For the second time, it was Granville whom
Alfred first encountered on his return from
town. They met in the twilight. Dinner
was over, and Granville sauntered alone in
the bit of garden between the house and the
road, smoking a cigarette. Suddenly the gate
was opened, and the one brother, looking up,
saw the other coming quickly towards him
through the dusk.
It was too dark for the ready reading of
faces; but it struck Granville that the approaching
footsteps were hasty and unusual.
He recalled Alfred’s unaccountable manner of
the night before. Indeed, all his movements,
during the past two days, were mysterious:
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up to London first thing in the morning, back
late, and not a word to any one; whereas the
whole household, as a general rule, were in
possession of most of Alfred’s private plans
and hopes and fears. But Granville had no
time to speculate now. Alfred came straight
up to him.
‘I want to speak to you, Gran,’ he said.
‘I’m glad I found you here.’
The step had been suspicious; the voice
was worse. It was calm enough, but it
was not Alfred’s voice at all. Something
had happened. Granville put up his eyeglass;
but in that light it did not avail him
much.
‘Let us sit down, then,’ said Granville,
leading the way to a seat under the trees.
‘What is it about?’
Then Alfred began, in set tones and orderly
phrases. The affectation of his manner was
almost grotesque.
‘I want a kind of professional opinion
from you, Gran, about—let us say, about a
case that interests me, rather. That will be
near enough to the mark, I think.’
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‘Delighted to help you, if I can.’ Granville
lounged back carelessly on the garden-seat,
but his keen glance lost not a line of the
other’s profile, as Alfred bent forward with his
eyes upon the ground; and those lines
seemed strangely hardened.
‘Thank you. The case is, briefly, this,’
Alfred continued: ‘somebody—no matter who—has
been missing for some days. The
number of days is of no consequence either.
The police were not informed immediately.
They only heard of it last night. But, this
afternoon, they found——’
Alfred checked himself, sat upright, shifted
his position, and met Granville’s gaze.
‘What should you consider incontestable
evidence of drowning, Gran?’
‘The body.’
‘Of course. But you have to look for bodies.
What should you find, to make you search
with the absolute certainty of discovering
the body at last?’
‘Nothing else could make it an absolute
certainty. But lots of things would set you
searching—a hat, for instance.’
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‘They have found her hat!’ said Alfred,
through his clenched teeth.
‘Her hat! Whose?’
Alfred stretched over, caught Granville’s
arm in a nervous grip, and whispered rapidly
in his ear. In a moment Granville knew all.
But he did not speak immediately. When he
did speak, it was to ask questions. And there
was another unnatural voice now, besides
Alfred’s—Granville’s was quite soft.
‘Was she unhappy at all?’ he asked.
‘Just the reverse, I thought, until last
week. You know what happened in the Park
yesterday week. She said some very wild
things after that, and spoke as though she
had never been quite happy here; she vowed
she would never forgive herself for what she
had done; and she said she wished she was
dead. Well, I did not think much about
her words; I thought more of what she had
done; I put down what she said to the shame
and temper of the moment, not to real unhappiness.
But, when I said good-bye to
her, then she was unhappy—more so than
I ever knew her before.’
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From his tone, no one could have guessed
that he was speaking of his wife.
‘And you think she—she——’
Granville could not bring his lips to utter
the words.
Alfred could. ‘I think she has drowned
herself,’ he said calmly.
Granville shuddered. Callous as he was
himself by nature, callousness such as this he
could not have imagined possible; it was
horrible to see and to hear.
Neither spoke for some little time.
‘Did it never occur to you,’ said Granville,
at last, ‘that she might have drowned
herself without all this trouble, simply by
walking to the bottom of the garden
here?’
‘What?’ cried Alfred, sharply. His fingers
tightened upon Granville’s arm. His voice
fell, oddly enough, into a natural tone.
Granville repeated his question.
