Bartlett and Cummings.
Bartlett.—"Six weeks since you were here? I shouldn't have thought
that." Bartlett's easel stands before the window, in the hotel parlour;
he has laid a tint upon the canvas, and has retired a few paces for the
effect, his palette and mahl-stick in hand, and his head carried at a
critical angle. Cummings, who has been doing the duty of art-culture by
the picture, regards it with renewed interest. Bartlett resumes his
work: "Pretty good, Cummings?"
Cummings.—"Capital! The blue of that distance"—
Bartlett, with a burlesque sigh.—"Ah, I looked into my heart and
painted for that! Well, you find me still here, Cummings, and
apparently more at home than ever. The landlord has devoted this parlour
to the cause of art,—makes the transients use the lower parlour,
now,—and we have this all to ourselves: Miss Wyatt sketches, you know.
Her mother brings her sewing, and the General his bruises; he hasn't
quite scrambled up, yet, from that little knock-down of his; a man
doesn't, at his time of life, I believe; and we make this our
family-room; and a very queer family we are! Fine old fellow, the
General; he's behaved himself since his accident like a disabled angel,
and hasn't sworn,—well, anything worth speaking of. Yes, here I am. I
suppose it's all right, but for all I know it may be all wrong."
Bartlett sighs in unguarded sincerity. "I don't know what I'm here
for. Nature began shutting up shop a fortnight ago at a pretty lively
rate, and edging loafers to the door, with every sign of impatience; and
yet here I am, hanging round still. I suppose this glimpse of Indian
Summer is some excuse just now; it's a perfect blessing to the landlord,
and he's making hay—rowen crop[1]—while the sun shines; I've been with
him so long now, I take quite an interest in his prosperity, if eight
dollars a week of it do come out of me! What is talked of in
'art-circles' down in Boston, brother Cummings?"
Cummings.—"Your picture."
Bartlett, inattentively, while he comes up to his canvas, and bestows
an infinitesimal portion of paint upon a destitute spot in the
canvas.—"Don't be sarcastic, Cummings."
Cummings.—"I'm not, I assure you."
Bartlett, turning toward him incredulously.—"Do you mean to say that
The First Grey Hair is liked?"
Cummings.—"I do. There hasn't been any picture so much talked of this
season."
Bartlett.—"Then it's the shameless slop of the name. I should think
you'd blush for your part in that swindle. But clergymen have no
conscience, where they've a chance to do a fellow a kindness, I've
observed." He goes up to Cummings with his brush in his mouth, his
palette on one hand, and his mahl-stick in the other, and contrives to
lay hold of his shoulders with a few disengaged fingers. As Cummings
shrinks a little from his embrace: "Oh, don't be afraid; I shan't get
any paint on you. You need a whole coat of whitewash, though, you
unscrupulous saint!" He returns to his easel. "So The Old Girl—that's
what I shall call the picture—is a success, is she? The admiring public
ought to see the original elm-tree now; she hasn't got a hair, grey or
green, on her head; she's perfectly bald. I say, Cummings, how would it
do for me to paint a pendant, The Last Grey Hair? I might look up a
leaf or two on the elm, somewhere: stick it on to the point of twig;
they wouldn't know any better."
Cummings.—"The leafless elm would make a good picture, whatever you
called it." Bartlett throws back his shaggy head and laughs up at the
ceiling. "The fact is, Bartlett, I've got a little surprise for you."
Bartlett, looking at him askance.—"Somebody wanting to chromo The Old
Girl? No, no; it isn't quite so bad as that!"
Cummings, in a burst.—"They did want to chromo it. But it's sold.
They've got you two hundred dollars for it." Bartlett lays down his
brush, palette, and mahl-stick, dusts his fingers, puts them in his
pockets, and comes and stands before Cummings, on whom, seated, he bends
a curious look.
Bartlett.—"And do you mean to tell me, you hardened atheist, that you
don't believe in the doctrine of future punishments? What are they
going to do with you in the next world? And that picture-dealer? And
me? Two hun— It's an outrage! It's—the picture wasn't worth fifty,
by a stretch of the most charitable imagination! Two hundred, d— Why,
Cummings, I'll paint no end of Old Girls, First and Last Grey
Hairs—I'll flood the market! Two— Good Lord!" Bartlett goes back to
his easel, and silently resumes his work. After a while: "Who's been
offered up?"
Cummings.—"What?"
Bartlett.—"Who's the victim? My patron? The noble and discriminating
and munificent purchaser of The Old Girl?"
Cummings.—"Oh! Mrs. Bellingham. She's going to send it out to her
daughter in Omaha."
Bartlett.—"Ah! Mrs. Blake wishes to found an art museum with that
curiosity out there? Sorry for the Omaha-has." Cummings makes a gesture
of impatience. "Well, well; I won't then, old fellow! I'm truly obliged
to you. I accept my good fortune with compunction, but with all the
gratitude imaginable. I say, Cummings!"
Cummings.—"Well?"
Bartlett.—"What do you think of my taking to high art,—mountains
twelve hundred feet above the sea, like this portrait of Ponkwasset?"
Cummings.—"I've always told you that you had only to give yourself
scope,—attempt something worthy of your powers"—
Bartlett.—"Ah, I thought so. Then you believe that a good big canvas
and a good big subject would be the making of me? Well, I've come round
to that idea myself. I used to think that if there was any greatness in
me, I could get it into a small picture, like Meissonier or Corot. But I
can't. I must have room, like the Yellowstone and Yo-Semite fellows.
Don't you think Miss Wyatt is looking wonderfully improved?"
Cummings.—"Wonderfully! And how beautiful she is! She looked lovely
that first day, in spite of her ghostliness; but now"—
Bartlett.—"Yes; a phantom of delight is good enough in its way, but
a well woman is the prettiest, after all. Miss Wyatt sketches, I think
I told you."
Cummings.—"Yes, you mentioned it."
Bartlett.—"Of course. Otherwise, I couldn't possibly have thought of
her while I was at work on a great picture like this. She
sketches"— Bartlett puts his nose almost on the canvas in the process of
bestowing a delicate touch—"she sketches about as badly as any woman I
ever saw, and that's saying a good deal. But she looks uncommonly well
while she's at it. The fact is, Cummings,"—Bartlett retires some feet
from the canvas and squints at it,—"this very picture which you approve
of so highly is—Miss Wyatt's. I couldn't attempt anything of the size
of Ponkwasset! But she allows me to paint at it a little when she's
away." Bartlett steals a look of joy at his friend's vexation, and then
continues seriously: "I've been having a curious time, Cummings." The
other remains silent. "Don't you want to ask me about it?"
Cummings.—"I don't know that I do."
Bartlett.—"Why, my dear old fellow, you're hurt! It was a silly
joke, and I honestly ask your pardon." He lays down his brush and
palette and leaves the easel. "Cummings, I don't know what to do. I'm in
a perfect deuce of a state. I'm hit—awfully hard; and I don't know what
to do about it. I wish I had gone at once—the first day. But I had to
stay,—I had to stay." He turns and walks away from Cummings, whose
eyes follow him in pardon and sympathy.
Cummings.—"Do you really mean it, Bartlett? I didn't dream of such a
thing. I thought you were still brooding over that affair with Miss
Harlan."
Bartlett.—"Oh, child's-play! A prehistoric illusion! A solar myth!
The thing never was." He rejects the obsolete superstition with a wave
of his left hand. "I'm in love with this girl, and I feel like a sneak
and a brute about it. At the very best it would be preposterous. Who am
I, a poor devil of a painter, the particular pet of Poverty, to think of
a young lady whose family and position could command her the best? But
putting that aside,—putting that insuperable obstacle lightly aside, as
a mere trifle,—the thing remains an atrocity. It's enormously
indelicate to think of loving a woman who would never have looked twice
at me if I hadn't resembled an infernal scoundrel who tried to break her
heart; and I've nothing else to commend me. I've the perfect certainty
that she doesn't and can't care anything for me in myself; and it grinds
me into the dust to realise on what terms she tolerates me. I could
carry it off as a joke at first; but when it became serious, I had to
look it in the face; and that's what it amounts to, and if you know of
any more hopeless and humiliating tangle, I don't." Bartlett, who has
approached his friend during this speech, walks away again; and there is
an interval of silence.
Cummings, at last, musingly.—"You in love with Miss Wyatt; I can't
imagine it!"
Bartlett, fiercely.—"You can't imagine it? What's the reason you
can't imagine it? Don't be offensive, Cummings!" He stops in his walk
and lowers upon his friend. "Why shouldn't I be in love with Miss
Wyatt?"
Cummings.—"Oh, nothing. Only you were saying"—
Bartlett.—"I was saying! Don't tell me what I was saying. Say
something yourself."
Cummings.—"Really, Bartlett, you can't expect me to stand this sort
of thing. You're preposterous."
Bartlett.—"I know it! But don't blame me. I beg your pardon. Is it
because of the circumstances that you can't imagine my being in love
with her?"
Cummings.—"Oh, no; I wasn't thinking of the circumstances; but it
seemed so out of character for you"—
Bartlett, impatiently.—"Oh, love's always out of character, just as
it's always out of reason. I admit freely that I'm an ass. And then?"
Cummings.—"Well, then, I don't believe you have any more reason to be
in despair than you have to be in love. If she tolerates you, as you
say, it can't be because you look like the man who jilted her."
Bartlett.—"Ah! But if she still loves him?"
Cummings.—"You don't know that. That strikes me as a craze of
jealousy. What makes you think she tolerates you for that reason or
no-reason?"
