desired in preference to the awful and
fearful quiet of that still life at Berrie Down.
But now the Hollow was to him as a calm
summer’s night, when refreshing sleep steals down
upon the worn and the weary, giving them rest after
toil, strength to rise and meet the trouble of the
coming day.
The silence did not irritate him now, the utter
repose of the life did not chafe his temper. He
wanted to think, and he found time to do it. There
was nothing pressing which required his return to
town. He could let the express from Palinsbridge
speed away to London, and leave him still behind at
Berrie Down; he could lounge about the fields
and build castles in the air at his leisure; he could
stand and listen to the rustling of the wind among
the trees without a thought of how time was going;
he could lie on the grass, and plan his plans, and
scheme his schemes, without ever a passing footfall
to disturb him.
Further, he liked the liberty of the house. He
could go and come, he could be alone or with the
family, just as pleased him best.
299There was no fuss about dress, no strict adherence
to hours. If he went out for a quiet walk, dinner
did not wait for him, and still he was not expected
to starve the whole day, in consequence.
Mrs. Dudley had no black looks for guests who
lounged in late to breakfast. There was always
sunshine at Berrie Down; there was always some
one to give that soft answer that turneth away
wrath; there was no squabbling, no jealousy, no
selfishness. In that house, it was not who should
retain, but who should give up. Boys and girls alike,
it was the same, who could do most for each other;
and, beyond all, who could do most for Heather.
Naturally a shrewd man, Mr. Black could not
choose but notice all these peculiarities of the household
at Berrie Down; and as he began to take a
personal interest in the members composing that
household, so, in the ordinary course of, things, he
necessarily looked deeper than he had ever done
before, only to see more and more in Heather to
admire.
She was his antagonist, he felt, and yet he would
have given much to have had her on his side. She
would be averse to leaving Berrie Down, and yet it
300was she, more than any other member of the family,
he desired to have in town.
“By Jove! she is a woman,” he remarked in
confidence to Mrs. Ormson; but finding his enthusiasm
failed to kindle a corresponding flame in that
lady’s bosom, he pursued the subject no further.
Even the very animals about Berrie Down seemed
to Mr. Black different to the animals he had seen
elsewhere: chickens that flew on Agnes’ shoulder
the moment she appeared in the poultry-yard; dogs
that relieved each other at the gate, and sat looking
up and down Berrie Down Lane the whole day long,
like sentries on duty; a terrier that let Lally’s pet
kitten make a pillow of him; a cat which was
turned into the pigeon-house every night to prevent
the rats doing mischief, and allowed the pigeons to
roost on her back without entering the slightest protest
against such a proceeding; horses that ate
apples and plums in any quantity—that would search
Alick’s pockets for bread, and pick the flowers out of
Agnes’ belt daintily and lightly; a goat which ruled
supreme in yard and paddock, which reduced even
a huge Newfoundland to a state of abject terror,
which played such antics as Mr. Black had never
301previously imagined could be gone through by an
animal—which would get into the dog-kennel and
keep its rightful occupant at bay—which would
stand guard over the kennel and prevent Nero
coming out—which would then be off chasing the
smaller dogs about—butting at the colts, and causing
them to rear and paw, and then scamper off round
the fields, followed full flight by Jinny, who was
fleeter of foot than any of them. She was a
disreputable goat, of low tastes; who drank ale
and ate tobacco; who preferred sour apples to
wholesome grass; who had an objection to letting
herself be milked, and who, when she became the
mother of a kid, seemed to think the creature had
been sent into the world to be rolled over and butted,
and hunted and teazed, from morning till night.
A shocking thief was Jinny also, who would make
her way into the larder and eat up bread and pies
with an appreciative appetite which ought to have
proved eminently gratifying to Mrs. Piggott; who
might be found standing on her hind legs, sharing
the horses’ corn; who was discovered one day, on
the top of a little rustic summer-house, munching
with infinite relish the earliest pears that grew on
302the sunniest wall of the garden. Every day Arthur
vowed vengeance against that goat; and yet every
succeeding morrow discovered Jinny at fresh tricks,
engaged in carrying out some new mischief.
Then the pigeons! the ridiculous fantails and the
consequential pouters,—the pouters so irresistibly like
a parish clerk, the fantails so vain that, in walking
backwards to exhibit their outspread feathers, they
often fell head over heels, to the intense delight of
Lally. Lovely pigeons! that would flutter down at
sound of Heather’s voice, and settle on head and
hand, soft balls of white, smooth feathers, waiting to
be fed.
