AUTHOR OF
‘THE UNTEMPERED WIND,’ ‘JUDITH MOORE,’ ETC.
W. J. GAGE & COMPANY
LIMITED
TORONTO
Entered according to Act of Parliament of Canada, in the office of the
Minister of Agriculture, by W. J. Gage & Co. (Limited), in the
year one thousand nine hundred.
A DAUGHTER OF WITCHES.
CHAPTER I.
Miss Temperance Tribbey stood at the back door
of the old Lansing house, shading her eyes with
one hand as she looked towards the gate to discover
why Grip, the chained-up mastiff, was barking so
viciously.
The great wooden spoon, which she held in her
other hand, was dripping with red syrup, and showed
that Temperance was preserving fruit. To the eyes
of the initiated there were other signs of her occupation.
Notably a dangerous expression in her eyes.
The warmth of the stove was apt to extend to Miss
Tribbey’s temper at such times.
Sidney Martin, coming up the avenue-like lane to
the farm-house, did not observe Miss Tribbey standing
at the back door, although she saw him; and,
therefore, much to his own future detriment and
present prejudice in Miss Tribbey’s eyes, he went
to the front door, under its heavy pillared porch, and
knocked. After he had vanished round the corner
of the house towards the ill-chosen door, Miss Tribbey
waited impatiently for the knock, calculating
whether she could safely leave her fruit on the fire
whilst she answered it.
The knock did not come. Muffled by the heavy
door, its feeble echo was absorbed by the big rooms
between the front door and the kitchen.
“Well!” said Temperance, “has he gone to
Heaven all alive, like fish goes to market, or is he
got a stroke?”
The cat arched its back against Miss Tribbey’s
skirts and so shirked the reply which clearly devolved
upon it, there being no other living creature visible
in the big kitchen.
“It’s as bad as consumpting to have a man hanging
over a body’s head like this,” continued Temperance.
“My palpitations is coming on! If I’m
took with them and that fruit on the fire, along of
a man not knowing enough to knock!”
The fruit in the big copper kettle began to rise
insidiously towards the brim.
“I’ll just go and take a speck at him through the
shutters,” said she.
She crossed the kitchen, but ere she left it, long
housewifely habit made her “give a look to the stove.”
The burnished copper kettle was domed by a great
crimson bubble, raised sphere-like by the steam.
“My soul!” said Temperance, and took a flight
across the kitchen, lifting the heavy pot with one
sweep from the fire to the floor. The dome quivered,
rose a fraction and collapsed in a mass of rosy foam.
The crisis was past, and just then the expected
knock came.
Temperance drew a long breath.
“There!” she said, “that jell’s done for! I’ll have
to stand palavering with some agent chap or book-canvasser
with my jell a-setting there gettin’ all muddied
up.”
This reflection bore her company to the front door,
which she opened with an air of calm surprise. Miss
Tribbey knew her manners.
“Well, I declare!” she said. “Have you been
here long?”
“No—came this very minute,” said Sidney in his
soft, penetrating voice.
“Oh, the liar!” said Miss Tribbey to herself, scandalized.
“It’s beautiful here,” he continued. “That field of
yellow grain there is worth a journey to see.”
(“Poor crittur,” Miss Tribbey said in relating this
afterwards. “Poor, ignorant crittur! Not knowing
it’s a burning, heartsick shame to see grain that
premature ripe with the hay standing in win’rows in
the field, before his eyes.”)
“Ahem!” said Miss Tribbey, her visitor showing
signs of relapsing again into that reverie which had
made the interval of waiting seem as nothing to him,
unconscious as he was of the narrowly averted
tragedy with Miss Tribbey’s fruit.
But face to face with her he was too sensitive
not to recognize her impatience with his dallying
mood. He roused himself and turned towards her
with a frank and boyish smile.
“I’m bothering you,” he said, “and doubtless keeping
you from something important.”
“I’m making jell,” said she briefly, her attitude
growing tense.
“Have you heard Mr. Lansing speak of Sidney
Martin?” he asked. “In reference to his coming to
stay here this summer? I’m Sidney Martin, and I
want to come, if it is convenient to receive me, the
beginning of next week, and——”
“Come where?” demanded Temperance.
“Here,” said Sidney, a little embarrassed.
“To this house?”
“Yes,” said Sidney, looking at her with the confidence
in his eyes of one who, loving his fellow-creatures
more than life, expects and anticipates their
love in return; one does not often see this expression,
but one often sees the residuum left after the
ignorance it bespeaks has been melled and mingled
by experience.
“Mr. Lansing is over at the unction sale at Abiron
Ranger’s,” said Temperance. “You’ll excuse me, my
jell’s a-waitin’ for me, and whatever time other folks
has to waste I’ve none! You’ll excuse me! I know
nothing about boarders and sich!”
“Boarders,” said Sidney in alarm, looking about
for signs of the enemy. “Do you take boarders?”
“It would seem so now,” said Temperance, cuttingly.
“It would sertingly seem so.”
“Oh, bless you!” said Sidney. “I’m not a
boarder! I’m a visitor. There’s a great difference,
isn’t there? I’m the son of old Sidney Martin, the
county clerk who went away to Boston and married
there. You have heard of him, haven’t you?”
“Yes, I have,” said Temperance, throwing one end
of her apron over her head to shield off the sun.
“Yes, I have, though I was in short petticoats and
my hair in a pig-tail when it happened. He went
to Bosting and married rich, didn’t he?”
“He married in Boston,” said Sidney. “Where
is Mr. Ranger’s?”
“Abiron Ranger lives two miles down the road,
across to the right,” said Temperance. “He died a
week ago Wednesday, and there’s an unction sale
there to-day. There’s goin’ to be a divide up. The
widow wants her thirds. A very pushin’ woman
Mis’ Ranger is.”
“Two miles more,” said Sidney, with something
like a sigh.
Miss Tribbey’s keen eyes noted that he was white
as from recent illness.
“Won’t you set down a spell and hev’ a glass
of milk?” she asked; “set down in the shade there,
and I’ll get it in a jiffy. What’s the sense of standing
in a blazing sun like this?”
She whisked off and presently returned with the
milk and a plate of New England cookies.
“I’ve got to go back to my jell,” she said. “When
you get ready to go just put the things on the
porch. My soul! I was took when you began talking
about boarders. For I’ve said, and said often,
‘If boarders comes, I go.’ But visitors! We’ve
always heaps of company, and I’ll go bail no house
I do for’ll ever be took short of things to put on
the table; the most unexpectedest company that ever
drove up that avenue was always set down to a
liberal table; when you go down the road about a
mile, just look towards the right, and you’ll see a
brown frame-house, with a lightning-rod on it.
That’s Abiron Ranger’s. Cut across the fields. It’s
shorter.”
“Thanks,” said Sidney; “what delicious milk.”
“Yes—Boss don’t give chalk and water, she don’t,”
said Miss Tribbey, and went off to her kitchen.
“A poor, slim jack of a man,” she soliloquised,
ladling out her jelly. “My soul! There’s a mighty
difference between him and Lanty—but there—his
kind don’t grow on every bush. Clear Lansing he is,
through and through, and there never was no runts
among the Lansings.”
For a few minutes Sidney rested in the porch, his
eyes dwelling upon the undulating grain before him.
To one more experienced in these matters, its burnished
gold would have told sad tales of the terrible
drouth which had scorched the country side, but
to him it appeared the very emblem of peace and
plenty.
What field of the cloth of gold was ever equal
in splendour to this?
He rose and passed down the dusty road. Upon
one hand the panicles of an oat field whispered
together, upon the other stretched the barren distances
of a field known far and near as Mullein
Meadow, these weeds and hard shiny goat grass
being all that grew upon it.
Sidney did not grasp the significance of its picturesque
grey boulders, nor think how dear a possession
it was at the price of the taxes upon it.
After Mullein Meadow came a little wood, thick
with underbrush, in the shadow of which a few
brackens were yet green; and fronting the wood
a hayfield, with a patch of buckwheat in full bloom
in one corner, showing against the dim greenness of
the hay like a fragrant white handkerchief fallen
from an angel’s hand.
Sidney cut across the hayfield to where a glistening
point glimmered in the sunshine, above a sloping
roof set on brown walls.
“‘How curious. How real!’” he said to himself.
“‘Underfoot the divine soil—Overhead the sun.’”
He reached the enclosure in which the house
stood, and paused at the gate to watch the groups of
men discussing their purchases, for the sale was over.
Presently, his interest urging him, he entered, and
mingled with the others, having the fanciful idea he
would know his father’s old friend by intuition. His
eyes softened as he looked at the weather-beaten
faces and hard-wrought hands of these men. The
memory of the golden grain was dimmed a little,
and he saw bands of men bending above their toil
beneath stern skies, “storing yearly little dues of
wheat, and wine, and oil.” But that vision was illy
entertained in his sanguine, idealistic imagination. It
was dismissed to give place once more to the “free
farmer” of song and story, and as if to bear witness
to this latter picture, a young man detached himself
somewhat impatiently from a group of his fellows,
and advancing towards where Sidney stood, flung
himself across a mettlesome roan which was tugging
viciously at its bridle as it stood tied beneath a tree.
The young man’s face was flushed, he was blue-eyed
and debonair, his yellow hair tossed back carelessly
above his brow; a wide, flapping felt hat
rested on the back of his head. His features were
large and strongly carved. His mouth, seen red
through his tow-coloured moustache, had all the
sweetness of a woman’s and much of the deviltry
of a rake’s. But his face did not look vicious, only
dangerous. His strong, lean hand curbed his horse
easily; he turned in his saddle to call to those whom
he had just left.
“If anyone wants a last word he knows where
to find me,” he cried.
“Yes,” someone said, giving a coarse laugh;
“near some pair of apron strings.”
“What did you say?” demanded Lanty Lansing,
urging his horse near the group.
“Nothing; O, nothing, Lanty,” said the speaker
irritatingly, whilst Lanty’s horse circled the group
crab-fashion.
“Don’t let me keep you,” went on the man, and
Sidney saw he was heavy, black-browed and strongly
built. “Don’t let me keep you. Is it the little
yellow-haired one or the other? I like the little
one best myself, Miss——”
“Keep my cousins’ names out of your mouth,” said
Lanty, his quick temper in a flame, “or I’ll break
your neck for you.”
“If all’s true that’s told for true, you’re better
at breaking hearts than necks. There’s a little girl
over Newton way—but there! I’ll tell no tales; but
to say you’re going to have both your cousins!
You’re a Mormon, Lanty, that’s what you are.”
“Be quiet! Be quiet!” some of the men said.
“Good-bye, Lanty, better be off; he don’t mean
nothing.”
But the big man, sure of the prestige of his size,
thinking, evidently, that Lanty would not dismount,
was not to be silenced. Perhaps he was hardly quite
sober. He was a machine agent in the neighbourhood,
and had bidden unsuccessfully against Lanty
for a horse. His next words took him too far.
“I ain’t sayin’ anything to put his back up! All
I say is that them cousins of his can smile at other
folks as well as at him, and why shouldn’t they? I
don’t like a girl no less because she——” He never
finished.
Lanty was off his horse like a flash. His fist
caught the big man under the jaw, lifting him almost
off his feet and sending him crashing down. Lanty
waited with hands clenched for him to rise. The
crowd swayed, those close at hand giving way, those
upon the outskirts pressing forward. The horse, so
suddenly released, reared and swung round on its
hind legs, and just then Sidney saw a tall, finely-formed
young woman appear almost under the plunging
horse, twist a strong hand in the bridle, and
wring both curb and snaffle so viciously that the
beast gave his head to her guidance. She wheeled
it towards Lanty.
“Lanty,” she said, laying her free hand upon
his arm; “Lanty.”
“Go into the house, Vashti,” he said. “What
are you doing here?”
“You are not going to fight,” she said, “with him?”
Lansing was silent; she continued: “Go home,
Lanty, please——”
Some of the older men had closed around the
man, who was just rising to his feet. The first mad
impetus of battle was cooling in Lansing’s veins,
and just then another girl pushed through the group
of men to his side. A slight, graceful creature, with
the Lansing blue eyes and fair skin, and sweet lips,
she was trembling—white.
“Lanty,” she said, with terror in her eyes, “has
he hurt you? You frighten me horribly.”
His eyes rested upon her, self-reproach making
them eloquent.
He took the reins from the tall girl’s hand, looking
always at the white, appealing face of the other.
“I’m a bit of a fool,” he said; “but he spoke of
you two and——” he paused; “I’ll be over to-night,”
he said, and rode away.
Vashti Lansing’s hand and wrist were wrenched,
and already beginning to swell; the rearing horse
had not been so easily subdued after all; but
physical pain was a slight thing to her just then.
“Come,” she said to her cousin. “There’s father
coming out. Don’t tell him; let some one else.
There are always plenty ready to talk.”
So the two girls went into the house, and Sidney
Martin stood gazing after them, rapt in the vision of
a magnificently made woman curbing and subduing
a rearing horse. Surely a type of the eternal divinity
of womanhood, striving against the evil that men do.
Sidney Martin, dreamer of dreams, cherisher of
ideals, delicate and supra-sensitive, was subjugated
for ever by love of that splendid piece of vitality—that
woman whom even at this moment he likened
to the Venus de Milo—whose magnificent energy
and forceful grace recalled so vividly the Winged
Victory of Samothrace. With a throb he remembered
the beauty of that headless masterpiece, where
it stands in the cool greyness of the Louvre, the
inexplicable sense of triumphant effort expressed in
its heroic pose. How many aspiring souls have
gathered fresh courage from its mutilated majesty,
where it stands at the head of the wide stairs! And
here in the New England hills he had found a
woman who might have been its original. The great
sculptors had not dreamed then, when they created
these Goddesses of stone; even unto this day, it
seemed, they walked the earth, radiant in strength
and beauty. How fitting that their statues should
be given wings, to typify the splendid spirit prisoned
in the imperial clay!
Sidney watched the girls enter the house and
followed them involuntarily. As he passed the
bully who had been knocked down, he saw there
was a lump like an egg already adorning his jaw.
“Serves him right!” said gentle Sidney Martin to
himself.
A little farther on half-a-dozen men stood talking
together; one, whom Sidney took to be the auctioneer,
was saying meaningly:—
“It’s a bad business bidding for what you don’t
want.”
“Yes,” said one of the group, laboriously keeping
up the joke. “Yes—for it’s apt to be knocked down
to you, and then you’ve got it on your hands.”
“On your jaw, you mean,” said the auctioneer
smartly; whereat a laugh went up. Clearly Lanty
Lansing had partizans here.
As Sidney reached the doorway within which the
girls had vanished, a grey-haired man stepped forth
from it.
“Mr. Lansing?” said Sidney, confidently.
His intuitions had not played him false.
“I am Sidney Martin,” he continued, but got no
further with his self-introduction.
“I’m right glad to see you,” said old Lansing
heartily, “right glad to see you! So you’re old Sid’s
son? Well, you don’t favour him no more than
my girl favours me! I was struck all of a heap
when Dr. Clement told me he knew old Sid’s son
in Bosting; says I, ‘If that younker is like his father
I should say he’d have a liking for the fields, even
if he is Bosting born and bred.’ But there! How
did you come? Is your things at the station? How
long is it since old Sid died? A nice old boy was
Sid! And he had a talent for finding wood-chucks
that beat the dickens.”
“I lost my father four years ago,” said Sidney—“he
often spoke of you.”
“I’ll warrant he did,” said old Lansing, “and my
girls know old Sid as well as their next door neighbour.
Sid weren’t one of the sort to go back on
old times—girls”—raising his voice—“girls!”
The two girls reappeared side by side.
“This is Mr. Martin,” said the old man; “Old Sid
Martin’s son.”
The girls gave him characteristic salutations.
Vashti’s inclination was stately, with all the plastic
grace of her beautiful form expressed in it. Mabella,
to whose cheeks the soft rose had returned, bestowed
upon him the tantalizing salutation of the born
coquette, piquant, confident, but withal reserved.
“My daughter Vashti,” continued Mr. Lansing.
“My niece Mabella”—and then—“Where’s Lanty?”
“He has gone home,” said Vashti; her voice was
soft and full; a rarity in that region, and a heritage
from the Lansings of old.
“That’s too bad! It’s my nephew—Lansing
Lansing,” he went on to Sidney, “the last of the
Lansings.”
“He’s coming over to-night,” said Mabella.
“You’ll see him then; there are only four Lansings
left now. An old man, a young one, and two
girls. Well, it’s a good old stock and that’s plenty
for a fresh graft. Well, well! How’s Miss’ Ranger
feeling, girls? Are you ready to go home?”
“Yes—quite. She’s more cheerful,” said Vashti.
“Shall we get ready?”
“Yes.” Then turning to Sidney: “Where did
you say your things were?”
Sidney had no time for explanations up to this
moment.
“I’ve been staying at Brixton,” he said; “and
this afternoon I thought I would come over and ask
when I might come, as you had been so good as
to invite me; so I came by train from Brixton, and
walked to Lansing Farm, and there I saw a lady
who directed me here.”
“Temperance,” said the two girls, and looked at
each other.
“She gave me some delightful milk and her opinion
of boarders,” said Sidney, smiling.
Mabella’s laugh rang out like the call of a bird.
“Go and get ready, girls,” said Mr. Lansing, “and
I’ll fetch the horses around.”
The girls went indoors, first telling Sidney they
would not be long. He went to the side of an old
well and sat down upon the edge, looking into its
cool depths; far, far down, he could see the distorted
vision of his own face. A fat toad hopped lazily
about the stones in the moist coolness of the well
mouth. The wooden handle of the windlass was
worn by many palms—as the creeds of the world
are fretted and attenuated by the very eagerness of
those who seek the Living Waters by their aid. Hop-vines
grew over the house and Phœbe birds fluttered
through their rustling leaves. The men stared
curiously at the stranger by the well, to whom presently
came the two girls again, in flat, wide hats.
“How brave you are!” he said to Vashti, rising
at their approach. He was more than ordinarily tall,
but Vashti’s stately head was well above his shoulder.
“How brave you are! That beast of a horse
looked frightful as it stood rearing above you! I
thought you would be killed.”
“I am not afraid of many things,” said Vashti,
soberly. Yet there was that leaping within her breast
which sometimes frightened her sorely.
Sidney’s eyes dilated with eagerness as he drank
in the suave beauty of her statuesque shape. It was
a beauty which appealed to him keenly. Divorced
from all minor attributes, it depended securely upon
form and line alone; colour, environment, counted as
nothing in its harmonious whole. But one of the
flexile wrists was swollen and stiff.
“You are hurt,” he cried, forgetting that to keen
eyes his anxiety might seem absurd. “You are hurt!
That horse!”
She coloured a little—slowly—it was like the
reflection of a rosy cloud on marble.
“Yes, it is twisted, I think.”
He looked at it and shuddered. It gave him a
sense of absolute physical nausea to see suffering.
He had had a strange bringing-up by a visionary
mother, who, absorbed in a vision of the Pain of the
world, had impressed her morbid ideas upon her
child, until now, in manhood, he was as sensitive to
even the abstract idea of pain as the eye is to dust.
Before real suffering his whole being shrank. At
that moment Mr. Lansing drove up in the democrat
waggon; but a change which was very apparent
had come over his countenance.
Vashti and Mabella looked at each other and
nodded apprehensively.
“Get in, girls,” said the old man in abrupt, authoritative
tones. “Come up beside me here,” he said
to Sidney.
They drove through the yard in silence, old
Lansing nodding good-bye curtly to his neighbours.
The moment they were on the road he turned to
the two girls:
“What’s this I hear?” he demanded. “Lanty
has been fighting again! Verily ‘he that slayeth with
the sword shall perish by the sword.’ It’s a scandal.”
“It wasn’t a sword; ’twas his fist,” said Mabella
sotto voce.
“He only knocked the man down,” said Vashti,
“and he needed it.”
“You’re a judge of such things, evidently,” said
her father irately. “I say it’s a disgrace to be a
common brawler—to——”
Mabella spoke up eagerly. “Oh, but uncle,” she
said. “The man said something about Vashti and
me—I don’t know what, but not pleasant, and——”
“He did, did he?” demanded the old man, his
face growing strangely like Lanty’s in its anger.
“He did. Wait till I see him! I’ll break every
bone in his body if I catch him”; he cut the horses
viciously with his whip. “Only wait.” Evidently
he had forgotten his doctrine of peace. As a sky
is lighted by an after-glow into the beauty of dawn,
so old Lansing’s face illumined by his wrath was
youthful once more.
“He spoke slightingly of you, did he! The——”
He choked down an unscriptural epithet.
Mabella nudged Vashti gleefully. Sidney managed
to give the girls a look of sympathetic congratulation
over his shoulder. But Vashti’s face was still sombre.
She knew her father far too well to think he would
be consistently inconsistent. Lanty would have his
bad half-hour, irrespective of this raging. The Lansings
were essentially illogical. It was a common
saying in the neighbourhood, that calculating upon
a Lansing was like catching a flea: when you
thought you had him he wasn’t there!
“What did you think when Dr. Clement gave you
my invitation?” asked old Lansing.
“I was simply delighted,” said Sidney; “you
know I did not feel that I would be coming among
strangers. My dear old dad spoke very often of
the Lansings, and you in particular.”
“Yes—he wanted sister Mabella, her mother
there; we quarrelled, sister and me, over that matter.
She would have her cousin Reuben and nobody
else. Poor things! Neither the one nor the other
of ’em lived long. We Lansings are great on marrying
cousins,” he said half apologetically, suddenly
remembering it was this young man’s father who
had been slighted.
Both the girls blushed, but the blush died unseen
upon the cheeks of each. For neither searched the
countenance of the other. How blindly we stumble
towards our own desires—unheeding the others who
seek the same treasure till a hand plucks it away
from before us, and then with empty hands we
brush the mists from our eyes, and see how, led
by fatuous delusion through perilous places, we have
come to the ashes! But the ashes are never so
dead that eager breath may not blow them into
that Phoenix flame whence Hope is born.
“My father told me all the old stories of his
boyhood,” said Sidney. “I have heard of all your
adventures together.”
“So have we,” said Mabella. “Do you know
the story of how a streamer of crape was tied upon
the door of the old church the night the Independents
opened theirs?”
“Yes, indeed,” said Sidney, laughing. “My
father related that exploit of Mr. Lansing’s many
a time.”
Both girls laughed aloud, at least Mabella did,
and Vashti’s full, soft laughter echoed through it
like the call of a wood dove.
“My uncle,” said Mabella, with emphasis, “has
told us how your father did it.”
“Tut—tut,” said old Lansing, not ill pleased.
“Not worth repeating—school-boy capers.”
Afterwards in comparing notes the girls and
Sidney found that in every instance the teller of
the story had given the other the hero’s rôle to
play. A generous thing, surely. Yet, like all true
generosity, not barren. For in the imaginations of
all these young people, this Damon and Pythias of
the New England hills shared a dual glory for
deeds of “derring do” against scholastic authority
and ghostly reverence; and their names went
down to posterity as mighty hunters of the woodchuck.
“Must you really go back to Brixton to-night?”
asked Vashti of Sidney, as they alighted from the
democrat waggon. The man trembled as he looked
upon her, so strongly had her individuality impressed
him.
“Yes,” he said. “I must go back to-night, but,”
he added, not concealing his eagerness, “I shall
return.”
“Whenever you can, and the sooner the better,”
said old Lansing, interrupting him.
“Monday, then,” said Sidney.
“Monday be it,” replied the old man, pleased
with his eagerness. “You want to get browned up
a bit,” he added. “Have you been ill?”
“Grippe—in the winter,” Sidney Martin said,
suddenly feeling ashamed of acknowledging it—before
that splendid creature whose presence
seemed such a reproach to all less superbly well
than herself. It was a bad sign, had Sidney been
looking for such subtleties, that Vashti’s magnificence
of physique impressed him as a reproach
against imperfection, rather than as a triumph of
the race. It was so with her always. She gave
others a chilling sense of what the human “might
have been” rather than an inspiring perception of
what the human “might be.” Surely the spirit
is subtly strong, giving each individual an aura of
his own which may stimulate those who enter it
like the piney ozone of the mountains, or stifle
them as does the miasmic breath of a morass.
“Well—if you must really go——” said Mabella.
Supper was over—a supper presided over by
Temperance Tribbey, and justifying thoroughly her
remarks upon her capability as a purveyor. Sidney
was taking leave at the front door preparatory to
his departure for the station.
“Yes—don’t keep him any longer, girls. He’ll
miss his train. It is sun-down now; another dry
sun-down at that! It’s killing weather. Well, good
bye—we’ll look for you Monday.”
“Yes, on Monday,” said Mabella’s treble.
“On Monday,” echoed Vashti’s contralto.
“On Monday,” repeated Sidney, raising his hat
and turning away, and the voices of the three blent
even as their lives were to do.
At the gate Sidney turned; Mabella had vanished
promptly to adorn herself against the arrival of
Lanty. The old man had gone off to the stables.
Vashti stood alone, her figure erect beside the
Corinthian pillar of the old colonial porch. The rigid
line of the column accentuated the melting curves
of shoulder and hip. Lighted by the yellow after-glow
she seemed transfigured to his glamoured
fancy. He bared his head, and the goddess raised
her hand in farewell. He passed down the road
in a dream, hardly noting Lanty, as he rode past
him to where Vashti waited in the after-glow.
CHAPTER II.
He was to see her daily during the summer, breathe
the same air with her, commune with her familiarly,
and in a measure share the same experiences. This
had been all Sidney Martin’s thought, from the
time he left Vashti Lansing haloed by the yellow
after-glow, until the Monday following, when he
entered the avenue leading up to the Lansing house.
This time he and his belongings had been driven
over from Brixton. The drive had been long—a
good ten miles, over dusty mountain roads, between
fields crisped and parched by the pitiless sun; but
at every turn of the road Sidney’s fanciful imagination
had figured forth a radiant form which
beckoned him on. How sweet the welcoming sign
would be when the farewell gesture had been so
gracious! And now he had arrived. When, where
would he see her first? Would the glory of the
setting sun have left her face? Would she—and
then he saw her.
In the wide angle made by the wing of the
house there grew a great mass of hollyhocks, perfumeless,
passionless flowers, fit for the garden of
Proserpine. They were in full bloom. Not the pin-cushiony,
double flowers of the “improved”—save
the mark!—hollyhock, but the exquisite, transparent,
cup-like single ones. In every shade, from crimson
to pink, from salmon to white, from lemon to a
rich wine colour, they grew there, stiff, stately,
severe, their greyish green foliage softening the brilliancy
of their blossoms. Scores of yellowish-white
butterflies fluttered about them, sometimes entering
boldly to the heart of the flowers, sometimes poising
upon the button-like buds which crowned the tapering
stems. And in the midst of this pure sweetness
stood Vashti.
Sidney sprang from the musty carriage and went
towards her, going, as it seemed to him, into a more
exalted atmosphere at a step.
And as he saw her then, he saw her ever afterwards—not,
perhaps, wholly as man looks at woman,
rather as the enthusiast views perfection, as the
devotee adores the Faith made visible. He saw her
not as an individual woman, but as the glorious
typification of her sex.
Ah, mysterious medley of mind and body! Ah,
pitiful delusion which suggests a sequence of spirit
and shape!
She gave him her hand cordially enough, not a
small hand, but one exquisitely proportioned to her
stature.
“We are so glad to see you,” she said. “Father
is in the far-away meadow at the hay; Mabella will
be here in a moment.”
“Is your hand better?” he asked.
“Yes, oh quite!” she replied, pleased that he
had remembered.
Temperance and the driver carried the trunk upstairs;
the driver departed and Temperance came
to greet Sidney. It was afternoon, and Temperance
was busy at her patchwork. She sewed dexterously
while she talked.
“Terrible weather, ain’t it?” she began. “My
soul! Seems to me the Lord’s clean forgot us
here. The paint on the shed’s fair blistered, and
the cat’s thin with the heat. The grain’s done for,
and the hay’s no better’n rakings, and as for the
roots—well, there’ll be none if it don’t rain, and do
it quick, too. ‘Drink, and praise God,’ the preacher’s
got painted on his well by the way, and the well’s
been dry these five weeks. Look at that sky! It’s
dry as bass-wood. My chickings is going about
with their mouths open, and there’s nothing in the
ponds but weeds and frogs. They say frogs grow
in water, but I never seen the beat of the frogs
this year. They say the Frenchers eats ’em. It’s
a pity our men couldn’t learn, and we’d pay a sight
less for butchers’ meat. My soul!”—Temperance’s
lecture upon the drought was brought to an abrupt
conclusion. Mabella, not seeing Sidney standing in
the shadow, had come stealing up behind Miss
Tribbey, and suddenly seizing her round the waist
swung her round in a breathless whirl.
“My soul!” said Miss Tribbey again, releasing
herself violently, and feeling her head and patting
her person mechanically, as if to be certain she was
intact. “You ain’t bridle-wise yet, M’bella. It’s
cur’us you don’t seem to get sense.”
Mabella laughed.
Miss Tribbey continued with an ill-sustained show
of bad temper, “You kin laugh, but it’s discouragin’.”
“It is,” agreed Mabella blithely. “I’m like Nathan
Peck.”
“Go ’long with you!” said Temperance, tossing
her head. “Nathan ain’t none too brainy, but I
never seen any such carryin’s on as them with him!”
Temperance beat a retreat to the kitchen. Mabella
laughing turned to Vashti, and for the first time
caught sight of Sidney.
“Oh!” she said with a little gasp; then pulling
herself together, advanced with outstretched hand.
The ready rose dyed her cheek. She looked like
some pretty culprit child. Her eyes were blue as a
gentian flower—“Lansing blue” the neighbours
called them. Her mouth expressed all the sweetness
of a pure and loving nature. Her air was full of
blithe gaiety. She seemed the incarnation of summery
youth. There was something in her manner,
too, of tremulous excitement—as of one not yet
knowing life’s secret, but in sight of the mystery,
eager yet afraid of passing its portal.
Sidney was greatly won by her pretty air of
deprecation, which mutely apologized for the small
whirlwind she had created by her entrance.
“Come,” said Vashti to Sidney. “It’s too bad
to keep you standing here.” So they left the hollyhocks.
“Who is Nathan Peck?” asked Sidney of Mabella.
“Temperance Tribbey’s beau,” she said with a little
laugh. “They’ve been keeping company for nineteen
years.”
“Don’t they know their own minds yet?”
“Nathan does, but Temperance doesn’t believe in
being hasty,” said Vashti with what, in a less majestic
creature, might have been a sneer.
“And to tell the truth she doesn’t want to leave
us,” said Mabella, who invariably found the best
motive for other people’s actions. “She’s the dearest
old thing!”
“Father declares,” said Vashti, “that you are to
do exactly as you like. He’s working at the hay.
They’re working late now and we take them out
something to eat at four o’clock. If you would like
to come with us——”
“Oh, yes,” said Sidney, “I should like it of all
things.”
“Well, we’ll be going in half an hour or so. But
wouldn’t you like to see your room? It’s the east
chamber. Go up the stairs and turn to the right;
it’s the second door.”
“Thanks,” said Sidney. “I would like to get rid
of the dust a bit.”
He went up the dusky oak stair. The house
was carefully darkened to keep out the heat and to
discourage the flies. He found his room easily. His
trunk was there. The air was fragrant with the perfume
from a nosegay of sweet peas and mignonette
which stood in a willow-pattern bowl of old blue.
Associating each gracious deed with her gracious
presence, he said to himself:
“Vashti—Queen Vashti—has been here.” Then
he murmured to himself, “Vashti!”
“The first sweet name that led
Him down Love’s ways.”
When he descended in flannels a little later, he
found the two girls waiting on the porch. Vashti
was sitting on the steps. Mabella was leading a
long-suffering cat up and down by its forepaws, a
mode of progression which evidently did not please
the cat, whose tail switched viciously at each step.
It was released as Sidney stepped out of the hall,
and relieved its feelings by deliberately walking over
and scratching the old collie’s nose, as he lay sleepily
waiting for the signal to start. The collie, rudely
awakened from his dream, sneezed and turned an
appealing look at Mabella, who caught him by his
feathery ears and expressed her sympathy in words
somewhat unintelligible to the human intellect, but
evidently well understood by Bunker.
“Don’t forget them cups,” called Temperance after
them. “And don’t spill all that milk afore you get
there. It won’t make the crops grow.” Then she
betook herself indoors, to muse upon the advisability
of making hot biscuits for supper, and to commune
with herself upon the absurdity of men who wore
flannel trousers.
“My soul!” she said, in recounting the experience
to one of her neighbours, “it gave me a turn when
I saw him in them white things. First off, I says,
‘He’s forgot to dress himself.’ Then I saw they
was white trousers. Poor crittur! He needs something
to set himself off; he’s poor looking alongside
of Lanty.”
But Miss Tribbey’s judgment was not to be trusted
in respect to masculine good looks, her one unit of
comparison being yellow-haired Lanty Lansing, who,
tall, broad-shouldered and straight-limbed, was a man
among a thousand. Sidney Martin had his fair share
of good looks. Under any circumstances it would
have been impossible to take him for anything but
a gentleman, a gentleman by breeding, education,
and natural taste. He, too, was tall like Lanty, but
much more slender. He had grey eyes—the dreamy
eyes of Endymion, slender, nervous hands, and graceful
gestures. He walked with something of a
scholar’s stoop, and had the pallor of the student.
Above all, his face was irradiate with kindliness
towards every living thing. His eyes had the dilating
pupils of those who are dreamers of dreams. It
might be that the ideal would take him greater
lengths than the truth. About his mouth lay always
a touch of pity—pity for the world about him, which,
to his eyes, was so blind to the true good, so bent
upon burdening itself with baleful creeds which disintegrated
the universal brotherhood of man.
The three young people, escorted by the collie,
left the house, and turning away from the road, proceeded
along a lane which was really a continuation
of the avenue without the grateful shade of the
trees. The dusty way was strewn with fragrant hay
which had fallen from the waggons on their way
to the barns. They passed the two broad, shallow
ponds, overgrown, as Miss Tribbey had said, with
water-weeds and bulrushes. Only a shallow, unwholesome
little pool of water remained in each;
thirsty birds fluttered about the margin, and, as the
three passed, the frogs plunged into the water from
every side. The collie walked sedately into the
middle of one of the pools, then came and shook
himself beside Mabella, spattering her skirts.
The heat was breathless; the earth, beneath the
inquisition of the sun, suffered but was mute. And
presently they saw the hay-makers, the two sweating
horses in the mower, the man tossing the windrows
into coils. A great oak tree stood solitary in one
corner, and thither the girls directed their steps; a
brown earthen jug of water, covered by the men’s
coats, stood in its shadow. Mabella took off her
sunbonnet and waved it wildly by one string. One
of the men sent back an answering shout, and tossed
a forkful of hay into the air. The sun glinted from
the burnished steel of the fork to the yellow hair
of its wielder.
“That’s Lanty,” said Mabella to Sidney, with a
certain shy personal pride in her accent.
“Our cousin, Lansing Lansing,” amended Vashti.
“Does he live with you?” asked Sidney.
“No! Oh, no! He has a farm of his own, but
his haying is all done, and he has come over to
help Dad.”
“The farmers help each other here, when they
can,” said Mabella.
Sidney felt enthusiasm surge within his breast;
was not this practical communism?
The men had left their work and were coming
towards them.
“That’s Nathan Peck,” said Mabella, “on the left.”
Sidney saw him; a serious, sunburnt man, with
mild, light-coloured eyes and straight, straggly hair.
He was very thin, and wore a woollen muffler around
his neck.
“Do you see that scarf? Temperance gave him
that three years ago; he’s never been seen without
it since.” Mabella whispered this hastily to Sidney.
“Warm devotion, isn’t it?” inquired Sidney as he
rose to go and meet his host.
“Isn’t he fun?” asked Mabella of Vashti.
“It all depends on taste,” said Vashti, indifferently.
Mabella did not hear her. She was gazing at her
cousin Lanty as he came towards her some yards
in advance of the others. Clad in blue jeans, with
his shirt open at the throat and his sleeves rolled up
to the elbow, Lanty was a man to win ninety-nine
women out of a hundred. The odd woman would
see, perhaps, too great a capacity for enjoyment in
his face; too little of self restraint, too much
generosity, too little cool judgment; but if she were
discerning enough, she might pierce yet deeper to
that natural nobility of character which, through miry
places and sloughs of despond, would yet triumphantly
set Lanty Lansing upon the solid rock of
men’s respect.
“Well—you’re a sight for sore eyes,” he said,
flinging himself at the feet of his cousins. “It’s
worth working for to get over to the shade—and
you.”
His first words had seemed to address Mabella;
his glance took in both his cousins, and each girl
took the meaning of the words home to her heart,
and doled out a niggard portion to the other.
Mabella’s confidence had given place to a shy eagerness
to please the man she loved. Her eyes dwelt
upon him, eager to catch each glance, and she felt
that as often as his eyes lighted upon her an unconscious
tenderness deepened his voice.
The situation was perfectly apparent to Sidney
when he arrived with old Lansing a moment later.
Yet Vashti Lansing’s blinded eyes saw nothing of it.
Rapt in a superb egotism, she erred much in underestimating
her fellows. A more dangerous thing,
perhaps, than to over-estimate ourselves. Some instinct
made her aware of the splendour of her form;
besides that, the women of her race had all been
mageful creatures. She had an unfaltering belief
in the potentiality of her own will. Long ago they
had burned one of her forbears as a witch-woman.
They said she caused her spirit to enter into her
victims and commit crimes, crimes which were naively
calculated to tend to the worldly advantage of the
witch. Vashti thought of her martyred ancestress
often; she herself sometimes felt a weird sensation
as of illimitable will power, as of an intelligence apart
from her normal mind, an intelligence which wormed
out the secrets of those about her, and made the
fixed regard of her large full eyes terrible. The
film of vanity dimmed them somewhat, but when
some rude hand should rend that veil away, their
regard might be blasting.
Lanty’s wide hat was cast with apparent carelessness
upon the grass between him and Mabella; their
fingers were interlaced beneath it, or, rather, Mabella’s
trembling fingers nestled in Lanty’s palm. He held
them tighter and tighter. A little tremor from her
heart communicated with his heart as the electric
spark traverses the cable. At the same instant they
looked at each other, and read life’s meanings in each
other’s eyes. For the moment—unfaltering, steadfast,
penetrating—blue eyes met the blue. There was
the pause of a heart-beat. Then Mabella’s filmed
with sudden self-consciousness, and triumph lighted
the man’s bolder eyes. Mabella almost wrenched her
hand free and raised it involuntarily to where her
heart, grown too great with its treasure of love,
throbbed heavily. Lanty rose to his feet, bareheaded
in the sunshine, blinded by the glory and promise
of the love he had seen in those kindred eyes. He
stood for a moment looking down at her; she
looked back at him. Her lips were tremulous, but
there was an appealing trust in their sweetness.
Lanty could not trust himself farther.
“I’ll be off to my hay,” he said in vibrant tones.
“I hope to see a great deal of you,” he added,
turning to Sidney. “You must come over and see
me; whenever you want a horse to ride, there’s one
at your disposal. Good-bye, girls, till supper time.
Good-bye, Mabella.” She looked at him, and he
went off to his work, scarce believing in his own
happiness, seeing all golden about him, all fair before
him—and this passed amid a group of people,
one at least of whom should have had sharp eyes.
One person indeed had noted all—Nathan Peck’s
light eyes were eloquent of mute sympathy. He,
good soul, loved bustling Temperance Tribbey with
all his being. Whilst Lanty and Mabella had rested
with their hands clasped beneath the old wide hat,
Nathan’s gnarled fingers had caressed the ends of
his muffler. Temperance was always and invariably
right, that went without saying, and yet—nineteen
years!—surely she was a little hard on them both?
Nathan rose with something like a sigh, and proceeded
to his work thoughtfully. Sidney talked to
Mr. Lansing and feasted his eyes on the suave grace
of his daughter. Mabella, her heart too full for
careless speech, rose, and, under pretence of chasing
the collie, contrived to start down the lane alone.
As she reached the bend which would hide her from
Lanty, she turned. He was leaning upon his fork,
gazing after her. She waved her hand swiftly to
him, then turned abruptly and proceeded upon her
way, a demure little figure in her pink sunbonnet.
Life stretched before her in a new aspect; the
gate was opened, but the way was unfamiliar, and
her feet faltered before it. She arrived home very
soon, and sought Temperance in the kitchen.
Temperance was watering her geraniums in the
window, and thinking a small kitchen of her own
would be more cosy than the great kitchen of
Lansing House.
“Temperance,” said Mabella, catching hold of a
corner of Miss Tribbey’s apron, “Temperance, you
weren’t cross this afternoon when I pulled you
about?”
Miss Temperance looked at her, and set down the
old tea-pot which she used as a watering-can.
“Say?” insisted Mabella, pleating up the corner
of the apron.
“What ails the child?” said Temperance—a
sudden memory of Mabella’s childhood coming to
her, again she saw her a yellow-haired baby with
irresistible ways.
“But did you mind?” asked Mabella, her lips
beginning to quiver.
“Bless it! No, indeed. My lamb, what kind of
a cross old stick do you think I am?”
“Temperance, are you very fond of Nathan?”
“My soul!” said Temperance. “What next—Nathan?”
“Because you ought to be if you’re not,” said
Mabella. “Oh, you ought to be. When a person
cares about one you ought to love them—love them
with all your soul. It’s so little to give in return;
so——” and then Mabella was in Miss Tribbey’s
arms, crying as if her heart would break.
And blustering Miss Tribbey petted her and
quieted her, and got her out of the way before Vashti
and Sidney entered with the dishes from the field,
taking her upstairs and putting her to bed as she
had done long before when Mabella was a little
motherless baby.
“You lay still there,” said Temperance, pausing
by the door. “You lay still there, and I’ll fetch
up your tea.”
“You’re a dear,” said Mabella with a catch in
her voice.
Miss Tribbey departed. Wise in her kind old
fashion she asked no questions. Miss Tribbey had
been young in years like Mabella once, and her
heart was young yet.
“Pore girl!” said Temperance to herself, resuming
the watering of her geraniums. “Pore Mabella!
She ain’t got no mother.”
Perhaps all the dew which fell upon the geraniums
did not come from the old tea-pot. Miss Tribbey’s
mother had been alive when lanky Nathan Peck
began “keeping company” with Temperance. Up-stairs
in a certain box there yet were quilts that
she had “patched” in anticipation of the wedding
which Miss Tribbey’s sense of duty had deferred all
these years.
Miss Tribbey sighed, and went and carefully considered
her countenance in the little square of
greenish glass which served as a mirror in her kitchen.
She turned away with something like a sob in her
throat. “I’m losin’ my looks,” she said. Then after
a moment’s pause she drew herself a little more erect,
and going to a drawer put on a huge and fresh white
apron. She was meeting the ravages of Time with the
defences at her disposal. Brave Temperance!
When some two hours later Nathan Peck entered
for his supper with the others, he thought that never,
surely in all the world, could there be a more soul-satisfying
sight than his “Temp’rins.”
“She beats all the young ’uns yet, by jing, if she
don’t!” he said to himself as he soused himself
with soap and water by the door before he came in.
“Here’s the comb, Nat,” said Temperance, handing
him that useful article. He took it, combed his
straggly hair straight down over his eyes, and then
looked at Temperance appealingly through the
ragged fringe.
Temperance’s heart was very soft to-night. She
took the comb and parted his hair. When she had
finished, she let the palm of her hand smooth over
the top and rest an instant. He caught it, and the
two looked at each other. What were years and
hard-wrought hands to them? They saw themselves
young and beautiful in each other’s eyes. That
sufficed them.
Meanwhile Lanty had passed through the kitchen
to the front porch, and not finding Mabella there
had come back to the kitchen.
“Well, Temperance,” he said cheerily, “how’s
the world using you? And Temperance—where’s
Mabella?”
“She’s layin’ down,” said Temperance; “she had
a sort o’ spell when she came in and I made her
go to bed.”
“What kind of a spell?” demanded Lanty, his
heart standing still.
“Nerves,” said Miss Tribbey briefly, avoiding the
anxious blue eyes of her favourite. She did not know
how far matters had gone, nor how clear an understanding
there was between the young people. Miss
Tribbey was too staunch a woman to betray her
sex even in a good cause (and the making of a
match between these two Miss Tribbey regarded as
a distinctly good cause).
“Is it—is it her head?” asked Lanty miserably.
Miss Temperance eyed him severely—but she had
misjudged her own strength.
“It’s jist nothin’ but nerves,” she said—“girls’
nerves; they’re naterally nervous, girls is, and M’bella
ain’t one of your coarse-grained sort. She’s easily
upset and tender-hearted as a chicken. My soul!
how all the brute beasts love her and how she sets
store by them. I tell you that girl can’t pass a hen
without sayin’ something pleasant to it. She’ll be
all right to-morrow; but Lanty”—she quickened her
speech as they heard steps coming to the kitchen—“Lanty,
she’s got no mother.”
Lanty caught her hand—“I’ll be everything to her,
if she’ll let me,” he said.
Then the others came in. Vashti, her father, and
Sidney from the porch, and Nathan from the back
doorsteps, where he had been hugging his happiness
by himself.
“Where’s M’bella?” demanded her uncle as they
sat down. Vashti looked at Temperance for the
answer.
“She’s layin’ down—got a headache with the
heat.”
Nathan looked up with such sparkling intelligence
that Miss Tribbey was forced to reduce him by a
look. So he obliterated all expression from his face
and fell to his supper with a gusto.
“Well, I declare,” said the old man; “she must
be terrible bad if she couldn’t stay up for Mr. Martin’s
first meal with us.”
“Oh, you mustn’t mind me,” said Sidney hastily,
“and I do wish you would call me something a
little more familiar than ‘Mr. Martin.’ My father
always called me Sid.”
“Sid you are, then,” said old Lansing heartily;
“it’s mighty handy, that name. If there’s anything
I hate it’s a name a mile long. Nothing like a short
name for a dog or a person, I say. For horses and
sich it don’t matter much, but when you want t’ call
a dog there’s nothing like a good plain name.” The
old man ran on garrulously, now and then arresting
himself to say the others were quiet. Considering that
their quietude was somewhat compulsory, as he talked
all the time, it was rather astonishing he found it
food for comment.
“Well—M’bella do miss considerable,” he said;
“she’s always got something to say, M’bella has.
Sometimes ’taint over-wise, but it’s always well-meaning.
M’bella ain’t one of your bristle-tongued women.
I tell you I’ve known women with rougher tongues
than a cat’s.”
“Men’s tongues is a good deal like dogs’, I notice,”
said Miss Temperance scathingly—“that long they
can’t keep ’em between their teeth. Mighty loose
hung, men’s tongues is.”
“When is the Special Meeting, father?” asked
Vashti. Sidney thought how gratefully her soft voice
sounded across the strident tones of her father and
Temperance.
“Wednesday night,” he answered. “You’ll go,
Sid? And you’ll be there, Lansing?” The last
words were spoken in a tone which challenged denial.
But Lanty was in a mood of Quakerish peace. He
simply nodded. Old Lansing looked very pleased.
“Special meeting!” said Sidney. “What for?
What sort of meeting?”
“To pray for rain,” said Vashti. “If we do not
have rain, the poor people will be ruined and all of
us will suffer. Already the hay is lost; we should
have had the meeting earlier.”
“Then you think—you believe—you believe the
meeting will do good?”
“I believe in the answer to prayer,” she said a little
coldly; “my father is senior deacon in the church.”
This seemed hardly a reason for her personal
beliefs, but Sidney did not say so.
He began to see her in a new light—a noble
daughter of a tottering faith. And as one admires
the devotion of a daughter to an unworthy parent,
so he admired Vashti in this guise also. The loyalty
which made her blind to the faults of a creed was
perhaps more admirable than a clearer vision which
would have made her a renegade to the faith of her
fathers. So Sidney Martin thought as they sat out
on the front porch, watching the fireflies flitting in
the darkness, living sparks of light, and listening to
the cadence of Lanty’s violin as he played snatches
of old love songs, putting his heart into them—for a
little time before he had heard a window softly raised,
and he knew that Mabella, too timorous to meet
him face to face yet, was listening to and drinking in
the message of his music.
CHAPTER III.
“You never can wash your hands clean in dirty
water,” said Temperance to Nathan, “no more’n you
can wash a floor with a dirty mop. Throw dirt and
the wind’ll carry it back in your own eyes. You
can’t splash mud without gettin’ spattered yourself.”
