Philip himself opened the door to her. She gave her
cheek to be kissed and then walked straight in.
"Is Monty here?" were her first words.
"No. I think he's gone out for a walk."
"A walk, at this time of night!"
Philip shrugged his shoulders. "What brings you
here, Mollie?" he said.
She was busy untying her veil. "What do you suppose?
Everything, of course."
"Have you had dinner or supper?"
"I had a cup of cocoa at Audrey Cunningham's, and
don't want anything else. Now why didn't you answer
my telegram, and why didn't you write again as you
promised?" She threw the hat and veil on the table
and her gloves after them and stood before Philip.
"How are the children?" he asked.
"Perfectly well."
"And Joan?"
Her only answer to this last was a long look. Then
she walked to the little Empire sofa and sat down.
He might stand if he wished.
"Well?" she said at last. This was after a full
minute, during which time he had stood by the table
idly fingering her veil. Then suddenly his fingers
pushed the veil aside, and he crossed to the sofa and
sat down by her.
"What is it you want to know, darling?" he asked.
"Everything—every little thing from beginning to
end," she replied.
"You've seen that I don't want to tell you?"
"Yes, I've seen that."
"And that I probably have my reasons?"
"Oh—reasons!"
"Reasons that are stronger than ever at this moment?"
"Will they go on getting much stronger? If so
I can only warn you that a breaking-point will come."
"Yes. I'm very near it."
"And so am I, Philip."
There was no mistaking her tone. It did not mean
that if he continued to shut her out like this she would
do anything violent—live apart from him, become
merely his housekeeper, or anything of that kind.
It meant enormously more than that. Where confidence
and trust are, there are few divergences that do
not presently right themselves, few differences that
cannot be resolved; but where these are absent nothing
is right. Every word is possible peril, every silence
a hanging sword. In all my acquaintance I know of
no happier marriage than the Esdailes'. You never
go into their house and feel that the air is still charged
with some scene that your arrival has interrupted, you
never leave wondering what weapons will be picked up
again the moment your back is turned. Philip is not
without his tempers nor Mollie without her own
purposes, but it stops at that. The rest is brave
decencies, with I know not what tenderer stuff behind.
This it was that seemed for the moment to be in peril.
But suddenly she put her hand on his. She did not
speak; the hand spoke for her. The next moment his
other hand had fallen on hers again, so that both
enclosed it. Then their eyes too met.
"It would be an awful thing to risk, Phil," she said
quietly.
His eyes begged her. "Won't you let me carry it a
little longer alone?"
"I don't believe you can. And if you can," she
added, "I don't see what we got married for."
"But it will be rotten for you too."
"When have I shrunk from that?" she asked.
"Never," he replied in a low voice.
And so Mollie Esdaile too took her portion of the
burden.
"Well, where shall we begin?" he asked, with a
sigh that it must be so.
"You know best. But tell me first why you didn't
write."
"I hadn't seen young Smith. I haven't yet as a
matter of fact. But——," he drew her head to his
breast, and there were some moments during which he
whispered into her ear.
For all his care and guarding it was not possible
that she should not at least tremble. But she did not
start within his arms. The tremor passed, and her
dry lips repeated—
"Shot him!"
"For some reason or other. I don't think either
of us can quite tell Joan that, can we?"
"Shot him! Chummy!"
"There's no doubt about it. It was Monty who
picked up the pistol. Neither you nor I can very
well tell Audrey that, can we?"
"Monty found the pistol!"
"And I picked up the cartridge-shell myself. The
police were round here at six o'clock on Friday morning
looking for them."
"The police! Here!"
In spite of all, Philip could not restrain a little laugh.
"Oh, they didn't find anything. They don't when
they've given you warning the night before. By that
time both pistol and case had been at the bottom of
silver-flowing Tamesis for six hours. I dropped 'em
in myself from the middle of Albert Bridge. Do you
begin to see what you're in for, my poor darling?"
It was doubtful whether she yet did. She could
still only repeat, "Chummy shot him! Does that
mean——?" Her horrified stare finished the question.
"Oh, I don't think so," he answered quickly, "at
any rate not yet. Naturally both Hubbard and I have
got to stand by Chummy for the present."
"Then somebody saw Monty pick up the pistol?"
"For the police to know anything about it, you
mean? Well, as a matter of fact that's the purest
bad luck. There happens to be a fellow called
Westbury, confound him, and that beastly bullet
seems to have fetched up somewhere in his house;
he lives just across the way there. That's all the
police have to go on now that the other things are
safely in the river mud."
