It has been raining quite a little. The
roads are so muddy I have to walk the
ties. Keeping company with the railroad is
almost a habit. While this shower passes I
write in the station at Stillwell, Kansas.
June 14, 1912. I have crossed the mystic
border. I have left Earth. I have entered
Wonderland. Though I am still east
of the geographical centre of the United
States, in every spiritual sense I am in the
West. This morning I passed the stone
mile-post that marks the beginning of
Kansas.
I went over the border and encountered—what
do you think? Wild strawberries!
Lo, where the farmer had cut the weeds
between the road and the fence, the gentle
fruits revealed themselves, growing in the
shadow down between the still-standing
weeds. They shine out in a red line that
stretches on and on, and a man has to resolve
to stop eating several times. Just as
he thinks he has conquered desire the line
gets dazzlingly red again.
The berries grow at the end of a slender
stalk, clustered six in a bunch. One gathers
them by the stems, in bouquets, as it were,
and eats off the fruit like taffy off a stick.
I was gathering buckets of cherries for a
farmer's wife yesterday. This morning after
the strawberries had mitigated I encountered
a bush of raspberries, and then hedges
on hedges of mulberries both white and red.
The white mulberries are the sweetest. If
this is the wild West, give me more. There
are many varieties of trees, and they are
thick as in the East. The people seem to
grow more cordial. I was eating mulberries
outside the yard of a villager. He asked
me in where the eating was better. And
then he told me the town scandal, while I
had my dessert.
A day or so ago I hoed corn all morning
for my dinner. This I did cheerfully, considering
I had been given a good breakfast
at that farm for nothing. I feel that two
good meals are worth about a morning's
work anyway. And then I had company.
The elderly owner of the place hoed along
with me. He saved the country, by preaching
to me the old fashioned high tariff gospel,
and I saved it by preaching to him the
new fashioned Gospel of Beauty. Meanwhile
the corn was hoed. Then we went in
and ate the grandest of dinners. That
house was notable for having on its walls
really artistic pictures, not merely respectable
pictures, nor yet seed-catalogue advertisements.
That night, in passing through a village,
I glimpsed a man washing his dishes in the
rear of a blacksmith shop. I said to myself:
"Ah ha! Somebody keeping bach."
I knew I was welcome. There is no fear
of the stranger in such a place, for there are
no ladies to reassure or propitiate. Permission
to sleep on the floor was granted as soon
as asked. I spread out The Kansas City
Star, which is a clean sheet, put my verses
under my head for a pillow and was content.
Next morning the sun was in my eyes.
There was the odor of good fried bacon in
the air.
"Git up and eat a snack, pardner," said
my friend the blacksmith. And while I ate
he told me the story of his life.
I had an amusing experience at the town
of Belton. I had given an entertainment
at the hotel on the promise of a night's lodging.
I slept late. Over my transom came
the breakfast-table talk. "That was a hot
entertainment that young bum gave us last
night," said one man. "He ought to get to
work, the dirty lazy loafer," said another.
The schoolmaster spoke up in an effort
not to condescend to his audience: "He is
evidently a fraud. I talked to him a long
time after the entertainment. The pieces
he recited were certainly not his own. I have
read some of them somewhere. It is too
easy a way to get along, especially when
the man is as able to work as this one. Of
course in the old days literary men used to
be obliged to do such things. But it isn't
at all necessary in the Twentieth Century.
Real poets are highly paid." Another spoke
up: "I don't mind a fake, but he is a rotten
reciter, anyhow. If he had said one
more I would have just walked right out.
You noticed ol' Mis' Smith went home after
that piece about the worms." Then came the
landlord's voice: "After the show was over
I came pretty near not letting him have his
room. All I've got to say is he don't get
any breakfast."
I dressed, opened the doorway serenely,
and strolled past the table, smiling with all
the ease of a minister at his own church-social.
In my most ornate manner I thanked
the landlord and landlady for their extreme
kindness. I assumed that not one of the gentle-folk
had intended to have me hear their
analysis. 'Twas a grand exit. Yet, in plain
language, these people "got my goat." I
have struggled with myself all morning, almost
on the point of ordering a marked copy
of a magazine sent to that smart schoolmaster.