Bartlett.—"What makes me think it? From the very first she
interpreted me by what she knew of him. She expected me to be this
and not to be that; to have one habit and not another; and I could see
that every time the fact was different, it was a miserable
disappointment to her, a sort of shock. Every little difference between
me and that other rascal gave her a start; and whenever I looked up I
found her wistful eyes on me as if they were trying to puzzle me out;
they used to follow me round the room like the eyes of a family
portrait. You wouldn't have liked it yourself, Cummings. For the first
three weeks I simply existed on false pretences,—involuntary false
pretences, at that. I wanted to explode; I wanted to roar out. If you
think I'm at all like that abandoned scoundrel of yours in anything but
looks, I'm not! But I was bound by everything that was decent, to hold
my tongue, and let my soul be rasped out of me in silence and apparent
unconsciousness. That was your fault. If you hadn't told me all about
the thing, I could have done something outrageous and stopped it. But I
was tied hand and foot by what I knew. I had to let it go on."
Cummings.—"I'm very sorry, Bartlett, but"—
Bartlett.—"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't have done it if you hadn't had
a wild ass of the desert to deal with. Well, the old people got used to
some little individuality in me, by-and-by, and beyond a suppressed
whoop or two from the mother when I came suddenly into the room, they
didn't do anything to annoy me directly. But they were anxious every
minute for the effect on her; and it worried me as much to have them
watching her as to have her watching me. Of course I knew that she
talked this confounded resemblance over with her mother every time I
left them, and avoided talking it over with the father."
Cummings.—"But you say the trouble's over now."
Bartlett.—"Oh—over! No, it isn't over. When she's with me a while
she comes to see that I am not a mere doppelgänger. She respites me to
that extent. But I have still some small rags of self-esteem dangling
about me; and now suppose I should presume to set up for somebody on my
own account; the first hint of my caring for her as I do, if she could
conceive of anything so atrocious, would tear open all the old sorrows.
Ah! I can't think of it. Besides, I tell you, it isn't all over. It's
only not so bad as it was. She's subject to relapses, when it's much
worse than ever. Why"—Bartlett stands facing his friend, with a
half-whimsical, half-desperate smile, as if about to illustrate his
point, when Constance and her mother enter the parlour.
Constance, Mrs. Wyatt, Bartlett, and Cummings.
Constance, with a quick violent arrest.—"Ah! Oh!"
Mrs. Wyatt.—"Constance, Constance, darling! What's the matter?"
Constance.—"Oh, nothing—nothing." She laughs, nervously. "I thought
there was nobody—here; and it—startled me. How do you do, Mr.
Cummings?" She goes quickly up to that gentleman, and gives him her
hand. "Don't you think it wonderful to find such a day as this, up here,
at this time of year?" She struggles to control the panting breath in
which she speaks.
Cummings.—"Yes, I supposed I had come quite too late for anything of
the sort. You must make haste with your Ponkwasset, Miss Wyatt, or
you'll have to paint him with his winter cap on."
Constance.—"Ah, yes! My picture. Mr. Bartlett has been telling you."
Her eyes have already wandered away from Cummings, and they now dwell,
with a furtive light of reparation and imploring upon Bartlett's
disheartened patience: "Good morning." It is a delicately tentative
salutation, in a low voice, still fluttered by her nervous agitation.
Bartlett, in dull despair: "Good morning."
Constance.—"How is the light on the mountain this morning?" She
drifts deprecatingly up to the picture, near which Bartlett has stolidly
kept his place.
Bartlett, in apathetic inattention.—"Oh, very well, very well indeed,
thank you."
Constance, after a hesitating glance at him.—"Did you like what I had
done on it yesterday?"
Bartlett, very much as before.—"Oh, yes; why not?"
Constance, with a meek subtlety.—"I was afraid I had vexed you—by
it." She bends an appealing glance upon him, to which Bartlett remains
impervious, and she drops her eyes with a faint sigh. Then she lifts
them again: "I was afraid I had—made the distance too blue."
Bartlett.—"Oh, no; not at all."
Constance.—"Do you think I had better try to finish it?"
Bartlett.—"Oh, certainly. Why not? If it amuses you!"
Constance, perplexedly.—"Of course." Then with a sad significance:
"But I know I am trying your patience too far. You have been so kind, so
good, I can't forgive myself for annoying you."
Bartlett.—"It doesn't annoy me. I'm very glad to be useful to you."
Constance, demurely.—"I didn't mean painting; I meant—screaming."
She lifts her eyes to Bartlett's face, with a pathetic, inquiring
attempt at lightness, the slightest imaginable experimental archness in
her self-reproach, which dies out as Bartlett frowns and bites the
corner of his moustache in unresponsive silence. "I ought to be well
enough now to stop it: I'm quite well enough to be ashamed of it." She
breaks off a miserable little laugh.
Bartlett, with cold indifference.—"There's no reason why you should
stop it—if it amuses you." She looks at him in surprise at this
rudeness. "Do you wish to try your hand at Ponkwasset this morning?"
Constance, with a flash of resentment.—"No; thanks." Then with a
lapse into her morbid self-abasement: "I shall not touch it again.
Mamma!"
Mrs. Wyatt.—"Yes, Constance." Mrs. Wyatt and Cummings, both intent on
Bartlett and Constance, have been heroically feigning a polite interest
in each other, from which pretence they now eagerly release themselves.
Constance.—"Oh—nothing. I can get it of Mary. I won't trouble you."
She goes toward the door.
Mrs. Wyatt.—"Mary isn't up from her breakfast yet. If you want
anything, let me go with you, dear." She turns to follow Constance.
"Good morning, Mr. Cummings; we shall see you at dinner. Good
morning,"—with an inquiring glance at Bartlett. Constance slightly
inclines towards the two gentlemen without looking at them, in going out
with her mother; and Cummings moves away to the piano, and affects to
examine the sheet-music scattered over it. Bartlett remains in his place
near the easel.
Bartlett and Cummings.
Bartlett, harshly, after a certain silence which his friend is
apparently resolved not to break.—"Sail in, Cummings!"
Cummings.—"Oh, I've got nothing to say."
Bartlett.—"Yes, you have. You think I'm a greater fool and a greater
brute than you ever supposed in your most sanguine moments. Well, I am!
What then?"
Cummings, turning about from the music at which he has been pretending
to look, and facing Bartlett, with a slight shrug.—"If you choose to
characterise your own behaviour in that way, I shall not dispute you at
any rate."
Bartlett.—"Go on!"
Cummings.—"Go on? You saw yourself, I suppose, how she hung upon
every syllable you spoke, every look, every gesture?"
Bartlett.—"Yes, I saw it."
Cummings.—"You saw how completely crushed she was by your tone and
manner. You're not blind. Upon my word, Bartlett, if I didn't know what
a good, kind-hearted fellow you are, I should say you were the greatest
ruffian alive."
Bartlett, with a groan.—"Go on! That's something like."
Cummings.—"I couldn't hear what was going on—I'll own I tried—but I
could see; and to see the delicate amende she was trying to offer you,
in such a way that it should not seem an amende,—a perfect study of a
woman's gracious, unconscious art,—and then to see your sour refusal of
it all, it made me sick."
Bartlett, with a desperate clutch at his face, like a man oppressed
with some stifling vapour.—"Yes, yes! I saw it all, too! And if it had
been for me, I would have given anything for such happiness. Oh,
gracious powers! How dear she is! I would rather have suffered any
anguish than give her pain, and yet I gave her pain! I knew how it
entered her heart: I felt it in my own. But what could I do? If I am to
be myself, if I am not to steal the tenderness meant for another man,
the love she shows to me because I'm like somebody else, I must
play the brute. But have a little mercy on me. At least, I'm a baited
brute. I don't know which way to turn, I don't know what to do. She's so
dear to me,—so dear in every tone of her voice, every look of her eyes,
every aspiration or desire of her transparent soul, that it seems to me
my whole being is nothing but a thought of her. I loved her
helplessness, her pallor, her sorrow; judge how I adore her return to
something like life! Oh, you blame me! You simplify this infernal
perplexity of mine and label it brutality, and scold me for it. Great
heaven! And yet you saw, you heard how she entered this room. In that
instant the old illusion was back on her, and I was nothing. All that
I had been striving and longing to be to her, and hoping and despairing
to seem, was swept out of existence; I was reduced to a body without a
soul, to a shadow, a counterfeit! You think I resented it? Poor girl, I
pitied her so; and my own heart all the time like lead in my
breast,—a dull lump of ache! I swear, I wonder I don't go mad. I
suppose—why, I suppose I am insane. No man in his senses was ever
bedevilled by such a maniacal hallucination. Look here, Cummings: tell
me that this damnable coil isn't simply a matter of my own fancy. It'll
be some little relief to know that it's real."
Cummings.—"It's real enough, my dear fellow. And it is a
trial,—more than I could have believed such a fantastic thing could
be."
Bartlett.—"Trial? Ordeal by fire! Torment! I can't stand it any
longer."
Cummings, musingly.—"She is beautiful, isn't she, with that faint
dawn of red in her cheeks,—not a colour, but a coloured light like the
light that hangs round a rose-tree's boughs in the early spring! And
what a magnificent movement, what a stately grace! The girl must have
been a goddess!"
Bartlett.—"And now she's a saint—for sweetness and patience! You
think she's had nothing to suffer before from me? You know me better!
Well, I am going away."
Cummings.—"Perhaps it will be the best. You can go back with me
to-morrow."
Bartlett.—"To-morrow? Go back with you to-morrow? What are you
talking about, man?" Cummings smiles. "I can't go to-morrow. I can't
leave her hating me."
Cummings.—"I knew you never meant to go. Well, what will you do?"
Bartlett.—"Don't be so cold-blooded! What would you do?"
Cummings.—"I would have it out somehow."
Bartlett.—"Oh, you talk! How?"
Cummings.—"I am not in love with Miss Wyatt."
Bartlett.—"Oh, don't try to play the cynic with me! It doesn't become
you. I know I've used you badly at times, Cummings. I behaved abominably
in leaving you to take the brunt of meeting General Wyatt that first
day; I said so then, and I shall always say it. But I thought you had
forgiven that."
Cummings, with a laugh.—"You make it hard to treat you seriously,
Bartlett. What do you want me to do? Do you want me to go to Miss Wyatt
and explain your case to her?"
