Friday, 5th.
To-day I took a vacation, because I was not well,
and my mother took me to the Institution for Children
with the Rickets, whither she went to recommend
a child belonging to our porter; but she did not allow
me to go into the school.
You did not understand, Enrico, why I did not permit you
to enter? In order not to place before the eyes of those unfortunates,
there in the midst of the school, as though on exhibition,
a healthy, robust boy: they have already but too many
opportunities for making melancholy comparisons. What
a sad thing! Tears rushed from my heart when I entered.
There were sixty of them, boys and girls. Poor tortured
bones! Poor hands, poor little shrivelled and distorted feet!
Poor little deformed bodies! I instantly perceived many
charming faces, with eyes full of intelligence and affection.
There was one little child’s face with a pointed nose and a
sharp chin, which seemed to belong to an old woman; but
it wore a smile of celestial sweetness. Some, viewed from
the front, are handsome, and appear to be without defects:
but when they turn round—they cast a weight upon your
soul. The doctor was there, visiting them. He set them
upright on their benches and pulled up their little garments,
to feel their little swollen stomachs and enlarged joints; but
they felt not the least shame, poor creatures! it was evident
that they were children who were used to being undressed,
examined, turned round on all sides. And to think that
they are now in the best stage of their malady, when they
hardly suffer at all any more! But who can say what they
suffered during the first stage, while their bodies were undergoing
the process of deformation, when with the increase of
their infirmity, they saw affection decrease around them,
poor children! saw themselves left alone for hour after hour
in a corner of the room or the courtyard, badly nourished,
and at times scoffed at, or tormented for months by bandages
and by useless orthopedic apparatus! Now, however,
thanks to care and good food and gymnastic exercises, many
are improving. Their schoolmistress makes them practise
gymnastics. It was a pitiful sight to see them, at a certain
command, extend all those bandaged legs under the benches,
squeezed as they were between splints, knotty and deformed;
legs which should have been covered with kisses! Some
could not rise from the bench, and remained there, with
their heads resting on their arms, caressing their crutches
with their hands; others, on making the thrust with their
arms, felt their breath fail them, and fell back on their
seats, all pale; but they smiled to conceal their panting.
Ah, Enrico! you other children do not prize your good
health, and it seems to you so small a thing to be well!
I thought of the strong and thriving lads, whom their
mothers carry about in triumph, proud of their beauty; and
I could have clasped all those poor little heads, I could have
pressed them to my heart, in despair; I could have said,
had I been alone, “I will never stir from here again; I wish
to consecrate my life to you, to serve you, to be a mother to
you all, to my last day.” And in the meantime, they
sang; sang in peculiar, thin, sweet, sad voices, which penetrated
the soul; and when their teacher praised them, they
looked happy; and as she passed among the benches, they
kissed her hands and wrists; for they are very grateful for
what is done for them, and very affectionate. And these
little angels have good minds, and study well, the teacher
told me. The teacher is young and gentle, with a face full
of kindness, a certain expression of sadness, like a reflection
of the misfortunes which she caresses and comforts. The
dear girl! Among all the human creatures who earn their
livelihood by toil, there is not one who earns it more holily
than thou, my daughter!
Thy Mother.
Tuesday, 9th.
My mother is good, and my sister Silvia is like her,
and has a large and noble heart. Yesterday evening
I was copying a part of the monthly story, From the
Apennines to the Andes,—which the teacher has
distributed among us all in small portions to copy,
because it is so long,—when Silvia entered on tiptoe,
and said to me hastily, and in a low voice: “Come
to mamma with me. I heard them talking together this
morning: some affair has gone wrong with papa, and
he was sad; mamma was encouraging him: we are in
difficulties—do you understand? We have no more
money. Papa said that it would be necessary to make
some sacrifices in order to recover himself. Now we
must make sacrifices, too, must we not? Are you
ready to do it? Well, I will speak to mamma, and do
you nod assent, and promise her on your honor that
you will do everything that I shall say.”
Having said this, she took me by the hand and led
me to our mother, who was sewing, absorbed in
thought. I sat down on one end of the sofa, Silvia
on the other, and she immediately said:—
“Listen, mamma, I have something to say to you.
Both of us have something to say to you.” Mamma
stared at us in surprise, and Silvia began:—
“Papa has no money, has he?”
“What are you saying?” replied mamma, turning
crimson. “Has he not indeed! What do you know
about it? Who has told you?”
“I know it,” said Silvia, resolutely. “Well, then,
listen, mamma; we must make some sacrifices, too.
You promised me a fan at the end of May, and Enrico
expected his box of paints; we don’t want anything
now; we don’t want to waste a soldo; we shall be
just as well pleased—you understand?”
Mamma tried to speak; but Silvia said: “No; it
must be thus. We have decided. And until papa has
money again, we don’t want any fruit or anything else;
broth will be enough for us, and we will eat bread in
the morning for breakfast: thus we shall spend less
on the table, for we already spend too much; and we
promise you that you will always find us perfectly
contented. Is it not so, Enrico?”
I replied that it was. “Always perfectly contented,”
repeated Silvia, closing mamma’s mouth with
one hand. “And if there are any other sacrifices to
be made, either in the matter of clothing or anything
else, we will make them gladly; and we will even sell
our presents; I will give up all my things, I will serve
you as your maid, we will not have anything done out
of the house any more, I will work all day long with
you, I will do everything you wish, I am ready for
anything! For anything!” she exclaimed, throwing
her arms around my mother’s neck, “if papa and
mamma can only be saved further troubles, if I can
only behold you both once more at ease, and in good
spirits, as in former days, between your Silvia and
your Enrico, who love you so dearly, who would give
their lives for you!”
Ah! I have never seen my mother so happy as she
was on hearing these words; she never before kissed
us on the brow in that way, weeping and laughing, and
incapable of speech. And then she assured Silvia that
she had not understood rightly; that we were not in
the least reduced in circumstances, as she imagined;
and she thanked us a hundred times, and was cheerful
all the evening, until my father came in, when she told
him all about it. He did not open his mouth, poor
father! But this morning, as we sat at the table,
I felt at once both a great pleasure and a great sadness:
under my napkin I found my box of colors, and
under hers, Silvia found her fan.
Thursday, 11th.
This morning I had finished copying my share of the
story, From the Apennines to the Andes, and was seeking
for a theme for the independent composition which
the teacher had assigned us to write, when I heard an
unusual talking on the stairs, and shortly after two
firemen entered the house, and asked permission of my
father to inspect the stoves and chimneys, because a
smoke-pipe was on fire on the roof, and they could not
tell to whom it belonged.
My father said, “Pray do so.” And although we
had no fire burning anywhere, they began to make the
round of our apartments, and to lay their ears to the
walls, to hear if the fire was roaring in the flues which
run up to the other floors of the house.
And while they were going through the rooms, my
father said to me, “Here is a theme for your composition,
Enrico,—the firemen. Try to write down what
I am about to tell you.
“I saw them at work two years ago, one evening,
when I was coming out of the Balbo Theatre late at
night. On entering the Via Roma, I saw an unusual
light, and a crowd of people collecting. A house was
on fire. Tongues of flame and clouds of smoke were
bursting from the windows and the roof; men and
women appeared at the windows and then disappeared,
uttering shrieks of despair. There was a dense throng
in front of the door: the crowd was shouting: ‘They
will be burned alive! Help! The firemen!’ At that
moment a carriage arrived, four firemen sprang out
of it—the first who had reached the town-hall—and
rushed into the house. They had hardly gone in when
a horrible thing happened: a woman ran to a window
of the third story, with a yell, clutched the balcony,
climbed down it, and remained suspended, thus clinging,
almost suspended in space, with her back outwards,
bending beneath the flames, which flashed out
from the room and almost licked her head. The crowd
uttered a cry of horror. The firemen, who had been
stopped on the second floor by mistake by the terrified
lodgers, had already broken through a wall and precipitated
themselves into a room, when a hundred
shouts gave them warning:—
“‘On the third floor! On the third floor!’
“They flew to the third floor. There there was an
infernal uproar,—beams from the roof crashing in, corridors
filled with a suffocating smoke. In order to reach
the rooms where the lodgers were imprisoned, there was
no other way left but to pass over the roof. They instantly
sprang upon it, and a moment later something
which resembled a black phantom appeared on the tiles,
in the midst of the smoke. It was the corporal, who
had been the first to arrive. But in order to get from
the roof to the small set of rooms cut off by the fire, he
was forced to pass over an extremely narrow space
comprised between a dormer window and the eavestrough:
all the rest was in flames, and that tiny space
was covered with snow and ice, and there was no place
to hold on to.
“‘It is impossible for him to pass!’ shouted the
crowd below.
“The corporal advanced along the edge of the roof.
All shuddered, and began to observe him with bated
breath. He passed. A tremendous hurrah rose towards
heaven. The corporal resumed his way, and on arriving
at the point which was threatened, he began to
break away, with furious blows of his axe, beams, tiles,
and rafters, in order to open a hole through which he
might descend within.
“In the meanwhile, the woman was still suspended
outside the window. The fire raged with increased
violence over her head; another moment, and she
would have fallen into the street.
“The hole was opened. We saw the corporal pull
off his shoulder-belt and lower himself inside: the
other firemen, who had arrived, followed.
“At that instant a very lofty Porta ladder, which
had just arrived, was placed against the entablature of
the house, in front of the windows whence issued flames,
and howls, as of maniacs. But it seemed as though
they were too late.
“‘No one can be saved now!’ they shouted. ‘The
firemen are burning! The end has come! They are
dead!’
“All at once the black form of the corporal made
its appearance at the window with the balcony, lighted
up by the flames overhead. The woman clasped him
round the neck; he caught her round the body with both
arms, drew her up, and laid her down inside the room.
“The crowd set up a shout a thousand voices strong,
which rose above the roar of the conflagration.
“But the others? And how were they to get down?
The ladder which leaned against the roof on the front
of another window was at a good distance from them.
How could they get hold of it?
“While the people were saying this to themselves, one
of the firemen stepped out of the window, set his right
foot on the window-sill and his left on the ladder, and
standing thus upright in the air, he grasped the lodgers,
one after the other, as the other men handed them to
him from within, passed them on to a comrade, who
had climbed up from the street, and who, after securing
a firm grasp for them on the rungs, sent them down,
one after the other, with the assistance of more firemen.
“First came the woman of the balcony, then a baby,
then another woman, then an old man. All were saved.
