The sky over a funeral should be low and grey, with a
soft, fine rain falling, and no ray of sunshine to mock
the mourners' gloom; but over Giulia Provana's funeral
train the sky was a vault of unclouded blue, reflected on
the blue of the tideless sea, and olive woods and lemon
groves were steeped in sunlight. It was one of those
mornings such as Giulia had enjoyed with her utmost
power of enjoyment, the kind of morning on which the
pretty soprano voice had burst into song, from irrepressible
gladness—brief song that ended in breathlessness.
The cemetery of San Marco was a white-walled garden
between the sea and the hill-side, where the lemon trees
and old, grey olives were broken here and there by a cypress
that rose, a tall shaft of darkness, out of the silvery grey.
Never till to-day had those dark obelisks suggested
anything to Vera but the beauty of contrast—a note that
gave dignity to monotonous olive woods; but to-day the
cypresses were symbols of parting and death. Their
shadow would fall across Giulia's grave in the sunlight and
in the moonlight. Vera would remember them, and
visualise them when she was far away from the place where
she had known and loved Signor Provana's daughter.
She was thinking this, as she stood beside Grannie's chair
by the gate of the cemetery—watching the funeral procession.
There were no carriages. The priest and acolytes
walked in front of the bier. The white velvet pall was
covered with white flowers, and behind the coffin, with
slow and steady step, followed Provana, an imposing figure,
tall and massive, with head erect; calm, but deadly
pale.
Miss Thompson, the two nurses, and Giulia's Italian
maid followed, carrying baskets of violets; and Lady
Felicia, who had left her chair as the priest and white-robed
acolytes came in view, walked feebly behind them,
with Vera by her side. They, too, had brought their
tribute of flowers, roses white and red, roses which were now
plentiful at San Marco.
It had been a surprise to Vera that Lady Felicia should
insist upon getting up before nine o'clock to attend the
funeral; she who had contrived to absent herself from all
such ceremonies, even when an old friend was to be laid
at rest, on the ground that her dear Jane, or her dear Lucy,
could sleep no better at Highgate or Kensal Green because
her friend risked rheumatism or bronchitis on her account.
"The poor dear herself would not have wished it," Lady
Felicia always remarked on such occasions, as she wrote her
apology to the nearest relation of the deceased. Yet for
Signor Provana's daughter, almost a stranger, Grannie
had put herself, or at least Lidcott, to infinite trouble in
arranging a mourning toilette.
The Roman rites were simple and pathetic; and throughout
the ceremony Signor Provana bore himself with the
same pale dignity. He stood at the head of the open
grave, and watched the rain of violets and roses, nor did
his hand tremble when he dropped one perfect white rose
upon the white coffin, the last of all the flowers, the symbol
of the pure life that was ended in that cruel grave.
It was only when the earth began to fall thud after
thud upon the flowers that his fortitude failed. He turned
from the grave suddenly, and walked towards the gate
before the priest had finished his office, and Vera did not
see him again till she was walking beside Grannie's chair, on
their way back to the hotel, when he overtook them.
"I want to say good-bye to you and your granddaughter,
Lady Felicia," he said in his grave, calm voice, the voice
that was so much more attractive than his person. "I
shall leave San Marco by the afternoon train, and I shall
go straight through to London."
"So soon?" exclaimed Grannie, with a look of disappointment.
"Would it not be better to rest for a few
days in this quiet place?"
"I could not rest at San Marco. It is the end of a journey
that has lasted three years. I shall never lie down to rest
in San Marco till I lie down yonder, beside my girl."
He looked towards the cemetery gate with a strange
longing in his eyes, as if his heart were yearning for that
last sleep in the shadow of the cypresses.
"Good-bye," he said, clasping Grannie's hand, and then
Vena's. "I shall never forget," he said, earnestly.
"Never, never." He walked away quickly towards the
hotel, and Lidcott went on with her mistress's chair.
"A queer kind of man," said Lady Felicia. "I don't
understand him. He ought to have shown a little more
gratitude for your kindness to his daughter."
"There is no reason for gratitude. I have never had
such happy days as those I spent with Giulia, while I could
forget that she was to be taken from me."
"Oh, indeed," said Lady Felicia in an aggrieved voice.
"You are vastly polite to me."
"Dear Grannie, of course I have been happy with you,
and you have been very kind to me."
Grannie kept her offended air till they were in their
sitting-room, when a sudden interest was awakened by
the appearance of a sealed packet on her table. At the
first glance it looked like a jeweller's parcel, but a nearer
view showed that it was somewhat carelessly packed in
writing-paper, and that the large red seal bore the monogram
"M. P."
Grannie's taper fingers—bent a little with the suppressed
gout that seems natural to the eighth decade—trembled
with excitement, as she tore off the thin paper and discovered
a red morocco jewel-case, heart-shaped.
While Lady Felicia was opening the case—a rather
difficult matter, as the metal spring was strong and her
fingers were weak—Vera picked up an open letter that had
fallen out of the parcel.
"From Signor Provana," she said, and she read the
brief note aloud, without waiting for Grannie's permission.
"Dear Lady Felicia,—I hope you will let your granddaughter
wear this trinket in memory of my daughter.
It was Giulia's own choice of a souvenir for a friend she
loved. A friendship of two months may seem short to
you and me; but it was long in that brief life.
"Yours faithfully,
"Provana."
The lid was open and the red light of diamonds flashed
in the shaft of sunshine from the narrow slit in the Venetian
shutters.
"You are a lucky girl, Vera," said Grannie approvingly,
as she turned the heart-shaped locket about in the slanting
sun-rays, unconsciously producing Newton's prism. "I
know something about diamonds. That centre stone is
splendid. Hunt and Roskell would not sell a diamond
heart as good as this under three hundred pounds."
Vera's only comment was to burst out crying.
"For a commercial magnate, Signor Provana is a
superior person," said Lady Felicia. "I hope we may see
more of him. If he had given me time, I should have
asked him to call upon me in London."
"Oh, Grannie, you could not! It would have been
dreadful to talk about visiting to a man in such deep
grief."
"I am not likely to do anything unseemly," Grannie
replied with her accustomed dignity. "I ought to have
asked the man to call."
Everybody was leaving the South, and San Marco had
the dejected air that the loveliest place will assume when
people are going away. For Vera San Marco seemed dead
after the death of her friend; and, while she grieved incessantly
for Giulia, she was surprised to find how much
she missed Giulia's father. It seemed to her that some
powerful sustaining presence had been taken out of her
life. His strength had made her feel strong. He had been
with them always, in those long Spring days that were warm
and vivid as an English July. He had talked very little;
but he had been interested in his daughter's talk, and even
in Vera's. He had come to their assistance sometimes
in their discussions, with grave philosophy or hard facts.
He seemed to possess universal knowledge; but he was not
romantic or poetical. He smiled at Giulia's flights of
fancy, those voyages in cloud-land that charmed Vera.
