Brief survey of the ideas associated with stupor:
Having thus described the formal manifestations of
the various stupor reactions, it will now be interesting
to see what ideas seem to be associated with
these reactions. It is, of course, impossible to obtain
during a considerable part of the stupor any statement
of the patients' thoughts. We therefore have
to depend on their utterances during periods when
the inactivity temporarily ceases, or on the retrospective
account which the patient gives after the
stupor has completely disappeared; and as we shall
see, we also may obtain considerable information by
studying the ideas which occur in the period preceding
the stupor. These last may be autogenous
delusions or thoughts about actual events which precipitated
the psychosis.
It is not likely that many observers have a very
clear conception about what sort of ideas to expect.
We have, as a rule, not been in the habit of paying
much attention to the content of delusions, hallucinations,
and the like. So far as we could judge,
therefore, the ideas expressed might be expected to
be fairly multiform, and it was distinctly interesting
to us when we found a marked tendency for the
trends of ideas to remain within a certain small
compass.[6] It was possible, to state this at once, to
show that in by far the majority of cases the same
set of ideas returned, and that these ideas had
among themselves a definite inner relationship, being
concerned with thoughts of "death." In isolated
instances other ideas were found as well, and
they will have to be discussed later. For the present
we shall take up more habitual content.
In addition to the eleven cases already described,
it may be well to cite four others which present
material now of interest to us.
Case 12.—Charlotte W. Age: 30. Admitted to the Psychiatric
Institute October 21, 1905.
F. H. The father was alcoholic and quick-tempered; he died
when the patient was a child. The mother was alcoholic and
was insane at 40 (a state of excitement from which she recovered).
A brother had an attack of insanity in 1915. A maternal
uncle died insane.
P. H. The patient was described as jolly, having many friends.
She got on well in school and was efficient at her work.
She was married at 23 and got on well with her husband.
The latter stated, however, that she masturbated during the first
year of her married life. The first child was born without
trouble.
First Attack at 25: Two or three days after giving birth to
a second child, her mother burst into the room intoxicated. The
patient immediately became much frightened, nervous, and developed
a depressive condition with crying, slowness and inability
to do things. During this state she spoke of being bad and told
her husband that a man had tried to have intercourse with her
before marriage. This attack lasted six months and ended with
recovery.
When 29, a year before her admission, she had an abortion
performed, and four months later another. Her husband was
against this, but she persisted in her intention. Seven months
before admission she went to the priest, confessed and was reproved.
It is not clear how she took this reproof, but at any
rate no symptoms appeared until three weeks later, after burglars
had broken into a nearby church. Then she became unduly
frightened, would not stay at home, said she was afraid the burglars
would come again and kill "some one in the house." The
patient herself stated later, during a faultfinding period, that
at that time she was afraid somebody would take her honor away,
and that she thought burglars had taken her "wedding dress."
"Then," she added, "I thought I would run away and lead a bad
life, but I did not want to bring disgrace to the family."
The general condition which she presented at this time is described
as one of apprehensiveness when at home. For this
reason she was for five weeks (it is not clear exactly at what
period) sent to her sister, where she was better. About a month
before the patient was admitted, the husband moved, whereupon
she got depressed, complained of inability to apply herself to
work, became slow and inactive, and blamed herself for having
had the abortion performed. She began to speak of suicide and
was committed because she bought carbolic acid. She later said
that while in the Observation Pavilion she imagined her children
were cut up.
Under Observation the condition was as follows:
1. For the first three days the patient, though for the most
part not showing any marked mood reaction, was inclined at
times to cry, and at such times complained essentially that this
was a terrible place for a person who was not insane.
2. On the fourth day the condition changed, and it will be
advisable to describe her state in the form of abstracts of each
day.
On October 24 the patient began to be preoccupied and to
answer slowly. A few days later she became distinctly dull,
walked about in an indifferent way or lay in bed immobile.
Twice on October 27 she said in a low tone and with slight distress,
"Give me one more chance, let me go to him." But she
would not answer questions. At times she lapsed into complete
immobility, lying on her back and staring at the ceiling. When
the husband came in the afternoon, she clung to him and said:
"Say good-by forever, O my God, save me." Again, very slowly
with long pauses and with moaning, she said: "You are going
to put me in a big hole where I will stay for the rest of my life."
On October 28 she was found with depressed expression and
spoke in a rather low tone, but not with decided slowness as had
been the case on the day before. She pleaded about having her
soul saved; "Don't kill me"; "Make me true to my husband";
once, "I have confessed to the wrong man the shame of my life."
Later she said she did not tell the truth about her life before
marriage. Again she wanted to be saved from the electric chair.
At times she showed a tendency to stare into space and to leave
questions unanswered.
3. From now on a more definite stupor occurred, which is also
best described in summaries of the individual notes.
Oct. 29. Lies in bed with fixed gaze, pointing upward with
her finger and is very resistive towards any interference. She
has to be catheterized.
Oct. 30. Can be spoon-fed but is still catheterized. During
the morning she knelt by the bed and would not answer. At the
visit she was found in a rather natural position, smiling as the
physician approached, saying "I don't know how long I have been
here." Then she looked out of the window fixedly. At first
she did not answer, but, when the physician asked whether she
knew his name, she laughed and said, "I know your name—I know
my name." Then she would not answer any more questions but
remained immobile, with fixed gaze. When her going home was
mentioned, however, she flushed and tears ran down her cheek,
though no change in the fixedness of her attitude or in her facial
expression was seen.
Nov. 1. Lies flat on her back with her hands elevated. She
is markedly resistive.
Nov. 2. Free from muscular tension and more responsive.
When asked whether she felt like talking, she said in a whining
tone, "No, go away—I have to go through enough." Then she
spoke of not knowing how long the nights and days were, of not
having known which way she was going. When asked who the
physician was she whimpered and said, "You came to tell me
what was right." She called him "Christ" and another physician
"Jim" (husband's name), though, later in the interview, she
gave their correct names. When asked about the name of another
physician, she said: "He looks like my cousin, he was
here, they all came the first night. I did not take notice who
it was till I went through these spirits, then I knew it was right."—She
paused and added: "My God—mother it was; she is here
on Earth, somewhere in a convent—Sister C. (who actually is in
a convent) she was here, too, I could hear her." She said they
all came to try to save her. When asked whether she had been
asleep, she said: "No, I wasn't asleep, I was mesmerized, but I
am awake now—sometimes I thought I was dead." (When?)
"The time I was going to Heaven." Again: "I went to Heaven
in spirit, I came back again—the wedding ring kept me on Earth—I
will have to be crucified now." (Tell me about it.) "Jim
will have to pick my eyes out—I think it is him. Oh, it is my
little girl." (Who told you?) "The spirits told me." Again:
"Little birds my children—I can't see them any more—I must
stay here till I die." (Why?) "The spirits told me—till I
pick every one of my eyes out and my brains too." When asked
what day it was, she said, "It must be Good Friday." (Why?)
"Because God told me I must die on the cross as he did." When
asked why she had not spoken the day before, she said that
"Jesus Christ in Heaven" had told her she should not tell anything,
"till all of you had gone, then I could go home with him,
because that is the way we came in and it was Jim too all the
time." Finally she said crossly, "Go away now, you are all
trying to keep me from Jim" (crying).
Nov. 3. Knelt by bed during the night. This morning lies
in bed staring, resistive, again she is markedly cataleptic. She
has to be spoon-fed, and is totally unresponsive. In the afternoon
she was found staring and resistive. Presently she said
with tears: "I am waiting to be put on the cross."
Nov. 4. Still has to be catheterized. She sits up, staring,
with expressionless face, but when asked how she felt she responded
and said feebly: "I don't know how I feel or how I
look or how long I have been here or anything." (What is
wrong?) "Oh, I only want to go to a convent the rest of my
days." (Why?) "Oh, I have only said wrong things, I thought
I would be better dead, I could not do anything right." Later
she again began to stare.