"Evidently a fraud!" Indeed!
"Goin' wes' harvesin'?"
"Yes, yes. I think I will harvest when I
get to Great Bend."
June 18, 1912. Approaching Emporia.
I am sitting in the hot sun by the Santa Fé
tracks, after two days of walking those
tracks in the rain. I am near a queer little
Mexican house built of old railroad ties.
I had had two sticks of candy begged
from a grocer for breakfast. I was keeping
warm by walking fast. Because of the
muddy roads and the sheets of rain coming
down it was impossible to leave the tracks.
It was almost impossible to make speed since
the ballast underfoot was almost all of it
big rattling broken stone. I had walked
that Santa Fé railroad a day and a half in
the drizzle and downpour. It was a little
past noon, and my scanty inner fuel was
almost used up. I dared not stop a minute
now, lest I catch cold. There was no station
in sight ahead. When the mists lifted I saw
that the tracks went on and on, straight west
to the crack of doom, not even a water-tank
in sight. The mists came down, then lifted
once more, and, as though I were Childe
Roland, I suddenly saw a shack to the right,
in dimensions about seven feet each way.
It was mostly stove-pipe, and that pipe was
pouring out enough smoke to make three of
Aladdin's Jinns. I presume some one heard
me whistling. The little door opened. Two
period heads popped out, "Come in, you slab-sided
hobo," they yelled affectionately. "Come in
and get dry." And so my heart was made
suddenly light after a day and a half of
hard whistling.
At the inside end of that busy smoke-stack
was a roaring redhot stove about as
big as a hat. It had just room enough on
top for three steaming coffee cans at a time.
There were four white men with their chins
on their knees completely occupying the
floor of one side of the mansion, and four
Mexicans filled the other. Every man was
hunched up to take as little room as possible.
It appeared that my only chance was
to move the tins and sit on the stove. But
one Mexican sort of sat on another Mexican
and the new white man was accommodated.
These fellows were a double-section gang,
for the track is double all along here.
I dried out pretty quick. The men began
to pass up the coffee off the stove. It
strangled and blistered me, it was so hot.
The men were almost to the bottom of the
food sections of their buckets and were beginning
to throw perfectly good sandwiches
and extra pieces of pie through the door.
I said that if any man had anything to throw
away would he just wait till I stepped outside
so I could catch it. They handed me
all I could ever imagine a man eating. It
rained and rained and rained, and I ate till
I could eat no more. One man gave me for
dessert the last half of his cup of stewed
raisins along with his own spoon. Good
raisins they were, too. A Mexican urged
upon me some brown paper and cigarette
tobacco. I was sorry I did not smoke. The
men passed up more and more hot coffee.
That coffee made me into a sort of thermos
bottle. On the strength of it I walked all
afternoon through sheets and cataracts.
When dark came I slept in wet clothes in a
damp blanket in the hay of a windy livery stable
without catching cold.
Now it is morning. The sky is reasonably
clear, the weather is reasonably warm, but I
am no longer a thermos bottle, no, no. I am
sitting on the hottest rock I can find, letting
the sun go through my bones. The coffee
in me has turned at last to ice and snow.
Emporia, the Athens of America, is just
ahead. Oh, for a hot bath and a clean shirt!
A mad dog tried to bite me yesterday
morning, when I made a feeble attempt to
leave the track. When I was once back on
the ties, he seemed afraid and would not
come closer. His bark was the ghastliest
thing I ever heard. As for his bite, he did
not get quite through my shoe-heel.
Emporia, Kansas, June 19, 1912. On
inquiring at the Emporia General Delivery
for mail, I found your letter telling
me to call upon your friend Professor Kerr.
He took my sudden appearance most kindly,
and pardoned my battered attire and the
mud to the knees. After a day in his house
I am ready to go on, dry and feasted and
warm and clean. The professor's help
seemed to come in just in time. I was a most
weary creature.
Thinking it over this morning, the bathtub
appears to be the first outstanding advantage
the cultured man has over the half-civilized.
