THE DISCIPLE OF LOVE
Next day at noon, Montrose returned to Tremore
accompanied by the doctor, to be received by the
housekeeper, as Mr. Enistor had gone to see Señor
Narvaez, and Alice was still in bed. Knowing
from Eberstein that the girl had been submitted to
an ordeal, Douglas anxiously demanded if she was ill.
But, much to his relief, the answer immediately
reassured him.
"Ill, sir? No, sir," responded the housekeeper,
who was a voluble talker, "though she did go to bed
early last night with no dinner and only a glass of
milk to keep her up, which isn't enough nourishment
for a young thing like Miss Alice. But she was
sleeping so lovely that the master said she had better
sleep on. But I think she is getting up now, sir, and
when she knows that you are here, sir——" the
housekeeper looked significantly at the young man
and departed smiling, with her sentence uncompleted.
She was an old and valued servant, who quite
approved of the match.
"You are sure Alice hasn't suffered?" demanded
Montrose for the twentieth time, and prowling restlessly
about the drawing-room.
"Nothing to speak of," answered the doctor
serenely, explaining himself as he would have done to
a child. "Narvaez and his pupil were permitted to
go so far and no farther. They have learned what
they wished to know, and I hope the knowledge will
do them both good."
"What is the knowledge?"
"There is no need for you to know at present, my
friend. You saw what you did see in my London
house, and with that you must be content to work
out your present Destiny."
"If it is a case of Destiny I am helpless, doctor."
"I think not. Certain things must happen because
you put certain forces into action five thousand years
ago. But such events will work out for good or bad,
as you apply the Law of Love or the Law of Hate.
Man makes his own Karma, but he can modify the
same to a certain extent by using his will-power."
Montrose sighed. "I am so much in the dark,
I don't know how to act."
"You will know how to act when the time comes,
if you are true to the teaching of Christ," said
Eberstein gently.
"But if you would only advise me what to do?"
"In that case you would only gain the Karma of
obedience: good in itself, but less than is demanded.
Your future has to do at the moment with Alice and
her father and Narvaez, but if I told you the precise
reasons why you have come together, you would
be hampered in your actions. Watch and pray, my
friend, and abide by the Law of Love. Then you
will receive the guidance of the Blessed One, who is
building up Himself within you."
"I shall do my best."
"That is all that is asked of you and of any one.
If a man acts up to the highest ideal he can conceive,
nothing more is demanded. And one word of
warning, Montrose. Alice is quite ignorant of the
use made of her clairvoyant powers last night.
Therefore do not ask indiscreet questions."
"Do you mean to say that she does not know what
she told Narvaez and her father?"
"No, she does not. Ignorance is as necessary for
her as for you at present."
Montrose objected. "If you would only point out
the pitfalls to both of us, doctor, we might avoid
them."
"These same pitfalls are the creation of your own
free-will, and of your own free-will you must avoid
them," said Eberstein decisively. "Only experience
will teach the necessary lesson which has to be
learned, and by making yourself receptive to the
Eternal Ego you can always gain the guidance of the
Great One, who works through that same Ego."
The young man sighed again, for this epigrammatic
teaching was so difficult and—to him—so involved
that he wondered why Eberstein did not speak plainly
and have done with it. Walking to the window and
looking out at the dark woodland a stone's-throw
away, where the trees were being tormented by a
blustering wind, he pondered over the problem, but
could find no answer thereto. After a pause,
Eberstein advanced and laid a kind hand on his
shoulder, reading his thoughts and pitying his
perplexity.
"Our teaching is meant to stimulate the mind," he
said impressively. "Therefore hints are given
rather than full explanations, and the pupil has to
use his brains to expand those hints into the necessary
knowledge. In this way he progresses, as what he
gains by this system of instruction is thoroughly
learned, which would not be the case if his path
were made easier."
"I think Christ taught in the way you mention,"
mused Montrose. "I remember how many of His
sayings puzzled me—and for the matter of that still
do."