After the old man, the fireman who had remained
inside descended. The last to come down was the corporal
who had been the first to hasten up. The crowd
received them all with a burst of applause; but when
the last made his appearance, the vanguard of the
rescuers, the one who had faced the abyss in advance
of the rest, the one who would have perished had it
been fated that one should perish, the crowd saluted
him like a conqueror, shouting and stretching out their
arms, with an affectionate impulse of admiration and of
gratitude, and in a few minutes his obscure name—Giuseppe
Robbino—rang from a thousand throats.
“Have you understood? That is courage—the
courage of the heart, which does not reason, which
does not waver, which dashes blindly on, like a lightning
flash, wherever it hears the cry of a dying man.
One of these days I will take you to the exercises of
the firemen, and I will point out to you Corporal Robbino;
for you would be very glad to know him, would
you not?”
I replied that I should.
“Here he is,” said my father.
I turned round with a start. The two firemen, having
completed their inspection, were traversing the
room in order to reach the door.
My father pointed to the smaller of the men, who
had straps of gold braid, and said, “Shake hands with
Corporal Robbino.”
The corporal halted, and offered me his hand; I
pressed it; he made a salute and withdrew.
“And bear this well in mind,” said my father; “for
out of the thousands of hands which you will shake in
the course of your life there will probably not be ten
which possess the worth of his.”
(Monthly Story.)
Many years ago a Genoese lad of thirteen, the son
of a workingman, went from Genoa to America all
alone to seek his mother.
His mother had gone two years before to Buenos
Ayres, a city, the capital of the Argentine Republic,
to take service in a wealthy family, and to thus earn
in a short time enough to place her family once more
in easy circumstances, they having fallen, through
various misfortunes, into poverty and debt. There are
courageous women—not a few—who take this long
voyage with this object in view, and who, thanks to
the large wages which people in service receive there,
return home at the end of a few years with several
thousand lire. The poor mother had wept tears of
blood at parting from her children,—the one aged
eighteen, the other, eleven; but she had set out courageously
and filled with hope.
The voyage was prosperous: she had no sooner
arrived at Buenos Ayres than she found, through a
Genoese shopkeeper, a cousin of her husband, who
had been established there for a very long time, a good
Argentine family, which gave high wages and treated
her well. And for a short time she kept up a regular
correspondence with her family. As it had been settled
between them, her husband addressed his letters
to his cousin, who transmitted them to the woman,
and the latter handed her replies to him, and he despatched
them to Genoa, adding a few lines of his
own. As she was earning eighty lire a month and
spending nothing for herself, she sent home a handsome
sum every three months, with which her husband,
who was a man of honor, gradually paid off their most
urgent debts, and thus regained his good reputation.
And in the meantime, he worked away and was satisfied
with the state of his affairs, since he also cherished
the hope that his wife would shortly return; for the
house seemed empty without her, and the younger son
in particular, who was extremely attached to his
mother, was very much depressed, and could not resign
himself to having her so far away.
But a year had elapsed since they had parted; after
a brief letter, in which she said that her health was not
very good, they heard nothing more. They wrote twice
to the cousin; the cousin did not reply. They wrote
to the Argentine family where the woman was at service;
but it is possible that the letter never reached
them, for they had distorted the name in addressing it:
they received no answer. Fearing a misfortune, they
wrote to the Italian Consulate at Buenos Ayres to have
inquiries made, and after a lapse of three months they
received a response from the consul, that in spite of
advertisements in the newspapers no one had presented
herself nor sent any word. And it could not
have happened otherwise, for this reason if for no
other: that with the idea of sparing the good name of
her family, which she fancied she was discrediting by
becoming a servant, the good woman had not given
her real name to the Argentine family.
Several months more passed by; no news. The
father and sons were in consternation; the youngest
was oppressed by a melancholy which he could not conquer.
What was to be done? To whom should they
have recourse? The father’s first thought had been to
set out, to go to America in search of his wife. But
his work? Who would support his sons? And neither
could the eldest son go, for he had just then begun to
earn something, and he was necessary to the family.
And in this anxiety they lived, repeating each day the
same sad speeches, or gazing at each other in silence;
when, one evening, Marco, the youngest, declared with
decision, “I am going to America to look for my
mother.”
His father shook his head sadly and made no reply.
It was an affectionate thought, but an impossible thing.
To make a journey to America, which required a month,
alone, at the age of thirteen! But the boy patiently
insisted. He persisted that day, the day after, every
day, with great calmness, reasoning with the good
sense of a man. “Others have gone thither,” he
said; “and smaller boys than I, too. Once on board
the ship, I shall get there like anybody else. Once
arrived there, I only have to hunt up our cousin’s shop.
There are plenty of Italians there who will show me
the street. After finding our cousin, my mother is
found; and if I do not find him, I will go to the consul:
I will search out that Argentine family. Whatever
happens, there is work for all there; I shall find
work also; sufficient, at least, to earn enough to get
home.” And thus little by little he almost succeeded
in persuading his father. His father esteemed him; he
knew that he had good judgment and courage; that he
was inured to privations and to sacrifices; and that all
these good qualities had acquired double force in his
heart in consequence of the sacred project of finding
his mother, whom he adored. In addition to this, the
captain of a steamer, the friend of an acquaintance of
his, having heard the plan mentioned, undertook to
procure a free third-class passage for the Argentine
Republic.
And then, after a little hesitation, the father gave
his consent. The voyage was decided on. They filled
a sack with clothes for him, put a few crowns in his
pocket, and gave him the address of the cousin; and
one fine evening in April they saw him on board.
“Marco, my son,” his father said to him, as he gave
him his last kiss, with tears in his eyes, on the steps of
the steamer, which was on the point of starting, “take
courage. Thou hast set out on a holy undertaking,
and God will aid thee.”
Poor Marco! His heart was strong and prepared
for the hardest trials of this voyage; but when he beheld
his beautiful Genoa disappear on the horizon, and
found himself on the open sea on that huge steamer
thronged with emigrating peasants, alone, unacquainted
with any one, with that little bag which held his entire
fortune, a sudden discouragement assailed him. For
two days he remained crouching like a dog on the
bows, hardly eating, and oppressed with a great desire
to weep. Every description of sad thoughts passed
through his mind, and the saddest, the most terrible,
was the one which was the most persistent in its return,—the
thought that his mother was dead. In his
broken and painful slumbers he constantly beheld a
strange face, which surveyed him with an air of compassion,
and whispered in his ear, “Your mother is
dead!” And then he awoke, stifling a shriek.
Nevertheless, after passing the Straits of Gibraltar,
at the first sight of the Atlantic Ocean he recovered
his spirits a little, and his hope. But it was only a brief
respite. That vast but always smooth sea, the increasing
heat, the misery of all those poor people who surrounded
him, the consciousness of his own solitude,
overwhelmed him once more. The empty and monotonous
days which succeeded each other became confounded
in his memory, as is the case with sick people.
It seemed to him that he had been at sea a year. And
every morning, on waking, he felt surprised afresh at
finding himself there alone on that vast watery expanse,
on his way to America. The beautiful flying fish which
fell on deck every now and then, the marvellous sunsets
of the tropics, with their enormous clouds colored
like flame and blood, and those nocturnal phosphorescences
which make the ocean seem all on fire like a
sea of lava, did not produce on him the effect of real
things, but of marvels beheld in a dream. There were
days of bad weather, during which he remained constantly
in the dormitory, where everything was rolling
and crashing, in the midst of a terrible chorus of lamentations
and imprecations, and he thought that his last
hour had come. There were other days, when the sea
was calm and yellowish, of insupportable heat, of infinite
tediousness; interminable and wretched hours, during
which the enervated passengers, stretched motionless
on the planks, seemed all dead. And the voyage was
endless: sea and sky, sky and sea; to-day the same
as yesterday, to-morrow like to-day, and so on, always,
eternally.
And for long hours he stood leaning on the bulwarks,
gazing at that interminable sea in amazement, thinking
vaguely of his mother, until his eyes closed and his
head was drooping with sleep; and then again he
beheld that unknown face which gazed upon him with
an air of compassion, and repeated in his ear, “Your
mother is dead!” and at the sound of that voice he
awoke with a start, to resume his dreaming with wide-open
eyes, and to gaze at the unchanging horizon.
The voyage lasted twenty-seven days. But the last
days were the best. The weather was fine, and the
air cool. He had made the acquaintance of a good old
man, a Lombard, who was going to America to find his
son, an agriculturist in the vicinity of the town of
Rosario; he had told him his whole story, and the old
man kept repeating every little while, as he tapped him
on the nape of the neck with his hand, “Courage, my
lad; you will find your mother well and happy.”
This companionship comforted him; his sad presentiments
were turned into joyous ones. Seated on the
bow, beside the aged peasant, who was smoking his
pipe, beneath the beautiful starry heaven, in the
midst of a group of singing peasants, he imagined to
himself in his own mind a hundred times his arrival
at Buenos Ayres; he saw himself in a certain street;
he found the shop, he flew to his cousin. “How is my
mother? Come, let us go at once! Let us go at
once!” They hurried on together; they ascended a
staircase; a door opened. And here his mute soliloquy
came to an end; his imagination was swallowed
up in a feeling of inexpressible tenderness, which
made him secretly pull forth a little medal that he
wore on his neck, and murmur his prayers as he
kissed it.
On the twenty-seventh day after their departure
they arrived. It was a beautiful, rosy May morning,
when the steamer cast anchor in the immense river of
the Plata, near the shore along which stretches the vast
city of Buenos Ayres, the capital of the Argentine Republic.
This splendid weather seemed to him to be a
good augury. He was beside himself with joy and impatience.
His mother was only a few miles from him!
In a few hours more he would have seen her! He was
in America, in the new world, and he had had the daring
to come alone! The whole of that extremely long
voyage now seemed to him to have passed in an instant.
It seemed to him that he had flown hither in a
dream, and that he had that moment waked. And he
was so happy, that he hardly experienced any surprise
or distress when he felt in his pockets and found only
one of the two little heaps into which he had divided
his little treasure, in order to be the more sure of not
losing the whole of it. He had been robbed; he had
only a few lire left; but what mattered that to him,
when he was near his mother? With his bag in his
hand, he descended, in company with many other Italians,
to the tug-boat which carried him within a short
distance of the shore; clambered down from the tug
into a boat which bore the name of Andrea Doria; was
landed on the wharf; saluted his old Lombard friend,
and directed his course, in long strides, towards the
city.
