If Eleanor had taken Kate’s advice and indulged in a little calm
reflection, she would have realized how absolutely reasonless was her anger
against Betty Wales. Betty had been told of the official objections which made
it necessary for Eleanor to be withdrawn from the debate. Her action, then, had
been wholly proper and perfectly friendly. But Eleanor was in no mood for
reflection. A wild burst of passion held her firmly in its grasp. She hated
everybody and everything in Harding–the faculty who had made such a
commotion about two little low grades–for Eleanor had come surprisingly
near to clearing her record at mid-years,–Jean, who had stupidly brought
all this extra annoyance upon her; the class, who were glad to get rid of her,
Betty, who–yes, Jean had been right about one thing–Betty, who had
taken advantage of a friend’s misfortune to curry favor for herself. They
were all leagued against 209 her. But–here the Watson pride suddenly
asserted itself–they should never know that she cared, never guess that
they had hurt her.
She deliberately selected the most becoming of her new evening gowns, and in
an incredibly short time swept down to dinner, radiantly beautiful in the creamy
lace dress, and–outwardly at least–in her sunniest, most charming
mood. She insisted that the table should admire her dress, and the pearl pendant
which her aunt had just sent her.
“I’m wearing it, you see, to celebrate my return to the freedom
of private life,” she rattled on glibly. “I understand you’ve
found a genius to take my place. I’m delighted that we have one in the
class. It’s so convenient. Who of you are going to the Burton House dance
to-night?”
So she led the talk from point to point and from hand to hand. She bantered
Mary, deferred to Helen and the Riches, appealed in comradely fashion to
Katherine and Rachel. Betty alone she utterly, though quite unostentatiously,
ignored; and Betty, too much hurt to make any effort, stood aside and tried to
solve 210 the riddle
of Eleanor’s latest caprice. On the way up-stairs Eleanor spoke to her for
the first time. She went up just ahead of her and at the top of the flight she
turned and waited.
“I understand that you quite ran the class to-day,” she said with
a flashing smile. “The girls tell me that you’re a born orator, as
good in your way as the genius in hers.”
Betty rallied herself for one last effort. “Don’t make fun of me,
Eleanor. Please let me come in and tell you about it. You don’t
understand―”
“Possibly not,” said Eleanor coldly. “But I’m going
out now.”
“Just for a moment!”
“But I have to start at once. I’m late already.”
“Oh, very well,” said Betty, and turned away to join Mary and
Roberta.
Eleanor’s mind always worked with lightning rapidity, and while she
dressed she had gone over the whole situation and decided exactly how she would
meet it; and in the weeks that followed she kept rigidly to the course she had
marked out for herself, changing only one detail. At first she had 211 intended to have nothing
more to do with Jean, but she saw that a sudden breaking off of their friendship
would be remarked upon and wondered at. So she compromised by treating Jean
exactly as usual, but seeing her as little as possible. This made it necessary
to refuse many of her invitations to college affairs, for wherever she went Jean
was likely to go. So she spent much of her leisure time away from Harding; she
went to Winsted a great deal, and often ran down to Boston or New York for
Sunday, declaring that the trips meant nothing to a Westerner used to the
“magnificent distances” of the plains. Naturally she grew more and
more out of touch with the college life, more and more scornful of the girls who
could be content with the narrow, humdrum routine at Harding. But she concealed
her scorn perfectly. And she no longer neglected her work; she attended her
classes regularly and managed with a modicum of preparation to recite far better
than the average student. Furthermore her work was now scrupulously honest, and
she was sensitively alert to the slightest imputation of untruthfulness. She
212 offered no
specious explanations for her withdrawal from the debate, and when Mary Brooks
innocently inquired “what little yarn” she told the registrar, that
she could get away so often, Eleanor fixed her with an unpleasantly penetrative
stare and answered with all her old-time hauteur that she did not tell
“yarns.”
“I have a note from my father. So long as I do my work and go to all my
classes, they really can’t object to my spending my Sundays as he
wishes.”
Betty observed all these changes without being in the least able to reconcile
them with Eleanor’s new attitude toward herself. Unlike the friendship
with Jean, Eleanor’s intercourse with her had been inconspicuous, confined
mostly to the Chapin house itself. Even the girls there, because Eleanor had
stood so aloof from them, had seen little of it, so Eleanor was free to break it
off without thinking of public opinion, and she did so ruthlessly. From the day
of the class meeting she spoke to Betty only when she must, or, if no one was
by, when some taunting remark occurred to her.