Nov. 5. During the night she is said to have been restless and
wanted to go to church. To-day she is found staring, but not
resistive. When questioned she sometimes does not answer. She
said to the physician, "I should have gone up to Heaven to you
and not brought me down here." She called the physician
"Uncle James." Again she said, "I want to go up to see Jim."
Sometimes she looks indifferent, again somewhat bewildered.
Nov. 6. She eats better, catheterizing is no longer necessary.
She is found lying in bed, rigid, staring, resistive, does not answer
at first, later appears somewhat distressed, says "I want to
go and see Jim." (Where?) "In Heaven." She gave the name
of the place and of the physician, also the date.
Nov. 8. In the forenoon, after she had presented a rather
immobile expression and had answered a few orientation questions
correctly, she suddenly beckoned into space, then shook
her fist in a threatening manner. When later asked about this,
she said: "Jim was down there and I wanted to get him in."
(And?) "You was up here first." (And?) "I thought we
was going down down, up up—the boat— —you came in here
for—to lock Jim out so we wouldn't let him in." Later she said,
when asked whether anything worried her, "Yes, you are taking
Jim's place."
Nov. 9. During the night she is reported to have varied between
stiffness with mutism and a more relaxed state. Once, the
nurse found her with tears, saying "I want to go down the hall
to my sister—to the river," and a short time later with fright:
"Is that my mother?" Again she said: "Oh dear, I wish this
boat would stop—stop it—where are we going?" In the forenoon
she was quiet and unresponsive. In the afternoon she said
in a somewhat perplexed way, "We were in a ship and we were
'most drowned." (When was that?) "Day before yesterday
it must have been"—Again she said in the same manner: "It was
like water. I was going down. I could hear a lot of things."
She claimed this happened "to-day." "I saw all the people in
here, it was all full of water," "I have been lying here a long
time—do you remember the time I was under the ground and it
seemed full of water and every one got drowned and a sharp
thing struck me?" "I was out in a ship and I went down there
in a coffin." When asked whether she had been frightened at
such times, she said: "No, I didn't seem to be, I just lay there."
She also said: "the water rushed in," and when asked why she
put up her arms, she said, "I did it to save the ship."
Nov. 10. She is still fairly free. She said that when she was
on the ship things looked changed, "the picture over there looked
like a saint, the beds looked queer." (How do things look now?)
"All right." (The picture too?) "The same as when I was
going down into a dark hole." When asked later in the day
where she was, she said, "In the Pope's house, Uncle Edward is
it?" but after a short time she added, "It is Ward's Island,
isn't it?"
Nov. 11. Inactive, inaccessible, but for the most part not
rigid.
Nov. 14. Varies between mutism with resistance and more
relaxed inactivity. To-day lies in a position repeatedly assumed
by her, namely, on her stomach with head raised, resistive towards
any interference, immobile face, totally inaccessible.
Nov. 15. Freer. She said: "One day I was in a coffin, that's
the day I went to Heaven." She also said she used to see "the
crucifix hanging there" (on the ceiling)—"not now but when I
was going to Heaven." (When was that?) "Over in that bed"
(her former bed). Later she added, "The place changed so ...
things used to be coming up and down (dreamily)—that was the
day I was coming up on the ship or going down." She is quite
oriented.
Nov. 17. Usually stands about with immobile face, preoccupied,
but she eats voluntarily.
Nov. 24. When the husband and sister came a few days ago
she said she was glad to see them, embraced them, cried and is
said to have spoken quite freely. To-day she speaks more freely
than usually. When asked why she had answered so little, she
said she could not bring herself to say anything, though she
added spontaneously, "I knew what was said to me." When
shown a picture of her cataleptic attitude with hands raised, she
said dreamily, "I guess that must have been the day I went to
Heaven, everything seemed strange, things seemed to be going up
and down." (Did you know where you were?) "I guess that
was the day I thought I was on the ship." When the sister
spoke to her, she seemed depressed and said, "If only I had not
done those things I might be saved, if I had only gone to church
more."
Dec. 3. Seems depressed. She weeps some, says she is sad,
"There seems to be something over my heart, so I can't see my
little girls." Again: "I should have told you about it first—I
should not have bought it"—(refers to buying carbolic acid).
She wrote a natural letter but very slowly.
4. There followed then a state lasting for six months, during
which the patient was rather inactive, preoccupied, even a little
tense at times. Sometimes she did not answer, again at the same
interview spoke quite promptly. For the most part the affect
was reduced, at other times she appeared a little uneasy, bewildered,
or again depressed. She said that sometimes a mist
seemed to be over her. Now and then spoke of things looking
queer and she asked, when the room was cleaned, "Why do they
move things about?" and she added irrelevantly: "I thought the
robbers broke into my house and stole my wedding dress and my
children's dresses" (refers to the condition during the onset of
her psychosis). In the beginning of this state, when asked
about the stupor, she spoke again of the "ship" and about going
"down, down," but also said that on one occasion she heard beautiful
music, was waiting for the last trumpet and was afraid to
move. Moreover, she had some ideas referring to the actual
situation which were akin to those in the more marked stupor
period. Although she admitted she was better, she said on December
8 that she still had queer ideas at times, "I sometimes think
the doctor is Uncle Jim" (long dead). She also spoke of other
patients looking like dead relatives, and added, "Are all the
spirits that are dead over here?" "We never die here, the spirits
are here." But after that date no such ideas recurred, in fact
this whole period seems to have been remarkably barren of delusions.
Exceptionally isolated ones were noted. Thus, on January
28 it is mentioned that she stated she sometimes felt so lonely,
and as though people were against her; and on February 13 she
said she felt as though the chair knew what she was talking about.
It is also mentioned in January that she wept at times, but this
seems not to have been a leading feature at all. In March, when
asked why she was not more active and cheerful, her lips began
to quiver and she said, "Oh, I thought my children would be cut
up in Bellevue." "I don't know why I feel that way about them."
She sometimes cried when her friends left her.
5. Then followed a week of a rather faultfinding, self-assertive
state, during which she demanded to be allowed to go home, saying
indignantly that she was not a wicked woman, had done nothing
to be kept a prisoner here; she wanted justice because another
patient had called her crazy. But in this period also she said
that after the robbery (at home) she felt afraid that her honor
would be taken away. When told that her husband had been
with her, she said "Yes, but I was afraid they would get into a
fight." (You mean you were afraid the other man would kill
him?) "No, he is not dead." She further talked of a disagreement
she had at that time with her husband, and that she felt
then like running away and leading a bad life, but thought of
the children. With tears she added: "I would not do anything
that is wrong. I have my children to live for." Quite remarkable
was the fact that she then told of various erotic experiences
in her life, though with a distinctly moral attitude and minimizing
them.
6. On June 16 another state was initiated with peculiar ideas,
the setting of which is not known, as she told them only to the
nurses. She said that she was not Mrs. W. but the Queen of
England, again that she was an actress, or again the wife of a
wealthy Mr. B., and that she was going to have a baby. But at
night she is said to have been agitated and afraid she was to be
executed. She asked to be allowed to go to bed again, then
stopped talking, and remained in this mute condition for about
a week. She often left her bed and went back again, remained
much with a perplexed expression. On one occasion she put
tinsel in her hair saying it was a golden crown.
7. At the end of that time she became freer and more natural,
and remained so for three weeks. She occupied herself somewhat.
When asked what had happened in the condition preceding,
said she thought she was a queen or was to be a queen.
8. Towards the end of this period she had again three more
absorbed days, but when examined on the third of these days got
rather talkative and somewhat drifting in her talk on superficial
topics.