Bartlett, angrily.—"No!"
Cummings.—"Perhaps to Mrs. Wyatt?"
Bartlett, infuriate.—"No!"
Cummings.—"To the General?"
Bartlett, with sudden quiet.—"You had better go away from here,
Cummings—while you can."
Cummings.—"I see you don't wish me to do anything, and you're quite
right. Nobody can do anything but yourself."
Bartlett.—"And what would you advise me to do?"
Cummings.—"I've told you that I would have it out. You can't make
matters worse. You can't go on in this way indefinitely. It's just
possible that you might find yourself mistaken,—that Miss Wyatt cares
for you in your own proper identity."
Bartlett.—"For shame!"
Cummings.—"Oh, if you like!"
Bartlett, after a pause.—"Would you—would you see the General?"
Cummings.—"If I wanted to marry the General. Come, Bartlett; don't be
ridiculous. You know you don't want my advice, and I haven't any to
give. I must go to my room a moment."
Bartlett.—"Well, go! You're of no advantage here. You'd have it out,
would you? Well, then, I wouldn't. I'm a brute, I know, and a fool, but
I'm not such a brute and fool as that!" Cummings listens with smiling
patience, and then goes without reply, while Bartlett drops into the
chair near the easel, and sulkily glares at the picture. Through the
window at his back shows the mellow Indian summer landscape. The trees
have all dropped their leaves, save the oaks which show their dark
crimson banners among the deep green of the pines and hemlocks on the
hills; the meadows, verdant as in June, slope away toward the fringe of
birches and young maples along the borders of the pond; the
low-blackberry trails like a running fire over the long grass limp from
the first frosts, which have silenced all the insect voices. No sound of
sylvan life is heard but the harsh challenge of a jay, answered from
many trees of the nearest wood-lot. The far-off hill-tops are molten in
the soft azure haze of the season; the nearer slopes and crests sleep
under a greyer and thinner veil. It is to this scene that the painter
turns from the easel, with the sullen unconsciousness in which he has
dwelt upon the picture. Its beauty seems at last to penetrate his mood;
he rises and looks upon it; then he goes out on the gallery, and, hidden
by the fall of one of the curtains, stands leaning upon the rail and
rapt in the common reverie of the dreaming world. While he lingers
there, Cummings appears at the door, and looks in; then with an air of
some surprise, as if wondering not to see Bartlett, vanishes again, to
give place to General Wyatt, who after a like research retires silently
and apparently disconcerted. A few moments later Mrs. Wyatt comes to the
threshold, and calling gently into the room, "Constance!" waits briefly
and goes away. At last, the young girl herself appears, and falters in
the doorway an instant, but finally comes forward and drifts softly and
indirectly up to the picture, at which she glances with a little sigh.
At the same moment Bartlett's voice, trolling a snatch of song, comes
from the gallery without:—
I.
Here apart our paths, then, lie:
This way you wend, that way I;
Speak one word before you go:
Do not, do not leave me so!
II.
What is it that I should say?
Tell me quick; I cannot stay;
Quick! I am not good at guessing:
Night is near, and time is pressing.
III.
Nay, then, go! But were I you,
I will tell you what I'd do:
Rather than be baffled so,
I would never, never go!
As the song ends, Bartlett reappears at the gallery door giving into the
parlour, and encounters Constance turning at his tread from the picture
on which she has been pensively gazing while he sang. He puts up a hand
on either side of the door.
Bartlett and Constance.
Bartlett.—"I didn't know you were here."
Constance.—"Neither did I—know you were, till I heard you singing."
Bartlett, smiling ironically.—"Oh, you didn't suppose I sang!"
Constance, confusedly.—"I—I don't know"—
Bartlett.—"Ah, you thought I did! I don't. I was indulging in a sort
of modulated howling which I flatter myself is at least one peculiarity
that's entirely my own. I was baying the landscape merely for my private
amusement, and I'd not have done it, if I'd known you were in hearing.
However, if it's helped to settle the fact one way or other, concerning
any little idiosyncrasy of mine, I shan't regret it. I hope not to
disappoint you in anything, by-and-by." He drops his hands from the
door-posts and steps into the room, while Constance, in shrinking
abeyance, stands trembling at his harshness.
Constance, in faltering reproach.—"Mr. Bartlett!"
Bartlett.—"Constance!"
Constance, struggling to assert herself, but breaking feebly in her
attempt at hauteur.—"Constance? What does this mean, Mr. Bartlett?"
Bartlett, with a sudden burst.—"What does it mean? It means that I'm
sick of this nightmare masquerade. It means that I want to be something
to you—all the world to you—in and for myself. It means that I can't
play another man's part any longer and live. It means that I love you,
love you, love you, Constance!" He starts involuntarily toward her with
outstretched arms, from which she recoils with a convulsive cry.
Constance.—"You love me? Me? Oh, no, no! How can you be so
merciless as to talk to me of love?" She drops her glowing face into her
hands.
Bartlett.—"Because I'm a man. Because love is more than
mercy—better, higher, wiser. Listen to me, Constance!—yes, I will
call you so now if never again: you are so dear to me that I must say it
at last if it killed you. If loving you is cruel, I'm pitiless! Give me
some hope, tell me to breathe, my girl!"
Constance.—"Oh go, while I can still forgive you."
Bartlett.—"I won't go; I won't have your forgiveness; I will have all
or nothing; I want your love!"
Constance, uncovering her face and turning its desolation upon him:
"My love? I have no love to give. My heart is dead."
Bartlett.—"No, no! That's part of the ugly trance that we've both
been living in so long. Look! You're better now than when you came here;
you're stronger, braver, more beautiful. My angel, you're turned a woman
again! Oh, you can love me if you will; and you will! Look at me,
darling!" He takes her listless right hand in his left, and gently draws
her toward him.
Constance, starting away.—"You're wrong; you're all wrong! You don't
understand; you don't know— Oh, listen to me!"
Bartlett, still holding her cold hand fast.—"Yes, a thousand years.
But you must tell me first that I may love you. That first!"
Constance.—"No! That never! And since you speak to me of love, listen
to what it's my right you should hear."
Bartlett, releasing her.—"I don't care to hear. Nothing can ever
change me. But if you bid me, I will go!"
Constance.—"You shall not go now till you know what despised and
hated and forsaken thing you've offered your love to."
Bartlett, beseechingly.—"Constance, let me go while I can forgive
myself. Nothing you can say will make me love you less; remember that;
but I implore you to spare yourself. Don't speak, my love."
Constance.—"Spare myself? Not speak? Not speak what has been on my
tongue and heart and brain, a burning fire, so long?— Oh, I was a happy
girl once! The days were not long enough for my happiness; I woke at
night to think of it. I was proud in my happiness and believed myself,
poor fool, one to favour those I smiled on; and I had my vain and crazy
dreams of being the happiness of some one who should come to ask
for—what you ask now. Some one came. At first I didn't care for him,
but he knew how to make me. He knew how to make my thoughts of him part
of my happiness and pride and vanity till he was all in all, and I had
no wish, no hope, no life but him; and then he—left me!" She buries her
face in her hands again, and breaks into a low, piteous sobbing.
Bartlett, with a groan of helpless fury and compassion.—"The fool,
the sot, the slave! Constance, I knew all this,—I knew it from the
first."
Constance, recoiling in wild reproach.—"You knew it?"
Bartlett, desperately.—"Yes, I knew it—in spite of myself, through
my own stubborn fury I knew it, that first day, when I had obliged my
friend to tell me what your father had told him, before I would hear
reason. I would have given anything not to have known it then, when it
was too late, for I had at least the grace to feel the wrong, the
outrage of my knowing it. You can never pardon it, I see; but you must
feel what a hateful burden I had to bear, when I found that I had
somehow purloined the presence, the looks, the voice of another man—a
man whom I would have joyfully changed myself to any monstrous shape
not to resemble, though I knew that my likeness to him, bewildering
you in a continual dream of him, was all that ever made you look at me
or think of me. I lived in the hope—Heaven only knows why I should have
had the hope!—that I might yet be myself to you; that you might wake
from your dream of him and look on me in the daylight, and see that I
was at least an honest man, and pity me and may be love me at last, as I
loved you at first, from the moment I saw your dear pale face, and heard
your dear, sad voice." He follows up her slow retreat and again
possesses himself of her hand: "Don't cast me off! It was monstrous, out
of all decency, to know your sorrow; but I never tried to know it; I
tried not to know it." He keeps fast hold of her hand, while she
remains with averted head. "I love you, Constance; I loved you; and when
once you had bidden me stay, I was helpless to go away, or I would never
be here now to offend you with the confession of that shameful
knowledge. Do you think it was no trial to me? It gave me the
conscience of an eavesdropper and a spy; yet all I knew was sacred to
me."
Constance, turning and looking steadfastly into his face.—"And you
could care for so poor a creature as I—so abject, so obtuse as never to
know what had made her intolerable to the man that cast her off?"
Bartlett.—"Man? He was no man! He"—
Constance, suddenly.—"Oh, wait! I—I love him yet."
Bartlett, dropping her hand.—"You"—
Constance.—"Yes, yes! As much as I live, I love him! But when he left
me, I seemed to die; and now it's as if I were some wretched ghost
clinging for all existence to the thought of my lost happiness. If that
slips from me, then I cease to be."
Bartlett.—"Why, this is still your dream. But I won't despair. You'll
wake yet, and care for me: I know you will."
Constance, tenderly.—"Oh, I'm not dreaming now. I know that you are
not he. You are everything that is kind and good; and some day you will
be very happy."
Bartlett, desolately.—"I shall never be happy without your love."
After a pause: "It will be a barren, bitter comfort, but let me have it
if you can: if I had met you first, could you have loved me?"
Constance.—"I might have loved you if—I had—lived." She turns from
him again, and moves softly toward the door; his hollow voice arrests
her.
Bartlett.—"If you are dead, then I have lived too long. Your loss
takes the smile out of life for me." A moment later: "You are cruel,
Constance."
