The two girls, as had been already arranged,
set off during the morning
for the river-side house at Bray, where they
would be joined next day by Lady Nottingham
and the rest of her party; and Aunt
Jeannie, returning home shortly before lunch,
found that Daisy and Gladys had already
gone, and that the hour for her consultation
with her friend was come. For the situation
admitted of no delay: in a sky that till
yesterday had been of dazzling clearness and
incomparable serenity there had suddenly
formed this thunder-cloud, so to speak, hard,
imminent, menacing. It was necessary, and
immediately necessary (such was the image
under which the situation presented itself to
her mind), to put up a lightning-conductor
over Daisy's room. It was the nature of the
thunder-cloud that she had now to make
known to Lady Nottingham: that done,
between them they had to devise the lightning-conductor,
or approve and erect that
one which she had already designed in her
mind during the sleepless hours of the night
before. It was of strange design: she hardly
knew if she had the skill to forge it. For
the forging had to be done by her.
They lunched together, and immediately
afterwards went to Lady Nottingham's sitting-room,
where they would be undisturbed,
for she had given orders that neither the
most urgent of telephones nor the most
intimate of callers were to be admitted.
They drank their coffee in silence, and then
Jeannie got up.
"I have got to tell you, Alice," she said,
"about that which only yesterday I said I
hoped I should never be obliged to speak
of to anybody. I suppose the envious Fates
heard me; certainly the words were scarcely
out of my mouth before the necessity arose.
What I have got to tell you about is that
which all last autumn was harder for me to
get over, I think, than all that I had been
through myself. Only yesterday I believed
it to be all dead; I believed it to be at most
a memory from which time had already
taken the bitterness. But I was completely
and signally wrong. It is dead no longer;
it is terribly alive, for it has had a resurrection
which would convert a Sadducee. It
is connected with the reason why Daisy can
never marry Tom Lindfield. It is more
than connected with it; it is the reason
itself."
Jeannie had begun to speak standing by
the fireplace and facing the full light of the
window, but here she moved, and wheeling
a chair with its back to the light, sat down
in it. She wanted to be a voice and no
more—a mere chronicle of a few hard, dry,
irrevocable facts, things that had happened,
and could not be altered or softened. There
was no comment, no interpretation to be
made. She had just to utter them; Alice
Nottingham had just to hear them.
"You may have to give me time, my
dear," she said, "for it will be as much as
I can do, I am afraid, just to get through
with the telling of it. Yes, I am already
frightening you, I know. I do that on
purpose, because I want to prepare you for
a story that must shock and disturb you very
much. I wondered last night whether I
could manage without telling you, whether
I could spare your hearing it all, but I find
I can't. I can't act alone in this, on my
own responsibility. Perhaps you may be
able to think of some plan which will make
mine unnecessary, and I would give a great
deal for that to happen. But some plan
must be made and carried out. Something
has to be done."
She covered her face with her hands for
a moment, then took them away, and spoke,
slowly and carefully, so that there might be
no need for further explanation of what she
said.
"Of course you remember Diana, Daisy's
sister," she said, "though you would remember
her more as a name than as a person,
for I think you never knew her at all well.
She married very early, you know; she
married that nice Frenchman, Monsieur
Dupré. After that she lived abroad till the
time of her death. The fact of that you
will certainly remember, though it is now
some years since it happened. Where are
we? Yes, 1908. Then Diana died in 1903,
five years ago. So at least we were told at
the time. It was in 1903 that we, all of
us, you, Daisy, and I, believed that Diana
died."
Jeannie gave a long sigh.
"My story of why Daisy cannot marry
Tom Lindfield has begun, dear Alice," she
said, "for Diana did not die then. She
lived for four years after that, and died last
autumn only, in my arms, thank God! I
thank God, my dear, that she died, and I
thank God that I was with her. There was
no one else, not her husband even."
Alice Nottingham turned on her a face
that was puzzled, and was beginning to get
frightened.
"But what does it all mean?" she said.
"It is very disquieting, very strange, but
what does it lead to? Daisy—Tom Lindfield."
"I am telling you as shortly as I can,"
said Jeannie. "Do not interrupt me, dear.
It was last autumn she died, not five years
ago as we had supposed. Five years ago
she was—was found out, if you understand—she
was found to have been living with
another man not her husband. He learned
that, and he forgave her, for he adored her
with a tender, unwavering devotion that is
very rare. She was to him like a child who
has been naughty and must be forgiven.
Then in a few weeks only after that she fell
again. Even then he did not divorce her,
or make her bear the shame and publicity
of what she had done; he simply let her
go."