Eberstein nodded. "Regarding earthly things He
spoke plainly, as in the case of giving tribute to
Cæsar, because people could understand. But as they
were unable to comprehend heavenly things the
Blessed One could only instruct them in parables, and
give hints. By doing this last He roused those He
spoke to into puzzling out the meaning."
"Give me an example."
"The Four Gospels are filled with examples. To
take one instance. When the people asked: 'Who
is this Son of Man?' Jesus replied, 'Yet a little
while is the light with you!' If the people could
have connected the saying about the Light of the
World with this speech, they would have grasped
the fact that He spoke of Himself. He was the Son of
Man: He was the Light of the World. But,"
quoted Eberstein sadly from St. John's Gospel,
"though He had done so many miracles before them,
yet they believed not on Him."
Before Montrose could comment on this speech,
Alice entered the room and flew like a homing bird
to her nest in his arms. She looked weak and very pale,
with dark circles under her eyes, and had a general
appearance of debility. For the moment she did not
notice the doctor, but could only weep on her lover's
breast. Mindful that he was not to ask indiscreet
questions, Douglas could only smooth her hair and
whisper comfortable endearments. After a time,
Alice responded to this gentle treatment.
"I am so glad you have come, Douglas," she
faltered wearily. "Last night I had two hours of
great suffering in this very room. I felt as though all
light were withdrawn and just as if I had fallen into
an Abyss of Darkness. Then I heard, or fancied I
heard, my father calling for me and went into the
library, where he was sitting almost in the dark.
He said that he wanted to speak about you. But I
saw Señor Narvaez lying on the floor, and refused to
stay. I went to bed and slept for hours and hours.
I have just got up."
"Why was Señor Narvaez lying on the floor?"
asked Eberstein quietly, and more to set her at her
ease than because he wished for a reply.
"Oh, doctor, how are you? I am so glad you have
come. Don't think me rude not saying anything.
I feel so upset. My father said that Señor Narvaez
had fainted with the heat of the room. It was hot."
"How long were you in the library?" asked
Douglas with anxiety.
"Only a few moments. I could not bear to stay
where Señor Narvaez was."
Eberstein glanced significantly at Montrose to
draw attention to the fact that Alice was quite
unaware of the flight of time when undergoing her
ordeal. Then he asked her to sit down and spoke
gently as he took her two hands within his own.
"You said that you were in darkness. That is not
the case now."
"No, it isn't, doctor. The feeling of light came back
when I went to bed, and I did not feel so miserable.
I was glad to sleep. And yet," Alice looked at the
two men in a bewildered manner, "the rest doesn't
seem to have done me any good. I feel as if
I had walked miles. Do you think that what I
suffered from the darkness last night has exhausted
me?"
"Yes," replied Eberstein quietly. "That was the
hour of your Gethsemane. Now you are feeling
better: the light is around you again: the life-forces
are rebuilding your strength. Look into my eyes."
Instinctively obedient, Alice did so. Already
through the doctor's hands she felt a warm current
passing up her arms and into her body, but when she
met his steady grey eyes the magnetism of the life-power
he was giving her tingled throughout her
entire frame. The brightness returned to her eyes,
the colour of health flushed her cheeks: her nerves
ceased to thrill with pain, and her muscles grew
strong. In silent astonishment Montrose looked at
the rapid transformation which was taking place
under his eyes. From a colourless statue, the girl
warmed into rosy life, and when Eberstein dropped
her hands she sprang to her feet to stand in the shaft
of sunlight which had broken through the heavy
clouds of the autumnal day.
"Oh, I feel that I have been born again to a more
splendid life," she cried in ecstasy, and looked as
though she were transfigured, which certainly was the
case. "Oh, thank you, doctor: thank you: thank
you. How did you do it?"
"Yes. How did you do it?" asked Douglas, also
intensely curious.
"I suppose you would call it a case of hypnotic
suggestion," smiled Eberstein, putting his explanation
in simple words which they could understand.