Quite often the folk with swept
houses and decent cooking who have given
my poems discriminating attention, who
have given me good things to eat, forget,
even when they entertain him overnight,
that the stranger would like to soak himself
thoroughly. Many of the working people
seem to keep fairly clean with the washpan
as their principal ally. But the tub is indispensable
to the mendicant in the end, unless
he is walking through a land of crystal
waterfalls, like North Georgia.
I am an artificial creature at last, dependent,
after all, upon modern plumbing. 'Tis,
perhaps, not a dignified theme, but I retired
to the professor's bathroom and washed off
the entire State of Missouri and the eastern
counties of Kansas, and did a deal of
laundry work on the sly. This last was not
openly confessed to the professor, but he
might have guessed, I was so cold on the
front porch that night.
I shall not soon lose the memory of this
the first day of emergence from the strait
paths of St. Francis, this first meeting, since
I left Springfield, with a person on whom I
had a conventional social claim. I had forgotten
what the delicacy of a cultured welcome
would be like. The professor's table
was a marvel to me. I was astonished to
discover there were such fine distinctions in
food and linen. And for all my troubadour
profession, I had almost forgotten there
were such distinctions in books. I have
hardly seen one magazine since I left you.
The world where I have been moving reads
nothing but newspapers. It is confusing to
bob from one world to the other, to zig-zag
across the social dead-line. I sat in the professor's
library a very mixed-up person, feeling
I could hardly stay a minute, yet too
heavy-footed to stir an inch, and immensely
grateful and relaxed.
Sooner or later I am going to step up into
the rarefied civilized air once too often and
stay there in spite of myself. I shall get a
little too fond of the china and old silver,
and forget the fields. Books and teacups
and high-brow conversations are awfully insinuating
things, if you give them time to
be. One gets along somehow, and pleasure
alternates with pain, and the sum is the joy
of life, while one is below. But to quit is
like coming up to earth after deep-sea diving
in a heavy suit. One scarcely realizes he has
been under heavier-than-air pressure, and
has been fighting off great forces, till he has
taken off his diving helmet, as it were. And
yet there is a baffling sense of futility in the
restful upper air. I remember it once, long
ago, in emerging in Warren, Ohio, and once
in emerging in Macon, Georgia:—the feeling
that the upper world is all tissue paper,
that the only choice a real man can make is
to stay below with the great forces of life
forever, even though he be a tramp—the
feeling that, to be a little civilized, we sacrifice
enormous powers and joys. For all
I was so tired and so very grateful to the
professor, I felt like a bull in a china shop.
I should have been out in the fields, eating
grass.
THE KALLYOPE YELL
[Loudly and rapidly with a leader, College
yell fashion]
I
Proud men
Eternally
Go about,
Slander me,
Call me the "Calliope."
Sizz.....
Fizz.....
II
I am the Gutter Dream,
Tune-maker, born of steam,
Tooting joy, tooting hope.
I am the Kallyope,
Car called the Kallyope.
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
See the flags: snow-white tent,
See the bear and elephant,
See the monkey jump the rope,
Listen to the Kallyope, Kallyope, Kallyope!
Soul of the rhinoceros
And the hippopotamus
(Listen to the lion roar!)
Jaguar, cockatoot,
Loons, owls,
Hoot, Hoot.
Listen to the lion roar,
Listen to the lion roar,
Listen to the lion r-o-a-r!
Hear the leopard cry for gore,
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Hail the bloody Indian band,
Hail, all hail the popcorn stand,
Hail to Barnum's picture there,
People's idol everywhere,
Whoop, whoop, whoop, whoop!
Music of the mob am I,
Circus day's tremendous cry:—
I am the Kallyope, Kallyope, Kallyope!
Hoot toot, hoot toot, hoot toot, hoot toot,
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Sizz, fizz.....
III
Born of mobs, born of steam,
Listen to my golden dream,
Listen to my golden dream,
Listen to my g-o-l-d-e-n d-r-e-a-m!
Whoop whoop whoop whoop whoop!
I will blow the proud folk low,
Humanize the dour and slow,
I will shake the proud folk down,
(Listen to the lion roar!)
Popcorn crowds shall rule the town—
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Steam shall work melodiously,
Brotherhood increase.
You'll see the world and all it holds
For fifty cents apiece.
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Every day a circus day.
What?
Well, almost every day.