Constance, abruptly facing him.—"I cruel? To you?"
Bartlett.—"Yes, you have put me to shame before myself. You might
have spared me! A treacherous villain is false in time to save you from
a life of betrayal, and you say your heart is dead. But that isn't
enough. You tell me that you cannot care for me because you love that
treacherous villain still. That's my disgrace, that's my humiliation,
that's my killing shame. I could have borne all else. You might have
cast me off however you would, driven me away with any scorn, whipped me
from you with the sharpest rebuke that such presumption as mine could
merit; but to drag a decent man's self-respect through such mire as that
poor rascal's memory for six long weeks, and then tell him that you
prefer the mire"—
Constance.—"Oh, hush! I can't let you reproach him! He was pitilessly
false to me, but I will be true to him for ever. How do I know—I must
find some reason for that, or there is no reason in anything!—how do I
know that he did not break his word to me at my father's bidding? My
father never liked him."
Bartlett, shaking his head with a melancholy smile.—"Ah, Constance,
do you think I would break my word to you at your father's bidding?"
Constance, in abject despair.—"Well, then I go back to what I always
knew; I was too slight, too foolish, too tiresome for his life-long
love. He saw it in time, I don't blame him. You would see it, too."
Bartlett.—"What devil's vantage enabled that infernal scoundrel to
blight your spirit with his treason? Constance, is this my last answer?"
Constance.—"Yes, go! I am so sorry for you,—sorrier than I ever
thought I could be for anything again."
Bartlett.—"Then if you pity me, give me a little hope that sometime,
somehow"—
Constance.—"Oh, I have no hope, for you, for me, for any one.
Good-bye, good, kind friend! Try,—you won't have to try hard—to forget
me. Unless some miracle should happen to show me that it was all his
fault and none of mine, we are parting now for ever. It has been a
strange dream, and nothing is so strange as that it should be ending so.
Are you the ghost or I, I wonder! It confuses me as it did at first; but
if you are he, or only you— Ah, don't look at me so, or I must believe
he has never left me, and implore you to stay!"
Bartlett, quietly.—"Thanks. I would not stay a moment longer in his
disguise, if you begged me on your knees. I shall always love you,
Constance, but if the world is wide enough, please Heaven, I will never
see you again. There are some things dearer to me than your presence.
No, I won't take your hand; it can't heal the hurt your words have made,
and nothing can help me, now I know from your own lips that but for my
likeness to him I should never have been anything to you. Good-bye!"
Constance.—"Oh!" She sinks with a long cry into the arm-chair beside
the table, and drops her head into her arms upon it. At the door toward
which he turns Bartlett meets General Wyatt, and a moment later Mrs.
Wyatt enters by the other. Bartlett recoils under the concentrated
reproach and inquiry of their gaze.
General Wyatt, Mrs. Wyatt, Constance, and Bartlett.
Mrs. Wyatt, hastening to bow herself over Constance's fallen
head.—"Oh, what is it, Constance?" As Constance makes no reply, she
lifts her eyes again to Bartlett's face.
General Wyatt, peremptorily.—"Well, sir!"
Bartlett, with bitter desperation.—"Oh, you shall know!"
Constance, interposing.—"I will tell! You shall be spared that, at
least." She has risen, and with her face still hidden in her
handkerchief, seeks her father with an outstretched hand. He tenderly
gathers her to his arms, and she droops a moment upon his shoulder;
then, with an electrical revolt against her own weakness, she lifts her
head and dries her tears with a passionate energy. "He—Oh, speak for
me!" Her head falls again on her father's shoulder.
Bartlett, with grave irony and self-scorn.—"It's a simple matter,
sir; I have been telling Miss Wyatt that I love her, and offering to
share with her my obscurity and poverty. I"—
General Wyatt, impatiently.—"Curse your poverty, sir! I'm poor
myself. Well!"
Bartlett.—"Oh, that's merely the beginning; I have had the indecency
to do this knowing that what alone rendered me sufferable to her it was
a cruel shame for me to know, and an atrocity for me to presume upon.
I"—
General Wyatt.—"I authorised this knowledge on your part when I spoke
to your friend, and before he went away he told me all he had said to
you."
Bartlett, in the first stages of petrifaction.—"Cummings?"
General Wyatt.—"Yes."
Bartlett.—"Told you that I knew whom I was like?"
General Wyatt.—"Yes."
Bartlett, very gently.—"Then I think that man will be lost for
keeping his conscience too clean. Cummings has invented a new sin."
Mrs. Wyatt.—"James, James! You told me that Mr. Bartlett didn't
know."
General Wyatt, contritely.—"I let you think so, Margaret; I didn't
know what else to do."
Mrs. Wyatt.—"Oh, James!"
Constance.—"Oh, papa!" She turns with bowed head from her father's
arms, and takes refuge in her mother's embrace. General Wyatt, released,
fetches a compass round about the parlour, with a face of intense
dismay. He pauses in front of his wife.
General Wyatt.—"Margaret, you must know the worst now."
Mrs. Wyatt, in gentle reproach, while she softly caresses Constance's
hair.—"Oh, is there anything worse, James?"
General Wyatt, hopelessly.—"Yes: I'm afraid I have been to blame."
Bartlett.—"General Wyatt, let me retire. I"—
General Wyatt.—"No, sir. This concerns you, too, now. Your destiny
has entangled you with our sad fortunes, and now you must know them
all."
Constance, from her mother's shoulder.—"Yes, stay,—whatever it is.
If you care for me, nothing can hurt you any more, now."
General Wyatt.—"Margaret,—Constance! If I have been mistaken in what
I have done, you must try somehow to forgive me; it was my tenderness
for you both misled me, if I erred. Sir, let me address my defence to
you. You can see the whole matter with clearer eyes than we." At an
imploring gesture from Bartlett, he turns again to Mrs. Wyatt. "Perhaps
you are right, sir. Margaret, when I had made up my mind that the wretch
who had stolen our child's heart was utterly unfit and unworthy"—
Constance, starting away from her mother with a cry.—"Ah, you did
drive him from me then! I knew, I knew it! And after all these days and
weeks and months that seem years and centuries of agony, you tell me
that it was you broke my heart! No, no, I never will forgive you,
father! Where is he? Tell me that! Where is my husband—the husband you
robbed me of? Did you kill him, when you chose to crush my life? Is he
dead? If he's living I will find him wherever he is. No distance and no
danger shall keep me from him. I'll find him and fall down before him,
and implore him to forgive you, for I never can! Was this your
tenderness for me—to drive him away, and leave me to the pitiless
humiliation of believing myself deserted? Oh, great tenderness!"
General Wyatt, confronting her storm with perfect quiet.—"No, I will
give better proof of my tenderness than that." He takes from his
pocket-book a folded paper which he hands to his wife: "Margaret, do you
know that writing?"
Mrs. Wyatt, glancing at the superscription.—"Oh, too well! This is to
you, James."
General Wyatt.—"It's for you now. Read it."
Mrs. Wyatt, wonderingly unfolding the paper and then reading.—"'I
confess myself guilty of forging Major Cummings's signature, and in
consideration of his and your own forbearance, I promise never to see
Miss Wyatt again. I shall always be grateful for your mercy;
and'—James, James! It isn't possible!"
Constance, who has crept nearer and nearer while her mother has been
reading, as if drawn by a resistless fascination.—"No, it isn't
possible! It's false; it's a fraud! I will see it." She swiftly
possesses herself of the paper and scans the handwriting for a moment
with a fierce intentness. Then she flings it wildly away. "Yes, yes,
it's true! It's his hand. It's true, it's the only true thing in this
world of lies!" She totters away toward the sofa. Bartlett makes a
movement to support her, but she repulses him, and throws herself upon
the cushions.
General Wyatt.—"Sir, I am sorry to make you the victim of a scene. It
has been your fate, and no part of my intention. Will you look at this
paper? You don't know all that is in it yet." He touches it with his
foot.
Bartlett, in dull dejection.—"No, I won't look at it. If it were a
radiant message from heaven, I don't see how it could help me now."
Mrs. Wyatt.—"I'm afraid you've made a terrible mistake, James."
General Wyatt.—"Margaret! Don't say that!"
Mrs. Wyatt.—"Yes, it would have been better to show us this paper at
once,—better than to keep us all these days in this terrible
suffering."
General Wyatt.—"I was afraid of greater suffering for you both. I
chose sorrow for Constance rather than the ignominy of knowing that she
had set her heart on so base a scoundrel. When he crawled in the dust
there before me, and whined for pity, I revolted from telling you or her
how vile he was; the thought of it seemed to dishonour you; and I had
hoped something, everything, from my girl's self-respect, her obedience,
her faith in me. I never dreamed that it must come to this."
Mrs. Wyatt, sadly shaking her head.—"I know how well you meant; but
oh, it was a fatal mistake!"
Constance, abandoning her refuge among the cushions, and coming
forward to her father.—"No, mother, it was no mistake! I see now how
wise and kind and merciful you have been, papa. You can never love me
again, I've behaved so badly; but if you'll let me, I will try to live
my gratitude for your mercy at a time when the whole truth would have
killed me. Oh, papa! What shall I say, what shall I do to show how sorry
and ashamed I am? Let me go down on my knees to thank you." Her father
catches her to his heart, and fondly kisses her again and again. "I
don't deserve it, papa! You ought to hate me, and drive me from you,
and never let me see you again." She starts away from him as if to
execute upon herself this terrible doom, when her eye falls upon the
letter where she had thrown it on the floor. "To think how long I have
been the fool, the slave of that—felon!" She stoops upon the paper
with a hawk-like fierceness; she tears it into shreds, and strews the
fragments about the room. "Oh, if I could only tear out of my heart all
thoughts of him, all memory, all likeness!" In her wild scorn she has
whirled unheedingly away toward Bartlett, whom, suddenly confronting,
she apparently addresses in this aspiration; he opens wide his folded
arms.
