As he was returning to Ennis Neville was so far removed from immediate
distress as to be able to look forward without fear to his meeting with
the two ladies at Ardkill. He could as yet take his Kate in his arms
without any hard load upon his heart, such as would be there if he knew
that it was incumbent upon him at once to explain his difficulties. His
uncle was still living, but was old and still ill. He would naturally
make the most of the old man's age and infirmities. There was every
reason why they should wait, and no reason why such waiting should bring
reproaches upon his head. On the night of his arrival at his quarters he
despatched a note to his Kate.
Dearest love.
Here I am again in the land of freedom and potatoes. I need not
trouble you with writing about home news, as I shall see you
the day after to-morrow. All to-morrow and
Wednesday morning I must stick close to my guns here. After one on
Wednesday I shall be free. I will drive over to Lahinch, and come round
in the boat. I must come back here the same night, but I suppose it will
be the next morning before I get to bed. I sha'n't mind that if I get
something for my pains. My love to your mother. Your own,
F. N.
In accordance with this plan he did drive over to Lahinch. He might have
saved time by directing that his boat should come across the bay to meet
him at Liscannor, but he felt that he would prefer not to meet Father
Marty at present. It might be that before long he would be driven to
tell the priest a good deal, and to ask for the priest's assistance; but
at present he was not anxious to see Father Marty. Barney Morony was
waiting for him at the stable where he put up his horse, and went down
with him to the beach. The ladies, according to Barney, were quite well
and more winsome than ever. But,—and this information was not given
without much delay and great beating about the bush,—there was a rumour
about Liscannor that Captain O'Hara had "turned up." Fred was so
startled at this that he could not refrain from showing his anxiety by
the questions which he asked. Barney did not seem to think that the
Captain had been at Ardkill or anywhere in the neighbourhood. At any
rate he, Barney, had not seen him. He had just heard the rumour. "Shure,
Captain, I wouldn't be telling yer honour a lie; and they do be saying
that the Captain one time was as fine a man as a woman ever sot eyes
on;—and why not, seeing what kind the young lady is, God bless her!" If
it were true that Kate's father had "turned up," such an advent might
very naturally alter Neville's plans. It would so change the position of
things as to relieve him in some degree from the force of his past
promises.
Nevertheless when he saw Kate coming along the cliffs to meet him, the
one thing more certain to him than all other things was that he would
never abandon her. She had been watching for him almost from the hour at
which he had said that he would leave Ennis, and, creeping up among the
rocks, had seen his boat as it came round the point from Liscannor. She
had first thought that she would climb down the path to meet him; but
the tide was high and there was now no strip of strand below the cliffs;
and Barney Morony would have been there to see; and she resolved that it
would be nicer to wait for him on the summit. "Oh Fred, you have come
back," she said, throwing herself on his breast.
"Yes; I am back. Did you think I was going to desert you?"
"No; no. I knew you would not desert me. Oh, my darling!"
"Dear Kate;—dearest Kate."
"You have thought of me sometimes?"
"I have thought of you always,—every hour." And so he swore to her that
she was as much to him as he could possibly be to her. She hung on his
arm as she went down to the cottage, and believed herself to be the
happiest and most fortunate girl in Ireland. As yet no touch of the
sorrows of love had fallen upon her.
He could not all at once ask her as to that rumour which Morony had
mentioned to him. But he thought of it as he walked with his arm round
her waist. Some question must be asked, but it might, perhaps, be better
that he should ask it of the mother. Mrs. O'Hara was at the cottage and
seemed almost as glad to see him as Kate had been. "It is very pleasant
to have you back again," she said. "Kate has been counting first the
hours, and then the minutes."
"And so have you, mother."
"Of course we want to hear all the news," said Mrs. O'Hara. Then
Neville, with the girl who was to be his wife sitting close beside him
on the sofa,—almost within his embrace,—told them how things were
going at Scroope. His uncle was very weak,—evidently failing; but still
so much better as to justify the heir in coming away. He might perhaps
live for another twelve months, but the doctors thought it hardly
possible that he should last longer than that. Then the nephew went on
to say that his uncle was the best and most generous man in the
world,—and the finest gentleman and the truest Christian. He told also
of the tenants who were not to be harassed, and the servants who were
not to be dismissed, and the horses that were to be allowed to die in
their beds, and the trees that were not to be cut down.
"I wish I knew him," said Kate. "I wish I could have seen him once."
"That can never be," said Fred, sadly.
"No;—of course not."
Then Mrs. O'Hara asked a question. "Has he ever heard of us?"
"Yes;—he has heard of you."
"From you?"
"No;—not first from me. There are many reasons why I would not have
mentioned your names could I have helped it. He has wished me to marry
another girl,—and especially a Protestant girl. That was impossible."
"That must be impossible now, Fred," said Kate, looking up into his
face.
"Quite so, dearest; but why should I have vexed him, seeing that he is
so good to me, and that he must be gone so soon?"
"Who had told him of us?" asked Mrs. O'Hara.
"That woman down there at Castle Quin."
"Lady Mary?"
"Foul-tongued old maid that she is," exclaimed Fred. "She writes to my
aunt by every post, I believe."
"What evil can she say of us?"
"She does say evil. Never mind what. Such a woman always says evil of
those of her sex who are good-looking."
"There, mother;—that's for you," said Kate, laughing. "I don't care
what she says."
"If she tells your aunt that we live in a small cottage, without
servants, without society, with just the bare necessaries of life, she
tells the truth of us."
"That's just what she does say;—and she goes on harping about religion.
Never mind her. You can understand that my uncle should be
old-fashioned. He is very old, and we must wait."
"Waiting is so weary," said Mrs. O'Hara.
"It is not weary for me at all," said Kate.
Then he left them, without having said a word about the Captain. He
found the Captain to be a subject very uncomfortable to mention, and
thought as he was sitting there that it might perhaps be better to make
his first enquiries of this priest. No one said a word to him about the
Captain beyond what he had heard from his boatman. For, as it happened,
he did not see the priest till May was nearly past, and during all that
time things were going from bad to worse. As regarded any services which
he rendered to the army at this period of his career, the excuses which
he had made to his uncle were certainly not valid. Some pretence at
positively necessary routine duties it must be supposed that he made;
but he spent more of his time either on the sea, or among the cliffs
with Kate, or on the road going backwards and forwards, than he did at
his quarters. It was known that he was to leave the regiment and become
a great man at home in October, and his brother officers were kind to
him. And it was known also, of course, that there was a young lady down
on the sea coast beyond Ennistimon, and doubtless there were jokes on
the subject. But there was no one with him at Ennis having such weight
of fears or authority as might have served to help to rescue him. During
this time Lady Mary Quin still made her reports, and his aunt's letters
were full of cautions and entreaties. "I am told," said the Countess, in
one of her now detested epistles, "that the young woman has a reprobate
father who has escaped from the galleys. Oh, Fred, do not break our
hearts." He had almost forgotten the Captain when he received this
further rumour which had circulated to him round by Castle Quin and
Scroope Manor.
It was all going from bad to worse. He was allowed by the mother to be
at the cottage as much as he pleased, and the girl was allowed to wander
with him when she would among the cliffs. It was so, although Father
Marty himself had more than once cautioned Mrs. O'Hara that she was
imprudent. "What can I do?" she said. "Have not you yourself taught me
to believe that he is true?"
"Just spake a word to Miss Kate herself."
"What can I say to her now? She regards him as her husband before God."
"But he is not her husband in any way that would prevent his taking
another wife an' he plases. And, believe me, Misthress O'Hara, them sort
of young men like a girl a dale better when there's a little 'Stand off'
about her."
"It is too late to bid her to be indifferent to him now, Father Marty."
"I am not saying that Miss Kate is to lose her lover. I hope I'll have
the binding of 'em together myself, and I'll go bail I'll do it fast
enough. In the meanwhile let her keep herself to herself a little more."
The advice was very good, but Mrs. O'Hara knew not how to make use of
it. She could tell the young man that she would have his heart's blood
if he deceived them, and she could look at him as though she meant to be
as good as her word. She had courage enough for any great emergency. But
now that the lover had been made free of the cottage she knew not how to
debar him. She could not break her Kate's heart by expressing doubts to
her. And were he to be told to stay away, would he not be lost to them
for ever? Of course he could desert them if he would, and then they must
die.
It was going from bad to worse certainly; and not the less so because he
was more than ever infatuated about the girl. When he had calculated
whether it might be possible to desert her he had been at Scroope. He
was in County Clare now, and he did not hesitate to tell himself that it
was impossible. Whatever might happen, and to whomever he might be
false,—he would be true to her. He would at any rate be so true to her
that he would not leave her. If he never made her his legal wife, his
wife legal at all points, he would always treat her as wife. When his
uncle the Earl should die, when the time came in which he would be
absolutely free as to his own motions, he would discover the way in
which this might best be done. If it were true that his Kate's father
was a convict escaped from the galleys, that surely would be an
additional reason why she should not be made Countess of Scroope. Even
Mrs. O'Hara herself must understand that. With Kate, with his own Kate,
he thought that there would be no difficulty.
From bad to worse! Alas, alas; there came a day in which the
pricelessness of the girl he loved sank to nothing, vanished away, and
was as a thing utterly lost, even in his eyes. The poor unfortunate
one,—to whom beauty had been given, and grace, and softness,—and
beyond all these and finer than these, innocence as unsullied as the
whiteness of the plumage on the breast of a dove; but to whom, alas, had
not been given a protector strong enough to protect her softness, or
guardian wise enough to guard her innocence! To her he was godlike,
noble, excellent, all but holy. He was the man whom Fortune, more than
kind, had sent to her to be the joy of her existence, the fountain of
her life, the strong staff for her weakness. Not to believe in him would
be the foulest treason! To lose him would be to die! To deny him would
be to deny her God! She gave him all;—and her pricelessness in his eyes
was gone for ever.
He was sitting with her one day towards the end of May on the edge of
the cliff, looking down upon the ocean and listening to the waves, when
it occurred to him that he might as well ask her about her father. It
was absurd he thought to stand upon any ceremony with her. He was very
good to her, and intended to be always good to her, but it was
essentially necessary to him to know the truth. He was not aware,
perhaps, that he was becoming rougher with her than had been his wont.
She certainly was not aware of it, though there was a touch of awe
sometimes about her as she answered him. She was aware that she now
shewed to him an absolute obedience in all things which had not been
customary with her; but then it was so sweet to obey him; so happy a
thing to have such a master! If he rebuked her, he did it with his arm
round her waist, so that she could look into his face and smile as she
promised that she would be good and follow his behests in all things. He
had been telling her now of some fault in her dress, and she had been
explaining that such faults would come when money was so scarce. Then he
had offered her gifts. A gift she would of course take. She had already
taken gifts which were the treasures of her heart. But he must not pay
things for her till,—till—. Then she again looked up into his face and
smiled. "You are not angry with me?" she said.
"Kate,—I want to ask you a particular question."
"What question?"
"You must not suppose, let the answer be what it may, that it can make
any difference between you and me."
"Oh,—I hope not," she replied trembling.
"It shall make none," he answered with all a master's assurance and
authority. "Therefore you need not be afraid to answer me. Tidings have
reached me on a matter as to which I ought to be informed."
"What matter? Oh Fred, you do so frighten me. I'll tell you anything I
know."
"I have been told that—that your father—is alive." He looked down upon
her and could see that her face was red up to her very hair. "Your
mother once told me that she had never been certain of his death."
"I used to think he was dead."
"But now you think he is alive?"
"I think he is;—but I do not know. I never saw my father so as to
remember him; though I do remember that we used to be very unhappy when
we were in Spain."
"And what have you heard lately? Tell me the truth, you know."
"Of course I shall tell you the truth, Fred. I think mother got a
letter, but she did not shew it me. She said just a word, but nothing
more. Father Marty will certainly know if she knows."
"And you know nothing?"
"Nothing."
"I think I must ask Father Marty."
"But will it matter to you?" Kate asked.
"At any rate it shall not matter to you," he said, kissing her. And then
again she was happy; though there had now crept across her heart the
shadow of some sad foreboding, a foretaste of sorrow that was not
altogether bitter as sorrow is, but which taught her to cling closely to
him when he was there and would fill her eyes with tears when she
thought of him in his absence.
On this day he had not found Mrs. O'Hara at the cottage. She had gone
down to Liscannor, Kate told him. He had sent his boat back to the
strand near that village, round the point and into the bay, as it could
not well lie under the rocks at high tide, and he now asked Kate to
accompany him as he walked down. They would probably meet her mother on
the road. Kate, as she tied on her hat, was only too happy to be his
companion. "I think," he said, "that I shall try and see Father Marty as
I go back. If your mother has really heard anything about your father,
she ought to have told me."
"Don't be angry with mother, Fred."
"I won't be angry with you, my darling," said the master with masterful
tenderness.
Although he had intimated his intention of calling on the priest that
very afternoon, it may be doubted whether he was altogether gratified
when he met the very man with Mrs. O'Hara close to the old burying
ground. "Ah, Mr. Neville," said the priest, "and how's it all wid you
this many a day?"
"The top of the morning to you thin, Father Marty," said Fred, trying to
assume an Irish brogue. Nothing could be more friendly than the
greeting. The old priest took off his hat to Kate, and made a low bow,
as though he should say,—to the future Countess of Scroope I owe a very
especial respect. Mrs. O'Hara held her future son-in-law's hand for a
moment, as though she might preserve him for her daughter by some show
of affection on her own part. "And now, Misthress O'Hara," said the
priest, "as I've got a companion to go back wid me, I'm thinking I'll
not go up the hill any further." Then they parted, and Kate looked as
though she were being robbed of her due because her lover could not give
her one farewell kiss in the priest's presence.
"It's quite a sthranger you are, these days," said the priest, as soon
as they had turned their backs upon the ladies.
"Well; yes. We haven't managed to meet since I came back;—have we?"
"I've been pretty constant at home, too. But you like them cliffs up
there, better than the village no doubt."
"Metal more attractive, Father Marty," said Fred laughing;—"not meaning
however any slight upon Liscannor or the Cork whisky."
"The Cork whisky is always to the fore, Mr. Neville. And how did you
lave matters with your noble uncle?"
Neville at the present moment was anxious rather to speak of Kate's
ignoble father than of his own noble uncle. He had declared his
intention of making inquiry of Father Marty, and he thought that he
should do so with something of a high hand. He still had that scheme in
his head, and he might perhaps be better prepared to discuss it with the
priest if he could first make this friend of the O'Hara family
understand how much he, Neville, was personally injured by this "turning
up" of a disreputable father. But, should he allow the priest at once to
run away to Scroope and his noble uncle, the result of such conversation
would simply be renewed promises on his part in reference to his future
conduct to Kate O'Hara.
"Lord Scroope wasn't very well when I left him. By the bye, Father
Marty, I've been particularly anxious to see you."
"'Deed thin I was aisy found, Mr. Neville."
"What is this I hear about—Captain O'Hara?"
"What is it that you have heard, Mr. Neville?" Fred looked into the
priest's face and found that he, at least, did not blush. It may be that
all power of blushing had departed from Father Marty.
"In the first place I hear that there is such a man."
"Ony way there was once."
"You think he's dead then?"
"I don't say that. It's a matter of,—faith, thin, it's a matter of nigh
twenty years since I saw the Captain. And when I did see him I didn't
like him. I can tell you that, Mr. Neville."
"I suppose not."
"That lass up there was not born when I saw him. He was a handsome man
too, and might have been a gentleman av' he would."
"But he wasn't."
"It's a hard thing to say what is a gentleman, Mr. Neville. I don't know
a much harder thing. Them folk at Castle Quin, now, wouldn't scruple to
say that I'm no gentleman, just because I'm a Popish priest. I say that
Captain O'Hara was no gentleman because—he ill-treated a woman." Father
Marty as he said this stopped a moment on the road, turning round and
looking Neville full in the face. Fred bore the look fairly well.
Perhaps at the moment he did not understand its application. It may be
that he still had a clear conscience in that matter, and thought that he
was resolved to treat Kate O'Hara after a fashion that would in no way
detract from his own character as a gentleman. "As it was," continued
the priest, "he was a low blag-guard."
"He hadn't any money, I suppose?"
"'Deed and I don't think he was iver throubled much in respect of money.
But money doesn't matter, Mr. Neville."
"Not in the least," said Fred.
"Thim ladies up there are as poor as Job, but anybody that should say
that they weren't ladies would just be shewing that he didn't know the
difference. The Captain was well born, Mr. Neville, av' that makes ony
odds."
"Birth does go for something, Father Marty."
"Thin let the Captain have the advantage. Them O'Haras of Kildare
weren't proud of him I'm thinking, but he was a chip of that block; and
some one belonging to him had seen the errors of the family ways, in
respect of making him a Papist. 'Deed and I must say, Mr. Neville, when
they send us any offsets from a Prothestant family it isn't the best
that they give us."
"I suppose not, Father Marty."
"We can make something of a bit of wood that won't take ony shape at
all, at all along wid them. But there wasn't much to boast of along of
the Captain."
"But is he alive, Father Marty;—or is he dead? I think I've a right to
be told."
"I am glad to hear you ask it as a right, Mr. Neville. You have a right
if that young lady up there is to be your wife." Fred made no answer
here, though the priest paused for a moment, hoping that he would do so.
But the question could be asked again, and Father Marty went on to tell
all that he knew, and all that he had heard of Captain O'Hara. He was
alive. Mrs. O'Hara had received a letter purporting to be from her
husband, giving an address in London, and asking for money. He, Father
Marty, had seen the letter; and he thought that there might perhaps be a
doubt whether it was written by the man of whom they were speaking. Mrs.
O'Hara had declared that if it were so written the handwriting was much
altered. But then in twelve years the writing of a man who drank hard
will change. It was twelve years since she had last received a letter
from him.
"And what do you believe?"
"I think he lives, and that he wrote it, Mr. Neville. I'll tell you
God's truth about it as I believe it, because as I said before, I think
you are entitled to know the truth."
"And what was done?"
"I sent off to London,—to a friend I have."
"And what did your friend say?"
"He says there is a man calling himself Captain O'Hara."
"And is that all?"
"She got a second letter. She got it the very last day you was down
here. Pat Cleary took it up to her when you was out wid Miss Kate."
"He wants money, I suppose."
"Just that, Mr. Neville."
"It makes a difference;—doesn't it?"
"How does it make a difference?"