Thereupon Temperance rattled her dishes violently
with an energy almost offensive. Her remarks were
in the nature of a parable intended to impress upon
her admirer her superiority to, and contempt for,
ill-natured gossip.
Nathan bowed his head to the blast, waited till
the noisy agitation in the dishpan had subsided a
little, and then continued to disburden himself of
the news he had gathered during the two days which
had elapsed since he had seen Temperance.
“Mrs. Snyder has been took again, I saw Sam and
he says she’s real miserable.”
“You don’t say!” said Temperance, fairly interested
now. “She has a sight of sickness.”
“Well, she was took down three days ago,” said
Nathan, repeating himself. Having no details to
give, he uttered this remark with emphasis, as of
one giving forth a brand new idea.
“It’s just a year ago this very month since she
was took down before,” went on Miss Tribbey, uttering
her reflection aloud as she was wont to do when
she had only the cat for auditor. “I remember particularly
well because I was making currant jell at
the time, and Mame Settle was here and she was
helping dish it out, and she burned her hand, and
she said she was goin’ to set up with Mrs. Snyder
that night, and she said she wouldn’t get drowsy
with that hand keepin’ her company. Yes, ’twas this
very month.”
Temperance having successfully proved her proposition
in regard to the date of Mrs. Snyder’s
former illness, returned with renewed vim to her
dishes.
“It’s curious how disease comes back,” said Nathan
reflectively. “There’s my grandfather, he died two
years before the church was opened, and he had
quinsy regular every spring, and Aunt Maria had
her erysipelas in March every year regular as sugar
making, and old Joseph Muir had his strokes always
in July. I can mind that well, his funeral came just
in hayin’, for it rained terrible when we was comin’
back from the buryin’ and someone said, ‘Lucky
is the corpse that the rain rains on,’ and old Ab.
Ranger said he guessed luck didn’t cut much figger
with a corpse anyhow, and for his part he’d a sight
ruther had his hay dry in the barn as wet in the
field. It seemed kind of unfeelin’.”
Nathan rose to throw out the dish water for
Temperance, a gallantry he always permitted himself
when he spent the evening with her. So anxious
was he not to miss this pleasure that he usually made
a number of false starts, drawing upon himself a
kindly rebuke for fidgeting “like a hen with its head
off.” Nevertheless Temperance secretly counted
upon this bit of attention as much as Nathan did.
He was returning with the empty pan when suddenly
he stopped.
“Gee!” he said, a strong word giving evidence
of excitement. “I clean forgot to tell you the news.
Len Simpson’s dead.” Temperance sat down heavily
in a chair.
“My soul!” she said. Nathan continued with oratorical
importance, feeling that for once he had made
a hit.
“Yes, we was puttin’ up petitions in Mrs. Didymus’s
hen house to-day. She’s gone cracked on fancy
chickings and keepin’ the breeds separate and sich
nonsense, and we was petitionin’ it off and the
bound girl said Mister Didymus had been called
over to Simpson’s terrible suddent, and he stayed to
dinner, and he writ a telegraph and sent it off by
young Len to Brixton. He died in Boston, and I
don’t know if the telegraph was to send home The
Body or not. But anyhow, Mister Didymus was
terrible affected.”
“And so he ought to be, remembering all things,”
said Temperance. “Poor Len—well, when he was
keepin’ company with Martha Didymus I thought
he was the only young fellar I ever saw that could
hold a candle to Lanty. Well, well, and Martha’s
been dead and gone these three years. Pore Mart,
died of heart-break, I always said, and so Len’s dead
in Bosting! What was he doin’ there?”
“They say,” said Nathan, telling the tidings shamefacedly,
as became their import. “They say he was
play actin’.”
“Oh, pore Len,” said Temperance. “To fall to
that! And I’ve heard many a one say that there
never was a man far or near could draw as straight
a furrow as Len nor build a better stack. Play
actin’!”
Just then Mr. Lansing came out to the kitchen.
“It’s most time to start,” he said. “We’ll take
the democrat—comin’ to help hook up, Nat?”
Nathan followed him to the stables.
Temperance went to get ready for the prayer-meeting
for rain.
The two girls and Sidney were sitting on the grass
in the sweet, old-fashioned garden, where verbenas
elbowed sweet clover, and sweet peas climbed over
and weighed down the homely Provence roses, where
mignonette grew self-sown in the sandy paths and
marigolds lifted saucy faces to the sun unbidden;
where in one corner grew marjoram and thyme and
peppergrass, lemon balm, spearmint and rue. The
far-away parents of these plants had shed their seed
in old grange gardens in England. The Lansings
had long ago left their country for conscience sake,
bravely making the bitter choice between Faith and
Fatherland.
The three young people, waiting in the delicious
drowsiness of the summer twilight, were environed
in an atmosphere of suppressed but electrical emotion.
Sidney Martin felt within him all the eagerness
of first love. Every faculty of his delicate, emotional
temperament was tense with the delight of
the Vision given to his eyes. How could he ever
dream that the moths of the mind would fray its
fabric or the sharp teeth of disillusion tear it? And
indeed for him it remained for ever splendid with
the golden broideries of his loving imagination.
Vashti dreamed—even as the mighty sibyls of old
brooded over their dreams, conscious of their beauty,
and filled with the desire to see them accomplished—finding
her visions trebly precious because they
were her very own, the offspring of her own heart,
the begetting of her own brain, the desire of her
own will.
She knew that Lanty did not love her passionately,
but to this strange woman there was an added charm
in the thought that she must do battle for the love
she craved. Her whole soul rose to the combat,
which she might have gained had she not made a
fatal error in overlooking the real issue, which was
not to make Lanty love her, but to make him cease
loving Mabella.
Mabella’s face, in the soft dusk, wore an exalted
expression of purity and tremulous happiness. There
were soft shadows beneath her eyes, and her hands
trembled as she plucked a flower to fragments.
Her hidden happiness had so winged her spirit that
her slight body was sorely tired by its eagerness.
She started at each sound, and smiled at nothing.
Sweet Mabella Lansing did not dream that these
eyes of hers had already betrayed her precious secret,
but they had been read by a kindly heart. Sidney
Martin thought he never in his life had seen anything
so sweet as this girl’s face, lit by the first illumination
of love’s torch. An epicure in the senses, he
realized keenly the delicacy of this phase of young
life—like the velvet sheen upon a flower freshly unfolded,
like the bloom upon the grape, like the down
upon a butterfly’s wing, lovely, but destroyed by
a touch. Beneath this evanescent charm he knew
there was deep, true feeling, but he sighed to think
that the world might mar its unconsciousness.
Sidney Martin had no place in his musings for
God, yet in the face of Mabella Lansing he saw a
purity, a love, a look of young delight so holy, that
almost he was persuaded to think of a Divinity
beyond that of human nature. But he said to himself,
“After all how sweet a thing human nature is;
how cruel to seek to believe in that ancient smirch,
called original sin. Has sin part or place in this
girl, or in Vashti, Queen Vashti, with the marvellous
eyes and the splendid calm presence? Vashti, who
looks at life so calmly, so benignly——” and so on,
for begin where he would, his thoughts reverted to
Vashti. She was first and last with him for ever.
The Alpha and Omega of his life.
But these things were all inarticulate, and in the
old scented garden the three talked of other things.
The girls were telling Sidney the story of the Lansing
Legacy.
Long, long before, when the Lansings were by
far the most numerous family in the country side,
when a Lansing preached in the church, when a
Lansing taught in the little school, where Lansing
children outnumbered all the others put together, the
doyen of the family was a quaint old man—Abel
Lansing. He was very old, a living link between
the generations, and spoke, as one having authority,
of the days of old. Although a bachelor, he was
yet patriarchal in his rule over the wide family connection,
and they brought him their disputes to be
adjusted, and came to him to be consoled in their
griefs. When they were prosperous, he preserved
their humility by reminding them of the case of
Jeshurun, “who waxed fat and kicked,” and the dire
results of that conduct; when they complained of
poverty or hardship, he told them they should be
thankful for the mercies vouchsafed to them, contrasting
their lot with that of their fathers, who
threshed their scanty crops with a flail upon the ice,
in lieu of a threshing floor, carried guns as well as
bibles in church, and ate their hearts out yearning
for the far-off hedges of England when they had not
yet grown to love their sombre hills of refuge.
He was very eloquent, evidently both with God
and man. It was his prayer, so tradition said, which
brought the great black frost to an end, and it was
a prayer of his, addressed to human ears, which
stayed the hand of vengeance, when uplifted against
captive Indians. How excusable vengeance would
have been in this case, and how well mercy was
repaid, is known to all who have read of the
troublous times of old.
In fullness of years, old Abel Lansing died, and
dying, left all he had to the poor of the parish,
save and excepting a hoard of broad Spanish pieces.
How he had come by these dollars no one knew.
The commonly accepted idea was that they had
been brought from England by the first Lansing, and
kept sacredly in case of some great need. Be that
as it may, there they were, stored in the drawer
of the old oak coffer which had been made in
England by hands long dead.
And Abel Lansing’s will directed that to each
Lansing there should be given one piece, and in the
quaint phraseology of the times, Abel had set down
the conditions of his gift. The recipients were
bidden to guard the coin zealously and never to part
with it save in extremis—to buy bread, save life or
defend the Faith.
And strangely enough, when the money was portioned
out, it was found that for each broad silver
piece there was a Lansing, and for each Lansing a
broad silver piece. No more and no less. And the
country folk, hardly yet divorced from belief in the
black art, with the unholy smoke of the burned
witches still stinging their eyes, looked at each other
curiously when they spoke of the circumstances.
Oh, what an eloquent human history might be
written out, if the tale of each of these coins was
known! What an encyclopædia of human joys and
sorrows! For no Lansing lightly parted with his
Spanish dollar, upon the possession of which the luck
of the Lansings depended. They were exchanged as
gages of love between Lansing lovers. They were
given Lansing babies to “bite on,” when they began
cutting their teeth. They had been laid upon dead
eyes. They had been saved from burning houses at
the peril of life. And dead hands had been unclosed
to show one held clasped even in the death
pang.
Vashti drew hers from her pocket, and showed it
to Sidney.
Mabella took hers from a little leather bag which
hung about her neck. When Mabella’s mother had
died in want and penury, she had given her three
year old baby the piece and told her to hold it
fast and show it to Uncle when he came, for at last
the brother had consented to see his sister. He
was late in yielding his stubborn will, but when
once he was on the road a fury of haste possessed
him to see the sister from whom he had parted
in anger. But his haste perhaps defeated itself, and
perhaps Fate, which is always ironic, wished to add
another ingredient to the bitter cup old Lansing had
been at such pains to prepare for his own lips. His
harness broke, his horse fell lame by the way, the
clouds came down, and the mists rose from the earth
and befogged him, and when he finally arrived at
the bleak little house it was to find his sister dead,
and a yellow-haired baby, who tottered still in her
walk, but yet had baby wisdom enough to give him
the shining silver piece and say “from Mudder.”
Lansing looked at the baby, and at the coin in his
hand, and passed through the open door where an
inert head as yellow as the baby’s lay upon the
pillow. He had come tardily with forgiveness;
he had arrived to find his sister dead, and to be
offered the symbol of the Lansing luck by an orphan
child.
Well—that was but one of the Lansing dollars.
Of all old Abel Lansing’s hoard there remained
but four pieces—of all that family which had possessed
almost tribal dignity there were only four left.
“Are you ready?” shouted old Lansing.
The three young people went round to where the
democrat wagon stood with its two big bays.
Nathan and Temperance stood beside the horse
block; as they appeared Temperance climbed nimbly
into the back seat, and Nathan, adorned as usual with
his muffler, placed himself in front; the two girls
joined Temperance, and Sidney mounted beside Mr.
Lansing and Nathan. So they set out, leaving the
old house solitary in the deepening night.
As they drove along the country road the burnt
odours of the dried up herbage came to them, giving
even in the dark a hint of the need for rain.
“Has Nathan told you the news?” asked Temperance
of Mr. Lansing. “Len Simpson’s dead.”
“Oh, Temperance!” said Mabella.
“Where—when?” said Vashti.
Temperance was silent, and Nathan, in the manner
of those who have greatness thrust upon them, recommenced
his parable.
“Oh, poor Len!” said Mabella, wiping her eyes.
“It’s very sad for his people,” said Vashti. “First
to be disgraced by him, and then to hear of his
death like this—well—he was a bad lot.”
“Oh, Vashti,” said Mabella, passionately, “how
can you? And him just dead. His mother’ll be
heartbroken.”
“I did not say anything but what everybody
knows,” said Vashti, coldly. “He drank, didn’t he?
And he broke Mart Didymus’s heart? I thought you
were fond of her? It’s true he’s dead, but we’ve
all got to die; he should have remembered while
he was living that he had to die some day. I don’t
believe in making saints of people after they’re dead.
Let them live well and they’ll die well, and people
will speak well of them.”
“That depends,” said Temperance with a snort.
“Some people ain’t given to speak well of their
neighbours living or dead.”
“And some people,” said Vashti coolly, “speak
too much, and too often always.”
“Hold your peace,” said her father sternly. “Did
you say The Body was being brought home?” he
asked Nathan.
“Yes, or leastways, that’s the idea, but no one
knows for certain.”
“Lanty will take it terribly hard,” said the old
man musingly. “He and Len Simpson ran together
always till Len went off, and Lanty never took up
with anyone else like he did with Len.”
Sidney had been a little chilled by Vashti’s attitude
towards the death of this young fellow. But
with the persistent delusion of the idealist he did
not call it hardness of heart, but “a lofty rectitude
of judgment”; himself incapable of pronouncing a
hard word against a human being, he yet did not
perceive what manner of woman this was. He
thought only what severe and lofty standards she
must have, how inexorable her acceptance of self-wrought
consequences was, and he said to himself
that he must purify himself as by fire, ere he dared
approach the altar of her lips.
Old Mr. Lansing mused aloud upon Len, and his
family, and his death.
“Well,” he said, “poor Len was always his own
worst enemy. Did you hear if he was reconciled
before he died?”
“Reconciled,” ah surely, surely that is the word;
not converted, nor regenerated, nor saved, but reconciled—reconciled
to the great purposes of Nature,
to the great intention of the Maker; so infinitely
good beside our petty hopes of personal salvation.
Reconciled to that mighty law which “sweetly and
strongly ordereth all things.” Reconciled to give our
earthly bodies back to mother earth, our spirits back
to the Universal Bosom; to render the Eternal Purpose
stronger by the atom of our personal will.
The church to which they were going, and which
was even now in sight, was a large frame building,
whose grey, weather-beaten walls were clouded by
darker stains of moisture and moss. Virginia creeper
garlanded the porch wherein the worshippers put off
their coats, their smiles and, so far as might be, the
old Adam, before entering the church proper. Tall
elms overshadowed the roof, their lowest branches
scraping eerily across the shingles with every breath
of wind, a sound which, in a mind properly attuned
to spiritual things, might easily typify the tooth and
nail methods of the Devil in his assault upon holy
things. Indeed the weird sighings and scrapings of
these trees had had their share in hastening sinners
to the anxious seat, and in precipitating those already
there to deeper depths of penitential fear.
Behind the church, in decent array, the modest
tomb-stones of God’s acre were marshalled. What a
nucleus of human emotion is such a church—with
its living within and its dead without, like children
clustered about the skirts of their mother. Surely,
surely, it is, at least, a beautiful thing, this “sure
and certain hope of a glorious resurrection”—the
hope which had sustained so many weary old hearts
in this congregation, when one after another their
loved ones went from them to be cradled in Mother
Earth!
Well—Religion they say has grown too scant a
robe for human reason. Through its rents is seen
the glorious nakedness of science; yet surely the
strongest of us must feel a tender reverence for the
faith typified by such a church as this. The home
of simple faith, where simple folk found peace.
In sect this Church was one of those independent
bodies of which there are so many in America, which
having retained the severe rectitude of the Puritans
are yet leavened with evangelical tenderness, and
vivified by evangelical zeal. It approximated perhaps
more closely to the Congregational Body than any
other, and was self-governing and self-sustaining.
As the Chicago people date everything from “The
Fire” so Dole people dated all their reminiscences
from the “Opening” of the “Church,” which meant
the dedication of the present church, which, in old Mr.
Lansing’s boyhood, had replaced the humbler log
building of earlier days. The minister was chosen
for life, and was by far the most important personage
of the community. No one disputed his pre-eminence,
and public opinion was moulded by his
mind. The ministers tilled their gardens, lived simply
as their fellows, and beyond a black coat on Sunday,
wore no insignia of office; yet that office wrapped
them in a mantle of distinction. There was no laughing
at holy things in Dole. No Dole children heard
the minister and his sermons criticized. The shadow
of the great Unseen rested above the humble church
and hallowed it.
Mr. Didymus was an old, old man, and his white-headed
wife was bowed and frail. The death of
their only daughter, Martha, had been a bitter blow.
Outwardly they strove to manifest the resignation
of God’s anointed. At night when they sat alone
they held each other’s hands, and wept over the
bits of needlework the girl had left.
Deacon Simpson was a stern and upright man.
No one recognised more clearly than he, that his
son Len was no fit mate for brown-haired Martha
Didymus. And yet, he loved his boy.
The two young people accepted the judgment upon
them. Len’s sullen acceptance of the inevitable was
broken by fits of hot-headed rebellion against the
decorum of the community, which evidently regarded
this bitter dispensation as his just due, yet he never
gave up hope until pale Martha Didymus told him
to go his way. Then indeed he departed upon his
solitary road, and an evil one it seemed to village
eyes.
Poor Martha! Duty may excite one to an excess
of courage, but it cannot sustain. She “peaked and
pined,” and the end of it for her was that she was
overtaken by sleep before her time, and went to
take her place in the silent congregation.
“Ask Mr. Didymus about Len,” said Vashti to
her father, catching his sleeve, and detaining him for
a moment, as he was about to lead the horses into
the sheds.
“Yes—if I have a chance,” said her father, and
he raised his voice to speak to young Ranger.
“Well, Ab, what hev’ you been doin’ to-day?”
“Hoeing,” said the shock-headed young chap
laconically.
“Well,” said Mr. Lansing approvingly, “it’s about
all one can do for the roots in weather like this,
and a good thing it is too. You know the old sayin’,
‘You can draw more water with a hoe than with a
bucket.’ That’s true, ’specially when the wells are
all dry.”
The two moved away together and Vashti turned
to the others. Temperance had left to talk to Sue
Winder, one of her great cronies. Lanty had joined
Mabella and Sidney.
“I’m glad to see you here, Lanty.”
The full diapason of Vashti’s voice made the little
phrase beautiful. It seemed to Sidney she was like
some heavenly hostess bidding wanderers welcome
to holy places.
“You have heard of poor Len?”
“Yes, ill news flies fast,” he said. His brows were
knit by honest pain; and regret, which manlike he
strove to hide, made his eyes sombre.
“Are they bringing him home?”
“Yes, Mr. Simpson left for Boston by the six
o’clock train from Brixton.”
Despite himself Lanty’s lips quivered. Mabella
ventured in the dusk to touch his hand comfortingly.
Her intuitional tenderness was revealed in the simple
gesture. He looked at her, unveiling the sadness of
his soul to her eyes, and in her answering look he
saw comprehension and consolation. As if by one
impulse their eyes sought the corner where the
slender white obelisk marked the grave of Martha;
and having singled it out, where it stood like an
ominous finger-post on love’s road, they once again
steadfastly regarded each other, each one saying in
the heart, “Till death.” And another thought came
to each. They mourned for Len, but she rejoiced.
Perhaps it was unorthodox, but these two, in the
first tenderness of their unspoken love, felt sure that
Len did not enter the dark unwelcomed.
Night was coming swiftly on—a “black-browed
night” indeed. The faces of the four young people
shone out palely from the environing gloom.
It was a solitary moment. Sidney sighed involuntarily.
He felt a little lonely. Regretting almost
that he could claim no personal share in the grief
for Len. Vashti heard his sigh and looked at him.
By a capricious impulse she willed to make him
hers—to make him admire her. She smiled—and
let her smile die slowly. As a fitful flame glows for
a moment making a barren hearth bright ere it
gathers itself into the embers again, so this gentle
smile changed all the scene to Sidney’s eyes. His
heart was already captive, but it was now weighted
with a heavier shackle.
Vashti Lansing saw clearly the effect of her smile,
and a mad impulse came upon her to laugh aloud
in triumph. Every now and then she felt within
her the throes of an evil dominant will. Such a will
as, planted in the breast of sovereigns, makes millions
weep. The harsh bell began to jingle. It was time
to enter.
“Come to our pew, Lanty,” whispered Mabella,
softly.
“Yes, dear,” he answered, and both blushed; and
thus they entered the church.
Vashti walked slowly up the aisle, looking neither
to the right hand nor to the left, but seeing all. How
white and calm she was, Sidney thought—but often
lava lies beneath the snow.
The deacons entered; tall, spare men, stern-faced
and unsympathetic they seemed, yet in their hearts
they thought of the one of their number who was
journeying through the night to where his son lay
dead. White haired Mr. Didymus rose in his place
and stretched out his tremulous hands above his congregation.
“Let us pray,” he said, and after a solemn pause
addressed himself to the unseen.
The greater part of the congregation knelt, the
deacons stood erect, as did Lanty and Sidney,
although a thought crossed the mind of each of the
young men that it would have been sweet to kneel
beside the woman he loved.
As Sidney looked about him a great pity for these
people filled his heart; the kneeling figures appealed
to him poignantly; from his point of view they were
less like children gathered about a father, than serfs
bending beneath a yoke, which was none the less
heavy because it was the creation of their own imagination.
The shoulders of the kneeling figures had
involuntarily fallen into the pose of their daily toil;
there was the droop of the ploughman over his
plough; of the tiller over the hoe; of the carpenter
over his plane. It was as if, even in prayer, they
wrought at a hard furrow. And the women’s
shoulders! What woeful eloquence in these bent
forms bowed beneath the dual burden of motherhood
and toil. What patient endurance was manifest
beneath the uncouth lines of their alpaca and calico
dresses!
From the shoulders his gaze fastened upon the
pairs of hands clasped upon the pew backs. Such
toil-worn hands. It seemed to him the fingers were
great in proportion to the palm, as if they wrought
always, and received never. Surely he was growing
morbid? And then all the latent pathos in the scene
gathered in his heart. All the dumb half unconscious
endurance about him pleaded to be made articulate;
and as one with unbelieving heart may join in a
litany with fervent lips, so Sidney strove to second
each petition of the long prayer.
Old Mr. Didymus had long been a spiritual ambassador
and he was not unskilled in diplomacy.
His prayer was a skilful and not inartistic mingling
of adoration, petition, compliment and thanks, adroitly
expressed in the words of the Sovereign he addressed,
or in phrases filched from His inspired ones. And
mid their burning sands, and under their blazing
skies, these Eastern followers had not failed to appreciate
the blessings of rain.
“O, Thou who in the wilderness did rain down
the corn of heaven, that Thy children might eat
and be filled; Thou who brought streams out of the
rock and caused waters to run down like rivers that
their thirst might be quenched, and that they might
be preserved alive—Thou of whom it was said of
old: ‘Thou visitest the earth and waterest it; Thou
greatly enrichest it with the river of God, which is
full of water; Thou waterest the ridges thereof
abundantly; Thou settlest the furrows thereof; Thou
makest it soft with showers; Thou blessest the
springing thereof; Thou crownest the year with Thy
goodness’—Hear us! We beseech Thee! Thou
causest it to rain on the earth where no man is—on
the wilderness wherein is no man—cause it also
to rain upon us. Thou causest it to rain alike upon
the just and the unjust, let us not hang midway
between Thine anger and Thy love. Remember Thy
promise to pour water upon him that is thirsty, and
floods upon the dry ground. Thou, O God! didst
once send ‘a plentiful rain whereby Thou didst confirm
Thine inheritance when it was weary’; deny us
not a like consolation, we faint beneath the hot frown
of Thine anger. Let Thy shadow comfort us! As
the thirsty hart panteth for the waterbrooks, we long
for Thy blessing. Before man was upon the earth
Thou caused a mist to rise up from the earth and
watered the whole face of the earth; continue Thy
mercy to us, who, sharing Adam’s fall are yet
heirs to the Redemption. Slay not us in Thine
anger, O Lord! Behold, we are athirst! Give Thou
us to drink. Are there any vanities of the Gentiles
that can cause rain? Or can the Heaven give
showers? Art not Thou He—O Lord our God?
Therefore we will wait upon Thee, for Thou hast
made all these things. When Elijah strove against
the sorcerers of Baal didst Thou not hear him? Like
unto him we are cast down before Thee. O grant
us our prayer! Show to us also the little cloud like
a man’s hand that comforted the land of Ahab.
Grant that we, too, by faith shall hear ‘the sound
of abundance of rain!’”
He paused. There was a moment of tense silence.
“And Thine shall be the glory, Amen,” he faltered
forth brokenly. He had no further words; the advocate
had pleaded for his cause. He waited the
voice of the judge. There followed a longer pause
fraught with the emotion of a great need.
Sidney’s heart ached for these people; a thousand
inarticulate pleas entered the wide gate of his sympathies
and demanded utterance at his lips. A sultry
breath entered the open window fraught with the
odour of parched earth and burnt-up grass. The
old priest and his three grey-haired elders, standing
amid the kneeling people, seemed to him like brave
standards ready to prop up a falling faith till its
ruin crushed them, willing sacrifices for the people;
they were mute, but their very presence standing
thus was eloquent. Surely the God of their Fathers
would remember the children of these men who had
indeed “given up all and followed Him” out to the
western wilderness? Long ago he had led forth His
people out of Egypt. They had murmured against
Him yet He had not left them to perish in their
sins; was the hand that had given water from the
rock and corn from Heaven empty now?
Long ago the great progressive miracle of Nature’s
processes was inaugurated; were the wheels of God’s
machinery clogged?
A shrill, trembling treble voice rose brokenly. For
a few ineloquent phrases it continued, and then died
away in sobs expressive of mortal need. It was Tom
Shinar’s wife; their farm was to be sold at mortgage
sale in the autumn. Mary Shinar had gone herself
to plead with the lawyer in Brixton through whom
the mortgage had been placed. Mary sat on the
edge of a chair in an agony of nervousness whilst
the perky clerk went in to state her business, and
the lawyer came out of his comfortable office and
told her they could stay on the farm “till the crop
was off the ground,” he did not know the terrible
irony of his mercy.
In the light of ordinary day Tom Shinar and his
wife bore themselves as bravely as possible. Their
neighbours asked them questions as to next year’s
crops to force them to betray what was a secret only
by courtesy. All the community knew the facts of
the case, and when Tom, forced into a corner by
questions, said “he ’lowed he’d be movin’ in fall,”
every man knew what he meant. When Mary, in a like
position, said she “reckoned they wouldn’t have to
bank up the cellar that winter, ’cos Tom was thinking
of changing,” the women said to each other afterwards:
“They’re to be sold out in October—Mr. Ellis
is takin’ the farm.”
A mortgage sale is an ordinary enough event, and
the prospect of one not so unique as to require
dwelling on, but the sight of Mary Shinar’s face
as she let it fall between her hands after her abortive
prayer, decided the fate of Sidney Martin. The
sound of a woman’s trembling tones was the touch
which sent Sidney over the brink of the pit Fate
had prepared for him. The last echo of her shrill
voice died away—a sob filled the room of the wonted
Amen. The sob did not die till it filled Sidney
Martin with fatal inspiration; again he agonized in
one of his childish visions when the Pain of the
world, exaggerated by his morbid mother’s teachings,
seemed to environ him with the tortures of hell. His
supra-sensitive personal atmosphere was surcharged
with electrical currents of pain and need and want,
defeated effort, dead hope, fruitless battling, and these
discharging themselves in his bursting heart, filled
it with exquisite agony. His spirit battled against
his imagination and rushed to his lips.
He began to speak. No one in that congregation
could ever recall one word or phrase of Sidney
Martin’s prayer for rain. As the “poor, poor dumb
mouths” of Cæsar’s wounds lent Antony eloquence,
so each line and careworn furrow upon the countenances
of those about him sped the speech of Sidney
Martin.
The women sobbed aloud, the men felt their heavy
souls lifted up. Lanty, whose ardent nature made
him peculiarly susceptible to the charm of eloquence,
fell upon his knees involuntarily. Mabella felt a
pleader powerful enough to win their cause was here
amid the stricken congregation, and Vashti felt once
again a wildly exultant throb of her own power which
had won such a man.
Yet—what manner of prayer was this? Herein
were no phrasings from Holy Writ; no humble
appeals to a pitying Christ, a personal God.
Sidney Martin, standing amid this congregation of
orthodox souls, was pouring forth what was neither
more nor less than a pantheistic invocation to the
Spirits of Nature, bidding them be beneficent;
addressing them with Shelleyan adoration, and with
as strong a sense of their existence as ever inspired
Shelley’s immortal verse. And thus within these
walls wherein was preached naught but “Christ and
Him crucified,” Sidney Martin addressed himself to
“Nature—all sufficing Power,” and did it, moved by
no irreverence, stimulated by the same needs which
had wrung forth the few pleading words from pious
Mary Shinar. And whilst he, in bitterness of spirit,
realized afterwards the grotesquerie of his action, yet
those who were his hearers that night, and for many
times afterwards, never saw the great gulf fixed
between his adorations and their beliefs. And is it
not a hopeful and solemn thing to find the Faith in
a living Christ so closely allied to honest reverence for
nature? To find Nature so close akin to God that
their worshippers may interchange their petitions?
It is very significant that—significant as all things are
of the immutable and sacred Brotherhood of Man.
Christian, Deist, Buddhist, Atheist, by whatsoever
name we choose to call ourselves, we are all bound
together by the thongs of human needs and aspirations.
How vain to seek to deny that kinship. How futile
to strive to blot out the family resemblance betwixt
our prayers and theirs!
For malgré himself man prays always. His mere
existence is a prayer against the darkness and the
chaos of the void.
Sidney’s voice rose thrillingly through the tense
silence. He had that God-like gift—natural eloquence,
and under its spell his hearers forgot in part
their woes, and began to take heart of hope whilst
he plead with Mother Nature not to be a step-dame
to her sons, and besought the “beloved Brotherhood,”
earth, air and ocean, to withdraw no portion of their
wonted bounty.
As his eloquence carried his listeners beyond their
fears, it bore himself beyond their ken, till suddenly
alight upon the highest pinnacle of thought, he paused
to look beyond—hoping to behold
“Yet purer peaks, touched with unearthlier fire,
In sudden prospect virginally new,
But on the lone last height he sighs, ’tis cold,
And clouds shut out the view.”
Sidney saw but a misty void peopled with the
spectral shapes of his doubts, which gibbered
nebulously through the veil at him. Speech died
upon his lips. His voice, arrested midway in a
phrase, seemed still to ring in the listening ears. It
was as if one paused in an impassioned plea, to hear
the answer rendered ere the plea was finished.
And the answer came.
A long sighing flaw of wind swept about the
church, cool and sweet, and ere it died away rain
was falling.
“Amen,” said every pair of lips in the church
save the pale, quivering lips of Sidney Martin. The
coincident arrival of the longed-for blessing added the
finishing touch to his nervousness. He rose from the
pew into which he had sunk for a moment and
swiftly passed down the aisle, hearing, ere he reached
the door, the first lines of the hymn of Hallelujah,
which went up from the grateful hearts behind him.
His whole being revolted against his recent action.
The rain beat down violently; the parched earth
seemed to sigh audibly with delight, and within the
church all the voices vibrant with justified faith
seemed to mock at his depression. He could not
explain his action to himself. What explanation then
was possible to these simple folk?
Could he say to them—to Vashti—(he named her
name in his thoughts, determined not to spare himself).
Could he say to Vashti, “I do not believe
in your God—nor in the man Christ Jesus, nor in
prayer. Yet I stood in the church and asked a blessing.
I defiled your fane with unbelieving feet. I do
not know why I did it”? It was weak that, certainly!
He imagined the scorn in her clear eyes;
now eyes in which scorn is so readily imaginable are
not the best eyes—but he did not think that. What
was he to do? He had been weak. He must now
be strong in his weakness.
The church door opened, one and all emerged
upon the long verandah-like porch, and gathered
round him, shaking hands with him.
“The Spirit indeed filled you this night, Brother,”
said white-haired Mr. Didymus.
“Yes—you wrestled powerfully,” said Mr. Lansing.
“It done me good that prayer of your’n,” said Tom
Shinar, and the words meant much.
“We have much to thank you for,” said Vashti’s
sweet tones, and for the first time he looked up,
and when he met her approving eyes, the garments
of his shame clung tighter to him.
Mabella gave him her hand a moment and looked
at him shyly.
Lanty stood a little aloof. He was a good young
chap with honest impulses and a wholesome life, but
he never felt quite at ease with parsons. Lanty
placed them on too high a pedestal, and after having
placed them there found it strained his neck to let
his gaze dwell on them. He had a very humble
estimate of his own capacity for religion. He was
reverent enough, but he had been known to smile
at the peculiarities of pious people, and had once or
twice been heard making derogatory comparison
betwixt precept and practice as illustrated in the lives
of certain potable church members.
“Well,” said Temperance energetically to Sue
Winder. “Well! I’m sure I never so much as
’spicioned he had the gift of tongues! After them
white pants!! He talked real knowin’ about the
fields and sich, but to home he don’t seem to know
a mangel-wurzel from a beet, nor beets from carrits.”
“There’s no tellin’,” said Sue, who was somewhat
of a mystic in her way. “P’raps ’twas The Power
give him knowledge and reason.”
“Well—I don’t know,” said Temperance, “but if
he stands with that eavetrough a-runnin’ onto him
much longer it’ll give him rheumatics.”
“Temp’rins is powerful worldly,” said Sue regretfully
to Mary Shinar as Temperance left her side
to warn Sidney. Her experienced eyes saw his
deathly pallor; she deflected her course towards Mr.
Lansing where he stood among the worthies of the
congregation giving a rapid resumé of Sidney’s history
so far as he knew it.
Temperance was a privileged person. She broke
in upon the conclave with scant excuse.
“Mr. Martin is fair dead beat,” she said without
preface. “He’s got a look on his face for sickness.
He’d better be took home. Nat, will you fetch round
the demicrit?”
Nat departed. Temperance strode over to Sidney.
“If you’d come in out of the rain you wouldn’t
get wet,” she said, as if she was speaking to a child;
“we’re goin’ home direckly, and there’s no good
running after rheumatics; they’ll catch on to you
soon enough and stick in your bones worse nor
burrs in your hair.”
Sidney moved to the back of the porch and leaned
wearily against the church.
“It seems to me he’ll get middlin’ wet driving
home anyhow,” said Mr. Lansing.
“Do you think I came to a prayer-meeting for
rain without umbrellas?” snorted Temperance.
“Them and the waterproofs is under the seats.”
There was silence.
A demonstration of faith so profound was not
easily gotten over.
Graceless Lanty sniggered aloud.
The listeners felt themselves scandalized.
“Well, I declare!” said Mrs. Ranger, openly
shocked.
“Did you bring your umbrell and your storm
hood?” asked Temperance.
“No,” snapped Mrs. Ranger, remembering her new
crape.
“That’s a pity,” said Temperance coolly, “seeing
you’ve got your new bunnit on—when you knew what
we came here for.”
In the parlance of the village, Temperance and
Mrs. Ranger “loved each other like rats and poison.”
Nat arrived with the democrat—jubilant over “his
Temp’rins’” foresight. “That’s what I call Faith,”
he said, handing out the coverings.
“I’m glad he told us,” whispered Lanty to Mabella
“if he hadn’t—I’d have thought ’twas your waterproofs.”
And Mabella, though she was a pious little soul,
could not help smiling rosily out of the waterproof
hood at her lover’s wit, and what with the smile, and
the ends of her yellow hair poking out of the dark
hood, and her soft chin tilted up to permit of
fastening a stubborn button, Lanty had much to
do to abstain from sealing her his then and there
before all the congregation.
All was at length arranged, and Temperance went
off with her party dry beneath the umbrellas. The
rest of the congregation took their drenching in
good part. They were not going to complain of
rain in one while!
CHAPTER IV.
The next day dawned with pale rain-bleached skies
and fresh sweet odours of reanimated vegetation,
but it dawned heavily for Sidney Martin. During
the drive home from the church the evening before
they had all been somewhat silent.
“Are you studyin’ for the ministry?” old Mr.
Lansing had asked.
“No—oh no,” said Sidney, flushing unseen in
the dark.
“It seems like you had a call,” said old Lansing,
wishing he had not said quite so positively at the
church that his visitor was qualifying for the service
of God, and certainly from Mr. Lansing’s point of
view he was justified in his assertion.
Young men in delicate health who could pray as
Sidney Martin had prayed seemed to be the real
ministerial material.
“Wouldn’t you like to be the minister?” asked
Vashti.
People in Dole usually employed the definite
article in referring to men of the cloth. To the
Dole mind it smacked of irreverence to say “a”
minister, as if there were herds of them as there is
of common clay.
There was a soupçon of surprise in Vashti’s tones.
How quickly the acid of deception permeates the
fabric of thought!
“I have no call to the ministry,” answered Sidney—employing
the slang of the cult glibly to please
the woman whom he loved.
“But if you felt you were called you would let
nothing stand in your way—would you?”
“No,” said Sidney, glad of an opportunity to say
an honest word frankly. “No.”
There was little else said. When they came to
the cross-road Mr. Lansing halted and Nathan Peck
got out of the waggon to walk down the Brixton
road the quarter of a mile to where he lived with
his mother.
He stood a lank ungraceful shape in the gloom.
“Here, Nat,” said Temperance, “take my
umbrell.”
“Not by a jugful,” he said. “Why, Temp’rins!
you’d be soaked clean through.”
“Temperance can come under my umbrella,” said
Mabella, divining the pleasure it would give Temperance
to yield up hers to Nathan.
“I’ve got my muffler on,” said Nathan stoutly.
“Here!” said Temperance, a trifle imperatively.
“Good-night, Nat.”
The bays pulling at the reins started forward
and Nat was left with the umbrella.
“Would you care to offer a few words of thanks
for the vouchsafed blessing?” asked Mr. Lansing,
with a laudable desire to make his saintly guest comfortable,
entering the house after putting the bays in
their stable.
“Blessing!” echoed Temperance irascibly. “He’s
had enough of blessings this night, I’m thinkin’;
it’s boneset tea he needs now.”
“Woman!” said Mr. Lansing. Vashti looked her
cold displeasure. The word and the look did not
disturb Temperance.
“Lend a hand, M’bella,” said she; “we’ll go and
get them yarbs.”
“Oh—thank you, Miss Tribbey,” said Sidney,
feeling strangely comforted by this motherly old
maid’s attentions. “But——”
Temperance cut him short, looking at him with
grim kindness and heeding his protest not at all.
“Your face is as pale as buttermilk,” she began.
“Now what you’ll do is to go upstairs and go to
bed. Mind shut your window down, for rain after a
drought is terrible penetratin’. When this boneset
tea has drawed Mr. Lansing ’ill bring it up to you.”
Mabella was bustling about getting a lamp to go
to the garret for the herbs.
“You are very good,” Sidney said to her as one
might praise a willing child.
“Light heart makes light foot,” said Temperance
oracularly. Mabella smiled brightly and blushed.
Vashti standing with the dark folds of her cloak
slipping down about her superb figure, noted the
blush, and connecting it with the eagerness of
Mabella’s aid to Temperance concluded that Mabella
was casting eyes upon Sidney. Vashti’s eyes grew
deep and sombre. A pale smile curled her sculptural
lips; such a smile as Mona Lisa wears in her
portraits.
Mabella’s coquetries against her power! Bah! a
sneer flickered across her countenance, erasing expression
from it as acid cleans metal of stain. But
she was shaken with silent rage at the mere idea.
She let her white lids fall over her full eyes for a
moment; then crossed to where Sidney stood. She
always seemed to move slowly, because of her long
gliding paces, which in reality bore her swiftly
forward. She looked into his eyes. “I am so sorry,”
she said—her voice, always beautiful, seemed to his
greedy ears more than exquisite now—
“I am so sorry you are not well. You will go
upstairs, won’t you, and take what Temperance
sends you? You are not suffering?”
Her wonderful eyes seemed wells of womanly
concern for him. They searched his as if eager to
be assured that there was no other ill troubling him
than was apparent. A happy tremor thrilled his
heart.
“I shall be quite well, I hope, in the morning,”
he said. “I have bad headaches sometimes. This
is the beginning of one I suppose.”
He shivered with cold.
“Ah!” she said, “you must go away at once.
I’m afraid you feel worse than you will admit. If
it was only your head I might help to cure it; but
really you had better go—” she looked at him—was
it compellingly or pleadingly? “Go,” she half
whispered, with obvious entreaty in her eyes; then
she veiled it with a smile of mock deprecation, as
if—his heart stood still with delight—as if she was
loathe to see him go—yet for his sake wished it.
Temperance and Mabella having been to the garret
where the herbs were hung to dry, re-entered the
kitchen in time to hear Vashti’s good-night words.
“It’s a deal easier,” said Temperance, in the
course of a circumstantial account of the occurrence
later on. “It’s a deal easier to say ‘Go’ with a
dying-duck expression, turning up the whites of
your eyes, than to go yourself up them stairs and
that pesky ladder to the garret for yarbs.”
Fortunately Sidney never knew of Temperance’s
profane criticisms upon his goddess.
“Yes—I will go,” he said to Vashti. He spoke
vaguely, as of one hardly awake to the realities about
him; and indeed he was stunned by the glory that
suddenly had shone in upon him when her feigned
solicitude made his heart leap.
“You are very good,” he said.
“Ah, no—” said Vashti simply, but her eyes were
eloquent. Girlish coquetries became subtle sorceries
as she employed them.
The boneset tea had been duly despatched, but
morning found him racked by an intolerable headache,
that acme of nervous pain of which only supra-sensitive
folk know. He half staggered as he
sought the porch.
Temperance came to him presently.
“How do you feel this mornin’?” she asked.
He looked at her, his blood-shot eyes dizzy with
pain.
“I’m not over well,” he said. “My head——”
“I’ll bring your breakfast here,” said Temperance
and departed. He sat down upon the porch step
and leaned against the pillar, the same against which
Vashti had stood that night in the after-glow. The
thought was pleasant, but it was better to open his
eyes and see standing before him, strong and calm,
the Queen of his dreams.
“Don’t rise,” she said. “Is it your head?”
“Yes,” he said, half closing his eyes again, for
her form seemed to be reeling across his vision.
“Yes.”
“What do you do for these headaches?” asked
Vashti.
“Oh, bromides and endurance,” he said.
“Well—wait till you breakfast and I’ll try it I
can cure it,” said Vashti. “Here is Temperance
coming.”
Temperance and her tray arrived at the moment.
Temperance put it down on the step and went
down the sandy garden paths whilst he ate, pulling
up a weed there, straightening a flower here.
Mabella came out to the porch, or rather came and
stood in the wide doorway a moment. Mabella had
on her pink dress—at that time in the morning!
Vashti’s eyes grew sombre for an instant; she liked
battle, but not presumption, and surely if, from whatever
motive, she chose to smile upon Sidney, it was
not for Mabella to oppose herself and her charms
to her will.
Temperance came back for the tray, which she
found untouched, save for the tea which Sidney
had drunk so eagerly.
“Where is Mr. Lansing?” asked Sidney, as
Temperance stood holding the tray under one arm
with its edge resting upon her hip. “He will think
I am very lazy.”
“He’s gone over to Brixton to find out when The
Body will arrive,” said Temperance.
Poor Len! In life he had been “that Len
Simpson,” and not one of his neighbours would have
crossed the threshold to greet him, unless prompted
by that curiosity which leads us to pry into the misdeeds
of others. Now he was a Body, and more than
one of the Dole people had left early like Mr. Lansing
upon the odd chance of meeting his corpse at
Brixton.
Ah, poor, inconsistent humanity which fills dead
hands with flowers and denies eager palms one rose,
and doubtless these things must be. Yet we can
imagine that a higher race than we might well make
mock of our too severe judgments—our uncomprehending
judgments, and our tardy tendernesses.
“You will make your passes for Mr. Martin, won’t
you, Vashti?” said Mabella, “and Temperance and I
will see that you are left quiet. Vashti is a witch,
you know,” she continued to Sidney; “she will
steal your headache with the tips of her fingers.”
Temperance snorted and entered the house without
more ado.
Mabella nodded and smiled and followed her.
“I can’t abear them passes and performances,”
said Temperance to Mabella. “It gives me the
shivers. Vashti commenced on me onct when I
had neuralgia and I was asettin’ there thinkin’ when
I got better I’d make some new pillars out of the
geese feathers, and all at onct Vashti’s eyes began
to grow bigger and bigger—just like a cat’s. They’re
cat green Vashti’s eyes is, call ’em what you like—and
her hands apassin’ over my forrit was just like
cat’s paws, afeelin’ and afeelin’ before it digs its
claws in. My! I expected every minnit to feel ’em
in my brains, and with it all I was that sleepy. No,
for me I’ll stick to camfire and sich.”
“Who’s a silly, Temperance?” demanded Mabella.
“You ain’t bridle-wise yet,” said Temperance, using
her accustomed formula of rebuke. And Mabella
laughed aloud in defiance of reproof. The girl’s
heart sang in her breast, for when Lanty helped her
into her waterproof the night before he had
whispered—
“At seven to-morrow night in Mullein meadow.”
She had smiled consent.
Would this long day never pass?
Vashti and Sidney were thus left solitary upon
the shaded porch.
“Can you really cure headaches?” he said.
“We will see,” she answered. “But I think you
had better sit in that chair.” He sat down in the
rocking-chair she indicated. It was very low. As
she knelt upon the top step before it her head was
on a level with his. How beautiful she was, he
thought. How divine the strong white column of
her throat, exposed down to the little hollow which
the French call Love’s bed, creased softly by the
rings of Venus’ necklace.
“I wouldn’t think much if I were you,” she said,
“or at least, not of many things.”
“I will think of you,” he said, feeling venturesome
as an indulged child.
“Ah,” she said; “your cure will be quick,” and
then bending gracefully forward she began making
simple strokes across his forehead, letting her finger-tips
touch lightly together between his eyebrows,
and drawing them softly, as if with a persuasive
sweep, to either side. There was much magnetism
in that splendid frame of hers, and much potency
in her will, and much subtle suggestion in those
caressing finger-tips.
“Close your eyes if the light wearies them,” she
said softly, but he strove to keep them open to
catch glimpses of her regal face, between the passages
of the hands, so calm in the tensity of its expression.
After a little while his eyelids began to weigh heavily
upon his eyes.
The grey—or was it green?—orbs watching him
flashed between the moving fingers like the sun
through bars of ivory. He still watched their gleam
intently; seen fitfully thus their radiance grew
brighter, brighter, till it blasted vision.
“Close your eyes,” he heard a voice say, as from
far, far away.
“You will be tired,” he muttered, stirring, but his
eyes closed. His head fell back against the back
of the chair, and strong Vashti Lansing sank back
also, pale and trembling.
“Oh!” she said, speaking numbly to herself—“Oh!
how long it was. I thought he would never
sleep—I,” she paused and looked at the sleeping
man with pale wrath upon her face; “to think he
should have resisted so—I”—she leaned back, worn
out, it seemed, and regarded Sidney with venomous,
half-closed eyes, and he slept, and sleeping, smiled—for
his last thoughts had been of her.
The time which had seemed so long to Vashti
had passed like the dream of a moment to him—a
dream in which her form had filled the stage of
his mind, yet not so completely as to exclude some
struggles of the entrapped intelligence against the
narcotic of her waving hands. The trained mind
by mere mechanical instinct had striven against the
encroaching numbness, but Sidney’s volition had
been consciously passive, and the intelligence left
to struggle alone was tangled in the web of dreams.
Vashti sat listlessly upon the step for some time—like
a sleek, beautiful cat watching a mouse. Then
she rose and went within doors to perform her share
of the household duties very languidly.
The three women dined alone at twelve o’clock,
for Mr. Lansing had not returned, and Sidney still
slept. After dinner Vashti disappeared, going to
her room and throwing herself heavily upon her old-fashioned
couch; she also slept.
Active Temperance fell to her patchwork so soon
as her dinner dishes were done, sitting, a comfortable,
homely figure, in her calico dress and white apron.
Now pursing her lips as she pleated in the seams
firmly between her finger and thumb; now relaxing
into grim smiles at her thoughts, but always doing
with all her might the task in hand.