213At first Betty
tried her best to think how she could have offended, but she could not discuss
the subject with any one else and endless consideration and rejection of
hypotheses was fruitless, so after Eleanor had twice refused her an interview
that would have settled the matter, she sensibly gave it up. Eleanor would
perhaps “come round” in time. Meanwhile it was best to let her
alone.
But Betty felt that she was having more than her share of trouble; Helen was
quite as trying in her way as Eleanor in hers. She had entirely lost her
cheerful air and seemed to have grown utterly discouraged with life.
“And no wonder, for she studies every minute,” Betty told Rachel
and Katherine. “I think she feels hurt because the girls don’t get
to like her better, but how can they when she doesn’t give them any
chance?”
“She’s awfully touchy lately,” added Katherine.
“Poor little thing!” said Rachel.
Then the three plunged into an animated discussion of basket-ball, and Rachel
and Katherine, who were on a sort of provisional team that included most of the
best freshman 214
players and arrogated to itself the name of “The Stars,” showed
Betty in strictest confidence the new cross-play that “T. Reed” had
invented. “T. Reed” seemed to be the basket-ball genius of the
freshman class. She was the only girl who was perfectly sure to be on the
regular team.
It is one of the fine things about college that no matter who of your friends
are temporarily lost to you, there is always somebody else to fall back upon,
and some new interest to take the place of one that flags. Betty had noticed
this and been amused by it early in her course. Sometimes, as she said to Miss
Ferris in one of her many long talks with that lady, things change so fast that
you really begin to wonder if you can be the same person you were last week.
Besides the inter-class basket-ball game, there was the Hilton House play to
talk about and look forward to, and the rally; and, nearer still, St.
Valentine’s day. It was a long time, to be sure, since Betty had been much
excited over the last named festival; in her experience only children exchanged
valentines. But at Harding it seemed to be 215 different. While the day was still several weeks
off she had received three invitations to valentine parties. She consulted Mary
Brooks and found that this was not at all unusual.
“All the campus houses give them,” Mary explained, “and the
big ones outside, just as they do for Hallowe’en. They have valentine boxes, you
know, and sometimes fancy dress balls.”
And there the matter would have dropped if Mary had not spent all her monthly
allowance three full weeks before she was supposed to have any more. Poverty was
Mary’s chronic state. Not that Dr. Brooks’s checks were small, but
his daughter’s spending capacity was infinite.
“You wait till you’re a prominent sophomore,” she said when
Katherine laughed at her, “and all your friends are making societies, and
you just have to provide violets and suppers, in hopes that they’ll do as
much for you later on. The whole trouble is that father wants me to be on an
allowance, instead of writing home for money when I’m out. And no matter
how much I say I need, it never lasts out the month.”
216“Why
don’t you tutor?” suggested Rachel, who got along easily on a third
of what Mary spent. “I hope to next year.”
“Tutor!” repeated Mary with a reminiscent chuckle. “I tried
to tutor my cousin this fall in algebra, and the poor thing flunked much worse
than before. But anyway the faculty wouldn’t give me regular tutoring. I
look too well-to-do. Ah! how deceitful are appearances!” sighed Mary,
opening her pocketbook, where five copper pennies rattled about forlornly.
But the very next day she dashed into Betty’s room proclaiming loudly,
“I have an idea, and I want you to help me, Betty Wales. You can draw and
I’ll cut them out and drum up customers, and I guess I can write the
verses. We ought to make our ad. to-night.”
“Our what?” inquired Betty in an absolutely mystified tone.
Then Mary explained that she proposed to sell valentines. “Lots of the
girls who can’t draw buy theirs, not down-town, you know–we
don’t give that kind here,–but cunning little hand-made ones with
pen-and-ink drawings 217 and original verses. Haven’t you noticed the
signs on the ‘For Sale’ bulletin?”
Betty had not even seen that bulletin board since she and Helen had hunted
second-hand screens early in the fall, but the plan sounded very attractive; it
would fill up her spare hours, and keep her from worrying over Eleanor, and
getting cross at Helen, so she was very willing to help if Mary honestly thought
she could draw well enough.
“Goodness, yes!” said Mary, rushing off to borrow Roberta’s
water-color paper and Katherine’s rhyming dictionary.
So the partnership was formed, a huge red heart covered with hastily
decorated samples was stuck up on the “For Sale” bulletin in the
gymnasium basement, and, as Betty’s cupids were really very charming and
her Christy heads quite as good as the average copy, names began to appear in
profusion on the order-sheet.