‘No,’ said Alfred, hoarsely, ‘that never
crossed my mind. But there’s something in
it. God bless you, Gran, for putting it into
my head! It’s almost like a ray of hope—the
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first. If I hadn’t seen the things and
identified them as hers——’
‘The things! You did not say there was
anything else besides the hat. What else was
there?’
‘The jacket she went away in.’
‘You are sure it was hers?’
‘Yes.’
‘You could swear to both hat and jacket?’
‘Yes.’
Granville leapt to his feet.
‘Who throw their things into the water’—he
asked, in strange excitement, for him—‘the
people who mean to sink or the people
who mean to swim—or the people who mean
to stay on the bank?’
Alfred stared at him blankly. Gradually
the light dawned upon him that had entered
Granville’s quicker intelligence in a flash.
‘What do you mean?’ whispered Alfred;
and, in a moment, his voice and his limbs
were trembling.
‘Nothing very obscure,’ replied Granville,
with a touch of contempt, which, even then,
he could not manage to conceal (Alfred’s slow
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perception always had irritated him); ‘simply
this: Gladys has not drowned herself. She
was never the girl to do it. She had too
much sense and vitality and courage. But
she may mean us to think there’s an end of
her—God knows with what intention. She
may have gone off somewhere—God knows
where. We must find out——’
He stopped abruptly, and nearly swore:
for Alfred was wringing his hand, and weeping
like a child.
Granville hated this, but bore it stoically.
It was now plain to him that Alfred had been
driven very nearly out of his senses: and
no wonder—Granville himself could as yet
scarcely realise or believe what he had heard.
And this outburst was the natural reaction
following upon an unnatural mental condition.
But was there any ground for hope? Granville
was less confident than he appeared
when he amended his last words and
said:—
‘I will find out.’
Alfred wrung his hand again. He was
calmer now, but terribly shaken and shattered.
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The weakness that he had been storing up
during the past two days had come over him,
as it were, in the lump. Granville led him to
his room. Alfred had never in his life before
known Granville half so good-natured and
sympathetic; he blessed him fervently.
‘You were her friend,’ he said, huskily.
‘She thought no end of you, Gran! You got
on so splendidly together, after the first few
days; and she was always talking about you.
Find her—find her for me, Gran; and God
bless you—and forgive her for this trick she
has played us!’
Granville did not often feel contrition, or
remorse, or shame: but he felt all three just
then. He knew rather too well the measure
of his own kindness to Gladys. For the first
time in his life—and not, perhaps, before it
was time—he disliked himself heartily. He
felt vaguely that, whatever had happened, he
had had something to do with it. He had
had more to do with it than he guessed. ‘I’ll
do my best—I’ll do my best,’ he promised;
and he meant his ‘best’ to be better than
that of the smartest detective at Scotland Yard.
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He left Alfred, shut himself up alone,
and reviewed the situation. An hour’s hard
thinking led to a rather ingenious interview—one
with the girl Bunn. It took place on
the stairs, of all places. Granville saw her
set foot upon the bottom stair; he immediately
sat down upon the top one, produced a newspaper,
and blocked the gangway.
‘Bunn, you have a sweetheart in Australia.
Don’t pout and toss your head; it’s nothing
to be ashamed of—quite the contrary; and
it’s the fact, I think—eh?’
‘Lor’, Mr Granville, what if I have?’
‘Well, nothing; only there is something
about it in this newspaper—about Australia,
I mean; not about you—that’s to come. You
shall have the newspaper, Bunn; here it is.
I thought you’d like it, that’s all.’
Bunn took the paper, all smiles and
blushes.
‘Oh, thank you, Mr Granville. And—and
I beg your pardon, sir.’
‘Don’t name it, my good girl. But, look
here, Bunn; stay one moment, if you don’t
mind.’ (She could scarcely help staying, he
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gave her no chance of passing; besides, he
had put her under an obligation.) ‘Tell
me now, Bunn—didn’t Mrs Alfred know
something about him? And didn’t Mrs
Alfred talk to you a good deal about Australia?’
‘That she did, sir. But she didn’t know
my young man, Mr Granville. She only got
his address from me just as she was going
away, sir.’