Mabella essayed her crochet, tried to read, rearranged
her hair till her arms ached from holding
them up, and found with all these employments the
afternoon insupportably long.
About three o’clock in the afternoon Vashti, cool
and calm, descended the stairs and went out upon
the porch. As she crossed the threshold, Sidney,
lying still as she had left him hours before in the
low chair, opened his eyes and looked up into her
face. She returned the look—neither for a moment
spoke. A sudden deep hush seemed to have fallen
upon, about them. Had he awakened from his
dream, or had she entered it to make the dream
world real with her presence? About them was all
the shadowy verdâtre of trees and vines. Sidney
had forgotten where he was—all earthly circumstances
faded before the great fact of her presence.
He was conscious only that he was Man, and that
Woman, glorified and like unto the gods for beauty,
stood before him. Were they then gods together?
“Is your head better?” she asked; her full tones
did not jar upon the eloquent silence, but her words
reminded him that he was mortal.
“I had forgotten it,” he said. “I must think
before I can tell.”
She laughed—just one or two notes fluted forth,
but in their cadence was the soul of music. It was
as if mirth, self-wrought, bubbled up beneath the
dignity of this stately creature, as the living spring
laps against the marble basin which surrounds it;
and as the tinkle of the spring has more in it than
melody, so Vashti Lansing’s laughter was instinct
with more than amusement. There was in it the
thrill of triumph, the timbre of mockery, and the
subtlety of invitation.
“Then,” she said, “we will take it for granted
that it is better. You are like father and the thistles
in his fingers. He often tells me how he has been
tormented by some thistle, and when I go to take
it out, he has to search the fingers of each hand
before he can find out where it is. He sometimes
cannot even tell which hand it’s in.”
“Well,” said Sidney; “I am like your father. I’ve
lost my head.”
“But if it ached,” said she; “it was a happy loss.”
“I hope it will be a happy loss,” he said wistfully.
She smiled gently and let fall her eyelids; no
flicker of colour touched her cheeks, nor was there
any suggestion of shyness in her countenance. Thus
a goddess might veil her eyes that her purposes
might not be read until such time as she willed to
reveal them.
Mabella heard voices upon the porch and came
flying out.
Sidney could not find it in his heart to be impatient
with this bright-faced girl, whose heart was
so full of tenderness to all living things that little
loving syllables crept into her daily speech, and
“dear” dropped from her lips as gently and naturally
as the petals of a flower fall upon the grass, and as
the flower petals brighten for a little the weed at
the flower’s foot, so Mabella’s sweet ways gladdened
the hearts of those about her.
“Ah, Mr. Martin,” she said, “so you are awake!
Was I a true prophet? Yes—I’m sure of it!
Vashti’s finger-tips did steal the ache, didn’t they?
They’re too clever to be safe with one’s purse. But
see—have you had anything to eat? No? Why,
Vashti,” in tones of quick concern, “he must be
faint for want of something to eat.” She was gone
in a moment. With Mabella to know a want was
to endeavour to supply it. Ere there was time for
further speech between Sidney and Vashti, Temperance
had come out. Her shrewd, kindly face
banished the last shreds of his dreams. The pearl
portal closed upon the fair imageries of his imagination
and he awoke, and with his first really waking
thought the events of the night before ranged themselves
before his mental vision. As he lay awake
in the night he had decided that come what may
he must put on a bold front before the awkward
situation he had created for himself. But if the
courage which springs from conscious righteousness
is cumulative, the courage which is evolved from
the necessities of a false position is self-disintegrating.
Sidney felt bitterly that he feared the face of his
fellows.
“Eat something,” said Temperance, urging the
bread and milk upon him; “eat something. When
I was took with the M’lary I never shook it off a
bit till I begun to eat. It’s them citified messes that
has spoiled yer stummick. Picks of this and dabs of
that, and not knowin’ even if it’s home-fed pork,
or pork that’s made its livin’ rootin’ in snake pastures,
that you’re eatin’. My soul! It goes agin me to
think of it; but there, what kin ye expect from people
that eats their dinners as I’ve heard tell at six
o’clock at night?”
Sidney ate his portion humbly whilst Temperance
harangued him. He looked up at her, smiling in
a way which transfigured his grave, thin face.
“I’m a bother to you, am I not, Miss Tribbey?
But it’s my bringing up that’s responsible for my
sins, I assure you. My intentions are good, and I’m
sure between your cooking and your kindness I
shall be a proverb for fatness before I go away.”
“Soft words butter no parsnips,” said Temperance
with affected indifference. “Fair words won’t fill a
flour-barrel, nor talking do you as much good as
eatin’,” with which she marched off greatly delighted.
Mabella seeing a chance to tease her, followed:
“If you make eyes at Mr. Martin like that I’ll tell
Nathan Peck,” Sidney heard her say.
“My soul! Mabella, you’ve no sense, but, mind
you, it’s true every word I said. I tell you I ain’t
often in town, but when I am I eat their messes
with long teeth.”
Sidney moved his camp from the porch to the
hammock which was suspended between two apple
trees in the corner of the garden. Mabella brought
out her sewing, and Vashti her netting, and Sidney
spent the remnant of the waning afternoon watching
the suave movements of Vashti’s arm as, holding
her work with one foot, she sent her wooden mesh
dexterously into the loops of a hammock such as he
was lying in; and at length the shadows lengthened
on the grass, and Temperance called that supper
was ready.
Mabella Lansing never forgot that repast. It
was the passover partaken of whilst she was girded
to go forth from girlhood to womanhood, from a
paradise of ignorance to the knowledge of good and
evil. The anticipation of a new love made these
time-tried ones doubly dear. She forgot to eat
and dwelt lingeringly upon the faces about her;
faces which had shone kindly upon her since she was
a little child. The time which had crept so slowly
on the dial all day long now seemed to hasten on,
as if to some longed-for hour which was to bring a
great new blessing in its span.
In retrospect of “the sweet years, the dear and
wished-for years,” do we not all single out from
them one hour becrowned above all others; one
hour in marking which the sands of memory’s glass
run goldenly? Amidst the dead sweetness of buried
hours is there not always one whose rose it amaranthine?
One, which in the garlands of the past
retains ever the perfume of the living flower, shaming
the faint scent of dead delights? One hour in
which the wings of our spirits touched others and
both burst forth in flame? And the chrism of this
hour was visible upon the brow of Mabella Lansing.
She was sealed as one worthy of initiation into its
fateful mysteries. How far away she seemed from
those about her; their voices came to her faintly
as farewells across the widening strip of water which
parts the ship from shore.
“Did you find out about Len Simpson’s funeral?”
asked Vashti of her father.
“Yes—the buryin’s to-morrow, and it seems Len
was terrible well thought of amongst the play-actin’
folk, and they’ve sent up a hull load of flowers along
with the body, and there’s a depitation comin’ to-morrow
to the buryin’ and they say there’s considerable
money comin’ to Len and of course his
father’ll get it. I don’t know if he’ll buy that spring
medder of Mr. Ellis, or if he’ll pay the mortgage
on the old place, but anyhow it’ll be a big lift to him.”
“Why, is it as much as that?” asked Vashti
incredulously.
“So they say,” said her father.
“Lands sake!” said Temperance. “It seems like
blood-money to me. Pore Len!”
As they all rose from the table, Mabella managed
to slip away to her room, to spend the few moments
before her tryst, alone. She looked out of her
window and saw afar amid the boulders of Mullein
meadow a form she knew, and the next moment
she fled breathlessly from the front porch. A more
sophisticated woman would have waited till the
trysting time had come, but Mabella’s heart was
her helm in those days and she followed its guiding
blindly, and it turned towards Lanty waiting there
for her. For her. O! the intoxication of the
thought! O! the gladness of the earth! the delight
of feeling life pulsing through young veins!
And thus it was that as Lanty paced back and
forth in patient impatience within a little space
hedged in by great boulders, his heart suddenly
thrilled within him as the needle trembles towards
the unseen magnet; he looked up at the evening
sky as one might look upon whom the spirit was
descending, and then, turning instinctively, he saw
a shy figure standing between two great boulders.
He cast his hat to the ground and went towards her,
bare browed, and, holding out his arms, uttered a
sound of delight. Was it a prayer—a name, or a
plea? And with a little happy, frightened cry of
“Lansing, Lansing,” Mabella fled to him. Nestling
close to his throbbing heart, close indeed, as if she
was fain to hide even from these tender eyes, which,
dimmed with great joy, looked upon her so worshippingly.
There are certain greetings and farewells
which may not be writ out in words, and these untranslatable
messages winged their way from heart
to heart between these two.
The grey heaven bent above them as if in benediction.
The stern outlines of the old boulders
faded into the dusk which seemed to enwrap them
as if eager to mitigate their severity. The soft
greys of the barren landscape, the tender paleness
of the sky, seemed to hold the two lovers in a mystic
embrace, isolating them in the radiance of their
own love, even as the circumstances of a United
Destiny were to hedge these two for ever from the
world. There were jagged stones hidden by the
tender mists of twilight, and bitter herbs and thistles
grew unseen about them, but to their eyes the barren
reaches of Mullein meadow blossomed like a rose.
Doubtless, they two, like all we mortals, would some
day “fall upon the thorns of life and bleed,” but
together surely no terror would overcome them nor
any despair make its home in their hearts, so long
as across the chasms in the life-road they could
touch each other’s hands. The first rapture of their
meeting vanished, as a bird soaring in the blue disappears
from vision, which yet does not feel a
sense of loss, because though the eye sees not the
heart knows that afar in the empyrean the triumphant
wings still beat.
“Mabella—my Mabella. You love me?”
“Oh, so much, so very much—and, Lanty, you
like me?”
“Like! Oh, Mabella, since that day in the hayfield
when I knew, you can’t imagine what life has
seemed to me since then—surely it is ages ago, and
how I have thought of you! Dear, I can’t say all
I mean—but you know—Mabella, you know, don’t
you, sweetheart?”
“I hope so,” she said sweetly, and then, with the
inconsequence of women, her eyes filled with tears.
“Lanty—you—you will be good to me?”
“May God treat me as I treat you,” said Lanty
solemnly.
There was a pause, such a pause as when the
sacramental wine dies upon the palate.
“I did not doubt you, Lanty.”
“No, sweet one,” he said; “I understand all
about it. I will be good to you and take care of
you, and, oh, my own dear girl, I am so happy.”
“And I——”
And then lighter talk possessed them, and they
recounted incidents, which, with the happy egotism
of lovers, they chose to consider as important events
because they had a special significance for them.
The path to love is like a sea voyage. There are
always more remarkable occurrences and extraordinary
coincidences in one’s own experience than in
anyone else’s, and these two were no exception to
the rule. They discovered that upon several notable
occasions they had been thinking exactly the same
thing, and upon other occasions each had known
exactly what the other was going to say before the
words were uttered, and they talked on until they
were environed in an atmosphere of wonder and
awe, and looked upon each other startled by the
recognition of their superiority, and the world was
but a little place compared with the vastness of each
other’s eyes.
The dusk crept closer to them, the wings of night
waved nearer and nearer, and Mabella, resting in
Lanty’s arms, sought his eyes for all light, and as
they stood thus two other pairs of eyes watched
them.
When Mabella had disappeared so promptly after
supper, suspicion had stirred uneasily in Vashti’s
heart.
“Do you want me to help with the dishes?” she
asked Temperance; “Mabella seems to have gotten
herself out of sight.”
“No,” said Temperance, who was expecting
Nathan, “I’ll finish up that handful of dishes and
everything else there is to do in half an hour.”
Vashti betook herself to the garden expecting to
find Mabella and Sidney there.
Both were gone.
Sidney, so soon as Vashti’s personal influence was
disturbed by the presence of others, fell again into
a chaos of self-communings, and the devil which
lurked there drove him forth into the wilderness;
walking with the hopeless desire of escaping from
himself he, ere long, found he was amid the barrenness
of Mullein meadow. He wandered up and
down amid its grotesque boulders till suddenly there
came to him a sense of trespass.
“Put off thy shoes from off thy feet for the place
whereon thou standest is holy ground,” his intuitions
whispered to him. He raised his eyes—looked out
from his own heart and saw Lanty with Mabella
within his arms, her eyes raised to his radiant
with the ineffable trust of first love. Sidney
stood spellbound, his heart aching within him.
How sorely he envied the title-deeds to this
enchanted country they had found, and possessed
by divine right. Surely that meek man Moses
endured sore agony as, foot-weary after long
wandering, he looked upon the promised land,
and looked only. It is indeed bitter to look at
happiness through another man’s eyes.
Sidney lingered some little time, till of their sacred
talk one syllable came to him clearly; then he
realized the sacrilege of listening, and departed;
but surely the sky was very dark towards which he
turned. Yet as he searched the sombre clouds
before him the needle-like rays of a tiny star shone
out environed by the darkness, and Sidney lighted
a little lamp of hope at its beam.
When Vashti found the garden empty as last
year’s nests she never paused, but turning fled up
to the little garret cupola whose windowed sides
gave a view for a long distance in every direction,
and hardly had she climbed to this eyrie before she
saw two figures in Mullein meadow.
That was enough.
Vashti did not wait to study the picture in detail.
Gathering her skirts in her hand she sped down the
stairs through the garden and down the road like
a whirlwind. Her thwarted will shook her whole
being as a birch trembles in the breeze. Mabella
had dared! When she had smiled upon him! As
Vashti ran down the road she promised herself that
she would give both Sidney and Mabella a lesson.
Mabella would be presuming to Lanty next! So
Vashti soliloquised within her angry soul as she
climbed the stone fence of Mullein meadow and crept
noiselessly towards where she expected to find
Mabella and Sidney. She advanced stealthily, paying
all heed to caution, and after duly ensconcing herself
behind a boulder which she knew commanded a view
of the little hollow she looked—and saw.... and
controlled herself sufficiently not to scream aloud in
rage; but vitriolic anger seethed within her heart,
and for the time denied outlet, burned and cankered
and tortured the breast which contained it. The
first desire of her dominant nature was to fling herself
before them in a wild accession of rage, and open
upon them the floodgates of speech, but Vashti
Lansing was not without a heritage of self-control.
Long ago when her ancestress had been on trial for
witchery, cruel persuasion had been used to make
her speak—in vain. The torment of the modern
Vashti was greater and keener, inasmuch as it came
from within; alas! we are told, it is that which
defileth; every proud drop of blood in Vashti’s veins
urged her to mocking speech; beneath the iron
curb of her will she was mute, but the victory cost
dear. So as Lilith, the snake-wife of Adam, may
have lain in the shadows of Paradise watching the
happiness of God-given Eve, Vashti Lansing stayed
and watched sombrely, ominously, the joy of these
two, and cursed them, vowing them evil, and
promising the devil within her the glut of a full
revenge—revenge for what?
Lanty had never given her cause to think he
loved her, and Mabella had only veiled her love
with shyness, not hidden it with guile—but—Vashti
Lansing was supremely illogical. They had transgressed
the unwritten statutes of her will. Did not
that suffice to make them sinners above all others?—besides,
like the poison which festers in the already
wide wound, she realized in those moments of
supreme mental activity that she loved Lanty, as
women such as she love men, tigerishly, selfishly—Ah!
they should suffer even as she suffered! She
dropped her face in her hands, enduring the mortal
agony of her baulked will, her misplaced, evil love,
her bruised self-confidence, and shattering rage.
And when she raised her head once more the scene
had grown dark, the grassy stage whereon two
mortals had lately mimed it in the guise of gods
was empty, and she was alone.
She rose slowly to her feet wringing her hands
in mute wrath. She looked around at the dreary
field wherein she had endured such agony. Oh, that
some yet more bitter blight than barrenness might
fall upon it—some pest of noxious plants, some
plague of poisonous serpents; oh, that she knew a
curse potent enough to blast the grass upon which
they had stood! But nature sanctifies herself; our
curses are useless against her righteousness and rattle
back upon our own heads like peas cast against a
breast-plate of steel.
She entered the house calmly as was her wont.
Within her heart was a Hades of rage; upon her
brow the glamoured eyes of Sidney Martin saw the
spectral gleam of the star of promise.
CHAPTER V.
Sally, the small bondmaiden of Mrs. Didymus,
stood at the garden gate of the parsonage.
No smoke curled up from the parsonage chimney,
for the kitchen fire was out, Sally being much too
occupied with other affairs to attend to her work
that day. Work, in Sally’s estimation, was the one
superfluous thing in the world, and that she should be
harassed with sweeping, and tormented with dish-washing,
seemed to her an extraordinary and unjust
dispensation. Sally had passed the first twelve years
of her life in the slums, and her unregenerate soul
yearned to return to the delights of dirt and idleness.
“Wouldn’t I just love t’ go back t’ Blueberry
Alley!” she said to Mrs. Didymus. “Wouldn’t I
just! My! I’d preach t’ ’em!”
Mrs. Didymus’ regret over Sally’s first aspiration
was quite lost sight of in her delight at the latter
idea. She thought of “the little maid of Samaria,”
and smiled benignly upon Sally.
“That is well said,” she answered; “some day,
perhaps, you may carry the tidings. Little children
have before now worked miracles. But over-confidence
is a dangerous thing. You must not be too
hasty, Sally; do you feel prepared?”
“Do I? Don’t I jest? Sakes, I could tell ’em more
about Hellfire and Damnation than ever they’ve heard
of in all their born days. Do I feel prepared?
Ruther! I’d just like old Lank Smith t’ step up t’
me, and begin aswearin’, I’d let him hear a word
or two that’d astonish him. He thinks he can
swear!”
“Sally,” said poor gentle Mrs. Didymus, hardly
able to believe her ears, “Sally! Never let me hear
you talk so again. The gospel is a Gospel of
Peace.”
“Gorspel o’ Peace,” said Sally, looking at Mrs.
Didymus pityingly, “Gorspel o’ Peace! Laws, mum,
you are green! What chance d’ye think a Gorspel
o’ Peace ’ud have in Blueberry Alley? It’s night
sticks they needs there. Why, when I was a kid”
(Sally had turned thirteen, but talked as if she was
fifty) “there was missionars out o’ count came to
Blueberry Alley, but they mostly left a sight quicker
than they came. There was a young priest came
there, though, and the first day he went through the
Alley the boys started t’ have fun with him.
Scrappin’ Johnstone picked up a handful of dirt and
hit him in the ear with it, and the priest got very
pale, and he sez, ‘It sez in the Scripter t’ turn the
other cheek t’ the smiter,’ and with that he turned
hisself round, and Scrappin’ Johnstone, thinking he
had got a snap, let him have some soft mud on the
other side. The whole Alley was on hand by that
time. I was there. I mind I had a row myself a
minnet after; but, anyhow, after Johnstone throwed
the second handful he stood grinning in the priest’s
face, and the priest he got sickly white, and sez very
quiet like, ‘the Scripter sez t’ turn the other cheek
t’ the smiter, and I’ve done that,’ sez he, ‘but,’ sez
he, ‘it don’t say nothin’ as to what you’re t’ do after
that,’ and with that he pitched into Scrappin’ Johnstone.
He batted him over the head, and clipped
him on the jaw, and biffed him back of the ear, and
knocked him down, and stood him up and knocked
him down again, then he laid him in the gutter, and
stood over him, and told him he should behave
hisself more gentle t’ folks, and that fightin’ was a
sin, and that he shouldn’t take advantage of strangers,
and then he gave Johnstone and the Alley an invite
t’ come round and hear him preach in the chapel.
The whole Alley’s Catholic now. Gorspel o’ Peace!
That ain’t the sort o’ pursuasion Blueberry Alley
needs.”
Mrs. Didymus groaned in spirit, and held her peace,
absolutely afraid of Sally’s reminiscences. Sally and
her ways were a terrible trial to the parsonage household,
but good Mrs. Didymus could not contemplate
the idea of permitting Sally to return to such an
evil place as Blueberry Alley.
Sally was not well regarded in Dole, at least by
the elect.
“One man can take a horse to the water, but
twenty can’t make him drink,” was a saying frequently
applied to Sally. This, being interpreted,
meant that Mrs. Didymus could bring Sally to church,
but that her authority, reinforced by the Dole frowns
in the aggregate, could not make her behave herself
whilst there.
“Sally,” Mrs. Didymus would say, striving to
temper severity with persuasive gentleness, “Sally!
why do you behave so?”
“I dunno, mum,” Sally would reply reflectively.
“But why don’t you try to do better? Mrs.
Ranger was terribly shocked by you to-day; she
never took her eyes off our pew. What were you
doing?”
“Nuthin’; she stared at me, so I stared at her,
and now and then I’d cross my eyes at her for
variety. Laws! I had the greatest mind in the world
t’ get up and turn round so’s she could see my back.
She seemed anxious t’ look clean through me. Mrs.
Ranger! Who’s she I’d like t’ know? I’d rather
be a door-keeper in thy house, than eat fresh doughnuts
with Mrs. Ranger,” concluded Sally, piously loyal.
“Sally,” said Mrs. Didymus, forgetting the main
issue in the magnitude of the new offence, “that
sounds terribly profane. I know you don’t mean to
be so, but don’t use Scripture words like that.”
“You’re tired, mum, go and lie down, and I’ll cover
you up,” said Sally, imperturbably.
“But, Sally, I’m very serious about this.”
“Yes, I know, mum. Your head’s real bad, ain’t
it? Lie down and I’ll make you a cup of tea.
Would you like a hot soapstone to your feet?”
Mrs. Didymus desired Sally’s sanctification—she
was offered hot soapstone for her feet.
Sally’s assumption that rebuke sprang from illness
was a very baffling thing to contend with, and Mrs.
Didymus usually retired from the discussion beaten,
to torment herself by wondering miserably if she
was doing her duty by Sally.
If that worthy was not high in the estimation of
the elders in Dole, she at least reigned supreme over
the children. The bad ones she fought with and
overcame, and the good ones she demoralized.
When Ted Ranger endeavoured to amuse himself
by pulling Sally’s tow-coloured hair, he received such
a scratching that he never forgot it, nor did the village
for some time to come, for he bore Sally’s sign-manual
upon his cheeks for weeks. When Mary
Shinar’s fifteen-year-old brother heard of this, and
deigned to consider Sally a foe worthy of his
prowess, the whole school gathered to watch the
combat which ensued promptly when Jed Shinar
called her a “Charity Orphan.”
Sally precipitated herself upon him with such fury
that he nearly fled from the first onslaught, and was
extremely glad when the appearance of Mr. Didymus
put a stop to the proceedings.
Jed’s nose was bleeding, and mentally he was considerably
flustered. Sally’s hair was on end and her
clothes were torn, but her self-possession was intact.
She retreated, led by the scandalized Mr. Didymus,
but her fighting blood was up, and she called out
opprobrious epithets to Jed till she was out of hearing—compliments
which Jed’s inherent and cultivated
respect for the preacher forbade his returning in kind.
“He called me a Charity Orphing,” she vouchsafed
in explanation, when haled before Mrs. Didymus.
“Now I know I’m a orphing, and I’m glad of it.
Fathers and motherses mostly whacks the life out of
you. But I won’t have no freckle-faced kid calling
me a ‘Charity Orphing!’ Not if I’m well.”
Mr. and Mrs. Didymus remembered the gruesome
stories of demoniac possession, and breathed more
freely when Sally left the room.
Upon the day of poor Len Simpson’s funeral,
Sally swung in luxurious idleness on the parsonage
gate. Mrs. Didymus had gone early to the house
of mourning.
Sally’s tow-coloured hair, which was kept cropped
to within five inches of her head, stood out like
quills upon the fretful porcupine. Ever since Sally
had seen a stray circus poster, with the picture of
the beautiful Albino lady, with her outstanding locks,
she had determined to arrange her own coiffure in
like manner, upon the first favourable opportunity.
So this morning she had rubbed her hair well with
yellow soap, and combed it straight out, with a result
which surpassed her anticipations.
About her waist there was a line of more or less
white material. This marked the hiatus between her
skirt and its bodice—a peculiarity of Sally’s ensemble.
When she stooped over, this white strip widened,
giving one a horrible premonition that she was about
to break asunder. When she stood erect, it frilled
out around her like a misplaced ruff. Sally had
bandied words amiably with every one who passed
to the funeral, and when Sidney Martin almost stood
still in his astonishment at her appearance, she was
ready to greet him affably and volubly.
“Hello!” she said. “You’re the Boston chap that
prayed the rain down, aren’t you?”
Sidney coloured quickly. The sting of his thoughts
pressed home by the gamine’s impertinent speech.
“Oh, don’t be bashful,” said Sally; “Mrs. Didymus
says it was a powerful effort!” She uttered the
last two words with impish precision.
“And who are you?” asked Sidney, feeling he
must carry the war into the other camp.
“Me—well, you ain’t been long in Dole, or you’d
know me. I’m the maid of all works at the parson’s.”
Then she harked back to the old theme. “So you
really prayed in the church. My! You don’t look
as if you used bad words. Say, I thought there was
some acters comin’ t’ the funeral? That’s what I
fixed myself up for. Say, how d’ye like my hair?”
Sidney, despite his sad thoughts, could not forbear
laughing as he replied:
“It’s great, it’s really great!”
“So I thought myself,” said Sally complacently;
then she added confidentially, “It’s great for style,
but ’taint much for comfort. I wonder when the
acters ’ll come. How d’ye s’pose they’ll be dressed?
When I was a kid in Blueberry Alley, I once went
t’ see Uncle Tom’s Cabin. It was fine when Elizer
went across the ice. My! it did jiggle. If you had
been there, I s’pose you could have prayed it solid?”
An intolerable pang, absurdly disproportionate to
its genesis, pierced Sidney’s soul. His supra-sensitive
nature was keyed to its highest pitch. The
lightest touch upon the tense strings of his emotions
nigh rent his being.
He turned swiftly away from the grotesque little
figure, from the village street, from the house about
which the vehicles were gathered thickly. An open
road lay ready to his feet, and he took it, unconscious
of its direction.
“There!” called Sally after him, “I’ve made you
mad and I didn’t mean to a bit. That’s always the
way with you religious people! You can’t take a
joke. It’s maybe good for the soul, but it’s mighty
bad on the temper, religion is! And sakes! You
mustn’t mind me. I can’t help being cheeky, ‘’tis
my nature to.’” She finished with irate mockery,
as the distance widened between them, and he did
not reply. She was still looking after him, as he
reached the abrupt bend in the road, and there he
turned and bade her farewell in a gesture of unmistakable
kindliness.
“Well!” said Sally, arresting her nonchalant
swinging, with a jerk, “well, he ain’t cross-grained,
that’s serting—Laws, I wish I had a civil tongue,
but I hain’t, so Sigh no more, my honey,” with which
she broke into a darkey song.
Sidney Martin went blindly along the path which
chance had chosen for him, led by no other instinct
save the old pathetic one, which prompts wounded
creatures to crawl away to suffer unseen. Long ago,
the human was equally sensitive, equally reticent;
we are so no longer, but lay bare the plague spots
on our soul with shameless candour.
But the nearer we are to God and Nature, the
more prone we are to flee away into the bosom
of the stillness, there to agonize alone; and not in
vain do we put our trust in its tender sublimity.
Nature never did betray the heart that loved her.
When Sidney paused, arrested more by an increasing
sense of physical effort, which encroached
upon his bitter self-communings, than by any conscious
volition, he found himself upon a little wooded
hill high above Dole.
Behind him stretched the whispering galleries of
the wood, before him lay Dole, all its insignificance
revealed.
The bird in the air is but a speck to our eyes;
but how completely the position is reversed when
from its airy altitude it deigns to stay its soaring
wings and look beneath!
The greatest cities upon earth become but inconsequent
masses when viewed from above. To
Sidney’s eyes, Dole looked scarce big enough to
hold a heartache, yet how keenly its atoms felt!
And how little it disturbed the quiet heavens, the
serene hills, all the suffering in the valley! This
thought which, in one less in love with nature, might
have unsealed fresh founts of bitterness, brought to
Sidney’s soul a beneficent sense of ultimate peace
and strength. To him, one of Nature’s own children,
the mother tongue was very eloquent. And even
in this hour of tense personal perplexity, he was able
to gather some measure of consolation from the
thought that in the end the jarring discordances of
individual life would be absorbed into the grand symphonic
song of Nature.
Nature is often impiously charged with unsympathetic
indifference, by those who would wish to see all
the heaven clouded over by their sorrow, a new deluge
upon the earth because of their tears. But Sidney
regarded his mother with reverent eyes, seeing in
her seeming impassivity to his pain but a manifestation
of the strenuous patience with which she waited
to be renewed, looking towards that day when once
again she would shine forth in all her pristine beauty,
as she had been when first she was the bride of the
sun.
“Scarred, and torn, and pierced, denied, disfigured
and defaced by human hands, she yet smiles, and
waits.” So he said to himself. Truly Nature is
justified of her children.
Flinging himself down upon the grass Sidney strove
to find some gateway of escape from the awkwardness
of his position, and gradually the accumulated
nervousness of the last few days died away.
Nature’s beautiful breast seemed to pulsate visibly
and audibly beneath him, and he grew calm.
And so he lay for some time, and then slowly
but imperatively other thoughts grew and gathered
in his heart. The great primitive Want—spontaneous
as it flamed up in the heart of the first man, resistless
as its co-equal, Time, pinioned with the impulses
of ages, sped by the impetus of æons—rose within
him, knitting together all his strengths, all his weaknesses,
into one desire.
He rose to his feet; surely his very bodily stature
was greater?
He looked about upon the hills with brotherly
eyes; deep in their bosoms beneath the grass the
old elemental fires still slept. They could sympathize
with him.
“Vashti—Vashti,” he murmured. Out of his
wildered musings there had grown the dream of the
woman he loved, as the phœnix draws from out
the ashes.
He looked again upon the village. Slowly, slowly
winding along its ways, he saw a black stream of
people and slow-stepping horses—Len Simpson’s last
journey through the familiar little streets. A chill
shuddered through Sidney’s veins. He had looked
athwart the smiling champaigns of Love’s country,
and sullying its fairness he saw the black lake of
mourners from which the sombre stream was flowing
to the churchyard—saw it slowly gather there as the
waters of a lake in a new basin. Here and there it
had left stains along its course, as incurious or
hurried units in the procession deflected towards their
homes without waiting for the final solemnities.
It wrung Sidney’s heart to think she was there in
the gloom, whilst he, absorbed in selfish introspection,
was aloof in the glory of the Sun. He must go down
to her at once.
How little his generous soul dreamed that there
was painful symbolism in that descent of his! That
he poised upon the pinnacles, whilst she grovelled
in the dust of her own desires, he never imagined.
Indeed throughout all his life a merciful veil hung
between these two, and hid the real Vashti from his
loving eyes.
“Why didn’t you come to the funeral?” asked
Vashti, as he came upon them at the church gate.
“I went for an hour’s quiet thought upon the hill,”
he said. “I had need of it.”
“Wouldn’t you like to see the grave?” she asked.
The latest grave was always “the” grave in Dole.
“Yes,” he said, half dreamily. She led the way
through the groups of men and women, who let the
words die upon their lips as their glances followed
the pair. There was little comment made, for Dole
people were not prone to commit themselves, but
they looked after Vashti and Sidney, and then into
each other’s eyes, and resumed their interrupted conversations—feeling
all had been said which required
to be said, when a young man and woman deliberately
singled themselves out from the others. Vashti
Lansing was most contemptuous of the trivial usages
of the people among whom she had been born and
bred; but she estimated very correctly their weight
in the social system in which she had a place. And
in this respect she showed wisdom.
She threaded her way swiftly among the graves,
but in her abrupt avoidance of the mounds there
was more indication of impatience at the obstacles
presented than of tenderness towards the sleepers,
whose coverlets, though heaped so high, could not
keep them warm.
And presently they reached the corner, where,
like a wan finger pointing reproachfully at the sky,
shone the white obelisk above Martha Didymus’
brown head.
The white shaft cast a slender shadow athwart a
new-made grave at its side.
The red earth of the newly heaped grave was
all but hidden with flowers, and a huge wreath had
been hung upon the white stone; it had slipped
down beneath the name of the dead girl, and hiding
the rest of the inscription showed the one word
“Martha” garlanded with flowers. Might one not
dream that in the meadows of Elysium the young
girl bedecked herself with fadeless flowers against
the coming of her lover? Beside the two graves
stood a group of clean-shaved, well-dressed men.
Accustomed to mime in all guises, real grief found
them awkward but sincere.
As Sidney and Vashti drew near they looked at
the pair with interest. Vashti’s striking personality
had been singled out immediately from the throng
of villagers at the funeral, but the eyes, accustomed
to scan audiences, knew that Sidney had not been
present.
“A friend of his?” asked a pale, handsome-faced
man, with iron grey hair.
“No—but I have heard his story,” said Sidney, in
his soft, gentle voice.
“Well—he only asked for one thing—to be buried
beside her,” said the actor; then looking at the
others he took off his hat, and in a voice, remembered
yet for its melody in two continents, he repeated
the matchless dirge,
“Fear no more the heat o’ the sun,
Nor the furious winter rages.”
Slowly, solemnly the beautiful words were uttered.
Their music mingled with the melody of his perfect
voice, making them more than eloquent.
“Fear not slander, censure rash,
Thou hast finished joy and moan.”
The words seemed almost personal in their application.
The last word was voiced; slowly the little
group turned away, following the man whose own
life was clouded by so terrible a tragedy. Sidney
stood bareheaded by Vashti, beside the two dead
lovers, thinking that Len Simpson had been indeed
honoured. To have Shakespeare’s words syllabled
above his grave is surely to the actor what the salute
of the guns is to the soldier.
“Come,” said Vashti softly. She was too politic
to stay longer. No wise woman scandalizes the community
in which she dwells. They advanced towards
the others again, to find the tongues buzzing. There
was a commotion amid the groups of women, which
indicated that something out of the common order
had occurred, which was indeed the case. For
Mabella Lansing, unnoticed by the throng which was
watching the actors openly and Vashti and Sidney
furtively, had driven away with Lanty in his top
buggy.
Here was daring with a vengeance!
Even Temperance Tribbey looked rather more grim
than usual as she stood with Vashti waiting for the
democrat to be brought round.
Fat little Mrs. Wither came gushing and bubbling
up to Temperance with an affectation of confidential
sympathy.
“My! I hope Mr. Lansing won’t be long bringing
the horses.”
“Do you want a ride?” politely asked Miss
Tribbey, as if oblivious of the fact that Mrs. Wither
was that day driving her new buggy for the first time,
and that her destination was diametrically opposed
to the way the Lansings would take.
“Want a ride! Sakes, no,” said Mrs. Wither,
tossing her head. “But ain’t you terrible anxious?
I kin feel for you.”
“Anxious about what?” asked Miss Tribbey coldly,
eyeing Mrs. Wither steadily.
Mrs. Wither faded back into the crowd, giggling
nervously.
“That Temperance Tribbey is the queerest
woman!” she said to Mrs. Ranger as she passed.
Meanwhile, Vashti had been engaged upon the
other hand by Mrs. Smilie, who was large, motherly
looking, but dangerous. She had a way of enveloping
her victims in a conversational embrace, and
when she released them they were usually limp. Any
information they had possessed prior to the meeting
having been passed on to Mrs. Smilie.
But Vashti had refused the combat; having done
so, however, with such a sorrowfully resigned expression
that Mrs. Smilie felt her to be void of offence,
and said afterwards:
“I was real sorry for Vashti Lansing. She was
real humiliated. To think Mabella ’ud act up that
way. Vashti looked really concerned; she’s got a
lot of sense, Vashti Lansing has! My heart jest
ached fer her.”
Mrs. Smilie’s heart was always aching for somebody,
but it did not tell much upon her general health.
As Nathan Peck, a sufficiently ridiculous figure in
his suit of black diagonal, with the muffler superimposed,
helped Temperance into the democrat, he
squeezed her hand awkwardly, but avoided meeting
her eyes; and she studiously looked over his head.
Thus they acknowledged their mutual regret over
Mabella’s action.
Old Mr. Lansing was furious.
“Why couldn’t you stay with your cousin?” he
demanded of Vashti. “Going off buggy-riding from
a funeral!! A fine speculation she’s made of
herself.”
“I haven’t seen Mabella since we left home,” said
Vashti softly, then she added deprecatingly:
“It’s Mabella’s way.”
“Then it’s a d——d bad way,” said old Lansing,
and then nearly choked with rage to think he had
sworn in his Sunday black, which was so eloquent
a reminder of his deaconship. He cut the fat
bays across the haunches in a way that surprised
them.
“Just wait till I see Lanty! And let her keep
out of my sight!”
Sudden tears filled Vashti’s eyes. She was sick
at the heart with jealous pain. Sidney caught the
glimmer of the tear, and felt a great throb of pity
for this stately creature, who, fixed in her rectitude
and dignity, could yet weep over thoughtless
Mabella’s little escapade. Needless to say Sidney
saw nothing very dreadful in the two lovers driving
home together; indeed, from the glimpse he had had
of Lanty’s face, he had no doubt but that after the
burial of his friend, Lanty was in sore need of
his sweetheart’s consolation.
“Dear!” said Vashti, “I do hope Mabella will go
straight home.”
“I guess you hope more’n you expect, then,” said
her father irately.
Vashti sighed.
Miss Tribbey sniffed. The sniff expressed scorn,
but it was wrongly applied by at least two of her
hearers.
Miss Tribbey had no delusions about Vashti, and
she knew the girl was doing all she could to irritate
her father against her cousin.
“M’bella’s young and foolish,” said Temperance
grimly, but with apologetic intent in her voice.
Vashti gave her a venomous side glance and sighed
again.
“It’s the French grandmother coming out in her.
Gee! It takes ages to kill a taint, and then every
now and then it crops out,” said old Lansing.
“Yes,” said Vashti, “that’s what Mrs. Smilie said.
‘It’s the French in her,’ she said.” The moment
Vashti uttered this she bit her lips angrily, for a
swift change passed over her father’s face, and she
knew she had made a mistake.
“She did, did she?” roared old Lansing, purpling
with rage. “She did? The idea of these mongrel
Smilies setting up their tongues about the Lansings.
Lord! I mind well her father drove about the
country collecting ashes for a soap factory. She ain’t
fit to black Mabella’s shoes—that woman. What did
she do when she quarrelled with Mrs. Parr? Went
and threw kittens down her well, and they most all
died before they found out ’twas the water. She’ll
talk about the Lansings, will she——”
Old Lansing rarely began to gossip, but, when
once fairly started, the revelations he made were
rather startling. He continued until they reached
home.
Lanty and Mabella walked side by side up and
down the wide sandy path from the front door to
the garden gate. A look of deep and grave happiness
shone upon their faces; both were looking at
their future from the same standpoint. There was a
hint of timorousness upon the girl’s face, an occasional
tremor of her sweet mouth, which told that
all terrors were not banished from the Unknown, into
whose realms the man at her side was to lead her;
but hallowing her face there was that divine trust
which transfigured the Maid Mary into the Madonna.
“I am going to speak to uncle now,” said Lanty,
“and if he is pleased we will go for a drive after
supper to-night.”
“Yes,” she said; then “Lanty.” He looked at
her; she uttered no other word; her eyes slowly
filled with tears.
“Mabella, you trust me?”
“Absolutely,” she said, and the tears, brimmed over
by a tender smile, glistened upon her cheeks.
“My angel,” he said, and gave her a look of
adoration, then turned away, and went striding round
to the side of the house where the others were
alighting from the democrat waggon. Old Lansing
looked up sharply as Lanty drew near. Something
in the young man’s face held him silent an instant.
“I’m coming round to the barn with you,” said
Lanty; “I want to speak to you.”
Sidney turning away heard the last words. He
could not forbear a look of sympathetic comprehension.
Lanty flushed to the eyes, and from that
moment was a staunch and faithful ally to Sidney.
“She’s up on the landing,” said Temperance, as,
a few minutes after, Lanty, pale and eager, entered
the kitchen. Lanty had not spoken—nor did he now,
but he went up to Temperance, put his hand upon
her shoulder, and gave her a hearty kiss. Then he
turned and went up the back stairs three at a time.
Through the back hall to the great dusky silent
landing, and there a little figure waited trembling.
“What——” she began, and then her quivering lips
were silent.
“It’s all right,” said Lanty, in a voice he hardly
recognised as his own. “You are mine—mine.”
She laid her face against his breast and there was
silence between them. And whilst they supped of
Beatitude, proud Vashti Lansing, pale as old ivory,
was walking up and down the path their happy feet
had trodden such a short while before, tasting the very
bitterness of Marah, but compelling her proud lips to
tell Sidney Martin the story of their French ancestress.
Vashti Lansing had more than one heritage from
the murdered witch wife. The courage which had
kept the old Vashti calm and contemptuous before the
fagots, upheld the modern Vashti in her time of
torture. It is the fashion to sneer at grandfathers—among
those who have none. Nevertheless, the fact
remains that there are very few Esaus, although there
are always plenty of Jacobs, ready to buy birth-rights
if money will do it.
It is a good sign if a family guards its traditions
carefully. The types presented in these oral picture
galleries are sometimes not the best types, but they
at least shine forth distinctly from their background,
and be their light clear or lurid it is by these beacons
that we are guided back to the beginnings of character.
How much more eloquent and rich a language
is in its meaning to us when we know its root words!
that we are guided back to the beginnings of character
when we can comprehend its genesis, and trace
the subtle transmutation of one characteristic into
another; the change of physical courage into moral
strength, or perchance—the retrogression of simple
tastes to penuriousness, or the substitution of intellectual
enthusiasm for the fires of ardent passions.
Family tradition is the alphabet of all history! What
contrasts are presented amid the pictures thus preserved!
And surely there was never greater difference
between two ancestors of one house than existed
between old Abel Lansing, the donor of the Lansing
legacy, and beautiful Germaine Lansing, the wife of
pious Jason Lansing. Jason Lansing had wooed and
won and wedded his wife whilst he was in England
doing the errands of the little colony of wanderers
beyond the sea. How his choice fell upon frivolous
Germaine, why she accepted her grim lover, none
can guess; but certain it is they were an ill-matched
pair. Our sympathies are inclined towards the gay
little Frenchwoman who sang her chansons of love
and ladies’ lattices in the very ears of the elders,
and rustled her brocades beneath the disdainful noses
of their winsey-clad wives; but the community in
which she lived regarded her advent in their midst
as a “dispensation” of a peculiar and trying type.
Jason Lansing could only sustain his good opinion
of himself by remembering that even the patriarchs
had not displayed entire good judgment in the
bestowal of their affections. Her memory still survived
among the Lansings—a frail ghost hung with
scornful garlands of forbidden frivolity, and when
any of the name outraged the traditional proprieties,
it was said that the cloven hoof of French levity was
showing itself once more. And with such tales as
these, Vashti Lansing beguiled the dewy twilight
hours for Sidney Martin, and stole his heart away,
whilst her own burned and yearned for a love
denied it.
CHAPTER VI.
After the day when, alone upon the hillside, Sidney
watched Len Simpson’s funeral wind along the
narrow ways of Dole, there ensued for him a sweet
calm interlude—a tranquil period, yet surcharged with
potentialities.
It was the space between the casting of the grain
into the ground and the first blade. At such a time
there is no stir upon the surface of the earth, yet
in its brown bosom the vital germinal growths are
beginning; the husk of individuality is bursting,
the tap-root of deeper sympathy is searching for
sustenance; and at last upon some happy morning
a green glow gladdens the sky, and we say: “Lo,
the new grain!” and offer thanks for the promise of
the gracious harvest.
But all the after-vigour of the plant depends upon
that silent time in the darkness. So the whole fabric
of Sidney’s after-life was built up from the beginnings
made in that uneventful month, whose days are
difficult to chronicle, as beads which slip adown the
string and mingle with each other are to count. It
passed like a lover’s dream to Sidney, to be remembered
afterwards as a season of peace and
happiness whose source and sense eluded analysis.
The calm happiness which encompassed the lives
of Mabella and Lanty lay like a benediction upon
the house, and the hearts beneath its benison rested
for the moment like a congregation hushed after the
last Amen, and not yet surrendered again to the
worldly cares and sordid joys which wait without
the sanctuary doors.
But as one of the peaceful congregation may
writhe in the hair shirt of personal perplexity, so
Vashti Lansing beneath her calm smile suffered
agonies in those days.
Is there any torture more poignant than the cry
of “Peace, Peace” when there is no Peace?
She was very pale, the insolently perfect oval of
her face had fined a little, there was a hint of a
break in the suave curve of her cheek, and this,
albeit an imperfection, lent her beauty a new and
subtle charm of appeal.
She was very quiet, too, and now and then a
tender wistfulness dimmed her eyes, softening the
majesty of her brow alluringly. When Sidney saw
this he felt his heart go out to her more strongly
than ever.
“Unconsciously,” he said to himself, “her sweet,
strong nature covets the joy of loving and being
loved”; and there welled up within him that indulgent
and protective tenderness which all good
men feel for the women they love.
Vashti Lansing had never appeared so gentle,
so womanly, so good, as at this juncture when all
the evil within her was rising, and gathering, and
forming into malevolent purposes. Some deadly
creatures take to themselves the semblance of
flowers that they may sting their victims unaware.
Mabella and Lanty were together continually. It
was very pretty to see her shy eagerness for his
coming, his open happiness at her presence. Temperance
was always busy with her housework, to
which was added now the cutting and hemming of
Mabella’s household linen. For Temperance had
long saved egg-money and butter-money for such
an emergency, and, delighted at the prospective
union of her two favourites, she fell to the work
eagerly. Mabella tried to help, but her usually busy
fingers were rather idle during those first halcyon
days. She let her hands fall in her lap with the
needle between her fingers, and slipped away into
a dream, leaving all earthly considerations far behind.
If a word or a smile reminded her that mortals were
peeping into her paradise, she would rise and steal
away to the little shadowy room, from the windows
of which she had seen him waiting in Mullein
meadow, and there, chiding herself for over great
delight, she would strive to bring down her great
joy to the basis of every-day fact. “We love each
other,” she would say, stating the fact in bold terms,
“we love each other,” and by the time she had said
it twice her face would shine again with the glory
of the thought, and the words ceased to become
words to her, and became only the sighing of Love’s
mouth. What a simple figure Mabella Lansing
presents upon the little stage whereon these people
trod, beside the splendid and forceful personality
of her cousin Vashti! What an ordinary and
commonplace product of ordinary and commonplace
conditions Lanty Lansing seems beside Sidney
Martin, supersensitive, morbidly idealistic, a Sir
Galahad, bearing the white flower of a stainless life
and giving it into the hands of a wicked woman to
work her will upon it!
Yet though the love of Mabella and Lanty was
but “the homespun dream of simple folk,” still the
very gladness of it makes it precious in this world,
where even the divine passion has grown a little
hum-drum, and where the ashes lie whitely upon
the divine fires.
But perhaps the world will shake off its lethargy
when the new century begins, and even now there
may be smiling in his cradle the Shakespeare whose
breath shall blow the embers again into flame.
Surely it is simple, natural kindly souls like Mabella
and Lanty who perpetuate fidelity, honour and
trust upon the earth; and eager, pure, unselfish
souls like Sidney Martin who transmit the glorious
impetus of aspiration from one generation to
another.
It is hands like theirs which crown the years with
enduring chaplets, and brush from the brow of the
aging century the dishonouring garland of senile
sins which are like toadstools, the efflorescence of
decay.
Old Mr. Lansing having become better acquainted
with Sidney, had ceased to regard him as “company,”
and had relapsed comfortably into his own ways.
Reading his weekly paper, gossiping with Nathan
Peck (who, being the village carpenter, always knew
the latest news), and going to bed when the grey
died out of the twilight sky.
Vashti and Sidney were thus left much to
themselves.
The “odd” horse having effectually lamed herself
by stepping on a nail, driving her was out of the
question. To break a team upon any frivolous
pretext would have been a scandal in Dole, so Vashti
and Sidney were kept busy going errands. They
went to the post office twice a week; they made
pilgrimages out to the far-away hill pastures, where
the young cattle grazed, to count them, and report
upon the depth of water in the little brown pool
where they drank.
What glorious days these were to Sidney; what
rapture to stand upon some little eminence with the
wind, “austere and pure,” blowing across the valley
upon their faces; with Vashti beside him, her eyes
meeting his with sweet serenity, or looking vaguely
forth far across the country, as if to seek out some
haven remote from lesser mortals. So Sidney translated
her thoughts, but in the original there was writ
only bitter speculation as to whether they were
together—if his arm embraced her, if their lips—Ah!
it was of no remote haven that woman
dreamed.