He was always interested, always sympathetic; and the
grave, beautiful voice and the calm, slow smile were not
to be forgotten by Vera, now that he had gone out of her
life.
"It is all like a long dream, beautiful, but oh, so sad,"
Vera said to Grannie, who was more sympathetic than
usual upon this subject.
"It has been an interesting experience for you, which one
could never have hoped for in such an hotel as this," she
said. "Dr. Wilmot tells me that Signor Provana has a
house in Portland Place—the largest in the street, where
he used to entertain the best people in his wife's time. Her
rank and beauty gave distinction to his money; so I can
believe Wilmot that he was by way of being a personage
in London."
Lidcott was packing the trunks, and the Bath chair,
while Grannie talked. The luggage, except the trunk with
Grannie's best velvet gown, and a frock or two for Vera,
and the absolute needs of daily life, was to go by Petite
Vitesse, which meant being so long without it, that old
familiar things would seem new and strange when the
trunks came to be unpacked.
The long journey was dull—Grannie and Lidcott having
a curious capacity for creating dullness. It was their
atmosphere, and went with them everywhere. The change
from summer sunshine to the grey sky and drizzling rain
of an English April was a sad surprise; and the lodging-house
in the street off Portland Place seemed the abode
of gloom. It was the London season, and carriages and
motor-cars were rolling up and down the handsome street
in which Signor Provana's house had been described as the
largest. Vera looked at all the houses as the cab drove
past them, trying to find the superlative in size; but there
was no time for counting windows or calculating space.
The lodging-house drawing-room, albeit better furnished
than Canincio's second-floor salon, looked unutterably
dreary; for the miniatures and books, and old china,
that were wont to redeem the commonness of things,
were creeping along the shores of the Rhone or mewed up in
an obscure station, and though flowers were cheap in the
street-sellers' baskets, not a blossom brightened the dingy
drawing-room.
"How odious this house looks," said Lady Felicia, while
she scanned the cards in a cheap china dish, and read the
pencilled messages upon some of them. "I see your
Aunt Mildred and your Aunt Olivia have called, surprised
not to find us. But not a word from Lady Helstone, though
I know she is in town. She was always heartless and
selfish—but as she is the one I rely on for taking you about,
we shall have to be civil to her."
"Poor dear Grannie, I really don't want to be taken
out. I don't care a scrap about Society—and, above all,
I don't want to cost you money for clothes, and I couldn't
go to parties without all sorts of expensive things."
"Don't talk nonsense, Vera. I am used to scraping and
pinching. It will only mean pinching a little harder.
But there's time enough to settle all that before you are
eighteen. Of course, you will have to be launched, if you
are ever to marry—unless you want to sneak off to a
registry office with the first scribbler you meet."
"Oh, Grannie," cried Vera, and walked out of the room
in a sad silence, which made Grannie rather sorry for herself—as
a poor old woman who was being trampled upon
by everybody.
The long hot journey had tired her limbs and her nerves,
and this damp, grey London, this shabby lodging-house had
been too irritating for placid endurance. Somebody must
suffer; and Lidcott, that sturdy child of the West Riding,
was apt to retaliate.
Vera was perfectly sincere in her indifference to that
grand event of "coming out," which had always been held
before her by Grannie as the crown of girlhood, the crisis
upon which all a young person's future depended, the
opening of a gate into the paradise of youth, the paradise
of dances and dinners, treats of every kind, where beauty
was to be surrounded with a circle of admirers, among
whom there would be at least one—the eligible, the rich,
the inexpressive he—who could lift her at once to the
summum bonum, whether in Carlton House Terrace, or
Park Lane, whether titled or untitled—-but rich—rich—ricconaccio.
No, Vera had no eager desire for crowds of well-dressed
people—for music and lights and dancing, and those things
that she had heard the young cousins, still in the school-room,
talk about with rapture and longing. The joys she
longed for, while the slow spring and the fierce hot summer
went by in the dull side street and the lodging-house
drawing-room, were woods and streams, and rural joys
of all kinds, such as she had known in that one happy
summer of her childhood, for slow rides in leafy glades, in
and out of sunshine and shadow, for the sound of a waterfall
on moonlit nights, for young companions like the cousin
who was once so kind—for many more books, and spacious
rooms, and portraits of historic people—beautiful women—valiant
soldiers—looking at her from a panelled wall.
These were the things she wanted, and the want of which
made life dreary.
In that long summer and autumn she often thought of
the girl who was lying between the olive woods and the
tideless sea; and, meditating on that short life, she could
but compare it with her own, and wonder at the difference.
Is was not the difference that wealth made—but the
difference that love made, that filled her with wonder as she
recalled all that Giulia had told her of her childhood and
girlhood.
She looked back at her own fatherless years—remembering
but as a dream the father whom she had last seen on
her birthday, when she was three years old—and when a
woman in whose rustic cottage she had been living for
what seemed a long time, took her to the nursing home
where the fading poet was lying on a sofa in a garden.
It was to be her birthday treat to visit "poor Papa, who
would be sure to have something pretty for her." But the
poet had no birthday gift for his only child. He had been
too ill to think much about anything but his own weakness
and pain. He had not remembered his little girl's third
anniversary. He could only give her kisses, and sighs and
tears; and she clung to him fondly, and said again and
again: "Poor Papa, poor Papa!"
Kind Mrs. Humphries, of the pretty rose-covered cottage,
had told her that Papa was ill, and had taught her to
pray for him.
"Please God, bless poor Papa, and make him well
again."
The prayer was not answered, and that spectral face,
beautiful even on the brink of the grave, was all she could
remember of a father.
And then had come the long, slow years with Grannie,
who had been kind after her lights, but who required the
subjugation of almost all childish impulses and inclinations.
Long years in which Vera had to amuse herself in silence,
and play no games that involved running about a room,
or disturbing things. She had been surrounded by things
that she must not touch; and her rare toys, the occasional
gifts of aunts and cousins, were objects of reprobation if
they were ever left on a chair or a table where they could
offend Grannie's eye. The winter season, when there was
only one habitable room, was terrible; for then Grannie
was always there, and to play was impossible. She could
only sit on a hassock in her favourite corner and look at old
story books, too painfully familiar; and if she began to
sing or to talk to herself, there came a reproachful murmur
from Grannie's sofa: "My dear child, do you think I
have no nerves?"
The summer was better, for she could play in the second-floor
bedroom, which she shared with Lidcott, a room with
three windows upon which the sun beat fiercely, but where
she could talk to her dolls, and sing them to sleep, and do
anything except run about, as she had always to remember
that every step would beat like a hammer upon poor
Grannie's head.
And in these years Giulia, who was within a few months
of her own age, was being indulged with everything that
could make the bliss of childhood, in the loveliest country
in the world, and then, as she grew into a thinking, reasonable
being, she had been her father's dearest companion,
his distraction after the dull round of business, his choicest
recreation, his unfailing delight. It was worth while to
die young after such a childhood, Vera thought.