Mary had written two sample verses with comparative ease, and in the first
flush of confidence she had boldly printed on the sign: “Rhymed grinds for
special persons 218
furnished at reasonable rates.” But later, when everybody seemed to want
that kind, even the valuable aid of the rhyming dictionary did not disprove the
adage that poets are born, not made.
“I can’t–I just can’t do them,” wailed Mary
finally. “Jokes simply will not go into rhyme. What shall we
do?”
“Get Roberta–she writes beautifully–and Katherine–she
told me that she’d like to help,” suggested Betty, without looking
up from the chubby cupid she was fashioning.
So Katherine and Roberta were duly approached and Katherine was added to the
firm. Roberta at first said she couldn’t, but finally, after exacting
strict pledges of secrecy, she produced half a dozen dainty little lyrics,
bidding Mary use them if she wished–they were nothing. But no amount of
persuasion would induce her to do any more.
However, Katherine’s genius was nothing if not profuse, and she
preferred to do “grinds,” so Mary could devote herself to
sentimental effusions,–which, so she declared, did not have to have any
special point and so were within her powers,–and to the business 219 end of the project.
This, in her view, consisted in perching on a centrally located window-seat in
the main building, in the intervals between classes, and soliciting orders from
all passers-by, to the consequent crowding of the narrow halls and the great
annoyance of the serious-minded, who wished to reach their recitations promptly.
But from her point of view she was strikingly successful.
“I tell you, I never appreciated how easy it is to make money if you
only set about it in the right way,” she announced proudly one day at
luncheon. “By the way, Betty, would you run down after gym to get our old
order sheet and put up a new one? I have a special topic in psychology
to-morrow, and if Professor Hinsdale really thinks I’m clever I
don’t want to undeceive him too suddenly.”
Betty promised, but after gym Rachel asked her to stay and play basket-ball
with “The Stars” in the place of an absent member. Naturally she
forgot everything else and it was nearly six o’clock when, sauntering home
from an impromptu tea-drinking at the Belden House, she remembered the order
220 sheet. It was very
dusky in the basement. Betty, plunging down the steps that led directly into the
small room where the bulletin board was, almost knocked down a girl who was
curled up on the bottom step of the flight.
“Goodness! did I hurt you?” she said, a trifle exasperated that
any one should want to sit alone in the damp darkness of the basement.
There was no answer, and Betty, whose eyes were growing accustomed to the dim
light, observed with consternation that her companion was doing her best to stop
crying.
As has already been remarked, Betty hated tears as a kitten hates rain.
Personally she never cried without first locking her door, and she could imagine
nothing so humiliating as to be caught, unmistakably weeping, by a stranger. So
she turned aside swiftly, peered about in the shadows for the big red heart,
changed the order sheet, and was wondering whether she would better hurry out
past the girl or wait for her to recover her composure and depart, when the girl
took the situation out of her hands by rising and saying 221 in cheery tones, “Good-evening,
Miss Wales. Are you going my way?”
“I–why it’s Emily–I mean Miss–Davis,”
cried Betty.
“Yes, it’s Emily Davis, in the blues, the more shame to her, when
she ought to be at home getting supper this minute. Wait just a second,
please.” Miss Davis went over to the signs, jerked down one, and picking
up her books from the bottom step announced without the faintest trace of
embarrassment, “Now I’m ready.”
“But are you sure you want me?” inquired Betty timidly.
“Bless you, yes,” said Miss Davis. “I’ve wanted to
know you for ever so long. I’m sorry you caught me being a goose,
though.”
“And I’m sorry you felt like crying,” said Betty shyly.
“Why, Miss Davis, I should want to laugh all the time if I’d done
what you did the other day. I should be so proud.”
Miss Davis smiled happily down at her small companion. “I was
proud,” she said simply. “I only hope I can do as well week after
next. But Miss Wales, that was the jam 222 of college life. There’s the bread and butter
too, you know, and sometimes that’s a lot harder to earn than the
jam.”
“Do you mean―” began Betty and stopped, not wanting to risk
hurting Miss Davis’s feelings.
“Yes, I mean that I’m working my way through. I have a
scholarship, but there’s still my board and clothes and books.”
“And you do it all?”
Miss Davis nodded. “My cousin sends me some clothes.”
“How do you do it, please?”
“Tutor, sort papers and make typewritten copies of things for the
faculty, put on dress braids (that’s how I met the B’s), mend
stockings, and wait on table off and on when some one’s maid leaves
suddenly. We thought it would be cheaper and pleasanter to board ourselves and
earn our money in different ways than to take our board in exchange for regular
table-waiting; but I don’t know. The other way is surer.”