"I have stimulated Alice's will to command the
inflowing of the life-currents from the vital body into
the physical, and have added a trifle of my own
strength, which I can well spare."
"It is wonderful: wonderful," cried Alice, radiant
with unusual life, and smiling like the goddess of
spring.
"All things are wonderful, because all things are
God. He manifests in the many. Thank Him, my
child!"
Alice was silent for a moment and breathed an
inward prayer of profound gratitude, which was
echoed in the thoughts of her lover. Then she
descended to earth and apologised for the absence of
her father. "He went to see if Don Pablo was better,
and will be back to luncheon. That was the message
he sent up to my room."
"I quite understand," said Eberstein, nodding
gravely. "Of course Don Pablo is an old man, and
has not much strength."
"You could give it to him," said Alice, rejoicing in
her glorious vitality.
"I could but cannot, because Don Pablo would
refuse to accept help from me, and I could but will not,
because he would turn such strength to an evil
purpose."
Alice nodded and shivered. "He is not a good
man. I hate him."
"You must pity him. He is not good, it is true,
but that is because he is dominated by his lower self.
For him as for all men God has nothing but everlasting
love."
"But he is my enemy," remonstrated the girl,
perplexed. "I feel that he is my enemy, doctor."
"What of that? Does not the Great Master tell
us to love our enemies?"
"But that standard is impossible to reach," said
Montrose quickly.
"If you act in your own strength it is. But all
things are possible with God, and only in His strength
do we conquer. Do not think of Narvaez as bad,
for by doing so your angry thoughts add to the
burden of evil he bears. Send thoughts of love and
pity to refresh his struggling soul, which the animal
forces are striving to overwhelm."
"I am sorry for him in one way," murmured
Alice. "At least I think that I am sorry."
"You have every reason to be, but I don't think
you truly are," said Eberstein dryly. "Because you
read the letter of the commandment and do not
comprehend the spirit. I cannot very well explain
either to you or to Montrose, as your limitations are
yet great. But I ask you both to pity the man and to
hope that he may grow better."
"Oh, I shall do that," said Douglas readily. "There
is great room for improvement, isn't there?"
"In Narvaez, as in you, and in Alice, and in
Enistor. Who can afford to throw a stone at any
one?"
Montrose flushed a trifle at the implied rebuke, but
never dreamed of defending himself, as he looked
upon the doctor as an oracle to be listened to
and obeyed with all reverence. Eberstein smiled
approvingly when he noted how the young man curbed
both thought and word, then changed the subject
by commenting on the impressive looks of the house
and its commanding situation. Alice was gratified
to hear Tremore praised, but hinted at the uncomfortable
atmosphere of the place.
"I always feel as though I were battling against
depression here, doctor. The rooms and furniture
are both so sombre."
"Every house has its own psychic atmosphere,
which comes from the sayings and doings of those
who live in it," explained the visitor. "I cannot say
that the influence of this beautiful place tends to calm
the spirit."
Montrose agreed. "When I first came here I felt
that it was a kind of battle-ground, full of tumult and
war."
"And so it is. Invisible forces of good and evil
strive here continuously as I can feel. You sense
them also, Alice, as you are more or less clairvoyant."
"Yes, I know," admitted the girl, with a nervous
glance round the room. "And the evil is stronger
than the good, I fancy."
"At present that is the case. But we must
change the conditions and make this house a centre
of holy power to bless instead of curse."
"You will have to keep Narvaez out of the place
then," observed Douglas abruptly. "And that will
be difficult, as he is a friend of the Squire's."
"Quite so," said Eberstein calmly. "I came here
to aid Mr. Enistor, as well as to help you and Alice.
He is being wrongly guided by Narvaez."
As if the mention of his name had evoked his
presence, the Squire made his appearance unexpectedly.