"Well; it does. I wonder you don't see it. You must see it." From that
moment Father Marty said in his heart that Kate O'Hara had lost her
husband. Not that he admitted for a moment that Captain O'Hara's return,
if he had returned, would justify the lover in deserting the girl; but
that he perceived that Neville had already allowed himself to entertain
the plea. The whole affair had in the priest's estimation been full of
peril; but then the prize to be won was very great! From the first he
had liked the young man, and had not doubted,—did not now doubt,—but
that if once married he would do justice to his wife. Even though Kate
should fail and should come out of the contest with a scorched
heart,—and that he had thought more than probable,—still the prize was
very high and the girl he thought was one who could survive such a blow.
Latterly, in that respect he had changed his opinion. Kate had shewn
herself to be capable of so deep a passion that he was now sure that she
would be more than scorched should the fire be one to injure and not to
cherish her. But the man's promises had been so firm, so often
reiterated, were so clearly written, that the priest had almost dared to
hope that the thing was assured. Now, alas, he perceived that the embryo
English lord was already looking for a means of escape, and already
thought that he had found it in this unfortunate return of the father.
The whole extent of the sorrow even the priest did not know. But he was
determined to fight the battle to the very last. The man should make the
girl his wife, or he, Father Marty, parish priest of Liscannor, would
know the reason why. He was a man who was wont to desire to know the
reason why, as to matters which he had taken in hand. But when he heard
the words which Neville spoke and marked the tone in which they were
uttered he felt that the young man was preparing for himself a way of
escape.
"I don't see that it should make any difference," he said shortly.
"If the man be disreputable,—"
"The daughter is not therefore disreputable. Her position is not
changed."
"I have to think of my friends."
"You should have thought of that before you declared yourself to her,
Mr. Neville." How true this was now, the young man knew better than the
priest, but that, as yet, was his own secret. "You do not mean to tell
me that because the father is not all that he should be, she is
therefore to be thrown over. That cannot be your idea of honour. Have
you not promised that you would make her your wife?" The priest stopped
for an answer, but the young man made him none. "Of course you have
promised her."
"I suppose she has told you so."
"To whom should she tell her story? To whom should she go for advice?
But it was you who told me so, yourself."
"Never."
"Did you not swear to me that you would not injure her? And why should
there have been any talk with you and me about her, but that I saw what
was coming? When a young man like you chooses to spend his hours day
after day and week after week with such a one as she is, with a
beautiful young girl, a sweet innocent young lady, so sweet as to make
even an ould priest like me feel that the very atmosphere she breathes
is perfumed and hallowed, must it not mean one of two things;—that he
desires to make her his wife or else,—or else something so vile that I
will not name it in connection with Kate O'Hara? Then as her mother's
friend, and as hers,—as their only friend near them, I spoke out
plainly to you, and you swore to me that you intended no harm to her."
"I would not harm her for the world."
"When you said that, you told me as plainly as you could spake that she
should be your wife. With her own mouth she never told me. Her mother
has told me. Daily Mrs. O'Hara has spoken to me of her hopes and fears.
By the Lord above me whom I worship, and by His Son in whom I rest all
my hopes, I would not stand in your shoes if you intend to tell that
woman that after all that has passed you mean to desert her child."
"Who has talked of deserting?" asked Neville angrily.
"Say that you will be true to her, that you will make her your wife
before God and man, and I will humbly ask your pardon."
"All that I say is that this Captain O'Hara's coming is a nuisance."
"If that be all, there is an end of it. It is a nuisance. Not that I
suppose he ever will come. If he persists she must send him a little
money. There shall be no difficulty about that. She will never ask you
to supply the means of keeping her husband."
"It isn't the money. I think you hardly understand my position, Father
Marty." It seemed to Neville that if it was ever his intention to open
out his scheme to the priest, now was his time for doing so. They had
come to the cross roads at which one way led down to the village and to
Father Marty's house, and the other to the spot on the beach where the
boat would be waiting. "I can't very well go on to Liscannor," said
Neville.
"Give me your word before we part that you will keep your promise to
Miss O'Hara," said the priest.
"If you will step on a few yards with me I will tell you just how I am
situated." Then the priest assented, and they both went on towards the
beach, walking very slowly. "If I alone were concerned, I would give up
everything for Miss O'Hara. I am willing to give up everything as
regards myself. I love her so dearly that she is more to me than all the
honours and wealth that are to come to me when my uncle dies."
"What is to hinder but that you should have the girl you love and your
uncle's honours and wealth into the bargain?"
"That is just it."
"By the life of me I don't see any difficulty. You're your own masther.
The ould Earl can't disinherit you if he would."
"But I am bound down."
"How bound? Who can bind you?"
"I am bound not to make Miss O'Hara Countess of Scroope."
"What binds you? You are bound by a hundred promises to make her your
wife."
"I have taken an oath that no Roman Catholic shall become Countess
Scroope as my wife."
"Then, Mr. Neville, let me tell you that you must break your oath."
"Would you have me perjure myself?"
"Faith I would. Perjure yourself one way you certainly must, av' you've
taken such an oath as that, for you've sworn many oaths that you would
make this Catholic lady your wife. Not make a Roman Catholic Countess of
Scroope! It's the impudence of some of you Prothestants that kills me
entirely. As though we couldn't count Countesses against you and beat
you by chalks! I ain't the man to call hard names, Mr. Neville; but if
one of us is upstarts, it's aisy seeing which. Your uncle's an ould man,
and I'm told nigh to his latter end. I'm not saying but what you should
respect even his wakeness. But you'll not look me in the face and tell
me that afther what's come and gone that young lady is to be cast on one
side like a plucked rose, because an ould man has spoken a foolish word,
or because a young man has made a wicked promise."
They were now standing again, and Fred raised his hat and rubbed his
forehead as he endeavoured to arrange the words in which he could best
propose his scheme to the priest. He had not yet escaped from the idea
that because Father Marty was a Roman Catholic priest, living in a
village in the extreme west of Ireland, listening night and day to the
roll of the Atlantic and drinking whisky punch, therefore he would be
found to be romantic, semi-barbarous, and perhaps more than semi-lawless
in his views of life. Irish priests have been made by chroniclers of
Irish story to do marvellous things; and Fred Neville thought that this
priest, if only the matter could be properly introduced, might be
persuaded to do for him something romantic, something marvellous,
perhaps something almost lawless. In truth it might have been difficult
to find a man more practical or more honest than Mr. Marty. And then the
difficulty of introducing the subject was very great. Neville stood with
his face a little averted, rubbing his forehead as he raised his
sailor's hat. "If you could only read my heart," he said, "you'd know
that I am as true as steel."
"I'd be lothe to doubt it, Mr. Neville."
"I'd give up everything to call Kate my own."
"But you need give up nothing, and yet have her all your own."
"You say that because you don't completely understand. It may as well be
taken for granted at once that she can never be Countess of Scroope."
"Taken for granted!" said the old man as the fire flashed out of his
eyes.
"Just listen to me for one moment. I will marry her to-morrow, or at any
time you may fix, if a marriage can be so arranged that she shall never
be more than Mrs. Neville."
"And what would you be?"
"Mr. Neville."
"And what would her son be?"
"Oh;—just the same,—when he grew up. Perhaps there wouldn't be a son."
"God forbid that there should on those terms. You intend that your
children and her children shall be—bastards. That's about it, Mr.
Neville." The romance seemed to vanish when the matter was submitted to
him in this very prosaic manner. "As to what you might choose to call
yourself, that would be nothing to me and not very much I should say, to
her. I believe a man needn't be a lord unless he likes to be a
lord;—and needn't call his wife a countess. But, Mr. Neville, when you
have married Miss O'Hara, and when your uncle shall have died, there can
be no other Countess of Scroope, and her child must be the heir to your
uncle's title."
"All that I could give her except that, she should have."
"But she must have that. She must be your wife before God and man, and
her children must be the children of honour and not of disgrace."
Ah,—if the priest had known it all!
"I would live abroad with her, and her mother should live with us."
"You mean that you would take Kate O'Hara as your misthress! And you
make this as a proposal to me! Upon my word, Mr. Neville, I don't think
that I quite understand what it is that you're maning to say to me. Is
she to be your wife?"
"Yes," said Neville, urged by the perturbation of his spirit to give a
stronger assurance than he had intended.
"Then must her son if she have one be the future Earl of Scroope. He may
be Protesthant,—or what you will?"
"You don't understand me, Father Marty."
"Faith, and that's thrue. But we are at the baich, Mr. Neville, and I've
two miles along the coast to Liscannor."
"Shall I make Barney take you round in the canoe?"
"I believe I may as well walk it. Good-bye, Mr. Neville. I'm glad at any
rate to hear you say so distinctly that you are resolved at all hazards
to make that dear girl your wife." This he said, almost in a whisper,
standing close to the boat, with his hand on Neville's shoulder. He
paused a moment as though to give special strength to his words, and
Neville did not dare or was not able to protest against the assertion.
Father Marty himself was certainly not romantic in his manner of
managing such an affair as this in which they were now both concerned.
Neville went back to Ennis much depressed, turning the matter over in
his mind almost hopelessly. This was what had come from his adventures!
No doubt he might marry the girl,—postponing his marriage till after
his uncle's death. For aught he knew as yet that might still be
possible. But were he to do so, he would disgrace his family, and
disgrace himself by breaking the solemn promise he had made. And in such
case he would be encumbered, and possibly be put beyond the pale of that
sort of life which should be his as Earl of Scroope, by having Captain
O'Hara as his father-in-law. He was aware now that he would be held by
all his natural friends to have ruined himself by such a marriage.
On the other hand he could, no doubt, throw the girl over. They could
not make him marry her though they could probably make him pay very
dearly for not doing so. If he could only harden his heart sufficiently
he could escape in that way. But he was not hard, and he did feel that
so escaping, he would have a load on his breast which would make his
life unendurable. Already he was beginning to hate the coast of Ireland,
and to think that the gloom of Scroope Manor was preferable to it.
For something over three weeks after his walk with the priest Neville
saw neither of the two ladies of Ardkill. Letters were frequent between
the cottage and the barracks at Ennis, but,—so said Fred himself,
military duties detained him with the troop. He explained that he had
been absent a great deal, and that now Captain Johnstone was taking his
share of ease. He was all alone at the barracks, and could not get away.
There was some truth in this, created perhaps by the fact that as he
didn't stir, Johnstone could do so. Johnstone was backwards and forwards,
fishing at Castle Connel, and Neville was very exact in explaining that
for the present he was obliged to give up all the delights of the coast.
But the days were days of trial to him.
A short history of the life of Captain O'Hara was absolutely sent to him
by the Countess of Scroope. The family lawyer, at the instance of the
Earl,—as she said, though probably her own interference had been more
energetic than that of the Earl,—had caused enquiries to be made.
Captain O'Hara, the husband of the lady who was now living on the coast
of County Clare, and who was undoubtedly the father of the Miss O'Hara
whom Fred knew, had passed at least ten of the latter years of his life
at the galleys in the south of France. He had been engaged in an
extensive swindling transaction at Bordeaux, and had thence been
transferred to Toulon, had there been maintained by France,—and was now
in London. The Countess in sending this interesting story to her nephew
at Ennis, with ample documentary evidence, said that she was sure that
he would not degrade his family utterly by thinking of allying himself
with people who were so thoroughly disreputable; but that, after all
that was passed, his uncle expected from him a renewed assurance on the
matter. He answered this in anger. He did not understand why the history
of Captain O'Hara should have been raked up. Captain O'Hara was nothing
to him. He supposed it had come from Castle Quin, and anything from
Castle Quin he disbelieved. He had given a promise once and he didn't
understand why he should be asked for any further assurance. He thought
it very hard that his life should be made a burden to him by
foul-mouthed rumours from Castle Quin. That was the tenour of his letter
to his aunt; but even that letter sufficed to make it almost certain
that he could never marry the girl. He acknowledged that he had bound
himself not to do so. And then, in spite of all that he said about the
mendacity of Castle Quin, he did believe the little history. And it was
quite out of the question that he should marry the daughter of a
returned galley-slave. He did not think that any jury in England would
hold him to be bound by such a promise. Of course he would do whatever
he could for his dear Kate; but, even after all that had passed, he
could not pollute himself by marriage with the child of so vile a
father. Poor Kate! Her sufferings would have been occasioned not by him,
but by her father.
In the meantime Kate's letters to him became more and more frequent,
more and more sad,—filled ever with still increasing warmth of
entreaty. At last they came by every post, though he knew how difficult
it must be for her to find daily messengers into Ennistimon. Would he
not come and see her? He must come and see her. She was ill and would
die unless he came to her. He did not always answer these letters, but
he did write to her perhaps twice a week. He would come very soon,—as
soon as Johnstone had come back from his fishing. She was not to fret
herself. Of course he could not always be at Ardkill. He too had things
to trouble him. Then he told her he had received letters from home which
caused him very much trouble; and there was a something of sharpness in
his words, which brought from her a string of lamentations in which,
however, the tears and wailings did not as yet take the form of
reproaches. Then there came a short note from Mrs. O'Hara herself. "I
must beg that you will come to Ardkill at once. It is absolutely
necessary for Kate's safety that you should do so."
When he received this he thought that he would go on the morrow. When
the morrow came he determined to postpone the journey another day! The
calls of duty are so much less imperious than those of pleasure! On that
further day he still meant to go, as he sat about noon unbraced, only
partly dressed in his room at the barracks. His friend Johnstone was back
in Ennis, and there was also a Cornet with the troop. He had no excuse
whatever on the score of military duty for remaining at home on that
day. But he sat idling his time, thinking of things. All the charm of
the adventure was gone. He was sick of the canoe and of Barney Morony.
He did not care a straw for the seals or wild gulls. The moaning of the
ocean beneath the cliff was no longer pleasurable to him,—and as to the
moaning at their summit, to tell the truth, he was afraid of it. The
long drive thither and back was tedious to him. He thought now more of
the respectability of his family than of the beauty of Kate O'Hara.
But still he meant to go,—certainly would go on this very day. He had
desired that his gig should be ready, and had sent word to say that he
might start at any moment. But still he sat in his dressing-gown at
noon, unbraced, with a novel in his hand which he could not read, and a
pipe by his side which he could not smoke. Close to him on the table lay
that record of the life of Captain O'Hara, which his aunt had sent him,
every word of which he had now examined for the third or fourth time. Of
course he could not marry the girl. Mrs. O'Hara had deceived him. She
could not but have known that her husband was a convict;—and had kept
the knowledge back from him in order that she might allure him to the
marriage. Anything that money could do, he would do. Or, if they would
consent, he would take the girl away with him to some sunny distant
clime, in which adventures might still be sweet, and would then devote
to her—some portion of his time. He had not yet ruined himself, but he
would indeed ruin himself were he, the heir to the earldom of Scroope,
to marry the daughter of a man who had been at the French galleys! He
had just made up his mind that he would be firm in this
resolution,—when the door opened and Mrs. O'Hara entered his room.
"Mrs. O'Hara."
She closed the door carefully behind her before she spoke, excluding the
military servant who had wished to bar her entrance. "Yes, sir; as you
would not come to us I have been forced to come to you. I know it all.
When will you make my child your wife?"
Yes. In the abjectness of her misery the poor girl had told her mother
the story of her disgrace; or, rather, in her weakness had suffered her
secret to fall from her lips. That terrible retribution was to come upon
her which, when sin has been mutual, falls with so crushing a weight
upon her who of the two sinners has ever been by far the less sinful.
She, when she knew her doom, simply found herself bound by still
stronger ties of love to him who had so cruelly injured her. She was his
before; but now she was more than ever his. To have him near her, to
give her orders that she might obey them, was the consolation that she
coveted,—the only consolation that could have availed anything to her.
To lean against him, and to whisper to him, with face averted, with
half-formed syllables, some fervent words that might convey to him a
truth which might be almost a joy to her if he would make it so,—was
the one thing that could restore hope to her bosom. Let him come and be
near to her, so that she might hide her face upon his breast. But he
came not. He did not come, though, as best she knew how, she had thrown
all her heart into her letters. Then her spirit sank within her, and she
sickened, and as her mother knelt over her, she allowed her secret to
fall from her.
Fred Neville's sitting-room at Ennis was not a chamber prepared for the
reception of ladies. It was very rough, as are usually barrack rooms in
outlying quarters in small towns in the west of Ireland,—and it was
also very untidy. The more prudent and orderly of mankind might hardly
have understood why a young man, with prospects and present wealth such
as belonged to Neville, should choose to spend a twelvemonth in such a
room, contrary to the wishes of all his friends, when London was open to
him, and the continent, and scores of the best appointed houses in
England, and all the glories of ownership at Scroope. There were guns
about, and whips, hardly half a dozen books, and a few papers. There
were a couple of swords lying on a table that looked like a dresser. The
room was not above half covered with its carpet, and though there were
three large easy chairs, even they were torn and soiled. But all this
had been compatible with adventures,—and while the adventures were
simply romantic and not a bit troublesome, the barracks at Ennis had
been to him by far preferable to the gloomy grandeur of Scroope.
And now Mrs. O'Hara was there, telling him that she knew of all! Not for
a moment did he remain ignorant of the meaning of her communication. And
now the arguments to be used against him in reference to the marriage
would be stronger than ever. A silly, painful smile came across his
handsome face as he attempted to welcome her, and moved a chair for her
accommodation. "I am so sorry that you have had the trouble of coming
over," he said.
"That is nothing. When will you make my child your wife?" How was he to
answer this? In the midst of his difficulties he had brought himself to
one determination. He had resolved that under no pressure would he marry
the daughter of O'Hara, the galley-slave. As far as that, he had seen
his way. Should he now at once speak of the galley-slave, and, with
expressions of regret, decline the alliance on that reason? Having
dishonoured this woman's daughter should he shelter himself behind the
dishonour of her husband? That he meant to do so ultimately is true; but
at the present moment such a task would have required a harder heart
than his. She rose from her chair and stood close over him as she
repeated her demand, "When will you make my child your wife?"
"You do not want me to answer you at this moment?"
"Yes;—at this moment. Why not answer me at once? She has told me all.
Mr. Neville, you must think not only of her, but of your child also."
"I hope not that," he said.
"I tell you that it is so. Now answer me. When shall my Kate become your
wife?"