‘Ah! she wanted his address before she
went away, did she?’
‘Yes, sir. She said she would name him
in writing to her father, or in speaking to
Mr Barrington, or that, any way, it’d be nice
to have it, against ever she went out there
again, sir.’
‘Oh, she gave three reasons all in one,
eh? And did she say she’d like to go out
again, Bunn?’
‘She always said that, sir, between ourselves—“between
you and I, Bella,” it used
to be. But, time I gave her the address, she
went on as if she would like to go, and meant
a-going, the very next day.’
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‘Yet she didn’t like leaving this, even for
a week—eh, Bunn?’
‘Lor’, no, sir! She spoke as if she was never
coming back no more. And she kissed me,
Mr Granville—she did, indeed, sir; though
I never named that in the servants’ hall.
She said there might be a accident, or somethink,
and me never see her no more; but
that, if ever she went back to Australia,
she’d remember my young man, and get him
a good billet. Them were her very words.
But, oh, Mr Granville!—oh, sir!—--’
‘There, there. Don’t turn on the waterworks,
Bunn. I thought Mrs Alfred had
been cut up about something; but I wasn’t
sure—that’s why I asked you, Bunn; though
I think, perhaps, you needn’t name this conversation
either in the servants’ hall, or tell
any one else what you have told me. Yes,
you may go past now. But—stop a minute,
Bunn—here’s something else that you needn’t
name in the servants’ hall.’
The something else was a half-sovereign.
‘It was worth it, too,’ said Granville,
when the girl was gone; ‘she has given me
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something to go upon. These half-educated
and impulsive people always do let out more
to their maids than to any one else.’
He went back to Alfred.
‘There was something I forgot to ask you.
How much money do you suppose Gladys
had about her when she went away?’
‘I have no idea,’ said Alfred.
‘Do you know how much money you
have given her since you have been over—roughly?’
‘No; I don’t know at all.’
‘Think, man. Fifty pounds?’
‘I should say so. I gave her a note or so
whenever it struck me she might want it.
She never would ask.’
‘Do you think she spent much?’
‘I really can’t tell you, Gran; perhaps not
a great deal, considering everything; for,
when I was with her, I never would let her
shell out. I never knew of her spending
much; but she had it by her, in case she
wanted it; and that was all I cared about.’
And that was all Granville cared about.
He ceased his questioning; but he was less
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ready to leave Alfred alone than he had been
before. He had found him sitting in the
dark by the open window, and staring blankly
into the night. Granville had insisted on
lighting the gas: only to see how the room
was filled with Gladys’s things. In every
corner of it some woman’s trifle breathed of
her. Granville felt instinctively that much
of this room, in the present suspense, might
turn a better brain than Alfred’s, in Alfred’s
position.
‘Look here,’ said Granville, at last: ‘I
have been thinking. Listen, Alfred.’
‘Well?’ said Alfred absently, still gazing
out of window.
‘I have got a theory,’ went on Granville—‘no
matter what; only it has nothing to say
to death or drowning. It is a hopeful theory.
I intend to practise it at once: in a day or
two it ought to lead me to absolute certainty
of one thing, one way or the other. No
matter what that one thing is; I have told
you what it is not. Now, I shall have to
follow out my idea in town; and if I find the
truth at all, I shall most likely come across it
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suddenly, round a corner as it were. So I
have been thinking that you may as well be
in town too, to be near at hand in case I am
successful. If you still have a club, you
might hang about there, and talk to men, and
read the papers; if not—— Why do you
shake your head?’
‘I am not going to town any more,’ said
Alfred, in low, decided tones. ‘If you are
right, and she is not dead, she may come
back—she may come back! Then I shall be
here to meet her—and—and—— But you
understand me, Gran?’
‘Not very well,’ said Granville, dryly, and
with a shrug of his shoulders that was meant
to shift from them all responsibility for
Alfred’s possible insanity. ‘In your case I
should prefer to be in town rather than here.