He did not look pleased, as Don Pablo had
refused to see him, for the first time during their
acquaintanceship. Enistor therefore returned in a
somewhat gloomy frame of mind, but smoothed his
brow and assumed his company manners when he
greeted the doctor. He knew well enough that his
guest was "The Adversary" so often mentioned by
Narvaez, but knew also how the Law of Love which
Eberstein obeyed prevented hostile treatment. He
therefore felt safe and indeed rather contemptuous,
since he was unfettered by scruples himself, and
did not care what means he employed against the
aims of the doctor, whatever they might be. Yet the
downfall of Narvaez on the previous night should
have warned him against over-confidence, and
would have done so had not the man been so besotted
with intellectual pride. Eberstein knew of
this Satanic attitude, but gave no sign of his
knowledge beyond a pitying glance at Enistor's
powerful face when they shook hands.
"You have a beautiful place here," he remarked
lightly. "I was just admiring the position when you
came in."
"It is well enough, but a trifle lonely," said the
Squire rather ungraciously. "Still, I can amuse you
by showing our family treasures, which are many.
How do you feel, Alice?" he asked, turning abruptly
to his daughter, and anxiously wondering if she was
aware of the information she had given on the
previous night. "I hope you are better."
"Oh, I am quite well now, father. Dr. Eberstein
has done me good."
"I have an excellent bedside manner," interposed
Eberstein quickly, as he did not wish Alice to explain
too much. "And I have cheered up Miss Enistor."
"That is well. She had a fit of the blues last night,
and would not listen to what I had to say to her in the
library."
"Señor Narvaez was there and he always makes
me uncomfortable," protested the girl in a troubled
way.
"You are full of fancies, Alice," retorted Enistor
in an acid tone. "And as Narvaez had fainted
you might have remained to help me. However,
it was just as well you retired to bed and slept for
such a long time, as you were not quite yourself last
night. Well," he added with an assumption of
benevolence, "as Montrose was away from you, it
was natural you should feel dismal. Ah, these young
men, doctor: they steal the hearts of our children."
"And exhibit no shame in doing so," said Eberstein
humorously. "Cupid was ever a robber, Mr.
Enistor."
Then the gong thundered an invitation to luncheon,
which proved to be a truly delightful meal. Alice,
with her recovered strength, was filled with the joy
of life, and Douglas, seeing her in such good spirits,
was very merry in his turn. As to the doctor, he
made himself so entertaining in talking of all that
was going on in the great world that Enistor unbent
considerably, and silently acknowledged that The
Adversary was better company than Narvaez. By
the end of the meal, both Squire and doctor were on
the best of terms. Not for many a long day had such
gaiety reigned at Tremore.
After luncheon Alice and Douglas stole away after
the fashion of lovers who desire solitude to express
their feelings freely. Enistor was left alone to
entertain his guest, and conducted the doctor to the
library, to show him certain black-letter folios which
were of great antiquity and great value. Eberstein,
charmed with the treasures of the library and with
the spacious room, revealed himself to be no mean
judge of books and furniture and ancient manuscripts.
More than ever Enistor felt that this debonair gentleman
was not to be feared and became uncommonly
friendly with him.
"I wish you would come and stay here for a week,
doctor," he said impulsively. "It is such a pleasure
to meet any one so well read and well informed on all
subjects as you are."
"You flatter me," responded the doctor cordially.
"I should be delighted to accept your invitation, and
may do at a later date. Meanwhile, I have business
which detains me in Perchton for a short time. But
you have the society of Señor Narvaez," he added,
with a keen glance. "And I hear from Mr. Hardwick,
whom I met yesterday, that he is most entertaining."
"Hardly the word to be used," said Enistor composedly,
and wondering why the reference was made.
"He is learned and serious."
"I don't see why learning need necessarily involve
seriousness. Knowledge should make one happy,
and happiness shows itself in gaiety."
Enistor, fidgeting with a parchment, frowned.
"Do you think that knowledge should make one
happy?"
"Why not, if the knowledge be rightly applied?"
"In what way?"
"To help others less learned."
"Why should it be?" demanded Enistor defiantly.