Nevermore the sweater's den,
Nevermore the prison pen.
Gone the war on land and sea
That aforetime troubled men.
Nations all in amity,
Happy in their plumes arrayed
In the long bright street parade.
Bands a-playing every day.
What?
Well, almost every day.
I am the Kallyope, Kallyope, Kallyope!
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Hoot, toot, hoot, toot,
Whoop whoop whoop whoop,
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Sizz, fizz.....
IV
Every soul
Resident
In the earth's one circus tent!
Every man a trapeze king
Then a pleased spectator there.
On the benches! In the ring!
While the neighbors gawk and stare
And the cheering rolls along.
Almost every day a race
When the merry starting gong
Rings, each chariot on the line,
Every driver fit and fine
With the steel-spring Roman grace.
Almost every day a dream,
Almost every day a dream.
Every girl,
Maid or wife,
Wild with music,
Eyes a-gleam
With that marvel called desire:
Actress, princess, fit for life,
Armed with honor like a knife,
Jumping thro' the hoops of fire.
(Listen to the lion roar!)
Making all the children shout
Clowns shall tumble all about,
Painted high and full of song
While the cheering rolls along,
Tho' they scream,
Tho' they rage,
Every beast
In his cage,
Every beast
In his den
That aforetime troubled men.
V
I am the Kallyope, Kallyope, Kallyope,
Tooting hope, tooting hope, tooting hope, tooting hope;
Shaking window-pane and door
With a crashing cosmic tune,
With the war-cry of the spheres,
Rhythm of the roar of noon,
Rhythm of Niagara's roar,
Voicing planet, star and moon,
Shrieking of the better years.
Prophet-singers will arise,
Prophets coming after me,
Sing my song in softer guise
With more delicate surprise;
I am but the pioneer
Voice of the Democracy;
I am the gutter dream,
I am the golden dream,
Singing science, singing steam.
I will blow the proud folk down,
(Listen to the lion roar!)
I am the Kallyope, Kallyope, Kallyope,
Tooting hope, tooting hope, tooting hope, tooting hope,
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Hoot, toot, hoot toot, hoot toot, hoot toot,
Whoop whoop, whoop whoop,
Whoop whoop, whoop whoop,
Willy willy willy wah hoo!
Sizz.....
Fizz.....
Sunday Morning, June 23, 1912. I am
writing on the top of a pile of creosote-soaked
ties between the Santa Fé tracks and
the trail that runs parallel to the tracks.
Florence, Kansas, is somewhere ahead.
In the East the railroads and machinery
choke the land to death and it was there I
made my rule against them. But the farther
West I go the more the very life of the
country seems to depend upon them. I suppose,
though, that some day, even out West
here, the rule against the railroad will be a
good rule.
Meanwhile let me say that my Ruskinian
prejudices are temporarily overcome by the
picturesqueness and efficiency of the Santa
Fé. It is double-tracked, and every four
miles is kept in order by a hand-car crew
that is spinning back and forth all the time.
The air seems to be full of hand-cars.
Walking in a hurry to make a certain
place by nightfall I have become acquainted
with these section hands, and, most delightful
to relate, have ridden in their iron conveyances,
putting my own back into the
work. Half or three-fourths of the employees
are Mexicans who are as ornamental
in the actual landscape as they are in a Remington
drawing. These Mexicans are tractable
serfs of the Santa Fé. If there were
enough miles of railroad in Mexico to keep
all the inhabitants busy on section, perhaps
the internal difficulties could be ended.
These peons live peacefully next to the
tracks in houses built by the company from
old ties. The ties are placed on end, side by
side, with plaster in the cracks, on a tiny
oblong two-room plan. There is a little
roofed court between the rooms. A farmer
told me that the company tried Greek serfs
for a while, but they made trouble for outsiders
and murdered each other.
The road is busy as busy can be. Almost
any time one can see enormous freight-trains
rolling by or mile-a-minute passenger trains.
Gates are provided for each farmer's
right of way. I was told by an exceptional
Mexican with powers of speech that the efficient
dragging of the wagon-roads, especially
the "New Santa Fé Trail" that follows
the railroad, is owing to the missionary
work of King, the split-log drag man, who
was employed to go up and down this land
agitating his hobby.