On arriving at the entrance of the first street, he
stopped a man who was passing by, and begged him to
show him in what direction he should go in order to
reach the street of los Artes. He chanced to have
stopped an Italian workingman. The latter surveyed
him with curiosity, and inquired if he knew how to
read. The lad nodded, “Yes.”
“Well, then,” said the laborer, pointing to the street
from which he had just emerged, “keep straight on
through there, reading the names of all the streets on
the corners; you will end by finding the one you
want.”
The boy thanked him, and turned into the street
which opened before him.
It was a straight and endless but narrow street, bordered
by low white houses, which looked like so many
little villas, filled with people, with carriages, with
carts which made a deafening noise; here and there
floated enormous banners of various hues, with announcements
as to the departure of steamers for strange
cities inscribed upon them in large letters. At every
little distance along the street, on the right and left, he
perceived two other streets which ran straight away as
far as he could see, also bordered by low white houses,
filled with people and vehicles, and bounded at their
extremity by the level line of the measureless plains of
America, like the horizon at sea. The city seemed infinite
to him; it seemed to him that he might wander
for days or weeks, seeing other streets like these, on
one hand and on the other, and that all America must
be covered with them. He looked attentively at the
names of the streets: strange names which cost him an
effort to read. At every fresh street, he felt his heart
beat, at the thought that it was the one he was in search
of. He stared at all the women, with the thought that
he might meet his mother. He caught sight of one in
front of him who made his blood leap; he overtook
her: she was a negro. And accelerating his pace, he
walked on and on. On arriving at the cross-street, he
read, and stood as though rooted to the sidewalk. It
was the street del los Artes. He turned into it, and saw
the number 117; his cousin’s shop was No. 175. He
quickened his pace still more, and almost ran; at No.
171 he had to pause to regain his breath. And he
said to himself, “O my mother! my mother! It is
really true that I shall see you in another moment!”
He ran on; he arrived at a little haberdasher’s shop.
This was it. He stepped up close to it. He saw a
woman with gray hair and spectacles.
“What do you want, boy?” she asked him in Spanish.
“Is not this,” said the boy, making an effort to
utter a sound, “the shop of Francesco Merelli?”
“Francesco Merelli is dead,” replied the woman in
Italian.
The boy felt as though he had received a blow on his
breast.
“When did he die?”
“Eh? quite a while ago,” replied the woman.
“Months ago. His affairs were in a bad state, and he
ran away. They say he went to Bahia Blanca, very
far from here. And he died just after he reached
there. The shop is mine.”
The boy turned pale.
Then he said quickly, “Merelli knew my mother;
my mother who was at service with Signor Mequinez.
He alone could tell me where she is. I have come to
America to find my mother. Merelli sent her our letters.
I must find my mother.”
“Poor boy!” said the woman; “I don’t know. I
can ask the boy in the courtyard. He knew the young
man who did Merelli’s errands. He may be able to
tell us something.”
She went to the end of the shop and called the lad,
who came instantly. “Tell me,” asked the shopwoman,
“do you remember whether Merelli’s young
man went occasionally to carry letters to a woman in
service, in the house of the son of the country?”
“To Signor Mequinez,” replied the lad; “yes, signora,
sometimes he did. At the end of the street del
los Artes.”
“Ah! thanks, signora!” cried Marco. “Tell me
the number; don’t you know it? Send some one with
me; come with me instantly, my boy; I have still a
few soldi.”
And he said this with so much warmth, that without
waiting for the woman to request him, the boy replied,
“Come,” and at once set out at a rapid pace.
They proceeded almost at a run, without uttering a
word, to the end of the extremely long street, made
their way into the entrance of a little white house, and
halted in front of a handsome iron gate, through which
they could see a small yard, filled with vases of flowers.
Marco gave a tug at the bell.
A young lady made her appearance.
“The Mequinez family lives here, does it not?”
demanded the lad anxiously.
“They did live here,” replied the young lady, pronouncing
her Italian in Spanish fashion. “Now we,
the Zeballos, live here.”
“And where have the Mequinez gone?” asked
Marco, his heart palpitating.
“They have gone to Cordova.”
“Cordova!” exclaimed Marco. “Where is Cordova?
And the person whom they had in their service?
The woman, my mother! Their servant was
my mother! Have they taken my mother away, too?”
The young lady looked at him and said: “I do not
know. Perhaps my father may know, for he knew
them when they went away. Wait a moment.”
She ran away, and soon returned with her father,
a tall gentleman, with a gray beard. He looked
intently for a minute at this sympathetic type of a
little Genoese sailor, with his golden hair and his
aquiline nose, and asked him in broken Italian, “Is
your mother a Genoese?”
Marco replied that she was.
“Well then, the Genoese maid went with them;
that I know for certain.”
“And where have they gone?”
“To Cordova, a city.”
The boy gave vent to a sigh; then he said with
resignation, “Then I will go to Cordova.”
“Ah, poor child!” exclaimed the gentleman in
Spanish; “poor boy! Cordova is hundreds of miles
from here.”
Marco turned as white as a corpse, and clung with
one hand to the railings.
“Let us see, let us see,” said the gentleman, moved
to pity, and opening the door; “come inside a
moment; let us see if anything can be done.” He
sat down, gave the boy a seat, and made him tell his
story, listened to it very attentively, meditated a little,
then said resolutely, “You have no money, have
you?”
“I still have some, a little,” answered Marco.
The gentleman reflected for five minutes more; then
seated himself at a desk, wrote a letter, sealed it, and
handing it to the boy, he said to him:—
“Listen to me, little Italian. Take this letter to
Boca. That is a little city which is half Genoese, and
lies two hours’ journey from here. Any one will be
able to show you the road. Go there and find the
gentleman to whom this letter is addressed, and whom
every one knows. Carry the letter to him. He will
send you off to the town of Rosario to-morrow, and
will recommend you to some one there, who will think
out a way of enabling you to pursue your journey to
Cordova, where you will find the Mequinez family and
your mother. In the meanwhile, take this.” And he
placed in his hand a few lire. “Go, and keep up your
courage; you will find fellow-countrymen of yours in
every direction, and you will not be deserted. Adios!”
The boy said, “Thanks,” without finding any other
words to express himself, went out with his bag, and
having taken leave of his little guide, he set out slowly
in the direction of Boca, filled with sorrow and amazement,
across that great and noisy town.
Everything that happened to him from that moment
until the evening of that day ever afterwards lingered
in his memory in a confused and uncertain form, like
the wild vagaries of a person in a fever, so weary was
he, so troubled, so despondent. And at nightfall on
the following day, after having slept over night in a
poor little chamber in a house in Boca, beside a harbor
porter, after having passed nearly the whole of that
day seated on a pile of beams, and, as in delirium, in
sight of thousands of ships and boats and tugs, he
found himself on the poop of a large sailing vessel,
loaded with fruit, which was setting out for the town
of Rosario, managed by three robust Genoese, who
were bronzed by the sun; and their voices and the
dialect which they spoke put a little comfort into his
heart once more.
They set out, and the voyage lasted three days and
four nights, and it was a continual amazement to the
little traveller. Three days and four nights on that
wonderful river Paranà, in comparison with which
our great Po is but a rivulet; and the length of Italy
quadrupled does not equal that of its course. The
barge advanced slowly against this immeasurable mass
of water. It threaded its way among long islands,
once the haunts of serpents and tigers, covered with
orange-trees and willows, like floating coppices; now
they passed through narrow canals, from which it
seemed as though they could never issue forth; now
they sailed out on vast expanses of water, having the
aspect of great tranquil lakes; then among islands
again, through the intricate channels of an archipelago,
amid enormous masses of vegetation. A profound
silence reigned. For long stretches the shores and
very vast and solitary waters produced the impression
of an unknown stream, upon which this poor little sail
was the first in all the world to venture itself. The
further they advanced, the more this monstrous river
dismayed him. He imagined that his mother was at
its source, and that their navigation must last for
years. Twice a day he ate a little bread and salted
meat with the boatmen, who, perceiving that he was
sad, never addressed a word to him. At night he
slept on deck and woke every little while with a start,
astounded by the limpid light of the moon, which silvered
the immense expanse of water and the distant
shores; and then his heart sank within him. “Cordova!”
He repeated that name, “Cordova!” like
the name of one of those mysterious cities of which
he had heard in fables. But then he thought, “My
mother passed this spot; she saw these islands, these
shores;” and then these places upon which the glance
of his mother had fallen no longer seemed strange
and solitary to him. At night one of the boatmen
sang. That voice reminded him of his mother’s songs,
when she had lulled him to sleep as a little child.
On the last night, when he heard that song, he sobbed.
The boatman interrupted his song. Then he cried,
“Courage, courage, my son! What the deuce! A
Genoese crying because he is far from home! The
Genoese make the circuit of the world, glorious and
triumphant!”
And at these words he shook himself, he heard the
voice of the Genoese blood, and he raised his head
aloft with pride, dashing his fist down on the rudder.
“Well, yes,” he said to himself; “and if I am also
obliged to travel for years and years to come, all over
the world, and to traverse hundreds of miles on foot,
I will go on until I find my mother, were I to arrive in
a dying condition, and fall dead at her feet! If only
I can see her once again! Courage!” And with this
frame of mind he arrived at daybreak, on a cool and
rosy morning, in front of the city of Rosario, situated
on the high bank of the Paranà, where the beflagged
yards of a hundred vessels of every land were mirrored
in the waves.
Shortly after landing, he went to the town, bag in
hand, to seek an Argentine gentleman for whom his
protector in Boca had intrusted him with a visiting-card,
with a few words of recommendation. On
entering Rosario, it seemed to him that he was coming
into a city with which he was already familiar. There
were the straight, interminable streets, bordered with
low white houses, traversed in all directions above the
roofs by great bundles of telegraph and telephone
wires, which looked like enormous spiders’ webs; and
a great confusion of people, of horses, and of vehicles.
His head grew confused; he almost thought that he
had got back to Buenos Ayres, and must hunt up his
cousin once more. He wandered about for nearly an
hour, making one turn after another, and seeming
always to come back to the same street; and by dint
of inquiring, he found the house of his new protector.
He pulled the bell. There came to the door a big,
light-haired, gruff man, who had the air of a steward,
and who demanded awkwardly, with a foreign accent:—
“What do you want?”
The boy mentioned the name of his patron.
“The master has gone away,” replied the steward;
“he set out yesterday afternoon for Buenos Ayres, with
his whole family.”