They gathered great fragrant bunches of spearmint
and tansy, smartweed and pennyroyal for
Temperance, searching for the scented herbs as
children search for joy; and as the memory of
childish pleasure lingers long with us, so the perfume
of the aromatic herbs clung about Vashti’s garments
and Sidney’s sleeves. Never again could Sidney
know the wholesome odour of any of these plants
without seeing Vashti, her tall figure in its faded blue
gown standing straight and strong against the sunlight,
with a huge bunch of greyish-green clasped
to her breast, above which her face, fit for Burne-Jones’
most mystic, most beautiful maiden, shone out
palely. About her was no mystery of birth or circumstance,
no halo of romantic environment, but
her whole personality was eloquent of mystery, the
sphinx-like riddle of sex presented in a new and
strongly individualized type.
Their many expeditions together begot a sense
of companionship which was inexpressibly precious
to Sidney. True, as he realized, it sprang rather
from circumstances than from the manifestation of
any personal predilection upon Vashti’s part; and
yet, humble as he was before the woman he loved
so blindly, he could not but be aware that she
brightened perceptibly at his approach, and was
always very willing to undertake any message or
errand with him.
So she fooled him exquisitely, solacing her
wounded pride thus. Whilst he, too great-hearted
to pry for petty faults, dowered her lavishly from
the generosity of his own noble nature, with all the
classic virtues.
With what reverent fingers we hang virtues upon
the lay figures of our imagination! How we becrown
them, and worship them and offer them the
incense of our efforts! Yet, it is pleasant pastime,
and sanctifying too, for incense purely offered hallows
the hand which gives it, perchance more than the
God to whom its smokes ascend.
All this is well, and though the world gape and
wonder at our adorations, what is that to the devotee?
Only, to some of us comes the hour when with
trembling hands we must undrape our false gods,
lay bare their feet of clay to jeering eyes, fold away
the rich draperies in which our love has clothed
them as a mother folds and hides away the garments
her dead child wore, and carry the manikins to the
grave.
Happy for us if we can bury our dead decently;
but bury them never so deep, they rise and walk
down the vistas of our happiest hours, infecting their
sunshine with the pollution of dead faith.
During these long walks together Vashti and
Sidney talked much, and of more vital subjects than
are generally discussed between young men and
women. The fashionable chit-chat about theatres
and plays, receptions and fashions was utterly missed
from their calendar of subjects.
Now and then, Sidney, being a man, could not
forbear to let her know how beautiful he found her;
but empty compliment, the clipped coin of conversational
commerce, he did not offer her; nothing
but pure gold minted by her sweet looks in his
heart was worthy of her acceptance. Thus they
fell back upon the old immortal themes which have
been discussed since the world began. They looked
at life from widely different standpoints, but their
conclusions were equally forceful.
Vashti Lansing had nothing of the simpering
school-girl about her, and none of the fear which
makes women reticent sometimes when speech would
be golden.
It has been said that to know the Bible and
Shakespeare is to have a good English vocabulary.
Vashti did not know Shakespeare, but she knew
her Bible thoroughly. Her speech, unweakened by
the modern catch-words which, if expressive, are
yet extraneous and dangerous growths, had all the
trenchant force of the old Anglo-Saxon, with much
in it too of imagery and beauty; for she did not
fear to use such metaphors as nature or life suggested.
Steeped in the stern Mosaic law, she knew well the
stately periods of its prophets. The gentle Christ-creed
of forgiveness did not find favour in her sight.
“An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth” was a
judgment which she said only timorous souls feared.
She read with grim delight the tales of the kings,
with their feet upon their captives’ necks; an evil
sympathy with their triumph lighted her eyes with
wicked light. What a spouse she would have been
for one of these cruel kings! she thought sometimes.
And she applied a relentless utilitarian philosophy
to life. The weakest go to the wall and the strong
triumph. She accepted that with the stoicism which
springs from conscious strength, but in her system
she rather confused strength with righteousness. She
watched the movings of life about her with cold,
curious eyes, and yet her philosophy of life was but
an expanded egotism. She comprehended only those
sets of actions which might have taken place had
she given free rein to her own inclinations; she
judged of all motives by the repressed impulses of
her own bosom. She scrutinized others unsparingly,
prying into the most sacred griefs, the most holy
joy without shame or remorse, and she did not spare
herself more than others.
The dim, terrifying impulses and visions which
girls put behind them, shudderingly and uncomprehendingly,
hiding them away with the other
spectres which people the realm of the unknown,
until such time as life’s meanings shall be expounded
in a sacred mystery play of sense and spirit, she
marshalled forth into the light of day and considered
calmly and cynically.
She applied the foot-rule of her own lymphatic
temperament to the morals of her fellows and was
never disappointed when they fell short. She was
well versed in all the wisdom of the Pharisees, and
at the sewing circle talked always to the older women,
and was never found in the corner where the clear-eyed
girls whispered together.
And quickening and vitalizing all her existence
there was that sense of Power. Power uncomprehended,
undeveloped, yet there; and as a thunder-cloud
gives premonition of its potent force even
before the brand leaps from its cloudy sheath, so
Vashti Lansing’s personality was instinct with
potentiality.
This was the woman Sidney Martin, idealist and
dreamer, loved.
The days sped swiftly, the present lapsing into
the past, the future flying forward with the unique
tirelessness of time.
How wrong to typify Time with hoary head and
tottering limbs. Crowned with the vigour of eternal
youth, does he not leap forward triumphantly like
the messenger of the gods fresh plumed with flame?
Ah, he is not old, but young and swift. Strive if
you will to stay his flight for but one single precious
instant, stretch forth your hand while yet his wings
brush your face, and ere the fingers may close upon
his pinions, he is gone, leaving but the largesse of
lost days.
The harvest was done, the ploughshare and the
harrow were tossing the earthy bed for the new grain.
Day after day, through the clear air, there came from
different points the blowing of the traction engine
which dragged the one threshing mill in the section
from farm to farm.
It was the custom of the neighbourhood that the
farmers should assist each other with the threshing.
Sidney was charmed when he heard this—how
idyllic it was this community of helpful effort! To
be strictly truthful, this custom had its genesis in
less worthy reasons than he imagined, the simple
fact being that in the little hide-bound community
there were no odd men left unemployed, therefore
as labour could not be hired the farmers perforce
clubbed their efforts.
“I say, girls,” said Lanty, rushing out from his
uncle’s big barn to where the two girls and Sidney
stood beside the engine, “I say, isn’t that engine
exactly like Mrs. Ranger in church?” His face
was begrimed with dust, thistle-down rested whitely
upon his yellow hair, his blue eyes were alight with
hope and happiness and that exaltation which a
strong man feels in effort. The girls shook their
heads warningly, but laughed.
The traction engine, its wheels shackled, puffed
and panted with a ludicrous simulation of bottled-up
energy, and to the minds of the three young
people it was decidedly suggestive of the irate
patience expressed in Mrs. Ranger’s attitude when
placed in conditions where she could not answer
back.
Nathan Peck, watching the engine, stored up the
saying for Temperance’s delectation, and wished
she had come out with the girls.
Above the rattle and hum of the threshing mill
sounded the hoarse voices of the men shouting
jokes at each other—threshing time being always
a jovial season. A good or bad harvest meant often
life or death to these people; but, having done
their best, they could but accept the results. It
was a point of honour to accept unflinchingly the
verdict of a poor yield, yet many wives could tell
of despairing hours when, after their neighbours had
departed, husband and wife essayed to reconcile
ways and means.
Clouds of golden dust, starred here and there by
a silver thistle-down, shimmered out of the barn
door; there was an aroma of crushed straw, a scent
of charred wood from the engine fire, a sense of
eager, healthy life.
The swallows flew agitatedly above the barn,
yearning over their clay nests beneath its eaves.
“What are you doing?” asked Vashti.
“Measuring,” said Lanty. “Uncle said he’d take
the bushel for a little though when he saw your
petticoats out here——”
“Who’s in the mow?”
“Ab Ranger is cutting bands, and he’s let my
bone-handled pruning knife go through the mill;
Tom Shinar is feeding; there’s three on the mow
and four on the stack.”
“How is it turning out?”
“Splendidly, no straw to speak of, but finely
headed—like you, Mabella,” he whispered, blushing
through the dust.
“Come on here, Lanty,” roared a voice from the
barn. “You can spark in the noon-spell if you
want to.”
A laugh followed. Mabella blushed hotly, and
as a maiden is expected to do under the circumstances,
looked absently into vacancy.
“Well, you’ll be too busy eating in the noon-spell
to notice,” Lanty called back to the unseen
speaker. This, being the retort courteous, was
received with applause.
“Well, I must go, girls; uncle’s back will be aching
by this time toteing that bushel. I hope you’ve
made heaps of good things for dinner, we’re all
hungry as hunters.”
“Trust Temperance for that,” said Sidney.
“Yes, indeed,” said Lanty. “Ta-ta, girls.”
“Lanty,” said Mabella, “be careful of the belt.”
“Surely,” he said, his voice softening. The next
moment his strong, lithe figure had swung jauntily
through the narrow space between the broad whirling
belt and the door.
“Nathan,” said Mabella, “Temperance wants you
to get someone to mind the engine for ten minutes
before dinner, so that you can come round and carve
the meat.”
“I’ll be there,” said Nathan, then he added with
an irrepressible and comical self-importance:
“Meat ain’t worth puttin’ teeth into if it ain’t
cut up proper.”
“That’s very true,” said Sidney, who felt a great
kindliness in his heart for this patient lover.
“Well,” said Mabella briskly, “I’m going round
to help set the table.” Having seen Lanty, Mabella
wished to get off alone to think over his perfections,
which impressed her afresh each time she saw him.
“O! can’t you come for a little wander?” asked
Sidney of Vashti. “There’s nothing to be done in
the house; besides, that imp from the preacher’s is
there, and I’m sure she is a host in herself.”
“Yes,” said Vashti, her voice more than usually
vibrant. “Yes, I will come.”
She was very pale. She turned away as
Jephthah’s daughter turned from the promise of
her bridal bower. For, during these few minutes
of idle speech amid the whirr of the threshing mill,
Vashti Lansing had taken her final decision. She
would marry Sidney Martin; but on her own terms,
she added to herself. And then she went with
him across the stubble, where the late rains had made
a phantom spring of fresh green grass and over-eager
weeds, which were putting forth their tender
tops only to be a prey to the first sneering frost.
Ah, how futile and inconsequent it is to trace
laboriously the windings of cause and effect; a touch
often sends one over the precipice, and a smile, a
sigh or a silence brings us face to face with Fate.
Can we by searching find these things?
And Sidney, too, felt the fateful words trembling
upon his lips, a keen envy of personal happiness
possessed this man, who so rarely sought his own
good. A great longing to stand as Lanty had
stood, with the promise of life’s fulfilment at his
side.
Sidney and the woman beside him walked across
the stubble to where a little belt of scrubby oaks
followed the course of a ditch between two fields;
here and there a vivid red patch against the underwood
showed a dogwood bush. Here and there
an elm tree sprang up spire-like above the lower
oaks.
“See,” said Sidney, “that row of elm trees. Can
you not fancy that upon just some such day as this
the seed was sown? Does it not give a delightful
sense of the continuity and endurance of nature’s
miracles to think that a gentle wind, such as now
stirs their topmost leaves, chased the seed vessel
playfully along the ground? The wind laughed
then, thinking it was making fine sport of its little
playfellow, but see, at every pause a seed was
dropped, and like an egotistical king who marks the
stages of his journey, the fragile cluster of seed has
left its memento. You have seen the seed of the
elm tree?”
“Yes, it resembles a hop. I suppose the seeds
are between the little scales. I can fancy it fluttering
along the ground like yon leaf.”
“Yes,” he said, delightedly, and then, pleased with
her comprehension of his thought, he looked far
across the field. After all Mabella had not been in
such a hurry to get to the house. She was running
up and down like a child with the little brown calves
in their special paddock near the house. Her sunbonnet
was in her hand, her hair glittered in the
sun like ripe wheat. From her Sidney’s eyes turned
to Vashti, and his very heart stood still, for dimming
the splendour of her eyes two great tears hung
between her eyelids. There was no quiver of lip
or cheek, no tremour of suppressed sobs; her bosom
seemed frozen, so statuesque was her pose.
“Vashti!” he said. It was the first time he had
called her by name—used thus the one word was
eloquent.
“Don’t!” she said. “I—will—come—back to the
house presently.”
Sidney, his heart wrung, took his dismissal without
further speech. He went a few steps from her, then
turning went swiftly back.
Her tense attitude had relaxed. She was leaning
against the grey bars of the fence, a crimsoned
bramble twining round one of the upright supports
hung above her as a vivid garland.
“Vashti!” he cried, “I can’t leave you like this.”
“Not if I wish it?” she asked, and gave him a
fleeting smile, beautiful as the opalescent glimmer
of the sun through rain.
It shook the man to his soul. He stood for a
moment blinded by the glamour of her beauty,
then left her again. This time he did not look
behind, but strode triumphantly across the fields,
for he felt that smile had given him definite hope.
Sidney, despite his perfections, was only man. For
a moment he had forgotten her tears; then remembering,
he said to himself that soon he would kiss
away all tears from her eyes.
The best of men are prone to consider their kisses
a panacea for all woman’s ills. Perhaps, with the
irrefutable logic of the homœopathists, they argue that
what produces an ill will cure it!
“Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean;
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rite in the heart and gather to the eyes
In looking on the happy autumn fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more.”
The lines sprang spontaneously to his lips. This
was the secret of Vashti’s tears. How often he had
felt that almost intolerable regret, begotten by the
recognition of the evanescence of beauty. And
Vashti with her splendid natural soul must feel with
treble keenness all these things.
Doubtless to her the crimsoning of the leaves
was as the hectic flush upon an ailing child’s cheek
to mother eyes. “The days that are no more,” ah!
could it be she thought of the days when the grain
was growing high, the first days of their companionship?
Deluding himself thus with futile fancies he
turned slowly, slowly towards the house, arriving to
find Vashti already there in the midst of the housewifely
bustle.
Whilst the visionary Vashti bore him company,
the real Vashti had passed him unseen. So it was
ever. The real Vashti eluded his vision; her place
was filled by a mimic Vashti created of an ideal and
his love, and tricked out in all the virtues.
At the house every one was busy. The preparations
for dinner were approaching a crisis. Temperance,
with a look of ineffable importance such as
only a managing and forehanded woman can wear
upon such an occasion, was cutting pies, piling plates
with biscuits, arranging pickles in glass dishes, and
between whiles taking flights to the oven, where a
huge roast was browning.
Mabella was arranging the table with knives and
forks; she reckoned up, six or eight times, the
number of people to set for, substracted two for the
ends, and divided to find how many for each side.
Mabella had no head for figures, so she made a
mistake in this process; but as the basis of her
calculation was wrong the result was correct. An
unexpected thing! But Mabella, cheerfully confident
in her methods, had no thought of all this; she
trotted about the table with the gladness of one
who does not save steps.
Vashti was bringing chairs out from the other
rooms to complement the number in the kitchen;
and Sally, the preacher’s handmaiden, was arranging
the tin basins with soap and water for the men to
wash in, and varying the monotony by tantalizing
the chained-up mastiff till he was nearly crazed to
get at her, drawing back to his kennel door and
launching himself forward with magnificent disregard
of the chain which at each attempt jerked him off
his feet.
Sidney leaned against the door-jamb watching the
homely scene with just the faintest tinge of proud proprietorship
in his eyes when they rested upon Vashti.
Presently she came and stood before him. Her
figure was so suavely graceful that her most ordinary
movements took on an artistic significance. Just now
her attitude was that of a queen who fain would
ape the serving maid, but who could not cast aside
her sovereignty.
“Will you sit down with the men?” she asked.
“Your father does, doesn’t he?”
“Indeed, yes.”
“Then I will also.”
“Then I’ll wait on you,” she said, and primmed
her mouth into a quasi-humble expression.
“If you do——” his grey eyes dilated.
“Yes.”
Just then Nathan came round from the barn.
“They’ll be here in ten minutes,” said Vashti, and
hurried away.
Temperance, flushed with housewifely pride, had
the big carving platter ready with the steel beside
it. The latter was a concession to appearances, for
Temperance always sharpened the knife for Nathan
in a peculiar fashion of her own. When Nathan
entered she was sharpening it vigorously on the back
of the kitchen stove.
“Well,” said Nathan, “here I be; where’s the
water?” He had seen the basins upon the apple-tree
blocks, where they had stood for time out of mind
at the Lansing threshings, but he thought Temperance
might be prompted to come and get it for him.
Temperance paused in the sharpening process, but
at that moment a tow-head appeared at the door.
“Here ’tis, Mr. Peck,” said Sally, “right here under
the shade; fresh water, sweet water, well water.
Come up, run up, tumble up, anyway t’ get up;
here’s where you gits water. Step up, ladies and
gents. Everything inside as represented on the
banners, and all without money and without price,”
concluded Sally, putting a frosting of the parsonage
piety upon the vernacular of the Blueberry Alley
dime shows. Mabella, Vashti and Sidney laughed.
Temperance resumed her knife-sharpening with a
click.
“That child will come to no good end,” she said
to Nathan, when he re-entered.
“She won’t,” agreed Nathan with some asperity;
his waistcoat and shirt were drenched. He had asked
Sally rashly to pour a dipper of water on his head
to “rense him off.” Sally complied with alacrity, only
she emptied a pailful over his bent head instead of
a dipperful.
“Drat that young ’un,” said Temperance, enraged
at this. “I believe, I really do, that Mrs. Didymus
sent her over here to be shet of her for a day, and
if this is a sample of her doin’s I don’t know as I
blame Mrs. Didymus, but if there’s any more goin’s
on I’ll trapse her back quicker.”
By this time the roast was out of the oven, and
Nathan began his work with the enthusiasm of an
artist.
Nathan was always greatly in demand when there
was any carving to be done, and he was very proud
in a candid childish way of his proficiency. Perhaps
his practice with the plane and the drawknife stood
him in good stead, for certainly Temperance was
justified in thinking proudly that no man could carve
like her Nat.
“They’ve blew,” announced Sally, tumbling into
the kitchen in great excitement. This was somewhat
unnecessary information as the whistle was making
itself perfectly audible; ere its shrill echo died away
the men, begrimed and laughing, came round the
corner of the barn and were soon spluttering in the
basins.
Lanty came into the back kitchen, but the voice
of one of the men brought him out of his retreat,
and in five minutes they were all at table.
Old Lansing at one end with Sidney at one side.
Lanty at the other end with Nathan beside him.
“Open the ball, Nat,” said Lanty, passing Nathan
the platter. Nathan helped himself with the deprecating
modesty of one compelled to pronounce judgment
upon his own handiwork; then the platter made
the round of the table in pursuit of the one which
had started from Mr. Lansing’s end.
“Guess you had something to do with this, Nat,”
said Ab Ranger. “I know your shavings.”
Nathan admitted the impeachment.
“Well,” said Sidney, “we can’t beat that in
Boston.”
And Nathan ate vigorously to hide his embarrassment.
The girls flitted about seeing everyone was
supplied. Did calm-eyed Vashti know what she did,
when she bent over between Sidney and her father
ostensibly to remove an empty plate, and let her
palm rest as if by chance for a moment on Sidney’s
shoulder? Did ever electricity shoot and tingle
through the veins like that touch? He watched her
as she passed serenely along the other side of the
table, and longed for the moment when he might have
speech with her.
Temperance poured the tea and coffee in the back
kitchen. Sally performed prodigies in carrying it to
the table, and grimacing, as she set it down, behind
the unconscious backs of the recipients.
Sidney won golden opinions at this dinner by his
frank friendliness.
“He ain’t big feelin’, that’s one thing,” the men
said to one another as they swaggered out to rest
the noon-spell under the trees.
Lanty and Sidney with great affectation of helpfulness
asked the girls to stand aside and watch them
clear the table. Temperance was not to be seen,
they would surprise her when she arrived. They
succeeded beyond their expectations.
“It isn’t such a job to clear a table as you’d
think,” said Sidney complacently to Lanty.
“No, ’tain’t for a fact. I’ve seen girls take half
an hour at it.”
The two young men had cleared the table by
removing the dishes and débris indiscriminately and
depositing them upon the table in the back kitchen.
When Temperance returned from a little chat with
Nathan beside the smoke house, she eyed the chaos
upon the table wrathfully.
“Laws!” she said. “Of all the messes! Lanty
Lansing, ain’t you ashamed to be so redecklus? And
them girls standin’ gawkin’ and laughin’! As for
you,” eyeing Sidney severely, “I should ha’ thought
you’d more sense, but blessed is them that has no
expectations! Lanty! Are you or are you not
feedin’ that brute with good roast? Where’s the
cold meat fer supper to come from, I’d like to know?”
No one volunteered a response till suddenly Sally
piped forth in her thin reedy voice:
“Take no heed for the morrow what ye shall
eat, or——”
“You blasphemous brat!” said Temperance, her
wrath diverted to another channel.
Sally subsided into silent contemplation of the dish
of pickled beets from which she was helping herself
with pink-stained fingers. Temperance was not Mrs.
Didymus, and Sally in many combats in Blueberry
Alley had learned to gauge her antagonists.
The offended Miss Tribbey left the back kitchen
in indignant silence and set about arranging the table
for her own and the girls’ dinner, murmuring to
herself meanwhile a monologue of which such words
as “messes,” “sinful,” “waste,” and “want o’ sense,”
were distinctly audible.
“I don’t believe that was really an unqualified success,”
said Sidney to Lanty.
“No,” said Lanty, “I don’t believe it was. What
did you mix everything up for?”
“How did I know they were to be separated?
What did you feed the dog with the roast for?”
“Did you ever see such an imp as that Sally?”
“Never,” said Sidney. “But Temperance squelched
her!”
“She did,” said Lanty. “I say, wasn’t she ripping?”
Meanwhile Temperance’s short-lived wrath had
died away, and she was pressing food upon Sally
in quantities calculated to appal any but a Blueberry
Alley child.
Temperance rose in the midst of her second cup
of tea, and, going up stairs, came down with a large
fresh bandana handkerchief. She went out to where
Lanty and Sidney stood talking.
“Here’s the handkerchief you wanted to keep the
dust out of your back,” she said with ill-assumed
hauteur. Lanty took it with laughing penitence on
his face.
“I say, Aunty,” he said, “would you ask Mabella
to put it on?”
Miss Tribbey’s severity relaxed; a vain-glorious
satisfaction stole over her face in a smirk. To have
Lanty call her Aunty!
Certainly Lanty Lansing “had a way” with
women that was well-nigh irresistible.
“Yes,” she said, then with comical apology, she
addressed herself to Sidney. “Them children is a
most tormented trouble, ’specially when they meddle
with things they don’t know nothing about.”
“That’s so,” agreed Sidney with emphasis, and
Temperance, highly delighted with her Parthian shot
at him, departed.
And presently Mabella came to the door, a riante
little figure, and demanded with mutinous affectation
of indifference:
“Did any one want me?”
“Yes, badly,” said Sidney, and took himself off
to the garden, laughing.
“That’s true,” said Lanty. “I did want you
badly.”
Her eyes were wavering beneath his masterful
regard, but she said—“Oh, you did want me! Don’t
you now?” The words were brave, but her eyes
fell.
“Mabella,” he said—silence. “Mabella, look at
me.” Slowly she raised her eyes and crimsoned.
“Do you know now?” he asked lovingly. “Ah,
what a wicked teasing bird it is when its wings are
free, but after all they are gone to the barn and——”
he advanced a step.
“Lanty!” said Mabella, and in an instant he was
grave.
“Dear girl,” he said, “you don’t think I would do
anything to make you feel badly?”
The warning shriek of the whistle came to them.
“See, tie this round my neck, will you?”
She folded it with an adorable air of anxiety and
precision, and stood on tiptoe to lay it on his shoulders
and again on tiptoe to knot it under his chin, a
process Lanty rendered arduous by putting down
his chin and imprisoning her hands, a performance
he found most satisfying. But at length he was off,
and Mabella watched him round the corner of the
barn, and then went indoors to attack the chaos
upon the table with a good heart.
“Where’s Vashti?” she asked.
“Spooning her young man in the garding,” said
Sally, emerging from her shell.
“Of all the impses I ever see!” ejaculated Temperance.
“G’long and fetch in some wood.” Sally
departed.
“Vashti’s in the garden peeling apples for supper,”
continued Temperance to Mabella, with an attempt
at unconsciousness. Mabella gave her a hug.
“It’s a sugar plum for Mr. Martin because you
were bad to him, isn’t it?”
“Yes, Lanty’s had his——”
Mabella blushed, and an irrepressible ripple of
laughter broke from her.
“Well, you needn’t laugh,” said Temperance.
“Mr. Martin thinks Vashti’s just about right. Well,
there’s no accountin’ for taste. ‘Everyone to their
taste,’ as the old woman said when she kissed her
cow.”
“Temperance!” said Mabella, “you don’t
mean——”
Temperance nodded oracularly, “Nathan thinks
so too.”
“Well!” said Mabella, and relapsed into silence.
Here was news for Lanty. If Nathan and Temperance
thought so it must be so. A fellow feeling
not only makes us kind but often very acute; and
in all Dole there were no such keen eyes for any
“goin’s on” (as courtship was disrespectfully
designated) as those of Temperance and Nathan.
“Love, it is a funny thing;
It puzzles the young and the old;
It’s much like a dish of boarding-house hash,
And many a man gets sold.”
Sally’s falsetto voiced this choice ditty with unction,
as she entered with an enormous load of wood
in her thin arms. She deposited the wood with a
bang.
“Sakes!” said Temperance. “I wonder if she
sings them songs to the preacher?”
Whereupon Sally, in vindication of her judgment,
began a lugubrious hymn.
“Stop it,” said Temperance. Sally stopped.
Beneath the trees Vashti peeled her apples busily,
the narrow parings of the greenings twined about
her white wrist, the thin slices fell with little splashes
into the bowl of water which was to prevent them
turning brown before being cooked. Miss Tribbey’s
apple-sauce was always like white foam. A voyaging
wasp came, and settling upon the cores was very
soon drunk, so that he was an easy prey to a half
dozen ants which wandered by that way. The distant
buzz of the threshing mill filled the air with
a drowsy murmur as if thousands of bees hummed
above a myriad flowers, here and there a thistle-down
floated glistening in the sun. The scent of the overblown
flowers mingled with the odour of the apples.
“Are we done now?” asked Sidney, as she laid
down the knife.
“We are,” she said with meaning emphasis. “Do
you feel very tired after your exertions?”
“Not so tired as you’d imagine,” said Sidney.
“The truth is I couldn’t bring myself to offer my
services, for if you had accepted them I would have
had to look at the apples instead of at you, and I
did not have strength to make the sacrifice.”
“Could you make sacrifices?” she asked.
“Try me,” he half whispered. There was a tense
moment. Mabella’s voice came ringing from the
house, the whirr of the threshing mill suddenly seemed
near at hand, and through it there came Lanty’s voice
shouting some directions to the men on the stack.
“Perhaps I may some day,” she said.
“You know,” he said, his voice enchaining her
attention even as she strove with bitter thought, “you
know you will have the opportunity to ask anything,
everything of me.”
“Ah, how should I know?” she said, as one who
has not deigned to observe too much.
Sally, sent out for the apples, appeared round the
corner of the house.
“Promise me,” said Sidney, “that you will come
for a walk after supper; promise.”
For an instant the boulders of Mullein meadow and
the dimness of the twilight sky blotted out the crimson
of the Virginia creeper on the porch which flamed
in the sun.
“I will come,” she said.
“Ah——” he said no more.
“Sorry t’interrupt,” said Sally genially, as she stood
beside them. “But painful as the duty is it must be
did; but don’t mind me, I’m blind in one eye and
can’t see out of the other.”
“Sally,” said Sidney very gently, “you talk too
much.”
For the first time in her life Sally blushed, and
gathering up the apples and the parings departed
abashed.
“You are not going in?” he said rising as Vashti
stood up.
She held up her hands. “I must wash my hands,”
she said, “and I want to rest a little.”
The slightest hint of fatigue or illness in the
splendid creature before him always touched him
strangely. It was like a sudden assertion of the
human in something divine.
“Do,” he said; “and Vashti,” using her name with
happy boldness, “you won’t forget your promise.”
“I never forget,” she said, simply and sweetly.
He stood bareheaded watching while she entered.
Then looking about, he suddenly noticed that in the
garden the summer flowers were overspent, the little
battalion of ants tugged viciously at their victim,
whose yellow and black had shone so gallantly in
the sunlight as he lighted down to sip the apple juice.
The whirr of the threshing machine made melancholy
cadences which sighed through the trees; and all
at once the whole scene darkened.
It was only that the sun had dipped beyond the
house, and the crimson Virginia creeper seemed in
the shadow to be more brown than red, two or three
of its leaves fell desolately to the earth, as dreams
die when hope is withdrawn.
And Sidney, with the fatuity of lovers, said, “She
has taken the glow with her.”
But the torch which lighted Vashti Lansing’s way
was not filched from flowers and sunshine, but shone
fed with the evil oils of anger and revenge, baulked
will and disappointed love.
CHAPTER VII.
The grey of twilight was paling the gold of the
after-glow. A quiet hush had fallen upon the earth—rather
intensified than disturbed by the lowing of
far-away cattle. It was the quiet of raptured anticipation,
as if great hands held the earth up to the
baptismal font of the heavens to receive the chrism
of night; and the earth, like a wise and reverent
child, waited with hushed heart-beats for the benediction.
Sidney Martin waited in the porch for Vashti to
keep her tryst, and presently he heard her footsteps.
The echo of each step gathered in his heart,
dilating it with happiness as an already full glass
is brimmed above the brink by drop after drop.
From his position, where he stood spellbound, he
commanded an angled vista of the stairs, and slowly
she descended within his range of vision; first the
beautiful foot, proportioned so perfectly to the body
it bore, then the long exquisite lines from heel to
hip, and the yet more exquisite curve from hip to
shoulder, and the melting graduation of breast to
throat, and then the perfect face of her. She paused
for a moment upon the last step, as if loath to step
out of her pure rarefied atmosphere of maidenhood
into the air vibrant with the sobs and sighs, the hopes
and despairs, the gains and losses of human life;
and standing thus, for one fleeting second there rose
before Vashti a vision of renunciation. She saw
herself, lonely but clad in righteousness, going on
her way; but the next instant the austere dream
vanished, brushed aside by a hateful, sneering
cynicism. With a heart full of self-mockery, more
evil than her evil intent, Vashti took the step to
Sidney’s side, and stood there the typification, as
he thought, of gentle dignity and dignified womanhood.
“How good you are,” he said gently.
They took the way almost in silence. She
wondered vaguely where he would take her, to the
far-away pastures, the little knolls nestling upon
the hills which he loved, or to the oak trees where
they had talked in the morning. When they reached
the road she submitted her steps to his guidance with
outward meekness and inward indifference. He
turned away from Dole. It was to be the far-away
pastures then—as well there as anywhere. But
he had passed the gate! And then it dawned upon
her. He was taking her to Mullein meadow!
Her indifference fell from her like a rent garment,
bitter remembrance tore at her heart. How dare
he bring her here and bid her masquerade amid
these grey boulders where she had known such
agony! She imagined those implacable rocks rejoicing
in her humiliation. Were not her own
curses yet hissing across the eerie barrenness of this
wide waste field? Ah, even so, Vashti—if our
curses do not seek us out we ourselves return to
their realm; there is great affinity between a curse
and the lips which utter it. The flame of her resentment
fluttered to her cheeks, giving them an unwonted
touch of rose. As they reached the entrance
to Mullein meadow, she half stumbled; she recovered
herself quickly, Sidney’s swift touch being hardly
needed to restore her poise.
To Sidney, her silence, the strange, sweet colour
in her cheeks, her uncertain step, pointed but to
one thing—the natural agitation of a girl about to
have a man’s love laid at her feet.
Surely never man was so exquisitely befooled as
this one?
He took the path straight for the little spot
where that happy betrothal had taken place. Vashti
hesitated—this was too much.
“I—,” she opened her lips to speak, but the words
died away, unmerciful resolution freezing them at
their source.
“Come,” urged Sidney with tender insistence,
and with an appearance of sweet submission she
yielded, and at length they stood where those others
had stood. The same grey sky bent above them,
the same quiet hush brooded over the desolate
reaches, the same clear star hung scintillant in the
sky, and Sidney, taking her hands, which trembled
by reason of the terrible restraint she was putting
upon her anger, began to speak—very gently, but
with an intensity which made his words instinct with
life and love.
“You know,” he said, “why I have asked you to
come out to-night, but you cannot know why I have
brought you here to this spot? It is because it is
a place of happy auguries. Here, not knowing
whither I strayed, I came upon the betrothal of Lanty
and Mabella. Here, heartsick with envy of their
happiness I turned away to face the desolate greyness
of the twilight. Here I saw a star, one lone star
in the grey, which seemed to promise hope, and in
my heart I named it Vashti. See—there it is, but
more golden now, more full of beneficent promise,
burdened, as it seems to me, with gracious benediction.
Oh, Vashti, when I left those two in the
solitude of their happiness you cannot dream how
my heart cried for you. All the way home nature’s
voices whispered in my ear ‘Vashti—Vashti,’ and
my heart responded ‘Vashti,’ and it seemed to me
that there was no other word in all the universe,
for in it were bound all meanings. It seemed to me
there was no other idea worth comprehending but
the identity behind that word. Vashti, say that
you love me—that you will marry me. Here, where
my heart knew its bitterest longing, satisfy it with
one syllable of your voice. Let me also build
tabernacles here as the holy place where happiness
descended upon me”; he let fall her hands.
“Vashti, you know that I love you; give me your
hands in symbol of yourself as a free gift.”
He held out his hands. Slowly, gently, trustingly,
as a woman who knows well what she does, and
will abide by it, Vashti Lansing laid her hands in
his. His vibrant, slender fingers closed upon them.
There was an instant’s pause——
“You love me!” he cried, as one, after a long
novitiate, might hail the goddess unveiled at last.
Then drawing her to him he kissed her on the
mouth, and from that moment was hers—body—and
yet more terrible bondage—mind; and she, with
an astute and evil wisdom, forbore to make any
conditions, any demands, till he had tasted the sweets
of her acquiescence.
Would any man give her up, having held her in
his arms, having touched her lips? With shameless
candour she told herself, No. So she rested
her head upon his shoulder, whilst he whispered in
her ear the divine incoherences of love, and intoxicated
with the charm of the woman in his arms,
touched the white throat by the ear, where a curl
of dark hair coiled like a soft, sweet shadow. A
long, contented, yet questioning sigh came to him—
“Tell me?” he said.
“You will let me live always in Dole?” she said.
“Always—always, dear one! In Dole or anywhere
else you like.”
“Ah!” she said in a tone of dreamy happiness—“you
will take old Mr. Didymus’s place; we will
live in the parsonage; what a happy life we will
have!”
“Vashti!” said Sidney, almost reeling before the
shock of her words. As a beautiful white mist rolls
back to show some scene of sordid misery, so the
glamour of the last few weeks lifted, and displayed
vividly to Sidney all the awkwardness of the position
which he had created for himself. Ever since that
day, when stung by Sally’s impertinent words he
had agonized alone upon the hillside, nothing whatever
had transpired to awaken its memory. A
deference rather more pronounced than necessary
upon the part of the village-folk, a certain constraint
upon the part of the young men, had been the only
visible signs that Dole remembered. But upon the
other hand nothing had occurred which gave him
the opportunity of explaining to Vashti, nor, indeed,
had he ever been able to decide how he could
explain to her, even if given the opening. He had
gone to church with the Lansings Sunday after
Sunday. Under the circumstances any other course
would have been an insult to the régime of the house
in which he was staying. He had found nothing
in the little church which jarred upon his tastes or
revolted his principles. The simple, pious sermons
of grey-haired Mr. Didymus were entirely inoffensive
to anyone not of malice prepense irritable. The sad
experiences of his long life had mitigated his judgments.
The man who in his fiery youth scoffed at
death-bed repentances now spoke feelingly of the
thief on the cross; the elect murmured among themselves
that Mr. Didymus was “growing old and
slack.” Certainly his sermons were not learned,
but neither were they devoid of a certain eloquence,
for the old man knew his Bible by heart, and above
all, they were free from the anecdotal inanity; it
would never have occurred to the old, plain-spoken
man to stand in his pulpit telling his people tales
suitable for the comprehension of three-year-old
children. There was, perhaps, the merest trace of
asceticism in Sidney Martin’s nature, and the simple
doctrine of these people, their fatalistic creed, their
bare little church, appealed to him as no gorgeous
ritual or ornate sanctuary could have done. The
hoarse, untuneful singing of these country folk, taking
no shame of their poor performance, so that it was
in praise of God, stirred his spiritual sympathies
more profoundly than any cathedral organ—yet—he
was a creature of reason, and he had always
considered the Catholic Church more logical than
any other, and above all, he had no belief whatever
in the Christian doctrine. Ruled by a pure and lofty
ideal of Truth, his life had been ideally good. His
lofty aspirations did not lift him beyond sympathy
with his fellows, only above their vileness. He adored
nature with an almost heathenish idolatry, and had
such reverence for her slightest manifestation, that
he never willingly broke a leaf or crushed an insect.
Literally, he worshipped the works, but not the
Creator. And lo!—here was the woman round
whom his very soul twined, taking it for granted
that he believed all she did, and that his life could
compass no higher happiness than to preach this
belief to others; and what excellent grounds he
had given her for thinking thus! All these things
mirrored themselves in his mind in an instant, then
he said:
“But, Vashti, I have no need to do anything.
There are many worthier men than I to fill
Mr. Didymus’s place. I am not a preacher, you
know.”
“Oh, but you will be for my sake,” she said, and
laid her head down again upon his shoulder like a
child who has found rest.
Truly there are more tempting devils than the
urbane gentleman of the cloven hoofs.
“What had you meant to do?” she asked.
“Indeed, I had mapped out no definite course,”
he answered. “My mother’s money makes life easy
for me, you know, but I had meant to do something,
certainly. Only I was taking my time looking about.
I didn’t want to do anything which would cut some
fellow who needed it out of a living.”
“Let me decide for you,” she murmured; the
breath of the words was warm on his ear. “Think
how happy you could make us all. They all think
so much of you in Dole on account of your prayer.
Mary Shinar says you are a saint.” Then, her arms
stealing about his neck, she added, “Sidney, for my
sake you said you would sacrifice anything. I didn’t
think this would be a sacrifice. I thought it would
be a delight; but if it is a sacrifice make it for my
sake.”
Alas, he had fallen among the toils! He took
swift illogical thought with himself. He would
preach to them a pure and exalted morality. He
would be the apostle of nature’s pure creed. He
would make Dole a proverb in all New England.
He would teach, he would have a library, he would
marry Vashti.
Glamoured by his love and his sophistry, his
judgment, his sense of right and wrong, failed him.
Sidney caught his Delilah to his heart.
“It shall be as you wish, my sweet,” he said;
“and now tell me you love me.”
“I love you,” she said, repressing the triumph in
her voice. “I love you and I am proud of you,”
she said again, holding her head high. If she had
lost much in Mullein meadow she had also gained
a triumph there.
The short American twilight was darkening to
night. The weird old boulders sentinelled round
them might have been a druidical circle, and she
the priestess fulfilling the rites. Nor was the victim
wanting; only instead of slaying the body with a
golden knife she had killed the soul with silvery
speech.
“Ah,” said Sidney as they turned to thread their
way out of Mullein meadow, “surely this place is
holy.”
She paused, looking at him—“Do you not think
that suffering sanctifies more than joy?” she asked.
“No, not such joy as ours, as Lanty’s and
Mabella’s.”
“I don’t know,” she said.
“But I’m sure of it!” he answered; then with
a lover’s fantastical fondness he went on, “I would
not be surprised if when we visited this spot again
we found it hedged in by lilies, tall white eucharist
lilies, set to keep others from straying into consecrated
ground.”
“Sidney,” she said, “promise that you will never,
never ask me to come here again—it is too sacred.”
He was deeply touched by her delicate, sensitive
thought.
“Dear heart,” he said, “never; yet do not the
most reverent lips approach the sacramental cup
more than once?”
“You will make a capital preacher,” she said,
“but you must not persuade people to do things
against their conscience.”
“You shall do as you like always.”
They were on the highway by this time; a
waggon overtook them, and then went on at a foot
pace just in advance.
Vashti seemed to walk with intentional swiftness.
“Vashti,” he whispered, “don’t walk so fast. Let
those people get out of sight.”
“We must go on,” she said.
Sidney thought this touch of shyness adorable in
her who was so self-poised, yet he protested with
zeal. Do men always try to destroy what they
admire?
Suddenly Vashti bethought herself that an extra
rivet was never amiss when one wanted bonds to
hold, so with a sigh as of timorous yielding, she
gave him her lips again in the shadow of the porch,
and left him with a glory of happiness bedimming his
mental vision.
The house was dim-lit and silent. After the
labours of threshing-day everyone was worn out.
Lights glimmered in the bedrooms, but the living
rooms were dark.
Sidney paced up and down the little garden path
for long, feeling “caught up to heaven, yet strangely
knit to earth.”
Vashti sought her room, and pulling up the blind
looked out where Mullein meadow lay.
“A holy place!” she said to herself. “I wish I
could pile the fire to burn all three of them. ‘A
tabernacle,’ he said; I wish I might build me an
altar there and slay them on it! I don’t think even
an angel would stay my hand. ‘A sacrament’;
I wish I had the filling of their cups, wormwood
should they drink and the waters of Marah down
to the very dregs—all three!”
Her nostrils dilated like a brute’s upon traces of
the prey. In the breast of such a woman love
denied turns to gall. She paced up and down, up
and down—her rage lent expression in grotesque
gestures and evil words, words which with Vashti
Lansing’s teaching and training she was superbly
brave to use. It grew very late; her eyes were
almost wild. She took the guttering candle in one
hand and crept along the passage to Mabella’s room.
She opened the door and went in. Mabella lay
asleep, her candid face budding from the prim little
frill like a flower from its calyx. Vashti bent above
her a haggard and violent face distorted by passion.
Her eyes blazed; her lips drawn tensely back
showed the strong white teeth. She leaned over
the sleeper, her strong fingers closing and unclosing;
a long tress of her hair fell across her shoulder
suddenly and touched the dreamer’s cheek—Mabella
stirred, raised her hand half way to her cheek, murmured
with a little happy smile—“Lanty—Lan—”
her voice died away; her soft regular breathing
continued unbroken. At the sound of that name
uttered thus a dreadful purpose lighted Vashti’s
eyes. The fingers of her strong hand opened wide
and advanced themselves toward the white throat
which pulsed upon the pillow; at that moment the
guttering candle fell over. Its burning wick and
melted grease struck the hand which held it. Vashti
instinctively uttered a smothered cry and jerked
her hand; the light went out. Mabella stirred;
Vashti sped to her room and got the door closed
just as Temperance came to her door and said:
“Did anyone call?”
There was no response.
“Are you all right, Mabella?” she said, going
across the hall to Mabella’s door.
“Yes,” said Mabella sleepily. “I think I knocked
something over with my elbow and the noise woke
me up.”
“Are you all right, Vashti?”
“Yes, what is it?” answered Vashti.
“Nothin’—thought I heard a noise.”
For hours Vashti Lansing lay and trembled with
the only fear she knew; the fear of herself. How
near she had been to terrible crime, only she and
Omnipotence could know. She reflected upon
consequences and told herself that never again would
she give herself such an opportunity. At last she
sank to rest, to be tormented till dawn by a strange
vision.
It seemed to her she stood again in Mullein
meadow, within the circle of boulders, and that
slowly, slowly they closed in upon her; closer and
closer they came, narrowing about her with gradual
but horrible certainty, and at last they touched her
and held her tight, shackling her hand and foot so
that she could not move a muscle, but they did not
kill her; and whilst she was thus held all Dole defiled
before her; the villagers pointed at her with scornful
fingers and passed whispering on; her mother,
who had long been dead, passed with her father,
but they did not look at her, nor seem to know she
was there, nor did old Mr. and Mrs. Didymus who
presently joined her father and mother. Then the
scene grew brighter and she saw Temperance and
Nathan together; they shook their heads, looking
at her sadly but coldly; then a sweeter radiance
flooded the view upon which she looked, and Mabella
and Lanty with their little children about them
drew nigh her, and they spoke kindly words to her,
and put a shade over her head to keep off the sun’s
heat, and raised a cup to her lips, and one of their
children came and held up a child’s haphazard
bouquet to her nostrils that she might smell the
flowers. She tried to repulse these kindnesses; she
tried to drive Mabella and Lanty away with evil
words, but the stones pressed too tightly upon her
to admit of speech, and while she writhed thus
impotently, she looked far away where one wandered
alone; there were butterflies and birds about him,
and flowers springing about his feet, and he wore
a look of calm ineffable happiness, and, yet, it was
not the same happiness as shone upon the faces of
Lanty and Mabella which lighted the eyes of this
visioned Sidney. But in her dream Vashti did not
dwell long upon this, her thoughts reverting to the
paralyzing prison which encompassed her; and she
fought, and struggled, and strove, yet she could
not move those terrible stones, and casting her eyes
down upon herself, it gradually dawned upon her
that she could not even struggle. The terrible
wrenches and efforts she had made were but
imaginary, so tightly was she held that she could
not so much as twitch a finger. Thus the hours
passed with her.
Mabella slept sweetly and healthfully, so rapt in
love that even the baleful influence bending over her
so terribly in the night had had no power to disturb
her rest, although the gaze of even a friendly pair
of eyes so often murders sleep. Sidney slept also,
and high above the pale wastes of Mullein meadow,
the star of promise still shone, unrecking of the
presumptuous human heart which had dared to dream
its silvery splendour a pennon of hope.
CHAPTER VIII.
When Sidney opened his eyes next day it was upon
a transfigured world that he looked. A world golden
with imaginings of happiness across whose vistas
shone a white path, like the milky way in the heavens,
marking the life road to be trodden by Vashti and
himself. Cradled in a happy trance his heart knew
no apprehensions. At such a time retrospect shares
the mind almost equally with anticipation. The
glorious present is made still more glorious by comparison.
As Sidney dwelt upon his past it was borne
in upon him with peculiar force that it had been
but a curtain raiser to the real drama of his life.
He had been a popular man as a student and afterwards
also, but it seemed strange even to himself
how few real ties he would have to sever in adopting
this new life—so radically different in vocation from
any he ever dreamed of before. The fact was that
in all his friendships he had given more than he had
received. He had given liberally of that intangible
vital capital called sympathy, and he had received
but little in return. Although he had not realized
it his friendships had been only so many drains upon
his vitality. He had thought of, and for, his friends
continually; they had accorded him the tribute of
uncomprehending admiration which bears the same
relation to real sympathy as bran does to the full,
rich wheat. Thus it was that in separating himself
from these friendships he felt no wrench. Separate
from them he must. He knew that the keeping of
his promise to Vashti was utterly incompatible with
his old life; he must “come out and be separate”
from all his old associates and associations. He felt,
however, that this would be possible; possible without
sacrilege. His attitude towards religion had
always been defensive rather than offensive. He
felt deeply the pathos of the Christ drama. The
figure of the Man of Sorrows was a familiar one in
the gallery of mental portraits to which this idealist
had turned in time of trial for strength.
There was one man whose verdict upon his action
he longed to know, yet dreaded to ask. A strong
soul, untamed by sect, unshackled by formulated
belief. A man whose magnificent active human organism
was hallowed by the silver thread of mysticism.
A man whose splendid logical mind was
transcended by a subtle sense of premonition, intuition,
which led him far beyond where his reason
or his scanty learning could bear him company. A
man whose eyes looked out wistfully yet eagerly
from beneath penthouse eyebrows. A man whose
toil-roughened fingers turned reverently the pages of
books he could not read; French or German books
beyond his ken. A man in whose proper person
Sidney had always felt there was symbolled forth
the half blind, half perceptive struggle of the human
to comprehend the infinite.
What would this man think of his new vows?
This man who would have died for what the world
called his disbeliefs.
Well, Sidney told himself that his first devoir was
to Vashti and the promise made to her. He would
not delay. These thoughts bore him company till he
was in the hall. He did not know the hour, but
suddenly he was aware of a subtle, penetrating freshness
in the air. He looked out of the hall door:
the garden was dim with autumnal dew. Was it
indeed so very early?
He heard voices in the kitchen. He found there
only Mr. Lansing and Miss Tribbey.
“Is it so early?” he asked, smiling.
“For the land’s sakes! Mr. Martin!” said Temperance.