He still knew that any such consummation as that was quite out of the
question. The mother herself as she was now present to him, seemed to be
a woman very different from the quiet, handsome, high-spirited, but
low-voiced widow whom he had known, or thought that he had known, at
Ardkill. Of her as she had there appeared to him he had not been ashamed
to think as one who might at some future time be personally related to
himself. He had recognized her as a lady whose outward trappings, poor
though they might be, were suited to the seclusion in which she lived.
But now, although it was only to Ennis that she had come from her nest
among the rocks, she seemed to be unfitted for even so much intercourse
with the world as that. And in the demand which she reiterated over him
she hardly spoke as a lady would speak. Would not all they who were
connected with him at home have a right to complain if he were to bring
such a woman with him to England as the mother of his wife. "I can't
answer such a question as that on the spur of the moment," he said.
"You will not dare to tell me that you mean to desert her?"
"Certainly not. I was coming over to Ardkill this very day. The trap is
ordered. I hope Kate is well?"
"She is not well. How should she be well?"
"Why not? I didn't know. If there is anything that she wants that I can
get for her, you have only to speak."
In the utter contempt which Mrs. O'Hara now felt for the man she
probably forgot that his immediate situation was one in which it was
nearly impossible that any man should conduct himself with dignity.
Having brought himself to his present pass by misconduct, he could
discover no line of good conduct now open to him. Moralists might tell
him that let the girl's parentage be what it might, he ought to marry
her; but he was stopped from that, not only by his oath, but by a
conviction that his highest duty required him to preserve his family
from degradation. And yet to a mother, with such a demand on her lips as
that now made by Mrs. O'Hara,—whose demand was backed by such
circumstances,—how was it possible that he should tell the truth and
plead the honour of his family? His condition was so cruel that it was
no longer possible to him to be dignified or even true. The mother again
made her demand. "There is one thing that you must do for her before
other things can be thought of. When shall she become your wife?"
It was for a moment on his tongue to tell her that it could not be so
while his uncle lived;—but to this he at once felt that there were two
objections, directly opposed to each other, but each so strong as to
make any such reply very dangerous. It would imply a promise, which he
certainly did not intend to keep, of marrying the girl when his uncle
should be dead; and, although promising so much more than he intended to
perform, would raise the ungovernable wrath of the woman before him.
That he should now hesitate,—now, in her Kate's present condition,—as
to redeeming those vows of marriage which he had made to her in her
innocence, would raise a fury in the mother's bosom which he feared to
encounter. He got up and walked about the room, while she stood with her
eyes fixed upon him, ever and anon reiterating her demand. "No day must
now be lost. When will you make my child your wife?"
At last he made a proposition to which she assented. The tidings which
she had brought him had come upon him very suddenly. He was
inexpressibly pained. Of course Kate, his dearest Kate, was everything
to him. Let him have that afternoon to think about it. On the morrow he
would assuredly visit Ardkill. The mother, full of fears, resolving that
should he attempt to play her girl false and escape from her she would
follow him to the end of the world, but feeling that at the present
moment she could not constrain him, accepted his repeated promise as to
the following day; and at last left him to himself.
Neville sat in his room alone, without moving, for a couple of hours
after Mrs. O'Hara had left him. In what way should he escape from the
misery and ruin which seemed to surround him? An idea did cross his mind
that it would be better for him to fly and write the truth from the
comparatively safe distance of his London club. But there would be a
meanness in such conduct which would make it impossible that he should
ever again hold up his head. The girl had trusted to him, and by
trusting to him had brought herself to this miserable pass. He could not
desert her. It would be better that he should go and endure all the
vials of their wrath than that. To her he would still be tenderly
loving, if she would accept his love without the name which he could not
give her. His whole life he would sacrifice to her. Every luxury which
money could purchase he would lavish on her. He must go and make his
offer. The vials of wrath which would doubtless be poured out upon his
head would not come from her. In his heart of hearts he feared both the
priest and the mother. But there are moments in which a man feels
himself obliged to encounter all that he most fears;—and the man who
does not do so in such moments is a coward.
He quite made up his mind to start early on the following morning; but
the intermediate hours were very sad and heavy, and his whole outlook
into life was troublesome to him. How infinitely better would it have
been for him had he allowed himself to be taught a twelvemonth since
that his duty required him to give up the army at once! But he had made
his bed, and now he must lie upon it. There was no escape from this
journey to Ardkill. Even though he should be stunned by their wrath he
must endure it.
He breakfasted early the next day, and got into his gig before nine. He
must face the enemy, and the earlier that he did it the better. His
difficulty now lay in arranging the proposition that he would make and
the words that he should speak. Every difficulty would be smoothed and
every danger dispelled if he would only say that he would marry the girl
as quickly as the legal forms would allow. Father Marty, he knew, would
see to all that, and the marriage might be done effectually. He had
quite come to understand that Father Marty was practical rather than
romantic. But there would be cowardice in this as mean as that other
cowardice. He believed himself to be bound by his duty to his family.
Were he now to renew his promise of marriage, such renewal would be
caused by fear and not by duty, and would be mean. They should tear him
piecemeal rather than get from him such a promise. Then he thought of
the Captain, and perceived that he must make all possible use of the
Captain's character. Would anybody conceive that he, the heir of the
Scroope family, was bound to marry the daughter of a convict returned
from the galleys? And was it not true that such promise as he had made
had been obtained under false pretences? Why had he not been told of the
Captain's position when he first made himself intimate with the mother
and daughter?
Instead of going as was his custom to Lahinch, and then rowing across
the bay and round the point, he drove his gig to the village of
Liscannor. He was sick of Barney Morony and the canoe, and never desired
to see either of them again. He was sick indeed, of everything Irish,
and thought that the whole island was a mistake. He drove however boldly
through Liscannor and up to Father Marty's yard, and, not finding the
priest at home, there left his horse and gig. He had determined that he
would first go to the priest and boldly declare that nothing should
induce him to marry the daughter of a convict. But Father Marty was not
at home. The old woman who kept his house believed that he had gone into
Ennistown. He was away with his horse, and would not be back till dinner
time. Then Neville, having seen his own nag taken from the gig, started
on his walk up to Ardkill.
How ugly the country was to his eyes as he now saw it. Here and there
stood a mud cabin, and the small, half-cultivated fields, or rather
patches of land, in which the thin oat crops were beginning to be green,
were surrounded by low loose ramshackle walls, which were little more
than heaps of stone, so carelessly had they been built and so
negligently preserved. A few cocks and hens with here and there a
miserable, starved pig seemed to be the stock of the country. Not a
tree, not a shrub, not a flower was there to be seen. The road was
narrow, rough, and unused. The burial ground which he passed was the
liveliest sign of humanity about the place. Then the country became
still wilder, and there was no road. The oats also ceased, and the
walls. But he could hear the melancholy moan of the waves, which he had
once thought to be musical and had often sworn that he loved. Now the
place with all its attributes was hideous to him, distasteful, and
abominable. At last the cottage was in view, and his heart sank very
low. Poor Kate! He loved her dearly through it all. He endeavoured to
take comfort by assuring himself that his heart was true to her. Not for
worlds would he injure her;—that is, not for worlds, had any worlds
been exclusively his own. On account of the Scroope world,—which was a
world general rather than particular,—no doubt he must injure her most
horribly. But still she was his dear Kate, his own Kate, his Kate whom
he would never desert.
When he came up to the cottage the little gate was open, and he knew
that somebody was there besides the usual inmates. His heart at once
told him that it was the priest. His fate had brought him face to face
with his two enemies at once! His breath almost left him, but he knew
that he could not run away. However bitter might be the vials of wrath
he must encounter them. So he knocked at the outer door and, after his
custom, walked into the passage. Then he knocked again at the door of
the one sitting-room,—the door which hitherto he had always passed with
the conviction that he should bring delight,—and for a moment there was
no answer. He heard no voice and he knocked again. The door was opened
for him, and as he entered he met Father Marty. But he at once saw that
there was another man in the room, seated in an arm chair near the
window. Kate, his Kate, was not there, but Mrs. O'Hara was standing at
the head of the sofa, far away from the window and close to the door.
"It is Mr. Neville," said the priest. "It is as well that he should come
in."
"Mr. Neville," said the man rising from his chair, "I am informed that
you are a suitor for the hand of my daughter. Your prospects in life are
sufficient, sir, and I give my consent."
The man was a thing horrible to look at, tall, thin, cadaverous,
ill-clothed, with his wretched and all but ragged overcoat buttoned
close up to his chin, with long straggling thin grizzled hair,
red-nosed, with a drunkard's eyes, and thin lips drawn down at the
corners of the mouth. This was Captain O'Hara; and if any man ever
looked like a convict returned from work in chains, such was the
appearance of this man. This was the father of Fred's Kate;—the man
whom it was expected that he, Frederic Neville, the future Earl of
Scroope, should take as his father-in-law! "This is Captain O'Hara,"
said the priest. But even Father Marty, bold as he was, could not assume
the voice with which he had rebuked Neville as he walked with him, now
nearly a month ago, down to the beach.
Neville did feel that the abomination of the man's appearance
strengthened his position. He stood looking from one to another, while
Mrs. O'Hara remained silent in the corner. "Perhaps," said he, "I had
better not be here. I am intruding."
"It is right that you should know it all," said the priest. "As regards
the young lady it cannot now alter your position. This gentleman must
be—arranged for."
"Oh, certainly," said the Captain. "I must be—arranged for, and that so
soon as possible." The man spoke with a slightly foreign accent and in a
tone, as Fred thought, which savoured altogether of the galleys. "You
have done me the honour, I am informed, to make my daughter all your
own. These estimable people assure me that you hasten to make her your
wife on the instant. I consent. The O'Haras, who are of the very oldest
blood in Europe, have always connected themselves highly. Your uncle is
a most excellent nobleman whose hand I shall be proud to grasp." As he
thus spoke he stalked across the room to Fred, intending at once to
commence the work of grasping the Neville family.
"Get back," said Fred, retreating to the door.
"Is it that you fail to believe that I am your bride's father?"
"I know not whose father you may be. Get back."
"He is what he says he is," said the priest. "You should bear with him
for a while."
"Where is Kate?" demanded Fred. It seemed as though, for the moment, he
were full of courage. He looked round at Mrs. O'Hara, but nobody
answered him. She was still standing with her eyes fixed upon the man,
almost as though she thought that she could dart out upon him and
destroy him. "Where is Kate?" he asked again. "Is she well?"
"Well enough to hide herself from her old father," said the Captain,
brushing a tear from his eye with the back of his hand.
"You shall see her presently, Mr. Neville," said the priest.
Then Neville whispered a word into the priest's ear. "What is it that
the man wants?"
"You need not regard that," said Father Marty.
"Mr. Marty," said the Captain, "you concern yourself too closely in my
affairs. I prefer to open my thoughts and desires to my son-in-law. He
has taken measures which give him a right to interfere in the family.
Ha, ha, ha."
"If you talk like that I'll stab you to the heart," said Mrs. O'Hara,
jumping forward. Then Fred Neville perceived that the woman had a dagger
in her hand which she had hitherto concealed from him as she stood up
against the wall behind the head of the sofa. He learnt afterwards that
the priest, having heard in Liscannor of the man's arrival, had hurried
up to the cottage, reaching it almost at the same moment with the
Captain. Kate had luckily at the moment been in her room and had not
seen her father. She was still in her bed and was ill;—but during the
scene that occurred afterwards she roused herself. But Mrs. O'Hara, even
in the priest's presence, had at once seized the weapon from the
drawer,—showing that she was prepared even for murder, had murder been
found necessary by her for her relief. The man had immediately asked as
to the condition of his daughter, and the mother had learned that her
child's secret was known to all Liscannor. The priest now laid his hand
upon her and stopped her, but he did it in all gentleness. "You'll have
a fierce pig of a mother-in-law, Mr. Neville," said the Captain, "but
your wife's father,—you'll find him always gentle and open to reason.
You were asking what I wanted."
"Had I not better give him money?" suggested Neville.
"No," said the priest shaking his head.
"Certainly," said Captain O'Hara.
"If you will leave this place at once," said Neville, "and come to me
to-morrow morning at the Ennis barracks, I will give you money."
"Give him none," said Mrs. O'Hara.
"My beloved is unreasonable. You would not be rid of me even were he to
be so hard. I should not die. Have I not proved to you that I am one
whom it is hard to destroy by privation. The family has been under a
cloud. A day of sunshine has come with this gallant young nobleman. Let
me partake the warmth. I will visit you, Mr. Neville, certainly;—but
what shall be the figure?"
"That will be as I shall find you then."
"I will trust you. I will come. The journey hence to Ennis is long for
one old as I am, and would be lightened by so small a trifle as—shall I
say a bank note of the meanest value." Upon this Neville handed him two
bank notes for £1 each, and Captain O'Hara walked forth out of his
wife's house.
"He will never leave you now," said the priest.
"He cannot hurt me. I will arrange with some man of business to pay him
a stipend as long as he never troubles our friend here. Though all the
world should know it, will it not be better so?"
Great and terrible is the power of money. When this easy way out of
their immediate difficulties had been made by the rich man, even Mrs.
O'Hara with all her spirit was subdued for the moment, and the
reproaches of the priest were silenced for that hour. The young man had
seemed to behave well, had stood up as the friend of the suffering
women, and had been at any rate ready with his money. "And now," he
said, "where is Kate?" Then Mrs. O'Hara took him by the hand and led him
into the bedroom in which the poor girl had buried herself from her
father's embrace. "Is he gone?" she asked before even she would throw
herself into her lover's arms.
"Neville has paid him money," said the mother.
"Yes, he has gone," said Fred; "and I think,—I think that he will
trouble you no more."
"Oh, Fred, oh, my darling, oh, my own one. At last, at last you have
come to me. Why have you stayed away? You will not stay away again? Oh,
Fred, you do love me? Say that you love me."
"Better than all the world," he said pressing her to his bosom.
He remained with her for a couple of hours, during which hardly a word
was said to him about his marriage. So great had been the effect upon
them all of the sudden presence of the Captain, and so excellent had
been the service rendered them by the trust which the Captain had placed
in the young man's wealth, that for this day both priest and mother were
incapacitated from making their claim with the vigour and intensity of
purpose which they would have shewn had Captain O'Hara not presented
himself at the cottage. The priest left them soon,—but not till it had
been arranged that Neville should go back to Ennis to prepare for his
reception of the Captain, and return to the cottage on the day after
that interview was over. He assumed on a sudden the practical views of a
man of business. He would take care to have an Ennis attorney with him
when speaking to the Captain, and would be quite prepared to go to the
extent of two hundred a year for the Captain's life, if the Captain
could be safely purchased for that money. "A quarter of it would do,"
said Mrs. O'Hara. The priest thought £2 a week would be ample. "I'll be
as good as my word," said Fred. Kate sat looking into his face thinking
that he was still a god.
"And you will certainly be here by noon on Sunday?" said Kate, clinging
to him when he rose to go.
"Most certainly."
"Dear, dear Fred." And so he walked down the hill to the priest's house
almost triumphantly. He thought himself fortunate in not finding the
priest who had ridden off from Ardkill to some distant part of the
parish;—and then drove himself back to Ennis.
Neville was intent upon business, and had not been back in Ennis from
the cottage half an hour before he obtained an introduction to an
attorney. He procured it through the sergeant-major of the troop. The
sergeant-major was intimate with the innkeeper, and the innkeeper was
able to say that Mr. Thaddeus Crowe was an honest, intelligent, and
peculiarly successful lawyer. Before he sat down to dinner Fred Neville
was closeted at the barracks with Mr. Crowe.
He began by explaining to Mr. Crowe who he was. This he did in order
that the attorney might know that he had the means of carrying out his
purpose. Mr. Crowe bowed, and assured his client that on that score he
had no doubts whatever. Nevertheless Mr. Crowe's first resolve, when he
heard of the earldom and of the golden prospects, was to be very careful
not to pay any money out of his own pocket on behalf of the young
officer, till he made himself quite sure that it would be returned to
him with interest. As the interview progressed, however, Mr. Crowe began
to see his way, and to understand that the golden prospects were not
pleaded because the owner of them was himself short of cash. Mr. Crowe
soon understood the whole story. He had heard of Captain O'Hara, and
believed the man to be as thorough a blackguard as ever lived. When
Neville told the attorney of the two ladies, and of the anxiety which he
felt to screen them from the terrible annoyance of the Captain's visits,
Mr. Crowe smiled, but made no remark. "It will be enough for you to know
that I am in earnest about it," said the future Earl, resenting even the
smile. Mr. Crowe bowed, and asked his client to finish the story. "The
man is to be with me to-morrow, here, at twelve, and I wish you to be
present. Mr. Crowe, my intention is to give him two hundred pounds a
year as long as he lives."
"Two hundred a year!" said the Ennis attorney, to whom such an annuity
seemed to be exorbitant as the purchase-money for a returned convict.
"Yes;—I have already mentioned that sum to his wife, though not to
him."
"I should reconsider it, Mr. Neville."
"Thank you;—but I have made up my mind. The payments will be made of
course only on condition that he troubles neither of the ladies either
personally or by letter. It might be provided that it shall be paid to
him weekly in France, but will not be paid should he leave that country.
You will think of all this, and will make suggestions to-morrow. I shall
be glad to have the whole thing left in your hands, so that I need
simply remit the cheques to you. Perhaps I shall have the pleasure of
seeing you to-morrow at twelve." Mr. Crowe promised to turn the matter
over in his mind and to be present at the hour named. Neville carried
himself very well through the interview, assuming with perfect ease the
manners of the great and rich man who had only to give his orders with a
certainty that they would be obeyed. Mr. Crowe, when he went out from
the young man's presence, had no longer any doubt on his mind as to his
client's pecuniary capability.
On the following day at twelve o'clock, Captain O'Hara, punctual to the
minute, was at the barracks; and there also sitting in Neville's room,
was the attorney. But Neville himself was not there, and the Captain
immediately felt that he had been grossly imposed upon and swindled.
"And who may I have the honour of addressing, when I speak to you, sir?"
demanded the Captain.
"I am a lawyer."
"And Mr. Neville,—my own son-in-law,—has played me that trick!"
Mr. Crowe explained that no trick had been played, but did so in
language which was no doubt less courteous than would have been used had
Mr. Neville been present. As, however, the cause of our hero's absence
is more important to us than the Captain's prospects that must be first
explained.
As soon as the attorney left him Neville had sat down to dinner with his
two brother officers, but was not by any means an agreeable companion.