Grannie's winter in Italy had been a success, and she
had a summer unspoiled by bronchial trouble. She wore
her velvet gowns and her diamond earrings very often, and
had her hair dressed in the latest fashion, with diamond
combs gleaming amidst the silvery white, and was quite a
splendid Lady Felicia at the friendly dinners and small
and early parties to which she accepted invitations from
her nieces and very old friends. She had been reproached
with burying herself alive, but this year her health was
better, and she was going out a little more; chiefly on
Vera's account, who was now seventeen, and must really
make her début next season. Her nieces told her that
Vera was pretty enough to make a sensation, or at any rate
to have offers.
"If she does, I suppose she will refuse the best of them,
as her mother did," Lady Felicia said bitterly; "but whatever
happens I shall not interfere. If she chooses to
fall in love with the first detrimental who proposes to her,
I won't forbid the banns."
Perhaps there was more of the serpent than the dove in
this protest from Lady Felicia. In long hours of brooding
over an irrevocable past it may have been borne in upon
her that if she had not harped so much, and so severely,
upon the necessity of marrying for money, her daughter
might not have been so determined to marry for love.
The aunts who praised Vera did not forget to add that
she would never be as handsome as her mother.
"She may 'furnish,' as the grooms call it," said Lady
Helstone, who rode to hounds and bred her hunters; "but
she will never be a striking beauty. She won't take away
the men's breath when she comes into a ballroom. I'm
afraid it may be the detrimentals, the poets, and æsthetes,
and impressionist painters, who will rave about her. She
is ethereal—she is poetical—and in spite of the man Davis
she looks thoroughbred to the points of her shoes. After
all, she may make a really good match, and make things
much more comfortable for you by and by, poor dear
Auntie."
"I shall never be a dependent upon my granddaughter's
husband," Grannie retorted, with an offended blush. "The
pittance which has sufficed for me since my own husband's
death, and which has enabled me to keep out of debt,
will last me to the end. I require nobody's assistance—and
as I have never found blood-relations eager to help
me, I should certainly expect nothing from a grandson-in-law;
if there is such a thing."
Vera felt a sudden thrill when Lady Felicia told her
that they were to winter at San Marco. She hardly knew
whether the thrill was of pleasure or of pain. The place
would be full of melancholy thoughts. Giulia's grave would
be the one significant point in the landscape; but the
long parade, with its shabby date palms and ragged pepper
trees, could never again be as dull and grey and heartbreakingly
monotonous as it had been a year ago; for now
San Marco was peopled with the shadows of things that
had once been lovely and dear. Now all that beauty which
had once been far away and unknown had been made
familiar in the long drives in the big, luxurious carriage
drawn by gay and eager horses, whose work seemed joy—and
the al fresco luncheons on the summit of romantic
hills, with all the glory of the Western Ligura laid out
below them like an enchanter's carpet, and the semi-Moorish
cities, and Roman ruins of circus and citadel, the white
cathedrals—remote among the mountains, yet alive with
priests and nuns and picturesque villagers, and the sound
of bells and swinging of censers—San Marco no longer
meant only that level walk above the sluggish sea. It meant
historical Italy. Her feelings about the place had altered
utterly after the coming of the Provanas, and her mind
was full of her lost friend when she alighted at the door of
the Hôtel des Anglais, where Madame Canincio was waiting
to receive honoured guests.
Inmates who stopped till the very end of the season, and
who came again next year, were worthy of highest honour
(albeit they paid the minimum second-floor pension; and
though Canincio had audaciously declared that he lost
money by the arrangement). Lady Felicia was a distinct
asset, were it only for keeping the Cit's wife, Lady Jones,
in her place.
Vera looked sadly along the spacious corridor, that
had been so bright with flowers during the Provana
occupation.
"Have you nice people on your first floor, Madame
Canincio?" she asked.
"Alas, no, Mademoiselle. Our noble floor is empty. If
we had six third floors and ten fourth floors, we could
let every room—but for the first floor there is no one.
Rich people do not come to San Marco. They want
gambling-tables and pigeon-shooting, or the vulgarity of
Nice."
"I suppose you have heard nothing of Signor Provana
since he left?"
"Nothing, Mademoiselle, except that he is in Rome,
and one of the greatest men there. And he was so simple
and plain in his ways, and always so kind and courteous.
He wanted so little for himself, and never once found
fault with our chef, who, good as he is, must have been
inferior to his own."
"I hope your chef did not give him risotto or chopped-up
liver, or macaroni three times a week for luncheon,"
Lady Felicia said, sourly.
It was not till Grannie had been read to sleep that Vera
was free to go where she liked. She had done her morning's
work in the flower market, and at the so-called circulating
library, where the Tauchnitz novels of the year before
last were to be found by the explorer, stagnating on dusty
shelves. This morning duty had to be done hurriedly, as
Grannie liked to see the flower-vases filled, and a novel
on her sofa-table when she emerged from her bedroom,
ready to begin her monotonous day. Vera was secretary
as well as reader, and had to write long letters to her aunts,
at Grannie's dictation; letters which were not pleasant
to her to write on account of the sense of injury and general
discontent which was the Leit-Motiv running through
them. In the beginning of her secretaryship she had
sometimes ventured a mild remonstrance, such as, "Oh,
Grannie, I don't think you ought to say that. I know
Aunt Olivia is very fond of you," or "Aunt Mildred is
very affectionate, and would be the last to neglect you."
Whereupon Lady Felicia had told her that if she presumed
to express an opinion, the letters should be written by
Lidcott.
"Her spelling is as eccentric as the Paston letters;
but I would rather put up with that than with your
impertinence."
It was rather late in the afternoon before the drowsy
Tauchnitz novel produced its soporific effect upon Grannie,
though Vera had been reading in a semi-slumber; but at
last the withered eyelids fell, and the grey head lay back
upon the down pillow, and Vera might beckon to Lidcott,
who crept in from the bedroom, with her work-basket,
and seated herself by the open window most remote from
Grannie, leaving Vera free to go out for her afternoon
walk; only till five o'clock, when she must be at home to
pour out Grannie's tea.
A church clock struck as she left the hotel garden, the
garden where she had often sat with Giulia, who used to
breakfast on the lawn, and only leave the garden to go
to the carriage—spending as much of her life as possible
under the blue sky.
All show of brightness had vanished from the stretch of
thin grass and the ragged pepper trees—no pretty chairs
or bright Italian draperies, no gaudy-plumaged cockatoo,
or be-ribboned Blenheims. All was desolate, and tears
clouded Vera's eyes, as she paused to look at the place
where she had been happy.
"How could I ever forget that she was going to die?"
she wondered.
"It was she herself who made me forget. She was so
full of joy—so much alive—that I never really believed
she was dying. I could not believe; I never did believe,
till she was lying speechless, with death in her face."