Bartlett.—"And what would you do, then, with this extraordinary
resemblance?" The closing circle of his arms involves her and clasps her
to his heart, from which beneficent shelter she presently exiles herself
a pace or two, and stands with either hand pressed against his breast
while her eyes dwell with rapture on his face.
Constance.—"Oh, you're not like him, and you never were!"
Bartlett, with light irony: "Ah?"
Constance.—"If I had not been blind, blind, blind, I never could have
seen the slightest similarity. Like him? Never!"
Bartlett.—"Ah! Then perhaps the resemblance, which we have noticed
from time to time, and which has been the cause of some annoyance and
embarrassment all round, was simply a disguise which I had assumed for
the time being to accomplish a purpose of my own?"
Constance.—"Oh, don't jest it away! It's your soul that I see now,
your true and brave and generous heart; and if you pardoned me for
mistaking you a single moment for one who had neither soul nor heart, I
could never look you in the face again!"
Bartlett.—"You seem to be taking a good provisional glare at me
beforehand, then, Miss Wyatt. I've never been so nearly looked out of
countenance in my life. But you needn't be afraid; I shall not pardon
your crime." Constance abruptly drops her head upon his breast, and
again instantly repels herself.
Constance.—"No, you must not if you could. But you can't—you can't
care for me after hearing what I could say to my father"—
Bartlett.—"That was in a moment of great excitement."
Constance.—"After hearing me rave about a man so unworthy of—any
one—you cared for. No, your self-respect—everything—demands that you
should cast me off."
Bartlett.—"It does. But I am inexorable,—you must have observed the
trait before. In this case I will not yield even to my own colossal
self-respect." Earnestly: "Ah, Constance, do you think I could love you
the less because your heart was too true to swerve even from a traitor
till he was proved as false to honour as to you?" Lightly again: "Come,
I like your fidelity to worthless people; I'm rather a deep and darkling
villain myself."
Constance, devoutly.—"You? Oh, you are as nobly frank and open
as—as—as papa!"
Bartlett.—"No, Constance, you are wrong, for once. Hear my dreadful
secret; I'm not what I seem,—the light and joyous creature I look,—I'm
an emotional wreck. Three short years ago, I was frightfully
jilted"—they all turn upon him in surprise—"by a young person who, I'm
sorry to say, hasn't yet consoled me by turning out a scamp."
Constance, drifting to his side with a radiant smile.—"Oh, I'm so
glad."
Bartlett, with affected dryness.—"Are you? I didn't know it was such
a laughing matter. I was always disposed to take those things
seriously."
Constance.—"Yes, yes! But don't you see? It places us on more of an
equality." She looks at him with a smile of rapture and logic
exquisitely compact.
Bartlett.—"Does it? But you're not half as happy as I am."
Constance.—"Oh yes, I am! Twice."
Bartlett.—"Then that makes us just even, for so am I." They stand
ridiculously blest, holding each other's hand a moment, and then
Constance, still clinging to one of his hands, goes and rests her other
arm upon her mother's shoulder.
Constance.—"Mamma, how wretched I have made you, all these months!"
Mrs. Wyatt.—"If your trouble's over now, my child,"—she tenderly
kisses her cheek,—"there's no trouble for your mother in the world."
Constance.—"But I'm not happy, mamma. I can't be happy, thinking how
wickedly unhappy I've been. No, no! I had better go back to the old
wretched state again; it's all I'm fit for. I'm so ashamed of myself.
Send him away!" She renews her hold upon his hand.
Bartlett.—"Nothing of the kind. I was requested to remain here six
weeks ago, by a young lady. Besides, this is a public house. Come, I
haven't finished the catalogue of my disagreeable qualities yet. I'm
jealous. I want you to put that arm on my shoulder." He gently effects
the desired transfer, and then, chancing to look up, he discovers the
Rev. Arthur Cummings on the threshold in the act of modestly retreating.
He detains him with a great melodramatic start. "Hah! A clergyman! This
is indeed ominous!"
THE PARLOUR CAR. A FARCE.
Scene: A Parlour Car on the New York Central Railroad. It is late
afternoon in the early autumn, with a cloudy sunset threatening
rain. The car is unoccupied save by a gentleman, who sits fronting
one of the windows, with his feet in another chair; a newspaper
lies across his lap; his hat is drawn down over his eyes, and he is
apparently asleep. The rear door of the car opens, and the
conductor enters with a young lady, heavily veiled, the porter
coming after with her wraps and travelling-bags. The lady's air is
of mingled anxiety and desperation, with a certain fierceness of
movement. She casts a careless glance over the empty chairs.
Conductor.—"Here's your ticket, madam. You can have any of the places
you like here, or,"—glancing at the unconscious gentleman, and then at
the young lady—"if you prefer, you can go and take that seat in the
forward car."
Miss Lucy Galbraith.—"Oh, I can't ride backwards. I'll stay here,
please. Thank you." The porter places her things in a chair by a window,
across the car from the sleeping gentleman, and she throws herself
wearily into the next seat, wheels round in it, and lifting her veil
gazes absently out at the landscape. Her face, which is very pretty,
with a low forehead shadowed by thick, blonde hair, shows the traces of
tears. She makes search in her pocket for her handkerchief, which she
presses to her eyes. The conductor, lingering a moment, goes out.
Porter.—"I'll be right here, at de end of de cah, if you should
happen to want anything, miss,"—making a feint of arranging the shawls
and satchels. "Should you like some dese things hung up? Well, dey'll be
jus' as well in de chair. We's pretty late dis afternoon; more 'n four
hours behin' time. Ought to been into Albany 'fore dis. Freight train
off de track jus' dis side o' Rochester, an' had to wait. Was you goin'
to stop at Schenectady, miss?"
Miss G., absently.—"At Schenectady?" After a pause, "Yes."
Porter.—"Well, that's de next station, and den de cahs don't stop
ag'in till dey git to Albany. Anything else I can do for you now, miss?"
Miss G.—"No, no, thank you, nothing." The porter hesitates, takes off
his cap, and scratches his head with a murmur of embarrassment. Miss
Galbraith looks up at him inquiringly, and then suddenly takes out her
porte-monnaie and fees him.
Porter.—"Thank you, miss, thank you. If you want anything at all,
miss, I'm right dere at de end of de cah." He goes out by the narrow
passage-way beside the smaller enclosed parlour. Miss Galbraith looks
askance at the sleeping gentleman, and then, rising, goes to the large
mirror, to pin her veil, which has become loosened from her hat. She
gives a little start at sight of the gentleman in the mirror, but
arranges her head-gear, and returning to her place looks out of the
window again. After a little while she moves about uneasily in her
chair, then leans forward and tries to raise her window; she lifts it
partly up, when the catch slips from her fingers and the window falls
shut again with a crash.
Miss G.—"O dear, how provoking! I suppose I must call the porter."
She rises from her seat, but on attempting to move away she finds that
the skirt of her polonaise has been caught in the falling window. She
pulls at it, and then tries to lift the window again, but the cloth has
wedged it in, and she cannot stir it. "Well, I certainly think this is
beyond endurance! Porter! Ah—porter! Oh, he'll never hear me in the
racket that these wheels are making! I wish they'd stop—I"—
The gentleman stirs in his chair, lifts his head, listens, takes his
feet down from the other seat, rises abruptly, and comes to Miss
Galbraith's side.
Mr. Allen Richards.—"Will you allow me to open the window for you?"
Starting back, "Miss Galbraith!"
Miss G.—"Al—Mr. Richards!" There is a silence for some moments, in
which they remain looking at each other; then,
Mr. Richards.—"Lucy"—
Miss G.—"I forbid you to address me in that way, Mr. Richards."
Mr. R.—"Why, you were just going to call me Allen!"
Miss G.—"That was an accident, you know very well—an impulse."
Mr. R.—"Well, so is this."
Miss G.—"Of which you ought to be ashamed to take advantage. I wonder
at your presumption in speaking to me at all. It's quite idle, I can
assure you. Everything is at an end between us. It seems that I bore
with you too long; but I'm thankful that I had the spirit to act at
last, and to act in time. And now that chance has thrown us together, I
trust that you will not force your conversation upon me. No gentleman
would, and I have always given you credit for thinking yourself a
gentleman. I request that you will not speak to me."
Mr. R.—"You've spoken ten words to me for every one of mine to you.
But I won't annoy you. I can't believe it, Lucy; I can not believe it.
It seems like some rascally dream, and if I had had any sleep since it
happened, I should think I had dreamed it."
Miss G.—"Oh! You were sleeping soundly enough when I got into the
car!"
Mr. R.—"I own it; I was perfectly used up, and I had dropped off."
Miss G., scornfully.—"Then perhaps you have dreamed it."
Mr. R.—"I'll think so till you tell me again that our engagement is
broken; that the faithful love of years is to go for nothing; that you
dismiss me with cruel insult, without one word of explanation, without a
word of intelligible accusation, even. It's too much! I've been thinking
it all over and over, and I can't make head or tail of it. I meant to
see you again as soon as we got to town, and implore you to hear me.
Come, it's a mighty serious matter, Lucy. I'm not a man to put on
heroics and that; but I believe it'll play the very deuce with me,
Lucy,—that is to say, Miss Galbraith,—I do indeed. It'll give me a low
opinion of woman."
Miss G., averting her face.—"Oh, a very high opinion of woman you
have had!"
Mr. R., with sentiment.—"Well, there was one woman whom I thought a
perfect angel."
Miss G.—"Indeed! May I ask her name?"
Mr. R., with a forlorn smile.—"I shall be obliged to describe her
somewhat formally as—Miss Galbraith."
Miss G.—"Mr. Richards!"
Mr. R.—"Why, you've just forbidden me to say Lucy. You must tell
me, dearest, what I have done to offend you. The worst criminals are
not condemned unheard, and I've always thought you were merciful if not
just. And now I only ask you to be just."
Miss G., looking out of the window.—"You know very well what you've
done. You can't expect me to humiliate myself by putting your offence
into words."