When they attempted to joke with him as to the young lady on the cliffs,
he showed very plainly that he did not like it; and when Cornet
Simpkinson after dinner raised his glass to drink a health to Miss
O'Hara, Mr. Neville told him that he was an impertinent ass. It was then
somewhat past nine, and it did not seem probable that the evening would
go off pleasantly. Cornet Simpkinson lit his cigar, and tried to wink at
the Captain. Neville stretched out his legs and pretended to go to
sleep. At this moment it was a matter of intense regret to him that he
had ever seen the West of Ireland.
At a little before ten Captain Johnstone retired, and the Cornet attempted
an apology. He had not meant to say anything that Neville would not
like. "It doesn't signify, my dear boy; only as a rule, never mention
women's names," said Neville, speaking as though he were fully fitted by
his experience to lay down the law on a matter so delicate. "Perhaps one
hadn't better," said the Cornet,—and then that little difficulty was
over. Cornet Simpkinson however thought of it all afterwards, and felt
that that evening and that hour had been more important than any other
evening or any other hour in his life.
At half-past ten, when Neville was beginning to think that he would take
himself to bed, and was still cursing the evil star which had brought
him to County Clare, there arose a clatter at the outside gate of the
small barrack-yard. A man had posted all the way down from Limerick and
desired to see Mr. Neville at once. The man had indeed come direct from
Scroope,—by rail from Dublin to Limerick, and thence without delay on
to Ennis. The Earl of Scroope was dead, and Frederic Neville was Earl of
Scroope. The man brought a letter from Miss Mellerby, telling him the
sad news and conjuring him in his aunt's name to come at once to the
Manor. Of course he must start at once for the Manor. Of course he must
attend as first mourner at his uncle's grave before he could assume his
uncle's name and fortune.
In that first hour of his greatness the shock to him was not so great
but that he at once thought of the O'Haras. He would leave Ennis the
following morning at six, so as to catch the day mail train out of
Limerick for Dublin. That was a necessity; but though so very short a
span of time was left to him, he must still make arrangements about the
O'Haras. He had hardly heard the news half an hour before he himself was
knocking at the door of Mr. Crowe the attorney. He was admitted, and Mr.
Crowe descended to him in a pair of slippers and a very old
dressing-gown. Mr. Crowe, as he held his tallow candle up to his
client's face, looked as if he didn't like it. "I know I must
apologize," said Neville, "but I have this moment received news of my
uncle's death."
"The Earl?"
"Yes."
"And I have now the honour of—speaking to the Earl of Scroope."
"Never mind that. I must start for England almost immediately. I haven't
above an hour or two. You must see that man, O'Hara, without me."
"Certainly, my lord."
"You shouldn't speak to me in that way yet," said Neville angrily. "You
will be good enough to understand that the terms are fixed;—two hundred
a year as long, as he remains in France and never molests anyone either
by his presence or by letter. Thank you. I shall be so much obliged to
you! I shall be back here after the funeral, and will arrange about
payments. Good-night."
So it happened that Captain O'Hara had no opportunity on that occasion
of seeing his proposed son-in-law. Mr. Crowe, fully crediting the power
confided to him, did as he was bidden. He was very harsh to the poor
Captain; but in such a condition a man can hardly expect that people
should not be harsh to him. The Captain endeavoured to hold up his head,
and to swagger, and to assume an air of pinchbeck respectability. But
the attorney would not permit it. He required that the man should own
himself to be penniless, a scoundrel, only anxious to be bought; and the
Captain at last admitted the facts. The figure was the one thing
important to him,—the figure and the nature of the assurance. Mr. Crowe
had made his calculations, and put the matter very plainly. A certain
number of francs,—a hundred francs,—would be paid to him weekly at any
town in France he might select,—which however would be forfeited by any
letter written either to Mrs. O'Hara, to Miss O'Hara, or to the Earl.
"The Earl!" ejaculated the Captain.
Mr. Crowe had been unable to refrain his tongue from the delicious
title, but now corrected himself. "Nor Mr. Neville, I mean. No one will
be bound to give you a farthing, and any letter asking for anything more
will forfeit the allowance altogether." The Captain vainly endeavoured
to make better terms, and of course accepted those proposed to him. He
would live in Paris,—dear Paris. He took five pounds for his journey,
and named an agent for the transmission of his money.
And so Fred Neville was the Earl of Scroope. He had still one other task
to perform before he could make his journey home. He had to send tidings
in some shape to Ardkill of what had happened. As he returned to the
barracks from Mr. Crowe's residence he thought wholly of this. That
other matter was now arranged. As one item of the cost of his adventure
in County Clare he must pay two hundred a year to that reprobate, the
Captain, as long as the reprobate chose to live,—and must also pay Mr.
Crowe's bill for his assistance. This was a small matter to him as his
wealth was now great, and he was not a man by nature much prone to think
of money. Nevertheless it was a bad beginning of his life. Though he had
declared himself to be quite indifferent on that head, he did feel that
the arrangement was not altogether reputable,—that it was one which he
could not explain to his own man of business without annoyance, and
which might perhaps give him future trouble. Now he must prepare his
message for the ladies at Ardkill,—especially to the lady whom on his
last visit to the cottage he had found armed with a dagger for the
reception of her husband. And as he returned back to the barracks it
occurred to him that a messenger might be better than a letter.
"Simpkinson," he said, going at once into the young man's bed-room,
"have you heard what has happened to me?" Simpkinson had heard all about
it, and expressed himself as "deucedly sorry" for the old man's death,
but seemed to think that there might be consolation for that sorrow. "I
must go to Scroope immediately," said Neville. "I have explained it all
to Johnstone, and shall start almost at once. I shall first lie down and
get an hour's sleep. I want you to do something for me." Simpkinson was
devoted. Simpkinson would do anything. "I cut up a little rough just now
when you mentioned Miss O'Hara's name." Simpkinson declared that he did
not mind it in the least, and would never pronounce the name again as
long as he lived. "But I want you to go and see her to-morrow," said
Neville. Then Simpkinson sat bolt upright in bed.
Of course the youthful warrior undertook the commission. What youthful
warrior would not go any distance to see a beautiful young lady on a
cliff, and what youthful warrior would not undertake any journey to
oblige a brother officer who was an Earl? Full instructions were at once
given to him. He had better ask to see Mrs. O'Hara,—in describing whom
Neville made no allusion to the dagger. He was told how to knock at the
door, and send in word by the servant to say that he had called on
behalf of Mr. Neville. He was to drive as far as Liscannor, and then get
some boy to accompany him on foot as a guide. He would not perhaps mind
walking two or three miles. Simpkinson declared that were it ten he
would not mind it. He was then to tell Mrs. O'Hara—just the truth. He
was to say that a messenger had come from Scroope announcing the death
of the Earl, and that Neville had been obliged to start at once for
England.
"But you will be back?" said Simpkinson.
Neville paused a moment. "Yes, I shall be back, but don't say anything
of that to either of the ladies."
"Must I say I don't know? They'll be sure to ask, I should say."
"Of course they'll ask. Just tell them that the whole thing has been
arranged so quickly that nothing has been settled, but that they shall
hear from me at once. You can say that you suppose I shall be back, but
that I promised that I would write. Indeed that will be the exact truth,
as I don't at all know what I may do. Be as civil to them as possible."
"That's of course."
"They are ladies, you know."
"I supposed that."
"And I am most desirous to do all in my power to oblige them. You can
say that I have arranged that other matter satisfactorily."
"That other matter?"
"They'll understand. The mother will at least, and you'd better say that
to her. You'll go early."
"I'll start at seven if you like."
"Eight or nine will do. Thank you, Simpkinson. I'm so much obliged to
you. I hope I shall see you over in England some day when things are a
little settled." With this Simpkinson was delighted,—as he was also
with the commission entrusted to him.
And so Fred Neville was the Earl of Scroope. Not that he owned even to
himself that the title and all belonging to it were as yet in his own
possession. Till the body of the old man should be placed in the family
vault he would still be simply Fred Neville, a lieutenant in Her
Majesty's 20th Hussars. As he travelled home to Scroope, to the old
gloomy mansion which was now in truth not only his home, but his own
house, to do just as he pleased with it, he had much to fill his mind.
He was himself astonished to find with how great a weight his new
dignities sat upon his shoulders, now that they were his own. But a few
months since he had thought and even spoken of shifting them from
himself to another, so that he might lightly enjoy a portion of the
wealth which would belong to him without burdening himself with the
duties of his position. He would take his yacht, and the girl he loved,
and live abroad, with no present record of the coronet which would have
descended to him, and with no assumption of the title. But already that
feeling had died away within him. A few words spoken to him by the
priest and a few serious thoughts within his own bosom had sufficed to
explain to him that he must be the Earl of Scroope. The family honours
had come to him, and he must support them,—either well or ill as his
strength and principles might govern him. And he did understand that it
was much to be a peer, an hereditary legislator, one who by the chance
of his birth had a right to look for deferential respect even from his
elders. It was much to be the lord of wide acres, the ruler of a large
domain, the landlord of many tenants who would at any rate regard
themselves as dependent on his goodness. It was much to be so placed
that no consideration of money need be a bar to any wish,—that the
considerations which should bar his pleasures need be only those of
dignity, character, and propriety. His uncle had told him more than once
how much a peer of England owed to his country and to his order;—how
such a one is bound by no ordinary bonds to a life of high resolves, and
good endeavours. "Sans reproche" was the motto of his house, and was
emblazoned on the wall of the hall that was now his own. If it might be
possible to him he would live up to it and neither degrade his order nor
betray his country.
But as he thought of all this, he thought also of Kate O'Hara. With what
difficulties had he surrounded the commencement of this life which he
purposed to lead! How was he to escape from the mess of trouble which he
had prepared for himself by his adventures in Ireland. An idea floated
across his mind that very many men who stand in their natural manhood
high in the world's esteem, have in their early youth formed ties such
as that which now bound him to Kate O'Hara,—that they have been silly
as he had been, and had then escaped from the effects of their folly
without grievous damage. But yet he did not see his mode of escape. If
money could do it for him he would make almost any sacrifice. If wealth
and luxury could make his Kate happy, she should be happy as a Princess.
But he did not believe either of her or of her mother that any money
would be accepted as a sufficient atonement. And he hated himself for
suggesting to himself that it might be possible. The girl was good, and
had trusted him altogether. The mother was self-denying, devoted, and
high-spirited. He knew that money would not suffice.
He need not return to Ireland unless he pleased. He could send over some
agent to arrange his affairs, and allow the two women to break their
hearts in their solitude upon the cliffs. Were he to do so he did not
believe that they would follow him. They would write doubtless, but
personally he might, probably, be quit of them in this fashion. But in
this there would be a cowardice and a meanness which would make it
impossible that he should ever again respect himself.
And thus he again entered Scroope, the lord and owner of all that he saw
around him,—with by no means a happy heart or a light bosom.
Not a word was said to the young lord on his return home respecting the
O'Haras till he himself had broached the subject. He found his brother
Jack Neville at Scroope on his arrival, and Sophie Mellerby was still
staying with his aunt. A day had been fixed for the funeral, but no one
had ventured to make any other arrangement till the heir and owner
should be there. He was received with solemn respect by the old servants
who, as he observed, abstained from calling him by any name. They knew
that it did not become them to transfer the former lord's title to the
heir till all that remained of the former lord should be hidden from the
world in the family vault; but they could not bring themselves to
address a real Earl as Mr. Neville. His aunt was broken down by sorrow,
but nevertheless, she treated him with a courtly deference. To her he
was now the reigning sovereign among the Nevilles, and all Scroope and
everything there was at his disposal. When he held her by the hand and
spoke of her future life she only shook her head. "I am an old woman,
though not in years old as was my lord. But my life is done, and it
matters not where I go."
"Dear aunt, do not speak of going. Where can you be so well as here?"
But she only shook her head again and wept afresh. Of course it would
not be fitting that she should remain in the house of the young Earl who
was only her nephew by marriage. Scroope Manor would now become a house
of joy, would be filled with the young and light of heart; there would
be feasting there and dancing; horses neighing before the doors, throngs
of carriages, new furniture, bright draperies, and perhaps, alas, loud
revellings. It would not be fit that such a one as she should be at
Scroope now that her lord had left her.
The funeral was an affair not of pomp but of great moment in those
parts. Two or three Nevilles from other counties came to the house, as
did also sundry relatives bearing other names. Mr. Mellerby was there,
and one or two of the late Earl's oldest friends; but the great
gathering was made up of the Scroope tenants, not one of whom failed to
see his late landlord laid in his grave. "My Lord," said an old man to
Fred, one who was himself a peer and was the young lord's cousin though
they two had never met before, "My Lord," said the old man, as soon as
they had returned from the grave, "you are called upon to succeed as
good a man as ever it has been my lot to know. I loved him as a brother.
I hope you will not lightly turn away from his example." Fred made some
promise which at the moment he certainly intended to perform.
On the next morning the will was read. There was nothing in it, nor
could there have been anything in it, which might materially affect the
interests of the heir. The late lord's widow was empowered to take away
from Scroope anything that she desired. In regard to money she was
provided for so amply that money did not matter to her. A whole year's
income from the estates was left to the heir in advance, so that he
might not be driven to any momentary difficulty in assuming the
responsibilities of his station. A comparatively small sum was left to
Jack Neville, and a special gem to Sophie Mellerby. There were bequests
to all the servants, a thousand pounds to the vicar of the
parish,—which perhaps was the only legacy which astonished the
legatee,—and his affectionate love to every tenant on the estate. All
the world acknowledged that it was as good a will as the Earl could have
made. Then the last of the strangers left the house, and the Earl of
Scroope was left to begin his reign and do his duty as best he might.
Jack had promised to remain with him for a few days, and Sophie
Mellerby, who had altogether given up her London season, was to stay
with the widow till something should be settled as to a future
residence. "If my aunt will only say that she will keep the house for a
couple of years, she shall have it," said Fred to the young
lady,—perhaps wishing to postpone for so long a time the embarrassment
of the large domain; but to this Lady Scroope would not consent. If
allowed she would remain till the end of July. By that time she would
find herself a home.
"For the life of me, I don't know how to begin my life," said the new
peer to his brother as they were walking about the park together.
"Do not think about beginning it at all. You won't be angry, and will
know what I mean, when I say that you should avoid thinking too much of
your own position."
"How am I to help thinking of it? It is so entirely changed from what it
was."
"No Fred,—not entirely; nor as I hope, is it changed at all in those
matters which are of most importance to you. A man's self, and his ideas
of the manner in which he should rule himself, should be more to him
than any outward accidents. Had that cousin of ours never died—"
"I almost wish he never had."
"It would then have been your ambition to live as an honourable
gentleman. To be that now should be more to you than to be an Earl and a
man of fortune."
"It's very easy to preach, Jack. You were always good at that. But here
I am, and what am I to do? How am I to begin? Everybody says that I am
to change nothing. The tenants will pay their rents, and Burnaby will
look after things outside, and Mrs. Bunce will look after the things
inside, and I may sit down and read a novel. When the gloom of my
uncle's death has passed away, I suppose I shall buy a few more horses
and perhaps begin to make a row about the pheasants. I don't know what
else there is to do."
"You'll find that there are duties."
"I suppose I shall. Something is expected of me. I am to keep up the
honour of the family; but it really seems to me that the best way of
doing so would be to sit in my uncle's arm chair and go to sleep as he
did."
"As a first step in doing something you should get a wife for yourself.
If once you had a settled home, things would arrange themselves round
you very easily."
"Ah, yes;—a wife. You know, Jack, I told you about that girl in County
Clare."
"You must let nothing of that kind stand in your way."
"Those are your ideas of high moral grandeur! Just now my own personal
conduct was to be all in all to me, and the rank nothing. Now I am to
desert a girl I love because I am an English peer."
"What has passed between you and the young lady, of course I do not
know."
"I may as well tell you the whole truth," said Fred. And he told it. He
told it honestly,—almost honestly. It is very hard for a man to tell a
story truly against himself, but he intended to tell the whole truth.
"Now what must I do? Would you have me marry her?" Jack Neville paused
for a long time. "At any rate you can say yes, or no."
"It is very hard to say yes, or no."
"I can marry no one else. I can see my way so far. You had better tell
Sophie Mellerby everything, and then a son of yours shall be the future
Earl."
"We are both of us young as yet, Fred, and need not think of that. If
you do mean to marry Miss O'Hara you should lose not a day;—not a day."
"But what if I don't. You are always very ready with advice, but you
have given me none as yet."
"How can I advise you? I should have heard the very words in which you
made your promise before I could dare to say whether it should be kept
or broken. As a rule a man should keep his word."
"Let the consequences be what they may?"
"A man should keep his word certainly. And I know no promise so solemn
as that made to a woman when followed by conduct such as yours has
been."
"And what will people say then as to my conduct to the family? How will
they look on me when I bring home the daughter of that scoundrel?"
"You should have thought of that before."
"But I was not told. Do you not see that I was deceived there. Mrs.
O'Hara clearly said that the man was dead. And she told me nothing of
the galleys."
"How could she tell you that?"
"But if she has deceived me, how can I be expected to keep my promise? I
love the girl dearly. If I could change places with you, I would do so
this very minute, and take her away with me, and she should certainly be
my wife. If it were only myself, I would give up all to her. I would, by
heaven. But I cannot sacrifice the family. As to solemn promises, did I
not swear to my uncle that I would not disgrace the family by such a
marriage? Almost the last word that I spoke to him was that. Am I to be
untrue to him? There are times in which it seems impossible that a man
should do right."
"There are times in which a man may be too blind to see the right," said
Jack,—sparing his brother in that he did not remind him that those
dilemmas always come from original wrong-doing.
"I think I am resolved not to marry her," said Fred.
"If I were in your place I think I should marry her," said Jack;—"but I
will not speak with certainty even of myself."
"I shall not. But I will be true to her all the same. You may be sure
that I shall not marry at all." Then he recurred to his old scheme. "If
I can find any mode of marrying her in some foreign country, so that her
son and mine shall not be the legitimate heir to the title and estates,
I would go there at once with her, though it were to the further end of
the world. You can understand now what I mean when I say that I do not
know how to begin." Jack acknowledged that in that matter he did
understand his brother. It is always hard for a man to commence any new
duty when he knows that he has a millstone round his neck which will
probably make that duty impracticable at last.