When the weather is good, touring automobiles
whiz past. They have pennants
showing they are from Kansas City, Emporia,
New York or Chicago. They have
camping canvas and bedding on the back
seats of the car, or strapped in the rear.
They are on camping tours to Colorado
Springs and the like pleasure places. Some
few avow they are going to the coast. About
five o'clock in the evening some man making
a local trip is apt to come along alone. He
it is that wants the other side of the machine
weighed down. He it is that will offer me a
ride and spin me along from five to twenty-five
miles before supper. This delightful
use that may be made of an automobile in
rounding out a day's walk has had something
to do with mending my prejudice
against it, despite the grand airs of the tourists
that whirl by at midday. I still maintain
that the auto is a carnal institution, to
be shunned by the truly spiritual, but there
are times when I, for one, get tired of being
spiritual.
Much of the country east of Emporia is
hilly and well-wooded and hedged like Missouri.
But now I am getting into the range
region. Yesterday, after several miles of
treeless land that had never known the
plough, I said to myself: "Now I am really
West." And my impression was reinforced
when I reached a grand baronial establishment
called "Clover Hill Ranch." It was
flanked by the houses of the retainers. In
the foreground and a little to the side was
the great stone barn for the mules and horses.
Back on the little hill, properly introduced
by ceremonious trees, was the ranch house
itself. And before it was my lord on his
ranching charger. The aforesaid lord
created quite an atmosphere of lordliness as
he refused work in the alfalfa harvest to a
battered stranger who bowed too low and
begged too hard, perhaps. On the porch
was my lady, feeding bread and honey to the
beautiful young prince of the place.
I have not yet reached the wheat belt.
Since the alfalfa harvest is on here, I shall
try for that a bit.
Sunday Afternoon, June 30, 1912. In
the spare room of a Mennonite farmer, who
lives just inside the wheat belt.
This is going to be a long Sunday afternoon;
so make up your minds for a long letter.
I did not get work in the alfalfa. Yet
there is news. I have been staying a week
with this Mennonite family shocking wheat
for them, though I am not anywhere near
Great Bend.
Before I tell you of the harvest, I must
tell you of these Mennonites. They are a
dear people. I have heard from their reverent
lips the name of their founder, Menno
Simonis, who was born about the time of
Columbus and Luther and other such
worthies. They are as opposed to carnal
literature as I am to tailor-made clothes,
and I hold they are perfectly correct in allowing
no fashion magazines in the house.
Such modern books as they read deal with
practical local philanthropies and great international
mission movements, and their interdenominational
feelings for all Christendom
are strong. Yet they hold to their ancient
verities, and antiquity broods over their
meditations.
For instance I found in their bookcase an
endless dialogue epic called The Wandering
Soul, in which this soul, seeking mainly for
information, engages in stilted conversation
with Adam, Noah, and Simon Cleophas.
Thereby the Wandering Soul is informed
as to the orthodox history and chronology of
the world from the Creation to the destruction
of Jerusalem. The wood-cuts are devotional.
They are worth walking to Kansas
to see. The book had its third translation
into Pennsylvania English in 1840,
but several American editions had existed
in German before that, and several German
editions in Germany. It was originally
written in the Dutch language and was popular
among the Mennonites there. But it
looks as if it was printed by Adam to last
forever and scare bad boys.
Let us go to meeting. All the women are
on their own side of the aisle. All of them
have a fairly uniform Quakerish sort of
dress of no prescribed color. In front are
the most pious, who wear a black scoop-bonnet.
Some have taken this off, and show
the inevitable "prayer-covering" underneath.
It is the plainest kind of a lace-cap, awfully
coquettish on a pretty head. It is intended
to mortify the flesh, and I suppose it is unbecoming
to some women.
All the scoop-bonnets are not black.
Toward the middle of the church, behold a
cream-satin, a soft gray, a dull moon-gold.
One young woman, moved, I fear, by the
devil, turns and looks across the aisle at us.
An exceedingly demure bow is tied all too
sweetly under the chin, in a decorous butterfly
style. Fie! fie! Is this mortifying the
flesh? And I note with pain that the black
bonnets grow fewer and fewer toward the
rear of the meeting house.