She was going to the cemetery, to her friend's grave. It
was almost as if she were going to Giulia. She could not
believe the bright spirit was quenched, although the
lovely form had passed into everlasting darkness. Somewhere
between earth and heaven that happy soul was
conscious of the beauty of the world she had loved, and of
the love that had been given to her—somewhere, not
utterly beyond the reach of those who loved her, that
sweet spirit was floating—not dead, but emancipated.
Miss Thompson had told her of the heroic fortitude
behind that light-hearted gaiety which had been Giulia's
special charm. Although she was sustained by the unconsciousness
of her doom, which goes so often with
pulmonary disease, she had not been exempt from
suffering. The sleepless night, the wearying cough,
breathlessness, pain, exhaustion, fever, had all been
borne with a sublime patience; and her only thought
when the tardy morning stole at last upon the seeming
endless night—had been of her father. He was never
to be told she had slept badly—or had not slept at all—and
it was her own cheerful voice that answered his inquiry
as he stood at the half-open door: "Pretty well, Padre
mio, si, si; not a bad night—a pretty good night—very
good, upon the whole." No hint of the weariness, the
suffering, of those long hours—and the nurse, though
unwilling, had to indulge her, and allow the anxious
father to be deceived. After all, as Miss Thompson
said, a detail like that could not matter. He knew.
Remembering this, it seemed to Vera that Giulia's
death meant emancipation—a blessed escape from the
mortal frame that was fraught with suffering, to the
freedom of the immortal spirit, winged for its flight to
higher horizons, a being with new capacities, new joys—yet
not unremembering those beloved on earth, nay, with
a higher power to love the clay-bound creatures it had loved
when it was clay.
In Vera's reverence for her father's genius, there had
been much of the child's unquestioning faith in something
it has been told to admire, for a considerable part
of Lancelet Davis's poetry, and that which his review book
showed to have been most appreciated by his critics,
soared far beyond the limits of Vera's understanding.
There were verses which she recited to herself again and
again, with a delight in their music—verses where the
words followed each other with an entrancing melodiousness—but
for whose meaning she sought in vain. A Runic
rhyme would have been as clear. She had repeated them
dumbly in the dead hours of the night. Mellifluous lines
that had a soothing charm. Lines that rose and fell like
the waves of the sea; and lines drawn out in a slow
monotony like the long, level stretch of wind-swept
marshes—visions of white temples and strange goddesses;
but they were shapeless as dreams to Vera—a confusion
of lovely images without one distinct idea.
There were others of his poems that she understood
and loved; the poems that the critics had mourned over
as a disappointment, a falling away from the promise of
a splendid career. There was his story of his courtship
and wedded life, which Vera thought better than "Maud,"
written during his three happy years; and there was a
poem called "Afterwards," written after her mother's
death, which she thought better than "In Memoriam,"
a poem in which, after descending to the darkness of the
grave, the poet soared to the gate of heaven, and told
how where there is great love there is no such thing as
death. The bond of love is also the bond of the dead and
the living. Those who love with intensity cannot be
parted. The spirit returns from behind the veil, and
soul meets soul. Not in the crowded city—not within
the sound of foolish voices, not amidst people or things
that are of the earth earthy—but in the quiet graveyard,
in the shadowy gloom of the forest, in lonely places by
the starlit sea, or in the silence of sleepless nights, that
other half of the soul is near, and, though there is neither
voice nor touch, the beloved presence is felt, and the
message of consolation is heard.
It was with her father's poem in her hand that Vera
went to the white-walled enclosure under the hill, where
the silver-grey of the olive woods shivered in the faint
wind that could not stir a fibre of the cypress.
She had no trouble in finding Giulia's resting-place,
for the picture of the spring morning when she had stood
beside the open grave was in her mind, as if the funeral
had been yesterday. It was at the farther end of the
cemetery, in a little solitude guarded by a triangle of
cypresses that marked the end of the enclosure, a spot
where the ground rose considerably above the level of
the larger space. Upon this higher level the massive
marble tomb—so severely simple, so dazzling in its whiteness—dominated
the lower plane, where memorial devices
of every shape and form, Gothic cross, and broken column,
winged angel, inverted torch, and Grecian urn, seemed
poor and trivial by comparison.
It was a massive, oblong tomb without device or symbol,
and only an artist would have been conscious of the
delicate workmanship with which every member of the
unobtrusive mouldings had been executed. There was
no elaborate ornament, only a Doric simplicity, and the
perfection of finely finished work.
The same simplicity marked the brief inscription on
the level slab.
"Giulia, the only child of Mario Provana." This—with
the date of birth and death—-was all. No record of
parental love, nothing for the world to know, except that
a father's one ewe lamb had lived and died.
A yew hedge, breast high, made a quadrangular
enclosure which isolated Giulia's resting-place—a cemetery
within a cemetery—and, at the end facing Genoa and
the morning sun, there was a broad marble bench, and
here Vera sat for nearly an hour, reading her father's
poem, the work of his last year, written after the hand
of death had touched him.
It was an hour of pensive thought, and as she pondered
over pages where every line was familiar, it seemed to
her that Giulia's spirit could not be remote from the
friend whose sudden tears fell on the page, where some
deeper melancholy in the verse brought last year's sorrow
back with the force of a new grief.
The sun was low when she left the cemetery, and the
shiver that comes with sundown chilled her as she hurried
back to the hotel, more than five minutes late for Grannie's
tea. But the following afternoon, and the day after
that, she went back to the Roman bench, and sat there
till sunset, with the green cloth volume that had grown
shabby with much use, and her memory of Giulia, for
her only companions. After this she went there every
afternoon, sometimes with "Afterwards," sometimes with
a volume of Byron or Shelley. The sense of dullness and
monotony that had depressed her in her walk up and
down the parade under the palm trees seldom came upon
her in this silent enclosure, where the yew hedge—that
only wealth could have attained in so brief a time—screened
her from observation. She sometimes heard
the voices of tourists admiring the monuments, or reading
the epitaphs, in the cemetery; but it was rarely that
anyone looked in at the opening in the green quadrangle
where she sat.
It was more than a fortnight after her first visit to
this mournful solitude when for the first time Vera was
startled by the sound of approaching footsteps, and looking
up she saw the tall form of Mario Provana, standing in
the golden sunset. She rose as he came towards her,
and gave him her hand, a hand so slender that it seemed
to disappear in the broad palm and strong fingers that
clasped it.
"I was told that you were in San Marco," he said;
"but I never thought I should find you here. Then
you have not forgotten?"
"I shall never forget. I come here every afternoon
with my father's book—the poem he wrote when he knew
that he was dying."
"May I sit by your side for a few minutes? I should
like to see your father's book. I have not forgotten that
he was a poet. Since you told me that, it has seemed
as if I ought to have known beforehand. You look like
a poet's child. I suppose everybody who saw Miranda
for the first time, without having seen Prospero, ought to
have known that her father was a magician."