However, a man judges for himself. There
is one thing, however; if you stay here all
day——’
‘What’s that?’
‘The question whether you should tell the
Judge and the mater.’
‘No,’ said Alfred, resolutely; ‘I shall not
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tell them—not, that is, until the worst is
known for certain. They think she is at the
Barringtons’. I shall say I have heard from
her. I would tell a million lies to save them
the tortures of uncertainty that I am suffering,
and shall suffer, till—till we know the
worst. Oh, Granville!—for God’s sake, find
it out quickly!’
‘I’ll do my best—I’ve already told you I
would,’ said Granville almost savagely; and
he left the room.
Granville’s best, in matters that required
a clear head and some little imagination, was
always excellent. In the present instance his
normal energies were pushed to abnormal
lengths by the uncomfortable feeling that he
himself had been not unconcerned in bringing
about that state of unhappiness which
alone could have driven his sister-in-law to
her last rash, mysterious step; by a feverish
desire to atone, if the smallest atonement
were possible; and by other considerations,
which, for once, were unconnected with the
first person singular. Nevertheless, on the
Wednesday—the day following the foregoing
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conversation—he found out nothing at all;
and nothing at all on the Thursday. Then
Alfred made up his mind that nothing but
the very worst could now come to light, and
that that was only a question of time; and he
fell into an apathy, by day, that Granville’s
most vigorous encouragement, in the evening,
could do nothing to correct. Thus, when the
news did come, when the terrible suspense
was suddenly snapped, Alfred was, perhaps, as
ill-prepared for a shock (though he had expected
one for days) as it was possible for
a man to be.
It was on the Friday night. Lady Bligh
and Sir James were deep in their game of
bezique. Alfred sat apart from them, without
a hope left in his heart, and marvellously
altered in the face. His pallor was terrible,
but perhaps natural; but already his cheekbones,
which were high, seemed strangely
prominent; and the misery in his large still
eyes cried out as it sometimes does from the
eyes of dumb animals in pain. He was conscious
of his altered looks, perhaps; for he
sedulously avoided looking his parents in the
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face. They did not know yet. It added to
his own anguish to think of the anguish that
must come to them too, sooner or later—sooner
now—very soon indeed.
The door opened. Granville entered, with
a brisk, startling step, and a face lit up—though
it was Granville’s face—with
news.
Alfred saw him—saw his face—and rose
unsteadily to his feet.
‘Speak! Say you have found her! No—I
see it in your face—she is there. Let me
come to her!’
As Alfred stepped forward, Granville recoiled,
and the light left his face.
Alfred turned to his parents. The Judge
had risen, and glanced in mute amazement
from one son to the other: both were pale,
but their looks told nothing. Lady Bligh sat
back in her chair, her smooth face
wrinkled with bewilderment and vague
terror.
‘It is Gladys come back,’ said Alfred, in
tremulous explanation; ‘it is only that
Gladys has come back, mother!’
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Even then he chuckled in his sleeve to
think that they had never known, and never
need know, anything of this, the worst of his
wife’s many and wild escapades.
But Granville recoiled still farther, and
his face became gray.
‘I have not seen her,’ he said, solemnly.
‘She is not here.’
‘Not seen her? Not here?’ Alfred was
quickly sobered. ‘But you know where
she is? I see it in your face. She is
within reach—eh? Come, take me to
her!’
‘She is not even within reach,’ Granville
answered, squeezing out the words by a
strenuous effort. ‘I cannot take you to her.
Gladys sailed for Australia last Monday
morning!’
Alfred sunk heavily into a chair. No one
spoke. No one was capable of speech. Before
any one had time to think, Alfred was
on his feet again, tottering towards the
door.
‘I must follow!’ he whispered, in hoarse,
broken tones. ‘I will follow her to-night!
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Stand aside, Gran; thanks; and God bless
you! Good-bye! I shall know where to
find her out there. I have no time to
stop!’
Granville stood aside in obedience; but
for one instant only: the next—he sprang
forward to catch in his arms the falling form
of Alfred.
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