Slowly it was sinking into her mind. Her eyes
closed for a moment as she felt the first faint strain of
the weight of it. This came with the thought of
Joan.
"But—but——" she said faintly, "—that poor
child——?"
"Joan? I suppose she is wondering what's happened?"
"Wondering what's happened.... You may as
well know, Philip—it's a mere trifle at this stage—that
they're most awfully thick—far more than you've
been told. You know what boys and girls are nowadays.
And now comes this horrible silence, except for
that one little note from him——"
"Has she had a note from him?" Philip asked
quickly. "From the hospital?"
"There was no address on it. I suppose it was from
the hospital?" she in her turn asked in quick alarm.
"Yes, it wasn't from a prison. When did she get
this note?"
"Yesterday morning."
"Did she show it to you?"
"Yes. It simply said he'd had this spill, but was
all right, and she wasn't to be alarmed."
"He didn't mention incidentally that he'd shot a
man?"
"Of course not. I don't believe he had."
Philip passed this last point.
"Well, as he's written once I suppose he'll go on
writing. He's heaps better as a matter of fact. So
it won't be too hard on her. Anyway, she'll have to
grin and bear it."
"I did hold out hopes that I might be able to take
him back with me," Mollie ventured.
"You won't be able to do that," said Philip with
decision. "Quite apart from his being fit to travel,
we've only gone a certain way in all this, you know.
He'll still have matters to explain. And till he does,
I'm afraid Audrey Cunningham will have to make the
best of things too, like Joan. It wouldn't do her any
good to know that Monty was liable to arrest at any
moment."
"But is he?" said Mollie, startled.
"Of course he is. So am I. So are you. So would
she be."
"But why?"
In spite of his explanation, I don't think she understood.
I don't think she understands to this day.
I don't think that at the bottom of her anti-social heart
any woman does. A delayed wedding or a post without
a lover's letter is a far greater thing than a capital
charge in which all who conspire are principals.
Then, in spite of her fatigue, her skeptical common
sense came to her aid. Philip might involve himself
in a web of unelucidated stuff of which one-tenth
perhaps was fact of sorts and the rest pure speculation;
but she knew Chummy. The thought of Chummy
as a murderer was absurd beyond words. Whatever
the explanation might be it certainly was not that.
And, yawning as she rose, she told Philip so.
"And that's that," she concluded. "Now do let's
go to bed. Of course, if you think Chummy's a murderer
I quite see why you didn't write and why you
don't want to tell Audrey and all the rest of it, but
you'll find it's all a mistake. There's something you
don't know, or else there's been an accident of some
kind. If you seriously want me to believe that
Chummy Smith.... What's the matter, darling?"
The last words were a quick, startled cry. She did
not know what it was that lurked at the bottom of the
eyes that were looking so deeply and somberly into her
own, but she feared already. His head was slowly
shaking from side to side.
"Philip! What do you mean?" she cried in
agitation.
Still the head shook. It was impossible for her
mind not to fly back to that moment, now nearly
five days ago, when he had stood blinking in the doorway
with a candle in one hand and a jar of liqueur
in the other.
"Tell me quickly what you mean, Philip!" she cried
again.
"I saw it."
She fell back. "You——?"
"It wasn't an accident, and there isn't anything I
don't know."
"You——?"
The slow sideways shake changed to one single nod.
The next moment his arms were about her and he was
leading her to the sofa again. He sighed. There was
no help for it now. If she would have it she must
have it all.
"It's the only thing I haven't told you. We may
as well get it over," he said.
Nor did he whisper this time. He spoke in his usual
voice, using the plainest English he could.
But what it was that Philip Esdaile told his wife
you must guess for a little while longer. She was the
first living soul to know. And it was a very different
thing from that which she had left Santon to hear.
For it was this overwhelmingly extraordinary yet
stupendously ordinary thing that sent her round to
Audrey Cunningham the next morning, but without
comfort for her, with no plans for settling the wedding
out of hand.
It was this same thing that took her back to Santon
on the Wednesday, without Chummy, without help for
Joan.
It was this same thing that puzzled Monty Rooke's
brain as he took his midnight walk that night down
Roehampton Lane, driven from Audrey Cunningham's
company and sick of the sight of Philip and all his
works.
And it was this and nothing else that Cecil Hubbard
so much wanted to know when he knitted his honest
brows over hydrophones, sound-ranging, or whatever
other mysterious apparatus it was that Philip Esdaile
might have hidden away in his cellar.