9. Two days later she began to sing at night, kissed everybody,
said it was the anniversary of her meeting her husband,
again cried a little, and on the following morning began to sing
love songs, with a rather ecstatic mood, and at times stood in an
attitude of adoration with her hands raised. This passed over
to a more elated state, during which she smiled a good deal, often
quite coquettishly; she sang love songs softly; on one occasion
put a mosquito netting over her head like a bridal veil; or she
held her fingers in the shape of a ring over a flower pinned to
her breast. But even during this state she said little, only once
spoke of waiting for her wedding ring, and again, when asked
why she had been singing, said "I was singing to the man I love."
(Why are you so happy?) "Because I am with you" (coquettishly).
This, however, represented the end of the psychosis. She improved
rapidly. At first she smiled rather readily, but soon began
to occupy herself and made a perfect recovery.
She gave a rather shallow retrospective account about the last
phase: at first she said it was natural for people to feel happy
at times, and that she did not talk more because the inclination
was not there. The only point she added later was that she
held her fingers in the shape of a ring because she was thinking
of her wedding ring.
She was discharged on October 11.
The patient was seen again in September, 1915. She then stated
that she had been perfectly well until 1912, when she had a
breakdown after childbirth. (A childbirth in 1910 had led to
no disorder.) The attack lasted six months. She slept poorly,
lost weight, and felt weak, depressed, "my strength seemed all
gone." In July, 1915, following again a childbirth, she was for
about six weeks "despondent, weak and tired out."
At the interview she made a very natural, frank impression,
and displayed excellent insight.
Case 13.—Johanna S. Age: 47. Admitted to the Psychiatric
Institute January 23, 1904.
F. H. It was claimed that there was no insanity in the
family.
P. H. The patient was said to have been bright and rather
quick-tempered. She came to the United States from Ireland at
the age of 20, worked as a servant, was well liked, and retained
her position well.
She was married at 24. After a second confinement, at the age
of 26, the patient had her first attack of manic excitement, from
which she recovered in four months. She had, subsequently, at
the ages of 28, 30, 32, 35, 43, and 45, other attacks of the same
nature, each one lasting about four months. No precipitating
cause was known for any of them. Only one of the attacks, the
fifth, (none were well observed) seems to have shown features
different from an elated excitement with irritability. At the end
of this attack she was said to have been "dull" for a month.
Her husband died four years before the present admission, evidently
soon after her sixth attack.
The present attack:
About two months before admission the patient began, without
appreciable cause, to be sleepless, complained of headaches and
appeared downhearted and sad. She sat about.
After a week she would not get out of bed and remained in
bed until she was sent to the Observation Pavilion, getting up
only to go to the closet. She said very little and would not eat
much. About a month before admission she began to say that
she did not want to live, begged her daughter to throw her out
of the window. About two weeks before admission she began
to insist that she heard the voice of her brother (living in Ireland)
calling her. She got out of bed to look for him.
At the Observation Pavilion she was described as slow, looking
about in an apprehensive manner, bewildered, dazed, saying "I
am dead—there is poison in it (not clear in what)—I am dead,
you are dead."
Under Observation: 1. On admission the patient had a coated
tongue, foul breath, constipation, lively knee-jerks and a pulse
of 110. She appeared dull, inactive, lay in bed with her eyes
closed. She would open them when urged but appeared drowsy
and her face was strikingly immobile. At times she moaned a
little. She could be made to respond in various ways such as
shaking her head, or making some motions as though to indicate
that she could not give any explanations. All movements were
slow. She also responded to a few questions by "I don't know."
Two days after admission the condition was not essentially
different except that she was a little uneasy when urged to speak,
corrugated her forehead, said "Everything is dark," again "I am
very sick," or she turned away her head.
On the fourth day, i.e., January 26, the picture altered, inasmuch
as she was much more responsive. She was found sitting up
in bed and, at times, a little uneasy. She was slow in her movements
and answers, speaking in a whisper and sometimes a little
fretfully. The answers, though slow, were, however, by no means
given in the shortest possible manner, but with variations, e.g.,
from "I don't know," to "I could not tell you," or "I can't tell
that either." She said herself that everything had "been so dark—it
is light now, but it gets so dark sometimes." She denied
knowing where she was, even in what city, also denied knowing
the month, adding to the latter answer "the nurse can tell you."
She could not tell where she had been before coming to the hospital,
or how she came. Finally, she also claimed not to know
her age, her birthday or the date of her marriage; but she gave
the current year correctly, the place where she went to school,
the names of some of her teachers, and the year of her arrival
in the United States. She also stated in answer to questions that
she came to the hospital "to get well." She repeatedly said "I
am so sick," or "I am so stupid," or "My mind is mixed up,
twisted," or "My mind is not so good," or "I am so tired."
What could be obtained of a content was as follows: When she
spoke of being "twisted," she said, "I got all kinds of medicine."
(How does it affect you?) "Through my head and it made me hot
inside." Again, when asked whether anybody had done anything
to her, she said "No, I have done wrong myself, by speaking
bad of my neighbors." She claimed to hear voices "all over,"
but could not tell what they said. When, in the evening of that
day, the nurse asked her why she did not talk more, she said,
"God damn it, I am all twisted, my brain is mixed up, my system
is all upset, the doctor made me stupid with questions, and
the medicine I have taken made me all stupid and I am inhaling
gas now." Then she again settled into a dull state and was found
by the physician with immobile expression, slow motions and
mute.
2. For about ten days, i.e., from January 27 to February 8,
her condition was of a more pronounced character. For the
most part she lay in bed with often quite immobile face and with
eyes closed, or she looked about in a bewildered manner. She
was very inactive, presented a marked resistance in her arms and
jaw when passive motions were attempted, or, again, exhibited
decided catalepsy. She had to be tube-fed. Once on the 27th of
January, when the nurse tried to feed her, she pushed her away
and said, "I am dead—I am not home." Sometimes she turned
her hands about with slow tremulous movements, looking at them
in a bewildered manner.
She usually was mute, except on the few occasions to be mentioned
later, as well as on February 3, when she was generally
a little more responsive. At that time she could be made to open
her eyes, and then replied to a few questions slowly and in a
low tone; others were left unanswered. (To the questions where
she was and how long she had been here, she replied with "I
don't know," but to questions about who the physician and the
nurse were, by saying "You are a doctor," and "she is a nurse.")
In the general setting just described there occurred at various
times changes in behavior which were as follows: On the evening
of the 27th of January she got out of bed and walked about
with slow restlessness, saying: "They say I am going to be cut
up." On February 1, she was seen for a time making peculiar
slow swimming motions with her hands. Again on the 3d of
February she got out of bed, walked about slowly, with peculiar
steps, as though avoiding stepping on something. Next day (the
4th) she sat up in bed—again made at times her peculiar slow
swimming motions. She presented at the same time a peculiar
dazed bewildered uneasiness and, when questioned what was the
matter, said: "I am—I am—at the bottom of the deep—deep
water—oh—oh—the deep—deep—dark water." And when further
urged she added with the same manner, "I can't swim—I
don't know—but the place"—She did not finish but later again
muttered "the deep—deep—dark water." (Do you really think
you are in the water?) "I don't know—my head is so bad."
For the following five days this behavior was repeated from
time to time, when she would sit up and with bewildered uneasiness
make slow swimming motions and mutter when questioned,
"I am in the deep, dark water."
Some other emotional responses in reaction to external events
must still be mentioned. They were rare. On February 1 the
patient's daughter came while she was lying motionless in bed.
She slowly extended her hands, tried to speak, and then her eyes
filled with tears. Again, at the end of the interview of February
3, after she had made a few replies, she settled down to her
usual inactivity and, when further urged to answer, her eyes
filled with tears.
3. From about February 9 to February 24 the condition again
presented a different aspect, inasmuch as while there was still
a marked reduction of activity, she showed this to a decidedly
lesser degree. Moreover, there was no bewilderment at any time.