Jeannie was still speaking slowly and
quietly, as if reading out some report which
had to be mastered by her friend. But on
the words "let her go" her voice trembled
a little. But then she again recaptured the
completeness of her self-control.
"Whether that was wise or not," she said,
"whether it might not have been better if
he had let Diana bear the punishment that
human law has ordained for those poor
things who behave as she behaved, we need
not inquire. Nor need I tell you the details
of how it was all managed, which I learned
from Diana so few weeks before she died
last year. It is sufficient for me to say that
they left their home near Amiens together,
ostensibly for a long foreign travel. After
some weeks he sent home the news of her
sudden death; he sent the news also to us
in England. You were told, I and Daisy
were told. And Diana, poor, poor Diana,
went and lived in Paris."
Again the bravely-suppressed emotion
made Jeannie's voice to quiver.
"That is what I mean when I said that
M. Dupré let her go," she said. "Often
I think it was a barbarous kindness. He
could not live with her any more—the fact
that he loved her so much made that impossible—and
he had either to divorce her
or—or let her vanish into the glittering
crowd of those who—who are made like that.
He chose the latter: he accounted for her
disappearance by the news, sent to Amiens
and sent to us in England, that she had died.
"So five years ago Diana went to Paris,
and for a time lived, not with the man
who had taken her from her husband, but
with another. During her married life she
had lived in that beautiful country-house of
his near Amiens, seldom going to Paris, and
no one apparently ever found out who she
really was. Then——"
Again Jeannie paused—paused a long
time; and before she spoke she put her
hands over her eyes, as if to shut out some
dreadful vision.
"Then she left that man," she said, "and
lived with another. You know him; I
know him; Daisy also."
It was as if Lady Nottingham had caught
sight of that which made Jeannie cover her
eyes, for she winced and drew back.
"Don't—don't!" she said; "I can't bear
that, please, Jeannie!"
At the sound of the beseeching voice
Jeannie recovered all her self-control. She
was wanted; Alice wanted her for comfort.
"Oh, my dear, you must not be afraid,"
she said. "We have to face the facts and
not be afraid of them, but do our best, and
see how we can arrest or alter the train of
their consequences. It was he—Tom Lindfield."
Again she paused, and again continued,
speaking quietly.
"I knew nothing of all this till a little
over a year ago," she said; "for even as
M. Dupré had wished to spare Diana shame
and publicity, so, I suppose, he wished to
spare us the knowledge of what Diana had
done, and it was thus that neither you nor
Daisy nor I knew anything of it. I think
perhaps he ought to have told us—told you
and me, anyhow. But he did not, and it is
of no use to think what we should have done
if he had. But rather more than a year ago
Diana herself wrote to me—wrote me a
pitiful, heart-breaking letter. I thought at
first it must be some grim practical joke,
though I could not imagine who had played
so cruel a trick, or why the trick had been
played at all. But it was Diana's handwriting,
and she enclosed a photograph of
herself, which I have now. It was impossible
to mistake that: nothing could mar
her beauty; and then it was signed and
dated in her own hand. She wrote to say
that she had been ill, that she was getting
rapidly worse—it was of consumption, perhaps
you remember, that her mother died—and
she wanted to know if I would come
to her. She wanted to tell me everything,
and, thank God, she wanted me. So it was
there that I went when I left England last
year.
"I stayed with her till she died in that
little gilded flat. And during that month
she told me everything. It—it was a long
story, Alice, and it was all set to one shameful
tune. And I was not shocked; that
would have made my being with her quite
useless, to begin with, but, also, I did not
feel inclined to be shocked. She was so like
a child—a child that has gone wrong, if you
will, but still a child. Whether she was
ashamed or not I hardly know, for after she
had told me of it all we never once spoke of
it again. Certainly she wished, as passionately
as she was capable in her poor dying
state of wishing anything, that she should
not bring shame or sorrow on others. Of
all others that she wished to spare, most of
all she wished to spare Daisy; and—a
promise to a dying person is a very solemn
thing—I promised that I would do all that
lay in my power so that Daisy should not
know. Till yesterday I thought that promise
would never come up. But it has. Daisy
must not conceivably marry him. Also, she
must not know why. There is our crux.
"And one word more, in justice to him,"
she added. "I am convinced he does not
to this day know who it was with whom he
lived in Paris. He knew me, for instance,
and liked me; and I am sure he would
not have lived with her knowing who she
was. Oh, but, Alice, the misery, the sorrow
of it all! You don't know. You weren't
with Diana at the end. And I loved her.