The boy was left speechless. Then he stammered,
“But I—I have no one here! I am alone!” and he
offered the card.
The steward took it, read it, and said surlily: “I don’t
know what to do for you. I’ll give it to him when he
returns a month hence.”
“But I, I am alone; I am in need!” exclaimed the
lad, in a supplicating voice.
“Eh? come now,” said the other; “just as though
there were not a plenty of your sort from your country
in Rosario! Be off, and do your begging in Italy!”
And he slammed the door in his face.
The boy stood there as though he had been turned
to stone.
Then he picked up his bag again slowly, and went
out, his heart torn with anguish, with his mind in a
whirl, assailed all at once by a thousand anxious
thoughts. What was to be done? Where was he to
go? From Rosario to Cordova was a day’s journey, by
rail. He had only a few lire left. After deducting what
he should be obliged to spend that day, he would have
next to nothing left. Where was he to find the money
to pay his fare? He could work—but how? To whom
should he apply for work? Ask alms? Ah, no! To
be repulsed, insulted, humiliated, as he had been a little
while ago? No; never, never more—rather would he
die! And at this idea, and at the sight of the very
long street which was lost in the distance of the boundless
plain, he felt his courage desert him once more,
flung his bag on the sidewalk, sat down with his back
against the wall, and bent his head between his hands,
in an attitude of despair.
People jostled him with their feet as they passed;
the vehicles filled the road with noise; several boys
stopped to look at him. He remained thus for a while.
Then he was startled by a voice saying to him in a
mixture of Italian and Lombard dialect, “What is the
matter, little boy?”
He raised his face at these words, and instantly
sprang to his feet, uttering an exclamation of wonder:
“You here!”
It was the old Lombard peasant with whom he had
struck up a friendship during the voyage.
The amazement of the peasant was no less than his
own; but the boy did not leave him time to question
him, and he rapidly recounted the state of his affairs.
“Now I am without a soldo. I must go to work.
Find me work, that I may get together a few lire. I
will do anything; I will carry rubbish, I will sweep
the streets; I can run on errands, or even work in the
country; I am content to live on black bread; but
only let it be so that I may set out quickly, that I may
find my mother once more. Do me this charity, and
find me work, find me work, for the love of God, for I
can do no more!”
“The deuce! the deuce!” said the peasant, looking
about him, and scratching his chin. “What a story
is this! To work, to work!—that is soon said. Let
us look about a little. Is there no way of finding thirty
lire among so many fellow-countrymen?”
The boy looked at him, consoled by a ray of hope.
“Come with me,” said the peasant.
“Where?” asked the lad, gathering up his bag
again.
“Come with me.”
The peasant started on; Marco followed him. They
traversed a long stretch of street together without
speaking. The peasant halted at the door of an inn
which had for its sign a star, and an inscription beneath,
The Star of Italy. He thrust his face in, and
turning to the boy, he said cheerfully, “We have
arrived at just the right moment.”
They entered a large room, where there were numerous
tables, and many men seated, drinking and talking
loudly. The old Lombard approached the first table,
and from the manner in which he saluted the six guests
who were gathered around it, it was evident that he
had been in their company until a short time previously.
They were red in the face, and were clinking their
glasses, and vociferating and laughing.
“Comrades,” said the Lombard, without any preface,
remaining on his feet, and presenting Marco,
“here is a poor lad, our fellow-countryman, who has
come alone from Genoa to Buenos Ayres to seek his
mother. At Buenos Ayres they told him, ‘She is
not here; she is in Cordova.’ He came in a bark to
Rosario, three days and three nights on the way, with
a couple of lines of recommendation. He presents the
card; they make an ugly face at him: he hasn’t a
centesimo to bless himself with. He is here alone and
in despair. He is a lad full of heart. Let us see a
bit. Can’t we find enough to pay for his ticket to go
to Cordova in search of his mother? Are we to leave
him here like a dog?”
“Never in the world, by Heavens! That shall never
be said!” they all shouted at once, hammering on the
table with their fists. “A fellow-countryman of ours!
Come hither, little fellow! We are emigrants! See
what a handsome young rogue! Out with your coppers,
comrades! Bravo! Come alone! He has daring!
Drink a sup, patriotta! We’ll send you to your
mother; never fear!” And one pinched his cheek,
another slapped him on the shoulder, a third relieved
him of his bag; other emigrants rose from the neighboring
tables, and gathered about; the boy’s story
made the round of the inn; three Argentine guests hurried
in from the adjoining room; and in less than ten
minutes the Lombard peasant, who was passing round
the hat, had collected forty-two lire.
“Do you see,” he then said, turning to the boy,
“how fast things are done in America?”
“Drink!” cried another to him, offering him a glass
of wine; “to the health of your mother!”
All raised their glasses, and Marco repeated, “To
the health of my—” But a sob of joy choked him,
and, setting the glass on the table, he flung himself on
the old man’s neck.
At daybreak on the following morning he set out for
Cordova, ardent and smiling, filled with presentiments
of happiness. But there is no cheerfulness that rules
for long in the face of certain sinister aspects of
nature. The weather was close and dull; the train,
which was nearly empty, ran through an immense
plain, destitute of every sign of habitation. He found
himself alone in a very long car, which resembled
those on trains for the wounded. He gazed to the
right, he gazed to the left, and he saw nothing but
an endless solitude, strewn with tiny, deformed trees,
with contorted trunks and branches, in attitudes such
as were never seen before, almost of wrath and
anguish, and a sparse and melancholy vegetation,
which gave to the plain the aspect of a ruined cemetery.
He dozed for half an hour; then resumed his survey:
the spectacle was still the same. The railway stations
were deserted, like the dwellings of hermits; and
when the train stopped, not a sound was heard; it
seemed to him that he was alone in a lost train,
abandoned in the middle of a desert. It seemed to
him as though each station must be the last, and that
he should then enter the mysterious regions of the
savages. An icy breeze nipped his face. On embarking
at Genoa, towards the end of April, it had
not occurred to him that he should find winter in
America, and he was dressed for summer.
After several hours of this he began to suffer from
cold, and in connection with the cold, from the fatigue
of the days he had recently passed through, filled as
they had been with violent emotions, and from sleepless
and harassing nights. He fell asleep, slept a
long time, and awoke benumbed; he felt ill. Then
a vague terror of falling ill, of dying on the journey,
seized upon him; a fear of being thrown out there,
in the middle of that desolate prairie, where his body
would be torn in pieces by dogs and birds of prey,
like the corpses of horses and cows which he had
caught sight of every now and then beside the track,
and from which he had turned aside his eyes in disgust.
In this state of anxious illness, in the midst of
that dark silence of nature, his imagination grew
excited, and looked on the dark side of things.
Was he quite sure, after all, that he should find his
mother at Cordova? And what if she had not gone
there? What if that gentleman in the Via del los Artes
had made a mistake? And what if she were dead? Thus
meditating, he fell asleep again, and dreamed that he was
in Cordova, and it was night, and that he heard cries
from all the doors and all the windows: “She is not
here! She is not here! She is not here!” This
roused him with a start, in terror, and he saw at the
other end of the car three bearded men enveloped in
shawls of various colors who were staring at him and
talking together in a low tone; and the suspicion
flashed across him that they were assassins, and that
they wanted to kill him for the sake of stealing his
bag. Fear was added to his consciousness of illness
and to the cold; his fancy, already perturbed, became
distorted: the three men kept on staring at him;
one of them moved towards him; then his reason wandered,
and rushing towards him with arms wide open,
he shrieked, “I have nothing; I am a poor boy; I
have come from Italy; I am in quest of my mother; I
am alone: do not do me any harm!”
They instantly understood the situation; they took
compassion on him, caressed and soothed him, speaking
to him many words which he did not hear nor comprehend;
and perceiving that his teeth were chattering
with cold, they wrapped one of their shawls around
him, and made him sit down again, so that he might
go to sleep. And he did fall asleep once more, when
the twilight was descending. When they aroused him,
he was at Cordova.
Ah, what a deep breath he drew, and with what
impetuosity he flew from the car! He inquired of
one of the station employees where the house of the
engineer Mequinez was situated; the latter mentioned
the name of a church; it stood beside the church: the
boy hastened away.
It was night. He entered the city, and it seemed to
him that he was entering Rosario once more; that he
again beheld those straight streets, flanked with little
white houses, and intersected by other very long and
straight streets. But there were very few people, and
under the light of the rare street lanterns, he encountered
strange faces of a hue unknown to him,
between black and greenish; and raising his head from
time to time, he beheld churches of bizarre architecture
which were outlined black and vast against the sky.
The city was dark and silent, but after having traversed
that immense desert, it appeared lively to him.
He inquired his way of a priest, speedily found the
church and the house, pulled the bell with one trembling
hand, and pressed the other on his breast to repress
the beating of his heart, which was leaping into
his throat.
An old woman, with a light in her hand, opened the
door.
The boy could not speak at once.
“Whom do you want?” demanded the dame in
Spanish.
“The engineer Mequinez,” replied Marco.
The old woman made a motion to cross her arms on
her breast, and replied, with a shake of the head: “So
you, too, have dealings with the engineer Mequinez!
It strikes me that it is time to stop this. We have
been worried for the last three months. It is not
enough that the newspapers have said it. We shall
have to have it printed on the corner of the street, that
Signor Mequinez has gone to live at Tucuman!”
The boy gave way to a gesture of despair. Then he
gave way to an outburst of passion.
“So there is a curse upon me! I am doomed to die
on the road, without having found my mother! I shall
go mad! I shall kill myself! My God! what is the
name of that country? Where is it? At what distance
is it situated?”
“Eh, poor boy,” replied the old woman, moved to
pity; “a mere trifle! We are four or five hundred
miles from there, at least.”
The boy covered his face with his hands; then he
asked with a sob, “And now what am I to do!”
“What am I to say to you, my poor child?” responded
the dame: “I don’t know.”
But suddenly an idea struck her, and she added hastily:
“Listen, now that I think of it. There is one
thing that you can do. Go down this street, to the
right, and at the third house you will find a courtyard;
there there is a capataz, a trader, who is setting out to-morrow
for Tucuman, with his wagons and his oxen.
Go and see if he will take you, and offer him your services;
perhaps he will give you a place on his wagons:
go at once.”
The lad grasped his bag, thanked her as he ran, and
two minutes later found himself in a vast courtyard,
lighted by lanterns, where a number of men were
engaged in loading sacks of grain on certain enormous
carts which resembled the movable houses of mountebanks,
with rounded tops, and very tall wheels; and a
tall man with mustaches, enveloped in a sort of mantle
of black and white check, and with big boots, was directing
the work.