He went on with his life at Scroope for a week after the funeral without
resolving upon anything, or taking any steps towards solving the O'Hara
difficulty. He did ride about among the tenants, and gave some trifling
orders as to the house and stables. His brother was still with him, and
Miss Mellerby remained at the Manor. But he knew that the thunder-cloud
must break over his head before long, and at last the storm was
commenced. The first drops fell upon him in the soft form of a letter
from Kate O'Hara.
Dearest Fred,
I am not quite sure that I ought to address you like that; but I always
shall unless you tell me not. We have been expecting a letter from you
every day since you went. Your friend from Ennis came here, and brought
us the news of your uncle's death. We were very sorry; at least I was
certainly. I liked to think of you a great deal better as my own Fred,
than as a great lord. But you will still be my own Fred always; will you
not?
Mother said at once that it was a matter of course that you should go to
England; but your friend, whose name we never heard, said that you had
sent him especially to promise that you would write quite immediately,
and that you would come back very soon. I do not know what he will think
of me, because I asked him whether he was quite, quite sure that you
would come back. If he thinks that I love you better than my own soul,
he only thinks the truth.
Pray,—pray write at once. Mother is getting vexed because there is no
letter. I am never vexed with my own darling love, but I do so long for
a letter. If you knew how I felt, I do think you would write almost
every day,—if it were only just one short word. If you would say, 'Dear
Love,' that would be enough. And pray come. Oh do, do, pray come! Cannot
you think how I must long to see you! The gentleman who came here said
that you would come, and I know you will. But pray come soon. Think,
now, how you are all the world to me. You are more than all the world to
me.
I am not ill as I was when you were here. But I never go outside the
door now. I never shall go outside the door again till you come. I don't
care now for going out upon the rocks. I don't care even for the birds
as you are not here to watch them with me. I sit with the skin of the
seal you gave me behind my head, and I pretend to sleep. But though I am
quite still for hours I am not asleep, but thinking always of you.
We have neither seen or heard anything more of my father, and Father
Marty says that you have managed about that very generously. You are
always generous and good. I was so wretched all that day, that I thought
I should have died. You will not think ill of your Kate, will you,
because her father is bad?
Pray write when you get this, and above all things let us know when you
will come to us.
Always, always, and always,
Your own
Kate.
Two days after this, while the letter was still unanswered, there came
another from Mrs. O'Hara which was, if possible, more grievous to him
than that from her daughter.
"My Lord," the letter began. When he read this he turned from it with a
sickening feeling of disgust. Of course the woman knew that he was now
Earl of Scroope; but it would have been so desirable that there should
have been no intercourse between her and him except under the name by
which she had hitherto known him. And then in the appellation as she
used it there seemed to be a determination to reproach him which must,
he knew, lead to great misery.
My Lord,
The messenger you sent to us brought us good news, and told us that you
were gone home to your own affairs. That I suppose was right, but why
have you not written to us before this? Why have you not told my poor
girl that you will come to her, and atone to her for the injury you have
done in the only manner now possible? I cannot and do not believe that
you intend to evade the solemn promises that you have made her, and
allow her to remain here a ruined outcast, and the mother of your child.
I have thought you to be both a gentleman and a christian, and I still
think so. Most assuredly you would be neither were you disposed to leave
her desolate, while you are in prosperity.
I call upon you, my lord, in the most solemn manner, with all the energy
and anxiety of a mother,—of one who will be of all women the most
broken-hearted if you wrong her,—to write at once and let me know when
you will be here to keep your promise. For the sake of your own
offspring I implore you not to delay.
We feel under deep obligations to you for what you did in respect of
that unhappy man. We have never for a moment doubted your generosity.
Yours, My Lord,
With warmest affection, if you will admit it,
C. O'Hara.
P.S. I ask you to come at once
and keep your word. Were you to think of
breaking it, I would follow you through the world.
The young Earl, when he received this, was not at a loss for a moment to
attribute the body of Mrs. O'Hara's letter to Father Marty's power of
composition, and the postscript to the unaided effort of the lady
herself. Take it as he might—as coming from Mrs. O'Hara or from the
priest,—he found the letter to be a great burden to him. He had not as
yet answered the one received from Kate, as to the genuineness of which
he had entertained no doubt. How should he answer such letters? Some
answer must of course be sent, and must be the forerunner of his future
conduct. But how should he write his letter when he had not as yet
resolved what his conduct should be?
He did attempt to write a letter, not to either of the ladies, but to
the priest, explaining that in the ordinary sense of the word he could
not and would not marry Miss O'Hara, but that in any way short of that
legitimate and usual mode of marriage, he would bind himself to her, and
that when so bound he would be true to her for life. He would make any
settlement that he, Father Marty, might think right either upon the
mother or upon the daughter. But Countess of Scroope the daughter of
that Captain O'Hara should not become through his means. Then he
endeavoured to explain the obligation laid upon him by his uncle, and
the excuse which he thought he could plead in not having been informed
of Captain O'Hara's existence. But the letter when written seemed to him
to be poor and mean, cringing and at the same time false. He told
himself that it would not suffice. It was manifest to him that he must
go back to County Clare, even though he should encounter Mrs. O'Hara,
dagger in hand. What was any personal danger to himself in such an
affair as this? And if he did not fear a woman's dagger, was he to fear
a woman's tongue,—or the tongue of a priest? So he tore the letter, and
resolved that he would write and name a day on which he would appear at
Ardkill. At any rate such a letter as that might be easily written, and
might be made soft with words of love.
Dearest Kate,
I will be with you on the 15th or on the 16th at latest. You should
remember that a man has a good deal to do and think of when he gets
pitchforked into such a new phase of life as mine. Do not, however,
think that I quarrel with you, my darling. That I will never do. My love
to your mother.
Ever your own,
Fred.
I hate signing the other name.
This letter was not only written but sent.
Three or four days after writing his letter to Kate O'Hara, the Earl
told his aunt that he must return to Ireland, and he named the day on
which he would leave Scroope. "I did not think that you would go back
there," she said. He could see by the look of her face and by the
anxious glance of her eye that she had in her heart the fear of Kate
O'Hara,—as he had also.
"I must return. I came away at a moment's notice."
"But you have written about leaving the regiment."
"Yes;—I have done that. In the peculiar circumstances I don't suppose
they will want me to serve again. Indeed I've had a letter, just a
private note, from one of the fellows at the Horse Guards explaining all
that."
"I don't see why you should go at all;—indeed I do not."
"What am I to do about my things? I owe some money. I've got three or
four horses there. My very clothes are all about just as I left them
when I came away."
"Any body can manage all that. Give the horses away."
"I had rather not give away my horses," he said laughing. "The fact is I
must go." She could urge nothing more to him on that occasion. She did
not then mention the existence of Kate O'Hara. But he knew well that she
was thinking of the girl, and he knew also that the activity of Lady
Mary Quin had not slackened. But his aunt, he thought, was more afraid
of him now that he was the Earl than she had been when he was only the
heir; and it might be that this feeling would save him from the mention
of Kate O'Hara's name.
To some extent the dowager was afraid of her nephew. She knew at least
that the young man was all-powerful and might act altogether as he
listed. In whatever she might say she could not now be supported by the
authority of the Lord of Scroope. He himself was lord of Scroope; and
were he to tell her simply to hold her tongue and mind her own business
she could only submit. But she was not the woman to allow any sense of
fear, or any solicitude as to the respect due to herself, to stand in
the way of the performance of a duty. It may be declared on her behalf
that had it been in her nephew's power to order her head off in
punishment for her interference, she would still have spoken had she
conceived it to be right to speak.
But within her own bosom there had been dreadful conflicts as to that
duty. Lady Mary Quin had by no means slackened her activity. Lady Mary
Quin had learned the exact condition of Kate O'Hara, and had sent the
news to her friend with greedy rapidity. And in sending it Lady Mary
Quin entertained no slightest doubt as to the duty of the present Earl
of Scroope. According to her thinking it could not be the duty of an
Earl of Scroope in any circumstances to marry a Kate O'Hara. There are
women, who in regard to such troubles as now existed at Ardkill cottage,
always think that the woman should be punished as the sinner and that
the man should be assisted to escape. The hardness of heart of such
women,—who in all other views of life are perhaps tender and
soft-natured,—is one of the marvels of our social system. It is as
though a certain line were drawn to include all women,—a line, but,
alas, little more than a line,—by overstepping which, or rather by
being known to have overstepped it, a woman ceases to be a woman in the
estimation of her own sex. That the existence of this feeling has strong
effect in saving women from passing the line, none of us can doubt. That
its general tendency may be good rather than evil, is possible. But the
hardness necessary to preserve the rule, a hardness which must be
exclusively feminine but which is seldom wanting, is a marvellous
feature in the female character. Lady Mary Quin probably thought but
little on the subject. The women in the cottage on the cliff, who were
befriended by Father Marty, were to her dangerous scheming Roman
Catholic adventurers. The proper triumph of Protestant virtue required
that they should fail in their adventures. She had always known that
there would be something disreputable heard of them sooner or later.
When the wretched Captain came into the neighbourhood,—and she soon
heard of his coming,—she was gratified by feeling that her convictions
had been correct. When the sad tidings as to poor Kate reached her ears,
she had "known that it would be so." That such a girl should be made
Countess of Scroope in reward for her wickedness would be to her an
event horrible, almost contrary to Divine Providence,—a testimony that
the Evil One was being allowed peculiar power at the moment, and would
no doubt have been used in her own circles to show the ruin that had
been brought upon the country by Catholic emancipation. She did not for
a moment doubt that the present Earl should be encouraged to break any
promises of marriage to the making of which he might have been allured.
But it was not so with Lady Scroope. She, indeed, came to the same
conclusion as her friend, but she did so with much difficulty and after
many inward struggles. She understood and valued the customs of the
magic line. In her heart of hearts she approved of a different code of
morals for men and women. That which merited instant, and as regarded
this world, perpetual condemnation in a woman, might in a man be very
easily forgiven. A sigh, a shake of the head, and some small innocent
stratagem that might lead to a happy marriage and settlement in life
with increased income, would have been her treatment of such sin for the
heirs of the great and wealthy. She knew that the world could not afford
to ostracise the men,—though happily it might condemn the women.
Nevertheless, when she came to the single separated instance, though her
heart melted with no ruth for the woman,—in such cases the woman must
be seen before the ruth is felt,—though pity for Kate O'Hara did not
influence her, she did acknowledge the sanctity of a gentleman's word.
If, as Lady Mary told her, and as she could so well believe, the present
Earl of Scroope had given to this girl a promise that he would marry
her, if he had bound himself by his pledged word, as a nobleman and a
gentleman, how could she bid him become a perjured knave? Sans reproche!
Was he thus to begin to live and to deserve the motto of his house by
the conduct of his life?
But then the evil that would be done was so great! She did not for a
moment doubt all that Lady Mary told her about the girl. The worst of it
had indeed been admitted. She was a Roman Catholic, ill-born,
ill-connected, damaged utterly by a parent so low that nothing lower
could possibly be raked out of the world's gutters. And now the girl
herself was—a castaway. Such a marriage as that of which Lady Mary
spoke would not only injure the house of Scroope for the present
generation, but would tend to its final downfall. Would it not be known
throughout all England that the next Earl of Scroope would be the
grandson of a convict? Might there not be questions as to the legitimacy
of the assumed heir? She herself knew of noble families which had been
scattered, confounded, and almost ruined by such imprudence. Hitherto
the family of Scroope had been continued from generation to generation
without stain,—almost without stain. It had felt it to be a fortunate
thing that the late heir had died because of the pollution of his
wretched marriage. And now must evil as bad befall it, worse evil
perhaps, through the folly of this young man? Must that proud motto be
taken down from its place in the hall from very shame? But the evil had
not been done yet, and it might be that her words could save the house
from ruin and disgrace.
She was a woman of whom it may be said that whatever difficulty she
might have in deciding a question she could recognise the necessity of a
decision and could abide by it when she had made it. It was with great
difficulty that she could bring herself to think that an Earl of Scroope
should be false to a promise by which he had seduced a woman, but she
did succeed in bringing herself to such thought. Her very heart bled
within her as she acknowledged the necessity. A lie to her was
abominable. A lie, to be told by herself, would have been hideous to
her. A lie to be told by him, was worse. As virtue, what she called
virtue, was the one thing indispensable to women, so was truth the one
thing indispensable to men. And yet she must tell him to lie, and having
resolved so to tell him, must use all her intellect to defend the
lie,—and to insist upon it.
He was determined to return to Ireland, and there was nothing that she
could do to prevent his return. She could not bid him shun a danger
simply because it was a danger. He was his own master, and were she to
do so he would only laugh at her. Of authority with him she had none. If
she spoke, he must listen. Her position would secure so much to her from
courtesy,—and were she to speak of the duty which he owed to his name
and to the family he could hardly laugh. She therefore sent to him a
message. Would he kindly go to her in her own room? Of course he
attended to her wishes and went. "You mean to leave us to-morrow, Fred,"
she said. We all know the peculiar solemnity of a widow's dress,—the
look of self-sacrifice on the part of the woman which the dress creates;
and have perhaps recognised the fact that if the woman be deterred by no
necessities of œconomy in her toilet,—as in such material
circumstances the splendour is more perfect if splendour be the
object,—so also is the self-sacrifice more abject. And with this widow
an appearance of melancholy solemnity, almost of woe, was natural to
her. She was one whose life had ever been serious, solemn, and sad.
Wealth and the outward pomp of circumstances had conferred upon her a
certain dignity; and with that doubtless there had reached her some
feeling of satisfaction. Religion too had given her comfort, and a
routine of small duties had saved her from the wretchedness of ennui.
But life with her had had no laughter, and had seldom smiled. Now in the
first days of her widowhood she regarded her course as run, and looked
upon herself as one who, in speaking, almost spoke from the tomb. All
this had its effect upon the young lord. She did inspire him with a
certain awe; and though her weeds gave her no authority, they did give
her weight.
"Yes; I shall start to-morrow," he replied.
"And you still mean to go to Ireland?"
"Yes;—I must go to Ireland. I shan't stay there, you know."
Then she paused a moment before she proceeded. "Shall you see—that
young woman when you are there?"
"I suppose I shall see her."
"Pray do not think that I desire to interfere with your private affairs.
I know well that I have no right to assume over you any of that
affectionate authority which a mother might have,—though in truth I
love you as a son."
"I would treat you just as I would my own mother."
"No, Fred; that cannot be so. A mother would throw her arms round you
and cling to you if she saw you going into danger. A mother would follow
you, hoping that she might save you."
"But there is no danger."
"Ah, Fred, I fear there is."
"What danger?"
"You are now the head of one of the oldest and the noblest families in
this which in my heart I believe to be the least sinful among the sinful
nations of the wicked world."
"I don't quite know how that may be;—I mean about the world. Of course
I understand about the family."
"But you love your country?"
"Oh yes. I don't think there's any place like England,—to live in."
"And England is what it is because there are still some left among us
who are born to high rank and who know how to live up to the standard
that is required of them. If ever there was such a man, your uncle was
such a one."
"I'm sure he was;—just what he ought to have been."
"Honourable, true, affectionate, self-denying, affable to all men, but
ever conscious of his rank, giving much because much had been given to
him, asserting his nobility for the benefit of those around him, proud
of his order for the sake of his country, bearing his sorrows with the
dignity of silence, a nobleman all over, living on to the end sans
reproche! He was a man whom you may dare to imitate, though to follow
him may be difficult." She spoke not loudly, but clearly, looking him
full in the face as she stood motionless before him.
"He was all that," said Fred, almost overpowered by the sincere
solemnity of his aunt's manner.
"Will you try to walk in his footsteps?"
"Two men can never be like one another in that way. I shall never be
what he was. But I'll endeavour to get along as well as I can."
"You will remember your order?"
"Yes, I will. I do remember it. Mind you, aunt, I am not glad that I
belong to it. I think I do understand about it all, and will do my best.
But Jack would have made a better Earl than I shall do. That's the
truth."
"The Lord God has placed you,—and you must pray to Him that He will
enable you to do your duty in that state of life to which it has pleased
Him to call you. You are here and must bear his decree; and whether it
be a privilege to enjoy, you must enjoy it, or a burden to bear, you
must endure it."
"It is so of course."
"Knowing that, you must know also how incumbent it is upon you not to
defile the stock from which you are sprung."
"I suppose it has been defiled," said Fred, who had been looking into
the history of the family. "The ninth Earl seems to have married nobody
knows whom. And his son was my uncle's grandfather."
This was a blow to Lady Scroope, but she bore it with dignity and
courage. "You would hardly wish it to be said that you had copied the
only one of your ancestors who did amiss. The world was rougher then
than it is now, and he of whom you speak was a soldier."
"I'm a soldier too," said the Earl.
"Oh, Fred, is it thus you answer me! He was a soldier in rough times,
when there were wars. I think he married when he was with the army under
Marlborough."
"I have not seen anything of that kind, certainly."
"Your country is at peace, and your place is here, among your tenantry,
at Scroope. You will promise me, Fred, that you will not marry this girl
in Ireland?"
"If I do, the fault will be all with that old maid at Castle Quin."
"Do not say that, Fred. It is impossible. Let her conduct have been what
it may, it cannot make that right in you which would have been wrong, or
that wrong which would have been right."
"She's a nasty meddlesome cat."
"I will not talk about her. What good would it do? You cannot at any
rate be surprised at my extreme anxiety. You did promise your uncle most
solemnly that you would never marry this young lady."
"If I did, that ought to be enough." He was now waxing angry and his
face was becoming red. He would bear a good deal from his uncle's widow,
but he felt his own power and was not prepared to bear much more.
"Of course I cannot bind you. I know well how impotent I am,—how
powerless to exercise control. But I think, Fred, that for your uncle's
sake you will not refuse to repeat your promise to me, if you intend to
keep it. Why is it that I am so anxious? It is for your sake, and for
the sake of a name which should be dearer to you than it is even to me."
"I have no intention of marrying at all."
"Do not say that."
"I do say it. I do not want to keep either you or Jack in the dark as to
my future life. This young lady,—of whom, by the by, neither you nor
Lady Mary Quin know anything, shall not become Countess of Scroope. To
that I have made up my mind."
"Thank God."