No resistance, but cataleptic tendencies were still seen occasionally.
There was at no time the peculiar dazed uneasiness and
slow restlessness associated with the idea of being in the deep,
dark water.
She now dressed herself very slowly, ate slowly but of her own
accord, and spoke, though her voice was consistently slow, in a
low tone and her words were few.
At the beginning of this period on February 9, when asked
how she was, she said "I—I am sick." To the questions as to
where she was, how long she had been here and how she had been
taken sick, she replied by saying "I don't know." But she knew
she was in a hospital, had been here before "many times." (Correct.)
She was then again asked for the name of the hospital,
but replied "I don't know." So the physician pointed out of
the window and asked her what it was that she could see there
(the East River). She replied, "It is the dark water. Sometimes
I go there and don't come back again—and—something
throws me up and I come back." (What has been the matter
with you?) "I have been sick all this time." Again, "I can't
tell—I am not a good woman—I am very sick." (Why do you
say you are not a good woman?) "Oh, I did not do things
right."
At a later interview, during the same period, she knew the
doctor's name, knew she had seen him at Ward's Island, knew
she was in a hospital, but somehow could not connect the present
place with Ward's Island. She said she didn't know, when asked
where she was, and when questioned about the season, said, after
a pause "Summer" (February 15).
We have seen above that she once spoke of not having been a
good woman. She repeated this on February 10, said "I have
done lots of harm, I have been a bad woman all my life." Again:
"I had bad thoughts." (What kind?) "I have forgotten all
about them." It should be added that at this interview she also
said, "My mind is better now."
On February 25 there was a sudden change. She laughed
when a funny remark was made on the ward. Later, when the
physician came to her, she still lay in bed inactive and had to be
urged considerably at first, but presently began to laugh good-naturedly
and quite freely commented on the funny remark she
had heard earlier in the morning, and on peculiarities of some
patients. She spoke quite freely and without constraint. But it
was striking how little account of the condition she had gone
through could be obtained from her. She either turned the
questions off by flippant remarks, or said she did not know. The
only information obtained was that she had been sick since
Christmas, felt like a dummy, that she had lost track of time,
and did not know how she had felt during that period. When
asked why she had not spoken, she said, "I couldn't, I had a
jumping toothache," or she said, "Ask the nurse, she put it down
in the book." Or again she said, "Did you ever get drunk?
That is the way I felt. I felt like dead."
She soon developed a lobar pneumonia and died.
The following typical case of partial stupor is
quoted as an example of delusions appearing only
during the onset.
Case 14.—Maggie H. Age: 26. Admitted to the Psychiatric
Institute February 8, 1905.
F. H. The father died when 33. The mother was living.
Psychopathic tendencies were denied.
P. H. The husband and brother stated that the patient was
natural, capable, rather jolly. She married about a year before
admission and shortly became pregnant. During the pregnancy
she was rather nervous and had various forebodings, among
which were that the child might be born deformed, or that she
would die in childbirth.
The baby was born three weeks before admission. The patient
seemed much worried immediately after the childbirth, fretted
about not having enough milk, was quite concerned about her
husband and did not want him to leave her side. The brother
stated that about this time the patient heard that the husband
was out of work. She worried about this and told her sister so.
She also began to say that her head was getting queer. On the
fifth day after childbirth, a change came over the patient. She
cried and said she was going to die. She also spoke of poison
in the food and accused the husband of unfaithfulness. The
next day she became silent, "did not seem to want to have anything
to do with anybody," lay in bed, had a tendency to pull
the covers over her head and scarcely ever spoke. But during
this period she continued to look after the baby faithfully.
Sometimes she clung to her husband, saying she was afraid he
was going to die.
After recovery the patient said that while she was at home she
thought she saw bodies lying about.
At the Observation Pavilion she was quiet and apathetic, indifferent
to environment and could not be induced to speak.
She soiled, refused food, and was resistive when anything was
done to her.
Under Observation: 1. On admission the patient was fairly
well nourished but looked rather anemic and weak. The temperature
was normal, the pulse a little irregular but of normal frequency,
the tongue coated. She lay inactive but looked about,
and the facial expression sometimes changed as she did this. Any
interference met with intense resistance. There was no catalepsy.
In contradistinction to this inactivity and resistance, natural,
free motions were observed at times, as, for example, when she
arranged her pillows. She did not speak and could not be made
to answer.
For the rest of the first week she made no attempt to speak,
except once when she seemed to attempt to return a "good morning,"
or on another occasion, when the nurse tried to feed her, she
said, in quite a natural tone, "I can feed myself." The resistance
to interference remained in a variable degree, and was
at times quite strong. It was largely passive, though not infrequently
associated with a scowl, or she moved away when approached.
She sometimes looked dull and stared, again she
looked determined, "disdainful," or scowled; or she looked about
watching others, sometimes only out of the corners of her eyes.
She had to be spoon-fed at times, again she ate naturally when
the food was brought. Repeatedly, when taken out of bed,
though she resisted at first, she dressed with natural free motions.
She always retracted promptly from pin pricks.
Towards the end of the week she even complied at times with
a request to do some work, but on the same day she would remain
passive, with a look of disdain, or resist intensely when interfered
with, e.g., when an attempt was made to make her sit
down. She never soiled and never showed any catalepsy.
2. Then the condition changed, inasmuch as the marked resistance
ceased entirely, and the mutism gave way first to slow and
low answers, and later to much freer speech, though the inactivity
improved only gradually. Thus at the examination on
February 19, though she was quite inactive, she answered some
questions, albeit in whispers and briefly. This was the case
when questioned about the year, month and date, which she gave
correctly, but she merely shook her head when asked how long
she had been here, why she was here, what was the matter with
her. Once she smiled appropriately. Later she became freer in
speech, with a more natural tone, although her answers continued
to be short. Not infrequently, when asked to calculate or to
write, she would not coöperate, saying "This has nothing to do
with my getting well," or (later) "What has that got to do with
my going home?" or she would simply say she did not want to.
Improvement in her listlessness and inactivity was more gradual.
The prevailing affective state was indefinite. She denied repeatedly
that she was depressed, though later she admitted once
being downhearted, yet it seems that even then her mood was not
so much one of sadness as of a slight resentment. On one occasion,
however, she showed some tears when asked about the baby.
She repeatedly expressed the wish to go home, but not in a pleading,
rather in a resentful, way, saying she would never be better
here, that the questions which were asked had nothing to do with
her going home, that she would be all right if she went home.
She never admitted that she had ever been sick enough to be
taken to a hospital, though she quite appreciated that there had
been something the matter with her head at home and in the hospital.
She stated, in answer to questions, that she had a peculiar
feeling in the head which she could not explain, that she could
not remember so well as formerly. Once she said, "I hear so
much around here that my head gets so full."
When towards the end she was questioned about her condition,
i.e., the reason for her resistance, her mutism, and her refusal
of food, she said that then she "wanted to be left alone"; that
she did not eat "because she did not want food," and she also
spoke of not having had any interest.
She was discharged on April 29, i.e., about ten weeks after
admission before she had become entirely free.
The last case is interesting in that a depressive
onset to a deep stupor was observed in the Institute.
It was characterized by constant repetitions of a request
to be killed.
Case 15.—Meta S. Age: 16. Admitted to the Psychiatric
Institute June 26, 1902.
F. H. The father was dead, and the mother living abroad.
Not much could be learned about them and the immediate family.
P. H. An aunt who gave the anamnesis had known the patient
only since she came to the United States, a year before admission.
After her arrival the patient at once went to work as a
servant. It was claimed that her employer liked her, but that she
was rather slow about the work. The only trouble known was
that she sometimes complained of indigestion. She went to see
her aunt about once every two weeks.