His tone was grave and thoughtful, and his speech
hardly sounded like a compliment. There was no air of
gallantry to alarm her.
He took the shabby little volume from her hand, and
turned the pages slowly, pausing to read a few lines, here
and there.
"'Part the first, Thanatos, Part the second, Eros.'
From darkness to light," he said, in the deep, grave voice
which was her most distinctive impression of Mario Provana.
"He believed in the victory of spirit over flesh.
He was a poet; and faith is easy where the imagination
is strong. Tennyson knew that all religion, all peace of
mind, hung upon that one vital question—the Afterwards—the
other world that is to give us back lost love, lost
youth, lost genius, lost joy. I am not a religious man,
Vera; indeed, to the Church of Rome I count as an
infidel, because I cannot subject my mind to the outward
forms and conventions which seem to me no more than
the dry husks of spiritual things. But I am more of a
Pantheist than an infidel—my gospel is the gospel of
Christ—my faith is the faith of Spinoza."
And then, after a silence, he said:
"I called you Vera just now. Do you mind? My
daughter loved you as if you had been her sister. May
I call you by your pretty Christian name?"
"Pray do. I'm sure Grannie won't mind," Vera
answered naïvely.
"We will ask Grannie's permission," he said, with a
grave smile. "If you will allow me to walk back to the
'Anglais' with you, I will call on Lady Felicia this
afternoon, and we can get that small matter settled."
He talked to her as if she had been a child; and the
difference between his forty years and her seventeen made
the fatherly tone seem natural.
He walked slowly round the tomb, lingering beside it
now and then, and leaning his hand on the marble slab
while he stood with bent head looking at the inscription,
in a pause that seemed long; and then he rejoined Vera,
and they left the cemetery together.
"You are not out yet, I think," he said, when they had
walked a little way. "I read a paragraph in a London
paper to the effect that Lady Felicia Cunningham's granddaughter,
Miss Veronica Davis, the daughter of the poet
whose early death had been a loss to literature, was to be
presented next season."
"It is so foolish of them to write like that, as if I were
a person of importance; when Grannie is so poor that
it will be cruel to let her spend a quarter's income upon
a Court dress and party frocks—and I don't care a scrap
about parties or the Court."
"What a singular young lady you must be. I doubt
if I could find your parallel in London or Rome. If you
don't care for society, what are the things that make
your idea of happiness?"
"Beautiful places, and the sea, books and music, and
Shakespeare's plays," she answered quite simply. "I
saw Henry Irving in 'Hamlet,' when I was twelve years
old. It was my birthday, and my kindest aunt took me
to her box at the Lyceum. I have never forgotten that
night."
"You admired the actor?"
"I admired Hamlet. I never remembered that he was
an actor," she answered, while her eyes brightened, and
her cheek flushed with enthusiasm. "But when someone
told me suddenly that Sir Henry Irving was dead, I
felt as if one great joy had gone out of the world. I saw
Browning once—at an afternoon party at my aunt's;
and she took me to him as he stood among a group of
young people, talking and laughing, and told him who
my father was; and he was too kind for words, and patted
my head, and stooped and asked me to kiss him. I knew
nothing about poetry then, not even about my father's,
but now when I read Browning, I always recall the noble
face and the silvery hair, and I am heart-broken when
I think that he is dead, and that I shall never see him
again."
She stopped, blushing at her own audacity, and surprised
at finding herself talking as she had never talked to
Grannie, but as she had often talked to Provana's daughter.
Lady Felicia received the unexpected visitor with
exceeding graciousness, and showed a friendly interest in
Signor Provana's doings. She hoped he was going to
spend some time at San Marco.
"I have a selfish interest in the question," she said, with
her urbane smile, "for at present Dr. Wilmot is the only
person in the place who has intelligence enough to make
conversation possible. This poor child and I come back
to the 'Anglais' to find the same obese widow, the
same pinched spinsters with wisps of faded hair scraped
over their poor heads, too conscientious to put their trust
in Lichtenstein. There is one poor creature who would
be almost pretty if she knew how to put on her clothes
and would treat herself to a wig."
Lady Felicia prattled gaily, not considering it her duty
to put on a mournful air and remind Provana of his bereavement.
It was half a year ago—and it was better
taste to ignore the melancholy past. Vera busied herself
at the tea-table, providing for all Grannie's wants before
she gave the guest his tea. He looked colossal as he stood
beside the small wicker tea-table, and the fragile figure of
the girl sitting there, in her dark blue serge frock, a frock
two years old, from a cheap tailor.
Lady Felicia had a convenient theory, that the intrinsic
value of clothes hardly mattered. It was the putting on
that was the consequence; and this philosophy, severely
instilled into Vera's growing mind, had certainly resulted
in an exquisite neatness that went some way to prove
the truth of the theory.
In answer to friendly inquiries, Signor Provana told
Lady Felicia that he was staying at the "Metropole,"
and might possibly take another week of quiet rest before
he went back to Rome, where he was to spend the winter.
"Rome and London are my two counting-houses,"
he said; "and I have to divide my life between the two
cities, with an occasional fortnight in New York, where
I have offices, and an American partner."
"How you must hate London after Rome," said Vera.
"You know Rome?"
"Only in books—Byron—and Corinne."
"Corinne sounds very old-fashioned," Grannie
apologised, "but Vera has been brought up by an old
woman, and has had to put up with an old woman's books.
Vera and I can just afford to live, but we can't afford to
buy things we don't want."
Vera blushed hotly at this remark. She thought
Grannie talked too much about her poverty. It seemed
quite as bad form as if Signor Provana had expatiated
upon his wealth.
Nothing could exceed Grannie's graciousness. Yes, of
course, Provana was to call the child Vera. "Miss
Davis" would be absurdly formal.
"Even if Davis were not such a horribly commonplace
name," added Grannie, at which Vera protested that she
had never been ashamed of her father's name.
"An utterly ridiculous name for a poet!" And then
Grannie went on to lament that Signor Provana should
think of going back to Rome in a week. "But in that
case I hope you will be charitable, and take tea with me
every afternoon."
She said "with me," not "with us"—ignoring the child.
Her hours were so long and so dull, she complained, and
she loved conversation; to hear about, and talk about,
everything that was going on in the world; the political
and the social, the scientific and the literary world. Art,
letters, everything interested her; and she had only such
driblets of news as Dr. Wilmot could bring her.
"The man is fairly intelligent, but oh, so narrow," she
complained.
"It will be an act of real benevolence if you will drop in
at tea-time," urged Grannie, when Provana was taking
leave.
He promised to be benevolent, to take tea with Grannie
every afternoon, if so dull a person's company could give
her any pleasure. He knew no one at San Marco, wanted
to know no one. He had come there only to be near his
daughter for a little while, just a short spell of thought and
rest.
"If I had been a good Catholic, I should have gone into
retreat at the nearest monastery," he said; "but my
religion is too vague and shadowy for such discipline;
so I just wander about among the woods and hills, and
think, and remember."