And I think her—her going so utterly wrong
like that made me love her more. The pity
of it! The hopeless, helpless sorrow of it!
She did not want to die——"
Jeannie's voice choked for a moment.
"She wanted life, she wanted love, poor
child. She was like some beautiful wild
thing, without law. She didn't think.
She never loved her husband, who adored
her. She didn't think. And she died
frightened—frightened at what might be
in front of her. As if the Infinite Tenderness
was not in front of her! As if
Jesus Christ, the Man of many sorrows,
was not there! Oh, Alice, how can we
judge?"
"Ah, my dear, we don't judge," said she.
"Anyhow, no judgment of ours has any
effect. It is done with as far as she is
concerned."
Jeannie's face suddenly brightened into
a semblance of a smile. It was veiled, but
it was but the flesh that veiled it; at the
core it was wholly loving.
"Then we are content to leave dear Diana
in the hands of the Infinite Pity?" she said.
"That must be certain before we can talk
further."
"But with my whole heart," said Lady
Nottingham.
Again there was silence; and in that
Jeannie openly dried the tears that were on
her face. She had been crying: there was
no question about that.
"I had to tell you, dear Alice," she said
at length. "I could not bear it alone. You
see why it is impossible, beyond the bounds
of speech, that Daisy should marry him.
You see also why I thank Heaven that she
does not love him. At all costs, also, Daisy
must not know why it is impossible. That
was my promise to Diana when she was
dying. I would do anything within my
power and the stretched-out limits of it to
prevent her knowing. Diana, poor darling,
wished for that. It was the last request she
made. It is sacred to me, as sacred as my
honour."
"Do you mean to tell him?" asked
Alice.
"I hope not to. I want to keep poor
Diana's secret as close as can be. And I am
not in the least certain, from what I know
of him, that it would do any good. If he
wants Daisy, do you think a man like that
would let that stand in his way? No, we
must do better than that. Now, is he in
love with her?"
"I can't say. It is clear, however, that
he wants to marry her. He has been in
love so many times that one doubts if he
has been in love at all. There was——"
"Oh, spare me the list of his conquests.
He has been in love many times. That is
sufficient."
"Sufficient for what?"
"For the plan that has occurred to me as
possible. I don't say it is easy; I don't say
it is nice; but we want, above all things, to
keep poor Diana's dreadful secret, to let no
one, if possible—and, above all, Daisy—know
that it was her sister who lived those years
in Paris, and in that manner."
Jeannie got up.
"Clearly the easiest way of arriving at
what we want is to make Daisy think that
he has only been flirting with her," she said—"that
he is not serious. It will hurt the
poor child, I know; but if she were in love
with him, which you think she is not, it
would hurt her far, far more. Therefore,
we must waste no time. Any day, any
moment, she may fall in love with him.
He is extremely attractive."
"Do you mean you will tell Daisy that
he has only been flirting with her?" asked
Alice.
"No, that would do no good. She would
not believe it. Besides, any day also he
may propose to her. No, it must be more
convincing than that. She must see that
which convinces her that he is not in earnest.
We must make him, if we can, under Daisy's
very nose, flirt with somebody else. We
must make him neglect her. I don't know
if it can be done, but we must try. At
least, I can think of no other plan which
will not involve telling Daisy all that we
want to keep from her."
"But how—who?" asked Alice.
"He is coming to Bray—Lord Lindfield,
I mean?"
"Yes; he is coming to-morrow evening
with the others."
Jeannie paused in front of a mirror, looked
long at herself, and spoke to her image
there.
"Yes, passable yet—just passable yet," she
said to herself.
Lady Nottingham got up and came across
the room to her.
"Jeannie, what do you mean?" she asked.
"What is it you mean?"
Jeannie turned round quickly.
"Ah! you guess," she said. "I don't
say it is nice; I shan't like myself much,
I can promise you. But it is not so long
since he ran after me a good deal. Perhaps
you remember the fact. He didn't receive
much encouragement then. Well, I mean
that he shall do it again. This time he
shall receive much more encouragement.
I will make it very easy for him. I will
help him a great deal now. I will flirt
with him all the time at Bray. Flirt—yes.
Oh, it is not a nice word, and flirts are not
nice people, as we settled only yesterday.
We settled they were not worth talking
about. But I am going to be one now—and
a bad one, too—under Daisy's very nose.
Perhaps I shan't succeed, but I shall do my
best; and if I don't succeed, we must try
to think of something else. But I want
Daisy to see how easily and readily he makes
love to a woman. I want her to see herself
slighted and neglected. I want her to be
hurt—and finally to be angry, to be furious,
to see that he means nothing. Then, provided
only she is not in love with him now,
she will hate and despise him."