It might, according to Mr. Black’s idea, be a
useless life; but, for all that, it was very tranquil
and very sweet, and pleasant also from sunrise to sunset—a
succession of summer days without a cloud.
Further, if, in the midst of so many romantic and
countrified sights and sounds, it be not prosaic to
make mention of such common matters as eating
and drinking, I may add that the edible arrangements
at Berrie Down met with Mr. Black’s unqualified
approval.
To a man who had been content for years and
303years with chops and steaks, a pennyworth, daily, of
potatoes, and a like value of bread, partaken of
after the manner of those modern Israelites, City
people in haste, and washed down by a pint or half
a pint of bitter, it may readily be believed that the
orthodox dinners which he deemed it the correct
thing to partake of in Stanley Crescent were rather
unappreciated luxuries.
What did he care for white soups and lobster
patties—for entrées and Italian creams? The human
being who had ever thought himself lucky to sit
down to a pound of thinly-sliced beef or ham which
he brought in with him wrapped up in a piece of
newspaper; who had purchased American cheese,
and supped on that delicacy in his Hoxton retirement;
who had eaten shrimps at Gravesend, and
partaken of Delafield and Co.’s entire as supplied
after due adulteration by the landlord of the “Jolly
Sandboys,” was not likely to contract a passion in
his later years for Anglo-Gallic cookery, for réchauffés
and made dishes, for disguised vegetables
and non-comprehensible meats; for sour wines and
fashionable sweets. On such subjects he and Miss
Hope stood at opposite poles; and it was the
304funniest thing imaginable to hear the two wrangling
over the different opinions which they held. To
have heard them talk, any outsider might have
supposed a new religion had been introduced, and
that while the one held there was no safety out of
the old faith, the other believed that to like a good-sized
joint was a remnant of barbarism, a superstition
only prevalent amongst the very lowest classes in
the community.
For Miss Hope likewise, Berrie Down was liberty
hall; and therefore, while Mr. Black breakfasted off
ham and fowl, eggs, and sirloins of beef, thick slices
of bread and butter, and tea in quantity, the spinster,
seated opposite to him, regaled herself with claret,
fruits, and what Mr. Black vaguely called “green
meat”—which meant lettuces, mustard and cress,
and other delicacies of the same primitive nature.
Often Mr. Black openly declared his wonder that
“all the trash she eat did not kill her;” while Miss
Hope was eloquent on the subject of English gluttony,
and declared with more candour and politeness
that she had never eaten a dinner in England fit
for a civilized human being to partake of.
“Not,” she added, turning apologetically to Mrs.
305Dudley, “but that I consider Mrs. Piggott for
England an admirable cook, and if she would only
allow me to give her a few hints, I think you would
find a change for the better, both in your expenditure
and in your table.”
Ever ready to meet the views of her husband’s
relations, Heather requested Miss Hope to extend
to Mrs. Piggott the benefit of her experience; only
to find, however, that such benefit had been previously
offered and unceremoniously declined in
words following—
“If I cooked well enough for your sister, Mr.
Arthur’s mamma—Miss Hope, mum—and if I
please Mrs. Dudley, mum, I don’t want no instructions
from you, mum. No offence, I hope; if
offence, I humbly beg pardon. I’m too old to learn
new tricks.”
To the truth of which last clause Miss Hope
assented with such unnecessary readiness, that Mrs.
Piggott’s temper was excited instead of mollified;
and when the lady in the kindest manner possible
subsequently suggested “going into the kitchen
to prepare a few dishes,” Mrs. Piggott locked herself
up in the store-room with a huge Bible and her
306spectacles, and sat there till Bessie came to say the
performances were over, and the messes ready for
sending to table.
“And messes they be, miss,” declared Mrs.
Piggott, after due inspection. “If Mr. Arthur or
Mrs. Dudley either likes that trash, I shall be
greatly astonished; but lor, miss! them old maids
is all alike. If it’s not cats, it’s dogs; and if it’s
not dogs, it’s meddling in other folkses business, and
going about from house to house carrying their
nasty prying ways about with them among their
luggage. Who ever heard of boiling lettuce-leaves
afore, or of putting onions, and sugar, and eggs
among green pease, spiling the flavour of them?