"Why should it not be?" countered the doctor
swiftly. "What is the use of hiding one's light under
a bushel?"
"That is a strange sentiment from you, doctor.
It implies vanity, as if you wished others to see and
envy your light. Well, I suppose that would be a
source of gratification to any one."
"It is but a narrow mind that finds gratification
in possessing what another person lacks. You will
find the explanation of my real meaning in saying
what surprises you in the text: 'Let your light so
shine before men that they may see your good works
and glorify your Father which is in heaven.' It is
the Father who does the works, and the Father
therefore should surely receive the praise."
"Who is the Father?"
"In the greater sense God, in the minor degree The
Ego, which is a part of God. Through the minor
power the greater power works, and to Him be the
glory, Mr. Enistor. I daresay you know something
of these things."
"I know a great deal," said the Squire in a proud
tone, "but I do not interpret them as you do. If I
do anything I take the praise to myself. It is I who
do it, not this Father, big or little, you talk about."
Eberstein quoted solemnly: "Thou couldst have
no power at all against Me, except it were given thee
from above."
"That is from the Bible, I take it," said Enistor
scornfully. "Well, you see, I don't believe in the
Bible. It is a series of old documents filled with
contradictions and mistakes and impossibilities."
"Ah, you think so because you read the letter and
do not understand the spirit. If you were not so
limited you would comprehend the true meaning of
the contradictions and mistakes which puzzle you."
"They don't puzzle me," retorted the other
resentfully. "Such rubbish is not worth puzzling
about. And I am not limited in any way."
"Ah. Then your knowledge is as wide as that
of—shall we say Narvaez?"
"No. But then he is an older man and has had
more time to study. But I am learning swiftly."
"And the personality you know as Squire Enistor
of Tremore is taking all that learning to use for its
own ends."
"Why not, when such personality is myself?"
"The lower self: all the self you know," corrected
Eberstein serenely.
"What other self is there?"
"The Greater Self: that spark of God, which is
you—the Eternal You. Bring your learning to
That, Enistor, and you will become One with the
Great Father through Christ the Son by the influence
of the Holy Ghost."
"Well, if I am that Greater Self, as you say, I work
for myself, and therefore deserve praise for my work
and the reward also."
"You work only for the limited self which you
know. You are not aware of your Greater Self,
because it is veiled from you. All you are doing at
present is to thicken those veils instead of thinning
them. Are you not aware that God is the One
manifesting Himself in us, the Many? We are all
striving to return to Him, the source of our Being.
This being the case, through life after life we have to
widen our limitations, so that instead of knowing
ourselves as man—as you do—we come to know
ourselves as gods, one with the Great God, yet
individualised for His holy purpose. Why do you
seek to limit your powers, to circumscribe your
knowledge?"
"What rubbish you talk, doctor," cried the Squire,
opening his eyes in genuine amazement. "Why, I
am trying hard to increase my knowledge and gain
power."
"Power for yourself," said Eberstein quickly,
"and by so doing you are narrowing your circle of
action. By giving, you widen out to the consciousness
of the Deity: by taking, you build yourself a
little hut in which you sit as a very shabby little god."
"But Narvaez has powers you do not dream of."
"I know more about Narvaez than you think,
Mr. Enistor. He is doing in a much greater degree
what you are striving to do in a smaller way under
his misguided instruction. Was not the warning
given last night in this very room enough to shake
your faith in his powers?"
The Squire started back frowning. "You know
what took place?"
"Of course I know, and you know that I know.
Come, Enistor, let us talk freely, for I want to help you,
and you need more help than you dream of. Narvaez
calls me The Adversary, and so I am: not so much
adverse to you and him, as to your doings. Your
spirit is one with my spirit, as is that of Narvaez', and
I wish to aid that other part of myself to fight against
the animal self which is trying to overpower it. The
spirit cannot be harmed overmuch truly; but the
soul can be made a slave to the senses."
"Have you come here to measure your strength
against mine?" demanded Enistor in a furious
manner.