Three weeks before admission, when the patient visited her
aunt, she seemed quieter than usual. Further, she spoke about
sending money home on the Kaiser Wilhelm der Grosse, which
was thought peculiar because she had no money, and on a walk
through a cemetery said "I would like to be here too." At the
time this did not impress the aunt as very peculiar. The patient
continued to work until nine days before admission. The employer
then sent for the aunt and said the patient had been very
quiet for about two weeks, and that she now had become more
abnormal. She suddenly had begun to cry, said the police had
come, claimed, without foundation, that she had "stolen," and
kept repeating "I have done it, I will not do it again." The
aunt took her home with her. There she was quite dejected,
cried, spoke of killing herself (wanted to jump out of the window,
wanted to get a knife). On the whole, she said very little, but
when the aunt pressed her to say why she was so worried, she
said she had allowed men to kiss her and had taken money from
them. It is claimed that she never menstruated.
After recovery the patient herself described the onset as follows:
Ever since she came to this country she had been homesick,
and felt especially lonesome for some months before admission.
She knew, however, of no precipitating cause, in spite of what
she had said to the aunt and what she said at first under observation.
She consistently denied that anything had happened with
young men. A short time before she left her place (she left
it nine days before admission) she could not work, began to accuse
herself of being a bad girl and of having stolen. Then
she was taken to the aunt's house. There she wanted to die.
Under Observation: 1. On admission the patient appeared depressed,
sat with downcast expression, looking up rarely. She
spoke in a low tone and slowly. But, in spite of delay, she answered
all questions, knew where she was and gave an account of
the place where she had worked. When questioned about trouble
with men, she claimed that a man who lived in the same house
where she worked had tried to make her "lie on the bed," but that
she refused; that later a man had assaulted her and had after
that repeatedly come to her room when she was alone. Yet when
asked whether she worried about this, she denied it.
2. For eight days her condition was sometimes one of marked
reduction of activity, with preoccupation. She sat in a dejected
attitude, and had to be urged to do anything. Sometimes she
was very slow in greeting and slow in answering, and said very
little. But whenever spoken to she was apt to cry and this might
lead to such distress that the reduction of activity was no longer
to be seen. Thus on June 28, when greeted, she began to cry
and say, "Oh, what have I done!—Oh, just cut my head off—Oh,
please what have I done—I have given my hand." (Tell me the
whole story.) Imploringly and with hands clasped: "No, I can't
do it—just cut my head off, please, please." (Why can you
not tell me?) "Oh, what have I done!" The imploring to cut
her head off was then several times repeated, and she could not
be made to answer orientation questions. On June 29 she became
agitated spontaneously and cried loudly, saying, "Oh, let me
go home and die with my father." She was then put to bed, and
when seen she could not be made to answer orientation questions.
But when asked whether she had seen the physician before, she
said, "I saw you yesterday." She could not be made, however,
to say how long she had been here, "I think a"—not finishing
the sentence. Although she would not answer further, she presently
began to say "Oh, cut my head off—oh, where is my papa
and mamma?" When told that her people were in Germany
and that she could go back to them, she said "I haven't any
money to pay it." Then she wanted to know if she was to pay
for her board and bed and said she could not do it.
Again, on July 1, although she had been quite preoccupied,
inactive and silent, she began to say when greeted, "Oh, please
cut my head off." But she then answered some questions, said
she had not worked enough. On questioning, she explained it
was not that the work had been too much, but that she had been
nervous, had tried to work as much as the servant next door,
but could do only half as much, "Oh, I ought to have worked."
Repeatedly on other occasions she begged, with distress, to
have her head cut off or to be killed. Frequently there were
statements of self-blame: she ought to have worked more, was
lazy or "I am not worthy"; or she said she had lied and stolen;
or again, "I have not paid for these beds and I cannot," or "I
am a bad girl."
3. For a month she presented a more marked reduction of activity.
She sat about with a dejected look, often gazed in a preoccupied
manner, or she stood or walked around slowly. Sometimes
she had to be spoon-fed. At other times she ate slowly.
Toward the latter part of this period, a distinct tendency to
catalepsy appeared. During this period, too, as a rule (though
not always), she would cry when spoken to. A few times she
would make some ineffectual motions when questioned, but she
scarcely ever spoke.
4. Then followed a period again lasting about one month in
which the picture was at times one of still greater inactivity. She
would retain uncomfortable positions, allow flies to crawl over
her face. She presented resistance in the jaws, did not react
to pin pricks. She sometimes sat with eyes closed or, with an
immobile face, the eyes stared with little blinking. The catalepsy
was more decided. She often would not swallow solid food but
swallowed fluid. Again she held her saliva, sometimes drooled.
Once she held her urine and had to be catheterized. When
spoken to she once smiled at a joke, sometimes there was no
response, but as a rule there were tears or flushing of the face.
On the physical side, there were marked dermatographia and,
for a time, towards the end of the period, profuse sweating.
Throughout the stupor proper her temperature was between 99°
and 100° as a rule.
5. The period which followed and which lasted about two
months was characterized, like the one just described, by marked
stupor symptoms, associated, however, with more resistance,
while the crying practically disappeared. On the other hand, a
number of plainly angry reactions were seen and, towards the
end, smiling and laughing. She lay in bed, on her back, staring,
allowing the flies to crawl over her face; retained uncomfortable
positions without correcting them, and her arms often showed a
decided tendency to catalepsy. Sometimes she soiled. She constantly
held saliva in her mouth, though she did not often drool.
She was totally mute, did not respond in any way except in the
manner to be presently indicated. She had to be tube-fed a
good part of the time, was quite resistive when an attempt was
made to open her mouth. When attended to by the nurse, she
was apt to make herself stiff. But as a rule, she was not resistive
to passive motions when tested. On a few occasions she had, as
was stated, marked angry outbursts. Thus on one occasion when
her temperature was taken she angrily pushed the nurse away
and then struggled vigorously. On another occasion, when the
bed-pan was put under her, she threw it away angrily and struck
the nurse; once she did the same with the feeding tube. She
struck a patient, on another occasion, when the latter came to
her bed. On two occasions she suddenly threw herself headlong
on the floor. Towards the end of the period, when the blood-pressure
was taken, she smiled and then laughed out loud. She
could be made to smile again later.
6. The last period, before the more definite improvement, lasted
about a month. She was inactive and slow, ate slowly (feeding
no longer necessary), and was mute. But she did not stare, was no
longer resistive, no longer held saliva. She appeared indifferent,
but could be made to smile quite readily when spoken to.
On one occasion she laughed out loud when a comical toy was
shown her, again was amused at a party. In the beginning of
the period she was once seen to cry a little when sitting by herself,
and at the same time wept a little when spoken to, but this
was now isolated. Towards the end of the period she spoke a
little, asked for paper and pencil and wrote: "Dear Mother.—I
only take up the pencil in order to write you a few lines. We
are all cheerful and in good health and hope that you are the
same and we congratulate you on your birthday 19th of December
that I have not written to you for a long time were in the same
..." (Translated.) This was written very slowly.
On the day after this letter she was distinctly freer, talked a
little to the nurse and then improved rapidly. A week after
this, January 16, she is described as quite free in her talk and
activity, but when asked about the psychosis she merely shrugged
her shoulders. However, mere extensive retrospective accounts
were taken later.
The retrospective accounts were obtained on January 24 and
March 13. As these two accounts do not seem to be fundamentally
different for the period of the psychosis, they may here
for the sake of brevity be combined.