Mr. R.—"Upon my soul, I don't know what you mean! I don't know what
I've done. When you came at me, last night, with my ring and presents
and other little traps, you might have knocked me down with the lightest
of the lot. I was perfectly dazed; I couldn't say anything before you
were off, and all I could do was to hope that you'd be more like
yourself in the morning. And in the morning, when I came round to Mrs.
Phillips's I found you were gone, and I came after you by the next
train."
Miss G.—"Mr. Richards, your personal history for the last twenty-four
hours is a matter of perfect indifference to me, as it shall be for the
next twenty-four hundred years. I see that you are resolved to annoy me,
and since you will not leave the car, I must do so." She rises
haughtily from her seat, but the imprisoned skirt of her polonaise
twitches her abruptly back into her chair. She bursts into tears. "Oh,
what shall I do!"
Mr. R., dryly.—"You shall do whatever you like, Miss Galbraith, when
I've set you free; for I see your dress is caught in the window. When
it's once out, I'll shut the window, and you can call the porter to
raise it." He leans forward over her chair, and while she shrinks back
the length of her tether, he tugs at the window-fastening. "I can't get
at it. Would you be so good as to stand up,—all you can?" Miss
Galbraith stands up, droopingly, and Mr. Richards makes a movement
towards her, and then falls back. "No, that won't do. Please sit down
again." He goes round her chair and tries to get at the window from that
side. "I can't get any purchase on it. Why don't you cut out that
piece?" Miss Galbraith stares at him in dumb amazement. "Well, I don't
see what we're to do. I'll go and get the porter." He goes to the end of
the car, and returns. "I can't find the porter—he must be in one of the
other cars. But"—brightening with the fortunate conception—"I've just
thought of something. Will it unbutton?"
Miss G.—"Unbutton?"
Mr. R.—"Yes; this garment of yours."
Miss G.—"My polonaise?" Inquiringly: "Yes."
Mr. R.—"Well, then, it's a very simple matter. If you will just take
it off I can easily"—
Miss G., faintly.—"I can't. A polonaise isn't like an overcoat"—
Mr. R., with dismay.—"Oh! Well, then"—He remains thinking a moment
in hopeless perplexity.
Miss G., with polite ceremony.—"The porter will be back soon. Don't
trouble yourself any further about it, please. I shall do very well."
Mr. R., without heeding her.—"If you could kneel on that foot-cushion
and face the window"—
Miss G., kneeling promptly.—"So?"
Mr. R.—"Yes, and now"—kneeling beside her—"if you'll allow me
to—to get at the window catch,"—he stretches both arms forward; she
shrinks from his right into his left, and then back again,—"and pull,
while I raise the window"—
Miss G.—"Yes, yes; but do hurry, please. If any one saw us, I don't
know what they would think. It's perfectly ridiculous!"—pulling. "It's
caught in the corner of the window, between the frame and the sash, and
it won't come! Is my hair troubling you? Is it in your eyes?"
Mr. R.—"It's in my eyes, but it isn't troubling me. Am I
inconveniencing you?"
Miss G.—"Oh, not at all."
Mr. R.—"Well, now then, pull hard!" He lifts the window with a great
effort; the polonaise comes free with a start, and she strikes violently
against him. In supporting the shock he cannot forbear catching her for
an instant to his heart. She frees herself, and starts indignantly to
her feet.
Miss G.—"Oh, what a cowardly—subterfuge!"
Mr. R.—"Cowardly? You've no idea how much courage it took." Miss
Galbraith puts her handkerchief to her face and sobs. "Oh, don't cry!
Bless my heart—I'm sorry I did it! But you know how dearly I love you,
Lucy, though I do think you've been cruelly unjust. I told you I never
should love anyone else, and I never shall. I couldn't help it, upon my
soul I couldn't. Nobody could. Don't let it vex you, my"—He approaches
her.
Miss G.—"Please not touch me, sir! You have no longer any right
whatever to do so."
Mr. R.—"You misinterpret a very inoffensive gesture. I have no idea
of touching you, but I hope I may be allowed, as a special favour,
to—pick up my hat, which you are in the act of stepping on." Miss
Galbraith hastily turns, and strikes the hat with her whirling skirts;
it rolls to the other side of the parlour, and Mr. Richards, who goes
after it, utters an ironical "Thanks!" He brushes it and puts it on,
looking at her where she has again seated herself at the window with her
back to him, and continues, "As for any further molestation from me"—
Miss G.—"If you will talk to me"—
Mr. R.—"Excuse me, I am not talking to you."
Miss G.—"What were you doing?"
Mr. R.—"I was beginning to think aloud. I—I was soliloquising. I
suppose I may be allowed to soliloquise?"
Miss G., very coldly.—"You can do what you like."
Mr. R.—"Unfortunately that's just what I can't do. If I could do as I
liked, I should ask you a single question."
Miss G., after a moment.—"Well, sir, you may ask your question." She
remains as before, with her chin in her hand, looking tearfully out of
the window; her face is turned from Mr. Richards, who hesitates a
moment, before he speaks.
Mr. R.—"I wish to ask you just this, Miss Galbraith: if you couldn't
ride backwards in the other car, why do you ride backwards in this?"
Miss G., burying her face in her handkerchief, and sobbing.—"Oh, oh,
oh! This is too bad!"
Mr. R.—"Oh, come now, Lucy. It breaks my heart to hear you going on
so, and all for nothing. Be a little merciful to both of us, and listen
to me. I've no doubt I can explain everything if I once understand it,
but it's pretty hard explaining a thing if you don't understand it
yourself. Do turn round. I know it makes you sick to ride in that way,
and if you don't want to face me—there!"—wheeling in his chair so as
to turn his back upon her—"you needn't. Though it's rather trying to a
fellow's politeness, not to mention his other feelings. Now, what in the
name"—
Porter, who at this moment enters with his step-ladder, and begins to
light the lamps.—"Going pretty slow ag'in, sah."
Mr. R.—"Yes; what's the trouble?"
Porter.—"Well, I don't know exactly, sah. Something de matter with de
locomotive. We shan't be into Albany much 'fore eight o'clock."
Mr. R.—"What's the next station?"
Porter.—"Schenectady."
Mr. R.—"Is the whole train as empty as this car?"
Porter, laughing.—"Well, no, sah. Fact is, dis cah don't belong on
dis train. It's a Pullman that we hitched on when you got in, and we's
taking it along for one of de Eastern roads. We let you in 'cause de
Drawing-rooms was all full. Same with de lady"—looking sympathetically
at her, as he takes up his steps to go out. "Can I do anything for you
now, miss?"
Miss G., plaintively.—"No, thank you; nothing whatever." She has
turned while Mr. Richards and the porter have been speaking, and now
faces the back of the former, but her veil is drawn closely. The porter
goes out.
Mr. R., wheeling round so as to confront her.—"I wish you would speak
to me half as kindly as you do to that darky, Lucy."
Miss G.—"He is a gentleman!"
Mr. R.—"He is an urbane and well-informed nobleman. At any rate, he's
a man and a brother. But so am I." Miss Galbraith does not reply, and
after a pause Mr. Richards resumes. "Talking of gentlemen: I recollect,
once, coming up on the day-boat to Poughkeepsie, there was a poor devil
of a tipsy man kept following a young fellow about, and annoying him to
death—trying to fight him, as a tipsy man will, and insisting that the
young fellow had insulted him. By-and-by he lost his balance, and went
overboard, and the other jumped after him and fished him out." Sensation
on the part of Miss Galbraith, who stirs uneasily in her chair, looks
out of the window, then looks at Mr. Richards, and drops her head.
"There was a young lady on board, who had seen the whole thing—a very
charming young lady indeed, with pale blonde hair growing very thick
over her forehead, and dark eye-lashes to the sweetest blue eyes in the
world. Well, this young lady's papa was amongst those who came up to say
civil things to the young fellow when he got aboard again, and to ask
the honour—he said the honour—of his acquaintance. And when he came
out of his state-room in dry clothes, this infatuated old gentleman was
waiting for him, and took him and introduced him to his wife and
daughter. And the daughter said, with tears in her eyes, and a perfectly
intoxicating impulsiveness, that it was the grandest and the most heroic
and the noblest thing that she had ever seen, and she should always be a
better girl for having seen it. Excuse me, Miss Galbraith, for troubling
you with these facts of a personal history which, as you say, is a
matter of perfect indifference to you. The young fellow didn't think at
the time he had done anything extraordinary; but I don't suppose he
did expect to live to have the same girl tell him he was no
gentleman."
Miss G., wildly.—"Oh, Allen, Allen! You know I think you are a
gentleman, and I always did!"
Mr. R., languidly.—"Oh, I merely had your word for it, just now, that
you didn't." Tenderly.—"Will you hear me, Lucy?"
Miss G., faintly.—"Yes."
Mr. R.—"Well, what is it I've done? Will you tell me if I guess
right?"
Miss G., with dignity.—"I am in no humour for jesting, Allen. And I
can assure you that though I consent to hear what you have to say, or
ask, nothing will change my determination. All is over between us."
Mr. R.—"Yes, I understand that perfectly. I am now asking merely for
general information. I do not expect you to relent, and in fact I should
consider it rather frivolous if you did. No. What I have always admired
in your character, Lucy, is a firm, logical consistency; a clearness of
mental vision that leaves no side of a subject unsearched; and an
unwavering constancy of purpose. You may say that these traits are
characteristic of all women; but they are pre-eminently characteristic
of you, Lucy." Miss Galbraith looks askance at him, to make out whether
he is in earnest or not; he continues, with a perfectly serious air.
"And I know now that if you're offended with me, it's for no trivial
cause." She stirs uncomfortably in her chair. "What I have done I can't
imagine, but it must be something monstrous, since it has made life with
me appear so impossible that you are ready to fling away your own
happiness—for I know you did love me, Lucy—and destroy mine. I will
begin with the worst thing I can think of. Was it because I danced so
much with Fanny Watervliet?"