The profound melancholy with which those words were
spoken convinced Grannie that, although his sorrow was
half a year old, it was still an absorbing grief, and that
she must be prepared to take him seriously.
Vera felt a certain shyness about going to the spot where
so many of her afternoons had been spent. Signor Provana
might be there before her, and she would seem to intrude
upon his sorrow. He had told them why he had come
to San Marco. He must want to be alone with sad thoughts
and cherished memories.
She took last year's dull walk on the parade, and met
several of her hotel acquaintances, one of whom, no less
a personage than Lady Jones, stopped to talk.
"I hear you had a visitor yesterday afternoon," she
said; "the Italian millionaire. Miss Mason saw him
leave the hotel after dark. He must have stopped with
her ladyship quite a long time."
Lady Jones always talked of Grannie as her ladyship.
"I hope he has got over the loss of his daughter."
"In six months!" cried Vera. "How could you suppose
such a thing!"
"Men's grief never lasts very long, not even a widower's,"
said Lady Jones; "and I've always noticed that the
more a widower wants to throw himself into his wife's grave
at the funeral, the sooner he begins to think about marrying
again. And from the fuss Signor Provana made over his
daughter, I should have expected six months would have
been long enough to make him forget her."
"I don't think he is that kind of man," Vera said gravely,
trying to move away; but Lady Jones detained her.
"What's your hurry?" she asked. "You must find
it awfully dull walking alone every afternoon."
"I rather like being alone—if I can have a book,"
Vera answered, glancing at the little volume under her
arm, and thinking how far the charm of solitude surpassed
Lady Jones's conversation.
"Well, I'll walk a little way with you," said that lady,
with exasperating patronage. "I don't like to see a young
girl leading such a dull life. Why don't you never come
down to the drawing-room of an evening?"
"I don't want to leave Grannie."
"You'd find us quite gay after your solitary salong.
Two bridge tables, and besique, and sometimes even games,
How, when, and where, and Consequences."
"I hate cards, and I like books better than society,"
Vera answered frankly.
"Well, you are an oddity. But you seem to have a
high opinion of this Italian gentleman."
"No one could help liking Signor Provana after seeing
him with his daughter—and I was a good deal with
them."
"Yes, driving out with them on all the most expensive
excursions. They quite took you up, didn't they? And it
must have been very nice for you to go about in such a
luxurious way after being cooped up with Gran'ma."
"They were very kind."
"He's a fine-looking man," said Lady Jones thoughtfully.
"Not what anyone could call handsome; but a
fine figure, and carries himself well. I suppose he has
been in the Army. Most of these foreigners have to do
a bit of soldiering in their young days."
They were at the end of the parade, and Vera stopped,
and held out her hand to her insistent companion.
"Aren't you coming back?" asked Lady Jones.
"Not yet. I shall sit here and read for a little while."
"Don't you go and get a chill and make her ladyship
angry with you. She won't like Dr. Wilmot's coming every
day, or twice a day if he can find an excuse for it—as he
did when I had my influenzer. But, of course, he knew
I could afford to pay him. Well, O revore, dear," and the
portly form that had been blocking out the western glow
over the promontory of Bordighera slowly removed itself.
Vera was not destined to be alone that afternoon. She
had not read three pages when a tall figure came between
her and the light, and she rose hastily to acknowledge
Signor Provana's greeting.
"It is too near sunset for you to be sitting there," he
said. "Will you walk a little way with me—until five
o'clock?"
Vera shut her book, and they walked on slowly and in
silence to the gate of the cemetery, and still in silence till
they stood by the white tomb.
There were flowers lying upon the slab, choice flowers,
in their first freshness; and Vera thought that Provana
had laid them there that afternoon.
They stood beside the tomb for some minutes, till the
chapel clock struck the quarter before five, and no word
was spoken till they were going back to the gate. Then
Provana began to talk of his daughter, opening his heart
to the girl she had loved.
He talked of her childhood, of her education, the bright,
eager mind that made learning a delight, the keen interest
in all that was most worthy to be admired, the innate
appreciation of all that was best in literature and art,
her love of music, and of the beautiful in all things. He
was sure of Vera's sympathy, and that certainty made it
easy to talk of his girl, whose name had rarely passed his
lips in the long half-year of mourning.
"I have never talked of her since Miss Thompson left
me," he said; "there was no one who would understand
or care. There were friends who were kind and would have
pitied me; but I could not endure their pity. It was easier
to stand alone, and keep an iron wall between my heart
and the world. But you were her companion in those last
weeks; you are of her own age; you seem a part of herself,
as if you were really her sister, left behind to mourn her,
almost as I do."
After this confidence he made no more apologies for the
sad note in all his conversation, as he and Vera loitered
in the place of graves, or walked in the lemon orchards
and olive woods on the hill-side above the cemetery. It
became a settled thing for them to walk together every
afternoon in the half-hour before Lady Felicia's tea-time;
and as the week that Provana had talked of drew near its
close, their rambles took a wider range, always with
Grannie's approval, and they visited the white towns on the
hills where they had been with Giulia and her governess
in the golden spring-time. It was rapture to Vera to
tread the narrow mule-paths, winding through wood and
orchard, to walk with light, quick feet through scenes
where everything was beautiful and romantic; to visit
wayside shrines, and humble chapels hidden in the silver
grey of the century-old trees, or to talk to the country
women tramping homeward, carrying their baskets of the
ripe black fruit. Provana helped her in her talk with the
women, and contrived that they should understand her
shy little discourse, the broken words and stumbling
sentences.
Lady Felicia, usually so severe a stickler for etiquette,
was curiously lax at San Marco, and could see nothing
strange or unseemly in these unchaperoned rambles with
the Roman financier, who, as she observed to Dr. Wilmot,
was so obviously correct in all his ideas, to say nothing of
his being almost old enough to be Vera's grandfather.
"Say father," said the doctor, smiling. "But you are
perfectly right in your appreciation of Provana. He is a
man of the highest character, and you may very well
waive all conventionality where he is concerned."
Signor Provana did not leave San Marco at the end of
the week. He stayed from day to day; but he was always
going to-morrow.
As time went by he and Vera found a world of ideas and
experiences to talk about. In the confidence that grew
with every hill-side ramble, with every half-hour spent
among ruined convents or Roman remains, they became
licensed egotists, and talked of themselves and their own
feelings with unconscious self-absorption.
Led on from trifles to speak of vital things, Provana told
Vera the story of his unloved youth, motherless before his
sixth birthday, and soon under the subjection of a stepmother
who disliked him.
"I was an ugly boy," he said, "and her only child was
as beautiful as the Belvedere Apollo, a creature to be
worshipped, and I was made to feel the contrast. I had
inherited my English mother's plain features and plain
ways. I had none of the graces that make children
adorable. My father was not unkind, but he was indifferent,
and left me to servants, or later to my tutor, a
German, middle-aged, learned, and severely practical,
a man to whom affection and emotion were unknown
quantities. It was always kept before me that I was to
succeed to a great business, to the certainty of wealth, and
the paramount purpose of my education was to make me
a money-spinning machine.