She remembered clearly going to the Observation Pavilion,
and feeling frightened, as she did not know where she was going
and what they were going to do with her. She knew when she
was in the Observation Pavilion and had a good recollection of
the place, also of the transfer to the hospital, the ward she came
to, who spoke to her, etc. She did not know what the place was
until the doctor told her a day or two after admission. Unfortunately
definite incidents were inquired into only for the first
part (July). But she remembered those clearly. She also
claimed to remember all visits which were made to her by her
friends, but it was not specifically determined whether there was
a period of less clear recollection or not. However, she remembered
the tube-feeding, which occurred only during the more
marked stupor. Her desire to be killed, to have her head cut
off, she recalled but claimed not to know why she wanted to be
killed. However, she remembered worrying about being bad,
about the fact that she could not "pay for the beds," etc.
Her mutism and refusal of food she was unable to account
for. She could not talk, her "tongue would not move." As regards
ideas during the more stuporous period, she claimed that
(when quite inactive) she heard voices but did not recall what
they said. But she remembered having dreams at that time "of
fire," "of her dead father and of home."
In a survey of thirty-six consecutive cases of
definite stupor, literal death ideas were found in all
but one case. They seem to be commonest during the
period immediately preceding the stupor, as all but
five of these cases spoke of death while the psychosis
was incubating. From this we may deduce that the
stupor reaction is consequent on ideas of death, or,
to put it more guardedly, that death ideas and
stupor are consecutive phenomena in the same fundamental
process. Two-thirds of these patients
interrupted the stupor symptoms to speak of death
or attempt suicide, which would lead us to suppose
that this intimate relationship still continued. One-quarter
gave a retrospective account of delusions of
being dead, being in Heaven, and so on. From this
we may suspect that in many cases there may be a
thought content, although the patient's mind may
seem to be a complete blank. It is important to note
that when a retrospective account is gained, the
delusions are practically always of death or something
akin to it, such as being in prison, feeling
paralyzed, stiff, and so on.
In the one case of the thirty-six who presented no
literal death ideas, the psychosis was characterized
essentially by apathy and mild confusion, a larval
stupor reaction. It began with a fear of fire, smelling
smoke and a conviction that her house would
burn down. It is surely not straining interpretation
to suggest that this phobia was analogous to a death
fear. When one considers the incompleteness of
anamneses not taken ad hoc (for these are largely
old cases) and that the rule in stupor is silence, the
consistence with which this content appears is
striking.
To exemplify the form in which these delusional
thoughts occur we may cite the following: Henrietta
H. (Case 8) said, retrospectively, that she
thought she was dead, that she saw shadows of dead
friends laid out for burial, that she saw scenes from
Heaven and earth. Annie K. (Case 5) claimed to
have had the belief that she was going to die, and to
have had visions of her dead father and dead aunt,
who were calling her. She also thought that all the
family were dead and that she was in a cemetery.
Rosie K. (Case 11) said she had the idea that she
wanted to die and that she refused food for that
purpose, and during the stupor she sometimes held
her breath until she was cyanotic. Mary F. (Case
3), before her stupor became profound, spoke of the
hereafter, of being in Calvary and in Heaven. In
this case, as well as in the above-mentioned Henrietta
H., we find, therefore, associated with "death" the
closely related idea of Heaven. Whether Calvary
merely referred to the cemetery (Mt. Calvary Cemetery)
or leads over to the motif of crucifixion, cannot
be decided. It is, however, clear that this latter
motif may be associated with that of death, as is
shown in Charlotte W. (Case 12), who, during intervals
when the inactivity lifted, spoke of having been
dead, of spirits having told her that she must die, of
having gone to Heaven, of God having told her that
she must die on the cross like Christ. But this patient
also showed in a second subperiod of her
stupor another content. She said: "It was like
water. I was going down." Or again, she spoke
of having gone "under the ground"; "I went down,
down in a coffin." She spoke of having gone down
"into a dark hole," "down, down, up, up"; again, of
having been "on a ship." We shall see in the further
course of our study that this type of content
occurs not at all infrequently.
The internal relationship among the different
ideas associated with stupor: Before we go any
further it may be advisable to examine the meaning
of such ideas when they arise in other settings than
those of the psychoses. If we consider these ideas
of death, Heaven, of going under ground, being in
water, in a boat, etc., we are impressed with the
similarity which they bear to certain mythological
motifs. This is, of course, not the place to enter
into this topic more than briefly. We are here concerned
with a clinical study, and therefore, among
other tasks, with the interrelationship of symptoms,
but for that purpose it is necessary to point out how
these ideas seen in stupor can be shown to have, not
only a connection amongst each other, when viewed
as deep-seated human strivings, but also are closely
related to, or identical with, ideas found in mythology.
To one's conscious mind death may be not only
the dreaded enemy who ends life, but also the friend
who brings relief from all conflict, strife and effort.
Death may, therefore, well express a shrinking from
adaptation and reality, and as such may symbolize
one of the most deep-seated yearnings of the human
soul. But from time immemorial man has associated
with this yearning another one, one which,
without the adaptation to reality being made, yet
includes a certain attempt at objectivation, the desire
for rebirth. We need not enter further into
possible symbols for death per se, but it is quite
necessary to speak briefly of the symbolic forms in
which the striving for rebirth has ever found expression.
The reader will find a large material collected
in various writings on mythology, for the psychological
interpretation of which reference may be
made to Jung's "Wandlungen und Symbole der
Libido" and Rank's "Mythos von der Geburt des
Helden." From them it appears how old are the
symbols for rebirth, and how they deal chiefly with
water and earth, and the idea of being surrounded
by and enclosed in a small space. Thus we find a
sinking into the water of the sea, enclosure in something
which swims on or in the water, such as a casket,
or a basket, or a fish, or a boat; again, we find
descent into the earth. The striving for rebirth
might be assumed to have adopted these expressions
or symbols on account of the concrete way in which
the human mind knows birth to take place. The
tendency for concrete expression of abstract notions
causes the desire for another existence to appear,
first as a rebirth fantasy and then as a return to the
mother's body. One thinks of Job's cry, "Naked
came I from my mother's womb and naked shall I
return thither," as an example of the literal comparison
of death with birth. We need only refer to
the myths of Moses and the older one of Osiris, and
the many myths of the birth of the hero, to call to the
mind of the reader the examples which mythology
furnishes. There is probably not one of the ideas
expressed by these patients which cannot be duplicated
in myths. We have, therefore, a right to speak
of these ideas as "primitive," and to see in them,
not only deep-seated strivings of the human soul, but
to recognize in them an essential inner relationship.
It is especially this last fact to which at this point we
wish to call attention: that without any obvious connection
the fantasies of our forefathers recur in the
delusions of our stupor cases. We presume that in
each case they represent a fulfillment of a primitive
human demand. In one of our cases a vision of
Heaven and a conscious longing to be there was followed
by a stupor. On recovery the patient compared
her condition to that of a butterfly just
hatched from a cocoon. No clearer simile of mental
rebirth could be given.
Brief survey of the ideas associated with the
states preceding the stupor: If we now return to
the study of the further occurrence of such ideas in
the cases described, we find motifs, similar to those
seen in the stupor, in the period which immediately
precedes the more definite stupor reaction. Indeed
we find the ideas there with greater regularity. In
Meta S. (Case 15) the stupor followed upon six days
with reduced activity and crying, with self-accusation,
but also with entreaties to be allowed to go
home and die with her father. At the very onset of
her breakdown, the desire for death had also occurred.
Anna G. (Case 1) expressed a wish to be
with her dead father, and, at the visit of a cousin,
she had a vision of the latter's dead mother. A second
attack of this same patient began with the idea
that the dead father was calling her. Maggie H.