“Is that you?”
Sidney laughed aloud; there was a ring in his
voice which made Temperance regard him.
“I have been awake for ages,” he said; “so here
I am.”
Temperance remembered certain days in the past
when she had been wont to awaken ere the first
bird sang in the dark. These were the days when
Nathan, a hobbledehoy, too bashful to woo her in
daylight, used to waylay her in the lane when she
took the cows back to the field, and stand with his
arm about her in the dusk.
Temperance rubbed her eyes.
“The morning sun do dazzle,” she said, giving
unsought explanation of the moisture in her eyes.
“Better set right down and have breakfast,” said
old Mr. Lansing. “The young folks is turrible lazy,
it seems to me, nowadays.”
“Oh, not all of them,” said Sidney. “Look at
Temperance.”
Old Lansing chuckled delightedly.
“Nathan Peck had better look out, Temp’rins; I
allus did say you had a way with the men.”
Temperance tossed her head, well pleased.
“Will you have your eggs fried or biled?” she
asked Sidney, the blush upon her gaunt cheek
giving her a sadly sweet look of girlhood.
Old Lansing finished his breakfast and pushed
back his chair.
“You’ll excuse me,” he said, “but I’ve been up
since cock-crow, and I hav’n’t done a blessed thing
but water the cows. The men are in the barn now
waiting. Temp’rins ’ll give you breakfast. I’ll
warrant the girls will be surprised when they get
down. Lazy critturs! Temp’rins, why don’t you
wake ’em up?”
“O sakes! Let ’em sleep,” said Temperance; “in
a few more years they’ll wake fast enough o’ their
own accord. Laws! I kin mind when I’d have slep’
all day if they’d let me be.”
In this homely sentence lay the secret of Temperance’s
influence. This gaunt old maid never
forgot the workings of her own youth. Indeed now
that it was past she acknowledged its weaknesses
very frankly, and this reminiscence made her very
lenient towards young people.
Old Mr. Lansing departed for the barn, and Sidney,
filled with impatience to see Vashti, paced up and
down the kitchen.
Temperance brought the eggs and sat down beside
the tray, looking at him with a sort of pitiful sympathy
in her keen eyes.
Sidney essayed to begin his breakfast; a smile
twitching the corners of his sensitive mouth.
Temperance watched him.
At length he laid down his knife and looked at her.
A subtle atmosphere of sympathy made him confident
and expansive.
“I say, Temperance,” he said, “I was never so
happy in all my life. You don’t mind my talking
to you about it, do you? I’m so happy that—oh,
Temperance.”
It was a boyish conclusion; he looked at the gaunt
country woman; her hands worked nervously; she
looked as if she felt the emotion which made him
ineloquent.
“You have seen—you are pleased?” he continued
in haphazard fashion.
“Bless your soul, Sidney,” burst out Miss Tribbey,
forgetting to be formal, “I’m pleased if so be you’re
happy. I ain’t very religious. I expect I have a
worldly heart. I’m like Martha in the Bible, allus
looking after cooking and sich, but I’ve said to my
Nathan heaps o’ times, ‘He’s a blessing,’ I said, ‘to
have in the house,’ and I mean it. My soul! I only
hope Vashti ’ll come up to your expectation.”
“Ah,” said Sidney, “there’s no doubt of that. She’s
perfect.”
Miss Tribbey’s mouth half opened, then shut resolutely.
She had her own standard of perfection, but
she had too much sense to deprecate the lover’s fond
extravagance.
“I’m perfectly content,” said Sidney, “perfectly.”
Miss Tribbey grew very white.
“Don’t say that,” she said earnestly, “don’t; no
good ever came of sich a boast. It’s terrible dangerous
t’ say you are perfectly content. I never
knew good to come of it—never.”
“But I am,” said Sidney, feeling happy enough to
challenge the powers of evil en masse.
“Listen,” said Temperance gravely, “don’t say
that. ’Taint meant for mortal man to be content.
’Taint intended. What would make us work for
Heaven if we was perfectly content here? No, don’t
say it. I’ve known one or two people that thought
themselves perfectly content, and how soon they was
brought down! There was Mrs. Winder. Has anyone
told you about Mrs. Winder?”
“No,” said Sidney, “but I know her by sight.
She’s got a stern face.”
“Starn! You’d be starn-looking too if you’d come
through what Sal Winder has. First she married
Joshua Winder; he was a bad lot if ever there was
one, and after they’d been married ten years and
had four children, what does he do but up and run
away with a bound girl at Mr. Phillipses, a red-cheeked,
bold-faced critter she was. Well, Sal never
said nothin’. She was left with a mortgage and the
four children and a roof that leaked. I don’t s’pose
anyone ever knowed the shifts Sal was put to to
bring up them young ones and work that place and
make both ends meet and keep the roof of the old
house from falling in. Mebbe you’ve remarked the
old house? It’s got a white rosebush by the door,
and blue ragged-sailors in the yard, and the pile
of bricks beyond was once a smoke house. She had
all her hams and bacon stole one year to make things
easier for her. Well, her oldest boy was the most
remarkable young one that Dole ever see. Joshua
his name was, after his father, but that’s all the
likeness there was between the two of them. That
boy was jist grit and goodness clean through! And
the way he helped his mother! There wasn’t a foot
of that old place they didn’t work, and prices were
good then, and in about six years Sal got the mortgage
paid. She gave a dollar to the plate in church
the next Sunday. Some held ’twas done to show off,
but Sal wasn’t that stripe of woman. ’Twas a thank-offering,
that’s what it was.
“Well, next year Sal built a barn, and the year
after the new house was begun. The house went
on slowly, for Sal wanted to pay as she went along.
Well, at last the house was built and painted real
tasty, and one day I was over there to visit a spell, and
Sal says, ‘Joshua has gone to pay the painter for
the house painting,’ she says; ‘it’s a sort of celebration
for us and we’re having ducks for supper.
I hope you’ll stay and help us celebrate.’ Then she
went on to say how good Joshua had been, which
she didn’t need to tell me, for all Dole knowed he
was perfect if ever there was a perfect son. So jest
after the lamps was lighted, in come Joshua. He
was tall and slim; he favoured Sal in his looks; he
had worked so hard ever since he was little that
his hands had a turrible knotty look like an old
man’s, and he had a sort of responsible expression
to his face. Well, we was all setting at supper and
Joshua had cut up the ducks and we was all helped,
and Sal says, ‘Now make your supper all of ye.
We’ve had a hard row to hoe, Joshua and me, but
we’ve kep’ it clear o’ weeds, and I guess we’re goin’
to have a harvest o’ peace and quiet after the
grubbin’.’ Joshua looked up at his mother, and I
never seen two people more happy to look at. Sal
was real talkative that night, and she says:
“‘Well, Temperance, I’m right glad you’re here to-night.
I’m perfectly content this night,’ she says.
The words wasn’t out of her mouth till I saw Joshua
give a shiver—like a person with a chill in his back.
“‘Have you got a chill, Joshua?’ I says, and he
laughed quite unconsarned, and he says, ‘Yes, I seem
to have the shivers.’
“Four days after that Joshua Winder lay dead
in the new house.... My! I mind how his
hands looked in his coffin. His face was young, but
his hands looked as if he’d done his heft o’ work.
No, never say you are perfectly content. It’s turrible
dangerous.”
Sidney’s sensitive heart was wrung by the homely
story.
“Oh, Temperance,” he said, “why did you tell
me that?” She looked at him as a surgeon might
regard one whom his healing lancet had pained.
“Because,” said Temperance, “because it’s a tempting
o’ Providence to say or to think you are content.
I ain’t superstitious, but I’d rather hear the bitterest
complainings as to hear anyone say that.”
“And yet,” said Sidney, “I should think the Lord
would be pleased to see people happy, each in his
own way.”
“Well,” said Temperance, modestly, “I ain’t much
on religion, Mr. Martin. I can’t argue and praise
and testify the way some can, but my experience has
been that when folks begin to think themselves and
their lives perfect and to mix up earth with heaven,
and forget which one they’re livin’ in, they’re apt
to be brought up sudden. It seems to me heaven’s
a good deal like a bit o’ sugar held in front of a
tired horse to make him pull. I guess there’s a
good many of us would lie down in the harness
if it wasn’t for that same bit of sugar; we may
look past the sugar for a while, but when we get
to a bit of stiff clay or run up against a rock we’re
mighty glad to have the sugar in front o’ us
again; but, sakes! you ain’t made no breakfast,
and there’s the girls! You’ll breakfast with—her—after
all.”
Temperance gave him an arch look and departed,
and Mabella had hardly crossed the threshold before
the sympathetic Miss Tribbey called her; when she
arrived in the back kitchen Temperance took her
by the shoulders and whispered energetically in her
ear:
“Sakes, M’bella! Don’t go where you ain’t
wanted.”
Mabella’s eyes lighted with sympathy.
“You don’t say!” she said.
Temperance nodded like a mandarin.
“It must be catching!” said Mabella. “It was
Nathan brought the infection to the house.”
“Go ’long with you,” said Temperance, and with
a very considerate clatter of dishes she made her intended
entry audible to the two people in the kitchen.
Mabella looked at Vashti eagerly—sympathetically,
but the calm, beautiful face of her cousin was as a
sealed book.
“Whatever was that noise in the night, Temperance?”
asked Vashti.
“Why, I don’t know,” said Temperance, “I was
sure I heard a noise, but I couldn’t see anything when
I got up. Did you hear anything, Mr. Martin?”
“Not I,” said Sidney, “but I was so busy with my
own thoughts that you might have fired a cannon at
my ear and I would not have heard it.” He looked
at Vashti; her down-drooped eyes were fixed upon
her plate; suddenly he exclaimed:
“What have you done to your hand? It’s
burned!”
“Yes,” she said quietly, “after I blew out my
lamp last night I knocked the chimney off. I caught
it against my side with the back of my hand, that
burned it.”
“My!” said Mabella. “I would have let it break.”
Vashti smiled, and suddenly raised her eyes to
Sidney.
“A little pain is good for me, I think. It makes
one know things are real.”
“But the reality is sometimes sweeter than the
dream,” he said, tenderly.
She let her eyes fall in maidenly manner. It was
as if she had spoken. This woman’s most ordinary
movements proclaimed the eloquence of gesture.
“You must have been up early,” said Mabella to
Sidney.
“Yes,” he said, “I was in a hurry to leave the
dream-world for the real.”
“And how do you like it?” asked Mabella, saucily.
Vashti spoke at the moment, some trivial speech,
but in her tone there was the echo of might and
right. It was as if with a wave of her hand she
brushed aside from his consideration everything, every
person, but herself.
They rose from the table together.
“Come out,” he whispered; she nodded, and soon
they were pacing together in the morning sunshine.
Mabella looked after them; turning, she saw Temperance
wiping her eyes.
“What is it?” she asked with concern.
“Nothing,” said Temperance; “nothing; I’m real
low in my spirits this morning, though why, I’m sure
I can’t say. But it’s fair touching to hear him!
There he was this morning talkin’ of her being perfect,
and sayin’ he was perfectly contented. It’s a
tempting o’ Providence. And, Mabella, there’s Vashti—she—well,
I may misjudge,” concluded Temperance
lamely. “Sakes! look at them chickings,” with which
Temperance took herself off to regulate the ways and
manners of her poultry yard. Mabella departed to
do her work light heartedly, and Vashti out in the
morning sunshine with her lover was weaving her
web more and more closely about him.
In two nights more Sidney was leaving Dole.
It was the night of the prayer meeting.
All Dole knew of his engagement to Vashti Lansing;
all knew he hoped to be the successor of old
Mr. Didymus. The old white-headed man had
spoken a few words to him telling him how happy
he was to think of his place being so filled. He
spoke of it calmly, but Sidney’s lips quivered with
emotion. Mr. Didymus said, “Wait till you’re my
age and you won’t think it sad to talk of crossing
over. Wife and I have been two lonely old people
for long now, hearkening for the Lord’s voice in the
morning and in the evening, and sometimes inclined
to say: ‘How long, oh, Lord! How long?’ We
won’t be long separated. When folks live as long
together as we have they soon follow each other.
That’s another of God’s kindnesses.”
There was in the simple old man’s speech an
actual faith and trust which brought his belief within
the vivid circle of reality.
“I will do my best,” said Sidney.
“The Lord will help you,” said the old man.
The prayer meeting was animated by thought for
Sidney. There was something in the idea of his
going forth to prepare to be their pastor which caught
the Dole heart and stirred its supine imagination.
When old Mr. Didymus prayed for him, that he
might be kept, and strengthened and guided, it was
with all the fervour of his simple piety. The intensity
of his feelings communicated itself to his
hearers. Amens were breathed deeply and solemnly
forth.
Vashti would have liked Sidney to speak.
“I cannot,” he said simply; nor was his silence
ill thought of. He was going forth; he was to be
comforted; he was the one to listen to-night whilst
they encouraged him and plead for him, and again, in
the name of the Great Sacrifice, offered up petitions
for him. The hour had come for the closing of the
meeting, when suddenly Mary Shinar’s clear, high
treble uttered the first words of one of the most
poignantly sweet hymns ever written.
“God be with you till we meet again—
May His tender care surround you,
And His Loving arm uphold you,
God be with you till we meet again.”
Every voice in the church joined in this farewell,
and then the benediction was slowly said—the old
tender, loving, apostolic benediction, and they all
streamed forth into the chill purity of the autumn
night. They shook hands with him, and he stood
among them tall and slight and pale, inexpressibly
touched by their kindliness, unexpectedly thrilled by
their display of emotion. It was only their religion
which moved these people to demonstration.
The last hand clasp was given. The lights in the
church were out, and the Lansing party took its way
homeward.
Temperance’s face and Mabella’s were both tear-stained.
Vashti’s pale beauty shone out of the dusk
with lofty quietude in every line.
Sidney looking at her felt he realized what perfection
of body and spirit meant.
A new moon was rising in the clear pale sky—the
wide fields, tufted here and there with dim blossomed
wild asters, lay sweet and calm, awaiting the
approach of night as a cradled child awaits its
mother’s kiss. Far away the tinkling lights of solitary
farm-houses shone, only serving to emphasize the
sense of solitude, here and there a tree made a
blacker shadow against the more intangible shades
of night. There was no sound of twilight birds;
no murmur of insect life.
Sidney was passing home through the heart of
the silence after a farewell visit to Lanty, who was
kept at home nursing a sick horse.
It was the night before Sidney’s departure from
the Lansing house. The summer was over and gone.
It had heaped the granaries of his heart high with
the golden grains of happiness. He walked swiftly
on, then suddenly conscious that he was walking upon
another surface than the grass, he paused and looked
about him. Around him was the tender greenness of
the newly springing grain—above him the hunters’
moon curved its silver crescent, very young yet and
shapen like a hunter’s horn. A new sweet night was
enfolding the earth, gathering the cares of the day
beneath its wings, and bringing with it as deep a
sense of hopeful peace as fell upon the earth after
the transcendent glory of the first day, and here amid
these familiar symbols of nature’s tireless beginnings
he was conscious of an exalted sense of re-birth.
He too was upon the verge of a new era.
He stood silent, gazing out into the infinity of the
twilight.
Afterwards when the pastoral mantle did fall upon
his shoulders there was a solemn laying on of hands,
a solemn reception into the ranks of those who fight
for good; but the real consecration of Sidney’s life
took place in that lonely silent field, where the furrows
had not yet merged their identity one with the other,
where the red clods were not yet hidden by the
blades. Out of the twilight a mighty finger touched
him, and ever after he bore upon his forehead almost
as a visible light the spiritual illumination which came
to him then. It was, alas, no self-comforting recognition
of a personal God. It was only the sense that
all was in accord between the Purposer and the world
he had made; but this was much to Sidney. The
man-made discord could be remedied, even as the
harsh keys may be attuned. For ever after this hour
he would give himself up to striving to bring his
fellows into accord with the beautiful world about
them.
Suddenly he felt himself alone. A speck in the
vastness of the night, a little flame flickering unseen;
but just as a sense of isolation began to fall upon
him a mellow glow gladdened his eyes—the light
from the open door of the old Lansing house. He
bent his steps towards it with a humble feeling that
he had trodden upon holy ground ere he was fitly
purified.
In after days when many perplexities pressed upon
him, he often withdrew in spirit to this twilight scene.
Of its grey shades, its dim distances, its silence, its
serenity, its ineffable purity he built for himself a
sanctuary.
Alas! In that sanctuary the God was always
veiled.
CHAPTER IX.
It was nearly two years after Sidney went forth to
prepare for the pastorate of Dole, when he stood
one morning reading and re-reading the brief words
of a telegram:
Come at once. Mr. Didymus is dying.
Vashti Lansing.
The old man had been failing fast since the
springtime.
The first April showers were quickening the earth
when one day Sally found Mrs. Didymus dead in
her chair, her Bible upon her knee, her spectacles
pushed up on her brow, her dead face turned to
where upon the wall hung a faded and discoloured
portrait of Martha.
“It won’t be long now,” Mr. Didymus had said
to Sidney upon that occasion, and Sidney felt it
would be cruel to contradict his hope.
All summer long as Sidney read Vashti’s accounts
of the old man’s fluctuating health he had thought
of the solemn gladness of the moment when the
summons should come. His loins had been girded
for months past and now he was to set forth.
He had said to Vashti in a wistful letter, “When
the hour comes be sure you send for me yourself.
Let it be your personal summons which brings me
to your side.” And now such a summons lay before
him.
He had no preparations to make. All that required
to be done could be arranged afterwards.
But, ere he set out for the new life, he had one
visit to pay. He had always promised himself that
when the hour came he would not taste of its joy
till he had gone to the man of whom he had thought
during the first gladness of his engagement.
Surely it was a curious thing that a minister of
the Gospel should seek counsel of an unlearned
agnostic. Nevertheless Sidney went confidently.
At each step he took towards his destination he
grew more and more ashamed for that he had so
long withdrawn himself from this man.
Sidney found him in his old place amid the
whirring wheels of the great factory in which he
worked. His grizzled hair was a trifle greyer, his
strong figure a little more bent; but his clear cut
mouth was as firm as ever, his eyes as wistful and
eager. They had that expression of receptiveness
which so often marks the true sage, who, very wise,
is yet always eager to learn.
Between the sliding belts Sidney encountered his
delighted gaze fixed straight upon him. The visitor
threading his way with difficulty through the maze
of machinery to where he stood with such a welcome
in his eyes that Sidney’s impulse had been to brave
the wheels and go straight.
“How I wanted to come and meet you,” said
the man, holding out a begrimed hand eagerly.
“But you know my hand must be on the lever
always.”
“Ah,” said Sidney, “I felt your welcome even
before I saw you, and when I saw you formalities
were discounted.”
The man looked at him, a shade of awe solemnizing
the gladness of his face.
“There are some things which almost frighten
one,” he said. “Do you know that all day long
I have been thinking of you, remembering the
lectures you used to give us at the Shelley Club
and wondering if I should ever, ever hear from you
again?”
“And now I am here!” said Sidney.
“Yes,” said the man, looking at him lovingly.
“And it is so good to see you.”
In the midst of his happiness Sidney remembered
to say “And how does the Shelley Club progress?
Are you president yet?” The man shifted his feet
awkwardly.
“Yes, I am,” he said.
“Ah, the right man in the right place,” said Sidney
cordially. “So the club goes on?”
“Yes, we have nineteen members now and there
are often fifty at the meetings.”
“There’s a stride!” said Sidney. “We used to
be proud of ourselves if we could say ‘we are seven,’
didn’t we? Well, I would like to hear your
addresses.”
“You have some news to give me, I am sure,”
said the man, who, during the conversation manipulated
his lever with the mechanical precision of a
man whom practice has made almost automatic.
Sidney flushed.
“Could you come out for a few minutes’ quiet
talk?” he asked.
“I shall see,” said the man, turning a knob which
arrested the wheels. He went to a man almost as
grimy as himself, but who wore a coat. Sidney
looked about him with shuddering disgust at the
surroundings.
The machinery beside him shivered with the
suppressed energy kept in check by the knob the
man had turned. It seemed to Sidney a symbol
of the eager soul of the man whom he had come
to see, prisoned by circumstances within the circumference
of petty cares, yet quivering and throbbing
with divine energy.
The man was returning pleased with the little
boon of time he had gained. The circumstances
gripped Sidney’s heart. He felt his own freedom
and ease a reproach.
The man led the way, turning down the sleeves
of his grey flannel shirt. He passed broad-shouldered
between the whizzing belts, one touch
of which meant mutilation. Sidney edged his way
gingerly after him. The spaces between the whirling
wheels seemed very narrow.
The workman led the way out into a desolate
but sunny little courtyard. A high wall enclosed
it; great heaps of packing cases filled one corner;
a freight car, run in upon a little row of rails, stood
just within the gate.
“Sit down,” said the man, waving Sidney to a
place upon a pile of boards. It struck Sidney that
there was a sense of luxury in the way in which
he let his frame relax; it was an unaccustomed treat,
evidently, these few moments stolen in the midst
of the sunshiny forenoon.
“Now for your news,” said the man. “Is it about
yourself?”
“Yes,” said Sidney, “and it will surprise you
greatly. I am about to become, in fact already am,
a Minister.”
“Of what—to whom—where?” asked the man.
“A preacher of the Christian gospel,” said Sidney.
“To a pious little community in the New England
hills.”
There was silence for a moment. The whirr of
the wheels came to them, they heard a postman’s
whistle in the street outside and the chirping of some
sparrows which fluttered about the empty car.
“You are disappointed,” said Sidney; “you disapprove,
but——”
The man raised his hand.
“It’s for a woman, I suppose,” he said. “Would
nothing satisfy her but your soul?”
“Oh,” cried Sidney, “I will do my duty by them.
I will preach the truth to them. They shall know
how noble and lovely life may be. They shall be
shown what real beauty is, and told that righteousness
for righteousness’ sake is the highest good.”
His friend sat silent still; Sidney looked at him
almost pleadingly, and saw that his eyes were blurred
by tears.
“Listen,” he said to Sidney. “Give it up. You
don’t know what you are doing. It will kill you. I
know you so well. You are salving your conscience
now by good resolutions. When you see the fruitlessness
of it all you will torture yourself with
thoughts of your responsibility and what not, and
the end will be chaos.”
“Do you think I have not nearly gone mad
already?” said Sidney, growing very white. “Surely
you must guess how I have questioned my ability
to do them good. But I think the worst of that is
past now. I shall have a stay, a support, an inspiration
which will never flag. The most beautiful and
best woman in the world has promised to marry
me the day I become minister of Dole.”
“I’ve heard of the devil baiting his line with a
woman,” said the workman contemptuously, but yet
in such a manner that Sidney could not take offence.
Then he went on:—
“You say you’ll do your duty by these people,
but it’s not that I’m thinking about. It’s you.
Remember this, you are to work in the vineyard of
human nature, its soil is the shifting quicksand of
human weakness. When you feel that sucking you
down, to what will you turn? Upon what secret
source of strength can you draw? Do you think
the men who preach the Christ word in the slums
could live and eat and continue their work unless
they drew strength from some unseen reservoir? No,
a thousand times no. Of course, I think their belief
a delusion, but it is real to them, as real as the
Divinity of Truth, and Truth alone, is to me. To
preach a personal God without belief in one is to
court destruction; at any moment, by disappointment
or self-reproach, you may be thrown back
upon your own beliefs. Shall the mother whom
you have denied open her arms to you? Or shall
the personal God in whom you do not believe sustain
you? No, you will fall into the void. Sidney, give
it up.”
There was a pause.
“I will never give it up,” he said. “I have
promised that I shall devote myself to the work,
and I will. You speak as if I had denied Nature
and spat upon Truth. I have done neither. These
two things will bear me through. There was one
night in the fields—there was a new moon, and
the young grain was springing. I saw things very
clearly just then. I felt I could do good, and that
it was my bounden duty to try. Bid me good-speed.”
The workman rose. He took Sidney’s hand and
pressed it in both of his.
“I think,” he said, “no human being ever began
a hopeless course with more sincere and honest good
wishes.” As he held Sidney’s hands and looked
into the grey eyes of the younger man his own
keen eyes dimmed and grew seerlike. The look
of the visionary illumined his face.
“You will toil and strive and suffer,” he said.
“You will spend and be spent for others. You will
have griefs, but you will never realise them, for you
will be too absorbed in the sorrows of others to feel
your own. You have bound yourself to a wheel,
and until you are broken upon it, and your spirit
spilt into the bosom of the Eternal, you will never
know you have been tortured.”
A half sob arrested his speech.
“Good-bye,” he said, “good-bye!”
“Good-bye,” said Sidney, who was much moved.
So the two men parted. The one went into the
sunshine; the other back into the hot atmosphere,
where the deleterious dust was eddied into maelstroms
by the whirling wheels.
The one murmured, “Vashti, Vashti”; the other,
as he oiled the wheels and bent strenuously over
his work, thought long and sorrowfully of many
things. It chanced to be the meeting-night of the
Free Thinking Vegetarian Club, of which he was
president, and in his little speech he said much of
a man who bartered his soul for a mess of pottage.
But he told the story in such fashion that this
man seemed to shine as an unselfish hero before
their eyes, instead of as a weakling, spendthrift of
a precious heritage of independence.
Thus an author has sometimes such wholesome
charity for his villains that we love them more than
their betters.
As Sidney was borne towards Dole that day, he
relived as in a vision all the events which followed
that first haphazard visit of his. And yet, could
such a vital event be born of chance?
How well he recalled the peculiar fancy he had
had when Dr. Clement, after his visit to the country,
gave him old Mr. Lansing’s invitation.
It was as if a little bell set swinging in his father’s
boyhood had suddenly tinkled in his ear, bidding
him turn in his youth to those scenes where his
father had been a boy.
He remembered the day when dear old Temperance
first opened the door to him. He knew now
the enormity of his going direct to the front door. In
Dole only ministers and funerals went there. Sidney
never really acquired the etiquette of the Dole
doors. One has to be born in a court to properly
appreciate its etiquette.
With epicurean delay the gentle stream of his
recollections took him down the road, past Mullein
meadow (O! place of promise!), to the “unction sale,”
at Abiron Ranger’s, and then his memory leaped
the bounds, swept aside intervening incidents, and
dwelt upon the glorified vision of beautiful Vashti.
Ah! “Who ever loved that loved not at first
sight?”
Then followed his long visit with its rhythmic
lapse of happy days.
Then, the Holy Grail of her heart had been
won.
And afterwards came the long waiting. The
short visits to Dole. And now!
The marriage of Mabella and Lanty had taken
place a month or so after Sidney left Dole the first
time. Their little daughter Dorothy was more than
a year old now.
Temperance and Nathan were not yet married,
but three months before Temperance had bought a
new black cashmere dress in Brixton, and Nathan
was known to have priced a china tea set, with
gilt rosebuds in the bottoms of the cups. Dole
felt, therefore, that matters were approaching a
crisis with Temperance and Nathan.
Old Mr. Lansing had grown very frail. He had
had a stroke of paralysis, and had never been the
same man again. His eyes always had an apprehensive
look which was very painful to witness;
and strangely enough this quiet, self-contained old
man, who all his life had seemed so content with
the little village where he was born, so scornfully
unconscious of the world which fretted and throbbed
beyond its quiet boundaries, now showed a great
eagerness for word from the outside. He subscribed
to several newspapers. And when Sidney came
the old man would question him with persistent and
pathetic eagerness about the details of different
events which he had seen chronicled with big typed
headings, and Sidney found himself often sore at
heart because he knew nothing whatever about the
matter. American journalism has some grave flaws
in its excellence, and surely the hysterical lack of
all sense of proportion and perspective in presenting
the picture of the times is a deplorable thing. It
does grave and positive harm in the rural districts
where it is impossible for the people to gauge the
statements by comparison with events.
Sidney was greatly touched by the misconception
of old Mr. Lansing in regard to these things.
“Ah,” said the old man once, laying down the
paper in which he had read a grotesquely exaggerated
account of some political caucus which
was made to appear like a meeting of the national
powers, “Ah, there’s no wonder dear old Sid went
to Bosting.” He shook his head and sat with his
elbows upon his chair, looking before him into
vacancy. What fanciful vista of possibilities did
he look upon? What vague regrets beset his mind?
To Sidney this was unspeakably pitiful. This old
man with his young dreams—and it was the more
sad, inasmuch as the dreamer himself knew their
futility.
Old Lansing had always been a “forehanded”
man with his work. He had never left over one
season’s duties till another, but he had forgotten to
dream in his youth, and now he was striving in his
age to overtake the neglected harvests of his garden
of fancy.
When the train stopped at Brixton the first person
whom Sidney saw was Lanty. Lanty tall and strong,
and debonair as ever. He greeted Sidney very
heartily.
“You’ve come for keeps this time,” he said, as
he led the way to where the roan, a trifle more
sedate than formerly, stood waiting between the
shafts of a very spick-and-span buggy.
“We will go straight to the preacher’s,” said Lanty.
“I hope we’ll be in time.”
“Is he so low?”
“Dying,” said Lanty simply. He touched the roan
with the reins and it sprang forward. Sidney’s heart
fled before. The landscape upon either side stretched
dimly before his eyes. He was conscious that Lanty
was speaking to him, and he made suitable replies.
But all his mind was glamoured by one thought, for
Vashti had promised that Mr. Didymus should marry
them.
Was this then THE DAY?
They passed Lanty’s house, a square building with
heavily timbered porch, and Lanty drew rein to call
“Mabella, Mabella!” But there was no reply.
“She must have gone into Dole,” said he, and
once more they went on. Ere long they were driving
up the streets of Dole. The women stood at
the doorways with elaborate pretence of being
occupied. The men endeavoured to infuse surprise
into their recognition of Sidney, although most of
them had purposely elected to stay in the village
“choring” around the house instead of going to the
fields or the woods.
The wise wives of Dole, knowing the amiable
weakness of their husbands, had preferred special requests
that day to have work done about the house.
In Dole a man always thought he was conferring a
personal favour upon his wife if he straightened up
a leaning garden fence, mended a doorstep, or banked
up a cellar for winter. There were six cellars banked
up in Dole on the day when Sidney entered it. Upon
the spring air the odour of fresh-turned earth speaks
of new ploughed fields and fresh harvests, but in
autumn the earthy smell is chill and drear, and brings
with it a sense of mortality, a hint of the end. And
this atmosphere hung heavy over the little village as
Sidney entered it.
As the buggy drawn by the roan horse passed, the
ranks of Dole closed up. That is, each woman
crossed to her neighbour, and the men rested from
their labours to discuss the arrival.
There was one thing that never was forgotten about
Sidney’s entry—a circumstance viewed severely by
the many, leniently by the few—he wore a grey suit
of clothes. Dole murmured in its heart at this infringement
of the ministerial proprieties, but Dole
was destined to experience a succession of such
shocks, for its young and eager pastor trod often
upon the outspread skirts of its prejudices.
Sidney himself was profoundly moved as he drove
up the street, for he was entering the precincts of
his holy city. In the geography of the heart there
are many cities. There is the place where we were
born; the place of our dreams; the Rome which
under one guise or another fills the foreground of
our ambitions; and above all there is the place where
first we tasted of love, ah, that is where the Temple
Beautiful stands. And Sidney’s first and only love
had been born in Dole.
Eager eyes were watching for them from the parsonage
windows; Mabella, the habitual happiness of
her face masked and subdued by tender-hearted concern;
Mrs. Ranger, a bustling important woman of
many airs and graces, filled with a sense of her own
importance, and knowing that her every action would
be reported to Temperance Tribbey (her sworn
enemy) by Mabella; Mr. Simpson who had nursed
Mr. Didymus from the beginning; and, waiting
alone and silently in the tiny hall upstairs, Vashti
Lansing.
She saw the two men coming up the street, side
by side in the buggy, and her heart leaped up and
cried for the one who was denied her. Again an
angry gust of passion shook her as she looked. For
the one moment her decision wavered. That pale
slight man whose grey eyes were so eager, so alight
with hope and love, was nothing to her compared
to the blue-eyed, fair-haired young countryman.
Why should she condemn herself to the torture
of the continual contrast? But this way her
revenge lay, unplanned yet, but so eagerly desired.
She would surely, surely find some means to make
them feel her power when as the preacher’s wife
she was First Lady in Dole. So Vashti Lansing,
filled with Samson-like courage to wreck her enemies
at any price, slowly descended the stairs as Sidney
entered the front door. Then she went towards him.
Mabella saw them and with adroit sympathy endeavoured
to detain Mrs. Ranger in the kitchen. But
that worthy woman saw through Mabella’s artifice,
and leaving her question unanswered made for the
door which led from the kitchen into the little front
hall; whereupon Mabella deliberately placed herself
in Mrs. Ranger’s way, and animated by the courage
which springs from consciousness of a good cause,
dodged every attempt of that irate person to pass
her. Mrs. Ranger endured this as long as she could,
then, without more ado, she put out a strong arm
and brushed Mabella aside. “Take care,” she said
and passed into the hall. But Sidney had had his
greeting, and Vashti’s calm face baffled her inquiring
looks.
“I could see there had been something,” she said
in reporting the matter, “but what had happened I
don’t know.”
“My sakes,” said Mrs. Simpson, when Mrs.
Ranger told her this, “I’m sure you must have been
busy in the kitchen if you couldn’t spare time to
watch ’em meet. My soul! If Len was worth his
salt for observation he’d have kep’ his eyes open.
But sakes! Men’s that stoopid——. But with you
there I thought we’d know how things was goin’——”
“Well,” said Mrs. Ranger tartly, “you can thank
Mabella Lansing for that. First as I was going out
she ups and asks me a question. I paid no attention
to that for I knew ’twas done to hinder (them
Lansings is all in the same boat), and then when
she seen I wasn’t to be took in with that she
deliberately put herself in the way, and dodged me
back and forward till I had all I could do to keep
from giving her a good shove.”
“Well, M’bella Lansing had better look out. It’s
a bad thing to be set up. Pride goes before a fall.
And M’bella’s certainly most wonderful sure of self.
But Lanty wouldn’t be the first young chap to——.
Of course I ain’t sayin’ anything, but they do say——”
Mrs. Ranger waited eagerly to see if her friend
would commit herself to a definite statement. But
Mrs. Simpson was much too wary for that; so Mrs.
Ranger nodded her head, and pursed up her lips,
and managed to convey the impression that “she
could an’ she would” unfold a tale.
But this was some days after Sidney met Vashti
in the narrow hall of the Dole parsonage.
“I am here, Vashti,” he whispered, kissing her.
“Yes, how glad I am!” she answered simply.
“Can I speak to you just a moment, dear, before
I go to see him?”
“What is it?”
“Do you remember,” he whispered hurriedly, “that
you promised old Mr. Didymus that he should marry
us? Vashti, I have waited so long. I tremble before
the responsibility of the life I have chosen.
Strengthen me with the fulfilment of your promise
to better keep mine.”
Just then Mr. Simpson came in.
“He’s askin’ if you be come yet,” he said to
Sidney. “I—wouldn’t wait long before seein’ him
if I was you; he’s sinkin’.”
“I will come in at once,” said Sidney. Mr. Simpson
turned and re-entered the sick room.
Sidney turned to Vashti. At that moment Mrs.
Ranger, flushed and a little ruffled by her combat
with Mabella, entered the hall.
“How d’ye do, Mr. Martin?” she said, holding out
her hand. “We’d be right glad t’ see you if the
time wasn’t so sad.”
“I am pleased to see you,” said Sidney, in his
gentle genial way, shaking hands with her. She
looked from his face to Vashti’s with an almost
ridiculously eager scrutiny, but found herself baffled.
“You’d better go right in and see Mr. Didymus,”
she said. “He’s bin askin’ for you.” At this
juncture Mabella appeared, an adorably matronly
Mabella.
“How are you, Sidney?” she asked. “Mrs.
Ranger, I’m afraid your pies are burning or running
over or something, I smelt them.”
“Laws,” said that good woman, disappearing like
a shot. “Didn’t you have sense enuff to go to the
oving instead o’ coming t’ me?”
“If you want to talk,” said Mabella coolly to
Sidney and Vashti, “go into the sitting-room, and
when she comes back I’ll tell her you’ve gone in to
see Mr. Didymus.”
“You’re an angel,” said Sidney, and drew Vashti
through the doorway just as Mrs. Ranger came back
angrily.
“Them pies ain’t half cooked,” she said, “let alone
burning!”
“Well, I’m sure I thought I smelt them,” said
Mabella, “and I know you didn’t want to leave
the pie-making for Temperance to do when she came
this evening.”
“If the pies had burned I’d have made others,
depend on that,” said Mrs. Ranger. “I guess
Temp’rins Tribbey never had to do anything over
after me! I s’pose he’s gone in to see Mr. Didymus
now?”
“We may as well go,” said Mabella. “He won’t
be back for awhile likely.”
So the two went back to the kitchen, where Lanty,
after watering the roan, stood eating biscuits from
the heap upon the bake board.
“Vashti,” said Sidney, taking her in his arms, “say
yes. You know I adore you—and—Vashti, you
will——”
She looked into his eyes. For one moment a
womanly hesitation prevailed in her heart. The next
she questioned herself angrily: “Why wait, why
delay, why not begin to lay the threads of your
revenge?”
“But”—she paused and looked down. He drew
her closer.
“Darling, it is the knowledge that you are really
mine that I want. You surely do not think I would
be exacting to you? You shall come to me when
you will; say yes, dear——”
“It is so hurried—so—you are good,” she said,
with charming affectation of hesitancy.
“Send Lanty over for your father,” said Sidney,
“and Temperance and I will go in and ask Mr.
Didymus.”
“I—yes, Sidney, I will do as you wish,” she said,
then for one instant, abashed by the great glad light
in his eyes, she let fall her face upon his breast.
“And Vashti—after—you won’t keep me waiting
too long.”
She looked at him, arch rebuke in her eyes.
He reddened.
“There,” he said, “I’m spoiling it all I know. Go,
dear, and send Lanty.” She moved away a step.
He followed her swiftly and caught her to his breast
with passion.
“Tell me, Vashti,” he said, “that you love me
as I love you; tell me that life together seems the
only thing possible to you.” She put her arms about
his neck.
“I love you dearly,” she said, “I could not look
forward to life except with you.”
With those words and with the embrace of her soft
warm arms, every doubt or shadow died in Sidney’s
heart. He returned her embrace, too moved to speak,
and left her to enter the room of the dying man.
Vashti went to the kitchen door and called her
cousin.
“Lanty,” she said, “will you come a moment?”
He left Mabella and came to her.
“Come outside,” she said, “I want you to do something
for me.” Then as they got beyond Mrs.
Ranger’s hearing she continued: “I want you to go
over and fetch father and Temperance. Sidney is
bent upon being married by Mr. Didymus and—I
have consented.” There was a kind of agony in the
regard she gave Lanty. “Will you go?” she said;
her voice sounded far away to herself, and all at once
it seemed to her as if she could hear the blood rushing
through her veins, with a roaring as of mill-streams.
And Lanty, all unconscious of this, stood
smiling before her. Truly, if Vashti Lansing sinned,
she also suffered.
“It’s a capital idea,” said Lanty heartily. “You
are a lucky girl, Vashti. I’ll go at once; have you
told Mabella yet?”
The pent-up forces of Vashti’s heart leaped almost
beyond the bounds.
“Go,” she said, with a strange sweet shrillness in
her voice. “Go, at once.”
“I will, of course, I will,” said Lanty, and he suited
the action to the word. He paused an instant to
tell Mabella, and added: “You go and talk to Vashti,
she’s as nervous as you were.”
Then he departed and Vashti watched him, wondering
a little why she had been born to such a
perverse fate. As she turned from the empty distance
where he had disappeared it was to be met by
Mabella’s arms, and kisses, and congratulations, and
exclamations. Poor Mabella! All was so well
meant, and surely we would not blame her; and yet,
though a creature be worthy of death, we do not
like to see it tormented and baited. Vashti Lansing,
with her lawless will, her arrogant self-confidence, her
evil determination, was yet to be pitied that day.
The short autumnal day had drawn down to night.
Lamps twinkled from every room in the parsonage.
A great stillness brooded over the house.
The kitchen was filled with whispering women,
groups of men lingered near the house and horses
were tied here and there to the palings. The word
had gone abroad that the old man who prayed for
them so long was leaving them that night. There
would be little sleep in Dole during its hours.
“The license has come,” whispered Mabella to
Temperance, and Temperance slipped out from
among the women and found Nathan where he
loitered by the door.
Soon they were all gathered in the sick room. Old
Lansing, and Mabella, and Lanty with their baby
Dorothy in his arms, and Temperance and Nathan,
and another guest, unseen and silent, to whom they
all did reverence, who was nearer to the old clergyman
than any of them.
And in a moment the door opened, and Sidney
and Vashti came softly in, both pale, both calm.
The old clergyman looked up at them lovingly.
His face was the colour of ivory, and the spirit seemed
to shine through its imprisoning tabernacle like a light.
In few and feeble words he married them. Then
he essayed to speak a little to them, but he stumbled
and faltered, and instead of saying, “You, Vashti,”
he said “You, Martha,” and when he sought to find
Sidney’s name he could only say “Len.”
The composure of the women gave way. Mabella
buried her face in Lanty’s arm and cried unrestrainedly.
Tears streamed over Lanty’s face also.
Those words, Martha and Len, showed how lovingly,
despite his stern denial of their suit, the old man had
thought of his daughter and her sweetheart.
His voice wandered and failed. Sidney and Vashti
knelt beside the bed.
Temperance stole forward and touching them,
motioned for them to go.
As they rose the old man looked at them. A
little bewilderment flickered into his eyes.
“It’s not Martha and Len”—then his eyes cleared.
“I am going to them and the mother.” Then he
looked at Sidney, “Be thou faithful unto death,” he
said, the solemnity of the words gaining an incalculable
force from the weakness of the voice. Then
he began to murmur to himself, “I have fought the
good fight, I have finished my course.”
Dr. Harrow and Mr. Simpson entered the room,
and the others quitted it, and hardly were they gone
ere the unseen guest stole out from the shadows and
looked into the old man’s eyes. There was neither
fear nor reluctance in them, nothing but welcome,
and a trust which was transcendent; and in a few
moments the unseen guest folded the longing spirit
of the old man in a strong embrace and bore it to
where “beyond these voices there is peace.”
Thus Sidney was married. Thus the mantle of the
pastorate of Dole fell upon his shoulders.
CHAPTER X.
For six months Sidney had been minister of Dole,
and already his people adored him. Never had they
heard such sweet and winning sermons; never had
they realized the beauty and tenderness of the gospel,
never had they gone to their church with such
assurance of comfort as they did now.
As Sidney learned to know them better and better,
he was enabled to comprehend more and more fully
the narrow lives they led, the petty poverties which
afflicted them, the sore struggle it was for most of
them to make ends meet. Swayed by his great sympathy
he sought in Holy Writ for all the words of
comfort, peace, and promise. He read these passages
to them in a voice which yearned towards them from
his very heart, and then he would close the Bible
and preach to them lessons of the sweetest and purest
morality, illuminated by illustrations drawn from the
fields they tilled, from the woods, and from the varied
phenomena of natural life as it was manifested about
them; his discourses came to them with a sweet
and homelike sense of comfort. Dumbly and instinctively
they loved their barren hills and meagre
meadows with a great love, and it seemed to them
that now they were being given reasons for the love
which was in them.
If Sidney did not preach Christ he at least preached
His word—and in His spirit, and the people to whom
he preached never doubted of the chaos which was
in the soul of their teacher. Their teacher who night
and day kept their joys and sorrows in his heart.
Sidney was walking home through the powdery
snow to the parsonage when he met Temperance;
her face was set, and she was evidently in some distress
of mind. One of Sidney’s first pastoral duties
had been to marry Temperance and Nathan. They
were established in the old Lansing house, for Nathan
had rented the farm. Old Mr. Lansing lived with
them.
“Well, Temperance!” said Sidney. “It’s an age
since I’ve seen you; how’s everyone with you?”
“Oh, well,” said Temperance, “but”—looking at
him shrewdly—“it don’t seem to me that you are
over and above well yourself.”
Sidney laughed carelessly.
“Oh—I’m always well—except for the headaches,
and Vashti cures them.”
“Yes, I’ll be bound she does,” said Temperance
irascibly. “You ain’t got a mite of sense neither one
of you; them passes and performances ain’t good for
you. I don’t believe in ’em, and for a minister!
Sakes! they say you are an angel in the village;
take care you don’t get to be one.”
“Then you have your doubts about my being
angelic?” said Sidney laughing.
Temperance coloured, but did not give way.
“Men’s men,” she said; “only some of them are
better nor others,” then she paused and grew grave
and troubled again.
“You’ve something worrying you,” said Sidney
kindly; “what is it?”
“Well,” said Temperance, “I don’t know if I’m
over anxious or not, but—have you heard anything
about Lanty lately?”
“Yes, I did,” admitted Sidney, “and I was terribly
sorry to hear it. Do you suppose it can be true?”
“I don’t want to believe it,” said Temperance, two
bright spots burning on her cheeks; “but—but—well—Nathan
was over at Brixton to-day, and Lanty
was there, and he was—not himself.”
“Oh, poor Mabella!” said Sidney; “I’m so sorry.
I never dreamt it could be true. What can be
done?”
“Nothing—that I know of,” said Temperance.
“M’bella’s close as wax and quite right too, but
she’s got a worried look; I can see through M’bella,
and as for Lanty, well—it would be a pretty brave
one that would speak to Lanty—he has a look!”
Sidney was in truth more distressed than he could
say. That Lanty, bold, bright, honest-hearted Lanty
should give way to intemperance was grievous.
Sidney had always entertained a great admiration
for the young countryman, who was indeed almost
the antithesis of Sidney. The simplicity of his
nature was very charming to this supra-sensitive man
who scourged his own soul with introspective inquisition.
Lanty’s calm and careless acceptance of the
facts of life, without question as to why and wherefore,
his happy life of work with his wife and child,
seemed to Sidney something to be admired as very
wholesome, if not envied as being very desirable.
That he should imperil this happiness seemed most
tragic to Sidney.
After he parted from Temperance he walked slowly
on.
It was true; Lanty had “a look.” His bold eyes
which had once looked so fearlessly into all the eyes
they met had now changed a little. There was a
kind of piteous challenge in them as of one who
should say to his fellows “accuse me if you dare.”
Alas, over-eager denial is often an admission of guilt.
The tongues had been hissing his name from house
to house for long in Dole, and gradually the conviction
spread that Lanty Lansing was drinking much
and often—and it was true.
It was the direct result of his popularity. He had
been going very often to Brixton during the past
year, and there he had fallen in with a set of men
who drank a great deal; the country lawyers, an
old toper of a doctor, a banker and two or three
idle men who spent their time in the back rooms
of their friends’ offices. Mixed up with this set
Lanty did his drinking unseen; but, alas! the effects
were very visible. But strange to say up to this time
not one of the Dole worthies had seen him drunk.
It would seem that even chance was constrained
to aid Mabella Lansing in the really heroic efforts she
made to hide her degradation from the censorious
little world about her. That she and her husband
were in any sense divisible she never dreamed. Her
comprehension of the unity of marriage forbade that.
That Lanty could sin apart from her, or be judged
apart from her, or condemned apart from her never
occurred to her simple loyal mind. As for turning
upon his delinquencies the search-light of her
righteousness; or posing as a martyr and bespeaking
the pity of her friends as so many modern wives do—well,
she had none of that treachery in her. She
suffered all his repentances in her own proper person
and without the anæsthetic poison which sometimes
numbed him to the pain of his regrets.
At this time Mabella’s little child was a source
of ineffable strength and solace to its mother. Its
yellow head, so like Lanty’s own, brightened the days
he was making so dark. Mabella, grown afraid to
look at the future, spent many hours in contemplating
her baby. Its eyes—like bits of the blue heaven;
the tiny feet whose soles were yet all uncalloused
by the stones of life; the clinging hands which had
as yet let fall no joy, nor grasped any thorns—these
were joys unspeakable to this mother as they have
been to so many. Truly “heaven lies about us in
our infancy,” and now and then from the celestial
atmosphere about this child a warm sense of peace, a
saving thrill of hope, reached out to the mother’s
heart. O wonderful woman heart, which, like the
wholesome maple, gives forth the more sweetness
the more it is pierced!
Her neighbours took up the habit of visiting her
frequently. Going early and staying late, with the
laudable intention of forcing themselves into a confidence
denied them.