"My brother's death in the flower of boyhood hardened
my father's heart against me; and the indifference to
which I had resigned myself became undisguised dislike.
I lived in a frozen atmosphere; and of sheer necessity had
to devote all my energies to the barren ambition of the
man whose task in life is to sustain and augment the fortune
that others have created. That is where the emptiness
of my career comes in, Vera. A fortune inherited from
those who have gone before him can give no dignity to a
man's life. He is no better than a clerk, succeeding to a
stool in a counting-house. For a man who has laboured
and invented, who has lived through long, slow years of
hardship and self-denial, who has endured the world's
contempt, and persevered in the teeth of disappointment,
over such a man's career success may shed a golden glory.
He is a conqueror who has fought and won, and may be
proud even of a triumph that brings him nothing but money.
But I could have no pride in a career that was mapped out
for me before I was born. All I can ever be proud of is that
personally caring nothing for riches, I have been a conscientious
worker, and have done what I was expected
to do."
He told Vera how his own unloved childhood had been
in his mind when his wife died, and he took his motherless
girl to his heart, and, while she sobbed against his breast,
swore dumbly that she should never know the need of a
mother's love; and that which had begun as a duty became
afterwards the dominating purpose of his life—the thing
for which he lived.
"There had been a time after her mother's death when
my heart was frozen, and that sweet child's presence was
something that called for fortitude rather than affection,
but that lovely nature soon prevailed even over grief, and
my daughter crept into my desolate heart, my consolation
and my joy."
In those quiet walks these two mortals, so far apart in
age, in experiences, and in mental tendencies, became
curiously intimate, telling each other almost everything
that could be told about two dissimilar existences, each
interested in vivid pictures of an unknown world, the
child's monotonous life with an old woman, her glimpses
of more joyous houses, the young cousin, the Arab pony and
family of dogs—the old English garden, steeped in the
August sunshine; and again of the dull upstairs-room in
London, and the solitary hours of silent play, in which
childish fancies had to serve instead of playfellows, the
doll that was almost alive, the toy train that travelled to
fairyland, the old, old stories in the ragged books,
"Cinderella" and the "Forty Thieves." Provana listened
to these naïve revelations as if they had been the childish
experiences of a Newton or a Shakespeare, while Vera hung
enthralled upon his memories of the liberation of Italy, the
tempestuous years of revolt and battle, Victor Emanuel,
Garibaldi, Cavour, the giant of thought and will-power,
whose bold policy had made a great kingdom.
Afternoon tea in Lady Felicia's salon had become an institution
in that week which spun itself out to fifteen days,
and tea-time generally lasted for an hour and a half, since
Grannie wanted to hear everything that Signor Provana
had heard or read of the world of action since yesterday.
As a dweller in London for nearly half his life, he was as
keenly interested and as instructed in English politics,
literature, science, and art as any Englishman Grannie
had ever known; and she seemed to feel an inexhaustible
interest in his conversation. She was intelligent, and
often said good things; so this appreciation must needs
be flattering, and Provana was naturally gratified. Flowers
and Tauchnitz novels were almost daily tributes to
Grannie; but no tribute was offered to Vera, no tribute
except the tender watchfulness of dark grey eyes, eyes
that followed the fragile figure as she moved about the
room, or went in and out through the window in the
desultory half-hour when her duties at the tea-table were
finished. She left him to devote himself to Grannie in
this half-hour, and showed how much milder was her
interest in the talk of the political world, and people of
importance in London, than in Provana's personal reminiscences.
It was his life that had interested her, not the
lives of other people.
They had come to the evening before his last day at San
Marco. He must be on his way to Rome the day after
to-morrow—that was inevitable.
"I should like to take Vera a little farther afield to-morrow,
Lady Felicia," Provana said, as he took up his
hat to go. "She has never seen the Chocolate Mills,
though the way to them is one of the most picturesque
within range. One must ride or walk. There is no
carriage road; but if you will let Vera come with me
to-morrow afternoon, I will bring the surest-footed donkey
in San Marco, and his owner for our guide. I shall go
on foot. The walk will be nothing for me; but it would be
too tiring for your granddaughter."
Lady Felicia hesitated, but only enough to make her
consent seem the more gracious.
"The poor child has been pining to see the Chocolate
Mills; but for me it was impossible," she concluded.
"We must start soon after your luncheon; and if you
can give me time for a little conversation before we go, I
shall be greatly obliged," Signor Provana said, with a
curious gravity.
Vera wondered what he could have to say to Grannie
that needed to be arranged for beforehand. She felt a
thrill of horror at the idea that Lady Felicia's frequent
reference to her small means might have given him a
wrong impression, and that he was going to offer to lend
her money.
"You must allow that I have not let les convenances
stand in the way of your enjoyment of Signor Provana's
society," Lady Felicia said, with her kindest smile, when
the visitor had gone. "There are very few men—even
of his age—whom I could permit you to walk about with,
even in such a half-civilised place as San Marco; but
Provana is an exceptional man, a person whom scandal
could never touch."
"And I think you like being with him," Grannie said,
after a long pause, in which she had reclined in her most
reposeful attitude, smiling at the after-glow above Bordighera.
It was not that fine promontory only, but all life and
the world that Lady Felicia saw before her bathed in
golden light.
Certainly Grannie had been curiously indulgent, curiously
heedless of conventionalities, and curiously forgetful of the
ways of the world in which she had lived from youth
upward, when she thought that because San Marco was
a quiet little place that had never basked in the sunlight of
fashion, there would be no ill-natured talk about her
granddaughter's tête-à-tête rambles with the Roman
millionaire.
To say that people had talked—the season visitors at
the "Anglais," the spinsters and widows, the invalid
parsons and their wives, who were mostly languishing for
something to talk about—to say that these had talked about
Vera and her millionaire would not have described the
situation. They had talked of nothing else; and the talk
had grown more and more animated and exciting with every
day that witnessed another audacious sauntering to the
cemetery, or ascent of a mule-path through the wood.
Spinsters, whose thin legs had seldom carried them beyond
the parade, adipose widows, whose scantness of breath
made the gentlest ascent labour and trouble, took a sudden
interest in the little white chapels and shrines among the
olives, and happened to meet Provana and Vera returning
from the hill, which made something to whisper about
with one's next neighbour at dinner, and was at least an
agreeable change from the daily grumbling about the bill
of fare.
"Veal again! and as stringy as ever.—Yes, I came face
to face with them. He stalked past me in his gloomy way;
and she did not even blush, but just said, good afternoon,
as bold as brass."
"How Lady Felicia can be so utterly regardless of
etiquette!"