It’s not Christian, that’s what I say; and you tell
me she fried them potatoes in oil; and that soup—why,
it is thick with grease—butter, is it, miss?
I wonder how much she has used! And a quart of
cream, do you tell me? Well, if that is ’conomical
cooking, I don’t know what ’conomy is. I hope
master will like his dinner, that is all—I only hope
he may.”
Which was about as great a fib as Mrs. Piggott
ever uttered; for most devoutly did she hope the
307good things Miss Hope had prepared might come
out untasted.
“Poking about, indeed!—messing in the kitchen.
I wonder how she would like me to go into the
drawing-room this evening, and offer to play the
pianner to her? Talk about servants knowing their
places! It would be well if ladies learnt theirs, I’m
thinking. Her sister would never have dreamt of
doing such a thing; and as for Mr. Arthur’s wife,
she is too soft and easy; she ought to know better
than allow such goings on.”
Thus Mrs. Piggott—who, after refusing to take
service with the second Mrs. Dudley, or in the
republic which succeeded that lady’s marriage to Dr.
Marsden—had come over to Berrie Down some
twelve months after Heather’s arrival there, and
stated that, “having heard a good report of Mr.
Arthur’s wife, she had no objection to serve her, if
she were in want of a cook.”
With which offer Heather closing, Mrs. Piggott
a week later entered the gates of Berrie Down, and
virtually resumed possession of all her old authority.
Amongst her goods and chattels were a Bible, a
cookery book, a tea-caddy (with a key), a pair of
308spectacles, a work-box, and her marriage lines—all
articles without which Mrs. Piggott never travelled.
A staunch Protestant, Mrs. Piggott read her Bible
diligently on Sundays, and on what she called particular
occasions—such, for instance, as the death of
a relative, the news of some frightful railway accident,
shipwreck, or colliery explosion, the sickness
of any member of the Berrie Down household, the
birth of a child, or in times of special aggravation.
But if she perused the sacred volume occasionally,
she pored over her cookery book daily. From the
valuable receipts it contained she had culled fragrant
flowers in the shape of savoury dishes, curious
puddings, wonderful sweetmeats, and a method of
making puff-paste, in which even the housekeeper at
Moorlands had not disdained to request instruction.
And after that, for Miss Hope to come with “her
foreign notions, her garlic, her shalots, her tarragon,
her basil, her clear soups (like dish-water), her meat
done to rags, her vegetables cooked till all flavour
was boiled out of them; her fruit breakfasts, her
messy salads, her pinches of flavouring, her newfangled
sauces, her endless dishes, with not a good
mouthful on each.”
309If Mrs. Piggott had not, at this trying period,
found a sympathizing listener in Bessie Ormson, for
want of vent her indignation must have killed her;
as it was, Bessie took the keen edge off the knife
that stabbed the cook, made fun of Miss Hope and
Miss Hope’s stew-pans, and told poor Mrs. Piggott
that the result of the French dinner had been a
failure. “We all unaccountably lost our appetites,”
said the young lady, slyly; “the dishes were
capital, no doubt, but then, if one be not hungry,
you know,” and then Miss Ormson looked archly
at Mrs. Piggott, and the pair laughed wickedly.
“I hope you have plenty of cold meat in the
larder,” Bessie went on, “for we shall all be starving
by supper time;” and these words proving prophetic,
Mrs. Piggott’s anger was appeased; and next
day she unbent so far as to inform Miss Hope she
would not mind watching how she made “that there
sauce,” for she thought it very good indeed.
The conqueror can always afford to be a little
generous, and in this instance Bessie held that Mrs.
Piggott acquitted herself with considerable credit.
“Far be it from me to say the things were in their
own nature detestable,” remarked Miss Ormson to
310her uncle; “under the circumstances, I do not think
we can tell anything about them. We don’t jump
to the conclusion that an air is unmusical because an
utterly incompetent person attempts to play it, and
clearly, Miss Hope knows as much concerning
cookery as I do.”
“There may be something in that,” agreed Mr.
Black; “talking about music, why don’t you play
and sing, like your cousins?”
“My brain never would bear the harass and
excitement of the sharps and flats,” answered Bessie,
plaintively; and with that reply the promoter, who
had lately taken it into his head every member of
the family ought to do something well, and contribute
to the success of the general social “rising”
about to take place, was fain to rest satisfied.
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