To see Lanty pass to Brixton was a signal to
start to his house, there to talk to Mabella until
such time as Lanty returned; and poor Mabella, all
her old-fashioned wifely fidelity up in arms, talked
to them bravely. They had sharp ears these mothers
in Israel, but not so sharp as to outstrip Mabella’s
love-quickened senses.
When Lanty came back she heard his horse afar—before
he came to the fork in the road even—and
making some simple excuse to her visitor, she
would speed out at the back door, see him, know
if all was well. If his gait was unsteady and his
blue eyes dazed, she would persuade him to go
quietly up the back way. Happily at such times he
was like wax in her hands. Then she would return
to her visitor with some little lie about straying
turkeys or depredating cows.
Oh, Eternal Spirit of Truth! Are not these lies
writ in letters of gold for our instruction amid the
most sacred precepts?
Once indeed Lanty did come into the room where
Mrs. Simpson sat. His eyes were blurred; he swayed
a little and asked loudly for the baby.
“I will find her,” said Mabella quietly, though her
heart sickened within her, and rising she led him from
the room.
“Lanty, dear, you’ll go upstairs and lie down?”
He looked at her white face; the truth gradually
struggling in upon him; without a word he turned
and crept up the back stairs like a beaten dog going
to hide.
Mabella returned to the sitting-room taking her
baby with her; she felt that she needed some fount
of strength whilst encountering Mrs. Simpson’s talk.
When she entered, Mrs. Simpson greeted her with an
indescribable pantomime of pursed-up lips, doleful
eyes, uplifted hands and lugubrious shakes of the
head. Even Mrs. Simpson dared not seek in words
to break down Mabella’s reticence, so baffling and
forbidding was its wifely dignity.
“Are you not feeling well, Mrs. Simpson?” she
asked. “Are you in pain?”
Mrs. Simpson arrested her pantomime with a jerk,
and sitting very erect, quivering with righteous wrath
and excitement over the exclusive information she
possessed, she said:
“I’m real well—I am. I only thought—but I guess
I’m keeping you; p’raps you’ve got other things to
do. Isn’t Lanty needin’ you?”
“No,” said Mabella, “Lanty is not needing me.
What made you think that? And I hope you’ll stay
to tea. I’ve just put the kettle forward.”
“No—I can’t stay,” said Mrs. Simpson. “I only
came to visit for a while and I’ve stayed and stayed.”
Mrs. Simpson had at the moment but one desire on
earth, which was to spread the news of Lanty’s
fall.
“I sort o’ promised to visit Mrs. Ranger this week.
I’ve visited a long spell with you now. I guess I’ll
be going on. My! How like her father that young
one do grow!”
“Yes, doesn’t she?” said Mabella, and the gladness
in her voice was unfeigned.
Mrs. Simpson took the goose quill out of her
apron band, in which her knitting needle rested, and
measured the stocking she was knitting with her
second finger.
“Well!” she said, “I declare I’ve done a full half
finger sence I been settin’ here! This is my visitin’
knittin’. I hain’t done a loop in this stockin’ but
what’s been done in the neighbours’. I cast it on up
to Vashti’s. My soul! I never can come to callin’
her nothing but Vashti, if she be the minister’s wife!
I cast it on up there, and the preacher he was real
took up with the three colours of yarn being used
at once. He sez, sez he: ‘Why, Mrs. Simpson, you’re
all three fates in one: you have the three threads in
your own hands.’ Then he said to Vashti,
‘That would be fittin’ work for you, Vashti.’ Well,
I knowed Vashti could never manoover them three
threads at once, but I didn’t say nothin’, bein’ as I
thought he was took up with the stockin’ and wanted
Vashti to make him some. Then he told about some
woman named Penellepper that was great on knittin’.
The only girl I ever knowed by that name was
Penellepper Shinar, and she certingly was a great
knitter; she used to knit herself open-work white-thread
stockings. Well, she came to a fine end
with her vanities! I wonder if ’twas her Mr. Martin
meant? Folks did say she was living gay in Boston,
though ’twas said too that she went fur west
somewheres and school-teached. Suz! It would be
queer if ’twas her Mr. Martin meant!”
“Mr. Martin gets all those stories out of old books,
in learned tongues,” said Mabella simply. “When he
stayed at the farm he used to tell us all sorts of
stories.”
“Women in books is mostly bad ’uns,” said Mrs.
Simpson, by this time arrayed in the old crêpe bonnet
which had been bought as mourning for Len, and
which she now wore as second best. “That holds
good even to the Bible and the newspapers. And
as for a preacher mixing himself up with them, I
don’t hold with it. But being that they’re mostly
dead it don’t matter so much, and judging from all
accounts they was good riddance when they died.”
What a requiem over the “dear dead women” to
whom so many songs have been sung!
“How that scented geranium grows! It beats all,”
said Mrs. Simpson, as Mabella escorted her to the
garden gate. For anyone to have let a visitor depart
alone from the doorstep would have been a scandal
in Dole.
“Won’t you have a slip?” said Mabella, setting
down Dorothy and bending over the plant. “It’s
apple scented; Lanty bought it off a pedler’s
waggon over in Brixton in the spring; it has grown
wonderfully.”
She broke off a branch, ran for a bit of paper,
put a little ball of earth round the stem, wrapped it
up and gave it to Mrs. Simpson.
“Well, it’s real generous of you to break it,
Mabella; but you know the proverb, ‘A shared loaf
lasts long.’”
“Yes, it’s true I’m sure,” said Mabella.
She accompanied Mrs. Simpson to the gate and
held up the baby to wave good-bye.
And Mrs. Simpson sped down the road with the
fleetness of foot which betokens the news bringer.
She turned at the fork in the road and looked
back at the square house against its background of
trees. Mabella was still at the gate with the yellow-headed
baby.
“Well,” said Mrs. Simpson to herself, “them Lansings
is certainly most tormented proud! Sich pretences!
And would I stay to tea! My! I wonder
Mabella Lansing can look a body in the face.
Gracious! She must think we’re a set of dumbheads,
if she thinks every soul in Dole can’t see how things
is goin’ with Lanty. It’s the drinkin’ uncle coming
out clear in him that’s sure.”
Mrs. Simpson arrived at her friend’s house in ample
time for tea, and under the stimulus of excitement
made an excellent repast.
Without criticism upon the Dole people it must be
admitted that a scandal in their midst, such as this,
had much the same exhilaration about it for them
that a camp meeting had.
Mrs. Simpson and Mrs. Ranger talked over all the
ins and outs of the Lansing family history. It was
all equally well known to each, but after all, it is
an absorbing and amusing thing to rake over well-hoed
ground.
Public opinion had long since been pronounced
upon the events which these two worthy women
cited, not only that, but the grist of diverse opinions
had been winnowed by the winds of time till only
the grain of public decision was left.
So that when Mrs. Simpson expressed her opinion
emphatically in regard to any point, she knew Mrs.
Ranger would agree with her, and knowing every link
in the chain of events, knew exactly what would be
suggested to the other’s memory by her own remark.
But it is a great mistake to think these conversations
devoid of mental stimulus. It required
great adroitness to prevent the other person from
seizing upon the most dramatic situations and making
them hers.
Then, too, though this was an unholy thing, there
was always the odd chance that an opinion, differing
from that pigeon-holed in the Dole memory as correct,
might be advanced. In this case it was one’s
bounden duty to strive by analogy, illustration, and
rhetoric, to bring the sinner back to the fold of the
majority.
Nor must it be supposed that history handed
down thus, crystallized. The light and shadows
were for ever shifting, and when any new
incident occurred the other cogent incidents
in the chain were instantly magnified and
dilated upon, and for the time being stood
forward boldly in the foreground of the pedigree
under consideration, remaining the salient points until
such time as some new event shed lustre upon
another set of incidents.
In view of the sensation of the moment, the
“drunken uncle” loomed like an ominous spectre
across the long vistas of the Lansing genealogy. For
the moment he was regarded as the direct progenitor
of all the Lansings, although he had died unmarried
fifty years before Lanty’s birth.
Mrs. Simpson added another half finger to her
fateful stocking, with its triune thread, ere she quitted
Mrs. Ranger’s that night.
“Well, I declare,” she said, as she stood on the
step in the greyness of the falling night. “I declare!
I most forgot the slip Mabella gave me. It’s on the
bed where my bunnit was,” she added to little Jimmy
Ranger, who went in search of it. “It’s real rare
that geranium is, apple scented—smell,” breaking
off a leaf, pinching it, and holding it under Mrs.
Ranger’s nose. “Come up as soon as you can,” she
added, descending the two steps.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Ranger, “we’re going to Brixton
for the blankets that have been spun of last year’s
wool, next week, and p’raps we’ll drop in on the
way home.”
“Do,” said Mrs. Simpson, “and you kin stay supper
and visit a spell; our cider’ll be made by then.
Len’s been over to the cooper about the mill this
week. But if you should hear anything in the meantime,
jest put on your bunnit and come acrost the
fields neighbourly.”
“Yes, I will,” said Mrs. Ranger; “I guess things
is comin’ to a head; I wouldn’t be surprised any
day——”
There was a long pause.
“Nor Me,” said Mrs. Simpson emphatically.
“Good night.”
“Good night. It gets dark real soon now.”
“Yes, there’s quite a tang to the air to-night. It’ll
be frost in no time.”
“Well,” soliloquized Mrs. Simpson, as she betook
herself home, “Liz Ranger thinks just the same’s I
do; that’s evident. My sakes! How Mabella Lansing
can go through with it is more’n I can figure.”
“It’s terrible!” said Mrs. Ranger, going back leisurely
to the house. “It’s downright terrible. I
guess Lanty went on awful to-day. Mrs. Simpson
is jest full of it, but sakes! I should think she’d
kind of talk low of drinkin’ and sich, remembering
her own Len. He was a rip, Len Simpson was, if
ever there was one! But that don’t seem to be a
bridle on Gert Simpson’s tongue. It’s enough to
bring a jidgment on her, the way she talks. I
wonder how Temp’rins Peck ’ll like Lanty’s goin’s
on?”
These reflections of Mrs. Ranger’s upon Mrs. Simpson
were no doubt edifying, but certainly she had
carried on the conversation with quite as great a
gusto as Mrs. Simpson. And if she had not enjoyed
it as much it was only because Mrs. Simpson, being
a redoubtable conversationalist, had filched the finest
morsels of the retrospective talk for herself, it was
therefore probably more a sense of wounded amour
propre than genuine condemnation of Mrs. Simpson
which led her to criticize the latter’s conversational
methods.
Mrs. Ranger had an uneasy and unsatisfactory idea
that she had merely given Mrs. Simpson her cues.
Mabella made strong coffee that night for supper
instead of tea. She dressed Dorothy in the beribboned
dress that Sidney had sent from Boston.
She talked cheerily and brightly to her husband.
She rose from her place and came round with his
cup and put it beside him, letting one hand fall with
a passing but loving touch upon his shoulder as she
did so. But she did not look at his face once during
all the time of supper. She dreaded to see the crown
of shame upon the brow of her king. For herein
again Mabella showed the steadfastness of her
adherence to her husband. She suffered because he
suffered. It was not the fear of the scandal that
would arise, it was not the thought of her own
probable future which stung her to the heart,
although these thoughts were both bitter as wormwood.
It was the knowledge that Lanty, her Lanty, who
was her guide, her everything, was ashamed. It
was the harm he was doing himself that she deplored,
not the reflection of his behaviour upon herself.
How many the women who proclaim their own
patience and their husbands’ shortcomings upon the
housetops think of this? Not long since a certain
woman, bediamonded and prosperous, was demanding
sympathy from her dear half-dozen friends, recounting
to them the derelictions of her husband.
“There’s only one comfort,” she said; “after every
break he makes, he always gives me a handsome
present. That’s always something.” Yet we wonder
that there are cynics!
There was no word spoken between Lanty and
Mabella in reference to the afternoon. But that night
in the darkness Lanty suddenly drew her into his
arms.
She laid her cheek against his; both faces were
wet with tears.
There was poignant apology made and free, full
loving pardon given all in that instant.
And Mabella wept out her pain on his breast.
But the shame and bitterness and self-contempt ate
into Lanty’s heart like a venomous canker....
All this had been in the late autumn, just after
the death of old Mr. Didymus, and now it was
spring, and all through the winter Mabella had
suffered, and hoped, and prayed, and despaired, and
now it had come to this that Nathan had seen Lanty
intoxicated in Brixton!
Sidney went back to the parsonage sorely troubled
at heart. Vashti stood in the doorway.
Her beauty struck him freshly and vividly. It was
his whim that she should dress in rich and beautiful
stuffs, and Vashti was quite willing to subscribe to
it. Dole groaned in spirit at the spectacle of its
minister’s wife in such worldly garb as she wore, but
Dole would have borne much at Sidney’s hands.
To-day she was clothed in a softly draped house-gown
of Persian colouring, bound by a great cord
girdle about her waist; it fell in long classic lines
to her feet. Vashti’s face had gained in majesty and
strength since her marriage. She was thinner, but
that, instead of making against her beauty, raised
it to a higher plane. There was a certain luxuriousness
in her temperament which made her rejoice in
the beautiful things with which Sidney surrounded
her. She felt instinctively that she gained in forcefulness
and in individuality from her setting. And,
indeed, she fitted in well amid the beautiful pictures
and hangings with which Sidney had adorned the
enlarged parsonage. She had always seemed too
stately, too queenly, for her commonplace calicoes
and cashmeres. Her mien and stature had made her
surroundings seem poor and inadequate. But in this
gem of a house she shone like a jewel fitly set.
Sidney had had his own way about the primary
arrangements, and had installed a strong working
woman in the kitchen with Sally, the ex-native of
Blueberry Alley, as her under-study.
Vashti was perfectly content with this, and, whilst
she knew all Dole was whispering about her, held
upon her way undisturbed. She had developed, to
Sidney’s intense joy, a very decided taste in the
matter of books. Her mind was precisely of the
calibre to take on a quick and brilliant polish. She
read assiduously, and her perceptions were wonderfully
acute.
Her beginnings in literary appreciation were not
those of a weakling. Her mental powers were of
such order that from the first she assimilated and
digested the strong, rich food of the English classics.
She delighted in verse or prose which depicted the
conflict of passion and will, of circumstances and
human determination. Alas, her education only made
her more determined to gain her purpose, more contemptuous
of the obstacles which opposed her.
And yet, if her purpose had not been of the most
steadfast, she might well have been discouraged.
Lanty and Mabella seemed so securely happy.
Vashti was, however, gaining an ascendency over
her husband which almost puzzled herself. She had
no comprehension whatever of the nature of the
power by which she was enabled to cause a deep
mesmeric sleep to fall upon him. Nor did she understand
in the least how gradually but surely she was
disintegrating his will. When his headaches came on
now half a dozen gestures of her waving hands were
sufficient to induce the hypnoses which brought him
forgetfulness. Ignorant of the potency of suggestion
she often stood watching him whilst he slept, feeling
within her the striving of her dominant will, as of an
imprisoned spirit striving to burst the confining bars.
“Come into the study,” said Sidney, as he reached
her side. “I have some very bad news.”
“My father?” she said.
“No, Lanty.” She blanched to the tint of the
powdery snow. Together they went to the study,
and he told her.
Her breath came quickly.
Was the longed-for opportunity to be given into
her hands at last?
With all her mental activity she could not yet
guess how Lanty’s decadence might yield her the
opportunity she craved.
But the position of affairs had seemed so barren
of hope for her that any change seemed to make
revenge more near.
So the evil in her leaped and strove upward like
a flame given fresh fuel and freer air.
CHAPTER XI.
The fragrant pink arbutus had replaced the snow-wreaths
upon the hillsides, the downy whorls of the
first fern fronds were pushing through the dark-brown
leaves, the fragile hepaticas had opened their
sweet eyes wide, when one morning Sidney took
the sloping path which led up the hill overlooking
Dole.
His face was pale and drawn, his grey eyes half
distraught, his slender, nervous hands clinched as
if to hold fast to some strand of hope, some last
remnant of courage, some crumb of consolation for
that moment when his soul, utterly bereft, should
cry aloud in desolation.
Sidney Martin preached to his people sweet and
wholesome sermons, instinct with the hopefulness
and charity of one who believes that, “all things
work together for good,” and that “the mute beyond
is just,” but in his own soul was chaos.
Always sensible of his personal responsibility
towards his fellows, he had now become almost
morbid upon the subject.
The old workman had known Sidney better than
Sidney had known himself, and his prophecies were
being fulfilled.
Happy as Sidney was in his husbandhood, yet the
possession of Vashti was not a narcotic strong enough
to stupefy his keen spiritual nature.
Every Sunday before he entered the pulpit he
endured a Gethsemane; every time he quitted it
he sought the faces of his people yearningly, pitiably,
eager to be assured that his words had comforted
them.
He spent all his time thinking of and for them,
and he had won closer to their hearts than he
guessed. They gave him confidences which had
been withheld from their fellows for years, and thus
let in to the closed chambers in their humble lives,
he was able to justify himself to Vashti for the very
lenient way in which he looked upon their lapses.
He sometimes wondered that their common experiences
of poverty and effort did not make them
more considerate in their judgments upon each
other. But they found in him always a merciful
judge. He visited their homes, he knew their hopes
and fears, he appreciated the pathos of their narrow
ambitions, at which a less great-hearted man might
have laughed.
He went into the little school-house frequently,
and strove in simple words to awaken the children
to the beauty about them, to the possibilities of life.
He had great hopes of the children. Already he had
singled out several whom he thought might make
scholars. He promised himself that they should be
given the opportunity.
He had been going to the school that morning
when a little incident occurred which awakened all
his most poignant doubts of himself, and the
righteousness of his ministry.
Passing by the school-playground, he had seen
some evil words chalked up in a school-boy hand
upon the board fence. It was like a blow in the
face to Sidney—so eager to instil the doctrines of
sweetness and light into these children. Why, O
why had that boyish hand traced the symbols to
form that evil idea? It was as if a clear spring
should suddenly cast up mud instead of water.
Sidney effaced the words, but turned away from
the school. The whole morning was poisoned for
him. Poor Sidney! Doubtless he was supra-sensitive,
and yet—why had not the boy chosen
some sweet and beautiful words to write upon that
sunny spring morning? Surely they would have
been more in keeping with the whole world as the
boy’s eyes saw it?
We may smile at Sidney as he agonizes alone
upon the hill, but it was by such vigils as these
that he won so close to the heart of the God in
whom he had no belief.
Sidney wandered about in the woods upon the
hillside till gradually some little of the peace of
the day entered into his spirit. He gathered a
bunch of arbutus to take home to Vashti. He
encountered no one upon the return journey but
Mr. Simpson, who “passed the time of day” with
the minister, as he said afterwards, and then proceeded
to try to draw him out regarding Lanty.
It was very easy for Sidney to parry old Mr.
Simpson’s queries, but they made him very uneasy
nevertheless.
Vashti whitened as Sidney related the circumstances
to her.
Could there be anything new? she wondered.
Sidney had one of his intense headaches, and, after
the mid-day meal, Vashti proposed to give him ease
from it by putting him into a sleep.
“You are my good angel, Vashti,” he said, catching
her fingers as she made the first pass across his
forehead, and kissing them one by one. She looked
down at him, for he lay upon the green leather couch
in the study, and smiled almost tenderly. His continual
sweetness of temper, his unselfishness, his
thoughtfulness, and, above all, his great adoration
for her had touched her greatly since their marriage.
She was too keen an observer, too clever a woman,
not to recognize that this man was head and
shoulders above the men she had known. She had
moments when she was enraged against herself for
loving Lanty instead of her husband, but yet her
heart never wavered in its allegiance to her yellow-haired
cousin. There was something in his magnificent
physique, his superabundant energy, his
almost arrogant virility, which appealed to her.
Beneath that calm, pale face of hers were strong
passions, sleeping, but stirring in their sleep at the
voice which did not call them.
Sidney, or Sidney’s welfare, would never weigh
with her a featherweight if balanced against a
chance of winning Lanty from her cousin, or of
revenging herself upon them both, yet there were
times when she wished that it had been any other
man than Sidney who was bound to her.
“It is you who are good,” she said. “The village
people think you are a saint.”
“Vashti,” said Sidney, wistfully. “Do you think
I do them good?”
“Indeed, yes,” said Vashti, “just think how they
turn out to church. It’s something wonderful.”
Sidney’s eyes lighted up with delight of her praise.
“Oh, Vashti!” he said, “I am so glad. I often
wonder if you are satisfied with my work. You
know it was you who ordained me to the priesthood.”
A slow colour stole into her cheeks. She waved
her hands soothingly above his brow, then posing
two fingers upon his temples where the pain was,
said gently but imperatively, “Sleep, sleep,” and
almost immediately, with her name upon his lips,
he closed his eyes and fell into a deep slumber.
She leaned back in her chair and looked about
the room, so manifestly the sanctum of a man of
taste. The bookshelves which extended round and
round the room to the height of a man’s shoulder,
were filled with books uniformly bound in dark
green leather.
This was a miracle in Dole, and Sally was wont
to dilate upon the astonishing circumstance, and
marvel that Mr. Martin could find the one he wanted
among so many all alike. The mere fact of the
titles being different did not appeal to Sally.
Above the bookshelves, against a soft harmonious
background, were beautiful etchings from the
paintings Sidney loved. Millet’s peasants, Burne-Jones’
beautiful women, Meissonier’s cavaliers,
Rossetti’s “Beata Beatrix.” Upon the top of the
bookshelves were two exquisite marbles, the winged
Victory of Samothrace, and the Venus de Milo, and
one bronze—the famous wing-footed Mercury,
slender, lithe, and seeming ever to sweep on with
the messages of the gods.
Vashti sat long there, then she remembered that
it was the day of the sewing circle. The meeting
was at the house of Mrs. Winder that day.
Vashti rose and left the room; she put on her
hat, paused to look at herself in her glass, and
smiled to think of how the women would whisper,
when her back was turned, about her Boston gown
and her modish hat.
Vashti rather liked to amaze her fellow-women.
With all her strength of mind there was much
femininity about her, and when it came to prodding
up other women she was an adept.
As she passed the open study door she paused
and looked in where her husband lay, sunk in the
unconsciousness of a hypnotic sleep. For a moment
she had a great desire to awaken him, but still
softened by unwonted tenderness, she refrained from
doing so. Vashti liked not only to parade her Boston
finery before the sewing circle, but also her husband.
After all, being the minister’s wife in Dole had
charms.
“If I had only told him to come for me,” she
said regretfully. “I wish he would, at five o’clock.
I’ve a mind to wake him up and ask him.” She
hesitated. The light slanted in across Sidney’s face,
its pallor shone out startlingly.
She turned away and ere long was nearing Mrs.
Winder’s. She walked slowly up the path to the
front door. Sidney often forgot that it was one of
the preacher’s privileges to do this, but Vashti
always remembered what was fitting; besides, she
knew the window of the sitting-room commanded
the little path, and she thought the sewing circle
might just as well be edified by her progress from
the gate as not.
“My! Vashti is most terrible cherked up in her
dress,” said Mrs. Ranger to Mrs. Winder.
“Yes, that gownd must have cost a lot, but they
say ’tis by the preacher’s wish.”
“Who said that?” asked Mrs. Simpson.
“Well,” said Mrs. Ranger volubly, “I heard that
too; it was Sally, up at the preacher’s, that told
young Mary Shinar, and Mary Shinar told Tom,
and Tom had it over to our Ab at Brixton a week
come Saturday, that the preacher draws the patternings
for Vashti’s gownds, and colours them himself,
and measures Vashti with a tape line, and sends
the hull thing off to somewheres in Bosting, and
Sally up at the preacher’s says that when they come
from Bosting the sleeves and the waist is all filled
full of silk paper to hold ’em in shape, and that
it’s like a body in a coffing when the lid is taken
off, and—yes, my turkeys has been laying for a
week now,” concluded Mrs. Ranger with an abrupt
change of subject and tone, for Vashti at that
moment entered the room. Now Vashti herself
had ere now switched off her conversation to a side
track, and when she heard Mrs. Ranger answering
a question which had not been asked, she smiled in
a manner to make even Mrs. Ranger uncomfortable.
Vashti had hardly taken her place before Temperance
entered, and presently the twenty or thirty
women were busy with their needles upon the somewhat
formless garments which are supposed to
conduce to the salvation of the heathen, and whilst
their needles were busy their tongues kept pace.
There were many things of importance to be discussed,
the health of Vashti’s father (who had had
another stroke), the setting of hens, the finding of
turkeys’ nests, house cleaning and garden making—the
springtime in the country is always a busy
time—and above and beyond all these things there
was a most exciting subject, the downfall of a
certain Ann Serrup; of this the matrons whispered
together.
“Has Mr. Martin been over yet?” asked Mrs.
Winder of Vashti, after trying in several indirect
ways to find out.
“No,” said Vashti, “I don’t think he has heard
of it. I didn’t tell him and I don’t think anyone
has.”
“If you take my advice,” said Temperance, making
her needle whistle through the cotton. “If you
take my advice you’ll keep the preacher away from
that mess. He’s that soft-hearted that he’s liable
to be taken in—besides, it’s more likely a woman’s
help she needs. Laws, I ofting think of Ann, all
alone. Why don’t you go yourself, Vashti?”
“I have thought of it for a couple of months,”
said Vashti. “It’s nearly a year old now, isn’t it?”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Winder, proceeding to give data.
“But sakes! Why couldn’t she stay over Brixton
way without coming into our parish with her brat?”
“They have souls,” said Vashti, suddenly drawing
the mantle of the preacher’s wife about her.
“Well, one of ’em shouldn’t have,” said Mrs.
Ranger irately. “Sakes, I don’t know what girls
is coming to!”
“I expect she didn’t have much chance,” said
Temperance deprecatingly.
“That’s no excuse for sin,” said Vashti austerely.
Temperance sniffed audibly. The clock struck
five, and a footstep sounded upon the porch of the
backdoor.
“Run see who that is,” said Mrs. Winder to Jimmy.
The women held their needles suspended midway
in the stitch, and Sidney’s voice came cheerily from
the kitchen.
“Why, lands sake! It’s Mr. Martin and by the
kitching too!” said Mrs. Winder bustling forward
to welcome him.
He entered gracefully, greeting them all in his
gentle genial way which seemed to bring him so
close to their hearts; but his eyes sought out Vashti
where she sat half anticipative—half dreaming of
the words he would say. Somehow it seemed to
her that she was taking part in a scene which had
been rehearsed long since and which grew slowly
into her recollection. Sidney would say—she
thought the words and Sidney’s voice seemed the
audible echo of the phrase, “You wanted me to
come at five,” he said; “I just woke up in time;
it was fortunate I did not forget. Are you going
over to see your father?”
“Yes,” said Vashti, rising mechanically, a strange
mingling of awe and exultation, not unmixed with
fear, at her heart.
“You will excuse my wife if she is lazy to-day,
Mrs. Winder,” said Sidney laughing, “but I hope
you won’t follow her bad example and leave off
before the six o’clock bell; we must have full time
in the sewing-class!”
There was a general smile at this mild wit.
Ministers’ jokes are always highly appreciated.
“What a beautiful view you get from this window,”
said Sidney, looking out across to the hill. Mrs.
Winder saw her opportunity and took it.
“Yes,” she said, “but you get a terrible fine view
from the window in the front room—just step in,
if you’ll take the trouble.” So saying Mrs. Winder
threw open the door of the sacred front room, revealing
all its glories to Sidney’s gaze, and preceding
him with a great assumption of unconsciousness, she
rolled up the paper blind and pointed out of the
window.
Sidney looked, and saw almost opposite him a
new frame barn whose pine walls showed glaringly
and somewhat oppressively in the sun.
“The new barn ’ill be done in two weeks,” said
Mrs Winder as Sidney turned away; “you see it
lengthways from here.”
“It looks very well,” said Sidney kindly. Then
he bade them all good-bye and departed with
Vashti, who was silently marvelling. This was the
first inkling Vashti had of the force of “suggestion.”
Meanwhile the tongues buzzed in the company
they had left. The women were conversationally
inclined; excitement is a great stimulant to the flow
of ideas, and certainly this meeting of the sewing-circle
had had its sensation. Mrs. Winder’s boldness
in inveigling the preacher in to see the glories of
the front room had been appreciated at its full
worth. Not one of these dames but had cherished
a secret longing to show off her front room to Sidney—but
so far he knew only the mundane comfortableness
of the “setting-rooms.”
Mrs. Winder had scored largely that day.
And the meeting was not over.
Mrs. Ranger had been irritated that afternoon in
various ways. Vashti’s smile when she entered had
made Mrs. Ranger uncomfortable.
“Although,” as she said to Mrs. Winder, “what
could she expect? My sakes! I don’t care if she
did hear me! It’s all gospel truth and what can
she expect, being the preacher’s wife, but to be
talked about?”
What indeed?
Then, too, Mrs. Ranger felt Mrs. Winder had
indulged in reprehensibly sharp practice in regard
to the front room—and—but it is needless to
enumerate the different irritations which, combined,
made Mrs. Ranger venomous. She felt she must
ease the pressure upon her patience by giving
someone’s character a thorough overhauling; so
with a side look at Temperance, and a tightening
of her meagre mouth, she began to speak of Lanty.
Now in Dole, if any subject was brought up which
hurt or pained you, you were expected to look
indifferent, make no reply, and strive by keeping a
calm front to deny the honour of putting on the
shoe when it fitted.
The Spartan boy’s heroism has often been outdone
by women who smiled and smiled whilst
venomous tongues seared their hearts. So Mrs.
Ranger began boldly, as one does who fires from
under cover at an unarmed foe.
But Temperance had been so long one of the
Lansing family that she had assimilated a little of
their “unexpectedness,” and as Mrs. Ranger continued
her remarks, egged on by acquiescing nods
from the older women, there began to gather upon
the brow of Temperance a deep black cloud.
Mrs. Ranger paused in her harangue to gather
breath for her peroration, when suddenly the thread
of talk was plucked from her ready lips by the
strident voice of Temperance, who, rising to her feet,
and gathering her sewing together as she spoke,
proceeded to deliver herself of an opinion upon
the charity of the women about her. In whatever
particular that opinion erred, it certainly merited
praise for its frankness. After Temperance had
indulged in a few pungent generalizations she
narrowed her remarks to Mrs. Ranger’s case. Never
in all the annals of Dole had any woman received
such a “setting out” from the tongue of another
as Mrs. Ranger received that day from Temperance.
Temperance spoke with a knowledge of her subject
which gave play to all the eloquence she was capable
of; she discussed and disposed of Mrs. Ranger’s
forbears even to the third generation, and when
she allowed herself finally to speak of Mrs. Ranger
in person, she expressed herself with a freedom and
decision which could only have been the result of
settled opinion.
“As for your tongue, Mrs. Ranger, to my mind,
it’s a deal like a snake’s tail—it will keep on moving
after the rest of you is dead.”
With which remark Temperance departed from
the sewing circle which had metaphorically squared
itself to resist the swift onslaught of her invectives;
she gathered her skirts about her as she passed
through the room, with the air of one fain to avoid
contamination, and stepping forth as one who shakes
the dust from off her prunella shoes as a testimony
against those she is leaving, she took the road
home. Temperance’s mouth was very grim, and a
hectic spot burned the sallowness of her cheeks, but
she said to herself as she strode off briskly:
“Well—I ’spose it’s onchristian, but it’s a mighty
relief t’ have told that Mrs. Ranger just once what
I think of her—but oh! pore Lanty and pore, pore
M’bella! To think it should come about like
this!”
And the red spots upon her cheeks were extinguished
by bitter tears.
The sewing circle broke up in confusion; one
could only hear a chorus of “Well—I declare!”
“It beats all!” “Did you ever!” as the ladies
bundled their work together—each eager to get
home to spread the news and to discuss the matter
with her husband.
And that night in the starlight Mabella waited
at the little gate listening for the hoof beats of
Lanty’s horse from one side, and the cry of little
Dorothy from the house behind her.
And when Lanty came—alas! What “God’s
glowworms” in the sky revealed, we shall not say.
But we will echo the words of Temperance—“Pore
Lanty—pore, pore M’bella!”
CHAPTER XII.
The Ann Serrup of whom the sewing circle had
whispered, was one of those melancholy scapegoats
found, alas! in nearly every rural community, and
lost in cities among myriads of her kind. She had
lived in the Brixton parish all her life, but had lately
come with her shame to a little house within the
precincts of Dole. Left at thirteen the only sister
among four drunken brothers much older than herself,
the only gospel preached at—not to—her had
been the terrorism of consequences. Like all false
gospels this one had proved a broken reed—and not
only broken but empoisoned. The unfathered child
of this poor girl had been born about a year prior
to her appearance in Dole.
Mabella’s heart went out to the forlorn creature,
and a few days after the memorable meeting at Mrs.
Winder’s she set forth to visit her, leaving Dorothy
in charge of Temperance. It was a calm, sweet
season. The shadow of white clouds lay upon the
earth, and as Mabella walked along the country roads
the chrism of the gentle day seemed to be laid upon
her aching heart. For a space, in consideration of the
needs of the poor creature to whom she was going,
Mabella forgot the shadows which dogged her own
steps.
She was going on a little absent-mindedly, when
at a sudden turn in the road she came upon Vashti,
who had paused and was standing looking, great-eyed,
across the fields to where the sun smote the
windows of Lanty’s house.
“Well, Mabella,” she said, taking the initiative in
the conversation as became the “preacher’s wife.”
“Where are you going?”
“I’m going to see Ann Serrup,” said Mabella.
“I’ve wished to do so for some time—how plainly
you can see our house from here.”
“Yes—how’s Lanty?”
“He’s very well—haven’t you seen him lately?—he
looks splendid.”
“I didn’t mean his looks,” said Vashti with
emphasis.
“Well, one’s looks are generally the sign of how
one feels,” said Mabella bravely, although she winced
beneath Vashti’s regard. “And Vashti, Dorothy can
speak, she——”
Vashti broke in with the inconsiderateness of a
childless woman.
“Do you know anything about Ann Serrup? Is
she penitent?”
“I—I don’t know,” said Mabella hesitatingly (she
had heard most unpromising accounts of Ann’s state
of mind, “Fair rampageous,” Temperance had said),
“she has suffered a great deal.”
“She has sinned a great deal,” said Vashti sententiously.
They walked on almost in silence, and ere long
stood before the low-lying, desolate dwelling.
A girl came to the open door as they drew near—poorly
but neatly clad, and with tightly rolled hair.
A girl in years—a woman in experience. A child
stood tottering beside her.
“Come in,” she said to them before they had time
to speak, “come in and set down.”
She picked up the child, and unceremoniously tucking
him under one arm, set two chairs side by side;
then put the baby down and stood as one before
her accusers. Her brows were a little sullen; her
mouth irresolute. Her expression discontented and
peevish, as of one weary of uncomprehended rebuke.
The baby clutched her dress, and eyed the visitors
placidly, quite unaware that his presence was disgraceful.
Mabella looked at the little figure standing tottering
upon its uncertain legs; the little dress was so
grotesquely ill-made; the sleeves were little square
sacks; the skirt was as wide at the neck as at the
hem. She thought of her well-clad Dorothy and her
heart went out to the desolate pair.
The mother, tired of Vashti’s cold, condemnatory
scrutiny, began to shift uneasily from one foot to
the other.
“What’s your baby’s name?” asked Mabella, her
sympathies urging her to take precedence of the
preacher’s wife.
“Reuben,” said Ann.
“Reuben what?” demanded Vashti in sepulchral
tones.
“Jest Reuben—Reuben was my father’s name”—then
with fretful irritation—“jest Reuben.”
“Is your child deformed?” asked Vashti suddenly,
eyeing with disfavour the little chest and shoulders
where the ill-made frock stuck out so pitifully.
“Deformed!” cried Ann, the pure mother in her
aroused; “there ain’t a better-shaped baby in Dole
than my Reub.”
She sat down upon the floor, and, it seemed to
Mabella, with two movements, unclothed the child,
and holding him out cried indignantly—
“Look at him, Missus Martin, look at him! and
if you know what a baby’s like when you see one
you’ll know he’s jest perfect—ain’t he, Missus Lansing?
Ain’t he? You know, don’t you?”
Vashti glared in fixed disapproval at the baby, who
regarded her not at all, but after a leisurely and contemplative
survey of himself began to investigate the
marvels of his feet, becoming as thoroughly absorbed
in the mysteries of his own toes as we older infants
do in our theories. “He’s a beautiful baby—I’m sure
you are very proud of him,” said Mabella kindly. Then
her gaze rested upon the two poor garments which
had formed all the baby’s costume. Tears filled her
eyes as she saw the scrap of red woollen edging
sewn clumsily upon the little yellow cotton shirt.
“I’m afraid you are not used to sewing much,”
she said, “it was the clothes which spoiled the
baby.”
Ann, who, unstable as water, never remained in the
same mood for ten minutes together, began to cry
softly, rocking back and forth sometimes.
“Oh, I wisht I was dead! I do. I never was
learned nothing. ’Scuse me if I spoke up to you,
Missus Martin, but I’m that ignerent! And you the
preacher’s lady too! My! I dunno how I came t’
be so bad. I guess I’m jest real condemned bad;
but I haint had no chance, I haint; never a mother,
not so much as a grandma. Nothing but a tormented
old aunt. And brothers! Lord! I’m sick of
brotherses and men. I jest can’t abear the sight of
a man, and I’m that ignerent. Lord! I can’t make
clo’es for Reub, now he is here.” Then vehemently—“I
am jest dead sick of men.”
“But, think,” said Mabella soothingly, “when
Reuben is a man he’ll look after you and take care
of you.”
“Yes—I s’pose he will,” said Ann, drying her eyes;
then, with a sudden change of mood, she began smiling
bravely. “Say—he’s that knowin’! You
wouldn’t believe it; if I’m agoin’ out in a hurry I
give him sometimes an old sugar rag, but he knows
the difference, right smart he does, and he jest won’t
touch it if ’taint new filled; and”—with a touch of
awe as at a more subtle phenomenon—“he yawned
like a big person when he was two days old.”
“Why, so did my baby,” said Mabella in utter
astonishment that another baby had done anything
so extraordinary.
“Are you coming, Mabella?” said Vashti austerely
from the doorway.
Direst disapproval darkened her countenance.
Ann’s mutable face clouded at the words.
“Yes, I’m coming,” said Mabella hastily to Vashti,
then she turned to Ann. “I will send you some
patterns to cut his dress by,” she said. “It’s very
hard at first; Temperance helped me; I’ll mark all
the pieces so that you’ll know how to place them,”
then she went close to Ann and put a trembling hand
upon her arm.
“Ann,” she said, “promise that you’ll never do anything
wicked again—promise you’ll never make your
baby ashamed of you.”
“No, I won’t; I’ve had enough of all that—you’ll
be sure to send a pattering with a yoke?” inquired
Ann eagerly.
Poor Ann! Her one virtue of neatness was for
the moment degraded to a vice; she so thoroughly
slighted the spirit of Mabella’s speech. But Mabella,
out of the depths of her motherly experience, pardoned
this.
“Yes, I will send the nicest patterns I have,” she
said.
“Soon?”
“Soon—and Ann—you’ll come to church next
Sunday?”
Ann began to whimper.
“Oh, I hate t’ be a poppyshow! and all the girls
do stare so, and——”
“Ann,” said Mabella pleadingly, “you’ll come?”
“Yes, I’ll come, Missus Lansing, being as you want
me to,” then another swift change of mood overtook
the poor, variable creature.
“They kin stare if they want to! I could tell
things! Some of ’em ain’t no better nor me if all
was known. I’ll jest come to spite ’em out. You
see—I’ll be there.”
“I shall be so glad,” said Mabella gently, having
the rare wisdom to ignore side issues. “I’ll see you,
then.”
“Oh, Lor’,” said Ann, whimpering again, “ye won’t
want to see me when other folkses are around, and
I s’pose you’ve got a white dress and blue ribbings
for church, or red bows, like as not. Lor’! Lor’!
what ’tis to be born lucky. ‘Better lucky nor rich,’
I’ve heard said ofting and ofting, and it’s true, dreadful
true. I never had no luck; neither had mother;
she never could cook anything without burning it,
and when she dyed ’twas allus streaky! I’ve heard
Aunt Ann say that ofting and ofting; he is a fine
baby, isn’t he?” she broke off abruptly.
“Yes, indeed,” said Mabella heartily. “Good-bye,
Ann,” and stooping she kissed the girl and went
out and down the path. Ann stood gazing after her.
“She kissed me,” she said dully, then in an echo-like
voice repeated “kissed me.”
The old clock ticked loudly, the kettle sang on
the fire, the baby fell over with a soft thud upon the
floor. Ann sat down beside him, and clasping him
to her breast cried bitterly to herself, and as has
been often the case, the mother’s sobs lullabyed the
child to a soft and peaceful sleep. She rose, with
the art which comes with even unblessed motherhood,
without waking the child, and laid him down gently.
“I know she won’t send a pattering with a yoke,”
she said in the tone of one who warns herself against
hoping too much.
Meanwhile Mabella sped after Vashti; she overtook
her in about a mile.
“Goodness, Vashti,” said Mabella; “I’m sure you
need not have hurried so! I’m all out of breath
catching up.”
“Well, I couldn’t stand it any longer,” said Vashti.
“Stand what?” demanded Mabella, a little irritated
by Vashti’s ponderosity of manner.
“That exhibition,” said Vashti with a gesture to
the forlorn house, which somehow looked pitiably
naked and unsheltered. “It was disgusting! To go
about petting people like that is putting a premium
upon vice.”
Mabella laughed.
“You dear old Vashti,” she said, “you said that
as if you had been the preacher himself—what the
world could I say to her? standing there with that
poor child.” A sudden break interrupted her speech.
“Oh, Vashti,” she said, “isn’t it terrible? Think of
that baby; what a difference between it and Dorothy!
And so poor—so very poor; without even a name;
Vashti—you’re a lot cleverer than me; you don’t
think, do you, that they will be judged alike? You
don’t think there will be one rule for all? There will
be allowances made, won’t there?”
“I wonder at you, Mabella,” said Vashti, “putting
yourself in a state over that girl and her brat! It’s easy
seeing you’ve precious little to trouble you or you’d
never carry on about Ann Serrup; a bad lot the
Serrups are, root and branch; bad they are and bad
they’ll be. The Ethiopian don’t change his spots!
and as for crying and carrying on about her! take
care, Mabella, that you are not sent something to
cry for—take care.” The last ominous words uttered
in Vashti’s full rich voice made Mabella tremble.
Ah—she knew and Vashti knew how great cause she
already had to weep.
“How can you talk to me like that?” she said to
Vashti passionately; “how can you? One would
think you would be glad to see me in trouble. If
it’s any satisfaction to you to know it I may as well
tell you that——” Mabella arrested her speech with
crimson cheeks. What had she been about to do?
To betray Lanty for the sake of stinging Vashti
into shame.
“Dear me,” said Vashti coolly; “you are growing
very uncertain, Mabella!”
“Yes, I know,” stammered Mabella. “Forgive
me, Vashti.”
“Oh! It doesn’t matter about my forgiveness,”
said Vashti; “but it’s a pity to let yourself get into
that excitable state.”
They were near the spot where their ways parted.
Mabella looked at Vashti, a half inclination to confide
in her cousin came to her. It would be such a
help to have a confidant, but her wifely allegiance
rose to forbid any confidences regarding her husband’s
lapses; she must bear the burden alone. A lump
tightened her throat as she closed her lips resolutely.
These little victories seem small but they are costly.
“Good-bye, Mabella,” said Vashti; “come over
and have tea with us soon.”
“I’ll come over after dinner and stay awhile with
you,” said Mabella, “but I won’t stay to supper.”
“Oh, why?” said Vashti. “Lanty can come in
on his way home from Brixton; if he turns off at
the cross road he can come straight up Winder’s lane
to the parsonage. He’s often at Brixton, isn’t he?”
“Yes,” said Mabella, once more calm in her rôle
of defender. “Yes, but I’ll come over some day after
dinner; Lanty likes supper at home. He’s often
tired after being in Brixton. I’ll bring Dorothy and
come over soon for a little visit.”
“Well, you might as well come all of you for
supper,” said Vashti; and somehow by a subtle
intonation of the voice she conveyed to Mabella the
fact that her unconsciousness was only feigned.
As Mabella went towards home the lump in her
throat dissolved in tears; she allowed herself the
rare luxury of self-pity for a little space, then with
the instinctive feeling that she must not give footing
to such weakness she pulled herself together, and
went forward where Lanty waited at the gate.
When Vashti turned away from Mabella to take
the little path to the parsonage, her heart also was
wrung by regret and pain; she had made Mabella
feel, but how gladly she would have exchanged her
empty heartache for the honour of suffering for
Lanty’s misdeeds. Lanty Lansing was very handsome,
very winning, with that masterful tenderness
and tender tyranny which women love; but it is
doubtful if he (or many other men) deserved the
love which these two women lavished upon him.
And it must be said for Vashti that whatever her
faults were, she loved her cousin well and constantly.
His excesses rent her very heart; if she saw in
them a hope of vengeance upon Mabella she yet
deplored them sincerely. The hate which was growing
in her heart against Mabella was intensified a
thousand-fold by the thought that she did not, in
some way, drag Lanty back from the pit. Had she
been his wife she would have saved him in spite of
himself. The thought that the village was sneering
and whispering about her idol made her eyes
venomous, and in this mood she entered the house.
Sidney was waiting for her and suddenly there swept
across the woman’s soul a terrible sense of the relentless
Destiny which she was working out. As in a
mirror she saw herself, not the free and imperious
creature she had imagined, but a serf, shackled hand
and foot, so that her feet trod the devious path prepared
for them from time immemorial, and her hands
wrought painfully at a fabric whose fashion and
design were fixed by other power than her own.
And Sidney, with his pale spiritual face, his unearthly
exalted eyes, his eager-winged soul, was bound
to her side. His footsteps were constrained to hers,
only it seemed that whereas the path was chosen
for her, his way was simply outlined by her will;
she remembered the strange incident which had taken
her away from the sewing circle. Again she experienced
the thrill, half of fear, half of mad unreasoning
triumph, which had held her very heart
in suspense when Sidney had said, “You wished me
to come at five.” Could it be that whilst his mind
was passive, whilst he slept the sleep her waving
hands induced, whilst his faculties were seemingly
numbed by the artificial slumber, could it be that
he could yet grasp her desires and awake to fulfil
them? The simplest knowledge of hypnotic suggestion
would at once have given her incalculable command
over Sidney. As it was, she could only grope
forward in the darkness of half fearful and hesitating
ignorance. In her advance to the knowledge that
Sidney, whilst in this sleep, was amenable to suggestion
(although she did not phrase it thus) she had
skipped one step which would have given her the
key to the whole; she had seen that he would
carry out, whilst awake, a wish of hers expressed
whilst he slept. She did not know that he would
have been a mere automaton in her hands whilst he
was in the hypnotic sleep, but she told herself that
she must measure and ascertain exactly the control
she had over her husband; thus nearly every day
she cast the spell of deep slumber upon him and
gradually, little by little, she discovered the potency
of suggestion.
It must be said that Sidney was entirely acquiescent
to her will. The old weird fables of people hypnotised
against their wills have long since been relegated
to the limbo of forgotten and discredited
myths; and while it is certainly true that each
hypnosis leaves the subject more susceptible to
hypnotic influence, it is utter rubbish to think that
influence can be acquired arbitrarily without the concurrence
of the subject. But Sidney had given himself
up to the subtle delight of these dreamless
slumbers as the hasheesh-eater delivers himself to the
intoxication of his drugged dreams.
Sidney’s mind was torn by perpetual self-questionings;
not about his own personal salvation, but about
his responsibility towards the people of Dole. The
more he studied the Bible the more deeply he was
impressed by the marvellous beauty of the Christ
story. Never surely had man realized more keenly
than Sidney did the ineffable pathos and self-sacrifice
of the Carpenter of Galilee. Often as he passed the
little carpenter-shop where Nathan Peck came twice
a week, he entered and stood watching Nathan planing
the boards, and as the long wooden ribbons
curled off before the steel, and the odour of the
wood came to his nostrils, quick with that aroma of
the forest which obtains even at the core of the
oak, there surged about Sidney’s heart all the
emotions of yearning and hope, and sorrow and
despair which long, long ago had lifted That Other
from a worker in wood to be a Saviour of Souls;
and he went forth from the little carpenter-shop
as one who has partaken of a sacrament. And often
he stood upon the little hill above Dole, his eyes
full of tears, remembering that immortal, irrepressible
outburst of yearning, “O, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, how
often would I have gathered thy children together,
as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings and
ye would not!”—the poignancy of this plaint wrung
Sidney’s very soul. And how sweet it seemed to
Sidney to steal away from all these questions and
questionings, to fall asleep with Vashti’s eyes looking,
as it seemed to him, deep down into his very soul,
seeing the turmoil there and easing it with the balm
of her confidence and strength—to awaken with the
knowledge that there was something Vashti wished
done, something he could do. Thus, whereas the
occasions of Sidney’s acute headaches had been
formerly the only opportunity Vashti had had of
experimenting with this new and wonderful force
which she so dimly understood, now it was a daily
occurrence for Sidney to cast himself down upon the
green leather couch and seek from Vashti the gift
of sleep.