Here come the children, with bobbing
headgear of every color of the rainbow, yet
the same scoop-pattern still. They have been
taking little walks and runs between Sunday-school
and church, and are all flushed
and panting. But I would no more criticise
the color of their headgear than the color in
their faces. Some of them squeeze in among
the black rows in front and make piety reasonable.
But we noted by the door as they
entered something that both the church and
the world must abhor. Seated as near to the
men's side as they can get, with a mixture
of shame and defiance in their faces, are certain
daughters of the Mennonites who insist
on dressing after the fashions that come
from Paris and Kansas City and Emporia.
By the time the rumors of what is proper in
millinery have reached this place they are a
disconcerting mixture of cherries, feathers
and ferns. And somehow there are too many
mussy ribbons on the dresses.
We can only guess how these rebels must
suffer under the concentrated silent prayers
of the godly. Poor honest souls! they take
to this world's vain baggage and overdo it.
Why do they not make up their minds to
serve the devil sideways, like that sly puss
with the butterfly bow?
On the men's side of the house the division
on dress is more acute. The Holiness
movement, the doctrine of the Second Blessing
that has stirred many rural Methodist
groups, has attacked the Mennonites also.
Those who dispute for this new ism of sanctification
leave off their neckties as a sign.
Those that retain their neckties, satisfied
with what Menno Simonis taught, have a
hard time remaining in a state of complete
calm. The temptation to argue the matter
is almost more than flesh can bear.
But, so far as I could discover, there was
no silent prayer over the worst lapse of these
people. What remains of my Franciscan
soul was hurt to discover that the buggy-shed
of the meeting-house was full of automobiles.
And to meet a Mennonite on the
road without a necktie, his wife in the blackest
of bonnets, honking along in one of those
glittering brazen machines, almost shakes
my confidence in the Old Jerusalem Gospel.
Yet let me not indulge in disrespect.
Every spiritual warfare must abound in its
little ironies. They are keeping their rule
against finery as well as I am keeping mine
against the railroad. And they have their
own way of not being corrupted by money.
Their ministry is unsalaried. Their preachers
are sometimes helpers on the farms,
sometimes taken care of outright, the same
as I am.
As will later appear, despite some inconsistencies,
the Mennonites have a piety as
literal as any to be found on the earth. Since
they are German there is no lack of thought
in their system. I attended one of their
quarterly conferences and I have never
heard better discourses on the distinctions
between the four gospels. The men who
spoke were scholars.
The Mennonites make it a principle to ignore
politics, and are non-resistants in war.
I have read in the life of one of their heroes
what a terrible time his people had in the
Shenandoah valley in the days of Sheridan....
Three solemn tracts are here on my
dresser. The first is against church organs,
embodying a plea for simplicity and the
spending of such money on local benevolences
and world-wide missions. The tract
aptly compares the church-organ to the Thibetan
prayer-wheel, and later to praying by
phonograph. A song is a prayer to them,
and they sing hymns and nothing but hymns
all week long.
The next tract is on non-conformity to
this world, and insists our appearance should
indicate our profession, and that fashions
drive the poor away from the church. It
condemns jewels and plaiting of the hair,
etc., and says that such things stir up a
wicked and worldly lust in the eyes of youth.
This tract goes so far as to put worldly pictures
under the ban. Then comes another,
headed Bible Teaching on Dress. It goes
on to show that every true Christian, especially
that vain bird, the female, should wear
something like the Mennonite uniform to
indicate the line of separation from "the
World." I have a good deal of sympathy
for all this, for indeed is it not briefly comprehended
in my own rule: "Carry no baggage"?
These people celebrate communion every
half year, and at the same time they practise
the ritual of washing the feet. Since Isadora
Duncan has rediscovered the human
foot æsthetically, who dares object to it in
ritual? It is all a question of what we
are trained to expect. Certainly these people
are respecters of the human foot and not
ashamed to show it. Next to the way their
women have of making a dash to find their
gauzy prayer-covering, which they put on
for grace at table and Bible-lesson before
breakfast, their most striking habit is the
way both men and women go about in very
clean bare feet after supper. Next to this
let me note their resolve to have no profane
hour whatsoever. When not actually at
work they sit and sing hymns, each Christian
on his own hook as he has leisure.