Jeannie spoke rapidly, excitedly, her face
flushing.
"Or do you think it is a forlorn hope,
Alice?" she said. "Am I but flattering
myself that I am not quite passée yet? Oh,
it is a heavy handicap, I know, for a woman
of my age to try to cut out a brilliant young
girl, and one who is beautiful; and, as you
have told me, he never, as far as you know,
flirted with a girl. Well, that proves he
likes women best."
"Ah! but you can't do it, Jeannie,"
broke in Lady Nottingham. "Think of
what you will appear to Daisy; think of
your own self-respect; think of Victor.
What will he make of it all? It is too
dangerous."
"I have thought of all those things," said
Jeannie. "I have weighed and balanced
them; and they seem to me lighter than
that promise I made to Diana. I may have
to tell Victor; about that I don't know, but
I shall do my utmost not to. It may not
be necessary, for, Alice, I think he trusts
me as utterly as I trust him. I think that
if I saw him running after some other
woman I should feel there must be some
explanation, and I hope I should not ask
him for it, or think he was faithless to me.
And I believe he has that trust in me also.
I don't know. If he demands to know
what it all means I shall tell him, because
if you are asked anything in the name of
love it is not possible to refuse. Heaven
knows, this is a desperate measure! But
show me any other that has a chance of
success and will still keep Diana's secret.
This may fail; one cannot be sure of any
plan going right. But show me any other
plan at all, and from the bottom of my heart
I will thank you."
Lady Nottingham shook her head.
"I can think of no other plan," she said;
"but I can't approve of this one. You are
playing with serious things, Jeannie; you
are playing with love and other people's
souls. Diana did not mean you to do anything
like this in order to keep your promise
to her."
"No, poor child! One does not easily see
the consequences of one's acts, or how they
go on long after they are committed, bringing
joy or sorrow to others. Oh, Alice,
there is such a dreadful vitality about evil.
Acts that one thinks are all over and dead
have an awful power of coming to life
again. What one has done never dies. It
may be forgiven—Heaven grant it may be
forgiven—but it exists still in the lives of
others."
"But it is not as if she were alive," said
the other, "or as if she could suffer for it."
Jeannie shook her head.
"Ah, my dear," she said, "to my mind
that is a reason the more for keeping my
promise. Living people can defend themselves
to some extent, or you can appeal to
them and make them see, perhaps, that such
a promise involves more than it is reasonable
to demand. But the dead, Alice! The
dead are so defenceless!"
Lady Nottingham was silent, knowing that
it is useless to argue over questions of feeling;
for no amount of reasoning, however
admirable, can affect a question about which
the heart has taken sides. And after a moment
Jeannie went on:—
"And it is not the dead alone," she said.
"There is Daisy also to consider. Had I
made no promise at all, I think I would do
anything as distasteful and odious to me as
that which I am going to do, for the sake
of keeping that dreadful knowledge from
her. Alice, think if you had had a sister
like that! Could you ever get rid of the
poison of it? And it is an awful thing to
let a young soul be poisoned. When we
grow older, we get, I suppose, better digestions;
poisons affect us less. That is the
worst of growing old."
Again she paused.
"And now, dear—as they say at the end
of sermons—let us talk no more about it.
You will see me in an odious rôle down
at Bray; but it will be something to know
that you are aware it is a rôle, an odious
rôle assumed for a good purpose. I shall
seem detestable to Daisy, and she will not
be able to believe her eyes, until she is
forced to. I shall seem charming to him,
Tom Lindfield, until at the end, when, as
we hope, Daisy is convinced, I shall turn
round like the flirt and say, 'What do you
mean?' I shall seem odious to myself,
but I do not believe I shall seem odious
to Victor. I think he will know there is
something he does not understand. Perhaps
I shall do it all very badly, and not
succeed in detaching him at all from Daisy.
It is true I have not had much practice, for
I assure you I am not a flirt by nature.
Oh, Alice, can't you think of any other
plan? I can't, and I have thought so hard.
Have you got a very large party? I don't
want a full house to witness this disgusting
performance. I shall have to be so cheap.
I wish Victor was not going to be there.
At least, I am not sure. I think he will
see he does not understand. It is bad luck,
you know, that of all men in the world
this should be the one whom Daisy thinks
about marrying. Now let us dismiss it
altogether."
Lady Nottingham felt a certain sense of
injustice.
"Dear Jeannie," she said, "you have done
all the talking, and, having expressed your
views, you say, 'Let us dismiss it altogether.'