Thus, gradually, surely, Vashti won an ascendency
over this man which made him in every sense her
tool. Happily she did not know the full extent of
her power. But if knowledge is power, certainly
power brings knowledge, and thus it was that ere
long Vashti was turning over in her mind the different
ways and manners in which she could apply this
power of hers. Thus equipped with her own unfaltering
resolution and having the energy of a second
person at her command, Vashti brooded over her
plans.
The night after Mabella’s visit to Ann Serrup,
Lanty was at home, and seated before the open
door, was coaxing plaintive melodies from out the
old fiddle, which having been regarded as a godless
and profane instrument for several generations in
his father’s family, had at last fallen upon happy days
and into appreciative hands, for Lanty Lansing could
bring music out of any instrument, although, of course,
he had never been taught a note. The old fiddle
under Lanty’s curving bow whispered and yearned
and moaned and pleaded—the dusk fell and still
he played on and on—till Mabella, having put
Dorothy to bed, came out to sit upon the doorstep
before his chair, resting her head against his knee.
The fiddle was put down. For a little the two sat
in silence. Afterwards the scene came back to them
and helped them when they had sore need.
“Lanty,” said Mabella, “will you do something
for me to-morrow?”
“What is it?”
“Oh, Lanty!” reproachfully.
“Of course I’ll do it; but I can’t, can I, unless
I have some slight idea.”
“Well, you are right there,” she said; “I thought
you were going to object! Well, you know Ann
Serrup?”
“I know her, yes; a precious bad lot she is too!”
Lanty’s face clouded.
“Lanty, dear, wasn’t that just a man’s word?
She’s a woman, you know, and Lanty, I’ve been
to see her, and it’s all so forlorn; and she’s so—so—oh,
Lanty! And Vashti was there and she asked
if her baby was deformed, fancy that! And it was
the poor little scraps of clothes which made the child
look queer. But it was the sort of queerness which
makes you cry, and Lanty, I said I would send her
some patterns, and you’ll take them over to-morrow
morning, won’t you?”
“But, girlie,” he began; just then Dorothy gave
a sleepy cry.
Lanty and Mabella rose as by one impulse and
went into the twilight of the room where the child’s
cot was. But their baby slept serenely and smiled
as she slept.
“The angels are whispering to her,” said Mabella.
The old sweet mother fable which exists in all lands.
“Yes,” said Lanty. A tremor shaking his heart
as he wondered why this heaven of wife and child
was his.
As they passed into the other room they saw
the child’s clothes upon a chair in a soft little heap
like a nest; and all at once there rushed over
Mabella’s tender heart all the misery of that other
mother, and before Lanty knew it, Mabella was in
his arms crying as if her heart would break.
“Oh, Lanty, Lanty,” she sobbed; “think of poor
Ann Serrup! When her baby cries in the night who
goes with her to look after it?”
“There, there,” said Lanty, searching distractedly
for soothing arguments; “don’t, Mabella, don’t; I’ll
take the traps over first thing in the morning.” And
presently Mabella was comforted, and peace rested
like a dove upon the roof-tree.
So early next morning Lanty departed with the
parcel. In due time he arrived before the little house.
The house door stood open—humbly eager to be
entered. Early as it was Ann was up, and came
to the door looking neat and tidy. She took the
parcel with the undisguised eagerness of a child.
Lanty turned away, letting his horse walk down the
lane-like road. He was not much given to theorizing;
a good woman was a good one, a bad one a bad
one in his estimation, but this morning he found
himself puzzling uneasily over the whys and wherefores.
It is an old, old puzzle, and like the conundrum
of Eternity, has baffled all generations, since
the patriarch of Uz set forth that one vessel is
created to honour and another to dishonour. So
Lanty found no solution, and was tightening his reins
to lift his horse into a gallop when he heard someone
calling, and turning, saw Ann speeding in pursuit.
She reached him somewhat blown and decidedly incoherent
as to speech.
“She has sent the yoke pattering, and a white
apron and heaps of things! There ain’t nothing but
real lady in Mis’ Lansing! Sakes! I wisht the
preacher’s wife could see Reub now! I’ll take him
to church next Sunday, and if he squalls I can’t help
it And here—take this and keep it—and don’t let
him harm me, will you? And I never meant no
harm to you personal, but he was for ever pestering
me, and he said he was coming over early this
morning for ’em, and for me to sign ’em; but Lor’!
I didn’t have no ink—and don’t tell Mis’ Lansing,
she’s a lovely lady, and I didn’t mean no harm, and
he said there wouldn’t be no law business, because
you’d give me heaps of money, ’cause being as you
drank, people would believe anything of you; and
Lor’! hear that baby! Mind you don’t tell Mis’
Lansing”—with which Ann turned and fled back
to console her child. Lanty, much mystified, opened
the thin packet of papers. An instant’s scrutiny sent
him into a blind mad rage, which made him curse
aloud in a way not good to hear.
For before him, writ fairly forth in black and white,
was a horrible and utterly baseless accusation, purporting
to be sworn to by Ann Serrup, and witnessed
by Hemans, the machine agent of Brixton.
The witness had signed his name prematurely
before Ann, and had written faintly in pencil “Sign
here” for her benefit and guidance.
Lanty gathered the import of the papers and put
them securely in his pocket.
He was just opposite a thicket of wild plums,
shooting up through them was a slim and lithe young
hickory. Lanty flung the roan’s bridle over a fence
fork, cut the young hickory, and remounting went
on his way. Only he turned away from Dole, and
proceeded slowly towards Brixton, and presently, just
as he entered the shadow of Ab Ranger’s wood by
the roadside, he saw a blaze-faced sorrel appear round
the bend and he rejoiced, for he knew that his enemy
was given into his hand....
Hemans was sorely bruised when Lanty flung him
from him with a final blow and a final curse. He
tossed aside the short fragment of the young hickory
which remained in his grasp.
Lanty’s fury had lent him strength, and he had
well-nigh fulfilled the promise made in the first
generosity of rage to thrash Hemans “within an inch
of his life.”
“And now,” said Lanty, addressing Hemans with
a few words unavailable for quotation. “And now,
open your lips if you dare! If you so much as
mention my name, I’ll cram the words and your teeth
down your throat. Remember, too, that I have something
in my pocket which would send you where
you’d have less chance to prowl. And, mind you,
don’t try to take it out of Ann Serrup. If you do
I’ll finish your business once for all. Paugh! Vermin
like you should be knocked on the head out
of hand. If I stay I’ll begin on you again——.”
Lanty swung himself up on the roan.
“Don’t make any mistake as to my intentions,” he
called over his shoulder. “I’ve given you one warning,
but you won’t get two.”
Hemans lay groaning upon the ground, and just
about that time Ann, having dressed her baby in the
white pinafore Mabella had sent, came to her door,
and, leaning against it, looked forth at the morning.
She thought of Hemans and the papers.
“The fat’s in the fire now,” she said, smiling
inanely, divided between vague curiosity over the outcome
and gratification over the baby’s appearance in
its new finery.
Lanty had given Hemans salutary punishment, but
his heart sickened within him.
He knew what a leech Hemans would have proved
if he had once got a hold upon him; and if he
had refused to be blackmailed——?
Lanty knew well with what insidious, untraceable
persistency a scandal springs and grows and spreads
in the country. He knew how hard it is to kill, how
difficult to locate, like trying to catch mist in one’s
hands. He had heard often that wicked proverb
which says, “Where there’s smoke there must be
some fire.” A man has often self-possession to extricate
himself from a danger, the retrospect of which
makes him nearly die of fear. And so it was with
Lanty, as there grew upon him the sense of what a
calamity might have overtaken him.
How Mabella might have been tortured by this
horrible falsehood. Mabella, his wife, who blushed
still like the girl that she was! It was a very tender
greeting he gave his wife and child when he reached
home, and he made Mabella very happy by his
account of Ann’s delight over her gift. And then he
strode off to his fields, and all day long he remembered
two things—that Mabella’s charity to the poor
disgraced girl had already brought its blessing back
to the giver, and that one phrase of Ann’s, “being
as you drank.”
Lanty had never realized fully before what he was
doing. But his eyes opened. He could look forward
to the future, but the thought of the past gave
him a sense of helplessness which made his heart
ache.
With every honest effort of his hands that day he
registered a vow. The peril he had escaped had
opened his eyes to the other dangers which
threatened the heaven, which he had thought he possessed
so securely, of wife and child.
The real purification of Lanty’s life from the
sporadic sin which had beset him took place that
day as he worked in his fields, but his friends and
neighbours always thought the change dated from
another day a few weeks later.
For although we have learned our lesson well, yet
Destiny, like a careful schoolmaster, takes us by the
hand, and leading us over sharp flints and through
thorny thickets, revises the teachings of our sufferings.
CHAPTER XIII.
Three days after Lanty’s interview with Hemans,
Mabella paid a visit to Vashti.
Sally, grown in stature if not in grace, promptly
carried off Dorothy, and the two cousins sat down
opposite each other in the dainty room which served
as a sitting-room and drawing-room in the Dole
parsonage.
There was a great contrast between the two
women; despite the beauty and hauteur of Vashti’s
face there was a shadow of ineffable sadness upon
it. Life was none too sweet upon her lips.
The seed sown in barren Mullein meadow had
brought forth a harvest of bitter herbs—wormwood
and rue, smartweed and nettles.
Shadowing her eyes was the vague, ever-present
unrest of those who do battle with spectres of the
mind; there is no expression more pitiful, because
it speaks of unending warfare. But upon her brow
there shone the majesty of an unconquered will;
she had not been bent beneath the knee of man’s
authority, nor ground into the mire by poverty’s
iron heel, nor bowed beneath the burden of physical
pain.
She was in some strange way suggestive of the
absolute entity of the individual.
Human ties and relationships seemed, when
considered in connection with her, no more than
the fragments of the wild vine, which, having striven
to bind down the branches of the oak, has been torn
from its roots by the merciless vigour of the branch
to which it clung, and left to wither without sustenance.
Now and then against the background of The
Times there stands forth one figure sublimely alone,
superimposed upon the fabric of his generation in
splendid isolation—a triumphant, individualized ego.
It is almost impossible to study and comprehend
these individuals in their relations to others, the
sweep of impulse and energy, the imperious flood
of passion, the tumultuous tide of his which animates
their being and stimulates their actions is so different
from the sluggish, well-regulated stream whose
current controls their contemporaries.
They must be regarded as individuals; adown
the vista of the world’s perspective we see them,
splendid, but eternally alone in the centre of the
stage, brilliant and brief, like the passing of a meteor
coming from chaos, going—alas! almost inevitably—to
tragedy; leaving a luminous trail to which
trembling shades creep forth to light feeble lamps
of imitation, by which to trace the footsteps of the
Great Unknown.
But we never understand these people, who, great
in their good or evil, baffle us always—defying the
scalpel which would fain anatomize them—now and
then, as by revelation, we catch a glimpse of their
purpose, a hint of their significance, but when we
would fix the impression it eludes us as the living
sunshine mocks at the palette of the painter, and
spends itself royally upon the roof-trees of peasants,
when we would wish to fix it for ever in unfading pigments
and hang it upon the walls of kings’ palaces.
In her degree Vashti Lansing was one of these
baffling ones.
Compared with her cousin Mabella, she was like
a beautiful impressionistic picture beside a carefully
designed mosaic.
The one compound of daring and imagination,
gorgeous in colour, replete with possibilities if barren
of achievement, offending against every canon, yet
suggesting a higher cult than the criticism which
condemns it; the other typical of the most severe
and elaborated convention, executed in narrow limits,
yet charming by its delicacy and stability, an exponent
of the most formal design, yet winning
admiration for the conscientiousness with which its
somewhat meagre possibilities have been materialized.
Yet Mabella Lansing’s face was eloquent.
It was composite of all the pure elements of
womanhood—the womanhood which loves and bears
and suffers but does not soar. In her eyes was the
soft fire of conjugal and maternal love. With the
tender, near-sighted gaze of the home-maker, her
eyes were bent upon the simple joys and petty pains
of every-day life.
Upon her countenance there shone a tender
joyousness, veiled but not extinguished by a certain
piteous apprehension; indeed, there was much of
appeal in Mabella’s face, and bravery too—the
bravery of the good soldier who faces death because
of others’ quarrels and faults.
But above all it was the face of the Mother.
Surely no one would dispute the fact that motherhood
is the crowning glory of woman, the great holy
miracle of mankind; but while it is impious to deny
this, it is unreasonable and absurd to say that for
all women it is the highest good.
There are different degrees of holiness; even the
angels differ one from the other in glory; why, then,
should the same crown be thought to fit all women?
The golden diadem may be more precious, but
shall we deny royalty to the crown of wild olive
or to the laurel wreath?
The mother is the pole-star of the race, but there
are other stars which light up the dark places; why
should their lonely radiance be scoffed at?
Women such as Mabella Lansing are the few
chosen out of the many called.
There was in her that intuitive and exquisite
motherliness which all the ethics on earth cannot
produce. A simple and not brilliant country girl,
she yet had a sense of responsibility in regard to
her child which elucidated to her all the problems
of heredity.
It is probable that she was a trifle too much impressed
with her importance as a mother, that she
had rather too much contempt for childless women,
but that is an attitude which is universal enough
to demand forgiveness—it seems to come with the
mother’s milk—yet it is an unlovely thing, and whilst
bowing the head in honest admiration of every
mother, rich or poor, honest or shamed, one would
wish to whisper sometimes to them that there are
other vocations not lacking in potentialities for
good.
“What a lovely house you have, Vashti!” said
Mabella, irrepressible admiration in her voice, a hint
of housewifely envy in her eyes.
“Yes, it is very comfortable,” said Vashti, with
a perfectly unaffected air of having lived in such
rooms all her days.
“Comfortable!” echoed Mabella; then remembering
her one treasure which outweighed all these
things, she added, a little priggishly: “it’s a good
thing there are no babies here to pull things
about.”
Vashti smiled in quiet amusement.
“What’s the news in the village?” she asked.
“You know a minister’s wife never hears anything.”
Mabella brightened. Good little Mabella had a
healthful interest in the social polity of the world in
which she lived, and Vashti’s disdain of the village
gossip had sometimes been a trial to her. Vashti
usually treated “news” with an indifference which was
discouragingly repressive, but to-day she seemed distinctly
amiable, and Mabella proceeded to improve
the opportunity.
“Well,” she said, “the village is just simply all
stirred up about Temperance’s quarrel with Mrs.
Ranger. I always knew Temperance couldn’t abide
Mrs. Ranger, but I never thought she’d give way
and say things, but they do say that the way Temperance
talked was just something awful. I wasn’t
there; it was at the sewing circle, and for the life
of me I can’t find out what started it, but, anyhow,
Temperance gave Mrs. Ranger a regular setting out.
I asked Temperance about it, but the old dear was
as cross as two sticks and wouldn’t tell me a thing.
So I suppose it was something about Nathan.
Young Ab Ranger has got three cross-bar gates
making at Nathan’s shop, and they’ve been done
these three days, and he has never gone for them;
he’s fixing up the place at a great rate. I suppose
you know about him and Minty Smilie? Mrs.
Smilie’s going about saying Ab isn’t good enough
for Minty; and they say Mrs. Ranger is just worked
up about it. I wouldn’t be at all surprised if matters
came to a head one of these days, and Ab and Minty
just went over to Brixton and came back married—”
suddenly Mabella arrested her speech and a more
earnest expression sweetened her mouth. “Vashti,”
she resumed, “there is something I wanted to ask
you. Ann Serrup sent me word that she was coming
to church next Sunday, and I want you to speak
to Sidney and get him to preach one of his lovely
helpful sermons for her. I’m sure he will if you
ask him. Something to brace her up and comfort
her, and, Vashti—I’m awfully sorry for her.” Mabella
paused, rather breathlessly and a little red; “one
never knew exactly where one was” with Vashti,
as Temperance was fond of saying.
For a fleeting instant during Mabella’s little recital
Vashti’s eyes had contracted in almost feline fashion,
but she replied very suavely:
“I’ll tell Sidney, but, well—you know I never
interfere in the slightest with his sermons.”
“Oh, no,” said Mabella with really excessive promptitude;
“Oh, no, you wouldn’t dare to do that.”
“Of course not,” said Vashti with so much of
acquiescence in her voice that it was almost mocking.
“I know how men think of these things,” continued
Mabella with the calm front of one thoroughly acquainted
with the world and its ways. “But Sidney
is different; he is so good, so gentle, and he seems
to know just how one feels”—a reminiscent tone
came to Mabella’s voice, she recalled various hours
when she had needed comfort sorely and had found
it in the gracious promises Sidney held out to his
listeners. “It is a great comfort to me,” she went
on; “lately it has seemed to me as if he just held
up the thoughts of my own heart and showed me
where I was strong and where lay my weakness.”
Mabella arrested herself with an uncomfortable
knowledge that Vashti was smiling, but when Vashti
spoke a silky gentleness made her voice suave.
“I will tell Sidney what you say, and no doubt
he will preach with a special thought of you and
Ann Serrup.”
“Well, I’m glad I spoke of it,” said Mabella;
“I wasn’t sure how you’d take it.”
Vashti continued to smile serenely, as one who
recognizes and understands cause for uncertainty.
Her gaze was attracted to the window.
“Look!” she said suddenly.
Passing in plain view of the window was a most
extraordinary figure. A creature with a face blacker
than any Ethiopian, surmounted by a shock of fair
hair—this individual was further adorned by the
skirt of a bright blue dress, which, being made for
a grown-up woman, dragged a foot or so on the
ground behind; about the neck was a pink silk tie,
showing signs of contact with the black, which was
evidently not “fast”; above her head she held
a parasol bordered with white cotton lace—thus
caparisoned Sally paced it forth for the amusement
of little Dorothy, who tottered upon her legs by
reason of the violence of her laughter. Surrounding
the pair, and joining apparently in the amusement,
were the two dachshund puppies (Sidney’s latest
importation to Dole), the collie, who followed with
the sneaking expression of one who enjoys a risqué
joke (and yet he could not forbear biting surreptitiously
at the dragging flounces as they passed),
and little Jim Shinar, who followed in a trance-like
state of wide-eyed fascination. He lived nearer to
the parsonage than any other child, and between
the evil fascination which Sally exerted over him
and the dread of finding himself within the gates of
a man “who spoke out loud in church,” Jim’s life
was oppressed with continual resistance to temptation,
but he had frequent falls from grace, for Sally
could do more things with her mouth and eyes
than eat and see, indeed her capabilities in the line
of facial expression were never exhausted, and there
was a weirdness about her grimaces which fascinated
older children than poor round-faced little Jim.
Sally peacocked it up and down before her
admiring satellites, until suddenly there rang through
the parsonage a vigorous expression uttered in a
rich brogue, and at the same instant a large, red-faced
woman rushed out of the kitchen door and
appeared round the corner of the house.
Sally arrested her parade, paused, showed an
inclination to flee, paused again, then with a gibe
for which she dived back into her Blueberry Ally
vocabulary, fled from the irate “work-lady,” who had
unwittingly furnished forth the fine feathers in which
Sally was strutting. Mary promptly gave chase,
and that too with an agility which her bulk belied.
The area of the hunting ground was not very great
being bounded by the prim palings of the little
garden, but no landscape gardener ever made more
of his space than did Sally. She doubled and
turned and twisted, and eluded Mary’s grasp by a
hand-breadth, as she darted under her outstretched
arms, but Sally was very unwise, for she used her
breath in taunts and gibes, whilst Mary pursued the
dishonoured flounces of her Sunday gown in a silence
which was the more ominous because of her wonted
volubility.
Sally was getting slightly winded, and was wishing
she could get the gate open and give Mary a
straightaway lead, but she had her doubts of the
gate, sometimes it opened and sometimes it didn’t.
Sally knew if it was obstinate that her fate was
sealed; she was casting about for another means
of escape when her adherents began to take a share
in the proceedings. First, little Jim Shinar, standing
rooted to the spot, saw the chase descending upon
him; Sally dodged him, but Mary was too close
behind and too eager for her prey to change her
route quickly, so she charged into him and went
over like a shot. Jim gave a howl, and Mary
gathered herself up, and, breaking silence for the
first time, ordered him home in a way not fit for
ears polite, and then resumed the chase; but the
dachshunds, seeing their playmate little Jim in the
thick of it, concluded that there might be some fun
in it for them also, and promptly precipitated themselves
upon Mary in a way which impeded her
progress so much that Sally was able to make the
gate and get it half open before Mary shook herself
free, but when she did she came like a whirlwind
towards the gate, cheered on by the collie, whose
excitement had at last slipped the collar and vented
itself in sharp barks. Sally whisked through the
gate, but Mary was at her heels. Sally felt the
breath of the open, and knew if she escaped Mary’s
first sprint that she was safe. So with a derisive
taunt she sprang forward, jubilant, but alas, in the
excitement of the crisis Sally let go her hold of the
long skirt, which immediately fell about her heels,
and in an instant the chase was ended, for Mary,
panting, blown, and enraged beyond expression, was
on Sally in a second, and fell with her as the long
skirt laid her low—the dachshunds arrived a little
later, and the collie, seduced by their evil example,
threw decorum to the winds, and seizing an end of
the bright flounce where it fluttered under the angry
clutch of Mary, he tugged at it with might and
main, and this was the scene which greeted Sidney,
as, returning from his walk, he approached his own
gate.
He had met a herald of the war in the person of
little Jim Shinar, who was fleeing home as fast as
his sturdy legs would carry him, crying at the same
time from pure bewilderment.
A word and a small coin healed all little Jim’s
hurts, and Sidney proceeded, wondering what had
frightened the child, whom he was used to seeing
about the kitchen or in Sally’s wake when she went
errands.
Now, as was recorded afterwards in Dole, Sidney
conducted himself under these trying circumstances
with a seeming forgetfulness of his ministerial dignity
which was altogether inexplicable, for, instead of
immediately putting the offenders to open shame,
he laughed, and even slapped his leg (so rumour
said, though this was doubted), and called to the
dachshunds, who were amusing themselves demolishing
Mary’s coiffure, in a way which savoured more
of encouragement than rebuke.
It is hard to live up to “what is expected of us,”
and for once the Dole preacher was disappointing—but
nevertheless, his presence brought the peace
which he should have commanded. For Sally’s
unregenerate soul owned one reverence, one love—for
her master she would have cut off her right
hand. To have him see her thus! There was a
violent upheaval in the struggling mass, then Sally
was free of it and speeding towards the house at
a rate which suggested that her former efforts had
not been her best. Mary gathered herself up, and
seeing Sidney, by this time outwardly grave, standing
looking at her, she too made for the house, and
Sidney was left still very stupefied, gazing upon
the two dachshunds, which, suddenly finding themselves
deprived of amusement, fell upon each other
with a good will which proved them fresh in the field.
Sidney entered the house where Mabella and
Vashti waited laughing.
Sidney was very pleased to see his wife’s face
irradiate with girlish laughter. She had been so grave
and quiet of late that his loving heart had ached over
it. Was she not happy, this beautiful wife of his?
She had a far keener appreciation of the real
humour of the situation than had Mabella, and when
her husband entered her eyes danced a welcome.
He was enthralled by the sight, and was more than
glad to give Mary the price of two dresses to mend
her flounces and her temper. Nor did he rebuke
Sally too severely for the unauthorized loan she
had levied upon Mary’s wardrobe. He knew Sally
had been sufficiently punished by his appearance.
Mabella had rescued Dorothy at the first alarm,
and the child had looked upon the whole proceeding
as an amiable effort on Mary’s part to amuse her.
Shortly after Sidney’s arrival Mabella departed,
having enjoyed her visit greatly, and Lanty and
she spent an hour that evening listening to Dorothy,
as, with lisping baby tongue and inadequate vocabulary,
she endeavoured to describe how Sally had
blackened her face with blacklead to amuse her.
That night Sidney sat alone in his study; his
shuttered window was open, and, between the slats,
the moths and tiny flying creatures of the night
came flitting in. Soon his student lamp was
nimbused by a circle of fluttering wings. Now and
then an unusually loud hum distracted his attention
from the loose-paged manuscripts before him, and
he laid them down to rescue some moth, which,
allured too near the light, had come within
dangerous proximity to the flame.
These poor, half-scorched creatures he sent fluttering
forth into the night again, yet, in spite of this,
several lay dead upon the green baize below the
student lamp; others walked busily about in the
circle of light cast by the lamp-shade upon the
table, and presently he put aside all pretence of
work and watched them with curious kindly eyes.
His heart, that great tender heart which was for
ever bleeding for others, whilst its own grievous
wound was all unhealed, went out even to these
aimless creatures of a day.
Surely some leaven of the divine Eternal Pity
wrought in the clay of this man’s humanity, making
it quick with a higher life than that breathed by
his nostrils.
“Not a moth with vain desire
Is shrivelled in a fruitless fire,
Or but subserves another’s gain,”
he said to himself, and then before his watching
eyes there seemed to be mimicked forth all the
brave-hearted struggle of humanity towards the light,
which, alas! too often scorched and blasted those
nearest to it. Well, was it better, he wondered, to
have endured and known the full radiance for an
instant, even if the moment after the wings were
folded for ever, or was it wiser to be content upon
the dimmer plane as those little creatures were who
ran about the table-top instead of striving upward
to the light? But happily, as he looked at these
latter ones, his attention was diverted from the more
painful problem, as his eyes, always delicately
sensitive to the beauty of little things, dwelt with
delight upon the exquisite, fragile little creatures.
How marvellously their delicate wings were poised
and proportioned! Some had the texture of velvet
and some the sheen of satin; and nature, out of
sheer extravagance, had touched them with gold
and powdered them with silver. And did ever
lord or lady bear a plume so daintily poised as those
little creatures bore their delicate antennæ? And
presently a white creature fluttered in from the bosom
of the darkness, a large albino moth with a body
covered with white fur and two fern-like antennæ;
white as a snow-flake it rested upon the green baize.
Just then Vashti entered, coming up to his table
in her stately fashion.
“How foolish you are to sit with your window
open,” she said. “Don’t you know that the light
attracts all those insects?”
Sidney had risen when his wife entered the room.
He was almost courtly in his politeness to her. But
it was so natural for him to be courteous that all
little formalities were graceful as he observed
them.
As he rose he knocked down a book. He stooped
to pick it up; as he straightened himself he saw
Vashti’s hand upraised to strike the white moth.
“Oh, Vashti! don’t! don’t!” he cried, irrepressible
pain in his voice; but the blow had fallen.
The moth fluttered about dazedly, trying to escape
the shadow of the upraised hand; there was a
powdery white mark on the green baize table-top
where the first blow had fallen upon it, maiming it
without killing it outright.
Sidney’s face grew pale as death.
“Oh, Vashti! Vashti!” he cried again. “Do
not kill it, there is so much room in the world.”
He gathered the half-crushed creature, which
would never fly again, into a tender hollowed palm,
and, opening the shutter, put it forth to die in the
darkness from whence it had been drawn by the
glimmer of his lamp.
Alas! alas! how many wounded and maimed have
been cast forth to die in the darkness from out which
their aspirations had drawn them to receive their
death wounds. Sidney came back to his table, a
sick pain at his heart.
Presently Vashti put her arms about his head,
and drawing it back upon her breast, placed her
cool finger-tips upon his eyes.
He accepted the mute apology with swift
responsive tenderness. And as she held him thus
the woman’s weakness, latent even in her, forced
itself to the surface for a moment.
“You suffer for every little thing,” she said. “I
can only feel when my very soul is torn.”
He felt two tears fall upon his face; he drew her
towards him; she sank beside his chair upon her
knees, and he pressed her head against his breast,
and she submitted to the caress and rested upon
him in a sort of weary content, as one who pauses
upon a hard journey; he put down his face till it
leaned upon her hair, and thus, so near together that
heart beat against heart, so far apart that the cry
of the one soul died and was lost ere it reached
the other, they remained for long, whilst before them
the silver lamp and its white flame grew dimmer
and dimmer, as its light was obscured by the shimmering
veil of tiny creatures who danced about it.
Oh, piteous allegory! Can it indeed be that by
our very efforts to find Truth we hide its radiance
from others?
CHAPTER XIV.
There are certain flowers which, when placed with
other blossoms, choke and stifle and wither them by
some evil emanation so subtle that it cannot be
analyzed. The heliotrope is one of the flowers which
murder other blooms. As with flowers so with
spirits. Which of us that is at all sensitive to psychic
influences but has felt at one time or another the
devitalizing influence of certain personalities, and one
can readily imagine how continuous, how fatal such
an influence would be, when the eyes were so blinded
by love that they could neither perceive the evil
plainly nor guess its genesis at all. And sometimes
thinking of these things, one wonders if the old,
weird tales of vampires and wehr-wolves are not
cunning allegories instead of meaningless myths, invented
by men who, searching the subtleties of soul
and spirit, had discerned this thing, but living in
times when it was not wise to prate too familiarly
of the invisible, had been fain to cloak their discovery
in a garb less mystic.
But if the strife be wrapped in mystery the effect
upon the subjective spirit is very visible.
Many of the Dole people eyed their pastor
anxiously as he arose to address them the next
Sunday, for he was very dear to them. Dole was
not prone to let its affections go out to strangers.
Life was very pinched and stinted in Dole, and it
would seem almost as if their loves were meagre as
their lives; at their repasts there was rarely much
more than would go round, and perhaps they remembered
better the injunction against giving the
children’s meat to the dogs, than they did the command
to love thy neighbour as thyself. The great
luxury of the poor—loving—they did not half enjoy,
but bounded their affections as they did their fields.
Between Dole and strangers there was usually an
insurmountable barrier of mutual incomprehension.
It was, indeed, difficult to find the combination which
opened the Dole heart, but Sidney had done it.
He was a very tender pastor to his people; whatever
doubts, whatever questionings, whatever fears
troubled and tormented his own soul, he permitted
none of them to disturb the peace of the doctrine he
preached. These people striving with irresponsive
barren acres, and bending wearily above hopeless
furrows, were told how they might lighten the labours
both of themselves and others, and promised places
of green pastures and running brooks. The gates of
their visionary celestial city were flung wide to them,
and in the windows of the heavenly mansion cheering
lamps were lit.
Was this false doctrine? Perhaps. Protestants
are fond of saying with a sneer that Catholicism
is a very “comfortable religion.” The implication
would seem to be that a religion is not to be chosen
because of its consolations. Therefore, it is perhaps
regrettable that Sidney’s preachment to Dole was so
pronouncedly a message of “sweetness and light.”
His hearers loved him, and looked upon his unministerial
ways with a tolerance which surprised
themselves; often, as he passed upon these long,
seemingly aimless, walks which Dole could not comprehend,
a hard-wrought man would pause in his
work, straighten himself and look after him wistfully
even as the eyes of the fishermen followed the
Galilean, or a weary woman would stand in her doorway
until such time as he drew near, and then, with
some little excuse upon her lips, arrest his steps for
a moment, to turn away comforted by the benediction
of his mere presence.
Nor was Sidney insensible of, or irresponsive to
this output of affection. He felt the full force of
it, and returned to them their full measure heaped
up and running over. And for a time the comfort
of the mutual feeling helped to sustain his spirit,
fainting beneath the burden of morbid introspection,
and sapped by the ignorantly exercised power of
his wife, for, not understanding the influence she
wielded, Vashti used it rashly. Suggestion was
superimposed upon suggestion until the centre of
his mental gravity was all but lost, and in his walks
he often paused bewildered at the upspringing of
certain things within his mind, grasping at the elusive
traces of his vanishing individuality.
The hour is past when these things might be
scoffed at; the old legends have given place to
scientific data more marvellous than the myths they
discredit. The law has recognized the verity of
these things, and justice has vindicated its decision
with the extreme fiat of death. Alas, the justice of
men is for those who kill the body; it cannot reach
those who murder the mind.
The church was unusually crowded when Sidney
arose. It had been hinted abroad that Ann Serrup
was to be there, and Dole stirred with pleasurable
anticipation, for Ann Serrup was an unregenerate
individual so far as religion was concerned.
It was related of her that once at a revival meeting
in Brixton, when the fiery revivalist of that place,
Mr. Hackles, approached her, asking in sepulchral
tones where she expected to go when she died, Ann
replied, unmoved, that she would go to where they
put her, a response calculated, in the mind of Mrs.
Ranger, to bring a “judgment onto her.”
The Rev. Hackles denounced her as a vessel of
wrath and designated her as chaff ready to be cast
into the fire, but Ann sat dreamily through it all,
and, as Lanty related afterwards, “never turned a
hair.” And this was when she bore no other shame
than the stigma of being a Serrup, and therefore
predestined to evil, and now she was coming to Dole
church. What would their gentle pastor say?
It was a sweet summer day. Mabella and little
Dorothy sat by a window, and the yellow sunshine
lingered about the two yellow heads, and reached out
presently to Lanty’s curls when he entered a little
later.
Vashti, white and stately, entered with Sally and
took her place in the conspicuous pew set aside for the
preacher’s family. Sally behaved herself demurely
enough in church now, but such is the force of habit
that the eyes of all the juveniles in Dole were bent
steadily upon the preacher’s pew, for in Sally their
childish instinct and experience told them there were
possibilities, and indeed, to be strictly truthful, it
must be confessed that now and then, at decent intervals,
Sally treated them to a surreptitious grimace
worth watching for.
Mrs. Ranger sat in the body of the church, with
the expression of one who perceives an evil odour.
This expression was assumed with her Sunday bonnet
and laid aside with it. Indeed, Mrs. Ranger thought
too much both of her Sunday bonnet and her religious
principles to use either of them on week days.
Temperance and Nathan sat alone in a pew well
back. It was reported in Dole that they had been
seen to look at each other in church, but that was
doubtless one of Mrs. Ranger’s slanders. Temperance
would have been the last to do anything
scandalous.
The whole congregation waited.
Sidney was finding his places in the books. This
was always an irritating spectacle in Dole, but was
forgiven like Sidney’s other delinquencies. Dole
liked to see the preacher open his Bible with the
abrupt air of one seeking a sign from whence to
draw his inspiration for the forthcoming sermon.
The Dole children had been used to have animated
arguments as to whether old Mr. Didymus knew
where he was about to open the book or whether
his text came to him in the nature of a surprise.
If so, then they marvelled that he should so readily
find “the bit.” Young Tom Shinar had once declared
that Mr. Didymus found the place beforehand and
substantiated his evidence by saying he had seen
little ends of white paper sticking out of the big
Bible on the pulpit. But this was coming it too
strong for even the most hardened of his adherents,
and until Tom rehabilitated himself by thrashing a
Brixton boy who said the Brixton church was bigger
than the Dole tabernacle, he ran a great risk of
finding himself isolated, as sacrilegious people have
often been before his time.
To see their preacher searching for his places
before their eyes was a most trying spectacle, and
no preacher save one of extraordinary confidence in
himself and his vocation would have risked bringing
himself thus near the level of mortal man. Sidney
surmounted this danger nobly, but Dole gave a sigh
of relief, as much perhaps for its preacher as itself,
when Sidney, after a final flutter of the pages, laid
down his books, and rising looked down lovingly
upon them; and just as this crisis was reached the
door moved a little, wavered on its double hinges,
closed, opened again, and finally admitted Ann
Serrup, holding her baby in her arms and cowering
behind his little form as though it were protection
instead of a disgrace. Poor Ann! her bravado
vanished at the critical moment and left her dazed,
frightened, shamed, given into the hands of her
enemies, or so it seemed to her. Now the curiosity
of Dole over Ann’s appearance had been such that
there was not one single seat, so far, at least, as
she could see, but what held someone. And to
advance under the fire of those curious eyes into
any of these seats uninvited was more than Ann
dare do. Sidney, with the lack of affectation which
characterized him, looked about to see the cause of
the concentrated gaze of his congregation, and saw
a slim, frightened-looking woman standing just within
the church door, holding a baby to her breast so
tightly that the bewildered child was beginning to
rebel against the restraint of the embrace.
Sidney’s swift intuitions grasped at once that
this was a new comer, a stranger within their gates.
He looked towards Vashti—Vashti was looking at
the congregation as if expecting one or other of them
to do something. Sidney reflected swiftly that it
might not be Dole etiquette for the minister’s wife
to move in such a matter, then he turned to his
congregation and said in a voice suggestive of disappointment,
“Will not one of you offer a seat to
our new sister?”
The effect was electrical.
The Rangers, Smilies, Simpsons, and all their ilk
rose at the summons. Ann followed Mr. Simpson
up the aisle, but just as she nearly reached the
Simpson pew she gave an imploring look at Mabella.
Mabella returned an encouraging smile, and Ann
darted to Mabella’s pew like a rabbit flying to cover.
Mr. Simpson felt the defection and resumed his seat
feeling he had been “done,” and inclined to think
Lanty and Mabella had usurped the privileges of
the deaconship.
Nathan and Temperance gave a sigh of relief.
The moment Ann entered the church each had
longed to bring the forlorn girl to their seat, but a
kind of shyness had fallen upon these two elderly
lovers since their marriage; retracing the steps of
their love dream, they were overtaken now and then
by the awkward hesitancies of youth.
Ann put the neatly dressed child down on the
seat by Dorothy, and the two babies eyed each other
in the frankly questioning manner of innocence.
The congregation recovered, at least outwardly,
its equanimity, and Sidney’s clear, sweet voice said,
“Let us pray,” and after an instant’s pause uttered
a brief invocation to the spirit of Truth and Holiness
to descend upon their waiting hearts.
The hymn was sung, and then having read the
chapter Sidney closed the Bible and began to speak.
Afterwards when all Sidney’s sermons were passed
in review, it was remembered that during this discourse
he kept his eyes fixed upon the face of his
wife, and never once bent his gaze upon his congregation,
the congregation which, gathered there full
of trust that their spiritual wounds would be bound
up, suddenly awakened to the fact that their beloved
preacher was smiting them with the cold steel of
spiritual condemnation.
This man who had been so ready to empty the
vials of healing love upon their bruises, this man
in whose hand the spiritual olive branch had blossomed
like Aaron’s rod that budded, this man whose
gentle human sympathy had wiled forth the secrets
of the most obdurate, this man had turned and was
rending them.
He took for his text, “The sins of the fathers
shall be visited upon the children,” and ere long
the faces before him were piteous.
Never had Sidney spoken as he spoke that day;
spurred on, it would seem, by an irresistible inspiration
he cried to them “Woe—woe.” His fiery
words seared their hearts as flame scorches flesh,
beneath the burden of his bitter eloquence their
spirits fainted. Nor was he content with generalizations,
for with striking parallel and unmistakable comparison
he illustrated his meaning with incidents from
their own lives. Dole had never known how completely
their preacher had been in their confidence
till he turned traitor and dragged forth the skeletons
of their griefs to point the moral of his denunciations.
Beneath it all they sat silent as those mute before
a terrible judge, only the swift and piteous changes
of expression showed when his barbed shafts struck
home. These old men and women were suddenly
smitten with the thought that their children who had
“gone wrong” were only scapegoats for their
parents’ sins, sent by them into the wilderness, with
a mocking garland of religious training, to take away
their reproach before the eyes of the world. But
though the scapegoat might delude the attention of
the world, it did not divert the gaze of the Almighty
from their sin-stained souls. Impeached by their
preacher’s almost personal denunciations, these poor
worn old men and women found themselves convicted
of, and responsible for, their own and their
children’s sins. The ghosts of all the bye-gone
scandals in Dole rose from the shades, and for once,
parading boldly before the face of all men, fastened
upon their victims.
Sudden deaths were pronounced to be judgments
upon hidden sin, and Mary Shinar’s blanched face
was wrung when she recalled her saintly father, who
was found dead in his field with the whetstone in
his hand to sharpen his scythe, that other reaper,
whose sickle is always keen, had cut him down without
warning. Mary tried to remember what old Mr.
Didymus had said about the Lord coming quickly
to those whom He loveth, but she could not, she
could only writhe under the shadow of a dreadful
uncertainty. Death-bed repentances were mocked
at as unworthy and unacceptable cowardice, and old
Henry Smilie’s jaw set, for his son, dead these fifteen
years now, had acknowledged between the spasms
of the death agony that he had erred and gone astray,
and when a merciful interlude of peace was granted
him before the end, he spent his last breaths whispering
forth prayers to the Saviour whom his life
had denied, and when he slept with a kind of unearthly
peace and light upon his worn young face,
old Mr. Didymus had spoken of those who through
many deep waters at last win safe haven, and his
father, ground to the earth by heart-breaking toil,
wearied by the reproachful tongue of a scolding wife,
looked beyond the horizon of this life to that moment
when, transfigured from out the semblance of his
sins, he should see his only son again. And now——
But Sidney having planted the empoisoned spear in
his weary old heart, had turned to other things, and
was speaking with strange white-faced fervour of the
future.
The congregation had up to this instant rested in
spellbound silence, but, as leaving the dead past
he entered the hopeful realms of the future and proceeded
to lay them waste with the most merciless
forebodings, a long suspiration, half moan, half sigh
swept about the church, spending itself like a hiss
of shame in the corners, and coming vaguely to
Sidney’s ears, unnoticed at the moment, but to be
remembered afterwards in agony of spirit. He made
no pause, but continuing in the tense tone of a
man who only veils his meaning because it must be
veiled, and wills that his words be understood, he
pictured forth all the terrors which awaited the child
of the shamed mother and the child of the drunkard;
with pitiless imagery he suggested the inevitability of
the fate which awaited them. He denounced in
bitter terms the sin of giving children such a
heritage, and following out his argument with rigid
Calvinistic logic he left little hope of good for the
victims of this inheritance. Of all the portions of this
bitter sermon, this was the most scathing, and a silence
like the silence of the grave fell upon his hearers.
The faces of Temperance and Nathan were wrung
with generous, impersonal pain, and they held each
other’s hands fast clasped, fearing for Mabella, who,
her face working with keen, mother anguish, looked
at the stony face of her torturer as a lamb might
regard the knife which slays it; Ann Serrup, dazed,
half stupefied by the storm which beat upon her,
had only sufficient intelligence left to shrink from the
wounds which followed thick and fast, as a person
freezing to death may yet feel the icy rain dashing
in his face.
Lanty sat at the end of the pew, a terrible expression
of self-reproach in his eyes, his head held
erect, his shoulders squared as one who receives
the righteous recompense of his sins. But quickening
all this endurance into agony was the thought of
Mabella, he knew so well what she was suffering.
And, lifted up trustingly, in the midst of these pain-drawn
faces, like flowers looking up from amid stones,
were the faces of the two children, Dorothy and
little Reub.
Having finished their scrutiny of each other they
had joined hands and sat silent, looking up wonderingly
at the preacher.
Upon their faces there was still the courage and
hardihood seen upon the faces of all infants; alas!
it is not long before it fades away, abashed by the
unconscious recognition of life’s terrors. To those
who see it, this bravery, the bravery of supreme
ignorance, is poignantly touching. And of all that
congregation only these two children dared look the
preacher confidently in the face.
And yet there was one other. Vashti Lansing,
sitting in the extreme corner of the pew, and facing
her husband, had never taken her eyes from his face,
nor withdrawn her gaze from his.
Her face was white like his, drawn as if by the
intensity of concentrated thought.
Seemingly unconscious of the troubled faces about
her, yet seeing every variation in their agony, she
listened to her own thoughts voiced by Sidney’s
tongue, she heard her own bitterness translated into
words of fatal eloquence.
By the force of her suggestion these ideas, these
images, had been impressed upon the mind of her
husband, and he read the symbols aloud to his
terrified congregation mechanically, only swayed by
the more or less emphatic manner in which the
thoughts had been suggested to him. And sitting
thus, Vashti Lansing saw her own soul face to face.
Surely there must have been something in its dark
reflection to terrify this daring woman, surely her
heart must have trembled before the magnitude of
her triumph, before the spectacle of the misery she
had wrought, but if she indeed felt these things she
gave no sign. Indeed it would seem as if this woman
had suffered so much in secret, over her baulked
desire, that she had gone mad of misery, and as
some serpents when wounded strike savagely at
stones and trees and even at their own coils, so
Vashti, in her hour of power, did not care whom she
wounded, if so that she could vent her venom and see
upon the faces of others some reflex of the agony
which had so long lain at her heart.
We cannot explain these things, nor dare we judge
of them, for to take judgment upon us is to be
ourselves condemned.
Sidney’s voice was growing weaker, and finally,
with a last scathing rebuke, which was perhaps more
of a sneer than a reproof, he sat down, his stern,
white face sinking out of sight behind the high pulpit
desk.
After a few moments, which seemed a century to
the racked congregation, he rose, but the face which
they saw was no longer the stern face of the relentless
man who had so tortured them. The gentle
grey eyes had regained their kindliness, the sensitive
mouth its sweetness, the lofty brow was no longer
black with condemnation, but bright with beneficence;
no longer stern with portents of wrath, but
grave with reverent responsibility. He gave out the
hymn in his usual way and it was sung haltingly,
and then with outstretched hands he blessed his
people.
But they wanted none of his blessings. They had
trusted him and he had betrayed them into the clutch
of their own fears.
It was the custom in Dole for the congregation
and preacher to rest a moment or two in silence after
the final Amen of the benediction, and after that
there were greetings at the church door; but to-day,
whilst Sidney’s bowed head rested upon his hands
he heard hurrying feet crowding to the door, and when
he raised his head and descended the short pulpit
stairs, he found the church empty, he looked about
in amazement.
“Why, Vashti,” he said in surprise, “where have
they all gone?”
“I don’t know whatever has possessed them,”
she said, although she knew only too well. “But
they all hurried out pell mell.”
“How strange,” said Sidney wonderingly. Vashti
looked at him curiously; by this time they were on
the porch. It was empty. Those who walked to
church had taken their departure, fleeing as from a
place accursed. Those who had to wait for the men
to bring round the democrat waggons in which they
had come from a distance, accompanied the men
round to the sheds, and mounting into the vehicles
there, drove off rapidly.
Ann Serrup had waited barely till she got to the
church door, and then turning with blazing eyes to
Mabella, she demanded how she had dared bring her
there to be mocked at; the poor tow of Ann’s passion
was fairly ablaze, but something in Mabella’s
face quieted her, and with an evil word for the
preacher, flung out recklessly from the reservoir of
sinful knowledge—Ann departed.
Amid the brief babel of condemnation which had
preceded the general departure, the voice of Temperance
was the only one raised to stem the flood
of popular indignation.
“Perhaps ’twas laid onto him to speak so,”
said Temperance. “I have heard tell of these
things.”
“Well,” said Mr. Simpson indignantly, “them
things is more enjoyable by hearsay. ’Twas disgraceful!
that’s what it was——” and then he made
off, but Temperance, staunch old Temperance, stood
her ground, and spoke to Vashti and Sidney as they
emerged. But Sidney was wearied out and bewildered
by the sudden defection of his people, and
so had little to say, and when they reached the little
gate the two couples separated and took different
roads; the windows and doors were closed in all
the houses which Vashti and Sidney passed as they
went to the parsonage. Vashti realized that never
had she been so identified with her husband as she
was that day by the eyes which peeped out of the
re-opened doors behind them.
Dole had withdrawn itself from its preacher. It
had been hard to win out, but it retired to its shell
with a promptitude which suggested that it had never
been quite comfortable out of it.
“I can’t understand it,” said Sidney. “It seems
extraordinary. I did not preach too long, did I?”
“No, indeed,” said Vashti; “you spoke splendidly.”
His face glowed like that of a child which has been
praised; he passed his hand vaguely across his brow.
“I am so glad you are pleased,” he said. “It was
your sermon, you know. It seemed to me I was
saying just what you would wish.”
“Yes, of course you did,” said Vashti as they entered
the parsonage gate, then, hesitatingly, she said:
“Have you got it written down?”
“No, oh no—I—the fact is I don’t seem to remember
what I preached about. How strange! But
no matter if you were pleased at the time. I would
not care to submit my theology to your tests, my
dear.”