"But as long as she lives I will make no woman Countess of Scroope. Let
Jack marry this girl that he is in love with. They shall live here and
have the house to themselves if they like it. He will look after the
property and shall have whatever income old Mellerby thinks proper. I
will keep the promise I made to my uncle,—but the keeping of it will
make it impossible for me to live here. I would prefer now that you
should say no more on the subject." Then he left her, quitting the room
with some stateliness in his step, as though conscious that at such a
moment as this it behoved him to assume his rank.
The dowager sat alone all that morning thinking of the thing she had
done. She did now believe that he was positively resolved not to marry
Kate O'Hara, and she believed also that she herself had fixed him in
that resolution. In doing so had she or had she not committed a deadly
sin? She knew almost with accuracy what had occurred on the coast of
Clare. A young girl, innocent herself up to that moment, had been
enticed to her ruin by words of love which had been hallowed in her ears
by vows of marriage. Those vows which had possessed so deadly an
efficacy, were now to be simply broken! The cruelty to her would be
damnable, devilish,—surely worthy of hell if any sin of man can be so
called! And she, who could not divest herself of a certain pride taken
in the austere morality of her own life, she who was now a widow anxious
to devote her life solely to God, had persuaded the man to this sin, in
order that her successor as Countess of Scroope might not be, in her
opinion, unfitting for nobility! The young lord had promised her that he
would be guilty of this sin, so damnable, so devilish, telling her as he
did so, that as a consequence of his promise he must continue to live a
life of wickedness! In the agony of her spirit she threw herself upon
her knees and implored the Lord to pardon her and to guide her. But even
while kneeling before the throne of heaven she could not drive the pride
of birth out of her heart. That the young Earl might be saved from the
damning sin and also from the polluting marriage;—that was the prayer
she prayed.
The Countess was seen no more on that day,—was no more seen at least by
either of the two brothers. Miss Mellerby was with her now and again,
but on each occasion only for a few minutes, and reported that Lady
Scroope was ill and could not appear at dinner. She would, however, see
her nephew before he started on the following morning.
Fred himself was much affected by the interview with his aunt. No doubt
he had made a former promise to his uncle, similar to that which had now
been exacted from him. No doubt he had himself resolved, after what he
had thought to be mature consideration that he would not marry the girl,
justifying to himself this decision by the deceit which he thought had
been practised upon him in regard to Captain O'Hara. Nevertheless, he
felt that by what had now occurred he was bound more strongly against
the marriage than he had ever been bound before. His promise to his
uncle might have been regarded as being obligatory only as long as his
uncle lived. His own decision he would have been at liberty to change
when he pleased to do so. But, though his aunt was almost nothing to
him,—was not in very truth his aunt, but only the widow of his uncle,
there had been a solemnity about the engagement as he had now made it
with her, which he felt to be definitely binding. He must go to Ardkill
prepared to tell them absolutely the truth. He would make any
arrangement they pleased as to their future joint lives, so long as it
was an arrangement by which Kate should not become Countess of Scroope.
He did not attempt to conceal from himself the dreadful nature of the
task before him. He knew what would be the indignation of the priest. He
could picture to himself the ferocity of the mother, defending her young
as a lioness would her whelp. He could imagine that that dagger might
again be brought from its hiding place. And, worse than all, he would
see the girl prostrate in her woe, and appealing to his love and to his
oaths, when the truth as to her future life should be revealed to her.
But yet he did not think of shunning the task before him. He could not
endure to live a coward in his own esteem.
He was unlike himself and very melancholy. "It has been so good of you
to remain here," he said to Sophie Mellerby. They had now become
intimate and almost attached to each other as friends. If she had
allowed a spark of hope to become bright within her heart in regard to
the young Earl that had long since been quenched. She had acknowledged
to herself that had it been possible in other respects they would not
have suited each other,—and now they were friends.
"I love your aunt dearly and have been very glad to be with her."
"I wish you would learn to love somebody else dearly."
"Perhaps I shall, some day,—somebody else; though I don't at all know
who it may be."
"You know whom I mean."
"I suppose I do."
"And why not love him? Isn't he a good fellow?"
"One can't love all the good fellows, Lord Scroope."
"You'll never find a better one than he is."
"Did he commission you to speak for him?"
"You know he didn't. You know that he would be the last man in the world
to do so?"
"I was surprised."
"But I had a reason for speaking."
"No doubt."
"I don't suppose it will have any effect with you;—but it is something
you ought to know. If any man of my age can be supposed to have made up
his mind on such a matter, you may believe that I have made up my mind
that I will—never marry."
"What nonsense, Lord Scroope."
"Well;—yes; perhaps it is. But I am so convinced of it myself that I
shall ask my brother to come and live here—permanently,—as master of
the place. As he would have to leave his regiment it would of course be
necessary that his position here should be settled,—and it shall be
settled."
"I most sincerely hope that you will always live here yourself."
"It won't suit me. Circumstances have made it impossible. If he will not
do so, nor my aunt, the house must be shut up. I am most anxious that
this should not be done. I shall implore him to remain here, and to be
here exactly as I should have been,—had things with me not have been so
very unfortunate. He will at any rate have a house to offer you, if—"
"Lord Scroope!"
"I know what you are going to say, Sophie."
"I don't know that I am as yet disposed to marry for the sake of a house
to shelter me."
"Of course you would say that; but still I think that I have been right
to tell you. I am sure you will believe my assurance that Jack knows
nothing of all this."
That same evening he said nearly the same thing to his brother, though
in doing so he made no special allusion to Sophie Mellerby. "I know that
there is a great deal that a fellow should do, living in such a house as
this, but I am not the man to do it. It's a very good kind of life, if
you happen to be up to it. I am not, but you are."
"My dear Fred, you can't change the accidents of birth."
"In a great measure I can; or at least we can do so between us. You
can't be Lord Scroope, but you can be master of Scroope Manor."
"No I can't;—and, which is more, I won't. Don't think I am uncivil."
"You are uncivil, Jack."
"At any rate I am not ungrateful. I only want you to understand
thoroughly that such an arrangement is out of the question. In no
condition of life would I care to be the locum tenens for another man.
You are now five or six and twenty. At thirty you may be a married man
with an absolute need for your own house."
"I would execute any deed."
"So that I might be enabled to keep the owner of the property out of the
only place that is fit for him! It is a power which I should not use,
and do not wish to possess. Believe me, Fred, that a man is bound to
submit himself to the circumstances by which he is surrounded, when it
is clear that they are beneficial to the world at large. There must be
an Earl of Scroope, and you at present are the man."
They were sitting together out upon the terrace after dinner, and for a
time there was silence. His brother's arguments were too strong for the
young lord, and it was out of his power to deal with one so dogmatic.
But he did not forget the last words that had been spoken. It may be
that "I shall not be the man very long," he said at last.
"Any of us may die to-day or to-morrow," said Jack.
"I have a kind of presentiment,—not that I shall die, but that I shall
never see Scroope again. It seems as though I were certainly leaving for
ever a place that has always been distasteful to me."
"I never believe anything of presentiments."
"No; of course not. You're not that sort of fellow at all. But I am. I
can't think of myself as living here with a dozen old fogies about the
place all doing nothing, touching their hats, my-lording me at every
turn, looking respectable, but as idle as pickpockets."
"You'll have to do it."
"Perhaps I shall, but I don't think it." Then there was again silence
for a time. "The less said about it the better, but I know that I've got
a very difficult job before me in Ireland."
"I don't envy you, Fred;—not that."
"It is no use talking about it. It has got to be done, and the sooner
done the better. What I shall do when it is done, I have not the most
remote idea. Where I shall be living this day month I cannot guess. I
can only say one thing certainly, and that is that I shall not come back
here. There never was a fellow so loose about the world as I am."
It was terrible that a young man who had it in his power to do so much
good or so much evil should have had nothing to bind him to the better
course! There was the motto of his house, and the promises which he had
made to his uncle persuading him to that which was respectable and as he
thought dull; and opposed to those influences there was an unconquerable
feeling on his own part that he was altogether unfitted for the kind of
life that was expected of him. Joined to this there was the fact of that
unfortunate connection in Ireland from which he knew that it would be
base to fly, and which, as it seemed to him, made any attempt at
respectability impossible to him.
Early on the following morning, as he was preparing to start, his aunt
again sent for him. She came out to him in the sitting-room adjoining
her bedroom and there embraced him. Her eyes were red with weeping, and
her face wan with care. "Fred," she said; "dear Fred."
"Good-bye, aunt. The last word I have to say is that I implore you not
to leave Scroope as long as you are comfortable here."
"You will come back?"
"I cannot say anything certain about that."
She still had hold of him with both hands and was looking into his face
with loving, frightened, wistful eyes. "I know," she said, "that you
will be thinking of what passed between us yesterday."
"Certainly I shall remember it."
"I have been praying for you, Fred; and now I tell you to look to your
Father which is in Heaven for guidance, and not to take it from any poor
frail sinful human being. Ask Him to keep your feet steady in the path,
and your heart pure, and your thoughts free from wickedness. Oh, Fred,
keep your mind and body clear before Him, and if you will kneel to Him
for protection, He will show you a way through all difficulties." It was
thus that she intended to tell him that his promise to her, made on the
previous day, was to count for nought, and that he was to marry the girl
if by no other way he could release himself from vice. But she could not
bring herself to declare to him in plain terms that he had better marry
Kate O'Hara, and bring his new Countess to Scroope in order that she
might be fitly received by her predecessor. It might be that the Lord
would still show him a way out of the two evils.
But his brother was more clear of purpose with him, as they walked
together out to the yard in which the young Earl was to get into his
carriage. "Upon the whole, Fred, if I were you I should marry that
girl." This he said quite abruptly. The young lord shook his head. "It
may be that I do not know all the circumstances. If they be as I have
heard them from you, I should marry her. Good-bye. Let me hear from you,
when you have settled as to going anywhere."
"I shall be sure to write," said Fred as he took the reins and seated
him in the phaeton.
His brother's advice he understood plainly, and that of his aunt he
thought that he understood. But he shook his head again as he told
himself that he could not now be guided by either of them.
The young lord slept one night at Ennis, and on the third morning after
his departure from Scroope, started in his gig for Liscannor and the
cliffs of Moher. He took a servant with him and a change of clothes. And
as he went his heart was very heavy. He could not live a coward in his
own esteem. Were it not so how willingly would he have saved himself
from the misery of this journey, and have sent to his Kate to bid her
come to him in England! He feared the priest, and he feared his Kate's
mother;—not her dagger, but her eyes and scorching words. He altogether
doubted his own powers to perform satisfactorily the task before him. He
knew men who could do it. His brother Jack would do it, were it possible
that his brother Jack should be in such a position. But for himself, he
was conscious of a softness of heart, a feminine tenderness, which,—to
do him justice,—he did not mistake for sincerity, that rendered him
unfit for the task before him. The farther he journeyed from Scroope and
the nearer that he found himself to the cliffs the stronger did the
feeling grow within him, till it had become almost tragical in its
dominion over him. But still he went on. It was incumbent on him to pay
one more visit to the cliffs and he journeyed on.
At Limerick he did not even visit the barracks to see his late
companions of the regiment. At Ennis he slept in his old room, and of
course the two officers who were quartered there came to him. But they
both declared when they left him that the Earl of Scroope and Fred
Neville were very different persons, attributing the difference solely
to the rank and wealth of the new peer. Poor Simpkinson had expected
long whispered confidential conversations respecting the ladies of
Ardkill; but the Earl had barely thanked him for his journey; and the
whispered confidence, which would have been so delightful, was at once
impossible. "By Heaven, there's nothing like rank to spoil a fellow. He
was a good fellow once." So spoke Captain Johnstone, as the two officers
retreated together from the Earl's room.
And the Earl also saw Mr. Crowe the attorney. Mr. Crowe recognized at
its full weight the importance of a man whom he might now call "My Lord"
as often as he pleased, and as to whose pecuniary position he had made
some gratifying inquiries. A very few words sufficed. Captain O'Hara had
taken his departure, and the money would be paid regularly. Mr. Crowe
also noticed the stern silence of the man, but thought that it was
becoming in an Earl with so truly noble a property. Of the Castle Quin
people who could hardly do more than pay their way like country
gentlefolk, and who were mere Irish, Mr. Crowe did not think much.
Every hour that brought the lord nearer to Liscannor added a weight to
his bosom. As he drove his gig along the bleak road to Ennistimon his
heart was very heavy indeed. At Maurice's mills, the only resting-place
on the road, it had been his custom to give his horse a mouthful of
water; but he would not do so now though the poor beast would fain have
stopped there. He drove the animal on ruthlessly, himself driven by a
feeling of unrest which would not allow him to pause. He hated the
country now, and almost told himself that he hated all whom it
contained. How miserable was his lot, that he should have bound himself
in the opening of his splendour, in the first days of a career that
might have been so splendid, to misfortune that was squalid and mean as
this. To him, to one placed by circumstances as he was placed, it was
squalid and mean. By a few soft words spoken to a poor girl whom he had
chanced to find among the rocks he had so bound himself with vile
manacles, had so crippled, hampered and fettered himself, that he was
forced to renounce all the glories of his station. Wealth almost
unlimited was at his command,—and rank, and youth, and such personal
gifts of appearance and disposition as best serve to win general love.
He had talked to his brother of his unfitness for his earldom; but he
could have blazoned it forth at Scroope and up in London, with the best
of young lords, and have loved well to do so. But this adventure, as he
had been wont to call it, had fallen upon him, and had broken him as it
were in pieces. Thousands a year he would have paid to be rid of his
adventure; but thousands a year, he knew well, were of no avail. He
might have sent over some English Mr. Crowe with offers almost royal;
but he had been able so to discern the persons concerned as to know that
royal offers, of which the royalty would be simply money royalty, could
be of no avail. How would that woman have looked at any messenger who
had come to her with offers of money,—and proposed to take her child
into some luxurious but disgraceful seclusion? And in what language
would Father Marty have expressed himself on such a proposed
arrangement? And so the Earl of Scroope drove on with his heart falling
ever lower and lower within his bosom.
It had of course been necessary that he should form some plan. He
proposed to get rooms for one night at the little inn at Ennistimon, to
leave his gig there, and then to take one of the country cars on to
Liscannor. It would, he thought, be best to see the priest first. Let
him look at his task which way he would, he found that every part of it
was bad. An interview with Father Marty would be very bad, for he must
declare his intentions in such a way that no doubt respecting them must
be left on the priest's mind. He would speak only to three persons;—but
to all those three he must now tell the certain truth. There were causes
at work which made it impossible that Kate O'Hara should become Countess
of Scroope. They might tear him to pieces, but from that decision he
would not budge. Subject to that decision they might do with him and
with all that belonged to him almost as they pleased. He would explain
this first to the priest if it should chance that he found the priest at
home.
He left his gig and servant at Ennistimon and proceeded as he had
intended along the road to Liscannor on an outside car. In the
mid-distance about two miles out of the town he met Father Marty riding
on the road. He had almost hoped,—nay, he had hoped,—that the priest
might not be at home. But here was the lion in his path. "Ah, my Lord,"
said the priest in his sweetest tone of good humour,—and his tones when
he was so disposed were very sweet,—"Ah, my Lord, this is a sight good
for sore eyes. They tould me you were to be here to-day or to-morrow,
and I took it for granted therefore it 'd be the day afther. But you're
as good as the best of your word." The Earl of Scroope got off the car,
and holding the priest's hand, answered the kindly salutation. But he
did so with a constrained air and with a solemnity which the priest also
attributed to his newly-begotten rank. Fred Neville,—as he had been a
week or two since,—was almost grovelling in the dust before the
priest's eyes; but the priest for the moment thought that he was
wrapping himself up in the sables and ermine of his nobility. However,
he had come back,—which was more perhaps than Father Marty had
expected,—and the best must be made of him with reference to poor
Kate's future happiness. "You're going on to Ardkill, I suppose, my
Lord," he said.
"Yes;—certainly; but I intended to take the Liscannor road on purpose
to see you. I shall leave the car at Liscannor and walk up. You could
not return, I suppose?"
"Well,—yes,—I might."
"If you could, Father Marty—"
"Oh, certainly." The priest now saw that there was something more in the
man's manner than lordly pride. As the Earl got again up on his car, the
priest turned his horse, and the two travelled back through the village
without further conversation. The priest's horse was given up to the boy
in the yard, and he then led the way into the house. "We are not much
altered in our ways, are we, my Lord?" he said as he moved a bottle of
whiskey that stood on the sideboard. "Shall I offer you lunch?"
"No, thank you, Father Marty;—nothing, thank you." Then he made a gasp
and began. The bad hour had arrived, and it must be endured. "I have
come back, as you see, Father Marty. That was a matter of course."
"Well, yes, my Lord. As things have gone it was a matter of course."
"I am here. I came as soon as it was possible that I should come. Of
course it was necessary that I should remain at home for some days after
what has occurred at Scroope."
"No doubt;—no doubt. But you will not be angry with me for saying that
after what has occurred here, your presence has been most anxiously
expected. However here you are, and all may yet be well. As God's
minister I ought perhaps to upbraid. But I am not given to much
upbraiding, and I love that dear and innocent young face too well to
desire anything now but that the owner of it should receive at your
hands that which is due to her before God and man."
He perceived that the priest knew it all. But how could he wonder at
this when that which ought to have been her secret and his had become
known even to Lady Mary Quin? And he understood well what the priest
meant when he spoke of that which was due to Kate O'Hara before God and
man; and he could perceive, or thought that he perceived, that the
priest did not doubt of the coming marriage, now that he, the victim,
was again back in the west of Ireland. And was he not the victim of a
scheme? Had he not been allured on to make promises to the girl which he
would not have made had the truth been told him as to her father? He
would not even in his thoughts accuse Kate,—his Kate,—of being a
participator in these schemes. But Mrs. O'Hara and the priest had
certainly intrigued against him. He must remember that. In the terrible
task which he was now compelled to begin he must build his defence
chiefly upon that. Yes; he must begin his work, now, upon the instant.
With all his golden prospects,—with all his golden honours already in
his possession,—he could wish himself dead rather than begin it. But he
could not die and have done it. "Father. Marty," he said, "I cannot make
Miss O'Hara Countess of Scroope."
"Not make her Countess of Scroope! What will you make her then?"
"As to that, I am here to discuss it with you."
"What is it you main, sir? Afther you have had your will of her, and
polluted her sweet innocence, you will not make her your wife! You
cannot look me in the face, Mr. Neville, and tell me that."