Miss G., indignantly.—"How can you insult me by supposing that I
could be jealous of such a perfect little goose as that? No, Allen!
Whatever I think of you, I still respect you too much for that."
Mr. R.—"I'm glad to hear that there are yet depths to which you think
me incapable of descending, and that Miss Watervliet is one of them. I
will now take a little higher ground. Perhaps you think I flirted with
Mrs. Dawes. I thought, myself, that the thing might begin to have that
appearance, but I give you my word of honour that as soon as the idea
occurred to me, I dropped her,—rather rudely, too. The trouble was,
don't you know, that I felt so perfectly safe with a married friend of
yours. I couldn't be hanging about you all the time, and I was afraid I
might vex you if I went with the other girls; and I didn't know what to
do."
Miss G.—"I think you behaved rather silly, giggling so much with her.
But"—
Mr. R.—"I own it, I know it was silly. But"—
Miss G.—"It wasn't that; it wasn't that!"
Mr. R.—"Was it my forgetting to bring you those things from your
mother?"
Miss G.—"No!"
Mr. R.—"Was it because I hadn't given up smoking yet?"
Miss G.—"You know I never asked you to give up smoking. It was
entirely your own proposition."
Mr. R.—"That's true. That's what made me so easy about it. I knew I
could leave it off any time. Well, I will not disturb you any longer,
Miss Galbraith." He throws his overcoat across his arm, and takes up his
travelling-bag. "I have failed to guess your fatal—conundrum; and I
have no longer any excuse for remaining. I am going into the
smoking-car. Shall I send the porter to you for anything?"
Miss G.—"No, thanks." She puts up her handkerchief to her face.
Mr. R.—"Lucy, do you send me away?"
Miss G., behind her handkerchief.—"You were going, yourself."
Mr. R., over his shoulder.—"Shall I come back?"
Miss G.—"I have no right to drive you from the car."
Mr. R., coming back, and sitting down in the chair nearest
her.—"Lucy, dearest, tell me what's the matter."
Miss G.—"Oh, Allen, your not knowing makes it all the more hopeless
and killing. It shows me that we must part; that you would go on,
breaking my heart, and grinding me into the dust as long as we lived."
She sobs. "It shows me that you never understood me, and you never will.
I know you're good and kind and all that, but that only makes your not
understanding me so much the worse. I do it quite as much for your sake
as my own, Allen."
Mr. R.—"I'd much rather you wouldn't put yourself out on my account."
Miss G., without regarding him.—"If you could mortify me before a
whole roomful of people as you did last night, what could I expect after
marriage but continual insult?"
Mr. R., in amazement.—"How did I mortify you? I thought that I
treated you with all the tenderness and affection that a decent regard
for the feelings of others would allow. I was ashamed to find I couldn't
keep away from you."
Miss G.—"O, you were attentive enough, Allen; nobody denies that.
Attentive enough in non-essentials. O yes!"
Mr. R.—"Well, what vital matters did I fail in? I'm sure I can't
remember."
Miss G.—"I dare say! I dare say they won't appear vital to you,
Allen. Nothing does. And if I had told you, I should have been met with
ridicule, I suppose. But I knew better than to tell; I respected
myself too much."
Mr. R.—"But now you mustn't respect yourself quite so much,
dearest. And I promise you I won't laugh at the most serious thing. I'm
in no humour for it. If it were a matter of life and death, even, I can
assure you that it wouldn't bring a smile to my countenance. No, indeed!
If you expect me to laugh, now, you must say something particularly
funny."
Miss G.—"I was not going to say anything funny; as you call it, and
I will say nothing at all, if you talk in that way."
Mr. R.—"Well, I won't, then. But do you know what I suspect, Lucy? I
wouldn't mention it to everybody, but I will to you—in strict
confidence: I suspect that you're rather ashamed of your grievance, if
you have any. I suspect it's nothing at all."
Miss G., very sternly at first, with a rising hysterical
inflection.—"Nothing, Allen! Do you call it nothing, to have Mrs.
Dawes come out with all that about your accident on your way up the
river, and ask me if it didn't frighten me terribly to hear of it, even
after it was all over; and I had to say you hadn't told me a word of it?
'Why, Lucy!'"—angrily mimicking Mrs. Dawes—"'you must teach him better
than that. I make Mr. Dawes tell me everything.' Little simpleton! And
then to have them all laugh—oh dear, it's too much!"
Mr. R.—"Why, my dear Lucy—"
Miss G., interrupting him.—"I saw just how it was going to be, and
I'm thankful, thankful that it happened. I saw that you didn't care
enough for me to take me into your whole life; that you despised and
distrusted me, and that it would get worse and worse to the end of our
days; that we should grow further and further apart, and I should be
left moping at home, while you ran about making confidantes of other
women whom you considered worthy of your confidence. It all flashed
upon me in an instant; and I resolved to break with you, then and
there; and I did, just as soon as ever I could go to my room for your
things, and I'm glad,—yes,—O hu, hu, hu, hu, hu!—so glad I did it!"
Mr. R., grimly.—"Your joy is obvious. May I ask—"
Miss G.—"Oh, it wasn't the first proof you had given me how little
you really cared for me, but I was determined it should be the last. I
dare say you've forgotten them! I dare say you don't remember telling
Mamie Morris that you didn't like crocheted cigar-cases, when you'd just
told me that you did, and let me be such a fool as to commence one for
you; but I'm thankful to say that went into the fire,—O yes,
instantly! And I dare say you've forgotten that you didn't tell me
your brother's engagement was to be kept, and let me come out with it
that night at the Rudges' and then looked perfectly aghast, so that
everybody thought I had been blabbing! Time and again, Allen, you have
made me suffer agonies, yes, agonies; but your power to do so is at an
end. I am free and happy at last." She weeps bitterly.
Mr. R., quietly.—"Yes, I had forgotten those crimes, and I suppose
many similar atrocities. I own it, I am forgetful and careless. I was
wrong about those things. I ought to have told you why I said that to
Miss Morris; I was afraid she was going to work me one. As to that
accident I told Mrs. Dawes of, it wasn't worth mentioning. Our boat
simply walked over a sloop in the night, and nobody was hurt. I
shouldn't have thought twice about it, if she hadn't happened to brag of
their passing close to an iceberg on their way home from Europe; then I
trotted out my pretty-near disaster as a match for hers,—confound
her! I wish the iceberg had sunk them! Only it wouldn't have sunk
her,—she's so light! she'd have gone bobbing all over the Atlantic
Ocean, like a cork; she's got a perfect life-preserver in that mind of
hers." Miss Galbraith gives a little laugh, and then a little moan. "But
since you are happy, I will not repine, Miss Galbraith. I don't pretend
to be very happy myself, but then, I don't deserve it. Since you are
ready to let an absolutely unconscious offence on my part cancel all the
past; since you let my devoted love weigh as nothing against the
momentary pique that a malicious little rattle-pate—she was vexed at my
leaving her—could make you feel, and choose to gratify a wicked
resentment at the cost of any suffering to me, why, I can be glad and
happy, too." With rising anger, "Yes, Miss Galbraith. All is over
between us. You can go! I renounce you!"
Miss G., springing fiercely to her feet.—"Go, indeed! Renounce me! Be
so good as to remember that you haven't got me to renounce!"
Mr. R.—"Well, it's all the same thing. I'd renounce you if I had.
Good evening, Miss Galbraith. I will send back your presents as soon as
I get to town; it won't be necessary to acknowledge them. I hope we may
never meet again." He goes out of the door towards the front of the car,
but returns directly, and glances uneasily at Miss Galbraith, who
remains with her handkerchief pressed to her eyes. "Ah—a—that is—I
shall be obliged to intrude upon you again. The fact is—"
Miss G., anxiously.—"Why, the cars have stopped! Are we at
Schenectady?"
Mr. R.—"Well, no; not exactly; not exactly at Schenectady"—
Miss G.—"Then what station is this? Have they carried me by?"
Observing his embarrassment, "Allen, what is the matter? What has
happened? Tell me instantly! Are we off the track? Have we run into
another train? Have we broken through a bridge? Shall we be burnt alive?
Tell me, Allen, tell me,—I can bear it!—are we telescoped?" She wrings
her hands in terror.
Mr. R., unsympathetically.—"Nothing of the kind has happened. This
car has simply come uncoupled, and the rest of the train has gone on
ahead, and left us standing on the track nowhere in particular." He
leans back in his chair, and wheels it round from her.
Miss G., mortified, yet anxious.—"Well?"
Mr. R.—"Well, until they miss us, and run back to pick us up, I shall
be obliged to ask your indulgence. I will try not to disturb you; I
would go out and stand on the platform, but it's raining."
Miss G., listening to the rain-fall on the roof.—"Why, so it is!"
Timidly, "Did you notice when the car stopped?"
Mr. R.—"No." He rises and goes out at the rear door, comes back, and
sits down again.
Miss G. rises and goes to the large mirror to wipe away her tears. She
glances at Mr. Richards, who does not move. She sits down in a seat
nearer him than the chair she has left. After some faint murmurs and
hesitations, she asks, "Will you please tell me why you went out just
now?"
Mr. R., with indifference.—"Yes. I went to see if the rear signal was
out."
Miss G., after another hesitation.—"Why?"
Mr. R.—"Because, if it wasn't out, some train might run into us from
that direction."
Miss G., tremulously.—"Oh! And was it?"
Mr. R., dryly.—"Yes."
Miss G. returns to her former place with a wounded air, and for a
moment neither speaks. Finally she asks very meekly, "And there's no
danger from the front?"
Mr. R., coldly.—"No."
Miss G., after some little noises and movements meant to catch Mr.
R.'s attention.—"Of course, I never meant to imply that you were
intentionally careless or forgetful."
Mr. R., still very coldly.—"Thank you."