The lad approached this man, and timidly proffered
his request, saying that he had come from Italy, and
that he was in search of his mother.
The capataz, which signifies the head (the head
conductor of this convoy of wagons), surveyed him
from head to foot with a keen glance, and replied drily,
“I have no place.”
“I have fifteen lire,” answered the boy in a supplicating
tone; “I will give you my fifteen lire. I will
work on the journey; I will fetch the water and fodder
for the animals; I will perform all sorts of services.
A little bread will suffice for me. Make a little place
for me, signor.”
The capataz looked him over again, and replied with
a better grace, “There is no room; and then, we are
not going to Tucuman; we are going to another town,
Santiago dell’Estero. We shall have to leave you at
a certain point, and you will still have a long way to
go on foot.”
“Ah, I will make twice as long a journey!” exclaimed
Marco; “I can walk; do not worry about that;
I shall get there by some means or other: make a little
room for me, signor, out of charity; for pity’s sake,
do not leave me here alone!”
“Beware; it is a journey of twenty days.”
“It matters nothing to me.”
“It is a hard journey.”
“I will endure everything.”
“You will have to travel alone.”
“I fear nothing, if I can only find my mother.
Have compassion!”
The capataz drew his face close to a lantern, and
scrutinized him. Then he said, “Very well.”
The lad kissed his hand.
“You shall sleep in one of the wagons to-night,”
added the capataz, as he quitted him; “to-morrow
morning, at four o’clock, I will wake you. Good
night.”
At four o’clock in the morning, by the light of the
stars, the long string of wagons was set in motion
with a great noise; each cart was drawn by six oxen,
and all were followed by a great number of spare animals
for a change.
The boy, who had been awakened and placed in one
of the carts, on the sacks, instantly fell again into a
deep sleep. When he awoke, the convoy had halted
in a solitary spot, full in the sun, and all the men—the
peones—were seated round a quarter of calf, which
was roasting in the open air, beside a large fire, which
was flickering in the wind. They all ate together, took
a nap, and then set out again; and thus the journey
continued, regulated like a march of soldiers. Every
morning they set out on the road at five o’clock, halted
at nine, set out again at five o’clock in the evening,
and halted again at ten. The peones rode on horseback,
and stimulated the oxen with long goads. The
boy lighted the fire for the roasting, gave the beasts
their fodder, polished up the lanterns, and brought
water for drinking.
The landscape passed before him like an indistinct
vision: vast groves of little brown trees; villages consisting
of a few scattered houses, with red and battlemented
façades; very vast tracts, possibly the ancient
beds of great salt lakes, which gleamed white with salt
as far as the eye could reach; and on every hand, and
always, the prairie, solitude, silence. On very rare
occasions they encountered two or three travellers on
horseback, followed by a herd of picked horses, who
passed them at a gallop, like a whirlwind. The days
were all alike, as at sea, wearisome and interminable;
but the weather was fine. But the peones became more
and more exacting every day, as though the lad were
their bond slave; some of them treated him brutally,
with threats; all forced him to serve them without
mercy: they made him carry enormous bundles of forage;
they sent him to get water at great distances;
and he, broken with fatigue, could not even sleep at
night, continually tossed about as he was by the violent
jolts of the wagon, and the deafening groaning of the
wheels and wooden axles. And in addition to this, the
wind having risen, a fine, reddish, greasy dust, which
enveloped everything, penetrated the wagon, made its
way under the covers, filled his eyes and mouth, robbed
him of sight and breath, constantly, oppressively, insupportably.
Worn out with toil and lack of sleep,
reduced to rags and dirt, reproached and ill treated
from morning till night, the poor boy grew every day
more dejected, and would have lost heart entirely if the
capataz had not addressed a kind word to him now and
then. He often wept, unseen, in a corner of the wagon,
with his face against his bag, which no longer contained
anything but rags. Every morning he rose weaker and
more discouraged, and as he looked out over the country,
and beheld always the same boundless and implacable
plain, like a terrestrial ocean, he said to himself:
“Ah, I shall not hold out until to-night! I shall not
hold out until to-night! To-day I shall die on the
road!” And his toil increased, his ill treatment was
redoubled. One morning, in the absence of the capataz,
one of the men struck him, because he had delayed
in fetching the water. And then they all began to take
turns at it, when they gave him an order, dealing him
a kick, saying: “Take that, you vagabond! Carry
that to your mother!”
His heart was breaking. He fell ill; for three days
he remained in the wagon, with a coverlet over him,
fighting a fever, and seeing no one except the capataz,
who came to give him his drink and feel his pulse.
And then he believed that he was lost, and invoked his
mother in despair, calling her a hundred times by name:
“O my mother! my mother! Help me! Come to
me, for I am dying! Oh, my poor mother, I shall
never see you again! My poor mother, who will find
me dead beside the way!” And he folded his hands
over his bosom and prayed. Then he grew better,
thanks to the care of the capataz, and recovered; but
with his recovery arrived the most terrible day of his
journey, the day on which he was to be left to his own
devices. They had been on the way for more than two
weeks; when they arrived at the point where the road
to Tucuman parted from that which leads to Santiago
dell’Estero, the capataz announced to him that they
must separate. He gave him some instructions with
regard to the road, tied his bag on his shoulders in a
manner which would not annoy him as he walked, and,
breaking off short, as though he feared that he should
be affected, he bade him farewell. The boy had barely
time to kiss him on one arm. The other men, too, who
had treated him so harshly, seemed to feel a little pity
at the sight of him left thus alone, and they made signs
of farewell to him as they moved away. And he returned
the salute with his hand, stood watching the
convoy until it was lost to sight in the red dust of the
plain, and then set out sadly on his road.
One thing, on the other hand, comforted him a little
from the first. After all those days of travel across
that endless plain, which was forever the same, he saw
before him a chain of mountains very high and blue,
with white summits, which reminded him of the Alps,
and gave him the feeling of having drawn near to his
own country once more. They were the Andes, the
dorsal spine of the American continent, that immense
chain which extends from Tierra del Fuego to the
glacial sea of the Arctic pole, through a hundred and
ten degrees of latitude. And he was also comforted
by the fact that the air seemed to him to grow constantly
warmer; and this happened, because, in ascending
towards the north, he was slowly approaching the
tropics. At great distances apart there were tiny
groups of houses with a petty shop; and he bought
something to eat. He encountered men on horseback;
every now and then he saw women and children seated
on the ground, motionless and grave, with faces entirely
new to him, of an earthen hue, with oblique eyes
and prominent cheek-bones, who looked at him intently,
and accompanied him with their gaze, turning their
heads slowly like automatons. They were Indians.
The first day he walked as long as his strength
would permit, and slept under a tree. On the second
day he made considerably less progress, and with less
spirit. His shoes were dilapidated, his feet wounded,
his stomach weakened by bad food. Towards evening
he began to be alarmed. He had heard, in Italy, that
in this land there were serpents; he fancied that he
heard them crawling; he halted, then set out on a run,
and with cold chills in all his bones. At times he was
seized with a profound pity for himself, and he wept
silently as he walked. Then he thought, “Oh, how
much my mother would suffer if she knew that I am
afraid!” and this thought restored his courage. Then,
in order to distract his thoughts from fear, he meditated
much of her; he recalled to mind her words when
she had set out from Genoa, and the movement with
which she had arranged the coverlet beneath his chin
when he was in bed, and when he was a baby; for
every time that she took him in her arms, she said to
him, “Stay here a little while with me”; and thus
she remained for a long time, with her head resting
on his, thinking, thinking.
And he said to himself: “Shall I see thee again,
dear mother? Shall I arrive at the end of my journey,
my mother?” And he walked on and on, among
strange trees, vast plantations of sugar-cane, and fields
without end, always with those blue mountains in front
of him, which cut the sky with their exceedingly lofty
crests. Four days, five days—a week, passed. His
strength was rapidly declining, his feet were bleeding.
Finally, one evening at sunset, they said to him:—
“Tucuman is fifty miles from here.”
He uttered a cry of joy, and hastened his steps, as
though he had, in that moment, regained all his lost
vigor. But it was a brief illusion. His forces suddenly
abandoned him, and he fell upon the brink of a
ditch, exhausted. But his heart was beating with content.
The heaven, thickly sown with the most brilliant
stars, had never seemed so beautiful to him. He
contemplated it, as he lay stretched out on the grass
to sleep, and thought that, perhaps, at that very
moment, his mother was gazing at him. And he
said:—
“O my mother, where art thou? What art thou
doing at this moment? Dost thou think of thy son?
Dost thou think of thy Marco, who is so near to thee?”
Poor Marco! If he could have seen in what a case
his mother was at that moment, he would have made a
superhuman effort to proceed on his way, and to reach
her a few hours earlier. She was ill in bed, in a
ground-floor room of a lordly mansion, where dwelt
the entire Mequinez family. The latter had become
very fond of her, and had helped her a great deal.
The poor woman had already been ailing when the engineer
Mequinez had been obliged unexpectedly to set
out far from Buenos Ayres, and she had not benefited
at all by the fine air of Cordova. But then, the fact
that she had received no response to her letters from
her husband, nor from her cousin, the presentiment,
always lively, of some great misfortune, the continual
anxiety in which she had lived, between the parting
and staying, expecting every day some bad news,
had caused her to grow worse out of all proportion.
Finally, a very serious malady had declared itself,—a
strangled internal rupture. She had not risen from
her bed for a fortnight. A surgical operation was
necessary to save her life. And at precisely the moment
when Marco was apostrophizing her, the master
and mistress of the house were standing beside her
bed, arguing with her, with great gentleness, to persuade
her to allow herself to be operated on, and
she was persisting in her refusal, and weeping. A
good physician of Tucuman had come in vain a week
before.
“No, my dear master,” she said; “do not count
upon it; I have not the strength to resist; I should
die under the surgeon’s knife. It is better to allow me
to die thus. I no longer cling to life. All is at an
end for me. It is better to die before learning what
has happened to my family.”
And her master and mistress opposed, and said that
she must take courage, that she would receive a reply
to the last letters, which had been sent directly to
Genoa; that she must allow the operation to be performed;
that it must be done for the sake of her family.
But this suggestion of her children only aggravated
her profound discouragement, which had for a long
time prostrated her, with increasing anguish. At these
words she burst into tears.