(Case 14) saw dead bodies, and during outbursts of
greater anxiousness, she thought her husband was
going to die. In Caroline De S. (Case 2) the psychosis
began with a coarse excitement, with statements
about being killed, with entreaties to be shot, with
the idea of going to Heaven, again with frequent
calling out that she loved her father (who was dead
since her ninth year), while immediately before the
stupor the condition passed into a muttering state
in which she spoke of being killed. Mary D. (Case
4) began by worrying over the father's death (dead
four years before), had visions of the latter beckoning,
and she heard voices saying, "You will be
dead." Mary F. (Case 3) had a vision of "a person
in white," and thought she was going to die. In
Henrietta H. (Case 8) the stupor was preceded by
nine days of elation, with ideas of shooting and of
war, but this had commenced with hearing voices
of dead friends, and with ideas that somebody
wanted to kill her family. In the case of Annie K.
(Case 5) we find before the stupor a state of worry,
with reduction of activity, and then a vision of the
dead father coming for her. In Charlotte W. (Case
12) the stupor was preceded by a state of preoccupation,
with distress and entreaties to be saved,
partly from being put into a big hole, partly from
the electric chair.
We see, therefore, in the introductory phase of the
stupor in almost every case ideas of death, and in
one case an idea belonging to the rebirth motif,
namely, of being put into a dark hole. In well-observed
cases apparently we do not find the stupor
reaction without either coincident or preceding ideas
of death.
Relation of death and rebirth ideas with affect:
In order to investigate the relation of these ideas to
the affective condition associated with them, it will
be necessary to study not only the abstract ideational
content but the special formulation in which
the content appears. In looking over the enumeration
of the ideas given above, it is very clear that
these formulations differed considerably from each
other. A priori we would say that it is, psychologically,
a very different matter whether a person expresses
a desire to die, or has the idea that he will
die or is dead, or says he will be killed. We associate
the first with sadness, the last with fear, while
our daily experience does not give us so much information
about the delusion of being dead. A vivid expectation
of death is usually accompanied by either
fear or resignation.
In studying the ideas which we obtained from the
patients by retrospective account after the psychosis
or from a retrospective account during freer intervals,
it is, of course, difficult, especially in the former
case, to say whether they have persisted for any
length of time. Probably in most instances this was
not the case, and we must remember in this connection
that in a considerable number of cases the patients
recalled no ideas whatever.
Of the five cases which we may consider as types,
Henrietta H. (Case 8) and Mary F. (Case 3) formulated
their ideas simply as accepted facts during the
stupor. The former thought she was dead, saw dead
friends laid out for burial, and scenes from Heaven
and earth. The latter spoke, during the stupor, of
being in "Calvary," "the hereafter," or "Heaven."
We have seen that these stupors were essentially
affectless reactions and we can therefore say that,
so far as these two cases are concerned, the ideas
thus formulated were not associated with any affect.
Annie K. (Case 5) was a little different. During
the stupor she made a few utterances about priests
and "all being dead," and retrospectively she said
that she had thought she was in the cemetery, was
going to die, that she had repeated visions of her
dead father and once of a dead aunt calling her; that
she had thought her family were dead, again that
the baby (who was born just before the psychosis)
was dead. The formulation is therefore less one of
fact than of something prospective, something which
is coming—the going to die. Correlated, perhaps,
with this anticipation were slight modifications of
the usual apathy. The patient often had an expression
of bewilderment. She was also more in contact
with her environment than many stuporous patients
are, for, not infrequently, she would look at what was
going on about her. Her apathy was also broken
into in a marked degree by her active resistiveness,
which was sometimes accompanied by plain anger.
It seems that a prospect of death may occur in other
instances in a totally affectless state. We have recently
seen it in a partial stupor during which the
patient spoke and had this persistent idea in a setting
of complete apathy. We see here also, as in
one of the former cases, the idea of other members
of the family being dead.
More difficult and deserving more discussion are
the two remaining cases, Rosie K. (Case 11) and
Charlotte W. (Case 12). Rosie K. showed a peculiar
condition. She said, retrospectively, that during
the stupor she had the desire to die and that for this
purpose she refused food. Moreover, she was repeatedly
seen to hold her breath with great insistence,
though without affect. This is worth noting.
We are in the habit in psychiatry to say in a case
like this that "there is no affect," and yet there is
evidently a considerable "push" behind the action.
We shall later have to mention in detail a patient
whom we regard as belonging in the group of stupor
reactions, and who for a time made insistent, impulsive
and most determined suicidal attempts, yet
with a peculiar blank affectless facial expression and
with shouting which was more like that of a huckster
than one in despair. Here also, then, there was a
great deal of "push," yet not associated with that
which we call in psychiatry an affect. In both instances
we see acts which we are in the habit of
calling for this very reason "impulsive." Evidently
this is an important psychological problem which
leads directly into the psychology of affects and
deserves further study. For the present it is
enough to say that with a different formulation—that
of wishing to die—there is here not, as in other
psychoses, a definite affect, such as sadness or despair,
but no affect, though there may be a good
deal of "push" or impulsiveness.
The case of Charlotte W. (Case 12) is a complicated
one, for she had short stupor periods with
inactivity, catalepsy, resistiveness, etc., which were
interrupted with freer spells. A careful analysis of
her history has been instructive and justifies a detailed
and lengthy discussion. For the purpose in
hand it is necessary to separate the ideas which she
expressed only in the freer periods (during which
some affect was at times seen) into those which referred
retrospectively to the stupor phase and those
which referred to the freer periods themselves.
We find that the time during which more marked
stupor symptoms appeared may be divided into two
subperiods. This is not possible in regard to the
manifestations belonging to the general reaction,
which seem to have undergone no decided change,
but only in regard to the form of the delusions. In
this we find there was a first phase in which ideas of
death and Heaven (and crucifixion) occurred, and a
second phase in which ideas were present which belonged
essentially to the motif of rebirth but which
were also associated with ideas of Heaven.
About the first subperiod she said: "I was mesmerized,"
or "I thought I was dead," or "God told
me I must die on the cross as He did," or "I went
to Heaven in spirit." About the second subperiod
she said retrospectively: "We were on a ship and
we were 'most drowned." "It was like water, I was
going down, down." She said she saw the people
of the hospital and "it was all full of water"; or
again, "I went under the ground and it was full of
water and every one got drowned and a sharp thing
struck me"; or "I was out on a ship and I went
down in a coffin." She claimed she put up her arms
to save the ship. Again she spoke of having gone
into a dark hole. She also said: "One day I was
in a coffin—that was the day I went to Heaven."
"They used to be coming up and down, that was the
day I was coming up in a ship or going down." And
when shown her picture in a cataleptic attitude, she
said: "That must have been when I went to Heaven—everything
seemed strange, things seemed to go
up and down—I guess that was the day I thought I
was on the ship." Finally she also said: "Once I
heard beautiful music—I was waiting for the last
trumpet—I was afraid to move."
We see, therefore, that most of the ideas which she
thus spoke of retrospectively as having been in her
mind during this stupor, and which belonged both
to the death and the rebirth motifs were formulated
as facts (as in the cases of Henrietta H. and Mary
F. above mentioned). It was, moreover, a condition
which was accepted without protest. Here again an
affect was not associated with these ideas, and when
the patient was asked whether she had not been
frightened, she said herself, "No, I just lay there."
The idea that God told her she would have to die on
the cross like Christ, is, in the religious form, like
the beckoning of the father with Henrietta H. The
only exception to the claim that the ideas were
formulated as facts and accepted as inevitable seems
to be the statement that she held up her arms to save
the ship. This would seem to be, in contradistinction
to the rest, a formulation as a more dangerous situation.
However, this was isolated and we can do no
more than to determine main tendencies. We must
expect, especially in such variable conditions as we
see in this patient, to find occasional inconsistencies.
In summing up we may say, therefore, that so far
as the stupor itself is concerned, the ideas are
formulated as a rule:—
- As accepted facts (being dead, being in a ship,
etc.).
- As accepted prospects (going to die).
- As the wish to die.
In the first two types the ideas are not associated
with affect; in the third, though not associated with
affect, they are combined with "impulsive" suicidal
attempts.