Miss G.—"I always did justice to your good-heartedness, Allen; you're
perfectly lovely that way; and I know that you would be sorry if you
knew you had wounded my feelings, however accidentally." She droops
her head so as to catch a sidelong glimpse of his face, and sighs,
while she nervously pinches the top of her parasol, resting the point on
the floor. Mr. R. makes no answer. "That about the cigar-case might have
been a mistake; I saw that myself, and, as you explain it, why, it was
certainly very kind and very creditable to—to your thoughtfulness. It
was thoughtful."
Mr. R.—"I am grateful for your good opinion."
Miss G.—"But do you think it was exactly—it was quite—nice, not to
tell me that your brother's engagement was to be kept, when you know,
Allen, I can't bear to blunder in such things?" Tenderly, "Do you? You
can't say it was."
Mr. R.—"I never said it was."
Miss G., plaintively.—"No, Allen. That's what I always admired in
your character. You always owned up. Don't you think it's easier for men
to own up than it is for women?"
Mr. R.—"I don't know. I never knew any woman to do it."
Miss G.—"O yes, Allen! You know I often own up."
Mr. R.—"No, I don't."
Miss G.—"Oh, how can you bear to say so? When I'm rash, or anything
of that kind, you know I acknowledge it."
Mr. R.—"Do you acknowledge it now?"
Miss G.—"Why, how can I, when I haven't been rash? What have I
been rash about?"
Mr. R.—"About the cigar-case, for example."
Miss G.—"Oh! That! That was a great while ago! I thought you meant
something quite recent." A sound as of the approaching train is heard in
the distance. She gives a start, and then leaves her chair again for one
a little nearer his. "I thought perhaps you meant about—last night."
Mr. R.—"Well?"
Miss G., very judicially.—"I don't think it was rash exactly. No,
not rash. It might not have been very kind not to—to—trust you
more, when I knew that you didn't mean anything; but— No, I took the
only course I could. Nobody could have done differently under the
circumstances. But if I caused you any pain, I'm very sorry; O yes, very
sorry indeed. But I was not precipitate, and I know I did right. At
least I tried to act for the best. Don't you believe I did?"
Mr. R.—"Why, if you have no doubt upon the subject, my opinion is of
no consequence."
Miss G.—"Yes. But what do you think? If you think differently, and
can make me see it differently, oughtn't you to do so?"
Mr. R.—"I don't see why. As you say, all is over between us."
Miss G.—"Yes." After a pause, "I should suppose you would care enough
for yourself to wish me to look at the matter from the right point of
view."
Mr. R.—"I don't."
Miss G., becoming more and more uneasy as the noise of the approaching
train grows louder.—"I think you have been very quick with me at
times, quite as quick as I could have been with you last night." The
noise is more distinctly heard. "I'm sure that if I could once see it as
you do, no one would be more willing to do anything in their power to
atone for their rashness. Of course I know that everything is over."
Mr. R.—"As to that, I have your word; and, in view of the fact,
perhaps this analysis of motive, of character, however interesting on
general grounds, is a little"—
Miss G., with sudden violence.—"Say it, and take your revenge! I have
put myself at your feet, and you do right to trample on me! O, this is
what women may expect when they trust to men's generosity! Well, it is
over now, and I'm thankful, thankful! Cruel, suspicious, vindictive,
you're all alike, and I'm glad that I'm no longer subject to your
heartless caprices. And I don't care what happens after this, I shall
always—Oh! You're sure it's from the front, Allen? Are you sure the
rear signal is out?"
Mr. R., relenting.—"Yes, but if it will ease your mind, I'll go and
look again." He rises and starts towards the rear door.
Miss G., quickly.—"O no! Don't go! I can't bear to be left alone!"
The sound of the approaching train continually increases in volume. "O,
isn't it coming very, very, very fast?"
Mr. R.—"No, no! Don't be frightened."
Miss G., running towards the rear door.—"O, I must get out! It will
kill me, I know it will. Come with me! Do, do!" He runs after her, and
her voice is heard at the rear of the car. "O, the outside door is
locked, and we are trapped, trapped, trapped! O, quick! Let's try the
door at the other end." They re-enter the parlour, and the roar of the
train announces that it is upon them. "No, no! It's too late, it's too
late! I'm a wicked, wicked girl, and this is all to punish me! O, it's
coming, it's coming at full speed!" He remains bewildered, confronting
her. She utters a wild cry, and, as the train strikes the car with a
violent concussion, she flings herself into his arms. "There, there!
Forgive me, Allen! Let us die together, my own, own love!" She hangs
fainting on his breast. Voices are heard without, and after a little
delay the porter comes in with a lantern.
Porter.—"Rather more of a jah than we meant to give you, sah! We had
to run down pretty quick after we missed you, and the rain made the
track a little slippery. Lady much frightened?"
Miss G., disengaging herself.—"O, not at all! Not in the least. We
thought it was a train coming from behind, and going to run into us, and
so—we—I—"
Porter.—"Not quite so bad as that. We'll be into Schenectady in a few
minutes, miss. I'll come for your things." He goes out at the other
door.
Miss G., in a fearful whisper.—"Allen! What will he ever think of us?
I'm sure he saw us!"
Mr. R.—"I don't know what he'll think now. He did think you were
frightened; but you told him you were not. However, it isn't important
what he thinks. Probably he thinks I'm your long lost brother. It had a
kind of familiar look."
Miss G.—"Ridiculous!"
Mr. R.—"Why, he'd never suppose that I was a jilted lover of yours!"
Miss G., ruefully.—"No."
Mr. R.—"Come, Lucy,"—taking her hand,—"you wished to die with me, a
moment ago. Don't you think you can make one more effort to live with
me? I won't take advantage of words spoken in mortal peril, but I
suppose you were in earnest when you called me your own—own—" Her head
droops; he folds her in his arms, a moment, then she starts away from
him, as if something had suddenly occurred to her.
Miss G.—"Allen, where are you going?"
Mr. R.—"Going? Upon my soul, I haven't the least idea."
Miss G.—"Where were you going?"
Mr. R.—"O, I was going to Albany."
Miss G.—"Well, don't! Aunt Mary is expecting me here at
Schenectady,—I telegraphed her,—and I want you to stop here, too, and
we'll refer the whole matter to her. She's such a wise old head. I'm not
sure"—
Mr. R.—"What?"
Miss G., demurely.—"That I'm good enough for you."
Mr. R., starting, in burlesque of her movement, as if a thought had
struck him.—"Lucy! how came you on this train when you left Syracuse
on the morning express?"
Miss G., faintly.—"I waited over a train at Utica." She sinks into a
chair and averts her face.
Mr. R.—"May I ask why?"
Miss G., more faintly still.—"I don't like to tell. I"—
Mr. R., coming and standing in front of her, with his hands in his
pockets.—"Look me in the eye, Lucy!" She drops her veil over her face,
and looks up at him. "Did you—did you expect to find me on this
train?"
Miss G.—"I was afraid it never would get along,—it was so late!"
Mr. R.—"Don't—tergiversate."
Miss G.—"Don't what?"
Mr. R.—"Fib."
Miss G.—"Not for worlds!"
Mr. R.—"How did you know I was in this car?"
Miss G.—"Must I? I thought I saw you through the window; and then I
made sure it was you when I went to pin my veil on,—I saw you in the
mirror."
Mr. R., after a little silence.—"Miss Galbraith, do you want to know
what you are?"
Miss G., softly.—"Yes, Allen."
Mr. R.—"You're a humbug!"
Miss G., springing from her seat, and confronting him.—"So are you!
You pretended to be asleep!"
Mr. R.—"I—I—I was taken by surprise. I had to take time to think."
Miss G.—"So did I."
Mr. R.—"And you thought it would be a good plan to get your polonaise
caught in the window?"
Miss G., hiding her face on his shoulder.—"No, no, Allen! That I
never will admit. No woman would!"
Mr. R.—"O, I dare say!" After a pause: "Well, I am a poor, weak,
helpless man, with no one to advise me or counsel me, and I have been
cruelly deceived. How could you, Lucy, how could you? I can never get
over this." He drops his head upon her shoulder.
Miss G., starting away again and looking about the car.—"Allen, I
have an idea! Do you suppose Mr. Pullman could be induced to sell this
car?"
Mr. R.—"Why?"
Miss G.—"Why, because I think it's perfectly lovely, and I should
like to live in it always. It could be fitted up for a sort of
summer-house, don't you know, and we could have it in the garden, and
you could smoke in it."
Mr. R.—"Admirable! It would look just like a travelling photographic
saloon. No, Lucy, we won't buy it; we will simply keep it as a precious
souvenir, a sacred memory, a beautiful dream,—and let it go on
fulfilling its destiny all the same."
Porter, entering and gathering up Miss Galbraith's things.—"Be at
Schenectady in half a minute, miss. Won't have much time."
Miss G., rising and adjusting her dress, and then looking about the
car, while she passes her hand through her lover's arm.—"O, I do hate
to leave it. Farewell, you dear, kind, good, lovely car! May you never
have another accident!" She kisses her hand to the car, upon which they
both look back as they slowly leave it.
Mr. R., kissing his hand in like manner.—"Good-bye, sweet chariot!
May you never carry any but bridal couples!"
Miss G.—"Or engaged ones!"
Mr. R.—"Or husbands going home to their wives!"
Miss G.—"Or wives hastening to their husbands."
Mr. R.—"Or young ladies who have waited one train over, so as to be
with the young men they hate."
Miss G.—"Or young men who are so indifferent that they pretend to be
asleep when the young ladies come in!" They pause at the door and look
back again. "'And must I leave thee, Paradise?'" They both kiss their
hands to the car again, and their faces being very close together, they
impulsively kiss each other. Then Miss Galbraith throws back her head,
and solemnly confronts him. "Only think, Allen! If this car hadn't
broken its engagement, we might never have mended ours."
Transcriber's note:
Various punctuation errors were corrected.
P.18. 'lettting' changed to 'letting'.
P.222. 'supicious' changed to 'suspicious'.
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