“O my sons! my sons!” she exclaimed, wringing
her hands; “perhaps they are no longer alive! It is
better that I should die also. I thank you, my good
master and mistress; I thank you from my heart. But
it is better that I should die. At all events, I am certain
that I shall not be cured by this operation. Thanks
for all your care, my good master and mistress. It is
useless for the doctor to come again after to-morrow.
I wish to die. It is my fate to die here. I have
decided.”
And they began again to console her, and to repeat,
“Don’t say that,” and to take her hand and
beseech her.
But she closed her eyes then in exhaustion, and fell
into a doze, so that she appeared to be dead. And
her master and mistress remained there a little while,
by the faint light of a taper, watching with great compassion
that admirable mother, who, for the sake of
saving her family, had come to die six thousand miles
from her country, to die after having toiled so hard,
poor woman! and she was so honest, so good, so unfortunate.
Early on the morning of the following day, Marco,
bent and limping, with his bag on his back, entered
the city of Tucuman, one of the youngest and most
flourishing towns of the Argentine Republic. It seemed
to him that he beheld again Cordova, Rosario, Buenos
Ayres: there were the same straight and extremely
long streets, the same low white houses, but on every
hand there was a new and magnificent vegetation, a
perfumed air, a marvellous light, a sky limpid and
profound, such as he had never seen even in Italy. As
he advanced through the streets, he experienced once
more the feverish agitation which had seized on him at
Buenos Ayres; he stared at the windows and doors of
all the houses; he stared at all the women who passed
him, with an anxious hope that he might meet his
mother; he would have liked to question every one,
but did not dare to stop any one. All the people who
were standing at their doors turned to gaze after the
poor, tattered, dusty lad, who showed that he had come
from afar. And he was seeking, among all these people,
a countenance which should inspire him with confidence,
in order to direct to its owner that tremendous
query, when his eyes fell upon the sign of an inn upon
which was inscribed an Italian name. Inside were a
man with spectacles, and two women. He approached
the door slowly, and summoning up a resolute spirit,
he inquired:—
“Can you tell me, signor, where the family Mequinez
is?”
“The engineer Mequinez?” asked the innkeeper in
his turn.
“The engineer Mequinez,” replied the lad in a
thread of a voice.
“The Mequinez family is not in Tucuman,” replied
the innkeeper.
A cry of desperate pain, like that of one who has
been stabbed, formed an echo to these words.
The innkeeper and the women rose, and some neighbors
ran up.
“What’s the matter? what ails you, my boy?” said
the innkeeper, drawing him into the shop and making
him sit down. “The deuce! there’s no reason for
despairing! The Mequinez family is not here, but at
a little distance off, a few hours from Tucuman.”
“Where? where?” shrieked Marco, springing up
like one restored to life.
“Fifteen miles from here,” continued the man, “on
the river, at Saladillo, in a place where a big sugar
factory is being built, and a cluster of houses; Signor
Mequinez’s house is there; every one knows it: you
can reach it in a few hours.”
“I was there a month ago,” said a youth, who had
hastened up at the cry.
Marco stared at him with wide-open eyes, and asked
him hastily, turning pale as he did so, “Did you see
the servant of Signor Mequinez—the Italian?”
“The Genoese? Yes; I saw her.”
Marco burst into a convulsive sob, which was half a
laugh and half a sob. Then, with a burst of violent
resolution: “Which way am I to go? quick, the road!
I shall set out instantly; show me the way!”
“But it is a day’s march,” they all told him, in one
breath. “You are weary; you should rest; you can
set out to-morrow.”
“Impossible! impossible!” replied the lad. “Tell
me the way; I will not wait another instant; I shall
set out at once, were I to die on the road!”
On perceiving him so inflexible, they no longer opposed
him. “May God accompany you!” they said to
him. “Look out for the path through the forest. A
fair journey to you, little Italian!” A man accompanied
him outside of the town, pointed out to him the
road, gave him some counsel, and stood still to watch
him start. At the expiration of a few minutes, the lad
disappeared, limping, with his bag on his shoulders, behind
the thick trees which lined the road.
That night was a dreadful one for the poor sick
woman. She suffered atrocious pain, which wrung
from her shrieks that were enough to burst her veins,
and rendered her delirious at times. The women
waited on her. She lost her head. Her mistress ran
in, from time to time, in affright. All began to fear
that, even if she had decided to allow herself to be
operated on, the doctor, who was not to come until the
next day, would have arrived too late. During the
moments when she was not raving, however, it was
evident that her most terrible torture arose not from
her bodily pains, but from the thought of her distant
family. Emaciated, wasted away, with changed visage,
she thrust her hands through her hair, with a gesture
of desperation, and shrieked:—
“My God! My God! To die so far away, to die
without seeing them again! My poor children, who
will be left without a mother, my poor little creatures,
my poor darlings! My Marco, who is still so small!
only as tall as this, and so good and affectionate! You
do not know what a boy he was! If you only knew,
signora! I could not detach him from my neck when I
set out; he sobbed in a way to move your pity; he
sobbed; it seemed as though he knew that he would
never behold his poor mother again. Poor Marco, my
poor baby! I thought that my heart would break!
Ah, if I had only died then, died while they were bidding
me farewell! If I had but dropped dead! Without
a mother, my poor child, he who loved me so dearly,
who needed me so much! without a mother, in misery,
he will be forced to beg! He, Marco, my Marco, will
stretch out his hand, famishing! O eternal God!
No! I will not die! The doctor! Call him at once I
let him come, let him cut me, let him cleave my breast,
let him drive me mad; but let him save my life! I
want to recover; I want to live, to depart, to flee, to-morrow,
at once! The doctor! Help! help!”
And the women seized her hands and soothed her,
and made her calm herself little by little, and spoke to
her of God and of hope. And then she fell back again
into a mortal dejection, wept with her hands clutched
in her gray hair, moaned like an infant, uttering a prolonged
lament, and murmuring from time to time:—
“O my Genoa! My house! All that sea!—O
my Marco, my poor Marco! Where is he now, my
poor darling?”
It was midnight; and her poor Marco, after having
passed many hours on the brink of a ditch, his strength
exhausted, was then walking through a forest of gigantic
trees, monsters of vegetation, huge boles like the
pillars of a cathedral, which interlaced their enormous
crests, silvered by the moon, at a wonderful height.
Vaguely, amid the half gloom, he caught glimpses of
myriads of trunks of all forms, upright, inclined, contorted,
crossed in strange postures of menace and of
conflict; some overthrown on the earth, like towers
which had fallen bodily, and covered with a dense and
confused mass of vegetation, which seemed like a furious
throng, disputing the ground span by span; others
collected in great groups, vertical and serrated, like
trophies of titanic lances, whose tips touched the
clouds; a superb grandeur, a prodigious disorder of
colossal forms, the most majestically terrible spectacle
which vegetable nature ever presented.
At times he was overwhelmed by a great stupor.
But his mind instantly took flight again towards his mother.
He was worn out, with bleeding feet, alone
in the middle of this formidable forest, where it was
only at long intervals that he saw tiny human habitations,
which at the foot of these trees seemed like the
ant-hills, or some buffalo asleep beside the road; he
was exhausted, but he was not conscious of his exhaustion;
he was alone, and he felt no fear. The
grandeur of the forest rendered his soul grand; his
nearness to his mother gave him the strength and the
hardihood of a man; the memory of the ocean, of the
alarms and the sufferings which he had undergone and
vanquished, of the toil which he had endured, of the
iron constancy which he had displayed, caused him to
uplift his brow. All his strong and noble Genoese
blood flowed back to his heart in an ardent tide of joy
and audacity. And a new thing took place within him;
while he had, up to this time, borne in his mind an image
of his mother, dimmed and paled somewhat by the
two years of absence, at that moment the image grew
clear; he again beheld her face, perfect and distinct,
as he had not beheld it for a long time; he beheld it
close to him, illuminated, speaking; he again beheld
the most fleeting motions of her eyes, and of her lips,
all her attitudes, all the shades of her thoughts; and
urged on by these pursuing recollections, he hastened
his steps; and a new affection, an unspeakable tenderness,
grew in him, grew in his heart, making sweet and
quiet tears to flow down his face; and as he advanced
through the gloom, he spoke to her, he said to her the
words which he would murmur in her ear in a little
while more:—
“I am here, my mother; behold me here. I will
never leave you again; we will return home together,
and I will remain always beside you on board the ship,
close beside you, and no one shall ever part me from
you again, no one, never more, so long as I have life!“
And in the meantime he did not observe how the
silvery light of the moon was dying away on the summits
of the gigantic trees in the delicate whiteness of
the dawn.
At eight o’clock on that morning, the doctor from
Tucuman, a young Argentine, was already by the bedside
of the sick woman, in company with an assistant,
endeavoring, for the last time, to persuade her to
permit herself to be operated on; and the engineer
Mequinez and his wife added their warmest persuasions
to those of the former. But all was in vain.
The woman, feeling her strength exhausted, had no
longer any faith in the operation; she was perfectly
certain that she should die under it, or that she should
only survive it a few hours, after having suffered in
vain pains that were more atrocious than those of which
she should die in any case. The doctor lingered to
tell her once more:—
“But the operation is a safe one; your safety is
certain, provided you exercise a little courage! And
your death is equally certain if you refuse!” It was
a sheer waste of words.
“No,” she replied in a faint voice, “I still have
courage to die; but I no longer have any to suffer
uselessly. Leave me to die in peace.”
The doctor desisted in discouragement. No one said
anything more. Then the woman turned her face
towards her mistress, and addressed to her her last
prayers in a dying voice.
“Dear, good signora,” she said with a great effort,
sobbing, “you will send this little money and my poor
effects to my family—through the consul. I hope
that they may all be alive. My heart presages well
in these, my last moments. You will do me the favor
to write—that I have always thought of them, that
I have always toiled for them—for my children—that
my sole grief was not to see them once more—but
that I died courageously—with resignation—blessing
them; and that I recommend to my husband—and
to my elder son—the youngest, my poor
Marco—that I bore him in my heart until the last
moment—” And suddenly she became excited, and
shrieked, as she clasped her hands: “My Marco, my
baby, my baby! My life!—” But on casting her tearful
eyes round her, she perceived that her mistress was
no longer there; she had been secretly called away.
She sought her master; he had disappeared. No one
remained with her except the two nurses and the assistant.
She heard in the adjoining room the sound of
hurried footsteps, a murmur of hasty and subdued
voices, and repressed exclamations. The sick woman
fixed her glazing eyes on the door, in expectation.