Eberstein smiled. "If I put forth my strength
against Narvaez, much less against you, the result
would surprise you. But I act under the Law of
Love, which gives every man free-will, and does not
allow domination."
"Narvaez was dominated last night," admitted the
Squire reluctantly. "Did you strike him down?"
"No. A Great Power struck him down in very
mercy, as he was going too far, and it is hoped that the
warning may turn him from his evil ways. He is my
brother as well as you are, Enistor, and I wish to help
you both."
"I don't want your help, unless you can make me
rich and powerful."
"I could make you both, and you would use what
I gave you to damn yourself yet deeper. Narvaez is
dragging you down to the abyss into which he is
surely descending. In Atlantis he lured you into his
nets by promising to gratify your desire for personal
power over men; by giving you wealth to pander to
your animal passions. Life after life, as in Chaldea,
he has made you more and more his slave by working
through your senses."
"I am not a slave!" cried Enistor indignantly.
"Indeed you are. To Narvaez and to your own
evil passions. You, who are a god in the making,
obey him. Like Judas Iscariot he is a son of perdition
and wishes to make you one also, because your
intellect is useful to him. Again and again, in many
lives, you have been helped in order that you may
break away from this bondage; but you will not, and
until of your own free will you elect to break away,
nothing can be done to save you."
"Where is the boasted power of Christ?" sneered
Enistor contemptuously.
"Poor soul, why blaspheme? Christ stands at
the door of your heart waiting until you open the
door. He does not enter unless He is invited, so how
can He use what you call His boasted power, unless
you will accept His aid. Humble yourself, Enistor.
Say as did the prodigal son: 'Father, I have sinned
against Heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more
worthy to be called thy son.' Then you will learn
how great is His mercy: how sweet His compassion."
"I refuse: I refuse! I am myself: none shall
rule me."
"Narvaez rules you, and will you bend to him
rather than to the Holy One?"
"I make use of Narvaez!"
"He makes use of you rather. Oh, blind, blind!
Already he is plotting and scheming to gain you
riches in this life as he did in others, so that he may
bind you the more securely to him."
"If that is the case why don't you thwart his
schemes?" taunted Enistor.
"He has free-will, and must act according to his
own judgment. Moreover, those he plots against
are delivered into his hand by their own acts. One is,
at all events. Alice escaped from his rule in Chaldea
when he slew her by his black magic, and since then
he has striven vainly to enchain her again. Montrose
is at his mercy and at yours, because of the crime
he committed in the Temple of the Star-Angel. He
stabbed you and carried away a vestal, in spite of my
warnings. For this reason Narvaez has power over
him, and as, through love, the Karma of Alice is
connected with the Karma of Montrose, she has to
suffer in a vicarious way. But Narvaez cannot rule
her."
"He can rule Montrose however," sneered the
Squire.
"Not in the way you think. Ignorance has made
Montrose helpless, as he sinned through blind passion.
But he has not deliberately given himself over to the
Dark Powers as you have."
"I have not given myself over."
"You have—believe me you have," insisted
Eberstein. "And even now your evil master fears
lest you should escape, as your soul is striving
mightily. There are germs of good in you which I am
trying to awaken. Now a great chance is being given
to you to escape from the bondage of sin. See that
you take it."
"What chance?"
"Montrose owes you a life: he is possessed of a
fortune which you think you ought to have. Forgive
him his sin against you, and admit that he has a right
to keep the fortune. Then your chains will break."
"And if I refuse?"
"The greater will be your sufferings, both in this
life and in others."
"You threaten, do you?"
"I plead and warn. But I see that you will not
listen, therefore I talk in vain." Eberstein was
silent for a moment, then added quietly, "But it
may be that the Blessed One working through
Montrose may save you yet. Great is the mercy of
God and great is His patience."
Eberstein then left the room. Enistor gazed after
him with a sneer. "Why, I believe he is afraid of
me," he muttered, with inconceivable foolishness.