My first evening among these dear
strangers I was sitting alone by the front
door, looking out on the wheat. I was
thrilled to see the fairest member of the
household enter, not without grace and dignity.
Her prayer covering was on her head,
her white feet were shining like those of
Nicolette and her white hymn-book was in
her hand. She ignored me entirely. She
was rapt in trance. She sat by the window
and sang through the book, looking straight
at a rose in the wall-paper.
I lingered there, reading The Wandering
Soul just as oblivious of her presence as she
was of mine. Oh, no; there was no art in
the selection of her songs! I remember one
which was to this effect:
"Don't let it be said:
'Too late, too late
To enter that Golden Gate.'
Be ready, for soon
The time will come
To enter that Golden Gate."
On the whole she had as much right to
plunk down and sing hymns out of season
as I have to burst in and quote poetry to
peaceful and unprotected households.
I would like to insert a discourse here on
the pleasure and the naturalness and the humanness
of testifying to one's gospel whatever
that gospel may be, barefooted or golden-slippered
or iron-shod. The best we
may win in return may be but a kindly
smile. We may never make one convert.
Still the duty of testifying remains, and
is enjoined by the invisible powers and
makes for the health of the soul. This Mennonite
was a priestess of her view of the
truth and comes of endless generations of
such snow-footed apostles. I presume the
sect ceased to enlarge when the Quakers
ceased to thrive, but I make my guess that
it does not crumble as fast as the Quakers,
having more German stolidity.
Let me again go forward, testifying to
my particular lonely gospel in the face of
such pleasant smiles and incredulous questions
as may come. I wish I could start a
sturdy sect like old Menno Simonis did.
They should dress as these have done, and
be as stubborn and rigid in their discipline.
They should farm as these have done, but
on reaching the point where the Mennonite
buys the automobile, that money and energy
should go into the making of cross-roads
palaces for the people, golden as the harvest
field, and disciplined well-parked villages,
good as a psalm, and cities fair as a Mennonite
lady in her prayer-covering, delicate
and noble as Athens the unforgotten, the
divine.
The Mennonite doctrine of non-participation
in war or politics leads them to confine
their periodic literature to religious journals
exclusively, plus The Drover's Journal to
keep them up to date on the prices of farm-products.
There is only one Mennonite political
event, the coming of Christ to judge
the earth. Of that no man knoweth the
day or the hour. We had best be prepared
and not play politics or baseball or anything.
Just keep unspotted and harvest the
wheat.
"Goin' wes' harvesin'?"
I have harvested, thank you. Four days
and a half I have shocked wheat in these
prayer-consecrated fields that I see even now
from my window. And I have good hard
dollars in my pocket, which same dollars are
against my rules.
I will tell you of the harvest in the next
letter.
ON THE ROAD TO NOWHERE
On the road to nowhere
What wild oats did you sow
When you left your father's house
With your cheeks aglow?
Eyes so strained and eager
To see what you might see?
Were you thief or were you fool
Or most nobly free?
Were the tramp-days knightly,
True sowing of wild seed?
Did you dare to make the songs
Vanquished workmen need?
Did you waste much money
To deck a leper's feast?
Love the truth, defy the crowd,
Scandalize the priest?
On the road to nowhere
What wild oats did you sow?
Stupids find the nowhere-road
Dusty, grim and slow.
Ere their sowing's ended
They turn them on their track:
Look at the caitiff craven wights
Repentant, hurrying back!
Grown ashamed of nowhere,
Of rags endured for years,
Lust for velvet in their hearts,
Pierced with Mammon's spears.
All but a few fanatics
Give up their darling goal,
Seek to be as others are,
Stultify the soul.
Reapings now confront them,
Glut them, or destroy,
Curious seeds, grain or weeds,
Sown with awful joy.
Hurried is their harvest,
They make soft peace with men.
Pilgrims pass. They care not,
Will not tramp again.
O nowhere, golden nowhere!
Sages and fools go on
To your chaotic ocean,
To your tremendous dawn.
Far in your fair dream-haven,
Is nothing or is all ...
They press on, singing, sowing
Wild deeds without recall!