At the end of a few minutes she saw the doctor appear
with an unusual expression on his face; then her mistress
and master, with their countenances also altered.
All three gazed at her with a singular expression, and
exchanged a few words in a low tone. She fancied
that the doctor said to her mistress, “Better let it be
at once.” She did not understand.
“Josefa,” said her mistress to the sick woman, in
a trembling voice, “I have some good news for you.
Prepare your heart for good news.”
The woman observed her intently.
“News,” pursued the lady, with increasing agitation,
“which will give you great joy.”
The sick woman’s eyes dilated.
“Prepare yourself,” continued her mistress, “to see
a person—of whom you are very fond.”
The woman raised her head with a vigorous movement,
and began to gaze in rapid succession, first at
the lady and then at the door, with flashing eyes.
“A person,” added the lady, turning pale, “who
has just arrived—unexpectedly.”
“Who is it?” shrieked the woman, with a strange
and choked voice, like that of a person in terror. An
instant later she gave vent to a shrill scream, sprang
into a sitting posture in her bed, and remained motionless,
with starting eyes, and her hands pressed to her
temples, as in the presence of a supernatural apparition.
Marco, tattered and dusty, stood there on the threshold,
held back by the doctor’s hand on one arm.
The woman uttered three shrieks: “God! God!
My God!”
Marco rushed forward; she stretched out to him her
fleshless arms, and straining him to her heart with the
strength of a tiger, she burst into a violent laugh,
broken by deep, tearless sobs, which caused her to fall
back suffocating on her pillow.
But she speedily recovered herself, and mad with
joy, she shrieked as she covered his head with kisses:
“How do you come here? Why? Is it you? How
you have grown! Who brought you? Are you alone?
You are not ill? It is you, Marco! It is not a dream!
My God! Speak to me!”
Then she suddenly changed her tone: “No! Be
silent! Wait!” And turning to the doctor, she said
with precipitation: “Quick, doctor! this instant! I
want to get well. I am ready. Do not lose a moment.
Take Marco away, so that he may not hear.—Marco,
my love, it is nothing. I will tell you about it. One
more kiss. Go!—Here I am, doctor.”
Marco was taken away. The master, mistress, and
women retired in haste; the surgeon and his assistant
remained behind, and closed the door.
Signor Mequinez attempted to lead Marco to a distant
room, but it was impossible; he seemed rooted to
the pavement.
“What is it?” he asked. “What is the matter
with my mother? What are they doing to her?”
And then Mequinez said softly, still trying to draw
him away: “Here! Listen to me. I will tell you
now. Your mother is ill; she must undergo a little
operation; I will explain it all to you: come with me.”
“No,” replied the lad, resisting; “I want to stay
here. Explain it to me here.”
The engineer heaped words on words, as he drew
him away; the boy began to grow terrified and to
tremble.
Suddenly an acute cry, like that of one wounded to
the death, rang through the whole house.
The boy responded with another desperate shriek,
“My mother is dead!”
The doctor appeared on the threshold and said,
“Your mother is saved.”
The boy gazed at him for a moment, and then flung
himself at his feet, sobbing, “Thanks, doctor!”
But the doctor raised him with a gesture, saying:
“Rise! It is you, you heroic child, who have saved
your mother!”
Wednesday, 24th.
Marco, the Genoese, is the last little hero but one
whose acquaintance we shall make this year; only one
remains for the month of June. There are only two
more monthly examinations, twenty-six days of lessons,
six Thursdays, and five Sundays. The air of
the end of the year is already perceptible. The trees
of the garden, leafy and in blossom, cast a fine shade
on the gymnastic apparatus. The scholars are already
dressed in summer clothes. And it is beautiful, at the
close of school and the exit of the classes, to see how
different everything is from what it was in the months
that are past. The long locks which touched the shoulders
have disappeared; all heads are closely shorn;
bare legs and throats are to be seen; little straw hats
of every shape, with ribbons that descend even on the
backs of the wearers; shirts and neckties of every
hue; all the little children with something red or blue
about them, a facing, a border, a tassel, a scrap of
some vivid color tacked on somewhere by the mother,
so that even the poorest may make a good figure; and
many come to school without any hats, as though they
had run away from home. Some wear the white gymnasium
suit. There is one of Schoolmistress Delcati’s
boys who is red from head to foot, like a boiled crab.
Several are dressed like sailors.
But the finest of all is the little mason, who has
donned a big straw hat, which gives him the appearance
of a half-candle with a shade over it; and it is
ridiculous to see him make his hare’s face beneath
it. Coretti, too, has abandoned his catskin cap, and
wears an old travelling-cap of gray silk. Votini has a
sort of Scotch dress, all decorated; Crossi displays his
bare breast; Precossi is lost inside of a blue blouse belonging
to the blacksmith-ironmonger.
And Garoffi? Now that he has been obliged to discard
the cloak beneath which he concealed his wares,
all his pockets are visible, bulging with all sorts of
huckster’s trifles, and the lists of his lotteries force
themselves out. Now all his pockets allow their contents
to be seen,—fans made of half a newspaper, knobs
of canes, darts to fire at birds, herbs, and maybugs
which creep out of his pockets and crawl gradually
over the jackets.
Many of the little fellows carry bunches of flowers
to the mistresses. The mistresses are dressed in summer
garments also, of cheerful tints; all except the
“little nun,” who is always in black; and the mistress
with the red feather still has her red feather, and a
knot of red ribbon at her neck, all tumbled with the
little paws of her scholars, who always make her laugh
and flee.
It is the season, too, of cherry-trees, of butterflies,
of music in the streets, and of rambles in the country;
many of the fourth grade run away to bathe in the Po;
all have their hearts already set on the vacation; each
day they issue forth from school more impatient and
content than the day before. Only it pains me to see
Garrone in mourning, and my poor mistress of the
primary, who is thinner and whiter than ever, and who
coughs with ever-increasing violence. She walks all
bent over now, and salutes me so sadly!
Friday, 26th.
You are now beginning to comprehend the poetry of
school, Enrico; but at present you only survey the
school from within. It will seem much more beautiful
and more poetic to you twenty years from now, when
you go thither to escort your own boys; and you will
then survey it from the outside, as I do. While waiting
for school to close, I wander about the silent street,
in the vicinity of the edifice, and lay my ear to the
windows of the ground floor, which are screened by
Venetian blinds. At one window I hear the voice of a
schoolmistress saying:—
“Ah, what a shape for a t! It won’t do, my dear
boy! What would your father say to it?”
At the next window there resounds the heavy voice
of a master, which is saying:—
“I will buy fifty metres of stuff—at four lire and a
half the metre—and sell it again—”
Further on there is the mistress with the red feather,
who is reading aloud:—
“Then Pietro Micca, with the lighted train of powder—”
From the adjoining class-room comes the chirping of
a thousand birds, which signifies that the master has
stepped out for a moment. I proceed onward, and as
I turn the corner, I hear a scholar weeping, and the
voice of the mistress reproving and comforting him.
From the lofty windows issue verses, names of great
and good men, fragments of sentences which inculcate
virtue, the love of country, and courage. Then ensue
moments of silence, in which one would declare that
the edifice is empty, and it does not seem possible that
there should be seven hundred boys within; noisy outbursts
of hilarity become audible, provoked by the jest
of a master in a good humor. And the people who are
passing halt, and all direct a glance of sympathy
towards that pleasing building, which contains so
much youth and so many hopes. Then a sudden dull
sound is heard, a clapping to of books and portfolios, a
shuffling of feet, a buzz which spreads from room to
room, and from the lower to the higher, as at the sudden
diffusion of a bit of good news: it is the beadle,
who is making his rounds, announcing the dismissal of
school. And at that sound a throng of women, men,
girls, and youths press closer from this side and that
of the door, waiting for their sons, brothers, or grandchildren;
while from the doors of the class-rooms little
boys shoot forth into the big hall, as from a spout,
seize their little capes and hats, creating a great confusion
with them on the floor, and dancing all about,
until the beadle chases them forth one after the other.
And at length they come forth, in long files, stamping
their feet. And then from all the relatives there descends
a shower of questions: “Did you know your
lesson?—How much work did they give you?—What
have you to do for to-morrow!—When does the monthly
examination come?”
And then even the poor mothers who do not know
how to read, open the copy-books, gaze at the problems,
and ask particulars: “Only eight?—Ten with
commendation?—Nine for the lesson?”
And they grow uneasy, and rejoice, and interrogate
the masters, and talk of prospectuses and examinations.
How beautiful all this is, and how great and
how immense is its promise for the world!
Thy Father.
Sunday, 28th.
The month of May could not have had a better ending
than my visit of this morning. We heard a jingling
of the bell, and all ran to see what it meant. I
heard my father say in a tone of astonishment:—
“You here, Giorgio?”
Giorgio was our gardener in Chieri, who now has his
family at Condove, and who had just arrived from
Genoa, where he had disembarked on the preceding
day, on his return from Greece, where he has been
working on the railway for the last three years. He
had a big bundle in his arms. He has grown a little
older, but his face is still red and jolly.
My father wished to have him enter; but he refused,
and suddenly inquired, assuming a serious expression:
“How is my family? How is Gigia?”
“She was well a few days ago,” replied my mother.
Giorgio uttered a deep sigh.
“Oh, God be praised! I had not the courage to
present myself at the Deaf-mute Institution until I had
heard about her. I will leave my bundle here, and run
to get her. It is three years since I have seen my poor
little daughter! Three years since I have seen any of
my people!”
My father said to me, “Accompany him.”
“Excuse me; one word more,” said the gardener,
from the landing.
My father interrupted him, “And your affairs?”
“All right,” the other replied. “Thanks to God, I
have brought back a few soldi. But I wanted to inquire.
Tell me how the education of the little dumb
girl is getting on. When I left her, she was a poor
little animal, poor thing! I don’t put much faith in
those colleges. Has she learned how to make signs?
My wife did write to me, to be sure, ‘She is learning to
speak; she is making progress.’ But I said to myself,
What is the use of her learning to talk if I don’t know
how to make the signs myself? How shall we manage
to understand each other, poor little thing? That is
well enough to enable them to understand each other,
one unfortunate to comprehend another unfortunate.
How is she getting on, then? How is she?”
My father smiled, and replied:—
“I shall not tell you anything about it; you will
see; go, go; don’t waste another minute!”
We took our departure; the institute is close by.
As we went along with huge strides, the gardener
talked to me, and grew sad.