There the priest was right. The young Earl could not look him in the
face as he stammered out his explanation and proposal. The burly, strong
old man stood perfectly still and silent as he, with hesitating and
ill-arranged words, tried to gloze over and make endurable his past
conduct and intentions as to the future. He still held some confused
idea as to a form of marriage which should for all his life bind him to
the woman, but which should give her no claim to the title, and her
child no claim either to the title or the property. "You should have
told me of this Captain O'Hara," he said, as with many half-formed
sentences he completed his suggestions.
"And it's on me you are throwing the blame?"
"You should have told me, Father Marty."
"By the great God above me, I did not believe that a man could be such a
villain! As I look for glory I did not think it possible! I should have
tould you! Neither did I nor did Mistress O'Hara know or believe that
the man was alive. And what has the man to do with it? Is she vile
because he has been guilty? Is she other than you knew her to be when
you first took her to your bosom, because of his sin?"
"It does make a difference, Mr. Marty."
"Afther what you have done it can make no difference. When you swore to
her that she should be your wife, and conquered her by so swearing, was
there any clause in your contract that you were not to be bound if you
found aught displaising to you in her parentage?"
"I ought to have known it all."
"You knew all that she knew;—all that I knew. You knew all that her
mother knew. No, Lord Scroope. It cannot be that you should be so
unutterably a villain. You are your own masther. Unsay what you have
said to me, and her ears shall never be wounded or her heart broken by a
hint of it."
"I cannot make her Countess of Scroope. You are a priest, and can use
what words you please to me;—but I cannot make her Countess of
Scroope."
"Faith,—and there will be more than words used, my young lord. As to
your plot of a counterfeit marriage,—"
"I said nothing of a counterfeit marriage."
"What was it you said, then? I say you did. You proposed to me,—to me a
priest of God's altar,—a false counterfeit marriage, so that those two
poor women, who you are afraid to face, might be cajoled and chaited and
ruined."
"I am going to face them instantly."
"Then must your heart be made of very stone. Shall I tell you the
consequences?" Then the priest paused awhile, and the young man, bursting
into tears, hid his face against the wall. "I will tell you the
consequences, Lord Scroope. They will die. The shame and sorrow which
you have brought on them, will bring them to their graves,—and so there
will be an end of their throubles upon earth. But while I live there
shall be no rest for the sole of your foot. I am ould, and may soon be
below the sod, but I will lave it as a legacy behind me that your
iniquity shall be proclaimed and made known in high places. While I live
I will follow you, and when I am gone there shall be another to take the
work. My curse shall rest on you,—the curse of a man of God, and you
shall be accursed. Now, if it suits you, you can go up to them at
Ardkill and tell them your story. She is waiting to receive her lover.
You can go to her, and stab her to the heart at once. Go, sir! Unless
you can change all this and alter your heart even as you hear my words,
you are unfit to find shelter beneath my roof."
Having so spoken, waiting to see the effect of his indignation, the
priest went out, and got upon his horse, and went away upon his journey.
The young lord knew that he had been insulted, was aware that words had
been said to him so severe that one man, in his rank of life, rarely
utters them to another; and he had stood the while with his face turned
to the wall speechless and sobbing! The priest had gone, telling him to
leave the house because his presence disgraced it; and he had made no
answer. Yet he was the Earl of Scroope,—the thirteenth Earl of
Scroope,—a man in his own country full of honours. Why had he come
there to be called a villain? And why was the world so hard upon him
that on hearing himself so called he could only weep like a girl? Had he
done worse than other men? Was he not willing to make any retribution
for his fault,—except by doing that which he had been taught to think
would be a greater fault? As he left the house he tried to harden his
heart against Kate O'Hara. The priest had lied to him about her father.
They must have known that the man was alive. They had caught him among
them, and the priest's anger was a part of the net with which they had
intended to surround him. The stake for which they had played had been
very great. To be Countess of Scroope was indeed a chance worth some
risk. Then, as he breasted the hill up towards the burial ground, he
tried to strengthen his courage by realizing the magnitude of his own
position. He bade himself remember that he was among people who were his
inferiors in rank, education, wealth, manners, religion and nationality.
He had committed an error. Of course he had been in fault. Did he wish
to escape the consequences of his own misdoing? Was not his presence
there so soon after the assumption of his family honours sufficient
evidence of his generous admission of the claims to which he was
subject? Had he not offered to sacrifice himself as no other man would
have done? But they were still playing for the high stakes. They were
determined that the girl should be Countess of Scroope. He was
determined that she should not be Countess of Scroope. He was still
willing to sacrifice himself, but his family honours he would not
pollute.
And then as he made his way past the burial ground and on towards the
cliff there crept over him a feeling as to the girl very different from
that reverential love which he had bestowed upon her when she was still
pure. He remembered the poorness of her raiment, the meekness of her
language, the small range of her ideas. The sweet soft coaxing loving
smile, which had once been so dear to him, was infantine and ignoble.
She was a plaything for an idle hour, not a woman to be taken out into
the world with the high name of Countess of Scroope.
All this was the antagonism in his own heart against the indignant words
which the priest had spoken to him. For a moment he was so overcome that
he had burst into tears. But not on that account would he be beaten away
from his decision. The priest had called him a villain and had
threatened and cursed him! As to the villainy he had already made up his
mind which way his duty lay. For the threats it did not become him to
count them as anything. The curses were the result of the man's
barbarous religion. He remembered that he was the Earl of Scroope, and
so remembering summoned up his courage as he walked on to the cottage.
Sharp eyes had watched for the young lord's approach. As he came near to
the cottage the door was opened and Kate O'Hara rushed out to meet him.
Though his mind was turned against her,—was turned against her as hard
and fast as all his false reasonings had been able to make it,—he could
not but accord to her the reception of a lover. She was in his arms and
he could not but press her close to his bosom. Her face was held up to
his, and of course he covered it with kisses. She murmured to him sweet
warm words of passionate love, and he could not but answer with
endearing names. "I am your own,—am I not?" she said as she still clung
to him. "All my own," he whispered as he tightened his arm round her
waist.
Then he asked after Mrs. O'Hara. "Yes; mother is there. She will be
almost as glad to see you as I am. Nobody can be quite so glad. Oh
Fred,—my darling Fred,—am I still to call you Fred?"
"What else, my pet?"
"I was thinking whether I would call you—my Lord."
"For heaven's sake do not."
"No. You shall be Fred,—my Fred; Fred to me, though all the world
besides may call you grand names." Then again she held up her face to
him and pressed the hand that was round her waist closer to her girdle.
To have him once more with her,—this was to taste all the joys of
heaven while she was still on earth.
They entered the sitting-room together and met Mrs. O'Hara close to the
door. "My Lord," she said, "you are very welcome back to us. Indeed we
need you much. I will not upbraid you as you come to make atonement for
your fault. If you will let me I will love you as a son." As she spoke
she held his right hand in both of hers, and then she lifted up her face
and kissed his cheek.
He could not stay her words, nor could he refuse the kiss. And yet to
him the kiss was as the kiss of Judas, and the words were false words,
plotted words, pre-arranged, so that after hearing them there should be
no escape for him. But he would escape. He resolved again, even then,
that he would escape; but he could not answer her words at the moment.
Though Mrs. O'Hara held him by the hand, Kate still hung to his other
arm. He could not thrust her away from him. She still clung to him when
he released his right hand, and almost lay upon his breast when he
seated himself on the sofa. She looked into his eyes for tenderness, and
he could not refrain himself from bestowing upon her the happiness. "Oh,
mother," she said, "he is so brown;—but he is handsomer than ever." But
though he smiled on her, giving back into her eyes her own soft look of
love, yet he must tell his tale.
He was still minded that she should have all but the one thing,—all if
she would take it. She should not be Countess of Scroope; but in any
other respect he would pay what penalty might be required for his
transgression. But in what words should he explain this to those two
women? Mrs. O'Hara had called him by his title and had claimed him as
her son. No doubt she had all the right to do so which promises made by
himself could give her. He had sworn that he would marry the girl, and
in point of time had only limited his promise by the old Earl's life.
The old Earl was dead, and he stood pledged to the immediate performance
of his vow,—doubly pledged if he were at all solicitous for the honour
of his future bride. But in spite of all promises she should never be
Countess of Scroope!
Some tinkling false-tongued phrase as to lover's oaths had once passed
across his memory and had then sufficed to give him a grain of comfort.
There was no comfort to be found in it now. He began to tell himself, in
spite of his manhood, that it might have been better for him and for
them that he should have broken this matter to them by a well-chosen
messenger. But it was too late for that now. He had faced the priest and
had escaped from him with the degradation of a few tears. Now he was in
the presence of the lioness and her young. The lioness had claimed him
as a denizen of the forest; and, would he yield to her, she no doubt
would be very tender to him. But, as he was resolved not to yield, he
began to find that he had been wrong to enter her den. As he looked at
her, knowing that she was at this moment softened by false hopes, he
could nevertheless see in her eye the wrath of the wild animal. How was
he to begin to make his purpose known to them.
"And now you must tell us everything," said Kate, still encircled by his
arm.
"What must I tell you?"
"You will give up the regiment at once?"
"I have done so already."
"But you must not give up Ardkill;—must he, mother?"
"He may give it up when he takes you from it, Kate."
"But he will take you too, mother?"
The lioness at any rate wanted nothing for herself. "No, love. I shall
remain here among my rocks, and shall be happy if I hear that you are
happy."
"But you won't part us altogether,—will you, Fred?"
"No, love."
"I knew he wouldn't. And mother may come to your grand house and creep
into some pretty little corner there, where I can go and visit her, and
tell her that she shall always be my own, own, own darling mother."
He felt that he must put a stop to this in some way, though the doing of
it would be very dreadful. Indeed in the doing of it the whole of his
task would consist. But still he shirked it, and used his wit in
contriving an answer which might still deceive without being false in
words. "I think," said he, "that I shall never live at any grand house,
as you call it."
"Not live at Scroope?" asked Mrs. O'Hara.
"I think not. It will hardly suit me."
"I shall not regret it," said Kate. "I care nothing for a grand house. I
should only be afraid of it. I know it is dark and sombre, for you have
said so. Oh, Fred, any place will be Paradise to me, if I am there with
you."
He felt that every moment of existence so continued was a renewed lie.
She was lying in his arms, in her mother's presence, almost as his
acknowledged wife. And she was speaking of her future home as being
certainly his also. But what could he do? How could he begin to tell the
truth? His home should be her home, if she would come to him,—not as
his wife. That idea of some half-valid morganatic marriage had again
been dissipated by the rough reproaches of the priest, and could only be
used as a prelude to his viler proposal. And, though he loved the girl
after his fashion, he desired to wound her by no such vile proposal. He
did not wish to live a life of sin, if such life might be avoided. If he
made his proposal, it would be but for her sake; or rather that he might
show her that he did not wish to cast her aside. It was by asserting to
himself that for her sake he would relinquish his own rank, were that
possible, that he attempted to relieve his own conscience. But, in the
mean time, she was in his arms talking about their joint future home!
"Where do you think of living?" asked Mrs. O'Hara in a tone which shewed
plainly the anxiety with which she asked the question.
"Probably abroad," he said.
"But mother may go with us?" The girl felt that the tension of his arm
was relaxed, and she knew that all was not well with him. And if there
was ought amiss with him, how much more must it be amiss with her? "What
is it, Fred?" she said. "There is some secret. Will you not tell it to
me?" Then she whispered into his ear words intended for him alone,
though her mother heard them. "If there be a secret you should tell it
me now. Think how it is with me. Your words are life and death to me
now." He still held her with loosened arms but did not answer her. He
sat, looking out into the middle of the room with fixed eyes, and he
felt that drops of perspiration were on his brow. And he knew that the
other woman was glaring at him with the eyes of an injured lioness,
though he did not dare to turn his own to her face. "Fred, tell me; tell
me." And Kate rose up, with her knees upon the sofa, bending over him,
gazing into his countenance and imploring him.
"There must be disappointment," he said; and he did not know the sound
of his own voice.
"What disappointment? Speak to me. What disappointment?"
"Disappointment!" shrieked the mother. "How disappointment? There shall
be no disappointment." Rising from her chair, she hurried across the
room, and took her girl from his arms. "Lord Scroope, tell us what you
mean. I say there shall be no disappointment. Sit away from him, Kate,
till he has told us what it is." Then they heard the sound of a horse's
foot passing close to the window, and they all knew that it was the
priest. "There is Father Marty," said Mrs. O'Hara. "He shall make you
tell it."
"I have already told him." Lord Scroope as he said this rose and moved
towards the door; but he himself was almost unconscious of the movement.
Some idea probably crossed his mind that he would meet the priest, but
Mrs. O'Hara thought that he intended to escape from them.
She rushed between him and the door and held him with both her hands.
"No; no; you do not leave us in that way, though you were twice an
Earl."
"I am not thinking of leaving you."
"Mother, you shall not hurt him; you shall not insult him," said the
girl. "He does not mean to harm me. He is my own, and no one shall touch
him."
"Certainly I will not harm you. Here is Father Marty. Mrs. O'Hara you
had better be tranquil. You should remember that you have heard nothing
yet of what I would say to you."
"Whose fault is that? Why do you not speak? Father Marty, what does he
mean when he tells my girl that there must be disappointment for her?
Does he dare to tell me that he hesitates to make her his wife?"
The priest took the mother by the hand and placed her on the chair in
which she usually sat. Then, almost without a word, he led Kate from the
room to her own chamber, and bade her wait a minute till he should come
back to her. Then he returned to the sitting-room and at once addressed
himself to Lord Scroope. "Have you dared," he said, "to tell them what
you hardly dared to tell to me?"
"He has dared to tell us nothing," said Mrs. O'Hara.
"I do not wonder at it. I do not think that any man could say to her
that which he told me that he would do."
"Mrs. O'Hara," said the young lord, with some return of courage now that
the girl had left them, "that which I told Mr. Marty this morning, I
will now tell to you. For your daughter I will do anything that you and
she and he may wish,—but one thing. I cannot make her Countess of
Scroope."
"You must make her your wife," said the woman, shouting at him.
"I will do so to-morrow if a way can be found by which she shall not
become Countess of Scroope."
"That is, he will marry her without making her his wife," said the
priest. "He will jump over a broomstick with her and will ask me to help
him,—so that your feelings and hers may be spared for a week or so.
Mrs. O'Hara, he is a villain,—a vile, heartless, cowardly reprobate, so
low in the scale of humanity that I degrade myself by spaking to him. He
calls himself an English peer! Peer to what? Certainly to no one worthy
to be called a man!" So speaking, the priest addressed himself to Mrs.
O'Hara, but as he spoke his eyes were fixed full on the face of the
young lord.
"I will have his heart out of his body," exclaimed Mrs. O'Hara.
"Heart;—he has no heart. You may touch his pocket;—or his pride, what
he calls his pride, a damnable devilish inhuman vanity; or his
name,—that bugbear of a title by which he trusts to cover his baseness;
or his skin, for he is a coward. Do you see his cheek now? But as for
his heart,—you cannot get at that."
"I will get at his life," said the woman.
"Mr. Marty, you allow yourself a liberty of speech which even your
priesthood will not warrant."
"Lay a hand upon me if you can. There is not blood enough about you to
do it. Were it not that the poor child has been wake and too trusting, I
would bid her spit on you rather than take you for her husband." Then he
paused, but only for a moment. "Sir, you must marry her, and there must
be an end of it. In no other way can you be allowed to live."
"Would you murder me?"
"I would crush you like an insect beneath my nail. Murder you! Have you
thought what murder is;—that there are more ways of murder than one?
Have you thought of the life of that young girl who now bears in her
womb the fruit of your body? Would you murder her,—because she loved
you, and trusted you, and gave you all simply because you asked her; and
then think of your own life? As the God of Heaven is above me, and sees
me now, and the Saviour in whose blood I trust, I would lay down my life
this instant, if I could save her from your heartlessness." So saying he
too turned away his face and wept like a child.
After this the priest was gentler in his manner to the young man, and it
almost seemed as though the Earl was driven from his decision. He
ceased, at any rate, to assert that Kate should never be Countess of
Scroope, and allowed both the mother and Father Marty to fall into a
state of doubt as to what his last resolve might be. It was decided that
he should go down to Ennistimon and sleep upon it. On the morrow he
would come up again, and in the meantime he would see Father Marty at
the inn. There were many prayers addressed to him both by the mother and
the priest, and such arguments used that he had been almost shaken. "But
you will come to-morrow?" said the mother, looking at the priest as she
spoke.
"I will certainly come to-morrow."
"No doubt he will come to-morrow," said Father Marty,—who intended to
imply that if Lord Scroope escaped out of Ennistimon without his
knowledge, he would be very much surprised.
"Shall I not say a word to Kate?" the Earl asked as he was going.
"Not till you are prepared to tell her that she shall be your wife,"
said the priest.
But this was a matter as to which Kate herself had a word to say. When
they were in the passage she came out from her room, and again rushed
into her lover's arms. "Oh, Fred, let me told,—let me told. I will go
with you anywhere if you will take me."
"He is to come up to-morrow, Kate," said her mother.
"He will be here early to-morrow, and everything shall be settled then,"
said the priest, trying to assume a happy and contented tone.
"Dearest Kate, I will be here by noon," said Lord Scroope, returning the
girl's caresses.
"And you will not desert me?"
"No, darling, no." And then he went, leaving the priest behind him at
the cottage.
Father Marty was to be with him at the inn by eight, and then the whole
matter must be again discussed. He felt that he had been very weak, that
he had made no use,—almost no use at all,—of the damning fact of the
Captain's existence. He had allowed the priest to talk him down in every
argument, and had been actually awed by the girl's mother, and yet he
was determined that he would not yield. He felt more strongly than ever,
now that he had again seen Kate O'Hara, that it would not be right that
such a one as she should be made Countess of Scroope. Not only would she
disgrace the place, but she would be unhappy in it, and would shame him.
After all the promises that he had made he could not, and he would not,
take her to Scroope as his wife. How could she hold up her head before
such women as Sophie Mellerby and others like her? It would be known by
all his friends that he had been taken in and swindled by low people in
the County Clare, and he would be regarded by all around him as one who
had absolutely ruined himself. He had positively resolved that she
should not be Countess of Scroope, and to that resolution he would
adhere. The foul-mouthed priest had called him a coward, but he would be
no coward. The mother had said that she would have his life. If there
were danger in that respect he must encounter it. As he returned to
Ennistimon he again determined that Kate O'Hara should never become
Countess of Scroope.