“You mean you don’t find work enough?”
Miss Davis nodded. “It takes a good deal,” she said
apologetically, “and there isn’t 223 much tutoring that freshmen can do. After this year
it will be easier.”
“Dear me,” gasped Betty. “Don’t you get any–any
help from home?”
“Well, they haven’t been able to send any yet, but they hope to
later,” said Miss Davis brightly.
“And does it pay when you have to work so hard for it?”
“Oh, yes,” answered Miss Davis promptly. “All three of us
are sure that it pays.”
“Three of you live together?”
“Yes. Of course there are ever so many others in the college, and
I’m sure all of them would say the same thing.”
“And–I hope I’m not being rude–but do girls–do
you advertise things down on that bulletin board? I don’t know much about
it. I never was there but once till I went to-day on–on an errand for a
friend,” Betty concluded awkwardly. Perhaps she had been an interloper.
Perhaps that bulletin board had not been meant for girls like her.
Miss Davis evidently assumed that she had been to leave an order. “You
ought to buy more,” she said laughingly. “But you want 224 to know what I was there
for, don’t you? Why yes, we do make a good deal off that bulletin board.
One of the girls paints a little and she advertises picture frames–Yale
and Harvard and Pennsylvania ones, you know. I sell blue-prints. A senior lends
me her films. She has a lot of the faculty and the campus, and they go pretty
well. We use the money we make from those things for little extras–ribbons
and note-books and desserts for Sunday. We hoped to make quite a bit on
valentines―”
“Valentines?” repeated Betty sharply.
“Yes, but a good many others thought of it too, and we didn’t get
any orders–not one. Ours weren’t so extra pretty and it was foolish
of me to be so disappointed, but we’d worked hard getting ready and we did
want a little more money so much.”
They had reached Betty’s door by this time, and Miss Davis hurried on,
saying it was her turn to get supper and begging Betty to come and see them.
“For we’re very cozy, I assure you. You mustn’t think we have
a horrid time just because–you know why.”
Betty went straight to Mary’s room, which, 225 since she had no roommate to object to
disorder, had been the chief seat of the valentine industry.
“You’re a nice one,” cried Katherine, “staying off
like this when to-day is the eleventh.”
“Many orders?” inquired Mary.
Betty sat down on Mary’s couch, ruthlessly sweeping aside a mass of
half finished valentines to make room. “Girls, this has got to
stop,” she announced abruptly.
Mary dropped her scissors and Katherine shut the rhyming dictionary with a
bang.
“What is the trouble?” they asked in chorus.
Then Betty told her story, suppressing only Emily’s name and mentioning
all the details that had made up the point and pathos of it. “And just
think!” she said at last. “She’s a girl you’d both be
proud to know, and she works like that. And we stepped in and took away a chance
of–of ribbons and note-books and dessert for Sunday.”
“May be not; perhaps hers were so homely they wouldn’t have sold
anyway,” suggested Katherine with an attempt at jocoseness.
“Don’t, please,” said Betty wearily.
226Mary came and
sat down beside her on the couch. “Well, what’s to be done about it
now?” she asked soberly.
“I don’t know. We can’t give them orders because she took
her sign down. I thought perhaps–how much have we made?”
“Fifteen dollars easily. All right; we’ll send it to
them.”
“Of course,” chimed in Katherine. “I was only joking. Shall
we finish these up?”
“Yes indeed,” said Mary, “they’re all ordered, and
the more money the better, n’est ce pas, Betty? But aren’t we to know the
person’s name?”
Betty hesitated. “Why–no–that is if you don’t mind
very much. You see she sort of told me about herself because she had to, so I
feel as if I oughtn’t to repeat it. Do you mind?”
“Not one bit,” said Katherine quickly. “And we
needn’t say anything at all about it, except–don’t you think
the girls here in the house will have to know that we’re going to give
away the money?”
“Yes,” put in Mary, “and we’ll make them all give us
extra orders.”
227“We will
save out a dollar for you to live on till March,” said Betty.
“Oh no, I shall borrow of you,” retorted Mary, and then they all
laughed and felt better.
On St. Valentine’s morning Betty posted a registered valentine. The
verse read:–
“There are three of us and three of you,
Though
only one knows one,
So pray accept this little gift
And go and have some fun.”
But if the rhyme went haltingly and was not quite true either, as Betty
pointed out, since Adelaide and Alice had contributed to the fund, and the whole
house had bought absurd quantities of valentines because it was such a
“worthy object” (“just as if I wasn’t a worthy
object!” sighed Mary), there was nothing the matter with the “little
gift,” which consisted of three crisp ten dollar bills.