“Ah, my poor Gigia! To be born with such an infirmity!
To think that I have never heard her call me
father; that she has never heard me call her my daughter;
that she has never either heard or uttered a single
word since she has been in the world! And it is lucky
that a charitable gentleman was found to pay the expenses
of the institution. But that is all—she could
not enter there until she was eight years old. She has
not been at home for three years. She is now going
on eleven. And she has grown? Tell me, she has
grown? She is in good spirits?”
“You will see in a moment, you will see in a moment,”
I replied, hastening my pace.
“But where is this institution?” he demanded.
“My wife went with her after I was gone. It seems
to me that it ought to be near here.”
We had just reached it. We at once entered the
parlor. An attendant came to meet us.
“I am the father of Gigia Voggi,” said the gardener;
“give me my daughter instantly.”
“They are at play,” replied the attendant; “I will
go and inform the matron.” And he hastened away.
The gardener could no longer speak nor stand still;
he stared at all four walls, without seeing anything.
The door opened; a teacher entered, dressed in
black, holding a little girl by the hand.
Father and daughter gazed at one another for an
instant; then flew into each other’s arms, uttering a
cry.
The girl was dressed in a white and reddish striped
material, with a gray apron. She is a little taller than
I. She cried, and clung to her father’s neck with both
arms.
Her father disengaged himself, and began to survey
her from head to foot, panting as though he had run a
long way; and he exclaimed: “Ah, how she has
grown! How pretty she has become! Oh, my dear,
poor Gigia! My poor mute child!—Are you her
teacher, signora? Tell her to make some of her signs
to me; for I shall be able to understand something,
and then I will learn little by little. Tell her to make
me understand something with her gestures.”
The teacher smiled, and said in a low voice to the
girl, “Who is this man who has come to see you?”
And the girl replied with a smile, in a coarse,
strange, dissonant voice, like that of a savage who
was speaking for the first time in our language, but
with a distinct pronunciation, “He is my fa-ther.”
The gardener fell back a pace, and shrieked like a
madman: “She speaks! Is it possible! Is it possible!
She speaks? Can you speak, my child? can
you speak? Say something to me: you can speak?”
and he embraced her afresh, and kissed her thrice on
the brow. “But it is not with signs that she talks,
signora; it is not with her fingers? What does this
mean?”
“No, Signor Voggi,” rejoined the teacher, “it is
not with signs. That was the old way. Here we
teach the new method, the oral method. How is it
that you did not know it?”
“I knew nothing about it!” replied the gardener,
lost in amazement. “I have been abroad for the last
three years. Oh, they wrote to me, and I did not
understand. I am a blockhead. Oh, my daughter,
you understand me, then? Do you hear my voice?
Answer me: do you hear me? Do you hear what I
say?”
“Why, no, my good man,” said the teacher; “she
does not hear your voice, because she is deaf. She
understands from the movements of your lips what the
words are that you utter; this is the way the thing is
managed; but she does not hear your voice any more
than she does the words which she speaks to you; she
pronounces them, because we have taught her, letter
by letter, how she must place her lips and move her
tongue, and what effort she must make with her chest
and throat, in order to emit a sound.”
The gardener did not understand, and stood with his
mouth wide open. He did not yet believe it.
“Tell me, Gigia,” he asked his daughter, whispering
in her ear, “are you glad that your father has
come back?” and he raised his face again, and stood
awaiting her reply.
The girl looked at him thoughtfully, and said nothing.
Her father was perturbed.
The teacher laughed. Then she said: “My good
man, she does not answer you, because she did not see
the movements of your lips: you spoke in her ear!
Repeat your question, keeping your face well before
hers.”
The father, gazing straight in her face, repeated,
“Are you glad that your father has come back? that
he is not going away again?”
The girl, who had observed his lips attentively, seeking
even to see inside his mouth, replied frankly:—
“Yes, I am de-light-ed that you have re-turned,
that you are not go-ing a-way a-gain—nev-er a-gain.”
Her father embraced her impetuously, and then in
great haste, in order to make quite sure, he overwhelmed
her with questions.
“What is mamma’s name?”
“An-to-nia.”
“What is the name of your little sister?”
“Ad-e-laide.”
“What is the name of this college?”
“The Deaf-mute Insti-tution.”
“How many are two times ten?”
“Twen-ty.”
While we thought that he was laughing for joy, he
suddenly burst out crying. But this was the result of
joy also.
“Take courage,” said the teacher to him; “you
have reason to rejoice, not to weep. You see that you
are making your daughter cry also. You are pleased,
then?”
The gardener grasped the teacher’s hand and kissed it
two or three times, saying: “Thanks, thanks, thanks!
a hundred thanks, a thousand thanks, dear Signora
Teacher! and forgive me for not knowing how to say
anything else!”
“But she not only speaks,” said the teacher; “your
daughter also knows how to write. She knows how to
reckon. She knows the names of all common objects.
She knows a little history and geography. She is now
in the regular class. When she has passed through
the two remaining classes, she will know much more.
When she leaves here, she will be in a condition to
adopt a profession. We already have deaf-mutes who
stand in the shops to serve customers, and they perform
their duties like any one else.”
Again the gardener was astounded. It seemed as
though his ideas were becoming confused again. He
stared at his daughter and scratched his head. His
face demanded another explanation.
Then the teacher turned to the attendant and said to
him:—
“Call a child of the preparatory class for me.”
The attendant returned, in a short time, with a deaf-mute
of eight or nine years, who had entered the institution
a few days before.
“This girl,” said the mistress, “is one of those
whom we are instructing in the first elements. This is
the way it is done. I want to make her say a. Pay
attention.”
The teacher opened her mouth, as one opens it to
pronounce the vowel a, and motioned to the child to
open her mouth in the same manner. Then the mistress
made her a sign to emit her voice. She did so;
but instead of a, she pronounced o.
“No,” said the mistress, “that is not right.” And
taking the child’s two hands, she placed one of them
on her own throat and the other on her chest, and repeated,
“a.”
The child felt with her hands the movements of the
mistress’s throat and chest, opened her mouth again as
before, and pronounced extremely well, “a.”
In the same manner, the mistress made her pronounce
c and d, still keeping the two little hands on her own
throat and chest.
“Now do you understand?” she inquired.
The father understood; but he seemed more astonished
than when he had not understood.
“And they are taught to speak in the same way?”
he asked, after a moment of reflection, gazing at the
teacher. “You have the patience to teach them to
speak in that manner, little by little, and so many of
them? one by one—through years and years? But
you are saints; that’s what you are! You are angels
of paradise! There is not in the world a reward that
is worthy of you! What is there that I can say? Ah!
leave me alone with my daughter a little while now.
Let me have her to myself for five minutes.”
And drawing her to a seat apart he began to interrogate
her, and she to reply, and he laughed with beaming
eyes, slapping his fists down on his knees; and he
took his daughter’s hands, and stared at her, beside
himself with delight at hearing her, as though her voice
had been one which came from heaven; then he asked
the teacher, “Would the Signor Director permit me to
thank him?”
“The director is not here,” replied the mistress;
“but there is another person whom you should thank.
Every little girl here is given into the charge of an
older companion, who acts the part of sister or mother
to her. Your little girl has been intrusted to the care
of a deaf-mute of seventeen, the daughter of a baker,
who is kind and very fond of her; she has been assisting
her for two years to dress herself every morning;
she combs her hair, she teaches her to sew, she mends
her clothes, she is good company for her.—Luigia,
what is the name of your mamma in the institute?”
The girl smiled, and said, “Ca-te-rina Gior-dano.”
Then she said to her father, “She is ve-ry, ve-ry
good.”
The attendant, who had withdrawn at a signal from
the mistress, returned almost at once with a light-haired
deaf-mute, a robust girl, with a cheerful countenance,
and also dressed in the red and white striped
stuff, with a gray apron; she paused at the door and
blushed; then she bent her head with a smile. She
had the figure of a woman, but seemed like a child.
Giorgio’s daughter instantly ran to her, took her by
the arm, like a child, and drew her to her father, saying,
in her heavy voice, “Ca-te-rina Gior-dano.”
“Ah, what a splendid girl!” exclaimed her father;
and he stretched out one hand to caress her, but drew
it back again, and repeated, “Ah, what a good girl!
May God bless her, may He grant her all good fortune,
all consolations; may He make her and hers always
happy, so good a girl is she, my poor Gigia! It is an
honest workingman, the poor father of a family, who
wishes you this with all his heart.”
The big girl caressed the little one, still keeping her
face bent, and smiling, and the gardener continued to
gaze at her, as at a madonna.
“You can take your daughter with you for the day,”
said the mistress.
“Won’t I take her, though!” rejoined the gardener.
“I’ll take her to Condove, and fetch her back to-morrow
morning. Think for a bit whether I won’t take her!”
The girl ran off to dress.
“It is three years since I have seen her!” repeated
the gardener. “Now she speaks! I will take her to
Condove with me on the instant. But first I shall take
a ramble about Turin, with my deaf-mute on my arm,
so that all may see her, and take her to see some of my
friends! Ah, what a beautiful day! This is consolation
indeed!—Here’s your father’s arm, my Gigia.”
The girl, who had returned with a little mantle and
cap on, took his arm.
“And thanks to all!” said the father, as he reached
the threshold. “Thanks to all, with my whole soul!
I shall come back another time to thank you all again.”
He stood for a moment in thought, then disengaged
himself abruptly from the girl, turned back, fumbling
in his waistcoat with his hand, and shouted like a man
in a fury:—
“Come now, I am not a poor devil! So here, I
leave twenty lire for the institution,—a fine new gold
piece.”
And with a tremendous bang, he deposited his gold
piece on the table.
“No, no, my good man,” said the mistress, with
emotion. “Take back your money. I cannot accept
it. Take it back. It is not my place. You shall see
about that when the director is here. But he will not
accept anything either; be sure of that. You have
toiled too hard to earn it, poor man. We shall be
greatly obliged to you, all the same.”
“No; I shall leave it,” replied the gardener, obstinately;
“and then—we will see.”
But the mistress put his money back in his pocket,
without leaving him time to reject it. And then he
resigned himself with a shake of the head; and then,
wafting a kiss to the mistress and to the large girl, he
quickly took his daughter’s arm again, and hurried with
her out of the door, saying:—
“Come, come, my daughter, my poor dumb child,
my treasure!”
And the girl exclaimed, in her harsh voice:—
“Oh, how beau-ti-ful the sun is!”