They were by this time standing together in the
little study.
Moved by a sudden tenderness Vashti laid her
face against his sleeve.
“I think,” she said, “you are better than anyone.”
A great joy illumined his face, he put his arms
about her, for a moment his old self reasserted itself.
“My dear,” he said, “are you well? Why, Vashti,
how thin you have grown.”
She looked up at him with great hollow grey eyes.
“Thin!” she said, and laughed discordantly;
“what should the preacher’s wife have to make her
thin?”
“You are well and happy?” he asked.
“Both, am I not first lady in Dole?”
“You are First and Only Queen of my heart,” he
said tenderly. “That’s your name and title.”
And just then Sally came to say the table was
ready, and slipping away from his encircling arms
Vashti led the way to the table.
As the afternoon waned, Sidney’s nervousness increased.
He strove to remember his sermon, and
wandered restlessly about the house. At length he
came to Vashti where she sat, book in hand, but busy
with her own thoughts.
“I’m really worried over the people leaving so to-day,”
he said. “Can it be that they are disappointed
in me?”
“Why, no,” said Vashti, then asking a question
which had been on the tip of her tongue all day:
“Can’t you remember anything of your sermon?”
“Not a word,” said Sidney, “isn’t it strange?”
“Oh, it’s just a freak of memory,” she said.
“Oh, I don’t mind that,” said Sidney, “but the
worrying part is that I seem to remember that I
was harsh, that I said cruel things and used the facts
you have told me about their own lives to drive in
the nails of a cruel argument. Did I do that? Oh,
Vashti, tell me. I spoke, it seemed to me, filled with
your spirit, so surely I could not have been brutal to
them. It is an evil dream.”
His pale face was strained with the pain of his
thoughts. Vashti was alarmed by the distress upon
his countenance. She rose and took him by the
hand.
“Lie down, Sidney,” she said, “and have a little
rest. You are troubling yourself needlessly. Dole is
full of freakish people. Temperance has quarrelled
with all the women about something and they may
have rushed off to avoid some dispute. Your flock
think you are perfect. Sleep, Sidney, and forget these
troubles. You are too sensitive.” He suffered himself
to be led to the green leather couch and
stretched himself upon it wearily. She bent above
him, passing her strong magnetic hands across his
brow, looking at him with almost pitiful eyes. Her
pity was that of a vivisector who dares sympathize
with the dumb creature he tortures.
Sidney looked up at her between the passes of her
waving hands. For an instant his face was glorified,
and he saw her again as he had seen her that first
day on the old porch of the Lansing house, with her
fingers shining like ivory in the sun, and her noble
head set like a cameo upon the green background
of wild cucumber vine which draped the porch.
He saw her thus, his first, last love, and then closed
his eyes and floated forth upon the cloud of golden
memory into the dreamless realm of a hypnotic sleep
with her voice whispering, it seemed within his very
soul, saying “Sleep and forget, sleep and forget.”
And he slept.
It was dusk. Vashti Lansing let herself out of the
parsonage, for a wild hour was coming upon her,
the proud, impatient despairing spirit was clamouring
at her lips for utterance, and she felt as perhaps
every married woman feels sometimes that her home
afforded her no sanctuary safe from her husband’s
intrusion.
And so softly closing the door she fled out into
the night, and as her agitation increased, the moonless
night deepened, and lighted only by a few wan
stars she fled along the country road, her turmoil of
spirit translated into physical energy. And presently
she found herself opposite the gaunt boulders of
Mullein meadow. Its hopelessness suited her mood.
She entered it, and wandering amid its dreary
boulders she crucified herself with memories.
As a stoic who longs to know the extent of his
endurance she forced herself to pass where she had
trodden through the furnace, but she did not linger,
for deny the fact as she might, Vashti Lansing was
no longer the superbly strong woman she had been.
As the “elm tree dies in secret from the core,” so
Vashti Lansing’s strength had been sapped unseen.
She turned dizzily away from the circle of boulders
and wandered on, away to the other end of Mullein
meadow, and there sank down upon a little knoll
known far and near as Witches’ Hill, for it was here,
so tradition said, that the unholy fires had been lit
to torture the life out of cross-grained old women,
with perhaps no worse tempers than their judges,
but a poorer art in concealing them. It was because
of these executions that Mullein meadow was cursed
with barrenness, so said the old story, but Dole, concerned
with the practical things of food and raiment,
did not trouble its head about old tales, only the
school children kept the story alive, daring each other
to cross Mullein meadow at twilight, or to bring back
a stone from Witches’ Hill, for there was a strange
outcropping of stone here different from any in
the district.
Vashti sat beneath the wan sky solitary upon one
of these stones. She knew well the reputation of
the place, but felt a perverse delight in carrying her
tortured heart to the spot where the old Vashti had
suffered.
Surely her imperious will, her lawless pride, her
revengeful spirit, were as stern judges as those who
haled her ancestress to her death.
She sighed aloud, and a wind sprang up and caught
the breath and wandered with it up and down the
dreary field, till all its barrenness seemed to be complaining
to the pitiless heavens of the blight laid
upon it.
Vashti rose to depart. As she turned away the
wind wailed after her and Mullein meadow seemed
to cry aloud for its child to be given back to its
stony bosom.
Taking no thought that she might be seen, Vashti
crossed to the road, and just as she mounted the
fence she heard a cry of terror and saw two figures
dash away. The shock to her tense nerves was
terrible. She sank to the ground and it was some
time ere she regained strength to go on, and when
she did, skulking cautiously this time in the shadow
of the rough stone fence, she encountered no one.
She reached home, stole into the house, and went
to Sidney’s room, where he was reading calmly and
cheerfully.
So the day ended in outward calm at the parsonage.
Two days later Vashti smiled palely when
Mabella, who was a timorous and superstitious little
soul, told her how all Dole was terrified because
old Mr. Simpson and young Ab Ranger, going past
Mullein meadow, had seen the ghost of a witch
descend from Witches’ Hill and come straight towards
them. They stood their ground till it began to cross
the fence, and then they owned frankly they fled,
whereupon it vanished into the earth.
It was described as a very tall, black-robed spectre.
Mabella shuddered as she related this story, and
her attitude was typical of the attitude of the whole
village. This apparition, seen upon the same
day that Sidney had preached his terrible sermon,
reduced Dole to a state of consternation. What was
coming upon them? Mrs. Ranger, whose belief in
and reference to “judgments” was very strong, felt
an awesome premonition that a general judgment was
in close proximity, and prepared herself for it according
to her lights by making up with Temperance and
giving Ann Serrup a petticoat.
Having thus hedged as best she could, Mrs. Ranger
gave herself up to lugubrious anticipation.
CHAPTER XV.
On Monday Dole watched the parsonage gate
narrowly, but when Sidney at length came forth
he found the little street silent, the doorways dumb,
the windows as expressionless as the patch upon a
beggar’s eye. But silence is often eloquent, speech
lurks behind closed lips, and the beggar’s patch is
frequently only a pretence; as Sidney advanced,
the children, playing marbles or hop-scotch in the
shade of the houses, rose and ran within, the doors
were closed by invisible hands as he drew near,
upon the window blinds he could see sometimes
the silhouette, sometimes the shadow of a peering
face.
Dole had its preacher beneath its most censorious
microscope—beneath the lens of prejudice virtues
are distorted to the semblance of vices, but beneath
the lens of personal disapproval faults become so
magnified that the virtues dwindle to mere shadows,
and finally vanish. Furtive scrutiny is nearly always
condemnatory, and is in its very nature a thing
abhorrent; to a sensitive spirit it is simply a sentence
of death. The chill of it fell upon Sidney’s spirit
and weighted its wings as with leaden tears. Coming
after the curious circumstance of his people’s abrupt
departure from the church, Sidney could not but
connect their present manifestation of coldness with
his sermon.
What had he said? he asked himself, with an
agonized effort to force his memory to serve him,
but like a spoiled, indulgent servant memory had
become a saucy menial and refused to do his bidding.
It was impossible for him to dream however that
it was the substance of his sermon which had
offended them; he had never spoken aught to them
but words of peace and hope. It was the spirit
doubtless to which they objected. Could it be that,
detecting the false ring in his faith, they had turned
upon him, as one who had led them from out the
wholesome wind-swept places of their stern creed,
to the perilous shelter of an oasis of false hope,
where they would be crushed in the wreck of the
palms of peace, whose stems had no stability, but
had sprung up mushroom-like out of human love,
instead of spiritual faith?
And such was the innate generosity of this man,
that in the midst of his own personal pain, he
endured a yet more poignant pain when he thought
how their fears and their sorrows would rise to slay
them, strong as lions refreshed by rest. He had
lulled them to sleep for awhile, was it only that they
might gather fresh strength?
One would have said that it would have been
an easy matter for a priest beset by these thoughts
to vindicate himself before his deacons, but Sidney
did not want a hearing. If brought before the bar
of their stern orthodoxy what reason could he give
why sentence should not be pronounced upon him?
And their verdict would break Vashti’s heart—the
heart which he had striven to satisfy with the gift
of his own soul.
Things must go on as they were, he could demand
no explanation—nor risk precipitating the expression
of any of his deacons’ doubts, for he knew, by some
blind, unreasoning intuition that his spirit, upon
which he had laid such burdens of deceit, would
faint utterly before the ordeal. He knew that never
again could he force his lips to fashion a false
Profession of Faith.
Perhaps his search for the Holy Grail had been
an unconscious one, yet he had drawn very near
the chalice. However faint his faith in the divinity
of the Cup of Christ might be, he yet felt it was
far too holy to be profaned by his lips. He abased
himself as one who had partaken unworthily.
There is an old parable anent those who pray at
the street corners, and he who does not dare even
to lift up his eyes.
Sidney turned away from the mute condemnation
of the village to the bosom of the hill, and presently
found himself over the crest and in the hillside
pasture where Lanty’s young horses kicked up their
heels and tossed their heads, in the arrogant freedom
of two-year-olds.
Sidney paused and held out his hands to them,
uttering little peculiar calls, and they came to him,
at first fearfully, then more confidently, and at last
with the boldness of happy ignorance; they did
not know yet that man’s hand imposes the bridle
and the bit.
Sidney had a great fascination for dumb creatures
whose instinct distinguishes the real love from the
false so much more surely than does our reason.
As Sidney stroked their velvety noses, and talked
to them, and let them lip his hand, a singular expression
overspread his face. For suddenly there
faded from it every mark and line imprinted by
experience.
The retrospect and dream of love faded from
out his eyes and was replaced by the innocent look
of the child who enjoys the present moment and
anticipates the future with unshaken confidence, the
look of one who has neither desired, nor felt, nor
yearned, nor suffered. It was a strange thing—such
a transformation as one sees sometimes when Death
smooths out the furrows and gives back to the
worn body the brow of babyhood—signing it with
the solemn signet of eternal peace which never
shines save above eyes closed for ever. And when
our mortal eyes behold this chrism we tremble and
call it unearthly, as indeed it is. And this halo
shone upon Sidney’s countenance as he fondled the
young horses, and talked to them as to brothers,
and presently looking at them he began to question
them.
“Why is it,” he said, “that you have that look
in your great soft eyes? I see it always, always in
the eyes of you dumb creatures—a look as if you
if your hearts were bursting with the thoughts
you cannot speak; as if in proud humility you
acknowledge that your faculties were maimed—as
if you too could render a reason for all that you
do, if only you could make it articulate—as if you
plead with us to understand you—as if you prayed
piteously against the eternal silence which keeps
you down. Ah! Do not look at me like that! I
know you feel and suffer and think! Look at me
as an equal. Surely when you are alone, quite
alone, you look at each other with different eyes?
Free eyes bright with the unspeakable boon of
equality. May I not see you thus? Some night
when the moon is high above the tree tops, when
the meadow lies like a bright green lake beneath its
beams, when the cat-bird calls from the bushes and
there is no one here but you, may I not come to
you and see you look at each other, and at me,
proudly, as brother looks upon brother? For I
am your brother! To breathe is to be the brother
of all that lives by breath. And see! how ready
I am to acknowledge kinship,” and so he babbled
on and on, all forgotten but the living creatures
before him. At length the glory faded from his
face, little by little, as a fabric falls into its old
folds, his face resumed its normal expression, he
patted the outstretched noses all round.
“What piteous eyes you have, poor fellows!” he
said, and left them stretching their glossy necks
over the fence to him, and pressing their broad
breasts against it, till it creaked and cracked.
Dole maintained its attitude unchanged till
Wednesday. Upon that day Sidney, passing from
the post office, with some books under his arm, met
Mrs. Smilie, who, going over to exchange views with
Mrs. Simpson about matters in general, and the
preacher and the witch’s ghost in particular, had
left home very early, intending to return before dark.
There would be no more lonely twilight walks
taken in Dole for some time to come. The ghost
had been seen by several individuals, all testified
to its height, its black robe, its white face. Truth
to tell, Vashti, dreading to be questioned about her
husband’s views, had kept herself close within doors
all day long, and had taken her constitutionals in
the dusk. Did she intentionally play the part of
spectre? Perhaps. Nor indeed is it to be wondered
at if she grasped at any distraction from her own
thoughts, for Vashti Lansing was beset with terrible
fears. Working with material she did not understand
she had wrought havoc in her husband’s brain. His
mind had given evidence during the last day or
two, not only that it had partially escaped her
control, but his own.
Once or twice she had seen the unearthly glory
of confident innocence and supernal peace upon his
countenance, once or twice his mind had revolted
against the charm of her compelling eyes and waving
hands; he had apologized for this, as if his will
was gone beyond his own control; once or twice
she chanced to look at him and met his eyes, and
incontinently he fell into a deep slumber.
Vashti’s soul fainted within her. How would it
end?
Since the Sunday she had avoided any suggestion
of making him sleep.
Alas! she had played with fire too long.
Sidney paused to speak pleasantly with Mrs.
Smilie, but that good woman did not wish to compromise
herself in the eyes of the neighbours by
seeming to “side” with the preacher, before she
had any idea as to the probable state of the poll.
“It will be the first division in the church since
long before Mr. Didymus’s day,” she soliloquized as
she proceeded on her way. “I don’t believe there
would be any division if Temperance and Nathan
and Mabella and Lanty wouldn’t act up stubborn—but
them Lansings!”
These reflections took her as far as her friend’s
house. The afternoon wore on and Mrs. Smilie
was thinking regretfully that it was time for her
to get home, and Mrs. Simpson was persuading her
to stay with much sincerity, for her larder was full,
and Mrs. Smilie was primed with the latest gossip,
when there came the sound of voices to the two
ladies, and the next moment Mr. Simpson entered
accompanied by Mr. Smilie. This solved the
problem, both should stay to supper. Mrs. Simpson
bustled about with the satisfaction of the housekeeper
who knows she can load her table, and
presently they sat down and enjoyed themselves
hugely over the cold “spare-ribs” and hot biscuits.
After the table was cleared they sat talking some
time.
The hour for “suppering up” the horses came.
Mr. Simpson rose and Mr. Smilie said they might
as well be going, and went with him to get his
horse. As they opened the door a faint, yellow
glare met their eyes. It lighted up the moonless
sky weirdly, and growing every moment brighter,
was at length pierced by a long spear of lurid
flame.
“Wimmen!” shouted old Mr. Simpson. “Come
on; Lanty Lansing’s being burned out!”
The two men and women fled along the quiet
road in utter silence. A strange hush seemed to
have fallen upon the scene, as if all nature’s voices
were silent before the omnipotent flames which leaped
ever higher and higher, as if threatening even the
quiet skies. The men and women felt themselves
possessed by that strange, chilling excitement which
thrills the bravest hearts when confronted by unfettered
flame. In the country fire is absolutely the
master when once it gains headway, it roars on till
it fails for lack of fuel. As they passed the few
houses along the way they paused to cry in short-breathed
gasps, “Fire! fire!”
Some of the house doors were open to the night,
showing their occupants had gone forth hastily; some
opened and let out men and women to join the little
party of four. The Rangers passed them on horseback,
and, as they came within sight of the house,
they saw dark forms already flitting before the fiery
background, living silhouettes against the flame. It
was the great old-fashioned shed which was burning,
but the summer wind was blowing straight for the
house, and three minutes after the Simpsons arrived
a flicker of flame shot out from the coach-house cornice,
caught the gable of the old house, crept up it,
and fled along the ridge pole like a venomous fiery
serpent. Mabella came rushing up to old Mrs.
Simpson.
“Will you take care of Dorothy?” she said;
“Lanty isn’t here—oh, isn’t it terrible?” and then
she fled back to show the men where the new harness
was in the house, and to try to get her sewing
machine and a few other of her housewifely treasures.
All the neighbourhood was there working with mad
energy. These people might gossip and backbite and
perhaps misjudge each other sorely, but no need such
as this found deaf ears. They knew what such a
catastrophe meant, how vital a thing it was, and wild
with the energy which is born of hopeless struggle,
they strove to cheat the fire-fiend’s greedy maw. Ab
Ranger and young Shinar were rolling out the barrels
of flour from Mabella’s well-stocked storeroom, when,
high above the noise of the flames and the excited
hum of voices, there came the sound of wildly galloping
hoofs. The next instant the roan, with Lanty
on her back, took the high fence as though it were
in her stride, and Lanty, flinging himself from the
saddle, rushed to the burning house. He could see
for the moment neither wife nor child, nor did he
know if the neighbours had arrived in time. He was
distraught with apprehension. His wild ride since
he had first seen the glimmer of the fire had seemed
to him as hours of agony. He ran hither and thither
through the crowd uttering incoherent demands for
his wife and child.
Mabella appeared in the doorway. The flames lit
up his face, distorted with anxiety and terrible fear.
A great throb of relief made his heart leap, and
released the sanguine blood which rushed to his head.
Mabella and Dorothy were safe—why was he idle?
He leaped towards the doorway, but Mabella,
labouring under a deadly apprehension, a terrible fear,
had seen his face and been seized by a panic.
“Lanty! Lanty! Don’t go in!” she cried.
“Not go in!” he said, and held on his way.
Then a terrible resolution came to Mabella; she
had fought bravely to keep up appearances, to hide
her husband’s delinquencies, now she must betray
them to save him. Was she, for paltry pride, to
risk letting him enter the burning house in that condition?
A thousand times no! He was too dear to
her. She caught hold if young Shinar, the strongest
man in Dole.
“Oh, Tom!” she cried, “hold Lanty—don’t let
him go in. He is not himself.”
Her voice, shrill with fear and agony, rose above
the duller sounds, and pierced every ear there.
Lanty gave an inarticulate sound of grief and
wrath and self-reproach. The next moment he felt
Shinar’s hand upon his shoulder, heard a persuasive
if rough voice in his ear, but what it said he did
not know, for a wild, blind rage possessed him, and
he flung off the hand with a curse. But Shinar would
not let him go.
Lanty struck viciously, and the other man called
between his teeth:
“Here, Ab—help me hold him”
Ab Ranger came, but it took another yet to hold
Lanty, who, perfectly sober, was at length mastered
by sheer weight and held helpless, whilst his neighbours
strove to rescue what of his goods they could.
And then for a little time hot-headed Lanty, moved
beyond himself, raved and cursed, and gave colour
to any supposition his neighbours cared to adopt
regarding his condition. Mabella approached him
fearfully, yet her heart was high with the courage
which had enabled her to keep him from harm’s way.
But Lanty with an oath bade her begone. Horrified,
she fled to where Mrs. Simpson held Dorothy, and
clasping her child in her arms fell upon her knees,
crying, from which position she was raised by Sidney’s
gentle touch. He was white-faced and terribly excited.
“Have you seen Vashti?” he asked Mabella when
he had drawn her to her feet.
“No,” began Mabella. “I——”
“Here I am,” said Vashti in even tones, from near
where they stood. “I have been here some little
time, but Mabella has been too busy to see me.”
Then she turned away and went over to where
the men still held Lanty.
“What’s the matter?” she demanded, her great
eyes blazing, her face white as death.
“Lanty ain’t himself,” said Ab Ranger.
“You are crazy!” said Vashti contemptuously.
“Mabella said——” began young Shinar.
“Let go of him,” said Vashti almost savagely.
“How dare you! Lanty is as sober as I am. The
idea of you daring to do this thing! They ought
to be ashamed, Lanty!”
The detaining hands fell from him. He gave her
one look of passionate gratitude, the one sole recompense
Vashti Lansing ever received for the love
which had ruined her whole life. The young men
slunk away. Lanty felt a terrible reaction sweep
across him, and fell atrembling with real physical
weakness.
He remembered his repulse of Mabella.
“Vashti,” he said, “go and ask Mabella to come
to me. I said something ugly to her. I want her
to forgive me.”
Vashti went with seeming readiness. Lanty rested
white and trembling, alone, before the flaming ruin of
his home. Presently Vashti came towards him slowly.
He raised his head.
“Where’s Mabella?” he asked. “She’s all right,
isn’t she?”
“Yes, but, Lanty, I’m very sorry, she won’t come.”
“Then she can stay,” said Lanty heart-brokenly.
“If she has the heart to hold out now she can stay;
can I come home with you, Vashti?”
“Yes, of course,” said Vashti. “I’ll call Sidney,
and you go home with him. I’ll explain to everybody
that you are all right. You had better go and
not get them all asking questions.”
So she brought Sidney, and the two men went
away together. As they turned their backs upon the
scene there came a terrible crash. They turned and
looked.
The roof-tree of Lanty’s home had fallen in. He
resumed his way with tears brimming his eyes.
Vashti no sooner saw them depart than she
hastened over to the group about Mabella. Temperance
was holding her in her arms.
As Vashti approached, the group gave way a little.
Mabella looked up.
“What did Lanty say?” she asked eagerly. “Is
he ever going to forgive me?”
Vashti answered softly and with seeming hesitation,
“Don’t take on too hard, Mabella, but he has gone
home with Sidney.”
Mabella comprehended the words and sank, a dead
weight, in Temperance’s arms.
Vashti went about in her quiet way, speaking to
the oldest women, explaining, or was it only hinting?
to them in confidence, how incensed Lanty was
against Mabella, how angry Mabella was because of
Lanty’s words, how Sidney had taken Lanty home
to wrestle with him, and how Mabella and Dorothy
were going home with Temperance.
Some of the men said they would stay all night,
and watch, and gradually the others departed, but
even before they separated that night they had found,
by the corner of the barn, the point where the fire
had been lighted; kerosene oil had been poured upon
broken-up shingles, taken from the bundles laid there
ready to reshingle the barn when the work grew
slack; more than that, Ab Ranger found a box of
parlour matches, a luxury little used in Dole; the
box was marked with oily fingers.
Who had done this thing?
Mabella, numb with her despair, was taken home
by Nathan and Temperance. The tired men whispered
together as they lay upon couches improvised
of the saved bedding, and watched the embers glow
and flicker up into flame, and die away, and leap
up again and again.
Vashti was conducted home by the village people.
They stood at the gate watching her run up the
little garden path, and open the door of her home;
she waved to them from the threshold, and they
knew she was safe from the ghost, and as the groups
diminished and separated the units composing them
drew closer together, for a great fear had laid hold
upon Dole.
At length all found sleep, and some from exhaustion,
some from despair, some by reason of great
grief slept well, but none of them all rested so quietly
as did an inert white-faced figure which lay upon
the road to Brixton, opposite Witches’ Hill in Mullein
meadow. A sorrel horse sniffed at the prostrate
shape, and whinnied in the night, but it was not till
nearly noon the next day that the dead body of
Hemans the machine agent was found. His hands
and clothes were covered with kerosene oil, in his
pocket was another box of parlour matches.
His neck was broken.
The burning of Lanty’s home had been terribly
avenged.
Vashti Lansing, actuated by the spirit of unrest
which possessed her, had taken her big black shawl
about her and fled swiftly through the by-ways to
Mullein meadow. She had no fears of the night.
Her dark spirit was akin to it. In its mystery she
saw a simulacrum of the mysteries of her own soul.
And as she sat upon the stones of Witches’ Hill
and felt the summer wind raising the heavy locks
of hair upon her brow, a sense of peace and rest,
fleeting, but inexpressibly precious, came to her.
Some strange influence made her turn her head and
she saw a tongue of flame shoot up like a flaming
dart of defiance hurled from earth to heaven. It
was Lanty’s home! As the thought formulated itself
in her brain she was aware of the soft thud, thud, of
galloping hoofs coming towards Mullein meadow.
This was the guilty one fleeing from his work.
To think thus was to act. She fled across Mullein
meadow to the Brixton road, climbed the fence and
crouched in the shadow. As the horse drew near
she recognized it in the starlight; knew its rider, and
knew her guess was right. Every one knew Hemans’
malignant nature, and his emnity towards Lanty was
a matter of common report.
The horse was almost abreast of her. She sprang
out of the gloom, threw up her arms, the black
shawl waved uncertainly about her, the sorrel reared,
the man gave a scream of fear and fell upon the
stony road striking upon his head. Vashti gathered
her shawl about her and fled towards the light which
was broadening and glowing against the dusky sky.
Thus Dole was not kept long in suspense as to
who had set fire to Lanty’s buildings, but the circumstances
of his death were hidden from them, but
it intensified the superstitious fear which brooded over
the village to an agony to think Hemans had been
found with his neck broken, exactly upon the spot
where young Ranger and Mr. Simpson had first seen
the ghost of the witch.
By the afternoon of the following day, Mabella
Lansing and the baby Dorothy were installed in the
little two-roomed cottage, which alone, of all the
buildings upon Lanty’s property, had escaped the fire.
She had refused all offers of shelter. She would not
even stay with Nathan and Temperance.
“I am Lanty’s wife,” she said, “and as long as
there is a roof belonging to him I will live under it.
I made a terrible mistake, but some day he will
forgive me.”
Within her own heart Mabella, great in her love
and trust, thought it would not be long till he came
to her; she remembered those silent moments in the
past when Lanty had made mute acknowledgment
of his fault, and she had bestowed voiceless pardon.
Mabella knew when she and Lanty met there would
be no need for words, and she felt the moment
would be too sacred for any other eyes, be they
never so loving, to witness.
The first day passed; she saw Lanty at a distance
working in the fields. Friday came but did not
bring him, and she grew nervous and frightened;
the day passed, and the night, but she was growing
more and more nervous; she started awake with
terror many times during the night; she fancied she
saw a face at the window; she thought she heard
footsteps round and round the house.
Saturday brought her many visitors, Vashti among
the rest. Vashti talked to her about the finding of
Hemans’ body, the ghost, and the terror which the
village lay under, and then departed.
As Saturday waned down to night a sick nervous
fear oppressed Mabella; she lit two lamps and tried
to fight off her terrors. The ticking of the clock
seemed to grow louder and louder. Dorothy tossed
in her sleep. Mabella had kept the child awake to
cheer her till the little one was thoroughly over-tired.
The tension became almost unbearable. She
rose, frightened at the sound of her own footstep and
took Lanty’s violin from the shelf; she could not
play, but she thought it would comfort her to pick
at the vibrant strings which were so responsive to
Lanty’s touch. She seated herself beside the lamp—her
back to the front door, and facing the door in
the rear. She thought she heard a noise behind her—she
turned swiftly to look over her shoulder—she
caught the shadow of a face at the front window—her
eyes dilated. There came a sound from the
rear door, and a breath of air. She forced her eyes
to look. A tall figure, wrapped in black and with
gleaming eyes, stood between the lintels. The fiddle
fell; its strings breaking with a shriek. Mabella gave
one scream of terror, “Lansing—Lansing!” and
darted toward the cot where the child lay—but ere
she reached it the front door came crashing in, as
Lanty dashed his shoulders against it, and before
Mabella quite lost consciousness she felt his strong
arms about her, and knew that nothing could harm
her.
With Mabella in his arms Lanty rushed across the
little kitchen to the empty portal of the rear door,
and looked forth, and in the starlight saw his cousin
Vashti, with head down, running like a hunted hare
for home.
“I know you!” he cried in a clarion-like voice—and
Vashti heard.
Lanty, eager, yet ashamed to seek Mabella’s
pardon, had held lonely vigil without the little cottage;
it was his footstep which had so terrified her.
It was the fleeting shadow of his face which she had
seen. As she looked around he had withdrawn out
of sight, and was crouched beside the window when
he heard her cry of “Lansing—Lansing!” Only
twice before had she called him thus. Once when
she came to his arms in Mullein meadow; once during
the terrible day when Dorothy came to them, and
when Lanty heard it the third time it was as a
chord made up of the greatest joy, the greatest
agony of his life; he would have crossed the river
of death to answer it.
Mabella opened her eyes beneath his kisses. She
looked at him, and put up her hand to stroke his
face. He caught it and pressed it against his eyes.
They were wet.
“Don’t, my dear,” she said. “You break my
heart,” and then the tears so long repressed gushed
from her own eyes—and Lanty and Mabella were
each other’s again—and for ever. And when they
were a little calmer they talked together, and each
learned how the other had chosen Vashti as an ambassadress
of peace.
“Poor Vashti!” said Mabella, a swift comprehension,
denied to the stupidity of man, coming to her
woman’s heart.
“Poor Vashti!” echoed Lanty contemptuously.
“Poor Vashti, indeed! Just wait.”
“Oh, Lanty,” said Mabella with a sob in her voice,
“don’t you condemn her; that would be too cruel.”
Lanty said nothing; he had his own thoughts.
But the joy of their reunion dwarfed all other interests
and peace rested in their hearts.
And Vashti? She had shown no mercy; she expected
none. That Lanty would make her name a
hissing in Dole she did not doubt.
But so strange is human nature, that Vashti Lansing,
confronted with the prospect of shame and
mockery for herself, turned to thoughts of her husband.
She dreaded the ordeal of the service of the
next day upon him. A vague but omnipresent sense
of uneasiness, quite apart from dread for herself,
weighed upon her. She took a lamp and went into
Sidney’s room softly; she bent above him. With
the stillness of deep sleep upon him he lay very
quiet, the delicacy of his clear-cut countenance enhanced
rather than modified by the white pillow, and
as he slept he smiled. To natures such as his, which
harbour neither dislike, distrust nor condemnation of
any living thing, sleep is indeed beneficent.
As Vashti looked, slow tears globed her eyes, but
did not fall. They were, in all honesty, tears for
her husband, not for herself. She bent nearer him
and touched him with her lips—perhaps the only time
she had ever done so of her own volition.
“I must see him through to-morrow,” she murmured—then
turning away she left the room. What
did she mean? It is hard to pierce to the core of
such a woman’s soul; but in her great eyes there was
the look of one so weary that the prospect of Eternal
Sleep seems sweet.
CHAPTER XVI.
The next dawn drew from out the dark bright with
the portents of a perfect day.
All the hollow heaven was blue as a turquoise stone.
Vashti faced the sunny hours, which yet loomed
so black for her, with that courage and calm which
grows out of over-much torture.
Pain became its own anæsthetic in course of time—and
this numbness had crept over proud Vashti
Lansing. She had made others suffer much, but they
all had their compensations. Who can say how much
she suffered herself?
As the hour for the service drew near, Sidney
became very nervous. Vashti tried vainly to console
him, but all her soothing words failed to impress
him. It was as if she strove to grave an image
upon quicksilver.
At last she said to him gently:
“It will be given thee in that hour what thou
shalt say.”
His face brightened.
“Of course it will,” he said simply. “That has
happened to me before.”
They left the house together. The sun seemed to
be more radiant in its revealings than usual that
morning, and as Vashti walked down the path its
radiance seemed to linger and dwell about her. “A
gold frame about the dearest picture upon earth,”
said Sidney, his loving eyes alight with the adoration
of first love. And as he saw her that morning
she was very beautiful.
Passing the common height of women she had
grown more statuesque and slender, the lithe plastic
grace of her girlhood had fixed into a gracious,
womanly dignity. Her great grey eyes were profoundly
mysterious. They looked out desolately from
her tragic face, as the altar lamps of a desecrated
temple might shine upon the waste places.
The contours of her strong, beautiful face were
solemn and suave as the curves of the Greek Acanthus
leaf. Above all there was expressed in her whole
face and in every line of her body an intense energy,
both of thought and movement. With her to think
was to act; to will was to strive.
When distressed by thought or tormented by the
behests of her imperious will, she was wont to
translate the mental energy into physical exercise,
and walk until the demon was laid by physical
weariness.
She wore that Sunday morning one of the gowns
Sidney had so lovingly designed for her. It fell in
quasi-Greek draperies straight from shoulder to heel.
Conventionalized by the hand of a clever modiste,
it was yet almost classic in its severity. It suited her
well.
They arrived at the church a little late.
The congregation was already assembled—and
such a congregation! Never in all the annals of Dole
had there been such an one. The village had simply
emptied itself into the church.
Lanty and Mabella were there, the light of perfect
peace and love upon their brows.
Ann Serrup and her baby sat in Mrs. Ranger’s
pew. That good woman, trembling before the
shadow of the “judgment” she was always prophesying,
had secured Ann apparently to offer in evidence
of good faith, if need arose.
Nathan and Temperance occupied one end of their
accustomed pew, crushed into the corner by the overflowing
of the unprecedented assembly. And seated
in the middle of the church, well back, but just in
a line from the pulpit, sat a stranger.
A man with a strong square head, rugged face,
and grizzled hair and beard.
A workman, one could see at a glance, and poor
as the people of the congregation, but yet there was
a subtle difference.
His face was more sophisticated in suffering than
theirs—his poverty more poignant—for he knew
which they did not, what poor people miss. He
had looked wistfully up the highways he might not
tread, they looked only upon the hard road they had
travelled.
He peered yearningly into paradises of learning
whose gates are closed to the man whose hours are
spent in toil; they did not lift their eyes beyond
the little circle of their immediate needs. He craved
to “reach the law within the law”; they sought their
own personal salvation.
And as Sidney rose the eyes of this man dwelt
upon him as one might look upon a master who
had betrayed him, whom yet he follows afar off.
Sidney rose in his place.
A shaft of golden light wavered about the old-fashioned
square panes of the window, and, finding
the centre of one, pierced through it, and streamed
in lucent radiance straight above Sidney’s head.
Some in the congregation thought it was like the
flaming sword that drove Adam from Paradise, and
the old workman, watching the preacher with an
infinitude of yearning in his eyes, gave a deep-chested
sigh and thought it pity that nature’s golden
illumination was just a little higher than Sidney,
just a hand-breadth beyond him.
With hands outstretched above them Sidney
uttered the usual words of his invocation, and then
gave out the hymn. There are unwritten canons
which govern the selection of sacred songs, and in
Dole the clergyman had been wont to begin the
service with words suggestive of humbleness, or
pleading, or an acknowledgment of the Deity they
were addressing, or at least a filial expression of
confidence in a Father’s love. But Sidney had
chosen another hymn than any of these—one of those
yearning sweet songs which here and there redeem
the hymn-books—usually chosen at the end of the
service; he took it as the key-note seemingly of
his sermon:
“Oh love that will not let me go.”
The congregation sang it wailingly. The preacher
rose again and taking for his text these words “Love,
the fulfilling of the law,” closed the Bible and
resting his folded hands upon it began to speak to
them, so winningly, so tenderly, that his words smote
the flint of their hearts as Moses’ rod did the rock.
It is one of the terrible tragedies of our imagination
to think that the act which saved the wandering
querulous tribes alive, condemned the weary old
patriarch to only view the promised land. Our
souls rebel against the thought, the dispensation
seems too bitter, and it is hard to reconcile ourselves
to the idea that Sidney, giving the cup of Living
Water to these people should himself die athirst—because
he had neglected some outward forms.
For surely no one could dream but that Sidney’s
whole life had been one long act of worship.
The old workman had never known before how
beautiful the gospel of good tidings might be made.
He felt it necessary to steel himself against its
insidious charm. Humanized by Sidney’s subtle
sympathy, and presented to them as a panacea for
all human ills, it was little wonder that the old
workman began to realize to the full the hold the
Christ-word had upon those who believe—though
their hearts be rived and strained by earthly cares,
though their souls be carded like wool and woven
with worldliness, yet there remain ever the little
grains of love—the tiny shining particles of faith.
And, as Sidney quoted gentle passages from Holy
Writ, a great hope fell upon the old workman that
the man preaching these things really believed them—were
it otherwise? He shuddered. The magnitude
of the hypocrisy necessary for such a deception
appalled this disciple of the barren truth. And his
hope that Sidney believed was not based only upon
the desire to know his idol worthy at least of respect
for honesty, if not for judgment; deep down in the
soul of this great-hearted man there lived a great
love, a great concern for Sidney. He longed to
know that Sidney was happy. There was no need
to ask if he had suffered. From his appearance it
would seem he had suffered almost to the point
of death. It would be some compensation if he
had won such consolation as he proffered his people.
Now this attitude of the old workman’s proves his
devotion, for it takes a deep, deep love indeed, to
make us willing to forget our personal prejudices.
But as Sidney proceeded a sick fear fell upon the
grey-haired man. For, if unlettered in the higher
sense of the word, he yet brought to bear upon
any mental question that intuitional acuteness of
perception, which in a worthy way corresponds to
the natural craftiness which makes comparatively
ignorant men so often successful in business.
Nature’s lenient mother-heart tries to protect all
her children—these gifts seem to be the birthright
of the poor. Alas! instead of being used as a
defence they are too often upraised in offensive
menace.
Beneath the eloquent imagery, the deep human
sympathy, the tender lovingness of Sidney’s words,
the old workman pierced—and found nothing.
Within the sanctuary of Sidney’s soul there was
no benignant Christ—only the vague splendour of
altruistic ideals.
And yet—he held up before his congregation
this mask of formulated faith and tricked them as
the priests, hidden in the hollow images, tricked the
credulous people thousands of years ago.
The old workman almost groaned aloud.
A man of the most lofty mental integrity, this
mummery wrung his heart.
“Oh,” he said within himself, “if he would only,
only once declare the truth—even now if he would
cast away these mummy cloths of deception which
swathe his spirit. If he would once, only once speak
and redeem himself for ever.”
He looked at Sidney, an agony of entreaty in
his eyes, hoping against hope, he looked upon him
steadfastly, and suddenly Sidney’s voice faltered, a
vague expression dimmed his eyes, he repeated
himself, hesitated, then in utter silence his eyes roved
over his congregation, here and there, as if seeking
something definitely defined; and after an interval
which keyed up the already tense regard of his
hearers almost unendurably, Sidney found the face
he sought, and with the unquestioning, unreasoning
gladness of a child, he relinquished his eyes to the
piteous entreaty in the workman’s.
His congregation, whose prejudices had not withstood
his eloquence, stirred and wondered, but Sidney
heeded not, for the crisis in his life had come.
Who shall explain these things?
In vain the scientist with scalpel and microscope
pries and peers, these subtleties puzzle and delude
him. For by some curious telepathy, untranslatable
in the symbols of spoken speech, Sidney’s mind
received the impression of the other man’s great
grief, whose only hope translated itself into a great
cry, “Be true; be true.”
And Sidney answered it.
For, fixing the attention of his congregation with
a gesture as of one who confesses before his judges,
he began to speak. And in words of surpassing and
subtle eloquence he laid bare every secret of his
soul to them. With eyes exalted and glorified he
spoke of his love for Vashti Lansing; he told how
she had entreated him, how he had hesitated, “but,”
he said, “her beauty and her goodness stole my soul
and I promised to be Minister of Dole.”
A swift intaken breath told how Dole comprehended
this—the determination to be the minister’s
wife was easily comprehensible—but the means
appalled these people with their faith in the mystic
election of priests.
With searching syllables Sidney brought forth
the secrets of his soul, and translated to his hearers
the doubts and fears, the hopes and ideals which
dwelt with him during the period of his long
probation.
With face wrung with reminiscent agony he spoke
of the day when, after his Profession of Faith, he
was solemnly set apart to the service of the God in
whom he did not believe.
In some way he made them comprehend his
suffering, and a long-drawn groan went up from the
over-wrought people, nearly every one of whom had
at one time or another agonized beneath “conviction
of sin,” to whom these spiritual wrestlings were
sacred as the birth-pangs of their mothers. With
humbleness of spirit he traced his course among
them.
He told them in simple touching words of his
love for them, of his hopes for the little village in
the valley, of his secret plans for their welfare.
Day by day he traced his path among them till
he came to the sermon of the preceding Sunday,
and, quite suddenly it all came back to him, all its
cruelty, its innuendo, its bitter Mosaic logic, writ
as in letters of fire upon his heart.
With an exceeding bitter cry he said, “Ah,
brothers! This is the evil thing of my ministry.
I forgot that the true physician uses the knife as
well as the healing unguent. I shrank from paining
you, I so eagerly wanted your love; I so dearly
coveted your confidences; I so ceaselessly sought
your sympathy that I could not bring myself to say
anything to wound you. It seems to me that for
hard-wrought hands like yours there must be recompense
waiting; for weary feet like yours, which
have travelled by such stony ways, I thought there
must be pleasant paths, and as we are forbidden
to take judgment upon us, so doubtless I sinned in
judging you so mercifully, but I am too weak to
condemn. But my wife, my beautiful wife, more
spiritual than I, did not fall into this error, and took
the burden from which I shrank. She chose my
text for me last Sunday, and when, after reading
it, I found myself without words, dumb for very
pity before you, suddenly there entered into me
the spirit of Vashti, my wife; I cannot explain this
to you, but it is true. It was her holy spirit which
spake through my unworthy lips.”
A quiver shuddered through the congregation;
they remembered the old witch-wife—was burning
too bitter a penance for such deeds? Silently, but
with terrible unanimity, Vashti Lansing was condemned,
but their gaze did not wander for a second
from the magnetic eyes of their preacher who, with
a few more words of eulogy upon Vashti, which
were tragically but unconsciously ironic, continued in
an almost apologetic way, “I would be the last
to question the inspiration of my last Sunday’s
sermon to you, but yet,” more humbly still, as one
who, whilst excusing himself, still persists in error,
“but yet I can’t help thinking we should not dwell
too much upon the inclement side of justice; why
grieve over sudden deaths when we have read of
those who ‘were not, for God took them?’ Why
scorn death-bed repentances when we remember the
thief on the cross? Why scoff and turn away from
those who sin; why predict generations of shame
for them when it is written, ‘Though ye have lain
among the pots, yet shall ye be as the wings of a
dove covered with silver, and her feathers with yellow
gold.’” The imagery of the words he had quoted
diverted his thoughts to another channel, the apology
died from his voice, to be succeeded by the triumph
of the high priest who chants a pæan to his divinity,
and he uttered an impassioned plea to the men and
women before him to endeavour to bring their lives
more into accord with the beauty and sublimity
of nature, and just as he was soaring into the
rhapsodies of pantheistic adoration, there sounded
from the elm trees the clear sweet call of a bird.
Sidney paused and listened. It came again.
And then before the wondering eyes of the
startled congregation—Sidney’s face was transfigured
into a semblance of glorified peace. He
stood before them smiling in visible beatitude.
The sun ray which had been wavering nearer and
nearer to him descended upon his brow like an
aureola, Nature’s golden crown to the soul which
adored her; an instant the congregation saw their
preacher thus—for the third time the bird’s imperatively
sweet cry sounded, and Sidney, turning
as one who responds to a personal summons, descended
the pulpit stair, and following the bird’s
voice out into the sunshine of the summer day, and
was gladly gathered to its bosom. Henceforth he
had no part in human hopes or fears. “Heaven
lies about us in our infancy,” a heaven of infinite
freshness, of illimitable joy, of inexhaustible possibilities
and gladness.
Sidney’s spirit had burst the bars of the prison
house and won back to the places of innocent delight,
from which each day bears us further away.
Ere he reached the door the grey-haired workman
was at his side; there were tears in his eyes—a holy
awe upon his countenance, as of one who had
witnessed an apotheosis. He wrung Sidney’s hand—and
Sidney gazed upon him with infinite impersonal
loving-kindness—with such a regard one
might dream the Deity regarded his creatures.
The workman strove to speak, but the words died
in his throat.
“I am so pleased to see you,” said Sidney gently.
“You have been long away.”
“Yes,” said the man, “yes—and I must journey on
again.”
“Then,” said Sidney, “I wish you pleasant ways,
calm seas and safe haven.”
He clasped both the workman’s hands in his.
So they parted for ever. The one to tread the
hard road down to “the perishing white bones of
a poor man’s grave.”
The other to stray along the golden vistas of
ecstatic dreams—till they merged in the dream of
death.
And as the workman turned away the congregation
came forth and gathered about Sidney; each one
in passing the door had turned to give a look of
contempt at Vashti where she sat, still and unmoved
in her place, and each marvelled at her quietude,
but when all the congregation drew from out the
church, and yet Vashti did not come, the mothers
in Israel went back and found her still sitting there—for
she was paralyzed in every limb, though an
alert intelligence shone in her great eyes.
They gathered about her, and she confronted
them still and silent as another Sphinx with her
secret unrevealed. The curse of perpetual inaction
had fallen upon her impetuous will; her superb
body was shackled by stronger gyves than human
ingenuity could devise.
Ah, Vashti! When only a few hours since you
had coolly reckoned with the issues of life and death—saying
arrogantly “at such and such a time will
I lay down the burden of life—and knock unbidden
upon death’s portal and present myself an unlooked-for
guest before his throne.”
The poorest of us is wont to say “life at least
is mine.” How we delude ourselves! We are but
infants, priding ourselves upon holding the ends of
the reins, whilst Destiny shapes our course—when
we would linger in pleasant places we are hurried
forward, and when we would flee we are held in
some bleak country barren of delight.
They told Sidney gently of what had befallen
his wife—but as That Other said “Who is my
mother?” so Sidney said, “Who is my wife?” and
let his gaze wander to where, high above the housetops,
the swallows soared black against the blue....
Mabella and Temperance waited tenderly upon
Vashti. Whatever her sins were they were terribly
expiated. Through the interminable days and
nights she rested there, a living log, imprisoning
a spirit fervid as flame, a will as imperious as ever,
an intelligence acutely lucid.
We shrink from reckoning up the sum of this
woman’s torture, augmented by each loathed kindness
to which she must submit.
With extraordinary resolution she feigned herself
dumb in their hands, from the beginning she had
crucified this one of the few faculties left her—she
did not choose to be questioned, she would not
complain.
She remembered the dream she had had upon
the night of her betrothal, and knew that its curse
had come upon her.
Lanty sometimes came to her, when she was
alone, and told her that he forgave her—that he
was sorry for her; he told her again and again,
and hoped she understood—but she made no sign—though
this all but slew her spirit.
They contrived a wheeled chair for her, and when
the weather was fine took her abroad into the sunshine,
and sometimes on a summer Sunday, when
Lanty did no work, he and Mabella would take
her to Mullein meadow, because it was a place
of sweet memories to them.
But one grows heartsick at thought of the refined
and exquisite tortures this woman endured. Endured
unsubdued—for never by one syllable did
Vashti break the silence which she had imposed
upon her tormented soul.
Dole “hoped against hope” for the restoration of
its beloved preacher, but it never came.
He was vowed to the worship of Nature.
At length another preached in his pulpit, an
earnest, commonplace man, wise enough to accept
with little question accepted truths, only sensitive
enough to feel vaguely that he was an alien to the
hearts of his people, but attributing the barrier
between them to his great superiority. Dole did
not forget its duty to the church, but the congregations
there were never so great as those which
gathered in the churchyard when Sidney came
every now and then to talk to them from beneath
the elm trees, telling the wonderful truths about
Nature, revealing to them in parable the pathos and
possibilities of their own lives, bidding them aspire
always, expounding to them the miracles writ in
letters of flowers upon the hillside, and spelled in
starry symbols against the sky. They brought
their children to him even as the women brought
their babes to be blessed by the Redeemer, and
Sidney taught them with unwearied patience, and
in more than one instance sowed seed which brought
forth a hundredfold. He no longer took solitary
walks, for one or other of the Dole children was
sent with him always, a happy reverent attendant,
whose only duty consisted in suggesting that
the dreamer turn towards home at noon or
nightfall.
And so we leave Sidney, rapt in the ecstasy of
a happy dream, wherein by clairvoyant vision he
saw “good in everything.”
Nor need we split theological hairs analyzing his
claims to mercy.
A mortal genius has said:
“He prayeth best who loveth best
Both man and beast and bird.”
And the Christ forgave a great sinner because she
“had loved much.”
Upon these pleas Sidney’s case must rest, if ever
he is called before the Grand Jury.
As to the wreck of his mortal life, we can but
remember the words of an Eastern martyr, spoken
long, long ago—“It is better to be a crystal and
be broken than to be a tile upon the housetop and
remain.”