By all means, if you choose; but I haven't
had a chance. You have prophesied success
to your scheme; I prophesy disaster. You
are not fitted for your rôle; you will break
down long before you accomplish anything.
You will see Daisy looking at you with reproach;
you will see Victor looking at you
with wonder; you will see Lord Lindfield
looking at you with—with admiration. You
won't be able to bear any of those things,
least of all the last. You will have some
involuntary shudder of horror at him, or you
will obey your heart and run to comfort
Daisy, and give it all away. Yours is one
of the schemes that don't come off, because
they are unthinkable."
But Jeannie interrupted again.
"You mustn't discourage me," she said,
"because I want all the spirits I am capable
of to carry it through. It has to be done
with a light heart, else it will deceive nobody.
And so, my dear, to-morrow you will say
'good-bye' to me, and have a sort of wraith
of me instead for a little while. Oh, Alice,
I hope it won't take very long!"
The intense heat of the afternoon had
a little abated, and after tea the two drove
out for a while, returning early in order to
dine and go to the opera. It began at eight,
and Jeannie, after her year's sojourn in the
country, demanded a full dose, and they
arrived before the beginning of the first
act. Outside it was still not quite the
hour of sunset, and the streets and houses
were gilded by the soft reddish glow of the
superb summer evening. At the porch of
the opera-house were a few men standing
about, clearly waiting for friends, and for
that purpose examining the disembarking
carriages. As the two got out, one of these
gently but quite firmly shouldered his way
towards them.
"Looking out for an acquaintance, I find
a friend, Lady Nottingham," he said.
"That's my luck all over.—Why, Mrs.
Halton! Have you the smallest remembrance
of me?"
Jeannie had seen him, and for one moment
of weakness and indecision had tried to pass
by without seeming to recognize him. But
it was impossible to ignore this, and though
she had hoped her rôle would not begin till
to-morrow, it was clear now that she must
start to-day.
"Why, but how charming to see you,
Lord Lindfield," she said. "I am delighted.
I am only just home, you know—or perhaps
you don't, for why should you? Do leave
your acquaintance in the lurch, now you
have found a friend—it would have been
prettier of you, by the way, to have said two
friends—and join us. Alice dear, carry
Lord Lindfield off under your cloak to the
box. Kidnap him."
"Jove! yes, I'll be kidnapped," said he.
"Kidnap me quick, please, Lady Nottingham,
because I see Mrs. Streatham's carriage.
Too late; she sees me. May I come up for—for
an hour or two, after the first act?"
"Not for an hour, for two," said Jeannie,
as Mrs. Streatham waved her hand to him,
but without a smile, for she was busy wondering
who Mrs. Halton was, and whether
there was a chance of getting her to dine
two or three times during the next week.
Mrs. Streatham used her friends and acquaintances
much as a clematis uses the
wires or trellis put up for it. She strongly
and firmly climbed along them (without ever
letting go), to find fresh friends and acquaintances.
"Who was that charming-looking woman
you were talking to, Lord Lindfield," she
said, "with Lady Nottingham? By the
way, you lunch with us on Thursday, do
you not?"
"Mrs. Halton," said he.
"Really! That sweetly pretty Miss—Miss
Hanbury's aunt? Are she and Lady
Nottingham in the stalls? They might like
to come to my box instead. It is so far
more comfortable in a box. Will you ask
them? I do know Lady Nottingham.
She dined with us last year—at least, I
asked her."
"They have a box of their own," said he.
"Ah, what a pity! Let us go in. I expect
a few friends this evening, but they will find
their way. It is such a pity to miss a note
of 'Faust.' Oh, I see, it is 'Lucia.' That
is by Gounod too, is it not?"
Three hours later they were all standing
in the vestibule waiting for the arrival of
carriages. Mrs. Streatham had been unable
to arrange anything definite with regard to
Mrs. Halton lunching with her, but had
just said she would write, and hope to find
her disengaged the week after next, when
her carriage was bawled out. Lord Lindfield
shut her firmly into it, with profuse thanks,
and returned to the others. Crowds of
people—some of whom, apparently, Mrs.
Streatham did not know by sight—had
swarmed into her box during the evening,
and he had spent most of it in Lady Nottingham's
without any sense of deserting his
hostess, since it was impossible even to stand
in her box, far less sit down.
Then Lady Nottingham's carriage had
come up too, and he put them into it.
"Till to-morrow, then," said Jeannie. "I
am looking forward to it immensely. You
lunch with us first, and then take me to the
concert."
The motor bubbled and slid off, and she
put down the window.
"It moves," she said laconically.