For three hours Father Marty remained with him that night, but did not
shake him. He had now become accustomed to the priest's wrath and could
endure it. And he thought also that he could now endure the mother. The
tears of the girl and her reproaches he still did fear.
"I will do anything that you can dictate short of that," he said again
to Father Marty.
"Anything but the one thing that you have sworn to do?"
"Anything but the one thing that I have sworn not to do." For he had
told the priest of the promises he had made both to his uncle and to his
uncle's widow.
"Then," said the priest, as he crammed his hat on his head, and shook
the dust off his feet, "if I were you I would not go to Ardkill
to-morrow if I valued my life." Nevertheless Father Marty slept at
Ennistimon that night, and was prepared to bar the way if any attempt at
escape were made.
No attempt at escape was made. The Earl breakfasted by himself at about
nine, and then lighting a cigar, roamed about for a while round the Inn,
thinking of the work that was now before him. He saw nothing of Father
Marty though he knew that the priest was still in Ennistimon. And he
felt that he was watched. They might have saved themselves that trouble,
for he certainly had no intention of breaking his word to them. So he
told himself, thinking as he did so, that people such as these could not
understand that an Earl of Scroope would not be untrue to his word. And
yet since he had been back in County Clare he had almost regretted that
he had not broken his faith to them and remained in England. At
half-past ten he started on a car, having promised to be at the cottage
at noon, and he told his servant that he should certainly leave
Ennistimon that day at three. The horse and gig were to be ready for him
exactly at that hour.
On this occasion he did not go through Liscannor, but took the other
road to the burial ground. There he left his car and slowly walked along
the cliffs till he came to the path leading down from them to the
cottage. In doing this he went somewhat out of his way, but he had time
on his hands and he did not desire to be at the cottage before the hour
he had named. It was a hot midsummer day, and there seemed to be hardly
a ripple on the waves. The tide was full in, and he sat for a while
looking down upon the blue waters. What an ass had he made himself,
coming thither in quest of adventures! He began to see now the meaning
of such idleness of purpose as that to which he had looked for pleasure
and excitement. Even the ocean itself and the very rocks had lost their
charm for him. It was all one blaze of blue light, the sky above and the
water below, in which there was neither beauty nor variety. How poor had
been the life he had chosen! He had spent hour after hour in a
comfortless dirty boat, in company with a wretched ignorant creature, in
order that he might shoot a few birds and possibly a seal. All the world
had been open to him, and yet how miserable had been his ambition! And
now he could see no way out of the ruin he had brought upon himself.
When the time had come he rose from his seat and took the path down to
the cottage. At the corner of the little patch of garden ground attached
to it he met Mrs. O'Hara. Her hat was on her head, and a light shawl was
on her shoulders as though she had prepared herself for walking. He
immediately asked after Kate. She told him that Kate was within and
should see him presently. Would it not be better that they two should go
up on the cliffs together, and then say what might be necessary for the
mutual understanding of their purposes? "There should be no talking of
all this before Kate," said Mrs. O'Hara.
"That is true."
"You can imagine what she must feel if she is told to doubt. Lord
Scroope, will you not say at once that there shall be no doubt? You must
not ruin my child in return for her love!"
"If there must be ruin I would sooner bear it myself," said he. And then
they walked on without further speech till they had reached a point
somewhat to the right, and higher than that on which he had sat before.
It had ever been a favourite spot with her, and he had often sat there
between the mother and daughter. It was almost the summit of the cliff,
but there was yet a higher pitch which screened it from the north, so
that the force of the wind was broken. The fall from it was almost
precipitous to the ocean, so that the face of the rocks immediately
below was not in view; but there was a curve here in the line of the
shore, and a little bay in the coast, which exposed to view the whole
side of the opposite cliff, so that the varying colours of the rocks
might be seen. The two ladies had made a seat upon the turf, by moving
the loose stones and levelling the earth around, so that they could sit
securely on the very edge. Many many hours had Mrs. O'Hara passed upon
the spot, both summer and winter, watching the sunset in the west, and
listening to the screams of the birds. "There are no gulls now," she
said as she seated herself,—as though for a moment she had forgotten
the great subject which filled her mind.
"No;—they never show themselves in weather like this. They only come
when the wind blows. I wonder where they go when the sun shines."
"They are just the opposite to men and women who only come around you in
fine weather. How hot it is!" and she threw her shawl back from her
shoulders.
"Yes, indeed. I walked up from the burial ground and I found that it was
very hot. Have you seen Father Marty this morning?"
"No. Have you?" she asked the question turning upon him very shortly.
"Not to-day. He was with me till late last night."
"Well." He did not answer her. He had nothing to say to her. In fact
everything had been said yesterday. If she had questions to ask he would
answer them. "What did you settle last night? When he went from me an
hour after you were gone, he said that it was impossible that you should
mean to destroy her."
"God forbid that I should destroy her."
"He said that,—that you were afraid of her father."
"I am."
"And of me."
"No;—not of you, Mrs. O'Hara."
"Listen to me. He said that such a one as you cannot endure the presence
of an uneducated and ill-mannered mother-in-law. Do not interrupt me,
Lord Scroope. If you will marry her, my girl shall never see my face
again; and I will cling to that man and will not leave him for a moment,
so that he shall never put his foot near your door. Our name shall never
be spoken in your hearing. She shall never even write to me if you think
it better that we shall be so separated."
"It is not that," he said.
"What is it, then?"
"Oh, Mrs. O'Hara, you do not understand. You,—you I could love dearly."
"I would have you keep all your love for her."
"I do love her. She is good enough for me. She is too good; and so are
you. It is for the family, and not for myself."
"How will she harm the family?"
"I swore to my uncle that I would not make her Countess of Scroope."
"And have you not sworn to her again and again that she should be your
wife? Do you think that she would have done for you what she has done,
had you not so sworn? Lord Scroope, I cannot think that you really mean
it." She put both her hands softly upon his arm and looked up to him
imploring his mercy.
He got up from his seat and roamed along the cliff, and she followed
him, still imploring. Her tones were soft, and her words were the words
of a suppliant. Would he not relent and save her child from
wretchedness, from ruin and from death. "I will keep her with me till I
die," he said.
"But not as your wife?"
"She shall have all attention from me,—everything that a woman's heart
can desire. You two shall be never separated."
"But not as your wife?"
"I will live where she and you may please. She shall want nothing that
my wife would possess."
"But not as your wife?"
"Not as Countess of Scroope."
"You would have her as your mistress, then?" As she asked this question
the tone of her voice was altogether altered, and the threatening
lion-look had returned to her eyes. They were now near the seat,
confronted to each other; and the fury of her bosom, which for a while
had been dominated by the tenderness of the love for her daughter, was
again raging within her. Was it possible that he should be able to treat
them thus,—that he should break his word and go from them scathless,
happy, joyous, with all the delights of the world before him, leaving
them crushed into dust beneath his feet. She had been called upon from
her youth upwards to bear injustice,—but of all injustice surely this
would be the worst. "As your mistress," she repeated,—"and I her
mother, am to stand by and see it, and know that my girl is dishonoured!
Would your mother have borne that for your sister? How would it be if
your sister were as that girl is now?"
"I have no sister."
"And therefore you are thus hard-hearted. She shall never be your
harlot;—never. I would myself sooner take from her the life I gave her.
You have destroyed her, but she shall never be a thing so low as that."
"I will marry her,—in a foreign land."
"And why not here? She is as good as you. Why should she not bear the
name you are so proud of dinning into our ears? Why should she not be a
Countess? Has she ever disgraced herself? If she is disgraced in your
eyes you must be a Devil."
"It is not that," he said hoarsely.
"What is it? What has she done that she should be thus punished? Tell
me, man, that she shall be your lawful wife." As she said this she
caught him roughly by the collar of his coat and shook him with her arm.
"It cannot be so," said the Earl Of Scroope.
"It cannot be so! But I say it shall,—or,—or—! What are you, that she
should be in your hands like this? Say that she shall be your wife, or
you shall never live to speak to another woman." The peril of his
position on the top of the cliff had not occurred to him;—nor did it
occur to him now. He had been there so often that the place gave him no
sense of danger. Nor had that peril,—as it was thought afterwards by
those who most closely made inquiry on the matter,—ever occurred to
her. She had not brought him there that she might frighten him with that
danger, or that she might avenge herself by the power which it gave her.
But now the idea flashed across her maddened mind. "Miscreant," she
said. And she bore him back to the very edge of the precipice.
"You'll have me over the cliff," he exclaimed hardly even yet putting
out his strength against her.
"And so I will, by the help of God. Now think of her! Now think of her!"
And as she spoke she pressed him backwards towards his fall. He had
power enough to bend his knee, and to crouch beneath her grasp on to the
loose crumbling soil of the margin of the rocks. He still held her by
her cuff and it seemed for a moment as though she must go with him. But,
on a sudden, she spurned him with her foot on the breast, the rag of
cloth parted in his hand, and the poor wretch tumbled forth alone into
eternity.
That was the end of Frederic Neville, Earl of Scroope, and the end, too,
of all that poor girl's hopes in this world. When you stretch yourself
on the edge of those cliffs and look down over the abyss on the sea
below it seems as though the rocks were so absolutely perpendicular,
that a stone dropped with an extended hand would fall amidst the waves.
But in such measurement the eye deceives itself, for the rocks in truth
slant down; and the young man, as he fell, struck them again and again;
and at last it was a broken mangled corpse that reached the blue waters
below.
Her Kate was at last avenged. The woman stood there in her solitude for
some minutes thinking of the thing she had done. The man had injured
her,—sorely,—and she had punished him. He had richly deserved the
death which he had received from her hands. In these minutes, as
regarded him, there was no remorse. But how should she tell the news to
her child? The blow which had thrust him over would, too probably,
destroy other life than his. Would it not be better that her girl should
so die? What could prolonged life give her that would be worth her
having? As for herself,—in these first moments of her awe she took no
thought of her own danger. It did not occur to her that she might tell
how the man had ventured too near the edge and had fallen by mischance.
As regarded herself she was proud of the thing she had accomplished; but
how should she tell her child that it was done?
She slowly took the path, not to the cottage, but down towards the
burial ground and Liscannor, passing the car which was waiting in vain
for the young lord. On she walked with rapid step, indifferent to the
heat, still proud of what she had done,—raging with a maddened pride.
How little had they two asked of the world! And then this man had come
to them and robbed them of all that little, had spoiled them ruthlessly,
cheating them with lies, and then excusing himself by the grandeur of
his blood! During that walk it was that she first repeated to herself
the words that were ever afterwards on her tongue; An Eye for an Eye.
Was not that justice? And, had she not taken the eye herself, would any
Court in the world have given it to her? Yes;—an eye for an eye! Death
in return for ruin! One destruction for another! The punishment had been
just. An eye for an eye! Let the Courts of the world now say what they
pleased, they could not return to his earldom the man who had plundered
and spoiled her child. He had sworn that he would not make her Kate
Countess of Scroope! Nor should he make any other woman a Countess!
Rapidly she went down by the burying ground, and into the priest's
house. Father Marty was there, and she stalked at once into his
presence. "Ha;—Mrs. O'Hara! And where is Lord Scroope?"
"There," she said, pointing out towards the ocean. "Under the rocks!"
"He has fallen!"
"I thrust him down with my hands and with my feet." As she said this,
she used her hand and her foot as though she were now using her strength
to push the man over the edge. "Yes, I thrust him down, and he fell
splashing into the waves. I heard it as his body struck the water. He
will shoot no more of the sea-gulls now."
"You do not mean that you have murdered him?"
"You may call it murder if you please, Father Marty. An eye for an eye,
Father Marty! It is justice, and I have done it. An Eye for an Eye!"
The story of the poor mad woman who still proclaims in her seclusion the
justice of the deed which she did, has now been told. It may perhaps be
well to collect the scattered ends of the threads of the tale for the
benefit of readers who desire to know the whole of a history.
Mrs. O'Hara never returned to the cottage on the cliffs after the
perpetration of the deed. On the unhappy priest devolved the duty of
doing whatever must be done. The police at the neighbouring barracks
were told that the young lord had perished by a fall from the cliffs,
and by them search was made for the body. No real attempt was set on
foot to screen the woman who had done the deed by any concealment of the
facts. She herself was not alive to the necessity of making any such
attempt. "An eye for an eye!" she said to the head-constable when the
man interrogated her. It soon became known to all Liscannor, to
Ennistimon, to the ladies at Castle Quin, and to all the barony of
Corcomroe that Mrs. O'Hara had thrust the Earl of Scroope over the
cliffs of Moher, and that she was now detained at the house of Father
Marty in the custody of a policeman. Before the day was over it was
declared also that she was mad,—and that her daughter was dying.
The deed which the woman had done and the death of the young lord were
both terrible to Father Marty; but there was a duty thrown upon him more
awful to his mind even than these. Kate O'Hara, when her mother appeared
at the priest's house, had been alone at the cottage. By degrees Father
Marty learned from the wretched woman something of the circumstances of
that morning's work. Kate had not seen her lover that day, but had been
left in the cottage while her mother went out to meet the man, and if
possible to persuade him to do her child justice. The priest understood
that she would be waiting for them,—or more probably searching for them
on the cliffs. He got upon his horse and rode up the hill with a heavy
heart. What should he tell her; and how should he tell it?
Before he reached the cottage she came running down the hillside to him.
"Father Marty, where is mother? Where is Mr. Neville? You know. I see
that you know. Where are they?" He got off his horse and put his arm
round her body and seated her beside himself on the rising bank by the
wayside. "Why don't you speak?" she said.
"I cannot speak," he murmured. "I cannot tell you."
"Is he—dead?" He only buried his face in his hands. "She has killed
him! Mother—mother!" Then, with one loud long wailing shriek, she fell
upon the ground.
Not for a month after that did she know anything of what happened around
her. But yet it seemed that during that time her mind had not been
altogether vacant, for when she awoke to self-consciousness, she knew at
least that her lover was dead. She had been taken into Ennistimon and
there, under the priest's care, had been tended with infinite
solicitude; but almost with a hope on his part that nature might give
way and that she might die. Overwhelmed as she was with sorrows past and
to come would it not be better for her that she should go hence and be
no more seen? But as Death cannot be barred from the door when he knocks
at it, so neither can he be made to come as a guest when summoned. She
still lived, though life had so little to offer to her.
But Mrs. O'Hara never saw her child again. With passionate entreaties
she begged of the police that her girl might be brought to her, that she
might be allowed if it were only to see her face or to touch her hand.
Her entreaties to the priest, who was constant in his attendance upon
her in the prison to which she was removed from his house, were
piteous,—almost heartbreaking. But the poor girl, though she was meek,
silent, and almost apathetic in her tranquillity, could not even bear
the mention of her mother's name. Her mother had destroyed the father of
the child that was to be born to her, her lover, her hero, her god; and
in her remembrance of the man who had betrayed her, she learned to
execrate the mother who had sacrificed everything,—her very reason,—in
avenging the wrongs of her child!
Mrs. O'Hara was taken away from the priest's house to the County Gaol,
but was then in a condition of acknowledged insanity. That she had
committed the murder no one who heard the story doubted, but of her
guilt there was no evidence whatever beyond the random confession of a
maniac. No detailed confession was ever made by her. "An eye for an
eye," she would say when interrogated,—"Is not that justice? A tooth
for a tooth!" Though she was for a while detained in prison it was
impossible to prosecute her,—even with a view to an acquittal on the
ground of insanity; and while the question was under discussion among
the lawyers, provision for her care and maintenance came from another
source.
As also it did for the poor girl. For a while everything was done for
her under the care of Father Marty;—but there was another Earl of
Scroope in the world, and as soon as the story was known to him and the
circumstances had been made clear, he came forward to offer on behalf of
the family whatever assistance might now avail them anything. As months
rolled on the time of Kate O'Hara's further probation came, but Fate
spared her the burden and despair of a living infant. It was at last
thought better that she should go to her father and live in France with
him, reprobate though the man was. The priest offered to find a home for
her in his own house at Liscannor; but, as he said himself, he was an
old man, and one who when he went would leave no home behind him. And
then it was felt that the close vicinity of the spot on which her lover
had perished would produce a continued melancholy that might crush her
spirits utterly. Captain O'Hara therefore was desired to come and fetch
his child,—and he did so, with many protestations of virtue for the
future. If actual pecuniary comfort can conduce to virtue in such a man,
a chance was given him. The Earl of Scroope was only too liberal in the
settlement he made. But the settlement was on the daughter and not on
the father; and it is possible therefore that some gentle restraint may
have served to keep him out of the deep abysses of wickedness.
The effects of the tragedy on the coast of Clare spread beyond Ireland,
and drove another woman to the verge of insanity. When the Countess of
Scroope heard the story, she shut herself up at Scroope and would see no
one but her own servants. When the succeeding Earl came to the house
which was now his own, she refused to admit him into her presence, and
declined even a renewed visit from Miss Mellerby who at that time had
returned to her father's roof. At last the clergyman of Scroope
prevailed, and to him she unburdened her soul,—acknowledging, with an
energy that went perhaps beyond the truth, the sin of her own conduct in
producing the catastrophe which had occurred. "I knew that he had
wronged her, and yet I bade him not to make her his wife." That was the
gist of her confession and she declared that the young man's blood would
be on her hands till she died. A small cottage was prepared for her on
the estate, and there she lived in absolute seclusion till death
relieved her from her sorrows.
And she lived not only in seclusion, but in solitude almost to her
death. It was not till four years after the occurrences which have been
here related that John fourteenth Earl of Scroope brought a bride home
to Scroope Manor. The reader need hardly be told that that bride was
Sophie Mellerby. When the young Countess came to live at the Manor the
old Countess admitted her visits and at last found some consolation in
her friend's company. But it lasted not long, and then she was taken
away and buried beside her lord in the chancel of the parish church.
When it was at last decided that the law should not interfere at all as
to the personal custody of the poor maniac who had sacrificed everything
to avenge her daughter, the Earl of Scroope selected for her comfort the
asylum in which she still continues to justify from morning to night,
and, alas, often all the night long, the terrible deed of which she is
ever thinking. "An eye for an eye," she says to the woman who watches
her.
"Oh, yes, ma'am; certainly."
"An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth! Is it not so? An eye for an
eye!"