In order not to tear apart the analysis of Charlotte
W. (Case 12) too much, we may begin our study
of the intervals and the conditions preceding the
stupors with the ideas which this patient produced
when the stupor lifted somewhat. We shall see that
the ideas are closely related to those mentioned
above but formulated differently.
It will be remembered that Charlotte W. had freer
intervals when she responded and was less constrained
generally, and that it was in these that the
ideas above mentioned were gathered. Since they
were spoken of in the past tense, we regarded them
as not belonging to the actual situation but to the
more stuporous period. It seems tempting now to see
whether the ideas which are expressed in the present
tense are different in character, the general aim being
to discover whether any tendencies can be found
in regard to the types and formulations of delusions
associated with different clinical pictures. We see
that on November 2 the patient, when speaking much
more freely than before, said she had felt that she
was mesmerized, was dead, and that she had gone
to Heaven, ideas which we have taken up above as
belonging to the stupor period. In addition to
speaking much more freely in these intervals, she
showed at times some affect. Thus to the physician
whom she called Christ, she said, with tears, "You
came to tell me what was right," or again with
tears, "I will have to be crucified," or she spoke in
a depressed manner about her children, "I can't see
them any more," "I must stay here till I die," and
she spoke of having to stay here till she picked her
eyes and her brains out; or she claimed her husband
or her children had to pick them out. Once she exclaimed
crossly and with tears, "You are trying to
keep me from Jim" (husband). Another idea was
not plainly associated with affect. She said she
had come back from Heaven, "The wedding ring
kept me on Earth." What strikes one about these
formulations is that they are, on the one hand, sometimes
associated with an affect, and that, on the
other hand, they refer much more to her actual life,
her marriage, her husband, her children. At least
this seems to be a definite tendency. A similar tendency
may be seen later: On November 4, while generally
stuporous, this suddenly lifted for a short
time, and with feeble voice she uttered some depressive
ideas. She said she wanted to go to a convent,
that it would be better if she were dead, that she
could not do anything right. On November 5 and
6 she said she wanted to go to Jim in Heaven (in
contradistinction to the retrospective statements
that she had gone to Heaven), and on the 8th, when
she had the idea of being in a boat, she said with
some anger that she had wanted to get her husband
into the boat, but that the doctor kept him out and
took his place.
Later there were at times ideas expressed which
referred to the actual situation or essentially depressive
ideas in a depressive setting. Thus on December
3 she appeared sad, retarded, and spoke of not
being able to see her children and that she had done
wrong in buying carbolic acid (her suicidal attempt).
So far as this case is concerned, therefore, we do
find a distinct tendency for the ideas which refer
to the more stuporous condition to differ from those
which refer to the actual situation in the freer intervals,
a difference which we may formulate by
saying that, though primitive ideas are expressed,
the tendency seems to be to connect them more with
actual life, or that the primitive character is lost
and the ideas take on a more depressive character
with a depressive affect. A few words should be
added in regard to the peculiar ideas that she or her
husband or her child had to pick out her eyes (or
her brain). It is probable that this idea belongs
to the motif of sacrifice (the Opfer motiv of Jung)
into which we need not enter further, except to say
that in this instance it was plainly connected, like
some of the other ideas just spoken of, with the real
situation of her life (husband, children).
It will now be necessary to examine the earlier
state of Charlotte W. The condition preceding the
stupor set in with pre-occupation, slow talk and
slight distress. During the time she asked to be
given one more chance, she said to the husband she
would not see him again. Then followed a day
when she was very slow and with moaning said she
was going to be put into a dark hole. Again on the
next, when speaking more freely, she begged to be
saved from the electric chair, and also said, "Don't
kill me, make me true to my husband," etc. [Again
the connection with real life!] We see here the
idea of death and especially an idea pertaining to
the rebirth motif in a setting of distress and slowness,
as an introduction to the stupor which had in it
both of these motifs. We must leave it undecided
whether it is accidental or not that the distress was
associated with more slowness (i.e., more marked
stupor traits) when she spoke of the dark hole than
when she spoke of the electric chair or death. But
what interests us is that distress and reduction of
activity (not sadness and reduction of activity,
which seems as a rule to have a different content)
are here associated with ideas seen in stupor but
formulated as prospective dangers. We know from
experience that we often find associated with the
fear of dying considerable freedom of action, and
we see at times in involution states conditions with
freedom of motion and marked anxiety, whereas the
ideas seem to belong to the motif of rebirth; e.g.,
the fear of being boiled in a tank.[A]
In this connection, however, two other cases
should be taken up which show a condition which reminds
one somewhat of that we have just discussed,
but in which the rebirth motif appeared, not as prospective,
but, as in the stupor, as an actual situation.
At the same time this situation was not passively
accepted but conceived as a dangerous situation.
The significant phenomenon in both these conditions
was that there was not anxiety with freedom of action
but a bewildered uneasiness with marked reduction
of activity.
The first case is that of Johanna S., whose history
has been given in this chapter. It will be observed
that in the fourth period the patient presented
two days of typical stupor with the idea that
she was dead. We are familiar with this. But this
was followed by several days of bewildered uneasiness
and slow restlessness, with ideas that she was
at the bottom of the deep, dark water and for a time
she made attempts at stepping out of the water or
swimming motions. All of this was in a general
setting of reduction of activity with bewildered uneasiness.
In the ideas about being at the bottom
of the deep, dark water, we recognize again the rebirth
motif, yet the situation is not accepted but
attempts are made by the patient to save herself,
i.e., the attitude is one in which the situation is taken
to be one of danger. It is interesting in this connection
that immediately following this state there
was one day of ordinary retardation with sadness
and ideas of being bad and sick. That is, when the
element of anxiety, the uneasiness, disappeared and
sadness supervened, the rebirth ideas were no
longer present.
In Mary C. (See Chapter II, Case 7) we have, unfortunately,
not a direct observation, but we have,
at any rate, a description from the Observation Pavilion
which seems so plain that we should be justified
in using it here. The condition we refer to is
described as a dazed uneasiness, with ideas of being
shut up in a ship, of the ship being closed up so that
no one could get out, of the boat having gone down,
of the people turning up. We should add here that
the condition was not followed by a typical stupor.
Essentially it was a retardation, in which only on
one occasion was a definite akinesis observed. During
this phase she soiled her bed. Perhaps the persistent
complaint of inability to take in the environment
belonged also more to the retardation of stupor
than to that of depression. We have again, therefore,
in this initial phase, a similar situation,
namely, ideas belonging essentially to the rebirth
motif, formulated as of a threatening character if
not as actually dangerous.
We can say, therefore, that what characterizes
these three cases, and brings them together, is the
fact that all three had ideas belonging to the rebirth
motif, but formulated as dangerous situations. Associated
with this there was not a typical anxiety
with the relative freedom of activity belonging to
this state, but an anxiety or distress or uneasiness
with traits of stupor reaction, namely, slow movements,
lack of contact with the environment, and a
dazed facial expression. It would seem that these
facts could scarcely be accidental but that they
must have a deeper significance. As a discussion
of this belongs, however, more into the psychological
part of this study, we shall defer it for the present,
and be satisfied with pointing out here the clinical
facts of observation.
In brief, then, our findings as to the ideational
content of the benign stupor are as follows: From
the utterances during the incubation period of the
psychosis, from the ideas expressed in interruptions
of the deep stupor, as well as from the memories
of recovered patients, we find an extraordinary paucity
and uniformity of autistic thoughts. They are
concerned with death, often as a plain delusion of
being no longer alive, or with the closely related
fancy of rebirth. The rule is a setting of apathy
for these ideas, but when they are formulated so as
to connect them with the real life and problems of
the patient, or when rebirth is represented as a
dangerous situation, some affect, usually one of distress,
may appear.