"Oh, it's just like the rest of the smart set. They
think they can defy the universe; and it's a surprise to
them when they find themselves in the divorce court!"
"I don't believe Lady Felicia was ever in the smart set.
You have to be rich for that. I put her down as poor and
proud, and those sort are generally ultra-particular."
"I believe she's playing a deep game," said the spinster,
and then the two friends looked down the long, narrow
table to the corner where Vera sat, silent and thoughtful,
pale in her black evening frock.
"Do you think her so remarkably pretty?" asked the
spinster, following on a discussion in the drawing-room
after luncheon, when the parsons had expressed their
admiration of Vera's delicate beauty.
"Far from it," answered the plethoric widow. "You
may call her ethereal," which one of the parsons had
done; "I call her half-starved. She has no complexion
and no figure, and looks as if she had never had enough to
eat."
It mattered little to Lady Felicia next day—after a
quarter of an hour's grave conversation with Signor Provana,
or to Vera, putting on her hat in the sunny little
front room, and hearing the donkey's bells jingling in the
garden below; it mattered really nothing to either grandmother
or granddaughter what the world, as represented
by the table d'hôte of the "Anglais," might think of
them. Lady Felicia lay back among her pillows, smiling
at the sea and the far-off hills as she had never smiled before;
for, indeed, that lovely coast had taken a new colour under
a new light—not the light that never was on sea or land,
but the more mundane light of prosperity, a smiling future
in which there should be no more the year in year out
effort to keep up appearances upon inadequate means.
And yet that smiling future depended upon a girl's
whim, and at a word from Vera that cloud-built castle
might vanish into thin air.
"She could never be such an idiot as to refuse him,"
mused Grannie, disposed to be sanguine; "and, what is
better, I believe she is really in love with him. After all,
he is her first admirer, and that goes for a good deal. I
was in love with an archbishop of seventy when I was
fifteen; and I remember him now as quite the most delightful
man I ever met."
Provana was walking about the garden, while the surest-footed
donkey in San Marco shook his bells and pawed up
the loose gravel with the forefoot of impatience, lazily
watched by his owner, a sun-baked lad of nineteen.
There were several pairs of eyes on the watch at various
windows when Vera came tripping out in her neat blue
riding-skirt and sailor hat. It was her kit for the riding-school
near Bryanston Square, where Grannie had given
her a season's lessons, lest she should grow up without the
young lady's indispensable accomplishment of sitting
straight on a horse, and going over a fence without swinging
out of her saddle.
She had brought a handful of sugar for the donkey, and
he had to be fed and patted and talked about before Signor
Provana was allowed to take the slender foot in his broad
hand while she sprang lightly to the saddle; and then the
little company moved away, Vera on her great grey donkey,
bells jingling, red and blue tassels flying, Provana walking
beside her, and the sunburnt youth at the donkey's head,
ready to hold the bridle when they came to the narrow
hill-tracks.
"Do they take that lad with them to play propriety?"
asked the sourest of all the spinsters, with a malevolent
giggle—a question which nobody answered—while the two
parsons agreed that little Miss Davis looked prettier than
ever in her riding clothes.
Provana walked for a long time in absolute silence,
while Vera prattled with the donkey-driver, exchanging
scraps of Italian and insisting upon the donkey's biography.
"How did he call himself?" " Sancho." "Was he
called after Don Quixote's Sancho?" "Perdona, Signorina—Non
so." "How old was he? Was he always
good? Was he always kindly treated?" His driver
assured her that the beast lived in a land of milk and
honey, and seldom felt the sting of a whip, to emphasise
which assurance his driver gave a sounding whack on
Sancho's broad back. The only comfort was that the back
was broad and the animal seemed well fed.
"I would not have let you ride a starveling," Provana
said; "but these people to whom God has given the
loveliest land on earth have waited for the sons of the
North to teach them common humanity."
After this he walked on in silence till they were far away
from the "Anglais," slowly climbing a stony ascent that
called upon all Sancho's sure-footedness and the guide's
care.
Suddenly, in the silence of the wood, where the light
fell like golden rain between the silver-grey leaves, Provana
laid his hand on Vera's, and said in a low voice:
"I feel as if you and I were going to the end of the world
together; but in half an hour we shall be at the mill, and
after that there will be the short down-hill journey home,
and Grannie's tea-table, and the glory of my last day will
be over."
Vera looked at him wonderingly in a shy silence. The
words seemed to mean more than anything he had ever
said before. His tone had an underlying seriousness that
was melancholy, and almost intense.
They did not give much time to the mill and the processes
of chocolate-making. The picturesque gorge, the
waterfall leaping from crag to crag, the blue plane of sunlit
sea, and the pale grey glimmer on the purple horizon that
was said to be Corsica—these were the things they had
come to look at, and they looked in silence, as if spell-bound.
"Let us sit here and talk of ourselves, while Tomaso
gives Sancho a rest and a mouthful of oats," Provana said;
and he and Vera seated themselves on a stony bank above
the waterfall, while Tomaso and Sancho retired to a
distance of twenty yards, where a bend in the path hid
donkey and driver.
It was not usual for Provana to be silent when they two
were alone together. There always seemed too much that
he wanted to say in the short space of time; but now the
minutes went by, seeming long to Vera in the unusual
silence, which she broke at last by asking him, "Were you
ever in Corsica?"
"Often; but we won't talk of that, Vera," taking her
hand suddenly. "I have a question to ask you, and the
longer I think about it, the more difficult it will seem—a
question that means my future existence. I can't wait for
eloquent speech. I have no words to-day. Vera, will you
be my wife?"
She looked at him as if she thought he was joking.
"Yes, it has come to that. My happiness depends upon
a girl of eighteen, who thinks that such an offer must be a
jest—something to laugh at when she tells Grannie how
foolish Signor Provana was this afternoon. For me it is
life or death. In all those days that we were together last
year never a thought of love came into my mind. I
watched the two faces side by side, and wondered which
was the lovelier, but my mind was too full of sorrow for any
other feeling than gratitude to the girl who helped to make
those last days happy for my dearest. She was my
dearest, the only creature I had cared for since her mother's
death. There was no room in my heart for anything but
the father's despairing affection for the child he was soon
to lose. It was when I met you by my darling's grave
that your face came back to me with a strange flash of joy,
unexpected, incomprehensible. I had thought of you
seldom in the half year that had parted us; yet in that
moment it seemed to me that I had been longing for you
all the time. And the next day, and the next, with every
hour that we were together, with every time I looked into
your sweet face, the more I realised that the happiness of
all my days to come depended upon you. My love did
not expand like a flower creeping slowly through dull
earth into beauty and light. It rose like a flame, instantaneous,
unquenchable.
"Will you make me happy, Vera? Will you trust your
life to me? Answer, love, can you trust me?"
Her murmured "Yes" was the nearest thing to silence;
but he heard it, and she was folded in his arms, and felt
with a sudden thrill what it was to be loved with all the
strength of a man's passionate heart.