“Oh, if they should feel hurt!” thought Betty anxiously, and
dodged Emily Davis so successfully that until the day of the rally they did not
meet.
That week was a tremendously exciting 228 one. To begin with, on the twentieth the members of
both the freshman basket-ball teams were announced. Rachel was a
“home” on the regular team, and Katherine a guard on the
“sub,” so the Chapin house fairly bubbled over with pride and
pleasure in its double honors. Then on the morning of the twenty-second came the
rally with its tumultuous display of class and college loyalty, its songs
written especially for the occasion, its shrieks of triumph or derision (which
no intrusive reporter should make bold to interpret or describe as “class
yells,” since such masculine modes of expression are unknown at Harding),
and its mock-heroic debate on the vital issue, “Did or did not George
Washington cut down that cherry-tree?”
Every speaker was clever and amusing, but Emily Davis easily scored the hit
of the morning. For whereas most freshmen are frightened and appear to
disadvantage on such an occasion, she was perfectly calm and self-possessed, and
made her points with exactly the same irresistible gaucherie and daring infusion
of local color that had distinguished her performance at the class meeting.
229 Besides, she was a
“dark horse”; she did not belong to the leading set in her class,
nor to any other set, for that matter, and this fact, together with the novel
method of her election made her interesting to her essentially democratic
audience. So when the judges–five popular members of the
faculty–announced their decision in favor of the negative, otherwise the
junior-freshman side of the debate, 19–’s enthusiasm knew no bounds,
and led by the delighted B’s they carried their speaker twice round the
gym on their shoulders–which is an honor likely to be remembered by its
recipient for more reasons than one.
As the clans were scattering, it suddenly occurred to Betty that, if Emily
did not guess anything, it would please her to be congratulated on the
excellence of her debate; and if, as was more likely, she had guessed, there was
little to be gained by postponing the dreaded interview. She chose a moment when
Emily was standing by herself in one corner of the gymnasium. Emily did not wait
for her to begin her speech of congratulation.
“Oh, Miss Wales,” she cried, “I’ve been to see you
six times, and you are never there. 230 It was lovely of you–lovely–but ought
we to take it?”
“Yes, indeed. It belongs to you; honestly it does. Don’t ask me
how, for it’s too long a story. Just take my word for it.”
“Well, but―” began Emily doubtfully.
At that moment some one called, “Hurrah for 19–!” Betty
caught up the cry and seizing Emily’s hand rushed her down the hall,
toward a group of freshmen.
“Make a line and march,” cried somebody else, and presently a
long line of 19– girls was winding in noisy lock-step down the hall,
threading in and out between groups of upper-class girls and cheering and
gaining recruits as it went.
“Hurrah for 19–!” cried Betty hoarsely.
“Take it for 19–,” she whispered to Emily, as the line
stopped with a jerk that knocked their heads together.
“If you are sure― Thank you for 19–,” Emily whispered
back.
“Here’s to 19–, drink her down!
Here’s to
19–, drink her down!”
As the chorus rose and swelled Betty felt, 231 as she never had before, what it meant to be a
college girl at Harding.
As Betty was leaving the gymnasium she met Eleanor face to face in the
hallway.
“Wasn’t it fun?” said Betty, shyly. Perhaps, now that the
debate was over, Eleanor would be ready to make friends again.
“Patronizing the genius, do you mean?” asked Eleanor slowly.
“I hope she didn’t buy that hideous salmon-pink waist with your
money.”
“Oh, Eleanor, how did you ever find out?” cried Betty, deeply
distressed. Only a few of the Chapin house girls knew anything about the
disposition of the valentine money, and not even the rest of the firm had been
told who had received it. So Betty had thought the secret perfectly safe.
“No one told me about your private affairs,” returned Eleanor
significantly. “I guessed and I congratulate you. The genius will be a
useful ally. She will get all the freaks’ votes for you,
when―”
“Eleanor Watson, come on if you’re coming,” called a voice
from the foot of the stairs, 232 and Eleanor marched blithely off, without finishing
her sentence.
Betty stared after her with unseeing eyes. So that was it! She was to blame
because Jean had told her of Eleanor’s predicament–told her against
her wish. And now she was supposed to be trying to get votes.
“Votes for what, I wonder? How perfectly absurd!” said Betty to
the brick wall she was facing. But the appropriate smile would not come, for the
absurdity had cost her a friend whom she had loved dearly in spite of her
faults.